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- The phone call.
-
- It's hard for me understand. I've got to get a grip on myself. I've got to
- figure it out. How can someone, so far away, a thousand miles or more, generate
- such feelings. And yet I felt the ache, the moisture, the swelling.
-
- It was a hot July night, humid, dark, without a moon.I had finished my bath
- and slipped on my favorite old t-shirt. I turned the light down to where it
- was just a faint glow. Expecting his call, I was sitting in my easy chair, one
- leg thrown over its arm, my head laid back, my eyes closed when the phone
- rang. The call started just like others. Where he was now. Where he would be
- next week. We talked about our business, and our mutual hobby, computers.
- We're both pack rats, always running out of space because we can't get rid of
- anything. Always moving files and programs from one area to another, always
- reorganizing. We spoke about a photo he had sent me of himself. But there
- seemed to be something else going on. Something I couldn't quite put my
- finger on, and then...
-
- "Lena. Would you do something for me? One little thing?" A pause. and
- before I could reply, "Would you touch your nipple while we talk?"
-
- I felt stunned, like I had been hit. Not by a fist or anything violent, more
- like a shock wave. Something was being pulled from me. Something I wasn't
- sure I wanted to let out. I don't know. I can't explain it. I could feel the
- heat in my face. My heart seem to beat harder or at least I became aware of
- its beat. Would I do it? Could I reply?
-
- "Ok." I don't know how long it took me to get that one word out.
-
- "And would you imagine that it is my hands cupping your breast, holding it
- up so that my lips brush the nipple like edge of a chalice."
-
- A fog seem to enter the room. A mystic fog. I was becoming encased in it. It
- was beginning to shut out the rest of the world. My hand trembled as it
- moved up my shirt to my breast. I squeezed, held myself tight for a minute,
- imagining it was his hand, his power that pressed against me. Then I moved
- to my nipple, already hard, first taking it between two fingers to sense and
- feel its response, and then beginning a soft stroking through the cloth.
-
- "Ok". What was happening to me? I could feel his lips on me, gently sucking,
- kissing. His teeth brushing my nipple. The heat of his mouth on my breast.
- My hand reached to the back of his head and pulled him to me. He was there
- and yet ...he wasn't.
-
- "Lena?"
-
- I couldn't answer.
-
- "Lena?"
-
- My mind pleaded, "No, please, no.."
-
- "Lena?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Now take you hand and touch your clit. Just touch it and feel me there."
-
- My lips parted as my tongue returned moisture to them. My fingers moved
- down across my mons, to the hood of my clitoris. My pelvis let me know of
- its presence as a dull ache began to rise. Fear caused my body to shiver. But
- fear of what? My fingers pressed against the hood and as they did my whole
- pussy moved. A velvety moisture began to seep between my labia, their
- swelling unable to keep it in. He couldn't see me but his presence caressed
- me. I could feel his hot breath between my legs as I pulled the lips gently out,
- massaging one against the other. How could I be doing this? I was losing
- control. I had to stop.
-
- "Ok."
-
- "Now feel me."
-
- "I do."
-
- Quiet...no words.
-
- I didn't know what to say. I had to stop and think about what was happening,
- why it was happening. No harm was there and yet it was ...dreamlike...it was
- frightening.
-
- "I've got to go now." I couldn't leave it at that. My words were a whisper.
- "But I'll tell you something. Tonight, when I go to sleep, I'll hold one breast
- and think of this phone call." My face was on fire.
-
- "And that it is my hand?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "And that it is my cock next to you, hard, pressing against you?"
-
- "Lena?"
-
- "Lena?"
-
- "Yes...I will."
-
- "Good night Lena. I'll talk to you soon."
-
- "Good night. Sleep tight."
-
- I hung up the phone. My heart was pounding. My brain was swimming. My
- clit was ablaze with its demand. My breast felt the pain caused by my own
- unconscious squeezing, as my newly freed hand had fond its way beneath my
- shirt. I was covered with sweat. My legs were now spread even more as my
- other hand continued to slowly massage and stroke my pussy, sometimes
- stopping and just holding it in my hand, pressing against myself. The
- moisture first covered the labia and then the finger that gently moved up
- and down between them. My vagina wept its tears as it wished my fingers to
- its opening and then...inside. I could feel the ridges and their swollen
- sensitivity. I didn't have to go deep. Response was everywhere.
-
- I pressed my breast even harder as one finger began to move within me. What
- would he be doing now. Would he be watching TV, his feet propped up,
- having a drink or just brushing his teeth, getting ready for bed. Or would his
- hand be moving up and down his cock, feeling it get harder, imagining it was
- my hand or my lips stroking him? Could he feel the hair from my head
- brushing against his legs? Were my nipples between his lips? .Were my fingers
- sensing his swelling need, caressing his balls as the sacks softened in my
- hand? Would his eyes be closed as he tasted my juices? Would his cream burst
- out, covering his abdomen, my hand, my breast?
-
- The fog is everywhere as I realize I am entering a new space, a mystic space,
- a space of serene sensuality. What I seek will be mine. I can now take my
- time. There is no urgency. My fingers move slowly, carrying me deeper into
- my mind. The feeling in my vagina mixes carnal eroticism with pain and both
- with a sense of soft floating. I'm a passenger adrift within my pelvis, my
- pelvis afloat within my mind, feeling and experiencing from within. My brain
- has become a sexual organ. My vagina, clitoris, labia, fingers, breasts, all
- there, reaching for each other, coming together. My breathing is now deeper,
- my heart pounding through my breast. And yet...I could stay this way for
- ever. A rapture of sexuality has enveloped me.
-
- I allow the orgasms to begin. I can feel my fingers being pulled inside. My
- spasms erupt and then again, and again and again. My hands presses harder.
- Still more and then more. I swim in an ocean of sensuality, eroticism, lust. I
- am naked, and its waters bathe me.
-
- The haze lifts a little. I realize I'm still in my chair. I've got to get
- to bed. I've got a lot to think about. But not now. I seem to have lost control.
- I stumble and reach for the wall as I move to the bedroom. All because of a
- phone call.
-
- I lay between my sheets with a promise to keep. My hand cups and softly
- presses my breast. My eyes close. I sigh.
-
- Good night. Sleep tight.
- Lena.