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- FAR FROM THE MADDING CROWD
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- by Thomas Hardy
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-
- Preface
-
- In reprinting this story for a new edition I am reminded
- that it was in the chapters of "Far from the Madding Crowd"
- as they appeared month by month in a popular magazine, that
- I first ventured to adopt the word "Wessex" from the pages
- of early English history, and give it a fictitious
- significance as the existing name of the district once
- included in that extinct kingdom. The series of novels I
- projected being mainly of the kind called local, they seemed
- to require a territorial definition of some sort to lend
- unity to their scene. Finding that the area of a single
- country did not afford a canvas large enough for this
- purpose, and that there were objections to an invented name,
- I disinterred the old one. The press and the public were
- kind enough to welcome the fanciful plan, and willingly
- joined me in the anachronism of imagining a Wessex
- population living under Queen Victoria; -- a modern Wessex
- of railways, the penny post, mowing and reaping machines,
- union workhouses, lucifer matches, labourers who could read
- and write, and National school children. But I believe I am
- correct in stating that, until the existence of this
- contemporaneous Wessex was announced in the present story,
- in 1874, it had never been heard of, and that the
- expression, "a Wessex peasant" or "a Wessex custom" would
- theretofore have been taken to refer to nothing later in
- date than the Norman Conquest.
-
- I did not anticipate that this application of the word to a
- modern use would extend outside the chapters of my own
- chronicles. But the name was soon taken up elsewhere as a
- local designation. The first to do so was the now defunct
- Examiner, which, in the impression bearing date July 15,
- 1876, entitled one of its articles "The Wessex Labourer,"
- the article turning out to be no dissertation on farming
- during the Heptarchy, but on the modern peasant of the
- south-west counties, and his presentation in these stories.
-
- Since then the appellation which I had thought to reserve to
- the horizons and landscapes of a merely realistic dream-
- country, has become more and more popular as a practical
- definition; and the dream-country has, by degrees,
- solidified into a utilitarian region which people can go to,
- take a house in, and write to the papers from. But I ask
- all good and gentle readers to be so kind as to forget this,
- and to refuse steadfastly to believe that there are any
- inhabitants of a Victorian Wessex outside the pages of this
- and the companion volumes in which they were first
- discovered.
-
- Moreover, the village called Weatherbury, wherein the scenes
- of the present story of the series are for the most part
- laid, would perhaps be hardly discernible by the explorer,
- without help, in any existing place nowadays; though at the
- time, comparatively recent, at which the tale was written, a
- sufficient reality to meet the descriptions, both of
- backgrounds and personages, might have been traced easily
- enough. The church remains, by great good fortune,
- unrestored and intact, and a few of the old houses; but the
- ancient malt-house, which was formerly so characteristic of
- the parish, has been pulled down these twenty years; also
- most of the thatched and dormered cottages that were once
- lifeholds. The game of prisoner's base, which not so long
- ago seemed to enjoy a perennial vitality in front of the
- worn-out stocks, may, so far as I can say, be entirely
- unknown to the rising generation of schoolboys there. The
- practice of divination by Bible and key, the regarding of
- valentines as things of serious import, the shearing-supper,
- and the harvest-home, have, too, nearly disappeared in the
- wake of the old houses; and with them have gone, it is said,
- much of that love of fuddling to which the village at one
- time was notoriously prone. The change at the root of this
- has been the recent supplanting of the class of stationary
- cottagers, who carried on the local traditions and humours,
- by a population of more or less migratory labourers, which
- has led to a break of continuity in local history, more
- fatal than any other thing to the preservation of legend,
- folk-lore, close inter-social relations, and eccentric
- individualities. For these the indispensable conditions of
- existence are attachment to the soil of one particular spot
- by generation after generation.
-
- T.H.
-
- February 1895
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
-
- DESCRIPTION OF FARMER OAK -- AN INCIDENT
-
-
- WHEN Farmer Oak smiled, the corners of his mouth spread till
- they were within an unimportant distance of his ears, his
- eyes were reduced to chinks, and diverging wrinkles appeared
- round them, extending upon his countenance like the rays in
- a rudimentary sketch of the rising sun.
-
- His Christian name was Gabriel, and on working days he was a
- young man of sound judgment, easy motions, proper dress, and
- general good character. On Sundays he was a man of misty
- views, rather given to postponing, and hampered by his best
- clothes and umbrella: upon the whole, one who felt himself
- to occupy morally that vast middle space of Laodicean
- neutrality which lay between the Communion people of the
- parish and the drunken section, -- that is, he went to
- church, but yawned privately by the time the con-gegation
- reached the Nicene creed, and thought of what there would be
- for dinner when he meant to be listening to the sermon.
- Or, to state his character as it stood in the scale of public
- opinion, when his friends and critics were in tantrums, he
- was considered rather a bad man; when they were pleased, he
- was rather a good man; when they were neither, he was a man
- whose moral colour was a kind of pepper-and-salt mixture.
-
- Since he lived six times as many working-days as Sundays,
- Oak's appearance in his old clothes was most peculiarly his
- own -- the mental picture formed by his neighbours in
- imagining him being always dressed in that way. He wore a
- low-crowned felt hat, spread out at the base by tight
- jamming upon the head for security in high winds, and a coat
- like Dr. Johnson's; his lower extremities being encased in
- ordinary leather leggings and boots emphatically large,
- affording to each foot a roomy apartment so constructed that
- any wearer might stand in a river all day long and know
- nothing of damp -- their maker being a conscientious man who
- endeavoured to compensate for any weakness in his cut by
- unstinted dimension and solidity.
-
- Mr. Oak carried about him, by way of watch, what may be
- called a small silver clock; in other words, it was a watch
- as to shape and intention, and a small clock as to size.
- This instrument being several years older than Oak's
- grandfather, had the peculiarity of going either too fast or
- not at all. The smaller of its hands, too, occasionally
- slipped round on the pivot, and thus, though the minutes
- were told with precision, nobody could be quite certain of
- the hour they belonged to. The stopping peculiarity of his
- watch Oak remedied by thumps and shakes, and he escaped any
- evil consequences from the other two defects by constant
- comparisons with and observations of the sun and stars, and
- by pressing his face close to the glass of his neighbours'
- windows, till he could discern the hour marked by the green-
- faced timekeepers within. It may be mentioned that Oak's
- fob being difficult of access, by reason of its somewhat
- high situation in the waistband of his trousers (which also
- lay at a remote height under his waistcoat), the watch was
- as a necessity pulled out by throwing the body to one side,
- compressing the mouth and face to a mere mass of ruddy flesh
- on account of the exertion required, and drawing up the
- watch by its chain, like a bucket from a well.
-
- But some thoughtful persons, who had seen him walking across
- one of his fields on a certain December morning -- sunny and
- exceedingly mild -- might have regarded Gabriel Oak in other
- aspects than these. In his face one might notice that many
- of the hues and curves of youth had tarried on to manhood:
- there even remained in his remoter crannies some relics of
- the boy. His height and breadth would have been sufficient
- to make his presence imposing, had they been exhibited with
- due consideration. But there is a way some men have, rural
- and urban alike, for which the mind is more responsible than
- flesh and sinew: it is a way of curtailing their dimensions
- by their manner of showing them. And from a quiet modesty
- that would have become a vestal which seemed continually to
- impress upon him that he had no great claim on the world's
- room, Oak walked unassumingly and with a faintly perceptible
- bend, yet distinct from a bowing of the shoulders. This may
- be said to be a defect in an individual if he depends for
- his valuation more upon his appearance than upon his
- capacity to wear well, which Oak did not.
-
- He had just reached the time of life at which "young" is
- ceasing to be the prefix of "man" in speaking of one.
- He was at the brightest period of masculine growth, for his
- intellect and his emotions were clearly separated: he had
- passed the time during which the influence of youth
- indiscriminately mingles them in the character of impulse,
- and he had not yet arrived at the stage wherein they become
- united again, in the character of prejudice, by the
- influence of a wife and family. In short, he was
- twenty-eight, and a bachelor.
-
- The field he was in this morning sloped to a ridge called
- Norcombe Hill. Through a spur of this hill ran the highway
- between Emminster and Chalk-Newton. Casually glancing over
- the hedge, Oak saw coming down the incline before him an
- ornamental spring waggon, painted yellow and gaily marked,
- drawn by two horses, a waggoner walking alongside bearing a
- whip perpendicularly. The waggon was laden with household
- goods and window plants, and on the apex of the whole sat a
- woman, young and attractive. Gabriel had not beheld the
- sight for more than half a minute, when the vehicle was
- brought to a standstill just beneath his eyes.
-
- "The tailboard of the waggon is gone, Miss," said the
- waggoner.
-
- "Then I heard it fall," said the girl, in a soft, though not
- particularly low voice. "I heard a noise I could not
- account for when we were coming up the hill."
-
- "I'll run back."
-
- "Do," she answered.
-
- The sensible horses stood -- perfectly still, and the
- waggoner's steps sank fainter and fainter in the distance.
-
- The girl on the summit of the load sat motionless,
- surrounded by tables and chairs with their legs upwards,
- backed by an oak settle, and ornamented in front by pots of
- geraniums, myrtles, and cactuses, together with a caged
- canary -- all probably from the windows of the house just
- vacated. There was also a cat in a willow basket, from the
- partly-opened lid of which she gazed with half-closed eyes,
- and affectionately-surveyed the small birds around.
-
- The handsome girl waited for some time idly in her place,
- and the only sound heard in the stillness was the hopping of
- the canary up and down the perches of its prison. Then she
- looked attentively downwards. It was not at the bird, nor
- at the cat; it was at an oblong package tied in paper, and
- lying between them. She turned her head to learn if the
- waggoner were coming. He was not yet in sight; and her eyes
- crept back to the package, her thoughts seeming to run upon
- what was inside it. At length she drew the article into her
- lap, and untied the paper covering; a small swing looking-
- glass was disclosed, in which she proceeded to survey
- herself attentively. She parted her lips and smiled.
-
- It was a fine morning, and the sun lighted up to a scarlet
- glow the crimson jacket she wore, and painted a soft lustre
- upon her bright face and dark hair. The myrtles, geraniums,
- and cactuses packed around her were fresh and green, and at
- such a leafless season they invested the whole concern of
- horses, waggon, furniture, and girl with a peculiar vernal
- charm. What possessed her to indulge in such a performance
- in the sight of the sparrows, blackbirds, and unperceived
- farmer who were alone its spectators, -- whether the smile
- began as a factitious one, to test her capacity in that art,
- -- nobody knows; it ended certainly in a real smile. She
- blushed at herself, and seeing her reflection blush, blushed
- the more.
-
- The change from the customary spot and necessary occasion of
- such an act -- from the dressing hour in a bedroom to a time
- of travelling out of doors -- lent to the idle deed a
- novelty it did not intrinsically possess. The picture was a
- delicate one. Woman's prescriptive infirmity had stalked
- into the sunlight, which had clothed it in the freshness of
- an originality. A cynical inference was irresistible by
- Gabriel Oak as he regarded the scene, generous though he
- fain would have been. There was no necessity whatever for
- her looking in the glass. She did not adjust her hat, or
- pat her hair, or press a dimple into shape, or do one thing
- to signify that any such intention had been her motive in
- taking up the glass. She simply observed herself as a fair
- product of Nature in the feminine kind, her thoughts seeming
- to glide into far-off though likely dramas in which men
- would play a part -- vistas of probable triumphs -- the
- smiles being of a phase suggesting that hearts were imagined
- as lost and won. Still, this was but conjecture, and the
- whole series of actions was so idly put forth as to make it
- rash to assert that intention had any part in them at all.
-
- The waggoner's steps were heard returning. She put the
- glass in the paper, and the whole again into its place.
-
- When the waggon had passed on, Gabriel withdrew from his
- point of espial, and descending into the road, followed the
- vehicle to the turnpike-gate some way beyond the bottom of
- the hill, where the object of his contemplation now halted
- for the payment of toll. About twenty steps still remained
- between him and the gate, when he heard a dispute. It was a
- difference concerning twopence between the persons with the
- waggon and the man at the toll-bar.
-
- "Mis'ess's niece is upon the top of the things, and she says
- that's enough that I've offered ye, you great miser, and she
- won't pay any more." These were the waggoner's words.
-
- "Very well; then mis'ess's niece can't pass," said the
- turnpike-keeper, closing the gate.
-
- Oak looked from one to the other of the disputants, and fell
- into a reverie. There was something in the tone of twopence
- remarkably insignificant. Threepence had a definite value
- as money -- it was an appreciable infringement on a day's
- wages, and, as such, a higgling matter; but twopence --
- "Here," he said, stepping forward and handing twopence to
- the gatekeeper; "let the young woman pass." He looked up at
- her then; she heard his words, and looked down.
-
- Gabriel's features adhered throughout their form so exactly
- to the middle line between the beauty of St. John and the
- ugliness of Judas Iscariot, as represented in a window of
- the church he attended, that not a single lineament could be
- selected and called worthy either of distinction or
- notoriety. The red-jacketed and dark-haired maiden seemed
- to think so too, for she carelessly glanced over him, and
- told her man to drive on. She might have looked her thanks
- to Gabriel on a minute scale, but she did not speak them;
- more probably she felt none, for in gaining her a passage he
- had lost her her point, and we know how women take a favour
- of that kind.
-
- The gatekeeper surveyed the retreating vehicle. "That's a
- handsome maid," he said to Oak.
-
- "But she has her faults," said Gabriel.
-
- "True, farmer."
-
- "And the greatest of them is -- well, what it is always."
-
- "Beating people down? ay, 'tis so."
-
- "O no."
-
- "What, then?"
-
- Gabriel, perhaps a little piqued by the comely traveller's
- indifference, glanced back to where he had witnessed her
- performance over the hedge, and said, "Vanity."
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
-
- NIGHT -- THE FLOCK -- AN INTERIOR -- ANOTHER INTERIOR
-
-
- IT was nearly midnight on the eve of St. Thomas's, the
- shortest day in the year. A desolating wind wandered from
- the north over the hill whereon Oak had watched the yellow
- waggon and its occupant in the sunshine of a few days
- earlier.
-
- Norcombe Hill -- not far from lonely Toller-Down -- was one
- of the spots which suggest to a passer-by that he is in the
- presence of a shape approaching the indestructible as nearly
- as any to be found on earth. It was a featureless convexity
- of chalk and soil -- an ordinary specimen of those smoothly-
- outlined protuberances of the globe which may remain
- undisturbed on some great day of confusion, when far grander
- heights and dizzy granite precipices topple down.
-
- The hill was covered on its northern side by an ancient and
- decaying plantation of beeches, whose upper verge formed a
- line over the crest, fringing its arched curve against the
- sky, like a mane. To-night these trees sheltered the
- southern slope from the keenest blasts, which smote the wood
- and floundered through it with a sound as of grumbling, or
- gushed over its crowning boughs in a weakened moan. The dry
- leaves in the ditch simmered and boiled in the same breezes,
- a tongue of air occasionally ferreting out a few, and
- sending them spinning across the grass. A group or two of
- the latest in date amongst the dead multitude had remained
- till this very mid-winter time on the twigs which bore them
- and in falling rattled against the trunks with smart taps.
-
- Between this half-wooded half naked hill, and the vague
- still horizon that its summit indistinctly commanded, was a
- mysterious sheet of fathomless shade -- the sounds from
- which suggested that what it concealed bore some reduced
- resemblance to features here. The thin grasses, more or
- less coating the hill, were touched by the wind in breezes
- of differing powers, and almost of differing natures -- one
- rubbing the blades heavily, another raking them piercingly,
- another brushing them like a soft broom. The instinctive
- act of humankind was to stand and listen, and learn how the
- trees on the right and the trees on the left wailed or
- chaunted to each other in the regular antiphonies of a
- cathedral choir; how hedges and other shapes to leeward then
- caught the note, lowering it to the tenderest sob; and how
- the hurrying gust then plunged into the south, to be heard
- no more.
-
- The sky was clear -- remarkably clear -- and the twinkling
- of all the stars seemed to be but throbs of one body, timed
- by a common pulse. The North Star was directly in the
- wind's eye, and since evening the Bear had swung round it
- outwardly to the east, till he was now at a right angle with
- the meridian. A difference of colour in the stars --
- oftener read of than seen in England -- was really
- perceptible here. The sovereign brilliancy of Sirius
- pierced the eye with a steely glitter, the star called
- Capella was yellow, Aldebaran and Betelgueux shone with a
- fiery red.
-
- To persons standing alone on a hill during a clear midnight
- such as this, the roll of the world eastward is almost a
- palpable movement. The sensation may be caused by the
- panoramic glide of the stars past earthly objects, which is
- perceptible in a few minutes of stillness, or by the better
- outlook upon space that a hill affords, or by the wind, or
- by the solitude; but whatever be its origin, the impression
- of riding along is vivid and abiding. The poetry of motion
- is a phrase much in use, and to enjoy the epic form of that
- gratification it is necessary to stand on a hill at a small
- hour of the night, and, having first expanded with a sense
- of difference from the mass of civilised mankind, who are
- dreamwrapt and disregardful of all such proceedings at this
- time, long and quietly watch your stately progress through
- the stars. After such a nocturnal reconnoitre it is hard to
- get back to earth, and to believe that the consciousness of
- such majestic speeding is derived from a tiny human frame.
-
- Suddenly an unexpected series of sounds began to be heard in
- this place up against the sky. They had a clearness which
- was to be found nowhere in the wind, and a sequence which
- was to be found nowhere in nature. They were the notes of
- Farmer Oak's flute.
-
- The tune was not floating unhindered into the open air: it
- seemed muffled in some way, and was altogether too curtailed
- in power to spread high or wide. It came from the direction
- of a small dark object under the plantation hedge -- a
- shepherd's hut -- now presenting an outline to which an
- uninitiated person might have been puzzled to attach either
- meaning or use.
-
- The image as a whole was that of a small Noah's Ark on a
- small Ararat, allowing the traditionary outlines and general
- form of the Ark which are followed by toy-makers -- and by
- these means are established in men's imaginations among
- their firmest, because earliest impressions -- to pass as
- an approximate pattern. The hut stood on little wheels,
- which raised its floor about a foot from the ground. Such
- shepherds' huts are dragged into the fields when the lambing
- season comes on, to shelter the shepherd in his enforced
- nightly attendance.
-
- It was only latterly that people had begun to call Gabriel
- "Farmer" Oak. During the twelvemonth preceding this time he
- had been enabled by sustained efforts of industry and
- chronic good spirits to lease the small sheep-farm of which
- Norcombe Hill was a portion, and stock it with two hundred
- sheep. Previously he had been a bailiff for a short time,
- and earlier still a shepherd only, having from his childhood
- assisted his father in tending the flocks of large
- proprietors, till old Gabriel sank to rest.
-
- This venture, unaided and alone, into the paths of farming
- as master and not as man, with an advance of sheep not yet
- paid for, was a critical juncture with Gabriel Oak, and he
- recognised his position clearly. The first movement in his
- new progress was the lambing of his ewes, and sheep having
- been his speciality from his youth, he wisely refrained from
- deputing the task of tending them at this season to a
- hireling or a novice.
-
- The wind continued to beat about the corners of the hut, but
- the flute-playing ceased. A rectangular space of light
- appeared in the side of the hut, and in the opening the
- outline of Farmer Oak's figure. He carried a lantern in his
- hand, and closing the door behind him, came forward and
- busied himself about this nook of the field for nearly
- twenty minutes, the lantern light appearing and disappearing
- here and there, and brightening him or darkening him as he
- stood before or behind it.
-
- Oak's motions, though they had a quiet-energy, were slow,
- and their deliberateness accorded well with his occupation.
- Fitness being the basis of beauty, nobody could have denied
- that his steady swings and turns in and about the flock had
- elements of grace, Yet, although if occasion demanded he
- could do or think a thing with as mercurial a dash as can
- the men of towns who are more to the manner born, his
- special power, morally, physically, and mentally, was
- static, owing little or nothing to momentum as a rule.
-
- A close examination of the ground hereabout, even by the wan
- starlight only, revealed how a portion of what would have
- been casually called a wild slope had been appropriated by
- Farmer Oak for his great purpose this winter. Detached
- hurdles thatched with straw were stuck into the ground at
- various scattered points, amid and under which the whitish
- forms of his meek ewes moved and rustled. The ring of the
- sheep-bell, which had been silent during his absence,
- recommenced, in tones that had more mellowness than
- clearness, owing to an increasing growth of surrounding
- wool. This continued till Oak withdrew again from the
- flock. He returned to the hut, bringing in his arms a new-
- born lamb, consisting of four legs large enough for a full-
- grown sheep, united by a seemingly inconsiderable membrane
- about half the substance of the legs collectively, which
- constituted the animal's entire body just at present.
-
- The little speck of life he placed on a wisp of hay before
- the small stove, where a can of milk was simmering. Oak
- extinguished the lantern by blowing into it and then
- pinching the snuff, the cot being lighted by a candle
- suspended by a twisted wire. A rather hard couch, formed of
- a few corn sacks thrown carelessly down, covered half the
- floor of this little habitation, and here the young man
- stretched himself along, loosened his woollen cravat, and
- closed his eyes. In about the time a person unaccustomed to
- bodily labour would have decided upon which side to lie,
- Farmer Oak was asleep.
-
- The inside of the hut, as it now presented itself, was cosy
- and alluring, and the scarlet handful of fire in addition to
- the candle, reflecting its own genial colour upon whatever
- it could reach, flung associations of enjoyment even over
- utensils and tools. In the corner stood the sheep-crook,
- and along a shelf at one side were ranged bottles and
- canisters of the simple preparations pertaining to ovine
- surgery and physic; spirits of wine, turpentine, tar,
- magnesia, ginger, and castor-oil being the chief. On a
- triangular shelf across the corner stood bread, bacon,
- cheese, and a cup for ale or cider, which was supplied from
- a flagon beneath. Beside the provisions lay the flute,
- whose notes had lately been called forth by the lonely
- watcher to beguile a tedious hour. The house was ventilated
- by two round holes, like the lights of a ship's cabin, with
- wood slides.
-
- The lamb, revived by the warmth began to bleat, and the
- sound entered Gabriel's ears and brain with an instant
- meaning, as expected sounds will. Passing from the
- profoundest sleep to the most alert wakefulness with the
- same ease that had accompanied the reverse operation, he
- looked at his watch, found that the hour-hand had shifted
- again, put on his hat, took the lamb in his arms, and
- carried it into the darkness. After placing the little
- creature with its mother, he stood and carefully examined
- the sky, to ascertain the time of night from the altitudes
- of the stars.
-
- The Dog-star and Aldebaran, pointing to the restless
- Pleiades, were half-way up the Southern sky, and between
- them hung Orion, which gorgeous constellation never burnt
- more vividly than now, as it soared forth above the rim of
- the landscape. Castor and Pollux with their quiet shine
- were almost on the meridian: the barren and gloomy Square of
- Pegasus was creeping round to the north-west; far away
- through the plantation Vega sparkled like a lamp suspended
- amid the leafless trees, and Cassiopeia's chair stood
- daintily poised on the uppermost boughs.
-
- "One o'clock," said Gabriel.
-
- Being a man not without a frequent consciousness that there
- was some charm in this life he led, he stood still after
- looking at the sky as a useful instrument, and regarded it
- in an appreciative spirit, as a work of art superlatively
- beautiful. For a moment he seemed impressed with the
- speaking loneliness of the scene, or rather with the
- complete abstraction from all its compass of the sights and
- sounds of man. Human shapes, interferences, troubles, and
- joys were all as if they were not, and there seemed to be on
- the shaded hemisphere of the globe no sentient being save
- himself; he could fancy them all gone round to the sunny
- side.
-
- Occupied thus, with eyes stretched afar, Oak gradually
- perceived that what he had previously taken to be a star low
- down behind the outskirts of the plantation was in reality
- no such thing. It was an artificial light, almost close at
- hand.
-
- To find themselves utterly alone at night where company is
- desirable and expected makes some people fearful; but a case
- more trying by far to the nerves is to discover some
- mysterious companionship when intuition, sensation, memory,
- analogy, testimony, probability, induction -- every kind of
- evidence in the logician's list -- have united to persuade
- consciousness that it is quite in isolation.
-
- Farmer Oak went towards the plantation and pushed through
- its lower boughs to the windy side. A dim mass under the
- slope reminded him that a shed occupied a place here, the
- site being a cutting into the slope of the hill, so that at
- its back part the roof was almost level with the ground. In
- front it was formed of board nailed to posts and covered
- with tar as a preservative. Through crevices in the roof
- and side spread streaks and dots of light, a combination of
- which made the radiance that had attracted him. Oak stepped
- up behind, where,leaning down upon the roof and putting his
- eye close to a hole, he could see into the interior clearly.
-
- The place contained two women and two cows. By the side of
- the latter a steaming bran-mash stood in a bucket. One of
- the women was past middle age. Her companion was apparently
- young and graceful; he could form no decided opinion upon
- her looks, her position being almost beneath his eye, so
- that he saw her in a bird's-eye view, as Milton's Satan
- first saw Paradise. She wore no bonnet or hat, but had
- enveloped herself in a large cloak, which was carelessly
- flung over her head as a covering.
-
- "There, now we'll go home," said the elder of the two,
- resting her knuckles upon her hips, and looking at their
- goings-on as a whole. "I do hope Daisy will fetch round
- again now. I have never been more frightened in my life,
- but I don't mind breaking my rest if she recovers."
-
- The young woman, whose eyelids were apparently inclined to
- fall together on the smallest provocation of silence, yawned
- without parting her lips to any inconvenient extent,
- whereupon Gabriel caught the infection and slightly yawned
- in sympathy.
-
- "I wish we were rich enough to pay a man to do these
- things," she said.
-
- "As we are not, we must do them ourselves," said the other;
- "for you must help me if you stay."
-
- "Well, my hat is gone, however," continued the younger.
- "It went over the hedge, I think. The idea of such a slight
- wind catching it."
-
- The cow standing erect was of the Devon breed, and was
- encased in a tight warm hide of rich Indian red, as
- absolutely uniform from eyes to tail as if the animal had
- been dipped in a dye of that colour, her long back being
- mathematically level. The other was spotted, grey and
- white. Beside her Oak now noticed a little calf about a day
- old, looking idiotically at the two women, which showed that
- it had not long been accustomed to the phenomenon of
- eyesight, and often turning to the lantern, which it
- apparently mistook for the moon, inherited instinct having
- as yet had little time for correction by experience.
- Between the sheep and the cows Lucina had been busy on
- Norcombe Hill lately.
-
- "I think we had better send for some oatmeal," said the
- elder woman; "there's no more bran."
-
- "Yes, aunt; and I'll ride over for it as soon as it is
- light."
-
- "But there's no side-saddle."
-
- "I can ride on the other: trust me."
-
- Oak, upon hearing these remarks, became more curious to
- observe her features, but this prospect being denied him by
- the hooding effect of the cloak, and by his aerial position,
- he felt himself drawing upon his fancy for their details.
- In making even horizontal and clear inspections we colour
- and mould according to the wants within us whatever our eyes
- bring in. Had Gabriel been able from the first to get a
- distinct view of her countenance, his estimate of it as very
- handsome or slightly so would have been as his soul required
- a divinity at the moment or was ready supplied with one.
- Having for some time known the want of a satisfactory form
- to fill an increasing void within him, his position moreover
- affording the widest scope for his fancy, he painted her a
- beauty.
-
- By one of those whimsical coincidences in which Nature, like
- a busy mother, seems to spare a moment from her unremitting
- labours to turn and make her children smile, the girl now
- dropped the cloak, and forth tumbled ropes of black hair
- over a red jacket. Oak knew her instantly as the heroine of
- the yellow waggon, myrtles, and looking-glass: prosily, as
- the woman who owed him twopence.
-
- They placed the calf beside its mother again, took up the
- lantern, and went out, the light sinking down the hill till
- it was no more than a nebula. Gabriel Oak returned to his
- flock.
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
-
- A GIRL ON HORSEBACK -- CONVERSATION
-
-
- THE sluggish day began to break. Even its position
- terrestrially is one of the elements of a new interest, and
- for no particular reason save that the incident of the night
- had occurred there Oak went again into the plantation.
- Lingering and musing here, he heard the steps of a horse at
- the foot of the hill, and soon there appeared in view an
- auburn pony with a girl on its back, ascending by the path
- leading past the cattle-shed. She was the young woman of
- the night before. Gabriel instantly thought of the hat she
- had mentioned as having lost in the wind; possibly she had
- come to look for it. He hastily scanned the ditch and after
- walking about ten yards along it found the hat among the
- leaves. Gabriel took it in his hand and returned to his
- hut. Here he ensconced himself, and peeped through the
- loophole in the direction of the rider's approach.
-
- She came up and looked around -- then on the other side of
- the hedge. Gabriel was about to advance and restore the
- missing article when an unexpected performance induced him
- to suspend the action for the present. The path, after
- passing the cowshed, bisected the plantation. It was not a
- bridle-path -- merely a pedestrian's track, and the boughs
- spread horizontally at a height not greater than seven feet
- above the ground, which made it impossible to ride erect
- beneath them. The girl, who wore no riding-habit, looked
- around for a moment, as if to assure herself that all
- humanity was out of view, then dexterously dropped backwards
- flat upon the pony's back, her head over its tail, her feet
- against its shoulders, and her eyes to the sky. The
- rapidity of her glide into this position was that of a
- kingfisher -- its noiselessness that of a hawk. Gabriel's
- eyes had scarcely been able to follow her. The tall lank
- pony seemed used to such doings, and ambled along
- unconcerned. Thus she passed under the level boughs.
-
- The performer seemed quite at home anywhere between a
- horse's head and its tail, and the necessity for this
- abnormal attitude having ceased with the passage of the
- plantation, she began to adopt another, even more obviously
- convenient than the first. She had no side-saddle, and it
- was very apparent that a firm seat upon the smooth leather
- beneath her was unattainable sideways. Springing to her
- accustomed perpendicular like a bowed sapling, and
- satisfying herself that nobody was in sight, she seated
- herself in the manner demanded by the saddle, though hardly
- expected of the woman, and trotted off in the direction of
- Tewnell Mill.
-
- Oak was amused, perhaps a little astonished, and hanging up
- the hat in his hut, went again among his ewes. An hour
- passed, the girl returned, properly seated now, with a bag
- of bran in front of her. On nearing the cattle-shed she was
- met by a boy bringing a milking-pail, who held the reins of
- the pony whilst she slid off. The boy led away the horse,
- leaving the pail with the young woman.
-
- Soon soft spirts alternating with loud spirts came in
- regular succession from within the shed, the obvious sounds
- of a person milking a cow. Gabriel took the lost hat in his
- hand, and waited beside the path she would follow in leaving
- the hill.
-
- She came, the pail in one hand, hanging against her knee.
- The left arm was extended as a balance, enough of it being
- shown bare to make Oak wish that the event had happened in
- the summer, when the whole would have been revealed. There
- was a bright air and manner about her now, by which she
- seemed to imply that the desirability of her existence could
- not be questioned; and this rather saucy assumption failed
- in being offensive because a beholder felt it to be, upon
- the whole, true. Like exceptional emphasis in the tone of a
- genius, that which would have made mediocrity ridiculous was
- an addition to recognised power. It was with some surprise
- that she saw Gabriel's face rising like the moon behind the
- hedge.
-
- The adjustment of the farmer's hazy conceptions of her
- charms to the portrait of herself she now presented him with
- was less a diminution than a difference. The starting-point
- selected by the judgment was her height. She seemed tall,
- but the pail was a small one, and the hedge diminutive;
- hence, making allowance for error by comparison with these,
- she could have been not above the height to be chosen by
- women as best. All features of consequence were severe and
- regular. It may have been observed by persons who go about
- the shires with eyes for beauty, that in Englishwoman a
- classically-formed face is seldom found to be united with a
- figure of the same pattern, the highly-finished features
- being generally too large for the remainder of the frame;
- that a graceful and proportionate figure of eight heads
- usually goes off into random facial curves. Without
- throwing a Nymphean tissue over a milkmaid, let it be said
- that here criticism checked itself as out of place, and
- looked at her proportions with a long consciousness of
- pleasure. From the contours of her figure in its upper
- part, she must have had a beautiful neck and shoulders; but
- since her infancy nobody had ever seen them. Had she been
- put into a low dress she would have run and thrust her head
- into a bush. Yet she was not a shy girl by any means; it
- was merely her instinct to draw the line dividing the seen
- from the unseen higher than they do it in towns.
-
- That the girl's thoughts hovered about her face and form as
- soon as she caught Oak's eyes conning the same page was
- natural, and almost certain. The self-consciousness shown
- would have been vanity if a little more pronounced, dignity
- if a little less. Rays of male vision seem to have a
- tickling effect upon virgin faces in rural districts; she
- brushed hers with her hand, as if Gabriel had been
- irritating its pink surface by actual touch, and the free
- air of her previous movements was reduced at the same time
- to a chastened phase of itself. Yet it was the man who
- blushed, the maid not at all.
-
- "I found a hat," said Oak.
-
- "It is mine," said she, and, from a sense of proportion,
- kept down to a small smile an inclination to laugh
- distinctly: "it flew away last night."
-
- "One o'clock this morning?"
-
- "Well -- it was." She was surprised. "How did you know?"
- she said.
- "I was here."
-
- "You are Farmer Oak, are you not?"
-
- "That or thereabouts. I'm lately come to this place."
-
- "A large farm?" she inquired, casting her eyes round, and
- swinging back her hair, which was black in the shaded
- hollows of its mass; but it being now an hour past sunrise the
- rays touched its prominent curves with a colour of their own.
-
- "No; not large. About a hundred." (In speaking of farms
- the word "acres" is omitted by the natives, by analogy to
- such old expressions as "a stag of ten.")
-
- "I wanted my hat this morning." she went on. "I had to ride
- to Tewnell Mill."
-
- "Yes you had."
-
- "How do you know?"
-
- "I saw you."
-
- "Where?" she inquired, a misgiving bringing every muscle of
- her lineaments and frame to a standstill.
-
- "Here -- going through the plantation, and all down the
- hill," said Farmer Oak, with an aspect excessively knowing
- with regard to some matter in his mind, as he gazed at a
- remote point in the direction named, and then turned back to
- meet his colloquist's eyes.
-
- A perception caused him to withdraw his own eyes from hers
- as suddenly as if he had been caught in a theft.
- Recollection of the strange antics she had indulged in when
- passing through the trees was succeeded in the girl by a
- nettled palpitation, and that by a hot face. It was a time
- to see a woman redden who was not given to reddening as a
- rule; not a point in the milkmaid but was of the deepest
- rose-colour. From the Maiden's Blush, through all varieties
- of the Provence down to the Crimson Tuscany, the countenance
- of Oak's acquaintance quickly graduated; whereupon he, in
- considerateness, turned away his head.
-
- The sympathetic man still looked the other way, and wondered
- when she would recover coolness sufficient to justify him in
- facing her again. He heard what seemed to be the flitting
- of a dead leaf upon the breeze, and looked. She had gone
- away.
-
- With an air between that of Tragedy and Comedy Gabriel
- returned to his work.
-
- Five mornings and evenings passed. The young woman came
- regularly to milk the healthy cow or to attend to the sick
- one, but never allowed her vision to stray in the direction
- of Oak's person. His want of tact had deeply offended her --
- not by seeing what he could not help, but by letting her
- know that he had seen it. For, as without law there is no
- sin, without eyes there is no indecorum; and she appeared to
- feel that Gabriel's espial had made her an indecorous woman
- without her own connivance. It was food for great regret
- with him; it was also a CONTRETEMPS which touched into life
- a latent heat he had experienced in that direction.
-
- The acquaintanceship might, however, have ended in a slow
- forgetting, but for an incident which occurred at the end of
- the same week. One afternoon it began to freeze, and the
- frost increased with evening, which drew on like a stealthy
- tightening of bonds. It was a time when in cottages the
- breath of the sleepers freezes to the sheets; when round the
- drawing-room fire of a thick-walled mansion the sitters'
- backs are cold, even whilst their faces are all aglow. Many
- a small bird went to bed supperless that night among the
- bare boughs.
-
- As the milking-hour drew near, Oak kept his usual watch upon
- the cowshed. At last he felt cold, and shaking an extra
- quantity of bedding round the yearling ewes he entered the
- hut and heaped more fuel upon the stove. The wind came in
- at the bottom of the door, and to prevent it Oak laid a sack
- there and wheeled the cot round a little more to the south.
- Then the wind spouted in at a ventilating hole -- of which
- there was one on each side of the hut.
-
- Gabriel had always known that when the fire was lighted and
- the door closed one of these must be kept open -- that
- chosen being always on the side away from the wind. Closing
- the slide to windward, he turned to open the other; on
- second thoughts the farmer considered that he would first
- sit down leaving both closed for a minute or two, till the
- temperature of the hut was a little raised. He sat down.
-
- His head began to ache in an unwonted manner, and, fancying
- himself weary by reason of the broken rests of the preceding
- nights, Oak decided to get up, open the slide, and then
- allow himself to fall asleep. He fell asleep, however,
- without having performed the necessary preliminary.
-
- How long he remained unconscious Gabriel never knew. During
- the first stages of his return to perception peculiar deeds
- seemed to be in course of enactment. His dog was howling,
- his head was aching fearfully -- somebody was pulling him
- about, hands were loosening his neckerchief.
-
- On opening his eyes he found that evening had sunk to dusk
- in a strange manner of unexpectedness. The young girl with
- the remarkably pleasant lips and white teeth was beside him.
- More than this -- astonishingly more -- his head was upon
- her lap, his face and neck were disagreeably wet, and her
- fingers were unbuttoning his collar.
-
- "Whatever is the matter?" said Oak, vacantly.
-
- She seemed to experience mirth, but of too insignificant a
- kind to start enjoyment.
-
- "Nothing now,' she answered, "since you are not dead. It is
- a wonder you were not suffocated in this hut of yours."
-
- "Ah, the hut!" murmured Gabriel. "I gave ten pounds for
- that hut. But I'll sell it, and sit under thatched hurdles
- as they did in old times, and curl up to sleep in a lock of
- straw! It played me nearly the same trick the other day!"
- Gabriel, by way of emphasis, brought down his fist upon the
- floor.
-
- "It was not exactly the fault of the hut," she observed in a
- tone which showed her to be that novelty among women -- one
- who finished a thought before beginning the sentence which
- was to convey it. "You should, I think, have considered,
- and not have been so foolish as to leave the slides closed."
-
- "Yes I suppose I should," said Oak, absently. He was
- endeavouring to catch and appreciate the sensation of being
- thus with her, his head upon her dress, before the event
- passed on into the heap of bygone things. He wished she
- knew his impressions; but he would as soon have thought of
- carrying an odour in a net as of attempting to convey the
- intangibilities of his feeling in the coarse meshes of
- language. So he remained silent.
-
- She made him sit up, and then Oak began wiping his face and
- shaking himself like a Samson. "How can I thank 'ee?" he
- said at last, gratefully, some of the natural rusty red
- having returned to his face.
-
- "Oh, never mind that," said the girl, smiling, and allowing
- her smile to hold good for Gabriel's next remark, whatever
- that might prove to be.
-
- "How did you find me?"
-
- "I heard your dog howling and scratching at the door of the
- hut when I came to the milking (it was so lucky, Daisy's
- milking is almost over for the season, and I shall not come
- here after this week or the next). The dog saw me, and
- jumped over to me, and laid hold of my skirt. I came across
- and looked round the hut the very first thing to see if the
- slides were closed. My uncle has a hut like this one, and I
- have heard him tell his shepherd not to go to sleep without
- leaving a slide open. I opened the door, and there you were
- like dead. I threw the milk over you, as there was no
- water, forgetting it was warm, and no use."
-
- "I wonder if I should have died?" Gabriel said, in a low
- voice, which was rather meant to travel back to himself than
- to her.
-
- "Oh no!" the girl replied. She seemed to prefer a less
- tragic probability; to have saved a man from death involved
- talk that should harmonise with the dignity of such a deed --
- and she shunned it.
-
- "I believe you saved my life, Miss ---- I don't know your
- name. I know your aunt's, but not yours."
-
- "I would just as soon not tell it -- rather not. There is
- no reason either why I should, as you probably will never
- have much to do with me."
-
- "Still, I should like to know."
-
- "You can inquire at my aunt's -- she will tell you."
-
- "My name is Gabriel Oak."
-
- "And mine isn't. You seem fond of yours in speaking it so
- decisively, Gabriel Oak."
-
- "You see, it is the only one I shall ever have, and I must
- make the most of it."
-
- "I always think mine sounds odd and disagreeable."
-
- "I should think you might soon get a new one."
-
- "Mercy! -- how many opinions you keep about you concerning
- other people, Gabriel Oak."
-
- "Well, Miss -- excuse the words -- I thought you would like
- them. But I can't match you, I know, in napping out my mind
- upon my tongue. I never was very clever in my inside. But
- I thank you. Come, give me your hand."
-
- She hesitated, somewhat disconcerted at Oak's old-fashioned
- earnest conclusion to a dialogue lightly carried on. "Very
- well," she said, and gave him her hand, compressing her lips
- to a demure impassivity. He held it but an instant, and in
- his fear of being too demonstrative, swerved to the opposite
- extreme, touching her fingers with the lightness of a small-
- hearted person.
-
- "I am sorry," he said the instant after.
-
- "What for?"
-
- "Letting your hand go so quick"
-
- "You may have it again if you like; there it is." She gave
- him her hand again.
-
- Oak held it longer this time -- indeed, curiously long.
- "How soft it is -- being winter time, too -- not chapped or
- rough or anything!" he said.
-
- "There -- that's long enough," said she, though without
- pulling it away. "But I suppose you are thinking you would
- like to kiss it? You may if you want to."
-
- "I wasn't thinking of any such thing," said Gabriel, simply;
- "but I will ----"
-
- "That you won't!" She snatched back her hand.
-
- Gabriel felt himself guilty of another want of tact.
-
- "Now find out my name," she said, teasingly; and withdrew.
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
-
- GABRIEL'S RESOLVE -- THE VISIT -- THE MISTAKE
-
-
- THE only superiority in women that is tolerable to the rival
- sex is, as a rule, that of the unconscious kind; but a
- superiority which recognizes itself may sometimes please by
- suggesting possibilities of capture to the subordinated man.
-
- This well-favoured and comely girl soon made appreciable
- inroads upon the emotional constitution of young Farmer Oak.
-
- Love, being an extremely exacting usurer (a sense of
- exorbitant profit, spiritually, by an exchange of hearts,
- being at the bottom of pure passions, as that of exorbitant
- profit, bodily or materially, is at the bottom of those of
- lower atmosphere), every morning Oak's feelings were as
- sensitive as the money-market in calculations upon his
- chances. His dog waited for his meals in a way so like that
- in which Oak waited for the girl's presence, that the farmer
- was quite struck with the resemblance, felt it lowering, and
- would not look at the dog. However, he continued to watch
- through the hedge for her regular coming, and thus his
- sentiments towards her were deepened without any
- corresponding effect being produced upon herself. Oak had
- nothing finished and ready to say as yet, and not being able
- to frame love phrases which end where they begin; passionate
- tales --
-
-
- -- Full of sound and fury
- -- signifying nothing --
-
-
- he said no word at all.
-
- By making inquiries he found that the girl's name was
- Bathsheba Everdene, and that the cow would go dry in about
- seven days. He dreaded the eighth day.
-
- At last the eighth day came. The cow had ceased to give
- milk for that year, and Bathsheba Everdene came up the hill
- no more. Gabriel had reached a pitch of existence he never
- could have anticipated a short time before. He liked saying
- "Bathsheba" as a private enjoyment instead of whistling;
- turned over his taste to black hair, though he had sworn by
- brown ever since he was a boy, isolated himself till the
- space he filled in the public eye was contemptibly small.
- Love is a possible strength in an actual weakness. Marriage
- transforms a distraction into a support, the power of which
- should be, and happily often is, in direct proportion to the
- degree of imbecility it supplants. Oak began now to see
- light in this direction, and said to himself, "I'll make her
- my wife, or upon my soul I shall be good for nothing!"
-
- All this while he was perplexing himself about an errand on
- which he might consistently visit the cottage of Bathsheba's
- aunt.
-
- He found his opportunity in the death of a ewe, mother of a
- living lamb. On a day which had a summer face and a winter
- constitution -- a fine January morning, when there was just
- enough blue sky visible to make cheerfully-disposed people
- wish for more, and an occasional gleam of silvery sunshine,
- Oak put the lamb into a respectable Sunday basket, and
- stalked across the fields to the house of Mrs. Hurst, the
- aunt -- George, the dog walking behind, with a countenance
- of great concern at the serious turn pastoral affairs seemed
- to be taking.
-
- Gabriel had watched the blue wood-smoke curling from the
- chimney with strange meditation. At evening he had
- fancifully traced it down the chimney to the spot of its
- origin -- seen the hearth and Bathsheba beside it -- beside
- it in her out-door dress; for the clothes she had worn on
- the hill were by association equally with her person
- included in the compass of his affection; they seemed at
- this early time of his love a necessary ingredient of the
- sweet mixture called Bathsheba Everdene.
-
- He had made a toilet of a nicely-adjusted kind -- of a
- nature between the carefully neat and the carelessly ornate
- -- of a degree between fine-market-day and wet-Sunday
- selection. He thoroughly cleaned his silver watch-chain
- with whiting, put new lacing straps to his boots, looked to
- the brass eyelet-holes, went to the inmost heart of the
- plantation for a new walking-stick, and trimmed it
- vigorously on his way back; took a new handkerchief from the
- bottom of his clothes-box, put on the light waistcoat
- patterned all over with sprigs of an elegant flower uniting
- the beauties of both rose and lily without the defects of
- either, and used all the hair-oil he possessed upon his
- usually dry, sandy, and inextricably curly hair, till he had
- deepened it to a splendidly novel colour, between that of
- guano and Roman cement, making it stick to his head like
- mace round a nutmeg, or wet seaweed round a boulder after
- the ebb.
-
- Nothing disturbed the stillness of the cottage save the
- chatter of a knot of sparrows on the eaves; one might fancy
- scandal and rumour to be no less the staple topic of these
- little coteries on roofs than of those under them. It
- seemed that the omen was an unpropitious one, for, as the
- rather untoward commencement of Oak's overtures, just as he
- arrived by the garden gate, he saw a cat inside, going into
- various arched shapes and fiendish convulsions at the sight
- of his dog George. The dog took no notice , for he had
- arrived at an age at which all superfluous barking was
- cynically avoided as a waste of breath -- in fact, he never
- barked even at the sheep except to order, when it was done
- with an absolutely neutral countenance, as a sort of
- Commination-service, which, though offensive, had to be gone
- through once now and then to frighten the flock for their
- own good.
-
- A voice came from behind some laurel-bushes into which the
- cat had run:
-
- "Poor dear! Did a nasty brute of a dog want to kill it; --
- did he, poor dear!"
-
- "I beg your pardon," said Oak to the voice, "but George was
- walking on behind me with a temper as mild as milk."
-
- Almost before he had ceased speaking, Oak was seized with a
- misgiving as to whose ear was the recipient of his answer.
- Nobody appeared, and he heard the person retreat among the
- bushes.
-
- Gabriel meditated, and so deeply that he brought small
- furrows into his forehead by sheer force of reverie. Where
- the issue of an interview is as likely to be a vast change
- for the worse as for the better, any initial difference from
- expectation causes nipping sensations of failure. Oak went
- up to the door a little abashed: his mental rehearsal and
- the reality had had no common grounds of opening.
-
- Bathsheba's aunt was indoors. "Will you tell Miss Everdene
- that somebody would be glad to speak to her?" said Mr. Oak.
- (Calling one's self merely Somebody, without giving a name,
- is not to be taken as an example of the ill-breeding of the
- rural world: it springs from a refined modesty, of which
- townspeople, with their cards and announcements, have no
- notion whatever.)
-
- Bathsheba was out. The voice had evidently been hers.
-
- "Will you come in, Mr. Oak?"
-
- "Oh, thank 'ee," said Gabriel, following her to the
- fireplace. "I've brought a lamb for Miss Everdene. I
- thought she might like one to rear; girls do."
-
- "She might," said Mrs. Hurst, musingly; "though she's only a
- visitor here. If you will wait a minute, Bathsheba will be
- in."
-
- "Yes, I will wait," said Gabriel, sitting down. "The lamb
- isn't really the business I came about, Mrs. Hurst. In
- short, I was going to ask her if she'd like to be married."
-
- "And were you indeed?"
-
- "Yes. Because if she would, I should be very glad to marry
- her. D'ye know if she's got any other young man hanging
- about her at all?"
-
- "Let me think," said Mrs. Hurst, poking the fire
- superfluously.... "Yes -- bless you, ever so many young
- men. You see, Farmer Oak, she's so good-looking, and an
- excellent scholar besides -- she was going to be a governess
- once, you know, only she was too wild. Not that her young
- men ever come here -- but, Lord, in the nature of women, she
- must have a dozen!"
-
- "That's unfortunate," said Farmer Oak, contemplating a crack
- in the stone floor with sorrow. "I'm only an every-day sort
- of man, and my only chance was in being the first comer...
- Well, there's no use in my waiting, for that was all I came
- about: so I'll take myself off home-along, Mrs. Hurst."
-
- When Gabriel had gone about two hundred yards along the
- down, he heard a "hoi-hoi!" uttered behind him, in a piping
- note of more treble quality than that in which the
- exclamation usually embodies itself when shouted across a
- field. He looked round, and saw a girl racing after him,
- waving a white handkerchief.
-
- Oak stood still -- and the runner drew nearer. It was
- Bathsheba Everdene. Gabriel's colour deepened: hers was
- already deep, not, as it appeared, from emotion, but from
- running.
-
- "Farmer Oak -- I ----" she said, pausing for want of breath
- pulling up in front of him with a slanted face and putting
- her hand to her side.
-
- "I have just called to see you," said Gabriel, pending her
- further speech.
-
- "Yes -- I know that," she said panting like a robin, her
- face red and moist from her exertions, like a peony petal
- before the sun dries off the dew. "I didn't know you had
- come to ask to have me, or I should have come in from the
- garden instantly. I ran after you to say -- that my aunt
- made a mistake in sending you away from courting me ----"
-
- Gabriel expanded. "I'm sorry to have made you run so fast,
- my dear," he said, with a grateful sense of favours to come.
- "Wait a bit till you've found your breath."
-
- "-- It was quite a mistake-aunt's telling you I had a young
- man already," Bathsheba went on. "I haven't a sweetheart at
- all -- and I never had one, and I thought that, as times go
- with women, it was SUCH a pity to send you away thinking
- that I had several."
-
- "Really and truly I am glad to hear that!" said Farmer Oak,
- smiling one of his long special smiles, and blushing with
- gladness. He held out his hand to take hers, which, when
- she had eased her side by pressing it there, was prettily
- extended upon her bosom to still her loud-beating heart.
- Directly he seized it she put it behind her, so that it
- slipped through his fingers like an eel."
-
- "I have a nice snug little farm," said Gabriel, with half a
- degree less assurance than when he had seized her hand.
-
- "Yes; you have."
-
- "A man has advanced me money to begin with, but still, it
- will soon be paid off and though I am only an every-day sort
- of man, I have got on a little since I was a boy." Gabriel
- uttered "a little" in a tone to show her that it was the
- complacent form of "a great deal." He continued: "When we
- be married, I am quite sure I can work twice as hard as I do
- now."
-
- He went forward and stretched out his arm again. Bathsheba
- had overtaken him at a point beside which stood a low
- stunted holly bush, now laden with red berries. Seeing his
- advance take the form of an attitude threatening a possible
- enclosure, if not compression, of her person, she edged off
- round the bush.
-
- "Why, Farmer Oak," she said, over the top, looking at him
- with rounded eyes, "I never said I was going to marry you."
-
- "Well -- that IS a tale!" said Oak, with dismay." To run
- after anybody like this, and then say you don't want him!"
-
- "What I meant to tell you was only this," she said eagerly,
- and yet half conscious of the absurdity of the position she
- had made for herself -- "that nobody has got me yet as a
- sweetheart, instead of my having a dozen, as my aunt said;
- I HATE to be thought men's property in that way, though
- possibly I shall be had some day. Why, if I'd wanted you I
- shouldn't have run after you like this; 'twould have been
- the FORWARDEST thing! But there was no harm in hurrying to
- correct a piece of false news that had been told you."
-
- "Oh, no -- no harm at all." But there is such a thing as
- being too generous in expressing a judgment impulsively, and
- Oak added with a more appreciative sense of all the
- circumstances -- "Well, I am not quite certain it was no
- harm."
-
- "Indeed, I hadn't time to think before starting whether I
- wanted to marry or not, for you'd have been gone over the
- hill."
-
- "Come," said Gabriel, freshening again; "think a minute or
- two. I'll wait a while, Miss Everdene. Will you marry me?
- Do, Bathsheba. I love you far more than common!"
-
- "I'll try to think," she observed, rather more timorously;
- "if I can think out of doors; my mind spreads away so."
-
- "But you can give a guess."
-
- "Then give me time." Bathsheba looked thoughtfully into the
- distance, away from the direction in which Gabriel stood.
-
- "I can make you happy," said he to the back of her head,
- across the bush. "You shall have a piano in a year or two --
- farmers' wives are getting to have pianos now -- and I'll
- practise up the flute right well to play with you in the
- evenings."
-
- "Yes; I should like that."
-
- "And have one of those little ten-pound" gigs for market --
- and nice flowers, and birds -- cocks and hens I mean,
- because they be useful," continued Gabriel, feeling balanced
- between poetry and practicality.
-
- "I should like it very much."
-
- "And a frame for cucumbers -- like a gentleman and lady.
-
- "Yes."
-
- "And when the wedding was over, we'd have it put in the
- newspaper list of marriages."
-
- "Dearly I should like that!"
-
- "And the babies in the births -- every man jack of 'em! And
- at home by the fire, whenever you look up, there I shall be
- -- and whenever I look up there will be you."
-
- "Wait, wait, and don't be improper!"
-
- Her countenance fell, and she was silent awhile. He
- regarded the red berries between them over and over again,
- to such an extent, that holly seemed in his after life to be
- a cypher signifying a proposal of marriage. Bathsheba
- decisively turned to him.
-
- "No;" 'tis no use," she said. "I don't want to marry you."
-
- "Try."
-
- "I have tried hard all the time I've been thinking; for a
- marriage would be very nice in one sense. People would talk
- about me, and think I had won my battle, and I should feel
- triumphant, and all that, But a husband ----
-
- "Well!"
-
- "Why, he'd always be there, as you say; whenever I looked
- up, there he'd be."
-
- "Of course he would -- I, that is."
-
- "Well, what I mean is that I shouldn't mind being a bride at
- a wedding, if I could be one without having a husband. But
- since a woman can't show off in that way by herself, I
- shan't marry -- at least yet."
-
- "That's a terrible wooden story."
-
- At this criticism of her statement Bathsheba made an
- addition to her dignity by a slight sweep away from him.
-
- "Upon my heart and soul, I don't know what a maid can say
- stupider than that," said Oak. "But dearest," he continued
- in a palliative voice, "don't be like it!" Oak sighed a deep
- honest sigh -- none the less so in that, being like the sigh
- of a pine plantation, it was rather noticeable as a
- disturbance of the atmosphere. "Why won't you have me?" he
- appealed, creeping round the holly to reach her side.
-
- "I cannot," she said, retreating.
-
- "But why?" he persisted, standing still at last in despair
- of ever reaching her, and facing over the bush.
-
- "Because I don't love you."
-
- "Yes, but ----"
-
- She contracted a yawn to an inoffensive smallness, so that
- it was hardly ill-mannered at all. "I don't love you," she
- said."
-
- "But I love you -- and, as for myself, I am content to be
- liked."
-
- "Oh Mr. Oak -- that's very fine! You'd get to despise me."
-
- "Never," said Mr Oak, so earnestly that he seemed to be
- coming, by the force of his words, straight through the bush
- and into her arms. "I shall do one thing in this life --
- one thing certain -- that is, love you, and long for you,
- and KEEP WANTING YOU till I die." His voice had a genuine
- pathos now, and his large brown hands perceptibly trembled.
-
- "It seems dreadfully wrong not to have you when you feel so
- much!" she said with a little distress, and looking
- hopelessly around for some means of escape from her moral
- dilemma. "How I wish I hadn't run after you!" However she
- seemed to have a short cut for getting back to cheerfulness,
- and set her face to signify archness. "It wouldn't do, Mr
- Oak. I want somebody to tame me; I am too independent; and
- you would never be able to, I know."
-
- Oak cast his eyes down the field in a way implying that it
- was useless to attempt argument.
-
- "Mr. Oak," she said, with luminous distinctness and common
- sense, "you are better off than I. I have hardly a penny in
- the world -- I am staying with my aunt for my bare
- sustenance. I am better educated than you -- and I don't
- love you a bit: that's my side of the case. Now yours: you
- are a farmer just begining; and you ought in common
- prudence, if you marry at all (which you should certainly
- not think of doing at present), to marry a woman with money,
- who would stock a larger farm for you than you have now."
-
- Gabriel looked at her with a little surprise and much
- admiration.
-
- "That's the very thing I had been thinking myself!" he
- naively said.
-
- Farmer Oak had one-and-a-half Christian characteristics too
- many to succeed with Bathsheba: his humility, and a
- superfluous moiety of honesty. Bathsheba was decidedly
- disconcerted.
-
- "Well, then, why did you come and disturb me?" she said,
- almost angrily, if not quite, an enlarging red spot rising
- in each cheek.
-
- "I can't do what I think would be -- would be ----"
-
- "Right?"
-
- "No: wise."
-
- "You have made an admission NOW, Mr. Oak," she exclaimed,
- with even more hauteur, and rocking her head disdainfully.
- "After that, do you think I could marry you? Not if I know
- it."
-
- He broke in passionately. "But don't mistake me like that!
- Because I am open enough to own what every man in my shoes
- would have thought of, you make your colours come up your
- face, and get crabbed with me. That about your not being
- good enough for me is nonsense. You speak like a lady --
- all the parish notice it, and your uncle at Weatherbury is,
- I have heerd, a large farmer -- much larger than ever I
- shall be. May I call in the evening, or will you walk along
- with me o' Sundays? I don't want you to make-up your mind
- at once, if you'd rather not."
-
- "No -- no -- I cannot. Don't press me any more -- don't. I
- don't love you -- so 'twould be ridiculous," she said, with
- a laugh.
-
- No man likes to see his emotions the sport of a merry-go-
- round of skittishness. "Very well," said Oak, firmly, with
- the bearing of one who was going to give his days and nights
- to Ecclesiastes for ever. "Then I'll ask you no more."
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-
- DEPARTURE OF BATHSHEBA -- A PASTORAL TRAGEDY
-
-
- THE news which one day reached Gabriel, that Bathsheba
- Everdene had left the neighbourhood, had an influence upon
- him which might have surprised any who never suspected that
- the more emphatic the renunciation the less absolute its
- character.
-
- It may have been observed that there is no regulal path for
- getting out of love as there is for getting in. Some people
- look upon marriage as a short cut that way, but it has been
- known to fail. Separation, which was the means that chance
- offered to Gabriel Oak by Bathsheba's disappearance though
- effectual with people of certain humours is apt to idealize
- the removed object with others -- notably those whose
- affection, placid and regular as it may be, flows deep and
- long. Oak belonged to the even-tempered order of humanity,
- and felt the secret fusion of himself in Bathsheba to be
- burning with a finer flame now that she was gone -- that was
- all.
-
- His incipient friendship with her aunt had been nipped by
- the failure of his suit, and all that Oak learnt of
- Bathsheba's movements was done indirectly. It appeared that
- she had gone to a place called Weatherbury, more than twenty
- miles off, but in what capacity -- whether as a visitor, or
- permanently, he could not discover.
-
- Gabriel had two dogs. George, the elder, exhibited an
- ebony-tipped nose, surrounded by a narrow margin of pink
- flesh, and a coat marked in random splotches approximating
- in colour to white and slaty grey; but the grey, after years
- of sun and rain, had been scorched and washed out of the
- more prominent locks, leaving them of a reddish-brown, as if
- the blue component of the grey had faded, like the indigo
- from the same kind of colour in Turner's pictures. In
- substance it had originally been hair, but long contact with
- sheep seemed to be turning it by degrees into wool of a poor
- quality and staple.
-
- This dog had originally belonged to a shepherd of inferior
- morals and dreadful temper, and the result was that George
- knew the exact degrees of condemnation signified by cursing
- and swearing of all descriptions better than the wickedest
- old man in the neighbourhood. Long experience had so
- precisely taught the animal the difference between such
- exclamations as "Come in!" and "D ---- ye, come in!" that he
- knew to a hair's breadth the rate of trotting back from the
- ewes' tails that each call involved, if a staggerer with the
- sheep crook was to be escaped. Though old, he was clever
- and trustworthy still.
-
- The young dog, George's son, might possibly have been the
- image of his mother, for there was not much resemblance
- between him and George. He was learning the sheep-keeping
- business, so as to follow on at the flock when the other
- should die, but had got no further than the rudiments as yet
- -- still finding an insuperable difficulty in distinguishing
- between doing a thing well enough and doing it too well. So
- earnest and yet so wrong-headed was this young dog (he had
- no, name in particular, and answered with perfect readiness
- to any pleasant interjection), that if sent behind the flock
- to help them on, he did it so thoroughly that he would have
- chased them across the whole county with the greatest
- pleasure if not called off or reminded when to stop by the
- example of old George.
-
- Thus much for the dogs. On the further side of Norcombe
- Hill was a chalk-pit, from which chalk had been drawn for
- generations, and spread over adjacent farms. Two hedges
- converged upon it in the form of a V, but without quite
- meeting. The narrow opening left, which was immediately
- over the brow of the pit, was protected by a rough railing.
-
- One night, when Farmer Oak had returned to, his house,
- believing there would be no further necessity for his
- attendance on the down, he called as usual to the dogs,
- previously to shutting them up in the outhouse till next
- morning. Only one responded -- old George; the other could
- not be found, either in the house, lane, or garden. Gabriel
- then remembered that he had left the two dogs on the hill
- eating a dead lamb (a kind of meat he usually kept from
- them, except when other food ran short), and concluding that
- the young one had not finished his meal, he went indoors to
- the luxury of a bed, which latterly he had only enjoyed on
- Sundays.
-
- It was a still, moist night. Just before dawn he was
- assisted in waking by the abnormal reverberation of familiar
- music. To the shepherd, the note of the sheep-bell, like
- the ticking of the clock to other people, is a chronic sound
- that only makes itself noticed by ceasing or altering in
- some unusual manner from the well-known idle twinkle which
- signifies to the accustomed ear, however distant, that all
- is well in the fold. In the solemn calm of the awakening
- morn that note was heard by Gabriel, beating with unusual
- violence and rapidity. This exceptional ringing may be
- caused in two ways -- by the rapid feeding of the sheep
- bearing the bell, as when the flock breaks into new pasture,
- which gives it an intermittent rapidity, or by the sheep
- starting off in a run, when the sound has a regular
- palpitation. The experienced ear of Oak knew the sound he
- now heard to be caused by the running of the flock with
- great velocity.
-
- He jumped out of bed, dressed, tore down the lane through a
- foggy dawn, and ascended the hill. The forward ewes were
- kept apart from those among which the fall of lambs would be
- later, there being two hundred of the latter class in
- Gabriel's flock. These two hundred seemed to have
- absolutely vanished from the hill. There were the fifty
- with their lambs, enclosed at the other end as he had left
- them, but the rest, forming the bulk of the flock, were
- nowhere. Gabriel called at the top of his voice the
- shepherd's call.
-
- "Ovey, ovey, ovey!"
-
- Not a single bleat. He went to the hedge; a gap had been
- broken through it, and in the gap were the footprints of the
- sheep. Rather surprised to find them break fence at this
- season, yet putting it down instantly to their great
- fondness for ivy in winter-time, of which a great deal grew
- in the plantation, he followed through the hedge. They were
- not in the plantation. He called again: the valleys and
- farthest hills resounded as when the sailors invoked the
- lost Hylas on the Mysian shore; but no sheep. He passed
- through the trees and along the ridge of the hill. On the
- extreme summit, where the ends of the two converging hedges
- of which we have spoken were stopped short by meeting the
- brow of the chalk-pit, he saw the younger dog standing
- against the sky -- dark and motionless as Napoleon at St.
- Helena.
-
- A horrible conviction darted through Oak. With a sensation
- of bodily faintness he advanced: at one point the rails
- were broken through, and there he saw the footprints of his
- ewes. The dog came up, licked his hand, and made signs
- implying that he expected some great reward for signal
- services rendered. Oak looked over the precipice. The ewes
- lay dead and dying at its foot -- a heap of two hundred
- mangled carcasses, representing in their condition just now
- at least two hundred more.
-
- Oak was an intensely humane man: indeed, his humanity often
- tore in pieces any politic intentions of his which bordered
- on strategy, and carried him on as by gravitation. A shadow
- in his life had always been that his flock ended in mutton --
- that a day came and found every shepherd an arrant traitor
- to his defenseless sheep. His first feeling now was one of
- pity for the untimely fate of these gentle ewes and their
- unborn lambs.
-
- It was a second to remember another phase of the matter.
- The sheep were not insured. All the savings of a frugal
- life had been dispersed at a blow; his hopes of being an
- independent farmer were laid low -- possibly for ever.
- Gabriel's energies, patience, and industry had been so
- severely taxed during the years of his life between eighteen
- and eight-and-twenty, to reach his present stage of progress
- that no more seemed to be left in him. He leant down upon a
- rail, and covered his face with his hands.
-
- Stupors, however, do not last for ever, and Farmer Oak
- recovered from his. It was as remarkable as it was
- characteristic that the one sentence he uttered was in
- thankfulness: --
-
- "Thank God I am not married: what would she have done in
- the poverty now coming upon me!"
-
- Oak raised his head, and wondering what he could do,
- listlessly surveyed the scene. By the outer margin of the
- Pit was an oval pond, and over it hung the attenuated
- skeleton of a chrome-yellow moon which had only a few days
- to last -- the morning star dogging her on the left hand.
- The pool glittered like a dead man's eye, and as the world
- awoke a breeze blew, shaking and elongating the reflection
- of the moon without breaking it, and turning the image of
- the star to a phosphoric streak upon the water. All this
- Oak saw and remembered.
-
- As far as could be learnt it appeared that the poor young
- dog, still under the impression that since he was kept for
- running after sheep, the more he ran after them the better,
- had at the end of his meal off the dead lamb, which may have
- given him additional energy and spirits, collected all the
- ewes into a corner, driven the timid creatures through the
- hedge, across the upper field, and by main force of worrying
- had given them momentum enough to break down a portion of
- the rotten railing, and so hurled them over the edge.
-
- George's son had done his work so thoroughly that he was
- considered too good a workman to live, and was, in fact,
- taken and tragically shot at twelve o'clock that same day --
- another instance of the untoward fate which so often attends
- dogs and other philosophers who follow out a train of
- reasoning to its logical conclusion, and attempt perfectly
- consistent conduct in a world made up so largely of
- compromise.
-
- Gabriel's farm had been stocked by a dealer -- on the
- strength of Oak's promising look and character -- who was
- receiving a percentage from the farmer till such time as the
- advance should be cleared off. Oak found that the value of
- stock, plant, and implements which were really his own would
- be about sufficient to pay his debts, leaving himself a free
- man with the clothes he stood up in, and nothing more.
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-
- THE FAIR -- THE JOURNEY -- THE FIRE
-
-
- TWO months passed away. We are brought on to a day in
- February, on which was held the yearly statute or hiring
- fair in the county-town of Casterbridge.
-
- At one end of the street stood from two to three hundred
- blithe and hearty labourers waiting upon Chance -- all men
- of the stamp to whom labour suggests nothing worse than a
- wrestle with gravitation, and pleasure nothing better than a
- renunciation of the same. Among these, carters and waggoners
- were distinguished by having a piece of whip-cord twisted
- round their hats; thatchers wore a fragment of woven straw;
- shepherds held their sheep-crooks in their hands; and thus
- the situation required was known to the hirers at a glance.
-
- In the crowd was an athletic young fellow of some-what
- superior appearance to the rest -- in fact, his superiority
- was marked enough to lead several ruddy peasants standing by
- to speak to him inquiringly, as to a farmer, and to use
- 'Sir' as a finishing word. His answer always was, --
-
- "I am looking for a place myself -- a bailiff's. Do ye know
- of anybody who wants one?"
-
- Gabriel was paler now. His eyes were more meditative, and
- his expression was more sad. He had passed through an
- ordeal of wretchedness which had given him more than it had
- taken away. He had sunk from his modest elevation as
- pastoral king into the very slime-pits of Siddim; but there
- was left to him a dignified calm he had never before known,
- and that indifference to fate which, though it often makes a
- villain of a man, is the basis of his sublimity when it does
- not. And thus the abasement had been exaltation, and the
- loss gain.
-
- In the morning a regiment of cavalry had left the town, and
- a sergeant and his party had been beating up for recruits
- through the four streets. As the end of the day drew on,
- and he found himself not hired, Gabriel almost wished that
- he had joined them, and gone off to serve his country.
- Weary of standing in the market-place, and not much minding
- the kind of work he turned his hand to, he decided to offer
- himself in some other capacity than that of bailiff.
-
- All the farmers seemed to be wanting shepherds. Sheep-
- tending was Gabriel's speciality. Turning down an obscure
- street and entering an obscurer lane, he went up to a
- smith's shop.
-
- "How long would it take you to make a shepherd's crook?"
-
- "Twenty minutes."
-
- "How much?"
-
- "Two shillings."
-
- He sat on a bench and the crook was made, a stem being given
- him into the bargain.
-
- He then went to a ready-made clothes' shop, the owner of
- which had a large rural connection. As the crook had
- absorbed most of Gabriel's money, he attempted, and carried
- out, an exchange of his overcoat for a shepherd's regulation
- smock-frock.
-
- This transaction having been completed, he again hurried off
- to the centre of the town, and stood on the kerb of the
- pavement, as a shepherd, crook in hand.
-
- Now that Oak had turned himself into a shepherd, it seemed
- that bailifs were most in demand. However, two or three
- farmers noticed him and drew near. Dialogues followed, more
- or less in the subjoined form: --
-
- "Where do you come from?"
-
- "Norcombe."
-
- "That's a long way.
-
- "Fifteen miles."
-
- "Who's farm were you upon last?"
-
- "My own."
-
- This reply invariably operated like a rumour of cholera.
- The inquiring farmer would edge away and shake his head
- dubiously. Gabriel, like his dog, was too good to be
- trustworthy, and he never made advance beyond this point.
-
- It is safer to accept any chance that offers itself, and
- extemporize a procedure to fit it, than to get a good
- shepherd, but had laid himself out for anything in the whole
- cycle of labour that was required in the fair. It grew
- dusk. Some merry men were whistling and singing by the
- corn-exchange. Gabriel's hand, which had lain for some time
- idle in his smock-frock pocket, touched his flute which he
- carried there. Here was an opportunity for putting his
- dearly bought wisdom into practice.
-
- He drew out his flute and began to play "Jockey to the Fair"
- in the style of a man who had never known moment's sorrow.
- Oak could pipe with Arcadian sweetness and the sound of the
- well-known notes cheered his own heart as well as those of
- the loungers. He played on with spirit, and in half an hour
- had earned in pence what was a small fortune to a destitute
- man.
-
- By making inquiries he learnt that there was another fair at
- Shottsford the next day.
-
- "How far is Shottsford?"
-
- "Ten miles t'other side of Weatherbury."
-
- Weatherbury! It was where Bathsheba had gone two months
- before. This information was like coming from night into
- noon.
-
- "How far is it to Weatherbury?"
-
- "Five or six miles."
-
- Bathsheba had probably left Weatherbury long before this
- time, but the place had enough interest attaching to it to
- lead Oak to choose Shottsford fair as his next field of
- inquiry, because it lay in the Weatherbury quarter.
- Moreover, the Weatherbury folk were by no means
- uninteresting intrinsically. If report spoke truly they
- were as hardy, merry, thriving, wicked a set as any in the
- whole county. Oak resolved to sleep at Weatherbury that
- night on his way to Shottsford, and struck out at once into
- the high road which had been recommended as the direct route
- to the village in question.
-
- The road stretched through water-meadows traversed by little
- brooks, whose quivering surfaces were braided along their
- centres, and folded into creases at the sides; or, where the
- flow was more rapid, the stream was pied with spots of white
- froth, which rode on in undisturbed serenity. On the higher
- levels the dead and dry carcasses of leaves tapped the
- ground as they bowled along helter-skelter upon the
- shoulders of the wind, and little birds in the hedges were
- rustling their feathers and tucking themselves in
- comfortably for the night, retaining their places if Oak
- kept moving, but flying away if he stopped to look at them.
- He passed by Yalbury Wood where the game-birds were rising
- to their roosts, and heard the crack-voiced cock-pheasants
- "cu-uck, cuck," and the wheezy whistle of the hens.
-
- By the time he had walked three or four miles every shape in
- the landscape had assumed a uniform hue of blackness. He
- descended Yalbury Hill and could just discern ahead of him a
- waggon, drawn up under a great over-hanging tree by the
- roadside.
-
- On coming close, he found there were no horses attached to
- it, the spot being apparently quite deserted. The waggon,
- from its position, seemed to have been left there for the
- night, for beyond about half a truss of hay which was heaped
- in the bottom, it was quite empty. Gabriel sat down on the
- shafts of the vehicle and considered his position. He
- calculated that he had walked a very fair proportion of the
- journey; and having been on foot since daybreak, he felt
- tempted to lie down upon the hay in the waggon instead of
- pushing on to the village of Weatherbury, and having to pay
- for a lodging.
-
- Eating his last slices of bread and ham, and drinking from
- the bottle of cider he had taken the precaution to bring
- with him, he got into the lonely waggon. Here he spread
- half of the hay as a bed, and, as well as he could in the
- darkness, pulled the other half over him by way of bed-
- clothes, covering himself entirely, and feeling, physically,
- as comfortable as ever he had been in his life. Inward
- melancholy it was impossible for a man like Oak,
- introspective far beyond his neighbours, to banish quite,
- whilst conning the present untoward page of his history.
- So, thinking of his misfortunes, amorous and pastoral he
- fell asleep, shepherds enjoying, in common with sailors, the
- privilege of being able to summon the god instead of having
- to wait for him.
-
- On somewhat suddenly awaking, after a sleep of whose length
- he had no idea, Oak found that the waggon was in motion. He
- was being carried along the road at a rate rather
- considerable for a vehicle without springs, and under
- circumstances of physical uneasiness, his head being dandled
- up and down on the bed of the waggon like a kettledrum-
- stick. He then distinguished voices in conversation, coming
- from the forpart of the waggon. His concern at this dilemma
- (which would have been alarm, had he been a thriving man;
- but misfortune is a fine opiate to personal terror) led him
- to peer cautiously from the hay, and the first sight he
- beheld was the stars above him. Charles's Wain was getting
- towards a right angle with the Pole star, and Gabriel
- concluded that it must be about nine o'clock -- in other
- words, that he had slept two hours. This small astronomical
- calculation was made without any positive effort, and whilst
- he was stealthily turning to discover, if possible, into
- whose hands he had fallen.
-
- Two figures were dimly visible in front, sitting with their
- legs outside the waggon, one of whom was driving. Gabriel
- soon found that this was the waggoner, and it appeared they
- had come from Casterbridge fair, like himself.
-
- A conversation was in progress, which continued thus: --
-
- "Be as 'twill, she's a fine handsome body as far's looks be
- concerned. But that's only the skin of the woman, and these
- dandy cattle be as proud as a lucifer in their insides."
-
- "Ay -- so 'a do seem, Billy Smallbury -- so 'a do seem."
- This utterance was very shaky by nature, and more so by
- circumstance, the jolting of the waggon not being without
- its effect upon the speaker's larynx. It came from the man
- who held the reins.
-
- "She's a very vain feymell -- so 'tis said here and there."
-
- "Ah, now. If so be 'tis like that, I can't look her in the
- face. Lord, no: not I -- heh-heh-heh! Such a shy man as I
- be!"
-
- "Yes -- she's very vain. 'Tis said that every night at
- going to bed she looks in the glass to put on her night-cap
- properly."
-
- "And not a married woman. Oh, the world!"
-
- "And 'a can play the peanner, so 'tis said. Can play so
- clever that 'a can make a psalm tune sound as well as the
- merriest loose song a man can wish for."
-
- "D'ye tell o't! A happy time for us, and I feel quite a new
- man! And how do she play?"
-
- "That I don't know, Master Poorgrass."
-
- On hearing these and other similar remarks, a wild thought
- flashed into Gabriel's mind that they might be speaking of
- Bathsheba. There were, however, no ground for retaining
- such a supposition, for the waggon, though going in the
- direction of Weatherbury, might be going beyond it, and the
- woman alluded to seemed to be the mistress of some estate.
- They were now apparently close upon Weatherbury and not to
- alarm the speakers unnecessarily, Gabriel slipped out of the
- waggon unseen.
-
- He turned to an opening in the hedge, which he found to be a
- gate, and mounting thereon, he sat meditating whether to
- seek a cheap lodging in the village, or to ensure a cheaper
- one by lying under some hay or corn-stack. The crunching
- jangle of the waggon died upon his ear. He was about to
- walk on, when he noticed on his left hand an unusual light --
- appearing about half a mile distant. Oak watched it, and
- the glow increased. Something was on fire.
-
- Gabriel again mounted the gate, and, leaping down on the
- other side upon what he found to be ploughed soil, made
- across the field in the exact direction of the fire. The
- blaze, enlarging in a double ratio by his approach and its
- own increase, showed him as he drew nearer the outlines of
- ricks beside it, lighted up to great distinctness. A rick-
- yard was the source of the fire. His weary face now began
- to be painted over with a rich orange glow, and the whole
- front of his smock-frock and gaiters was covered with a
- dancing shadow pattern of thorn-twigs -- the light reaching
- him through a leafless intervening hedge -- and the metallic
- curve of his sheep-crook shone silver-bright in the same
- abounding rays. He came up to the boundary fence, and stood
- to regain breath. It seemed as if the spot was unoccupied
- by a living soul.
-
- The fire was issuing from a long straw-stack, which was so
- far gone as to preclude a possibility of saving it. A rick
- burns differently from a house. As the wind blows the fire
- inwards, the portion in flames completely disappears like
- melting sugar, and the outline is lost to the eye. However,
- a hay or a wheat-rick, well put together, will resist
- combustion for a length of time, if it begins on the
- outside.
-
- This before Gabriel's eyes was a rick of straw, loosely put
- together, and the flames darted into it with lightning
- swiftness. It glowed on the windward side, rising and
- falling in intensity, like the coal of a cigar. Then a
- superincumbent bundle rolled down, with a whisking noise;
- flames elongated, and bent themselves about with a quiet
- roar, but no crackle. Banks of smoke went off horizontally
- at the back like passing clouds, and behind these burned
- hidden pyres, illuminating the semi-transparent sheet of
- smoke to a lustrous yellow uniformity. Individual straws in
- the foreground were consumed in a creeping movement of ruddy
- heat, as if they were knots of red worms, and above shone
- imaginary fiery faces, tongues hanging from lips, glaring
- eyes, and other impish forms, from which at intervals sparks
- flew in clusters like birds from a nest.
-
- Oak suddenly ceased from being a mere spectator by
- discovering the case to be more serious than he had at first
- imagined. A scroll of smoke blew aside and revealed to him
- a wheat-rick in startling juxtaposition with the decaying
- one, and behind this a series of others, composing the main
- corn produce of the farm; so that instead of the straw-stack
- standing, as he had imagined comparatively isolated, there
- was a regular connection between it and the remaining stacks
- of the group.
-
- Gabriel leapt over the hedge, and saw that he was not alone.
- The first man he came to was running about in a great hurry,
- as if his thoughts were several yards in advance of his
- body, which they could never drag on fast enough.
-
- "O, man -- fire, fire! A good master and a bad servant is
- fire, fire! -- I mane a bad servant and a good master. Oh,
- Mark Clark -- come! And you, Billy Smallbury -- and you,
- Maryann Money -- and you, Jan Coggan, and Matthew there!"
- Other figures now appeared behind this shouting man and
- among the smoke, and Gabriel found that, far from being
- alone he was in a great company -- whose shadows danced
- merrily up and down, timed by the jigging of the flames, and
- not at all by their owners' movements. The assemblage --
- belonging to that class of society which casts its thoughts
- into the form of feeling, and its feelings into the form of
- commotion -- set to work with a remarkable confusion of
- purpose.
-
- "Stop the draught under the wheat-rick!" cried Gabriel to
- those nearest to him. The corn stood on stone staddles, and
- between these, tongues of yellow hue from the burning straw
- licked and darted playfully. If the fire once got UNDER
- this stack, all would be lost.
-
- "Get a tarpaulin -- quick!" said Gabriel.
-
- A rick-cloth was brought, and they hung it like a curtain
- across the channel. The flames immediately ceased to go
- under the bottom of the corn-stack, and stood up vertical.
-
- "Stand here with a bucket of water and keep the cloth wet."
- said Gabriel again.
-
- The flames, now driven upwards, began to attack the angles
- of the huge roof covering the wheat-stack.
-
- "A ladder," cried Gabriel.
-
- "The ladder was against the straw-rick and is burnt to a
- cinder," said a spectre-like form in the smoke.
-
- Oak seized the cut ends of the sheaves, as if he were going
- to engage in the operation of "reed-drawing," and digging in
- his feet, and occasionally sticking in the stem of his
- sheep-crook, he clambered up the beetling face. He at once
- sat astride the very apex, and began with his crook to beat
- off the fiery fragments which had lodged thereon, shouting
- to the others to get him a bough and a ladder, and some
- water.
-
- Billy Smallbury -- one of the men who had been on the waggon
- -- by this time had found a ladder, which Mark Clark
- ascended, holding on beside Oak upon the thatch. The smoke
- at this corner was stifling, and Clark, a nimble fellow,
- having been handed a bucket of water, bathed Oak's face and
- sprinkled him generally, whilst Gabriel, now with a long
- beech-bough in one hand, in addition to his crook in the
- other, kept sweeping the stack and dislodging all fiery
- particles.
-
- On the ground the groups of villagers were still occupied in
- doing all they could to keep down the conflagration, which
- was not much. They were all tinged orange, and backed up by
- shadows of varying pattern. Round the corner of the largest
- stack, out of the direct rays of the fire, stood a pony,
- bearing a young woman on its back. By her side was another
- woman, on foot. These two seemed to keep at a distance from
- the fire, that the horse might not become restive.
-
- "He's a shepherd," said the woman on foot. "Yes -- he is.
- See how his crook shines as he beats the rick with it. And
- his smock-frock is burnt in two holes, I declare! A fine
- young shepherd he is too, ma'am."
-
- "Whose shepherd is he?" said the equestrian in a clear
- voice.
-
- "Don't know, ma'am."
-
- "Don't any of the others know?"
-
- "Nobody at all -- I've asked 'em. Quite a stranger, they
- say."
-
- The young woman on the pony rode out from the shade and
- looked anxiously around.
-
- "Do you think the barn is safe?" she said.
-
- "D'ye think the barn is safe, Jan Coggan?" said the second
- woman, passing on the question to the nearest man in that
- direction.
-
- "Safe-now -- leastwise I think so. If this rick had gone
- the barn would have followed. 'Tis that bold shepherd up
- there that have done the most good -- he sitting on the top
- o' rick, whizzing his great long-arms about like a
- windmill."
-
- "He does work hard," said the young woman on horseback,
- looking up at Gabriel through her thick woollen veil. "I
- wish he was shepherd here. Don't any of you know his name."
-
- "Never heard the man's name in my life, or seed his form
- afore."
-
- The fire began to get worsted, and Gabriel's elevated
- position being no longer required of him, he made as if to
- descend.
-
- "Maryann," said the girl on horseback, "go to him as he
- comes down, and say that the farmer wishes to thank him for
- the great service he has done."
-
- Maryann stalked off towards the rick and met Oak at the foot
- of the ladder. She delivered her message.
-
- "Where is your master the farmer?" asked Gabriel, kindling
- with the idea of getting employment that seemed to strike
- him now.
-
- "'Tisn't a master; 'tis a mistress, shepherd."
-
- "A woman farmer?"
-
- "Ay, 'a b'lieve, and a rich one too!" said a bystander.
- "Lately 'a came here from a distance. Took on her uncle's
- farm, who died suddenly. Used to measure his money in half-
- pint cups. They say now that she've business in every bank
- in Casterbridge, and thinks no more of playing pitch-and-
- toss sovereign than you and I, do pitch-halfpenny -- not a
- bit in the world, shepherd."
-
- "That's she, back there upon the pony," said Maryann. "wi'
- her face a-covered up in that black cloth with holes in it."
-
- Oak, his features smudged, grimy, and undiscoverable from
- the smoke and heat, his smock-frock burnt into holes and
- dripping with water, the ash stem of his sheep-crook charred
- six inches shorter, advansed with the humility stern
- adversity had thrust upon him up to the slight female form
- in the saddle. He lifted his hat with respect, and not
- without gallantry: stepping close to her hanging feet he
- said in a hesitating voice, --
-
- "Do you happen to want a shepherd, ma'am?"
-
- She lifted the wool veil tied round her face, and looked all
- astonishment. Gabriel and his cold-hearted darling,
- Bathsheba Everdene, were face to face.
-
- Bathsheba did not speak, and he mechanically repeated in an
- abashed and sad voice, --
-
- "Do you want a shepherd, ma'am?"
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-
- RECOGNITION -- A TIMID GIRL
-
-
- BATHSHEBA withdrew into the shade. She scarcely knew
- whether most to be amused at the singularity of the meeting,
- or to be concerned at its awkwardness. There was room for a
- little pity, also for a very little exultation: the former
- at his position, the latter at her own. Embarrassed she was
- not, and she remembered Gabriel's declaration of love to her
- at Norcombe only to think she had nearly forgotten it.
-
- "Yes," she murmured, putting on an air of dignity, and
- turning again to him with a little warmth of cheek; "I do
- want a shepherd. But ----"
-
- "He's the very man, ma'am," said one of the villagers,
- quietly.
-
- Conviction breeds conviction. "Ay, that 'a is," said a
- second, decisively.
-
- "The man, truly!" said a third, with heartiness."
-
- "He's all there!" said number four, fervidly.
-
- "Then will you tell him to speak to the bailiff, said
- Bathsheba.
-
- All was practical again now. A summer eve and loneliness
- would have been necessary to give the meeting its proper
- fulness of romance.
-
- The bailiff was pointed out to Gabriel, who, checking the
- palpitation within his breast at discovering that this
- Ashtoreth of strange report was only a modification of Venus
- the well-known and admired, retired with him to talk over
- the necessary preliminaries of hiring.
-
- The fire before them wasted away. "Men," said Bathsheba,
- "you shall take a little refreshment after this extra work.
- Will you come to the house?"
-
- "We could knock in a bit and a drop a good deal freer, Miss,
- if so be ye'd send it to Warren's Malthouse," replied the
- spokesman.
-
- Bathsheba then rode off into the darkness, and the men
- straggled on to the village in twos and threes -- Oak and
- the bailiff being left by the rick alone.
-
- "And now," said the bailiff, finally, "all is settled, I
- think, about your coming, and I am going home-along. Good-
- night to ye, shepherd."
-
- "Can you get me a lodging?" inquired Gabriel.
-
- "That I can't, indeed," he said, moving past Oak as a
- Christian edges past an offertory-plate when he does not
- mean to contribute. "If you follow on the road till you
- come to Warren's Malthouse, where they are all gone to have
- their snap of victuals, I daresay some of 'em will tell you
- of a place. Good-night to ye, shepherd."
-
- The bailiff who showed this nervous dread of loving his
- neighbour as himself, went up the hill, and Oak walked on to
- the village, still astonished at the rencounter with
- Bathsheba, glad of his nearness to her, and perplexed at the
- rapidity with which the unpractised girl of Norcombe had
- developed into the supervising and cool woman here. But
- some women only require an emergency to make them fit for
- one.
-
- Obliged, to some extent, to forgo dreaming in order to find
- the way, he reached the churchyard, and passed round it
- under the wall where several ancient trees grew. There was
- a wide margin of grass along here, and Gabriel's footsteps
- were deadened by its softness, even at this indurating
- period of the year. When abreast of a trunk which appeared
- to be the oldest of the old, he became aware that a figure
- was standing behind it. Gabriel did not pause in his walk,
- and in another moment he accidentally kicked a loose stone.
- The noise was enough to disturb the motionless stranger, who
- started and assumed a careless position.
-
- It was a slim girl, rather thinly clad.
-
- "Good-night to you," said Gabriel, heartily.
-
- "Good-night," said the girl to Gabriel.
-
- The voice was unexpectedly attractive; it was the low and
- dulcet note suggestive of romance; common in descriptions,
- rare in experience.
-
- "I'll thank you to tell me if I'm in the way for Warren's
- Malthouse?" Gabriel resumed, primarily to gain the
- information, indirectly to get more of the music.
-
- "Quite right. It's at the bottom of the hill. And do you
- know ----" The girl hesitated and then went on again. "Do
- you know how late they keep open the Buck's Head Inn?" She
- seemed to be won by Gabriel's heartiness, as Gabriel had
- been won by her modulations.
-
- "I don't know where the Buck's Head is, or anything about
- it. Do you think of going there to-night?"
-
- "Yes ----" The woman again paused. There was no necessity
- for any continuance of speech, and the fact that she did add
- more seemed to proceed from an unconscious desire to show
- unconcern by making a remark, which is noticeable in the
- ingenuous when they are acting by stealth. "You are not a
- Weatherbury man?" she said, timorously.
-
- "I am not. I am the new shepherd -- just arrived."
-
- "Only a shepherd -- and you seem almost a farmer by your
- ways."
-
- "Only a shepherd," Gabriel repeated, in a dull cadence of
- finality. "His thoughts were directed to the past, his eyes
- to the feet of the girl; and for the first time he saw lying
- there a bundle of some sort. She may have perceived the
- direction of his face, for she said coaxingly, --
-
- "You won't say anything in the parish about having seen me
- here, will you -- at least, not for a day or two?"
-
- "I won't if you wish me not to," said Oak.
-
- "Thank you, indeed," the other replied. "I am rather poor,
- and I don't want people to know anything about me." Then
- she was silent and shivered.
-
- "You ought to have a cloak on such a cold night," Gabriel
- observed. "I would advise 'ee to get indoors."
-
- "O no! Would you mind going on and leaving me? I thank you
- much for what you have told me."
-
- "I will go on," he said; adding hesitatingly, -- "Since you
- are not very well off, perhaps you would accept this trifle
- from me. It is only a shilling, but it is all I have to
- spare."
-
- "Yes, I will take it," said the stranger gratefully.
-
- She extended her hand; Gabriel his. In feeling for each
- other's palm in the gloom before the money could be passed,
- a minute incident occurred which told much. Gabriel's
- fingers alighted on the young woman's wrist. It was beating
- with a throb of tragic intensity. He had frequently felt
- the same quick, hard beat in the femoral artery of -- his
- lambs when overdriven. It suggested a consumption too great
- of a vitality which, to judge from her figure and stature,
- was already too little.
-
- "What is the matter?"
-
- "Nothing."
-
- "But there is?"
-
- "No, no, no! Let your having seen me be a secret!"
-
- "Very well; I will. Good-night, again."
-
- "Good-night."
-
- The young girl remained motionless by the tree, and Gabriel
- descended into the village of Weatherbury, or Lower
- Longpuddle as it was sometimes called. He fancied that he
- had felt himself in the penumbra of a very deep sadness when
- touching that slight and fragile creature. But wisdom lies
- in moderating mere impressions, and Gabriel endeavoured to
- think little of this.
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-
- THE MALTHOUSE -- THE CHAT -- NEWS
-
-
- WARREN'S Malthouse was enclosed by an old wall inwrapped
- with ivy, and though not much of the exterior was visible at
- this hour, the character and purposes of the building were
- clearly enough shown by its outline upon the sky. From the
- walls an overhanging thatched roof sloped up to a point in
- the centre, upon which rose a small wooden lantern, fitted
- with louvre-boards on all the four sides, and from these
- openings a mist was dimly perceived to be escaping into the
- night air. There was no window in front; but a square hole
- in the door was glazed with a single pane, through which
- red, comfortable rays now stretched out upon the ivied wall
- in front. Voices were to be heard inside.
-
- Oak's hand skimmed the surface of the door with fingers
- extended to an Elymas-the-Sorcerer pattern, till he found a
- leathern strap, which he pulled. This lifted a wooden
- latch, and the door swung open.
-
- The room inside was lighted only by the, ruddy glow from the
- kiln mouth, which shone over the floor with the streaming,
- horizontality of the setting sun, and threw upwards the
- shadows of all facial irregularities in those assembled
- around. The stone-flag floor was worn into a path from the
- doorway to the kiln, and into undulations everywhere. A
- curved settle of unplaned oak stretched along one side, and
- in a remote corner was a small bed and bedstead, the owner
- and frequent occupier of which was the maltster.
-
- This aged man was now sitting opposite the fire, his frosty
- white hair and beard overgrowing his gnarled figure like the
- grey moss and lichen upon a leafless apple-tree. He wore
- breeches and the laced-up shoes called ankle-jacks; he kept
- his eyes fixed upon the fire.
-
- Gabriel's nose was greeted by an atmosphere laden with the
- sweet smell of new malt. The conversation (which seemed to
- have been concerning the origin of the fire) immediately
- ceased, and every one ocularly criticised him to the degree
- expressed by contracting the flesh of their foreheads and
- looking at him with narrowed eyelids, as if he had been a
- light too strong for their sight. Several exclaimed
- meditatively, after this operation had been completed: --
-
- "Oh, 'tis the new shepherd, 'a b'lieve."
-
- "We thought we heard a hand pawing about the door for the
- bobbin, but weren't sure 'twere not a dead leaf blowed
- across," said another. "Come in, shepherd; sure ye be
- welcome, though we don't know yer name."
-
- "Gabriel Oak, that's my name, neighbours."
-
- The ancient maltster sitting in the midst turned up this --
- his turning being as the turning of a rusty crane.
-
- "That's never Gable Oak's grandson over at Norcombe --
- never!" he said, as a formula expressive of surprise, which
- nobody was supposed for a moment to take literally.
-
- "My father and my grandfather were old men of the name of
- Gabriel," said the shepherd, placidly.
-
- "Thought I knowed the man's face as I seed him on the rick!
- -- thought I did! And where be ye trading o't to now,
- shepherd?"
-
- "I'm thinking of biding here," said Mr. Oak.
-
- "Knowed yer grandfather for years and years!" continued the
- maltster, the words coming forth of their own accord as if
- the momentum previously imparted had been sufficient.
-
- "Ah -- and did you!"
-
- "Knowed yer grandmother."
-
- "And her too!"
-
- "Likewise knowed yer father when he was a child. Why, my
- boy Jacob there and your father were sworn brothers -- that
- they were sure -- weren't ye, Jacob?"
-
- "Ay, sure," said his son, a young man about sixty-five, with
- a semi-bald head and one tooth in the left centre of his
- upper jaw, which made much of itself by standing prominent,
- like a milestone in a bank. "But 'twas Joe had most to do
- with him. However, my son William must have knowed the very
- man afore us -- didn't ye, Billy, afore ye left Norcombe?"
-
- "No, 'twas Andrew," said Jacob's son Billy, a child of
- forty, or thereabouts, who manifested the peculiarity of
- possessing a cheerful soul in a gloomy body, and whose
- whiskers were assuming a chinchilla shade here and there.
-
- "I can mind Andrew," said Oak, "as being a man in the place
- when I was quite a child."
-
- "Ay -- the other day I and my youngest daughter, Liddy, were
- over at my grandson's christening," continued Billy. "We
- were talking about this very family, and 'twas only last
- Purification Day in this very world, when the use-money is
- gied away to the second-best poor folk, you know, shepherd,
- and I can mind the day because they all had to traypse up to
- the vestry -- yes, this very man's family."
-
- "Come, shepherd, and drink. 'Tis gape and swaller with us --
- a drap of sommit, but not of much account," said the
- maltster, removing from the fire his eyes, which were
- vermilion-red and bleared by gazing into it for so many
- years. "Take up the God-forgive-me, Jacob. See if 'tis
- warm, Jacob."
-
- Jacob stooped to the God-forgive-me, which was a two-handled
- tall mug standing in the ashes, cracked and charred with
- heat: it was rather furred with extraneous matter about the
- outside, especially in the crevices of the handles, the
- innermost curves of which may not have seen daylight for
- several years by reason of this encrustation thereon --
- formed of ashes accidentally wetted with cider and baked
- hard; but to the mind of any sensible drinker the cup was no
- worse for that, being incontestably clean on the inside and
- about the rim. It may be observed that such a class of mug
- is called a God-forgive-me in Weatherbury and its vicinity
- for uncertain reasons; probably because its size makes any
- given toper feel ashamed of himself when he sees its bottom
- in drinking it empty.
-
- Jacob, on receiving the order to see if the liquor was warm
- enough, placidly dipped his forefinger into it by way of
- thermometer, and having pronounced it nearly of the proper
- degree, raised the cup and very civilly attempted to dust
- some of the ashes from the bottom with the skirt of his
- smock-frock, because Shepherd Oak was a stranger.
-
- "A clane cup for the shepherd," said the maltster
- commandingly.
-
- "No -- not at all," said Gabriel, in a reproving tone of
- considerateness. "I never fuss about dirt in its pure
- state, and when I know what sort it is." Taking the mug he
- drank an inch or more from the depth of its contents, and
- duly passed it to the next man. "I wouldn't think of giving
- such trouble to neighbours in washing up when there's so
- much work to be done in the world already." continued Oak in
- a moister tone, after recovering from the stoppage of breath
- which is occasioned by pulls at large mugs.
-
- "A right sensible man," said Jacob.
-
- "True, true; it can't be gainsaid!" observed a brisk young
- man -- Mark Clark by name, a genial and pleasant gentleman,
- whom to meet anywhere in your travels was to know, to know
- was to drink with, and to drink with was, unfortunately, to
- pay for.
-
- "And here's a mouthful of bread and bacon that mis'ess have
- sent, shepherd. The cider will go down better with a bit of
- victuals. Don't ye chaw quite close, shepherd, for I let
- the bacon fall in the road outside as I was bringing it
- along, and may be 'tis rather gritty. There, 'tis clane
- dirt; and we all know what that is, as you say, and you
- bain't a particular man we see, shepherd."
-
- "True, true -- not at all," said the friendly Oak.
-
- "Don't let your teeth quite meet, and you won't feel the
- sandiness at all. Ah! 'tis wonderful what can be done by
- contrivance!"
-
- "My own mind exactly, neighbour."
-
- "Ah, he's his grandfer's own grandsonn! -- his grandfer were
- just such a nice unparticular man!" said the maltster.
-
- "Drink, Henry Fray -- drink," magnanimously said Jan Coggan,
- a person who held Saint-Simonian notions of share and share
- alike where liquor was concerned, as the vessel showed signs
- of approaching him in its gradual revolution among them.
-
- Having at this moment reached the end of a wistful gaze into
- mid-air, Henry did not refuse. He was a man of more than
- middle age, with eyebrows high up in his forehead, who laid
- it down that the law of the world was bad, with a long-
- suffering look through his listeners at the world alluded
- to, as it presented itself to his imagination. He always
- signed his name "Henery" -- strenuously insisting upon that
- spelling, and if any passing schoolmaster ventured to remark
- that the second "e" was superfluous and old-fashioned, he
- received the reply that "H-e-n-e-r-y" was the name he was
- christened and the name he would stick to -- in the tone of
- one to whom orthographical differences were matters which
- had a great deal to do with personal character.
-
- Mr. Jan Coggan, who had passed the cup to Henery, was a
- crimson man with a spacious countenance, and private glimmer
- in his eye, whose name had appeared on the marriage register
- of Weatherbury and neighbouring parishes as best man and
- chief witness in countless unions of the previous twenty
- years; he also very frequently filled the post of head
- godfather in baptisms of the subtly-jovial kind.
-
- "Come, Mark Clark -- come. Ther's plenty more in the
- barrel," said Jan.
-
- "Ay -- that I will, 'tis my only doctor," replied Mr. Clark,
- who, twenty years younger than Jan Coggan, revolved in the
- same orbit. He secreted mirth on all occasions for special
- discharge at popular parties.
-
- "Why, Joseph Poorgrass, ye han't had a drop!" said Mr.
- Coggan to a self-conscious man in the background, thrusting
- the cup towards him.
-
- "Such a modest man as he is!" said Jacob Smallbury. "Why,
- ye've hardly had strength of eye enough to look in our young
- mis'ess's face, so I hear, Joseph?"
-
- All looked at Joseph Poorgrass with pitying reproach.
-
- "No -- I've hardly looked at her at all," simpered Joseph,
- reducing his body smaller whilst talking, apparently from a
- meek sense of undue prominence. "And when I seed her, 'twas
- nothing but blushes with me!"
-
- "Poor feller," said Mr. Clark.
-
- "'Tis a curious nature for a man," said Jan Coggan.
-
- "Yes," continued Joseph Poorgrass -- his shyness, which was
- so painful as a defect, filling him with a mild complacency
- now that it was regarded as an interesting study. "'Twere
- blush, blush, blush with me every minute of the time, when
- she was speaking to me."
-
- "I believe ye, Joseph Poorgrass, for we all know ye to be a
- very bashful man."
-
- "'Tis a' awkward gift for a man, poor soul," said the
- maltster. "And how long have ye have suffered from it,
- Joseph?"
-
- [Alternate text: appears in all three additions on hand:
- "'Tis a' awkward gift for a man, poor soul," said the
- maltster. "And ye have suffered from it a long time, we
- know."
-
- "Ay, ever since..."]
-
- "Oh, ever since I was a boy. Yes -- mother was concerned to
- her heart about it -- yes. But 'twas all nought."
-
- "Did ye ever go into the world to try and stop it, Joseph
- Poorgrass?"
-
- "Oh ay, tried all sorts o' company. They took me to
- Greenhill Fair, and into a great gay jerry-go-nimble show,
- where there were women-folk riding round -- standing upon
- horses, with hardly anything on but their smocks; but it
- didn't cure me a morsel. And then I was put errand-man at
- the Women's Skittle Alley at the back of the Tailor's Arms
- in Casterbridge. 'Twas a horrible sinful situation, and a
- very curious place for a good man. I had to stand and look
- ba'dy people in the face from morning till night; but 'twas
- no use -- I was just as-bad as ever after all. Blushes hev
- been in the family for generations. There, 'tis a happy
- providence that I be no worse."
-
- "True," said Jacob Smallbury, deepening his thoughts to a
- profounder view of the subject. "'Tis a thought to look at,
- that ye might have been worse; but even as you be, 'tis a
- very bad affliction for 'ee, Joseph. For ye see, shepherd,
- though 'tis very well for a woman, dang it all, 'tis awkward
- for a man like him, poor feller?"
-
- "'Tis -- 'tis," said Gabriel, recovering from a meditation.
- "Yes, very awkward for the man."
-
- "Ay, and he's very timid, too," observed Jan Coggan. "Once
- he had been working late at Yalbury Bottom, and had had a
- drap of drink, and lost his way as he was coming home-along
- through Yalbury Wood, didn't ye, Master Poorgrass?"
-
- "No, no, no; not that story!" expostulated the modest man,
- forcing a laugh to bury his concern.
-
- "---- And so 'a lost himself quite," continued Mr. Coggan,
- with an impassive face, implying that a true narrative, like
- time and tide, must run its course and would respect no man.
- "And as he was coming along in the middle of the night, much
- afeared, and not able to find his way out of the trees
- nohow, 'a cried out, 'Man-a-lost! man-a-lost!' A owl in a
- tree happened to be crying "Whoo-whoo-whoo!" as owls do, you
- know, shepherd" (Gabriel nodded), "and Joseph, all in a
- tremble, said, 'Joseph Poorgrass, of Weatherbury, sir!'"
-
- "No, no, now -- that's too much!" said the timid man,
- becoming a man of brazen courage all of a sudden. "I didn't
- say sir. I'll tike my oath I didn't say 'Joseph Poorgrass
- o' Weatherbury, sir.' No, no; what's right is right, and I
- never said sir to the bird, knowing very well that no man of
- a gentleman's rank would be hollering there at that time o'
- night. 'Joseph Poorgrass of Weatherbury,' -- that's every
- word I said, and I shouldn't ha' said that if 't hadn't been
- for Keeper Day's metheglin.... There, 'twas a merciful
- thing it ended where it did."
-
- The question of which was right being tacitly waived by the
- company, Jan went on meditatively: --
-
- "And he's the fearfullest man, bain't ye, Joseph? Ay,
- another time ye were lost by Lambing-Down Gate, weren't ye,
- Joseph?"
-
- "I was," replied Poorgrass, as if there were some conditions
- too serious even for modesty to remember itself under, this
- being one.
-
- "Yes; that were the middle of the night, too. The gate
- would not open, try how he would, and knowing there was the
- Devil's hand in it, he kneeled down."
-
- "Ay," said Joseph, acquiring confidence from the warmth of
- the fire, the cider, and a perception of the narrative
- capabilities of the experience alluded to. "My heart died
- within me, that time; but I kneeled down and said the Lord's
- Prayer, and then the Belief right through, and then the Ten
- Commandments, in earnest prayer. But no, the gate wouldn't
- open; and then I went on with Dearly Beloved Brethren, and,
- thinks I, this makes four, and 'tis all I know out of book,
- and if this don't do it nothing will, and I'm a lost man.
- Well, when I got to Saying After Me, I rose from my knees
- and found the gate would open -- yes, neighbours, the gate
- opened the same as ever."
-
- A meditation on the obvious inference was indulged in by
- all, and during its continuance each directed his vision
- into the ashpit, which glowed like a desert in the tropics
- under a vertical sun, shaping their eyes long and liny,
- partly because of the light, partly from the depth of the
- subject discussed.
-
- Gabriel broke the silence. "What sort of a place is this to
- live at, and what sort of a mis'ess is she to work under?"
- Gabriel's bosom thrilled gently as he thus slipped under the
- notice of the assembly the inner-most subject of his heart.
-
- "We d' know little of her -- nothing. She only showed
- herself a few days ago. Her uncle was took bad, and the
- doctor was called with his world-wide skill; but he couldn't
- save the man. As I take it, she's going to keep on the
- farm.
-
- "That's about the shape o't, 'a b'lieve," said Jan Coggan.
- "Ay, 'tis a very good family. I'd as soon be under 'em as
- under one here and there. Her uncle was a very fair sort of
- man. Did ye know en, shepherd -- a bachelor-man?"
-
- "Not at all."
-
- "I used to go to his house a-courting my first wife,
- Charlotte, who was his dairymaid. Well, a very good-hearted
- man were Farmer Everdene, and I being a respectable young
- fellow was allowed to call and see her and drink as much ale
- as I liked, but not to carry away any -- outside my skin I
- mane of course."
-
- "Ay, ay, Jan Coggan; we know yer maning."
-
- "And so you see 'twas beautiful ale, and I wished to value
- his kindness as much as I could, and not to be so ill-
- mannered as to drink only a thimbleful, which would have
- been insulting the man's generosity ----"
-
- "True, Master Coggan, 'twould so," corroborated Mark Clark.
-
- "---- And so I used to eat a lot of salt fish afore going,
- and then by the time I got there I were as dry as a lime-
- basket -- so thorough dry that that ale would slip down --
- ah, 'twould slip down sweet! Happy times! heavenly times!
- Such lovely drunks as I used to have at that house! You can
- mind, Jacob? You used to go wi' me sometimes."
-
- "I can -- I can," said Jacob. "That one, too, that we had
- at Buck's Head on a White Monday was a pretty tipple."
-
- "'Twas. But for a wet of the better class, that brought you
- no nearer to the horned man than you were afore you begun,
- there was none like those in Farmer Everdene's kitchen. Not
- a single damn allowed; no, not a bare poor one, even at the
- most cheerful moment when all were blindest, though the good
- old word of sin thrown in here and there at such times is a
- great relief to a merry soul."
-
- "True," said the maltster. "Nater requires her swearing at
- the regular times, or she's not herself; and unholy
- exclamations is a necessity of life."
-
- "But Charlotte," continued Coggan -- "not a word of the sort
- would Charlotte allow, nor the smallest item of taking in
- vain.... Ay, poor Charlotte, I wonder if she had the good
- fortune to get into Heaven when 'a died! But 'a was never
- much in luck's way, and perhaps 'a went downwards after all,
- poor soul."
-
- "And did any of you know Miss Everdene's father and mother?"
- inquired the shepherd, who found some difficulty in keeping
- the conversation in the desired channel.
-
- "I knew them a little," said Jacob Smallbury; "but they were
- townsfolk, and didn't live here. They've been dead for
- years. Father, what sort of people were mis'ess' father and
- mother?"
-
- "Well," said the maltster, "he wasn't much to look at; but
- she was a lovely woman. He was fond enough of her as his
- sweetheart."
-
- "Used to kiss her scores and long-hundreds o' times, so
- 'twas said," observed Coggan.
-
- "He was very proud of her, too, when they were married, as
- I've been told," said the maltster.
-
- "Ay," said Coggan. "He admired her so much that he used to
- light the candle three time a night to look at her."
-
- "Boundless love; I shouldn't have supposed it in the
- universe!" murmered Joseph Poorgrass, who habitually spoke
- on a large scale in his moral reflections.
-
- "Well, to be sure," said Gabriel.
-
- "Oh, 'tis true enough. I knowed the man and woman both
- well. Levi Everdene -- that was the man's name, sure.
- "Man," saith I in my hurry, but he were of a higher circle
- of life than that -- 'a was a gentleman-tailor really, worth
- scores of pounds. And he became a very celebrated bankrupt
- two or three times."
-
- "Oh, I thought he was quite a common man!" said Joseph.
-
- "Oh no, no! That man failed for heaps of money; hundreds in
- gold and silver."
-
- The maltster being rather short of breath, Mr. Coggan, after
- absently scrutinising a coal which had fallen among the
- ashes, took up the narrative, with a private twirl of his
- eye: --
-
- "Well, now, you'd hardly believe it, but that man -- our
- Miss Everdene's father -- was one of the ficklest husbands
- alive, after a while. Understand? 'a didn't want to be
- fickle, but he couldn't help it. The pore feller were
- faithful and true enough to her in his wish, but his heart
- would rove, do what he would. He spoke to me in real
- tribulation about it once. "Coggan," he said, "I could
- never wish for a handsomer woman than I've got, but feeling
- she's ticketed as my lawful wife, I can't help my wicked
- heart wandering, do what I will." But at last I believe he
- cured it by making her take off her wedding-ring and calling
- her by her maiden name as they sat together after the shop
- was shut, and so 'a would get to fancy she was only his
- sweetheart, and not married to him at all. And as soon as
- he could thoroughly fancy he was doing wrong and committing
- the seventh, 'a got to like her as well as ever, and they
- lived on a perfect picture of mutel love."
-
- "Well, 'twas a most ungodly remedy," murmured Joseph
- Poorgrass; "but we ought to feel deep cheerfulness that a
- happy Providence kept it from being any worse. You see, he
- might have gone the bad road and given his eyes to
- unlawfulness entirely -- yes, gross unlawfulness, so to say
- it."
-
- "You see," said Billy Smallbury, "The man's will was to do
- right, sure enough, but his heart didn't chime in."
-
- "He got so much better, that he was quite godly in his later
- years, wasn't he, Jan?" said Joseph Poorgrass. "He got
- himself confirmed over again in a more serious way, and took
- to saying 'Amen' almost as loud as the clerk, and he liked
- to copy comforting verses from the tombstones. He used,
- too, to hold the money-plate at Let Your Light so Shine, and
- stand godfather to poor little come-by-chance children; and
- he kept a missionary box upon his table to nab folks
- unawares when they called; yes, and he would box the
- charity-boys' ears, if they laughed in church, till they
- could hardly stand upright, and do other deeds of piety
- natural to the saintly inclined."
-
- "Ay, at that time he thought of nothing but high things,"
- added Billy Smallbury. "One day Parson Thirdly met him and
- said, 'Good-Morning, Mister Everdene; 'tis a fine day!'
- 'Amen' said Everdene, quite absent-like, thinking only of
- religion when he seed a parson. Yes, he was a very
- Christian man."
-
- "Their daughter was not at all a pretty chiel at that time,"
- said Henery Fray. "Never should have thought she'd have
- growed up such a handsome body as she is."
-
- "'Tis to be hoped her temper is as good as her face."
-
- "Well, yes; but the baily will have most to do with the
- business and ourselves. Ah!" Henery gazed into the ashpit,
- and smiled volumes of ironical knowledge.
-
- "A queer Christian, like the Devil's head in a cowl,[1] as
- the saying is," volunteered Mark Clark.
-
- [1] This phrase is a conjectural emendation of the
- unintelligible expression, "as the Devil said to the Owl,"
- used by the natives.
-
- "He is," said Henery, implying that irony must cease at a
- certain point. "Between we two, man and man, I believe that
- man would as soon tell a lie Sundays as working-days -- that
- I do so."
-
- "Good faith, you do talk!" said Gabriel.
-
- "True enough," said the man of bitter moods, looking round
- upon the company with the antithetic laughter that comes
- from a keener appreciation of the miseries of life than
- ordinary men are capable of. 'Ah, there's people of one
- sort, and people of another, but that man -- bless your
- souls!"
-
- Gabriel thought fit to change the subject. "You must be a
- very aged man, malter, to have sons growed mild and ancient"
- he remarked.
-
- "Father's so old that 'a can't mind his age, can ye,
- father?" interposed Jacob. "And he's growed terrible
- crooked too, lately," Jacob continued, surveying his
- father's figure, which was rather more bowed than his own.
- "Really one may say that father there is three-double."
-
- "Crooked folk will last a long while," said the maltster,
- grimly, and not in the best humour.
-
- "Shepherd would like to hear the pedigree of yer life,
- father -- wouldn't ye, shepherd?"
-
- "Ay that I should," said Gabriel with the heartiness of a
- man who had longed to hear it for several months. "What may
- your age be, malter?"
-
- The maltster cleared his throat in an exaggerated form for
- emphasis, and elongating his gaze to the remotest point of
- the ashpit, said, in the slow speech justifiable when the
- importance of a subject is so generally felt that any
- mannerism must be tolerated in getting at it, "Well, I don't
- mind the year I were born in, but perhaps I can reckon up
- the places I've lived at, and so get it that way. I bode at
- Upper Longpuddle across there" (nodding to the north) "till
- I were eleven. I bode seven at Kingsbere" (nodding to the
- east) "where I took to malting. I went therefrom to
- Norcombe, and malted there two-and-twenty years, and-two-
- and-twenty years I was there turnip-hoeing and harvesting.
- Ah, I knowed that old place, Norcombe, years afore you were
- thought of, Master Oak" (Oak smiled sincere belief in the
- fact). "Then I malted at Durnover four year, and four year
- turnip-hoeing; and I was fourteen times eleven months at
- Millpond St. Jude's" (nodding north-west-by-north). "Old
- Twills wouldn't hire me for more than eleven months at a
- time, to keep me from being chargeable to the parish if so
- be I was disabled. Then I was three year at Mellstock,
- and I've been here one-and-thirty year come Candlemas. How
- much is that?"
-
- "Hundred and seventeen," chuckled another old gentleman,
- given to mental arithmetic and little conversation, who had
- hitherto sat unobserved in a corner.
-
- "Well, then, that's my age," said the maltster,
- emphatically.
-
- "O no, father!" said Jacob. "Your turnip-hoeing were in the
- summer and your malting in the winter of the same years, and
- ye don't ought to count-both halves father."
-
- "Chok' it all! I lived through the summers, didn't I? That's
- my question. I suppose ye'll say next I be no age at all to
- speak of?"
-
- "Sure we shan't," said Gabriel, soothingly.
-
- "Ye be a very old aged person, malter," attested Jan Coggan,
- also soothingly. "We all know that, and ye must have a
- wonderful talented constitution to be able to live so long,
- mustn't he, neighbours?"
-
- "True, true; ye must, malter, wonderful," said the meeting
- unanimously.
-
- The maltster, being know pacified, was even generous enough
- to voluntarily disparage in a slight degree the virtue of
- having lived a great many years, by mentioning that the cup
- they were drinking out of was three years older than he.
-
- While the cup was being examined, the end of Gabriel Oak's
- flute became visible over his smock-frock pocket, and Henery
- Fray exclaimed, "Surely, shepherd, I seed you blowing into a
- great flute by now at Casterbridge?"
-
- "You did," said Gabriel, blushing faintly. "I've been in
- great trouble, neighbours, and was driven to it. I used not
- to be so poor as I be now."
-
- "Never mind, heart!" said Mark Clark. You should take it
- careless-like, shepherd, and your time will come. But we
- could thank ye for a tune, if ye bain't too tired?"
-
- "Neither drum nor trumpet have I heard since Christmas,"
- said Jan Coggan. "Come, raise a tune, Master Oak!"
-
- "Ay, that I will," said Gabriel, pulling out his flute and
- putting it together. "A poor tool, neighbours; but such as
- I can do ye shall have and welcome."
-
- Oak then struck up "Jockey to the Fair," and played that
- sparkling melody three times through accenting the notes in
- the third round in a most artistic and lively manner by
- bending his body in small jerks and tapping with his foot to
- beat time.
-
- "He can blow the flute very well -- that 'a can," said a
- young married man, who having no individuality worth
- mentioning was known as "Susan Tall's husband." He
- continued, "I'd as lief as not be able to blow into a flute
- as well as that."
-
- "He's a clever man, and 'tis a true comfort for us to have
- such a shepherd," murmured Joseph Poorgrass, in a soft
- cadence. "We ought to feel full o' thanksgiving that he's
- not a player of ba'dy songs 'instead of these merry tunes;
- for 'twould have been just as easy for God to have made the
- shepherd a loose low man -- a man of iniquity, so to speak
- it -- as what he is. Yes, for our wives' and daughters'
- sakes we should feel real thanks giving."
-
- "True, true, -- real thanksgiving!" dashed in Mark Clark
- conclusively, not feeling it to be of any consequence to his
- opinion that he had only heard about a word and three-
- quarters of what Joseph had said.
-
- "Yes," added Joseph, beginning to feel like a man in the
- Bible; "for evil do thrive so in these times that ye may be
- as much deceived in the cleanest shaved and whitest shirted
- man as in the raggedest tramp upon the turnpike, if I may
- term it so."
-
- "Ay, I can mind yer face now, shepherd," said Henery Fray,
- criticising Gabriel with misty eyes as he entered upon his
- second tune. "Yes -- now I see 'ee blowing into the flute I
- know 'ee to be the same man I see play at Casterbridge, for
- yer mouth were scrimped up and yer eyes a-staring out like a
- strangled man's -- just as they be now."
-
- "'Tis a pity that playing the flute should make a man look
- such a scarecrow," observed Mr. Mark Clark, with additional
- criticism of Gabriel's countenance, the latter person
- jerking out, with the ghastly grimace required by the
- instrument, the chorus of "Dame Durden:" --
-
- 'Twas Moll' and Bet', and Doll' and Kate',
- And Dor'-othy Drag'-gle Tail'.
-
- "I hope you don't mind that young man's bad manners in
- naming your features?" whispered Joseph to Gabriel.
-
- "Not at all," said Mr. Oak.
-
- "For by nature ye be a very handsome man, shepherd,"
- continued Joseph Poorgrass, with winning sauvity.
-
- "Ay, that ye be, shepard," said the company.
-
- "Thank you very much," said Oak, in the modest tone good
- manners demanded, thinking, however, that he would never let
- Bathsheba see him playing the flute; in this resolve showing
- a discretion equal to that related to its sagacious
- inventress, the divine Minerva herself.
-
- "Ah, when I and my wife were married at Norcombe Church,"
- said the old maltster, not pleased at finding himself left
- out of the subject "we were called the handsomest couple in
- the neighbourhood -- everybody said so."
-
- "Danged if ye bain't altered now, malter," said a voice with
- the vigour natural to the enunciation of a remarkably
- evident truism. It came from the old man in the background,
- whose offensiveness and spiteful ways were barely atoned for
- by the occasional chuckle he contributed to general laughs.
-
- "O no, no," said Gabriel.
-
- "Don't ye play no more shepherd" said Susan Tall's husband,
- the young married man who had spoken once before. "I must
- be moving and when there's tunes going on I seem as if hung
- in wires. If I thought after I'd left that music was still
- playing, and I not there, I should be quite melancholy-
- like."
-
- "What's yer hurry then, Laban?" inquired Coggan. "You used
- to bide as late as the latest."
-
- "Well, ye see, neighbours, I was lately married to a woman,
- and she's my vocation now, and so ye see ----" The young
- man halted lamely.
-
- "New Lords new laws, as the saying is, I suppose," remarked
- Coggan.
-
- "Ay, 'a b'lieve -- ha, ha!" said Susan Tall's husband, in a
- tone intended to imply his habitual reception of jokes
- without minding them at all. The young man then wished them
- good-night and withdrew.
-
- Henery Fray was the first to follow. Then Gabriel arose and
- went off with Jan Coggan, who had offered him a lodging. A
- few minutes later, when the remaining ones were on their
- legs and about to depart, Fray came back again in a hurry.
- Flourishing his finger ominously he threw a gaze teeming
- with tidings just where his eye alighted by accident, which
- happened to be in Joseph Poorgrass's face.
-
- "O -- what's the matter, what's the matter, Henery?" said
- Joseph, starting back.
-
- "What's a-brewing, Henrey?" asked Jacob and Mark Clark.
-
- "Baily Pennyways -- Baily Pennyways -- I said so; yes, I
- said so!"
-
- "What, found out stealing anything?"
-
- "Stealing it is. The news is, that after Miss Everdene got
- home she went out again to see all was safe, as she usually
- do, and coming in found Baily Pennyways creeping down the
- granary steps with half a a bushel of barley. She fleed at
- him like a cat -- never such a tomboy as she is -- of course
- I speak with closed doors?"
-
- "You do -- you do, Henery."
-
- "She fleed at him, and, to cut a long story short, he owned
- to having carried off five sack altogether, upon her
- promising not to persecute him. Well, he's turned out neck
- and crop, and my question is, who's going to be baily now?"
-
- The question was such a profound one that Henery was obliged
- to drink there and then from the large cup till the bottom
- was distinctly visible inside. Before he had replaced it on
- the table, in came the young man, Susan Tall's husband, in a
- still greater hurry.
-
- "Have ye heard the news that's all over parish?"
-
- "About Baily Pennyways?"
-
- "But besides that?"
-
- "No -- not a morsel of it!" they replied, looking into the
- very midst of Laban Tall as if to meet his words half-way
- down his throat.
-
- "What a night of horrors!" murmured Joseph Poorgrass, waving
- his hands spasmodically. "I've had the news-bell ringing in
- my left ear quite bad enough for a murder, and I've seen a
- magpie all alone!"
-
- "Fanny Robin -- Miss everdene's youngest servant -- can't be
- found. They've been wanting to lock up the door these two
- hours, but she isn't come in. And they don't know what to
- do about going to hed for fear of locking her out. They
- wouldn't be so concerned if she hadn't been noticed in such
- low spirits these last few days, and Maryann d' think the
- beginning of a crowner's inquest has happened to the poor
- girl."
-
- "Oh -- 'tis burned -- 'tis burned!" came from Joseph
- Poorgrass's dry lips.
-
- "No -- 'tis drowned!" said Tall.
-
- "Or 'tis her father's razor!" suggested Billy Smallbury,
- with a vivid sense of detail.
-
- "Well -- Miss Everdene wants to speak to one or two of us
- before we go to bed. What with this trouble about the
- baily, and now about the girl, mis'ess is almost wild."
-
- They all hastened up the lane to the farmhouse, excepting
- the old maltster, whom neither news, fire, rain, nor thunder
- could draw from his hole. There, as the others' footsteps
- died away he sat down again and continued gazing as usual
- into the furnace with his red, bleared eyes.
-
- From the bedroom window above their heads Bathsheba's head
- and shoulders, robed in mystic white, were dimly seen
- extended into the air.
-
- "Are any of my men among you?" she said anxiously.
-
- "Yes, ma'am, several," said Susan Tall's husband.
-
- "To-morrow morning I wish two or three of you to make
- inquiries in the villages round if they have seen such a
- person as Fanny Robin. Do it quietly; there is no reason
- for alarm as yet. She must have left whilst we were all at
- the fire."
-
- "I beg yer pardon, but had she any young man courting her in
- the parish, ma'am?" asked Jacob Smallbury.
-
- "I don't know," said Bathsheba.
-
- "I've never heard of any such thing, ma'am," said two or
- three.
-
- "It is hardly likely, either," continued Bathsheba. "For
- any lover of hers might have come to the house if he had
- been a respectable lad. The most mysterious matter
- connected with her absence -- indeed, the only thing which
- gives me serious alarm -- is that she was seen to go out of
- the house by Maryann with only her indoor working gown on --
- not even a bonnet."
-
- "And you mean, ma'am, excusing my words, that a young woman
- would hardly go to see her young man without dressing up,"
- said Jacob, turning his mental vision upon past experiences.
- "That's true -- she would not, ma'am."
-
- "She had, I think, a bundle, though I couldn't see very
- well," said a female voice from another window, which seemed
- that of Maryann. "But she had no young man about here.
- Hers lives in Casterbridge, and I believe he's a soldier."
-
- "Do you know his name?" Bathsheba said.
-
- "No, mistress; she was very close about it."
-
- "Perhaps I might be able to find out if I went to
- Casterbridge barracks," said William Smallbury.
-
- "Very well; if she doesn't return tomorrow, mind you go
- there and try to discover which man it is, and see him. I
- feel more responsible than I should if she had had any
- friends or relations alive. I do hope she has come to no
- harm through a man of that kind.... And then there's this
- disgraceful affair of the bailiff -- but I can't speak of
- him now."
-
- Bathsheba had so many reasons for uneasiness that it seemed
- she did not think it worth while to dwell upon any
- particular one. "Do as I told you, then," she said in
- conclusion, closing the casement.
-
- "Ay, ay, mistress; we will," they replied, and moved away.
-
- That night at Coggan's, Gabriel Oak, beneath the screen of
- closed eyelids, was busy with fancies, and full of movement,
- like a river flowing rapidly under its ice. Night had
- always been the time at which he saw Bathsheba most vividly,
- and through the slow hours of shadow he tenderly regarded
- her image now. It is rarely that the pleasures of the
- imagination will compensate for the pain of sleeplessness,
- but they possibly did with Oak to-night, for the delight of
- merely seeing her effaced for the time his perception of the
- great difference between seeing and possessing.
-
- He also thought of plans for fetching his few utensils and
- books from Norcombe. THE YOUNG MAN'S BEST COMPANION, THE
- FARRIER'S SURE GUIDE, THE VETERINARY SURGEON, PARADISE LOST,
- THE PILGRIM'S PROGRESS, ROBINSON CRUSOE, ASH'S DICTIONARY,
- the Walkingame's ARITHMETIC, constituted his library; and
- though a limited series, it was one from which he had
- acquired more sound information by diligent perusal than
- many a man of opportunities has done from a furlong of laden
- shelves.
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-
- THE HOMESTEAD -- A VISITOR -- HALF-CONFIDENCES
-
-
- BY daylight, the Bower of Oak's new-found mistress,
- Bathsheba Everdene, presented itself as a hoary building, of
- the early stage of Classic Renaissance as regards its
- architecture, and of a proportion which told at a glance
- that, as is so frequently the case, it had once been the
- memorial hall upon a small estate around it, now altogether
- effaced as a distinct property, and merged in the vast tract
- of a non-resident landlord, which comprised several such
- modest demesnes.
-
- Fluted pilasters, worked from the solid stone, decorated its
- front, and above the roof the chimneys were panelled or
- columnar, some coped gables with finials and like features
- still retaining traces of their Gothic extraction. Soft
- brown mosses, like faded velveteen, formed cushions upon the
- stone tiling, and tufts of the houseleek or sengreen
- sprouted from the eaves of the low surrounding buildings. A
- gravel walk leading from the door to the road in front was
- encrusted at the sides with more moss -- here it was a
- silver-green variety, the nut-brown of the gravel being
- visible to the width of only a foot or two in the centre.
- This circumstance, and the generally sleepy air of the whole
- prospect here, together with the animated and contrasting
- state of the reverse facade, suggested to the imagination
- that on the adaptation of the building for farming purposes
- the vital principle of the house had turned round inside its
- body to face the other way. Reversals of this kind, strange
- deformities, tremendous paralyses, are often seen to be
- inflicted by trade upon edifices -- either individual or in
- the aggregate as streets and towns -- which were originally
- planned for pleasure alone.
-
- Lively voices were heard this morning in the upper rooms,
- the main staircase to which was of hard oak, the balusters,
- heavy as bed-posts, being turned and moulded in the quaint
- fashion of their century, the handrail as stout as a
- parapet-top, and the stairs themselves continually twisting
- round like a person trying to look over his shoulder. Going
- up, the floors above were found to have a very irregular
- surface, rising to ridges, sinking into valleys; and being
- just then uncarpeted, the face of the boards was seen to be
- eaten into innumerable vermiculations. Every window replied
- by a clang to the opening and shutting of every door, a
- tremble followed every bustling movement, and a creak
- accompanied a walker about the house, like a spirit,
- wherever he went.
-
- In the room from which the conversation proceeded Bathsheba
- and her servant-companion, Liddy Smallbury were to be
- discovered sitting upon the floor, and sorting a
- complication of papers, books, bottles, and rubbish spread
- out thereon -- remnants from the household stores of the
- late occupier. Liddy, the maltster's great-granddaughter,
- was about Bathsheba's equal in age, and her face was a
- prominent advertisement of the light-hearted English country
- girl. The beauty her features might have lacked in form was
- amply made up for by perfection of hue, which at this
- winter-time was the softened ruddiness on a surface of high
- rotundity that we meet with in a Terburg or a Gerard Douw;
- and, like the presentations of those great colourists, it
- was a face which kept well back from the boundary between
- comeliness and the ideal. Though elastic in nature she was
- less daring than Bathsheba, and occasionally showed some
- earnestness, which consisted half of genuine feeling, and
- half of mannerliness superadded by way of duty.
-
- Through a partly-opened door the noise of a scrubbing-brush
- led up to the charwoman, Maryann Money, a person who for a
- face had a circular disc, furrowed less by age than by long
- gazes of perplexity at distant objects. To think of her was
- to get good-humoured; to speak of her was to raise the image
- of a dried Normandy pippin.
-
- "Stop your scrubbing a moment," said Bathsheba through the
- door to her. "I hear something."
-
- Maryann suspended the brush.
-
- The tramp of a horse was apparent, approaching the front of
- the building. The paces slackened, turned in at the wicket,
- and, what was most unusual, came up the mossy path close to
- the door. The door was tapped with the end of a crop or
- stick.
-
- "What impertinence!" said Liddy, in a low voice. "To ride
- up the footpath like that! Why didn't he stop at the gate?
- Lord! 'Tis a gentleman! I see the top of his hat."
-
- "Be quiet!" said Bathsheba.
-
- The further expression of Liddy's concern was continued by
- aspect instead of narrative.
-
- "Why doesn't Mrs. Coggan go to the door?" Bath-sheba
- continued.
-
- Rat-tat-tat-tat resounded more decisively from Bath-sheba's
- oak.
-
- "Maryann, you go!" said she, fluttering under the onset of
- a crowd of romantic possibilities.
-
- "Oh ma'am -- see, here's a mess!"
-
- The argument was unanswerable after a glance at Maryann.
-
- "Liddy -- you must," said Bathsheba.
-
- Liddy held up her hands and arms, coated with dust from the
- rubbish they were sorting, and looked imploringly at her
- mistress.
-
- "There -- Mrs. Coggan is going!" said Bathsheba, exhaling
- her relief in the form of a long breath which had lain in
- her bosom a minute or more.
-
- The door opened, and a deep voice said --
-
- "Is Miss Everdene at home?"
-
- "I'll see, sir," said Mrs. Coggan, and in a minute appeared
- in the room.
-
- "Dear, what a thirtover place this world is!" continued Mrs.
- Coggan (a wholesome-looking lady who had a voice for each
- class of remark according to the emotion involved; who could
- toss a pancake or twirl a mop with the accuracy of pure
- mathematics, and who at this moment showed hands shaggy with
- fragments of dough and arms encrusted with flour). "I am
- never up to my elbows, Miss, in making a pudding but one of
- two things do happen -- either my nose must needs begin
- tickling, and I can't live without scratching it, or
- somebody knocks at the door. Here's Mr. Boldwood wanting to
- see you, Miss Everdne."
-
- A woman's dress being a part of her countenance, and any
- disorder in the one being of the same nature with a
- malformation or wound in the other, Bathsheba said at once -
- -
-
- "I can't see him in this state. Whatever shall I do?"
-
- Not-at-homes were hardly naturalized in Weatherbury
- farmhouses, so Liddy suggested -- "Say you're a fright with
- dust, and can't come down."
-
- "Yes -- that sounds very well," said Mrs. Coggan,
- critically.
-
- "Say I can't see him -- that will do."
-
- Mrs. Coggan went downstairs, and returned the answer as
- requested, adding, however, on her own responsibility, "Miss
- is dusting bottles, sir, and is quite a object -- that's why
- 'tis."
-
- "Oh, very well," said the deep voice indifferently. "All I
- wanted to ask was, if anything had been heard of Fanny
- Robin?"
-
- "Nothing, sir -- but we may know to-night. William
- Smallbury is gone to Casterbridge, where her young man
- lives, as is supposed, and the other men be inquiring about
- everywhere."
-
- The horse's tramp then recommenced and retreated, and the
- door closed.
-
- "Who is Mr. Boldwood?" said Bathsheba.
-
- "A gentleman-farmer at Little Weatherbury."
-
- "Married?"
-
- "No, miss."
-
- "How old is he?"
-
- "Forty, I should say -- very handsome -- rather stern-
- looking -- and rich."
-
- "What a bother this dusting is! I am always in some
- unfortunate plight or other," Bathsheba said, complainingly.
- "Why should he inquire about Fanny?"
-
- "Oh, because, as she had no friends in her childhood, he
- took her and put her to school, and got her her place here
- under your uncle. He's a very kind man that way, but Lord --
- there!"
-
- "What?"
-
- "Never was such a hopeless man for a woman! He's been
- courted by sixes and sevens -- all the girls, gentle and
- simple, for miles round, have tried him. Jane Perkins
- worked at him for two months like a slave, and the two Miss
- Taylors spent a year upon him, and he cost Farmer Ives's
- daughter nights of tears and twenty pounds' worth of new
- clothes; but Lord -- the money might as well have been
- thrown out of the window."
-
- A little boy came up at this moment and looked in upon them.
- This child was one of the Coggans, who, with the Smallburys,
- were as common among the families of this district as the
- Avons and Derwents among our rivers. He always had a
- loosened tooth or a cut finger to show to particular
- friends, which he did with an air of being thereby elevated
- above the common herd of afflictionless humanity -- to which
- exhibition people were expected to say "Poor child!" with a
- dash of congratulation as well as pity.
-
- "I've got a pen-nee!" said Master Coggan in a scanning
- measure.
-
- "Well -- who gave it you, Teddy?" said Liddy.
-
- "Mis-terr Bold-wood! He gave it to me for opening the gate."
-
- "What did he say?"
-
- "He said, 'Where are you going, my little man?' and I said,
- 'To Miss Everdene's please,' and he said, 'She is a staid
- woman, isn't she, my little man?' and I said, 'Yes.'"
-
- "You naughty child! What did you say that for?"
-
- "'Cause he gave me the penny!"
-
- "What a pucker everything is in!" said Bathsheba,
- discontentedly when the child had gone. "Get away, Maryann,
- or go on with your scrubbing, or do something! You ought to
- be married by this time, and not here troubling me!"
-
- "Ay, mistress -- so I did. But what between the poor men I
- won't have, and the rich men who won't have me, I stand as a
- pelicon in the wilderness!"
-
- "Did anybody ever want to marry you miss?" Liddy ventured to
- ask when they were again alone. "Lots of 'em, I daresay?"
-
- Bathsheba paused, as if about to refuse a reply, but the
- temptation to say yes, since it was really in her power was
- irresistible by aspiring virginity, in spite of her spleen
- at having been published as old.
-
- "A man wanted to once," she said, in a highly experienced
- tone and the image of Gabriel Oak, as the farmer, rose
- before her.
-
- "How nice it must seem!" said Liddy, with the fixed features
- of mental realization. "And you wouldn't have him?"
-
- "He wasn't quite good enough for me."
-
- "How sweet to be able to disdain, when most of us are glad
- to say, 'Thank you!' I seem I hear it. 'No, sir -- I'm your
- better.' or 'Kiss my foot, sir; my face is for mouths of
- consequence.' And did you love him, miss?"
-
- "Oh, no. But I rather liked him."
-
- "Do you now?"
-
- "Of course not -- what footsteps are those I hear?"
-
- Liddy looked from a back window into the courtyard behind,
- which was now getting low-toned and dim with the earliest
- films of night. A crooked file of men was approaching the
- back door. The whole string of trailing individuals
- advanced in the completest balance of intention, like the
- remarkable creatures known as Chain Salpae, which,
- distinctly organized in other respects, have one will common
- to a whole family. Some were, as usual, in snow-white
- smock-frocks of Russia duck, and some in whitey-brown ones
- of drabbet -- marked on the wrists, breasts, backs, and
- sleeves with honeycomb-work. Two or three women in pattens
- brought up the rear.
-
- "The Philistines be upon us," said Liddy, making her nose
- white against the glass.
-
- "Oh, very well. Maryann, go down and keep them in the
- kitchen till I am dressed, and then show them in to me in
- the hall."
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-
- MISTRESS AND MEN
-
-
- HALF-AN-HOUR later Bathsheba, in finished dress, and
- followed by Liddy, entered the upper end of the old hall to
- find that her men had all deposited themselves on a long
- form and a settle at the lower extremity. She sat down at a
- table and opened the time-book, pen in her hand, with a
- canvas money-bag beside her. From this she poured a small
- heap of coin. Liddy chose a position at her elbow and began
- to sew, sometimes pausing and looking round, or with the air
- of a privileged person, taking up one of the half-sovereigns
- lying before her and surveying it merely as a work of art,
- while strictly preventing her countenance from expressing
- any wish to possess it as money.
-
- "Now before I begin, men," said Bathsheba, "I have two
- matters to speak of. The first is that the bailiff is
- dismissed for thieving, and that I have formed a resolution
- to have no bailiff at all, but to manage everything with my
- own head and hands."
-
- The men breathed an audible breath of amazement.
-
- "The next matter is, have you heard anything of Fanny?"
-
- "Nothing, ma'am."
-
- "Have you done anything?"
-
- "I met Farmer Boldwood," said Jacob Smallbury, "and I went
- with him and two of his men, and dragged Newmill Pond, but
- we found nothing."
-
- "And the new shepherd have been to Buck's Head, by Yalbury,
- thinking she had gone there, but nobody had seed her," said
- Laban Tall.
-
- "Hasn't William Smallbury been to Casterbridge?"
-
- "Yes, ma'am, but he's not yet come home. He promised to be
- back by six."
-
- "It wants a quarter to six at present," said Bathsheba,
- looking at her watch. "I daresay he'll be in directly.
- Well, now then" -- she looked into the book -- "Joseph
- Poorgrass, are you there?"
-
- "Yes, sir -- ma'am I mane," said the person addressed. "I
- be the personal name of Poorgrass."
-
- "And what are you?"
-
- "Nothing in my own eye. In the eye of other people -- well,
- I don't say it; though public thought will out."
-
- "What do you do on the farm?"
-
- "I do do carting things all the year, and in seed time I
- shoots the rooks and sparrows, and helps at pig-killing,
- sir."
-
- "How much to you?"
-
- "Please nine and ninepence and a good halfpenny where 'twas
- a bad one, sir -- ma'am I mane."
-
- "Quite correct. Now here are ten shillings in addition as a
- small present, as I am a new comer."
-
- Bathsheba blushed slightly at the sense of being generous in
- public, and Henery Fray, who had drawn up towards her chair,
- lifted his eyebrows and fingers to express amazement on a
- small scale.
-
- "How much do I owe you -- that man in the corner -- what's
- your name?" continued Bathsheba.
-
- "Matthew Moon, ma'am," said a singular framework of clothes
- with nothing of any consequence inside them, which advanced
- with the toes in no definite direction forwards, but turned
- in or out as they chanced to swing.
-
- "Matthew Mark, did you say? -- speak out -- I shall not hurt
- you," inquired the young farmer, kindly.
-
- "Matthew Moon, mem," said Henery Fray, correctingly, from
- behind her chair, to which point he had edged himself.
-
- "Matthew Moon," murmured Bathsheba, turning her bright eyes
- to the book. "Ten and twopence halfpenny is the sum put
- down to you, I see?"
-
- "Yes, mis'ess," said Matthew, as the rustle of wind among
- dead leaves.
-
- "Here it is, and ten shillings. Now the next -- Andrew
- Randle, you are a new man, I hear. How come you to leave
- your last farm?"
-
- "P-p-p-p-p-pl-pl-pl-pl-l-l-l-l-ease, ma'am, p-p-p-p-pl-pl-
- pl-pl-please, ma'am-please'm-please'm ----"
-
- "'A's a stammering man, mem," said Henery Fray in an
- undertone, "and they turned him away because the only time
- he ever did speak plain he said his soul was his own, and
- other iniquities, to the squire. 'A can cuss, mem, as well
- as you or I, but 'a can't speak a common speech to save his
- life."
-
- "Andrew Randle, here's yours -- finish thanking me in a day
- or two. Temperance Miller -- oh, here's another, Soberness
- -- both women I suppose?"
-
- "Yes'm. Here we be, 'a b'lieve," was echoed in shrill
- unison.
-
- "What have you been doing?"
-
- "Tending thrashing-machine and wimbling haybonds, and saying
- 'Hoosh!' to the cocks and hens when they go upon your seeds
- and planting Early Flourballs and Thompson's Wonderfuls with
- a dibble."
-
- "Yes -- I see. Are they satisfactory women?" she inquired
- softly of Henery Fray.
-
- "Oh mem -- don't ask me! Yielding women -- as scarlet a pair
- as ever was!" groaned Henery under his breath.
-
- "Sit down.
-
- "Who, mem?"
-
- "Sit down,"
-
- Joseph Poorgrass, in the background twitched, and his lips
- became dry with fear of some terrible consequences, as he
- saw Bathsheba summarily speaking, and Henery slinking off to
- a corner.
-
- "Now the next. Laban Tall, you'll stay on working for me?"
-
- "For you or anybody that pays me well, ma'am," replied the
- young married man.
-
- "True -- the man must live!" said a woman in the back
- quarter, who had just entered with clicking pattens.
-
- "What woman is that?" Bathsheba asked.
-
- "I be his lawful wife!" continued the voice with greater
- prominence of manner and tone. This lady called herself
- five-and-twenty, looked thirty, passed as thirty-five, and
- was forty. She was a woman who never, like some newly
- married, showed conjugal tenderness in public, perhaps
- because she had none to show.
-
- "Oh, you are," said Bathsheba. "Well, Laban, will you stay
- on?"
-
- "Yes, he'll stay, ma'am!" said again the shrill tongue of
- Laban's lawful wife.
-
- "Well, he can speak for himself, I suppose."
-
- "Oh Lord, not he, ma'am! A simple tool. Well enough, but a
- poor gawkhammer mortal," the wife replied
-
- "Heh-heh-heh!" laughed the married man with a hideous effort
- of appreciation, for he was as irrepressibly good-humoured
- under ghastly snubs as a parliamentary candidate on the
- hustings.
-
- The names remaining were called in the same manner.
-
- "Now I think I have done with you," said Bathsheba, closing
- the book and shaking back a stray twine of hair. "Has
- William Smallbury returned?"
-
- "No, ma'am."
-
- "The new shepherd will want a man under him," suggested
- Henery Fray, trying to make himself official again by a
- sideway approach towards her chair.
-
- "Oh -- he will. Who can he have?"
-
- "Young Cain Ball is a very good lad," Henery said, "and
- Shepherd Oak don't mind his youth?" he added, turning with
- an apologetic smile to the shepherd, who had just appeared
- on the scene, and was now leaning against the doorpost with
- his arms folded.
-
- "No, I don't mind that," said Gabriel.
-
- "How did Cain come by such a name?" asked Bathsheba.
-
- "Oh you see, mem, his pore mother, not being a Scripture-
- read woman, made a mistake at his christening, thinking
- 'twas Abel killed Cain, and called en Cain, but 'twas too
- late, for the name could never be got rid of in the parish.
- 'Tis very unfortunate for the boy."
-
- "It is rather unfortunate."
-
- "Yes. However, we soften it down as much as we can, and
- call him Cainy. Ah, pore widow-woman! she cried her heart
- out about it almost. She was brought up by a very heathen
- father and mother, who never sent her to church or school,
- and it shows how the sins of the parents are visited upon
- the children, mem."
-
- Mr. Fray here drew up his features to the mild degree of
- melancholy required when the persons involved in the given
- misfortune do not belong to your own family.
-
- "Very well then, Cainey Ball to be under-shepherd. And you
- quite understand your duties? -- you I mean, Gabriel Oak?"
-
- "Quite well, I thank you, Miss Everdene," said Shepard Oak
- from the doorpost. "If I don't, I'll inquire." Gabriel was
- rather staggered by the remarkable coolness of her manner.
- Certainly nobody without previous information would have
- dreamt that Oak and the handsome woman before whom he stood
- had ever been other than strangers. But perhaps her air was
- the inevitable result of the social rise which had advanced
- her from a cottage to a large house and fields. The case is
- not unexampled in high places. When, in the writings of the
- later poets, Jove and his family are found to have moved
- from their cramped quarters on the peak of Olympus into the
- wide sky above it, their words show a proportionate increase
- of arrogance and reserve.
-
- Footsteps were heard in the passage, combining in their
- character the qualities both of weight and measure, rather
- at the expense of velocity.
-
- (All.) "Here's Billy Smallbury come from Casterbridge."
-
- "And what's the news?" said Bathsheba, as William, after
- marching to the middle of the hall, took a handkerchief from
- his hat and wiped his forehead from its centre to its
- remoter boundaries.
-
- "I should have been sooner, miss," he said, "if it hadn't
- been for the weather." He then stamped with each foot
- severely, and on looking down his boots were perceived to be
- clogged with snow.
-
- "Come at last, is it?" said Henery.
-
- "Well, what about Fanny?" said Bathsheba.
-
- "Well, ma'am, in round numbers, she's run away with the
- soldiers," said William.
-
- "No; not a steady girl like Fanny!"
-
- "I'll tell ye all particulars. When I got to Casterbridge
- Barracks, they said, 'The Eleventh Dragoon-Guards be gone
- away, and new troops have come.' The Eleventh left last week
- for Melchester and onwards. The Route came from Government
- like a thief in the night, as is his nature to, and afore
- the Eleventh knew it almost, they were on the march. They
- passed near here."
-
- Gabriel had listened with interest. "I saw them go," he
- said.
-
- "Yes," continued William, "they pranced down the street
- playing 'The Girl I Left Behind Me,' so 'tis said, in
- glorious notes of triumph. Every looker-on's inside shook
- with the blows of the great drum to his deepest vitals, and
- there was not a dry eye throughout the town among the
- public-house people and the nameless women!"
-
- "But they're not gone to any war?"
-
- "No, ma'am; but they be gone to take the places of them who
- may, which is very close connected. And so I said to
- myself, Fanny's young man was one of the regiment, and she's
- gone after him. There, ma'am, that's it in black and
- white."
-
- "Did you find out his name?"
-
- "No; nobody knew it. I believe he was higher in rank than a
- private."
-
- Gabriel remained musing and said nothing, for he was in
- doubt.
-
- "Well, we are not likely to know more to-night, at any
- rate," said Bathsheba. "But one of you had better run
- across to Farmer Boldwood's and tell him that much."
-
- She then rose; but before retiring, addressed a few words to
- them with a pretty dignity, to which her mourning dress
- added a soberness that was hardly to be found in the words
- themselves.
-
- "Now mind, you have a mistress instead of a master. I don't
- yet know my powers or my talents in farming; but I shall do
- my best, and if you serve me well, so shall I serve you.
- Don't any unfair ones among you (if there are any such, but
- I hope not) suppose that because I'm a woman I don't
- understand the difference between bad goings-on and good."
-
- (All.) "No'm!"
-
- (Liddy.) "Excellent well said."
-
- "I shall be up before you are awake; I shall be afield
- before you are up; and I shall have breakfasted before you
- are afield. In short, I shall astonish you all.
-
- (All.) "Yes'm!"
-
- "And so good-night."
-
- (All.) "Good-night, ma'am."
-
- Then this small thesmothete stepped from the table, and
- surged out of the hall, her black silk dress licking up a
- few straws and dragging them along with a scratching noise
- upon the floor. Liddy, elevating her feelings to the
- occasion from a sense of grandeur, floated off behind
- Bathsheba with a milder dignity not entirely free from
- travesty, and the door was closed.
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-
- OUTSIDE THE BARRACKS -- SNOW -- A MEETING
-
-
- FOR dreariness nothing could surpass a prospect in the
- outskirts of a certain town and military station, many miles
- north of Weatherbury, at a later hour on this same snowy
- evening -- if that may be called a prospect of which the
- chief constituent was darkness.
-
- It was a night when sorrow may come to the brightest without
- causing any great sense of incongruity: when, with
- impressible persons, love becomes solicitousness, hope sinks
- to misgiving, and faith to hope: when the exercise of
- memory does not stir feelings of regret at opportunities for
- ambition that have been passed by, and anticipation does not
- prompt to enterprise.
-
- The scene was a public path, bordered on the left hand by a
- river, behind which rose a high wall. On the right was a
- tract of land, partly meadow and partly moor, reaching, at
- its remote verge, to a wide undulating uplan.
-
- The changes of the seasons are less obtrusive on spots of
- this kind than amid woodland scenery. Still, to a close
- observer, they are just as perceptible; the difference is
- that their media of manifestation are less trite and
- familiar than such well-known ones as the bursting of the
- buds or the fall of the leaf. Many are not so stealthy and
- gradual as we may be apt to imagine in considering the
- general torpidity of a moor or waste. Winter, in coming to
- the country hereabout, advanced in well-marked stages,
- wherein might have been successively observed the retreat of
- the snakes, the transformation of the ferns, the filling of
- the pools, a rising of fogs, the embrowning by frost, the
- collapse of the fungi, and an obliteration by snow.
-
- This climax of the series had been reached to-night on the
- aforesaid moor, and for the first time in the season its
- irregularities were forms without features; suggestive of
- anything, proclaiming nothing, and without more character
- than that of being the limit of something else -- the lowest
- layer of a firmament of snow. From this chaotic skyful of
- crowding flakes the mead and moor momentarily received
- additional clothing, only to appear momentarily more naked
- thereby. The vast arch of cloud above was strangely low,
- and formed as it were the roof of a large dark cavern,
- gradually sinking in upon its floor; for the instinctive
- thought was that the snow lining the heavens and that
- encrusting the earth would soon unite into one mass without
- any intervening stratum of air at all.
-
- We turn our attention to the left-hand characteristics;
- which were flatness in respect of the river, verticality in
- respect of the wall behind it, and darkness as to both.
- These features made up the mass. If anything could be
- darker than the sky, it was the wall, and if any thing could
- be gloomier than the wall it was the river beneath. The
- indistinct summit of the facade was notched and pronged by
- chimneys here and there, and upon its face were faintly
- signified the oblong shapes of windows, though only in the
- upper part. Below, down to the water's edge, the flat was
- unbroken by hole or projection.
-
- An indescribable succession of dull blows, perplexing in
- their regularity, sent their sound with difficulty through
- the fluffy atmosphere. It was a neighbouring clock striking
- ten. The bell was in the open air, and being overlaid with
- several inches of muffling snow, had lost its voice for the
- time.
-
- About this hour the snow abated: ten flakes fell where
- twenty had fallen, then one had the room of ten. Not long
- after a form moved by the brink of the river.
-
- By its outline upon the colourless background, a close
- observer might have seen that it was small. This was all
- that was positively discoverable, though it seemed human.
-
- The shape went slowly along, but without much exertion, for
- the snow, though sudden, was not as yet more than two inches
- deep. At this time some words were spoken aloud: --
-
- "One. Two. Three. Four. Five."
-
- Between each utterance the little shape advanced about half
- a dozen yards. It was evident now that the windows high in
- the wall were being counted. The word "Five" represented
- the fifth window from the end of the wall.
-
- Here the spot stopped, and dwindled smaller. The figure was
- stooping. Then a morsel of snow flew across the river
- towards the fifth window. It smacked against the wall at a
- point several yards from its mark. The throw was the idea
- of a man conjoined with the execution of a woman. No man
- who had ever seen bird, rabbit, or squirrel in his
- childhood, could possibly have thrown with such utter
- imbecility as was shown here.
-
- Another attempt, and another; till by degrees the wall must
- have become pimpled with the adhering lumps of snow At last
- one fragment struck the fifth window.
-
- The river would have been seen by day to be of that deep
- smooth sort which races middle and sides with the same
- gliding precision, any irregularities of speed being
- immediately corrected by a small whirlpool. Nothing was
- heard in reply to the signal but the gurgle and cluck of one
- of these invisible wheels -- together with a few small
- sounds which a sad man would have called moans, and a happy
- man laughter -- caused by the flapping of the waters against
- trifling objects in other parts of the stream.
-
- The window was struck again in the same manner.
-
- Then a noise was heard, apparently produced by the opening
- of the window. This was followed by a voice from the same
- quarter.
-
- "Who's there?"
-
- The tones were masculine, and not those of surprise. The
- high wall being that of a barrack, and marriage being looked
- upon with disfavour in the army, assignations and
- communications had probably been made across the river
- before tonight.
-
- "Is it Sergeant Troy?" said the blurred spot in the snow,
- tremulously.
-
- This person was so much like a mere shade upon the earth,
- and the other speaker so much a part of the building, that
- one would have said the wall was holding a conversation with
- the snow.
-
- "Yes," came suspiciously from the shadow. "What girl are
- you?"
-
- "Oh, Frank -- don't you know me?" said the spot. "Your
- wife, Fanny Robin."
-
- "Fanny!" said the wall, in utter astonishment.
-
- "Yes," said the girl, with a half-suppressed gasp of
- emotion.
-
- There was something in the woman's tone which is not that of
- the wife, and there was a manner in the man which is rarely
- a husband's. The dialogue went on:
-
- "How did you come here?"
-
- "I asked which was your window. Forgive me!"
-
- "I did not expect you to-night. Indeed, I did not think you
- would come at all. It was a wonder you found me here. I am
- orderly to-morrow."
-
- "You said I was to come."
-
- "Well -- I said that you might."
-
- "Yes, I mean that I might. You are glad to see me, Frank?"
-
- "Oh yes -- of course."
-
- "Can you -- come to me!"
-
- My dear Fan, no! The bugle has sounded, the barrack gates
- are closed, and I have no leave. We are all of us as good
- as in the county gaol till to-morrow morning."
-
- "Then I shan't see you till then!" The words were in a
- faltering tone of disappointment.
-
- "How did you get here from Weatherbury?"
-
- "I walked -- some part of the way -- the rest by the
- carriers."
-
- "I am surprised."
-
- "Yes -- so am I. And Frank, when will it be?"
-
- "What?"
-
- "That you promised."
-
- "I don't quite recollect."
-
- "O you do! Don't speak like that. It weighs me to the
- earth. It makes me say what ought to be said first by you."
-
- "Never mind -- say it."
-
- "O, must I? -- it is, when shall we be married, Frank?"
-
- "Oh, I see. Well -- you have to get proper clothes."
-
- "I have money. Will it be by banns or license?"
-
- "Banns, I should think."
-
- "And we live in two parishes."
-
- "Do we? What then?"
-
- "My lodgings are in St. Mary's, and this is not. So they
- will have to be published in both."
-
- "Is that the law?"
-
- "Yes. O Frank -- you think me forward, I am afraid! Don't,
- dear Frank -- will you -- for I love you so. And you said
- lots of times you would marry me, and and -- I -- I -- I ---
- -"
-
- "Don't cry, now! It is foolish. If I said so, of course I
- will."
-
- "And shall I put up the banns in my parish, and will you in
- yours?"
-
- "Yes"
-
- "To-morrow?"
-
- "Not tomorrow. We'll settle in a few days."
-
- "You have the permission of the officers?"
-
- "No, not yet."
-
- "O -- how is it? You said you almost had before you left
- Casterbridge."
-
- "The fact is, I forgot to ask. Your coming like this is so
- sudden and unexpected."
-
- "Yes -- yes -- it is. It was wrong of me to worry you.
- I'll go away now. Will you come and see me to-morrow, at
- Mrs. Twills's, in North Street? I don't like to come to the
- Barracks. There are bad women about, and they think me
- one."
-
- "Quite, so. I'll come to you, my dear. Good-night."
-
- "Good-night, Frank -- good-night!"
-
- And the noise was again heard of a window closing. The
- little spot moved away. When she passed the corner a
- subdued exclamation was heard inside the wall.
-
- "Ho -- ho -- Sergeant -- ho -- ho!" An expostulation
- followed, but it was indistinct; and it became lost amid a
- low peal of laughter, which was hardly distinguishable from
- the gurgle of the tiny whirlpools outside.
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-
- FARMERS -- A RULE -- IN EXCEPTION
-
-
- THE first public evidence of Bathsheba's decision to be a
- farmer in her own person and by proxy no more was her
- appearance the following market-day in the cornmarket at
- Casterbridge.
-
- The low though extensive hall, supported by beams and
- pillars, and latterly dignified by the name of Corn
- Exchange, was thronged with hot men who talked among each
- other in twos and threes, the speaker of the minute looking
- sideways into his auditor's face and concentrating his
- argument by a contraction of one eyelid during delivery.
- The greater number carried in their hands ground-ash
- saplings, using them partly as walking-sticks and partly for
- poking up pigs, sheep, neighbours with their backs turned,
- and restful things in general, which seemed to require such
- treatment in the course of their peregrinations. During
- conversations each subjected his sapling to great varieties
- of usage -- bending it round his back, forming an arch of it
- between his two hands, overweighting it on the ground till
- it reached nearly a semicircle; or perhaps it was hastily
- tucked under the arm whilst the sample-bag was pulled forth
- and a handful of corn poured into the palm, which, after
- criticism, was flung upon the floor, an issue of events
- perfectly well known to half-a-dozen acute town-bred fowls
- which had as usual crept into the building unobserved, and
- waited the fulfilment of their anticipations with a high-
- stretched neck and oblique eye.
-
- Among these heavy yeomen a feminine figure glided, the
- single one of her sex that the room contained. She was
- prettily and even daintily dressed. She moved between them
- as a chaise between carts, was heard after them as a romance
- after sermons, was felt among them like a breeze among
- furnaces. It had required a little determination -- far
- more than she had at first imagined -- to take up a position
- here, for at her first entry the lumbering dialogues had
- ceased, nearly every face had been turned towards her, and
- those that were already turned rigidly fixed there.
-
- Two or three only of the farmers were personally known to
- Bathsheba, and to these she had made her way. But if she
- was to be the practical woman she had intended to show
- herself, business must be carried on, introductions or none,
- and she ultimately acquired confidence enough to speak and
- reply boldly to men merely known to her by hearsay.
- Bathsheba too had her sample-bags, and by degrees adopted
- the professional pour into the hand -- holding up the grains
- in her narrow palm for inspection, in perfect Casterbridge
- manner.
-
- Something in the exact arch of her upper unbroken row of
- teeth, and in the keenly pointed corners of her red mouth
- when, with parted lips, she somewhat defiantly turned up her
- face to argue a point with a tall man, suggested that there
- was potentiality enough in that lithe slip of humanity for
- alarming exploits of sex, and daring enough to carry them
- out. But her eyes had a softness -- invariably a softness --
- which, had they not been dark, would have seemed
- mistiness; as they were, it lowered an expression that might
- have been piercing to simple clearness.
-
- Strange to say of a woman in full bloom and vigor, she
- always allowed her interlocutors to finish their statements
- before rejoining with hers. In arguing on prices, she held
- to her own firmly, as was natural in a dealer, and reduced
- theirs persistently, as was inevitable in a woman. But
- there was an elasticity in her firmness which removed it
- from obstinacy, as there was a naivete in her cheapening
- which saved it from meanness.
-
- Those of the farmers with whom she had no dealings by far
- the greater part) were continually asking each other, "Who
- is she?" The reply would be --
-
- "Farmer Everdene's niece; took on Weatherbury Upper Farm;
- turned away the baily, and swears she'll do everything
- herself."
-
- The other man would then shake his head.
-
- "Yes, 'tis a pity she's so headstrong," the first would say.
- "But we ought to be proud of her here -- she lightens up the
- old place. 'Tis such a shapely maid, however, that she'll
- soon get picked up."
-
- It would be ungallant to suggest that the novelty of her
- engagement in such an occupation had almost as much to do
- with the magnetism as had the beauty of her face and
- movements. However, the interest was general, and this
- Saturday's DEBUT in the forum, whatever it may have been to
- Bathsheba as the buying and selling farmer, was
- unquestionably a triumph to her as the maiden. Indeed, the
- sensation was so pronounced that her instinct on two or
- three occasions was merely to walk as a queen among these
- gods of the fallow, like a little sister of a little Jove,
- and to neglect closing prices altogether.
-
- The numerous evidences of her power to attract were only
- thrown into greater relief by a marked exception. Women
- seem to have eyes in their ribbons for such matters as
- these. Bathsheba, without looking within a right angle of
- him, was conscious of a black sheep among the flock.
-
- It perplexed her first. If there had been a respectable
- minority on either side, the case would have been most
- natural. If nobody had regarded her, she would have --
- taken the matter indifferently -- such cases had occurred.
- If everybody, this man included, she would have taken it as
- a matter of course -- people had done so before. But the
- smallness of the exception made the mystery.
-
- She soon knew thus much of the recusant's appearance. He
- was a gentlemanly man, with full and distinctly outlined
- Roman features, the prominences of which glowed in the sun
- with a bronze-like richness of tone. He was erect in
- attitude, and quiet in demeanour. One characteristic pre-
- eminently marked him -- dignity.
-
- Apparently he had some time ago reached that entrance to
- middle age at which a man's aspect naturally ceases to alter
- for the term of a dozen years or so; and, artificially, a
- woman's does likewise. Thirty-five and fifty were his
- limits of variation -- he might have been either, or
- anywhere between the two.
-
- It may be said that married men of forty are usually ready
- and generous enough to fling passing glances at any specimen
- of moderate beauty they may discern by the way. Probably,
- as with persons playing whist for love, the consciousness of
- a certain immunity under any circumstances from that worst
- possible ultimate, the having to pay, makes them unduly
- speculative. Bathsheba was convinced that this unmoved
- person was not a married man.
-
- When marketing was over, she rushed off to Liddy, who was
- waiting for her -- beside the yellowing in which they had
- driven to town. The horse was put in, and on they trotted
- Bathsheba's sugar, tea, and drapery parcels being packed
- behind, and expressing in some indescribable manner, by
- their colour, shape, and general lineaments, that they were
- that young lady-farmer's property, and the grocer's and
- drapers no more.
-
- "I've been through it, Liddy, and it is over. I shan't mind
- it again, for they will all have grown accustomed to seeing
- me there; but this morning it was as bad as being married --
- eyes everywhere!"
-
- "I knowed it would be," Liddy said. "Men be such a terrible
- class of society to look at a body."
-
- "But there was one man who had more sense than to waste his
- time upon me." The information was put in this form that
- Liddy might not for a moment suppose her mistress was at all
- piqued. "A very good-looking man," she continued, "upright;
- about forty, I should think. Do you know at all who he
- could be?"
-
- Liddy couldn't think.
-
- "Can't you guess at all?" said Bathsheba with some
- disappointment.
-
- "I haven't a notion; besides, 'tis no difference, since he
- took less notice of you than any of the rest. Now, if he'd
- taken more, it would have mattered a great deal."
-
- Bathsheba was suffering from the reverse feeling just then,
- and they bowled along in silence. A low carriage, bowling
- along still more rapidly behind a horse of unimpeachable
- breed, overtook and passed them.
-
- "Why, there he is!" she said.
-
- Liddy looked. "That! That's Farmer Boldwood -- of course
- 'tis -- the man you couldn't see the other day when he
- called."
-
- "Oh, Farmer Boldwood," murmured Bathsheba, and looked at him
- as he outstripped them. The farmer had never turned his
- head once, but with eyes fixed on the most advanced point
- along the road, passed as unconsciously and abstractedly as
- if Bathsheba and her charms were thin air.
-
- "He's an interesting man -- don't you think so?" she
- remarked.
-
- "O yes, very. Everybody owns it," replied Liddy.
-
- "I wonder why he is so wrapt up and indifferent, and
- seemingly so far away from all he sees around him."
-
- "It is said -- but not known for certain -- that he met with
- some bitter disappointment when he was a young man and
- merry. A woman jilted him, they say."
-
- "People always say that -- and we know very well women
- scarcely ever jilt men; 'tis the men who jilt us. I expect
- it is simply his nature to be so reserved."
-
- "Simply his nature -- I expect so, miss -- nothing else in
- the world."
-
- "Still, 'tis more romantic to think he has been served
- cruelly, poor thing'! Perhaps, after all, he has!"
-
- "Depend upon it he has. Oh yes, miss, he has! I feel he
- must have."
-
- "However, we are very apt to think extremes of people. I --
- shouldn't wonder after all if it wasn't a little of both --
- just between the two -- rather cruelly used and rather
- reserved."
-
- "Oh dear no, miss -- I can't think it between the two!"
-
- "That's most likely."
-
- "Well, yes, so it is. I am convinced it is most likely.
- You may -- take my word, miss, that that's what's the matter
- with him."
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-
- SORTES SANCTORUM -- THE VALENTINE
-
-
- IT was Sunday afternoon in the farmhouse, on the thirteenth
- of February. Dinner being over, Bathsheba, for want of a
- better companion, had asked Liddy to come and sit with her.
- The mouldy pile was dreary in winter-time before the candles
- were lighted and the shutters closed; the atmosphere of the
- place seemed as old as the walls; every nook behind the
- furniture had a temperature of its own, for the fire was not
- kindled in this part of the house early in the day; and
- Bathsheba's new piano, which was an old one in other annals,
- looked particularly sloping and out of level on the warped
- floor before night threw a shade over its less prominent
- angles and hid the unpleasantness. Liddy, like a little
- brook, though shallow, was always rippling; her presence had
- not so much weight as to task thought, and yet enough to
- exercise it.
-
- On the table lay an old quarto Bible, bound in leather.
- Liddy looking at it said, --
-
- "Did you ever find out, miss, who you are going to marry by
- means of the Bible and key?"
-
- "Don't be so foolish, Liddy. As if such things could be."
-
- "Well, there's a good deal in it, all the same."
-
- "Nonsense, child."
-
- "And it makes your heart beat fearful. Some believe in it;
- some don't; I do."
-
- "Very well, let's try it," said Bathsheba, bounding from her
- seat with that total disregard of consistency which can be
- indulged in towards a dependent, and entering into the
- spirit of divination at once. "Go and get the front door
- key."
-
- Liddy fetched it. "I wish it wasn't Sunday," she said, on
- returning." Perhaps 'tis wrong."
-
- "What's right week days is right Sundays," replied her
- mistress in a tone which was a proof in itself.
-
- The book was opened -- the leaves, drab with age, being
- quite worn away at much-read verses by the forefingers of
- unpractised readers in former days, where they were moved
- along under the line as an aid to the vision. The special
- verse in the Book of Ruth was sought out by Bathsheba, and
- the sublime words met her eye. They slightly thrilled and
- abashed her. It was Wisdom in the abstract facing Folly in
- the concrete. Folly in the concrete blushed, persisted in
- her intention, and placed the key on the book. A rusty
- patch immediately upon the verse, caused by previous
- pressure of an iron substance thereon, told that this was
- not the first time the old volume had been used for the
- purpose.
-
- "Now keep steady, and be silent," said Bathsheba.
-
- The verse was repeated; the book turned round; Bathsheba
- blushed guiltily.
-
- "Who did you try?" said Liddy curiously.
-
- "I shall not tell you."
-
- "Did you notice Mr. Boldwood's doings in church this
- morning, miss?" Liddy continued, adumbrating by the remark
- the track her thoughts had taken.
-
- "No, indeed," said Bathsheba, with serene indifference.
-
- "His pew is exactly opposite yours, miss."
-
- "I know it."
-
- "And you did not see his goings on!"
-
- "Certainly I did not, I tell you."
-
- Liddy assumed a smaller physiognomy, and shut her lips
- decisively.
-
- This move was unexpected, and proportionately disconcerting.
- "What did he do?" Bathsheba said perforce.
-
- "Didn't turn his head to look at you once all the service.
-
- "Why should he?" again demanded her mistress, wearing a
- nettled look. "I didn't ask him to.
-
- "Oh no. But everybody else was noticing you; and it was odd
- he didn't. There, 'tis like him. Rich and gentlemanly,
- what does he care?"
-
- Bathsheba dropped into a silence intended to express that
- she had opinions on the matter too abstruse for Liddy's
- comprehension, rather than that she had nothing to say.
-
- "Dear me -- I had nearly forgotten the valentine I bought
- yesterday," she exclaimed at length.
-
- "Valentine! who for, miss?" said Liddy. "Farmer Boldwood?"
-
- It was the single name among all possible wrong ones that
- just at this moment seemed to Bathsheba more pertinent than
- the right.
-
- "Well, no. It is only for little Teddy Coggan. I have
- promised him something, and this will be a pretty surprise
- for him. Liddy, you may as well bring me my desk and I'll
- direct it at once."
-
- Bathsheba took from her desk a gorgeously illuminated and
- embossed design in post-octavo, which had been bought on the
- previous market-day at the chief stationer's in
- Casterbridge. In the centre was a small oval enclosure;
- this was left blank, that the sender might insert tender
- words more appropriate to the special occasion than any
- generalities by a printer could possibly be.
-
- "Here's a place for writing," said Bathsheba. "What shall I
- put?"
-
- "Something of this sort, I should think', returned Liddy
- promptly: --
-
- "The rose is red,
- The violet blue,
- Carnation's sweet,
- And so are you."
-
- "Yes, that shall be it. It just suits itself to a chubby-
- faced child like him," said Bathsheba. She inserted the
- words in a small though legible handwriting; enclosed the
- sheet in an envelope, and dipped her pen for the direction.
-
- "What fun it would be to send it to the stupid old Boldwood,
- and how he would wonder!" said the irrepressible Liddy,
- lifting her eyebrows, and indulging in an awful mirth on the
- verge of fear as she thought of the moral and social
- magnitude of the man contemplated.
-
- Bathsheba paused to regard the idea at full length.
- Boldwood's had begun to be a troublesome image -- a species
- of Daniel in her kingdom who persisted in kneeling eastward
- when reason and common sense said that he might just as well
- follow suit with the rest, and afford her the official
- glance of admiration which cost nothing at all. She was far
- from being seriously concerned about his nonconformity.
- Still, it was faintly depressing that the most dignified and
- valuable man in the parish should withhold his eyes, and
- that a girl like Liddy should talk about it. So Liddy's
- idea was at first rather harassing than piquant.
-
- "No, I won't do that. He wouldn't see any humour in it."
-
- "He'd worry to death," said the persistent Liddy.
-
- "Really, I don't care particularly to send it to Teddy,"
- remarked her mistress. "He's rather a naughty child
- sometimes."
-
- "Yes -- that he is."
-
- "Let's toss as men do," said Bathsheba, idly. "Now then,
- head, Boldwood; tail, Teddy. No, we won't toss money on a
- Sunday that would be tempting the devil indeed."
-
- "Toss this hymn-book; there can't be no sinfulness in that,
- miss."
-
- "Very well. Open, Boldwood -- shut, Teddy. No; it's more
- likely to fall open. Open, Teddy -- shut, Boldwood."
-
- The book went fluttering in the air and came down shut.
-
- Bathsheba, a small yawn upon her mouth, took the pen, and
- with off-hand serenity directed the missive to Boldwood.
-
- "Now light a candle, Liddy. Which seal shall we use?
- Here's a unicorn's head -- there's nothing in that. What's
- this? -- two doves -- no. It ought to be something
- extraordinary, ought it not, Liddy? Here's one with a motto
- -- I remember it is some funny one, but I can't read it.
- We'll try this, and if it doesn't do we'll have another."
-
- A large red seal was duly affixed. Bathsheba looked closely
- at the hot wax to discover the words.
-
- "Capital!" she exclaimed, throwing down the letter
- frolicsomely. "'Twould upset the solemnity of a parson and
- clerke too."
-
- Liddy looked at the words of the seal, and read --
-
- "MARRY ME."
-
- The same evening the letter was sent, and was duly sorted in
- Casterbridge post-office that night, to be returned to
- Weatherbury again in the morning.
-
- So very idly and unreflectingly was this deed done. Of love
- as a spectacle Bathsheba had a fair knowledge; but of love
- subjectively she knew nothing.
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-
- EFFECT OF THE LETTER -- SUNRISE
-
-
- AT dusk, on the evening of St. Valentine's Day, Bold-wood
- sat down to supper as usual, by a beaming fire of aged logs.
- Upon the mantel-shelf before him was a time-piece,
- surmounted by a spread eagle, and upon the eagle's wings was
- the letter Bathsheba had sent. Here the bachelor's gaze was
- continually fastening itself, till the large red seal became
- as a blot of blood on the retina of his eye; and as he ate
- and drank he still read in fancy the words thereon, although
- they were too remote for his sight --
-
- "MARRY ME."
-
- The pert injunction was like those crystal substances which,
- colourless themselves, assume the tone of objects about
- them. Here, in the quiet of Boldwood's parlour, where
- everything that was not grave was extraneous, and where the
- atmosphere was that of a Puritan Sunday lasting all the
- week, the letter and its dictum changed their tenor from the
- thoughtlessness of their origin to a deep solemnity, imbibed
- from their accessories now.
-
- Since the receipt of the missive in the morning, Boldwood
- had felt the symmetry of his existence to be slowly getting
- distorted in the direction of an ideal passion. The
- disturbance was as the first floating weed to Columbus --
- the contemptibly little suggesting possibilities of the
- infinitely great.
-
- The letter must have had an origin and a motive. That the
- latter was of the smallest magnitude compatible with its
- existence at all, Boldwood, of course, did not know. And
- such an explanation did not strike him as a possibility
- even. It is foreign to a mystified condition of mind to
- realize of the mystifier that the processes of approving a
- course suggested by circumstance, and of striking out a
- course from inner impulse, would look the same in the
- result. The vast difference between starting a train of
- events, and directing into a particular groove a series
- already started, is rarely apparent to the person confounded
- by the issue.
-
- When Boldwood went to bed he placed the valentine in the
- corner of the looking-glass. He was conscious of its
- presence, even when his back was turned upon it. It was the
- first time in Boldwood's life that such an event had
- occurred. The same fascination that caused him to think it
- an act which had a deliberate motive prevented him from
- regarding it as an impertinence. He looked again at the
- direction. The mysterious influences of night invested the
- writing with the presence of the unknown writer. Somebody's
- some WOMAN'S -- hand had travelled softly over the paper
- bearing his name; her unrevealed eyes had watched every
- curve as she formed it; her brain had seen him in
- imagination the while. Why should she have imagined him?
- Her mouth -- were the lips red or pale, plump or creased? --
- had curved itself to a certain expression as the pen went on
- -- the corners had moved with all their natural
- tremulousness: what had been the expression?
-
- The vision of the woman writing, as a supplement to the
- words written, had no individuality. She was a misty shape,
- and well she might be, considering that her original was at
- that moment sound asleep and oblivious of all love and
- letter-writing under the sky. Whenever Boldwood dozed she
- took a form, and comparatively ceased to be a vision: when
- he awoke there was the letter justifying the dream.
-
- The moon shone to-night, and its light was not of a
- customary kind. His window admitted only a reflection of
- its rays, and the pale sheen had that reversed direction
- which snow gives, coming upward and lighting up his ceiling
- in an unnatural way, casting shadows in strange places, and
- putting lights where shadows had used to be.
-
- The substance of the epistle had occupied him but little in
- comparison with the fact of its arrival. He suddenly
- wondered if anything more might be found in the envelope
- than what he had withdrawn. He jumped out of bed in the
- weird light, took the letter, pulled out the flimsy sheet,
- shook the envelope -- searched it. Nothing more was there.
- Boldwood looked, as he had a hundred times the preceding
- day, at the insistent red seal: "Marry me," he said aloud.
-
- The solemn and reserved yeoman again closed the letter, and
- stuck it in the frame of the glass. In doing so he caught
- sight of his reflected features, wan in expression, and
- insubstantial in form. He saw how closely compressed was
- his mouth, and that his eyes were wide-spread and vacant.
- Feeling uneasy and dissatisfied with himself for this
- nervous excitability, he returned to bed.
-
- Then the dawn drew on. The full power of the clear heaven
- was not equal to that of a cloudy sky at noon, when Boldwood
- arose and dressed himself. He descended the stairs and went
- out towards the gate of a field to the east, leaning over
- which he paused and looked around.
-
- It was one of the usual slow sunrises of this time of the
- year, and the sky, pure violet in the zenith, was leaden to
- the northward, and murky to the east, where, over the snowy
- down or ewe-lease on Weatherbury Upper Farm, and apparently
- resting upon the ridge, the only half of the sun yet visible
- burnt rayless, like a red and flameless fire shining over a
- white hearthstone. The whole effect resembled a sunset as
- childhood resembles age.
-
- In other directions, the fields and sky were so much of one
- colour by the snow, that it was difficult in a hasty glance
- to tell whereabouts the horizon occurred; and in general
- there was here, too, that before-mentioned preternatural
- inversion of light and shade which attends the prospect when
- the garish brightness commonly in the sky is found on the
- earth, and the shades of earth are in the sky. Over the
- west hung the wasting moon, now dull and greenish-yellow,
- like tarnished brass.
-
- Boldwood was listlessly noting how the frost had hardened
- and glazed the surface of the snow, till it shone in the red
- eastern light with the polish of marble; how, in some
- portions of the slope, withered grass-bents, encased in
- icicles, bristled through the smooth wan coverlet in the
- twisted and curved shapes of old Venetian glass; and how the
- footprints of a few birds, which had hopped over the snow
- whilst it lay in the state of a soft fleece, were now frozen
- to a short permanency. A half-muffled noise of light wheels
- interrupted him. Boldwood turned back into the road. It
- was the mail-cart -- a crazy, two-wheeled vehicle, hardly
- heavy enough to resist a puff of wind. The driver held out
- a letter. Boldwood seized it and opened it, expecting
- another anonymous one -- so greatly are people's ideas of
- probability a mere sense that precedent will repeat itself.
-
- "I don't think it is for you, sir," said the man, when he
- saw Boldwood's action. "Though there is no name I think it
- is for your shepherd."
-
- Boldwood looked then at the address --
-
-
- To the New Shepherd,
-
- Weatherbury Farm,
-
- Near Casterbridge.
-
-
- "Oh -- what a mistake! -- it is not mine. Nor is it for my
- shepherd. It is for Miss Everdene's. "You had better take
- it on to him -- Gabriel Oak -- and say I opened it in
- mistake."
-
- At this moment, on the ridge, up against the blazing sky, a
- figure was visible, like the black snuff in the midst of a
- candle-flame. Then it moved and began to bustle about
- vigorously from place to place, carrying square skeleton
- masses, which were riddled by the same rays. A small figure
- on all fours followed behind. The tall form was that of
- Gabriel Oak; the small one that of George; the articles in
- course of transit were hurdles.
-
- "Wait," said Boldwood. "That's the man on the hill. I'll
- take the letter to him myself."
-
- To Boldwood it was now no longer merely a letter to I
- another man. It was an opportunity. Exhibiting a face
- pregnant with intention, he entered the snowy field.
-
- Gabriel, at that minute, descended the hill towards the
- right. The glow stretched down in this direction now, and
- touched the distant roof of Warren's Malthouse -- whither
- the shepherd was apparently bent: Boldwood followed at a
- distance.
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
- A MORNING MEETING -- THE LETTER AGAIN
-
-
- THE scarlet and orange light outside the malthouse did not
- penetrate to its interior, which was, as usual, lighted by a
- rival glow of similar hue, radiating from the hearth.
-
- The maltster, after having lain down in his clothes for a
- few hours, was now sitting beside a three-legged table,
- breakfasting of bread and bacon. This was eaten on the
- plateless system, which is performed by placing a slice of
- bread upon the table, the meat flat upon the bread, a
- mustard plaster upon the meat, and a pinch of salt upon the
- whole, then cutting them vertically downwards with a large
- pocket-knife till wood is reached, when the severed lamp is
- impaled on the knife, elevated, and sent the proper way of
- food.
-
- The maltster's lack of teeth appeared not to sensibly
- diminish his powers as a mill. He had been without them for
- so many years that toothlessness was felt less to be a
- defect than hard gums an acquisition. Indeed, he seemed to
- approach the grave as a hyperbolic curve approaches a
- straight line -- less directly as he got nearer, till it was
- doubtful if he would ever reach it at all.
-
- In the ashpit was a heap of potatoes roasting, and a boiling
- pipkin of charred bread, called "coffee." for the benefit of
- whomsoever should call, for Warren's was a sort of
- clubhouse, used as an alternative to the inn.
-
- "I say, says I, we get a fine day, and then down comes a
- snapper at night," was a remark now suddenly heard spreading
- into the malthouse from the door, which had been opened the
- previous moment. The form of Henery Fray advanced to the
- fire, stamping the snow from his boots when about half-way
- there. The speech and entry had not seemed to be at all an
- abrupt beginning to the maltster, introductory matter being
- often omitted in this neighbourhood, both from word and
- deed, and the maltster having the same latitude allowed him,
- did not hurry to reply. He picked up a fragment of cheese,
- by pecking upon it with his knife, as a butcher picks up
- skewers.
-
- Henery appeared in a drab kerseymere great-coat, buttoned
- over his smock-frock, the white skirts of the latter being
- visible to the distance of about a foot below the coat-
- tails, which, when you got used to the style of dress,
- looked natural enough, and even ornamental -- it certainly
- was comfortable.
-
- Matthew Moon, Joseph Poorgrass, and other carters and
- waggoners followed at his heels, with great lanterns
- dangling from their hands, which showed that they had just
- come from the cart-horse stables, where they had been busily
- engaged since four o'clock that morning.
-
- "And how is she getting on without a baily?" the maltster
- inquired. Henery shook his head, and smiled one of the
- bitter smiles, dragging all the flesh of his forehead into a
- corrugated heap in the centre.
-
- "She'll rue it -- surely, surely!" he said "Benjy Pennyways
- were not a true man or an honest baily -- as big a betrayer
- as Judas Iscariot himself. But to think she can carr' on
- alone!" He allowed his head to swing laterally three or four
- times in silence. "Never in all my creeping up -- never!"
-
- This was recognized by all as the conclusion of some gloomy
- speech which had been expressed in thought alone during the
- shake of the head; Henery meanwhile retained several marks
- of despair upon his face, to imply that they would be
- required for use again directly he should go on speaking.
-
- "All will be ruined, and ourselves too, or there's no meat
- in gentlemen's houses!" said Mark Clark.
-
- "A headstrong maid, that's what she is -- and won't listen
- to no advice at all. Pride and vanity have ruined many a
- cobbler's dog. Dear, dear, when I think o' it, I sorrows
- like a man in travel!"
-
- "True, Henery, you do, I've heard ye," said Joseph Poorgrass
- in a voice of thorough attestation, and with a wire-drawn
- smile of misery.
-
- "'Twould do a martel man no harm to have what's under her
- bonnet," said Billy Smallbury, who had just entered, bearing
- his one tooth before him. "She can spaik real language, and
- must have some sense somewhere. Do ye foller me?"
-
- "I do, I do; but no baily -- I deserved that place," wailed
- Henery, signifying wasted genius by gazing blankly at
- visions of a high destiny apparently visible to him on Billy
- Smallbury's smock-frock. "There, 'twas to be, I suppose.
- Your lot is your lot, and Scripture is nothing; for if you
- do good you don't get rewarded according to your works, but
- be cheated in some mean way out of your recompense."
-
- "No, no; I don't agree with'ee there," said Mark Clark.
- God's a perfect gentleman in that respect."
-
- "Good works good pay, so to speak it," attested Joseph
- Poorgrass.
-
- A short pause ensued, and as a sort of ENTR'ACTE Henery
- turned and blew out the lanterns, which the increase of
- daylight rendered no longer necessary even in the malthouse,
- with its one pane of glass.
-
- "I wonder what a farmer-woman can want with a harpsichord,
- dulcimer, pianner, or whatever 'tis they d'call it?" said
- the maltster. "Liddy saith she've a new one."
-
- "Got a pianner?"
-
- "Ay. Seems her old uncle's things were not good enough for
- her. She've bought all but everything new. There's heavy
- chairs for the stout, weak and wiry ones for the slender;
- great watches, getting on to the size of clocks, to stand
- upon the chimbley-piece."
-
- Pictures, for the most part wonderful frames."
-
- "And long horse-hair settles for the drunk, with horse-hair
- pillows at each end," said Mr. Clark. "Likewise looking-
- glasses for the pretty, and lying books for the wicked."
-
- A firm loud tread was now heard stamping outside; the door
- was opened about six inches, and somebody on the other side
- exclaimed --
-
- "Neighbours, have ye got room for a few new-born lambs?"
-
- Ay, sure, shepherd," said the conclave.
-
- The door was flung back till it kicked the wall and trembled
- from top to bottom with the blow. Mr. Oak appeared in the
- entry with a steaming face, hay-bands wound about his ankles
- to keep out the snow, a leather strap round his waist
- outside the smock-frock, and looking altogether an epitome
- of the world's health and vigour. Four lambs hung in
- various embarrassing attitudes over his shoulders, and the
- dog George, whom Gabriel had contrived to fetch from
- Norcombe, stalked solemnly behind.
-
- "Well, Shepherd Oak, and how's lambing this year, if I mid
- say it?" inquired Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- "Terrible trying," said Oak. "I've been wet through twice
- a-day, either in snow or rain, this last fortnight. Cainy
- and I haven't tined our eyes to-night."
-
- "A good few twins, too, I hear?"
-
- "Too many by half. Yes; 'tis a very queer lambing this
- year. We shan't have done by Lady Day."
-
- "And last year 'twer all over by Sexajessamine Sunday,"
- Joseph remarked.
-
- "Bring on the rest Cain," said Gabriel, " and then run back
- to the ewes. I'll follow you soon."
-
- Cainy Ball -- a cheery-faced young lad, with a small
- circular orifice by way of mouth, advanced and deposited two
- others, and retired as he was bidden. Oak lowered the lambs
- from their unnatural elevation, wrapped them in hay, and
- placed them round the fire.
-
- "We've no lambing-hut here, as I used to have at Norcombe,"
- said Gabriel, " and 'tis such a plague to bring the weakly
- ones to a house. If 'twasn't for your place here, malter, I
- don't know what I should do! this keen weather. And how is
- it with you to-day, malter?"
-
- "Oh, neither sick nor sorry, shepherd; but no younger."
-
- "Ay -- I understand."
-
- "Sit down, Shepherd Oak," continued the ancient man of malt.
- "And how was the old place at Norcombe, when ye went for
- your dog? I should like to see the old familiar spot; but
- faith, I shouldn't know a soul there now."
-
- "I suppose you wouldn't. 'Tis altered very much."
-
- "Is it true that Dicky Hill's wooden cider-house is pulled
- down?"
-
- "Oh yes -- years ago, and Dicky's cottage just above it."
-
- "Well, to be sure!"
-
- "Yes; and Tompkins's old apple-tree is rooted that used to
- bear two hogsheads of cider; and no help from other trees."
-
- "Rooted? -- you don't say it! Ah! stirring times we live in
- -- stirring times."
-
- "And you can mind the old well that used to be in the middle
- of the place? That's turned into a solid iron pump with a
- large stone trough, and all complete."
-
- "Dear, dear -- how the face of nations alter, and what we
- live to see nowadays! Yes -- and 'tis the same here.
- They've been talking but now of the mis'ess's strange
- doings."
-
- "What have you been saying about her?" inquired Oak, sharply
- turning to the rest, and getting very warm.
-
- "These middle-aged men have been pulling her over the coals
- for pride and vanity," said Mark Clark; "but I say, let her
- have rope enough. Bless her pretty face shouldn't I like to
- do so -- upon her cherry lips!" The gallant Mark Clark here
- made a peculiar and well known sound with his own.
-
- "Mark," said Gabriel, sternly, "now you mind this! none of
- that dalliance-talk -- that smack-and-coddle style of yours
- -- about Miss Everdene. I don't allow it. Do you hear?"
-
- "With all my heart, as I've got no chance," replied Mr.
- Clark, cordially.
-
- "I suppose you've been speaking against her?" said Oak,
- turning to Joseph Poorgrass with a very grim look.
-
- "No, no -- not a word I -- 'tis a real joyful thing that
- she's no worse, that's what I say," said Joseph, trembling
- and blushing with terror. "Matthew just said ----"
-
- "Matthew Moon, what have you been saying?" asked Oak.
-
- "I? Why ye know I wouldn't harm a worm -- no, not one
- underground worm?" said Matthew Moon, looking very uneasy.
-
- "Well, somebody has -- and look here, neighbours," Gabriel,
- though one of the quietest and most gentle men on earth,
- rose to the occasion, with martial promptness and vigour.
- "That's my fist." Here he placed his fist, rather smaller in
- size than a common loaf, in the mathematical centre of the
- maltster's little table, and with it gave a bump or two
- thereon, as if to ensure that their eyes all thoroughly took
- in the idea of fistiness before he went further. "Now --
- the first man in the parish that I hear prophesying bad of
- our mistress, why" (here the fist was raised and let fall as
- Thor might have done with his hammer in assaying it) --
- "he'll smell and taste that -- or I'm a Dutchman."
-
- All earnestly expressed by their features that their minds
- did not wander to Holland for a moment on account of this
- statement, but were deploring the difference which gave rise
- to the figure; and Mark Clark cried "Hear, hear; just what I
- should ha' said." The dog George looked up at the same time
- after the shepherd's menace, and though he understood
- English but imperfectly, began to growl.
-
- "Now, don't ye take on so, shepherd, and sit down!" said
- Henery, with a deprecating peacefulness equal to anything of
- the kind in Christianity.
-
- "We hear that ye be a extraordinary good and clever man,
- shepherd," said Joseph Poorgrass with considerable anxiety
- from behind the maltster's bedstead whither he had retired
- for safety. "'Tis a great thing to be clever, I'm sure," he
- added, making movements associated with states of mind
- rather than body; "we wish we were, don't we, neighbours?"
-
- "Ay, that we do, sure," said Matthew Moon, with a small
- anxious laugh towards Oak, to show how very friendly
- disposed he was likewise.
-
- "Who's been telling you I'm clever?" said Oak.
-
- "'Tis blowed about from pillar to post quite common," said
- Matthew. "We hear that ye can tell the time as well by the
- stars as we can by the sun and moon, shepherd."
-
- "Yes, I can do a little that way," said Gabriel, as a man of
- medium sentiments on the subject.
-
- And that ye can make sun-dials and prent folks' names upon
- their waggons almost like copper-plate, with beautiful
- flourishes, and great long tails. A excellent fine thing
- for ye to be such a clever man, shepherd. Joseph Poorgrass
- used to prent to Farmer James Everdene's waggons before you
- came, and 'a could never mind which way to turn the J's and
- E's -- could ye, Joseph?" Joseph shook his head to express
- how absolute was the fact that he couldn't. "And so you
- used to do 'em the wrong way, like this, didn't ye, Joseph?"
- Matthew marked on the dusty floor with his whip-handle.
-
- [the word J A M E S appears here with the "J" and "E"
- printed as mirror images]
-
- "And how Farmer James would cuss, and call thee a fool,
- wouldn't he, Joseph, when 'a seed his name looking so
- inside-out-like?" continued Matthew Moon with feeling.
-
- "Ay -- 'a would," said Joseph, meekly. "But, you see, I
- wasn't so much to blame, for them J's and E's be such trying
- sons o' witches for the memory to mind whether they face
- backward or forward; and I always had such a forgetful
- memory, too."
-
- "'Tis a very bad afiction for ye, being such a man of
- calamities in other ways."
-
- "Well, 'tis; but a happy Providence ordered that it should
- be no worse, and I feel my thanks. As to shepherd, there,
- I'm sure mis'ess ought to have made ye her baily -- such a
- fitting man for't as you be."
-
- "I don't mind owning that I expected it," said Oak, frankly.
- "Indeed, I hoped for the place. At the same time, Miss
- Everdene has a right to be her own baily if she choose --
- and to keep me down to be a common shepherd only." Oak drew
- a slow breath, looked sadly into the bright ashpit, and
- seemed lost in thoughts not of the most hopeful hue.
-
- The genial warmth of the fire now began to stimulate the
- nearly lifeless lambs to bleat and move their limbs briskly
- upon the hay, and to recognize for the first time the fact
- that they were born. Their noise increased to a chorus of
- baas, upon which Oak pulled the milk-can from before the
- fire, and taking a small tea-pot from the pocket of his
- smock-frock, filled it with milk, and taught those of the
- helpless creatures which were not to be restored to their
- dams how to drink from the spout -- a trick they acquired
- with astonishing aptitude.
-
- "And she don't even let ye have the skins of the dead lambs,
- I hear?" resumed Joseph Poorgrass, his eyes lingering on the
- operations of Oak with the necessary melancholy.
-
- "I don't have them," said Gabriel.
-
- "Ye be very badly used, shepherd," hazarded Joseph again, in
- the hope of getting Oak as an ally in lamentation after all.
- "I think she's took against ye -- that I do."
-
- "Oh no -- not at all," replied Gabriel, hastily, and a sigh
- escaped him, which the deprivation of lamb skins could
- hardly have caused.
-
- Before any further remark had been added a shade darkened
- the door, and Boldwood entered the malthouse, bestowing upon
- each a nod of a quality between friendliness and
- condescension.
-
- "Ah! Oak, I thought you were here," he said. "I met the
- mail-cart ten minutes ago, and a letter was put into my
- hand, which I opened without reading the address. I believe
- it is yours. You must excuse the accident please."
-
- "Oh yes -- not a bit of difference, Mr. Boldwood -- not a
- bit," said Gabriel, readily. He had not a correspondent on
- earth, nor was there a possible letter coming to him whose
- contents the whole parish would not have been welcome to
- persue.
-
- Oak stepped aside, and read the following in an unknown
- hand: --
-
-
- "DEAR FRIEND, -- I do not know your name, but l think these
- few lines will reach you, which I wrote to thank you for
- your kindness to me the night I left Weatherbury in a
- reckless way. I also return the money I owe you, which you
- will excuse my not keeping as a gift. All has ended well,
- and I am happy to say I am going to be married to the young
- man who has courted me for some time -- Sergeant Troy, of
- the 11th Dragoon Guards, now quartered in this town. He
- would, I know, object to my having received anything except
- as a loan, being a man of great respectability and high
- honour -- indeed, a nobleman by blood.
-
- "I should be much obliged to you if you would keep the
- contents of this letter a secret for the present, dear
- friend. We mean to surprise Weatherbury by coming there
- soon as husband and wife, though l blush to state it to one
- nearly a stranger. The sergeant grew up in Weatherbury.
- Thanking you again for your kindness,
-
- I am, your sincere well-wisher,
- FANNY ROBIN."
-
- "Have you read it, Mr. Boldwood?" said Gabriel; "if not, you
- had better do so. I know you are interested in Fanny
- Robin."
-
- Boldwood read the letter and looked grieved.
-
- "Fanny -- poor Fanny! the end she is so confident of has not
- yet come, she should remember -- and may never come. I see
- she gives no address."
-
- "What sort of a man is this Sergeant Troy?" said Gabriel.
-
- "H'm -- I'm afraid not one to build much hope upon in such a
- case as this," the farmer murmured, "though he's a clever
- fellow, and up to everything. A slight romance attaches to
- him, too. His mother was a French governess, and it seems
- that a secret attachment existed between her and the late
- Lord Severn. She was married to a poor medical man, and
- soon after an infant was horn; and while money was
- forthcoming all went on well. Unfortunately for her boy,
- his best friends died; and he got then a situation as second
- clerk at a lawyer's in Casterbridge. He stayed there for
- some time, and might have worked himself into a dignified
- position of some sort had he not indulged in the wild freak
- of enlisting. I have much doubt if ever little Fanny will
- surprise us in the way she mentions -- very much doubt. A
- silly girl! -- silly girl!"
-
- The door was hurriedly burst open again, and in came running
- Cainy Ball out of breath, his mouth red and open, like the
- bell of a penny trumpet, from which he coughed with noisy
- vigour and great distension of face.
-
- "Now, Cain Ball," said Oak, sternly, "why will you run so
- fast and lose your breath so? I'm always telling you of it."
-
- "Oh -- I -- a puff of mee breath -- went -- the -- wrong
- way, please, Mister Oak, and made me cough -- hok -- hok!"
-
- "Well -- what have you come for?"
-
- "I've run to tell ye," said the junior shepherd, supporting
- his exhausted youthful frame against the doorpost, "that you
- must come directly. Two more ewes have twinned -- that's
- what's the matter, Shepherd Oak."
-
- "Oh, that's it," said Oak, jumping up, and dimissing for the
- present his thoughts on poor Fanny. "You are a good boy to
- run and tell me, Cain, and you shall smell a large plum
- pudding some day as a treat. But, before we go, Cainy,
- bring the tarpot, and we'll mark this lot and have done with
- 'em."
-
- Oak took from his illimitable pockets a marking iron, dipped
- it into the pot, and imprintcd on the buttocks of the infant
- sheep the initials of her he delighted to muse on -- "B.
- E.," which signified to all the region round that henceforth
- the lambs belonged to Farmer Bathsheba Everdene, and to no
- one else.
-
- "Now, Cainy, shoulder your two, and off. Good morning, Mr.
- Boldwood." The shepherd lifted the sixteen large legs and
- four small bodies he had himself brought, and vanished with
- them in the direction of the lambing field hard by -- their
- frames being now in a sleek and hopeful state, pleasantly
- contrasting with their death's-door plight of half an hour
- before.
-
- Boldwood followed him a little way up the field, hesitated,
- and turned back. He followed him again with a last resolve,
- annihilating return. On approaching the nook in which the
- fold was constructed, the farmer drew out his pocket-book,
- unfastened-it, and allowed it to lie open on his hand. A
- letter was revealed -- Bathsheba's.
-
- "I was going to ask you, Oak," he said, with unreal
- carelessness, "if you know whose writing this is?"
-
- Oak glanced into the book, and replied instantly, with a
- flushed face, "Miss Everdene's."
-
- Oak had coloured simply at the consciousness of sounding her
- name. He now felt a strangely distressing qualm from a new
- thought. "The letter could of course be no other than
- anonymous, or the inquiry would not have been necessary.
-
- Boldwood mistook his confusion: sensitive persons are
- always ready with their "Is it I?" in preference to
- objective reasoning.
-
- "The question was perfectly fair," he returned -- and there
- was something incongruous in the serious earnestness with
- which he applied himself to an argument on a valentine.
- "You know it is always expected that privy inquiries will be
- made: that's where the -- fun lies." If the word "fun" had
- been "torture." it could not have been uttered with a more
- constrained and restless countenance than was Boldwood's
- then."
-
- Soon parting from Gabriel, the lonely and reserved man
- returned to his house to breakfast -- feeling twinges of
- shame and regret at having so far exposed his mood by those
- fevered questions to a stranger. He again placed the letter
- on the mantelpiece, and sat down to think of the
- circumstances attending it by the light of Gabriel's
- information.
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
- ALL SAINTS' AND ALL SOULS'
-
-
- ON a week-day morning a small congregation, consisting
- mainly of women and girls, rose from its knees in the mouldy
- nave of a church called All Saints', in the distant barrack-
- town before mentioned, at the end of a service without a
- sermon. They were about to disperse, when a smart footstep,
- entering the porch and coming up the central passage,
- arrested their attention. The step echoed with a ring
- unusual in a church; it was the clink of spurs. Everybody
- looked. A young cavalry soldier in a red uniform, with the
- three chevrons of a sergeant upon his sleeve, strode up the
- aisle, with an embarrassment which was only the more marked
- by the intense vigour of his step, and by the determination
- upon his face to show none. A slight flush had mounted his
- cheek by the time he had run the gauntlet between these
- women; but, passing on through the chancel arch, he never
- paused till he came close to the altar railing. Here for a
- moment he stood alone.
-
- The officiating curate, who had not yet doffed his surplice,
- perceived the new-comer, and followed him to the communion-
- space. He whispered to the soldier, and then beckoned to
- the clerk, who in his turn whispered to an elderly woman,
- apparently his wife, and they also went up the chancel
- steps.
-
- "'Tis a wedding!" murmured some of the women, brightening.
- "Let's wait!"
-
- The majority again sat down.
-
- There was a creaking of machinery behind, and some of the
- young ones turned their heads. From the interior face of
- the west wall of the tower projected a little canopy with a
- quarter-jack and small bell beneath it, the automaton being
- driven by the same clock machinery that struck the large
- bell in the tower. Between the tower and the church was a
- close screen, the door of which was kept shut during
- services, hiding this grotesque clockwork from sight. At
- present, however, the door was open, and the egress of the
- jack, the blows on the bell, and the mannikin's retreat into
- the nook again, were visible to many, and audible through-
- out the church.
-
- The jack had struck half-past eleven.
-
- "Where's the woman?" whispered some of the spectators.
-
- The young sergeant stood still with the abnormal rigidity of
- the old pillars around. He faced the south-east, and was as
- silent as he was still.
-
- The silence grew to be a noticeable thing as the minutes
- went on, and nobody else appeared, and not a soul moved.
- The rattle of the quarter-jack again from its niche, its
- blows for three-quarters, its fussy retreat, were almost
- painfully abrupt, and caused many of the congregation to
- start palpably.
-
- "I wonder where the woman is!" a voice whispered again.
-
- There began now that slight shifting of feet, that
- artificial coughing among several, which betrays a nervous
- suspense. At length there was a titter. But the soldier
- never moved. There he stood, his face to the south-east,
- upright as a column, his cap in his hand.
-
- The clock ticked on. The women threw off their nervousness,
- and titters and giggling became more frequent. Then came a
- dead silence. Every one was waiting for the end. Some
- persons may have noticed how extraordinarily the striking of
- quarters. seems to quicken the flight of time. It was
- hardly credible that the jack had not got wrong with the
- minutes when the rattle began again, the puppet emerged, and
- the four quarters were struck fitfully as before: One could
- almost be positive that there was a malicious leer upon the
- hideous creature's face, and a mischievous delight in its
- twitchings. Then, followed the dull and remote resonance of
- the twelve heavy strokes in the tower above. The women were
- impressed, and there was no giggle this time.
-
- The clergyman glided into the vestry, and the clerk
- vanished. The sergeant had not yet turned; every woman in
- the church was waiting to see his face, and he appeared to
- know it. At last he did turn, and stalked resolutely down
- the nave, braving them all, with a compressed lip. Two
- bowed and toothless old almsmen then looked at each other
- and chuckled, innocently enough; but the sound had a strange
- weird effect in that place.
-
- Opposite to the church was a paved square, around which
- several overhanging wood buildings of old time cast a
- picturesque shade. The young man on leaving the door went
- to cross the square, when, in the middle, he met a little
- woman. The expression of her face, which had been one of
- intense anxiety, sank at the sight of his nearly to terror.
-
- "Well?" he said, in a suppressed passion, fixedly looking at
- her.
-
- "Oh, Frank -- I made a mistake! -- I thought that church
- with the spire was All Saints', and I was at the door at
- half-past eleven to a minute as you said. I waited till a
- quarter to twelve, and found then that I was in All Souls'.
- But I wasn't much frightened, for I thought it could be to-
- morrow as well."
-
- "You fool, for so fooling me! But say no more."
-
- "Shall it be to-morrow, Frank?" she asked blankly.
-
- "To-morrow!" and he gave vent to a hoarse laugh. "I don't
- go through that experience again for some time, I warrant
- you!"
-
- "But after all," she expostulated in a trembling voice, "the
- mistake was not such a terrible thing! Now, dear Frank, when
- shall it be?"
-
- "Ah, when? God knows!" he said, with a light irony, and
- turning from her walked rapidly away.
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-
- IN THE MARKET-PLACE
-
-
- ON Saturday Boldwood was in Casterbridge market house as
- usual, when the disturber of his dreams entered and became
- visible to him. Adam had awakened from his deep sleep, and
- behold! there was Eve. The farmer took courage, and for the
- first time really looked at her.
-
- Material causes and emotional effects are not to be arranged
- in regular equation. The result from capital employed in
- the production of any movement of a mental nature is
- sometimes as tremendous as the cause itself is absurdly
- minute. When women are in a freakish mood, their usual
- intuition, either from carelessness or inherent defect,
- seemingly fails to teach them this, and hence it was that
- Bathsheba was fated to be astonished today.
-
- Boldwood looked at her -- not slily, critically, or
- understandingly, but blankly at gaze, in the way a reaper
- looks up at a passing train -- as something foreign to his
- element, and but dimly understood. To Boldwood women had
- been remote phenomena rather than necessary complements --
- comets of such uncertain aspect, movement, and permanence,
- that whether their orbits were as geometrical, unchangeable,
- and as subject to laws as his own, or as absolutely erratic
- as they superficially appeared, he had not deemed it his
- duty to consider.
-
- He saw her black hair, her correct facial curves and
- profile, and the roundness of her chin and throat. He saw
- then the side of her eyelids, eyes, and lashes, and the
- shape of her ear. Next he noticed her figure, her skirt,
- and the very soles of her shoes.
-
- Boldwood thought her beautiful, but wondered whether he was
- right in his thought, for it seemed impossible that this
- romance in the flesh, if so sweet as he imagined, could have
- been going on long without creating a commotion of delight
- among men, and provoking more inquiry than Bathsheba had
- done, even though that was not a little. To the best of his
- judgement neither nature nor art could improve this perfect
- one of an imperfect many. His heart began to move within
- him. Boldwood, it must be remembered, though forty years of
- age, had never before inspected a woman with the very centre
- and force of his glance; they had struck upon all his senses
- at wide angles.
-
- Was she really beautiful? He could not assure himself that
- his opinion was true even now. He furtively said to a
- neighbour, "Is Miss Everdene considered handsome?"
-
- "Oh yes; she was a good deal noticed the first time she
- came, if you remember. A very handsome girl indeed."
-
- A man is never more credulous than in receiving favourable
- opinions on the beauty of a woman he is half, or quite, in
- love with; a mere child's word on the point has the weight
- of an R.A.'s. Boldwood was satisfied now.
-
- And this charming woman had in effect said to him, "Marry
- me." Why should she have done that strange thing?
- Boldwood's blindness to the difference between approving of
- what circumstances suggest, and originating what they do not
- suggest, was well matched by Bathsheba's insensibility to
- the possibly great issues of little beginnings.
-
- She was at this moment coolly dealing with a dashing young
- farmer, adding up accounts with him as indifferently as if
- his face had been the pages of a ledger. It was evident
- that such a nature as his had no attraction for a woman of
- Bathsheba's taste. But Boldwood grew hot down to his hands
- with an incipient jealousy; he trod for the first time the
- threshold of "the injured lover's hell." His first impulse
- was to go and thrust himself between them. This could be
- done, but only in one way -- by asking to see a sample of
- her corn. Boldwood renounced the idea. He could not make
- the request; it was debasing loveliness to ask it to buy and
- sell, and jarred with his conceptions of her.
-
- All this time Bathsheba was conscious of having broken into
- that dignified stronghold at last. His eyes, she knew, were
- following her everywhere. This was a triumph; and had it
- come naturally, such a triumph would have been the sweeter
- to her for this piquing delay. But it had been brought
- about by misdirected ingenuity, and she valued it only as
- she valued an artificial flower or a wax fruit.
-
- Being a woman with some good sense in reasoning on subjects
- wherein her heart was not involved, Bathsheba genuinely
- repented that a freak which had owed its existence as much
- to Liddy as to herself, should ever have been undertaken, to
- disturb the placidity of a man she respected too highly to
- deliberately tease.
-
- She that day nearly formed the intention of begging his
- pardon on the very next occasion of their meeting. The
- worst features of this arrangement were that, if he thought
- she ridiculed him, an apology would increase the offence by
- being disbelieved; and if he thought she wanted him to woo
- her, it would read like additional evidence of her
- forwardness.
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
- BOLDWOOD IN MEDITATION -- REGRET
-
-
- BOLDWOOD was tenant of what was called Little Weatherbury
- Farm, and his person was the nearest approach to aristocracy
- that this remoter quarter of the parish could boast of.
- Genteel strangers, whose god was their town, who might
- happen to be compelled to linger about this nook for a day,
- heard the sound of light wheels, and prayed to see good
- society, to the degree of a solitary lord, or squire at the
- very least, but it was only Mr. Boldwood going out for the
- day. They heard the sound of wheels yet once more, and were
- re-animated to expectancy: it was only Mr. Boldwood coming
- home again.
-
- His house stood recessed from the road, and the stables,
- which are to a farm what a fireplace is to a room, were
- behind, their lower portions being lost amid bushes of
- laurel. Inside the blue door, open half-way down, were to
- be seen at this time the backs and tails of half-a-dozen
- warm and contented horses standing in their stalls; and as
- thus viewed, they presented alternations of roan and bay, in
- shapes like a Moorish arch, the tail being a streak down the
- midst of each. Over these, and lost to the eye gazing in
- from the outer light, the mouths of the same animals could
- be heard busily sustaining the above-named warmth and
- plumpness by quantities of oats and hay. The restless and
- shadowy figure of a colt wandered about a loose-box at the
- end, whilst the steady grind of all the eaters was
- occasionally diversified by the rattle of a rope or the
- stamp of a foot.
-
- Pacing up and down at the heels of the animals was Farmer
- Boldwood himself. This place was his almonry and cloister
- in one: here, after looking to the feeding of his four-
- footed dependants, the celibate would walk and meditate of
- an evening till the moon's rays streamed in through the
- cobwebbed windows, or total darkness enveloped the scene.
-
- His square-framed perpendicularity showed more fully now
- than in the crowd and bustle of the market-house. In this
- meditative walk his foot met the floor with heel and toe
- simultaneously, and his fine reddish-fleshed face was bent
- downwards just enough to render obscure the still mouth and
- the well-rounded though rather prominent and broad chin. A
- few clear and thread-like horizontal lines were the only
- interruption to the otherwise smooth surface of his large
- forehead.
-
- The phases of Boldwood's life were ordinary enough, but his
- was not an ordinary nature. That stillness, which struck
- casual observers more than anything else in his character
- and habit, and seemed so precisely like the rest of
- inanition, may have been the perfect balance of enormous
- antagonistic forces -- positives and negatives in fine
- adjustment. His equilibrium disturbed, he was in extremity
- at once. If an emotion possessed him at all, it ruled him;
- a feeling not mastering him was entirely latent. Stagnant
- or rapid, it was never slow. He was always hit mortally, or
- he was missed.
-
- He had no light and careless touches in his constitution,
- either for good or for evil. Stern in the outlines of
- action, mild in the details, he was serious throughout all.
- He saw no absurd sides to the follies of life, and thus,
- though not quite companionable in the eyes of merry men and
- scoffers, and those to whom all things show life as a jest,
- he was not intolerable to the earnest and those acquainted
- with grief. Being a man-who read all the dramas of life
- seriously, if he failed to please when they were comedies,
- there was no frivolous treatment to reproach him for when
- they chanced to end tragically.
-
- Bathsheba was far from dreaming that the dark and silent
- shape upon which she had so carelessly thrown a seed was a
- hotbed of tropic intensity. Had she known Boldwood's moods,
- her blame would have been fearful, and the stain upon her
- heart ineradicable. Moreover, had she known her present
- power for good or evil over this man, she would have
- trembled at her responsibility. Luckily for her present,
- unluckily for her future tranquillity, her understanding had
- not yet told her what Boldwood was. Nobody knew entirely;
- for though it was possible to form guesses concerning his
- wild capabilities from old floodmarks faintly visible, he
- had never been seen at the high tides which caused them.
-
- Farmer Boldwood came to the stable-door and looked forth
- across the level fields. Beyond the first enclosure was a
- hedge, and on the other side of this a meadow belonging to
- Bathsheba's farm.
-
- It was now early spring -- the time of going to grass with
- the sheep, when they have the first feed of the meadows,
- before these are laid up for mowing. The wind, which had
- been blowing east for several weeks, had veered to the
- southward, and the middle of spring had come abruptly --
- almost without a beginning. It was that period in the
- vernal quarter when we map suppose the Dryads to be waking
- for the season. The vegetable world begins to move and
- swell and the saps to rise, till in the completest silence
- of lone gardens and trackless plantations, where everything
- seems helpless and still after the bond and slavery of
- frost, there are bustlings, strainings, united thrusts, and
- pulls-all-together, in comparison with which the powerful
- tugs of cranes and pulleys in a noisy city are but pigmy
- efforts.
-
- Boldwood, looking into the distant meadows, saw there three
- figures. They were those of Miss Everdene, Shepherd Oak,
- and Cainy Ball.
-
- When Bathsheba's figure shone upon the farmer's eyes it
- lighted him up as the moon lights up a great tower. A man's
- body is as the shell, or the tablet, of his soul, as he is
- reserved or ingenuous, overflowing or self-contained. There
- was a change in Boldwood's exterior from its former
- impassibleness; and his face showed that he was now living
- outside his defences for the first time, and with a fearful
- sense of exposure. It is the usual experience of strong
- natures when they love.
-
- At last he arrived at a conclusion. It was to go across and
- inquire boldly of her.
-
- The insulation of his heart by reserve during these many
- years, without a channel of any kind for disposable emotion,
- had worked its effect. It has been observed more than once
- that the causes of love are chiefly subjective, and Boldwood
- was a living testimony to the truth of the proposition. No
- mother existed to absorb his devotion, no sister for his
- tenderness, no idle ties for sense. He became surcharged
- with the compound, which was genuine lover's love.
-
- He approached the gate of the meadow. Beyond it the ground
- was melodious with ripples, and the sky with larks; the low
- bleating of the flock mingling with both. Mistress and man
- were engaged in the operation of making a lamb "take," which
- is performed whenever an ewe has lost her own offspring, one
- of the twins of another ewe being given her as a substitute.
- Gabriel had skinned the dead lamb, and was tying the skin
- over the body of the live lamb, in the customary manner,
- whilst Bathsheba was holding open a little pen of four
- hurdles, into which the Mother and foisted lamb were driven,
- where they would remain till the old sheep conceived an
- affection for the young one.
-
- Bathsheba looked up at the completion of the manouvre, and
- saw the farmer by the gate, where he was overhung by a
- willow tree in full bloom. Gabriel, to whom her face was as
- the uncertain glory of an April day, was ever regardful of
- its faintest changes, and instantly discerned thereon the
- mark of some influence from without, in the form of a keenly
- self-conscious reddening. He also turned and beheld
- Boldwood.
-
- At once connecting these signs with the letter Boldwood had
- shown him, Gabriel suspected her of some coquettish
- procedure begun by that means, and carried on since, he knew
- not how.
-
- Farmer Boldwood had read the pantomime denoting that they
- were aware of his presence, and the perception was as too
- much light turned upon his new sensibility. He was still in
- the road, and by moving on he hoped that neither would
- recognize that he had originally intended to enter the
- field. He passed by with an utter and overwhelming
- sensation of ignorance, shyness, and doubt. Perhaps in her
- manner there were signs that she wished to see him --
- perhaps not -- he could not read a woman. The cabala of
- this erotic philosophy seemed to consist of the subtlest
- meanings expressed in misleading ways. Every turn, look,
- word, and accent contained a mystery quite distinct from its
- obvious import, and not one had ever been pondered by him
- until now.
-
- As for Bathsheba, she was not deceived into the belief that
- Farmer Boldwood had walked by on business or in idleness.
- She collected the probabilities of the case, and concluded
- that she was herself responsible for Boldwood's appearance
- there. It troubled her much to see what a great flame a
- little wildfire was likely to kindle. Bathsheba was no
- schemer for marriage, nor was she deliberately a trifler
- with the affections of men, and a censor's experience on
- seeing an actual flirt after observing her would have been a
- feeling of surprise that Bathsheba could be so different
- from such a one, and yet so like what a flirt is supposed to
- be.
-
- She resolved never again, by look or by sign, to interrupt
- the steady flow of this man's life. But a resolution to
- avoid an evil is seldom framed till the evil is so far
- advanced as to make avoidance impossible.
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
-
- THE SHEEP-WASHING -- THE OFFER
-
-
- BOLDWOOD did eventually call upon her. She was not at home.
- "Of course not," he murmured. In contemplating Bathsheba as
- a woman, he had forgotten the accidents of her position as
- an agriculturist -- that being as much of a farmer, and as
- extensive a farmer, as himself, her probable whereabouts was
- out-of-doors at this time of the year. This, and the other
- oversights Boldwood was guilty of, were natural to the mood,
- and still more natural to the circumstances. The great aids
- to idealization in love were present here: occasional
- observation of her from a distance, and the absence of
- social intercourse with her -- visual familiarity, oral
- strangeness. The smaller human elements were kept out of
- sight; the pettinesses that enter so largely into all
- earthly living and doing were disguised by the accident of
- lover and loved-one not being on visiting terms; and there
- was hardly awakened a thought in Boldwood that sorry
- household realities appertained to her, or that she, like
- all others, had moments of commonplace, when to be least
- plainly seen was to be most prettily remembered. Thus a
- mild sort of apotheosis took place in his fancy, whilst she
- still lived and breathed within his own horizon, a troubled
- creature like himself.
-
- It was the end of May when the farmer determined to be no
- longer repulsed by trivialities or distracted by suspense.
- He had by this time grown used to being in love; the passion
- now startled him less even when it tortured him more, and he
- felt himself adequate to the situation. On inquiring for
- her at her house they had told him she was at the
- sheepwashing, and he went off to seek her there.
-
- The sheep-washing pool was a perfectly circular basin of
- brickwork in the meadows, full of the clearest water. To
- birds on the wing its glassy surface, reflecting the light
- sky, must have been visible for miles around as a glistening
- Cyclops' eye in a green face. The grass about the margin at
- this season was a sight to remember long -- in a minor sort
- of way. Its activity in sucking the moisture from the rich
- damp sod was almost a process observable by the eye. The
- outskirts of this level water-meadow were diversified by
- rounded and hollow pastures, where just now every flower
- that was not a buttercup was a daisy. The river slid along
- noiselessly as a shade, the swelling reeds and sedge forming
- a flexible palisade upon its moist brink. To the north of
- the mead were trees, the leaves of which were new, soft, and
- moist, not yet having stiffened and darkened under summer
- sun and drought, their colour being yellow beside a green --
- green beside a yellow. From the recesses of this knot of
- foliage the loud notes of three cuckoos were resounding
- through the still air.
-
- Boldwood went meditating down the slopes with his eyes on
- his boots, which the yellow pollen from the buttercups had
- bronzed in artistic gradations. A tributary of the main
- stream flowed through the basin of the pool by an inlet and
- outlet at opposite points of its diameter. Shepherd Oak,
- Jan Coggan, Moon, Poorgrass, Cain Ball, and several others
- were assembled here, all dripping wet to the very roots of
- their hair, and Bathsheba was standing by in a new riding-
- habit -- the most elegant she had ever worn -- the reins of
- her horse being looped over her arm. Flagons of cider were
- rolling about upon the green. The meek sheep were pushed
- into the pool by Coggan and Matthew Moon, who stood by the
- lower hatch, immersed to their waists; then Gabriel, who
- stood on the brink, thrust them under as they swam along,
- with an instrument like a crutch, formed for the purpose,
- and also for assisting the exhausted animals when the wool
- became saturated and they began to sink. They were let out
- against the stream, and through the upper opening, all
- impurities flowing away below. Cainy Ball and Joseph, who
- performed this latter operation, were if possible wetter
- than the rest; they resembled dolphins under a fountain,
- every protuberance and angle of their clothes dribbling
- forth a small rill.
-
- Boldwood came close and bade her good morning, with such
- constraint that she could not but think he had stepped
- across to the washing for its own sake, hoping not to find
- her there; more, she fancied his brow severe and his eye
- slighting. Bathsheba immediately contrived to withdraw, and
- glided along by the river till she was a stone's throw off.
- She heard footsteps brushing the grass, and had a
- consciousness that love was encircling her like a perfume.
- Instead of turning or waiting, Bathsheba went further among
- the high sedges, but Boldwood seemed determined, and pressed
- on till they were completely past the bend of the river.
- Here, without being seen, they could hear the splashing and
- shouts of the washers above.
-
- "Miss Everdene!" said the farmer.
-
- She trembled, turned, and said "Good morning." His tone was
- so utterly removed from all she had expected as a beginning.
- It was lowness and quiet accentuated: an emphasis of deep
- meanings, their form, at the same time, being scarcely
- expressed. Silence has sometimes a remarkable power of
- showing itself as the disembodied soul of feeling wandering
- without its carcase, and it is then more impressive than
- speech. In the same way, to say a little is often to tell
- more than to say a great deal. Boldwood told everything in
- that word.
-
- As the consciousness expands on learning that what was
- fancied to be the rumble of wheels is the reverberation of
- thunder, so did Bathsheba's at her intuitive conviction.
-
- "I feel -- almost too much -- to think," he said, with a
- solemn simplicity. "I have come to speak to you without
- preface. My life is not my own since I have beheld you
- clearly, Miss Everdene -- I come to make you an offer of
- marriage."
-
- Bathsheba tried to preserve an absolutely neutral
- countenance, and all the motion she made was that of closing
- lips which had previously been a little parted.
-
- "I am now forty-one years old," he went on. "I may have
- been called a confirmed bachelor, and I was a confirmed
- bachelor. I had never any views of myself as a husband in
- my earlier days, nor have I made any calculation on the
- subject since I have been older. But we all change, and my
- change, in this matter, came with seeing you. I have felt
- lately, more and more, that my present way of living is bad
- in every respect. Beyond all things, I want you as my
- wife."
-
- "I feel, Mr. Boldwood, that though I respect you much, I do
- not feel -- what would justify me to -- in accepting your
- offer," she stammered.
-
- This giving back of dignity for dignity seemed to open the
- sluices of feeling that Boldwood had as yet kept closed.
-
- "My life is a burden without you," he exclaimed, in a low
- voice. "I want you -- I want you to let me say I love you
- again and again!"
-
- Bathsheba answered nothing, and the horse upon her arm
- seemed so impressed that instead of cropping the herbage she
- looked up.
-
- "I think and hope you care enough for me to listen to what I
- have to tell!"
-
- Bathsheba's momentary impulse at hearing this was to ask why
- he thought that, till she remembered that, far from being a
- conceited assumption on Boldwood's part, it was but the
- natural conclusion of serious reflection based on deceptive
- premises of her own offering.
-
- "I wish I could say courteous flatteries to you," the farmer
- continued in an easier tone, "and put my rugged feeling into
- a graceful shape: but I have neither power nor patience to
- learn such things. I want you for my wife -- so wildly that
- no other feeling can abide in me; but I should not have
- spoken out had I not been led to hope."
-
- "The valentine again! O that valentine!" she said to
- herself, but not a word to him.
-
- "If you can love me say so, Miss Everdene. If not -- don't
- say no!"
-
- "Mr. Boldwood, it is painful to have to say I am surprised,
- so that I don't know how to answer you with propriety and
- respect -- but am only just able to speak out my feeling --
- I mean my meaning; that I am afraid I can't marry you, much
- as I respect you. You are too dignified for me to suit you,
- sir."
-
- "But, Miss Everdene!"
-
- "I -- I didn't -- I know I ought never to have dreamt of
- sending that valentine -- forgive me, sir -- it was a wanton
- thing which no woman with any self-respect should have done.
- If you will only pardon my thoughtlessness, I promise never
- to ----"
-
- "No, no, no. Don't say thoughtlessness! Make me think it
- was something more -- that it was a sort of prophetic
- instinct -- the beginning of a feeling that you would like
- me. You torture me to say it was done in thoughtlessness --
- I never thought of it in that light, and I can't endure it.
- Ah! I wish I knew how to win you! but that I can't do -- I
- can only ask if I have already got you. If I have not, and
- it is not true that you have come unwittingly to me as I
- have to you, I can say no more."
-
- "I have not fallen in love with you, Mr. Boldwood --
- certainly I must say that." She allowed a very small smile
- to creep for the first time over her serious face in saying
- this, and the white row of upper teeth, and keenly-cut lips
- already noticed, suggested an idea of heartlessness, which
- was immediately contradicted by the pleasant eyes.
-
- "But you will just think -- in kindness and condescension
- think -- if you cannot bear with me as a husband! I fear I
- am too old for you, but believe me I will take more care of
- you than would many a man of your own age. I will protect
- and cherish you with all my strength -- I will indeed! You
- shall have no cares -- be worried by no household affairs,
- and live quite at ease, Miss Everdene. The dairy
- superintendence shall be done by a man -- I can afford it
- will -- you shall never have so much as to look out of doors
- at haymaking time, or to think of weather in the harvest. I
- rather cling; to the chaise, because it is he same my poor
- father and mother drove, but if you don't like it I will
- sell it, and you shall have a pony-carriage of your own. I
- cannot say how far above every other idea and object on
- earth you seem to me -- nobody knows -- God only knows --
- how much you are to me!"
-
- Bathsheba's heart was young, and it swelled with sympathy
- for the deep-natured man who spoke so simply.
-
- "Don't say it! don't! I cannot bear you to feel so much, and
- me to feel nothing. And I am afraid they will notice us,
- Mr. Boldwood. Will you let the matter rest now? I cannot
- think collectedly. I did not know you were going to say
- this to me. Oh, I am wicked to have made you suffer so!"
- She was frightened as well as agitated at his vehemence.
-
- "Say then, that you don't absolutely refuse. Do not quite
- refuse?"
-
- "I can do nothing. I cannot answer.
-
- "I may speak to you again on the subject?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "I may think of you?"
-
- "Yes, I suppose you may think of me."
-
- "And hope to obtain you?"
-
- "No -- do not hope! Let us go on."
-
- "I will call upon you again to-morrow."
-
- "No -- please not. Give me time."
-
- "Yes -- I will give you any time," he said earnestly and
- gratefully. "I am happier now."
-
- "No -- I beg you! Don't be happier if happiness only comes
- from my agreeing. Be neutral, Mr. Boldwood! I must think."
-
- "I will wait," he said.
-
- And then she turned away. Boldwood dropped his gaze to the
- ground, and stood long like a man who did not know where he
- was. Realities then returned upon him like the pain of a
- wound received in an excitement which eclipses it, and he,
- too, then went on.
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
-
- PERPLEXITY -- GRINDING THE SHEARS -- A QUARREL
-
-
- "HE is so disinterested and kind to offer me all that I can
- desire," Bathsheba mused.
-
- Yet Farmer Boldwood, whether by nature kind or the reverse
- to kind, did not exercise kindness, here. The rarest
- offerings of the purest loves are but a self-indulgence, and
- no generosity at all.
-
- Bathsheba, not being the least in love with him, was
- eventually able to look calmly at his offer. It was one
- which many women of her own station in the neighbourhood,
- and not a few of higher rank, would have been wild to accept
- and proud to publish. In every point of view, ranging from
- politic to passionate, it was desirable that she, a lonely
- girl, should marry, and marry this earnest, well-to-do, and
- respected man. He was close to her doors: his standing was
- sufficient: his qualities were even supererogatory. Had
- she felt, which she did not, any wish whatever for the
- married state in the abstract, she could not reasonably have
- rejected him, being a woman who frequently appealed to her
- understanding for deliverance from her whims. Boldwood as a
- means to marriage was unexceptionable: she esteemed and
- liked him, yet she did not want him. It appears that
- ordinary men take wives because possession is not possible
- without marriage, and that ordinary women accept husbands
- because marriage is not possible without possession; with
- totally differing aims the method is the same on both sides.
- But the understood incentive on the woman's part was wanting
- here. Besides, Bathsheba's position as absolute mistress of
- a farm and house was a novel one, and the novelty had not
- yet begun to wear off.
-
- But a disquiet filled her which was somewhat to her credit,
- for it would have affected few. Beyond the mentioned
- reasons with which she combated her objections, she had a
- strong feeling that, having been the one who began the game,
- she ought in honesty to accept the consequences. Still the
- reluctance remained. She said in the same breath that it
- would be ungenerous not to marry Boldwood, and that she
- couldn't do it to save her life.
-
- Bathsheba's was an impulsive nature under a deliberative
- aspect. An Elizabeth in brain and a Mary Stuart in spirit,
- she often performed actions of the greatest temerity with a
- manner of extreme discretion. Many of her thoughts were
- perfect syllogisms; unluckily they always remained thoughts.
- Only a few were irrational assumptions; but, unfortunately,
- they were the ones which most frequently grew into deeds.
-
- The next day to that of the declaration she found Gabriel
- Oak at the bottom of her garden, grinding his shears for the
- sheep-shearing. All the surrounding cottages were more or
- less scenes of the same operation; the scurr of whetting
- spread into the sky from all parts of the village as from an
- armoury previous to a campaign. Peace and war kiss each
- other at their hours of preparation -- sickles, scythes,
- shears, and pruning-hooks, ranking with swords, bayonets,
- and lances, in their common necessity for point and edge.
-
- Cainy Ball turned the handle of Gabriel's grindstone, his
- head performing a melancholy see-saw up and down with each
- turn of the wheel. Oak stood somewhat as Eros is
- represented when in the act of sharpening his arrows: his
- figure slightly bent, the weight of his body thrown over on
- the shears, and his head balanced side-ways, with a critical
- compression of the lips and contraction of the eyelids to
- crown the attitude.
-
- His mistress came up and looked upon them in silence for a
- minute or two; then she said --
-
- "Cain, go to the lower mead and catch the bay mare. I'll
- turn the winch of the grindstone. I want to speak to you,
- Gabriel.
-
- Cain departed, and Bathsheba took the handle. Gabriel had
- glanced up in intense surprise, quelled its expression, and
- looked down again. Bathsheba turned the winch, and Gabriel
- applied the shears.
-
- The peculiar motion involved in turning a wheel has a
- wonderful tendency to benumb the mind. It is a sort of
- attenuated variety of Ixion's punishment, and contributes a
- dismal chapter to the history of goals. The brain gets
- muddled, the head grows heavy, and the body's centre of
- gravity seems to settle by degrees in a leaden lump
- somewhere between the eyebrows and the crown. Bathsheba
- felt the unpleasant symptoms after two or three dozen turns.
-
- "Will you turn, Gabriel, and let me hold the shears?" she
- said. "My head is in a whirl, and I can't talk.
-
- Gabriel turned. Bathsheba then began, with some
- awkwardness, allowing her thoughts to stray occasionally
- from her story to attend to the shears, which required a
- little nicety in sharpening.
-
- "I wanted to ask you if the men made any observations on my
- going behind the sedge with Mr. Boldwood yesterday?"
-
- "Yes, they did," said Gabriel. "You don't hold the shears
- right, miss -- I knew you wouldn't know the way -- hold like
- this."
-
- He relinquished the winch, and inclosing her two hands
- completely in his own (taking each as we sometimes slap a
- child's hand in teaching him to write), grasped the shears
- with her. "Incline the edge so," he said.
-
- Hands and shears were inclined to suit the words, and held
- thus for a peculiarly long time by the instructor as he
- spoke.
-
- "That will do," exclaimed Bathsheba. "Loose my hands. I
- won't have them held! Turn the winch."
-
- Gabriel freed her hands quietly, retired to his handle, and
- the grinding went on.
-
- "Did the men think it odd?" she said again.
-
- "Odd was not the idea, miss."
-
- "What did they say?"
-
- "That Farmer Boldwood's name and your own were likely to be
- flung over pulpit together before the year was out."
-
- "I thought so by the look of them! Why, there's nothing in
- it. A more foolish remark was never made, and I want you to
- contradict it! that's what I came for."
-
- Gabriel looked incredulous and sad, but between his moments
- of incredulity, relieved.
-
- "They must have heard our conversation," she continued.
-
- "Well, then, Bathsheba!" said Oak, stopping the handle, and
- gazing into her face with astonishment.
-
- "Miss Everdene, you mean," she said, with dignity.
-
- "I mean this, that if Mr. Boldwood really spoke of marriage,
- I bain't going to tell a story and say he didn't to please
- you. I have already tried to please you too much for my own
- good!"
-
- Bathsheba regarded him with round-eyed perplexity. She did
- not know whether to pity him for disappointed love of her,
- or to be angry with him for having got over it -- his tone
- being ambiguous.
-
- "I said I wanted you just to mention that it was not true I
- was going to be married to him," she murmured, with a slight
- decline in her assurance.
-
- "I can say that to them if you wish, Miss Everdene. And I
- could likewise give an opinion to 'ee on what you have
- done."
-
- "I daresay. But I don't want your opinion."
-
- I suppose not," said Gabriel bitterly, and going on with his
- turning, his words rising and falling in a regular swell and
- cadence as he stooped or rose with the winch, which directed
- them, according to his position, perpendicularly into the
- earth, or horizontally along the garden, his eyes being
- fixed on a leaf upon the ground.
-
- With Bathsheba a hastened act was a rash act; but, as does
- not always happen, time gained was prudence insured. It
- must be added, however, that time was very seldom gained.
- At this period the single opinion in the parish on herself
- and her doings that she valued as sounder than her own was
- Gabriel Oak's. And the outspoken honesty of his character
- was such that on any subject even that of her love for, or
- marriage with, another man, the same disinterestedness of
- opinion might be calculated on, and be had for the asking.
- Thoroughly convinced of the impossibility of his own suit, a
- high resolve constrained him not to injure that of another.
- This is a lover's most stoical virtue, as the lack of it is
- a lover's most venial sin. Knowing he would reply truly she
- asked the question, painful as she must have known the
- subject would be. Such is the selfishness of some charming
- women. Perhaps it was some excuse for her thus torturing
- honesty to her own advantage, that she had absolutely no
- other sound judgment within easy reach.
-
- "Well, what is your opinion of my conduct," she said,
- quietly.
-
- "That it is unworthy of any thoughtful, and meek, and comely
- woman."
-
- In an instant Bathsheba's face coloured with the angry
- crimson of a danby sunset. But she forbore to utter this
- feeling, and the reticence of her tongue only made the
- loquacity of her face the more noticeable.
-
- The next thing Gabriel did was to make a mistake.
-
- "Perhaps you don't like the rudeness of my reprimanding you,
- for I know it is rudeness; but I thought it would do good."
-
- She instantly replied sarcastically --
-
- "On the contrary, my opinion of you is so low, that I see in
- your abuse the praise of discerning people!"
-
- "I am glad you don't mind it, for I said it honestly and
- with every serious meaning."
-
- "I see. But, unfortunately, when you try not to speak in
- jest you are amusing -- just as when you wish to avoid
- seriousness you sometimes say a sensible word."
-
- It was a hard hit, but Bathsheba had unmistakably lost her
- temper, and on that account Gabriel had never in his life
- kept his own better. He said nothing. She then broke out -
- -
-
- "I may ask, I suppose, where in particular my unworthiness
- lies? In my not marrying you, perhaps!
-
- "Not by any means," said Gabriel quietly. "I have long
- given up thinking of that matter."
-
- "Or wishing it, I suppose," she said; and it was apparent
- that she expected an unhesitating denial of this
- supposition.
-
- Whatever Gabriel felt, he coolly echoed her words --
-
- "Or wishing it either."
-
- A woman may be treated with a bitterness which is sweet to
- her, and with a rudeness which is not offensive. Bathsheba
- would have submitted to an indignant chastisement for her
- levity had Gabriel protested that he was loving her at the
- same time; the impetuosity of passion unrequited is
- bearable, even if it stings and anathematizes there is a
- triumph in the humiliation, and a tenderness in the strife.
- This was what she had been expecting, and what she had not
- got. To be lectured because the lecturer saw her in the
- cold morning light of open-shuttered disillusion was
- exasperating. He had not finished, either. He continued in
- a more agitated voice: --
-
- "My opinion is (since you ask it) that you are greatly to
- blame for playing pranks upon a man like Mr. Boldwood,
- merely as a pastime. Leading on a man you don't care for is
- not a praiseworthy action. And even, Miss Everdene, if you
- seriously inclined towards him, you might have let him find
- it out in some way of true loving-kindness, and not by
- sending him a valentine's letter."
-
- Bathsheba laid down the shears.
-
- "I cannot allow any man to -- to criticise my private
- Conduct!" she exclaimed. "Nor will I for a minute. So
- you'll please leave the farm at the end of the week!"
-
- It may have been a peculiarity -- at any rate it was a fact
- -- that when Bathsheba was swayed by an emotion of an
- earthly sort her lower lip trembled: when by a refined
- emotion, her upper or heavenward one. Her nether lip
- quivered now.
-
- "Very well, so I will," said Gabriel calmly. He had been
- held to her by a beautiful thread which it pained him to
- spoil by breaking, rather than by a chain he could not
- break. "I should be even better pleased to go at once," he
- added.
-
- "Go at once then, in Heaven's name!" said she, her eyes
- flashing at his, though never meeting them. "Don't let me
- see your face any more."
-
- "Very well, Miss Everdene -- so it shall be."
-
- And he took his shears and went away from her in placid
- dignity, as Moses left the presence of Pharaoh.
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
-
- TROUBLES IN THE FOLD -- A MESSAGE
-
-
- GABRIEL OAK had ceased to feed the Weatherbury flock for
- about four-and-twenty hours, when on Sunday afternoon the
- elderly gentlemen Joseph Poorgrass, Matthew Moon, Fray, and
- half-a-dozen others, came running up to the house of the
- mistress of the Upper Farm.
-
- "Whatever IS the matter, men?" she said, meeting them at the
- door just as she was coming out on her way to church, and
- ceasing in a moment from the close compression of her two
- red lips, with which she had accompanied the exertion of
- pulling on a tight glove. "Sixty!" said Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- "Seventy!" said Moon.
-
- "Fifty-nine!" said Susan Tall's husband.
-
- "-- Sheep have broke fence," said Fray.
-
- "-- And got into a field of young clover," said Tall.
-
- "-- Young clover!" said Moon. "-- Clover!" said Joseph
- Poorgrass.
-
- "And they be getting blasted," said Henery Fray.
-
- "That they be," said Joseph.
-
- "And will all die as dead as nits, if they bain't got out
- and cured!" said Tall.
-
- Joseph's countenance was drawn into lines and puckers by his
- concern. Fray's forehead was wrinkled both perpendicularly
- and crosswise, after the pattern of a portcullis, expressive
- of a double despair. Laban Tall's lips were thin, and his
- face was rigid. Matthew's jaws sank, and his eyes turned
- whichever way the strongest muscle happened to pull them.
-
- "Yes," said Joseph, "and I was sitting at home, looking for
- Ephesians, and says I to myself, ''Tis nothing but
- Corinthians and Thessalonians in this danged Testament,'
- when who should come in but Henery there: 'Joseph,' he
- said, 'the sheep have blasted theirselves ----'"
-
- With Bathsheba it was a moment when thought was speech and
- speech exclamation. Moreover, she had hardly recovered her
- equanimity since the disturbance which she had suffered from
- Oak's remarks.
-
- "That's enough -- that's enough! -- oh, you fools!" she
- cried, throwing the parasol and Prayer-book into the
- passage, and running out of doors in the direction
- signified. "To come to me, and not go and get them out
- directly! Oh, the stupid numskulls!"
-
- Her eyes were at their darkest and brightest now.
- Bathsheba's beauty belonged rather to the demonian than to
- the angelic school, she never looked so well as when she was
- angry -- and particularly when the effect was heightened by
- a rather dashing velvet dress, carefully put on before a
- glass.
-
- All the ancient men ran in a jumbled throng after her to the
- clover-field, Joseph sinking down in the midst when about
- half-way, like an individual withering in a world which was
- more and more insupportable. Having once received the
- stimulus that her presence always gave them they went round
- among the sheep with a will. The majority of the afflicted
- animals were lying down, and could not be stirred. These
- were bodily lifted out, and the others driven into the
- adjoining field. Here, after the lapse of a few minutes,
- several more fell down, and lay helpless and livid as the
- rest.
-
- Bathsheba, with a sad, bursting heart, looked at these
- primest specimens of her prime flock as they rolled there --
-
-
- Swoln with wind and the rank mist they drew.
-
-
- Many of them foamed at the mouth, their breathing being
- quick and short, whilst the bodies of all were fearfully
- distended.
-
- "Oh, what can I do, what can I do!" said Bathsheba,
- helplessly. "Sheep are such unfortunate animals! -- there's
- always something happening to them! I never knew a flock
- pass a year without getting into some scrape or other."
-
- "There's only one way of saving them," said Tall.
-
- "What way? Tell me quick!"
-
- "They must be pierced in the side with a thing made on
- purpose."
-
- "Can you do it? Can I?"
-
- "No, ma'am. We can't, nor you neither. It must be done in
- a particular spot. If ye go to the right or left but an
- inch you stab the ewe and kill her. Not even a shepherd can
- do it, as a rule."
-
- "Then they must die," she said, in a resigned tone.
-
- "Only one man in the neighbourhood knows the way," said
- Joseph, now just come up. "He could cure 'em all if he were
- here."
-
- "Who is he? Let's get him!"
-
- "Shepherd Oak," said Matthew. "Ah, he's a clever man in
- talents!"
-
- "Ah, that he is so!" said Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- "True -- he's the man," said Laban Tall.
-
- "How dare you name that man in my presence!" she said
- excitedly. "I told you never to allude to him, nor shall
- you if you stay with me. Ah!" she added, brightening,
- "Farmer Boldwood knows!"
-
- "O no, ma'am" said Matthew. "Two of his store ewes got into
- some vetches t'other day, and were just like these. He sent
- a man on horseback here post-haste for Gable, and Gable went
- and saved 'em, Farmer Boldwood hev got the thing they do it
- with. 'Tis a holler pipe, with a sharp pricker inside.
- Isn't it, Joseph?"
-
- "Ay -- a holler pipe," echoed Joseph. "That's what 'tis."
-
- "Ay, sure -- that's the machine," chimed in Henery Fray,
- reflectively, with an Oriental indifference to the flight of
- time.
-
- "Well," burst out Bathsheba, "don't stand there with your
- 'ayes' and your 'sures' talking at me! Get somebody to cure
- the sheep instantly!"
-
- All then stalked off in consternation, to get somebody as
- directed, without any idea of who it was to be. In a minute
- they had vanished through the gate, and she stood alone with
- the dying flock.
-
- "Never will I send for him never!" she said firmly.
-
- One of the ewes here contracted its muscles horribly,
- extended itself, and jumped high into the air. The leap was
- an astonishing one. The ewe fell heavily, and lay still.
-
- Bathsheba went up to it. The sheep was dead.
-
- "Oh, what shall I do -- what shall I do!" she again
- exclaimed, wringing her hands. "I won't send for him. No,
- I won't!"
-
- The most vigorous expression of a resolution does not always
- coincide with the greatest vigour of the resolution itself.
- It is often flung out as a sort of prop to support a
- decaying conviction which, whilst strong, required no
- enunciation to prove it so. The "No, I won't" of Bathsheba
- meant virtually, "I think I must."
-
- She followed her assistants through the gate, and lifted her
- hand to one of them. Laban answered to her signal.
-
- "Where is Oak staying?"
-
- "Across the valley at Nest Cottage!"
-
- "Jump on the bay mare, and ride across, and say he must
- return instantly -- that I say so."
-
- Tall scrambled off to the field, and in two minutes was on
- Poll, the bay, bare-backed, and with only a halter by way of
- rein. He diminished down the hill.
-
- Bathsheba watched. So did all the rest. Tall cantered
- along the bridle-path through Sixteen Acres, Sheeplands,
- Middle Field, The Flats, Cappel's Piece, shrank almost to a
- point, crossed the bridge, and ascended from the valley
- through Springmead and Whitepits on the other side. The
- cottage to which Gabriel had retired before taking his final
- departure from the locality was visible as a white spot on
- the opposite hill, backed by blue firs. Bathsheba walked up
- and down. The men entered the field and endeavoured to ease
- the anguish of the dumb creatures by rubbing them. Nothing
- availed.
-
- Bathsheba continued walking. The horse was seen descending
- the hill, and the wearisome series had to be repeated in
- reverse order: Whitepits, Springmead, Cappel's Piece, The
- Flats, Middle Field, Sheeplands, Sixteen Acres. She hoped
- Tall had had presence of mind enough to give the mare up to
- Gabriel, and return himself on foot. The rider neared them.
- It was Tall.
-
- "Oh, what folly!" said Bathsheba.
-
- Gabriel was not visible anywhere.
-
- "Perhaps he is already gone!" she said.
-
- Tall came into the inclosure, and leapt off, his face tragic
- as Morton's after the battle of Shrewsbury.
-
- "Well?" said Bathsheba, unwilling to believe that her verbal
- LETTRE-DE-CACHET could possibly have miscarried.
-
- "He says BEGGARS MUSTN'T BE CHOOSERS," replied Laban.
-
- "What!" said the young farmer, opening her eyes and drawing
- in her breath for an outburst. Joseph Poorgrass retired a
- few steps behind a hurdle.
-
- "He says he shall not come unless you request en to come
- civilly and in a proper manner, as becomes any 'ooman
- begging a favour."
-
- "Oh, oh, that's his answer! Where does he get his airs? Who
- am I, then, to be treated like that? Shall I beg to a man
- who has begged to me?"
-
- Another of the flock sprang into the air, and fell dead.
-
- The men looked grave, as if they suppressed opinion.
-
- Bathsheba turned aside, her eyes full of tears. The strait
- she was in through pride and shrewishness could not be
- disguised longer: she burst out crying bitterly; they all
- saw it; and she attempted no further concealment.
-
- "I wouldn't cry about it, miss," said William Small-bury,
- compassionately. "Why not ask him softer like? I'm sure
- he'd come then. Gable is a true man in that way."
-
- Bathsheba checked her grief and wiped her eyes. "Oh, it is
- a wicked cruelty to me -- it is -- it is!" she murmured.
- "And he drives me to do what I wouldn't; yes, he does! --
- Tall, come indoors."
-
- After this collapse, not very dignified for the head of an
- establishment, she went into the house, Tall at her heels.
- Here she sat down and hastily scribbled a note between the
- small convulsive sobs of convalescence which follow a fit of
- crying as a ground-swell follows a storm. The note was none
- the less polite for being written in a hurry. She held it
- at a distance, was about to fold it, then added these words
- at the bottom: --
-
-
- "DO NOT DESERT ME, GABRIEL!"
-
-
- She looked a little redder in refolding it, and closed her
- lips, as if thereby to suspend till too late the action of
- conscience in examining whether such strategy were
- justifiable. The note was despatched as the message had
- been, and Bathsheba waited indoors for the result.
-
- It was an anxious quarter of an hour that intervened between
- the messenger's departure and the sound of the horse's tramp
- again outside. She could not watch this time, but, leaning
- over the old bureau at which she had written the letter,
- closed her eyes, as if to keep out both hope and fear.
-
- The case, however, was a promising one. Gabriel was not
- angry: he was simply neutral, although her first command had
- been so haughty. Such imperiousness would have damned a
- little less beauty; and on the other hand, such beauty would
- have redeemed a little less imperiousness.
-
- She went out when the horse was heard, and looked up. A
- mounted figure passed between her and the sky, and drew on
- towards the field of sheep, the rider turning his face in
- receding. Gabriel looked at her. It was a moment when a
- woman's eyes and tongue tell distinctly opposite tales.
- Bathsheba looked full of gratitude, and she said: --
-
- "Oh, Gabriel, how could you serve me so unkindly!"
-
- Such a tenderly-shaped reproach for his previous delay was
- the one speech in the language that he could pardon for not
- being commendation of his readiness now.
-
- Gabriel murmured a confused reply, and hastened on. She
- knew from the look which sentence in her note had brought
- him. Bathsheba followed to the field.
-
- Gabriel was already among the turgid, prostrate forms. He
- had flung off his coat, rolled up his shirt-sleeves, and
- taken from his pocket the instrument of salvation. It was a
- small tube or trochar, with a lance passing down the inside;
- and Gabriel began to use it with a dexterity that would have
- graced a hospital surgeon. Passing his hand over the
- sheep's left flank, and selecting the proper point, he
- punctured the skin and rumen with the lance as it stood in
- the tube; then he suddenly withdrew the lance, retaining the
- tube in its place. A current of air rushed up the tube,
- forcible enough to have extinguished a candle held at the
- orifice.
-
- It has been said that mere ease after torment is delight for
- a time; and the countenances of these poor creatures
- expressed it now. Forty-nine operations were successfully
- performed. Owing to the great hurry necessitated by the
- far-gone state of some of the flock, Gabriel missed his aim
- in one case, and in one only -- striking wide of the mark,
- and inflicting a mortal blow at once upon the suffering ewe.
- Four had died; three recovered without an operation. The
- total number of sheep which had thus strayed and injured
- themselves so dangerously was fifty-seven.
-
- When the love-led man had ceased from his labours, Bathsheba
- came and looked him in the face.
-
- "Gabriel, will you stay on with me?" she said, smiling
- winningly, and not troubling to bring her lips quite
- together again at the end, because there was going to be
- another smile soon.
-
- "I will," said Gabriel.
-
- And she smiled on him again.
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
-
- THE GREAT BARN AND THE SHEEP-SHEARERS
-
-
- MEN thin away to insignificance and oblivion quite as often
- by not making the most of good spirits when they have them
- as by lacking good spirits when they are indispensable.
- Gabriel lately, for the first time since his prostration by
- misfortune, had been independent in thought and vigorous in
- action to a marked extent -- conditions which, powerless
- without an opportunity as an opportunity without them is
- barren, would have given him a sure lift upwards when the
- favourable conjunction should have occurred. But this
- incurable loitering beside Bathsheba Everdene stole his time
- ruinously. The spring tides were going by without floating
- him off, and the neap might soon come which could not.
-
- It was the first day of June, and the sheep-shearing season
- culminated, the landscape, even to the leanest pasture,
- being all health and colour. Every green was young, every
- pore was open, and every stalk was swollen with racing
- currents of juice. God was palpably present in the country,
- and the devil had gone with the world to town. Flossy
- catkins of the later kinds, fern-sprouts like bishops'
- croziers, the square-headed moschatel, the odd cuckoo-pint,
- -- like an apoplectic saint in a niche of malachite, --
- snow-white ladies'-smocks, the toothwort, approximating to
- human flesh, the enchanter's night-shade, and the black-
- petaled doleful-bells, were among the quainter objects of
- the vegetable world in and about Weatherbury at this teeming
- time; and of the animal, the metamorphosed figures of Mr.
- Jan Coggan, the master-shearer; the second and third
- shearers, who travelled in the exercise of their calling,
- and do not require definition by name; Henery Fray the
- fourth shearer, Susan Tall's husband the fifth, Joseph
- Poorgrass the sixth, young Cain Ball as assistant-shearer,
- and Gabriel Oak as general supervisor. None of these were
- clothed to any extent worth mentioning, each appearing to
- have hit in the matter of raiment the decent mean between a
- high and low caste Hindoo. An angularity of lineament, and
- a fixity of facial machinery in general, proclaimed that
- serious work was the order of the day.
-
- They sheared in the great barn, called for the nonce the
- Shearing-barn, which on ground-plan resembled a church with
- transepts. It not only emulated the form of the
- neighbouring church of the parish, but vied with it in
- antiquity. Whether the barn had ever formed one of a group
- of conventual buildings nobody seemed to be aware; no trace
- of such surroundings remained. The vast porches at the
- sides, lofty enough to admit a waggon laden to its highest
- with corn in the sheaf, were spanned by heavy-pointed arches
- of stone, broadly and boldly cut, whose very simplicity was
- the origin of a grandeur not apparent in erections where
- more ornament has been attempted. The dusky, filmed,
- chestnut roof, braced and tied in by huge collars, curves,
- and diagonals, was far nobler in design, because more
- wealthy in material, than nine-tenths of those in our modern
- churches. Along each side wall was a range of striding
- buttresses, throwing deep shadows on the spaces between
- them, which were perforated by lancet openings, combining in
- their proportions the precise requirements both of beauty
- and ventilation.
-
- One could say about this barn, what could hardly be said of
- either the church or the castle, akin to it in age and
- style, that the purpose which had dictated its original
- erection was the same with that to which it was still
- applied. Unlike and superior to either of those two typical
- remnants of mediaevalism, the old barn embodied practices
- which had suffered no mutilation at the hands of time. Here
- at least the spirit of the ancient builders was at one with
- the spirit of the modern beholder. Standing before this
- abraded pile, the eye regarded its present usage, the mind
- dwelt upon its past history, with a satisfied sense of
- functional continuity throughout -- a feeling almost of
- gratitude, and quite of pride, at the permanence of the idea
- which had heaped it up. The fact that four centuries had
- neither proved it to be founded on a mistake, inspired any
- hatred of its purpose, nor given rise to any reaction that
- had battered it down, invested this simple grey effort of
- old minds with a repose, if not a grandeur, which a too
- curious reflection was apt to disturb in its ecclesiastical
- and military compeers. For once medievalism and modernism
- had a common stand-point. The lanceolate windows, the time-
- eaten arch-stones and chamfers, the orientation of the axis,
- the misty chestnut work of the rafters, referred to no
- exploded fortifying art or worn-out religious creed. The
- defence and salvation of the body by daily bread is still a
- study, a religion, and a desire.
-
- To-day the large side doors were thrown open towards the sun
- to admit a bountiful light to the immediate spot of the
- shearers' operations, which was the wood threshing-floor in
- the centre, formed of thick oak, black with age and polished
- by the beating of flails for many generations, till it had
- grown as slippery and as rich in hue as the state-room
- floors of an Elizabethan mansion. Here the shearers knelt,
- the sun slanting in upon their bleached shirts, tanned arms,
- and the polished shears they flourished, causing these to
- bristle with a thousand rays strong enough to blind a weak-
- eyed man. Beneath them a captive sheep lay panting,
- quickening its pants as misgiving merged in terror, till it
- quivered like the hot landscape outside.
-
- This picture of to-day in its frame of four hundred years
- ago did not produce that marked contrast between ancient and
- modern which is implied by the contrast of date. In
- comparison with cities, Weatherbury was immutable. The
- citizen's THEN is the rustic's NOW. In London, twenty or
- thirty-years ago are old times; in Paris ten years, or five;
- in Weatherbury three or four score years were included in
- the mere present, and nothing less than a century set a mark
- on its face or tone. Five decades hardly modified the cut
- of a gaiter, the embroidery of a smock-frock, by the breadth
- of a hair. Ten generations failed to alter the turn of a
- single phrase. In these Wessex nooks the busy outsider's
- ancient times are only old; his old times are still new; his
- present is futurity.
-
- So the barn was natural to the shearers, and the shearers
- were in harmony with the barn.
-
- The spacious ends of the building, answering
- ecclesiastically to nave and chancel extremities, were
- fenced off with hurdles, the sheep being all collected in a
- crowd within these two enclosures; and in one angle a
- catching-pen was formed, in which three or four sheep were
- continuously kept ready for the shearers to seize without
- loss of time. In the background, mellowed by tawny shade,
- were the three women, Maryann Money, and Temperance and
- Soberness Miller, gathering up the fleeces and twisting
- ropes of wool with a wimble for tying them round. They were
- indifferently well assisted by the old maltster, who, when
- the malting season from October to April had passed, made
- himself useful upon any of the bordering farmsteads.
-
- Behind all was Bathsheba, carefully watching the men to see
- that there was no cutting or wounding through carelessness,
- and that the animals were shorn close. Gabriel, who flitted
- and hovered under her bright eyes like a moth, did not shear
- continuously, half his time being spent in attending to the
- others and selecting the sheep for them. At the present
- moment he was engaged in handing round a mug of mild liquor,
- supplied from a barrel in the corner, and cut pieces of
- bread and cheese.
-
- Bathsheba, after throwing a glance here, a caution there,
- and lecturing one of the younger operators who had allowed
- his last finished sheep to go off among the flock without
- re-stamping it with her initials, came again to Gabriel, as
- he put down the luncheon to drag a frightened ewe to his
- shear-station, flinging it over upon its back with a
- dexterous twist of the arm. He lopped off the tresses about
- its head, and opened up the neck and collar, his mistress
- quietly looking on.
-
- "She blushes at the insult," murmured Bathsheba, watching
- the pink flush which arose and overspread the neck and
- shoulders of the ewe where they were left bare by the
- clicking shears -- a flush which was enviable, for its
- delicacy, by many queens of coteries, and would have been
- creditable, for its promptness, to any woman in the world.
-
- Poor Gabriel's soul was fed with a luxury of content by
- having her over him, her eyes critically regarding his
- skilful shears, which apparently were going to gather up a
- piece of the flesh at every close, and yet never did so.
- Like Guildenstern, Oak was happy in that he was not over
- happy. He had no wish to converse with her: that his bright
- lady and himself formed one group, exclusively their own,
- and containing no others in the world, was enough.
-
- So the chatter was all on her side. There is a loquacity
- that tells nothing, which was Bathsheba's; and there is a
- silence which says much: that was Gabriel's. Full of this
- dim and temperate bliss, he went on to fling the ewe over
- upon her other side, covering her head with his knee,
- gradually running the shears line after line round her
- dewlap; thence about her flank and back, and finishing over
- the tail.
-
- "Well done, and done quickly!" said Bathsheba, looking at
- her watch as the last snip resounded.
-
- "How long, miss?" said Gabriel, wiping his brow.
-
- "Three-and-twenty minutes and a half since you took the
- first lock from its forehead. It is the first time that I
- have ever seen one done in less than half an hour."
-
- The clean, sleek creature arose from its fleece -- how
- perfectly like Aphrodite rising from the foam should have
- been seen to be realized -- looking startled and shy at the
- loss of its garment, which lay on the floor in one soft
- cloud, united throughout, the portion visible being the
- inner surface only, which, never before exposed, was white
- as snow, and without flaw or blemish of the minutest kind.
-
- "Cain Ball!"
-
- "Yes, Mister Oak; here I be!"
-
- Cainy now runs forward with the tar-pot. "B. E." is newly
- stamped upon the shorn skin, and away the simple dam leaps,
- panting, over the board into the shirtless flock outside.
- Then up comes Maryann; throws the loose locks into the
- middle of the fleece, rolls it up, and carries it into the
- background as three-and-a-half pounds of unadulterated
- warmth for the winter enjoyment of persons unknown and far
- away, who will, however, never experience the superlative
- comfort derivable from the wool as it here exists, new and
- pure -- before the unctuousness of its nature whilst in a
- living state has dried, stiffened, and been washed out --
- rendering it just now as superior to anything WOOLLEN as
- cream is superior to milk-and-water.
-
- But heartless circumstance could not leave entire Gabriel's
- happiness of this morning. The rams, old ewes, and two-
- shear ewes had duly undergone their stripping, and the men
- were proceeding with the shear-lings and hogs, when Oak's
- belief that she was going to stand pleasantly by and time
- him through another performance was painfully interrupted by
- Farmer Boldwood's appearance in the extremest corner of the
- barn. Nobody seemed to have perceived his entry, but there
- he certainly was. Boldwood always carried with him a social
- atmosphere of his own, which everybody felt who came near
- him; and the talk, which Bathsheba's presence had somewhat
- suppressed, was now totally suspended.
-
- He crossed over towards Bathsheba, who turned to greet him
- with a carriage of perfect ease. He spoke to her in low
- tones, and she instinctively modulated her own to the same
- pitch, and her voice ultimately even caught the inflection
- of his. She was far from having a wish to appear
- mysteriously connected with him; but woman at the
- impressionable age gravitates to the larger body not only in
- her choice of words, which is apparent every day, but even
- in her shades of tone and humour, when the influence is
- great.
-
- What they conversed about was not audible to Gabriel, who
- was too independent to get near, though too concerned to
- disregard. The issue of their dialogue was the taking of
- her hand by the courteous farmer to help her over the
- spreading-board into the bright June sunlight outside.
- Standing beside the sheep already shorn, they went on
- talking again. Concerning the flock? Apparently not.
- Gabriel theorized, not without truth, that in quiet
- discussion of any matter within reach of the speakers' eyes,
- these are usually fixed upon it. Bathsheba demurely
- regarded a contemptible straw lying upon the ground, in a
- way which suggested less ovine criticism than womanly
- embarrassment. She became more or less red in the cheek,
- the blood wavering in uncertain flux and reflux over the
- sensitive space between ebb and flood. Gabriel sheared on,
- constrained and sad.
-
- She left Boldwood's side, and he walked up and down alone
- for nearly a quarter of an hour. Then she reappeared in her
- new riding-habit of myrtle-green, which fitted her to the
- waist as a rind fits its fruit; and young Bob Coggan led on
- her mare, Boldwood fetching his own horse from the tree
- under which it had been tied.
-
- Oak's eyes could not forsake them; and in endeavouring to
- continue his shearing at the same time that he watched
- Boldwood's manner, he snipped the sheep in the groin. The
- animal plunged; Bathsheba instantly gazed towards it, and
- saw the blood.
-
- "Oh, Gabriel!" she exclaimed, with severe remonstrance, "you
- who are so strict with the other men -- see what you are
- doing yourself!"
-
- To an outsider there was not much to complain of in this
- remark; but to Oak, who knew Bathsheba to be well aware that
- she herself was the cause of the poor ewe's wound, because
- she had wounded the ewe's shearer in a -- still more vital
- part, it had a sting which the abiding sense of his
- inferiority to both herself and Boldwood was not calculated
- to heal. But a manly resolve to recognize boldly that he
- had no longer a lover's interest in her, helped him
- occasionally to conceal a feeling.
-
- "Bottle!" he shouted, in an unmoved voice of routine. Cainy
- Ball ran up, the wound was anointed, and the shearing
- continued.
-
- Boldwood gently tossed Bathsheba into the saddle, and before
- they turned away she again spoke out to Oak with the same
- dominative and tantalizing graciousness.
-
- "I am going now to see Mr. Boldwood's Leicesters. Take my
- place in the barn, Gabriel, and keep the men carefully to
- their work."
-
- The horses' heads were put about, and they trotted away.
-
- Boldwood's deep attachment was a matter of great interest
- among all around him; but, after having been pointed out for
- so many years as the perfect exemplar of thriving
- bachelorship, his lapse was an anticlimax somewhat
- resembling that of St. John Long's death by consumption in
- the midst of his proofs that it was not a fatal disease.
-
- "That means matrimony," said Temperance Miller, following
- them out of sight with her eyes.
-
- "I reckon that's the size o't," said Coggan, working along
- without looking up.
-
- "Well, better wed over the mixen than over the moor," said
- Laban Tall, turning his sheep.
-
- Henery Fray spoke, exhibiting miserable eyes at the same
- time: "I don't see why a maid should take a husband when
- she's bold enough to fight her own battles, and don't want a
- home; for 'tis keeping another woman out. But let it be,
- for 'tis a pity he and she should trouble two houses."
-
- As usual with decided characters, Bathsheba invariably
- provoked the criticism of individuals like Henery Fray. Her
- emblazoned fault was to be too pronounced in her objections,
- and not sufficiently overt in her likings. We learn that it
- is not the rays which bodies absorb, but those which they
- reject, that give them the colours they are known by; and in
- the same way people are specialized by their dislikes and
- antagonisms, whilst their goodwill is looked upon as no
- attribute at all.
-
- Henery continued in a more complaisant mood: "I once hinted
- my mind to her on a few things, as nearly as a battered
- frame dared to do so to such a froward piece. You all know,
- neighbours, what a man I be, and how I come down with my
- powerful words when my pride is boiling wi' scarn?"
-
- "We do, we do, Henery."
-
- "So I said, 'Mistress Everdene, there's places empty, and
- there's gifted men willing; but the spite' -- no, not the
- spite -- I didn't say spite -- 'but the villainy of the
- contrarikind,' I said (meaning womankind), 'keeps 'em out.'
- That wasn't too strong for her, say?"
-
- "Passably well put."
-
- "Yes; and I would have said it, had death and salvation
- overtook me for it. Such is my spirit when I have a mind."
-
- "A true man, and proud as a lucifer."
-
- "You see the artfulness? Why, 'twas about being baily
- really; but I didn't put it so plain that she could
- understand my meaning, so I could lay it on all the
- stronger. That was my depth! ... However, let her marry an
- she will. Perhaps 'tis high time. I believe Farmer
- Boldwood kissed her behind the spear-bed at the sheep-
- washing t'other day -- that I do."
-
- "What a lie!" said Gabriel.
-
- "Ah, neighbour Oak -- how'st know?" said, Henery, mildly.
-
- "Because she told me all that passed," said Oak, with a
- pharisaical sense that he was not as other shearers in this
- matter.
-
- "Ye have a right to believe it," said Henery, with dudgeon;
- "a very true right. But I mid see a little distance into
- things! To be long-headed enough for a baily's place is a
- poor mere trifle -- yet a trifle more than nothing.
- However, I look round upon life quite cool. Do you heed me,
- neighbours? My words, though made as simple as I can, mid be
- rather deep for some heads."
-
- "O yes, Henery, we quite heed ye."
-
- "A strange old piece, goodmen -- whirled about from here to
- yonder, as if I were nothing! A little warped, too. But I
- have my depths; ha, and even my great depths! I might gird
- at a certain shepherd, brain to brain. But no -- O no!"
-
- "A strange old piece, ye say!" interposed the maltster, in a
- querulous voice. "At the same time ye be no old man worth
- naming -- no old man at all. Yer teeth bain't half gone
- yet; and what's a old man's standing if so be his teeth
- bain't gone? Weren't I stale in wedlock afore ye were out of
- arms? 'Tis a poor thing to be sixty, when there's people far
- past four-score -- a boast'weak as water."
-
- It was the unvaying custom in Weatherbury to sink minor
- differences when the maltster had to be pacified.
-
- "Weak as-water! yes," said Jan Coggan. "Malter, we feel ye
- to be a wonderful veteran man, and nobody can gainsay it."
-
- "Nobody," said Joseph Poorgrass. "Ye be a very rare old
- spectacle, malter, and we all admire ye for that gift. "
-
- "Ay, and as a young man, when my senses were in prosperity,
- I was likewise liked by a good-few who knowed me," said the
- maltster.
-
- "'Ithout doubt you was -- 'ithout doubt."
-
- The bent and hoary 'man was satisfied, and so apparently was
- Henery Frag. That matters should continue pleasant Maryann
- spoke, who, what with her brown complexion, and the working
- wrapper of rusty linsey, had at present the mellow hue of an
- old sketch in oils -- notably some of Nicholas Poussin's: --
-
- "Do anybody know of a crooked man, or a lame, or any second-
- hand fellow at all that would do for poor me?" said Maryann.
- "A perfect one I don't expect to at my time of life. If I
- could hear of such a thing twould do me more good than toast
- and ale."
-
- Coggan furnished a suitable reply. Oak went on with his
- shearing, and said not another word. Pestilent moods had
- come, and teased away his quiet. Bathsheba had shown
- indications of anointing him above his fellows by installing
- him as the bailiff that the farm imperatively required. He
- did not covet the post relatively to the farm: in relation
- to herself, as beloved by him and unmarried to another, he
- had coveted it. His readings of her seemed now to be
- vapoury and indistinct. His lecture to her was, he thought,
- one of the absurdest mistakes. Far from coquetting with
- Boldwood, she had trifled with himself in thus feigning that
- she had trifled with another. He was inwardly convinced
- that, in accordance with the anticipations of his easy-going
- and worse-educated comrades, that day would see Boldwood the
- accepted husband of Miss Everdene. Gabriel at this time of
- his life had out-grown the instinctive dislike which every
- Christian boy has for reading the Bible, perusing it now
- quite frequently, and he inwardly said, "I find more bitter
- than death the woman whose heart is snares and nets!" This
- was mere exclamation -- the froth of the storm. He adored
- Bathsheba just the same.
-
- "We workfolk shall have some lordly-junketing to-night,"
- said Cainy Ball, casting forth his thoughts in a new
- direction. "This morning I see'em making the great puddens
- in the milking-pails -- lumps of fat as big as yer thumb,
- Mister Oak! I've never seed such splendid large
- knobs of fat before in the days of my life -- they never
- used to be bigger then a horse-bean. And there was a great
- black crock upon the brandish with his legs a-sticking out,
- but I don't know what was in within."
-
- "And there's two bushels of biffins for apple-pies," said
- Maryann.
-
- "Well, I hope to do my duty by it all," said Joseph
- Poorgrass, in a pleasant, masticating manner of
- anticipation. "Yes; victuals and drink is a cheerful thing,
- and gives nerves to the nerveless, if the form of words may
- be used. 'Tis the gospel of the body, without which we
- perish, so to speak it."
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
-
- EVENTIDE -- A SECOND DECLARATION
-
-
- FOR the shearing-supper a long table was placed on the
- grass-plot beside the house, the end of the table being
- thrust over the sill of the wide parlour window and a foot
- or two into the room. Miss Everdene sat inside the window,
- facing down the table. She was thus at the head without
- mingling with the men.
-
- This evening Bathsheba was unusually excited, her red cheeks
- and lips contrasting lustrously with the mazy skeins of her
- shadowy hair. She seemed to expect assistance, and the seat
- at the bottom of the table was at her request left vacant
- until after they had begun the meal. She then asked Gabriel
- to take the place and the duties appertaining to that end,
- which he did with great readiness.
-
- At this moment Mr. Boldwood came in at the gate, and crossed
- the green to Bathsheba at the window. He apologized for his
- lateness: his arrival was evidently by arrangement.
-
- "Gabriel," said she, "will you move again, please, and let
- Mr. Boldwood come there?"
-
- Oak moved in silence back to his original seat.
-
- The gentleman-farmer was dressed in cheerful style, in a new
- coat and white waistcoat, quite contrasting with his usual
- sober suits of grey. Inwardy, too, he was blithe, and
- consequently chatty to an exceptional degree. So also was
- Bathsheba now that he had come, though the uninvited
- presence of Pennyways, the bailiff who had been dismissed
- for theft, disturbed her equanimity for a while.
-
- Supper being ended, Coggan began on his own private account,
- without reference to listeners: --
-
-
- I've lost my love, and l care not,
- I've lost my love, and l care not;
- I shall soon have another
- That's better than t'other;
- I've lost my love, and I care not.
-
-
- This lyric, when concluded, was received with a silently
- appreciative gaze at the table, implying that the
- performance, like a work by those established authors who
- are independent of notices in the papers, was a well-known
- delight which required no applause.
-
- "Now, Master Poorgrass, your song!" said Coggan.
-
- "I be all but in liquor, and the gift is wanting in me,"
- said Joseph, diminishing himself.
-
- "Nonsense; wou'st never be so ungrateful, Joseph -- never!"
- said Coggan, expressing hurt feelings by an inflection of
- voice. "And mistress is looking hard at ye, as much as to
- say, "Sing at once, Joseph Poorgrass."
-
- "Faith, so she is; well, I must suffer it! ... Just eye my
- features, and see if the tell-tale blood overheats me much,
- neighbours?"
-
- "No, yer blushes be quite reasonable," said Coggan.
-
- "I always tries to keep my colours from rising when a
- beauty's eyes get fixed on me," said Joseph, differently;
- "but if so be 'tis willed they do, they must."
-
- "Now, Joseph, your song, please," said Bathsheba, from the
- window.
-
- "Well, really, ma'am," he replied, in a yielding tone, "I
- don't know what to say. It would be a poor plain ballet of
- my own composure."
-
- "Hear, hear!" said the supper-party.
-
- Poorgrass, thus assured, trilled forth a flickering yet
- commendable piece of sentiment, the tune of which consisted
- of the key-note and another, the latter being the sound
- chiefly dwelt upon. This was so successful that he rashly
- plunged into a second in the same breath, after a few false
- starts: --
-
-
- I sow'-ed th'-e .....
- I sow'-ed .....
- I sow'-ed the'-e seeds' of love',
- I-it was' all' i'-in the'-e spring',
- I-in A'-pril', Ma'-ay, a'-nd sun'-ny' June',
- When sma'-all bi'-irds they' do' sing.
-
-
- "Well put out of hand," said Coggan, at the end of the
- verse. 'They do sing' was a very taking paragraph."
-
- "Ay; and there was a pretty place at "seeds of love." and
- 'twas well heaved out. Though "love" is a nasty high corner
- when a man's voice is getting crazed. Next verse, Master
- Poorgrass."
-
- But during this rendering young Bob Coggan exhibited one of
- those anomalies which will afflict little people when other
- persons are particularly serious: in trying to check his
- laughter, he pushed down his throat as much of the
- tablecloth as he could get hold of, when, after continuing
- hermetically sealed for a short time, his mirth burst out
- through his nose. Joseph perceived it, and with hectic
- cheeks of indignation instantly ceased singing. Coggan
- boxed Bob's ears immediately.
-
- "Go on, Joseph -- go on, and never mind the young scamp,"
- said Coggan. "'Tis a very catching ballet. Now then again
- -- the next bar; I'll help ye to flourish up the shrill
- notes where yer wind is rather wheezy: --
-
-
- Oh the wi'-il-lo'-ow tree' will' twist',
- And the wil'-low' tre'-ee wi'ill twine'.
-
- But the singer could not be set going again. Bob Coggan was
- sent home for his ill manners, and tranquility was restored
- by Jacob Smallbury, who volunteered a ballad as inclusive
- and interminable as that with which the worthy toper old
- Silenus amused on a similar occasion the swains Chromis and
- Mnasylus, and other jolly dogs of his day.
-
- It was still the beaming time of evening, though night was
- stealthily making itself visible low down upon the ground,
- the western lines of light taking the earth without
- alighting upon it to any extent, or illuminating the dead
- levels at all. The sun had crept round the tree as a last
- effort before death, and then began to sink, the shearers'
- lower parts becoming steeped in embrowning twilight, whilst
- their heads and shoulders were still enjoying day, touched
- with a yellow of self-sustained brilliancy that seemed
- inherent rather than acquired.
-
- The sun went down in an ochreous mist; but they sat, and
- talked on, and grew as merry as the gods in Homer's heaven.
- Bathsheba still remained enthroned inside the window, and
- occupied herself in knitting, from which she sometimes
- looked up to view the fading scene outside. The slow
- twilight expanded and enveloped them completely before the
- signs of moving were shown.
-
- Gabriel suddenly missed Farmer Boldwood from his place at
- the bottom of the table. How long he had been gone Oak did
- not know; but he had apparently withdrawn into the
- encircling dusk. Whilst he was thinking of this, Liddy
- brought candles into the back part of the room overlooking
- the shearers, and their lively new flames shone down the
- table and over the men, and dispersed among the green
- shadows behind. Bathsheba's form, still in its original
- position, was now again distinct between their eyes and the
- light, which revealed that Boldwood had gone inside the
- room, and was sitting near her.
-
- Next came the question of the evening. Would Miss Everdene
- sing to them the song she always sang so charmingly -- "The
- Banks of Allan Water" -- before they went home?
-
- After a moment's consideration Bathsheba assented, beckoning
- to Gabriel, who hastened up into the coveted atmosphere.
-
- "Have you brought your flute?" she whispered.
-
- "Yes, miss."
-
- "Play to my singing, then."
-
- She stood up in the window-opening, facing the men, the
- candles behind her, Gabriel on her right hand, immediately
- outside the sash-frame. Boldwood had drawn up on her left,
- within the room. Her singing was soft and rather tremulous
- at first, but it soon swelled to a steady clearness.
- Subsequent events caused one of the verses to be remembered
- for many months, and even years, by more than one of those
- who were gathered there: --
-
-
- For his bride a soldier sought her,
- And a winning tongue had he:
- On the banks of Allan Water
- None was gay as she!
-
-
- In addition to the dulcet piping of Gabriel's flute,
- Boldwood supplied a bass in his customary profound voice,
- uttering his notes so softly, however, as to abstain
- entirely from making anything like an ordinary duet of the
- song; they rather formed a rich unexplored shadow, which
- threw her tones into relief. The shearers reclined against
- each other as at suppers in the early ages of the world, and
- so silent and absorbed were they that her breathing could
- almost be heard between the bars; and at the end of the
- ballad, when the last tone loitered on to an inexpressible
- close, there arose that buzz of pleasure which is the attar
- of applause.
-
- It is scarcely necessary to state that Gabriel could not
- avoid noting the farmer's bearing to-night towards their
- entertainer. Yet there was nothing exceptional in his
- actions beyond what appertained to his time of performing
- them. It was when the rest were all looking away that
- Boldwood observed her; when they regarded her he turned
- aside; when they thanked or praised he was silent; when they
- were inattentive he murmured his thanks. The meaning lay in
- the difference between actions, none of which had any
- meaning of itself; and the necessity of being jealous, which
- lovers are troubled with, did not lead Oak to underestimate
- these signs.
-
- Bathsheba then wished them good-night, withdrew from the
- window, and retired to the back part of the room, Boldwood
- thereupon closing the sash and the shutters, and remaining
- inside with her. Oak wandered away under the quiet and
- scented trees. Recovering from the softer impressions
- produced by Bathsheba's voice, the shearers rose to leave,
- Coggan turning to Pennyways as he pushed back the bench to
- pass out: --
-
- "I like to give praise where praise is due, and the man
- deserves it -- that 'a do so," he remarked, looking at the
- worthy thief, as if he were the masterpiece of some world-
- renowned artist.
-
- "I'm sure I should never have believed it if we hadn't
- proved it, so to allude," hiccupped Joseph Poorgrass, "that
- every cup, every one of the best knives and forks, and every
- empty bottle be in their place as perfect now as at the
- beginning, and not one stole at all."
-
- "I'm sure I don't deserve half the praise you give me," said
- the virtuous thief, grimly.
-
- "Well, I'll say this for Pennyways," added Coggan, "that
- whenever he do really make up his mind to do a noble thing
- in the shape of a good action, as I could see by his face he
- did to-night afore sitting down, he's generally able to
- carry it out. Yes, I'm proud to say. neighbours, that he's
- stole nothing at all."
-
- "Well, 'tis an honest deed, and we thank ye for it,
- Pennyways," said Joseph; to which opinion the remainder of
- the company subscribed unanimously.
-
- At this time of departure, when nothing more was visible of
- the inside of the parlour than a thin and still chink of
- light between the shutters, a passionate scene was in course
- of enactment there.
-
- Miss Everdene and Boldwood were alone. Her cheeks had lost
- a great deal of their healthful fire from the very
- seriousness of her position; but her eye was bright with the
- excitement of a triumph -- though it was a triumph which had
- rather been contemplated than desired.
-
- She was standing behind a low arm-chair, from which she had
- just risen, and he was kneeling in it -- inclining himself
- over its back towards her, and holding her hand in both his
- own. His body moved restlessly, and it was with what Keats
- daintily calls a too happy happiness. This unwonted
- abstraction by love of all dignity from a man of whom it had
- ever seemed the chief component, was, in its distressing
- incongruity, a pain to her which quenched much of the
- pleasure she derived from the proof that she was idolized.
-
- "I will try to love you," she was saying, in a trembling
- voice quite unlike her usual self-confidence. "And if I can
- believe in any way that I shall make you a good wife I shall
- indeed be willing to marry you. But, Mr. Boldwood,
- hesitation on so high a matter is honourable in any woman,
- and I don't want to give a solemn promise to-night. I would
- rather ask you to wait a few weeks till I can see my
- situation better.
-
- "But you have every reason to believe that THEN ----"
-
- "I have every reason to hope that at the end of the five or
- six weeks, between this time and harvest, that you say you
- are going to be away from home, I shall be able to promise
- to be your wife," she said, firmly. "But remember this
- distinctly, I don't promise yet."
-
- "It is enough I don't ask more. I can wait on those dear
- words. And now, Miss Everdene, good-night!"
-
- "Good-night," she said, graciously -- almost tenderly; and
- Boldwood withdrew with a serene smile.
-
- Bathsheba knew more of him now; he had entirely bared his
- heart before her, even until he had almost worn in her eyes
- the sorry look of a grand bird without the feathers that
- make it grand. She had been awe-struck at her past
- temerity, and was struggling to make amends without thinking
- whether the sin quite deserved the penalty she was schooling
- herself to pay. To have brought all this about her ears was
- terrible; but after a while the situation was not without a
- fearful joy. The facility with which even the most timid
- woman sometimes acquire a relish for the dreadful when that
- is amalgamated with a little triumph, is marvellous.
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
-
- THE SAME NIGHT -- THE FIR PLANTATION
-
-
- AMONG the multifarious duties which Bathsheba had
- voluntarily imposed upon herself by dispensing with the
- services of a bailiff, was the particular one of looking
- round the homestead before going to bed, to see that all was
- right and safe for the night. Gabriel had almost constantly
- preceded her in this tour every evening, watching her
- affairs as carefully as any specially appointed officer of
- surveillance could have done; but this tender devotion was
- to a great extent unknown to his mistress, and as much as
- was known was somewhat thanklessly received. Women are
- never tired of bewailing man's fickleness in love, but they
- only seem to snub his constancy.
-
- As watching is best done invisibly, she usually carried a
- dark lantern in her hand, and every now and then turned on
- the light to examine nooks and corners with the coolness of
- a metropolitan policeman. This coolness may have owed its
- existence not so much to her fearlessness of expected danger
- as to her freedom from the suspicion of any; her worst
- anticipated discovery being that a horse might not be well
- bedded, the fowls not all in, or a door not closed.
-
- This night the buildings were inspected as usual, and she
- went round to the farm paddock. Here the only sounds
- disturbing the stillness were steady munchings of many
- mouths, and stentorian breathings from all but invisible
- noses, ending in snores and puffs like the blowing of
- bellows slowly. Then the munching would recommence, when
- the lively imagination might assist the eye to discern a
- group of pink-white nostrils, shaped as caverns, and very
- clammy and humid on their surfaces, not exactly pleasant to
- the touch until one got used to them; the mouths beneath
- having a great partiality for closing upon any loose end of
- Bathsheba's apparel which came within reach of their
- tongues. Above each of these a still keener vision
- suggested a brown forehead and two staring though not
- unfriendly eyes, and above all a pair of whitish crescent-
- shaped horns like two particularly new moons, an occasional
- stolid "moo!" proclaiming beyond the shade of a doubt that
- these phenomena were the features and persons of Daisy,
- Whitefoot, Bonny-lass, Jolly-O, Spot, Twinkle-eye, etc.,
- etc. -- the respectable dairy of Devon cows belonging to
- Bathsheba aforesaid.
-
- Her way back to the house was by a path through a young
- plantation of tapering firs, which had been planted some
- years earlier to shelter the premises from the north wind.
- By reason of the density of the interwoven foliage overhead,
- it was gloomy there at cloudless noontide, twilight in the
- evening, dark as midnight at dusk, and black as the ninth
- plague of Egypt at midnight. To describe the spot is to
- call it a vast, low, naturally formed hall, the plumy
- ceiling of which was supported by slender pillars of living
- wood, the floor being covered with a soft dun carpet of dead
- spikelets and mildewed cones, with a tuft of grass-blades
- here and there.
-
- This bit of the path was always the crux of the night's
- ramble, though, before starting, her apprehensions of danger
- were not vivid enough to lead her to take a companion.
- Slipping along here covertly as Time, Bathsheba fancied she
- could hear footsteps entering the track at the opposite end.
- It was certainly a rustle of footsteps. Her own instantly
- fell as gently as snowflakes. She reassured herself by a
- remembrance that the path was public, and that the traveller
- was probably some villager returning home; regetting, at the
- same time, that the meeting should be about to occur in the
- darkest point of her route, even though only just outside
- her own door.
-
- The noise approached, came close, and a figure was
- apparently on the point of gliding past her when something
- tugged at her skirt and pinned it forcibly to the ground.
- The instantaneous check nearly threw Bathsheba off her
- balance. In recovering she struck against warm clothes and
- buttons.
-
- "A rum start, upon my soul!" said a masculine voice, a foot
- or so above her head. "Have I hurt you, mate?"
-
- "No," said Bathsheba, attempting to shrink a way.
-
- "We have got hitched together somehow, I think."
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Are you a woman?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "A lady, I should have said."
-
- "It doesn't matter."
-
- "I am a man."
-
- "Oh!"
-
- Bathsheba softly tugged again, but to no purpose.
-
- "Is that a dark lantern you have? I fancy so," said the man.
- "Yes."
-
- "If you'll allow me I'll open it, and set you free."
-
- A hand seized the lantern, the door was opened, the rays
- burst out from their prison, and Bathsheba beheld her
- position with astonishment.
-
- The man to whom she was hooked was brilliant in brass and
- scarlet. He was a soldier. His sudden appearance was to
- darkness what the sound of a trumpet is to silense. Gloom,
- the genius loci at all times hitherto, was now totally
- overthrown, less by the lantern-light than by what the
- lantern lighted. The contrast of this revelation with her
- anticipations of some sinister figure in sombre garb was so
- great that it had upon her the effect of a fairy
- transformation.
-
- It was immediately apparent that the military man's spur had
- become entangled in the gimp which decorated the skirt of
- her dress. He caught a view of her face.
-
- "I'll unfasten you in one moment, miss," he said, with new-
- born gallantry.
-
- "Oh no -- I can do it, thank you," she hastily replied, and
- stooped for the performance.
-
- The unfastening was not such a trifling affair. The rowel
- of the spur had so wound itself among the gimp cords in
- those few moments, that separation was likely to be a matter
- of time.
-
- He too stooped, and the lantern standing on the ground
- betwixt them threw the gleam from its open side among the
- fir-tree needles and the blades of long damp grass with the
- effect of a large glowworm. It radiated upwards into their
- faces, and sent over half the plantation gigantic shadows of
- both man and woman, each dusky shape becoming distorted and
- mangled upon the tree-trunks till it wasted to nothing.
-
- He looked hard into her eyes when she raised them for a
- moment; Bathsheba looked down again, for his gaze was too
- strong to be received point-blank with her own. But she had
- obliquely noticed that he was young and slim, and that he
- wore three chevrons upon his sleeve.
-
- Bathsheba pulled again.
-
- "You are a prisoner, miss; it is no use blinking the
- matter," said the soldier, drily. "I must cut your dress if
- you are in such a hurry."
-
- "Yes -- please do!" she exclaimed, helplessly."
-
- "It wouldn't be necessary if you could wait a moment," and
- he unwound a cord from the little wheel. She withdrew her
- own hand, but, whether by accident or design, he touched it.
- Bathsheba was vexed; she hardly knew why.
-
- His unravelling went on, but it nevertheless seemed coming
- to no end. She looked at him again.
-
- "Thank you for the sight of such a beautiful face!" said the
- young sergeant, without ceremony.
-
- She coloured with embarrassment. "'Twas un-willingly
- shown," she replied, stiffly, and with as much dignity --
- which was very little -- as she could infuse into a position
- of captivity.
-
- "I like you the better for that incivility, miss," he said.
-
- "I should have liked -- I wish -- you had never shown
- yourself to me by intruding here!" She pulled again, and the
- gathers of her dress began to give way like liliputian
- musketry.
-
- "I deserve the chastisement your words give me. But why
- should such a fair and dutiful girl have such an aversion to
- her father's sex?"
-
- "Go on your way, please."
-
- "What, Beauty, and drag you after me? Do but look; I never
- saw such a tangle!"
-
- "Oh, 'tis shameful of you; you have been making it worse on
- purpose to keep me here -- you have!"
-
- "Indeed, I don't think so," said the sergeant, with a merry
- twinkle.
-
- "I tell you you have!" she exclaimed, in high temper. I
- insist upon undoing it. Now, allow me!"
-
- "Certainly, miss; I am not of steel." He added a sigh which
- had as much archness in it as a sigh could possess without
- losing its nature altogether. "I am thankful for beauty,
- even when 'tis thrown to me like a bone to a dog. These
- moments will be over too soon!"
-
- She closed her lips in a determined silence.
-
- Bathsheba was revolving in her mind whether by a bold and
- desperate rush she could free herself at the risk of leaving
- her skirt bodily behind her. The thought was too dreadful.
- The dress -- which she had put on to appear stately at the
- supper -- was the head and front of her wardrobe; not
- another in her stock became her so well. What woman in
- Bathsheba's position, not naturally timid, and within call
- of her retainers, would have bought escape from a dashing
- soldier at so dear a price?
-
- "All in good time; it will soon be done, I perceive," said
- her cool friend.
-
- "This trifling provokes, and -- and ----"
-
- "Not too cruel!"
-
- "-- Insults me!"
-
- "It is done in order that I may have the pleasure of
- apologizing to so charming a woman, which I straightway do
- most humbly, madam," he said, bowing low.
-
- Bathsheba really knew not what to say.
-
- "I've seen a good many women in my time," continued the
- young man in a murmur, and more thoughtfully than hitherto,
- critically regarding her bent head at the same time; "but
- I've never seen a woman so beautiful as you. Take it or
- leave it -- be offended or like it -- I don't care."
-
- "Who are you, then, who can so well afford to despise
- opinion?"
-
- "No stranger. Sergeant Troy. I am staying in this place. --
- There! it is undone at last, you see. Your light fingers
- were more eager than mine. I wish it had been the knot of
- knots, which there's no untying!"
-
- This was worse and worse. She started up, and so did he.
- How to decently get away from him -- that was her difficulty
- now. She sidled off inch by inch, the lantern in her hand,
- till she could see the redness of his coat no longer.
-
- "Ah, Beauty; good-bye!" he said.
-
- She made no reply, and, reaching a distance of twenty or
- thirty yards, turned about, and ran indoors.
-
- Liddy had just retired to rest. In ascending to her own
- chamber, Bathsheba opened the girl's door an inch or two,
- and, panting, said --
-
- "Liddy, is any soldier staying in the village -- sergeant
- somebody -- rather gentlemanly for a sergeant, and good
- looking -- a red coat with blue facings?"
-
- "No, miss ... No, I say; but really it might be Sergeant
- Troy home on furlough, though I have not seen him. He was
- here once in that way when the regiment was at
- Casterbridge."
-
- "Yes; that's the name. Had he a moustache -- no whiskers or
- beard?"
-
- "He had."
-
- "What kind of a person is he?"
-
- "Oh! miss -- I blush to name it -- a gay man! But I know him
- to be very quick and trim, who might have made his
- thousands, like a squire. Such a clever young dandy as he
- is! He's a doctor's son by name, which is a great deal; and
- he's an earl's son by nature!"
-
- "Which is a great deal more. Fancy! Is it true?"
-
- "Yes. And, he was brought up so well, and sent to
- Casterbridge Grammar School for years and years. Learnt all
- languages while he was there; and it was said he got on so
- far that he could take down Chinese in shorthand; but that I
- don't answer for, as it was only reported. However, he
- wasted his gifted lot, and listed a soldier; but even then
- he rose to be a sergeant without trying at all. Ah! such a
- blessing it is to be high-born; nobility of blood will shine
- out even in the ranks and files. And is he really come
- home, miss?"
-
- "I believe so. Good-night, Liddy."
-
- After all, how could a cheerful wearer of skirts be
- permanently offended with the man? There are occasions when
- girls like Bathsheba will put up with a great deal of
- unconventional behaviour. When they want to be praised,
- which is often, when they want to be mastered, which is
- sometimes; and when they want no nonsense, which is seldom.
- Just now the first feeling was in the ascendant with
- Bathsheba, with a dash of the second. Moreover, by chance
- or by devilry, the ministrant was antecedently made
- interesting by being a handsome stranger who had evidently
- seen better days.
-
- So she could not clearly decide whether it was her opinion
- that he had insulted her or not. "
-
- "Was ever anything so odd!" she at last exclaimed to
- herself, in her own room. "And was ever anything so meanly
- done as what I did do to sulk away like that from a man who
- was only civil and kind!" Clearly she did not think his
- barefaced praise of her person an insult now.
-
- It was a fatal omission of Boldwood's that he had never once
- told her she was beautiful.
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
-
- THE NEW ACQUAINTANCE DESCRIBED
-
-
- IDIOSYNCRASY and vicissitude had combined to stamp Sergeant
- Troy as an exceptional being.
-
- He was a man to whom memories were an incumbrance, and
- anticipations a superfluity. Simply feeling, considering,
- and caring for what was before his eyes, he was vulnerable
- only in the present. His outlook upon time was as a
- transient flash of the eye now and then: that projection of
- consciousness into days gone by and to come, which makes the
- past a synonym for the pathetic and the future a word for
- circumspection, was foreign to Troy. With him the past was
- yesterday; the future, to-morrow; never, the day after.
-
- On this account he might, in certain lights, have been
- regarded as one of the most fortunate of his order. For it
- may be argued with great plausibility that reminiscence is
- less an endowment than a disease, and that expectation in
- its only comfortable form -- that of absolute faith -- is
- practically an impossibility; whilst in the form of hope and
- the secondary compounds, patience, impatience, resolve,
- curiosity, it is a constant fluctuation between pleasure and
- pain.
-
- Sergeant Troy, being entirely innocent of the practice of
- expectation, was never disappointed. To set against this
- negative gain there may have been some positive losses from
- a certain narrowing of the higher tastes and sensations
- which it entailed. But limitation of the capacity is never
- recognized as a loss by the loser therefrom: in this
- attribute moral or aesthetic poverty contrasts plausibly
- with material, since those who suffer do not mind it, whilst
- those who mind it soon cease to suffer. It is not a denial
- of anything to have been always without it, and what Troy
- had never enjoyed he did not miss; but, being fully
- conscious that what sober people missed he enjoyed, his
- capacity, though really less, seemed greater than theirs.
-
- He was moderately truthful towards men, but to women lied
- like a Cretan -- a system of ethics above all others
- calculated to win popularity at the first flush of admission
- into lively society; and the possibility of the favour
- gained being transitory had reference only to the future.
-
- He never passed the line which divides the spruce vices from
- the ugly; and hence, though his morals had hardly been
- applauded, disapproval of them had frequently been tempered
- with a smile. This treatment had led to his becoming a sort
- of regrater of other men's gallantries, to his own
- aggrandizement as a Corinthian, rather than to the moral
- profit of his hearers.
-
- His reason and his propensities had seldom any reciprocating
- influence, having separated by mutual consent long ago:
- thence it sometimes happened that, while his intentions were
- as honourable as could be wished, any particular deed formed
- a dark background which threw them into fine relief. The
- sergeant's vicious phases being the offspring of impulse,
- and his virtuous phases of cool meditation, the latter had a
- modest tendency to be oftener heard of than seen.
-
- Troy was full of activity, but his activities were less of a
- locomotive than a vegetative nature; and, never being based
- upon any original choice of foundation or direction, they
- were exercised on whatever object chance might place in
- their way. Hence, whilst he sometimes reached the brilliant
- in speech because that was spontaneous, he fell below the
- commonplace in action, from inability to guide incipient
- effort. He had a quick comprehension and considerable force
- of character; but, being without the power to combine them,
- the comprehension became engaged with trivialities whilst
- waiting for the will to direct it, and the force wasted
- itself in useless grooves through unheeding the
- comprehension.
-
- He was a fairly well-educated man for one of middle class --
- exceptionally well educated for a common soldier. He spoke
- fluently and unceasingly. He could in this way be one thing
- and seem another: for instance, he could speak of love and
- think of dinner; call on the husband to look at the wife; be
- eager to pay and intend to owe.
-
- The wondrous power of flattery in PASSADOS at woman is a
- perception so universal as to be remarked upon by many
- people almost as automatically as they repeat a proverb, or
- say that they are Christians and the like, without thinking
- much of the enormous corollaries which spring from the
- proposition. Still less is it acted upon for the good of
- the complemental being alluded to. With the majority such
- an opinion is shelved with all those trite aphorisms which
- require some catastrophe to bring their tremendous meanings
- thoroughly home. When expressed with some amount of
- reflectiveness it seems co-ordinate with a belief that this
- flattery must be reasonable to be effective. It is to the
- credit of men that few attempt to settle the question by
- experiment, and it is for their happiness, perhaps, that
- accident has never settled it for them. Nevertheless, that
- a male dissembler who by deluging her with untenable
- fictions charms the female wisely, may acquire powers
- reaching to the extremity of perdition, is a truth taught to
- many by unsought and wringing occurrences. And some profess
- to have attained to the same knowledge by experiment as
- aforesaid, and jauntily continue their indulgence in such
- experiments with terrible effect. Sergeant Troy was one.
-
- He had been known to observe casually that in dealing with
- womankind the only alternative to flattery was cursing and
- swearing. There was no third method. "Treat them fairly,
- and you are a lost man." he would say.
-
- This person's public appearance in Weatherbury promptly
- followed his arrival there. A week or two after the
- shearing Bathsheba, feeling a nameless relief of spirits on
- account of Boldwood's absence, approached her hayfields and
- looked over the hedge towards the haymakers. They consisted
- in about equal proportions of gnarled and flexuous forms,
- the former being the men, the latter the women, who wore
- tilt bonnets covered with nankeen, which hung in a curtain
- upon their shoulders. Coggan and Mark Clark were mowing in
- a less forward meadow, Clark humming a tune to the strokes
- of his scythe, to which Jan made no attempt to keep time
- with his. In the first mead they were already loading hay,
- the women raking it into cocks and windrows, and the men
- tossing it upon the waggon.
-
- From behind the waggon a bright scarlet spot emerged, and
- went on loading unconcernedly with the rest. It was the
- gallant sergeant, who had come haymaking for pleasure; and
- nobody could deny that he was doing the mistress of the farm
- real knight-service by this voluntary contribution of his
- labour at a busy time.
-
- As soon as she had entered the field Troy saw her, and
- sticking his pitchfork into the ground and picking up his
- crop or cane, he came forward. Bathsheba blushed with half-
- angry embarrassment, and adjusted her eyes as well as her
- feet to the direct line of her path.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
-
- SCENE ON THE VERGE OF THE HAY-MEAD
-
-
- "AH, Miss Everdene!" said the sergeant, touching his
- diminutive cap. "Little did I think it was you I was
- speaking to the other night. And yet, if I had reflected,
- the "Queen of the Corn-market" (truth is truth at any hour
- of the day or night, and I heard you so named in
- Casterbridge yesterday), the "Queen of the Corn-market." I
- say, could be no other woman. I step across now to beg your
- forgiveness a thousand times for having been led by my
- feelings to express myself too strongly for a stranger. To
- be sure I am no stranger to the place -- I am Sergeant Troy,
- as I told you, and I have assisted your uncle in these
- fields no end of times when I was a lad. I have been doing
- the same for you today."
-
- "I suppose I must thank you for that, Sergeant Troy," said
- the Queen of the Corn-market, in an indifferently grateful
- tone.
-
- The sergeant looked hurt and sad. "Indeed you must not,
- Miss Everdene," he said. "Why could you think such a thing
- necessary?"
-
- "I am glad it is not."
-
- "Why? if I may ask without offence."
-
- "Because I don't much want to thank you for anything."
-
- "I am afraid I have made a hole with my tongue that my heart
- will never mend. O these intolerable times: that ill-luck
- should follow a man for honestly telling a woman she is
- beautiful! 'Twas the most I said -- you must own that; and
- the least I could say -- that I own myself."
-
- "There is some talk I could do without more easily than
- money."
-
- "Indeed. That remark is a sort of digression."
-
- "No. It means that I would rather have your room than your
- company."
-
- "And I would rather have curses from you than kisses from
- any other woman; so I'll stay here."
-
- Bathsheba was absolutely speechless. And yet she could not
- help feeling that the assistance he was rendering forbade a
- harsh repulse.
-
- "Well," continued Troy, "I suppose there is a praise which
- is rudeness, and that may be mine. At the same time there
- is a treatment which is injustice, and that may be yours.
- Because a plain blunt man, who has never been taught
- concealment, speaks out his mind without exactly intending
- it, he's to be snapped off like the son of a sinner."
-
- "Indeed there's no such case between us," she said, turning
- away. "I don't allow strangers to be bold and impudent --
- even in praise of me."
-
- "Ah -- it is not the fact but the method which offends you,"
- he said, carelessly. "But I have the sad satisfaction of
- knowing that my words, whether pleasing or offensive, are
- unmistakably true. Would you have had me look at you, and
- tell my acquaintance that you are quite a common-place
- woman, to save you the embarrassment of being stared at if
- they come near you? Not I. I couldn't tell any such
- ridiculous lie about a beauty to encourage a single woman in
- England in too excessive a modesty."
-
- "It is all pretence -- what you are saying!" exclaimed
- Bathsheba, laughing in spite of herself at the sly method.
- "You have a rare invention, Sergeant Troy. Why couldn't you
- have passed by me that night, and said nothing? -- that was
- all I meant to reproach you for."
-
- "Because I wasn't going to. Half the pleasure of a feeling
- lies in being able to express it on the spur of the moment,
- and I let out mine. It would have been just the same if you
- had been the reverse person -- ugly and old -- I should have
- exclaimed about it in the same way."
-
- "How long is it since you have been so afflicted with strong
- feeling, then?"
-
- "Oh, ever since I was big enough to know loveliness from
- deformity."
-
- "'Tis to be hoped your sense of the difference you speak of
- doesn't stop at faces, but extends to morals as well."
-
- "I won't speak of morals or religion -- my own or anybody
- else's. Though perhaps I should have been a very good
- Christian if you pretty women hadn't made me an idolater."
-
- Bathsheba moved on to hide the irrepressible dimplings of
- merriment. Troy followed, whirling his crop.
-
- "But -- Miss Everdene -- you do forgive me?"
-
- "Hardly."
-
- "Why?"
-
- "You say such things."
-
- "I said you were beautiful, and I'll say so still; for, by --
- so you are! The most beautiful ever I saw, or may I fall
- dead this instant! Why, upon my ----"
-
- "Don't -- don't! I won't listen to you -- you are so
- profane!" she said, in a restless state between distress at
- hearing him and a PENCHANT to hear more.
-
- "I again say you are a most fascinating woman. There's
- nothing remarkable in my saying so, is there? I'm sure the
- fact is evident enough. Miss Everdene, my opinion may be
- too forcibly let out to please you, and, for the matter of
- that, too insignificant to convince you, but surely it is
- honest, and why can't it be excused?"
-
- "Because it -- it isn't a correct one," she femininely
- murmured.
-
- "Oh, fie -- fie! Am I any worse for breaking the third of
- that Terrible Ten than you for breaking the ninth?"
-
- "Well, it doesn't seem QUITE true to me that I am
- fascinating," she replied evasively.
-
- "Not so to you: then I say with all respect that, if so, it
- is owing to your modesty, Miss Everdene. But surely you
- must have been told by everybody of what everybody notices?
- and you should take their words for it."
-
- "They don't say so exactly."
-
- "Oh yes, they must!"
-
- "Well, I mean to my face, as you do," she went on, allowing
- herself to be further lured into a conversation that
- intention had rigorously forbidden.
-
- "But you know they think so?"
-
- "No -- that is -- I certainly have heard Liddy say they do,
- but ----" She paused.
-
- Capitulation -- that was the purport of the simple reply,
- guarded as it was -- capitulation, unknown to her-self.
- Never did a fragile tailless sentence convey a more perfect
- meaning. The careless sergeant smiled within himself, and
- probably too the devil smiled from a loop-hole in Tophet,
- for the moment was the turning-point of a career. Her tone
- and mien signified beyond mistake that the seed which was to
- lift the foundation had taken root in the chink: the
- remainder was a mere question of time and natural changes.
-
- "There the truth comes out!" said the soldier, in reply.
- "Never tell me that a young lady can live in a buzz of
- admiration without knowing something about it. Ah, well,
- Miss Everdene, you are -- pardon my blunt way -- you are
- rather an injury to our race than other-wise.
-
- "How -- indeed?" she said, opening her eyes.
-
- "Oh, it is true enough. I may as well be hung for a sheep
- as a lamb (an old country saying, not of much account, but
- it will do for a rough soldier), and so I will speak my
- mind, regardless of your pleasure, and without hoping or
- intending to get your pardon. Why, Miss Everdene, it is in
- this manner that your good looks may do more harm than good
- in the world." The sergeant looked down the mead in
- critical abstracion. "Probably some one man on an average
- falls in love, with each ordinary woman. She can marry him:
- he is content, and leads a useful life. Such women as you a
- hundred men always covet -- your eyes will bewitch scores on
- scores into an unavailing fancy for you -- you can only
- marry one of that many. Out of these say twenty will
- endeavour to drown the bitterness of espised love in drink;
- twenty more will mope away their lives without a wish or
- attempt to make a mark in he world, because they have no
- ambition apart from their attachment to you; twenty more --
- the susceptible person myself possibly among them -- will be
- always draggling after you, getting where they may just see
- you, doing desperate things. Men are such constant fools!
- The rest may try to get over their passion with more or less
- success. But all these men will be saddened. And not only
- those ninety-nine men, but the ninety-nine women they might
- have married are saddened with them. There's my tale.
- That's why I say that a woman so charming as yourself, Miss
- Everdene, is hardly a blessing to her race."
-
- The handsome sergeant's features were during this speech as
- rigid and stern as John Knox's in addressing his gay young
- queen.
-
- Seeing she made no reply, he said, "Do you read French?"
-
- "No; I began, but when I got to the verbs, father died," she
- said simply.
-
- "I do -- when I have an opportunity, which latterly has not
- been often (my mother was a Parisienne) -- and there's a
- proverb they have, QUI AIME BIEN CHATIE BIEN -- "He chastens
- who loves well." Do you understand me?
-
- "Ah!" she replied, and there was even a little tremulousness
- in the usually cool girl's voice; "if you can only fight
- half as winningly as you can talk, you are able to make a
- pleasure of a bayonet wound!" And then poor Bathsheba
- instantly perceived her slip in making this admission: in
- hastily trying to retrieve it, she went from bad to worse.
- "Don't, however, suppose that I derive any pleasure from
- what you tell me."
-
- "I know you do not -- I know it perfectly," said Troy, with
- much hearty conviction on the exterior of his face: and
- altering the expression to moodiness; "when a dozen men are
- ready to speak tenderly to you, and give the admiration you
- deserve without adding the warning you need, it stands to
- reason that my poor rough-and-ready mixture of praise and
- blame cannot convey much pleasure. Fool as I may be, I am
- not so conceited as to suppose that!"
-
- "I think you -- are conceited, nevertheless," said
- Bathsheba, looking askance at a reed she was fitfully
- pulling with one hand, having lately grown feverish under
- the soldier's system of procedure -- not because the nature
- of his cajolery was entirely unperceived, but because its
- vigour was overwhelming.
-
- "I would not own it to anybody else -- nor do I exactly to
- you. Still, there might have been some self-conceit in my
- foolish supposition the other night. I knew that what I
- said in admiration might be an opinion too often forced upon
- you to give any pleasure but I certainly did think that the
- kindness of your nature might prevent you judging an
- uncontrolled tongue harshly -- which you have done -- and
- thinking badly of me and wounding me this morning, when I am
- working hard to save your hay."
-
- "Well, you need not think more of that: perhaps you did not
- mean to be rude to me by speaking out your mind: indeed, I
- believe you did not," said the shrewd woman, in painfully
- innocent earnest. "And I thank you for giving help here.
- But -- but mind you don't speak to me again in that way, or
- in any other, unless I speak to you."
-
- "Oh, Miss Bathsheba! That is too hard!"
-
- "No, it isn't. Why is it?"
-
- "You will never speak to me; for I shall not be here long.
- I am soon going back again to the miserable monotony of
- drill -- and perhaps our regiment will be ordered out soon.
- And yet you take away the one little ewe-lamb of pleasure
- that I have in this dull life of mine. Well, perhaps
- generosity is not a woman's most marked characteristic."
-
- "When are you going from here?" she asked, with some
- interest.
-
- "In a month."
-
- "But how can it give you pleasure to speak to me?"
-
- "Can you ask Miss Everdene -- knowing as you do -- what my
- offence is based on?"
-
- "If you do care so much for a silly trifle of that kind,
- then, I don't mind doing it," she uncertainly and doubtingly
- answered. "But you can't really care for a word from me?
- you only say so -- I think you only say so."
-
- "That's unjust -- but I won't repeat the remark. I am too
- gratified to get such a mark of your friendship at any price
- to cavil at the tone. I DO Miss Everdene, care for it. You
- may think a man foolish to want a mere word -- just a good
- morning. Perhaps he is -- I don't know. But you have never
- been a man looking upon a woman, and that woman yourself."
-
- "Well."
-
- "Then you know nothing of what such an experience is like --
- and Heaven forbid that you ever should!"
-
- "Nonsense, flatterer! What is it like? I am interested in
- knowing."
-
- "Put shortly, it is not being able to think, hear, or look
- in any direction except one without wretchedness, nor there
- without torture."
-
- "Ah, sergeant, it won't do -- you are pretending!" she said,
- shaking her head." Your words are too dashing to be true."
-
- "I am not, upon the honour of a soldier"
-
- "But WHY is it so? -- Of course I ask for mere pastime."
-
- Because you are so distracting -- and I am so distracted."
-
- "You look like it."
-
- "I am indeed."
-
- "Why, you only saw me the other night!"
-
- "That makes no difference. The lightning works
- instantaneously. I loved you then, at once -- as I do now."
-
- Bathsheba surveyed him curiously, from the feet upward, as
- high as she liked to venture her glance, which was not quite
- so high as his eyes.
-
- "You cannot and you don"t," she said demurely. "There is-no
- such sudden feeling in people. I won't listen to you any
- longer. Hear me, I wish I knew what o'clock it is -- I am
- going -- I have wasted too much time here already!"
-
- The sergeant looked at his watch and told her. "What,
- haven't you a watch, miss?" he inquired.
-
- "I have not just at present -- I am about to get a new one."
-
- "No. You shall be given one. Yes -- you shall. A gift,
- Miss Everdene -- a gift."
-
- And before she knew what the young -- man was intending, a
- heavy gold watch was in her hand.
-
- "It is an unusually good one for a man like me to possess,"
- he quietly said. "That watch has a history. Press the
- spring and open the back."
-
- She did so.
-
- "What do you see?"
-
- "A crest and a motto."
-
- "A coronet with five points, and beneath, CEDIT AMOR REBUS --
- "Love yields to circumstance." It's the motto of the Earls
- of Severn. That watch belonged to the last lord, and was
- given to my mother's husband, a medical man, for his use
- till I came of age, when it was to be given to me. It was
- all the fortune that ever I inherited. That watch has
- regulated imperial interests in its time -- the stately
- ceremonial, the courtly assignation, pompous travels, and
- lordly sleeps. Now it is yours.
-
- "But, Sergeant Troy, I cannot take this -- I cannot!" she
- exclaimed, with round-eyed wonder. "A gold watch! What are
- you doing? Don't be such a dissembler!"
-
- The sergeant retreated to avoid receiving back his gift,
- which she held out persistently towards him. Bathsheba
- followed as he retired.
-
- "Keep it -- do, Miss Everdene -- keep it!" said the erratic
- child of impulse. "The fact of your possessing it makes it
- worth ten times as much to me. A more plebeian one will
- answer my purpose just as well, and the pleasure of knowing
- whose heart my old one beats against -- well, I won't speak
- of that. It is in far worthier hands than ever it has been
- in before."
-
- "But indeed I can't have it!" she said, in a perfect simmer
- of distress. "Oh, how can you do such a thing; that is if
- you really mean it! Give me your dead father's watch, and
- such a valuable one! You should not be so reckless, indeed,
- Sergeant Troy!"
-
- "I loved my father: good; but better, I love you more.
- That's how I can do it," said the sergeant, with an
- intonation of such exquisite fidelity to nature that it was
- evidently not all acted now. Her beauty, which, whilst it
- had been quiescent, he had praised in jest, had in its
- animated phases moved him to earnest; and though his
- seriousness was less than she imagined, it was probably more
- than he imagined himself.
-
- Bathsheba was brimming with agitated bewilderment, and she
- said, in half-suspicious accents of feeling, "Can it be! Oh,
- how can it be, that you care for me, and so suddenly! You
- have seen so little of me: I may not be really so -- so
- nice-looking as I seem to you. Please, do take it; Oh, do!
- I cannot and will not have it. Believe me, your generosity
- is too great. I have never done you a single kindness, and
- why should you be so kind to me?"
-
- A factitious reply had been again upon his lips, but it was
- again suspended, and he looked at her with an arrested eye.
- The truth was, that as she now stood -- excited, wild, and
- honest as the day -- her alluring beauty bore out so fully
- the epithets he had bestowed upon it that he was quite
- startled at his temerity in advancing them as false. He
- said mechanically, "Ah, why?" and continued to look at her.
-
- "And my workfolk see me following you about the field, and
- are wondering. Oh, this is dreadful!" she went on,
- unconscious of the transmutation she was effecting.
-
- "I did not quite mean you to accept it at first, for it was
- my one poor patent of nobility," he broke out, bluntly;
- "but, upon my soul, I wish you would now. Without any
- shamming, come! Don't deny me the happiness of wearing it
- for my sake? But you are too lovely even to care to be kind
- as others are."
-
- "No, no; don't say so! I have reasons for reserve which I
- cannot explain."
-
- "Let it be, then, let it be," he said, receiving back the
- watch at last; "I must be leaving you now. And will you
- speak to me for these few weeks of my stay?"
-
- "Indeed I will. Yet, I don't know if I will! Oh, why did
- you come and disturb me so!"
-
- "Perhaps in setting a gin, I have caught myself. Such
- things have happened. Well, will you let me work in your
- fields?" he coaxed.
-
- "Yes, I suppose so; if it is any pleasure to you."
-
- "Miss Everdene, I thank you."
-
- "No, no."
-
- "Good-bye!"
-
- The sergeant brought his hand to the cap on the slope of his
- head, saluted, and returned to the distant group of
- haymakers.
-
- Bathsheba could not face the haymakers now. Her heart
- erratically flitting hither and thither from perplexed
- excitement, hot, and almost tearful, she retreated homeward,
- murmuring, Oh, what have I done! What does it mean! I wish I
- knew how much of it was true!
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
-
- HIVING THE BEES
-
-
- THE Weatherbury bees were late in their swarming this year.
- It was in the latter part of June, and the day after the
- interview with Troy in the hayfield, that Bathsheba was
- standing in her garden, watching a swarm in the air and
- guessing their probable settling place. Not only were they
- late this year, but unruly. Sometimes throughout a whole
- season all the swarms would alight on the lowest attainable
- bough -- such as part of a currant-bush or espalier apple-
- tree; next year they would, with just the same unanimity,
- make straight off to the uppermost member of some tall,
- gaunt costard, or quarrenden, and there defy all invaders
- who did not come armed with ladders and staves to take them.
-
- This was the case at present. Bathsheba's eyes, shaded by
- one hand, were following the ascending multitude against the
- unexplorable stretch of blue till they ultimately halted by
- one of the unwieldy trees spoken of. A process somewhat
- analogous to that of alleged formations of the universe,
- time and times ago, was observable. The bustling swarm had
- swept the sky in a scattered and uniform haze, which now
- thickened to a nebulous centre: this glided on to a bough
- and grew still denser, till it formed a solid black spot
- upon the light.
-
- The men and women being all busily engaged in saving the hay
- -- even Liddy had left the house for the purpose of lending
- a hand -- Bathsheba resolved to hive the bees herself, if
- possible. She had dressed the hive with herbs and honey,
- fetched a ladder, brush, and crook, made herself impregnable
- with armour of leather gloves, straw hat, and large gauze
- veil -- once green but now faded to snuff colour -- and
- ascended a dozen rungs of the ladder. At once she heard,
- not ten yards off, a voice that was beginning to have a
- strange power in agitating her.
-
- "Miss Everdene, let me assist you; you should not attempt
- such a thing alone."
-
- Troy was just opening the garden gate.
-
- Bathsheba flung down the brush, crook, and empty hive,
- pulled the skirt of her dress tightly round her ankles in a
- tremendous flurry, and as well as she could slid down the
- ladder. By the time she reached the bottom Troy was there
- also, and he stooped to pick up the hive.
-
- "How fortunate I am to have dropped in at this moment!"
- exclaimed the sergeant.
-
- She found her voice in a minute. "What! and will you shake
- them in for me?" she asked, in what, for a defiant girl, was
- a faltering way; though, for a timid girl, it would have
- seemed a brave way enough.
-
- "Will I!" said Troy. "Why, of course I will. How blooming
- you are to-day!" Troy flung down his cane and put his foot
- on the ladder to ascend.
-
- "But you must have on the veil and gloves, or you'll be
- stung fearfully!"
-
- "Ah, yes. I must put on the veil and gloves. Will you
- kindly show me how to fix them properly?"
-
- "And you must have the broad-brimmed hat, too, for your cap
- has no brim to keep the veil off, and they'd reach your
- face."
-
- "The broad-brimmed hat, too, by all means."
-
- So a whimsical fate ordered that her hat should be taken off
- -- veil and all attached -- and placed upon his head, Troy
- tossing his own into a gooseberry bush. Then the veil had
- to be tied at its lower edge round his collar and the gloves
- put on him.
-
- He looked such an extraordinary object in this guise that,
- flurried as she was, she could not avoid laughing outright.
- It was the removal of yet another stake from the palisade of
- cold manners which had kept him off.
-
- Bathsheba looked on from the ground whilst he was busy
- sweeping and shaking the bees from the tree, holding up the
- hive with the other hand for them to fall into. She made
- use of an unobserved minute whilst his attention was
- absorbed in the operation to arrange her plumes a little.
- He came down holding the hive at arm's length, behind which
- trailed a cloud of bees.
-
- "Upon my life," said Troy, through the veil, "holding up
- this hive makes one's arm ache worse than a week of sword-
- exercise." When the manoeuvre was complete he approached
- her. "Would you be good enough to untie me and let me out?
- I am nearly stifled inside this silk cage."
-
- To hide her embarrassment during the unwonted process of
- untying the string about his neck, she said: --
-
- "I have never seen that you spoke of."
-
- "What?"
-
- "The sword-exercise."
-
- "Ah! would you like to?" said Troy.
-
- Bathsheba hesitated. She had heard wondrous reports from
- time to time by dwellers in Weatherbury, who had by chance
- sojourned awhile in Casterbridge, near the barracks, of this
- strange and glorious performance, the sword-exercise. Men
- and boys who had peeped through chinks or over walls into
- the barrack-yard returned with accounts of its being the
- most flashing affair conceivable; accoutrements and weapons
- glistening like stars -- here, there, around -- yet all by
- rule and compass. So she said mildly what she felt
- strongly.
-
- "Yes; I should like to see it very much."
-
- "And so you shall; you shall see me go through it."
-
- "No! How?"
-
- "Let me consider."
-
- "Not with a walking-stick -- I don't care to see that. It
- must be a real sword."
-
- "Yes, I know; and I have no sword here; but I think I could
- get one by the evening. Now, will you do this?"
-
- Troy bent over her and murmured some suggestion in a low
- voice.
-
- "Oh no, indeed!" said Bathsheba, blushing." Thank you very
- much, but I couldn't on any account.
-
- "Surely you might? Nobody would know."
-
- She shook her head, but with a weakened negation. "If I
- were to," she said, "I must bring Liddy too. Might I not?"
-
- Troy looked far away. "I don't see why you want to bring
- her," he said coldly.
-
- An unconscious look of assent in Bathsheba's eyes betrayed
- that something more than his coldness had made her also feel
- that Liddy Would be superfluous in the suggested scene. She
- had felt it, even whilst making the proposal.
-
- "Well, I won't bring Liddy -- and I'll come. But only for a
- very short time," she added; "a very short time."
-
- "It will not take five minutes," said Troy.
-
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