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- Nineteen.
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- Was it really almost 20 yrs ago? Doesn't seem like it. I can remember.....
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- Nineteen years old and still a virgin. Now that's something you don't
- want to get around to the rest of your shipmates. But hey, I was a little drunk
- and looking for sympathy when the subject of "last piece" came up. I was
- only temporarily assigned to the ship and wasn't really part of the group.
- They let me tag along sometimes and that's why I was there when the subject
- came up. So I told them I was a virgin. Got LOTS of sympathy. I'm just
- glad it was a small bar. I didn't have a lot of laughter to run through getting
- out of the place.
-
- It was about three weeks later when Bill came up to me on a Saturday
- night and asked if I wanted to hit some bars. I was bored and, of course, ever
- hopeful Miss Right, Miss Wrong, or Miss Maybe would be out there and said
- OK. Since we were heading out on a cruise the following Monday, I figured I
- better get some shore leave in before we shipped out. Bill jokingly said
- "Maybe we'll get you laid tonight." Yeah, right. In a pigs eye.
-
- We took off and headed down the 'strip' (every Navy town has one). I
- was driving my relatively 'new' 68 Skylark; relative since it was 1973 and the
- car was 'new' to me. Not finding anything interesting going on, Bill said
- "Fuck it, let's try someplace else. Someplace where there aren't a lot of
- sailors ruining the place." Sounded good to me so I let him lead the way. We
- drove around Newport quite a while with Bill giving directions. I had a
- feeling he was looking for someplace in particular but didn't really care.
- Finally he directed us into a parking lot and we went into the adjacent bar.
-
- "Jesus, this place looks dead" I said. Bill told me to just wait and we
- took a couple of seats at the bar and had a couple of beers while the place
- started to fill. Most of the newcomers were older women. At 19, any
- 'woman' is older; these looked to be over 30 with an occasional over 40 mixed
- in. Very few men which made me wonder if Bill had picked a lesbian bar. It
- was still kind of early and we were working on our third beer ( I was, Bill
- was on 4 or 5) when Bill grabbed my arm, lifted it in the air, turned to the
- mostly female population at the bar and said "I have a virgin here, how much
- do I hear?" All I could think of was "How could I let myself be embarrassed
- like this again?" I steeled myself to slink out amongst the expected laughter
- when I noticed there wasn't any. Looking around, all I saw was expectant
- and, in some cases, hungry looks. I grinned sheepishly at the wolves and said
- nothing, just kept sipping my beer.
-
- Being 19 and not a professional drinker, the beer started having its
- effect. I remember talking to a lot of the women there (the beer relieved
- some of my inhibitions) but was not 'attacked' by any of them. The band
- started playing and I danced with the women I was speaking with. During one
- dance, I noticed a new woman enter the bar. Beautiful! About 34, 5'6",
- brunette, and a body that would knock you socks off. She was obviously a
- regular since she said hi to almost everyone there. I didn't pay much attention
- to her since she looked so damn good. Figured my chances, coupled with my
- inexperience and age, were nil (typical of ALL my thinking about
- girls/women at that time). The woman I was dancing with saw me looking and
- just smiled.
-
- After the dance was over, my partner excused herself saying she had to
- talk with some friends. I went back to the bar and talked a while with Bill. I
- noticed that my last dance partner was talking to the brunette but I didn't
- think anything of it. Next thing I new I was being tapped on the shoulder.
- Turning around I almost choked on my beer; it was the brunette asking me if I
- wanted to dance. Nodding my affirmation (thank God I didn't have to open my
- mouth and make a fool of myself) I followed her out to the dance floor.
-
- We spent the next few hours dancing and drinking until the bar closed.
- Bill left with one of the women we had talked to earlier with the parting shot
- "Give her hell!" Mary (the brunette) simply smiled at him and leered at me.
- I figured she was only flirting and nothing would come of it. When it got
- down to us and a few other clients, Mary asked if I would give her a ride
- home. Sure, I was hoping but figured my typical luck would hold out and
- nothing would happen.
-
- It didn't take long before I was totally lost. I kept following her
- directions figuring "it's her house, she knows the way." Suddenly she said
- "turn right here!" I turned the car onto a dirt road and quickly had to hit the
- brakes. Before me were rows of corn stalks with no house in sight. She
- reached over, turned off the ignition, and said "I understand you're a virgin.
- I'd like to do something about that."
-
- Now, a note of clarification on my virginity. I had dated a girl during
- my senior year in high school and we got pretty serious. Without going into
- detail on how it happened we experimented our way into heavy petting, and
- graduated to some mild oral sex (no orgasm this way, at least for me) and
- mutual masturbation. Both being Catholic and in HS, the guilt, paranoia, and
- down right fear of pregnancy kept us from going any further. The same guilt
- and paranoia always infected our trysts and made them both less enjoyable and
- quite infrequent. Also, our skill level wasn't that great, at least in
- hindsight. So while I had some 'experience' going down on a girl, it left much
- to be desired and I always felt I wasn't quite doing it right. I digress but
- it is important to the story....
-
- I was terrified! I wanted her so bad but my fear of failure, self, etc.
- was almost overpowering. She slid over to my side (thank God I didn't have
- bucket seats!), put her arms around my neck, and we started kissing. The new
- moon, hanging low in the eastern sky, provided a pale back-light to the
- situation. She slid her tongue inside my mouth and played with mine in a way
- that promised greater things to come. Still, I was petrified. I knew this was
- it; it was finally going to happen. Technically I knew what to do (I'd seen
- pornos, read books, practiced by myself) but I was so nervous I couldn't
- think what to do first. She broke the kiss and said "This really IS your first
- time, huh?" All I could do was nod. Couldn't even mention the little I had
- done in high school. "Well, we'll just have to find something to do to calm you
- down", she said. Right, got any phenobarbitol? I'm 19, finally gonna get
- laid, and she thinks she can calm me down? Good luck.
-
- She again started kissing me, that wonderful tongue playing intricate
- games in my mouth. Her hands unbuttoned my shirt and started caressing my
- chest and occasionally venturing down to my stomach and the start of my
- pants. My cock was straining and almost screaming at me to get started.
- Tentatively I reached out and cupped her breasts. She moaned, reached both
- arms behind me and crushed herself against me. I almost passed out! This
- was too good to be true! No begging or pleading, just someone who wanted it
- as much as I. Somehow I got her shirt unbuttoned and began caressing her
- breasts. MAGNIFICENT! She broke our embrace, reached behind and
- unsnapped her bra. She smiled at me as her breasts tumbled free, grabbed my
- head from behind, and pulled me down to those globes. I was lost in between
- them! I kissed,licked, and sucked her tits, going from one to the other,
- slathering them with my tongue without touching her nipples. She lay back
- moaning, crushing my head to her breasts. I began running my tongue around
- her nipples first in large circles which gradually became smaller until my
- tongue was flicking across her nipple. Slowly, I drew the nipple into my
- mouth and began to suck on it. The pressure of her hands on my head
- increased and I tried to suck as much of her breast into my mouth as I could. I
- went back and forth between those melons driving both of us into a frenzy.
-
- By this time my dick was in extreme pain. I new I had to do something
- to relieve the pressure but felt I needed to do more to please her. I
- remembered one of my shipmates telling how he preferred cunnilingus before
- entry to help excite the woman and reduce the amount of stroking required
- for her to reach orgasm. It sounded like a DAMN good idea and believe me, I
- was determined that she would also reach orgasm. I began running my tongue
- down her chest to her stomach and back to her breasts. I was curious if she
- wanted me or even would let me go down on her. Taking her louder moans
- as an un-official endorsement, I began to undue her pants. She lifted her ass
- and helped me pull her pants down and off. I began to go lower toward her
- cunt when she pulled my head away, looked into my eyes, and asked "Do you
- know what you're doing?" Not wanting to spoil the situation by saying
- something stupid I simply nodded. "I thought you were a virgin?" she asked.
- I mumbled something about reading a lot and she chuckled in a very sexy
- manner and told me to go ahead.
-
- I again lowered my head to her stomach and continued running my
- tongue around the area, occasionally dipping below into her panties and
- dramatically increasing her moans. I grabbed her panties and slowly drew
- them off. She twisted in the seat so that her head rested on the passenger side
- arm rest with her legs spread on the seat (thanks mom for not letting me but
- that sports car!). Starting at her knees, I ran my tongue down her legs to
- where her cunt hairs just started tickling my nose. Knowing that I should start
- at her clitoris (thanks to "Everything You Wanted To Know About Sex But
- Were Afraid To Ask"), and the general location, I used my tongue to explore
- until I found it. I started flicking her clit with my tongue and sucking it
- into my mouth. She arched her hips, grabbed my head, and crushed it against her
- cunt. Whatever I lacked in experience I tried to make up for in effort.
- Leaving her clit I moved down and began tonguing her vagina. The taste was
- undescribable! Somewhat salty but not; a very enjoyable delight! Taking a
- deep breath, I started working my tongue deeper and as far into her pussy as it
- would go. She mashed my head against her moaning "Jesus, a natural pussy
- eater!" Hearing that drove me wild! I wasn't sure who was enjoying this
- more; her or me. I began thrusting my tongue in and out with short but
- frequent trips back up to her clit. I just couldn't get enough of it with her
- moaning how good it felt and kept fucking her cunt with my tongue.
-
- Finally, I'd had enough. Not that I couldn't continue doing that, I
- could have kept at it for hours, I just couldn't take the pressure on my cock.
- Breaking her iron-like grasp on my head, I pulled back and began taking off
- my pants. She smiled at me and said "Now it's my turn." "NO!" I almost
- screamed, "I couldn't take it!" She smiled knowingly at me and laid back
- down on the seat again spreading her legs. This was it. The moment of truth!
- I knelt between her legs and she reached down and grabbed my cock. I almost
- died! It had been years (since high school) and just having someone else
- besides me touch my cock was fantastic. She stroked it back and forth a few
- times muttering "it feels sooo nice!" Grabbing my cock, she pulled me
- towards her and down to her pussy. Without letting go, she slowly worked it
- into her pussy grabbing my ass with her other hand. I couldn't believe the
- sensation! Rosie Palm and her five sisters NEVER felt like this! When she
- had all of me in her, she let go of my cock, grabbed my ass with both hands,
- and moved her hips up and down against me. Finally, I was fucking a woman!
- I started getting carried away and thrust with all my strength against her, her
- hands on my ass pulling me deeper into her pussy.
-
- I knew I couldn't take much of this. Feeling an orgasm start, I shouted
- "STOP!" Too late, I started coming inside her but held myself very still
- hoping I could control how much I came. She looked up at me and asked "Did
- you come?" "A little", I replied. Smiling, she stroked my cheek and asked
- "Do you want to stop?" I shook my head no and started stroking my still hard
- cock inside her. Now I understood one of the benefits of being 19, healthy,
- and incredibly horny: Once just wasn't going to be enough! I also noticed
- that the first 'little' orgasm seemed to deaden the sensations in my cock.
- Realizing I could now fuck her without worrying about coming too fast, I
- went at it with a renewed gusto. She looked at me and moaned "I don't
- believe it!" My ego soared! I was Tarzan dominating Jane! I was the
- fulfillment of the male image! Marlboro Man look out! I'm riding this mare
- to the sunset! I kept up the pace, going in and out (with an ocassional side-
- to-side thrown in), as deep as I could, her writhing and moaning driving me to
- an animal passion that almost scared me. Her hips thrusting back at me met
- my every stroke with equal, passionate force. Suddenly, she grabbed me
- around the hips with her legs, and sinking her teeth into my neck, began to
- come. Her vagina clamped down on my cock and I could feel it pulsate in
- rhythm to her body convulsions as she became lost in the throes of her
- orgasm. I couldn't believe that I had actually done that to a woman.
-
- She held on to me long after the orgasm subsided, my cock still hard
- inside her. Finally she relaxed her legs and let me pull out of her. I didn't
- want to leave that warm, marvelous cavern but my arms were shaking from
- holding myself up. I sat back on the seat with a silly grin on my face. She sat
- up, saw the grin, and chuckled "Well, how was it?" Still grinning I replied
- "WOW, it's a lot better than I thought!" She laughed and snuggled up to me,
- her breasts pressing against my arm. I lit a cigarette for both of us and we
- sat there in silence smoking. She finished half of hers and stubbed it out.
- Leaning back against me me, she started stroking my thigh and said "Well, we
- can't go with you only having a little orgasm. How about a big one?" I was
- shocked! My high school escapades previously mentioned always ended with
- one orgasm no matter how good it was. Now here was a woman asking if I
- wanted more. I don't think I can relate the male ego boost that occurs even
- today upon hearing that! I looked at her, nodded and said "I don't know if I
- can come again." She looked me in the eye and said "Let me worry about
- that."
-
- Using both hands she gently forced me back until my head lay on the
- driver's side armrest, my legs spread on the seat. Being obviously of a
- vengeful nature, she began running her tongue down my legs and around my
- stomach being careful to avoid my crotch. I moaned and writhed under her
- ministrations, thrusting my hips involuntarily into the air. Finally, after one
- tongue excursion down my thigh, she began tonguing my balls. She went back
- and forth between them getting the hairs soaked with her saliva. She suddenly
- stopped, looked up at me, and took my left testicle into her mouth. She sucked
- on it softly and stroked it with her tongue. Letting it slide sensuously out of
- her mouth, she repeated with the right testicle. She went back and forth
- between them, sometimes using her mouth to 'fuck' my balls, sliding them
- individually in and out, in and out. She stopped, and taking a deep breath,
- took both balls into her mouth at the same time, gently stuffing them in with
- her hands. The sensation was overpowering. My cock felt more engorged
- with blood than ever before; bouncing up at the sky with every beat of my
- heart. I squirmed repeatedly underneath her which seemed to drive her into a
- heightened frenzy. She kept sucking on my balls like she couldn't get enough,
- her eyes constantly open and watching my reactions.
-
- Suddenly, she pulled back slightly and let my balls pop out of her
- mouth. She began running her tongue up and down on the underside of my
- cock. Occasionally she would wrap her lips as much as possible around the
- side of my cock and suck it or stroke her lips up and down, pausing close to
- the head. She opened her mouth and placed my cock inside on her tongue
- rubbing it all around without closing her mouth. I'd only seen this done in
- porno movies and experiencing it was almost unbearable. She grabbed my
- cock with her hands and closed her mouth about the head, slowly sucking it in
- until she had about half of it in her mouth. She kept it there, sucking on it
- like a popsickle, her eyes glued to mine savoring my every reaction. She closed
- her eyes and started stroking her head up and down on my straining cock,
- going deeper and deeper with every stroke, until finally all of my cock was
- buried in her mouth. She ground her face against my stomach, twisting her
- head back and forth, then returning to fucking my cock with her mouth. This
- sure wasn't going to take long. Nothing in my previous experience could
- possibly prepare me for this! I could feel my balls swelling, getting ready to
- expel my juices. I grabbed her head and twisted it up without removing my
- cock and told her I was going to come. I thought she would pull away and let
- me come in the air like in high school but I was wrong. I removed my hands
- from her head as she mumbled a negative and increased her sucking up and
- down. Again I grabbed her head and started helping her up and down on my
- cock. The pressure kept increasing and increasing. I tried to hold it back as
- long as possible, savoring every sensation, until suddenly, I began to come!
- She thrust her head down on my cock, taking it as deep as before. I shot jet
- after jet of come into her throat while she continued to bob her head up and
- down on my deeply engulfed cock. It was like I couldn't stop coming and she
- couldn't get enough. As the flow lessened, she pulled her head back and began
- running my still spurting cock around her face. The muscles in my body were
- shaking from my tensing them. Finally I stopped and she took my softening
- cock back into her mouth, gently licking and sucking it. She used her fingers
- to wipe off her face and sucked off the collected come. We both fell asleep.
-
- I woke up about an hour later, saw the time, woke up Mary and said
- "I've got to get back on board ship." We dressed and I took her home. I
- laughed when it turned out her home was only three blocks away from the
- bar. I asked her why we didn't go to her house and she said she didn't want
- her husband catching us! I couldn't believe it! I asked her if we could get
- together again and she smiled at me and said "Who knows? You can find me
- at the bar." She kissed me tenderly and walked into her house.....
-
- I went back to the bar after we got back into port about 2 months later
- but she never showed up. I drove by her house but it was up for sale.
- Nobody at the bar knew what had happened to her or when exactly she left. I
- never did find her again and as I said before, it's been 20 years. Still, I
- guess you never forget your first experience, especially one as wild as that
- one was. I hated waiting until I was 19 but in hindsight, it was well worth
- it! The message? Don't discount older women. Their capacity to please can be
- overwhelming and their capacity to give can be bottomless.
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- Thanks Mary, wherever you are. I'll never forget you.......
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