Please help / advise. I am finding little in my life that gives
satisfaction. I practice my yoga because I must but the nice feelings which it
used to give have gone. I am sensitive to the feelings of others but am shy for fear of doing harm. I crave affection but am also terrified of it. My work seems futile but the weekends are worse. I dont have the energy to to the things I want my meditations are filled with pessimism. Love and light have been replaced by the soft dark void. Its all very well saying get out meet people - I 've tried , It starts ok I get so far then nothing. Yes I know that life
is suffering and that there are many worse off than myself, this however gives sadness rather than solace. I know my science and my mysticism but that dosent help either. I need hugs etc desperately but but cant wont ask
fears I suppose. Cash and come transactions dont help, neither dose crusing
I ve tried !!! . I feel better at the time but worse overall. What to do who to trust ? I give up but I cant get out.
Please excuse the .sig cant be bothered to get rid of that foolish bullshit.
