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- = F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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- Club Asshole
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- So this is the hour when the mystries emerge. Here i am sitting typing on
- this thing yet again. It's been a long week for me. A very long week.
- In my `profession' I do radio live-to-air productions. You know the things
- that simply broadcast a night at a club. I have been doing them for just over
- one year now. Something I allways knew may happen but was never ready for
- happened this weekend. It will no doubt burn it's image into my mind
- something that I will never forget. It happened in the lobby. It was a very
- good night in terms of the attendance something that we did not really
- expect considering it was the Canada day long weekend <july 1> and the heavy
- rain that was falling outside. All drinks were on for $1.25 <very cheap here>
- and so people were in the general mood that one gets into on such a night.
- Unfortunatly, there always seems to be the bad drunk. You know the asshole.
- The guy with the loud mouth, sports-celebrity haired sorta act going on.
- Mr. tough guy. The school bully. Shit like that. Unfortunatly the person
- who starts the shit going. This weekend it went too far. It was the first
- time i have seen such a thing happen. I read about it in the newspapers all
- the time, but it never realy hit home. I knew such a thing would eventually
- cross my path, but cought up in other things never really thought about it.
- First word I heard in the matter was that there was blood all over the
- lobby. Thought that was that but no, it was more than just some asshole
- getting stabbed. Idiot cops decided they would be the tough guys and
- close the place down at 2am with 800+ people still in there. The D.J. <cool
- guy, good friend> said to them that the remaining people would flip if they
- did that. Did the pigs listen? Nope. Closed the place down and they were
- rioting in the parking lot. Wonderful. Gonna start rambling now i think.
- All fucked up on tylenol 3's right now. Just had 2 teeth pulled. Nasty thing
- coke is. Rotted out a bunch of them. Oh well, fuck it. Still love a nice
- cold can o coke.. So, between the codine and the joy division cd in the
- cd-rom drive <fuck the bbs users, they have access to my cd-roms all the
- time> it's a good night for rambling.
- Back to the club. I have wondered since starting this job why people who know
- they turn into assholes bother drinking. They must know they do. It's always
- the same people getting booted out or getting into fights. Yet they do not
- learn. Tis funny. Most of my friends get their `altered state of mind'
- through other, well shall we say herbal means. Strange how that never
- turns people into total assholes. Yet that's illegal in this place.
- Strange... I guess i get to see more shit go down in working in clubs 5
- nights a week. For me it's not a good time as much as work. Get to see
- people at their worst. Or possibly their best. I will never know. People are
- all the same. Except for a few i guess as i do have some people I consider
- ok. Society considers those people fucked. Perhaps some re-evaluation is
- needed here. Lets look at real people <in my biased opinion> and the people
- that comprise the social structures.
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- Real People Society's products
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- Careing Couldn't give a shit
- Truthfull Only true if it benefits them
- Thinkers Followers
- Outcasts The `cool' ones
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- The list could go on and on. Although I doubt that anyone who reads these
- things really needs to hear too much about that. Dead Kat and Demonika have
- talked about their dealings with people in past F.U.C.K. issues. Wish I could
- say I didn't know where they were coming from, but i do. Regrettably with one
- additional problem. The people I am forced to deal with are none to often
- totaly out of it thanx to alcohol. Not to knock drinking fer pleasure, but
- why is it the same asshole who gets all fucked up and then comes up to the dj
- booth, mistakes me for the dj and then starts giving me attitude for telling
- him/her that i am in fact not the dj so not to blame me for not playing the
- music that they want to hear. If i tell them to fuck off, i would be the one
- who gets in shit. Figure that one out. So, how do we fix them? Can we fix
- them? Last question would be is it worth the time? These people seem
- incapable of change, too set in their ways to acnowlage difference.
- Difference in their eyes is a bad thing. Perhaps they will find out over
- time...
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- "There's a club if you want to go
- You might find someone who really loves you
- So you go and you stand on your own
- And you leave on your own
- And you go home and you cry
- And you want to die" -The Smiths
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- Meeting people at clubs is hard as hell too. Too loud and the attitudes all
- fucked. It's not a place where people go and have a good time as much as go
- looking upon it as some sort of fashion show. If you look good your in.
- If not, fuck you. I dunno where in the hell people get the idea they are good
- places to meet people but they aren't. Oh well, blow that idea away. Ack,
- i am getting into trashing the places. So, here i am in the mode of the
- latter part of the smiths quote. Death would be welcomed currently. People
- take their toll on you. Yet I know i will be going out again tomorrow and
- once again pretending to have a good time. Occasionally I really do, but
- that's rare. Besides, that's hard considering its all dance music. Not the
- stuff fer me. Oh well, let me tell you, hard core punk, goth and New Wave
- <they call it retro. fuck them> sounds great on 50,000 watt club systems.
- Well, at least before they open....:)
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- So, once again, This is the hour when mystries emerge... Every night
- I go to work hopeing that things will be different but they never are. Same
- assholes different day. Thinking thinking thinking but with no way to truely
- express my thoughts. Brain is mush. Likely the T-3's or just the fact that
- people work me up too much. Stupidity must be a nice thing. Not giving a shit
- about anyone except yourself. Not fer me though. Did that once before and
- looking back it was way worse than thinking and seeing. Anyways, I am getting
- tiered and some coding becons, so I am off for now. Then tomorrow at the
- clubs again. But for now..... For now i dream of a place where people think
- globally and not just for themselves.....
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- death
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