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- I hope I don't sound absurd, but I want to know if I am becoming
- a sadist.
- I am sure that my wife is a true masochist, but she never
- uses that word, insisting that she just likes to be tied up and
- tormented. Early in our marriage, five years ago, she kidded me
- into tying her up one night and using a paddle; we have long
- since graduated to rougher stuff.
- She is twenty-eight now (I'm thirty) and she flatly refuses
- to have sex unless it is accompanied by, or follows, bondage and
- discipline. In my saner moments I know this is not the way
- marriage should be, and I try to discuss the topic with her, but
- she puts me off. Then, she asks me to put her in bondage, my
- resolve melts away and I follow her suggestions.
- Perhaps you' realize the extent of her obsession if I
- describe two of her favorite games. We both work, but Judy has
- Thursday afternoon off. I come home for lunch. Before I leave
- at one p.m., I tie her naked to a kitchen chair, gag her mouth,
- and attach a spring clothespin to the tip of each nipple. I
- carefully lock the house and leave.
- When I return at five-thirty there are tears on her cheeks
- and she moans from her sore nipples, But no, she doesn't want to
- be released. I caress her body, pinch her breasts, and jerk the
- clothespin back on. Then I make my supper and eat it before her.
- Then I manipulate the pins again. About nine p.m. I release her,
- and we have immediate and rather violent sex right there on the
- floor. To say she is a turned-on tiger is an understatement.
- In her other favorite game, she is stretched out spread-
- eagle, face down and nude on the bed, held motionless by ropes
- running from the wrist and ankle. Again, she is gagged. I spend
- hours working a large, ribbed dildo in and out of her anus,
- pinching her vagina, and cracking her buttocks with a leather
- strap. She often says I don't leave her there long enough, and
- once she asked me to leave her bound all night, which I did.
- Do I enjoy doing this? I admit that I do, once we have begun
- at her instigation. But in between, I regret abusing her like
- this. I try to get her to talk about it, but she only says she
- loves being tormented. She even tries to get me to think up new
- things to subject her to. So far, I haven't.
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