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- ODYSSEY OF SUBMISSION
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- by Katherine
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- Some girls grow up wanting to be Vivian Leigh in "Gone With
- The Wind," gliding down an opulant staircase in an exquisite
- evening gown. My fantasy aspirations came from a different era of
- film. I wanted to be Samantha Eggar in "The Collector," squirming
- helplessly against my ropes with my captor is out of the room,
- loving and dreading the thought of what he would do when he
- returned.
- That wasn't my only fantasy, of course, but it was a powerful
- one. I took a lot of pleasure from it laying in bed alone, rubbing
- myself against the pillow between my legs, wishing for someone who
- could push me to new and higher levers of sexual feeling.
- But I had absorbed just enough feminist philosphy from my
- mother to feel guilty about such thoughts. I also had just enough
- self-protective distrust of men to keep me from asking any of my
- early sexual partners to oblige. So I went off to college with my
- submissive feelings still unfocused, compartmented away from my
- "real" life. They probably would have stayed there but for
- Colleen.
- Colleen was my senior roommate my only year at State: a dark-
- haired athletic girl who looked like she might have been a swimmer
- or a lacrosse player. Instead, she was a quiet sociology major and
- the photographer for the campus' alternative newspaper. The other
- girls told ugly jokes about her, including cruel and hateful tales
- of why four roomates had moved out on her in the last year.
- I laughed politely, but secretly I hoped the gossip was true.
- I found out on the last night of Indian sumemr. With no air-
- conditioning in the dorm, the room was warm and I was hot. I
- wanted to slip my hand between my legs and enjoy the world's best
- sleeping pill--but Colleen was awake, too, and to judge from her
- breathing and the rustling of the sheets, as restless as I.
- After nearly an hour of mutual sleeplessness, she got up and
- opened a drawer at her dresser. I thought she would head down the
- hall to the bathroom, giving me time to "scratch" my itch. But
- instead she came and stood at the side of my bed.
- "I'm going to massage you a little so you can relax," she said
- in her gentle voice. Without waiting for my reaction, she took my
- foot and began to rub it skillfully, releasing tension I hadn't
- realized was there. Her hands were cool and soothing on my hot
- skin. She worked her way slowly up my leg, kneading my calf in her
- firm fingers, then the back of my thigh. I did nothing and said
- nothing, just laid there and wondered how far she--this--would go.
- Presently she moved to the other leg, beginning again at the
- foot and carrying her knowing touch up towards the softest and
- hottest spot, at the apex of my thighs. Her touch had inflamed my
- already heated pussy, and I was certain she could smell my musk.
- If so, she gave no sign. Skipping my bottom and hips, her
- hands began to work the knots in my shoulders and back. My
- sleeping shirt made that difficult. When she modestly pushed it up
- to my armpits, I took over and removed it completely. In case that
- hadn't been a clear enough message, I told her "Don't stop. That
- feels wonderful." The tremulous eagerness in my voice was real.
- She stopped for a moment. "It can feel even better."
- "Show me," I whispered.
- "Turn on your back," was her command.
- I did, spreading my legs slightly. I lay nude before her
- except for my skimpy and well-soaked panties. She spread my legs
- still farther, then turned her attention again to my feet and
- ankles. But there was something different this time -- something
- other than her fingers encircling my ankle. She tried to be both
- quick and casual, afriad I would realize what she was doing and
- stop her. I knew what she was doing. I wanted her to do it. I
- wanted my legs tied open to the bedposts. It was a fantasy coming
- to life.
- When she was finished, she sat on the bed beside me and looked
- deep into my eyes. She saw there what she wanted to -- my
- willingness, my desire. She bent forward to my breast and took a
- nipple in her mouth. The sensation was electric. My nipple grew
- hard under her tongue andlips. I moaned.
- "Tie my hands, too," I whispered.
- She sat me up and tied my hands behind my back with a third
- pair of nylons, then pushed me back down. My weight on my arms
- made me feel suddenly powerless, and a surge of sexual feeling
- charged through me.
- Climbing on the bed at last, Colleen knelt by my head. "You're
- so pretty," she said, stripping off her nightie and throwing it
- aside. The light from the windows illuminated her small oval
- breasts and flat stomach. I took her heady female scent deep into
- my nostrils.
- "Please," I urged.
- She reached out and caressed my breasts, toying with the erect
- nipples. When she bent over to suck them, her own dangled above my
- mouth, and I strained upward, eager to give back what she was
- giving to me. But she kept her back arched and her breasts out of
- reach, and the frustration I felt only fired my own passion.
- "Please," I said, more urgently.
- Colleen crawled on all fours toward the foot of the bed,
- bringing my head between her thighs. Sitting up, she stroked my
- belly and breasts with one hand. With the other, she at last
- sought out my pussy, caressing my slit through the slick cloth of
- my panties. I gasped and squirmed upward, thrusting my hips in a
- quest for the touch that would release what she had built up
- inside me.
- But she took her hand away, and reached instead for her own
- love slit, just a few inches above my face, Stroking herself, so
- near to me, my senses overwhelmed and my body on edge, she
- tortured me by giving herself what I so badly wanted. There was
- nothing I could do but watch and listen and drink her in.
- Colleen stopped short of her own orgasm and looked down at me.
- "Fight against the ropes -- it's better that way," she said, then
- leaned forward and pulled the cloth of my panties aside. Her
- tongue found my clitoris.
- Her instructions were superfluous. If I could have closed my
- legs or pushed her away I would have. The sensations were too
- intense to bear. But all I could do was jerk and twist helplessly
- at the bonds that held me, every muscle now rigid. She moved her
- tongue in hard, fast circles, her pace finally matching the
- urgency of my need. Without warning, she plunged three fingers
- into my ready vagina, stretching me so as to intensify still more
- the sensations her tongue was creating.
- I arched my back and pushed myself up at her, and this time
- she didn't pull away. I was moaning meaningless grunts and noises,
- and only the knots restrained my frantic movements. Finally she
- reached under me and drive a well-lubricated finger deep into my
- ass. AS she did, she sucked my clitoris like it was a nipple. I
- came, the muscles of my vagina and sphincter squeezing tight on
- her fingers. She slowed her tongue work but did not stop, and
- another wave of killing pleasure coursed through me, less intense
- but more delicious than the first.
- I had never cried out when having an orgasm before, but I did
- then, so loudly that Colleen stopped and, laughing, shushed me.
- Undoing the knots, she turned and lay beside me.
- "How did you know I would like it?" I whispered as she cuddled
- me.
- She answered, "Because I do," and kissed me deeply before we
- slept.
- #
- Colleen and I played our games all year, moving into our own
- apartment at semester break for more privacy and freedom. She
- continued to take more interest in tease-torturing me than in her
- own pleasure, enjoying the sense of power that went with reducing
- me to squirming and screaming. I came to crave the total loss of
- control she forced on me, and encouraged her to push me even
- farther. She was only too happy to oblige.
- At the end of the year, Collen got her degree and headed west
- for grad school. I dropped out -- it's hard to study when your
- wrists are bound behind your back to your ankles.
- In the next few years, I took right lovers, five male and
- three female; moved five times to four different cities and towns;
- and held six jobs (counting only those I stayed in a week or
- more). If it seems that there was something missing from my life
- in this stretch, it's because there was.
- I had discovered X-rated movies and a new idol: Terri Hall in
- "The Story of Joanna," forced to experience and ultimately enjoy a
- bizarre sexual slavery. My fantasies of submission took a rougher
- turn, and I even bought a riding crop in the hope that someone
- would use it on my bottom. I brought it out one day when Linda was
- visiting, and that ended that relationship. I suggested it one
- night to Tom, who loved the idea but was too timid to actually
- land a blow.
- So I was left with masturbation and fantasy -- until I
- discovered the bondage contact magazines, and through them an
- entire sexual underground. On the cover of the first such magazine
- I saw, a striking bare-breasted woman in black corsolette and high
- heels stared out at me as if she knew my secrets. She dangled a
- pair of handcuffs from one finger as if inviting me to offer my
- wrists.
- I opened the magazine and skimmed its pages. There were dozens
- of delicious sights among the advertisers' photos: a young girl
- about my age bend back over a chair, breasts thrust out for who
- knew what treatment. A shapely older woman wearing black gloves
- and nylons displayed her whip-marked ass. It was a whole new
- world, strange and exciting. Unzipping my jeans, I slipped my
- fingers inside my already damp panties, and began to stroke my
- clit slowly as I read the ads and stared at the women.
- In time, out of what can only be termed erotic desperation, I
- wrote my own ad. I asked for a woman in hope of recapturing what
- I'd enjoyed with Colleen. I asked for a couple in the hopes of
- being carried further by her knowing touch and his reckless
- strength.
- Seeing the ad was a disturbing experience in itself. Above it
- appeared my photo: standing in a forest, wearing nothing but a
- choker, sandals, and a tan. The white bathing suit marks set off
- my breasts and the triangle of my pubic hair.
- I started to wonder about who else was looking at the photo,
- that very minute, and what they were thinking. A shiver ran
- through me -- a shiver of fear and anticipation. What old friend
- or lover might see it and wonder at the Katherine they never knew?
- And what new friends were even then stirred by my picture and
- sitting down to write me?
- My mind's eye filled with images from all my fantasies of
- being bound and submissive, and I ran my slick fingertips in
- faster and faster circles over my swollen clit. I sropped the
- magazine to the floor as the sexual energy spread in waves
- throughout my body, heat radiating from my flushed skin, my breath
- fast and shallow. As the sensations rose to a familiar peak, I
- reached under my blouse and squeezed the swollen nipple of my
- right breast. Gasping, my body squirming against imaginary bonds,
- I exploded in orgasm.
- Closing my eyes, I savored the fading warmth, and thought
- again of the nameless strangers looking at my body. They knew what
- I was offering. The only question was, did I?
- Letters started arriving within a few weeks, forwarded in big
- brown envelopes by the publisher. Most were from single men. Many
- sent pictures of themselves or their slaves. I read them all,
- acknowledged most with regrets, corresponded with a few of the
- more intriguing. The stories of their exotic experiences and their
- plans for me recharged my fantasy machine and made for several
- weeks of thoroughly satisfying masturbation.
- But my real interest was in the rarer letters from women or
- couples. I wrote excitied answered which brought phone numbers,
- and offers to meet, even offers of plane tickets. Though I found
- myself deferring or declining the offers, it was a tremendous
- relief to no longer feel alone.
- In time I realized that the only thing keeping me from the
- sexual slavery I craved was my own fear, and that fear would never
- go away until I took a chance. So one night, when my craving was
- strong, I looked through my letters for one from Karen and Jim, a
- professional couple in their thirties who lived in Illinois.
- Their intelligence had reassured me, and their imagination had
- inflamed me. They disdained theatrical titles such as Mistress and
- Master, and spoke of making me a spirited, willful captive rather
- than a broken, submissive slave. Before I could change my mind, I
- called them.
- "This is Katherine," I said.
- "Well, Katherine -- are you ready to become our captive?"
- Karen asked without preamble.
- I said yes.
- "You know that you'll be punished for taking so long to answer
- our letter."
- I said yes again.
- "You realize that both of us will use and abuse you as we
- wish, and there won't be a thing you'll be able to do about it."
- "That's what I've been wanting now for four years," I told
- her.
- "We'll come to your home for our first encounter," she said.
- "Expect us Friday night. Be freshly bathed and wearing a nightie.
- Unlock your door at eight. Do you understand?"
- I said I did, and she hung up. Friday was six days away.
- #
- They were late. I had waited on the couch, erading a favorite
- bondage novel, and my anticipation was turning to disappointment
- when Karen entered the house. Eagerly, I stood up to greet her. A
- few moments later she had taken me to the floor, handcuffed my
- wrists and ankles, and filled my mouth with a penis-shaped gag.
- "Little girls shouldn't leave their doors unlocked," she said,
- picking up the book I;d been reading and clucking over its lurid
- cover. Then Jim arrived, carrying two suitcases. He locked the
- door behind him.
- Karen went off to look the house over, and Jim came to crouch
- beside me. "You're a very beautiful woman, and we hope we can give
- yu wahat you need," he said softly. He pressed a small rubber ball
- into my right hand. "If any time tonight you want us to stop or
- slow down, just drop the ball, and we'll do so immediately. We're
- going to make you feel very sepcial -- but only so long as you're
- willing. Understand?"
- I nodded, eyes wide with new emotions. If he had felt between
- my legs he would have seen that there was no question about my
- willingness.
- "Basement," karen said, returning. Seemingly without effort,
- Jim hoisted me to his shoulder and carried me down the stairs.
- Karen follwoed with the larger of the two suitcases. While Jim
- installed three big hooks in the bare rafters, Karen sat beside me
- and talked.
- "Do you know why we've taken you captive?" she asked.
- The right answer was no, and I shook my head.
- "Because we like to take pretty little things like you and
- make them do all the delicious dirty things they're too proper to
- do by themselves. We like to make them lick pussies and suck
- cocks. We like to play with their tits and pussies and make them
- beg for more. WE like to fuck their little cunts and assholes with
- dildos. We like to whip their little bottoms until they're all hot
- and red. That's why we took you captive. That's what we're going
- to do to you."
- She found my nipple through my nightgown and pinched it
- between her fingernails. "And you're going to like it, too, before
- we're done." She kept up the pressure, and I squrimed and moaned
- into my gag. But I kept the ball firmly in my hand.
- They worked as a team, to keep me off balance and in sexual
- anguish. Unlike Colleen, they were careful to take their own
- pleasure. I was bound kneeling over an ottoman, my ankles tied to
- my thighs, my arms bound behind my back. Ken used them as a handle
- as he moved behind me and drove his hard cock into me. His
- strength and maleness overwhelmed me. I had never been taken so
- savagely or so satisfyingly by a man before.
- When he pumped his load deep up inside me, Karen presented her
- pussy at my mouth. I licked her eagerly. She stopped me before she
- came, and Ken brought her a two-headed dildo like I'd seen once in
- a German porno magazine.
- Taking Ken's place behind me, she slid the ribber cock into my
- unprotesting cunt, rotating her hips in a way that made me frantic
- with lust. Then she pulled out, and before I knew what she was
- doing, she pushed it deep inside my ass. Lubricated by Ken's
- fluids and my own, the intruder stretched me and possessed me.
- Colleen drove herself against me with short bucking strokes until
- she orgasmed.
- A blindfold suddenly covered my eyes, and then I felt hands
- untying the soft cotton cord that held my limbs. They tied ,e pm
- tiptoes, hands stretched overhead. Four hands roamed my body: two
- soft and knowing, two calloused and strong. The gag was removed,
- and lips found mine -- woman's lips. Karen kissed me tenderly,
- passionately. "I want to come," I said when she pulled away.
- "You will," she said, and kissed me again. I suddenly realized
- that Ken had moved away. Karen held me, turned me. I felt
- something hard between my thighs, sliding up and down between the
- swollen lips of my pussy. My clit welcomed the stimulation. Just a
- little more --
- Then it was gone, even as I realized what it was: the handle
- of a whip. A moment later I jumped as what felt like a dozen bees
- stung my buttocks. A moment later fire exploded across my back. I
- was being whipped, for the first time after a thousand imaginings.
- Karen kissed me hungrily, one hand roaming my breasts, the
- other working skillfully between my legs, as Ken brough the whip
- down on my exposed skin. I moaned into her kisses, pressed against
- her soft skin. I danced to both her touch andt he whip's, the ball
- clenched firmly in my hand. I could have made them stop. I didn't
- want to.
- When the orgasm came, my entire body blazed. For a long
- moment, I hung weakly from my wrists, panting, my eyes clenched
- shut behind the blindfold. Then as the unmatched and indescribable
- moment passed, I let the ball drop at last.
- Afterwards they both held me. They didn't need to ask how it
- had been for me. We all knew it had been sepcial.
- "You're a very sweet slave, Katherine," said Karen after a
- time, cradling my head against her breasts. "We'd like you to come
- and live with us. But this isn't the time to decide." In the
- morning they went back to Illinois, even though I begged them to
- stay. But they left a plane ticket and a black leather collar on
- the bed for me to use when I'm ready.
- I think I'll be ready soon.
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- A version of this story was published by VARIATIONS in April,
- 1987, as ODYSSEY OF SUBMISSION by Katherine Summers. This is the
- original unedited text, as the author meant it to be read.
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- If you enjoyed this story and would like to help inspire the
- author in his creative endeavors or his personal life, you're
- welcome to send something erotic--a favorite photo, a hot letter
- or story, an explicit GIF or three--to:
- Mike Hudson
- P.O. Box 22066
- Lansing, MI 48909-2066
- My tastes are diverse--don't be afraid to be as wild as your own
- fantasies (or your own experiences) allow. And please let me know
- where you found this file...I'm curious to see how far these
- stories will wander through the BBS world.
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- The Writer's Choice Bedtime Story Series:
- BEDTIME1 -- Odyssey of Submission (B&D)
- BEDTIME2 -- Special Friends (lesbian)
- BEDTIME3 -- A Memory of Three (two women/one man)
- BEDTIME4 -- A Wife Buys A Mistress (female domination)
- BEDTIME5 -- The Gift of Pleasure (open relationship)
- BEDTIME6 -- The Mistress's Secret (female domination)
- BEDTIME7 -- Sweet Slave (B&D)
- BEDTIME8 -- Turnabout (bisexual/dildo play)
- ====================Posting Date: July 1, 1992====================
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