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- /* Written 4:00 pm Jul 28, 1992 by gn:jsax in cdp:gen.quaker */
- /* ---------- "MIRacles No. 6" ---------- */
- ===================================================================
- MIRacles No. 6
- Joel GAzis-SAx
- Zagreb, 24 Srpanj 1992
- Copyright 1992
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- "We don't believe in the United Nations," the medical student tells me.
- "We don't believe in the European Community. We don't believe -- and I
- beg your pardon -- in the Americans."
-
- "I know that and I understand," I tell her. "But what worries me is
- this: You don't believe in yourselves, either."
-
- "Yes," she says. "You are right. We don't believe in ourselves."
-
- Osijek is my great teacher. Everytime I travel in Slavonia, I find that
- I understand Croatia better. When I was last here [see MIRacles Nos. 2
- and 3], I saw piles of rubble and heard angry voices. The streets were
- nearly empty. This time, the rubble has been cleaned up. The people
- are coming back. This time, they speak of their despair. They see
- themselves as small men and women.
-
- They come from Zagreb, from the homes of family and friends living
- elsewhere, and from refugee camps in Hungary. Osijek, they say, has
- changed. The change is not the bullet holes or the bomb craters or the
- ruined houses of this still beautiful city:
-
- "I miss them," the medical student tells me. She speaks of "two or
- three" Serbian friends. They have gone over the other side. "I feel
- angry. But I cannot hate them. I miss them. They are my friends."
-
- Her friend, another medical student, does not share her feelings. Her
- brother is somewhere on the front and, if there is anyone she misses, it
- is him. The Serbs who left "killed my people. They destroyed Vukovar."
- Both women have lost Croatian friends as well. A sizeable portion of
- the community of love which sustained them has disappeared. They are
- returning to Zagreb to continue their studies.
-
- "Well," says the faculty wife. "That's one less Serb in Osijek." Her
- husband, a professor of State and Law from the University of Zagreb, is
- in Osijek to replace a colleague, a Serb, who "disappeared" when the war
- began last fall. The professor declares that he cannot understand why
- this "friend" -- if he had nothing to hide -- fled the country. He
- launches into an explication, verging on racism, why the Serbian people
- will never change.
-
- This man becomes a pest. Whenever he and his wife see me or my
- companion, Irish volunteer Brendan Keaveney, they sit down with us and
- start to tell us why the Serbs are as they are. Just as we cannot avoid
- seeing the holes in every wall and on every sidewalk, so, too, we cannot
- avoid the blindly anti-Serbian views when we walk the streets of Osijek.
-
- Some Croats, too, see the jingoism. I have met Serbs, loyal to Croatia,
- who lost their citizenship and their public benefits, even though they
- have lived in Slavonia for more than forty years. The single reference
- to Beograd on a birth certificate makes one man I know of a foreigner in
- the city where he has lived, worked, and served others for decades.
- Legally, he should have no problem becoming a Croatian citizen, but he
- has struggled with the bureaucracy for months to set things straight.
-
- A professor who fled the shelling lost her job. When she applied for
- another position, she was told that she was pre-eminently the best
- qualified candidate. She could not be hired, however, on moral grounds:
- she had abandoned her post in the face of the enemy. When academics
- become as soldiers, I think the people are in a very bad way indeed.
-
- You feel the rising tension on all counts. I talk to many
- representatives of relief organizations and to some UNPROFOR soldiers.
- They all tell me that there is a false rumor that Baranja, the region to
- the northeast of the city, will soon reopen. The Serbs still occupy
- Baranja. The UN recently succeeded in arranging for English journalist
- John Bloss to cross from Croatia into Baranja and this, they feel, is a
- great step forward. Previously, all visitors to Baranja have had to
- come from the Serbian side.
-
- Croatian President Franjo Tudjman crosses the footbridge at Osijek into
- Baranja while we are there. He wears a bullet-proof vest and is
- surrounded by six body guards. John Bloss wore no bullet proof vest,
- carried no weapons, and went alone. The small man has some advantages,
- it seems, over the president, particularly when he is a foreigner.
-
- Coping with the 600,000 Bosnian refugees and Croatian displaced persons
- has strained the resources of the special officers, social workers, and
- humanitarian workers and volunteers. Stjepan Hamm, a Croat of German
- descent and director of the Osijek office of the Croatian Red Cross,
- tells me that the needs of the Bosnian refugees and Baranjan displaced
- persons divert his attention from the equally important concerns of the
- permanent residents of Osijek. What these people need most, he says, is
- glass. Winter is coming and the sheets of plastic which cover the shot-
- out window frames will not suffice. Glass is hard to get and very
- expensive. Zeljko, my guide during my first visit to Osijek, introduced
- me to a neighbor who spent $4000 to replace one two by three foot
- section of her window. As Bosnian refugees stream into Croatia and news
- of Sarajevo appears on every channel, the world forgets that many people
- of Baranja are homeless and that the people of Osijek need to rebuild.
-
- Lidja, the director of the Osijek Caritas office, shows me how the habit
- of cleaning out your closet to give to the needy can be destructive.
- She guides me through her warehouse, showing me the donations. There
- are shelves upon shelves of high-heeled shoes and racks of shoes and
- evening clothes. She holds up a pair of children's shoes. The soles are
- worn away. "I can't hand these out!" she says. "The child will ruin
- her feet." We pass other castoffs and, finally, she brings me to the
- most critical section: underwear. With one hand, she lifts the entire
- stock for me to see: a single bra and three pairs of girls' panties.
-
- I do not meet a single soldier, social worker, or humanitarian worker
- who is not tired and disheartened by the response of the West to the
- war. The two Belgian UNPROFOR soldiers I run into as our party surveys
- the wrecked bridge of the main highway, are also disheartened. They
- have heard the nasty stories about them. A local rumor has it that
- UNPROFOR works only until 2 p.m. Then you can find them in the cafes,
- sipping their beer. The Croats want to return to Baranja and they want
- UNPROFOR to protect them when they go. Or, they feel, that UNPROFOR
- should escort the people who stayed behind to a place of safety.
-
- "'If you all leave', we tell them, 'then there will be no more Croats
- and it won't be part of Croatia anymore" the Belgian captain explains.
- This is his first UNPROFOR posting and, while he acknowledges the
- terrific pressures upon him and the other soldiers, he enjoys his job.
- "It is not often," he says, "that as a soldier you get to help make
- peace."
-
- Other people in Osijek are looking ahead to that peace. Josip
- Kompanovic, deputy director of the office which looks after the
- interests of the displaced people of Baranja, explains that the Croatian
- government has plans in place to help them rebuild their flattened
- villages. They know what stores will reopen first, what local
- infrastructure will be replaced, etc. They are short on money.
-
- He apologizes to me for carrying a gun. I tell him that while I am
- nonviolent, I look past his weapon to the human being. I have no
- trouble, therefore, promising him that when I return to America, I will
- go to my members of Congress and lobby for humanitarian aid to Croatia.
- The problems of the refugees and displaced people, we agree, are
- terrific. Croatia was not ready and is not ready for the problems which
- this war has brought.
-
- Ante Lauc, a sociologist with the University of Osijek, tells me that
- Croats had difficulty understanding the terrible immediacy of the Iraqi
- tanks rolling into Kuwait in August 1990. "With this war in our city
- and with this war in Bosnia that could come to our homes, we understand
- better," he says. In the night, I hear loud explosions and gunfire.
- These remind me that even though the shelling has stopped, war remains a
- constant companion to the people of this city.
-
- Ante confesses to me that he has undergone spiritual transformation at
- least twice. The first time was when he traveled to America to work at
- Cornell University and UC Berkeley. "My fellow sociologists complained
- that I was as a child, that I was too much the optimist. It was true,
- because I did not know what they knew. I had not seen the data. When I
- had the knowledge they had, I lost my naivite and my optimism." The
- second time came when Osijek changed from the city so far from the
- world's strifes into the most critical battleground in the war between
- Croats and Serbs. "After this war started," he continues, "I began to
- pray and again I was as a little child. Perhaps when I know as much
- about religion as I do about sociology, I will become less optimistic."
-
- I remind him that Christ felt that becoming as a little child was the
- secret of Christian happiness. He laughs with delight when I tell him
- that Christ promised his followers three things if they would just
- follow his way: you will be absolutely happy, you will be entirely
- fearless, and you will always be in trouble.
-
- I have a taste of the trouble you can get in in this nervous, war-torn
- country. After working on the computer in the post office for awhile, I
- realize that I am late for my appointment at Caritas. A soldier stops
- me as I rush out and insists upon searching my belongings. He wants to
- know if I have been taking pictures of any important people. The
- controversy around my camera gets so intense and I am so desparate to
- make my appointment that I open the camera myself and pull out the film.
- He takesit from me and holds it up to the light.
-
- This is not yet enough. He rummages through my briefcase and pulls out
- my battered notebook. He opens it and demands to know what I have
- written. One of Ante's students, a young woman who has been trying to
- explain to this man that I am here for humanitarian purposes, translates
- for me: "blankets, coats, food . . ." The police officer who joins us
- persuades
-
- The next day, when I return with Ante, this soldier is still there. I
- am able to smile pleasantly and say "Dobro jutro" -- "Good morning". He
- returns my smile, with a little embarassment, and does not bother me at
- all when I come out again an hour later. Ante and I figure that perhaps
- the soldier was more nervous than usual because Tudjman was in town.
-
- "I don't understand it," the first medical student tells me. "Everyone
- here is angry with Tudjman because of the war. They talk of supporting
- Paraga which is no good because Paraga is an extemist. Tudjman comes to
- town and they all go down to the square, these same people, and they cry
- 'Franjo! Franjo!'"
-
- The trouble is, she explains, that the Croats do not understand
- democracy."They still expect the politicians will tell them what to do."
- She feels powerless against this. The people no longer come into the
- streets and talk to one another freely all night as they once did.
- Instead, they buy guns, go home, and wait for the Chetniks to come. The
- fear is what the people of Osijek understand best, she thinks. "It is
- always here."
-
-
- I look at her and her friend and see hope, nonetheless. "I look at you
- two here and each of you has been very honest with me. When we are able
- to do this, to sit together, to have differences, and still be friends,
- then I know that you know in your hearts what democracy is." They look
- at each other and acknowledge me with mutual smiles. The Croats may not
- ever be able to count on the forces they pray will help them, but I have
- seen the one force that is always there within them raising its
- optimistic head and laughing, like a child.
-
- * * *
- NEEDS
-
- 1. Once again, I urge Friends and others interested in seeking
- political solutions to the problem to concentrate on promoting an
- effective forum for dialogue between Serbs, Croats, and Bosnians. You
- should also call upon your elected officials and formulators of foreign
- policy to place a high priority on aid for refugees and displaced
- persons for Croatia, Bosnia, Slovenia, and Serbia.
-
- 2. If you are interested in helping the Slavonian and Bosnian refugees,
- you should call your local Catholic diocese and ask how you can
- contribute to Cariatas. Although a Catholic charity, Caritas provides
- its services only on the basis of need. It is as concerned about
- Orthodox and Muslim refugees in Slavonia as it is about Catholics. Help
- to refugees in Serbia may be channeled through your local Serbian
- Orthodox Church. The International Red Cross/Red Crescent helps both
- sides.
-
- Caritas specifically asks for the following: NEW underwear (children
- and women's especially), NEW socks, new or nearly new shoes (especially
- childrens' sport shoes), blankets, winter coats, soaps, shampoos,
- shaving gear, toothpaste, detergent, and school supplies. Do not send
- books (unless they are blank or written in Croatian). Balkan peoples
- are proportioned like Americans. Send clothes in appropriate sizes and
- styles for adults.
-
- 3. I wish to travel to Beograd to meet with and support peace activists
- in that country. The trip will cost me about $300 for one week. I am
- also raising money to buy toys for children in one of the refugee houses
- in Osijek. These children have been away from their homes for over a
- year and have nearly nothing to stimulate them. See below for
- information about where to send your contribution(s).
-
- * * *
- ABOUT THE TITLE: Brethren theogian Dale Brown once counted the ability
- to believe in miracles as an essential component in the psychic
- constituency of the peace activists. "Mir" is the word for "peace" in
- Croatian, Serbian, and most other Slavic languages. The title,
- therefore, reflects the writer's personal belief in persistant
- peacemaking.
-
- * * *
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-
-
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