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DEV:Pathways A short story  by Bob Sadler

   It was a brisk autumn night, nothing was happening (as usual), so I
decided to go check out what the Parks Department had planned for the
evening. You see, I was attending a family reunion in the Southeast
corner of Iowa, in a small town called Keosaqua. Just by the name, you
should realize that the excitement for this town, was driving around a
make believe square, in a hot rod or your fathers tractor, whichever
happened to be running. The parks department had a night nature walk
planned.

   Well, I decided that I could use the walk, and might even enjoy
seeing Lake Keosaqua at night, I mean it had to look better than in the
day. Anyway, I went on ahead to the Rangers office where everyone was
supposed to meet. When I had gotten there, to my surprise, there were
about twenty people waiting as I was now, to enjoy this brisk walk in
the cool Autumn air. The ranger showed up about five minutes late, and
checked out a fluorescent lantern to everybody, and then we were off.

   We walked for awhile, all of us undoubtedly enjoying the quiet of
the evening. We came along to a fork in the path, and the ranger
abruptly stopped and turned to us and said, "This is as far as I will
lead you. From here on out, you must make your own choices." He sat
down on a log that had been conveniently left for him, and he began to
whistle silently, watching all the faces of the now confused and
shocked people.

   I decided to check out the situation, so I took a step towards both
paths, and looking down the left side of the path I could see that this
path was wide and well kept. Trees lined both sides and everywhere, for
as far as you could see, people were laughing and having a good time. A
few people who had come along on the walk, had already started walking
down this path. As they made their way further and further down the
path, I noticed that everyone on this path came running towards them
and screaming at them to put out their lights. Each time someone would
dim their light, a loud cheer arose from the people who were on that
path. Then I noticed something that was before hidden by the darkness,
there was a large pile of lanterns in the middle of the path, it was
higher than the eye could see. I shook my head in wonderment, and began
to look down the path on the right.

   This was a narrow path, and although it held great beauty, there
were rocks scattered throughout the way, making it difficult for the
people to walk. Unlike the people on the first path I saw, the people
on this path carried their lamps and used them to light the way, not
only for themselves, but also for others following. And as before, a
few that were on the walk, had begun down this path, and those who were
already on this path, came rushing back to greet the newcomers, and
helped them along the way.

   Reflecting back on what I'd seen, I could feel a sense of unity in
those who were walking down the narrow path, and at the same time, I
could feel a sense of loneliness among those walking down the wide
path. Finally, I began my journey.

   People rushed towards me and as I got closer, one reached out and
hugged me. He showed me how to properly hold my lamp so it would give
out the most light to myself and others who happened to be following
me. He helped me along, accepting no thanks, and helped me over the
first few rocks, and even picked me up when I fell, and helped brush me
off. Not only was he watching out for me, but I could also see the
ranger that had led the group to the path, was now walking down this
path. As he passed me, he looked into my eyes, and said, "I love you."
I thought this to be a bit strange, but enjoyed the attention I was
receiving, I thanked him, and returned the saying.

   A little way further down the path, was a commotion. I rushed to see
what was happening, and there, about fifty feet in front of the group,
was a pack of wild wolves. Suddenly, the ranger appeared out of
nowhere, and without caring for his own safety, he charged the wolves
screaming. Most of the pack was so startled, that they ran off. But
one, who looked as big as a lion, wasn't too scared. He leaped towards
the ranger, and with one swipe of his large paw, he killed the ranger.
We sat still for a moment, as the wolf examined his kill. Satisfied
with what he'd done, the wolf walked off growling assuredly. We rushed
to where the ranger was, and confirmed what was originally thought. I
don't know why, but I felt a strange sense about this loss, maybe it
was that he'd been nice to me when passing, and all I did was just to
return his niceties with words.

   A group of people got together and buried the ranger, and we who had
started down the path, began our walk back. The path seemed to get
rockier and more precarious. When suddenly, the front of the group
stopped. I went ahead to see what the problem was, and before I
arrived, my lantern had gone out. I stumbled trying to find my way in
darkness, but finally reached the front of the group. As expected, I
found the reason for our stop was because everyone's lamp had gone out.
I stood there, and began to cry, trying to reason within myself why I
had chosen this path. I could see the other path now as I looked to my
left, and even a crossway. Everyone on that path kept walking and
talking as if nothing was wrong. They seemed to be used to the
darkness. Others from the group called out to them, and proceeded to
switch paths for the lack of safety. I sat and wondered how it could be
that they, on the other path, could see without having trouble. I
looked up and saw the man that had greeted me at the first part of the
path. He smiled and said, "Have faith friend, help will come soon." I
almost laughed out loud, but could see in his eyes that he wasn't
joking. I wondered what could happen, what could possibly save us. I
thought if only the ranger was here, he could surely lead us, why he
must have walked this path a thousand times, he could probably do it in
his sleep.

   Without warning, a voice whispered in my ear, "Take my hand" it
said. I tried to turn and see who was talking but could not. I sat for
what seemed like a lifetime, before I decided there wasn't much else
that I could do. I reached out, not knowing where I was reaching, and
felt a hand, strong and yet gentle. I felt this strangers hand grasp
mine, and he said, "I will lead you out of this darkness." And he began
to walk. I walked with him, trying desperately to see who he was, but
could not. Then I noticed that someone else was holding onto my other
hand, I looked back and saw the group connected by their hands,
following the stranger as I was.

   We walked for what seemed like days, and then I could feel we were
walking up a slant. It got progressively harder and harder to walk up
this unknown ground, and I could hear people giving up as we walked. I
whispered to the stranger who was leading, "Can't we stop, so those who
are having trouble can catch up with us?" He replied in a loving, but
firm voice, "They have made their choice, and now must live with it."
Immediately I realized that I had heard that voice before, but it was
impossible, it couldn't have been, but it sounded so much like that of
the ranger's.

   Suddenly I looked up and saw a light shining over the mountain that
we were climbing, although, no matter how hard I tried, I still
couldn't make out the face of the one that had taken my hand. When we
reached the top of the mountain, I looked back, and gave a hand to
those who were still behind me. When we were all at the mountain top,
with the sun was blazing down on us, the man who had lead us out of the
darkness, turned and said to us, "Welcome, to my paradise." I could
hardly believe what I saw. It was him, the ranger had somehow come back
to life, and lead us out of the danger. I just couldn't believe it.
Then I remembered what he had said as he passed me on the path, I began
to cry. The ranger walked up to me and asked why I was crying. I
couldn't look into his eyes, and with my face buried in my hands, I
said, "I love you too!" There was no response so I looked up and saw
the ranger crying too. He said to me, "You don't know how long I have
waited for you to say that, and mean it in your heart."

   We all began to journey into the paradise of the ranger, when I
looked to my left. I saw those on the other path, who were being led
into what seemed to be like a roaring furnace. I called to the ranger
and said, "What is going on, why are they being lead into that thing?"
The ranger with tears in his eyes, said, "They chose to walk that path.
I made that path for someone other than they, and even along the path
gave them warning signs as to what lies ahead, but they refused to
listen, they refused to believe. The one that leads them, he mocks me,
and tells them that I will not harm them, and I was the one who put
them on that path. They couldn't realize for themselves, that it was
not I who chose for them, but themselves. And now, it is not I who am
sending them there, but it is their own selfish desires that have led
them there. But this is not the day of sadness for them, because they
have yet to realize the beauty and love that I beheld for them. For a
day will come, when I will call all of them up to me, and they will
stand before me, and answer as to why they chose the way they chose.
Then they will see the truth in their actions. They will no longer deny
their thoughts, they will see that it was they, not me, who chose their
final resting place."

   I cried out in anguish, and started back down the mountain, trying
to make my way back to the front of the path. The ranger stopped me,
and said, "It is not up to you to force people down this path. You can
go back and help those who have been discouraged, but you cannot make
the choice for them. You must let them make that choice for themselves.
This is the only way, that I will know that they truly love me."

   My head was pounding when I awoke, people were standing over me,
with a relived look upon their faces. A man in a Ranger's uniform stood
over me with a wet cloth, "Sorry 'bout hitting your head with that
door, didn't know anybody was that anxious in getting started." I
reached up and felt the lump now growing on my head. I tried to stand,
and with the help of a couple of people was able to catch my balance.
The ranger came over to me, and looking into my eyes asked how I was. I
fought to no avail to hide the tears in my eyes. I looked at the ranger
and smiled, "Thanks," I said, "thanks for helping when I really needed
it." He smiled, and winked, "Anything to help a friend."

   The Word BBS