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- Beauty and The Beast, and Tales From Home
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- BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
- AND
- TALES OF HOME
-
- BY
- BAYARD TAYLOR.
-
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS.
-
- BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
- THE STRANGE FRIEND
- JACOB FLINT'S JOURNEY
- CAN A LIFE HIDE ITSELF?
- TWIN-LOVE
- THE EXPERIENCES OF THE A. C.
- FRIEND ELI'S DAUGHTER
- MISS BARTRAM'S TROUBLE
- MRS. STRONGITHARM'S REPORT
-
-
-
-
- BEAUTY AND THE BEAST.
- A STORY OF OLD RUSSIA.
-
- I.
-
- We are about to relate a story of mingled fact and fancy. The
- facts are borrowed from the Russian author, Petjerski; the fancy is
- our own. Our task will chiefly be to soften the outlines of
- incidents almost too sharp and rugged for literary use, to supply
- them with the necessary coloring and sentiment, and to give a
- coherent and proportioned shape to the irregular fragments of an
- old chronicle. We know something, from other sources, of the
- customs described, something of the character of the people from
- personal observation, and may therefore the more freely take such
- liberties as we choose with the rude, vigorous sketches of the
- Russian original. One who happens to have read the work of
- Villebois can easily comprehend the existence of a state of
- society, on the banks of the Volga, a hundred years ago, which
- is now impossible, and will soon become incredible. What is
- strangest in our narrative has been declared to be true.
-
-
-
- II.
-
-
- We are in Kinesma, a small town on the Volga, between Kostroma and
- Nijni-Novgorod. The time is about the middle of the last century,
- and the month October.
-
- There was trouble one day, in the palace of Prince Alexis, of
- Kinesma. This edifice, with its massive white walls, and its
- pyramidal roofs of green copper, stood upon a gentle mound to the
- eastward of the town, overlooking it, a broad stretch of the Volga,
- and the opposite shore. On a similar hill, to the westward, stood
- the church, glittering with its dozen bulging, golden domes. These
- two establishments divided the sovereignty of Kinesma between them.
-
- Prince Alexis owned the bodies of the inhabitants, (with the
- exception of a few merchants and tradesmen,) and the Archimandrite
- Sergius owned their souls. But the shadow of the former stretched
- also over other villages, far beyond the ring of the wooded
- horizon. The number of his serfs was ten thousand, and his rule
- over them was even less disputed than theirs over their domestic
- animals.
-
- The inhabitants of the place had noticed with dismay that the
- slumber-flag had not been hoisted on the castle, although it was
- half an hour after the usual time. So rare a circumstance
- betokened sudden wrath or disaster, on the part of Prince
- Alexis. Long experience had prepared the people for anything that
- might happen, and they were consequently not astonished at the
- singular event which presently transpired.
-
- The fact is, that in the first place, the dinner had been prolonged
- full ten minutes beyond its accustomed limit, owing to a discussion
- between the Prince, his wife, the Princess Martha, and their son
- Prince Boris. The last was to leave for St. Petersburg in a
- fortnight, and wished to have his departure preceded by a festival
- at the castle. The Princess Martha was always ready to second the
- desires of her only child. Between the two they had pressed some
- twenty or thirty thousand rubles out of the old Prince, for the
- winter diversions of the young one. The festival, to be sure,
- would have been a slight expenditure for a noble of such immense
- wealth as Prince Alexis; but he never liked his wife, and he took
- a stubborn pleasure in thwarting her wishes. It was no
- satisfaction that Boris resembled her in character. That weak
- successor to the sovereignty of Kinesma preferred a game of cards
- to a bear hunt, and could never drink more than a quart of vodki
- without becoming dizzy and sick.
-
- "Ugh!" Prince Alexis would cry, with a shudder of disgust, "the
- whelp barks after the dam!"
-
- A state dinner he might give; but a festival, with dances, dramatic
- representations, burning tar-barrels, and cannon,--no! He knitted
- his heavy brows and drank deeply, and his fiery gray eyes shot such
- incessant glances from side to side that Boris and the Princess
- Martha could not exchange a single wink of silent advice. The
- pet bear, Mishka, plied with strong wines, which Prince Alexis
- poured out for him into a golden basin, became at last comically
- drunk, and in endeavoring to execute a dance, lost his balance, and
- fell at full length on his back.
-
- The Prince burst into a yelling, shrieking fit of laughter.
- Instantly the yellow-haired serfs in waiting, the Calmucks at the
- hall-door, and the half-witted dwarf who crawled around the table
- in his tow shirt, began laughing in chorus, as violently as they
- could. The Princess Martha and Prince Boris laughed also; and
- while the old man's eyes were dimmed with streaming tears of mirth,
- quickly exchanged nods. The sound extended all over the castle,
- and was heard outside of the walls.
-
- "Father!" said Boris, "let us have the festival, and Mishka shall
- perform again. Prince Paul of Kostroma would strangle, if he could
- see him."
-
- "Good, by St. Vladimir!" exclaimed Prince Alexis. "Thou shalt have
- it, my Borka![1] Where's Simon Petrovitch? May the Devil scorch
- that vagabond, if he doesn't do better than the last time! Sasha!"
-
-
- [1] Little Boris.
-
-
- A broad-shouldered serf stepped forward and stood with bowed head.
-
- "Lock up Simon Petrovitch in the southwestern tower. Send the
- tailor and the girls to him, to learn their parts. Search every
- one of them before they go in, and if any one dares to carry vodki
- to the beast, twenty-five lashes on the back!"
-
-
- Sasha bowed again and departed. Simon Petrovitch was the court-
- poet of Kinesma. He had a mechanical knack of preparing
- allegorical diversions which suited the conventional taste of
- society at that time; but he had also a failing,--he was rarely
- sober enough to write. Prince Alexis, therefore, was in the habit
- of locking him up and placing a guard over him, until the
- inspiration had done its work. The most comely young serfs of both
- sexes were selected to perform the parts, and the court-tailor
- arranged for them the appropriate dresses. It depended very much
- upon accident--that is to say, the mood of Prince Alexis--whether
- Simon Petrovitch was rewarded with stripes or rubles.
-
- The matter thus settled, the Prince rose from the table and walked
- out upon an overhanging balcony, where an immense reclining arm-
- chair of stuffed leather was ready for his siesta. He preferred
- this indulgence in the open air; and although the weather was
- rapidly growing cold, a pelisse of sables enabled him to slumber
- sweetly in the face of the north wind. An attendant stood with the
- pelisse outspread; another held the halyards to which was attached
- the great red slumber-flag, ready to run it up and announce to all
- Kinesma that the noises of the town must cease; a few seconds more,
- and all things would have been fixed in their regular daily
- courses. The Prince, in fact, was just straightening his shoulders
- to receive the sables; his eyelids were dropping, and his eyes,
- sinking mechanically with them, fell upon the river-road, at the
- foot of the hill. Along this road walked a man, wearing the
- long cloth caftan of a merchant.
-
- Prince Alexis started, and all slumber vanished out of his eyes.
- He leaned forward for a moment, with a quick, eager expression;
- then a loud roar, like that of an enraged wild beast, burst from
- his mouth. He gave a stamp that shook the balcony.
-
- "Dog!" he cried to the trembling attendent, "my cap! my whip!"
-
- The sables fell upon the floor, the cap and whip appeared in a
- twinkling, and the red slumber-flag was folded up again for the
- first time in several years, as the Prince stormed out of the
- castle. The traveller below had heard the cry,--for it might have
- been heard half a mile. He seemed to have a presentiment of evil,
- for he had already set off towards the town at full speed.
-
- To explain the occurence, we must mention one of the Prince's many
- peculiar habits. This was, to invite strangers or merchants of the
- neighborhood to dine with him, and, after regaling them
- bountifully, to take his pay in subjecting them to all sorts of
- outrageous tricks, with the help of his band of willing domestics.
- Now this particular merchant had been invited, and had attended;
- but, being a very wide-awake, shrewd person, he saw what was
- coming, and dexterously slipped away from the banquet without being
- perceived. The Prince vowed vengeance, on discovering the escape,
- and he was not a man to forget his word.
-
- Impelled by such opposite passions, both parties ran with
- astonishing speed. The merchant was the taller, but his long
- caftan, hastily ungirdled, swung behind him and dragged in the air.
-
- The short, booted legs of the Prince beat quicker time, and he
- grasped his short, heavy, leathern whip more tightly as he saw the
- space diminishing. They dashed into the town of Kinesma a hundred
- yards apart. The merchant entered the main street, or bazaar,
- looking rapidly to right and left, as he ran, in the hope of
- espying some place of refuge. The terrible voice behind him
- cried,--
-
- "Stop, scoundrel! I have a crow to pick with you!"
-
- And the tradesmen in their shops looked on and laughed, as well
- they might, being unconcerned spectators of the fun. The fugitive,
- therefore, kept straight on, notwithstanding a pond of water
- glittered across the farther end of the street.
-
- Although Prince Alexis had gained considerably in the race, such
- violent exercise, after a heavy dinner, deprived him of breath. He
- again cried,--
-
- "Stop!"
-
- "But the merchant answered,--
-
- "No, Highness! You may come to me, but I will not go to you."
-
- "Oh, the villian!" growled the Prince, in a hoarse whisper, for he
- had no more voice.
-
- The pond cut of all further pursuit. Hastily kicking off his loose
- boots, the merchant plunged into the water, rather than encounter
- the princely whip, which already began to crack and snap in fierce
- anticipation. Prince Alexis kicked off his boots and followed;
- the pond gradually deepened, and in a minute the tall merchant
- stood up to his chin in the icy water, and his short pursuer
- likewise but out of striking distance. The latter coaxed and
- entreated, but the victim kept his ground.
-
- "You lie, Highness!" he said, boldly. "If you want me, come to
- me."
-
- "Ah-h-h!" roared the Prince, with chattering teeth, "what a
- stubborn rascal you are! Come here, and I give you my word that I
- will not hurt you. Nay,"--seeing that the man did not move,--"you
- shall dine with me as often as you please. You shall be my friend;
- by St. Vladimir, I like you!"
-
- "Make the sign of the cross, and swear it by all the Saints," said
- the merchant, composedly.
-
- With a grim smile on his face, the Prince stepped back and
- shiveringly obeyed. Both then waded out, sat down upon the ground
- and pulled on their boots; and presently the people of Kinesma
- beheld the dripping pair walking side by side up the street,
- conversing in the most cordial manner. The merchant dried his
- clothes FROM WITHIN, at the castle table; a fresh keg of old
- Cognac was opened; and although the slumber-flag was not unfurled
- that afternoon, it flew from the staff and hushed the town nearly
- all the next day.
-
-
-
-
- III.
-
-
- The festival granted on behalf of Prince Boris was one of the
- grandest ever given at the castle. In character it was a
- singular cross between the old Muscovite revel and the French
- entertainments which were then introduced by the Empress Elizabeth.
-
- All the nobility, for fifty versts around, including Prince Paul
- and the chief families of Kostroma, were invited. Simon Petrovitch
- had been so carefully guarded that his work was actually completed
- and the parts distributed; his superintendence of the performance,
- however, was still a matter of doubt, as it was necessary to
- release him from the tower, and after several days of forced
- abstinence he always manifested a raging appetite. Prince Alexis,
- in spite of this doubt, had been assured by Boris that the dramatic
- part of the entertainment would not be a failure. When he
- questioned Sasha, the poet's strong-shouldered guard, the latter
- winked familiarly and answered with a proverb,--
-
- "I sit on the shore and wait for the wind,"--which was as much as
- to say that Sasha had little fear of the result
-
- The tables were spread in the great hall, where places for one
- hundred chosen guests were arranged on the floor, while the three
- or four hundred of minor importance were provided for in the
- galleries above. By noon the whole party were assembled. The
- halls and passages of the castle were already permeated with rich
- and unctuous smells, and a delicate nose might have picked out and
- arranged, by their finer or coarser vapors, the dishes preparing
- for the upper and lower tables. One of the parasites of Prince
- Alexis, a dilapidated nobleman, officiated as Grand Marshal,--an
- office which more than compensated for the savage charity he
- received, for it was performed in continual fear and trembling.
- The Prince had felt the stick of the Great Peter upon his own back,
- and was ready enough to imitate any custom of the famous monarch.
-
- An orchestra, composed principally of horns and brass instruments,
- occupied a separate gallery at one end of the dining-hall. The
- guests were assembled in the adjoining apartments, according to
- their rank; and when the first loud blast of the instruments
- announced the beginning of the banquet, two very differently
- attired and freighted processions of servants made their appearance
- at the same time. Those intended for the princely table numbered
- two hundred,--two for each guest. They were the handsomest young
- men among the ten thousand serfs, clothed in loose white trousers
- and shirts of pink or lilac silk; their soft golden hair, parted in
- the middle, fell upon their shoulders, and a band of gold-thread
- about the brow prevented it from sweeping the dishes they carried.
- They entered the reception-room, bearing huge trays of sculptured
- silver, upon which were anchovies, the finest Finnish caviar,
- sliced oranges, cheese, and crystal flagons of Cognac, rum, and
- kummel. There were fewer servants for the remaining guests, who
- were gathered in a separate chamber, and regaled with the common
- black caviar, onions, bread, and vodki. At the second blast of
- trumpets, the two companies set themselves in motion and entered
- the dining-hall at opposite ends. Our business, however, is only
- with the principal personages, so we will allow the common
- crowd quietly to mount to the galleries and satisfy their senses
- with the coarser viands, while their imagination is stimulated by
- the sight of the splendor and luxury below.
-
- Prince Alexis entered first, with a pompous, mincing gait, leading
- the Princess Martha by the tips of her fingers. He wore a caftan
- of green velvet laced with gold, a huge vest of crimson brocade,
- and breeches of yellow satin. A wig, resembling clouds boiling in
- the confluence of opposing winds, surged from his low, broad
- forehead, and flowed upon his shoulders. As his small, fiery eyes
- swept the hall, every servant trembled: he was as severe at the
- commencement as he was reckless at the close of a banquet. The
- Princess Martha wore a robe of pink satin embroidered with flowers
- made of small pearls, and a train and head-dress of crimson velvet.
-
- Her emeralds were the finest outside of Moscow, and she wore them
- all. Her pale, weak, frightened face was quenched in the dazzle of
- the green fires which shot from her forehead, ears, and bosom, as
- she moved.
-
- Prince Paul of Kostroma and the Princess Nadejda followed; but on
- reaching the table, the gentlemen took their seats at the head,
- while the ladies marched down to the foot. Their seats were
- determined by their relative rank, and woe to him who was so
- ignorant or so absent-minded as to make a mistake! The servants
- had been carefully trained in advance by the Grand Marshal; and
- whoever took a place above his rank or importance found, when he
- came to sit down, that his chair had miraculously disappeared,
- or, not noticing the fact, seated himself absurdly and violently
- upon the floor. The Prince at the head of the table, and the
- Princess at the foot, with their nearest guests of equal rank, ate
- from dishes of massive gold; the others from silver. As soon as
- the last of the company had entered the hall, a crowd of jugglers,
- tumblers, dwarfs, and Calmucks followed, crowding themselves into
- the corners under the galleries, where they awaited the conclusion
- of the banquet to display their tricks, and scolded and pummelled
- each other in the mean time.
-
- On one side of Prince Alexis the bear Mishka took his station. By
- order of Prince Boris he had been kept from wine for several days,
- and his small eyes were keener and hungrier than usual. As he rose
- now and then, impatiently, and sat upon his hind legs, he formed a
- curious contrast to the Prince's other supporter, the idiot, who
- sat also in his tow-shirt, with a large pewter basin in his hand.
- It was difficult to say whether the beast was most man or the man
- most beast. They eyed each other and watched the motions of their
- lord with equal jealousy; and the dismal whine of the bear found an
- echo in the drawling, slavering laugh of the idiot. The Prince
- glanced form one to the other; they put him in a capital humor,
- which was not lessened as he perceived an expression of envy pass
- over the face of Prince Paul.
-
- The dinner commenced with a botvinia--something between a soup
- and a salad--of wonderful composition. It contained cucumbers,
- cherries, salt fish, melons, bread, salt, pepper, and wine.
- While it was being served, four huge fishermen, dressed to
- represent mermen of the Volga, naked to the waist, with hair
- crowned with reeds, legs finned with silver tissue from the knees
- downward, and preposterous scaly tails, which dragged helplessly
- upon the floor, entered the hall, bearing a broad, shallow tank of
- silver. In the tank flapped and swam four superb sterlets, their
- ridgy backs rising out of the water like those of alligators.
- Great applause welcomed this new and classical adaptation of the
- old custom of showing the LIVING fish, before cooking them, to
- the guests at the table. The invention was due to Simon
- Petrovitch, and was (if the truth must be confessed) the result of
- certain carefully measured supplies of brandy which Prince Boris
- himself had carried to the imprisoned poet.
-
- After the sterlets had melted away to their backbones, and the
- roasted geese had shrunk into drumsticks and breastplates, and here
- and there a guest's ears began to redden with more rapid blood,
- Prince Alexis judged that the time for diversion had arrived. He
- first filled up the idiot's basin with fragments of all the dishes
- within his reach,--fish, stewed fruits, goose fat, bread, boiled
- cabbage, and beer,--the idiot grinning with delight all the while,
- and singing, "Ne uyesjai golubchik moi," (Don't go away, my
- little pigeon), between the handfuls which he crammed into his
- mouth. The guests roared with laughter, especially when a juggler
- or Calmuck stole out from under the gallery, and pretended to have
- designs upon the basin. Mishka, the bear, had also been well fed,
- and greedily drank ripe old Malaga from the golden dish. But,
- alas! he would not dance. Sitting up on his hind legs, with his
- fore paws hanging before him, he cast a drunken, languishing eye
- upon the company, lolled out his tongue, and whined with an almost
- human voice. The domestics, secretly incited by the Grand Marshal,
- exhausted their ingenuity in coaxing him, but in vain. Finally,
- one of them took a goblet of wine in one hand, and, embracing
- Mishka with the other, began to waltz. The bear stretched out his
- paw and clumsily followed the movements, whirling round and round
- after the enticing goblet. The orchestra struck up, and the
- spectacle, though not exactly what Prince Alexis wished, was
- comical enough to divert the company immensely.
-
- But the close of the performance was not upon the programme. The
- impatient bear, getting no nearer his goblet, hugged the man
- violently with the other paw, striking his claws through the thin
- shirt. The dance-measure was lost; the legs of the two tangled,
- and they fell to the floor, the bear undermost. With a growl of
- rage and disappointment, he brought his teeth together through the
- man's arm, and it might have fared badly with the latter, had not
- the goblet been refilled by some one and held to the animal's nose.
-
- Then, releasing his hold, he sat up again, drank another bottle,
- and staggered out of the hall.
-
- Now the health of Prince Alexis was drunk,--by the guests on the
- floor of the hall in Champagne, by those in the galleries in
- kislischi and hydromel. The orchestra played; a choir of
- serfs sang an ode by Simon Petrovitch, in which the departure of
- Prince Boris was mentioned; the tumblers began to posture; the
- jugglers came forth and played their tricks; and the cannon on the
- ramparts announced to all Kinesma, and far up and down the Volga,
- that the company were rising from the table.
-
- Half an hour later, the great red slumber-flag floated over the
- castle. All slept,--except the serf with the wounded arm, the
- nervous Grand Marshal, and Simon Petrovich with his band of
- dramatists, guarded by the indefatigable Sasha. All others
- slept,--and the curious crowd outside, listening to the music,
- stole silently away; down in Kinesma, the mothers ceased to scold
- their children, and the merchants whispered to each other in the
- bazaar; the captains of vessels floating on the Volga directed
- their men by gestures; the mechanics laid aside hammer and axe, and
- lighted their pipes. Great silence fell upon the land, and
- continued unbroken so long as Prince Alexis and his guests slept
- the sleep of the just and the tipsy.
-
- By night, however, they were all awake and busily preparing for the
- diversions of the evening. The ball-room was illuminated by
- thousands of wax-lights, so connected with inflammable threads,
- that the wicks could all be kindled in a moment. A pyramid of tar-
- barrels had been erected on each side of the castle-gate, and every
- hill or mound on the opposite bank of the Volga was similarly
- crowned. When, to a stately march,--the musicians blowing their
- loudest,--Prince Alexis and Princess Martha led the way to the
- ball-room, the signal was given: candles and tar-barre]s burst
- into flame, and not only within the castle, but over the landscape
- for five or six versts, around everything was bright and clear in
- the fiery day. Then the noises of Kinesma were not only permitted,
- but encouraged. Mead and qvass flowed in the very streets, and
- the castle trumpets could not be heard for the sound of troikas
- and balalaikas.
-
- After the Polonaise, and a few stately minuets, (copied from the
- court of Elizabeth), the company were ushered into the theatre.
- The hour of Simon Petrovitch had struck: with the inspiration
- smuggled to him by Prince Boris, he had arranged a performance
- which he felt to be his masterpiece. Anxiety as to its reception
- kept him sober. The overture had ceased, the spectators were all
- in their seats, and now the curtain rose. The background was a
- growth of enormous, sickly toad-stools, supposed to be clouds. On
- the stage stood a girl of eighteen, (the handsomest in Kinesma), in
- hoops and satin petticoat, powdered hair, patches, and high-heeled
- shoes. She held a fan in one hand, and a bunch of marigolds in the
- other. After a deep and graceful curtsy to the company, she came
- forward and said,--
-
- "I am the goddess Venus. I have come to Olympus to ask some
- questions of Jupiter."
-
- Thunder was heard, and a car rolled upon the stage. Jupiter sat
- therein, in a blue coat, yellow vest, ruffled shirt and three-
- cornered hat. One hand held a bunch of thunderbolts, which he
- occasionally lifted and shook; the other, a gold-headed cane.
-
- "Here am, I Jupiter," said he; "what does Venus desire?"
-
- A poetical dialogue then followed, to the effect that the favorite
- of the goddess, Prince Alexis of Kinesma, was about sending his
- son, Prince Boris, into the gay world, wherein himself had already
- displayed all the gifts of all the divinities of Olympus. He
- claimed from her, Venus, like favors for his son: was it possible
- to grant them? Jupiter dropped his head and meditated. He could
- not answer the question at once: Apollo, the Graces, and the Muses
- must be consulted: there were few precedents where the son had
- succeeded in rivalling the father,--yet the father's pious wishes
- could not be overlooked.
- Venus said,--
-
- "What I asked for Prince Alexis was for HIS sake: what I ask for
- the son is for the father's sake."
-
- Jupiter shook his thunderbolt and called "Apollo!"
-
- Instantly the stage was covered with explosive and coruscating
- fires,--red, blue, and golden,--and amid smoke, and glare, and
- fizzing noises, and strong chemical smells, Apollo dropped down
- from above. He was accustomed to heat and smoke, being the cook's
- assistant, and was sweated down to a weight capable of being
- supported by the invisible wires. He wore a yellow caftan, and
- wide blue silk trousers. His yellow hair was twisted around and
- glued fast to gilded sticks, which stood out from his head in a
- circle, and represented rays of light. He first bowed to Prince
- Alexis, then to the guests, then to Jupiter, then to Venus. The
- matter was explained to him.
-
- He promised to do what he could towards favoring the world with a
- second generation of the beauty, grace, intellect, and nobility of
- character which had already won his regard. He thought, however,
- that their gifts were unnecessary, since the model was already in
- existence, and nothing more could be done than to IMITATE it.
-
- (Here there was another meaning bow towards Prince Alexis,--a bow
- in which Jupiter and Venus joined. This was the great point of the
- evening, in the opinion of Simon Petrovitch. He peeped through a
- hole in one of the clouds, and, seeing the delight of Prince Alexis
- and the congratulations of his friends, immediately took a large
- glass of Cognac).
-
- The Graces were then summoned, and after them the Muses--all in
- hoops, powder, and paint. Their songs had the same burden,--
- intense admiration of the father, and good-will for the son,
- underlaid with a delicate doubt. The close was a chorus of all the
- deities and semi-deities in praise of the old Prince, with the
- accompaniment of fireworks. Apollo rose through the air like a
- frog, with his blue legs and yellow arms wide apart; Jupiter's
- chariot rolled off; Venus bowed herself back against a mouldy
- cloud; and the Muses came forward in a bunch, with a wreath of
- laurel, which they placed upon the venerated head.
-
- Sasha was dispatched to bring the poet, that he might receive his
- well-earned praise and reward. But alas for Simon Petrovitch? His
- legs had already doubled under him. He was awarded fifty rubles
- and a new caftan, which he was not in a condition to accept
- until several days afterward.
-
- The supper which followed resembled the dinner, except that there
- were fewer dishes and more bottles. When the closing course of
- sweatmeats had either been consumed or transferred to the pockets
- of the guests, the Princess Martha retired with the ladies. The
- guests of lower rank followed; and there remained only some fifteen
- or twenty, who were thereupon conducted by Prince Alexis to a
- smaller chamber, where he pulled off his coat, lit his pipe, and
- called for brandy. The others followed his example, and their
- revelry wore out the night.
-
- Such was the festival which preceded the departure of Prince Boris
- for St. Petersburg.
-
-
-
- IV.
-
-
- Before following the young Prince and his fortunes, in the capital,
- we must relate two incidents which somewhat disturbed the ordered
- course of life in the castle of Kinesma, during the first month or
- two after his departure.
-
- It must be stated, as one favorable trait in the character of
- Prince Alexis, that, however brutally he treated his serfs, he
- allowed no other man to oppress them. All they had and were--their
- services, bodies, lives--belonged to him; hence injustice towards
- them was disrespect towards their lord. Under the fear which his
- barbarity inspired lurked a brute-like attachment, kept alive by
- the recognition of this quality.
-
- One day it was reported to him that Gregor, a merchant in the
- bazaar at Kinesma, had cheated the wife of one of his serfs in the
- purchase of a piece of cloth. Mounting his horse, he rode at once
- to Gregor's booth, called for the cloth, and sent the entire piece
- to the woman, in the merchant's name, as a confessed act of
- reparation.
-
- "Now, Gregor, my child," said he, as he turned his horse's head,
- "have a care in future, and play me no more dishonest tricks. Do
- you hear? I shall come and take your business in hand myself, if
- the like happens again."
-
- Not ten days passed before the like--or something fully as bad--
- did happen. Gregor must have been a new comer in Kinesma, or he
- would not have tried the experiment. In an hour from the time it
- was announced, Prince Alexis appeared in the bazaar with a short
- whip under his arm.
-
- He dismounted at the booth with an ironical smile on his face,
- which chilled the very marrow in the merchant's bones.
-
- "Ah, Gregor, my child," he shouted, "you have already forgotten my
- commands. Holy St. Nicholas, what a bad memory the boy has! Why,
- he can't be trusted to do business: I must attend to the shop
- myself. Out of the way! march!"
-
- He swung his terrible whip; and Gregor, with his two assistants,
- darted under the counter, and made their escape. The Prince then
- entered the booth, took up a yard-stick, and cried out in a voice
- which could be heard from one end of the town to the other,--
- "Ladies and gentlemen, have the kindness to come and examine
- our stock of goods! We have silks and satins, and all kinds of
- ladies' wear; also velvet, cloth, cotton, and linen for the
- gentlemen. Will your Lordships deign to choose? Here are
- stockings and handkerchiefs of the finest. We understand how to
- measure, your Lordships, and we sell cheap. We give no change, and
- take no small money. Whoever has no cash may have credit. Every
- thing sold below cost, on account of closing up the establishment.
- Ladies and gentlemen, give us a call?"
-
- Everybody in Kinesma flocked to the booth, and for three hours
- Prince Alexis measured and sold, either for scant cash or long
- credit, until the last article had been disposed of and the shelves
- were empty. There was great rejoicing in the community over the
- bargains made that day. When all was over, Gregor was summoned,
- and the cash received paid into his hands.
-
- "It won't take you long to count it," said the Prince; but here is
- a list of debts to be collected, which will furnish you with
- pleasant occupation, and enable you to exercise your memory. Would
- your Worship condescend to take dinner to-day with your humble
- assistant? He would esteem it a favor to be permitted to wait upon
- you with whatever his poor house can supply."
-
- Gregor gave a glance at the whip under the Prince's arm, and begged
- to be excused. But the latter would take no denial, and carried
- out the comedy to the end by giving the merchant the place of honor
- at his table, and dismissing him with the present of a fine pup of
- his favorite breed. Perhaps the animal acted as a mnemonic
- symbol, for Gregor was never afterwards accused of forgetfulness.
-
- If this trick put the Prince in a good humor, some thing presently
- occurred which carried him to the opposite extreme. While taking
- his customary siesta one afternoon, a wild young fellow--one of his
- noble poor relations, who "sponged" at the castle--happened to pass
- along a corridor outside of the very hall where his Highness was
- snoring. Two ladies in waiting looked down from an upper window.
- The young fellow perceived them, and made signs to attract their
- attention. Having succeeded in this, he attempted, by all sorts of
- antics and grimaces, to make them laugh or speak; but he failed,
- for the slumber-flag waved over them, and its fear was upon them.
- Then, in a freak of incredible rashness, he sang, in a loud voice,
- the first line of a popular ditty, and took to his heels.
-
- No one had ever before dared to insult the sacred quiet. The
- Prince was on his feet in a moment, and rushed into the corridor,
- (dropping his mantle of sables by the way,) shouting.--
-
- "Bring me the wretch who sang!"
-
- The domestics scattered before him, for his face was terrible to
- look upon. Some of them had heard the voice, indeed, but not one
- of them had seen the culprit, who al ready lay upon a heap of hay
- in one of the stables, and appeared to be sunk in innocent sleep.
-
- "Who was it? who was it?" yelled the Prince, foaming at the
- mouth with rage, as he rushed from chamber to chamber.
-
- At last he halted at the top of the great flight of steps leading
- into the court-yard, and repeated his demand in a voice of thunder.
-
- The servants, trembling, kept at a safe distance, and some of them
- ventured to state that the offender could not be discovered. The
- Prince turned and entered one of the state apartments, whence came
- the sound of porcelain smashed on the floor, and mirrors shivered
- on the walls. Whenever they heard that sound, the immates of
- the castle knew that a hurricane was let loose.
-
- They deliberated hurriedly and anxiously. What was to be done? In
- his fits of blind animal rage, there was nothing of which the
- Prince was not capable, and the fit could be allayed only by
- finding a victim. No one, however, was willing to be a Curtius for
- the others, and meanwhile the storm was increasing from minute to
- minute. Some of the more active and shrewd of the household
- pitched upon the leader of the band, a simple-minded, good-natured
- serf, named Waska. They entreated him to take upon himself the
- crime of having sung, offering to have his punishment mitigated in
- every possible way. He was proof against their tears, but not
- against the money which they finally offered, in order to avert the
- storm. The agreement was made, although Waska both scratched his
- head and shook it, as he reflected upon the probable result.
-
- The Prince, after his work of destruction, again appeared upon
- the steps, and with hoarse voice and flashing eyes, began to
- announce that every soul in the castle should receive a hundred
- lashes, when a noise was heard in the court, and amid cries of
- "Here he is!" "We've got him, Highness!" the poor Waska, bound hand
- and foot, was brought forward. They placed him at the bottom of
- the steps. The Prince descended until the two stood face to face.
- The others looked on from courtyard, door, and window. A pause
- ensued, during which no one dared to breathe.
-
- At last Prince Alexis spoke, in a loud and terrible voice--
-
- "It was you who sang it?"
-
- "Yes, your Highness, it was I," Waska replied, in a scarcely
- audible tone, dropping his head and mechanically drawing his
- shoulders together, as if shrinking from the coming blow.
-
- It was full three minutes before the Prince again spoke. He still
- held the whip in his hand, his eyes fixed and the muscles of his
- face rigid. All at once the spell seemed to dissolve: his hand
- fell, and he said in his ordinary voice--
-
- "You sing remarkably well. Go, now: you shall have ten rubles and
- an embroidered caftan for your singing."
-
- But any one would have made a great mistake who dared to awaken
- Prince Alexis a second time in the same manner.
-
-
-
- V.
-
-
- Prince Boris, in St. Petersburg, adopted the usual habits of his
- class. He dressed elegantly; he drove a dashing troika; he
- played, and lost more frequently than he won; he took no special
- pains to shun any form of fashionable dissipation. His money went
- fast, it is true; but twenty-five thousand rubles was a large sum
- in those days, and Boris did not inherit his father's expensive
- constitution. He was presented to the Empress; but his thin face,
- and mild, melancholy eyes did not make much impression upon that
- ponderous woman. He frequented the salons of the nobility, but saw
- no face so beautiful as that of Parashka, the serf-maiden who
- personated Venus for Simon Petrovitch. The fact is, he had a dim,
- undeveloped instinct of culture, and a crude, half-conscious
- worship of beauty,--both of which qualities found just enough
- nourishment in the life of the capital to tantalize and never
- satisfy his nature. He was excited by his new experience, but
- hardly happier.
-
- Athough but three-and-twenty, he would never know the rich,
- vital glow with which youth rushes to clasp all forms of sensation.
-
- He had seen, almost daily, in his father's castle, excess in its
- most excessive development. It had grown to be repulsive, and he
- knew not how to fill the void in his life. With a single spark of
- genius, and a little more culture, he might have become a passable
- author or artist; but he was doomed to be one of those deaf and
- dumb natures that see the movements of the lips of others, yet have
- no conception of sound. No wonder his savage old father looked
- upon him with contempt, for even his vices were without strength or
- character.
-
- The dark winter days passed by, one by one, and the first week of
- Lent had already arrived to subdue the glittering festivities of
- the court, when the only genuine adventure of the season happened
- to the young Prince. For adventures, in the conventional sense of
- the word, he was not distinguished; whatever came to him must come
- by its own force, or the force of destiny.
-
- One raw, gloomy evening, as dusk was setting in, he saw a female
- figure in a droschky, which was about turning from the great
- Morskoi into the Gorokhovaya (Pea) Street. He noticed, listlessly,
- that the lady was dressed in black, closely veiled, and appeared to
- be urging the istvostchik (driver) to make better speed. The
- latter cut his horse sharply: it sprang forward, just at the
- turning, and the droschky, striking a lamp-post was instantly
- overturned. The lady, hurled with great force upon the solidly
- frozen snow, lay motionless, which the driver observing, he righted
- the sled and drove off at full speed, without looking behind him.
- It was not inhumanity, but fear of the knout that hurried him away.
-
- Prince Boris looked up and down the Morskoi, but perceived no one
- near at hand. He then knelt upon the snow, lifted the lady's head
- to his knee, and threw back her veil. A face so lovely, in spite
- of its deadly pallor, he had never before seen. Never had he even
- imagined so perfect an oval, such a sweet, fair forehead, such
- delicately pencilled brows, so fine and straight a nose, such
- wonderful beauty of mouth and chin. It was fortunate that she was
- not very severely stunned, for Prince Boris was not only ignorant
- of the usual modes of restoration in such cases, but he totally
- forgot their necessity, in his rapt contemplation of the lady's
- face. Presently she opened her eyes, and they dwelt,
- expressionless, but bewildering in their darkness and depth, upon
- his own, while her consciousness of things slowly returned.
-
- She strove to rise, and Boris gently lifted and supported her. She
- would have withdrawn from his helping arm, but was still too weak
- from the shock. He, also, was confused and (strange to say)
- embarrassed; but he had self-possession enough to shout, "Davei!"
- (Here!) at random. The call was answered from the Admiralty
- Square; a sled dashed up the Gorokhovaya and halted beside him.
- Taking the single seat, he lifted her gently upon his lap and held
- her very tenderly in his arms.
-
- "Where?" asked the istvostchik.
-
- Boris was about to answer "Anywhere!" but the lady whispered in a
- voice of silver sweetness, the name of a remote street, near the
- Smolnoi Church.
-
- As the Prince wrapped the ends of his sable pelisse about her, he
- noticed that her furs were of the common foxskin worn by the middle
- classes. They, with her heavy boots and the threadbare cloth of
- her garments, by no means justified his first suspicion,--that she
- was a grande dame, engaged in some romantic "adventure." She was
- not more than nineteen or twenty years of age, and he felt--
- without knowing what it was--the atmosphere of sweet, womanly
- purity and innocence which surrounded her. The shyness of a lost
- boyhood surprised him.
-
- By the time they had reached the Litenie, she had fully recovered
- her consciousness and a portion of her strength. She drew away
- from him as much as the narrow sled would allow.
-
- "You have been very kind, sir, and I thank you," she said; "but I
- am now able to go home without your further assistance."
-
- "By no means, lady!" said the Prince. "The streets are rough, and
- here are no lamps. If a second accident were to happen, you would
- be helpless. Will you not allow me to protect you?"
-
- She looked him in the face. In the dusky light, she saw not the
- peevish, weary features of the worldling, but only the imploring
- softness of his eyes, the full and perfect honesty of his present
- emotion. She made no further objection; perhaps she was glad that
- she could trust the elegant stranger.
-
- Boris, never before at a loss for words, even in the presence of
- the Empress, was astonished to find how awkward were his attempts
- at conversation. She was presently the more self-possessed of the
- two, and nothing was ever so sweet to his ears as the few
- commonplace remarks she uttered. In spite of the darkness and the
- chilly air, the sled seemed to fly like lightning. Before he
- supposed they had made half the way, she gave a sign to the
- istvostchik, and they drew up before a plain house of squared logs.
-
- The two lower windows were lighted, and the dark figure of an old
- man, with a skull-cap upon his head, was framed in one of them. It
- vanished as the sled stopped; the door was thrown open and the man
- came forth hurriedly, followed by a Russian nurse with a lantern.
-
- "Helena, my child, art thou come at last? What has befallen thee?"
-
- He would evidently have said more, but the sight of Prince Boris
- caused him to pause, while a quick shade of suspicion and alarm
- passed over his face. The Prince stepped forward, instantly
- relieved of his unaccustomed timidity, and rapidly described the
- accident. The old nurse Katinka, had meanwhile assisted the lovely
- Helena into the house.
-
- The old man turned to follow, shivering in the night-air. Suddenly
- recollecting himself, he begged the Prince to enter and take some
- refreshments, but with the air and tone of a man who hopes that his
- invitation will not be accepted. If such was really his hope, he
- was disappointed; for Boris instantly commanded the istvostchik to
- wait for him, and entered the humble dwelling.
-
- The apartment into which he was ushered was spacious, and plainly,
- yet not shabbily furnished. A violoncello and clavichord, with
- several portfolios of music, and scattered sheets of ruled paper,
- proclaimed the profession or the taste of the occupant. Having
- excused himself a moment to look after his daughter's condition,
- the old man, on his return, found Boris turning over the
- leaves of a musical work.
-
- "You see my profession," he said. "I teach music?"
-
- "Do you not compose?" asked the Prince.
-
- "That was once my ambition. I was a pupil of Sebastian Bach.
- But--circumstances--necessity--brought me here. Other lives
- changed the direction of mine. It was right!"
-
- "You mean your daughter's?" the Prince gently suggested.
-
- "Hers and her mother's. Our story was well known in St. Petersburg
- twenty years ago, but I suppose no one recollects it now. My wife
- was the daughter of a Baron von Plauen, and loved music and myself
- better than her home and a titled bridegroom. She escaped, we
- united our lives, suffered and were happy together,--and she died.
- That is all."
-
- Further conversation was interrupted by the entrance of Helena,
- with steaming glasses of tea. She was even lovelier than before.
- Her close-fitting dress revealed the symmetry of her form, and the
- quiet, unstudied grace of her movements. Although her garments
- were of well-worn material, the lace which covered her bosom was
- genuine point d'Alencon, of an old and rare pattern. Boris felt
- that her air and manner were thoroughly noble; he rose and saluted
- her with the profoundest respect.
-
- In spite of the singular delight which her presence occasioned him,
- he was careful not to prolong his visit beyond the limits of strict
- etiquette. His name, Boris Alexeivitch, only revealed to his
- guests the name of his father, without his rank; and when he stated
- that he was employed in one of the Departments, (which was true in
- a measure, for he was a staff officer,) they could only look upon
- him as being, at best, a member of some family whose recent
- elevation to the nobility did not release them from the necessity
- of Government service. Of course he employed the usual pretext of
- wishing to study music, and either by that or some other stratagem
- managed to leave matters in such a shape that a second visit could
- not occasion surprise.
-
- As the sled glided homewards over the crackling snow, he was
- obliged to confess the existence of a new and powerful excitement.
- Was it the chance of an adventure, such as certain of his comrades
- were continually seeking? He thought not; no, decidedly not. Was
- it--could it be--love? He really could not tell; he had not the
- slightset idea what love was like.
-
-
-
- VI.
-
- It was something at least, that the plastic and not un-virtuous
- nature of the young man was directed towards a definite object.
- The elements out of which he was made, although somewhat diluted,
- were active enough to make him uncomfortable, so long as they
- remained in a confused state. He had very little power of
- introversion, but he was sensible that his temperament was
- changing,--that he grew more cheerful and contented with life,--
- that a chasm somewhere was filling up,--just in proportion as
- his acquaintance with the old music-master and his daughter became
- more familiar. His visits were made so brief, were so adroitly
- timed and accounted for by circumstances, that by the close of Lent
- he could feel justified in making the Easter call of a friend, and
- claim its attendant privileges, without fear of being repulsed.
-
- That Easter call was an era in his life. At the risk of his wealth
- and rank being suspected, he dressed himself in new and rich
- garments, and hurried away towards the Smolnoi. The old nurse,
- Katinka, in her scarlet gown, opened the door for him, and was the
- first to say, "Christ is arisen!" What could he do but give her
- the usual kiss? Formerly he had kissed hundreds of serfs, men and
- women, on the sacred anniversary, with a passive good-will. But
- Katinka's kiss seemed bitter, and he secretly rubbed his mouth
- after it. The music-master came next: grisly though he might be,
- he was the St. Peter who stood at the gate of heaven. Then entered
- Helena, in white, like an angel. He took her hand, pronounced the
- Easter greeting, and scarcely waited for the answer, "Truly he has
- arisen!" before his lips found the way to hers. For a second they
- warmly trembled and glowed together; and in another second some new
- and sweet and subtle relation seemed to be established between
- their natures.
-
- That night Prince Boris wrote a long letter to his "chere maman,"
- in piquantly misspelt French, giving her the gossip of the court,
- and such family news as she usually craved. The purport of the
- letter, however, was only disclosed in the final paragraph, and
- then in so negative a way that it is doubtful whether the Princess
- Martha fully understood it.
-
- "Poing de mariajes pour moix!" he wrote,--but we will drop the
- original,--"I don't think of such a thing yet. Pashkoff dropped a
- hint, the other day, but I kept my eyes shut. Perhaps you remember
- her?--fat, thick lips, and crooked teeth. Natalie D---- said to
- me, "Have you ever been in love, Prince?" HAVE I, MAMAN? I did
- not know what answer to make. What is love? How does one feel,
- when one has it? They laugh at it here, and of course I should not
- wish to do what is laughable. Give me a hint: forewarned is
- forearmed, you know,"--etc., etc.
-
- Perhaps the Princess Martha DID suspect something; perhaps some
- word in her son's letter touched a secret spot far back in her
- memory, and renewed a dim, if not very intelligible, pain. She
- answered his question at length, in the style of the popular French
- romances of that day. She had much to say of dew and roses,
- turtledoves and the arrows of Cupid.
-
- "Ask thyself," she wrote, "whether felicity comes with her
- presence, and distraction with her absence,--whether her eyes make
- the morning brighter for thee, and her tears fall upon thy heart
- like molten lava,--whether heaven would be black and dismal without
- her company, and the flames of hell turn into roses under her
- feet."
-
- It was very evident that the good Princess Martha had never felt--
- nay, did not comprehend--a passion such as she described.
-
- Prince Boris, however, whose veneration for his mother was
- unbounded, took her words literally, and applied the questions to
- himself. Although he found it difficult, in good faith and
- sincerity, to answer all of them affirmatively (he was puzzled, for
- instance, to know the sensation of molten lava falling upon the
- heart), yet the general conclusion was inevitable: Helena was
- necessary to his happiness.
-
- Instead of returning to Kinesma for the summer, as had been
- arranged, he determined to remain in St. Petersburg, under the
- pretence of devoting himself to military studies. This change of
- plan occasioned more disappointment to the Princess Martha than
- vexation to Prince Alexis. The latter only growled at the prospect
- of being called upon to advance a further supply of rubles,
- slightly comforting himself with the muttered reflection,--
-
- "Perhaps the brat will make a man of himself, after all."
-
- It was not many weeks, in fact, before the expected petition came
- to hand. The Princess Martha had also foreseen it, and instructed
- her son how to attack his father's weak side. The latter was
- furiously jealous of certain other noblemen of nearly equal wealth,
- who were with him at the court of Peter the Great, as their sons
- now were at that of Elizabeth. Boris compared the splendor of
- these young noblemen with his own moderate estate, fabled a few
- "adventures" and drinking-bouts, and announced his determination of
- doing honor to the name which Prince Alexis of Kinesma had left
- behind him in the capital.
-
- There was cursing at the castle when the letter arrived. Many
- serfs felt the sting of the short whip, the slumber-flag was
- hoisted five minutes later than usual, and the consumption of
- Cognac was alarming; but no mirror was smashed, and when Prince
- Alexis read the letter to his poor relations, he even chuckled over
- some portions of it. Boris had boldly demanded twenty thousand
- rubles, in the desperate hope of receiving half that amount,--and
- he had calculated correctly.
-
- Before midsummer he was Helena's accepted lover. Not, however,
- until then, when her father had given his consent to their marriage
- in the autumn, did he disclose his true rank. The old man's face
- lighted up with a glow of selfish satisfaction; but Helena quietly
- took her lover's hand, and said,--
-
- "Whatever you are, Boris, I will be faithful to you."
-
-
-
- VII.
-
-
- Leaving Boris to discover the exact form and substance of the
- passion of love, we will return for a time to the castle of
- Kinesma.
-
- Whether the Princess Martha conjectured what had transpired in St.
- Petersburg, or was partially informed of it by her son, cannot now
- be ascertained. She was sufficiently weak, timid, and nervous, to
- be troubled with the knowledge of the stratagem in which she had
- assisted in order to procure money, and that the ever-present
- consciousness thereof would betray itself to the sharp eyes of
- her husband. Certain it is, that the demeanor of the latter
- towards her and his household began to change about the end of the
- summer. He seemed to have a haunting suspicion, that, in some way
- he had been, or was about to be, overreached. He grew peevish,
- suspicious, and more violent than ever in his excesses.
-
- When Mishka, the dissipated bear already described, bit off one of
- the ears of Basil, a hunter belonging to the castle, and Basil drew
- his knife and plunged it into Mishka's heart, Prince Alexis
- punished the hunter by cutting off his other ear, and sending him
- away to a distant estate. A serf, detected in eating a few of the
- pickled cherries intended for the Prince's botvinia, was placed
- in a cask, and pickled cherries packed around him up to the chin.
- There he was kept until almost flayed by the acid. It was ordered
- that these two delinquents should never afterwards be called by any
- other names than "Crop-Ear" and "Cherry."
-
- But the Prince's severest joke, which, strange to say, in no wise
- lessened his popularity among the serfs, occurred a month or two
- later. One of his leading passions was the chase,--especially the
- chase in his own forests, with from one to two hundred men, and no
- one to dispute his Lordship. On such occasions, a huge barrel of
- wine, mounted upon a sled, always accompanied the crowd, and the
- quantity which the hunters received depended upon the satisfaction
- of Prince Alexis with the game they collected.
-
- Winter had set in early and suddenly, and one day, as the
- Prince and his retainers emerged from the forest with their
- forenoon's spoil, and found themselves on the bank of the Volga,
- the water was already covered with a thin sheet of ice. Fires were
- kindled, a score or two of hares and a brace of deer were skinned,
- and the flesh placed on sticks to broil; skins of mead foamed and
- hissed into the wooden bowls, and the cask of unbroached wine
- towered in the midst. Prince Alexis had a good appetite; the meal
- was after his heart; and by the time he had eaten a hare and half
- a flank of venison, followed by several bowls of fiery wine, he was
- in the humor for sport. He ordered a hole cut in the upper side of
- the barrel, as it lay; then, getting astride of it, like a grisly
- Bacchus, he dipped out the liquor with a ladle, and plied his
- thirsty serfs until they became as recklessly savage as he.
-
- They were scattered over a slope gently falling from the dark,
- dense fir-forest towards the Volga, where it terminated in a rocky
- palisade, ten to fifteen feet in height. The fires blazed and
- crackled merrily in the frosty air; the yells and songs of the
- carousers were echoed back from the opposite shore of the river.
- The chill atmosphere, the lowering sky, and the approaching night
- could not touch the blood of that wild crowd. Their faces glowed
- and their eyes sparkled; they were ready for any deviltry which
- their lord might suggest.
-
- Some began to amuse themselves by flinging the clean-picked bones
- of deer and hare along the glassy ice of the Volga. Prince Alexis,
- perceiving this diverson, cried out in ecstasy,--
-
- "Oh, by St. Nicholas the Miracle-Worker, I'll give you better sport
- than that, ye knaves! Here's the very place for a reisak,--do
- you hear me children?--a reisak! Could there be better ice? and
- then the rocks to jump from! Come, children, come! Waska, Ivan,
- Daniel, you dogs, over with you!"
-
- Now the reisak was a gymnastic performance peculiar to old
- Russia, and therefore needs to be described. It could become
- popular only among a people of strong physical qualities, and in a
- country where swift rivers freeze rapidly from sudden cold. Hence
- we are of the opinion that it will not be introduced into our own
- winter diversions. A spot is selected where the water is deep and
- the current tolerably strong; the ice must be about half an inch in
- thickness. The performer leaps head foremost from a rock or
- platform, bursts through the ice, is carried under by the current,
- comes up some distance below, and bursts through again. Both skill
- and strength are required to do the feat successfully.
-
- Waska, Ivan, Daniel, and a number of others, sprang to the brink of
- the rocks and looked over. The wall was not quite perpendicular,
- some large fragments having fallen from above and lodged along the
- base. It would therefore require a bold leap to clear the rocks
- and strike the smooth ice. They hesitated,--and no wonder.
-
- Prince Alexis howled with rage and disappointment.
-
- "The Devil take you, for a pack of whimpering hounds!" he cried.
- "Holy Saints! they are afraid to make a reisak!"
-
- Ivan crossed himself and sprang. He cleared the rocks, but,
- instead of bursting through the ice with his head, fell at full
- length upon his back.
-
- "O knave!" yelled the Prince,--"not to know where his head is!
- Thinks it's his back! Give him fifteen stripes."
-
- Which was instantly done.
-
- The second attempt was partially successful. One of the hunters
- broke through the ice, head foremost, going down, but he failed to
- come up again; so the feat was only half performed.
-
- The Prince became more furiously excited.
-
- "This is the way I'm treated!" he cried. "He forgets all about
- finishing the reisak, and goes to chasing sterlet! May the carps
- eat him up for an ungrateful vagabond! Here, you beggars!"
- (addressing the poor relations,) "take your turn, and let me see
- whether you are men."
-
- Only one of the frightened parasites had the courage to obey. On
- reaching the brink, he shut his eyes in mortal fear, and made a
- leap at random. The next moment he lay on the edge of the ice with
- one leg broken against a fragment of rock.
-
- This capped the climax of the Prince's wrath. He fell into a state
- bordering on despair, tore his hair, gnashed his teeth, and wept
- bitterly.
-
- "They will be the death of me!" was his lament. "Not a man among
- them! It wasn't so in the old times. Such beautiful reisaks as
- I have seen! But the people are becoming women,--hares,--
- chickens,--skunks! Villains, will you force me to kill you?
- You have dishonored and disgraced me; I am ashamed to look my
- neighbors in the face. Was ever a man so treated?"
-
- The serfs hung down their heads, feeling somehow responsible for
- their master's misery. Some of them wept, out of a stupid sympathy
- with his tears.
-
- All at once he sprang down from the cask, crying in a gay,
- triumphant tone,--
-
- "I have it! Bring me Crop-Ear. He's the fellow for a reisak,--
- he can make three, one after another."
-
- One of the boldest ventured to suggest that Crop-Ear had been sent
- away in disgrace to another of the Prince's estates.
-
- "Bring him here, I say? Take horses, and don't draw rein going or
- coming. I will not stir from this spot until Crop-Ear comes."
-
- With these words, he mounted the barrel, and recommenced ladling
- out the wine. Huge fires were made, for the night was falling, and
- the cold had become intense. Fresh game was skewered and set to
- broil, and the tragic interlude of the revel was soon forgotten.
-
- Towards midnight the sound of hoofs was heard, and the messengers
- arrived with Crop-Ear. But, although the latter had lost his ears,
- he was not inclined to split his head. The ice, meanwhile, had
- become so strong that a cannon-ball would have made no impression
- upon it. Crop-Ear simply threw down a stone heavier than himself,
- and, as it bounced and slid along the solid floor, said to Prince
- Alexis,--
-
-
- "Am I to go back, Highness, or stay here?"
-
- "Here, my son. Thou'rt a man. Come hither to me."
-
- Taking the serf's head in his hands, he kissed him on both cheeks.
- Then he rode homeward through the dark, iron woods, seated astride
- on the barrel, and steadying himself with his arms around Crop-
- Ear's and Waska's necks.
-
-
-
- VIII.
-
- The health of the Princess Martha, always delicate, now began to
- fail rapidly. She was less and less able to endure her husband's
- savage humors, and lived almost exclusively in her own apartments.
- She never mentioned the name of Boris in his presence, for it was
- sure to throw him into a paroxysm of fury. Floating rumors in
- regard to the young Prince had reached him from the capital, and
- nothing would convince him that his wife was not cognizant of her
- son's doings. The poor Princess clung to her boy as to all that
- was left her of life, and tried to prop her failing strength with
- the hope of his speedy return. She was now too helpless to thwart
- his wishes in any way; but she dreaded, more than death, the
- terrible SOMETHING which would surely take place between father
- and son if her conjectures should prove to be true.
-
- One day, in the early part of November, she received a letter from
- Boris, announcing his marriage. She had barely strength and
- presence of mind enough to conceal the paper in her bosom
- before sinking in a swoon. By some means or other the young Prince
- had succeeded in overcoming all the obstacles to such a step:
- probably the favor of the Empress was courted, in order to obtain
- her consent. The money he had received, he wrote, would be
- sufficient to maintain them for a few months, though not in a style
- befitting their rank. He was proud and happy; the Princess Helena
- would be the reigning beauty of the court, when he should present
- her, but he desired the sanction of his parents to the marriage,
- before taking his place in society. He would write immediately to
- his father, and hoped, that, if the news brought a storm, Mishka
- might be on hand to divert its force, as on a former occasion.
-
- Under the weight of this imminent secret, the Princess Martha could
- neither eat nor sleep. Her body wasted to a shadow; at every noise
- in the castle, she started and listened in terror, fearing that the
- news had arrived.
-
- Prince Boris, no doubt, found his courage fail him when he set
- about writing the promised letter; for a fortnight elapsed before
- it made its appearance. Prince Alexis received it on his return
- from the chase. He read it hastily through, uttered a prolonged
- roar like that of a wounded bull, and rushed into the castle. The
- sound of breaking furniture, of crashing porcelain and shivered
- glass, came from the state apartments: the domestics fell on their
- knees and prayed; the Princess, who heard the noise and knew what
- it portended, became almost insensible from fright.
-
- One of the upper servants entered a chamber as the Prince was in
- the act of demolishing a splendid malachite table, which had
- escaped all his previous attacks. He was immediately greeted with
- a cry of,--
-
- "Send the Princess to me!"
-
- "Her Highness is not able to leave her chamber," the man replied.
-
- How it happened he could never afterwards describe but he found
- himself lying in a corner of the room. When he arose, there seemed
- to be a singular cavity in his mouth: his upper front teeth were
- wanting.
-
- We will not narrate what took place in the chamber of the Princess.
-
- The nerves of the unfortunate woman had been so wrought upon by her
- fears, that her husband's brutal rage, familiar to her from long
- experience, now possessed a new and alarming significance. His
- threats were terrible to hear; she fell into convulsions, and
- before morning her tormented life was at an end.
-
- There was now something else to think of, and the smashing of
- porcelain and cracking of whips came to an end. The Archimandrite
- was summoned, and preparations, both religious and secular, were
- made for a funeral worthy the rank of the deceased. Thousands
- flocked to Kinesma; and when the immense procession moved away from
- the castle, although very few of the persons had ever known or
- cared in the least, for the Princess Martha, all, without
- exception, shed profuse tears. Yes, there was one exception,--one
- bare, dry rock, rising alone out of the universal deluge,--Prince
- Alexis himself, who walked behind the coffin, his eyes fixed
- and his features rigid as stone. They remarked that his face was
- haggard, and that the fiery tinge on his cheeks and nose had faded
- into livid purple. The only sign of emotion which he gave was a
- convulsive shudder, which from time to time passed over his whole
- body.
-
- Three archimandrites (abbots)and one hundred priests headed the
- solemn funeral procession from the castle to the church on the
- opposite hill. There the mass for the dead was chanted, the
- responses being sung by a choir of silvery boyish voices. All the
- appointments were of the costliest character. Not only all those
- within the church, but the thousands outside, spared not their
- tears, but wept until the fountains were exhausted. Notice was
- given, at the close of the services, that "baked meats" would be
- furnished to the multitude, and that all beggars who came to
- Kinesma would be charitably fed for the space of six weeks. Thus,
- by her death, the amiable Princess Martha was enabled to dispense
- more charity than had been permitted to her life.
-
- At the funeral banquet which followed, Prince Alexis placed the
- Abbot Sergius at his right hand, and conversed with him in the most
- edifying manner upon the necessity of leading a pure and godly
- life. His remarks upon the duty of a Christian, upon brotherly
- love, humility, and self-sacrifice, brought tears into the eyes of
- the listening priests. He expressed his conviction that the
- departed Princess, by the piety of her life, had attained unto
- salvation,--and added, that his own life had now no further
- value unless he should devote it to religious exercises.
-
- "Can you not give me a place in your monastery?" he asked, turning
- to the Abbot. "I will endow it with a gift of forty thousand
- rubles, for the privilege of occupying a monk's cell."
-
- "Pray, do not decide too hastily, Highness," the Abbot replied.
- "You have yet a son."
-
- "What!" yelled Prince Alexis, with flashing eyes, every trace of
- humility and renunciation vanishing like smoke,--"what! Borka?
- The infamous wretch who has ruined me, killed his mother, and
- brought disgrace upon our name? Do you know that he has married a
- wench of no family and without a farthing,--who would be honored,
- if I should allow her to feed my hogs? Live for HIM? live for
- HIM? Ah-R-R-R!"
-
- This outbreak terminated in a sound between a snarl and a bellow.
- The priests turned pale, but the Abbot devoutly remarked--
-
- "Encompassed by sorrows, Prince, you should humbly submit to the
- will of the Lord."
-
- "Submit to Borka?" the Prince scornfully laughed. "I know what
- I'll do. There's time enough yet for a wife and another child,--
- ay,--a dozen children! I can have my pick in the province; and if
- I couldn't I'd sooner take Masha, the goose-girl, than leave Borka
- the hope of stepping into my shoes. Beggars they shall be,--
- beggars!"
-
- What further he might have said was interrupted by the priests
- rising to chant the Blajennon uspennie (blessed be the dead),--
- after which, the trisna, a drink composed of mead, wine, and rum,
- was emptied to the health of the departed soul. Every one stood
- during this ceremony, except Prince Alexis, who fell suddenly
- prostrate before the consecrated pictures, and sobbed so
- passionately that the tears of the guests flowed for the third
- time. There he lay until night; for whenever any one dared to
- touch him, he struck out furiously with fists and feet. Finally he
- fell asleep on the floor, and the servants then bore him to his
- sleeping apartment.
-
- For several days afterward his grief continued to be so violent
- that the occupants of the castle were obliged to keep out of his
- way. The whip was never out of his hand, and he used it very
- recklessly, not always selecting the right person. The parasitic
- poor relations found their situation so uncomfortable, that they
- decided, one and all, to detach themselves from the tree upon which
- they fed and fattened, even at the risk of withering on a barren
- soil. Night and morning the serfs prayed upon their knees, with
- many tears and groans, that the Saints might send consolation, in
- any form, to their desperate lord.
-
- The Saints graciously heard and answered the prayer. Word came
- that a huge bear had been seen in the forest stretching towards
- Juriewetz. The sorrowing Prince pricked up his ears, threw down
- his whip, and ordered a chase. Sasha, the broad-shouldered, the
- cunning, the ready, the untiring companion of his master, secretly
- ordered a cask of vodki to follow the crowd of hunters and
- serfs. There was a steel-bright sky, a low, yellow sun, and a
- brisk easterly wind from the heights of the Ural. As the crisp
- snow began to crunch under the Prince's sled, his followers saw the
- old expression come back to his face. With song and halloo and
- blast of horns, they swept away into the forest.
-
- Saint John the Hunter must have been on guard over Russia that day.
-
- The great bear was tracked, and after a long and exciting chase,
- fell by the hand of Prince Alexis himself. Halt was made in an
- open space in the forest, logs were piled together and kindled on
- the snow, and just at the right moment (which no one knew better
- than Sasha) the cask of vodki rolled into its place. When the
- serfs saw the Prince mount astride of it, with his ladle in his
- hand, they burst into shouts of extravagant joy. "Slava Bogu!"
- (Glory be to God!) came fervently from the bearded lips of those
- hard, rough, obedient children. They tumbled headlong over each
- other, in their efforts to drink first from the ladle, to clasp the
- knees or kiss the hands of the restored Prince. And the dawn was
- glimmering against the eastern stars, as they took the way to the
- castle, making the ghostly fir-woods ring with shout and choric
- song.
-
- Nevertheless, Prince Alexis was no longer the same man; his giant
- strength and furious appetite were broken. He was ever ready, as
- formerly, for the chase and the drinking-bout; but his jovial mood
- no longer grew into a crisis which only utter physical exhaustion
- or the stupidity of drunkenness could overcome. Frequently,
- while astride the cask, his shouts of laughter would suddenly
- cease, the ladle would drop from his hand, and he would sit
- motionless, staring into vacancy for five minutes at a time. Then
- the serfs, too, became silent, and stood still, awaiting a change.
- The gloomy mood passed away as suddenly. He would start, look
- about him, and say, in a melancholy voice,--
-
- "Have I frightened you, my children? It seems to me that I am
- getting old. Ah, yes, we must all die, one day. But we need not
- think about it, until the time comes. The Devil take me for
- putting it into my head! Why, how now? can't you sing, children?"
-
- Then he would strike up some ditty which they all knew: a hundred
- voices joined in the strain, and the hills once more rang with
- revelry.
-
- Since the day when the Princess Martha was buried, the Prince had
- not again spoken of marriage. No one, of course, dared to mention
- the name of Boris in his presence.
-
-
-
- IX.
-
-
- The young Prince had, in reality, become the happy husband of
- Helena. His love for her had grown to be a shaping and organizing
- influence, without which his nature would have fallen into its
- former confusion. If a thought of a less honorable relation had
- ever entered his mind, it was presently banished by the respect
- which a nearer intimacy inspired; and thus Helena, magnetically
- drawing to the surface only his best qualities, loved,
- unconsciously to herself, her own work in him. Ere long, she saw
- that she might balance the advantages he had conferred upon her in
- their marriage by the support and encouragement which she was able
- to impart to him; and this knowledge, removing all painful sense of
- obligation, made her both happy and secure in her new position.
-
- The Princess Martha, under some presentiment of her approaching
- death, had intrusted one of the ladies in attendance upon her with
- the secret of her son's marriage, in addition to a tender maternal
- message, and such presents of money and jewelry as she was able to
- procure without her husband's knowledge. These presents reached
- Boris very opportunely; for, although Helena developed a wonderful
- skill in regulating his expenses, the spring was approaching, and
- even the limited circle of society in which they had moved during
- the gay season had made heavy demands upon his purse. He became
- restless and abstracted, until his wife, who by this time clearly
- comprehended the nature of his trouble, had secretly decided how it
- must be met.
-
- The slender hoard of the old music-master, with a few thousand
- rubles from Prince Boris, sufficed for his modest maintenance.
- Being now free from the charge of his daughter, he determined to
- visit Germany, and, if circumstances were propitious, to secure a
- refuge for his old age in his favorite Leipsic. Summer was at
- hand, and the court had already removed to Oranienbaum. In a few
- weeks the capital would be deserted.
-
- "Shall we go to Germany with your father?" asked Boris, as he sat
- at a window with Helena, enjoying the long twilight.
-
- "No, my Boris," she answered; "we will go to Kinesma."
-
- "But--Helena,--golubchik, mon ange,--are you in earnest?"
-
- "Yes, my Boris. The last letter from your--our cousin Nadejda
- convinces me that the step must be taken. Prince Alexis has grown
- much older since your mother's death; he is lonely and unhappy. He
- may not welcome us, but he will surely suffer us to come to him;
- and we must then begin the work of reconciliation. Reflect, my
- Boris, that you have keenly wounded him in the tenderest part,--his
- pride,--and you must therefore cast away your own pride, and humbly
- and respectfully, as becomes a son, solicit his pardon."
-
- "Yes," said he, hesitatingly, "you are right. But I know his
- violence and recklessness, as you do not. For myself, alone, I am
- willing to meet him; yet I fear for your sake. Would you not
- tremble to encounter a maddened and brutal mujik?--then how much
- more to meet Alexis Pavlovitch of Kinesma!"
-
- "I do not and shall not tremble," she replied. "It is not your
- marriage that has estranged your father, but your marriage with
- ME. Having been, unconsciously, the cause of the trouble, I
- shall deliberately, and as a sacred duty, attempt to remove it.
- Let us go to Kinesma, as humble, penitent children, and cast
- ourselves upon your father's mercy. At the worst, he can but
- reject us; and you will have given me the consolation of knowing
- that I have tried, as your wife, to annul the sacrifice you have
- made for my sake."
-
- "Be it so, then!" cried Boris, with a mingled feeling of relief and
- anxiety.
-
- He was not unwilling that the attempt should be made, especially
- since it was his wife's desire; but he knew his father too well to
- anticipate immediate success. All threatening POSSIBILITIES
- suggested themselves to his mind; all forms of insult and outrage
- which he had seen perpetrated at Kinesma filled his memory. The
- suspense became at last worse than any probable reality. He wrote
- to his father, announcing a speedy visit from himself and his wife;
- and two days afterwards the pair left St. Petersburg in a large
- travelling kibitka.
-
-
-
- X.
-
- When Prince Alexis received his son's letter, an expression of
- fierce, cruel delight crept over his face, and there remained,
- horribly illuminating its haggard features. The orders given for
- swimming horses in the Volga--one of his summer diversions--were
- immediately countermanded; he paced around the parapet of the
- castle-wall until near midnight, followed by Sasha with a stone jug
- of vodki. The latter had the useful habit, notwithstanding his
- stupid face, of picking up the fragments of soliloquy which the
- Prince dropped, and answering them as if talking to himself.
- Thus he improved upon and perfected many a hint of cruelty, and was
- too discreet ever to dispute his master's claim to the invention.
-
- Sasha, we may be sure, was busy with his devil's work that night.
- The next morning the stewards and agents of Prince Alexis, in
- castle, village, and field, were summoned to his presence.
-
- "Hark ye!" said he; "Borka and his trumpery wife send me word that
- they will be here to-morrow. See to it that every man, woman, and
- child, for ten versts out on the Moskovskoi road, knows of their
- coming. Let it be known that whoever uncovers his head before them
- shall uncover his back for a hundred lashes. Whomsoever they greet
- may bark like a dog, meeouw like a cat, or bray like an ass, as
- much as he chooses; but if he speaks a decent word, his tongue
- shall be silenced with stripes. Whoever shall insult them has my
- pardon in advance. Oh, let them come!--ay, let them come! Come
- they may: but how they go away again"----
-
- The Prince Alexis suddenly stopped, shook his head, and walked up
- and down the hall, muttering to himself. His eyes were bloodshot,
- and sparkled with a strange light. What the stewards had heard was
- plain enough; but that something more terrible than insult was yet
- held in reserve they did not doubt. It was safe, therefore, not
- only to fulfil, but to exceed, the letter of their instructions.
- Before night the whole population were acquainted with their
- duties; and an unusual mood of expectancy, not unmixed with brutish
- glee, fell upon Kinesma.
-
- By the middle of the next forenoon, Boris and his wife, seated in
- the open kibitka, drawn by post-horses, reached the boundaries of
- the estate, a few versts from the village. They were both silent
- and slightly pale at first, but now began to exchange mechanical
- remarks, to divert each other's thoughts from the coming reception.
-
- "Here are the fields of Kinesma at last!" exclaimed Prince Boris.
- "We shall see the church and castle from the top of that hill in
- the distance. And there is Peter, my playmate, herding the cattle!
-
- Peter! Good-day, brotherkin!"
-
- Peter looked, saw the carriage close upon him, and, after a moment
- of hesitation, let his arms drop stiffly by his sides, and began
- howling like a mastiff by moonlight. Helena laughed heartily at
- this singular response to the greeting; but Boris, after the first
- astonishment was over, looked terrified.
-
- "That was done by order," said he, with a bitter smile. "The old
- bear stretches his claws out. Dare you try his hug?"
-
- "I do not fear," she answered, her face was calm.
-
- Every serf they passed obeyed the order of Prince Alexis according
- to his own idea of disrespect. One turned his back; another made
- contemptuous grimaces and noises; another sang a vulgar song;
- another spat upon the ground or held his nostrils. Nowhere was a
- cap raised, or the stealthy welcome of a friendly glance given.
-
- The Princess Helena met these insults with a calm, proud
- indifference. Boris felt them more keenly; for the fields and
- hills were prospectively his property, and so also were the brutish
- peasants. It was a form of chastisement which he had never before
- experienced, and knew not how to resist. The affront of an entire
- community was an offence against which he felt himself to be
- helpless.
-
- As they approached the town, the demonstrations of insolence were
- redoubled. About two hundred boys, between the ages of ten and
- fourteen, awaited them on the hill below the church, forming
- themselves into files on either side of the road. These imps had
- been instructed to stick out their tongues in derision, and howl,
- as the carriage passed between them. At the entrance of the long
- main street of Kinesma, they were obliged to pass under a mock
- triumphal arch, hung with dead dogs and drowned cats; and from this
- point the reception assumed an outrageous character. Howls,
- hootings, and hisses were heard on all sides; bouquets of nettles
- and vile weeds were flung to them; even wreaths of spoiled fish
- dropped from the windows. The women were the most eager and
- uproarious in this carnival of insult: they beat their saucepans,
- threw pails of dirty water upon the horses, pelted the coachman
- with rotten cabbages, and filled the air with screeching and foul
- words.
-
- It was impossible to pass through this ordeal with indifference.
- Boris, finding that his kindly greetings were thrown away,--that
- even his old acquaintances in the bazaar howled like the rest,--sat
- with head bowed and despair in his heart. The beautiful eyes
- of Helena were heavy with tears; but she no longer trembled, for
- she knew the crisis was yet to come.
-
- As the kibitka slowly climbed the hill on its way to the castle-
- gate, Prince Alexis, who had heard and enjoyed the noises in the
- village from a balcony on the western tower, made his appearance on
- the head of the steps which led from the court-yard to the state
- apartments. The dreaded whip was in his hand; his eyes seemed
- about to start from their sockets, in their wild, eager, hungry
- gaze; the veins stood out like cords on his forehead; and his lips,
- twitching involuntarily, revealed the glare of his set teeth. A
- frightened hush filled the castle. Some of the domestics were on
- their knees; others watching, pale and breathless, from the
- windows: for all felt that a greater storm than they had ever
- experienced was about to burst. Sasha and the castle-steward had
- taken the wise precaution to summon a physician and a priest,
- provided with the utensils for extreme unction. Both of these
- persons had been smuggled in through a rear entrance, and were kept
- concealed until their services should be required.
-
- The noise of wheels was heard outside the gate, which stood
- invitingly open. Prince Alexis clutched his whip with iron
- fingers, and unconsciously took the attitude of a wild beast about
- to spring from its ambush. Now the hard clatter of hoofs and the
- rumbling, of wheels echoed from the archway, and the kibitka rolled
- into the courtyard. It stopped near the foot of the grand
- staircase. Boris, who sat upon the farther side, rose to
- alight, in order to hand down his wife; but no sooner had he made
- a movement than Prince Alexis, with lifted whip and face flashing
- fire, rushed down the steps. Helena rose, threw back her veil, let
- her mantle (which Boris had grasped, in his anxiety to restrain her
- action,) fall behind her, and stepped upon the pavement.
-
- Prince Alexis had already reached the last step, and but a few feet
- separated them. He stopped as if struck by lightning,--his body
- still retaining, in every limb, the impress of motion. The whip
- was in his uplifted fist; one foot was on the pavement of the
- court, and the other upon the edge of the last step; his head was
- bent forward, his mouth open, and his eyes fastened upon the
- Princess Helena's face.
-
- She, too, stood motionless, a form of simple and perfect grace, and
- met his gaze with soft, imploring, yet courageous and trustful
- eyes. The women who watched the scene from the galleries above
- always declared that an invisible saint stood beside her in that
- moment, and surrounded her with a dazzling glory. The few moments
- during which the suspense of a hundred hearts hung upon those
- encountering eyes seemed an eternity.
-
- Prince Alexis did not move, but he began to tremble from head to
- foot. His fingers relaxed, and the whip fell ringing upon the
- pavement. The wild fire of his eyes changed from wrath into an
- ecstasy as intense, and a piercing cry of mingled wonder,
- admiration and delight burst from his throat. At that cry Boris
- rushed forward and knelt at his feet. Helena, clasping her
- fairest hands, sank beside her husband, with upturned face, as if
- seeking the old man's eyes, and perfect the miracle she had
- wrought.
-
- The sight of that sweet face, so near his own, tamed the last
- lurking ferocity of the beast. His tears burst forth in a shower;
- he lifted and embraced the Princess, kissing her brow, her cheeks,
- her chin, and her hands, calling her his darling daughter, his
- little white dove, his lambkin.
-
- "And, father, my Boris, too!" said she.
-
- The pure liquid voice sent thrills of exquisite delight through his
- whole frame. He embraced and blessed Boris, and then, throwing an
- arm around each, held them to his breast, and wept passionately
- upon their heads. By this time the whole castle overflowed with
- weeping. Tears fell from every window and gallery; they hissed
- upon the hot saucepans of the cooks; they moistened the oats in the
- manger; they took the starch out of the ladies' ruffles, and
- weakened the wine in the goblets of the guests. Insult was changed
- into tenderness in a moment. Those who had barked or stuck out
- their tongues at Boris rushed up to kiss his boots; a thousand
- terms of endearment were showered upon him.
-
- Still clasping his children to his breast, Prince Alexis mounted
- the steps with them. At the top he turned, cleared his throat,
- husky from sobbing, and shouted--
-
- "A feast! a feast for all Kinesma! Let there be rivers of vodki,
- wine and hydromel! Proclaim it everywhere that my dear son
- Boris and my dear daughter Helena have arrived, and whoever fails
- to welcome them to Kinesma shall be punished with a hundred
- stripes! Off, ye scoundrels, ye vagabonds, and spread the news!"
-
- It was not an hour before the whole sweep of the circling hills
- resounded with the clang of bells, the blare of horns, and the
- songs and shouts of the rejoicing multitude. The triumphal arch of
- unsavory animals was whirled into the Volga; all signs of the
- recent reception vanished like magic; festive fir-boughs adorned
- the houses, and the gardens and window-pots were stripped of their
- choicest flowers to make wreaths of welcome. The two hundred boys,
- not old enough to comprehend this sudden bouleversement of
- sentiment, did not immediately desist from sticking out their
- tongues: whereupon they were dismissed with a box on the ear. By
- the middle of the afternoon all Kinesma was eating, drinking, and
- singing; and every song was sung, and every glass emptied in honor
- of the dear, good Prince Boris, and the dear, beautiful Princess
- Helena. By night all Kinesma was drunk.
-
-
-
- XI.
-
- In the castle a superb banquet was improvised. Music, guests, and
- rare dishes were brought together with wonderful speed, and the
- choicest wines of the cellar were drawn upon. Prince Boris,
- bewildered by this sudden and incredible change in his fortunes,
- sat at his father's right hand, while the Princess filled, but with
- much more beauty and dignity, the ancient place of the Princess
- Martha. The golden dishes were set before her, and the famous
- family emeralds--in accordance with the command of Prince Alexis--
- gleamed among her dark hair and flashed around her milk-white
- throat. Her beauty was of a kind so rare in Russia that it
- silenced all question and bore down all rivalry. Every one
- acknowledged that so lovely a creature had never before been seen.
- "Faith, the boy has eyes!" the old Prince constantly repeated, as
- he turned away from a new stare of admiration, down the table.
-
- The guests noticed a change in the character of the entertainment.
- The idiot, in his tow shirt, had been crammed to repletion in the
- kitchen, and was now asleep in the stable. Razboi, the new bear,--
- the successor of the slaughtered Mishka,--was chained up out of
- hearing. The jugglers, tumblers, and Calmucks still occupied their
- old place under the gallery, but their performances were of a
- highly decorous character. At the least-sign of a relapse into
- certain old tricks, more grotesque than refined, the brows of
- Prince Alexis would grow dark, and a sharp glance at Sasha was
- sufficient to correct the indiscretion. Every one found this
- natural enough; for they were equally impressed with the elegance
- and purity of the young wife. After the healths had been drunk and
- the slumber-flag was raised over the castle, Boris led her into the
- splendid apartments of his mother,--now her own,--and knelt at her
- feet.
-
- "Have I done my part, my Boris?" she asked.
-
- "You are an angel!" he cried. "It was a miracle! My life was not
- worth a copek, and I feared for yours. If it will only last!--if
- it will only last!"
-
- "It WILL," said she. " You have taken me from poverty, and
- given me rank, wealth, and a proud place in the world: let it be my
- work to keep the peace which God has permitted me to establish
- between you and your father!"
-
- The change in the old Prince, in fact, was more radical than any
- one who knew his former ways of life would have considered
- possible. He stormed and swore occasionally, flourished his whip
- to some purpose, and rode home from the chase, not outside of a
- brandy cask, as once, but with too much of its contents inside of
- him: but these mild excesses were comparative virtues. His
- accesses of blind rage seemed to be at an end. A powerful,
- unaccustomed feeling of content subdued his strong nature, and left
- its impress on his voice and features. He joked and sang with his
- "children," but not with the wild recklessness of the days of
- reisaks and indiscriminate floggings. Both his exactions and his
- favors diminished in quantity. Week after week passed by, and
- there was no sign of any return to his savage courses.
-
- Nothing annoyed him so much as a reference to his former way of
- life, in the presence of the Princess Helena. If her gentle,
- questioning eyes happened to rest on him at such times, something
- very like a blush rose into his face, and the babbler was silenced
- with a terribly significant look. It was enough for her to say,
- when he threatened an act of cruelty and injustice, "Father, is
- that right?" He confusedly retracted his orders, rather than bear
- the sorrow of her face.
-
- The promise of another event added to his happiness: Helena would
- soon become a mother. As the time drew near he stationed guards at
- the distance of a verst around the castle, that no clattering
- vehicles should pass, no dogs bark loudly, nor any other
- disturbance occur which might agitate the Princess. The choicest
- sweetmeats and wines, flowers from Moscow and fruits from
- Astrakhan, were procured for her; and it was a wonder that the
- midwife performed her duty, for she had the fear of death before
- her eyes. When the important day at last arrived the slumber-flag
- was instantly hoisted, and no mouse dared to squeak in Kinesma
- until the cannon announced the advent of a new soul.
-
- That night Prince Alexis lay down in the corridor, outside of
- Helena's door: he glared fiercely at the nurse as she entered with
- the birth-posset for the young mother. No one else was allowed to
- pass, that night, nor the next. Four days afterwards, Sasha,
- having a message to the Princess, and supposing the old man to be
- asleep, attempted to step noiselessly over his body. In a twinkle
- the Prince's teeth fastened themselves in the serf's leg, and held
- him with the tenacity of a bull-dog. Sasha did not dare to cry
- out: he stood, writhing with pain, until the strong jaws grew weary
- of their hold, and then crawled away to dress the bleeding wound.
- After that, no one tried to break the Prince's guard.
-
- The christening was on a magnificent scale. Prince Paul of
- Kostroma was godfather, and gave the babe the name of Alexis. As
- the Prince had paid his respects to Helena just before the
- ceremony, it may be presumed that the name was not of his own
- inspiration. The father and mother were not allowed to be present,
- but they learned that the grandfather had comported himself
- throughout with great dignity and propriety. The Archimandrite
- Sergius obtained from the Metropolitan at Moscow a very minute
- fragment of the true cross, which was encased in a hollow bead of
- crystal, and hung around the infant's neck by a fine gold chain, as
- a precious amulet.
-
- Prince Alexis was never tired of gazing at his grandson and
- namesake.
-
- "He has more of his mother than of Boris," he would say. "So much
- the better! Strong dark eyes, like the Great Peter,--and what a
- goodly leg for a babe! Ha! he makes a tight little fist already,--
- fit to handle a whip,--or" (seeing the expression of Helena's
- face)--"or a sword. He'll be a proper Prince of Kinesma, my
- daughter, and we owe it to you."
-
- Helena smiled, and gave him a grateful glance in return. She had
- had her secret fears as to the complete conversion of Prince
- Alexis; but now she saw in this babe a new spell whereby he might
- be bound. Slight as was her knowledge of men, she yet guessed the
- tyranny of long-continued habits; and only her faith, powerful in
- proportion as it was ignorant, gave her confidence in the result of
- the difficult work she had undertaken.
-
-
-
- XII.
-
-
- Alas! the proud predictions of Prince Alexis, and the protection of
- the sacred amulet, were alike unavailing. The babe sickened,
- wasted away, and died in less than two months after its birth.
- There was great and genuine sorrow among the serfs of Kinesma.
- Each had received a shining ruble of silver at the christening;
- and, moreover, they were now beginning to appreciate the milder
- regime of their lord, which this blow might suddenly terminate.
- Sorrow, in such natures as his, exasperates instead of chastening:
- they knew him well enough to recognize the danger.
-
- At first the old man's grief appeared to be of a stubborn, harmless
- nature. As soon as the funeral ceremonies were over he betook
- himself to his bed, and there lay for two days and nights, without
- eating a morsel of food. The poor Princess Helena, almost
- prostrated by the blow, mourned alone, or with Boris, in her own
- apartments. Her influence, no longer kept alive by her constant
- presence, as formerly, began to decline. When the old Prince
- aroused somewhat from his stupor, it was not meat that he demanded,
- but drink; and he drank to angry excess. Day after day the habit
- resumed its ancient sway, and the whip and the wild-beast yell
- returned with it. The serfs even began to tremble as they never
- had done, so long as his vices were simply those of a strong man;
- for now a fiendish element seemed to be slowly creeping in. He
- became horribly profane: they shuddered when he cursed the
- venerable Metropolitan of Moscow, declaring that the old sinner
- had deliberately killed his grandson, by sending to him, instead of
- the true cross of the Saviour, a piece of the tree to which the
- impenitent thief was nailed.
-
- Boris would have spared his wife the knowledge of this miserable
- relapse, in her present sorrow, but the information soon reached
- her in other ways. She saw the necessity of regaining, by a
- powerful effort, what she had lost. She therefore took her
- accustomed place at the table, and resumed her inspection of
- household matters. Prince Alexis, as if determined to cast off the
- yoke which her beauty and gentleness had laid upon him, avoided
- looking at her face or speaking to her, as much as possible: when
- he did so, his manner was cold and unfriendly. During her few days
- of sad retirement he had brought back the bear Razboi and the idiot
- to his table, and vodki was habitually poured out to him and his
- favorite serfs in such a measure that the nights became hideous
- with drunken tumult.
-
- The Princess Helena felt that her beauty no longer possessed the
- potency of its first surprise. It must now be a contest of nature
- with nature, spiritual with animal power. The struggle would be
- perilous, she foresaw, but she did not shrink; she rather sought
- the earliest occasion to provoke it.
-
- That occasion came. Some slight disappointment brought on one of
- the old paroxysms of rage, and the ox-like bellow of Prince Alexis
- rang through the castle. Boris was absent, but Helena delayed not
- a moment to venture into his father's presence. She found him in
- a hall over-looking the court-yard, with his terrible whip in
- his hand, giving orders for the brutal punishment of some scores of
- serfs. The sight of her, coming thus unexpectedly upon him, did
- not seem to produce the least effect.
-
- "Father!" she cried, in an earnest, piteous tone, "what is it you
- do?"
-
- "Away, witch!" he yelled. "I am the master in Kinesma, not thou!
- Away, or--"
-
- The fierceness with which he swung and cracked the whip was more
- threatening than any words. Perhaps she grew a shade paler,
- perhaps her hands were tightly clasped in order that they might not
- tremble; but she did not flinch from the encounter. She moved a
- step nearer, fixed her gaze upon his flashing eyes, and said, in a
- low, firm voice--
-
- "It is true, father, you are master here. It is easy to rule over
- those poor, submissive slaves. But you are not master over
- yourself; you are lashed and trampled upon by evil passions, and as
- much a slave as any of these. Be not weak, my father, but strong!"
-
- An expression of bewilderment came into his face. No such words
- had ever before been addressed to him, and he knew not how to reply
- to them. The Princess Helena followed up the effect--she was not
- sure that it was an advantage--by an appeal to the simple, childish
- nature which she believed to exist under his ferocious exterior.
- For a minute it seemed as if she were about to re-establish her
- ascendancy: then the stubborn resistance of the beast returned.
-
- Among the portraits in the hall was one of the deceased Princess
- Martha. Pointing to this, Helena cried--
-
- "See, my father! here are the features of your sainted wife! Think
- that she looks down from her place among the blessed, sees you,
- listens to your words, prays that your hard heart may be softened!
- Remember her last farewell to you on earth, her hope of meeting
- you--"
-
- A cry of savage wrath checked her. Stretching one huge, bony hand,
- as if to close her lips, trembling with rage and pain, livid and
- convulsed in every feature of his face, Prince Alexis reversed the
- whip in his right hand, and weighed its thick, heavy butt for one
- crashing, fatal blow. Life and death were evenly balanced. For an
- instant the Princess became deadly pale, and a sickening fear shot
- through her heart. She could not understand the effect of her
- words: her mind was paralyzed, and what followed came without her
- conscious volition.
-
- Not retreating a step, not removing her eyes from the terrible
- picture before her, she suddenly opened her lips and sang. Her
- voice of exquisite purity, power, and sweetness, filled the old
- hall and overflowed it, throbbing in scarcely weakened vibrations
- through court-yard and castle. The melody was a prayer--the cry of
- a tortured heart for pardon and repose; and she sang it with almost
- supernatural expression. Every sound in the castle was hushed: the
- serfs outside knelt and uncovered their heads.
-
- The Princess could never afterwards describe, or more than dimly
- recall, the exaltation of that moment. She sang in an inspired
- trance: from the utterance of the first note the horror of the
- imminent fate sank out of sight. Her eyes were fixed upon the
- convulsed face, but she beheld it not: all the concentrated forces
- of her life flowed into the music. She remembered, however, that
- Prince Alexis looked alternately from her face to the portrait of
- his wife; that he at last shuddered and grew pale; and that, when
- with the closing note her own strength suddenly dissolved, he
- groaned and fell upon the floor.
-
- She sat down beside him, and took his head upon her lap. For a
- long time he was silent, only shivering as if in fever.
-
- "Father!" she finally whispered, "let me take you away!"
-
- He sat up on the floor and looked around; but as his eyes
- encountered the portrait, he gave a loud howl and covered his face
- with his hands.
-
- "She turns her head!" he cried. "Take her away,--she follows me
- with her eyes! Paint her head black, and cover it up!"
-
- With some difficulty he was borne to his bed, but he would not rest
- until assured that his orders had been obeyed, and the painting
- covered for the time with a coat of lamp-black. A low, prolonged
- attack of fever followed, during which the presence of Helena was
- indispensable to his comfort. She ventured to leave the room only
- while he slept. He was like a child in her hands; and when she
- commended his patience or his good resolutions, his face beamed
- with joy and gratitude. He determined (in good faith, this
- time) to enter a monastery and devote the rest of his life to pious
- works.
-
- But, even after his recovery, he was still too weak and dependent
- on his children's attentions to carry out this resolution. He
- banished from the castle all those of his poor relations who were
- unable to drink vodki in moderation; he kept careful watch over his
- serfs, and those who became intoxicated (unless they concealed the
- fact in the stables and outhouses) were severely punished: all
- excess disappeared, and a reign of peace and gentleness descended
- upon Kinesma.
-
- In another year another Alexis was born, and lived, and soon grew
- strong enough to give his grandfather the greatest satisfaction he
- had ever known in his life, by tugging at his gray locks, and
- digging the small fingers into his tamed and merry eyes. Many
- years after Prince Alexis was dead the serfs used to relate how
- they had seen him, in the bright summer afternoons, asleep in his
- armchair on the balcony, with the rosy babe asleep on his bosom,
- and the slumber-flag waving over both.
-
- Legends of the Prince's hunts, reisaks, and brutal revels are
- still current along the Volga; but they are now linked to fairer
- and more gracious stories; and the free Russian farmers (no longer
- serfs) are never tired of relating incidents of the beauty, the
- courage, the benevolence, and the saintly piety of the Good Lady of
- Kinesma.
-
-
-
- TALES OF HOME.
-
-
- THE STRANGE FRIEND.
-
-
- It would have required an intimate familiarity with the habitual
- demeanor of the people of Londongrove to detect in them an access
- of interest (we dare not say excitement), of whatever kind.
- Expression with them was pitched to so low a key that its changes
- might be compared to the slight variations in the drabs and grays
- in which they were clothed. Yet that there was a moderate,
- decorously subdued curiosity present in the minds of many of them
- on one of the First-days of the Ninth-month, in the year 1815, was
- as clearly apparent to a resident of the neighborhood as are the
- indications of a fire or a riot to the member of a city mob.
-
- The agitations of the war which had so recently come to an end had
- hardly touched this quiet and peaceful community. They had stoutly
- "borne their testimony," and faced the question where it could not
- be evaded; and although the dashing Philadelphia militia had been
- stationed at Camp Bloomfield, within four miles of them, the
- previous year, these good people simply ignored the fact. If their
- sons ever listened to the trumpets at a distance, or stole nearer
- to have a peep at the uniforms, no report of what they had seen or
- heard was likely to be made at home. Peace brought to them a
- relief, like the awakening from an uncomfortable dream: their lives
- at once reverted to the calm which they had breathed for thirty
- years preceding the national disturbance. In their ways they had
- not materially changed for a hundred years. The surplus produce of
- their farms more than sufficed for the very few needs which those
- farms did not supply, and they seldom touched the world outside of
- their sect except in matters of business. They were satisfied with
- themselves and with their lot; they lived to a ripe and beautiful
- age, rarely "borrowed trouble," and were patient to endure that
- which came in the fixed course of things. If the spirit of
- curiosity, the yearning for an active, joyous grasp of life,
- sometimes pierced through this placid temper, and stirred the blood
- of the adolescent members, they were persuaded by grave voices, of
- almost prophetic authority, to turn their hearts towards "the
- Stillness and the Quietness."
-
- It was the pleasant custom of the community to arrive at the
- meeting-house some fifteen or twenty minutes before the usual time
- of meeting, and exchange quiet and kindly greetings before taking
- their places on the plain benches inside. As most of the families
- had lived during the week on the solitude of their farms, they
- liked to see their neighbors' faces, and resolve, as it were,
- their sense of isolation into the common atmosphere, before
- yielding to the assumed abstraction of their worship. In this
- preliminary meeting, also, the sexes were divided, but rather from
- habit than any prescribed rule. They were already in the vestibule
- of the sanctuary; their voices were subdued and their manner
- touched with a kind of reverence.
-
- If the Londongrove Friends gathered together a few minutes earlier
- on that September First-day; if the younger members looked more
- frequently towards one of the gates leading into the meeting-house
- yard than towards the other; and if Abraham Bradbury was the centre
- of a larger circle of neighbors than Simon Pennock (although both
- sat side by side on the highest seat of the gallery),--the cause of
- these slight deviations from the ordinary behavior of the gathering
- was generally known. Abraham's son had died the previous Sixth-
- month, leaving a widow incapable of taking charge of his farm on
- the Street Road, which was therefore offered for rent. It was not
- always easy to obtain a satisfactory tenant in those days, and
- Abraham was not more relieved than surprised on receiving an
- application from an unexpected quarter. A strange Friend, of
- stately appearance, called upon him, bearing a letter from William
- Warner, in Adams County, together with a certificate from a Monthly
- Meeting on Long Island. After inspecting the farm and making close
- inquiries in regard to the people of the neighborhood, he accepted
- the terms of rent, and had now, with his family, been three or four
- days in possession.
-
- In this circumstance, it is true, there was nothing strange, and
- the interest of the people sprang from some other particulars which
- had transpired. The new-comer, Henry Donnelly by name, had
- offered, in place of the usual security, to pay the rent annually
- in advance; his speech and manner were not, in all respects, those
- of Friends, and he acknowledged that he was of Irish birth; and
- moreover, some who had passed the wagons bearing his household
- goods had been struck by the peculiar patterns of the furniture
- piled upon them. Abraham Bradbury had of course been present at
- the arrival, and the Friends upon the adjoining farms had kindly
- given their assistance, although it was a busy time of the year.
- While, therefore, no one suspected that the farmer could possibly
- accept a tenant of doubtful character, a general sentiment of
- curious expectancy went forth to meet the Donnelly family.
-
- Even the venerable Simon Pennock, who lived in the opposite part of
- the township, was not wholly free from the prevalent feeling.
- "Abraham," he said, approaching his colleague, "I suppose thee has
- satisfied thyself that the strange Friend is of good repute."
-
- Abraham was assuredly satisfied of one thing--that the three
- hundred silver dollars in his antiquated secretary at home were
- good and lawful coin. We will not say that this fact disposed him
- to charity, but will only testify that he answered thus:
-
- "I don't think we have any right to question the certificate from
- Islip, Simon; and William Warner's word (whom thee knows by
- hearsay) is that of a good and honest man. Henry himself will
- stand ready to satisfy thee, if it is needful."
-
- Here he turned to greet a tall, fresh-faced youth, who had quietly
- joined the group at the men's end of the meeting-house. He was
- nineteen, blue-eyed, and rosy, and a little embarrassed by the
- grave, scrutinizing, yet not unfriendly eyes fixed upon him.
-
- "Simon, this is Henry's oldest son, De Courcy," said Abraham.
-
- Simon took the youth's hand, saying, "Where did thee get thy
- outlandish name?"
-
- The young man colored, hesitated, and then said, in a low, firm
- voice, "It was my grandfather's name."
-
- One of the heavy carriages of the place and period, new and shiny,
- in spite of its sober colors, rolled into the yard. Abraham
- Bradbury and De Courcy Donnelly set forth side by side, to meet it.
-
- Out of it descended a tall, broad-shouldered figure--a man in the
- prime of life, whose ripe, aggressive vitality gave his rigid
- Quaker garb the air of a military undress. His blue eyes seemed to
- laugh above the measured accents of his plain speech, and the close
- crop of his hair could not hide its tendency to curl. A bearing
- expressive of energy and the habit of command was not unusual in
- the sect, strengthening, but not changing, its habitual mask; yet
- in Henry Donnelly this bearing suggested--one could scarcely
- explain why--a different experience. Dress and speech, in him,
- expressed condescension rather than fraternal equality.
-
- He carefully assisted his wife to alight, and De Courcy led the
- horse to the hitching-shed. Susan Donnelly was a still blooming
- woman of forty; her dress, of the plainest color, was yet of the
- richest texture; and her round, gentle, almost timid face looked
- forth like a girl's from the shadow of her scoop bonnet. While she
- was greeting Abraham Bradbury, the two daughters, Sylvia and Alice,
- who had been standing shyly by themselves on the edge of the group
- of women, came forward. The latter was a model of the demure
- Quaker maiden; but Abraham experienced as much surprise as was
- possible to his nature on observing Sylvia's costume. A light-blue
- dress, a dark-blue cloak, a hat with ribbons, and hair in curls--
- what Friend of good standing ever allowed his daughter thus to
- array herself in the fashion of the world?
-
- Henry read the question in Abraham's face, and preferred not to
- answer it at that moment. Saying, "Thee must make me acquainted
- with the rest of our brethren," he led the way back to the men's
- end. When he had been presented to the older members, it was time
- for them to assemble in meeting.
-
- The people were again quietly startled when Henry Donnelly
- deliberately mounted to the third and highest bench facing them,
- and sat down beside Abraham and Simon. These two retained,
- possibly with some little inward exertion, the composure of their
- faces, and the strange Friend became like unto them. His hands
- were clasped firmly in his lap; his full, decided lips were set
- together, and his eyes gazed into vacancy from under the broad
- brim. De Courcy had removed his hat on entering the house, but,
- meeting his father's eyes, replaced it suddenly, with a slight
- blush.
-
- When Simon Pennock and Ruth Treadwell had spoken the thoughts which
- had come to them in the stillness, the strange Friend arose.
- Slowly, with frequent pauses, as if waiting for the guidance of the
- Spirit, and with that inward voice which falls so naturally into
- the measure of a chant, he urged upon his hearers the necessity of
- seeking the Light and walking therein. He did not always employ
- the customary phrases, but neither did he seem to speak the lower
- language of logic and reason; while his tones were so full and
- mellow that they gave, with every slowly modulated sentence, a
- fresh satisfaction to the ear. Even his broad a's and the strong
- roll of his r's verified the rumor of his foreign birth, did not
- detract from the authority of his words. The doubts which had
- preceded him somehow melted away in his presence, and he came
- forth, after the meeting had been dissolved by the shaking of
- hands, an accepted tenant of the high seat.
-
- That evening, the family were alone in their new home. The plain
- rush-bottomed chairs and sober carpet, in contrast with the dark,
- solid mahogany table, and the silver branched candle-stick which
- stood upon it, hinted of former wealth and present loss; and
- something of the same contrast was reflected in the habits of the
- inmates. While the father, seated in a stately arm-chair, read
- aloud to his wife and children, Sylvia's eyes rested on a guitar-
- case in the corner, and her fingers absently adjusted
- themselves to the imaginary frets. De Courcy twisted his neck as
- if the straight collar of his coat were a bad fit, and Henry, the
- youngest boy, nodded drowsily from time to time.
-
- "There, my lads and lasses!" said Henry Donnelly, as he closed the
- book, "now we're plain farmers at last,--and the plainer the
- better, since it must be. There's only one thing wanting--"
-
- He paused; and Sylvia, looking up with a bright, arch
- determination, answered: "It's too late now, father,--they have
- seen me as one of the world's people, as I meant they should. When
- it is once settled as something not to be helped, it will give us
- no trouble."
-
- "Faith, Sylvia!" exclaimed De Courcy, "I almost wish I had kept you
- company."
-
- "Don't be impatient, my boy," said the mother, gently. "Think of
- the vexations we have had, and what a rest this life will be!"
-
- "Think, also," the father added, "that I have the heaviest work to
- do, and that thou'lt reap the most of what may come of it. Don't
- carry the old life to a land where it's out of place. We must be
- what we seem to be, every one of us!"
-
- "So we will!" said Sylvia, rising from her seat,--" I, as well as
- the rest. It was what I said in the beginning, you--no, THEE
- knows, father. Somebody must be interpreter when the time comes;
- somebody must remember while the rest of you are forgetting. Oh,
- I shall be talked about, and set upon, and called hard names;
- it won't be so easy. Stay where you are, De Courcy; that coat will
- fit sooner than you think."
-
- Her brother lifted his shoulders and made a grimace. "I've an
- unlucky name, it seems," said he. "The old fellow--I mean Friend
- Simon--pronounced it outlandish. Couldn't I change it to Ezra or
- Adonijah?"
-
- "Boy, boy--"
-
- "Don't be alarmed, father. It will soon be as Sylvia says; thee's
- right, and mother is right. I'll let Sylvia keep my memory, and
- start fresh from here. We must into the field to-morrow, Hal and
- I. There's no need of a collar at the plough-tail."
-
- They went to rest, and on the morrow not only the boys, but their
- father were in the field. Shrewd, quick, and strong, they made
- available what they knew of farming operations, and disguised much
- of their ignorance, while they learned. Henry Donnelly's first
- public appearance had made a strong public impression in his favor,
- which the voice of the older Friends soon stamped as a settled
- opinion. His sons did their share, by the amiable, yielding temper
- they exhibited, in accommodating themselves to the manners and ways
- of the people. The graces which came from a better education,
- possibly, more refined associations, gave them an attraction, which
- was none the less felt because it was not understood, to the
- simple-minded young men who worked with the hired hands in their
- fathers' fields. If the Donnelly family had not been accustomed,
- in former days, to sit at the same table with laborers in
- shirt-sleeves, and be addressed by the latter in fraternal phrase,
- no little awkwardnesses or hesitations betrayed the fact. They
- were anxious to make their naturalization complete, and it soon
- became so.
-
- The "strange Friend" was now known in Londongrove by the familiar
- name of "Henry." He was a constant attendant at meeting, not only
- on First-days, but also on Fourth-days, and whenever he spoke his
- words were listened to with the reverence due to one who was truly
- led towards the Light. This respect kept at bay the curiosity that
- might still have lingered in some minds concerning his antecedent
- life. It was known that he answered Simon Pennock, who had
- ventured to approach him with a direct question, in these words:
-
- "Thee knows, Friend Simon, that sometimes a seal is put upon our
- mouths for a wise purpose. I have learned not to value the outer
- life except in so far as it is made the manifestation of the inner
- life, and I only date my own from the time when I was brought to a
- knowledge of the truth. It is not pleasant to me to look upon what
- went before; but a season may come when it shall be lawful for me
- to declare all things--nay, when it shall be put upon me as a duty.
-
- Thee must suffer me to wait the call."
-
- After this there was nothing more to be said. The family was on
- terms of quiet intimacy with the neighbors; and even Sylvia, in
- spite of her defiant eyes and worldly ways, became popular among
- the young men and maidens. She touched her beloved guitar with
- a skill which seemed marvellous to the latter; and when it was
- known that her refusal to enter the sect arose from her fondness
- for the prohibited instrument, she found many apologists among
- them. She was not set upon, and called hard names, as she had
- anticipated. It is true that her father, when appealed to by the
- elders, shook his head and said, "It is a cross to us!"--but he had
- been known to remain in the room while she sang "Full high in
- Kilbride," and the keen light which arose in his eyes was neither
- that of sorrow nor anger.
-
- At the end of their first year of residence the farm presented
- evidences of much more orderly and intelligent management than at
- first, although the adjoining neighbors were of the opinion that
- the Donnellys had hardly made their living out of it. Friend
- Henry, nevertheless, was ready with the advance rent, and his bills
- were promptly paid. He was close at a bargain, which was
- considered rather a merit than otherwise,--and almost painfully
- exact in observing the strict letter of it, when made.
-
- As time passed by, and the family became a permanent part and
- parcel of the remote community, wearing its peaceful color and
- breathing its untroubled atmosphere, nothing occurred to disturb
- the esteem and respect which its members enjoyed. From time to
- time the postmaster at the corner delivered to Henry Donnelly a
- letter from New York, always addressed in the same hand. The first
- which arrived had an "Esq." added to the name, but this
- "compliment" (as the Friends termed it) soon ceased. Perhaps
- the official may have vaguely wondered whether there was any
- connection between the occasional absence of Friend Henry--not at
- Yearly-Meeting time--and these letters. If he had been a visitor
- at the farm-house he might have noticed variations in the moods of
- its inmates, which must have arisen from some other cause than the
- price of stock or the condition of the crops. Outside of the
- family circle, however, they were serenely reticent.
-
- In five or six years, when De Courcy had grown to be a hale,
- handsome man of twenty-four, and as capable of conducting a farm as
- any to the township born, certain aberrations from the strict line
- of discipline began to be rumored. He rode a gallant horse,
- dressed a little more elegantly than his membership prescribed, and
- his unusually high, straight collar took a knack of falling over.
- Moreover, he was frequently seen to ride up the Street Road, in the
- direction of Fagg's Manor, towards those valleys where the brick
- Presbyterian church displaces the whitewashed Quaker meeting-house.
-
- Had Henry Donnelly not occupied so high a seat, and exercised such
- an acknowledged authority in the sect, he might sooner have
- received counsel, or proffers of sympathy, as the case might be;
- but he heard nothing until the rumors of De Courcy's excursions
- took a more definite form.
-
- But one day, Abraham Bradbury, after discussing some Monthly-
- Meeting matters, suddenly asked: "Is this true that I hear,
- Henry,--that thy son De Courcy keeps company with one of the Alison
- girls?"
-
- "Who says that?" Henry asked, in a sharp voice.
-
- "Why, it's the common talk! Surely, thee's heard of it before?"
-
- "No!"
-
- Henry set his lips together in a manner which Abraham understood.
- Considering that he had fully performed his duty, he said no more.
-
- That evening, Sylvia, who had been gently thrumming to herself at
- the window, began singing "Bonnie Peggie Alison." Her father
- looked at De Courcy, who caught his glance, then lowered his eyes,
- and turned to leave the room.
-
- "Stop, De Courcy," said the former; "I've heard a piece of news
- about thee to-day, which I want thee to make clear."
-
- "Shall I go, father?" asked Sylvia.
-
- "No; thee may stay to give De Courcy his memory. I think he is
- beginning to need it. I've learned which way he rides on Seventh-
- day evenings."
-
- "Father, I am old enough to choose my way," said De Courcy.
-
- "But no such ways NOW, boy! Has thee clean forgotten? This was
- among the things upon which we agreed, and you all promised to keep
- watch and guard over yourselves. I had my misgivings then, but for
- five years I've trusted you, and now, when the time of probation is
- so nearly over--"
-
- He hesitated, and De Courcy, plucking up courage, spoke again.
- With a strong effort the young man threw off the yoke of a
- self-taught restraint, and asserted his true nature. "Has O'Neil
- written?" he asked.
-
- "Not yet."
-
- "Then, father," he continued, "I prefer the certainty of my present
- life to the uncertainty of the old. I will not dissolve my
- connection with the Friends by a shock which might give thee
- trouble; but I will slowly work away from them. Notice will be
- taken of my ways; there will be family visitations, warnings, and
- the usual routine of discipline, so that when I marry Margaret
- Alison, nobody will be surprised at my being read out of meeting.
- I shall soon be twenty-five, father, and this thing has gone on
- about as long as I can bear it. I must decide to be either a man
- or a milksop."
-
- The color rose to Henry Donnelly's cheeks, and his eyes flashed,
- but he showed no signs of anger. He moved to De Courcy's side and
- laid his hand upon his shoulder.
-
- "Patience, my boy!" he said. "It's the old blood, and I might have
- known it would proclaim itself. Suppose I were to shut my eyes to
- thy ridings, and thy merry-makings, and thy worldly company. So
- far I might go; but the girl is no mate for thee. If O'Neil is
- alive, we are sure to hear from him soon; and in three years, at
- the utmost, if the Lord favors us, the end will come. How far has
- it gone with thy courting? Surely, surely, not too far to
- withdraw, at least under the plea of my prohibition?"
-
- De Courcy blushed, but firmly met his father's eyes. "I have
- spoken to her," he replied, "and it is not the custom of our family
- to break plighted faith."
-
- "Thou art our cross, not Sylvia. Go thy ways now. I will endeavor
- to seek for guidance."
-
- "Sylvia," said the father, when De Courcy had left the room, "what
- is to be the end of this?"
-
- "Unless we hear from O'Neil, father, I am afraid it cannot be
- prevented. De Courcy has been changing for a year past; I am only
- surprised that you did not sooner notice it. What I said in jest
- has become serious truth; he has already half forgotten. We might
- have expected, in the beginning, that one of two things would
- happen: either he would become a plodding Quaker farmer or take to
- his present courses. Which would be worse, when this life is
- over,--if that time ever comes?"
-
- Sylvia sighed, and there was a weariness in her voice which did not
- escape her father's ear. He walked up and down the room with a
- troubled air. She sat down, took the guitar upon her lap, and
- began to sing the verse, commencing, "Erin, my country, though sad
- and forsaken," when--perhaps opportunely--Susan Donnelly entered
- the room.
-
- "Eh, lass!" said Henry, slipping his arm around his wife's waist,
- "art thou tired yet? Have I been trying thy patience, as I have
- that of the children? Have there been longings kept from me,
- little rebellions crushed, battles fought that I supposed were
- over?"
-
- "Not by me, Henry," was her cheerful answer. "I have never have
- been happier than in these quiet ways with thee. I've been
- thinking, what if something has happened, and the letters cease to
- come? And it has seemed to me--now that the boys are as good
- farmers as any, and Alice is such a tidy housekeeper--that we could
- manage very well without help. Only for thy sake, Henry: I fear
- it would be a terrible disappointment to thee. Or is thee as
- accustomed to the high seat as I to my place on the women's side?"
-
- "No!" he answered emphatically. "The talk with De Courcy has set
- my quiet Quaker blood in motion. The boy is more than half right;
- I am sure Sylvia thinks so too. What could I expect? He has no
- birthright, and didn't begin his task, as I did, after the bravery
- of youth was over. It took six generations to establish the
- serenity and content of our brethren here, and the dress we wear
- don't give us the nature. De Courcy is tired of the masquerade,
- and Sylvia is tired of seeing it. Thou, my little Susan, who wert
- so timid at first, puttest us all to shame now!"
-
- "I think I was meant for it,--Alice, and Henry, and I," said she.
-
- No outward change in Henry Donnelly's demeanor betrayed this or any
- other disturbance at home. There were repeated consultations
- between the father and son, but they led to no satisfactory
- conclusion. De Courcy was sincerely attached to the pretty
- Presbyterian maiden, and found livelier society in her brothers and
- cousins than among the grave, awkward Quaker youths of Londongrove.
-
- With the occasional freedom from restraint there awoke in him
- a desire for independence--a thirst for the suppressed license of
- youth. His new acquaintances were accustomed to a rigid domestic
- regime, but of a different character, and they met on a common
- ground of rebellion. Their aberrations, it is true, were not of a
- very formidable character, and need not have been guarded but for
- the severe conventionalities of both sects. An occasional fox-
- chase, horse-race, or a "stag party" at some outlying tavern,
- formed the sum of their dissipation; they sang, danced reels, and
- sometimes ran into little excesses through the stimulating sense of
- the trespass they were committing.
-
- By and by reports of certain of these performances were brought to
- the notice of the Londongrove Friends, and, with the consent of
- Henry Donnelly himself, De Courcy received a visit of warning and
- remonstrance. He had foreseen the probability of such a visit and
- was prepared. He denied none of the charges brought against him,
- and accepted the grave counsel offered, simply stating that his
- nature was not yet purified and chastened; he was aware he was not
- walking in the Light; he believed it to be a troubled season
- through which he must needs pass. His frankness, as he was
- shrewd enough to guess, was a scource of perplexity to the
- elders; it prevented them from excommunicating him without further
- probation, while it left him free to indulge in further
- recreations.
-
- Some months passed away, and the absence from which Henry Donnelly
- always returned with a good supply of ready money did not take
- place. The knowledge of farming which his sons had acquired
- now came into play. It was necessary to exercise both skill and
- thrift in order to keep up the liberal footing upon which the
- family had lived; for each member of it was too proud to allow the
- community to suspect the change in their circumstances. De Courcy,
- retained more than ever at home, and bound to steady labor, was man
- enough to subdue his impatient spirit for the time; but he secretly
- determined that with the first change for the better he would
- follow the fate he had chosen for himself.
-
- Late in the fall came the opportunity for which he had longed. One
- evening he brought home a letter, in the well-known handwriting.
- His father opened and read it in silence.
-
- "Well, father?" he said.
-
- "A former letter was lost, it seems. This should have come in the
- spring; it is only the missing sum."
-
- "Does O'Neil fix any time?"
-
- "No; but he hopes to make a better report next year."
-
- "Then, father," said De Courcy, "it is useless for me to wait
- longer; I am satisfied as it is. I should not have given up
- Margaret in any case; but now, since thee can live with Henry's
- help, I shall claim her."
-
- "MUST it be, De Courcy?"
-
- "It must."
-
- But it was not to be. A day or two afterwards the young man, on
- his mettled horse, set off up the Street Road, feeling at last that
- the fortune and the freedom of his life were approaching. He had
- become, in habits and in feelings, one of the people, and the
- relinquishment of the hope in which his father still indulged
- brought him a firmer courage, a more settled content. His
- sweetheart's family was in good circumstances; but, had she been
- poor, he felt confident of his power to make and secure for her a
- farmer's home. To the past--whatever it might have been--he said
- farewell, and went carolling some cheerful ditty, to look upon the
- face of his future.
-
- That night a country wagon slowly drove up to Henry Donnelly's
- door. The three men who accompanied it hesitated before they
- knocked, and, when the door was opened, looked at each other with
- pale, sad faces, before either spoke. No cries followed the few
- words that were said, but silently, swiftly, a room was made ready,
- while the men lifted from the straw and carried up stairs an
- unconscious figure, the arms of which hung down with a horrible
- significance as they moved. He was not dead, for the heart beat
- feebly and slowly; but all efforts to restore his consciousness
- were in vain. There was concussion of the brain the physician
- said. He had been thrown from his horse, probably alighting upon
- his head, as there were neither fractures nor external wounds. All
- that night and next day the tenderest, the most unwearied care was
- exerted to call back the flickering gleam of life. The shock had
- been too great; his deadly torpor deepened into death.
-
- In their time of trial and sorrow the family received the fullest
- sympathy, the kindliest help, from the whole neighborhood. They
- had never before so fully appreciated the fraternal character
- of the society whereof they were members. The plain, plodding
- people living on the adjoining farms became virtually their
- relatives and fellow-mourners. All the external offices demanded
- by the sad occasion were performed for them, and other eyes than
- their own shed tears of honest grief over De Courcy's coffin. All
- came to the funeral, and even Simon Pennock, in the plain yet
- touching words which he spoke beside the grave, forgot the young
- man's wandering from the Light, in the recollection of his frank,
- generous, truthful nature.
-
- If the Donnellys had sometimes found the practical equality of life
- in Londongrove a little repellent they were now gratefully moved by
- the delicate and refined ways in which the sympathy of the people
- sought to express itself. The better qualities of human nature
- always develop a temporary good-breeding. Wherever any of the
- family went, they saw the reflection of their own sorrow; and a new
- spirit informed to their eyes the quiet pastoral landscapes.
-
- In their life at home there was little change. Abraham Bradbury
- had insisted on sending his favorite grandson, Joel, a youth of
- twenty-two, to take De Courcy's place for a few months. He was a
- shy quiet creature, with large brown eyes like a fawn's, and young
- Henry Donnelly and he became friends at once. It was believed that
- he would inherit the farm at his grandfather's death; but he was as
- subservient to Friend Donnelly's wishes in regard to the farming
- operations as if the latter held the fee of the property. His
- coming did not fill the terrible gap which De Courcy's death
- had made, but seemed to make it less constantly and painfully
- evident.
-
- Susan Donnelly soon remarked a change, which she could neither
- clearly define nor explain to herself, both in her husband and in
- their daughter Sylvia. The former, although in public he preserved
- the same grave, stately face,--its lines, perhaps, a little more
- deeply marked,--seemed to be devoured by an internal unrest. His
- dreams were of the old times: words and names long unused came from
- his lips as he slept by her side. Although he bore his grief with
- more strength than she had hoped, he grew nervous and excitable,--
- sometimes unreasonably petulant, sometimes gay to a pitch which
- impressed her with pain. When the spring came around, and the
- mysterious correspondence again failed, as in the previous year,
- his uneasiness increased. He took his place on the high seat on
- First-days, as usual, but spoke no more.
-
- Sylvia, on the other hand, seemed to have wholly lost her proud,
- impatient character. She went to meeting much more frequently than
- formerly, busied herself more actively about household matters, and
- ceased to speak of the uncertain contingency which had been so
- constantly present in her thoughts. In fact, she and her father
- had changed places. She was now the one who preached patience, who
- held before them all the bright side of their lot, who brought
- Margaret Alison to the house and justified her dead brother's heart
- to his father's, and who repeated to the latter, in his restless
- moods, "De Courcy foresaw the truth, and we must all in the end
- decide as he did."
-
- "Can THEE do it, Sylvia?" her father would ask.
-
- "I believe I have done it already," she said. "If it seems
- difficult, pray consider how much later I begin my work. I have
- had all your memories in charge, and now I must not only forget for
- myself, but for you as well."
-
- Indeed, as the spring and summer months came and went, Sylvia
- evidently grew stronger in her determination. The fret of her idle
- force was allayed, and her content increased as she saw and
- performed the possible duties of her life. Perhaps her father
- might have caught something of her spirit, but for his anxiety in
- regard to the suspended correspondence. He wearied himself in
- guesses, which all ended in the simple fact that, to escape
- embarrassment, the rent must again be saved from the earnings of
- the farm.
-
- The harvests that year were bountiful; wheat, barley, and oats
- stood thick and heavy in the fields. No one showed more careful
- thrift or more cheerful industry than young Joel Bradbury, and the
- family felt that much of the fortune of their harvest was owing to
- him.
-
- On the first day after the crops had been securely housed, all went
- to meeting, except Sylvia. In the walled graveyard the sod was
- already green over De Courcy's unmarked mound, but Alice had
- planted a little rose-tree at the head, and she and her mother
- always visited the spot before taking their seats on the women's
- side. The meeting-house was very full that day, as the busy season
- of the summer was over, and the horses of those who lived at a
- distance had no longer such need of rest.
-
- It was a sultry forenoon, and the windows and doors of the building
- were open. The humming of insects was heard in the silence, and
- broken lights and shadows of the poplar-leaves were sprinkled upon
- the steps and sills. Outside there were glimpses of quiet groves
- and orchards, and blue fragments of sky,--no more semblance of life
- in the external landscape than there was in the silent meeting
- within. Some quarter of an hour before the shaking of hands took
- place, the hoofs of a horse were heard in the meeting-house yard--
- the noise of a smart trot on the turf, suddenly arrested.
-
- The boys pricked up their ears at this unusual sound, and stole
- glances at each other when they imagined themselves unseen by the
- awful faces in the gallery. Presently those nearest the door saw
- a broader shadow fall over those flickering upon the stone. A red
- face appeared for a moment, and was then drawn back out of sight.
- The shadow advanced and receded, in a state of peculiar
- restlessness. Sometimes the end of a riding-whip was visible,
- sometimes the corner of a coarse gray coat. The boys who noticed
- these apparitions were burning with impatience, but they dared not
- leave their seats until Abraham Bradbury had reached his hand to
- Henry Donnelly.
-
- Then they rushed out. The mysterious personage was still beside
- the door, leaning against the wall. He was a short, thick-set man
- of fifty, with red hair, round gray eyes, a broad pug nose, and
- projecting mouth. He wore a heavy gray coat, despite the heat, and
- a waistcoat with many brass buttons; also corduroy breeches and
- riding boots. When they appeared, he started forward with open
- mouth and eyes, and stared wildly in their faces. They gathered
- around the poplar-trunks, and waited with some uneasiness to see
- what would follow.
-
- Slowly and gravely, with the half-broken ban of silence still
- hanging over them, the people issued from the house. The strange
- man stood, leaning forward, and seemed to devour each, in turn,
- with his eager eyes. After the young men came the fathers of
- families, and lastly the old men from the gallery seats. Last of
- these came Henry Donnelly. In the meantime, all had seen and
- wondered at the waiting figure; its attitude was too intense and
- self-forgetting to be misinterpreted. The greetings and remarks
- were suspended until the people had seen for whom the man waited,
- and why.
-
- Henry Donnelly had no sooner set his foot upon the door-step than,
- with something between a shout and a howl, the stranger darted
- forward, seized his hand, and fell upon one knee, crying: "O my
- lord! my lord! Glory be to God that I've found ye at last!"
-
- If these words burst like a bomb on the ears of the people, what
- was their consternation when Henry Donnelly exclaimed, "The Divel!
- Jack O'Neil, can that be you?"
-
- "It's me, meself, my lord! When we heard the letters went wrong
- last year, I said `I'll trust no such good news to their blasted
- mail-posts: I'll go meself and carry it to his lordship,--if it is
- t'other side o' the say. Him and my lady and all the children
- went, and sure I can go too. And as I was the one that
- went with you from Dunleigh Castle, I'll go back with you to that
- same, for it stands awaitin', and blessed be the day that sees you
- back in your ould place!"
-
- "All clear, Jack? All mine again?"
-
- "You may believe it, my lord! And money in the chest beside. But
- where's my lady, bless her sweet face! Among yon women, belike,
- and you'll help me to find her, for it's herself must have the news
- next, and then the young master--"
-
- With that word Henry Donnelly awoke to a sense of time and place.
- He found himself within a ring of staring, wondering, scandalized
- eyes. He met them boldly, with a proud, though rather grim smile,
- took hold of O'Neil's arm and led him towards the women's end of
- the house, where the sight of Susan in her scoop bonnet so moved
- the servant's heart that he melted into tears. Both husband and
- wife were eager to get home and hear O'Neil's news in private; so
- they set out at once in their plain carriage, followed by the
- latter on horseback. As for the Friends, they went home in a state
- of bewilderment.
-
- Alice Donnelly, with her brother Henry and Joel Bradbury, returned
- on foot. The two former remembered O'Neil, and, although they had
- not witnessed his first interview with their father, they knew
- enough of the family history to surmise his errand. Joel was
- silent and troubled.
-
- "Alice, I hope it doesn't mean that we are going back, don't you?"
- said Henry.
-
-
- "Yes," she answered, and said no more.
-
- They took a foot-path across the fields, and reached the farm-house
- at the same time with the first party. As they opened the door
- Sylvia descended the staircase dressed in a rich shimmering
- brocade, with a necklace of amethysts around her throat. To their
- eyes, so long accustomed to the absence of positive color, she was
- completely dazzling. There was a new color on her cheeks, and her
- eyes seemed larger and brighter. She made a stately courtesy, and
- held open the parlor door.
-
- "Welcome, Lord Henry Dunleigh, of Dunleigh Castle!" she cried;
- "welcome, Lady Dunleigh!"
-
- Her father kissed her on the forehead. "Now give us back our
- memories, Sylvia!" he said, exultingly.
-
- Susan Donnelly sank into a chair, overcome by the mixed emotions of
- the moment.
-
- "Come in, my faithful Jack! Unpack thy portmanteau of news, for I
- see thou art bursting to show it; let us have every thing from the
- beginning. Wife, it's a little too much for thee, coming so
- unexpectedly. Set out the wine, Alice!"
-
- The decanter was placed upon the table. O'Neil filled a tumbler to
- the brim, lifted it high, made two or three hoarse efforts to
- speak, and then walked away to the window, where he drank in
- silence. This little incident touched the family more than the
- announcement of their good fortune. Henry Donnelly's feverish
- exultation subsided: he sat down with a grave, thoughtful face,
- while his wife wept quietly beside him. Sylvia stood waiting with
- an abstracted air; Alice removed her mother's bonnet and
- shawl; and Henry and Joel, seated together at the farther end of
- the room, looked on in silent anticipation.
-
- O'Neil's story was long, and frequently interrupted. He had been
- Lord Dunleigh's steward in better days, as his father had been to
- the old lord, and was bound to the family by the closest ties of
- interest and affection. When the estates became so encumbered that
- either an immediate change or a catastrophe was inevitable, he had
- been taken into his master's confidence concerning the plan which
- had first been proposed in jest, and afterwards adopted in earnest.
-
- The family must leave Dunleigh Castle for a period of probably
- eight or ten years, and seek some part of the world where their
- expenses could be reduced to the lowest possible figure. In
- Germany or Italy there would be the annoyance of a foreign race and
- language, of meeting of tourists belonging to the circle in which
- they had moved, a dangerous idleness for their sons, and
- embarrassing restrictions for their daughters. On the other hand,
- the suggestion to emigrate to America and become Quakers during
- their exile offered more advantages the more they considered it.
- It was original in character; it offered them economy, seclusion,
- entire liberty of action inside the limits of the sect, the best
- moral atmosphere for their children, and an occupation which would
- not deteriorate what was best in their blood and breeding.
-
- How Lord Dunleigh obtained admission into the sect as plain Henry
- Donnelly is a matter of conjecture with the Londongrove
- Friends. The deception which had been practised upon them--
- although it was perhaps less complete than they imagined--left a
- soreness of feeling behind it. The matter was hushed up after the
- departure of the family, and one might now live for years in the
- neighborhood without hearing the story. How the shrewd plan was
- carried out by Lord Dunleigh and his family, we have already
- learned. O'Neil, left on the estate, in the north of Ireland, did
- his part with equal fidelity. He not only filled up the gaps made
- by his master's early profuseness, but found means to move the
- sympathies of a cousin of the latter--a rich, eccentric old
- bachelor, who had long been estranged by a family quarrel. To this
- cousin he finally confided the character of the exile, and at a
- lucky time; for the cousin's will was altered in Lord Dunleigh's
- favor, and he died before his mood of reconciliation passed away.
- Now, the estate was not only unencumbered, but there was a handsome
- surplus in the hands of the Dublin bankers. The family might
- return whenever they chose, and there would be a festival to
- welcome them, O'Neil said, such as Dunleigh Castle had never known
- since its foundations were laid.
-
- "Let us go at once!" said Sylvia, when he had concluded his tale.
- "No more masquerading,--I never knew until to-day how much I have
- hated it! I will not say that your plan was not a sensible one,
- father; but I wish it might have been carried out with more honor
- to ourselves. Since De Courcy's death I have begun to appreciate
- our neighbors: I was resigned to become one of these people
- had our luck gone the other way. Will they give us any credit for
- goodness and truth, I wonder? Yes, in mother's case, and Alice's;
- and I believe both of them would give up Dunleigh Castle for this
- little farm."
-
- "Then," her father exclaimed, "it IS time that we should return,
- and without delay. But thee wrongs us somewhat, Sylvia: it has not
- all been masquerading. We have become the servants, rather than
- the masters, of our own parts, and shall live a painful and divided
- life until we get back in our old place. I fear me it will always
- be divided for thee, wife, and Alice and Henry. If I am subdued by
- the element which I only meant to asssume, how much more
- deeply must it have wrought in your natures! Yes, Sylvia is right,
- we must get away at once. To-morrow we must leave Londongrove
- forever!"
-
- He had scarcely spoken, when a new surprise fell upon the family.
- Joel Bradbury arose and walked forward, as if thrust by an emotion
- so powerful that it transformed his whole being. He seemed to
- forget every thing but Alice Donnelly's presence. His soft brown
- eyes were fixed on her face with an expression of unutterable
- tenderness and longing. He caught her by the hands. "Alice, O,
- Alice!" burst from his lips; "you are not going to leave me?"
-
- The flush in the girl's sweet face faded into a deadly paleness.
- A moan came from her lips; her head dropped, and she would have
- fallen, swooning, from the chair had not Joel knelt at her feet and
- caught her upon his breast.
-
- For a moment there was silence in the room.
-
- Presently, Sylvia, all her haughtiness gone, knelt beside the young
- man, and took her sister from his arms. "Joel, my poor, dear
- friend," she said, "I am sorry that the last, worst mischief we
- have done must fall upon you."
-
- Joel covered his face with his hands, and convulsively uttered the
- words, "MUST she go?"
-
- Then Henry Donnelly--or, rather, Lord Dunleigh, as we must now call
- him--took the young man's hand. He was profoundly moved; his
- strong voice trembled, and his words came slowly. "I will not
- appeal to thy heart, Joel," he said, "for it would not hear me now.
-
- But thou hast heard all our story, and knowest that we must leave
- these parts, never to return. We belong to another station and
- another mode of life than yours, and it must come to us as a good
- fortune that our time of probation is at an end. Bethink thee,
- could we leave our darling Alice behind us, parted as if by the
- grave? Nay, could we rob her of the life to which she is born--of
- her share in our lives? On the other hand, could we take thee with
- us into relations where thee would always be a stranger, and in
- which a nature like thine has no place? This is a case where duty
- speaks clearly, though so hard, so very hard, to follow."
-
- He spoke tenderly, but inflexibly, and Joel felt that his fate was
- pronounced. When Alice had somewhat revived, and was taken to
- another room, he stumbled blindly out of the house, made his way to
- the barn, and there flung himself upon the harvest-sheaves which,
- three days before, he had bound with such a timid, delicious
- hope working in his arm.
-
- The day which brought such great fortune had thus a sad and
- troubled termination. It was proposed that the family should start
- for Philadelphia on the morrow, leaving O'Neil to pack up and
- remove such furniture as they wished to retain; but Susan, Lady
- Dunleigh, could not forsake the neighborhood without a parting
- visit to the good friends who had mourned with her over her
- firstborn; and Sylvia was with her in this wish. So two more days
- elapsed, and then the Dunleighs passed down the Street Road, and
- the plain farm-house was gone from their eyes forever. Two grieved
- over the loss of their happy home; one was almost broken-hearted;
- and the remaining two felt that the trouble of the present clouded
- all their happiness in the return to rank and fortune.
-
- They went, and they never came again. An account of the great
- festival at Dunleigh Castle reached Londongrove two years later,
- through an Irish laborer, who brought to Joel Bradbury a letter of
- recommendation signed "Dunleigh." Joel kept the man upon his farm,
- and the two preserved the memory of the family long after the
- neighborhood had ceased to speak of it. Joel never married; he
- still lives in the house where the great sorrow of his life befell.
-
- His head is gray, and his face deeply wrinkled; but when he lifts
- the shy lids of his soft brown eyes, I fancy I can see in their
- tremulous depths the lingering memory of his love for Alice
- Dunleigh.
-
-
-
- JACOB FLINT'S JOURNEY.
-
- If there ever was a man crushed out of all courage, all self-
- reliance, all comfort in life, it was Jacob Flint. Why this should
- have been, neither he nor any one else could have explained; but so
- it was. On the day that he first went to school, his shy,
- frightened face marked him as fair game for the rougher and
- stronger boys, and they subjected him to all those exquisite
- refinements of torture which boys seem to get by the direct
- inspiration of the Devil. There was no form of their bullying
- meanness or the cowardice of their brutal strength which he did not
- experience. He was born under a fading or falling star,--the
- inheritor of some anxious or unhappy mood of his parents, which
- gave its fast color to the threads out of which his innocent being
- was woven.
-
- Even the good people of the neighborhood, never accustomed to look
- below the externals of appearance and manner, saw in his shrinking
- face and awkward motions only the signs of a cringing, abject soul.
-
- "You'll be no more of a man than Jake Flint!" was the reproach
- which many a farmer addressed to his dilatory boy; and thus the
- parents, one and all, came to repeat the sins of the children.
-
- If, therefore, at school and "before folks," Jacob's position was
- always uncomfortable and depressing, it was little more cheering at
- home. His parents, as all the neighbors believed, had been
- unhappily married, and, though the mother died in his early
- childhood, his father remained a moody, unsocial man, who rarely
- left his farm except on the 1st of April every year, when he went
- to the county town for the purpose of paying the interest upon a
- mortgage. The farm lay in a hollow between two hills, separated
- from the road by a thick wood, and the chimneys of the lonely old
- house looked in vain for a neighbor-smoke when they began to grow
- warm of a morning.
-
- Beyond the barn and under the northern hill there was a log tenant-
- house, in which dwelt a negro couple, who, in the course of years
- had become fixtures on the place and almost partners in it. Harry,
- the man, was the medium by which Samuel Flint kept up his necessary
- intercourse with the world beyond the valley; he took the horses to
- the blacksmith, the grain to the mill, the turkeys to market, and
- through his hands passed all the incomings and outgoings of the
- farm, except the annual interest on the mortgage. Sally, his wife,
- took care of the household, which, indeed, was a light and
- comfortable task, since the table was well supplied for her own
- sake, and there was no sharp eye to criticise her sweeping,
- dusting, and bed-making. The place had a forlorn, tumble-down
- aspect, quite in keeping with its lonely situation; but perhaps
- this very circumstance flattered the mood of its silent, melancholy
- owner and his unhappy son.
-
- In all the neighborhood there was but one person with whom Jacob
- felt completely at ease--but one who never joined in the general
- habit of making his name the butt of ridicule or contempt. This
- was Mrs. Ann Pardon, the hearty, active wife of Farmer Robert
- Pardon, who lived nearly a mile farther down the brook. Jacob had
- won her good-will by some neighborly services, something so
- trifling, indeed, that the thought of a favor conferred never
- entered his mind. Ann Pardon saw that it did not; she detected a
- streak of most unconscious goodness under his uncouth, embarrassed
- ways, and she determined to cultivate it. No little tact was
- required, however, to coax the wild, forlorn creature into so much
- confidence as she desired to establish; but tact is a native
- quality of the heart no less than a social acquirement, and so she
- did the very thing necessary without thinking much about it.
-
- Robert Pardon discovered by and by that Jacob was a steady,
- faithful hand in the harvest-field at husking-time, or whenever any
- extra labor was required, and Jacob's father made no objection to
- his earning a penny in this way; and so he fell into the habit of
- spending his Saturday evenings at the Pardon farm-house, at first
- to talk over matters of work, and finally because it had become a
- welcome relief from his dreary life at home.
-
- Now it happened that on a Saturday in the beginning of haying-time,
- the village tailor sent home by Harry a new suit of light summer
- clothes, for which Jacob had been measured a month before. After
- supper he tried them on, the day's work being over, and Sally's
- admiration was so loud and emphatic that he felt himself growing
- red even to the small of his back.
-
- "Now, don't go for to take 'em off, Mr. Jake," said she. "I spec'
- you're gwine down to Pardon's, and so you jist keep 'em on to show
- 'em all how nice you KIN look."
-
- The same thought had already entered Jacob's mind. Poor fellow!
- It was the highest form of pleasure of which he had ever allowed
- himself to conceive. If he had been called upon to pass through
- the village on first assuming the new clothes, every stitch would
- have pricked him as if the needle remained in it; but a quiet walk
- down the brookside, by the pleasant path through the thickets and
- over the fragrant meadows, with a consciousness of his own neatness
- and freshness at every step, and with kind Ann Pardon's
- commendation at the close, and the flattering curiosity of the
- children,--the only ones who never made fun of him,--all that was
- a delightful prospect. He could never, NEVER forget himself, as
- he had seen other young fellows do; but to remember himself
- agreeably was certainly the next best thing.
-
- Jacob was already a well-grown man of twenty-three, and would have
- made a good enough appearance but for the stoop in his shoulders,
- and the drooping, uneasy way in which he carried his head. Many a
- time when he was alone in the fields or woods he had
- straightened himself, and looked courageously at the buts of the
- oak-trees or in the very eyes of the indifferent oxen; but, when a
- human face drew near, some spring in his neck seemed to snap, some
- buckle around his shoulders to be drawn three holes tighter, and he
- found himself in the old posture. The ever-present thought of this
- weakness was the only drop of bitterness in his cup, as he followed
- the lonely path through the thickets.
-
- Some spirit in the sweet, delicious freshness of the air, some
- voice in the mellow babble of the stream, leaping in and out of
- sight between the alders, some smile of light, lingering on the
- rising corn-fields beyond the meadow and the melting purple of a
- distant hill, reached to the seclusion of his heart. He was
- soothed and cheered; his head lifted itself in the presentiment of
- a future less lonely than the past, and the everlasting trouble
- vanished from his eyes.
-
- Suddenly, at a turn of the path, two mowers from the meadow, with
- their scythes upon their shoulders, came upon him. He had not
- heard their feet on the deep turf. His chest relaxed, and his head
- began to sink; then, with the most desperate effort in his life, he
- lifted it again, and, darting a rapid side glance at the men,
- hastened by. They could not understand the mixed defiance and
- supplication of his face; to them he only looked "queer."
-
- "Been committin' a murder, have you?" asked one of them, grinning.
-
- "Startin' off on his journey, I guess," said the other.
-
-
- The next instant they were gone, and Jacob, with set teeth and
- clinched hands, smothered something that would have been a howl if
- he had given it voice. Sharp lines of pain were marked on his
- face, and, for the first time, the idea of resistance took fierce
- and bitter possession of his heart. But the mood was too unusual
- to last; presently he shook his head, and walked on towards
- Pardon's farm-house.
-
- Ann wore a smart gingham dress, and her first exclamation was:
- "Why, Jake! how nice you look. And so you know all about it, too?"
-
- "About what?"
-
- "I see you don't," said she. "I was too fast; but it makes no
- difference. I know you are willing to lend me a helping hand."
-
- "Oh, to be sure," Jacob answered.
-
- "And not mind a little company?"
-
- Jacob's face suddenly clouded; but he said, though with an effort:
- "No--not much--if I can be of any help."
-
- "It's rather a joke, after all," Ann Pardon continued, speaking
- rapidly; "they meant a surprise, a few of the young people; but
- sister Becky found a way to send me word, or I might have been
- caught like Meribah Johnson last week, in the middle of my work;
- eight or ten, she said, but more may drop in: and it's moonlight
- and warm, so they'll be mostly under the trees; and Robert won't be
- home till late, and I DO want help in carrying chairs, and
- getting up some ice, and handing around; and, though I know
- you don't care for merry makings, you CAN help me out, you see--
- "
-
- Here she paused. Jacob looked perplexed, but said nothing.
-
- "Becky will help what she can, and while I'm in the kitchen she'll
- have an eye to things outside," she said.
-
- Jacob's head was down again, and, moreover, turned on one side, but
- his ear betrayed the mounting blood. Finally he answered, in a
- quick, husky voice: "Well, I'll do what I can. What's first?"
-
- Thereupon he began to carry some benches from the veranda to a
- grassy bank beside the sycamore-tree. Ann Pardon wisely said no
- more of the coming surprise-party, but kept him so employed that,
- as the visitors arrived by twos and threes, the merriment was in
- full play almost before he was aware of it. Moreover, the night
- was a protecting presence: the moonlight poured splendidly upon the
- open turf beyond the sycamore, but every lilac-bush or trellis of
- woodbine made a nook of shade, wherein he could pause a moment and
- take courage for his duties. Becky Morton, Ann Pardon's youngest
- sister, frightened him a little every time she came to consult
- about the arrangement of seats or the distribution of refreshments;
- but it was a delightful, fascinating fear, such as he had never
- felt before in his life. He knew Becky, but he had never seen her
- in white and pink, with floating tresses, until now. In fact, he
- had hardly looked at her fairly, but now, as she glided into the
- moonlight and he paused in the shadow, his eyes took note of her
- exceeding beauty. Some sweet, confusing influence, he knew
- not what, passed into his blood.
-
- The young men had brought a fiddler from the village, and it was
- not long before most of the company were treading the measures of
- reels or cotillons on the grass. How merry and happy they all
- were! How freely and unembarrassedly they moved and talked! By
- and by all became involved in the dance, and Jacob, left alone and
- unnoticed, drew nearer and nearer to the gay and beautiful life
- from which he was expelled.
-
- With a long-drawn scream of the fiddle the dance came to an end,
- and the dancers, laughing, chattering, panting, and fanning
- themselves, broke into groups and scattered over the enclosure
- before the house. Jacob was surrounded before he could escape.
- Becky, with two lively girls in her wake, came up to him and said:
- "Oh Mr. Flint, why don't you dance?"
-
- If he had stopped to consider, he would no doubt have replied very
- differently. But a hundred questions, stirred by what he had seen,
- were clamoring for light, and they threw the desperate impulse to
- his lips.
-
- "If I COULD dance, would you dance with me?"
-
- The two lively girls heard the words, and looked at Becky with
- roguish faces.
-
- "Oh yes, take him for your next partner!" cried one.
-
- "I will," said Becky, "after he comes back from his journey."
-
- Then all three laughed. Jacob leaned against the tree, his eyes
- fixed on the ground.
-
- "Is it a bargain?" asked one of the girls.
-
- "No," said he, and walked rapidly away.
-
- He went to the house, and, finding that Robert had arrived, took
- his hat, and left by the rear door. There was a grassy alley
- between the orchard and garden, from which it was divided by a high
- hawthorn hedge. He had scarcely taken three paces on his way to
- the meadow, when the sound of the voice he had last heard, on the
- other side of the hedge, arrested his feet.
-
- "Becky, I think you rather hurt Jake Flint," said the girl.
-
- "Hardly," answered Becky; "he's used to that."
-
- "Not if he likes you; and you might go further and fare worse."
-
- "Well, I MUST say!" Becky exclaimed, with a laugh; "you'd like
- to see me stuck in that hollow, out of your way!"
-
- "It's a good farm, I've heard," said the other.
-
- "Yes, and covered with as much as it'll bear!"
-
- Here the girls were called away to the dance. Jacob slowly walked
- up the dewy meadow, the sounds of fiddling, singing, and laughter
- growing fainter behind him.
-
- "My journey!" he repeated to himself,--" my journey! why shouldn't
- I start on it now? Start off, and never come back?"
-
- It was a very little thing, after all, which annoyed him, but the
- mention of it always touched a sore nerve of his nature. A dozen
- years before, when a boy at school, he had made a temporary
- friendship with another boy of his age, and had one day said
- to the latter, in the warmth of his first generous confidence:
- "When I am a little older, I shall make a great journey, and come
- back rich, and buy Whitney's place!"
-
- Now, Whitney's place, with its stately old brick mansion, its
- avenue of silver firs, and its two hundred acres of clean, warm-
- lying land, was the finest, the most aristocratic property in all
- the neighborhood, and the boy-friend could not resist the
- temptation of repeating Jacob's grand design, for the endless
- amusement of the school. The betrayal hurt Jacob more keenly than
- the ridicule. It left a wound that never ceased to rankle; yet,
- with the inconceivable perversity of unthinking natures, precisely
- this joke (as the people supposed it to be) had been perpetuated,
- until "Jake Flint's Journey" was a synonyme for any absurd or
- extravagant expectation. Perhaps no one imagined how much pain he
- was keeping alive; for almost any other man than Jacob would have
- joined in the laugh against himself and thus good-naturedly buried
- the joke in time. "He's used to that," the people said, like Becky
- Morton, and they really supposed there was nothing unkind in the
- remark!
-
- After Jacob had passed the thickets and entered the lonely hollow
- in which his father's house lay, his pace became slower and slower.
-
- He looked at the shabby old building, just touched by the moonlight
- behind the swaying shadows of the weeping-willow, stopped, looked
- again, and finally seated himself on a stump beside the path.
-
- "If I knew what to do!" he said to himself, rocking backwards
- and forwards, with his hands clasped over his knees,--"if I knew
- what to do!"
-
- The spiritual tension of the evening reached its climax: he could
- bear no more. With a strong bodily shudder his tears burst forth,
- and the passion of his weeping filled him from head to foot. How
- long he wept he knew not; it seemed as if the hot fountains would
- never run dry. Suddenly and startlingly a hand fell upon his
- shoulder.
-
- "Boy, what does this mean?"
-
- It was his father who stood before him.
-
- Jacob looked up like some shy animal brought to bay, his eyes full
- of a feeling mixed of fierceness and terror; but he said nothing.
-
- His father seated himself on one of the roots of the old stump,
- laid one hand upon Jacob's knee, and said with an unusual
- gentleness of manner, "I'd like to know what it is that troubles
- you so much."
-
- After a pause, Jacob suddenly burst forth with: "Is there any
- reason why I should tell you? Do you care any more for me than the
- rest of 'em?"
-
- "I didn't know as you wanted me to care for you particularly," said
- the father, almost deprecatingly. "I always thought you had
- friends of your own age."
-
- "Friends? Devils!" exclaimed Jacob. "Oh, what have I done--what
- is there so dreadful about me that I should always be laughed at,
- and despised, and trampled upon? You are a great deal older than
- I am, father: what do you see in me? Tell me what it is, and how
- to get over it!"
-
- The eyes of the two men met. Jacob saw his father's face grow pale
- in the moonlight, while he pressed his hand involuntarily upon his
- heart, as if struggling with some physical pain. At last he spoke,
- but his words were strange and incoherent.
-
- "I couldn't sleep," he said; "I got up again and came out o' doors.
-
- The white ox had broken down the fence at the corner, and would
- soon have been in the cornfield. I thought it was that, maybe, but
- still your--your mother would come into my head. I was coming down
- the edge of the wood when I saw you, and I don't know why it was
- that you seemed so different, all at once--"
-
- Here he paused, and was silent for a minute. Then he said, in a
- grave, commanding tone: "Just let me know the whole story. I have
- that much right yet."
-
- Jacob related the history of the evening, somewhat awkwardly and
- confusedly, it is true; but his father's brief, pointed questions
- kept him to the narrative, and forced him to explain the full
- significance of the expressions he repeated. At the mention of
- "Whitney's place," a singular expression of malice touched the old
- man's face.
-
- "Do you love Becky Morton?" he asked bluntly, when all had been
- told.
-
- "I don't know," Jacob stammered; "I think not; because when I seem
- to like her most, I feel afraid of her."
-
- "It's lucky that you're not sure of it!" exclaimed the old man with
- energy; "because you should never have her."
-
- "No," said Jacob, with a mournful acquiescence, "I can never have
- her, or any other one."
-
- "But you shall--and will I when I help you. It's true I've not
- seemed to care much about you, and I suppose you're free to think
- as you like; but this I say: I'll not stand by and see you spit
- upon! `Covered with as much as it'll bear!' THAT'S a piece o'
- luck anyhow. If we're poor, your wife must take your poverty with
- you, or she don't come into MY doors. But first of all you must
- make your journey!"
-
- "My journey!" repeated Jacob.
-
- "Weren't you thinking of it this night, before you took your seat
- on that stump? A little more, and you'd have gone clean off, I
- reckon."
-
- Jacob was silent, and hung his head.
-
- "Never mind! I've no right to think hard of it. In a week we'll
- have finished our haying, and then it's a fortnight to wheat; but,
- for that matter, Harry and I can manage the wheat by ourselves.
- You may take a month, two months, if any thing comes of it. Under
- a month I don't mean that you shall come back. I'll give you
- twenty dollars for a start; if you want more you must earn it on
- the road, any way you please. And, mark you, Jacob! since you
- ARE poor, don't let anybody suppose you are rich. For my part,
- I shall not expect you to buy Whitney's place; all I ask is that
- you'll tell me, fair and square, just what things and what people
- you've got acquainted with. Get to bed now--the matter's settled;
- I will have it so."
-
- They rose and walked across the meadow to the house. Jacob had
- quite forgotten the events of the evening in the new prospect
- suddenly opened to him, which filled him with a wonderful confusion
- of fear and desire. His father said nothing more. They entered
- the lonely house together at midnight, and went to their beds; but
- Jacob slept very little.
-
- Six days afterwards he left home, on a sparkling June morning, with
- a small bundle tied in a yellow silk handkerchief under his arm.
- His father had furnished him with the promised money, but had
- positively refused to tell him what road he should take, or what
- plan of action he should adopt. The only stipulation was that his
- absence from home should not be less than a month.
-
- After he had passed the wood and reached the highway which followed
- the course of the brook, he paused to consider which course to
- take. Southward the road led past Pardon's, and he longed to see
- his only friends once more before encountering untried hazards; but
- the village was beyond, and he had no courage to walk through its
- one long street with a bundle, denoting a journey, under his arm.
- Northward he would have to pass the mill and blacksmith's shop at
- the cross-roads. Then he remembered that he might easily wade the
- stream at a point where it was shallow, and keep in the shelter of
- the woods on the opposite hill until he struck the road farther on,
- and in that direction two or three miles would take him into a
- neighborhood where he was not known.
-
- Once in the woods, an exquisite sense of freedom came upon him.
- There was nothing mocking in the soft, graceful stir of the
- expanded foliage, in the twittering of the unfrightened birds,
- or the scampering of the squirrels, over the rustling carpet of
- dead leaves. He lay down upon the moss under a spreading beech-
- tree and tried to think; but the thoughts would not come. He could
- not even clearly recall the keen troubles and mortifications he had
- endured: all things were so peaceful and beautiful that a portion
- of their peace and beauty fell upon men and invested them with a
- more kindly character.
-
- Towards noon Jacob found himself beyond the limited geography of
- his life. The first man he encountered was a stranger, who greeted
- him with a hearty and respectful "How do you do, sir?"
-
- "Perhaps," thought Jacob, "I am not so very different from other
- people, if I only thought so myself."
-
- At noon, he stopped at a farm-house by the roadside to get a drink
- of water. A pleasant woman, who came from the door at that moment
- with a pitcher, allowed him to lower the bucket and haul it up
- dripping with precious coolness. She looked upon him with good-
- will, for he had allowed her to see his eyes, and something in
- their honest, appealing expression went to her heart.
-
- "We're going to have dinner in five minutes," said she; "won't you
- stay and have something?"
-
- Jacob stayed and brake bread with the plain, hospitable family.
- Their kindly attention to him during the meal gave him the lacking
- nerve; for a moment he resolved to offer his services to the
- farmer, but he presently saw that they were not really needed, and,
- besides, the place was still too near home.
-
- Towards night he reached an old country tavern, lording it over an
- incipient village of six houses. The landlord and hostler were
- inspecting a drooping-looking horse in front of the stables. Now,
- if there was any thing which Jacob understood, to the extent of his
- limited experience, it was horse nature. He drew near, listened to
- the views of the two men, examined the animal with his eyes, and
- was ready to answer, "Yes, I guess so," when the landlord said,
- "Perhaps, sir, you can tell what is the matter with him."
-
- His prompt detection of the ailment, and prescription of a remedy
- which in an hour showed its good effects, installed him in the
- landlord's best graces. The latter said, "Well, it shall cost you
- nothing to-night," as he led the way to the supper-room. When
- Jacob went to bed he was surprised on reflecting that he had not
- only been talking for a full hour in the bar-room, but had been
- looking people in the face.
-
- Resisting an offer of good wages if he would stay and help look
- after the stables, he set forward the next morning with a new and
- most delightful confidence in himself. The knowledge that now
- nobody knew him as "Jake Flint" quite removed his tortured self-
- consciousness. When he met a person who was glum and ungracious of
- speech, he saw, nevertheless, that he was not its special object.
- He was sometimes asked questions, to be sure, which a little
- embarrassed him, but he soon hit upon answers which were
- sufficiently true without betraying his purpose.
-
- Wandering sometimes to the right and sometimes to the left, he
- slowly made his way into the land, until, on the afternoon of the
- fourth day after leaving home, he found himself in a rougher
- region--a rocky, hilly tract, with small and not very flourishing
- farms in the valleys. Here the season appeared to be more backward
- than in the open country; the hay harvest was not yet over.
-
- Jacob's taste for scenery was not particularly cultivated, but
- something in the loneliness and quiet of the farms reminded him of
- his own home; and he looked at one house after another,
- deliberating with himself whether it would not be a good place to
- spend the remainder of his month of probation. He seemed to be
- very far from home--about forty miles, in fact,--and was beginning
- to feel a little tired of wandering.
-
- Finally the road climbed a low pass of the hills, and dropped into
- a valley on the opposite side. There was but one house in view--a
- two-story building of logs and plaster, with a garden and orchard
- on the hillside in the rear. A large meadow stretched in front,
- and when the whole of it lay clear before him, as the road issued
- from a wood, his eye was caught by an unusual harvest picture.
-
- Directly before him, a woman, whose face was concealed by a huge,
- flapping sun-bonnet, was seated upon a mowing machine, guiding a
- span of horses around the great tract of thick grass which was
- still uncut. A little distance off, a boy and girl were raking the
- drier swaths together, and a hay-cart, drawn by oxen and driven by
- a man, was just entering the meadow from the side next the barn.
-
- Jacob hung his bundle upon a stake, threw his coat and waistcoat
- over the rail, and, resting his chin on his shirted arms, leaned on
- the fence, and watched the hay-makers. As the woman came down the
- nearer side she appeared to notice him, for her head was turned
- from time to time in his direction. When she had made the round,
- she stopped the horses at the corner, sprang lightly from her seat
- and called to the man, who, leaving his team, met her half-way.
- They were nearly a furlong distant, but Jacob was quite sure that
- she pointed to him, and that the man looked in the same direction.
- Presently she set off across the meadow, directly towards him.
-
- When within a few paces of the fence, she stopped, threw back the
- flaps of her sun-bonnet, and said, "Good day to you!" Jacob was
- so amazed to see a bright, fresh, girlish face, that he stared at
- her with all his eyes, forgetting to drop his head. Indeed, he
- could not have done so, for his chin was propped upon the top rail
- of the fence.
-
- "You are a stranger, I see," she added.
-
- "Yes, in these parts," he replied.
-
- "Looking for work?"
-
- He hardly knew what answer to make, so he said, at a venture,
- "That's as it happens." Then he colored a little, for the words
- seemed foolish to his ears.
-
- "Time's precious," said the girl, "so I'll tell you at once we want
- help. Our hay MUST be got in while the fine weather lasts."
-
- "I'll help you!" Jacob exclaimed, taking his arms from the rail,
- and looking as willing as he felt.
-
- "I'm so glad! But I must tell you, at first, that we're not rich,
- and the hands are asking a great deal now. How much do you
- expect?"
-
- "Whatever you please?" said he, climbing the fence.
-
- "No, that's not our way of doing business. What do you say to a
- dollar a day, and found?"
-
- "All right!" and with the words he was already at her side, taking
- long strides over the elastic turf.
-
- "I will go on with my mowing," said she, when they reached the
- horses, "and you can rake and load with my father. What name shall
- I call you by?"
-
- "Everybody calls me Jake."
-
- "`Jake!' Jacob is better. Well, Jacob, I hope you'll give us all
- the help you can."
-
- With a nod and a light laugh she sprang upon the machine. There
- was a sweet throb in Jacob's heart, which, if he could have
- expressed it, would have been a triumphant shout of "I'm not afraid
- of her! I'm not afraid of her!"
-
- The farmer was a kindly, depressed man, with whose quiet ways Jacob
- instantly felt himself at home. They worked steadily until sunset,
- when the girl, detaching her horses from the machine, mounted one
- of them and led the other to the barn. At the supper-table, the
- farmer's wife said: "Susan, you must be very tired."
-
- "Not now, mother!" she cheerily answered. "I was, I think, but
- after I picked up Jacob I felt sure we should get our hay in."
-
- "It was a good thing," said the farmer; "Jacob don't need to be
- told how to work."
-
- Poor Jacob! He was so happy he could have cried. He sat and
- listened, and blushed a little, with a smile on his face which it
- was a pleasure to see. The honest people did not seem to regard
- him in the least as a stranger; they discussed their family
- interests and troubles and hopes before him, and in a little while
- it seemed as if he had known them always.
-
- How faithfully he worked! How glad and tired he felt when night
- came, and the hay-mow was filled, and the great stacks grew beside
- the barn! But ah! the haying came to an end, and on the last
- evening, at supper, everybody was constrained and silent. Even
- Susan looked grave and thoughtful.
-
- "Jacob," said the farmer, finally, "I wish we could keep you until
- wheat harvest; but you know we are poor, and can't afford it.
- Perhaps you could--"
-
- He hesitated; but Jacob, catching at the chance and obeying his own
- unselfish impulse, cried: "Oh, yes, I can; I'll be satisfied with
- my board, till the wheat's ripe."
-
- Susan looked at him quickly, with a bright, speaking face.
- "It's hardly fair to you," said the farmer.
-
- "But I like to be here so much!" Jacob cried. "I like--all of
- you!"
-
- "We DO seem to suit," said the farmer, "like as one family. And
- that reminds me, we've not heard your family name yet."
-
- "Flint."
-
- "Jacob FLINT!" exclaimed the farmer's wife, with sudden
- agitation.
-
- Jacob was scared and troubled. They had heard of him, he thought,
- and who knew what ridiculous stories? Susan noticed an anxiety on
- his face which she could not understand, but she unknowingly came
- to his relief.
-
- "Why, mother," she asked, "do you know Jacob's family?"
-
- "No, I think not," said her mother, "only somebody of the name,
- long ago."
-
- His offer, however, was gratefully accepted. The bright, hot
- summer days came and went, but no flower of July ever opened as
- rapidly and richly and warmly as his chilled, retarded nature. New
- thoughts and instincts came with every morning's sun, and new
- conclusions were reached with every evening's twilight. Yet as the
- wheat harvest drew towards the end, he felt that he must leave the
- place. The month of absence had gone by, he scarce knew how. He
- was free to return home, and, though he might offer to bridge over
- the gap between wheat and oats, as he had already done between hay
- and wheat, he imagined the family might hesitate to accept such an
- offer. Moreover, this life at Susan's side was fast growing to be
- a pain, unless he could assure himself that it would be so forever.
-
- They were in the wheat-field, busy with the last sheaves; she
- raking and he binding. The farmer and younger children had gone to
- the barn with a load. Jacob was working silently and steadily, but
- when they had reached the end of a row, he stopped, wiped his
- wet brow, and suddenly said, "Susan, I suppose to-day finishes my
- work here."
-
- "Yes," she answered very slowly.
-
- "And yet I'm very sorry to go."
-
- "I--WE don't want you to go, if we could help it."
-
- Jacob appeared to struggle with himself. He attempted to speak.
- "If I could--" he brought out, and then paused. "Susan, would you
- be glad if I came back?"
-
- His eyes implored her to read his meaning. No doubt she read it
- correctly, for her face flushed, her eyelids fell, and she barely
- murmured, "Yes, Jacob."
-
- "Then I'll come!" he cried; "I'll come and help you with the oats.
- Don't talk of pay! Only tell me I'll be welcome! Susan, don't you
- believe I'll keep my word?"
-
- "I do indeed," said she, looking him firmly in the face.
-
- That was all that was said at the time; but the two understood each
- other tolerably well.
-
- On the afternoon of the second day, Jacob saw again the lonely
- house of his father. His journey was made, yet, if any of the
- neighbors had seen him, they would never have believed that he had
- come back rich.
-
- Samuel Flint turned away to hide a peculiar smile when he saw his
- son; but little was said until late that evening, after Harry and
- Sally had left. Then he required and received an exact account of
- Jacob's experience during his absence. After hearing the
- story to the end, he said, "And so you love this Susan Meadows?"
-
- "I'd--I'd do any thing to be with her."
-
- "Are you afraid of her?"
-
- "No!" Jacob uttered the word so emphatically that it rang through
- the house.
-
- "Ah, well!" said the old man, lifting his eyes, and speaking in the
- air, "all the harm may be mended yet. But there must be another
- test." Then he was silent for some time.
-
- "I have it!" he finally exclaimed. "Jacob, you must go back for
- the oats harvest. You must ask Susan to be your wife, and ask her
- parents to let you have her. But,--pay attention to my words!--you
- must tell her that you are a poor, hired man on this place, and
- that she can be engaged as housekeeper. Don't speak of me as your
- father, but as the owner of the farm. Bring her here in that
- belief, and let me see how honest and willing she is. I can easily
- arrange matters with Harry and Sally while you are away; and I'll
- only ask you to keep up the appearance of the thing for a month or
- so."
-
- "But, father,"--Jacob began.
-
- "Not a word! Are you not willing to do that much for the sake of
- having her all your life, and this farm after me? Suppose it is
- covered with a mortgage, if she is all you say, you two can work it
- off. Not a word more! It is no lie, after all, that you will tell
- her."
-
- "I am afraid," said Jacob, "that she could not leave her home now.
- She is too useful there, and the family is so poor."
-
- "Tell them that both your wages, for the first year, shall go to
- them. It'll be my business to rake and scrape the money together
- somehow. Say, too, that the housekeeper's place can't be kept for
- her--must be filled at once. Push matters like a man, if you mean
- to be a complete one, and bring her here, if she carries no more
- with her than the clothes on her back!"
-
- During the following days Jacob had time to familiarize his mind
- with this startling proposal. He knew his father's stubborn will
- too well to suppose that it could be changed; but the inevitable
- soon converted itself into the possible and desirable. The sweet
- face of Susan as she had stood before him in the wheat-field was
- continually present to his eyes, and ere long, he began to place
- her, in his thoughts, in the old rooms at home, in the garden,
- among the thickets by the brook, and in Ann Pardon's pleasant
- parlor. Enough; his father's plan became his own long before the
- time was out.
-
- On his second journey everybody seemed to be an old acquaintance
- and an intimate friend. It was evening as he approached the
- Meadows farm, but the younger children recognized him in the dusk,
- and their cry of, "Oh, here's Jacob!" brought out the farmer and
- his wife and Susan, with the heartiest of welcomes. They had all
- missed him, they said--even the horses and oxen had looked for him,
- and they were wondering how they should get the oats harvested
- without him.
-
- Jacob looked at Susan as the farmer said this, and her eyes seemed
- to answer, "I said nothing, but I knew you would come." Then,
- first, he felt sufficient courage for the task before him.
-
- He rose the next morning, before any one was stirring, and waited
- until she should come down stairs. The sun had not risen when she
- appeared, with a milk-pail in each hand, walking unsuspectingly to
- the cow-yard. He waylaid her, took the pails in his hand and said
- in nervous haste, "Susan, will you be my wife?"
-
- She stopped as if she had received a sudden blow; then a shy, sweet
- consent seemed to run through her heart. "O Jacob!" was all she
- could say.
-
- "But you will, Susan?" he urged; and then (neither of them exactly
- knew how it happened) all at once his arms were around her, and
- they had kissed each other.
-
- "Susan," he said, presently, "I am a poor man--only a farm hand,
- and must work for my living. You could look for a better husband."
-
- "I could never find a better than you, Jacob."
-
- "Would you work with me, too, at the same place?"
-
- "You know I am not afraid of work," she answered, "and I could
- never want any other lot than yours."
-
- Then he told her the story which his father had prompted. Her face
- grew bright and happy as she listened, and he saw how from her very
- heart she accepted the humble fortune. Only the thought of her
- parents threw a cloud over the new and astonishing vision. Jacob,
- however, grew bolder as he saw fulfilment of his hope so near.
- They took the pails and seated themselves beside neighbor cows, one
- raising objections or misgivings which the other manfully
- combated. Jacob's earnestness unconsciously ran into his hands, as
- he discovered when the impatient cow began to snort and kick.
-
- The harvesting of the oats was not commenced that morning. The
- children were sent away, and there was a council of four persons
- held in the parlor. The result of mutual protestations and much
- weeping was, that the farmer and his wife agreed to receive Jacob
- as a son-in-law; the offer of the wages was four times refused by
- them, and then accepted; and the chance of their being able to live
- and labor together was finally decided to be too fortunate to let
- slip. When the shock and surprise was over all gradually became
- cheerful, and, as the matter was more calmly discussed, the first
- conjectured difficulties somehow resolved themselves into trifles.
-
- It was the simplest and quietest wedding,--at home, on an August
- morning. Farmer Meadows then drove the bridal pair half-way on
- their journey, to the old country tavern, where a fresh conveyance
- had been engaged for them. The same evening they reached the farm-
- house in the valley, and Jacob's happy mood gave place to an
- anxious uncertainty as he remembered the period of deception upon
- which Susan was entering. He keenly watched his father's face when
- they arrived, and was a little relieved when he saw that his wife
- had made a good first impression.
-
- "So, this is my new housekeeper," said the old man. "I hope you
- will suit me as well as your husband does."
-
- "I'll do my best, sir," said she; "but you must have patience
- with me for a few days, until I know your ways and wishes."
-
- "Mr. Flint," said Sally, "shall I get supper ready?"
- Susan looked up in astonishment at hearing the name.
-
- "Yes," the old man remarked, "we both have the same name. The fact
- is, Jacob and I are a sort of relations."
-
- Jacob, in spite of his new happiness, continued ill at ease,
- although he could not help seeing how his father brightened under
- Susan's genial influence, how satisfied he was with her quick,
- neat, exact ways and the cheerfulness with which she fulfilled her
- duties. At the end of a week, the old man counted out the wages
- agreed upon for both, and his delight culminated at the frank
- simplicity with which Susan took what she supposed she had fairly
- earned.
-
- "Jacob," he whispered when she had left the room, "keep quiet one
- more week, and then I'll let her know."
-
- He had scarcely spoken, when Susan burst into the room again,
- crying, "Jacob, they are coming, they have come!"
-
- "Who?"
-
- "Father and mother; and we didn't expect them, you know, for a week
- yet."
-
- All three went to the door as the visitors made their appearance on
- the veranda. Two of the party stood as if thunderstruck, and two
- exclamations came together:
-
- "Samuel Flint!"
-
- "Lucy Wheeler!"
-
- There was a moment's silence; then the farmer's wife, with a
- visible effort to compose herself, said, "Lucy Meadows, now."
-
- The tears came into Samuel Flint's eyes. "Let us shake hands,
- Lucy," he said: "my son has married your daughter."
-
- All but Jacob were freshly startled at these words. The two shook
- hands, and then Samuel, turning to Susan's father, said: "And this
- is your husband, Lucy. I am glad to make his acquaintance."
-
- "Your father, Jacob!" Susan cried; "what does it all mean?"
-
- Jacob's face grew red, and the old habit of hanging his head nearly
- came back upon him. He knew not what to say, and looked wistfully
- at his father.
-
- "Come into the house and sit down," said the latter. "I think we
- shall all feel better when we have quietly and comfortably talked
- the matter over."
-
- They went into the quaint, old-fashioned parlor, which had already
- been transformed by Susan's care, so that much of its shabbiness
- was hidden. When all were seated, and Samuel Flint perceived that
- none of the others knew what to say, he took a resolution which,
- for a man of his mood and habit of life, required some courage.
-
- "Three of us here are old people," he began, "and the two young
- ones love each other. It was so long ago, Lucy, that it cannot be
- laid to my blame if I speak of it now. Your husband, I see, has an
- honest heart, and will not misunderstand either of us. The same
- thing often turns up in life; it is one of those secrets that
- everybody knows, and that everybody talks about except the persons
- concerned. When I was a young man, Lucy, I loved you truly, and I
- faithfully meant to make you my wife."
-
- "I thought so too, for a while," said she, very calmly.
-
- Farmer Meadows looked at his wife, and no face was ever more
- beautiful than his, with that expression of generous pity shining
- through it.
-
- "You know how I acted," Samuel Flint continued, "but our children
- must also know that I broke off from you without giving any reason.
-
- A woman came between us and made all the mischief. I was
- considered rich then, and she wanted to secure my money for her
- daughter. I was an innocent and unsuspecting young man, who
- believed that everybody else was as good as myself; and the woman
- never rested until she had turned me from my first love, and
- fastened me for life to another. Little by little I discovered the
- truth; I kept the knowledge of the injury to myself; I quickly got
- rid of the money which had so cursed me, and brought my wife to
- this, the loneliest and dreariest place in the neighborhood, where
- I forced upon her a life of poverty. I thought it was a just
- revenge, but I was unjust. She really loved me: she was, if not
- quite without blame in the matter, ignorant of the worst that had
- been done (I learned all that too late), and she never complained,
- though the change in me slowly wore out her life. I know now that
- I was cruel; but at the same time I punished myself, and was
- innocently punishing my son. But to HIM there was one way to
- make amends. `I will help him to a wife,' I said, `who will
- gladly take poverty with him and for his sake.' I forced him,
- against his will, to say that he was a hired hand on this place,
- and that Susan must be content to be a hired housekeeper. Now that
- I know Susan, I see that this proof might have been left out; but
- I guess it has done no harm. The place is not so heavily mortgaged
- as people think, and it will be Jacob's after I am gone. And now
- forgive me, all of you,--Lucy first, for she has most cause; Jacob
- next; and Susan,--that will be easier; and you, Friend Meadows, if
- what I have said has been hard for you to hear."
-
- The farmer stood up like a man, took Samuel's hand and his wife's,
- and said, in a broken voice: "Lucy, I ask you, too, to forgive
- him, and I ask you both to be good friends to each other."
-
- Susan, dissolved in tears, kissed all of them in turn; but the
- happiest heart there was Jacob's.
-
- It was now easy for him to confide to his wife the complete story
- of his troubles, and to find his growing self-reliance strengthened
- by her quick, intelligent sympathy. The Pardons were better
- friends than ever, and the fact, which at first created great
- astonishment in the neighborhood, that Jacob Flint had really gone
- upon a journey and brought home a handsome wife, began to change
- the attitude of the people towards him. The old place was no
- longer so lonely; the nearest neighbors began to drop in and insist
- on return visits. Now that Jacob kept his head up, and they got a
- fair view of his face, they discovered that he was not
- lacking, after all, in sense or social qualities.
-
- In October, the Whitney place, which had been leased for several
- years, was advertised to be sold at public sale. The owner had
- gone to the city and become a successful merchant, had outlived his
- local attachments, and now took advantage of a rise in real estate
- to disburden himself of a property which he could not profitably
- control.
-
- Everybody from far and wide attended the sale, and, when Jacob
- Flint and his father arrived, everybody said to the former: "Of
- course you've come to buy, Jacob." But each man laughed at his own
- smartness, and considered the remark original with himself.
-
- Jacob was no longer annoyed. He laughed, too, and answered: "I'm
- afraid I can't do that; but I've kept half my word, which is more
- than most men do."
-
- "Jake's no fool, after all," was whispered behind him.
-
- The bidding commenced, at first very spirited, and then gradually
- slacking off, as the price mounted above the means of the
- neighboring farmers. The chief aspirant was a stranger, a well-
- dressed man with a lawyer's air, whom nobody knew. After the usual
- long pauses and passionate exhortations, the hammer fell, and the
- auctioneer, turning to the stranger, asked, "What name?"
-
- "Jacob Flint!"
-
- There was a general cry of surprise. All looked at Jacob, whose
- eyes and mouth showed that he was as dumbfoundered as the rest.
-
- The stranger walked coolly through the midst of the crowd to
- Samuel Flint, and said, "When shall I have the papers drawn up?"
-
- "As soon as you can," the old man replied; then seizing Jacob by
- the arm, with the words, "Let's go home now!" he hurried him on.
-
- The explanation soon leaked out. Samuel Flint had not thrown away
- his wealth, but had put it out of his own hands. It was given
- privately to trustees, to be held for his son, and returned when
- the latter should have married with his father's consent. There
- was more than enough to buy the Whitney place.
-
- Jacob and Susan are happy in their stately home, and good as they
- are happy. If any person in the neighborhood ever makes use of the
- phrase "Jacob Flint's Journey," he intends thereby to symbolize the
- good fortune which sometimes follows honesty, reticence, and
- shrewdness.
-
-
-
- CAN A LIFE HIDE ITSELF?
-
-
- I had been reading, as is my wont from time to time, one of the
- many volumes of "The New Pitaval," that singular record of human
- crime and human cunning, and also of the inevitable fatality which,
- in every case, leaves a gate open for detection. Were it not for
- the latter fact, indeed, one would turn with loathing from such
- endless chronicles of wickedness. Yet these may be safely
- contemplated, when one has discovered the incredible fatuity of
- crime, the certain weak mesh in a network of devilish texture; or
- is it rather the agency of a power outside of man, a subtile
- protecting principle, which allows the operation of the evil
- element only that the latter may finally betray itself? Whatever
- explanation we may choose, the fact is there, like a tonic medicine
- distilled from poisonous plants, to brace our faith in the
- ascendancy of Good in the government of the world.
-
- Laying aside the book, I fell into a speculation concerning the
- mixture of the two elements in man's nature. The life of an
- individual is usually, it seemed to me, a series of
- RESULTS, the processes leading to which are not often visible,
- or observed when they are so. Each act is the precipitation of a
- number of mixed influences, more or less unconsciously felt; the
- qualities of good and evil are so blended therein that they defy
- the keenest moral analysis; and how shall we, then, pretend to
- judge of any one? Perhaps the surest indication of evil (I further
- reflected) is that it always tries to conceal itself, and the
- strongest incitement to good is that evil cannot be concealed. The
- crime, or the vice, or even the self-acknowledged weakness, becomes
- a part of the individual consciousness; it cannot be forgotten or
- outgrown. It follows a life through all experiences and to the
- uttermost ends of the earth, pressing towards the light with a
- terrible, demoniac power. There are noteless lives, of course--
- lives that accept obscurity, mechanically run their narrow round of
- circumstance, and are lost; but when a life endeavors to lose
- itself,--to hide some conscious guilt or failure,--can it succeed?
- Is it not thereby lifted above the level of common experience,
- compelling attention to itself by the very endeavor to escape it?
-
- I turned these questions over in my mind, without approaching, or
- indeed expecting, any solution,--since I knew, from habit, the
- labyrinths into which they would certainly lead me,--when a visitor
- was announced. It was one of the directors of our county
- almshouse, who came on an errand to which he attached no great
- importance. I owed the visit, apparently, to the circumstance that
- my home lay in his way, and he could at once relieve his
- conscience of a very trifling pressure and his pocket of a small
- package, by calling upon me. His story was told in a few words;
- the package was placed upon my table, and I was again left to my
- meditations.
-
- Two or three days before, a man who had the appearance of a "tramp"
- had been observed by the people of a small village in the
- neighborhood. He stopped and looked at the houses in a vacant way,
- walked back and forth once or twice as if uncertain which of the
- cross-roads to take, and presently went on without begging or even
- speaking to any one. Towards sunset a farmer, on his way to the
- village store, found him sitting at the roadside, his head resting
- against a fence-post. The man's face was so worn and exhausted
- that the farmer kindly stopped and addressed him; but he gave no
- other reply than a shake of the head.
-
- The farmer thereupon lifted him into his light country-wagon, the
- man offering no resistance, and drove to the tavern, where, his
- exhaustion being so evident, a glass of whiskey was administered to
- him. He afterwards spoke a few words in German, which no one
- understood. At the almshouse, to which he was transported the same
- evening, he refused to answer the customary questions, although he
- appeared to understand them. The physician was obliged to use a
- slight degree of force in administering nourishment and medicine,
- but neither was of any avail. The man died within twenty-four
- hours after being received. His pockets were empty, but two small
- leathern wallets were found under his pillow; and these formed
- the package which the director left in my charge. They were full
- of papers in a foreign language, he said, and he supposed I might
- be able to ascertain the stranger's name and home from them.
-
- I took up the wallets, which were worn and greasy from long
- service, opened them, and saw that they were filled with scraps,
- fragments, and folded pieces of paper, nearly every one of which
- had been carried for a long time loose in the pocket. Some were
- written in pen and ink, and some in pencil, but all were equally
- brown, worn, and unsavory in appearance. In turning them over,
- however, my eye was caught by some slips in the Russian character,
- and three or four notes in French; the rest were German. I laid
- aside "Pitaval" at once, emptied all the leathern pockets
- carefully, and set about examining the pile of material.
-
- I first ran rapidly through the papers to ascertain the dead man's
- name, but it was nowhere to be found. There were half a dozen
- letters, written on sheets folded and addressed in the fashion
- which prevailed before envelopes were invented; but the name was
- cut out of the address in every case. There was an official permit
- to embark on board a Bremen steamer, mutilated in the same way;
- there was a card photograph, from which the face had been scratched
- by a penknife. There were Latin sentences; accounts of expenses;
- a list of New York addresses, covering eight pages; and a number of
- notes, written either in Warsaw or Breslau. A more incongruous
- collection I never saw, and I am sure that had it not been for
- the train of thought I was pursuing when the director called
- upon me, I should have returned the papers to him without troubling
- my head with any attempt to unravel the man's story.
-
- The evidence, however, that he had endeavored to hide his life, had
- been revealed by my first superficial examination; and here, I
- reflected, was a singular opportunity to test both his degree of
- success and my own power of constructing a coherent history out of
- the detached fragments. Unpromising as is the matter, said I, let
- me see whether he can conceal his secret from even such unpractised
- eyes as mine.
-
- I went through the papers again, read each one rapidly, and
- arranged them in separate files, according to the character of
- their contents. Then I rearranged these latter in the order of
- time, so far as it was indicated; and afterwards commenced the work
- of picking out and threading together whatever facts might be
- noted. The first thing I ascertained, or rather conjectured, was
- that the man's life might be divided into three very distinct
- phases, the first ending in Breslau, the second in Poland, and the
- third and final one in America. Thereupon I once again rearranged
- the material, and attacked that which related to the first phase.
-
- It consisted of the following papers: Three letters, in a female
- hand, commencing "My dear brother," and terminating with "Thy
- loving sister, Elise;" part of a diploma from a gymnasium, or high
- school, certifying that [here the name was cut out] had
- successfully passed his examination, and was competent to
- teach,--and here again, whether by accident or design, the paper
- was torn off; a note, apparently to a jeweller, ordering a certain
- gold ring to be delivered to "Otto," and signed " B. V. H.;" a
- receipt from the package-post for a box forwarded to Warsaw, to the
- address of Count Ladislas Kasincsky; and finally a washing-list, at
- the bottom of which was written, in pencil, in a trembling hand:
- "May God protect thee! But do not stay away so very long."
-
- In the second collection, relating to Poland, I found the
- following: Six orders in Russian and three in French, requesting
- somebody to send by "Jean" sums of money, varying from two to eight
- hundred rubles. These orders were in the same hand, and all signed
- "Y." A charming letter in French, addressed "cher ami," and
- declining, in the most delicate and tender way, an offer of
- marriage made to the sister of the writer, of whose signature only
- "Amelie de" remained, the family name having been torn off. A few
- memoranda of expenses, one of which was curious: "Dinner with
- Jean, 58 rubles;" and immediately after it: "Doctor, 10 rubles."
- There were, moreover, a leaf torn out of a journal, and half of a
- note which had been torn down the middle, both implicating "Jean"
- in some way with the fortunes of the dead man.
-
- The papers belonging to the American phase, so far as they were to
- be identified by dates, or by some internal evidence, were fewer,
- but even more enigmatical in character. The principal one was a
- list of addresses in New York, divided into sections, the street
- boundaries of which were given. There were no names, but some
- of the addresses were marked +, and others ?, and a few had been
- crossed out with a pencil. Then there were some leaves of a
- journal of diet and bodily symptoms, of a very singular character;
- three fragments of drafts of letters, in pencil, one of them
- commencing, "Dog and villain!" and a single note of "Began work,
- September 10th, 1865." This was about a year before his death.
-
- The date of the diploma given by the gymnasium at Breslau was June
- 27, 1855, and the first date in Poland was May 3, 1861. Belonging
- to the time between these two periods there were only the order for
- the ring (1858), and a little memorandum in pencil, dated "Posen,
- Dec., 1859." The last date in Poland was March 18, 1863, and the
- permit to embark at Bremen was dated in October of that year.
- Here, at least, was a slight chronological framework. The
- physician who attended the county almshouse had estimated the man's
- age at thirty, which, supposing him to have been nineteen at the
- time of receiving the diploma, confirmed the dates to that extent.
-
- I assumed, at the start, that the name which had been so carefully
- cut out of all the documents was the man's own. The "Elise" of the
- letters was therefore his sister. The first two letters related
- merely to "mother's health," and similar details, from which it was
- impossible to extract any thing, except that the sister was in some
- kind of service. The second letter closed with: "I have enough
- work to do, but I keep well. Forget thy disappointment so far
- as _I_ am concerned, for I never expected any thing; I don't know
- why, but I never did."
-
- Here was a disappointment, at least, to begin with. I made a note
- of it opposite the date, on my blank programme, and took up the
- next letter. It was written in November, 1861, and contained a
- passage which keenly excited my curiosity. It ran thus: "Do,
- pray, be more careful of thy money. It may be all as thou sayest,
- and inevitable, but I dare not mention the thing to mother, and
- five thalers is all I can spare out of my own wages. As for thy
- other request, I have granted it, as thou seest, but it makes me a
- little anxious. What is the joke? And how can it serve thee?
- That is what I do not understand, and I have plagued myself not a
- little to guess."
-
- Among the Polish memoranda was this: "Sept. 1 to Dec. 1, 200
- rubles," which I assumed to represent a salary. This would give
- him eight hundred a year, at least twelve times the amount which
- his sister--who must either have been cook or housekeeper, since
- she spoke of going to market for the family--could have received.
- His application to her for money, and the manner of her reference
- to it, indicated some imprudence or irregularity on his part. What
- the "other request" was, I could not guess; but as I was turning
- and twisting the worn leaf in some perplexity, I made a sudden
- discovery. One side of the bottom edge had been very slightly
- doubled over in folding, and as I smoothed it out, I noticed some
- diminutive letters in the crease. The paper had been worn
- nearly through, but I made out the words: "Write very soon,
- dear Otto!"
-
- This was the name in the order for the gold ring, signed "B. V.
- H."--a link, indeed, but a fresh puzzle. Knowing the stubborn
- prejudices of caste in Germany, and above all in Eastern Prussia
- and Silesia, I should have been compelled to accept "Otto," whose
- sister was in service, as himself the servant of "B. V. H.," but
- for the tenderly respectful letter of "Amelie de----," declining
- the marriage offer for her sister. I re-read this letter very
- carefully, to determine whether it was really intended for "Otto."
- It ran thus:
-
-
- "DEAR FRIEND,--I will not say that your letter was entirely
- unexpected, either to Helmine or myself. I should, perhaps, have
- less faith in the sincerity of your attachment if you had not
- already involuntarily betrayed it. When I say that although I
- detected the inclination of your heart some weeks ago, and that I
- also saw it was becoming evident to my sister, yet I refrained from
- mentioning the subject at all until she came to me last evening
- with your letter in her hand,--when I say this, you will understand
- that I have acted towards you with the respect and sympathy which
- I profoundly feel. Helmine fully shares this feeling, and her poor
- heart is too painfully moved to allow her to reply. Do I not say,
- in saying this, what her reply must be? But, though her heart
- cannot respond to your love, she hopes you will always believe her
- a friend to whom your proffered devotion was an honor, and will
- be--if you will subdue it to her deserts--a grateful thing to
- remember. We shall remain in Warsaw a fortnight longer, as I think
- yourself will agree that it is better we should not
- immediately return to the castle. Jean, who must carry a fresh
- order already, will bring you this, and we hope to have good news
- of Henri. I send back the papers, which were unnecessary; we never
- doubted you, and we shall of course keep your secret so long as you
- choose to wear it.
- "AMELIE DE----"
-
-
- The more light I seemed to obtain, the more inexplicable the
- circumstances became. The diploma and the note of salary were
- grounds for supposing that "Otto" occupied the position of tutor in
- a noble Polish family. There was the receipt for a box addressed
- to Count Ladislas Kasincsky, and I temporarily added his family
- name to the writer of the French letter, assuming her to be his
- wife. "Jean" appeared to be a servant, and "Henri" I set down as
- the son whom Otto was instructing in the castle or family seat in
- the country, while the parents were in warsaw. Plausible, so far;
- but the letter was not such a one as a countess would have written
- to her son's tutor, under similar circumstances. It was addressed
- to a social equal, apparently to a man younger than herself, and
- for whom--supposing him to have been a tutor, secretary, or
- something of the kind--she must have felt a special sympathy. Her
- mention of "the papers" and "your secret" must refer to
- circumstances which would explain the mystery. "So long as you
- choose to WEAR it," she had written: then it was certainly a
- secret connected with his personal history.
-
- Further, it appeared that "Jean" was sent to him with "an
- order." What could this be, but one of the nine orders for money
- which lay before my eyes? I examined the dates of the latter, and
- lo! there was one written upon the same day as the lady's letter.
- The sums drawn by these orders amounted in all to four thousand two
- hundred rubles. But how should a tutor or secretary be in
- possession of his employer's money? Still, this might be accounted
- for; it would imply great trust on the part of the latter, but no
- more than one man frequently reposes in another. Yet, if it were
- so, one of the memoranda confronted me with a conflicting fact:
- "Dinner with Jean, 58 rubles." The unusual amount--nearly fifty
- dollars--indicated an act of the most reckless dissipation, and in
- company with a servant, if "Jean," as I could scarcely doubt, acted
- in that character. I finally decided to assume both these
- conjectures as true, and apply them to the remaining testimony.
-
- I first took up the leaf which had been torn out of a small journal
- or pocket note-book, as was manifested by the red edge on three
- sides. It was scribbled over with brief notes in pencil, written
- at different times. Many of them were merely mnemonic signs; but
- the recurrence of the letters J and Y seemed to point to
- transactions with "Jean," and the drawer of the various sums of
- money. The letter Y reminded me that I had been too hasty in
- giving the name of Kasincsky to the noble family; indeed, the name
- upon the post-office receipt might have no connection with the
- matter I was trying to investigate.
-
- Suddenly I noticed a "Ky" among the mnemonic signs, and the
- suspicion flashed across my mind that Count Kasincsky had signed
- the order with the last letter of his family name! To assume this,
- however, suggested a secret reason for doing so; and I began to
- think that I had already secrets enough on hand.
-
- The leaf was much rubbed and worn, and it was not without
- considerable trouble that I deciphered the following (omitting the
- unintelligible signs):
-
- "Oct. 30 (Nov. 12)--talk with Y; 20--Jean. Consider.
-
- "Nov. 15--with J--H--hope.
-
- "Dec. 1--Told the C. No knowledge of S--therefore safe. Uncertain
- of---- C to Warsaw. Met J. as agreed. Further and further.
-
- "Dec. 27--All for naught! All for naught!
-
- "Jan. 19, '63--Sick. What is to be the end? Threats. No tidings
- of Y. Walked the streets all day. At night as usual.
-
- "March 1--News. The C. and H. left yesterday. No more to hope.
- Let it come, then!"
-
-
- These broken words warmed my imagination powerfully. Looking at
- them in the light of my conjecture, I was satisfied that "Otto" was
- involved in some crime, or dangerous secret, of which "Jean" was
- either the instigator or the accomplice. "Y.," or Count
- Kasincsky,--and I was more than ever inclined to connect the two,--
- -also had his mystery, which might, or might not, be identical with
- the first. By comparing dates, I found that the entry made
- December 27 was three days later than the date of the letter of
- "Amelie de----"; and the exclamation "All for naught!"
- certainly referred to the disappointment it contained. I now
- guessed the "H." in the second entry to mean "Helmine." The two
- last suggested a removal to Warsaw from the country. Here was a
- little more ground to stand on; but how should I ever get at the
- secret?
-
- I took up the torn half of a note, which, after the first
- inspection, I had laid aside as a hopeless puzzle. A closer
- examination revealed several things which failed to impress me at
- the outset. It was written in a strong and rather awkward
- masculine hand; several words were underscored, two misspelled, and
- I felt--I scarcely knew why--that it was written in a spirit of
- mingled contempt and defiance. Let me give the fragment just as it
- lay before me:
-
-
- "ARON!
-
- It is quite time
- be done. Who knows
- is not his home by this
- CONCERN FOR THE
- that they are well off,
- sian officers are
- cide at once, my
- risau, or I must
- t TEN DAYS DELAY
- money can be divi-
- tier, and you may
- ever you please.
- untess goes, and she
- will know who you
- time, unless you carry
- friend or not
- decide,
- ann Helm."
-
-
- Here, I felt sure, was the clue to much of the mystery. The first
- thing that struck me was the appearance of a new name. I looked at
- it again, ran through in my mind all possible German names, and
- found that it could only be "Johann,"--and in the same instant I
- recalled the frequent habit of the Prussian and Polish nobility of
- calling their German valets by French names. This, then, was
- "Jean!" The address was certainly "Baron," and why thrice
- underscored, unless in contemptuous satire? Light began to break
- upon the matter at last. "Otto" had been playing the part, perhaps
- assuming the name, of a nobleman, seduced to the deception by his
- passion for the Countess' sister, Helmine. This explained the
- reference to "the papers," and "the secret," and would account for
- the respectful and sympathetic tone of the Countess' letter. But
- behind this there was certainly another secret, in which "Y."
- (whoever he might be) was concerned, and which related to money.
- The close of the note, which I filled out to read, "Your friend or
- not, as you may decide," conveyed a threat, and, to judge from the
- halves of lines immediately preceding it, the threat referred to
- the money, as well as to the betrayal of an assumed character.
-
- Here, just as the story began to appear in faint outline, my
- discoveries stopped for a while. I ascertained the breadth of
- the original note by a part of the middle-crease which remained,
- filled out the torn part with blank paper, completed the divided
- words in the same character of manuscript) and endeavored to guess
- the remainder, but no clairvoyant power of divination came to my
- aid. I turned over the letters again, remarking the neatness with
- which the addresses had been cut off, and wondering why the man had
- not destroyed the letters and other memoranda entirely, if he
- wished to hide a possible crime. The fact that they were not
- destroyed showed the hold which his past life had had upon him even
- to his dying hour. Weak and vain, as I had already suspected him
- to be,--wanting in all manly fibre, and of the very material which
- a keen, energetic villain would mould to his needs,--I felt that
- his love for his sister and for "Helmine," and other associations
- connected with his life in Germany and Poland, had made him cling
- to these worn records.
-
- I know not what gave me the suspicion that he had not even found
- the heart to destroy the exscinded names; perhaps the care with
- which they had been removed; perhaps, in two instances, the
- circumstance of their taking words out of the body of the letters
- with them. But the suspicion came, and led to a re-examination of
- the leathern wallets. I could scarcely believe my eyes, when
- feeling something rustle faintly as I pressed the thin lining of an
- inner pocket, I drew forth three or four small pellets of paper,
- and unrolling them, found the lost addresses! I fitted them to the
- vacant places, and found that the first letters of the sister in
- Breslau had been forwarded to "Otto Lindenschmidt," while the
- letter to Poland was addressed "Otto von Herisau."
-
- I warmed with this success, which exactly tallied with the previous
- discoveries, and returned again to the Polish memoranda The words
- "[Rus]sian officers" in "Jean's" note led me to notice that it had
- been written towards the close of the last insurrection in Poland--
- a circumstance which I immediately coupled with some things in the
- note and on the leaf of the journal. "No tidings of Y" might
- indicate that Count Kasincsky had been concerned in the rebellion,
- and had fled, or been taken prisoner. Had he left a large amount
- of funds in the hands of the supposed Otto von Herisau, which were
- drawn from time to time by orders, the form of which had been
- previously agreed upon? Then, when he had disappeared, might it
- not have been the remaining funds which Jean urged Otto to divide
- with him, while the latter, misled and entangled in deception
- rather than naturally dishonest, held back from such a step? I
- could hardly doubt so much, and it now required but a slight effort
- of the imagination to complete the torn note.
-
- The next letter of the sister was addressed to Bremen. After
- having established so many particulars, I found it easily
- intelligible. "I have done what I can," she wrote. "I put it in
- this letter; it is all I have. But do not ask me for money again;
- mother is ailing most of the time, and I have not yet dared to tell
- her all. I shall suffer great anxiety until I hear that the vessel
- has sailed. My mistress is very good; she has given me an advance
- on my wages, or I could not have sent thee any thing. Mother
- thinks thou art still in Leipzig: why didst thou stay there so
- long? but no difference; thy money would have gone anyhow."
-
- It was nevertheless singular that Otto should be without money, so
- soon after the appropriation of Count Kasincsky's funds. If the
- "20" in the first memorandum on the leaf meant "twenty thousand
- rubles," as I conjectured, and but four thousand two hundred were
- drawn by the Count previous to his flight or imprisonment, Otto's
- half of the remainder would amount to nearly eight thousand rubles;
- and it was, therefore, not easy to account for his delay in
- Leipzig, and his destitute condition.
-
- Before examining the fragments relating to the American phase of
- his life,--which illustrated his previous history only by
- occasional revelations of his moods and feelings,--I made one more
- effort to guess the cause of his having assumed the name of "Von
- Herisau." The initials signed to the order for the ring ("B. V.
- H.") certainly stood for the same family name; and the possession
- of papers belonging to one of the family was an additional evidence
- that Otto had either been in the service of, or was related to,
- some Von Herisau. Perhaps a sentence in one of the sister's
- letters--"Forget thy disappointment so far as _I_ am concerned, for
- I never expected any thing"--referred to something of the kind. On
- the whole, service seemed more likely than kinship; but in that
- case the papers must have been stolen.
-
- I had endeavored, from the start, to keep my sympathies out of
- the investigation, lest they should lead me to misinterpret the
- broken evidence, and thus defeat my object. It must have been the
- Countess' letter, and the brief, almost stenographic, signs of
- anxiety and unhappiness on the leaf of the journal, that first
- beguiled me into a commiseration, which the simple devotion and
- self-sacrifice of the poor, toiling sister failed to neutralize.
- However, I detected the feeling at this stage of the examination,
- and turned to the American records, in order to get rid of it.
-
- The principal paper was the list of addresses of which I have
- spoken. I looked over it in vain, to find some indication of its
- purpose; yet it had been carefully made out and much used. There
- was no name of a person upon it,--only numbers and streets, one
- hundred and thirty-eight in all. Finally, I took these, one by
- one, to ascertain if any of the houses were known to me, and found
- three, out of the whole number, to be the residences of persons
- whom I knew. One was a German gentleman, and the other two were
- Americans who had visited Germany. The riddle was read! During a
- former residence in New York, I had for a time been quite overrun
- by destitute Germans,--men, apparently, of some culture, who
- represented themselves as theological students, political refugees,
- or unfortunate clerks and secretaries,--soliciting assistance. I
- found that, when I gave to one, a dozen others came within the next
- fortnight; when I refused, the persecution ceased for about the
- same length of time. I became convinced, at last, that these
- persons were members of an organized society of beggars, and
- the result proved it; for when I made it an inviolable rule to give
- to no one who could not bring me an indorsement of his need by some
- person whom I knew, the annoyance ceased altogether.
-
- The meaning of the list of addresses was now plain. My nascent
- commiseration for the man was not only checked, but I was in danger
- of changing my role from that of culprit's counsel to that of
- prosecuting attorney.
-
- When I took up again the fragment of the first draught of a letter
- commencing, "Dog and villain!" and applied it to the words "Jean"
- or "Johann Helm," the few lines which could be deciphered became
- full of meaning. "Don't think," it began, "that I have forgotten
- you, or the trick you played me! If I was drunk or drugged the
- last night, I know how it happened, for all that. I left, but I
- shall go back. And if you make use of "(here some words were
- entirely obliterated) . . . . "is true. He gave me the ring, and
- meant" . . . . This was all I could make out. The other papers
- showed only scattered memoranda, of money, or appointments, or
- addresses, with the exception of the diary in pencil.
-
- I read the letter attentively, and at first with very little idea
- of its meaning. Many of the words were abbreviated, and there were
- some arbitrary signs. It ran over a period of about four months,
- terminating six weeks before the man's death. He had been
- wandering about the country during this period, sleeping in woods
- and barns, and living principally upon milk. The condition of his
- pulse and other physical functions was scrupulously set down,
- with an occasional remark of "good" or "bad." The conclusion was
- at last forced upon me that he had been endeavoring to commit
- suicide by a slow course of starvation and exposure. Either as the
- cause or the result of this attempt, I read, in the final notes,
- signs of an aberration of mind. This also explained the singular
- demeanor of the man when found, and his refusal to take medicine or
- nourishment. He had selected a long way to accomplish his purpose,
- but had reached the end at last.
-
- The confused material had now taken shape; the dead man, despite
- his will, had confessed to me his name and the chief events of his
- life. It now remained--looking at each event as the result of a
- long chain of causes--to deduce from them the elements of his
- individual character, and then fill up the inevitable gaps in the
- story from the probabilities of the operation of those elements.
- This was not so much a mere venture as the reader may suppose,
- because the two actions of the mind test each other. If they
- cannot, thus working towards a point and back again, actually
- discover what WAS, they may at least fix upon a very probable
- MIGHT HAVE BEEN.
-
- A person accustomed to detective work would have obtained my little
- stock of facts with much less trouble, and would, almost
- instinctively, have filled the blanks as he went along. Being an
- apprentice in such matters, I had handled the materials awkwardly.
- I will not here retrace my own mental zigzags between character and
- act, but simply repeat the story as I finally settled and accepted
- it.
-
- Otto Lindenschmidt was the child of poor parents in or near
- Breslau. His father died when he was young; his mother earned a
- scanty subsistence as a washerwoman; his sister went into service.
- Being a bright, handsome boy, he attracted the attention of a Baron
- von Herisau, an old, childless, eccentric gentleman, who took him
- first as page or attendant, intending to make him a superior valet
- de chambre. Gradually, however, the Baron fancied that he
- detected in the boy a capacity for better things; his condescending
- feeling of protection had grown into an attachment for the
- handsome, amiable, grateful young fellow, and he placed him in the
- gymnasium at Breslau, perhaps with the idea, now, of educating him
- to be an intelligent companion.
-
- The boy and his humble relatives, dazzled by this opportunity,
- began secretly to consider the favor as almost equivalent to his
- adoption as a son. (The Baron had once been married, but his wife
- and only child had long been dead.) The old man, of course, came
- to look upon the growing intelligence of the youth as his own work:
- vanity and affection became inextricably blended in his heart, and
- when the cursus was over, he took him home as the companion of
- his lonely life. After two or three years, during which the young
- man was acquiring habits of idleness and indulgence, supposing his
- future secure, the Baron died,--perhaps too suddenly to make full
- provision for him, perhaps after having kept up the appearance of
- wealth on a life-annuity, but, in any case, leaving very little, if
- any, property to Otto. In his disappointment, the latter
- retained certain family papers which the Baron had intrusted to his
- keeping. The ring was a gift, and he wore it in remembrance of his
- benefactor.
-
- Wandering about, Micawber-like, in hopes that something might turn
- up, he reached Posen, and there either met or heard of the Polish
- Count, Ladislas Kasincsky, who was seeking a tutor for his only
- son. His accomplishments, and perhaps, also, a certain
- aristocratic grace of manner unconsciously caught from the Baron
- von Herisau, speedily won for him the favor of the Count and
- Countess Kasincsky, and emboldened him to hope for the hand of the
- Countess' sister, Helmine ----, to whom he was no doubt sincerely
- attached. Here Johann Helm, or "Jean," a confidential servant of
- the Count, who looked upon the new tutor as a rival, yet adroitly
- flattered his vanity for the purpose of misleading and displacing
- him, appears upon the stage. "Jean" first detected Otto's passion;
- "Jean," at an epicurean dinner, wormed out of Otto the secret of
- the Herisau documents, and perhaps suggested the part which the
- latter afterwards played.
-
- This "Jean" seemed to me to have been the evil agency in the
- miserable history which followed. After Helmine's rejection of
- Otto's suit, and the flight or captivity of Count Kasincsky,
- leaving a large sum of money in Otto's hands, it would be easy for
- "Jean," by mingled persuasions and threats, to move the latter to
- flight, after dividing the money still remaining in his hands.
- After the theft, and the partition, which took place beyond the
- Polish frontier, "Jean" in turn, stole his accomplice's share,
- together with the Von Herisau documents.
-
- Exile and a year's experience of organized mendicancy did the rest.
-
- Otto Lindenschmidt was one of those natures which possess no moral
- elasticity--which have neither the power nor the comprehension of
- atonement. The first real, unmitigated guilt--whether great or
- small--breaks them down hopelessly. He expected no chance of self-
- redemption, and he found none. His life in America was so utterly
- dark and hopeless that the brightest moment in it must have been
- that which showed him the approach of death.
-
- My task was done. I had tracked this weak, vain, erring, hunted
- soul to its last refuge, and the knowledge bequeathed to me but a
- single duty. His sins were balanced by his temptations; his vanity
- and weakness had revenged themselves; and there only remained to
- tell the simple, faithful sister that her sacrifices were no longer
- required. I burned the evidences of guilt, despair and suicide,
- and sent the other papers, with a letter relating the time and
- circumstances of Otto Lindenschmidt's death, to the civil
- authorities of Breslau, requesting that they might be placed in the
- hands of his sister Elise.
-
- This, I supposed, was the end of the history, so far as my
- connection with it was concerned. But one cannot track a secret
- with impunity; the fatality connected with the act and the actor
- clings even to the knowledge of the act. I had opened my door a
- little, in order to look out upon the life of another, but in doing
- so a ghost had entered in, and was not to be dislodged until
- I had done its service.
-
- In the summer of 1867 I was in Germany, and during a brief journey
- of idlesse and enjoyment came to the lovely little watering-place
- of Liebenstein, on the southern slope of the Thuringian Forest. I
- had no expectation or even desire of making new acquaintances among
- the gay company who took their afternoon coffee under the noble
- linden trees on the terrace; but, within the first hour of my
- after-dinner leisure, I was greeted by an old friend, an author,
- from Coburg, and carried away, in my own despite, to a group of his
- associates. My friend and his friends had already been at the
- place a fortnight, and knew the very tint and texture of its
- gossip. While I sipped my coffee, I listened to them with one ear,
- and to Wagner's overture to "Lohengrin" with the other; and I
- should soon have been wholly occupied with the fine orchestra had
- I not been caught and startled by an unexpected name.
-
- "Have you noticed," some one asked, "how much attention the Baron
- von Herisau is paying her?"
-
- I whirled round and exclaimed, in a breath, "The Baron von
- Herisau!"
-
- "Yes," said my friend; "do you know him?"
-
- I was glad that three crashing, tremendous chords came from the
- orchestra just then, giving me time to collect myself before I
- replied: "I am not sure whether it is the same person: I knew a
- Baron von Herisau long ago: how old is the gentleman here?"
-
- "About thirty-five, I should think," my friend answered.
-
- "Ah, then it can't be the same person," said I: "still, if he
- should happen to pass near us, will you point him out to me?"
-
- It was an hour later, and we were all hotly discussing the question
- of Lessing's obligations to English literature, when one of the
- gentlemen at the table said: "There goes the Baron von Herisau: is
- it perhaps your friend, sir?"
-
- I turned and saw a tall man, with prominent nose, opaque black
- eyes, and black mustache, walking beside a pretty, insipid girl.
- Behind the pair went an elderly couple, overdressed and snobbish in
- appearance. A carriage, with servants in livery, waited in the
- open space below the terrace, and having received the two couples,
- whirled swiftly away towards Altenstein.
-
- Had I been more of a philosopher I should have wasted no second
- thought on the Baron von Herisau. But the Nemesis of the knowledge
- which I had throttled poor Otto Lindenschmidt's ghost to obtain had
- come upon me at last, and there was no rest for me until I had
- discovered who and what was the Baron. The list of guests which
- the landlord gave me whetted my curiosity to a painful degree; for
- on it I found the entry: "Aug. 15.--Otto V. Herisau, Rentier,
- East Prussia."
-
- It was quite dark when the carriage returned. I watched the
- company into the supper-room, and then, whisking in behind them,
- secured a place at the nearest table. I had an hour of quiet,
- stealthy observation before my Coburg friend discovered me, and by
- that time I was glad of his company and had need of his confidence.
- But, before making use of him in the second capacity, I desired to
- make the acquaintance of the adjoining partie carree. He had
- bowed to them familiarly in passing, and when the old gentleman
- said, "Will you not join us, Herr ----?" I answered my friend's
- interrogative glance with a decided affirmative, and we moved to
- the other table.
-
- My seat was beside the Baron von Herisau, with whom I exchanged the
- usual commonplaces after an introduction. His manner was cold and
- taciturn, I thought, and there was something forced in the smile
- which accompanied his replies to the remarks of the coarse old
- lady, who continually referred to the "Herr Baron" as authority
- upon every possible subject. I noticed, however, that he cast a
- sudden, sharp glance at me, when I was presented to the company as
- an American.
-
- The man's neighborhood disturbed me. I was obliged to let the
- conversation run in the channels already selected, and stupid
- enough I found them. I was considering whether I should not give
- a signal to my friend and withdraw, when the Baron stretched his
- hand across the table for a bottle of Affenthaler, and I caught
- sight of a massive gold ring on his middle finger. Instantly I
- remembered the ring which "B. V. H." had given to Otto
- Lindenschmidt, and I said to myself, "That is it!" The inference
- followed like lightning that it was "Johann Helm" who sat beside
- me, and not a Baron von Herisau!
-
-
- That evening my friend and I had a long, absorbing conversation in
- my room. I told him the whole story, which came back vividly to
- memory, and learned, in return, that the reputed Baron was supposed
- to be wealthy, that the old gentleman was a Bremen merchant or
- banker, known to be rich, that neither was considered by those who
- had met them to be particularly intelligent or refined, and that
- the wooing of the daughter had already become so marked as to be a
- general subject of gossip. My friend was inclined to think my
- conjecture correct, and willingly co-operated with me in a plan to
- test the matter. We had no considerable sympathy with the snobbish
- parents, whose servility to a title was so apparent; but the
- daughter seemed to be an innocent and amiable creature, however
- silly, and we determined to spare her the shame of an open scandal.
-
- If our scheme should seem a little melodramatic, it must not be
- forgotten that my friend was an author. The next morning, as the
- Baron came up the terrace after his visit to the spring, I stepped
- forward and greeted him politely, after which I said: "I see by
- the strangers' list that you are from East Prussia, Baron; have you
- ever been in Poland?" At that moment, a voice behind him called
- out rather sharply, "Jean!" The Baron started, turned round and
- then back to me, and all his art could not prevent the blood from
- rushing to his face. I made, as if by accident, a gesture with my
- hand, indicating success, and went a step further.
-
- "Because," said I, "I am thinking of making a visit to Cracow
- and Warsaw, and should be glad of any information--"
-
- "Certainly!" he interrupted me, "and I should be very glad to give
- it, if I had ever visited Poland."
-
- "At least," I continued, "you can advise me upon one point; but
- excuse me, shall we not sit down a moment yonder? As my question
- relates to money, I should not wish to be overheard."
-
- I pointed out a retired spot, just before reaching which we were
- joined by my friend, who suddenly stepped out from behind a clump
- of lilacs. The Baron and he saluted each other.
-
- "Now," said I to the former, "I can ask your advice, Mr. Johann
- Helm!"
-
- He was not an adept, after all. His astonishment and confusion
- were brief, to be sure, but they betrayed him so completely that
- his after-impulse to assume a haughty, offensive air only made us
- smile.
-
- "If I had a message to you from Otto Lindenschmidt, what then?" I
- asked.
-
- He turned pale, and presently stammered out, "He--he is dead!"
-
- "Now," said my friend, "it is quite time to drop the mask before
- us. You see we know you, and we know your history. Not from Otto
- Lindenschmidt alone; Count Ladislas Kasincsky--"
-
- "What! Has he come back from Siberia?" exclaimed Johann Helm. His
- face expressed abject terror; I think he would have fallen upon his
- knees before us if he had not somehow felt, by a rascal's
- instinct, that we had no personal wrongs to redress in unmasking
- him.
-
- Our object, however, was to ascertain through him the complete
- facts of Otto Lindenschmidt's history, and then to banish him from
- Liebenstein. We allowed him to suppose for awhile that we were
- acting under the authority of persons concerned, in order to make
- the best possible use of his demoralized mood, for we knew it would
- not last long.
-
- My guesses were very nearly correct. Otto Lindenschmidt had been
- educated by an old Baron, Bernhard von Herisau, on account of his
- resemblance in person to a dead son, whose name had also been Otto.
-
- He could not have adopted the plebeian youth, at least to the
- extent of giving him an old and haughty name, but this the latter
- nevertheless expected, up to the time of the Baron's death. He had
- inherited a little property from his benefactor, but soon ran
- through it. "He was a light-headed fellow," said Johann Helm, "but
- he knew how to get the confidence of the old Junkers. If he
- hadn't been so cowardly and fidgety, he might have made himself a
- career."
-
- The Polish episode differed so little from my interpretation that
- I need not repeat Helm's version. He denied having stolen Otto's
- share of the money, but could not help admitting his possession of
- the Von Herisau papers, among which were the certificates of birth
- and baptism of the old Baron's son, Otto. It seems that he
- had been fearful of Lindenschmidt's return from America, for
- he managed to communicate with his sister in Breslau, and in this
- way learned the former's death. Not until then had he dared to
- assume his present disguise.
-
- We let him go, after exacting a solemn pledge that he would betake
- himself at once to Hamburg, and there ship for Australia. (I
- judged that America was already amply supplied with individuals of
- his class.) The sudden departure of the Baron von Herisau was a
- two days' wonder at Liebenstein; but besides ourselves, only the
- Bremen banker knew the secret. He also left, two days afterwards,
- with his wife and daughter--their cases, it was reported, requiring
- Kissingen.
-
- Otto Lindenschmidt's life, therefore, could not hide itself. Can
- any life?
-
-
-
- TWIN-LOVE.
-
- When John Vincent, after waiting twelve years, married Phebe
- Etheridge, the whole neighborhood experienced that sense of relief
- and satisfaction which follows the triumph of the right. Not that
- the fact of a true love is ever generally recognized and respected
- when it is first discovered; for there is a perverse quality in
- American human nature which will not accept the existence of any
- fine, unselfish passion, until it has been tested and established
- beyond peradventure. There were two views of the case when John
- Vincent's love for Phebe, and old Reuben Etheridge's hard
- prohibition of the match, first became known to the community. The
- girls and boys, and some of the matrons, ranged themselves at once
- on the side of the lovers, but a large majority of the older men
- and a few of the younger supported the tyrannical father.
-
- Reuben Etheridge was rich, and, in addition to what his daughter
- would naturally inherit from him, she already possessed more than
- her lover, at the time of their betrothal. This in the eyes
- of one class was a sufficient reason for the father's hostility.
- When low natures live (as they almost invariably do) wholly in the
- present, they neither take tenderness from the past nor warning
- from the possibilities of the future. It is the exceptional men
- and women who remember their youth. So, these lovers received a
- nearly equal amount of sympathy and condemnation; and only slowly,
- partly through their quiet fidelity and patience, and partly
- through the improvement in John Vincent's worldly circumstances,
- was the balance changed. Old Reuben remained an unflinching despot
- to the last: if any relenting softness touched his heart, he
- sternly concealed it; and such inference as could be drawn from the
- fact that he, certainly knowing what would follow his death,
- bequeathed his daughter her proper share of his goods, was all that
- could be taken for consent.
-
- They were married: John, a grave man in middle age, weather-beaten
- and worn by years of hard work and self-denial, yet not beyond the
- restoration of a milder second youth; and Phebe a sad, weary woman,
- whose warmth of longing had been exhausted, from whom youth and its
- uncalculating surrenders of hope and feeling had gone forever.
- They began their wedded life under the shadow of the death out of
- which it grew; and when, after a ceremony in which neither
- bridesmaid nor groomsman stood by their side, they united their
- divided homes, it seemed to their neighbors that a separated
- husband and wife had come together again, not that the relation was
- new to either.
-
- John Vincent loved his wife with the tenderness of an innocent man,
- but all his tenderness could not avail to lift the weight of
- settled melancholy which had gathered upon her. Disappointment,
- waiting, yearning, indulgence in long lament and self-pity, the
- morbid cultivation of unhappy fancies--all this had wrought its
- work upon her, and it was too late to effect a cure. In the night
- she awoke to weep at his side, because of the years when she had
- awakened to weep alone; by day she kept up her old habit of
- foreboding, although the evening steadily refuted the morning; and
- there were times when, without any apparent cause, she would fall
- into a dark, despairing mood which her husband's greatest care and
- cunning could only slowly dispel.
-
- Two or three years passed, and new life came to the Vincent farm.
- One day, between midnight and dawn, the family pair was doubled;
- the cry of twin sons was heard in the hushed house. The father
- restrained his happy wonder in his concern for the imperilled life
- of the mother; he guessed that she had anticipated death, and she
- now hung by a thread so slight that her simple will might snap it.
- But her will, fortunately, was as faint as her consciousness; she
- gradually drifted out of danger, taking her returning strength with
- a passive acquiescence rather than with joy. She was hardly paler
- than her wont, but the lurking shadow seemed to have vanished from
- her eyes, and John Vincent felt that her features had assumed a new
- expression, the faintly perceptible stamp of some spiritual change.
-
-
- It was a happy day for him when, propped against his breast and
- gently held by his warm, strong arm, the twin boys were first
- brought to be laid upon her lap. Two staring, dark-faced
- creatures, with restless fists and feet, they were alike in every
- least feature of their grotesque animality. Phebe placed a hand
- under the head of each, and looked at them for a long time in
- silence.
-
- "Why is this?" she said, at last, taking hold of a narrow pink
- ribbon, which was tied around the wrist of one.
-
- "He's the oldest, sure," the nurse answered. "Only by fifteen
- minutes or so, but it generally makes a difference when twins come
- to be named; and you may see with your own eyes that there's no
- telling of 'em apart otherways."
-
- "Take off the ribbon, then," said Phebe quietly; "_I_ know them."
-
- "Why, ma'am, it's always done, where they're so like! And I'll
- never be able to tell which is which; for they sleep and wake and
- feed by the same clock. And you might mistake, after all, in
- giving 'em names--"
-
- "There is no oldest or youngest, John; they are two and yet one:
- this is mine, and this is yours."
-
- "I see no difference at all, Phebe," said John; "and how can we
- divide them?"
-
- "We will not divide," she answered; "I only meant it as a sign."
-
- She smiled, for the first time in many days. He was glad of heart,
- but did not understand her. "What shall we call them?" he
- asked. "Elias and Reuben, after our fathers?"
-
- "No, John; their names must be David and Jonathan."
-
- And so they were called. And they grew, not less, but more alike,
- in passing through the stages of babyhood. The ribbon of the older
- one had been removed, and the nurse would have been distracted, but
- for Phebe's almost miraculous instinct. The former comforted
- herself with the hope that teething would bring a variation to the
- two identical mouths; but no! they teethed as one child. John,
- after desperate attempts, which always failed in spite of the
- headaches they gave him, postponed the idea of distinguishing one
- from the other, until they should be old enough to develop some
- dissimilarity of speech, or gait, or habit. All trouble might have
- been avoided, had Phebe consented to the least variation in their
- dresses; but herein she was mildly immovable.
-
- "Not yet," was her set reply to her husband; and one day, when he
- manifested a little annoyance at her persistence, she turned to
- him, holding a child on each knee, and said with a gravity which
- silenced him thenceforth: "John, can you not see that our burden
- has passed into them? Is there no meaning in this--that two
- children who are one in body and face and nature, should be given
- to us at our time of life, after such long disappointment and
- trouble? Our lives were held apart; theirs were united before they
- were born, and I dare not turn them in different directions.
- Perhaps I do not know all that the Lord intended to say to us,
- in sending them; but His hand is here!"
-
- "I was only thinking of their good," John meekly answered. "If
- they are spared to grow up, there must be some way of knowing one
- from the other."
-
- "THEY will not need it, and I, too, think only of them. They
- have taken the cross from my heart, and I will lay none on theirs.
- I am reconciled to my life through them, John; you have been very
- patient and good with me, and I will yield to you in all things but
- in this. I do not think I shall live to see them as men grown;
- yet, while we are together, I feel clearly what it is right to do.
- Can you not, just once, have a little faith without knowledge,
- John?"
-
- "I'll try, Phebe," he said. "Any way, I'll grant that the boys
- belong to you more than to me."
-
- Phebe Vincent's character had verily changed. Her attacks of semi-
- hysterical despondency never returned; her gloomy prophecies
- ceased. She was still grave, and the trouble of so many years
- never wholly vanished from her face; but she performed every duty
- of her life with at least a quiet willingness, and her home became
- the abode of peace; for passive content wears longer than
- demonstrative happiness.
-
- David and Jonathan grew as one boy: the taste and temper of one was
- repeated in the other, even as the voice and features. Sleeping or
- waking, grieved or joyous, well or ill, they lived a single life,
- and it seemed so natural for one to answer to the other's name,
- that they probably would have themselves confused their own
- identities, but for their mother's unerring knowledge. Perhaps
- unconsciously guided by her, perhaps through the voluntary action
- of their own natures, each quietly took the other's place when
- called upon, even to the sharing of praise or blame at school, the
- friendships and quarrels of the playground. They were healthy and
- happy lads, and John Vincent was accustomed to say to his
- neighbors, "They're no more trouble than one would be; and yet
- they're four hands instead of two."
-
- Phebe died when they were fourteen, saying to them, with almost her
- latest breath, "Be one, always!" Before her husband could decide
- whether to change her plan of domestic education, they were passing
- out of boyhood, changing in voice, stature, and character with a
- continued likeness which bewildered and almost terrified him. He
- procured garments of different colors, but they were accustomed to
- wear each article in common, and the result was only a mixture of
- tints for both. They were sent to different schools, to be
- returned the next day, equally pale, suffering, and incapable of
- study. Whatever device was employed, they evaded it by a mutual
- instinct which rendered all external measures unavailing. To John
- Vincent's mind their resemblance was an accidental misfortune,
- which had been confirmed through their mother's fancy. He felt
- that they were bound by some deep, mysterious tie, which, inasmuch
- as it might interfere with all practical aspects of life, ought to
- be gradually weakened. Two bodies, to him, implied two distinct
- men, and it was wrong to permit a mutual dependence which
- prevented either from exercising his own separate will and
- judgment.
-
- But, while he was planning and pondering, the boys became young
- men, and he was an old man. Old, and prematurely broken; for he
- had worked much, borne much, and his large frame held only a
- moderate measure of vital force. A great weariness fell upon him,
- and his powers began to give way, at first slowly, but then with
- accelerated failure. He saw the end coming, long before his sons
- suspected it; his doubt, for their sakes, was the only thing which
- made it unwelcome. It was "upon his mind" (as his Quaker neighbors
- would say) to speak to them of the future, and at last the proper
- moment came.
-
- It was a stormy November evening. Wind and rain whirled and drove
- among the trees outside, but the sitting-room of the old farm-house
- was bright and warm. David and Jonathan, at the table, with their
- arms over each other's backs and their brown locks mixed together,
- read from the same book: their father sat in the ancient rocking-
- chair before the fire, with his feet upon a stool. The housekeeper
- and hired man had gone to bed, and all was still in the house.
-
- John waited until he heard the volume closed, and then spoke.
-
- "Boys," he said, "let me have a bit of talk with you. I don't seem
- to get over my ailments rightly,--never will, maybe. A man must
- think of things while there's time, and say them when they HAVE
- to be said. I don't know as there's any particular hurry in my
- case; only, we never can tell, from one day to another. When
- I die, every thing will belong to you two, share and share alike,
- either to buy another farm with the money out, or divide this: I
- won't tie you up in any way. But two of you will need two farms
- for two families; for you won't have to wait twelve years, like
- your mother and me."
-
- "We don't want another farm, father!" said David and Jonathan
- together.
-
- "I know you don't think so, now. A wife seemed far enough off from
- me when I was your age. You've always been satisfied to be with
- each other, but that can't last. It was partly your mother's
- notion; I remember her saying that our burden had passed into you.
- I never quite understood what she meant, but I suppose it must
- rather be the opposite of what WE had to bear."
-
- The twins listened with breathless attention while their father,
- suddenly stirred by the past, told them the story of his long
- betrothal.
-
- "And now," he exclaimed, in conclusion, "it may be putting wild
- ideas into your two heads, but I must say it! THAT was where I
- did wrong--wrong to her and to me,--in waiting! I had no right to
- spoil the best of our lives; I ought to have gone boldly, in broad
- day, to her father's house, taken her by the hand, and led her
- forth to be my wife. Boys, if either of you comes to love a woman
- truly, and she to love you, and there is no reason why God (I don't
- say man) should put you asunder, do as I ought to have done, not as
- I did! And, maybe, this advice is the best legacy I can leave
- you."
-
- "But, father," said David, speaking for both, "we have never
- thought of marrying."
-
- "Likely enough," their father answered; "we hardly ever think of
- what surely comes. But to me, looking back, it's plain. And this
- is the reason why I want you to make me a promise, and as solemn as
- if I was on my death-bed. Maybe I shall be, soon."
-
- Tears gathered in the eyes of the twins. "What is it, father?"
- they both said.
-
- "Nothing at all to any other two boys, but I don't know how
- YOU'll take it. What if I was to ask you to live apart for a
- while?"
-
- "Oh father!" both cried. They leaned together, cheek pressing
- cheek, and hand clasping hand, growing white and trembling. John
- Vincent, gazing into the fire, did not see their faces, or his
- purpose might have been shaken.
-
- "I don't say NOW," he went on. "After a while, when--well, when
- I'm dead. And I only mean a beginning, to help you toward what
- HAS to be. Only a month; I don't want to seem hard to you; but
- that's little, in all conscience. Give me your word: say, `For
- mother's sake!'"
-
- There was a long pause. Then David and Jonathan said, in low,
- faltering voices, "For mother's sake, I promise."
-
- "Remember that you were only boys to her. She might have made all
- this seem easier, for women have reasons for things no man can
- answer. Mind, within a year after I'm gone!"
-
- He rose and tottered out of the room.
-
- The twins looked at each other: David said, "Must we?" and
- Jonathan, "How can we?" Then they both thought, "It may be a long
- while yet." Here was a present comfort, and each seemed to hold it
- firmly in holding the hand of the other, as they fell asleep side
- by side.
-
- The trial was nearer than they imagined. Their father died before
- the winter was over; the farm and other property was theirs, and
- they might have allowed life to solve its mysteries as it rolled
- onwards, but for their promise to the dead. This must be
- fulfilled, and then--one thing was certain; they would never again
- separate.
-
- "The sooner the better," said David. "It shall be the visit to our
- uncle and cousins in Indiana. You will come with me as far as
- Harrisburg; it may be easier to part there than here. And our new
- neighbors, the Bradleys, will want your help for a day or two,
- after getting home."
-
- "It is less than death," Jonathan answered, "and why should it seem
- to be more? We must think of father and mother, and all those
- twelve years; now I know what the burden was."
-
- "And we have never really borne any part of it! Father must have
- been right in forcing us to promise."
-
- Every day the discussion was resumed, and always with the same
- termination. Familiarity with the inevitable step gave them
- increase of courage; yet, when the moment had come and gone, when,
- speeding on opposite trains, the hills and valleys multiplied
- between them with terrible velocity, a pang like death cut to the
- heart of each, and the divided life became a chill, oppressive
- dream.
-
- During the separation no letters passed between them. When the
- neighbors asked Jonathan for news of his brother, he always
- replied, "He is well," and avoided further speech with such
- evidence of pain that they spared him. An hour before the month
- drew to an end, he walked forth alone, taking the road to the
- nearest railway station. A stranger who passed him at the entrance
- of a thick wood, three miles from home, was thunderstruck on
- meeting the same person shortly after, entering the wood from the
- other side; but the farmers in the near fields saw two figures
- issuing from the shade, hand in hand.
-
- Each knew the other's month, before they slept, and the last thing
- Jonathan said, with his head on David's shoulder, was, "You must
- know our neighbors, the Bradleys, and especially Ruth." In the
- morning, as they dressed, taking each other's garments at random,
- as of old, Jonathan again said, "I have never seen a girl that I
- like so well as Ruth Bradley. Do you remember what father said
- about loving and marrying? It comes into my mind whenever I see
- Ruth; but she has no sister."
-
- "But we need not both marry," David replied, "that might part us,
- and this will not. It is for always now."
-
- "For always, David."
-
- Two or three days later Jonathan said, as he started on an errand
- to the village: "I shall stop at the Bradleys this evening, so you
- must walk across and meet me there."
-
- When David approached the house, a slender, girlish figure, with
- her back towards him, was stooping over a bush of great crimson
- roses, cautiously clipping a blossom here and there. At the
- click of the gate-latch she started and turned towards him. Her
- light gingham bonnet, falling back, disclosed a long oval face,
- fair and delicate, sweet brown eyes, and brown hair laid smoothly
- over the temples. A soft flush rose suddenly to her cheeks, and he
- felt that his own were burning.
-
- "Oh Jonathan!" she exclaimed, transferring the roses to her left
- hand, and extending her right, as she came forward.
-
- He was too accustomed to the name to recognize her mistake at once,
- and the word "Ruth!" came naturally to his lips.
-
- "I should know your brother David has come," she then said; "even
- if I had not heard so. You look so bright. How glad I am!"
-
- "Is he not here?" David asked.
-
- "No; but there he is now, surely!" She turned towards the lane,
- where Jonathan was dismounting. "Why, it is yourself over again,
- Jonathan!"
-
- As they approached, a glance passed between the twins, and a secret
- transfer of the riding-whip to David set their identity right with
- Ruth, whose manner toward the latter innocently became shy with all
- its friendliness, while her frank, familiar speech was given to
- Jonathan, as was fitting. But David also took the latter to
- himself, and when they left, Ruth had apparently forgotten that
- there was any difference in the length of their acquaintance.
-
- On their way homewards David said: "Father was right. We must
- marry, like others, and Ruth is the wife for us,--I mean for
- you, Jonathan. Yes, we must learn to say MINE and YOURS,
- after all, when we speak of her."
-
- "Even she cannot separate us, it seems," Jonathan answered. "We
- must give her some sign, and that will also be a sign for others.
- It will seem strange to divide ourselves; we can never learn it
- properly; rather let us not think of marriage."
-
- "We cannot help thinking of it; she stands in mother's place now,
- as we in father's."
-
- Then both became silent and thoughtful. They felt that something
- threatened to disturb what seemed to be the only possible life for
- them, yet were unable to distinguish its features, and therefore
- powerless to resist it. The same instinct which had been born of
- their wonderful spiritual likeness told them that Ruth Bradley
- already loved Jonathan: the duty was established, and they must
- conform their lives to it. There was, however, this slight
- difference between their natures--that David was generally the
- first to utter the thought which came to the minds of both. So
- when he said, "We shall learn what to do when the need comes," it
- was a postponement of all foreboding. They drifted contentedly
- towards the coming change.
-
- The days went by, and their visits to Ruth Bradley were continued.
- Sometimes Jonathan went alone, but they were usually together, and
- the tie which united the three became dearer and sweeter as it was
- more closely drawn. Ruth learned to distinguish between the two
- when they were before her: at least she said so, and they were
- willing to believe it. But she was hardly aware how nearly
- alike was the happy warmth in her bosom produced by either pair of
- dark gray eyes and the soft half-smile which played around either
- mouth. To them she seemed to be drawn within the mystic circle
- which separated them from others--she, alone; and they no longer
- imagined a life in which she should not share.
-
- Then the inevitable step was taken. Jonathan declared his love,
- and was answered. Alas! he almost forgot David that late summer
- evening, as they sat in the moonlight, and over and over again
- assured each other how dear they had grown. He felt the trouble in
- David's heart when they met.
-
- "Ruth is ours, and I bring her kiss to you," he said, pressing his
- lips to David's; but the arms flung around him trembled, and David
- whispered, "Now the change begins."
-
- "Oh, this cannot be our burden!" Jonathan cried, with all the
- rapture still warm in his heart.
-
- "If it is, it will be light, or heavy, or none at all, as we shall
- bear it," David answered, with a smile of infinite tenderness.
-
- For several days he allowed Jonathan to visit the Bradley farm
- alone, saying that it must be so on Ruth's account. Her love, he
- declared, must give her the fine instinct which only their mother
- had ever possessed, and he must allow it time to be confirmed.
- Jonathan, however, insisted that Ruth already possessed it; that
- she was beginning to wonder at his absence, and to fear that she
- would not be entirely welcome to the home which must always be
- equally his.
-
- David yielded at once.
-
- "You must go alone," said Jonathan, "to satisfy yourself that she
- knows us at last."
-
- Ruth came forth from the house as he drew near. Her face beamed;
- she laid her hands upon his shoulders and kissed him. "Now you
- cannot doubt me, Ruth!" he said, gently.
-
- "Doubt you, Jonathan!" she exclaimed with a fond reproach in her
- eyes. "But you look troubled; is any thing the matter?"
-
- "I was thinking of my brother," said David, in a low tone.
-
- "Tell me what it is," she said, drawing him into the little arbor
- of woodbine near the gate. They took seats side by side on the
- rustic bench. "He thinks I may come between you: is it not that?"
- she asked. Only one thing was clear to David's mind--that she
- would surely speak more frankly and freely of him to the supposed
- Jonathan than to his real self. This once he would permit the
- illusion.
-
- "Not more than must be," he answered. "He knew all from the very
- beginning. But we have been like one person in two bodies, and any
- change seems to divide us."
-
- "I feel as you do," said Ruth. "I would never consent to be your
- wife, if I could really divide you. I love you both too well for
- that."
-
- "Do you love me?" he asked, entirely forgetting his representative
- part.
-
- Again the reproachful look, which faded away as she met his eyes.
- She fell upon his breast, and gave him kisses which were answered
- with equal tenderness. Suddenly he covered his face with his
- hands, and burst into a passion of tears.
-
- "Jonathan! Oh Jonathan!" she cried, weeping with alarm and
- sympathetic pain.
-
- It was long before he could speak; but at last, turning away his
- head, he faltered, "I am David!"
-
- There was a long silence.
-
- When he looked up she was sitting with her hands rigidly clasped in
- her lap: her face was very pale.
-
- "There it is, Ruth," he said; "we are one heart and one soul.
- Could he love, and not I? You cannot decide between us, for one is
- the other. If I had known you first, Jonathan would be now in my
- place. What follows, then?"
-
- "No marriage," she whispered.
-
- "No!" he answered; "we brothers must learn to be two men instead of
- one. You will partly take my place with Jonathan; I must live with
- half my life, unless I can find, somewhere in the world, your other
- half."
-
- "I cannot part you, David!"
-
- "Something stronger than you or me parts us, Ruth. If it were
- death, we should bow to God's will: well, it can no more be got
- away from than death or judgment. Say no more: the pattern of all
- this was drawn long before we were born, and we cannot do any
- thing but work it out."
-
- He rose and stood before her. "Remember this, Ruth," he said; "it
- is no blame in us to love each other. Jonathan will see the truth
- in my face when we meet, and I speak for him also. You will not
- see me again until your wedding-day, and then no more afterwards--
- but, yes! ONCE, in some far-off time, when you shall know me to
- be David, and still give me the kiss you gave to-day."
-
- "Ah, after death!" she thought: "I have parted them forever." She
- was about to rise, but fell upon the seat again, fainting. At the
- same moment Jonathan appeared at David's side.
-
- No word was said. They bore her forth and supported her between
- them until the fresh breeze had restored her to consciousness. Her
- first glance rested on the brother's hands, clasping; then, looking
- from one to the other, she saw that the cheeks of both were wet.
-
- "Now, leave me," she said, "but come to-morrow, Jonathan!" Even
- then she turned from one to the other, with a painful, touching
- uncertainty, and stretched out both hands to them in farewell.
-
- How that poor twin heart struggled with itself is only known to
- God. All human voices, and as they believed, also the Divine
- Voice, commanded the division of their interwoven life. Submission
- would have seemed easier, could they have taken up equal and
- similar burdens; but David was unable to deny that his pack was
- overweighted. For the first time, their thoughts began to diverge.
-
- At last David said: "For mother's sake, Jonathan, as we promised.
- She always called you HER child. And for Ruth's sake, and
- father's last advice: they all tell me what I must do."
-
- It was like the struggle between will and desire, in the same
- nature, and none the less fierce or prolonged because the softer
- quality foresaw its ultimate surrender. Long after he felt the
- step to be inevitable, Jonathan sought to postpone it, but he was
- borne by all combined influences nearer and nearer to the time.
-
- And now the wedding-day came. David was to leave home the same
- evening, after the family dinner under his father's roof. In the
- morning he said to Jonathan: "I shall not write until I feel that
- I have become other than now, but I shall always be here, in you,
- as you will be in me, everywhere. Whenever you want me, I shall
- know it; and I think I shall know when to return."
-
- The hearts of all the people went out towards them as they stood
- together in the little village church. Both were calm, but very
- pale and abstracted in their expression, yet their marvellous
- likeness was still unchanged. Ruth's eyes were cast down so they
- could not be seen; she trembled visibly, and her voice was scarcely
- audible when she spoke the vow. It was only known in the
- neighborhood that David was going to make another journey. The
- truth could hardly have been guessed by persons whose ideas follow
- the narrow round of their own experiences; had it been, there would
- probably have been more condemnation than sympathy. But in a vague
- way the presence of some deeper element was felt--the falling
- of a shadow, although the outstretched wing was unseen. Far above
- them, and above the shadow, watched the Infinite Pity, which was
- not denied to three hearts that day.
-
- It was a long time, more than a year, and Ruth was lulling her
- first child on her bosom, before a letter came from David. He had
- wandered westwards, purchased some lands on the outer line of
- settlement, and appeared to be leading a wild and lonely life. "I
- know now," he wrote, "just how much there is to bear, and how to
- bear it. Strange men come between us, but you are not far off when
- I am alone on these plains. There is a place where I can always
- meet you, and I know that you have found it,--under the big ash-
- tree by the barn. I think I am nearly always there about sundown,
- and on moonshiny nights, because we are then nearest together; and
- I never sleep without leaving you half my blanket. When I first
- begin to wake I always feel your breath, so we are never really
- parted for long. I do not know that I can change much; it is not
- easy; it is like making up your mind to have different colored eyes
- and hair, and I can only get sunburnt and wear a full beard. But
- we are hardly as unhappy as we feared to be; mother came the other
- night, in a dream, and took us on her knees. Oh, come to me,
- Jonathan, but for one day! No, you will not find me; I am going
- across the Plains!"
-
- And Jonathan and Ruth? They loved each other tenderly; no external
- trouble visited them; their home was peaceful and pure; and
- yet, every room and stairway and chair was haunted by a sorrowful
- ghost. As a neighbor said after visiting them, "There seemed to be
- something lost." Ruth saw how constantly and how unconsciously
- Jonathan turned to see his own every feeling reflected in the
- missing eyes; how his hand sought another, even while its fellow
- pressed hers; how half-spoken words, day and night, died upon his
- lips, because they could not reach the twin-ear. She knew not how
- it came, but her own nature took upon itself the same habit. She
- felt that she received a less measure of love than she gave--not
- from Jonathan, in whose whole, warm, transparent heart no other
- woman had ever looked, but something of her own passed beyond him
- and never returned. To both their life was like one of those
- conjurer's cups, seemingly filled with red wine, which is held from
- the lips by the false crystal hollow.
-
- Neither spoke of this: neither dared to speak. The years dragged
- out their slow length, with rare and brief messages from David.
- Three children were in the house, and still peace and plenty laid
- their signs upon its lintels. But at last Ruth, who had been
- growing thinner and paler ever since the birth of her first boy,
- became seriously ill. Consumption was hers by inheritance, and it
- now manifested itself in a form which too surely foretold the
- result. After the physician had gone, leaving his fatal verdict
- behind him, she called to Jonathan, who, bewildered by his grief,
- sank down on his knees at her bedside and sobbed upon her breast.
-
- "Don't grieve," she said; "this is my share of the burden. If I
- have taken too much from you and David, now comes the atonement.
- Many things have grown clear to me. David was right when he said
- that there was no blame. But my time is even less than the doctor
- thinks: where is David? Can you not bid him come?"
-
- "I can only call him with my heart," he answered. "And will he
- hear me now, after nearly seven years?"
-
- "Call, then!" she eagerly cried. "Call with all the strength of
- your love for him and for me, and I believe he will hear you!"
-
- The sun was just setting. Jonathan went to the great ash-tree,
- behind the barn, fell upon his knees, and covered his face, and the
- sense of an exceeding bitter cry filled his heart. All the
- suppressed and baffled longing, the want, the hunger, the
- unremitting pain of years, came upon him and were crowded into the
- single prayer, "Come, David, or I die!" Before the twilight faded,
- while he was still kneeling, an arm came upon his shoulder, and the
- faint touch of another cheek upon his own. It was hardly for the
- space of a thought, but he knew the sign.
-
- "David will come!" he said to Ruth.
-
- From that day all was changed. The cloud of coming death which
- hung over the house was transmuted into fleecy gold. All the lost
- life came back to Jonathan's face, all the unrestful sweetness of
- Ruth's brightened into a serene beatitude. Months had passed since
- David had been heard from; they knew not how to reach him
- without many delays; yet neither dreamed of doubting his
- coming.
-
- Two weeks passed, three, and there was neither word nor sign.
- Jonathan and Ruth thought, "He is near," and one day a singular
- unrest fell upon the former. Ruth saw it, but said nothing until
- night came, when she sent Jonathan from her bedside with the words,
- "Go and meet him?"
-
- An hour afterwards she heard double steps on the stone walk in
- front of the house. They came slowly to the door; it opened; she
- heard them along the hall and ascending the stairs; then the
- chamber-lamp showed her the two faces, bright with a single,
- unutterable joy.
-
- One brother paused at the foot of the bed; the other drew near and
- bent over her. She clasped her thin hands around his neck, kissed
- him fondly, and cried, "Dear, dear David!"
-
- "Dear Ruth," he said, "I came as soon as I could. I was far away,
- among wild mountains, when I felt that Jonathan was calling me. I
- knew that I must return, never to leave you more, and there was
- still a little work to finish. Now we shall all live again!"
-
- "Yes," said Jonathan, coming to her other side, "try to live,
- Ruth!"
-
- Her voice came clear, strong, and full of authority. "I DO live,
- as never before. I shall take all my life with me when I go to
- wait for one soul, as I shall find it there! Our love unites, not
- divides, from this hour!"
-
- The few weeks still left to her were a season of almost
- superhuman peace. She faded slowly and painlessly, taking the
- equal love of the twin-hearts, and giving an equal tenderness and
- gratitude. Then first she saw the mysterious need which united
- them, the fulness and joy wherewith each completed himself in the
- other. All the imperfect past was enlightened, and the end, even
- that now so near, was very good.
-
- Every afternoon they carried her down to a cushioned chair on the
- veranda, where she could enjoy the quiet of the sunny landscape,
- the presence of the brothers seated at her feet, and the sports of
- her children on the grass. Thus, one day, while David and Jonathan
- held her hands and waited for her to wake from a happy sleep, she
- went before them, and, ere they guessed the truth, she was waiting
- for their one soul in the undiscovered land.
-
- And Jonathan's children, now growing into manhood and girlhood,
- also call David "father." The marks left by their divided lives
- have long since vanished from their faces; the middle-aged men,
- whose hairs are turning gray, still walk hand in hand, still sleep
- upon the same pillow, still have their common wardrobe, as when
- they were boys. They talk of "our Ruth" with no sadness, for they
- believe that death will make them one, when, at the same moment, he
- summons both. And we who know them, to whom they have confided the
- touching mystery of their nature, believe so too.
-
-
-
- THE EXPERIENCES OF THE A. C.
-
- Bridgeport! Change cars for the Naugatuck Railroad!" shouted the
- conductor of the New York and Boston Express Train, on the evening
- of May 27th, 1858. Indeed, he does it every night (Sundays
- excepted), for that matter; but as this story refers especially to
- Mr. J. Edward Johnson, who was a passenger on that train, on the
- aforesaid evening, I make special mention of the fact. Mr.
- Johnson, carpet-bag in hand, jumped upon the platform, entered the
- office, purchased a ticket for Waterbury, and was soon whirling in
- the Naugatuck train towards his destination.
-
- On reaching Waterbury, in the soft spring twilight, Mr. Johnson
- walked up and down in front of the station, curiously scanning the
- faces of the assembled crowd. Presently he noticed a gentleman who
- was performing the same operation upon the faces of the alighting
- passengers. Throwing himself directly in the way of the latter,
- the two exchanged a steady gaze.
-
- "Is your name Billings?" "Is your name Johnson?" were
- simultaneous questions, followed by the simultaneous exclamations--
- "Ned!" "Enos!"
-
- Then there was a crushing grasp of hands, repeated after a pause,
- in testimony of ancient friendship, and Mr. Billings, returning to
- practical life, asked--
-
- "Is that all your baggage? Come, I have a buggy here: Eunice has
- heard the whistle, and she'll be impatient to welcome you."
-
- The impatience of Eunice (Mrs. Billings, of course,) was not of
- long duration, for in five minutes thereafter she stood at the door
- of her husband's chocolate-colored villa, receiving his friend.
-
- While these three persons are comfortably seated at the tea-table,
- enjoying their waffles, cold tongue, and canned peaches, and asking
- and answering questions helter-skelter in the delightful confusion
- of reunion after long separation, let us briefly inform the reader
- who and what they are.
-
- Mr. Enos Billings, then, was part owner of a manufactory of metal
- buttons, forty years old, of middling height, ordinarily quiet and
- rather shy, but with a large share of latent warmth and enthusiasm
- in his nature. His hair was brown, slightly streaked with gray,
- his eyes a soft, dark hazel, forehead square, eyebrows straight,
- nose of no very marked character, and a mouth moderately full, with
- a tendency to twitch a little at the corners. His voice was
- undertoned, but mellow and agreeable.
-
- Mrs. Eunice Billings, of nearly equal age, was a good specimen of
- the wide-awake New-England woman. Her face had a piquant smartness
- of expression, which might have been refined into a sharp
- edge, but for her natural hearty good-humor. Her head was smoothly
- formed, her face a full oval, her hair and eyes blond and blue in
- a strong light, but brown and steel-gray at other times, and her
- complexion of that ripe fairness into which a ruddier color will
- sometimes fade. Her form, neither plump nor square, had yet a
- firm, elastic compactness, and her slightest movement conveyed a
- certain impression of decision and self-reliance.
-
- As for J. Edward Johnson, it is enough to say that he was a tall,
- thin gentleman of forty-five, with an aquiline nose, narrow face,
- and military whiskers, which swooped upwards and met under his nose
- in a glossy black mustache. His complexion was dark, from the
- bronzing of fifteen summers in New Orleans. He was a member of a
- wholesale hardware firm in that city, and had now revisited his
- native North for the first time since his departure. A year
- before, some letters relating to invoices of metal buttons signed,
- "Foster, Kirkup, & Co., per Enos Billings," had accidentally
- revealed to him the whereabouts of the old friend of his youth,
- with whom we now find him domiciled. The first thing he did, after
- attending to some necessary business matters in New York, was to
- take the train for Waterbury.
-
- "Enos," said he, as he stretched out his hand for the third cup of
- tea (which he had taken only for the purpose of prolonging the
- pleasant table-chat), "I wonder which of us is most changed."
-
- "You, of course," said Mr. Billings, "with your brown face and
- big mustache. Your own brother wouldn't have known you if he had
- seen you last, as I did, with smooth cheeks and hair of unmerciful
- length. Why, not even your voice is the same!"
-
- "That is easily accounted for," replied Mr. Johnson. "But in your
- case, Enos, I am puzzled to find where the difference lies. Your
- features seem to be but little changed, now that I can examine them
- at leisure; yet it is not the same face. But, really, I never
- looked at you for so long a time, in those days. I beg pardon; you
- used to be so--so remarkably shy."
-
- Mr. Billings blushed slightly, and seemed at a loss what to answer.
-
- His wife, however, burst into a merry laugh, exclaiming--
-
- "Oh, that was before the days of the A. C!"
-
- He, catching the infection, laughed also; in fact Mr. Johnson
- laughed, but without knowing why.
-
- "The `A. C.'!" said Mr. Billings. "Bless me, Eunice! how long it
- is since we have talked of that summer! I had almost forgotten
- that there ever was an A. C."
-
- "Enos, COULD you ever forget Abel Mallory and the beer?--or that
- scene between Hollins and Shelldrake?--or" (here SHE blushed the
- least bit) "your own fit of candor?" And she laughed again, more
- heartily than ever.
-
- "What a precious lot of fools, to be sure!" exclaimed her husband.
-
- Mr. Johnson, meanwhile, though enjoying the cheerful humor of his
- hosts, was not a little puzzled with regard to its cause.
-
- "What is the A. C.?" he ventured to ask.
-
- Mr. and Mrs. Billings looked at each other, and smiled without
- replying.
-
- "Really, Ned," said the former, finally, "the answer to your
- question involves the whole story."
-
- "Then why not tell him the whole story, Enos?" remarked his wife.
-
- "You know I've never told it yet, and it's rather a hard thing to
- do, seeing that I'm one of the heroes of the farce--for it wasn't
- even genteel comedy, Ned," said Mr. Billings. "However," he
- continued, "absurd as the story may seem, it's the only key to the
- change in my life, and I must run the risk of being laughed at."
-
- "I'll help you through, Enos," said his wife, encouragingly; "and
- besides, my role in the farce was no better than yours. Let us
- resuscitate, for to-night only, the constitution of the A. C."
-
- "Upon my word, a capital idea! But we shall have to initiate Ned."
-
- Mr. Johnson merrily agreeing, he was blindfolded and conducted into
- another room. A heavy arm-chair, rolling on casters, struck his
- legs in the rear, and he sank into it with lamb-like resignation.
-
- "Open your mouth!" was the command, given with mock solemnity.
-
- He obeyed.
-
- "Now shut it!"
-
- And his lips closed upon a cigar, while at the same time the
- handkerchief was whisked away from his eyes. He found himself
- in Mr. Billing's library.
-
- "Your nose betrays your taste, Mr. Johnson," said the lady, "and I
- am not hard-hearted enough to deprive you of the indulgence. Here
- are matches."
-
- "Well," said he, acting upon the hint, "if the remainder of the
- ceremonies are equally agreeable, I should like to be a permanent
- member of your order."
-
- By this time Mr. and Mrs. Billings, having between them lighted the
- lamp, stirred up the coal in the grate, closed the doors, and taken
- possession of comfortable chairs, the latter proclaimed--
-
- "The Chapter (isn't that what you call it?) will now be held!"
-
- "Was it in '43 when you left home, Ned?" asked Mr. B.
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Well, the A. C. culminated in '45. You remember something of the
- society of Norridgeport, the last winter you were there? Abel
- Mallory, for instance?"
-
- "Let me think a moment," said Mr. Johnson reflectively. "Really,
- it seems like looking back a hundred years. Mallory--wasn't that
- the sentimental young man, with wispy hair, a tallowy skin, and
- big, sweaty hands, who used to be spouting Carlyle on the `reading
- evenings' at Shelldrake's? Yes, to be sure; and there was Hollins,
- with his clerical face and infidel talk,--and Pauline Ringtop, who
- used to say, `The Beautiful is the Good.' I can still hear her
- shrill voice, singing, `Would that _I_ were beautiful, would that
- _I_ were fair!'"
-
- There was a hearty chorus of laughter at poor Miss Ringtop's
- expense. It harmed no one, however; for the tar-weed was already
- thick over her Californian grave.
-
- "Oh, I see," said Mr. Billings, "you still remember the absurdities
- of those days. In fact, I think you partially saw through them
- then. But I was younger, and far from being so clear-headed, and
- I looked upon those evenings at Shelldrake's as being equal, at
- least, to the symposia of Plato. Something in Mallory always
- repelled me. I detested the sight of his thick nose, with the
- flaring nostrils, and his coarse, half-formed lips, of the bluish
- color of raw corned-beef. But I looked upon these feelings as
- unreasonable prejudices, and strove to conquer them, seeing the
- admiration which he received from others. He was an oracle on the
- subject of `Nature.' Having eaten nothing for two years, except
- Graham bread, vegetables without salt, and fruits, fresh or dried,
- he considered himself to have attained an antediluvian purity of
- health--or that he would attain it, so soon as two pimples on his
- left temple should have healed. These pimples he looked upon as
- the last feeble stand made by the pernicious juices left from the
- meat he had formerly eaten and the coffee he had drunk. His theory
- was, that through a body so purged and purified none but true and
- natural impulses could find access to the soul. Such, indeed, was
- the theory we all held. A Return to Nature was the near
- Millennium, the dawn of which we already beheld in the sky. To be
- sure there was a difference in our individual views as to how this
- should be achieved, but we were all agreed as to what the result
- should be.
-
- "I can laugh over those days now, Ned; but they were really happy
- while they lasted. We were the salt of the earth; we were lifted
- above those grovelling instincts which we saw manifested in the
- lives of others. Each contributed his share of gas to inflate the
- painted balloon to which we all clung, in the expectation that it
- would presently soar with us to the stars. But it only went up
- over the out-houses, dodged backwards and forwards two or three
- times, and finally flopped down with us into a swamp."
-
- "And that balloon was the A. C.?" suggested Mr. Johnson.
-
- "As President of this Chapter, I prohibit questions," said Eunice.
- "And, Enos, don't send up your balloon until the proper time.
- Don't anticipate the programme, or the performance will be
- spoiled."
-
- "I had almost forgotten that Ned is so much in the dark," her
- obedient husband answered. "You can have but a slight notion," he
- continued, turning to his friend, "of the extent to which this
- sentimental, or transcendental, element in the little circle at
- Shelldrake's increased after you left Norridgeport. We read the
- `Dial,' and Emerson; we believed in Alcott as the `purple Plato' of
- modern times; we took psychological works out of the library, and
- would listen for hours to Hollins while he read Schelling or
- Fichte, and then go home with a misty impression of having imbibed
- infinite wisdom. It was, perhaps, a natural, though very eccentric
- rebound from the hard, practical, unimaginative New-England mind
- which surrounded us; yet I look back upon it with a kind of wonder.
-
- I was then, as you know, unformed mentally, and might have
- been so still, but for the experiences of the A. C."
-
- Mr. Johnson shifted his position, a little impatiently. Eunice
- looked at him with laughing eyes, and shook her finger with a mock
- threat.
-
- "Shelldrake," continued Mr. Billings, without noticing this by-
- play, "was a man of more pretence than real cultivation, as I
- afterwards discovered. He was in good circumstances, and always
- glad to receive us at his house, as this made him, virtually, the
- chief of our tribe, and the outlay for refreshments involved only
- the apples from his own orchard and water from his well. There was
- an entire absence of conventionality at our meetings, and this,
- conpared with the somewhat stiff society of the village, was
- really an attraction. There was a mystic bond of union in our
- ideas: we discussed life, love, religion, and the future state, not
- only with the utmost candor, but with a warmth of feeling which, in
- many of us, was genuine. Even I (and you know how painfully shy
- and bashful I was) felt myself more at home there than in my
- father's house; and if I didn't talk much, I had a pleasant feeling
- of being in harmony with those who did.
-
- "Well, 'twas in the early part of '45--I think in April,--when we
- were all gathered together, discussing, as usual, the possibility
- of leading a life in accordance with Nature. Abel Mallory was
- there, and Hollins, and Miss Ringtop, and Faith Levis, with her
- knitting,--and also Eunice Hazleton, a lady whom you have never
- seen, but you may take my wife at her representative--"
-
- "Stick to the programme, Enos," interrupted Mrs. Billings.
-
- "Eunice Hazleton, then. I wish I could recollect some of the
- speeches made on that occasion. Abel had but one pimple on his
- temple (there was a purple spot where the other had been), and was
- estimating that in two or three months more he would be a true,
- unspoiled man. His complexion, nevertheless, was more clammy and
- whey-like than ever.
-
- "`Yes,' said he, `I also am an Arcadian! This false dual existence
- which I have been leading will soon be merged in the unity of
- Nature. Our lives must conform to her sacred law. Why can't we
- strip off these hollow Shams,' (he made great use of that word,)
- `and be our true selves, pure, perfect, and divine?'
-
- "Miss Ringtop heaved a sigh, and repeated a stanza from her
- favorite poet:
-
- "`Ah, when wrecked are my desires
- On the everlasting Never,
- And my heart with all its fires
- Out forever,
- In the cradle of Creation
- Finds the soul resuscitation!
-
-
- "Shelldrake, however, turning to his wife, said--
-
- "`Elviry, how many up-stairs rooms is there in that house down on
- the Sound?'
-
- "`Four,--besides three small ones under the roof. Why, what made
- you think of that, Jesse?' said she.
-
- "`I've got an idea, while Abel's been talking,' he answered.
- `We've taken a house for the summer, down the other side of
- Bridgeport, right on the water, where there's good fishing and a
- fine view of the Sound. Now, there's room enough for all of us--at
- least all that can make it suit to go. Abel, you and Enos, and
- Pauline and Eunice might fix matters so that we could all take the
- place in partnership, and pass the summer together, living a true
- and beautiful life in the bosom of Nature. There we shall be
- perfectly free and untrammelled by the chains which still hang
- around us in Norridgeport. You know how often we have wanted to be
- set on some island in the Pacific Ocean, where we could build up a
- true society, right from the start. Now, here's a chance to try
- the experiment for a few months, anyhow.'
-
- "Eunice clapped her hands (yes, you did!) and cried out--
-
- "`Splendid! Arcadian! I'll give up my school for the summer.'
-
- "Miss Ringtop gave her opinion in another quotation:
-
- "`The rainbow hues of the Ideal
- Condense to gems, and form the Real!'
-
-
- "Abel Mallory, of course, did not need to have the proposal
- repeated. He was ready for any thing which promised indulgence,
- and the indulgence of his sentimental tastes. I will do the fellow
- the justice to say that he was not a hypocrite. He firmly believed
- both in himself and his ideas--especially the former. He pushed
- both hands through the long wisps of his drab-colored hair,
- and threw his head back until his wide nostrils resembled a double
- door to his brain.
-
- "`Oh Nature!' he said, `you have found your lost children! We
- shall obey your neglected laws! we shall hearken to your divine
- whispers I we shall bring you back from your ignominious exile, and
- place you on your ancestral throne!'
-
- "`Let us do it!' was the general cry.
-
- "A sudden enthusiasm fired us, and we grasped each other's hands in
- the hearty impulse of the moment. My own private intention to make
- a summer trip to the White Mountains had been relinquished the
- moment I heard Eunice give in her adhesion. I may as well confess,
- at once, that I was desperately in love, and afraid to speak to
- her.
-
- "By the time Mrs. Sheldrake brought in the apples and water we
- were discussing the plan as a settled thing. Hollins had an
- engagement to deliver Temperance lectures in Ohio during the
- summer, but decided to postpone his departure until August, so that
- he might, at least, spend two months with us. Faith Levis couldn't
- go--at which, I think, we were all secretly glad. Some three or
- four others were in the same case, and the company was finally
- arranged to consist of the Shelldrakes, Hollins, Mallory, Eunice,
- Miss Ringtop, and myself. We did not give much thought, either to
- the preparations in advance, or to our mode of life when settled
- there. We were to live near to Nature: that was the main thing.
-
- "`What shall we call the place?' asked Eunice.
-
- "`Arcadia!' said Abel Mallory, rolling up his large green eyes.
-
- "`Then,' said Hollins, `let us constitute ourselves the Arcadian
- Club!'"
-
- "Aha!" interrupted Mr. Johnson, "I see! The A. C.!"
-
- "Yes, you can see the A. C. now," said Mrs. Billings; "but to
- understand it fully, you should have had a share in those Arcadian
- experiences."
-
- "I am all the more interested in hearing them described. Go on,
- Enos."
-
- "The proposition was adopted. We called ourselves The Arcadian
- Club; but in order to avoid gossip, and the usual ridicule, to
- which we were all more or less sensitive, in case our plan should
- become generally known, it was agreed that the initials only should
- be used. Besides, there was an agreeable air of mystery about it:
- we thought of Delphi, and Eleusis, and Samothrace: we should
- discover that Truth which the dim eyes of worldly men and women
- were unable to see, and the day of disclosure would be the day of
- Triumph. In one sense we were truly Arcadians: no suspicion of
- impropriety, I verily believe, entered any of our minds. In our
- aspirations after what we called a truer life there was no material
- taint. We were fools, if you choose, but as far as possible from
- being sinners. Besides, the characters of Mr. and Mrs. Shelldrake,
- who naturally became the heads of our proposed community were
- sufficient to preserve us from slander or suspicion, if even
- our designs had been publicly announced.
-
- "I won't bore you with an account of our preparations. In fact,
- there was very little to be done. Mr. Shelldrake succeeded in
- hiring the house, with most of its furniture, so that but a few
- articles had to be supplied. My trunk contained more books than
- boots, more blank paper than linen.
-
- "`Two shirts will be enough,' said Abel: `you can wash one of them
- any day, and dry it in the sun.'
-
- "The supplies consisted mostly of flour, potatoes, and sugar.
- There was a vegetable-garden in good condition, Mr. Shelldrake
- said, which would be our principal dependence.
-
- "`Besides, the clams!' I exclaimed unthinkingly.
-
- "`Oh, yes!' said Eunice, `we can have chowder-parties: that will be
- delightful!'
-
- "`Clams! chowder! oh, worse than flesh!' groaned Abel. `Will you
- reverence Nature by outraging her first laws?'
-
- "I had made a great mistake, and felt very foolish. Eunice and I
- looked at each other, for the first time."
-
- "Speak for yourself only, Enos," gently interpolated his wife.
-
- "It was a lovely afternoon in the beginning of June when we first
- approached Arcadia. We had taken two double teams at Bridgeport,
- and drove slowly forward to our destination, followed by a cart
- containing our trunks and a few household articles. It was a
- bright, balmy day: the wheat-fields were rich and green, the
- clover showed faint streaks of ruby mist along slopes leaning
- southward, and the meadows were yellow with buttercups. Now and
- then we caught glimpses of the Sound, and, far beyond it, the dim
- Long Island shore. Every old white farmhouse, with its gray-walled
- garden, its clumps of lilacs, viburnums, and early roses, offered
- us a picture of pastoral simplicity and repose. We passed them,
- one by one, in the happiest mood, enjoying the earth around us, the
- sky above, and ourselves most of all.
-
- "The scenery, however, gradually became more rough and broken.
- Knobs of gray gneiss, crowned by mournful cedars, intrenched upon
- the arable land, and the dark-blue gleam of water appeared through
- the trees. Our road, which had been approaching the Sound, now
- skirted the head of a deep, irregular inlet, beyond which extended
- a beautiful promontory, thickly studded with cedars, and with
- scattering groups of elm, oak and maple trees. Towards the end of
- the promontory stood a house, with white walls shining against the
- blue line of the Sound.
-
- "`There is Arcadia, at last!' exclaimed Mr. Shelldrake.
-
- "A general outcry of delight greeted the announcement. And,
- indeed, the loveliness of the picture surpassed our most poetic
- anticipations. The low sun was throwing exquisite lights across
- the point, painting the slopes of grass of golden green, and giving
- a pearly softness to the gray rocks. In the back-ground was drawn
- the far-off water-line, over which a few specks of sail glimmered
- against the sky. Miss Ringtop, who, with Eunice, Mallory, and
- myself, occupied one carriage, expressed her `gushing' feelings in
- the usual manner:
-
- "`Where the turf is softest, greenest,
- Doth an angel thrust me on,--
- Where the landscape lies serenest,
- In the journey of the sun!'
-
-
- "`Don't, Pauline!' said Eunice; `I never like to hear poetry
- flourished in the face of Nature. This landscape surpasses any
- poem in the world. Let us enjoy the best thing we have, rather
- than the next best.'
-
-
- "`Ah, yes!' sighed Miss Ringtop, `'tis true!
-
- "`They sing to the ear; this sings to the eye!'
-
-
- "Thenceforward, to the house, all was childish joy and jubilee.
- All minor personal repugnances were smoothed over in the general
- exultation. Even Abel Mallory became agreeable; and Hollins,
- sitting beside Mrs. Shelldrake on the back seat of the foremost
- carriage, shouted to us, in boyish lightness of heart.
-
- "Passing the head of the inlet, we left the country-road, and
- entered, through a gate in the tottering stone wall, on our summer
- domain. A track, open to the field on one side, led us past a
- clump of deciduous trees, between pastures broken by cedared knolls
- of rock, down the centre of the peninsula, to the house. It was
- quite an old frame-building, two stories high, with a gambrel roof
- and tall chimneys. Two slim Lombardy poplars and a broad-
- leaved catalpa shaded the southern side, and a kitchen-garden,
- divided in the centre by a double row of untrimmed currant-bushes,
- flanked it on the east. For flowers, there were masses of blue
- flags and coarse tawny-red lilies, besides a huge trumpet-vine
- which swung its pendent arms from one of the gables. In front of
- the house a natural lawn of mingled turf and rock sloped steeply
- down to the water, which was not more than two hundred yards
- distant. To the west was another and broader inlet of the Sound,
- out of which our Arcadian promontory rose bluff and bold, crowned
- with a thick fringe of pines. It was really a lovely spot which
- Shelldrake had chosen--so secluded, while almost surrounded by the
- winged and moving life of the Sound, so simple, so pastoral and
- home-like. No one doubted the success of our experiment, for that
- evening at least.
-
- "Perkins Brown, Shelldrake's boy-of-all-work, awaited us at the
- door. He had been sent on two or three days in advance, to take
- charge of the house, and seemed to have had enough of hermit-life,
- for he hailed us with a wild whoop, throwing his straw hat half-way
- up one of the poplars. Perkins was a boy of fifteen, the child of
- poor parents, who were satisfied to get him off their hands,
- regardless as to what humanitarian theories might be tested upon
- him. As the Arcadian Club recognized no such thing as caste, he
- was always admitted to our meetings, and understood just enough of
- our conversation to excite a silly ambition in his slow mind. His
- animal nature was predominant, and this led him to be deceitful.
- At that time, however, we all looked upon him as a proper
- young Arcadian, and hoped that he would develop into a second Abel
- Mallory.
-
- "After our effects had been deposited on the stoop, and the
- carriages had driven away, we proceeded to apportion the rooms, and
- take possession. On the first floor there were three rooms, two of
- which would serve us as dining and drawing rooms, leaving the third
- for the Shelldrakes. As neither Eunice and Miss Ringtop, nor
- Hollins and Abel showed any disposition to room together, I quietly
- gave up to them the four rooms in the second story, and installed
- myself in one of the attic chambers. Here I could hear the music
- of the rain close above my head, and through the little gable
- window, as I lay in bed, watch the colors of the morning gradually
- steal over the distant shores. The end was, we were all satisfied.
-
- "`Now for our first meal in Arcadia!' was the next cry. Mrs.
- Shelldrake, like a prudent housekeeper, marched off to the kitchen,
- where Perkins had already kindled a fire. We looked in at the
- door, but thought it best to allow her undisputed sway in such a
- narrow realm. Eunice was unpacking some loaves of bread and paper
- bags of crackers; and Miss Ringtop, smiling through her ropy curls,
- as much as to say, `You see, _I_ also can perform the coarser tasks
- of life!' occupied herself with plates and cups. We men,
- therefore, walked out to the garden, which we found in a promising
- condition. The usual vegetables had been planted and were
- growing finely, for the season was yet scarcely warm enough
- for the weeds to make much headway. Radishes, young onions, and
- lettuce formed our contribution to the table. The Shelldrakes, I
- should explain, had not yet advanced to the antediluvian point, in
- diet: nor, indeed, had either Eunice or myself. We acknowledged
- the fascination of tea, we saw a very mitigated evil in milk and
- butter, and we were conscious of stifled longings after the
- abomination of meat. Only Mallory, Hollins, and Miss Ringtop had
- reached that loftiest round on the ladder of progress where the
- material nature loosens the last fetter of the spiritual. They
- looked down upon us, and we meekly admitted their right to do so.
-
- "Our board, that evening, was really tempting. The absence of meat
- was compensated to us by the crisp and racy onions, and I craved
- only a little salt, which had been interdicted, as a most
- pernicious substance. I sat at one corner of the table, beside
- Perkins Brown, who took an opportunity, while the others were
- engaged in conversation, to jog my elbow gently. As I turned
- towards him, he said nothing, but dropped his eyes significantly.
- The little rascal had the lid of a blacking-box, filled with salt,
- upon his knee, and was privately seasoning his onions and radishes.
-
- I blushed at the thought of my hypocrisy, but the onions were so
- much better that I couldn't help dipping into the lid with him.
-
- "`Oh,' said Eunice, `we must send for some oil and vinegar! This
- lettuce is very nice.'
-
- "`Oil and vinegar?' exclaimed Abel.
-
- "`Why, yes,' said she, innocently: `they are both vegetable
- substances.'
-
- "Abel at first looked rather foolish, but quickly recovering
- himself, said--
-
- "`All vegetable substances are not proper for food: you would not
- taste the poison-oak, or sit under the upas-tree of Java.'
-
- "`Well, Abel,' Eunice rejoined, `how are we to distinguish what is
- best for us? How are we to know WHAT vegetables to choose, or
- what animal and mineral substances to avoid?'
-
- "`I will tell you,' he answered, with a lofty air. `See here!'
- pointing to his temple, where the second pimple--either from the
- change of air, or because, in the excitement of the last few days,
- he had forgotten it--was actually healed. `My blood is at last
- pure. The struggle between the natural and the unnatural is over,
- and I am beyond the depraved influences of my former taste. My
- instincts are now, therefore, entirely pure also. What is good for
- man to eat, that I shall have a natural desire to eat: what is bad
- will be naturally repelled. How does the cow distinguish between
- the wholesome and the poisonous herbs of the meadow? And is man
- less than a cow, that he cannot cultivate his instincts to an equal
- point? Let me walk through the woods and I can tell you every
- berry and root which God designed for food, though I know not its
- name, and have never seen it before. I shall make use of my time,
- during our sojourn here, to test, by my purified instinct, every
- substance, animal, mineral, and vegetable, upon which the
- human race subsists, and to create a catalogue of the True Food of
- Man!'
-
- "Abel was eloquent on this theme, and he silenced not only Eunice,
- but the rest of us. Indeed, as we were all half infected with the
- same delusions, it was not easy to answer his sophistries.
-
- "After supper was over, the prospect of cleaning the dishes and
- putting things in order was not so agreeable; but Mrs. Shelldrake
- and Perkins undertook the work, and we did not think it necessary
- to interfere with them. Half an hour afterwards, when the full
- moon had risen, we took our chairs upon the sloop, to enjoy the
- calm, silver night, the soft sea-air, and our summer's residence in
- anticipatory talk.
-
- "`My friends,' said Hollins (and HIS hobby, as you may remember,
- Ned, was the organization of Society, rather than those reforms
- which apply directly to the Individual),--`my friends, I think we
- are sufficiently advanced in progressive ideas to establish our
- little Arcadian community upon what I consider the true basis: not
- Law, nor Custom, but the uncorrupted impulses of our nature. What
- Abel said in regard to dietetic reform is true; but that alone will
- not regenerate the race. We must rise superior to those
- conventional ideas of Duty whereby Life is warped and crippled.
- Life must not be a prison, where each one must come and go, work,
- eat, and sleep, as the jailer commands. Labor must not be a
- necessity, but a spontaneous joy. 'Tis true, but little labor
- is required of us here: let us, therefore, have no set tasks, no
- fixed rules, but each one work, rest, eat, sleep, talk or be
- silent, as his own nature prompts.'
-
- "Perkins, sitting on the steps, gave a suppressed chuckle, which I
- think no one heard but myself. I was vexed with his levity, but,
- nevertheless, gave him a warning nudge with my toe, in payment for
- the surreptitious salt.
-
- "`That's just the notion I had, when I first talked of our coming
- here,' said Shelldrake. `Here we're alone and unhindered; and if
- the plan shouldn't happen to work well (I don't see why it
- shouldn't though), no harm will be done. I've had a deal of hard
- work in my life, and I've been badgered and bullied so much by your
- strait-laced professors, that I'm glad to get away from the world
- for a spell, and talk and do rationally, without being laughed at.'
-
- "`Yes,' answered Hollins, `and if we succeed, as I feel we shall,
- for I think I know the hearts of all of us here, this may be the
- commencement of a new EEpoch for the world. We may become the
- turning-point between two dispensations: behind us every thing
- false and unnatural, before us every thing true, beautiful, and
- good.'
-
- "`Ah,' sighed Miss Ringtop, `it reminds me of Gamaliel J.
- Gawthrop's beautiful lines:
-
- "`Unrobed man is lying hoary
- In the distance, gray and dead;
- There no wreaths of godless glory
- To his mist-like tresses wed,
- And the foot-fall of the Ages
- Reigns supreme, with noiseless tread.'
-
-
- "`I am willing to try the experiment,' said I, on being appealed to
- by Hollins; `but don't you think we had better observe some kind of
- order, even in yielding every thing to impulse? Shouldn't there
- be, at least, a platform, as the politicians call it--an agreement
- by which we shall all be bound, and which we can afterwards exhibit
- as the basis of our success?'
-
- "He meditated a few moments, and then answered--
-
- "`I think not. It resembles too much the thing we are trying to
- overthrow. Can you bind a man's belief by making him sign certain
- articles of Faith? No: his thought will be free, in spite of it;
- and I would have Action--Life--as free as Thought. Our platform--
- to adopt your image--has but one plank: Truth. Let each only be
- true to himself: BE himself, ACT himself, or herself with the
- uttermost candor. We can all agree upon that.'
-
- "The agreement was accordingly made. And certainly no happier or
- more hopeful human beings went to bed in all New England that
- night.
-
- "I arose with the sun, went into the garden, and commenced weeding,
- intending to do my quota of work before breakfast, and then devote
- the day to reading and conversation. I was presently joined by
- Shelldrake and Mallory, and between us we finished the onions and
- radishes, stuck the peas, and cleaned the alleys. Perkins, after
- milking the cow and turning her out to pasture, assisted Mrs.
- Shelldrake in the kitchen. At breakfast we were joined by Hollins,
- who made no excuse for his easy morning habits; nor was one
- expected. I may as well tell you now, though, that his
- natural instincts never led him to work. After a week, when a
- second crop of weeds was coming on, Mallory fell off also, and
- thenceforth Shelldrake and myself had the entire charge of the
- garden. Perkins did the rougher work, and was always on hand when
- he was wanted. Very soon, however, I noticed that he was in the
- habit of disappearing for two or three hours in the afternoon.
-
- "Our meals preserved the same Spartan simplicity. Eunice, however,
- carried her point in regard to the salad; for Abel, after tasting
- and finding it very palatable, decided that oil and vinegar might
- be classed in the catalogue of True Food. Indeed, his long
- abstinence from piquant flavors gave him such an appetite for it
- that our supply of lettuce was soon exhausted. An embarrassing
- accident also favored us with the use of salt. Perkins happening
- to move his knee at the moment I was dipping an onion into the
- blacking-box lid, our supply was knocked upon the floor. He picked
- it up, and we both hoped the accident might pass unnoticed. But
- Abel, stretching his long neck across the corner of the table,
- caught a glimpse of what was going on.
-
- "`What's that?' he asked.
-
- "`Oh, it's--it's only,' said I, seeking for a synonyme, `only
- chloride of sodium!'
-
- "`Chloride of sodium! what do you do with it?'
-
- "`Eat it with onions,' said I, boldly: `it's a chemical substance,
- but I believe it is found in some plants.'
-
- "Eunice, who knew something of chemistry (she taught a class,
- though you wouldn't think it), grew red with suppressed fun, but
- the others were as ignorant as Abel Mallory himself.
-
- "`Let me taste it,' said he, stretching out an onion.
-
- "I handed him the box-lid, which still contained a portion of its
- contents. He dipped the onion, bit off a piece, and chewed it
- gravely.
-
- "`Why,' said he, turning to me, `it's very much like salt.'
-
- "Perkins burst into a spluttering yell, which discharged an onion-
- top he had just put between his teeth across the table; Eunice and
- I gave way at the same moment; and the others, catching the joke,
- joined us. But while we were laughing, Abel was finishing his
- onion, and the result was that Salt was added to the True Food, and
- thereafter appeared regularly on the table.
-
- "The forenoons we usually spent in reading and writing, each in his
- or her chamber. (Oh, the journals, Ned!--but you shall not see
- mine.) After a midday meal,--I cannot call it dinner,--we sat upon
- the stoop, listening while one of us read aloud, or strolled down
- the shores on either side, or, when the sun was not too warm, got
- into a boat, and rowed or floated lazily around the promontory.
-
- "One afternoon, as I was sauntering off, past the garden, towards
- the eastern inlet, I noticed Perkins slipping along behind the
- cedar knobs, towards the little woodland at the end of our domain.
- Curious to find out the cause of his mysterious disappearances, I
- followed cautiously. From the edge of the wood I saw him enter a
- little gap between the rocks, which led down to the water.
- Presently a thread of blue smoke stole up. Quietly creeping along,
- I got upon the nearer bluff and looked down. There was a sort of
- hearth built up at the base of the rock, with a brisk little fire
- burning upon it, but Perkins had disappeared. I stretched myself
- out upon the moss, in the shade, and waited. In about half an hour
- up came Perkins, with a large fish in one hand and a lump of clay
- in the other. I now understood the mystery. He carefully imbedded
- the fish in a thin layer of clay, placed it on the coals, and then
- went down to the shore to wash his hands. On his return he found
- me watching the fire.
-
- "`Ho, ho, Mr. Enos!' said he, `you've found me out; But you won't
- say nothin'. Gosh! you like it as well I do. Look 'ee there!'--
- breaking open the clay, from which arose `a steam of rich distilled
- perfumes,'--`and, I say, I've got the box-lid with that 'ere stuff
- in it,--ho! ho!'--and the scamp roared again.
-
- "Out of a hole in the rock he brought salt and the end of a loaf,
- and between us we finished the fish. Before long, I got into the
- habit of disappearing in the afternoon.
-
- "Now and then we took walks, alone or collectively, to the nearest
- village, or even to Bridgeport, for the papers or a late book. The
- few purchases we required were made at such times, and sent down in
- a cart, or, if not too heavy, carried by Perkins in a basket. I
- noticed that Abel, whenever we had occasion to visit a grocery,
- would go sniffing around, alternately attracted or repelled by the
- various articles: now turning away with a shudder from a
- ham,--now inhaling, with a fearful delight and uncertainty,
- the odor of smoked herrings. `I think herrings must feed on sea-
- weed,' said he, `there is such a vegetable attraction about them.'
- After his violent vegetarian harangues, however, he hesitated about
- adding them to his catalogue.
-
- "But, one day, as we were passing through the village, he was
- reminded by the sign of `WARTER CRACKERS' in the window of an
- obscure grocery that he required a supply of these articles, and we
- therefore entered. There was a splendid Rhode Island cheese on the
- counter, from which the shop-mistress was just cutting a slice for
- a customer. Abel leaned over it, inhaling the rich, pungent
- fragrance.
-
- "`Enos,' said he to me, between his sniffs, `this impresses me like
- flowers--like marigolds. It must be--really--yes, the vegetable
- element is predominant. My instinct towards it is so strong that
- I cannot be mistaken. May I taste it, ma'am?'
-
- "The woman sliced off a thin corner, and presented it to him on the
- knife.
-
- "`Delicious!' he exclaimed; `I am right,--this is the True Food.
- Give me two pounds--and the crackers, ma'am.'
-
- "I turned away, quite as much disgusted as amused with this
- charlatanism. And yet I verily believe the fellow was sincere--
- self-deluded only. I had by this time lost my faith in him, though
- not in the great Arcadian principles. On reaching home, after an
- hour's walk, I found our household in unusual commotion. Abel
- was writhing in intense pain: he had eaten the whole two pounds of
- cheese, on his way home! His stomach, so weakened by years of
- unhealthy abstinence from true nourishment, was now terribly
- tortured by this sudden stimulus. Mrs. Shelldrake, fortunately,
- had some mustard among her stores, and could therefore administer
- a timely emetic. His life was saved, but he was very ill for two
- or three days. Hollins did not fail to take advantage of this
- circumstance to overthrow the authority which Abel had gradually
- acquired on the subject of food. He was so arrogant in his nature
- that he could not tolerate the same quality in another, even where
- their views coincided.
-
- "By this time several weeks had passed away. It was the beginning
- of July, and the long summer heats had come. I was driven out of
- my attic during the middle hours of the day, and the others found
- it pleasanter on the doubly shaded stoop than in their chambers.
- We were thus thrown more together than usual--a circumstance which
- made our life more monotonous to the others, as I could see; but to
- myself, who could at last talk to Eunice, and who was happy at the
- very sight of her, this `heated term' seemed borrowed from Elysium.
-
- I read aloud, and the sound of my own voice gave me confidence;
- many passages suggested discussions, in which I took a part; and
- you may judge, Ned, how fast I got on, from the fact that I
- ventured to tell Eunice of my fish-bakes with Perkins, and invite
- her to join them. After that, she also often disappeared from
- sight for an hour or two in the afternoon."
-
- ----"Oh, Mr. Johnson," interrupted Mrs. Billings, "it wasn't for
- the fish!"
-
- "Of course not," said her husband; "it was for my sake."
-
- "No, you need not think it was for you. Enos," she added,
- perceiving the feminine dilemma into which she had been led, "all
- this is not necessary to the story."
-
- "Stop!" he answered. "The A. C. has been revived for this night
- only. Do you remember our platform, or rather no-platform? I must
- follow my impulses, and say whatever comes uppermost."
-
- "Right, Enos," said Mr. Johnson; "I, as temporary Arcadian, take
- the same ground. My instinct tells me that you, Mrs. Billings,
- must permit the confession."
-
- She submitted with a good grace, and her husband continued:
-
- "I said that our lazy life during the hot weather had become a
- little monotonous. The Arcadian plan had worked tolerably well, on
- the whole, for there was very little for any one to do--Mrs.
- Shelldrake and Perkins Brown excepted. Our conversation, however,
- lacked spirit and variety. We were, perhaps unconsciously, a
- little tired of hearing and assenting to the same sentiments. But
- one evening, about this time, Hollins struck upon a variation, the
- consequences of which he little foresaw. We had been reading one
- of Bulwer's works (the weather was too hot for Psychology), and
- came upon this paragraph, or something like it:
-
- "`Ah, Behind the Veil! We see the summer smile of the Earth--
- enamelled meadow and limpid stream,--but what hides she in her
- sunless heart? Caverns of serpents, or grottoes of priceless gems?
-
- Youth, whose soul sits on thy countenance, thyself wearing no mask,
- strive not to lift the masks of others! Be content with what thou
- seest; and wait until Time and Experience shall teach thee to find
- jealousy behind the sweet smile, and hatred under the honeyed
- word!'
-
- "This seemed to us a dark and bitter reflection; but one or another
- of us recalled some illustration of human hypocrisy, and the
- evidences, by the simple fact of repetition, gradually led to a
- division of opinion--Hollins, Shelldrake, and Miss Ringtop on the
- dark side, and the rest of us on the bright. The last, however,
- contented herself with quoting from her favorite poet, Gamaliel J.
- Gawthrop:
-
- "`I look beyond thy brow's concealment!
- I see thy spirit's dark revealment!
- Thy inner self betrayed I see:
- Thy coward, craven, shivering ME!'
-
-
- "`We think we know one another,' exclaimed Hollins; `but do we? We
- see the faults of others, their weaknesses, their disagreeable
- qualities, and we keep silent. How much we should gain, were
- candor as universal as concealment! Then each one, seeing himself
- as others see him, would truly know himself. How much
- misunderstanding might be avoided--how much hidden shame be
- removed--hopeless, because unspoken, love made glad--honest
- admiration cheer its object--uttered sympathy mitigate
- misfortune--in short, how much brighter and happier the world would
- become if each one expressed, everywhere and at all times, his true
- and entire feeling! Why, even Evil would lose half its power!'
-
- "There seemed to be so much practical wisdom in these views that we
- were all dazzled and half-convinced at the start. So, when
- Hollins, turning towards me, as he continued, exclaimed--`Come, why
- should not this candor be adopted in our Arcadia? Will any one--
- will you, Enos--commence at once by telling me now--to my face--my
- principal faults?' I answered after a moment's reflection--`You
- have a great deal of intellectual arrogance, and you are,
- physically, very indolent'
-
- "He did not flinch from the self-invited test, though he looked a
- little surprised.
-
- "`Well put,' said he, `though I do not say that you are entirely
- correct. Now, what are my merits?'
-
- "`You are clear-sighted,' I answered, `an earnest seeker after
- truth, and courageous in the avowal of your thoughts.'
-
- "This restored the balance, and we soon began to confess our own
- private faults and weaknesses. Though the confessions did not go
- very deep,--no one betraying anything we did not all know
- already,--yet they were sufficient to strength Hollins in his new
- idea, and it was unanimously resolved that Candor should
- thenceforth be the main charm of our Arcadian life. It was the
- very thing _I_ wanted, in order to make a certain communication to
- Eunice; but I should probably never have reached the point,
- had not the same candor been exercised towards me, from a quarter
- where I least expected it.
-
- "The next day, Abel, who had resumed his researches after the True
- Food, came home to supper with a healthier color than I had before
- seen on his face.
-
- "`Do you know,' said he, looking shyly at Hollins, `that I begin to
- think Beer must be a natural beverage? There was an auction in the
- village to-day, as I passed through, and I stopped at a cake-stand
- to get a glass of water, as it was very hot. There was no water--
- only beer: so I thought I would try a glass, simply as an
- experiment. Really, the flavor was very agreeable. And it
- occurred to me, on the way home, that all the elements contained in
- beer are vegetable. Besides, fermentation is a natural process.
- I think the question has never been properly tested before.'
-
- "`But the alcohol!' exclaimed Hollins.
-
- "`I could not distinguish any, either by taste or smell. I know
- that chemical analysis is said to show it; but may not the alcohol
- be created, somehow, during the analysis?'
-
- "`Abel,' said Hollins, in a fresh burst of candor, `you will never
- be a Reformer, until you possess some of the commonest elements of
- knowledge.'
-
- "The rest of us were much diverted: it was a pleasant relief to our
- monotonous amiability.
-
- "Abel, however, had a stubborn streak in his character. The next
- day he sent Perkins Brown to Bridgeport for a dozen bottles of
- `Beer.' Perkins, either intentionally or by mistake, (I always
- suspected the former,) brought pint-bottles of Scotch ale,
- which he placed in the coolest part of the cellar. The evening
- happened to be exceedingly hot and sultry, and, as we were all
- fanning ourselves and talking languidly, Abel bethought him of his
- beer. In his thirst, he drank the contents of the first bottle,
- almost at a single draught.
-
- "`The effect of beer,' said he, `depends, I think, on the
- commixture of the nourishing principle of the grain with the
- cooling properties of the water. Perhaps, hereafter, a liquid food
- of the same character may be invented, which shall save us from
- mastication and all the diseases of the teeth.'
-
- "Hollins and Shelldrake, at his invitation, divided a bottle
- between them, and he took a second. The potent beverage was not
- long in acting on a brain so unaccustomed to its influence. He
- grew unusually talkative and sentimental, in a few minutes.
-
- "`Oh, sing, somebody!' he sighed in a hoarse rapture: `the night
- was made for Song.'
-
- "Miss Ringtop, nothing loath, immediately commenced, `When stars
- are in the quiet skies;' but scarcely had she finished the first
- verse before Abel interrupted her.
-
- "`Candor's the order of the day, isn't it?' he asked.
-
- "`Yes!' `Yes!' two or three answered.
-
- "`Well then,' said he, `candidly, Pauline, you've got the darn'dest
- squeaky voice'--
-
- "Miss Ringtop gave a faint little scream of horror.
-
- "`Oh, never mind!' he continued. `We act according to
- impulse, don't we? And I've the impulse to swear; and it's right.
- Let Nature have her way. Listen! Damn, damn, damn, damn! I never
- knew it was so easy. Why, there's a pleasure in it! Try it,
- Pauline! try it on me!'
-
- "`Oh-ooh!' was all Miss Ringtop could utter.
-
- "`Abel! Abel!' exclaimed Hollins, `the beer has got into your
- head.'
-
- "`No, it isn't Beer,--it's Candor!' said Abel. `It's your own
- proposal, Hollins. Suppose it's evil to swear: isn't it better I
- should express it, and be done with it, than keep it bottled up to
- ferment in my mind? Oh, you're a precious, consistent old humbug,
- you are!'
-
- "And therewith he jumped off the stoop, and went dancing awkwardly
- down towards the water, singing in a most unmelodious voice, `'Tis
- home where'er the heart is.'
-
- "`Oh, he may fall into the water!' exclaimed Eunice, in alarm.
-
- "`He's not fool enough to do that,' said Shelldrake. `His head is
- a little light, that's all. The air will cool him down presently.'
-
- But she arose and followed him, not satisfied with this assurance.
- Miss Ringtop sat rigidly still. She would have received with
- composure the news of his drowning.
-
- "As Eunice's white dress disappeared among the cedars crowning the
- shore, I sprang up and ran after her. I knew that Abel was not
- intoxicated, but simply excited, and I had no fear on his account:
- I obeyed an involuntary impulse. On approaching the water, I
- heard their voices--hers in friendly persuasion, his in sentimental
- entreaty,--then the sound of oars in the row-locks. Looking out
- from the last clump of cedars, I saw them seated in the boat,
- Eunice at the stern, while Abel, facing her, just dipped an oar now
- and then to keep from drifting with the tide. She had found him
- already in the boat, which was loosely chained to a stone.
- Stepping on one of the forward thwarts in her eagerness to persuade
- him to return, he sprang past her, jerked away the chain, and
- pushed off before she could escape. She would have fallen, but he
- caught her and placed her in the stern, and then seated himself at
- the oars. She must have been somewhat alarmed, but there was only
- indignation in her voice. All this had transpired before my
- arrival, and the first words I heard bound me to the spot and kept
- me silent.
-
- "`Abel, what does this mean?' she asked
-
- "`It means Fate--Destiny!' he exclaimed, rather wildly. `Ah,
- Eunice, ask the night, and the moon,--ask the impulse which told
- you to follow me! Let us be candid like the old Arcadians we
- imitate. Eunice, we know that we love each other: why should we
- conceal it any longer? The Angel of Love comes down from the stars
- on his azure wings, and whispers to our hearts. Let us confess to
- each other! The female heart should not be timid, in this pure and
- beautiful atmosphere of Love which we breathe. Come, Eunice! we
- are alone: let your heart speak to me!'
-
- "Ned, if you've ever been in love, (we'll talk of that after
- a while,) you will easily understand what tortures I endured, in
- thus hearing him speak. That HE should love Eunice! It was a
- profanation to her, an outrage to me. Yet the assurance with which
- he spoke! COULD she love this conceited, ridiculous, repulsive
- fellow, after all? I almost gasped for breath, as I clinched the
- prickly boughs of the cedars in my hands, and set my teeth, waiting
- to hear her answer.
-
- "`I will not hear such language! Take me back to the shore!' she
- said, in very short, decided tones.
-
- "`Oh, Eunice,' he groaned, (and now, I think he was perfectly
- sober,) `don't you love me, indeed? _I_ love you,--from my heart
- I do: yes, I love you. Tell me how you feel towards me.'
-
- "`Abel,' said she, earnestly, `I feel towards you only as a friend;
- and if you wish me to retain a friendly interest in you, you must
- never again talk in this manner. I do not love you, and I never
- shall. Let me go back to the house.'
-
- "His head dropped upon his breast, but he rowed back to the shore,
- drew the bow upon the rocks, and assisted her to land. Then,
- sitting down, he groaned forth--
-
- "`Oh, Eunice, you have broken my heart!' and putting his big hands
- to his face, began to cry.
-
- "She turned, placed one hand on his shoulder, and said in a calm,
- but kind tone--
-
- "`I am very sorry, Abel, but I cannot help it.'
-
- "I slipped aside, that she might not see me, and we returned by
- separate paths.
-
- "I slept very little that night. The conviction which I chased
- away from my mind as often as it returned, that our Arcadian
- experiment was taking a ridiculous and at the same time
- impracticable development, became clearer and stronger. I felt
- sure that our little community could not hold together much longer
- without an explosion. I had a presentiment that Eunice shared my
- impressions. My feelings towards her had reached that crisis where
- a declaration was imperative: but how to make it? It was a
- terrible struggle between my shyness and my affection. There was
- another circumstance in connection with this subject, which
- troubled me not a little. Miss Ringtop evidently sought my
- company, and made me, as much as possible, the recipient of her
- sentimental outpourings. I was not bold enough to repel her--
- indeed I had none of that tact which is so useful in such
- emergencies,--and she seemed to misinterpret my submission. Not
- only was her conversation pointedly directed to me, but she looked
- at me, when singing, (especially, `Thou, thou, reign'st in this
- bosom!') in a way that made me feel very uncomfortable. What if
- Eunice should suspect an attachment towards her, on my part. What
- if--oh, horror!--I had unconsciously said or done something to
- impress Miss Ringtop herself with the same conviction? I shuddered
- as the thought crossed my mind. One thing was very certain: this
- suspense was not to be endured much longer.
-
- "We had an unusually silent breakfast the next morning. Abel
- scarcely spoke, which the others attributed to a natural
- feeling of shame, after his display of the previous evening.
- Hollins and Shelldrake discussed Temperance, with a special view to
- his edification, and Miss Ringtop favored us with several
- quotations about `the maddening bowl,'--but he paid no attention to
- them. Eunice was pale and thoughtful. I had no doubt in my mind,
- that she was already contemplating a removal from Arcadia.
- Perkins, whose perceptive faculties were by no means dull,
- whispered to me, `Shan't I bring up some porgies for supper?' but
- I shook my head. I was busy with other thoughts, and did not join
- him in the wood, that day.
-
- "The forenoon was overcast, with frequent showers. Each one
- occupied his or her room until dinner-time, when we met again with
- something of the old geniality. There was an evident effort to
- restore our former flow of good feeling. Abel's experience with
- the beer was freely discussed. He insisted strongly that he had
- not been laboring under its effects, and proposed a mutual test.
- He, Shelldrake, and Hollins were to drink it in equal measures, and
- compare observations as to their physical sensations. The others
- agreed,--quite willingly, I thought,--but I refused. I had
- determined to make a desperate attempt at candor, and Abel's fate
- was fresh before my eyes.
-
- "My nervous agitation increased during the day, and after sunset,
- fearing lest I should betray my excitement in some way, I walked
- down to the end of the promontory, and took a seat on the rocks.
- The sky had cleared, and the air was deliciously cool and
- sweet. The Sound was spread out before me like a sea, for the Long
- Island shore was veiled in a silvery mist. My mind was soothed and
- calmed by the influences of the scene, until the moon arose.
- Moonlight, you know, disturbs--at least, when one is in love. (Ah,
- Ned, I see you understand it!) I felt blissfully miserable, ready
- to cry with joy at the knowledge that I loved, and with fear and
- vexation at my cowardice, at the same time.
-
- "Suddenly I heard a rustling beside me. Every nerve in my body
- tingled, and I turned my head, with a beating and expectant heart.
- Pshaw! It was Miss Ringtop, who spread her blue dress on the rock
- beside me, and shook back her long curls, and sighed, as she gazed
- at the silver path of the moon on the water.
-
- "`Oh, how delicious!' she cried. `How it seems to set the spirit
- free, and we wander off on the wings of Fancy to other spheres!'
-
- "`Yes,' said I, `It is very beautiful, but sad, when one is alone.'
-
- "I was thinking of Eunice.
-
- "`How inadequate,' she continued, `is language to express the
- emotions which such a scene calls up in the bosom! Poetry alone is
- the voice of the spiritual world, and we, who are not poets, must
- borrow the language of the gifted sons of Song. Oh, Enos, I
- WISH you were a poet! But you FEEL poetry, I know you do.
- I have seen it in your eyes, when I quoted the burning lines of
- Adeliza Kelley, or the soul-breathings of Gamaliel J. Gawthrop.
- In HIM, particularly, I find the voice of my own nature.
- Do you know his `Night-Whispers?' How it embodies the feelings of
- such a scene as this!
-
- "Star-drooping bowers bending down the spaces,
- And moonlit glories sweep star-footed on;
- And pale, sweet rivers, in their shining races,
- Are ever gliding through the moonlit places,
- With silver ripples on their tranced faces,
- And forests clasp their dusky hands, with low and sullen moan!'
-
-
- "`Ah!' she continued, as I made no reply, `this is an hour for the
- soul to unveil its most secret chambers! Do you not think, Enos,
- that love rises superior to all conventionalities? that those whose
- souls are in unison should be allowed to reveal themselves to each
- other, regardless of the world's opinions?'
-
- "`Yes!' said I, earnestly.
-
- "`Enos, do you understand me?' she asked, in a tender voice--almost
- a whisper.
-
- "`Yes,' said I, with a blushing confidence of my own passion.
-
- "`Then,' she whispered, `our hearts are wholly in unison. I know
- you are true, Enos. I know your noble nature, and I will never
- doubt you. This is indeed happiness!'
-
- "And therewith she laid her head on my shoulder, and sighed--
-
- "`Life remits his tortures cruel,
- Love illumes his fairest fuel,
- When the hearts that once were dual
- Meet as one, in sweet renewal!'
-
-
- "`Miss Ringtop!' I cried, starting away from her, in alarm, `you
- don't mean that--that--'
-
- "I could not finish the sentence.
-
- "`Yes, Enos, DEAR Enos! henceforth we belong to each other.'
-
- "The painful embarrassment I felt, as her true meaning shot through
- my mind, surpassed anything I had imagined, or experienced in
- anticipation, when planning how I should declare myself to Eunice.
- Miss Ringtop was at least ten years older than I, far from handsome
- (but you remember her face,) and so affectedly sentimental, that I,
- sentimental as I was then, was sick of hearing her talk. Her
- hallucination was so monstrous, and gave me such a shock of
- desperate alarm, that I spoke, on the impulse of the moment, with
- great energy, without regarding how her feelings might be wounded.
-
- "`You mistake!' I exclaimed. `I didn't mean that,--I didn't
- understand you. Don't talk to me that way,--don't look at me in
- that way, Miss Ringtop! We were never meant for each other--I
- wasn't----You're so much older--I mean different. It can't be--no,
- it can never be! Let us go back to the house: the night is cold.'
-
- "I rose hastily to my feet. She murmured something,--what, I did
- not stay to hear,--but, plunging through the cedars, was hurrying
- with all speed to the house, when, half-way up the lawn, beside one
- of the rocky knobs, I met Eunice, who was apparently on her way to
- join us.
-
- In my excited mood, after the ordeal through which I had
- passed, everything seemed easy. My usual timidity was blown
- to the four winds. I went directly to her, took her hand, and
- said--
-
- "`Eunice, the others are driving me mad with their candor; will you
- let me be candid, too?'
-
- "`I think you are always candid, Enos,' she answered.
-
- "Even then, if I had hesitated, I should have been lost. But I
- went on, without pausing--
-
- "`Eunice, I love you--I have loved you since we first met. I came
- here that I might be near you; but I must leave you forever, and
- to-night, unless you can trust your life in my keeping. God help
- me, since we have been together I have lost my faith in almost
- everything but you. Pardon me, if I am impetuous--different from
- what I have seemed. I have struggled so hard to speak! I have
- been a coward, Eunice, because of my love. But now I have spoken,
- from my heart of hearts. Look at me: I can bear it now. Read the
- truth in my eyes, before you answer.'
-
- "I felt her hand tremble while I spoke. As she turned towards me
- her face, which had been averted, the moon shone full upon it, and
- I saw that tears were upon her cheeks. What was said--whether
- anything was said--I cannot tell. I felt the blessed fact, and
- that was enough. That was the dawning of the true Arcadia."
-
- Mrs. Billings, who had been silent during this recital, took her
- husband's hand and smiled. Mr. Johnson felt a dull pang about the
- region of his heart. If he had a secret, however, I do not
- feel justified in betraying it.
-
- "It was late," Mr. Billings continued, "before we returned to the
- house. I had a special dread of again encountering Miss Ringtop,
- but she was wandering up and down the bluff, under the pines,
- singing, `The dream is past.' There was a sound of loud voices, as
- we approached the stoop. Hollins, Shelldrake and his wife, and
- Abel Mallory were sitting together near the door. Perkins Brown,
- as usual, was crouched on the lowest step, with one leg over the
- other, and rubbing the top of his boot with a vigor which betrayed
- to me some secret mirth. He looked up at me from under his straw
- hat with the grin of a malicious Puck, glanced towards the group,
- and made a curious gesture with his thumb. There were several
- empty pint-bottles on the stoop.
-
- "`Now, are you sure you can bear the test?' we heard Hollins ask,
- as we approached.
-
- "`Bear it? Why to be sure!' replied Shelldrake; `if I couldn't
- bear it, or if YOU couldn't, your theory's done for. Try! I
- can stand it as long as you can.'
-
- "`Well, then,' said Hollins, `I think you are a very ordinary man.
- I derive no intellectual benefit from my intercourse with you, but
- your house is convenient to me. I'm under no obligations for your
- hospitality, however, because my company is an advantage to you.
- Indeed if I were treated according to my deserts, you couldn't do
- enough for me.'
-
- "Mrs. Shelldrake was up in arms.
-
- "`Indeed,' she exclaimed, `I think you get as good as you deserve,
- and more too.'
-
- "`Elvira,' said he, with a benevolent condescension, `I have no
- doubt you think so, for your mind belongs to the lowest and most
- material sphere. You have your place in Nature, and you fill it;
- but it is not for you to judge of intelligences which move only on
- the upper planes.'
-
- "`Hollins,' said Shelldrake, `Elviry's a good wife and a sensible
- woman, and I won't allow you to turn up your nose at her.'
-
- "`I am not surprised,' he answered, `that you should fail to stand
- the test. I didn't expect it.'
-
- "`Let me try it on YOU!' cried Shelldrake. `You, now, have some
- intellect,--I don't deny that,--but not so much, by a long shot, as
- you think you have. Besides that, you're awfully selfish in your
- opinions. You won't admit that anybody can be right who differs
- from you. You've sponged on me for a long time; but I suppose I've
- learned something from you, so we'll call it even. I think,
- however, that what you call acting according to impulse is simply
- an excuse to cover your own laziness.'
-
- "`Gosh! that's it!' interrupted Perkins, jumping up; then,
- recollecting himself, he sank down on the steps again, and shook
- with a suppressed `Ho! ho! ho!'
-
- "Hollins, however, drew himself up with an exasperated air.
-
- "`Shelldrake,' said he, `I pity you. I always knew your ignorance,
- but I thought you honest in your human character. I never
- suspected you of envy and malice. However, the true Reformer must
- expect to be misunderstood and misrepresented by meaner minds.
- That love which I bear to all creatures teaches me to forgive you.
- Without such love, all plans of progress must fail. Is it not so,
- Abel?'
-
- "Shelldrake could only ejaculate the words, `Pity!' `Forgive?' in
- his most contemptuous tone; while Mrs. Shelldrake, rocking
- violently in her chair, gave utterance to that peculiar clucking,
- `TS, TS, TS, TS,' whereby certain women express emotions too
- deep for words.
-
- "Abel, roused by Hollins's question, answered, with a sudden
- energy--
-
- "`Love! there is no love in the world. Where will you find it?
- Tell me, and I'll go there. Love! I'd like to see it! If all
- human hearts were like mine, we might have an Arcadia; but most men
- have no hearts. The world is a miserable, hollow, deceitful shell
- of vanity and hypocrisy. No: let us give up. We were born before
- our time: this age is not worthy of us.'
-
- "Hollins stared at the speaker in utter amazement. Shelldrake gave
- a long whistle, and finally gasped out--
-
- "`Well, what next?'
-
- "None of us were prepared for such a sudden and complete wreck of
- our Arcadian scheme. The foundations had been sapped before, it is
- true; but we had not perceived it; and now, in two short days, the
- whole edifice tumbled about our ears. Though it was inevitable, we
- felt a shock of sorrow, and a silence fell upon us. Only that
- scamp of a Perkins Brown, chuckling and rubbing his boot, really
- rejoiced. I could have kicked him.
-
- "We all went to bed, feeling that the charm of our Arcadian life
- was over. I was so full of the new happiness of love that I was
- scarcely conscious of regret. I seemed to have leaped at once into
- responsible manhood, and a glad rush of courage filled me at the
- knowledge that my own heart was a better oracle than those--now so
- shamefully overthrown--on whom I had so long implicitly relied. In
- the first revulsion of feeling, I was perhaps unjust to my
- associates. I see now, more clearly, the causes of those vagaries,
- which originated in a genuine aspiration, and failed from an
- ignorance of the true nature of Man, quite as much as from the
- egotism of the individuals. Other attempts at reorganizing Society
- were made about the same time by men of culture and experience, but
- in the A. C. we had neither. Our leaders had caught a few half-
- truths, which, in their minds, were speedily warped into errors.
- I can laugh over the absurdities I helped to perpetrate, but I must
- confess that the experiences of those few weeks went far towards
- making a man of me."
-
- "Did the A. C. break up at once?" asked Mr. Johnson.
-
- "Not precisely; though Eunice and I left the house within two days,
- as we had agreed. We were not married immediately, however. Three
- long years--years of hope and mutual encouragement--passed away
- before that happy consummation. Before our departure, Hollins had
- fallen into his old manner, convinced, apparently, that Candor
- must be postponed to a better age of the world. But the quarrel
- rankled in Shelldrake's mind, and especially in that of his wife.
- I could see by her looks and little fidgety ways that his further
- stay would be very uncomfortable. Abel Mallory, finding himself
- gaining in weight and improving in color, had no thought of
- returning. The day previous, as I afterwards learned, he had
- discovered Perkins Brown's secret kitchen in the woods.
-
- "`Golly!' said that youth, in describing the circumstance to me, `I
- had to ketch TWO porgies that day.'
-
- "Miss Ringtop, who must have suspected the new relation between
- Eunice and myself, was for the most part rigidly silent. If she
- quoted, it was from the darkest and dreariest utterances of her
- favorite Gamaliel.
-
- "What happened after our departure I learned from Perkins, on the
- return of the Shelldrakes to Norridgeport, in September. Mrs.
- Shelldrake stoutly persisted in refusing to make Hollins's bed, or
- to wash his shirts. Her brain was dull, to be sure; but she was
- therefore all the more stubborn in her resentment. He bore this
- state of things for about a week, when his engagements to lecture
- in Ohio suddenly called him away. Abel and Miss Ringtop were left
- to wander about the promontory in company, and to exchange
- lamentations on the hollowness of human hopes or the pleasures of
- despair. Whether it was owing to that attraction of sex which
- would make any man and any woman, thrown together on a desert
- island, finally become mates, or whether she skilfully ministered
- to Abel's sentimental vanity, I will not undertake to decide: but
- the fact is, they were actually betrothed, on leaving Arcadia.
- I think he would willingly have retreated, after his return to the
- world; but that was not so easy. Miss Ringtop held him with an
- inexorable clutch. They were not married, however, until just
- before his departure for California, whither she afterwards
- followed him. She died in less than a year, and left him free."
-
- "And what became of the other Arcadians?" asked Mr. Johnson.
-
- "The Shelldrakes are still living in Norridgeport. They have
- become Spiritualists, I understand, and cultivate Mediums.
- Hollins, when I last heard of him, was a Deputy-Surveyor in the New
- York Custom-House. Perkins Brown is our butcher here in Waterbury,
- and he often asks me--`Do you take chloride of soda on your
- beefsteaks?' He is as fat as a prize ox, and the father of five
- children."
-
- "Enos!" exclaimed Mrs. Billings, looking at the clock, "it's nearly
- midnight! Mr. Johnson must be very tired, after such a long story.
-
- The Chapter of the A. C. is hereby closed!"
-
-
-
- FRIEND ELI'S DAUGHTER.
-
- I.
-
- The mild May afternoon was drawing to a close, as Friend Eli Mitch-
-
- enor reached the top of the long hill, and halted a few minutes, to
- allow his horse time to recover breath. He also heaved a sigh of
- satisfaction, as he saw again the green, undulating valley of the
- Neshaminy, with its dazzling squares of young wheat, its brown
- patches of corn-land, its snowy masses of blooming orchard, and the
- huge, fountain like jets of weeping willow, half concealing the
- gray stone fronts of the farm-houses. He had been absent from home
- only six days, but the time seemed almost as long to him as a three
- years' cruise to a New Bedford whaleman. The peaceful seclusion
- and pastoral beauty of the scene did not consciously appeal to his
- senses; but he quietly noted how much the wheat had grown during
- his absence, that the oats were up and looking well, that Friend
- Comly's meadow had been ploughed, and Friend Martin had built his
- half of the line-fence along the top of the hill-field. If any
- smothered delight in the loveliness of the spring-time found
- a hiding-place anywhere in the well-ordered chambers of his heart,
- it never relaxed or softened the straight, inflexible lines of his
- face. As easily could his collarless drab coat and waistcoat have
- flushed with a sudden gleam of purple or crimson.
-
- Eli Mitchenor was at peace with himself and the world--that is, so
- much of the world as he acknowledged. Beyond the community of his
- own sect, and a few personal friends who were privileged to live on
- its borders, he neither knew nor cared to know much more of the
- human race than if it belonged to a planet farther from the sun.
- In the discipline of the Friends he was perfect; he was privileged
- to sit on the high seats, with the elders of the Society; and the
- travelling brethren from other States, who visited Bucks County,
- invariably blessed his house with a family-meeting. His farm was
- one of the best on the banks of the Neshaminy, and he also enjoyed
- the annual interest of a few thousand dollars, carefully secured by
- mortgages on real estate. His wife, Abigail, kept even pace with
- him in the consideration she enjoyed within the limits of the sect;
- and his two children, Moses and Asenath, vindicated the paternal
- training by the strictest sobriety of dress and conduct. Moses
- wore the plain coat, even when his ways led him among "the world's
- people;" and Asenath had never been known to wear, or to express a
- desire for, a ribbon of a brighter tint than brown or fawn-color.
- Friend Mitchenor had thus gradually ripened to his sixtieth year in
- an atmosphere of life utterly placid and serene, and looked
- forward with confidence to the final change, as a translation into
- a deeper calm, a serener quiet, a prosperous eternity of mild
- voices, subdued colors, and suppressed emotions.
-
- He was returning home, in his own old-fashioned "chair," with its
- heavy square canopy and huge curved springs, from the Yearly
- Meeting of the Hicksite Friends, in Philadelphia. The large bay
- farm-horse, slow and grave in his demeanor, wore his plain harness
- with an air which made him seem, among his fellow-horses, the
- counterpart of his master among men. He would no more have thought
- of kicking than the latter would of swearing a huge oath. Even
- now, when the top of the hill was gained, and he knew that he was
- within a mile of the stable which had been his home since colthood,
- he showed no undue haste or impatience, but waited quietly, until
- Friend Mitchenor, by a well-known jerk of the lines, gave him the
- signal to go on. Obedient to the motion, he thereupon set forward
- once more, jogging soberly down the eastern slope of the hill,--
- across the covered bridge, where, in spite of the tempting level of
- the hollow-sounding floor, he was as careful to abstain from
- trotting as if he had read the warning notice,--along the wooded
- edge of the green meadow, where several cows of his acquaintance
- were grazing,--and finally, wheeling around at the proper angle,
- halted squarely in front of the gate which gave entrance to the
- private lane.
-
- The old stone house in front, the spring-house in a green little
- hollow just below it, the walled garden, with its clumps of
- box and lilac, and the vast barn on the left, all joining in
- expressing a silent welcome to their owner, as he drove up the
- lane. Moses, a man of twenty-five, left his work in the garden,
- and walked forward in his shirt-sleeves.
-
- "Well, father, how does thee do?" was his quiet greeting, as they
- shook hands.
-
- "How's mother, by this time?" asked Eli.
-
- "Oh, thee needn't have been concerned," said the son. "There she
- is. Go in: I'll tend to the horse."
-
- Abigail and her daughter appeared on the piazza. The mother was a
- woman of fifty, thin and delicate in frame, but with a smooth,
- placid beauty of countenance which had survived her youth. She was
- dressed in a simple dove-colored gown, with book-muslin cap and
- handkerchief, so scrupulously arranged that one might have
- associated with her for six months without ever discovering a spot
- on the former, or an uneven fold in the latter. Asenath, who
- followed, was almost as plainly attired, her dress being a dark-
- blue calico, while a white pasteboard sun-bonnet, with broad cape,
- covered her head.
-
- "Well, Abigail, how art thou?" said Eli, quietly giving his hand to
- his wife.
-
- "I'm glad to see thee back," was her simple welcome.
-
- No doubt they had kissed each other as lovers, but Asenath had
- witnessed this manifestation of affection but once in her life--
- after the burial of a younger sister. The fact impressed her with
- a peculiar sense of sanctity and solemnity: it was a caress wrung
- forth by a season of tribulation, and therefore was too
- earnest to be profaned to the uses of joy. So far, therefore, from
- expecting a paternal embrace, she would have felt, had it been
- given, like the doomed daughter of the Gileadite, consecrated to
- sacrifice.
-
- Both she and her mother were anxious to hear the proceedings of the
- meeting, and to receive personal news of the many friends whom Eli
- had seen; but they asked few questions until the supper-table was
- ready and Moses had come in from the barn. The old man enjoyed
- talking, but it must be in his own way and at his own good time.
- They must wait until the communicative spirit should move him.
- With the first cup of coffee the inspiration came. Hovering at
- first over indifferent details, he gradually approached those of
- more importance,--told of the addresses which had been made, the
- points of discipline discussed, the testimony borne, and the
- appearance and genealogy of any new Friends who had taken a
- prominent part therein. Finally, at the close of his relation, he
- said--
-
- "Abigail, there is one thing I must talk to thee about. Friend
- Speakman's partner,--perhaps thee's heard of him, Richard Hilton,--
- has a son who is weakly. He's two or three years younger than
- Moses. His mother was consumptive, and they're afraid he takes
- after her. His father wants to send him into the country for the
- summer--to some place where he'll have good air, and quiet, and
- moderate exercise, and Friend Speakman spoke of us. I thought I'd
- mention it to thee, and if thee thinks well of it, we can send word
- down next week, when Josiah Comly goes"
-
- "What does THEE think?" asked his wife, after a pause
-
- "He's a very quiet, steady young man, Friend Speakman says, and
- would be very little trouble to thee. I thought perhaps his board
- would buy the new yoke of oxen we must have in the fall, and the
- price of the fat ones might go to help set up Moses. But it's for
- thee to decide."
-
- "I suppose we could take him," said Abigail, seeing that the
- decision was virtually made already; "there's the corner room,
- which we don't often use. Only, if he should get worse on our
- hands--"
-
- "Friend Speakman says there's no danger. He is only weak-breasted,
- as yet, and clerking isn't good for him. I saw the young man at
- the store. If his looks don't belie him, he's well-behaved and
- orderly."
-
- So it was settled that Richard Hilton the younger was to be an
- inmate of Friend Mitchenor's house during the summer.
-
-
- II.
-
-
- At the end of ten days he came.
-
- In the under-sized, earnest, dark-haired and dark-eyed young man of
- three-and-twenty, Abigail Mitchenor at once felt a motherly
- interest. Having received him as a temporary member of the family,
- she considered him entitled to the same watchful care as if he were
- in reality an invalid son. The ice over an hereditary Quaker
- nature is but a thin crust, if one knows how to break it; and in
- Richard Hilton's case, it was already broken before his
- arrival. His only embarrassment, in fact, arose from the
- difficulty which he naturally experienced in adapting himself to
- the speech and address of the Mitchenor family. The greetings of
- old Eli, grave, yet kindly, of Abigail, quaintly familiar and
- tender, of Moses, cordial and slightly condescending, and finally
- of Asenath, simple and natural to a degree which impressed him like
- a new revelation in woman, at once indicated to him his position
- among them. His city manners, he felt, instinctively, must be
- unlearned, or at least laid aside for a time. Yet it was not easy
- for him to assume, at such short notice, those of his hosts.
- Happening to address Asenath as "Miss Mitchenor," Eli turned to him
- with a rebuking face.
-
- "We do not use compliments, Richard," said he; "my daughter's name
- is Asenath.
-
- "I beg pardon. I will try to accustom myself to your ways, since
- you have been so kind as to take me for a while," apologized
- Richard Hilton.
-
- "Thee's under no obligation to us," said Friend Mitchenor, in his
- strict sense of justice; "thee pays for what thee gets."
-
- The finer feminine instinct of Abigail led her to interpose.
-
- "We'll not expect too much of thee, at first, Richard," she
- remarked, with a kind expression of face, which had the effect of
- a smile: "but our ways are plain and easily learned. Thee knows,
- perhaps, that we're no respecters of persons."
-
- It was some days, however, before the young man could overcome his
- natural hesitation at the familiarity implied by these new forms of
- speech. "Friend Mitchenor" and "Moses" were not difficult to
- learn, but it seemed a want of respect to address as "Abigail" a
- woman of such sweet and serene dignity as the mother, and he was
- fain to avoid either extreme by calling her, with her cheerful
- permission, "Aunt Mitchenor." On the other hand, his own modest
- and unobtrusive nature soon won the confidence and cordial regard
- of the family. He occasionally busied himself in the garden, by
- way of exercise, or accompanied Moses to the corn-field or the
- woodland on the hill, but was careful never to interfere at
- inopportune times, and willing to learn silently, by the simple
- process of looking on.
-
- One afternoon, as he was idly sitting on the stone wall which
- separated the garden from the lane, Asenath, attired in a new gown
- of chocolate-colored calico, with a double-handled willow work-
- basket on her arm, issued from the house. As she approached him,
- she paused and said--
-
- "The time seems to hang heavy on thy hands, Richard. If thee's
- strong enough to walk to the village and back, it might do thee
- more good than sitting still."
-
- Richard Hilton at once jumped down from the wall.
-
- "Certainly I am able to go," said he, "if you will allow it."
-
- "Haven't I asked thee?" was her quiet reply.
-
- "Let me carry your basket," he said, suddenly, after they had
- walked, side by side, some distance down the lane.
-
- "Indeed, I shall not let thee do that. I'm only going for the
- mail, and some little things at the store, that make no weight at
- all. Thee mustn't think I'm like the young women in the city, who,
- I'm told, if they buy a spool of Cotton, must have it sent home to
- them. Besides, thee mustn't over-exert thy strength."
-
- Richard Hilton laughed merrily at the gravity with which she
- uttered the last sentence.
-
- "Why, Miss--Asenath, I mean--what am I good for; if I have not
- strength enough to carry a basket?"
-
- "Thee's a man, I know, and I think a man would almost as lief be
- thought wicked as weak. Thee can't help being weakly-inclined, and
- it's only right that thee should be careful of thyself. There's
- surely nothing in that that thee need be ashamed of."
-
- While thus speaking, Asenath moderated her walk, in order,
- unconsciously to her companion, to restrain his steps.
-
- "Oh, there are the dog's-tooth violets in blossom?" she exclaimed,
- pointing to a shady spot beside the brook; "does thee know them?"
-
- Richard immediately gathered and brought to her a handful of the
- nodding yellow bells, trembling above their large, cool, spotted
- leaves.
-
- "How beautiful they are!" said he; "but I should never have taken
- them for violets."
-
- "They are misnamed," she answered. "The flower is an
- Erythronium; but I am accustomed to the common name, and like it.
- Did thee ever study botany?"
-
- "Not at all. I can tell a geranium, when I see it, and I know a
- heliotrope by the smell. I could never mistake a red cabbage for
- a rose, and I can recognize a hollyhock or a sunflower at a
- considerable distance. The wild flowers are all strangers to me;
- I wish I knew something about them."
-
- "If thee's fond of flowers, it would be very easy to learn. I
- think a study of this kind would pleasantly occupy thy mind. Why
- couldn't thee try? I would be very willing to teach thee what
- little I know. It's not much, indeed, but all thee wants is a
- start. See, I will show thee how simple the principles are."
-
- Taking one of the flowers from the bunch, Asenath, as they slowly
- walked forward, proceeded to dissect it, explained the mysteries of
- stamens and pistils, pollen, petals, and calyx, and, by the time
- they had reached the village, had succeeded in giving him a general
- idea of the Linnaean system of classification. His mind took hold
- of the subject with a prompt and profound interest. It was a new
- and wonderful world which suddenly opened before him. How
- surprised he was to learn that there were signs by which a
- poisonous herb could be detected from a wholesome one, that cedars
- and pine-trees blossomed, that the gray lichens on the rocks
- belonged to the vegetable kingdom! His respect for Asenath's
- knowledge thrust quite out of sight the restraint which her youth
- and sex had imposed upon him. She was teacher, equal, friend;
- and the simple candid manner which was the natural expression of
- her dignity and purity thoroughly harmonized with this relation.
-
- Although, in reality, two or three years younger than he, Asenath
- had a gravity of demeanor, a calm self-possession, a deliberate
- balance of mind, and a repose of the emotional nature, which he had
- never before observed, except in much older women. She had had, as
- he could well imagine, no romping girlhood, no season of careless,
- light-hearted dalliance with opening life, no violent alternation
- even of the usual griefs and joys of youth. The social calm in
- which she had expanded had developed her nature as gently and
- securely as a sea-flower is unfolded below the reach of tides and
- storms.
-
- She would have been very much surprised if any one had called her
- handsome: yet her face had a mild, unobtrusive beauty which seemed
- to grow and deepen from day to day. Of a longer oval than the
- Greek standard, it was yet as harmonious in outline; the nose was
- fine and straight, the dark-blue eyes steady and untroubled, and
- the lips calmly, but not too firmly closed. Her brown hair, parted
- over a high white forehead, was smoothly laid across the temples,
- drawn behind the ears, and twisted into a simple knot. The white
- cape and sun-bonnet gave her face a nun-like character, which set
- her apart, in the thoughts of "the world's people" whom she met, as
- one sanctified for some holy work. She might have gone around the
- world, repelling every rude word, every bold glance, by the
- protecting atmosphere of purity and truth which inclosed her.
-
- The days went by, each bringing some new blossom to adorn and
- illustrate the joint studies of the young man and maiden. For
- Richard Hilton had soon mastered the elements of botany, as taught
- by Priscilla Wakefield,--the only source of Asenath's knowledge,--
- and entered, with her, upon the text-book of Gray, a copy of which
- he procured from Philadelphia. Yet, though he had overtaken her in
- his knowledge of the technicalities of the science, her practical
- acquaintance with plants and their habits left her still his
- superior. Day by day, exploring the meadows, the woods, and the
- clearings, he brought home his discoveries to enjoy her aid in
- classifying and assigning them to their true places. Asenath had
- generally an hour or two of leisure from domestic duties in the
- afternoons, or after the early supper of summer was over; and
- sometimes, on "Seventh-days," she would be his guide to some
- locality where the rarer plants were known to exist. The parents
- saw this community of interest and exploration without a thought of
- misgiving. They trusted their daughter as themselves; or, if any
- possible fear had flitted across their hearts, it was allayed by
- the absorbing delight with which Richard Hilton pursued his study.
- An earnest discussion as to whether a certain leaf was ovate or
- lanceolate, whether a certain plant belonged to the species
- scandens or canadensis, was, in their eyes, convincing proof
- that the young brains were touched, and therefore NOT the young
- hearts.
-
- But love, symbolized by a rose-bud, is emphatically a botanical
- emotion. A sweet, tender perception of beauty, such as this study
- requires, or develops, is at once the most subtile and certain
- chain of communication between impressible natures. Richard
- Hilton, feeling that his years were numbered, had given up, in
- despair, his boyish dreams, even before he understood them: his
- fate seemed to preclude the possibility of love. But, as he gained
- a little strength from the genial season, the pure country air, and
- the release from gloomy thoughts which his rambles afforded, the
- end was farther removed, and a future--though brief, perhaps, still
- a FUTURE--began to glimmer before him. If this could be his
- life,--an endless summer, with a search for new plants every
- morning, and their classification every evening, with Asenath's
- help on the shady portico of Friend Mitchenor's house,--he could
- forget his doom, and enjoy the blessing of life unthinkingly.
-
- The azaleas succeeded to the anemones, the orchis and trillium
- followed, then the yellow gerardias and the feathery purple
- pogonias, and finally the growing gleam of the golden-rods along
- the wood-side and the red umbels of the tall eupatoriums in the
- meadow announced the close of summer. One evening, as Richard, in
- displaying his collection, brought to view the blood-red leaf of a
- gum-tree, Asenath exclaimed--
-
- "Ah, there is the sign! It is early, this year."
-
- "What sign?" he asked.
-
- "That the summer is over. We shall soon have frosty nights,
- and then nothing will be left for us except the asters and gentians
- and golden-rods."
-
- Was the time indeed so near? A few more weeks, and this Arcadian
- life would close. He must go back to the city, to its rectilinear
- streets, its close brick walls, its artificial, constrained
- existence. How could he give up the peace, the contentment, the
- hope he had enjoyed through the summer? The question suddenly took
- a more definite form in his mind: How could he give up Asenath?
- Yes--the quiet, unsuspecting girl, sitting beside him, with her lap
- full of the September blooms he had gathered, was thenceforth a
- part of his inmost life. Pure and beautiful as she was, almost
- sacred in his regard, his heart dared to say--"I need her and claim
- her!"
-
- "Thee looks pale to-night, Richard," said Abigail, as they took
- their seats at the supper-table. "I hope thee has not taken cold."
-
-
- III.
-
-
- "Will thee go along, Richard? I know where the rudbeckias grow,"
- said Asenath, on the following "Seventh-day" afternoon.
-
- They crossed the meadows, and followed the course of the stream,
- under its canopy of magnificent ash and plane trees, into a brake
- between the hills. It was an almost impenetrable thicket, spangled
- with tall autumnal flowers. The eupatoriums, with their purple
- crowns, stood like young trees, with an undergrowth of aster
- and blue spikes of lobelia, tangled in a golden mesh of dodder. A
- strong, mature odor, mixed alike of leaves and flowers, and very
- different from the faint, elusive sweetness of spring, filled the
- air. The creek, with a few faded leaves dropped upon its bosom,
- and films of gossamer streaming from its bushy fringe, gurgled over
- the pebbles in its bed. Here and there, on its banks, shone the
- deep yellow stars of the flower they sought.
-
- Richard Hilton walked as in a dream, mechanically plucking a stem
- of rudbeckia, only to toss it, presently, into the water.
-
- "Why, Richard! what's thee doing?" cried Asenath; "thee has thrown
- away the very best specimen."
-
- "Let it go," he answered, sadly. "I am afraid everything else is
- thrown away."
-
- "What does thee mean?" she asked, with a look of surprised and
- anxious inquiry.
-
- "Don't ask me, Asenath. Or--yes, I WILL tell you. I must say
- it to you now, or never afterwards. Do you know what a happy life
- I've been leading since I came here?--that I've learned what life
- is, as if I'd never known it before? I want to live, Asenath,--and
- do you know why?"
-
- "I hope thee will live, Richard," she said, gently and tenderly,
- her deep-blue eyes dim with the mist of unshed tears.
-
- "But, Asenath, how am I to live without you? But you can't
- understand that, because you do not know what you are to me.
- No, you never guessed that all this while I've been loving you more
- and more, until now I have no other idea of death than not to see
- you, not to love you, not to share your life!"
-
- "Oh, Richard!"
-
- "I knew you would be shocked, Asenath. I meant to have kept this
- to myself. You never dreamed of it, and I had no right to disturb
- the peace of your heart. The truth is told now,--and I cannot take
- it back, if I wished. But if you cannot love, you can forgive me
- for loving you--forgive me now and every day of my life."
-
- He uttered these words with a passionate tenderness, standing on
- the edge of the stream, and gazing into its waters. His slight
- frame trembled with the violence of his emotion. Asenath, who had
- become very pale as he commenced to speak, gradually flushed over
- neck and brow as she listened. Her head drooped, the gathered
- flowers fell from her hands, and she hid her face. For a few
- minutes no sound was heard but the liquid gurgling of the water,
- and the whistle of a bird in the thicket beside them. Richard
- Hilton at last turned, and, in a voice of hesitating entreaty,
- pronounced her name--
-
- "Asenath!"
-
- She took away her hands, and slowly lifted her face. She was pale,
- but her eyes met his with a frank, appealing, tender expression,
- which caused his heart to stand still a moment. He read no
- reproach, no faintest thought of blame; but--was it pity?--was it
- pardon?--or----
-
- "We stand before God, Richard," said she, in a low, sweet,
- solemn tone. "He knows that I do not need to forgive thee. If
- thee requires it, I also require His forgiveness for myself."
-
- Though a deeper blush now came to cheek and brow, she met his gaze
- with the bravery of a pure and innocent heart. Richard, stunned
- with the sudden and unexpected bliss, strove to take the full
- consciousness of it into a being which seemed too narrow to contain
- it. His first impulse was to rush forward, clasp her passionately
- in his arms, and hold her in the embrace which encircled, for him,
- the boundless promise of life; but she stood there, defenceless,
- save in her holy truth and trust, and his heart bowed down and gave
- her reverence.
-
- "Asenath," said he, at last, "I never dared to hope for this. God
- bless you for those words! Can you trust me?--can you indeed love
- me?"
-
- "I can trust thee,--I DO love thee!"
-
- They clasped each other's hands in one long, clinging pressure. No
- kiss was given, but side by side they walked slowly up the dewy
- meadows, in happy and hallowed silence. Asenath's face became
- troubled as the old farmhouse appeared through the trees.
-
- "Father and mother must know of this, Richard," said she. "I am
- afraid it may be a cross to them."
-
- The same fear had already visited his own mind, but he answered,
- cheerfully--
-
- "I hope not. I think I have taken a new lease of life, and shall
- soon be strong enough to satisfy them. Besides, my father is in
- prosperous business."
-
- "It is not that," she answered; "but thee is not one of us."
-
- It was growing dusk when they reached the house. In the dim
- candle-light Asenath's paleness was not remarked; and Richard's
- silence was attributed to fatigue.
-
- The next morning the whole family attended meeting at the
- neighboring Quaker meeting-house, in the preparation for which, and
- the various special occupations of their "First-day" mornings, the
- unsuspecting parents overlooked that inevitable change in the faces
- of the lovers which they must otherwise have observed. After
- dinner, as Eli was taking a quiet walk in the garden, Richard
- Hilton approached him.
-
- "Friend Mitchenor," said he, "I should like to have some talk with
- thee."
-
- "What is it, Richard?" asked the old man, breaking off some pods
- from a seedling radish, and rubbing them in the palm of his hand.
-
- "I hope, Friend Mitchenor," said the young man, scarcely knowing
- how to approach so important a crisis in his life, "I hope thee has
- been satisfied with my conduct since I came to live with thee, and
- has no fault to find with me as a man."
-
- "Well," exclaimed Eli, turning around and looking up, sharply,
- "does thee want a testimony from me? I've nothing, that I know of,
- to say against thee."
-
- "If I were sincerely attached to thy daughter, Friend Mitchenor,
- and she returned the attachment, could thee trust her happiness in
- my hands?"
-
- "What!" cried Eli, straightening himself and glaring upon the
- speaker, with a face too amazed to express any other feeling.
-
- "Can you confide Asenath's happiness to my care? I love her with
- my whole heart and soul, and the fortune of my life depends on your
- answer."
-
- The straight lines in the old man's face seemed to grow deeper and
- more rigid, and his eyes shone with the chill glitter of steel.
- Richard, not daring to say a word more, awaited his reply in
- intense agitation.
-
- "So!" he exclaimed at last, "this is the way thee's repaid me! I
- didn't expect THIS from thee! Has thee spoken to her?"
-
- "I have."
-
- "Thee has, has thee? And I suppose thee's persuaded her to think
- as thee does. Thee'd better never have come here. When I want to
- lose my daughter, and can't find anybody else for her, I'll let
- thee know."
-
- "What have you against me, Friend Mitchenor?" Richard sadly asked,
- forgetting, in his excitement, the Quaker speech he had learned.
-
- "Thee needn't use compliments now! Asenath shall be a Friend while
- _I_ live; thy fine clothes and merry-makings and vanities are not
- for her. Thee belongs to the world, and thee may choose one of the
- world's women."
-
- "Never!" protested Richard; but Friend Mitchenor was already
- ascending the garden-steps on his way to the house.
-
- The young man, utterly overwhelmed, wandered to the nearest
- grove and threw himself on the ground. Thus, in a miserable chaos
- of emotion, unable to grasp any fixed thought, the hours passed
- away. Towards evening, he heard a footstep approaching, and sprang
- up. It was Moses.
-
- The latter was engaged, with the consent of his parents and
- expected to "pass meeting" in a few weeks. He knew what had
- happened, and felt a sincere sympathy for Richard, for whom he had
- a cordial regard. His face was very grave, but kind.
-
- "Thee'd better come in, Richard," said he; "the evenings are damp,
- and I v'e brought thy overcoat. I know everything, and I feel that
- it must be a great cross for thee. But thee won't be alone in
- bearing it."
-
- "Do you think there is no hope of your father relenting?" he asked,
- in a tone of despondency which anticipated the answer.
-
- "Father's very hard to move," said Moses; "and when mother and
- Asenath can't prevail on him, nobody else need try. I'm afraid
- thee must make up thy mind to the trial. I'm sorry to say it,
- Richard, but I think thee'd better go back to town."
-
- "I'll go to-morrow,--go and die!" he muttered hoarsely, as he
- followed Moses to the house.
-
- Abigail, as she saw his haggard face, wept quietly. She pressed
- his hand tenderly, but said nothing. Eli was stern and cold as an
- Iceland rock. Asenath did not make her appearance. At supper, the
- old man and his son exchanged a few words about the farm-work to be
- done on the morrow, but nothing else was said. Richard soon
- left the room and went up to his chamber to spend his last, his
- only unhappy night at the farm. A yearning, pitying look from
- Abigail accompanied him.
-
- "Try and not think hard of us!" was her farewell the next morning,
- as he stepped into the old chair, in which Moses was to convey him
- to the village where he should meet the Doylestown stage. So,
- without a word of comfort from Asenath's lips, without even a last
- look at her beloved face, he was taken away.
-
-
-
- IV.
-
-
- True and firm and self-reliant as was the nature of Asenath
- Mitchenor, the thought of resistance to her father's will never
- crossed her mind. It was fixed that she must renounce all
- intercourse with Richard Hilton; it was even sternly forbidden her
- to see him again during the few hours he remained in the house; but
- the sacred love, thus rudely dragged to the light and outraged, was
- still her own. She would take it back into the keeping of her
- heart, and if a day should ever come when he would be free to
- return and demand it of her, he would find it there, unwithered,
- with all the unbreathed perfume hoarded in its folded leaves. If
- that day came not, she would at the last give it back to God,
- saying, "Father, here is Thy most precious gift, bestow it as Thou
- wilt."
-
- As her life had never before been agitated by any strong emotion,
- so it was not outwardly agitated now. The placid waters of
- her soul did not heave and toss before those winds of passion and
- sorrow: they lay in dull, leaden calm, under a cold and sunless
- sky. What struggles with herself she underwent no one ever knew.
- After Richard Hilton's departure, she never mentioned his name, or
- referred, in any way, to the summer's companionship with him. She
- performed her household duties, if not cheerfully, at least as
- punctually and carefully as before; and her father congratulated
- himself that the unfortunate attachment had struck no deeper root.
- Abigail's finer sight, however, was not deceived by this external
- resignation. She noted the faint shadows under the eyes, the
- increased whiteness of the temples, the unconscious traces of pain
- which sometimes played about the dimpled corners of the mouth, and
- watched her daughter with a silent, tender solicitude.
-
- The wedding of Moses was a severe test of Asenath's strength, but
- she stood the trial nobly, performing all the duties required by
- her position with such sweet composure that many of the older
- female Friends remarked to Abigail, "How womanly Asenath has
- grown!" Eli Mitchenor noted, with peculiar satisfaction, that the
- eyes of the young Friends--some of them of great promise in the
- sect, and well endowed with worldly goods--followed her admiringly.
-
- "It will not be long," he thought, "before she is consoled."
-
- Fortune seemed to favor his plans, and justify his harsh treatment
- of Richard Hilton. There were unfavorable accounts of the young
- man's conduct. His father had died during the winter, and he
- was represented as having become very reckless and dissipated.
- These reports at last assumed such a definite form that Friend
- Mitchenor brought them to the notice of his family.
-
- "I met Josiah Comly in the road," said he, one day at dinner.
- "He's just come from Philadelphia, and brings bad news of Richard
- Hilton. He's taken to drink, and is spending in wickedness the
- money his father left him. His friends have a great concern about
- him, but it seems he's not to be reclaimed."
-
- Abigail looked imploringly at her husband, but he either
- disregarded or failed to understand her look. Asenath, who had
- grown very pale, steadily met her father's gaze, and said, in a
- tone which he had never yet heard from her lips--
-
- "Father, will thee please never mention Richard Hilton's name when
- I am by?"
-
- The words were those of entreaty, but the voice was that of
- authority. The old man was silenced by a new and unexpected power
- in his daughter's heart: he suddenly felt that she was not a girl,
- as heretofore, but a woman, whom he might persuade, but could no
- longer compel.
-
- "It shall be as thee wishes, Asenath," he said; "we had best forget
- him."
-
- Of their friends, however, she could not expect this reserve, and
- she was doomed to hear stories of Richard which clouded and
- embittered her thoughts of him. And a still severer trial was in
- store. She accompanied her father, in obedience to his wish,
- and against her own desire, to the Yearly Meeting in Philadelphia.
- It has passed into a proverb that the Friends, on these occasions,
- always bring rain with them; and the period of her visit was no
- exception to the rule. The showery days of "Yearly Meeting Week"
- glided by, until the last, and she looked forward with relief to
- the morrow's return to Bucks County, glad to have escaped a meeting
- with Richard Hilton, which might have confirmed her fears and could
- but have given her pain in any case.
-
- As she and her father joined each other, outside the meeting-house,
- at the close of the afternoon meeting, a light rain was falling.
- She took his arm, under the capacious umbrella, and they were soon
- alone in the wet streets, on their way to the house of the Friends
- who entertained them. At a crossing, where the water pouring down
- the gutter towards the Delaware, caused them to halt a man,
- plashing through the flood, staggered towards them. Without an
- umbrella, with dripping, disordered clothes, yet with a hot,
- flushed face, around which the long black hair hung wildly, he
- approached, singing to himself with maudlin voice a song that would
- have been sweet and tender in a lover's mouth. Friend Mitchenor
- drew to one side, lest his spotless drab should be brushed by the
- unclean reveller; but the latter, looking up, stopped suddenly face
- to face with them.
-
- "Asenath!" he cried, in a voice whose anguish pierced through the
- confusion of his senses, and struck down into the sober quick of
- his soul.
-
- "Richard!" she breathed, rather than spoke, in a low, terrified
- voice.
-
- It was indeed Richard Hilton who stood before her, or rather--as
- she afterwards thought, in recalling the interview--the body of
- Richard Hilton possessed by an evil spirit. His cheeks burned with
- a more than hectic red, his eyes were wild and bloodshot, and
- though the recognition had suddenly sobered him, an impatient,
- reckless devil seemed to lurk under the set mask of his features.
-
- "Here I am, Asenath," he said at length, hoarsely. "I said it was
- death, didn't I? Well, it's worse than death, I suppose; but what
- matter? You can't be more lost to me now than you were already.
- This is THY doing, Friend Eli," he continued, turning to the old
- man, with a sneering emphasis on the "THY." "I hope thee's
- satisfied with thy work!"
-
- Here he burst into a bitter, mocking laugh, which it chilled
- Asenath's blood to hear.
-
- The old man turned pale. "Come away, child!" said he, tugging at
- her arm. But she stood firm, strengthened for the moment by a
- solemn feeling of duty which trampled down her pain.
-
- "Richard," she said, with the music of an immeasurable sorrow in
- her voice, "oh, Richard, what has thee done? Where the Lord
- commands resignation, thee has been rebellious; where he chasteneth
- to purify, thee turns blindly to sin. I had not expected this of
- thee, Richard; I thought thy regard for me was of the kind which
- would have helped and uplifted thee,--not through me, as an
- unworthy object, but through the hopes and the pure desires of thy
- own heart. I expected that thee would so act as to justify what I
- felt towards thee, not to make my affection a reproach,--oh,
- Richard, not to cast over my heart the shadow of thy sin!"
-
- The wretched young man supported himself against the post of an
- awning, buried his face in his hands, and wept passionately. Once
- or twice he essayed to speak, but his voice was choked by sobs,
- and, after a look from the streaming eyes which Asenath could
- scarcely bear to meet, he again covered his face. A stranger,
- coming down the street, paused out of curiosity. "Come, come!"
- cried Eli, once more, eager to escape from the scene. His daughter
- stood still, and the man slowly passed on.
-
- Asenath could not thus leave her lost lover, in his despairing
- grief. She again turned to him, her own tears flowing fast and
- free.
-
- "I do not judge thee, Richard, but the words that passed between us
- give me a right to speak to thee. It was hard to lose sight of
- thee then, but it is still harder for me to see thee now. If the
- sorrow and pity I feel could save thee, I would be willing never to
- know any other feelings. I would still do anything for thee except
- that which thee cannot ask, as thee now is, and I could not give.
- Thee has made the gulf between us so wide that it cannot be
- crossed. But I can now weep for thee and pray for thee as a
- fellow-creature whose soul is still precious in the sight of the
- Lord. Fare thee well!"
-
- He seized the hand she extended, bowed down, and showered mingled
- tears and kisses upon it. Then, with a wild sob in his throat, he
- started up and rushed down the street, through the fast-falling
- rain. The father and daughter walked home in silence. Eli had
- heard every word that was spoken, and felt that a spirit whose
- utterances he dared not question had visited Asenath's tongue.
-
- She, as year after year went by, regained the peace and patience
- which give a sober cheerfulness to life. The pangs of her heart
- grew dull and transient; but there were two pictures in her memory
- which never blurred in outline or faded in color: one, the brake of
- autumn flowers under the bright autumnal sky, with bird and stream
- making accordant music to the new voice of love; the other a rainy
- street, with a lost, reckless man leaning against an awning-post,
- and staring in her face with eyes whose unutterable woe, when she
- dared to recall it, darkened the beauty of the earth, and almost
- shook her trust in the providence of God.
-
-
-
- V.
-
- Year after year passed by, but not without bringing change to the
- Mitchenor family. Moses had moved to Chester County soon after his
- marriage, and had a good farm of his own. At the end of ten years
- Abigail died; and the old man, who had not only lost his savings by
- an unlucky investment, but was obliged to mortgage his farm,
- finally determined to sell it and join his son. He was
- getting too old to manage it properly, impatient under the
- unaccustomed pressure of debt, and depressed by the loss of the
- wife to whom, without any outward show of tenderness, he was, in
- truth, tenderly attached. He missed her more keenly in the places
- where she had lived and moved than in a neighborhood without the
- memory of her presence. The pang with which he parted from his
- home was weakened by the greater pang which had preceded it.
-
- It was a harder trial to Asenath. She shrank from the encounter
- with new faces, and the necessity of creating new associations.
- There was a quiet satisfaction in the ordered, monotonous round of
- her life, which might be the same elsewhere, but here alone was the
- nook which held all the morning sunshine she had ever known. Here
- still lingered the halo of the sweet departed summer,--here still
- grew the familiar wild-flowers which THE FIRST Richard Hilton
- had gathered. This was the Paradise in which the Adam of her heart
- had dwelt, before his fall. Her resignation and submission
- entitled her to keep those pure and perfect memories, though she
- was scarcely conscious of their true charm. She did not dare to
- express to herself, in words, that one everlasting joy of woman's
- heart, through all trials and sorrows--"I have loved, I have been
- beloved."
-
- On the last "First-day" before their departure, she walked down the
- meadows to the lonely brake between the hills. It was the early
- spring, and the black buds of the ash had just begun to swell. The
- maples were dusted with crimson bloom, and the downy catkins of the
- swamp-willow dropped upon the stream and floated past her, as
- once the autumn leaves. In the edges of the thickets peeped forth
- the blue, scentless violet, the fairy cups of the anemone, and the
- pink-veined bells of the miskodeed. The tall blooms through which
- the lovers walked still slept in the chilly earth; but the sky
- above her was mild and blue, and the remembrance of the day came
- back to her with a delicate, pungent sweetness, like the perfume of
- the trailing arbutus in the air around her. In a sheltered, sunny
- nook, she found a single erythronium, lured forth in advance of its
- proper season, and gathered it as a relic of the spot, which she
- might keep without blame. As she stooped to pluck it, her own face
- looked up at her out of a little pool filled by the spring rains.
- Seen against the reflected sky, it shone with a soft radiance, and
- the earnest eyes met hers, as if it were her young self, evoked
- from the past, to bid her farewell. "Farewell!" she whispered,
- taking leave at once, as she believed, of youth and the memory of
- love.
-
- During those years she had more than once been sought in marriage,
- but had steadily, though kindly, refused. Once, when the suitor
- was a man whose character and position made the union very
- desirable in Eli Mitchenor's eyes, he ventured to use his paternal
- influence. Asenath's gentle resistance was overborne by his
- arbitrary force of will, and her protestations were of no avail.
-
- "Father," she finally said, in the tone which he had once heard and
- still remembered, `thee can take away, but thee cannot give."
-
- He never mentioned the subject again.
-
- Richard Hilton passed out of her knowledge shortly after her
- meeting with him in Philadelphia. She heard, indeed, that his
- headlong career of dissipation was not arrested,--that his friends
- had given him up as hopelessly ruined,--and, finally, that he had
- left the city. After that, all reports ceased. He was either
- dead, or reclaimed and leading a better life, somewhere far away.
- Dead, she believed--almost hoped; for in that case might he not now
- be enjoying the ineffable rest and peace which she trusted might be
- her portion? It was better to think of him as a purified spirit,
- waiting to meet her in a holier communion, than to know that he was
- still bearing the burden of a soiled and blighted life. In any
- case, her own future was plain and clear. It was simply a
- prolongation of the present--an alternation of seed-time and
- harvest, filled with humble duties and cares, until the Master
- should bid her lay down her load and follow Him.
-
- Friend Mitchenor bought a small cottage adjacent to his son's farm,
- in a community which consisted mostly of Friends, and not far from
- the large old meeting-house in which the Quarterly Meetings were
- held. He at once took his place on the upper seat, among the
- elders, most of whom he knew already, from having met them, year
- after year, in Philadelphia. The charge of a few acres of ground
- gave him sufficient occupation; the money left to him after the
- sale of his farm was enough to support him comfortably; and a late
- Indian summer of contentment seemed now to have come to the
- old man. He was done with the earnest business of life. Moses was
- gradually taking his place, as father and Friend; and Asenath would
- be reasonably provided for at his death. As his bodily energies
- decayed, his imperious temper softened, his mind became more
- accessible to liberal influences, and he even cultivated a cordial
- friendship with a neighboring farmer who was one of "the world's
- people." Thus, at seventy-five he was really younger, because
- tenderer of heart and more considerate, than he had been at sixty.
-
- Asenath was now a woman of thirty-five, and suitors had ceased to
- approach her. Much of her beauty still remained, but her face had
- become thin and wasted, and the inevitable lines were beginning to
- form around her eyes. Her dress was plainer than ever, and she
- wore the scoop-bonnet of drab silk, in which no woman can seem
- beautiful, unless she be very old. She was calm and grave in her
- demeanor, save that her perfect goodness and benevolence shone
- through and warmed her presence; but, when earnestly interested,
- she had been known to speak her mind so clearly and forcibly that
- it was generally surmised among the Friends that she possessed "a
- gift," which might, in time, raise her to honor among them. To the
- children of Moses she was a good genius, and a word from "Aunt
- 'Senath" oftentimes prevailed when the authority of the parents was
- disregarded. In them she found a new source of happiness; and when
- her old home on the Neshaminy had been removed a little farther
- into the past, so that she no longer looked, with every morning's
- sun, for some familiar feature of its scenery, her submission
- brightened into a cheerful content with life.
-
- It was summer, and Quarterly-Meeting Day had arrived. There had
- been rumors of the expected presence of "Friends from a distance,"
- and not only those of the district, but most of the neighbors who
- were not connected with the sect, attended. By the by-road,
- through the woods, it was not more than half a mile from Friend
- Mitchenor's cottage to the meeting-house, and Asenath, leaving her
- father to be taken by Moses in his carriage, set out on foot. It
- was a sparkling, breezy day, and the forest was full of life.
- Squirrels chased each other along the branches of the oaks, and the
- air was filled with fragrant odors of hickory-leaves, sweet fern,
- and spice-wood. Picking up a flower here and there, Asenath walked
- onward, rejoicing alike in shade and sunshine, grateful for all the
- consoling beauty which the earth offers to a lonely heart. That
- serene content which she had learned to call happiness had filled
- her being until the dark canopy was lifted and the waters took back
- their transparency under a cloudless sky.
-
- Passing around to the "women's side" of the meeting-house, she
- mingled with her friends, who were exchanging information
- concerning the expected visitors. Micajah Morrill had not arrived,
- they said, but Ruth Baxter had spent the last night at Friend
- Way's, and would certainly be there. Besides, there were Friend
- Chandler, from Nine Partners, and Friend Carter, from Maryland:
- they had been seen on the ground. Friend Carter was said to have
- a wonderful gift,--Mercy Jackson had heard him once, in
- Baltimore. The Friends there had been a little exercised about
- him, because they thought he was too much inclined to "the
- newness," but it was known that the Spirit had often manifestly led
- him. Friend Chandler had visited Yearly Meeting once, they
- believed. He was an old man, and had been a personal friend of
- Elias Hicks.
-
- At the appointed hour they entered the house. After the subdued
- rustling which ensued upon taking their seats, there was an
- interval of silence, shorter than usual, because it was evident
- that many persons would feel the promptings of the Spirit. Friend
- Chandler spoke first, and was followed by Ruth Baxter, a frail
- little woman, with a voice of exceeding power. The not unmelodious
- chant in which she delivered her admonitions rang out, at times,
- like the peal of a trumpet. Fixing her eyes on vacancy, with her
- hands on the wooden rail before her, and her body slightly swaying
- to and fro, her voice soared far aloft at the commencement of every
- sentence, gradually dropping, through a melodious scale of tone, to
- the close. She resembled an inspired prophetess, an aged Deborah,
- crying aloud in the valleys of Israel.
-
- The last speaker was Friend Carter, a small man, not more than
- forty years of age. His face was thin and intense in its
- expression, his hair gray at the temples, and his dark eye almost
- too restless for a child of "the stillness and the quietness." His
- voice, though not loud, was clear and penetrating, with an earnest,
- sympathetic quality, which arrested, not the ear alone, but the
- serious attention of the auditor. His delivery was but
- slightly marked by the peculiar rhythm of the Quaker preachers; and
- this fact, perhaps, increased the effect of his words, through the
- contrast with those who preceded him.
-
- His discourse was an eloquent vindication of the law of kindness,
- as the highest and purest manifestation of true Christian doctrine.
-
- The paternal relation of God to man was the basis of that religion
- which appealed directly to the heart: so the fraternity of each man
- with his fellow was its practical application. God pardons the
- repentant sinner: we can also pardon, where we are offended; we can
- pity, where we cannot pardon. Both the good and the bad principles
- generate their like in others. Force begets force; anger excites
- a corresponding anger; but kindness awakens the slumbering emotions
- even of an evil heart. Love may not always be answered by an equal
- love, but it has never yet created hatred. The testimony which
- Friends bear against war, he said, is but a general assertion,
- which has no value except in so far as they manifest the principle
- of peace in their daily lives--in the exercise of pity, of charity,
- of forbearance, and Christian love.
-
- The words of the speaker sank deeply into the hearts of his
- hearers. There was an intense hush, as if in truth the Spirit had
- moved him to speak, and every sentence was armed with a sacred
- authority. Asenath Mitchenor looked at him, over the low partition
- which divided her and her sisters from the men's side, absorbed in
- his rapt earnestness and truth. She forgot that other hearers
- were present: he spake to her alone. A strange spell seemed to
- seize upon her faculties and chain them at his feet: had he
- beckoned to her, she would have arisen and walked to his side.
-
- Friend Carter warmed and deepened as he went on. "I feel moved to-
- day," he said,--"moved, I know not why, but I hope for some wise
- purpose,--to relate to you an instance of Divine and human kindness
- which has come directly to my own knowledge. A young man of
- delicate constitution, whose lungs were thought to be seriously
- affected, was sent to the house of a Friend in the country, in
- order to try the effect of air and exercise."
-
- Asenath almost ceased to breathe, in the intensity with which she
- gazed and listened. Clasping her hands tightly in her lap to
- prevent them from trembling, and steadying herself against the back
- of the seat, she heard the story of her love for Richard Hilton
- told by the lips of a stranger!--not merely of his dismissal from
- the house, but of that meeting in the street, at which only she and
- her father were present! Nay, more, she heard her own words
- repeated, she heard Richard's passionate outburst of remorse
- described in language that brought his living face before her! She
- gasped for breath--his face WAS before her! The features,
- sharpened by despairing grief, which her memory recalled, had
- almost anticipated the harder lines which fifteen years had made,
- and which now, with a terrible shock and choking leap of the heart,
- she recognized. Her senses faded, and she would have fallen
- from her seat but for the support of the partition against
- which she leaned. Fortunately, the women near her were too much
- occupied with the narrative to notice her condition. Many of them
- wept silently, with their handkerchiefs pressed over their mouths.
-
- The first shock of death-like faintness passed away, and she clung
- to the speaker's voice, as if its sound alone could give her
- strength to sit still and listen further.
-
- "Deserted by his friends, unable to stay his feet on the evil
- path," he continued, "the young man left his home and went to a
- city in another State. But here it was easier to find associates
- in evil than tender hearts that might help him back to good. He
- was tired of life, and the hope of a speedier death hardened him in
- his courses. But, my friends, Death never comes to those who
- wickedly seek him. The Lord withholds destruction from the hands
- that are madly outstretched to grasp it, and forces His pity and
- forgiveness on the unwilling soul. Finding that it was the
- principle of LIFE which grew stronger within him, the young man
- at last meditated an awful crime. The thought of self-destruction
- haunted him day and night. He lingered around the wharves, gazing
- into the deep waters, and was restrained from the deed only by the
- memory of the last loving voice he had heard. One gloomy evening,
- when even this memory had faded, and he awaited the approaching
- darkness to make his design secure, a hand was laid on his arm. A
- man in the simple garb of the Friends stood beside him, and a face
- which reflected the kindness of the Divine Father looked upon
- him. `My child,' said he, `I am drawn to thee by the great trouble
- of thy mind. Shall I tell thee what it is thee meditates?' The
- young man shook his head. `I will be silent, then, but I will save
- thee. I know the human heart, and its trials and weaknesses, and
- it may be put into my mouth to give thee strength.' He took the
- young man's hand, as if he had been a little child, and led him to
- his home. He heard the sad story, from beginning to end; and the
- young man wept upon his breast, to hear no word of reproach, but
- only the largest and tenderest pity bestowed upon him. They knelt
- down, side by side, at midnight; and the Friend's right hand was
- upon his head while they prayed.
-
- "The young man was rescued from his evil ways, to acknowledge still
- further the boundless mercy of Providence. The dissipation wherein
- he had recklessly sought death was, for him, a marvellous
- restoration to life. His lungs had become sound and free from the
- tendency to disease. The measure of his forgiveness was almost
- more than he could bear. He bore his cross thenceforward with a
- joyful resignation, and was mercifully drawn nearer and nearer to
- the Truth, until, in the fulness of his convictions, he entered
- into the brotherhood of the Friends.
-
- "I have been powerfully moved to tell you this story." Friend
- Carter concluded, "from a feeling that it may be needed, here, at
- this time, to influence some heart trembling in the balance. Who
- is there among you, my friends, that may not snatch a brand from
- the burning! Oh, believe that pity and charity are the most
- effectual weapons given into the hands of us imperfect mortals, and
- leave the awful attribute of wrath in the hands of the Lord!"
-
- He sat down, and dead silence ensued. Tears of emotion stood in
- the eyes of the hearers, men as well as women, and tears of
- gratitude and thanksgiving gushed warmly from those of Asenath. An
- ineffable peace and joy descended upon her heart.
-
- When the meeting broke up, Friend Mitchenor, who had not recognized
- Richard Hilton, but had heard the story with feelings which he
- endeavored in vain to control, approached the preacher.
-
- "The Lord spoke to me this day through thy lips," said he; "will
- thee come to one side, and hear me a minute?"
-
- "Eli Mitchenor!" exclaimed Friend Carter; "Eli! I knew not thee
- was here! Doesn't thee know me?"
-
- The old man stared in astonishment. "It seems like a face I ought
- to know," he said, "but I can't place thee." They withdrew to the
- shade of one of the poplars. Friend Carter turned again, much
- moved, and, grasping the old man's hands in his own, exclaimed--
-
- "Friend Mitchenor, I was called upon to-day to speak of myself. I
- am--or, rather, I WAS--the Richard Hilton whom thee knew."
-
- Friend Mitchenor's face flushed with mingled emotions of shame and
- joy, and his grasp on the preacher's hands tightened.
-
- "But thee calls thyself Carter?" he finally said.
-
- "Soon after I was saved," was the reply, "an aunt on the mother's
- side died, and left her property to me, on condition that I should
- take her name. I was tired of my own then, and to give it up
- seemed only like losing my former self; but I should like to have
- it back again now."
-
- "Wonderful are the ways of the Lord, and past finding out!" said
- the old man. "Come home with me, Richard,--come for my sake, for
- there is a concern on my mind until all is clear between us. Or,
- stay,--will thee walk home with Asenath, while I go with Moses?"
-
- "Asenath?"
-
- "Yes. There she goes, through the gate. Thee can easily overtake
- her. I 'm coming, Moses!"--and he hurried away to his son's
- carriage, which was approaching.
-
- Asenath felt that it would be impossible for her to meet Richard
- Hilton there. She knew not why his name had been changed; he had
- not betrayed his identity with the young man of his story; he
- evidently did not wish it to be known, and an unexpected meeting
- with her might surprise him into an involuntary revelation of the
- fact. It was enough for her that a saviour had arisen, and her
- lost Adam was redeemed,--that a holier light than the autumn sun's
- now rested, and would forever rest, on the one landscape of her
- youth. Her eyes shone with the pure brightness of girlhood, a soft
- warmth colored her cheek and smoothed away the coming lines of her
- brow, and her step was light and elastic as in the old time.
-
- Eager to escape from the crowd, she crossed the highway, dusty
- with its string of returning carriages, and entered the secluded
- lane. The breeze had died away, the air was full of insect-sounds,
- and the warm light of the sinking sun fell upon the woods and
- meadows. Nature seemed penetrated with a sympathy with her own
- inner peace.
-
- But the crown of the benignant day was yet to come. A quick
- footstep followed her, and ere long a voice, near at hand, called
- her by name.
-
- She stopped, turned, and for a moment they stood silent, face to
- face.
-
- "I knew thee, Richard!" at last she said, in a trembling voice;
- "may the Lord bless thee!"
-
- Tears were in the eyes of both.
-
- "He has blessed me," Richard answered, in a reverent tone; "and
- this is His last and sweetest mercy. Asenath, let me hear that
- thee forgives me."
-
- "I have forgiven thee long ago, Richard--forgiven, but not
- forgotten."
-
- The hush of sunset was on the forest, as they walked onward, side
- by side, exchanging their mutual histories. Not a leaf stirred in
- the crowns of the tall trees, and the dusk, creeping along between
- their stems, brought with it a richer woodland odor. Their voices
- were low and subdued, as if an angel of God were hovering in the
- shadows, and listening, or God Himself looked down upon them from
- the violet sky.
-
- At last Richard stopped.
-
- "Asenath," said he, "does thee remember that spot on the banks of
- the creek, where the rudbeckias grew?"
-
- "I remember it," she answered, a girlish blush rising to her face.
-
- "If I were to say to thee now what I said to thee there, what would
- be thy answer?"
-
- Her words came brokenly.
-
- "I would say to thee, Richard,--`I can trust thee,--I DO love
- thee!'"
-
- "Look at me, Asenath."
-
- Her eyes, beaming with a clearer light than even then when she
- first confessed, were lifted to his. She placed her hands gently
- upon his shoulders, and bent her head upon his breast. He tenderly
- lifted it again, and, for the first time, her virgin lips knew the
- kiss of man.
-
-
-
- MISS BARTRAM'S TROUBLE.
-
- I.
-
- It was a day of unusual excitement at the Rambo farm-house. On the
- farm, it is true, all things were in their accustomed order, and
- all growths did their accustomed credit to the season. The fences
- were in good repair; the cattle were healthy and gave promise of
- the normal increase, and the young corn was neither strangled with
- weeds nor assassinated by cut-worms. Old John Rambo was gradually
- allowing his son, Henry, to manage in his stead, and the latter
- shrewdly permitted his father to believe that he exercised the
- ancient authority. Leonard Clare, the strong young fellow who had
- been taken from that shiftless adventurer, his father, when a mere
- child, and brought up almost as one of the family, and who had
- worked as a joiner's apprentice during the previous six months, had
- come back for the harvest work; so the Rambos were forehanded, and
- probably as well satisfied as it is possible for Pennsylvania
- farmers to be.
-
- In the house, also, Mrs. Priscilla Rambo was not severely haunted
- by the spectre of any neglected duty. The simple regular
- routine of the household could not be changed under her charge;
- each thing had its appropriate order of performance, must be done,
- and WAS done. If the season were backward, at the time
- appointed for whitewashing or soap-making, so much the worse for
- the season; if the unhatched goslings were slain by thunder, she
- laid the blame on the thunder. And if--but no, it is quite
- impossible to suppose that, outside of those two inevitable,
- fearful house-cleaning weeks in each year, there could have been
- any disorder in the cold prim, varnish-odored best rooms, sacred to
- company.
-
- It was Miss Betty Rambo, whose pulse beat some ten strokes faster
- than its wont, as she sat down with the rest to their early country
- dinner. Whether her brother Henry's participated in the
- accelerated movement could not be guessed from his demeanor. She
- glanced at him now and then, with bright eyes and flushed cheeks,
- eager to speak yet shrinking from the half magisterial air which
- was beginning to supplant his old familiar banter. Henry was
- changing with his new responsibility, as she admitted to herself
- with a sort of dismay; he had the airs of an independent farmer,
- and she remained only a farmer's daughter,--without any
- acknowledged rights, until she should acquire them all, at a single
- blow, by marriage.
-
- Nevertheless, he must have felt what was in her mind; for, as he
- cut out the quarter of a dried apple pie, he said carelessly:
-
- "I must go down to the Lion, this afternoon. There's a fresh drove
- of Maryland cattle just come."
-
- "Oh Harry!" cried Betty, in real distress.
-
- "I know," he answered; "but as Miss Bartram is going to stay two
- weeks, she'll keep. She's not like a drove, that's here one day,
- and away the next. Besides, it is precious little good I shall
- have of her society, until you two have used up all your secrets
- and small talk. I know how it is with girls. Leonard will drive
- over to meet the train."
-
- "Won't I do on a pinch?" Leonard asked.
-
- "Oh, to be sure," said Betty, a little embarrassed, "only Alice--
- Miss Bartram--might expect Harry, because her brother came for me
- when I went up."
-
- "If that's all, make yourself easy, Bet," Henry answered, as he
- rose from the table. "There's a mighty difference between here and
- there. Unless you mean to turn us into a town family while she
- stays--high quality, eh?"
-
- "Go along to your cattle! there's not much quality, high or low,
- where you are."
-
- Betty was indignant; but the annoyance exhausted itself healthfully
- while she was clearing away the dishes and restoring the room to
- its order, so that when Leonard drove up to the gate with the
- lumbering, old-fashioned carriage two hours afterwards, she came
- forth calm, cheerful, fresh as a pink in her pink muslin, and
- entirely the good, sensible country-girl she was.
-
- Two or three years before, she and Miss Alice Bartram, daughter of
- the distinguished lawyer in the city, had been room-mates at the
- Nereid Seminary for Young Ladies. Each liked the other for
- the contrast to her own self; both were honest, good and lovable,
- but Betty had the stronger nerves and a practical sense which
- seemed to be admirable courage in the eyes of Miss Alice, whose
- instincts were more delicate, whose tastes were fine and high, and
- who could not conceive of life without certain luxurious
- accessories. A very cordial friendship sprang up between them,--
- not the effusive girl-love, with its iterative kisses, tears, and
- flow of loosened hair, but springing from the respect inspired by
- sound and positive qualities.
-
- The winter before, Betty had been invited to visit her friend in
- the city, and had passed a very excited and delightful week in the
- stately Bartram mansion. If she were at first a little fluttered
- by the manners of the new world, she was intelligent enough to
- carry her own nature frankly through it, instead of endeavoring to
- assume its character. Thus her little awkwardnesses became
- originalities, and she was almost popular in the lofty circle when
- she withdrew from it. It was therefore, perhaps, slightly
- inconsistent in Betty, that she was not quite sure how Miss Bartram
- would accept the reverse side of this social experience. She
- imagined it easier to look down and make allowances, as a host,
- than as a guest; she could not understand that the charm of the
- change might be fully equal.
-
- It was lovely weather, as they drove up the sweet, ever-changing
- curves of the Brandywine valley. The woods fairly laughed in the
- clear sunlight, and the soft, incessant, shifting breezes.
- Leonard, in his best clothes, and with a smoother gloss on his
- brown hair, sang to himself as he urged the strong-boned horses
- into a trot along the levels; and Betty finally felt so quietly
- happy that she forgot to be nervous. When they reached the station
- they walked up and down the long platform together, until the train
- from the city thundered up, and painfully restrained its speed.
- Then Betty, catching sight of a fawn-colored travelling dress
- issuing from the ladies' car, caught hold of Leonard's arm, and
- cried: "There she is!"
-
- Miss Bartram heard the words, and looked down with a bright, glad
- expression on her face. It was not her beauty that made Leonard's
- heart suddenly stop beating; for she was not considered a beauty,
- in society. It was something rarer than perfect beauty, yet even
- more difficult to describe,--a serene, unconscious grace, a pure,
- lofty maturity of womanhood, such as our souls bow down to in the
- Santa Barbara of Palma Vecchio. Her features were not "faultlessly
- regular," but they were informed with the finer harmonies of her
- character. She was a woman, at whose feet a noble man might kneel,
- lay his forehead on her knee, confess his sins, and be pardoned.
-
- She stepped down to the platform, and Betty's arms were about her.
- After a double embrace she gently disengaged herself, turned to
- Leonard, gave him her hand, and said, with a smile which was
- delightfully frank and cordial: "I will not wait for Betty's
- introduction, Mr. Rambo. She has talked to me so much of her
- brother Harry, that I quite know you already."
-
- Leonard could neither withdraw his eyes nor his hand. It was like
- a double burst of warmth and sunshine, in which his breast seemed
- to expand, his stature to grow, and his whole nature to throb with
- some new and wonderful force. A faint color came into Miss
- Bartram's cheeks, as they stood thus, for a moment, face to face.
- She seemed to be waiting for him to speak, but of this he never
- thought; had any words come to his mind, his tongue could not have
- uttered them.
-
- "It is not Harry," Betty explained, striving to hide her
- embarrassment. "This is Leonard Clare, who lives with us."
-
- "Then I do not know you so well as I thought," Miss Bartram said to
- him; "it is the beginning of a new acquaintance, after all."
-
- "There isn't no harm done," Leonard answered, and instantly feeling
- the awkwardness of the words, blushed so painfully that Miss
- Bartram felt the inadequacy of her social tact to relieve so
- manifest a case of distress. But she did, instinctively, what was
- really best: she gave Leonard the check for her trunk, divided her
- satchels with Betty, and walked to the carriage.
-
- He did not sing, as he drove homewards down the valley. Seated on
- the trunk, in front, he quietly governed the horses, while the two
- girls, on the seat behind him, talked constantly and gaily. Only
- the rich, steady tones of Miss Bartram's voice WOULD make their
- way into his ears, and every light, careless sentence printed
- itself upon his memory. They came to him as if from some
- inaccessible planet. Poor fellow! he was not the first to
- feel "the desire of the moth for the star."
-
- When they reached the Rambo farm-house, it was necessary that he
- should give his hand to help her down from the clumsy carriage. He
- held it but a moment; yet in that moment a gentle pulse throbbed
- upon his hard palm, and he mechanically set his teeth, to keep down
- the impulse which made him wild to hold it there forever. "Thank
- you, Mr. Clare!" said Miss Bartram, and passed into the house.
- When he followed presently, shouldering her trunk into the upper
- best-room, and kneeling upon the floor to unbuckle the straps, she
- found herself wondering: "Is this a knightly service, or the
- menial duty of a porter? Can a man be both sensitive and ignorant,
- chivalrous and vulgar?"
-
- The question was not so easily decided, though no one guessed how
- much Miss Bartram pondered it, during the succeeding days. She
- insisted, from the first, that her coming should make no change in
- the habits of the household; she rose in the cool, dewy summer
- dawns, dined at noon in the old brown room beside the kitchen, and
- only differed from the Rambos in sitting at her moonlit window, and
- breathing the subtle odors of a myriad leaves, long after Betty was
- sleeping the sleep of health.
-
- It was strange how frequently the strong, not very graceful figure
- of Leonard Clare marched through these reveries. She occasionally
- spoke to him at the common table, or as she passed the borders of
- the hay-field, where he and Henry were at work: but his words to
- her were always few and constrained. What was there in his
- eyes that haunted her? Not merely a most reverent admiration of
- her pure womanly refinement, although she read that also; not a
- fear of disparagement, such as his awkward speech implied, but
- something which seemed to seek agonizingly for another language
- than that of the lips,--something which appealed to her from equal
- ground, and asked for an answer.
-
- One evening she met him in the lane, as she returned from the
- meadow. She carried a bunch of flowers, with delicate blue and
- lilac bells, and asked him the name.
-
- "Them's Brandywine cowslips," he answered; "I never heard no other
- name.
-
- "May I correct you?" she said, gently, and with a smile which she
- meant to be playful. "I suppose the main thing is to speak one's
- thought, but there are neat and orderly ways, and there are
- careless ways." Thereupon she pointed out the inaccuracies of his
- answer, he standing beside her, silent and attentive. When she
- ceased, he did not immediately reply.
-
- "You will take it in good part, will you not?" she continued. "I
- hope I have not offended you."
-
- "No!" he exclaimed, firmly, lifting his head, and looking at her.
- The inscrutable expression in his dark gray eyes was stronger than
- before, and all his features were more clearly drawn. He reminded
- her of a picture of Adam which she had once seen: there was the
- same rather low forehead, straight, even brows, full yet strong
- mouth, and that broader form of chin which repeats and
- balances the character of the forehead. He was not positively
- handsome, but from head to foot he expressed a fresh, sound quality
- of manhood.
-
- Another question flashed across Miss Bartram's mind: Is life long
- enough to transform this clay into marble? Here is a man in form,
- and with all the dignity of the perfect masculine nature: shall the
- broad, free intelligence, the grace and sweetness, the taste and
- refinement, which the best culture gives, never be his also? If
- not, woman must be content with faulty representations of her
- ideal.
-
- So musing, she walked on to the farm-house. Leonard had picked up
- one of the blossoms she had let fall, and appeared to be curiously
- examining it. If he had apologized for his want of grammar, or
- promised to reform it, her interest in him might have diminished;
- but his silence, his simple, natural obedience to some powerful
- inner force, whatever it was, helped to strengthen that phantom of
- him in her mind, which was now beginning to be a serious trouble.
-
- Once again, the day before she left the Rambo farmhouse to return
- to the city, she came upon him, alone. She had wandered off to the
- Brandywine, to gather ferns at a rocky point where some choice
- varieties were to be found. There were a few charming clumps,
- half-way up a slaty cliff, which it did not seem possible to scale,
- and she was standing at the base, looking up in vain longing, when
- a voice, almost at her ear, said:
-
- "Which ones do you want?"
-
- Afterwards, she wondered that she did not start at the voice.
- Leonard had come up the road from one of the lower fields: he wore
- neither coat nor waistcoat, and his shirt, open at the throat,
- showed the firm, beautiful white of the flesh below the strong tan
- of his neck. Miss Bartram noticed the sinewy strength and
- elasticity of his form, yet when she looked again at the ferns, she
- shook her head, and answered:
-
- "None, since I cannot have them."
-
- Without saying a word, he took off his shoes, and commenced
- climbing the nearly perpendicular face of the cliff. He had done
- it before, many a time; but Miss Bartram, although she was familiar
- with such exploits from the pages of many novels, had never seen
- the reality, and it quite took away her breath.
-
- When he descended with the ferns in his hand, she said: "It was a
- great risk; I wish I had not wanted them."
-
- "It was no risk for me," he answered.
-
- "What can I send you in return?" she asked, as they walked
- forwards. "I am going home to-morrow."
-
- "Betty told me," Leonard said; "please, wait one minute."
-
- He stepped down to the bank of the stream, washed his hands
- carefully in the clear water, and came back to her, holding them,
- dripping, at his sides.
-
- "I am very ignorant," he then continued,--"ignorant and rough. You
- are good, to want to send me something, but I want nothing. Miss
- Bartram, you are very good."
-
- He paused; but with all her tact and social experience, she did not
- know what to say.
-
- "Would you do one little thing for me--not for the ferns, that was
- nothing--no more than you do, without thinking, for all your
- friends?"
-
- "Oh, surely!" she said.
-
- "Might I--might I--now,--there'll be no chance tomorrow,--shake
- hands with you?"
-
- The words seemed to be forced from him by the strength of a fierce
- will. Both stopped, involuntarily.
-
- "It's quite dry, you see," said he, offering his hand. Her own
- sank upon it, palm to palm, and the fingers softly closed over
- each, as if with the passion and sweetness of a kiss. Miss
- Bartram's heart came to her eyes, and read, at last, the question
- in Leonard's. It was: "I as man, and you, as woman, are equals;
- will you give me time to reach you?" What her eyes replied she
- knew not. A mighty influence drew her on, and a mighty doubt and
- dread restrained her. One said: "Here is your lover, your
- husband, your cherished partner, left by fate below your station,
- yet whom you may lift to your side! Shall man, alone, crown the
- humble maiden,--stoop to love, and, loving, ennoble? Be you the
- queen, and love him by the royal right of womanhood!" But the
- other sternly whispered: "How shall your fine and delicate fibres
- be knit into this coarse texture? Ignorance, which years cannot
- wash away,--low instincts, what do YOU know?--all the servile
- side of life, which is turned from you,--what madness to choose
- this, because some current of earthly magnetism sets along your
- nerves? He loves you: what of that? You are a higher being to
- him, and he stupidly adores you. Think,--yes, DARE to
- think of all the prosaic realities of life, shared with him!"
-
- Miss Bartram felt herself growing dizzy. Behind the impulse which
- bade her cast herself upon his breast swept such a hot wave of
- shame and pain that her face burned, and she dropped her eyelids to
- shut out the sight of his face. But, for one endless second, the
- sweeter voice spoke through their clasped hands. Perhaps he kissed
- hers; she did not know; she only heard herself murmur:
-
- "Good-bye! Pray go on; I will rest here."
-
- She sat down upon a bank by the roadside, turned away her head, and
- closed her eyes. It was long before the tumult in her nature
- subsided. If she reflected, with a sense of relief, "nothing was
- said," the thought immediately followed, "but all is known." It
- was impossible,--yes, clearly impossible; and then came such a wild
- longing, such an assertion of the right and truth and justice of
- love, as made her seem a miserable coward, the veriest slave of
- conventionalities.
-
- Out of this struggle dawned self-knowledge, and the strength which
- is born of it. When she returned to the house, she was pale and
- weary, but capable of responding to Betty Rambo's constant
- cheerfulness. The next day she left for the city, without having
- seen Leonard Clare again.
-
-
-
- II.
-
-
- Henry Rambo married, and brought a new mistress to the farm-house.
- Betty married, and migrated to a new home in another part of
- the State. Leonard Clare went back to his trade, and returned no
- more in harvest-time. So the pleasant farm by the Brandywine,
- having served its purpose as a background, will be seen no more in
- this history.
-
- Miss Bartram's inmost life, as a woman, was no longer the same.
- The point of view from which she had beheld the world was shifted,
- and she was obliged to remodel all her feelings and ideas to
- conform to it. But the process was gradual, and no one stood near
- enough to her to remark it. She was occasionally suspected of that
- "eccentricity" which, in a woman of five-and-twenty, is looked upon
- as the first symptom of a tendency to old-maidenhood, but which is
- really the sign of an earnest heart struggling with the questions
- of life. In the society of cities, most men give only the shallow,
- flashy surface of their natures to the young women they meet, and
- Miss Bartram, after that revelation of the dumb strength of an
- ignorant man, sometimes grew very impatient of the platitudes and
- affectations which came to her clad in elegant words, and
- accompanied by irreproachable manners.
-
- She had various suitors; for that sense of grace and repose and
- sweet feminine power, which hung around her like an atmosphere,
- attracted good and true men towards her. To some, indeed, she gave
- that noble, untroubled friendship which is always possible between
- the best of the two sexes, and when she was compelled to deny the
- more intimate appeal, it was done with such frank sorrow, such
- delicate tenderness, that she never lost the friend in losing
- the lover. But, as one year after another went by, and the younger
- members of her family fell off into their separate domestic orbits,
- she began to shrink a little at the perspective of a lonely life,
- growing lonelier as it receded from the Present.
-
- By this time, Leonard Clare had become almost a dream to her. She
- had neither seen him nor heard of him since he let go her hand on
- that memorable evening beside the stream. He was a strange,
- bewildering chance, a cypher concealing a secret which she could
- not intelligently read. Why should she keep the memory of that
- power which was, perhaps, some unconscious quality of his nature
- (no, it was not so! something deeper than reason cried:), or long
- since forgotten, if felt, by him?
-
- The man whom she most esteemed came back to her. She knew the
- ripeness and harmony of his intellect, the nobility of his
- character, and the generosity of a feeling which would be satisfied
- with only a partial return. She felt sure, also, that she should
- never possess a sentiment nearer to love than that which pleaded
- his cause in her heart. But her hand lay quiet in his, her pulses
- were calm when he spoke, and his face, manly and true as it was,
- never invaded her dreams. All questioning was vain; her heart gave
- no solution of the riddle. Perhaps her own want was common to all
- lives: then she was cherishing a selfish ideal, and rejecting the
- positive good offered to her hands.
-
- After long hesitation she yielded. The predictions of society came
- to naught; instead of becoming an "eccentric" spinster, Miss
- Bartram was announced to be the affianced bride of Mr. Lawrie. A
- few weeks and months rolled around, and when the wedding-day came,
- she almost hailed it as the port of refuge, where she should find
- a placid and peaceful life.
-
- They were married by an aged clergyman, a relative of the
- bridegroom. The cross-street where his chapel stood, fronting a
- Methodist church--both of the simplest form of that architecture
- fondly supposed to be Gothic,--was quite blocked up by the
- carriages of the party. The pews were crowded with elegant guests,
- the altar was decorated with flowers, and the ceremony lacked
- nothing of its usual solemn beauty. The bride was pale, but
- strikingly calm and self-possessed, and when she moved towards the
- door as Mrs. Lawrie, on her husband's arm, many matrons, recalling
- their own experience, marvelled at her unflurried dignity.
-
- Just as they passed out the door, and the bridal carriage was
- summoned, a singular thing happened. Another bridal carriage drew
- up from the opposite side, and a newly wedded pair came forth from
- the portal of the Methodist church. Both parties stopped, face to
- face, divided only by the narrow street. Mrs. Lawrie first noticed
- the flushed cheeks of the other bride, her white dress, rather
- showy than elegant, and the heavy gold ornaments she wore. Then
- she turned to the bridegroom. He was tall and well-formed, dressed
- like a gentleman, but like one who is not yet unconscious of his
- dress, and had the air of a man accustomed to exercise some
- authority.
-
- She saw his face, and instantly all other faces disappeared. From
- the opposite brink of a tremendous gulf she looked into his eyes,
- and their blended ray of love and despair pierced her to the heart.
-
- There was a roaring in her ears, followed a long sighing sound,
- like that of the wind on some homeless waste; she leaned more
- heavily on her husband's arm, leaned against his shoulder, slid
- slowly down into his supporting clasp, and knew no more.
-
- "She's paying for her mock composure, after all," said the matrons.
-
- "It must have been a great effort."
-
-
-
- III.
-
-
- Ten years afterwards, Mrs. Lawrie went on board a steamer at
- Southampton, bound for New York. She was travelling alone, having
- been called suddenly from Europe by the approaching death of her
- aged father. For two or three days after sailing, the thick, rainy
- spring weather kept all below, except a few hardy gentlemen who
- crowded together on the lee of the smoke-stack, and kept up a
- stubborn cheerfulness on a very small capital of comfort. There
- were few cabin-passengers on board, but the usual crowd of
- emigrants in the steerage.
-
- Mrs. Lawrie's face had grown calmer and colder during these years.
- There was yet no gray in her hair, no wrinkles about her clear
- eyes; each feature appeared to be the same, but the pale,
- monotonous color which had replaced the warm bloom of her youth,
- gave them a different character. The gracious dignity of her
- manner, the mellow tones of her voice, still expressed her
- unchanging goodness, yet those who met her were sure to feel, in
- some inexplicable way, that to be good is not always to be happy.
- Perhaps, indeed, her manner was older than her face and form: she
- still attracted the interest of men, but with a certain doubt and
- reserve.
-
- Certain it is that when she made her appearance on deck, glad of
- the blue sky and sunshine, and threw back her hood to feel the
- freshness of the sea air, all eyes followed her movements, except
- those of a forlorn individual, who, muffled in his cloak and
- apparently sea-sick, lay upon one of the benches. The captain
- presently joined her, and the gentlemen saw that she was bright and
- perfectly self-possessed in conversation: some of them immediately
- resolved to achieve an acquaintance. The dull, passive existence
- of the beginning of every voyage, seemed to be now at an end. It
- was time for the little society of the vessel to awake, stir
- itself, and organize a life of its own, for the few remaining days.
-
- That night, as Mrs. Lawrie was sleeping in her berth, she suddenly
- awoke with a singular feeling of dread and suspense. She listened
- silently, but for some time distinguished none other than the small
- sounds of night on shipboard--the indistinct orders, the dragging
- of ropes, the creaking of timbers, the dull, regular jar of the
- engine, and the shuffling noise of feet overhead. But, ere long,
- she seemed to catch faint, distant sounds, that seemed like cries;
- then came hurry and confusion on deck; then voices in the
- cabin, one of which said: "they never can get it under, at this
- rate!"
-
- She rose, dressed herself hastily, and made her way through pale
- and excited stewards, and the bewildered passengers who were
- beginning to rush from their staterooms, to the deck. In the wild
- tumult which prevailed, she might have been thrown down and
- trampled under foot, had not a strong arm seized her around the
- waist, and borne her towards the stern, where there were but few
- persons.
-
- "Wait here!" said a voice, and her protector plunged into the
- crowd.
-
- She saw, instantly, the terrible fate which had fallen upon the
- vessel. The bow was shrouded in whirls of smoke, through which
- dull red flashes began to show themselves; and all the length and
- breadth of the deck was filled with a screaming, struggling,
- fighting mass of desperate human beings. She saw the captain,
- officers, and a few of the crew working in vain against the
- disorder: she saw the boats filled before they were lowered, and
- heard the shrieks as they were capsized; she saw spars and planks
- and benches cast overboard, and maddened men plunging after them;
- and then, like the sudden opening of the mouth of Hell, the
- relentless, triumphant fire burst through the forward deck and shot
- up to the foreyard.
-
- She was leaning against the mizen shrouds, between the coils of
- rope. Nobody appeared to notice her, although the quarter-deck was
- fast filling with persons driven back by the fire, yet still
- shrinking from the terror and uncertainty of the sea. She
- thought: "It is but death--why should I fear? The waves are at
- hand, to save me from all suffering." And the collective horror of
- hundreds of beings did not so overwhelm her as she had both fancied
- and feared; the tragedy of each individual life was lost in the
- confusion, and was she not a sharer in their doom?
-
- Suddenly, a man stood before her with a cork life-preserver in his
- hands, and buckled it around her securely, under the arms. He was
- panting and almost exhausted, yet he strove to make his voice firm,
- and even cheerful, as he said:
-
- "We fought the cowardly devils as long as there was any hope. Two
- boats are off, and two capsized; in ten minutes more every soul
- must take to the water. Trust to me, and I will save you or die
- with you!"
-
- "What else can I do?" she answered.
-
- With a few powerful strokes of an axe, he broke off the top of the
- pilot-house, bound two or three planks to it with ropes, and
- dragged the mass to the bulwarks.
-
- "The minute this goes," he then said to her, "you go after it, and
- I follow. Keep still when you rise to the surface."
-
- She left the shrouds, took hold of the planks at his side, and they
- heaved the rude raft into the sea. In an instant she was seized
- and whirled over the side; she instinctively held her breath, felt
- a shock, felt herself swallowed up in an awful, fathomless
- coldness, and then found herself floating below the huge towering
- hull which slowly drifted away.
-
- In another moment there was one at her side. "Lay your hand on my
- shoulder," he said; and when she did so, swam for the raft, which
- they soon reached. While she supported herself by one of the
- planks he so arranged and bound together the pieces of timber that
- in a short time they could climb upon them and rest, not much
- washed by the waves. The ship drifted further and further, casting
- a faint, though awful, glare over the sea, until the light was
- suddenly extinguished, as the hull sank.
-
- The dawn was in the sky by this time, and as it broadened they
- could see faint specks here and there, where others, like
- themselves, clung to drifting spars. Mrs. Lawrie shuddered with
- cold and the reaction from an excitement which had been far more
- powerful than she knew at the time.
-
- Her preserver then took off his coat, wrapped it around her, and
- produced a pocket-flask, saying; "this will support us the longest;
- it is all I could find, or bring with me."
-
- She sat, leaning against his shoulder, though partly turned away
- from him: all she could say was: "you are very good."
-
- After awhile he spoke, and his voice seemed changed to her ears.
- "You must be thinking of Mr. Lawrie. It will, indeed, be terrible
- for him to hear of the disaster, before knowing that you are
- saved."
-
- "God has spared him that distress," she answered. "Mr. Lawrie
- died, a year ago."
-
- She felt a start in the strong frame upon which she leaned. After
- a few minutes of silence, he slowly shifted his position
- towards her, yet still without facing her, and said, almost in a
- whisper:
-
- "You have said that I am very good. Will you put your hand in
- mine?"
-
- She stretched hers eagerly and gratefully towards him. What had
- happened? Through all the numbness of her blood, there sprang a
- strange new warmth from his strong palm, and a pulse, which she had
- almost forgotten as a dream of the past, began to beat through her
- frame. She turned around all a-tremble, and saw his face in the
- glow of the coming day.
-
- "Leonard Clare!" she cried.
-
- "Then you have not forgotten me?"
-
- "Could one forget, when the other remembers?"
-
- The words came involuntarily from her lips. She felt what they
- implied, the moment afterwards, and said no more. But he kept her
- hand in his.
-
- "Mrs. Lawrie," he began, after another silence, "we are hanging by
- a hair on the edge of life, but I shall gladly let that hair break,
- since I may tell you now, purely and in the hearing of God, how I
- have tried to rise to you out of the low place in which you found
- me. At first you seemed too far; but you yourself led me the first
- step of the way, and I have steadily kept my eyes on you, and
- followed it. When I had learned my trade, I came to the city. No
- labor was too hard for me, no study too difficult. I was becoming
- a new man, I saw all that was still lacking, and how to reach it,
- and I watched you, unknown, at a distance. Then I heard of your
- engagement: you were lost, and something of which I had begun
- to dream, became insanity. I determined to trample it out of my
- life. The daughter of the master-builder, whose first assistant I
- was, had always favored me in her society; and I soon persuaded her
- to love me. I fancied, too, that I loved her as most married men
- seemed to love their wives; the union would advance me to a
- partnership in her father's business, and my fortune would then be
- secured. You know what happened; but you do not know how the sight
- of your face planted the old madness again in my life, and made me
- a miserable husband, a miserable man of wealth, almost a scoffer at
- the knowledge I had acquired for your sake.
-
- "When my wife died, taking an only child with her, there was
- nothing left to me except the mechanical ambition to make myself,
- without you, what I imagined I might have become, through you. I
- have studied and travelled, lived alone and in society, until your
- world seemed to be almost mine: but you were not there!"
-
- The sun had risen, while they sat, rocking on their frail support.
- Her hand still lay in his, and her head rested on his shoulder.
- Every word he spoke sank into her heart with a solemn sweetness, in
- which her whole nature was silent and satisfied. Why should she
- speak? He knew all.
-
- Yes, it seemed that he knew. His arm stole around her, and her
- head was drawn from his shoulder to the warm breadth of his breast.
-
- Something hard pressed her cheek, and she lifted her hand to move
- it aside. He drew forth a flat medallion case; and to the
- unconscious question in her face, such a sad, tender smile came to
- his lips, that she could not repress a sudden pain. Was it the
- miniature of his dead wife?
-
- He opened the case, and showed her, under the glass, a faded,
- pressed flower.
-
- "What is it?" she asked.
-
- "The Brandywine cowslip you dropped, when you spoke to me in the
- lane. Then it was that you showed me the first step of the way."
-
- She laid her head again upon his bosom. Hour after hour they sat,
- and the light swells of the sea heaved them aimlessly to and fro,
- and the sun burned them, and the spray drenched their limbs. At
- last Leonard Clare roused himself and looked around: he felt numb
- and faint, and he saw, also, that her strength was rapidly failing.
-
- "We cannot live much longer, I fear," he said, clasping her closely
- in his arms. "Kiss me once, darling, and then we will die."
-
- She clung to him and kissed him.
-
- "There is life, not death, in your lips!" he cried. "Oh, God, if
- we should live!"
-
- He rose painfully to his feet, stood, tottering? on the raft, and
- looked across the waves. Presently he began to tremble, then to
- sob like a child, and at last spoke, through his tears:
-
- "A sail! a sail!--and heading towards us!"
-
-
-
- MRS. STRONGITHARM'S REPORT.
-
- Mr. Editor,--If you ever read the "Burroak Banner" (which you will
- find among your exchanges, as the editor publishes your prospectus
- for six weeks every year, and sends no bill to you) my name will
- not be that of a stranger. Let me throw aside all affectation of
- humility, and say that I hope it is already and not unfavorably
- familiar to you. I am informed by those who claim to know that the
- manuscripts of obscure writers are passed over by you editors
- without examination--in short, that I must first have a name, if I
- hope to make one. The fact that an article of three hundred and
- seventy-five pages, which I sent, successively, to the "North
- American Review," the "Catholic World," and the "Radical," was in
- each case returned to me with MY knot on the tape by which it
- was tied, convinces me that such is indeed the case. A few years
- ago I should not have meekly submitted to treatment like this; but
- late experiences have taught me the vanity of many womanly dreams.
-
- You are acquainted with the part I took (I am SURE you must have
- seen it in the "Burroak Banner" eight years ago) in creating that
- public sentiment in our favor which invested us with all the civil
- and political rights of men. How the editors of the "Revolution,"
- to which I subscribe, and the conventions in favor of the equal
- rights of women, recently held in Boston and other cities, have
- failed to notice our noble struggle, is a circumstance for which I
- will not try to account. I will only say--and it is a hint which
- SOME PERSONS will understand--that there are other forms of
- jealousy than those which spring from love.
-
- It is, indeed, incredible that so little is known, outside the
- State of Atlantic, of the experiment--I mean the achievement--of
- the last eight years. While the war lasted, we did not complain
- that our work was ignored; but now that our sisters in other States
- are acting as if in complete unconsciousness of what WE have
- done--now that we need their aid and they need ours (but in
- different ways), it is time that somebody should speak. Were
- Selina Whiston living, I should leave the task to her pen; she
- never recovered from the shock and mortification of her experiences
- in the State Legislature, in '64--but I will not anticipate the
- history. Of all the band of female iconoclasts, as the Hon. Mr.
- Screed called us in jest--it was no jest afterwards, HIS image
- being the first to go down--of all, I say, "some are married, and
- some are dead," and there is really no one left so familiar with
- the circumstances as I am, and equally competent to give a report
- of them.
-
- Mr. Spelter (the editor of the "Burroak Banner") suggests that I
- must be brief, if I wish my words to reach the ears of the millions
- for whom they are designed; and I shall do my best to be so. If I
- were not obliged to begin at the very beginning, and if the
- interests of Atlantic had not been swallowed up, like those of
- other little States, in the whirlpool of national politics, I
- should have much less to say. But if Mr. George Fenian Brain and
- Mrs. Candy Station do not choose to inform the public of either the
- course or the results of our struggle, am I to blame? If I could
- have attended the convention in Boston, and had been allowed to
- speak--and I am sure the distinguished Chairwoman would have given
- me a chance--it would have been the best way, no doubt, to set our
- case before the world.
-
- I must first tell you how it was that we succeeded in forcing the
- men to accept our claims, so much in advance of other States. We
- were indebted for it chiefly to the skill and adroitness of Selina
- Whiston. The matter had been agitated, it is true, for some years
- before, and as early as 1856, a bill, drawn up by Mrs. Whiston
- herself, had been introduced into the Legislature, where it
- received three votes. Moreover, we had held meetings in almost
- every election precinct in the State, and our Annual Fair (to raise
- funds) at Gaston, while the Legislature was in session, was always
- very brilliant and successful. So the people were not entirely
- unprepared.
-
- Although our State had gone for Fremont in 1856, by a small
- majority, the Democrats afterwards elected their Governor; and
- both parties, therefore, had hopes of success in 1860. The canvass
- began early, and was very animated. Mrs. Whiston had already
- inaugurated the custom of attending political meetings, and
- occasionally putting a question to the stump orator--no matter of
- which party; of sometimes, indeed, taking the stump herself, after
- the others had exhausted their wind. She was very witty, as you
- know, and her stories were so good and so capitally told, that
- neither Democrat nor Republican thought of leaving the ground while
- she was upon the stand.
-
- Now, it happened that our Congressional District was one of the
- closest. It happened, also, that our candidate (I am a Republican,
- and so is Mr. Strongitharm) was rather favorably inclined to the
- woman's cause. It happened, thirdly--and this is the seemingly
- insignificant pivot upon which we whirled into triumph--that he,
- Mr. Wrangle, and the opposing candidate, Mr. Tumbrill, had arranged
- to hold a joint meeting at Burroak. This meeting took place on a
- magnificent day, just after the oats-harvest; and everybody, for
- twenty miles around, was there. Mrs. Whiston, together with Sarah
- Pincher, Olympia Knapp, and several other prominent advocates of
- our cause, met at my house in the morning; and we all agreed that
- it was time to strike a blow. The rest of us magnanimously decided
- to take no part in the concerted plan, though very eager to do so.
- Selina Whiston declared that she must have the field to herself;
- and when she said that, we knew she meant it.
-
- It was generally known that she was on the ground. In fact,
- she spent most of the time while Messrs. Wrangle and Tumbrill were
- speaking, in walking about through the crowds--so after an hour
- apiece for the gentlemen, and then fifteen minutes apiece for a
- rejoinder, and the Star Spangled Banner from the band, for both
- sides, we were not a bit surprised to hear a few cries of
- "Whiston!" from the audience. Immediately we saw the compact gray
- bonnet and brown serge dress (she knew what would go through a
- crowd without tearing!) splitting the wedge of people on the steps
- leading to the platform. I noticed that the two Congressional
- candidates looked at each other and smiled, in spite of the
- venomous charges they had just been making.
-
- Well--I won't attempt to report her speech, though it was her most
- splendid effort (as people WILL say, when it was no effort to
- her at all). But the substance of it was this: after setting forth
- woman's wrongs and man's tyranny, and taxation without
- representation, and an equal chance, and fair-play, and a struggle
- for life (which you know all about from the other conventions), she
- turned squarely around to the two candidates arid said:
-
- "Now to the practical application. You, Mr. Wrangle, and you, Mr.
- Tumbrill, want to be elected to Congress. The district is a close
- one: you have both counted the votes in advance (oh, I know your
- secrets!) and there isn't a difference of a hundred in your
- estimates. A very little will turn the scale either way. Perhaps
- a woman's influence--perhaps my voice--might do it. But I will
- give you an equal chance. So much power is left to woman,
- despite what you withhold, that we, the women of Putnam,
- Shinnebaug, and Rancocus counties, are able to decide which of you
- shall be elected. Either of you would give a great deal to have a
- majority of the intelligent women of the District on your side: it
- would already be equivalent to success. Now, to show that we
- understand the political business from which you have excluded us--
- to prove that we are capable of imitating the noble example of
- MEN--we offer to sell our influence, as they their votes, to the
- highest bidder!"
-
- There was great shouting and cheering among the people at this, but
- the two candidates, somehow or other, didn't seem much amused.
-
- "I stand here," she continued, "in the interest of my struggling
- sisters, and with authority to act for them. Which of you will bid
- the most--not in offices or material advantages, as is the way of
- your parties, but in the way of help to the Woman's Cause? Which
- of you will here publicly pledge himself to say a word for us, from
- now until election-day, whenever he appears upon the stump?"
-
- There was repeated cheering, and cries of "Got 'em there!" (Men
- are so vulgar).
-
- I pause for a reply. Shall they not answer me?" she continued,
- turning to the audience.
-
- "Then there were tremendous cries of "Yes! yes! Wrangle! Tumbrill!"
-
- Mr. Wrangle looked at Mr. Tumbrill, and made a motion with his
- head, signifying that he should speak. Then Mr. Tumbrill looked at
- Mr. Wrangle, and made a motion that HE should speak. The
- people saw all this, and laughed and shouted as if they would never
- finish.
-
- Mr. Wrangle, on second thoughts (this is my private surmise), saw
- that boldness would just then be popular; so he stepped forward.
-
- "Do I understand," he said, "that my fair and eloquent friend
- demands perfect political and civil equality for her sex?"
-
- "I do!" exclaimed Selina Whiston, in her firmest manner.
-
- "Let me be more explicit," he continued. "You mean precisely the
- same rights, the same duties, the same obligations, the same
- responsibilities?"
-
- She repeated the phrases over after him, affirmatively, with an
- emphasis which I never heard surpassed.
-
- "Pardon me once more," said Mr. Wrangle; "the right to vote, to
- hold office, to practise law, theology, medicine, to take part in
- all municipal affairs, to sit on juries, to be called upon to aid
- in the execution of the law, to aid in suppressing disturbances,
- enforcing public order, and performing military duty?"
-
- Here there were loud cheers from the audience; and a good many
- voices cried out: "Got her there!" (Men are so very vulgar.)
-
- Mrs. Whiston looked troubled for a moment, but she saw that a
- moment's hesitation would be fatal to our scheme, so she brought
- out her words as if each one were a maul-blow on the butt-end of a
- wedge:
-
- "All--that--we--demand!"
-
- "Then," said Mr. Wrangle, "I bid my support in exchange for the
- women's! Just what the speaker demands, without exception or
- modification--equal privileges, rights, duties and obligations,
- without regard to the question of sex! Is that broad enough?"
-
- I was all in a tremble when it came to that. Somehow Mr. Wrangle's
- acceptance of the bid did not inspire me, although it promised so
- much. I had anticipated opposition, dissatisfaction, tumult. So
- had Mrs. Whiston, and I could see, and the crowd could see, that
- she was not greatly elated.
-
- Mr. Wrangle made a very significant bow to Mr. Tumbrill, and then
- sat down. There were cries of "Tumbrill!" and that gentleman--none
- of us, of course, believing him sincere, for we knew his private
- views--came forward and made exactly the same pledge. I will do
- both parties the justice to say that they faithfully kept their
- word; nay, it was generally thought the repetition of their brief
- pleas for woman, at some fifty meetings before election came, had
- gradually conducted them to the belief that they were expressing
- their own personal sentiments. The mechanical echo in public thus
- developed into an opinion in private. My own political experience
- has since demonstrated to me that this is a phenomenon very common
- among men.
-
- The impulse generated at that meeting gradually spread all over the
- State. We--the leaders of the Women's Movement--did not rest until
- we had exacted the same pledge from all the candidates of both
- parties; and the nearer it drew towards election-day, the more
- prominence was given, in the public meetings, to the illustration
- and discussion of the subject. Our State went for Lincoln by a
- majority of 2763 (as you will find by consulting the "Tribune
- Almanac"), and Mr. Wrangle was elected to Congress, having received
- a hundred and forty-two more votes than his opponent. Mr. Tumbrill
- has always attributed his defeat to his want of courage in not
- taking up at once the glove which Selina Whiston threw down.
-
- I think I have said enough to make it clear how the State of
- Atlantic came to be the first to grant equal civil and political
- rights to women. When the Legislature of 1860-'61 met at Gaston,
- we estimated that we might count upon fifty-three out of the
- seventy-one Republican Senators and Assemblymen, and on thirty-four
- out of the sixty-five Democrats. This would give a majority of
- twenty-eight in the House, and ten in the Senate. Should the bill
- pass, there was still a possibility that it might be vetoed by the
- Governor, of whom we did not feel sure. We therefore arranged that
- our Annual Fair should be held a fortnight later than usual, and
- that the proceeds (a circumstance known only to the managers)
- should be devoted to a series of choice suppers, at which we
- entertained, not only the Governor and our friends in both Houses,
- but also, like true Christians, our legislatorial enemies. Olympia
- Knapp, who, you know, is so very beautiful, presided at these
- entertainments. She put forth all her splendid powers, and with
- more effect than any of us suspected. On the day before the
- bill reached its third reading, the Governor made her an offer of
- marriage. She came to the managers in great agitation, and laid
- the matter before them, stating that she was overwhelmed with
- surprise (though Sarah Pincher always maintained that she wasn't in
- the least), and asking their advice. We discussed the question for
- four hours, and finally decided that the interests of the cause
- would oblige her to accept the Governor's hand. "Oh, I am so
- glad!" cried Olympia, "for I accepted him at once." It was a
- brave, a noble deed!
-
- Now, I would ask those who assert that women are incapable of
- conducting the business of politics, to say whether any set of men,
- of either party, could have played their cards more skilfully?
- Even after the campaign was over we might have failed, had it not
- been for the suppers. We owed this idea, like the first, to the
- immortal Selina Whiston. A lucky accident--as momentous in its way
- as the fall of an apple to Newton, or the flying of a kite to Dr.
- Franklin--gave her the secret principle by which the politics of
- men are directed. Her house in Whittletown was the half of a
- double frame building, and the rear-end of the other part was the
- private office of--but no, I will not mention the name--a lawyer
- and a politician. He was known as a "wirepuller," and the other
- wire-pullers of his party used to meet in his office and discuss
- matters. Mrs. Whiston always asserted that there was a mouse-hole
- through the partition; but she had energy enough to have made a
- hole herself, for the sake of the cause.
-
- She never would tell us all she overheard. "It is enough," she
- would say, "that I know how the thing is done."
-
- I remember that we were all considerably startled when she first
- gave us an outline of her plan. On my saying that I trusted the
- dissemination of our principles would soon bring us a great
- adhesion, she burst out with:
-
- "Principles! Why if we trust to principles, we shall never
- succeed! We must rely upon INFLUENCES, as the men do; we must
- fight them with their own weapons, and even then we are at a
- disadvantage, because we cannot very well make use of whiskey and
- cigars."
-
- We yielded, because we had grown accustomed to be guided by her;
- and, moreover, we had seen, time and again, how she could succeed--
- as, for instance, in the Nelson divorce case (but I don't suppose
- you ever heard of that), when the matter seemed nigh hopeless to
- all of us. The history of 1860 and the following winter proves
- that in her the world has lost a stateswoman. Mr. Wrangle and
- Governor Battle have both said to me that they never knew a measure
- to be so splendidly engineered both before the public and in the
- State Legislature.
-
- After the bill had been passed, and signed by the Governor, and so
- had become a law, and the grand Women's Jubilee had been held at
- Gaston, the excitement subsided. It would be nearly a year to the
- next State election, and none of the women seemed to care for the
- local and municipal elections in the spring. Besides, there
- was a good deal of anxiety among them in regard to the bill, which
- was drawn up in almost the exact terms used by Mr. Wrangle at the
- political meeting. In fact, we always have suspected that he wrote
- it. The word "male" was simply omitted from all laws. "Nothing is
- changed," said Mrs. Whiston, quoting Charles X., "there are only
- 201,758 more citizens in Atlantic!"
-
- This was in January, 1861, you must remember; and the shadow of the
- coming war began to fall over us. Had the passage of our bill been
- postponed a fortnight it would have been postponed indefinitely,
- for other and (for the men) more powerful excitements followed one
- upon the other. Even our jubilee was thinly attended, and all but
- two of the members on whom we relied for speeches failed us.
- Governor Battle, who was to have presided, was at Washington, and
- Olympia, already his wife, accompanied him. (I may add that she
- has never since taken any active part with us. They have been in
- Europe for the last three years.)
-
- Most of the women--here in Burroak, at least--expressed a feeling
- of disappointment that there was no palpable change in their lot,
- no sense of extended liberty, such as they imagined would come to
- transform them into brighter and better creatures. They supposed
- that they would at once gain in importance in the eyes of the men;
- but the men were now so preoccupied by the events at the South that
- they seemed to have forgotten our political value. Speaking for
- myself, as a good Union woman, I felt that I must lay aside,
- for a time, the interests of my sex. Once, it is true, I proposed
- to accompany Mr. Strongitharm to a party caucus at the Wrangle
- House; but he so suddenly discovered that he had business in
- another part of the town, that I withdrew my proposition.
-
- As the summer passed over, and the first and second call for
- volunteers had been met, and more than met, by the patriotic men of
- the State (how we blessed them!) we began to take courage, and to
- feel, that if our new civil position brought us no very tangible
- enjoyment, at least it imposed upon us no very irksome duties.
-
- The first practical effect of the new law came to light at the
- August term of our County Court. The names of seven women appeared
- on the list of jurors, but only three of them answered to their
- names. One, the wife of a poor farmer, was excused by the Judge,
- as there was no one to look after six small children in her
- absence; another was a tailoress, with a quantity of work on hand,
- some of which she proposed bringing with her into Court, in order
- to save time; but as this could not be allowed, she made so much
- trouble that she was also finally let off. Only one, therefore,
- remained to serve; fortunately for the credit of our sex, she was
- both able and willing to do so; and we afterward made a
- subscription, and presented her with a silver fish-knife, on
- account of her having tired out eleven jurymen, and brought in a
- verdict of $5,000 damages against a young man whom she convicted of
- seduction. She told me that no one would ever know what she
- endured during those three days; but the morals of our county have
- been better ever since.
-
- Mr. Spelter told me that his State exchanges showed that there had
- been difficulties of the same kind in all the other counties. In
- Mendip (the county-town of which is Whittletown, Mrs. Whiston's
- home) the immediate result had been the decision, on the part of
- the Commissioners, to build an addition at the rear of the Court-
- House, with large, commodious and well-furnished jury-rooms, so
- arranged that a comfortable privacy was secured to the jury-women.
- I did my best to have the same improvement adopted here, but, alas!
- I have not the ability of Selina Whiston in such matters, and there
- is nothing to this day but the one vile, miserable room, properly
- furnished in no particular except spittoons.
-
- The nominating Conventions were held in August, also, and we were
- therefore called upon to move at once, in order to secure our fair
- share. Much valuable time had been lost in discussing a question
- of policy, namely, whether we should attach ourselves to the two
- parties already in existence, according to our individual
- inclinations, or whether we should form a third party for
- ourselves. We finally accepted the former proposition, and I think
- wisely; for the most of us were so ignorant of political tricks and
- devices, that we still needed to learn from the men, and we could
- not afford to draw upon us the hostility of both parties, in the
- very infancy of our movement.
-
- Never in my life did I have such a task, as in drumming up a
- few women to attend the primary township meeting for the election
- of delegates. It was impossible to make them comprehend its
- importance. Even after I had done my best to explain the
- technicalities of male politics, and fancied that I had made some
- impression, the answer would be: "Well, I'd go, I'm sure, just to
- oblige you, but then there's the tomatoes to be canned"--or, "I'm
- so behindhand with my darning and patching"--or, "John'll be sure
- to go, and there's no need of two from the same house"--and so on,
- until I was mightily discouraged. There were just nine of us, all
- told, to about a hundred men. I won't deny that our situation that
- night, at the Wrangle House, was awkward and not entirely
- agreeable. To be sure the landlord gave us the parlor, and most of
- the men came in, now and then, to speak to us; but they managed the
- principal matters all by themselves, in the bar-room, which was
- such a mess of smoke and stale liquor smells, that it turned my
- stomach when I ventured in for two minutes.
-
- I don't think we should have accomplished much, but for a 'cute
- idea of Mrs. Wilbur, the tinman's wife. She went to the leaders,
- and threatened them that the women's vote should be cast in a body
- for the Democratic candidates, unless we were considered in making
- up the ticket. THAT helped: the delegates were properly
- instructed, and the County Convention afterward nominated two men
- and one woman as candidates for the Assembly. That woman was--as
- I need hardly say, for the world knows it--myself. I had not
- solicited the honor, and therefore could not refuse,
- especially as my daughter Melissa was then old enough to keep house
- in my absence. No woman had applied for the nomination for
- Sheriff, but there were seventeen schoolmistresses anxious for the
- office of County Treasurer. The only other nomination given to the
- women, however, was that of Director (or rather, Directress) of the
- Poor, which was conferred on Mrs. Bassett, wife of a clergyman.
-
- Mr. Strongitharm insisted that I should, in some wise, prepare
- myself for my new duties, by reading various political works, and
- I conscientiously tried to do so--but, dear me! it was much more of
- a task than I supposed. We had all read the debate on our bill, of
- course; but I always skipped the dry, stupid stuff about the
- tariff, and finance, and stay laws and exemption laws, and railroad
- company squabbles; and for the life of me I can't see, to this day,
- what connection there is between these things and Women's Rights.
- But, as I said, I did my best, with the help of Webster's
- Dictionary; although the further I went the less I liked it.
-
- As election-day drew nearer, our prospects looked brighter. The
- Republican ticket, under the editorial head of the "Burroak
- Banner," with my name and Mrs. Bassett's among the men's, was such
- an evidence, that many women, notably opposed to the cause, said:
- "We didn't want the right, but since we have it, we shall make use
- of it." This was exactly what Mrs. Whiston had foretold. We
- estimated that--taking the County tickets all over the State--we
- had about one-twentieth of the Republican, and one-fiftieth of
- the Democratic, nominations. This was far from being our due, but
- still it was a good beginning.
-
- My husband insisted that I should go very early to the polls. I
- could scarcely restrain a tear of emotion as I gave my first ballot
- into the hands of the judges. There were not a dozen persons
- present, and the act did not produce the sensation which I
- expected. One man cried out: "Three cheers for our
- Assemblywoman!" and they gave them; and I thereupon returned home
- in the best spirits. I devoted the rest of the day to relieving
- poorer women, who could not have spared the time to vote, if I had
- not, meanwhile, looked after their children. The last was Nancy
- Black, the shoemaker's wife in our street, who kept me waiting upon
- her till it was quite dark. When she finally came, the skirt of
- her dress was ripped nearly off, her hair was down and her comb
- broken; but she was triumphant, for Sam Black was with her, and
- SOBER." The first time since we were married, Mrs.
- Strongitharm!" she cried. Then she whispered to me, as I was
- leaving: "And I've killed HIS vote, anyhow!"
-
- When the count was made, our party was far ahead. Up to this time,
- I think, the men of both parties had believed that only a few
- women, here and there, would avail themselves of their new right--
- but they were roundly mistaken. Although only ten per cent. of the
- female voters went to the polls, yet three-fourths of them voted
- the Republican ticket, which increased the majority of that party,
- in the State, about eleven thousand.
-
- It was amazing what an effect followed this result. The whole
- country would have rung with it, had we not been in the midst of
- war. Mr. Wrangle declared that he had always been an earnest
- advocate of the women's cause. Governor Battle, in his next
- message, congratulated the State on the signal success of the
- experiment, and the Democratic masses, smarting under their defeat,
- cursed their leaders for not having been sharp enough to conciliate
- the new element. The leaders themselves said nothing, and in a few
- weeks the rank and file recovered their cheerfulness. Even Mrs.
- Whiston, with all her experience, was a little puzzled by this
- change of mood. Alas! she was far from guessing the correct
- explanation.
-
- It was a great comfort to me that Mrs. Whiston was also elected to
- the Legislature. My husband had just then established his
- manufactory of patent self-scouring knife-blades (now so
- celebrated), and could not leave; so I was obliged to go up to
- Gaston all alone, when the session commenced. There were but four
- of us Assemblywomen, and although the men treated us with great
- courtesy, I was that nervous that I seemed to detect either
- commiseration or satire everywhere. Before I had even taken my
- seat, I was addressed by fifteen or twenty different gentlemen,
- either great capitalists, or great engineers, or distinguished
- lawyers, all interested in various schemes for developing the
- resources of our State by new railroads, canals or ferries. I then
- began to comprehend the grandeur of the Legislator's office. My
- voice could assist in making possible these magnificent
- improvements, and I promised it to all. Mr. Filch, President
- of the Shinnebaug and Great Western Consolidated Line, was so
- delighted with my appreciation of his plan for reducing the freight
- on grain from Nebraska, that he must have written extravagant
- accounts of me to his wife; for she sent me, at Christmas, one of
- the loveliest shawls I ever beheld.
-
- I had frequently made short addresses at our public meetings, and
- was considered to have my share of self-possession; but I never
- could accustom myself to the keen, disturbing, irritating
- atmosphere of the Legislature. Everybody seemed wide-awake and
- aggressive, instead of pleasantly receptive; there were so many
- "points of order," and what not; such complete disregard, among the
- members, of each other's feelings; and, finally--a thing I could
- never understand, indeed--such inconsistency and lack of principle
- in the intercourse of the two parties. How could I feel assured of
- their sincerity, when I saw the very men chatting and laughing
- together, in the lobbies, ten minutes after they had been facing
- each other like angry lions in the debate?
-
- Mrs. Whiston, also, had her trials of the same character. Nothing
- ever annoyed her so much as a little blunder she made, the week
- after the opening of the session. I have not yet mentioned that
- there was already a universal dissatisfaction among the women, on
- account of their being liable to military service. The war seemed
- to have hardly begun, as yet, and conscription was already talked
- about; the women, therefore, clamored for an exemption on
- account of sex. Although we all felt that this was a retrograde
- movement, the pressure was so great that we yielded. Mrs. Whiston,
- reluctant at first, no sooner made up her mind that the thing must
- be done, than she furthered it with all her might. After several
- attempts to introduce a bill, which were always cut off by some
- "point of order," she unhappily lost her usual patience.
-
- I don't know that I can exactly explain how it happened, for what
- the men call "parliamentary tactics" always made me fidgetty. But
- the "previous question" turned up (as it always seemed to me to do,
- at the wrong time), and cut her off before she had spoken ten
- words.
-
- "Mr. Speaker!" she protested; "there is no question, previous to
- this, which needs the consideration of the house! This is first in
- importance, and demands your immediate--"
-
- "Order! order!" came from all parts of the house.
-
- "I am in order--the right is always in order!" she exclaimed,
- getting more and more excited. "We women are not going to be
- contented with the mere show of our rights on this floor; we demand
- the substance--"
-
- And so she was going on, when there arose the most fearful tumult.
- The upshot of it was, that the speaker ordered the sergeant-at-arms
- to remove Mrs. Whiston; one of the members, more considerate,
- walked across the floor to her, and tried to explain in what manner
- she was violating the rules; and in another minute she sat down, so
- white, rigid and silent that it made me shake in my shoes to look
- at her.
-
- "I have made a great blunder," she said to me, that evening; "and
- it may set us back a little; but I shall recover my ground." Which
- she did, I assure you. She cultivated the acquaintance of the
- leaders of both parties, studied their tactics, and quietly waited
- for a good opportunity to bring in her bill. At first, we thought
- it would pass; but one of the male members presently came out with
- a speech, which dashed our hopes to nothing. He simply took the
- ground that there must be absolute equality in citizenship; that
- every privilege was balanced by a duty, every trust accompanied
- with its responsibility. He had no objection to women possessing
- equal rights with men--but to give them all civil rights and exempt
- them from the most important obligation of service, would be, he
- said, to create a privileged class--a female aristocracy. It was
- contrary to the spirit of our institutions. The women had
- complained of taxation without representation; did they now claim
- the latter without the former?
-
- The people never look more than half-way into a subject, and so
- this speech was immensely popular. I will not give Mrs. Whiston's
- admirable reply; for Mr. Spelter informs me that you will not
- accept an article, if it should make more than seventy or eighty
- printed pages. It is enough that our bill was "killed," as the men
- say (a brutal word); and the women of the State laid the blame of
- the failure upon us. You may imagine that we suffered under this
- injustice; but worse was to come.
-
- As I said before, a great many things came up in the Legislature
- which I did not understand--and, to be candid, did not care
- to understand. But I was obliged to vote, nevertheless, and in
- this extremity I depended pretty much on Mrs. Whiston's counsel.
- We could not well go to the private nightly confabs of the
- members--indeed, they did not invite us; and when it came to the
- issue of State bonds, bank charters, and such like, I felt as if I
- were blundering along in the dark.
-
- One day, I received, to my immense astonishment, a hundred and more
- letters, all from the northern part of our county. I opened them,
- one after the other, and--well, it is beyond my power to tell you
- what varieties of indignation and abuse fell upon me. It seems
- that I had voted against the bill to charter the Mendip Extension
- Railroad Co. I had been obliged to vote for or against so many
- things, that it was impossible to recollect them all. However, I
- procured the printed journal, and, sure enough! there, among the
- nays, was "Strongitharm." It was not a week after that--and I was
- still suffering in mind and body--when the newspapers in the
- interest of the Rancocus and Great Western Consolidated accused me
- (not by name, but the same thing--you know how they do it) of being
- guilty of taking bribes. Mr. Filch, of the Shinnebaug Consolidated
- had explained to me so beautifully the superior advantages of his
- line, that the Directors of the other company took their revenge in
- this vile, abominable way.
-
- That was only the beginning of my trouble. What with these
- slanders and longing for the quiet of our dear old home at Burroak,
- I was almost sick; yet the Legislature sat on, and sat on,
- until I was nearly desperate. Then one morning came a despatch
- from my husband: "Melissa is drafted--come home!" How I made the
- journey I can't tell; I was in an agony of apprehension, and when
- Mr. Strongitharm and Melissa both met me at the Burroak Station,
- well and smiling, I fell into a hysterical fit of laughing and
- crying, for the first time in my life.
-
- Billy Brandon, who was engaged to Melissa, came forward and took
- her place like a man; he fought none the worse, let me tell you,
- because he represented a woman, and (I may as well say it now) he
- came home a Captain, without a left arm--but Melissa seems to have
- three arms for his sake.
-
- You have no idea what a confusion and lamentation there was all
- over the State. A good many women were drafted, and those who
- could neither get substitutes for love nor money, were marched to
- Gaston, where the recruiting Colonel was considerate enough to give
- them a separate camp. In a week, however, the word came from
- Washington that the Army Regulations of the United States did not
- admit of their being received; and they came home blessing Mr.
- Stanton. This was the end of drafting women in our State.
-
- Nevertheless, the excitement created by the draft did not subside
- at once. It was seized upon by the Democratic leaders, as part of
- a plan already concocted, which they then proceeded to set in
- operation. It succeeded only too well, and I don't know when we
- shall ever see the end of it.
-
- We had more friends among the Republicans at the start, because all
- the original Abolitionists in the State came into that party in
- 1860. Our success had been so rapid and unforeseen that the
- Democrats continued their opposition even after female suffrage was
- an accomplished fact; but the leaders were shrewd enough to see
- that another such election as the last would ruin their party in
- the State. So their trains were quietly laid, and the match was
- not applied until all Atlantic was ringing with the protestations
- of the unwilling conscripts and the laments of their families.
- Then came, like three claps of thunder in one, sympathy for the
- women, acquiescence in their rights, and invitations to them,
- everywhere, to take part in the Democratic caucuses and
- conventions. Most of the prominent women of the State were deluded
- for a time by this manifestation, and acted with the party for the
- sake of the sex.
-
- I had no idea, however, what the practical result of this movement
- would be, until, a few weeks before election, I was calling upon
- Mrs. Buckwalter, and happened to express my belief that we
- Republicans were going to carry the State again, by a large
- majority.
-
- "I am very glad of it," said she, with an expression of great
- relief, "because then my vote will not be needed."
-
- "Why!" I exclaimed; "you won't decline to vote, surely?"
-
- "Worse than that," she answered, "I am afraid I shall have to vote
- with the other side."
-
- Now as I knew her to be a good Republican, I could scarcely
- believe my ears. She blushed, I must admit, when she saw my
- astonished face.
-
- "I'm so used to Bridget, you know," she continued, "and good girls
- are so very hard to find, nowadays. She has as good as said that
- she won't stay a day later than election, if I don't vote for
- HER candidate; and what am I to do?"
-
- "Do without!" I said shortly, getting up in my indignation.
-
- "Yes, that's very well for you, with your wonderful PHYSIQUE,"
- said Mrs. Buckwalter, quietly, "but think of me with my neuralgia,
- and the pain in my back! It would be a dreadful blow, if I should
- lose Bridget."
-
- Well--what with torch-light processions, and meetings on both
- sides, Burroak was in such a state of excitement when election
- came, that most of the ladies of my acquaintance were almost afraid
- to go to the polls. I tried to get them out during the first hours
- after sunrise, when I went myself, but in vain. Even that early,
- I heard things that made me shudder. Those who came later, went
- home resolved to give up their rights rather than undergo a second
- experience of rowdyism. But it was a jubilee for the servant
- girls. Mrs. Buckwalter didn't gain much by her apostasy, for
- Bridget came home singing "The Wearing of the Green," and let fall
- a whole tray full of the best china before she could be got to bed.
-
- Burroak, which, the year before, had a Republican majority of three
- hundred, now went for the Democrats by more than five hundred. The
- same party carried the State, electing their Governor by near
- twenty thousand. The Republicans would now have gladly repealed
- the bill giving us equal rights, but they were in a minority, and
- the Democrats refused to co-operate. Mrs. Whiston, who still
- remained loyal to our side, collected information from all parts of
- the State, from which it appeared that four-fifths of all the
- female citizens had voted the Democratic ticket. In New Lisbon,
- our great manufacturing city, with its population of nearly one
- hundred thousand, the party gained three thousand votes, while the
- accessions to the Republican ranks were only about four hundred.
-
- Mrs. Whiston barely escaped being defeated; her majority was
- reduced from seven hundred to forty-three. Eleven Democratic
- Assemblywomen and four Senatoresses were chosen, however, so that
- she had the consolation of knowing that her sex had gained,
- although her party had lost. She was still in good spirits: "It
- will all right itself in time," she said.
-
- You will readily guess, after what I have related, that I was not
- only not re-elected to the Legislature, but that I was not even a
- candidate. I could have born the outrageous attacks of the
- opposite party; but the treatment I had received from my own
- "constituents" (I shall always hate the word) gave me a new
- revelation of the actual character of political life. I have not
- mentioned half the worries and annoyances to which I was
- subjected--the endless, endless letters and applications for
- office, or for my influence in some way--the abuse and threats when
- I could not possibly do what was desired--the exhibitions of
- selfishness and disregard of all great and noble principles--and
- finally, the shameless advances which were made by what men call
- "the lobby," to secure my vote for this, that, and the other thing.
-
- Why, it fairly made my hair stand on end to hear the stories which
- the pleasant men, whom I thought so grandly interested in schemes
- for "the material development of the country," told about each
- other. Mrs. Filch's shawl began to burn my shoulders before I had
- worn it a half a dozen times. (I have since given it to Melissa,
- as a wedding-present).
-
- Before the next session was half over, I was doubly glad of being
- safe at home. Mrs. Whiston supposed that the increased female
- representation would give her more support, and indeed it seemed
- so, at first. But after her speech on the Bounty bill, only two of
- the fifteen Democratic women would even speak to her, and all hope
- of concord of action in the interests of women was at an end. We
- read the debates, and my blood fairly boiled when I found what
- taunts and sneers, and epithets she was forced to endure. I
- wondered how she could sit still under them.
-
- To make her position worse, the adjoining seat was occupied by an
- Irishwoman, who had been elected by the votes of the laborers on
- the new Albemarle Extension, in the neighborhood of which she kept
- a grocery store. Nelly Kirkpatrick was a great, red-haired giant
- of a woman, very illiterate, but with some native wit, and good-
- hearted enough, I am told, when she was in her right mind.
- She always followed the lead of Mr. Gorham (whose name, you see,
- came before hers in the call), and a look from him was generally
- sufficient to quiet her when she was inclined to be noisy.
-
- When the resolutions declaring the war a failure were introduced,
- the party excitement ran higher than ever. The "lunch-room" (as
- they called it--I never went there but once, the title having
- deceived me) in the basement-story of the State House was crowded
- during the discussion, and every time Nelly Kirkpatrick came up,
- her face was a shade deeper red. Mr. Gorham's nods and winks were
- of no avail--speak she would, and speak she did, not so very
- incoherently, after all, but very abusively. To be sure, you would
- never have guessed it, if you had read the quiet and dignified
- report in the papers on her side, the next day.
-
- THEN Mrs. Whiston's patience broke down. "Mr. Speaker," she
- exclaimed, starting to her feet, "I protest against this House
- being compelled to listen to such a tirade as has just been
- delivered. Are we to be disgraced before the world--"
-
- "Oh, hoo! Disgraced, is it?" yelled Nelly Kirkpatrick, violently
- interrupting her, "and me as dacent a woman as ever she was, or
- ever will be! Disgraced, hey? Oh, I'll larn her what it is to
- blaggard her betters!"
-
- And before anybody could imagine what was coming, she pounced upon
- Mrs. Whiston, with one jerk ripped off her skirt (it was silk, not
- serge, this time), seized her by the hair, and gave her head such
- a twist backwards, that the chignon not only came off in her
- hands, but as her victim opened her mouth too widely in the
- struggle, the springs of her false teeth were sprung the wrong way,
- and the entire set flew out and rattled upon the floor.
-
- Of course there were cries of "Order! Order!" and the nearest
- members--Mr. Gorham among the first--rushed in; but the mischief
- was done. Mrs. Whiston had always urged upon our minds the
- necessity of not only being dressed according to the popular
- fashion, but also as elegantly and becomingly as possible. "If we
- adopt the Bloomers," she said, "we shall never get our rights,
- while the world stands. Where it is necessary to influence men, we
- must be wholly and truly WOMEN, not semi-sexed nondescripts; we
- must employ every charm Nature gives us and Fashion adds, not hide
- them under a forked extinguisher!" I give her very words to show
- you her way of looking at things. Well, now imagine this elegant
- woman, looking not a day over forty, though she was--but no, I have
- no right to tell it,--imagine her, I say, with only her scanty
- natural hair hanging over her ears, her mouth dreadfully fallen in,
- her skirt torn off, all in open day, before the eyes of a hundred
- and fifty members (and I am told they laughed immensely, in spite
- of the scandal that it was), and, if you are human beings, you will
- feel that she must have been wounded to the very heart.
-
- There was a motion made to expel Nelly Kirkpatrick, and perhaps it
- might have succeeded--but the railroad hands, all over the State,
- made a heroine of her, and her party was afraid of losing five
- or six thousand votes; so only a mild censure was pronounced. But
- there was no end to the caricatures, and songs, and all sorts of
- ribaldry, about the occurrence; and even our party said that,
- although Mrs. Whiston was really and truly a martyr, yet the
- circumstance was an immense damage to THEM. When she heard
- THAT, I believe it killed her. She resigned her seat, went
- home, never appeared again in public, and died within a year. "My
- dear friend," she wrote to me, not a month before her death, "I
- have been trying all my life to get a thorough knowledge of the
- masculine nature, but my woman's plummet will not reach to the
- bottom of that chaotic pit of selfishness and principle, expedience
- and firmness for the right, brutality and tenderness, gullibility
- and devilish shrewdness, which I have tried to sound. Only one
- thing is clear--we women cannot do without what we have sometimes,
- alas! sneered at as THE CHIVELRY OF THE SEX. The question of
- our rights is as clear to me as ever; but we must find a plan to
- get them without being forced to share, or even to SEE, all that
- men do in their political lives. We have only beheld some
- Principle riding aloft, not the mud through which her chariot
- wheels are dragged. The ways must be swept before we can walk in
- them--but how and by whom shall this be done?"
-
- For my part, _I_ can't say, and I wish somebody would tell me.
-
- Well--after seeing our State, which we used to be proud of,
- delivered over for two years to the control of a party whose
- policy was so repugnant to all our feelings of loyalty, we
- endeavored to procure, at least a qualification of intelligence for
- voters. Of course, we didn't get it: the exclusion from suffrage
- of all who were unable to read and write might have turned the
- scales again, and given us the State. After our boys came back
- from the war, we might have succeeded--but their votes were over-
- balanced by those of the servant-girls, every one of whom turned
- out, making a whole holiday of the election.
-
- I thought, last fall, that my Maria, who is German, would have
- voted with us. I stayed at home and did the work myself, on
- purpose that she might hear the oration of Carl Schurz; but old
- Hammer, who keeps the lager-beer saloon in the upper end of
- Burroak, gave a supper and a dance to all the German girls and
- their beaux, after the meeting, and so managed to secure nine out
- of ten of their votes for Seymour. Maria proposed going away a
- week before election, up into Decatur County, where, she said, some
- relations, just arrived from Bavaria, had settled. I was obliged
- to let her go, or lose her altogether, but I was comforted by the
- thought that if her vote were lost for Grant, at least it could not
- be given to Seymour. After the election was over, and Decatur
- County, which we had always managed to carry hitherto, went against
- us, the whole matter was explained. About five hundred girls, we
- were informed, had been COLONIZED in private families, as extra
- help, for a fortnight, and of course Maria was one of them. (I
- have looked at the addresses of her letters, ever since, and not
- one has she sent to Decatur). A committee has been appointed,
- and a report made on the election frauds in our State, and we shall
- see, I suppose, whether any help comes of it.
-
- Now, you mustn't think, from all this, that I am an apostate from
- the principle of Women's Rights. No, indeed! All the trouble we
- have had, as I think will be evident to the millions who read my
- words, comes from THE MEN. They have not only made politics
- their monopoly, but they have fashioned it into a tremendous,
- elaborate system, in which there is precious little of either
- principle or honesty. We can and we MUST "run the machine" (to
- use another of their vulgar expressions) with them, until we get a
- chance to knock off the useless wheels and thingumbobs, and scour
- the whole concern, inside and out. Perhaps the men themselves
- would like to do this, if they only knew how: men have so little
- talent for cleaning-up. But when it comes to making a litter,
- they're at home, let me tell you!
-
- Meanwhile, in our State, things are about as bad as they can be.
- The women are drawn for juries, the same as ever, but (except in
- Whittletown, where they have a separate room,) no respectable woman
- goes, and the fines come heavy on some of us. The demoralization
- among our help is so bad, that we are going to try Co-operative
- Housekeeping. If that don't succeed, I shall get brother Samuel,
- who lives in California, to send me two Chinamen, one for cook and
- chamber-boy, and one as nurse for Melissa. I console myself with
- thinking that the end of it all must be good, since the principle
- is right: but, dear me! I had no idea that I should be called
- upon to go through such tribulation.
-
- Now the reason I write--and I suppose I must hurry to the end, or
- you will be out of all patience--is to beg, and insist, and implore
- my sisters in other States to lose no more time, but at once to
- coax, or melt, or threaten the men into accepting their claims. We
- are now so isolated in our rights that we are obliged to bear more
- than our proper share of the burden. When the States around us
- shall be so far advanced, there will be a chance for new
- stateswomen to spring up, and fill Mrs. Whiston's place, and we
- shall then, I firmly believe, devise a plan to cleanse the great
- Augean stable of politics by turning into it the river of female
- honesty and intelligence and morality. But they must do this,
- somehow or other, without letting the river be tainted by the heaps
- of pestilent offal it must sweep away. As Lord Bacon says (in that
- play falsely attributed to Shakespeare)--"Ay, there's the rub!"
-
- If you were to ask me, NOW, what effect the right of suffrage,
- office, and all the duties of men has had upon the morals of the
- women of our State, I should be puzzled what to say. It is
- something like this--if you put a chemical purifying agent into a
- bucket of muddy water, the water gets clearer, to be sure, but the
- chemical substance takes up some of the impurity. Perhaps that's
- rather too strong a comparison; but if you say that men are worse
- than women, as most people do, then of course we improve them by
- closer political intercourse, and lose a little ourselves in the
- process. I leave you to decide the relative loss and gain.
- To tell you the truth, this is a feature of the question which I
- would rather not discuss; and I see, by the reports of the recent
- Conventions, that all the champions of our sex feel the same way.
-
- Well, since I must come to an end somewhere, let it be here. To
- quote Lord Bacon again, take my "round, unvarnished tale," and
- perhaps the world will yet acknowledge that some good has been done
- by
- Yours truly,
- JANE STRONGITHARM.
-
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