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- 1. Legends:
- <sidenotes> = Sidenotes
- [Bible reference] = Bible references
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- 2. Sections are numbered for future reference. These sections
- have been chosen arbitrarily, i.e., {1}, {2}
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- 3. This is `Part 1', but is a complete work in itself.
- Bunyan wrote a sequel (`Part 2') some years after the first part,
- hence the `Parts'.
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- THE PILGRIM'S PROGRESS
- From This World To That Which Is To Come
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- Part One
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- DELIVERED UNDER THE SIMILITUDE OF A DREAM
- BY JOHN BUNYAN
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- The Author's Apology
- for his Book
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- {1}
- When at the first I took my pen in hand
- Thus for to write, I did not understand
- That I at all should make a little book
- In such a mode; nay, I had undertook
- To make another; which, when almost done,
- Before I was aware, I this begun.
-
- And thus it was: I, writing of the way
- And race of saints, in this our gospel day,
- Fell suddenly into an allegory
- About their journey, and the way to glory,
- In more than twenty things which I set down.
- This done, I twenty more had in my crown;
- And they again began to multiply,
- Like sparks that from the coals of fire do fly.
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- Nay, then, thought I, if that you breed so fast,
- I'll put you by yourselves, lest you at last
- Should prove ad infinitum, and eat out
- The book that I already am about.
-
- Well, so I did; but yet I did not think
- To shew to all the world my pen and ink
- In such a mode; I only thought to make
- I knew not what; nor did I undertake
- Thereby to please my neighbour: no, not I;
- I did it my own self to gratify.
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- {2}
- Neither did I but vacant seasons spend
- In this my scribble; nor did I intend
- But to divert myself in doing this
- From worser thoughts which make me do amiss.
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- Thus, I set pen to paper with delight,
- And quickly had my thoughts in black and white.
- For, having now my method by the end,
- Still as I pulled, it came; and so I penned
- It down: until it came at last to be,
- For length and breadth, the bigness which you see.
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- Well, when I had thus put mine ends together,
- I shewed them others, that I might see whether
- They would condemn them, or them justify:
- And some said, Let them live; some, Let them die;
- Some said, JOHN, print it; others said, Not so;
- Some said, It might do good; others said, No.
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- Now was I in a strait, and did not see
- Which was the best thing to be done by me:
- At last I thought, Since you are thus divided,
- I print it will, and so the case decided.
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- {3}
- For, thought I, some, I see, would have it done,
- Though others in that channel do not run:
- To prove, then, who advised for the best,
- Thus I thought fit to put it to the test.
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- I further thought, if now I did deny
- Those that would have it, thus to gratify.
- I did not know but hinder them I might
- Of that which would to them be great delight.
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- For those which were not for its coming forth,
- I said to them, Offend you I am loth,
- Yet, since your brethren pleased with it be,
- Forbear to judge till you do further see.
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- If that thou wilt not read, let it alone;
- Some love the meat, some love to pick the bone.
- Yea, that I might them better palliate,
- I did too with them thus expostulate:--
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- {4}
- May I not write in such a style as this?
- In such a method, too, and yet not miss
- My end--thy good? Why may it not be done?
- Dark clouds bring waters, when the bright bring none.
- Yea, dark or bright, if they their silver drops
- Cause to descend, the earth, by yielding crops,
- Gives praise to both, and carpeth not at either,
- But treasures up the fruit they yield together;
- Yea, so commixes both, that in her fruit
- None can distinguish this from that: they suit
- Her well when hungry; but, if she be full,
- She spews out both, and makes their blessings null.
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- You see the ways the fisherman doth take
- To catch the fish; what engines doth he make?
- Behold how he engageth all his wits;
- Also his snares, lines, angles, hooks, and nets;
- Yet fish there be, that neither hook, nor line,
- Nor snare, nor net, nor engine can make thine:
- They must be groped for, and be tickled too,
- Or they will not be catch'd, whate'er you do.
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- How does the fowler seek to catch his game
- By divers means! all which one cannot name:
- His guns, his nets, his lime-twigs, light, and bell:
- He creeps, he goes, he stands; yea, who can tell
- Of all his postures? Yet there's none of these
- Will make him master of what fowls he please.
- Yea, he must pipe and whistle to catch this,
- Yet, if he does so, that bird he will miss.
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- If that a pearl may in a toad's head dwell,
- And may be found too in an oyster-shell;
- If things that promise nothing do contain
- What better is than gold; who will disdain,
- That have an inkling of it, there to look,
- That they may find it? Now, my little book,
- (Though void of all these paintings that may make
- It with this or the other man to take)
- Is not without those things that do excel
- What do in brave but empty notions dwell.
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- {5}
- `Well, yet I am not fully satisfied,
- That this your book will stand, when soundly tried.'
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- Why, what's the matter? `It is dark.' What though?
- `But it is feigned.' What of that? I trow?
- Some men, by feigned words, as dark as mine,
- Make truth to spangle and its rays to shine.
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- `But they want solidness.' Speak, man, thy mind.
- `They drown the weak; metaphors make us blind.'
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- Solidity, indeed, becomes the pen
- Of him that writeth things divine to men;
- But must I needs want solidness, because
- By metaphors I speak? Were not God's laws,
- His gospel laws, in olden times held forth
- By types, shadows, and metaphors? Yet loth
- Will any sober man be to find fault
- With them, lest he be found for to assault
- The highest wisdom. No, he rather stoops,
- And seeks to find out what by pins and loops,
- By calves and sheep, by heifers and by rams,
- By birds and herbs, and by the blood of lambs,
- God speaketh to him; and happy is he
- That finds the light and grace that in them be.
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- {6}
- Be not too forward, therefore, to conclude
- That I want solidness--that I am rude;
- All things solid in show not solid be;
- All things in parables despise not we;
- Lest things most hurtful lightly we receive,
- And things that good are, of our souls bereave.
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- My dark and cloudy words, they do but hold
- The truth, as cabinets enclose the gold.
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- The prophets used much by metaphors
- To set forth truth; yea, who so considers
- Christ, his apostles too, shall plainly see,
- That truths to this day in such mantles be.
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- Am I afraid to say, that holy writ,
- Which for its style and phrase puts down all wit,
- Is everywhere so full of all these things--
- Dark figures, allegories? Yet there springs
- From that same book that lustre, and those rays
- Of light, that turn our darkest nights to days.
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- {7}
- Come, let my carper to his life now look,
- And find there darker lines than in my book
- He findeth any; yea, and let him know,
- That in his best things there are worse lines too.
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- May we but stand before impartial men,
- To his poor one I dare adventure ten,
- That they will take my meaning in these lines
- Far better than his lies in silver shrines.
- Come, truth, although in swaddling clouts, I find,
- Informs the judgement, rectifies the mind;
- Pleases the understanding, makes the will
- Submit; the memory too it doth fill
- With what doth our imaginations please;
- Likewise it tends our troubles to appease.
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- Sound words, I know, Timothy is to use,
- And old wives' fables he is to refuse;
- But yet grave Paul him nowhere did forbid
- The use of parables; in which lay hid
- That gold, those pearls, and precious stones that were
- Worth digging for, and that with greatest care.
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- Let me add one word more. O man of God,
- Art thou offended? Dost thou wish I had
- Put forth my matter in another dress?
- Or, that I had in things been more express?
- Three things let me propound; then I submit
- To those that are my betters, as is fit.
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- {8}
- 1. I find not that I am denied the use
- Of this my method, so I no abuse
- Put on the words, things, readers; or be rude
- In handling figure or similitude,
- In application; but, all that I may,
- Seek the advance of truth this or that way
- Denied, did I say? Nay, I have leave
- (Example too, and that from them that have
- God better pleased, by their words or ways,
- Than any man that breatheth now-a-days)
- Thus to express my mind, thus to declare
- Things unto thee that excellentest are.
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- 2. I find that men (as high as trees) will write
- Dialogue-wise; yet no man doth them slight
- For writing so: indeed, if they abuse
- Truth, cursed be they, and the craft they use
- To that intent; but yet let truth be free
- To make her sallies upon thee and me,
- Which way it pleases God; for who knows how,
- Better than he that taught us first to plough,
- To guide our mind and pens for his design?
- And he makes base things usher in divine.
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- 3. I find that holy writ in many places
- Hath semblance with this method, where the cases
- Do call for one thing, to set forth another;
- Use it I may, then, and yet nothing smother
- Truth's golden beams: nay, by this method may
- Make it cast forth its rays as light as day.
- And now before I do put up my pen,
- I'll shew the profit of my book, and then
- Commit both thee and it unto that Hand
- That pulls the strong down, and makes weak ones stand.
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- This book it chalketh out before thine eyes
- The man that seeks the everlasting prize;
- It shews you whence he comes, whither he goes;
- What he leaves undone, also what he does;
- It also shows you how he runs and runs,
- Till he unto the gate of glory comes.
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- {9}
- It shows, too, who set out for life amain,
- As if the lasting crown they would obtain;
- Here also you may see the reason why
- They lose their labour, and like fools do die.
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- This book will make a traveller of thee,
- If by its counsel thou wilt ruled be;
- It will direct thee to the Holy Land,
- If thou wilt its directions understand:
- Yea, it will make the slothful active be;
- The blind also delightful things to see.
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- Art thou for something rare and profitable?
- Wouldest thou see a truth within a fable?
- Art thou forgetful? Wouldest thou remember
- From New-Year's day to the last of December?
- Then read my fancies; they will stick like burs,
- And may be, to the helpless, comforters.
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- This book is writ in such a dialect
- As may the minds of listless men affect:
- It seems a novelty, and yet contains
- Nothing but sound and honest gospel strains.
- Wouldst thou divert thyself from melancholy?
- Wouldst thou be pleasant, yet be far from folly?
- Wouldst thou read riddles, and their explanation?
- Or else be drowned in thy contemplation?
- Dost thou love picking meat? Or wouldst thou see
- A man in the clouds, and hear him speak to thee?
- Wouldst thou be in a dream, and yet not sleep?
- Or wouldst thou in a moment laugh and weep?
- Wouldest thou lose thyself and catch no harm,
- And find thyself again without a charm?
- Wouldst read thyself, and read thou knowest not what,
- And yet know whether thou art blest or not,
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- By reading the same lines? Oh, then come hither,
- And lay my book, thy head, and heart together.
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- JOHN BUNYAN.
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- THE PILGRIM'S PROGRESS
- In the Similitude of a Dream
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- {10}
- As I walked through the wilderness of this world, I lighted on
- a certain place where was a Den <The Jail/Gaol>, and I laid me down
- in that place to sleep: and, as I slept, I dreamed a dream.
- I dreamed, and behold, I saw a man clothed with rags,
- standing in a certain place, with his face from his own house,
- a book in his hand, and a great burden upon his back. [Isa. 64:6;
- Luke 14:33; Ps. 38:4; Hab. 2:2; Acts 16:30,31] I looked,
- and saw him open the book, and read therein; and, as he read,
- he wept, and trembled; and, not being able longer to contain,
- <His Outcry> he brake out with a lamentable cry, saying,
- "What shall I do?" [Acts 2:37]
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- {11}
- In this plight, therefore, he went home and refrained himself
- as long as he could, that his wife and children should not perceive
- his distress; but he could not be silent long, because that
- his trouble increased. Wherefore at length he brake his mind
- to his wife and children; and thus he began to talk to them:
- O my dear wife, said he, and you the children of my bowels,
- I, your dear friend, am in myself undone by reason of a burden
- that lieth hard upon me; moreover, I am for certain informed that
- this our city <This world> will be burned with fire from heaven;
- in which fearful overthrow, both myself, with thee my wife,
- and you my sweet babes, shall miserably come to ruin,
- except (the which yet I see not) some way of escape can be found,
- whereby we may be delivered. <He knows not the way yet/He knows no way
- of escape as of yet> At this his relations were sore amazed;
- not for that they believed that what he had said to them was true,
- but because they thought that some frenzy distemper had got into
- his head; therefore, it drawing towards night, and they hoping
- that sleep might settle his brains, with all haste they got him to bed.
- But the night was as troublesome to him as the day; wherefore,
- instead of sleeping, he spent it in sighs and tears. So,
- when the morning was come, they would know how he did.
- He told them, Worse and worse: he also set to talking to them again;
- but they began to be hardened. <Carnal physic for a sick soul>
- They also thought to drive away his distemper by harsh and surly
- carriages to him; sometimes they would deride, sometimes they
- would chide, and sometimes they would quite neglect him.
- Wherefore he began to retire himself to his chamber, to pray for
- and pity them, and also to condole his own misery; he would also
- walk solitarily in the fields, sometimes reading, and sometimes praying:
- and thus for some days he spent his time.
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- {12}
- Now, I saw, upon a time, when he was walking in the fields, that he was,
- as he was wont, reading in his book, and greatly distressed in his mind;
- and, as he read, he burst out, as he had done before, crying,
- "What shall I do to be saved?"
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- {13}
- I saw also that he looked this way and that way, as if he would run;
- yet he stood still, because, as I perceived, he could not tell
- which way to go. I looked then, and saw a man named Evangelist
- coming to him and asked, Wherefore dost thou cry? [Job 33:23]
-
- {14}
- He answered, Sir, I perceive by the book in my hand, that I am
- condemned to die, and after that to come to judgement [Heb. 9:27];
- and I find that I am not willing to do the first [Job 16:21],
- nor able to do the second. [Ezek. 22:14]
-
- CHRISTIAN no sooner leaves the World but meets
- EVANGELIST, who lovingly him greets
- With tidings of another: and doth show
- Him how to mount to that from this below.
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- {15}
- Then said Evangelist, Why not willing to die, since this life
- is attended with so many evils? The man answered, Because I fear
- that this burden is upon my back will sink me lower than the grave,
- and I shall fall into Tophet. [Isa. 30:33] And, Sir, if I be not fit
- to go to prison, I am not fit, I am sure, to go to judgement,
- and from thence to execution; and the thoughts of these things
- make me cry.
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- {16}
- <Conviction of the necessity of flying>
- Then said Evangelist, If this be thy condition, why standest thou still?
- He answered, Because I know not whither to go. Then he gave him
- a parchment roll, and there was written within, Flee from the wrath
- to come. [Matt. 3.7]
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- {17}
- The man therefore read it, and looking upon Evangelist very carefully,
- said, Whither must I fly? Then said Evangelist, pointing with
- his finger over a very wide field, Do you see yonder wicket-gate?
- [Matt. 7:13,14] <Christ, and the way to Him cannot be found
- without the Word> The man said, No. Then said the other,
- Do you see yonder shining light? [Ps. 119:105; 2 Pet. 1:19] He said,
- I think I do. Then said Evangelist, Keep that light in your eye,
- and go up directly thereto: so shalt thou see the gate; at which,
- when thou knockest, it shall be told thee what thou shalt do.
-
- {18}
- So I saw in my dream that the man began to run.
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- Now, he had not run far from his own door, but his wife and children,
- perceiving it, began to cry after him to return; but the man
- put his fingers in his ears, and ran on, crying, Life! life!
- eternal life! [Luke 14:26] So he looked not behind him,
- but fled towards the middle of the plain. [Gen. 19:17]
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- {19}
- <They that fly from the wrath to come, are a gazing-stock of the world>
- The neighbours also came out to see him run [Jer. 20:10]; and,
- as he ran, some mocked, others threatened, and some cried after him
- to return; and, among those that did so, there were two that resolved
- to fetch him back by force. <Obstinate and Pliable follow him>
- The name of the one was Obstinate and the name of the other Pliable.
- Now, by this time, the man was got a good distance from them; but,
- however, they were resolved to pursue him, which they did,
- and in a little time they overtook him. Then said the man, Neighbours,
- wherefore are ye come? They said, To persuade you to go back with us.
- But he said, That can by no means be; you dwell, said he,
- in the City of Destruction, the place also where I was born:
- I see it to be so; and, dying there, sooner or later,
- you will sink lower than the grave, into a place that burns
- with fire and brimstone: be content, good neighbours,
- and go along with me.
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- {20}
- OBST. What! said Obstinate, and leave our friends and our comforts
- behind us?
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- CHR. Yes, said Christian, for that was his name, because that ALL
- which you shall forsake is not worthy to be compared with a little
- of that which I am seeking to enjoy [2 Cor. 4:18]; and,
- if you will go along with me, and hold it, you shall fare as I myself;
- for there, where I go, is enough and to spare. [Luke 15:17]
- Come away, and prove my words.
-
- {21}
- OBST. What are the things you seek, since you leave all the world
- to find them?
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- CHR. I seek an inheritance incorruptible, undefiled, and that
- fadeth not away [1 Pet. 1:4], and it is laid up in heaven,
- and safe there [Heb. 11:16], to be bestowed, at the time appointed,
- on them that diligently seek it. Read it so, if you will, in my book.
-
- OBST. Tush! said Obstinate, away with your book; will you
- go back with us or no?
-
- CHR. No, not I, said the other, because I have laid my hand
- to the plough. [Luke 9:62]
-
- {22}
- OBST. Come, then, neighbour Pliable, let us turn again, and go home
- without him; there is a company of these crazy-headed coxcombs, that,
- when they take a fancy by the end, are wiser in their own eyes
- than seven men that can render a reason. [Prov. 26:16]
-
- PLI. Then said Pliable, Don't revile; if what the good Christian says
- is true, the things he looks after are better than ours:
- my heart inclines to go with my neighbour.
-
- OBST. What! more fools still! Be ruled by me, and go back;
- who knows whither such a brain-sick fellow will lead you? Go back,
- go back, and be wise.
-
- {23}
- <Christian and Obstinate pull for Pliable's soul>
- CHR. Nay, but do thou come with thy neighbour, Pliable;
- there are such things to be had which I spoke of, and many
- more glorious besides. If you believe not me, read here in this book;
- and for the truth of what is expressed therein, behold, all is confirmed
- by the blood of Him that made it. [Heb. 9:17-22; 13:20]
-
- PLI. Well, neighbour Obstinate, said Pliable, <Pliable contented to go
- with Christian> I begin to come to a point; I intend to go along
- with this good man, and to cast in my lot with him: but,
- my good companion, do you know the way to this desired place?
-
- {24}
- CHR. I am directed by a man, whose name is Evangelist,
- to speed me to a little gate that is before us, where we shall receive
- instructions about the way.
-
- PLI. Come, then, good neighbour, let us be going. Then they went
- both together.
-
- OBST. And I will go back to my place, said Obstinate;
- <Obstinate goes railing back> I will be no companion of such misled,
- fantastical fellows.
-
- {25}
- Now, I saw in my dream, that when Obstinate was gone back,
- Christian and Pliable went talking over the plain; and thus they began
- their discourse. <Talk between Christian and Pliable>
-
- {26}
- CHR. Come, neighbour Pliable, how do you do? I am glad you are
- persuaded to go along with me. Had even Obstinate himself but felt
- what I have felt of the powers and terrors of what is yet unseen,
- he would not thus lightly have given us the back.
-
- PLI. Come, neighbour Christian, since there are none but us two here,
- tell me now further what the things are, and how to be enjoyed,
- whither we are going.
-
- {27}
- CHR. I can better conceive of them with my mind, than speak of them
- with my tongue <God's things unspeakable>: but yet, since you are
- desirous to know, I will read of them in my book.
-
- PLI. And do you think that the words of your book are certainly true?
-
- CHR. Yes, verily; for it was made by Him that cannot lie. [Titus 1:2]
-
- PLI. Well said; what things are they?
-
- CHR. There is an endless kingdom to be inhabited, and everlasting life
- to be given us, that we may inhabit that kingdom for ever. [Isa. 45:17;
- John 10:28,29]
-
- PLI. Well said; and what else?
-
- CHR. There are crowns and glory to be given us, and garments
- that will make us shine like the sun in the firmament of heaven.
- [2 Tim. 4:8; Rev. 3:4; Matt. 13:43]
-
- PLI. This is very pleasant; and what else?
-
- CHR. There shall be no more crying, nor Sorrow: for He that is
- owner of the place will wipe all tears from our eyes. [Isa. 25.6-8;
- Rev. 7:17, 21:4]
-
- {28}
- PLI. And what company shall we have there?
-
- CHR. There we shall be with seraphims and cherubims,
- creatures that will dazzle your eyes to look on them. [Isa. 6:2]
- There also you shall meet with thousands and ten thousands
- that have gone before us to that place; none of them are hurtful,
- but loving and holy; every one walking in the sight of God,
- and standing in his presence with acceptance for ever.
- [1 Thess. 4:16,17; Rev. 5:11] In a word, there we shall see the elders
- with their golden crowns [Rev. 4:4], there we shall see the holy virgins
- with their golden harps [Rev. 14:1-5], there we shall see men
- that by the world were cut in pieces, burnt in flames, eaten of beasts,
- drowned in the seas, for the love that they bare to the Lord
- of the place, all well, and clothed with immortality as with a garment.
- [John 12:25; 2 Cor. 5:4]
-
- PLI. The hearing of this is enough to ravish one's heart.
- But are these things to be enjoyed? How shall we get to be
- sharers thereof?
-
- CHR. The Lord, the Governor of the country, hath recorded that
- in this book; the substance of which is, If we be truly willing
- to have it, he will bestow it upon us freely.
-
- PLI. Well, my good companion, glad am I to hear of these things:
- come on, let us mend our pace.
-
- CHR. I cannot go so fast as I would, by reason of this burden
- that is on my back.
-
-
- {29}
- <The Slough of Despond>
- Now I saw in my dream, that just as they had ended this talk
- they drew near to a very miry slough, that was in the midst
- of the plain; and they, being heedless, did both fall suddenly
- into the bog. The name of the slough was Despond. Here, therefore,
- they wallowed for a time, being grievously bedaubed with the dirt;
- and Christian, because of the burden that was on his back,
- began to sink in the mire.
-
- {30}
- PLI. Then said Pliable; Ah! neighbour Christian, where are you now?
-
- CHR. Truly, said Christian, I do not know.
-
- PLI. At this Pliable began to be offended, and angrily said
- to his fellow, Is this the happiness you have told me all this while of?
- If we have such ill speed at our first setting out, what may we expect
- betwixt this and our journey's end? May I get out again with my life,
- you shall possess the brave country alone for me. <It is not enough
- to be pliable> And, with that, he gave a desperate struggle or two,
- and got out of the mire on that side of the slough which was next to
- his own house: so away he went, and Christian saw him no more.
-
- {31}
- Wherefore Christian was left to tumble in the Slough of Despond alone:
- but still he endeavoured to struggle to that side of the slough
- that was still further from his own house, and next to the wicket-gate;
- <Christian in trouble seeks still to get further from his own house>
- the which he did, but could not get out, because of the burden
- that was upon his back: but I beheld in my dream, that a man
- came to him, whose name was Help, and asked him, What he did there?
-
- CHR. Sir, said Christian, I was bid go this way by a man
- called Evangelist, who directed me also to yonder gate,
- that I might escape the wrath to come; and as I was going thither
- I fell in here.
-
- {32}
- <The Promises>
- HELP. But why did not you look for the steps?
-
- CHR. Fear followed me so hard, that I fled the next way, and fell in.
-
- <Help lifts him up>
- HELP. Then said he, Give me thy hand: so he gave him his hand,
- and he drew him out, and set him upon sound ground, and bid him
- go on his way. [Ps. 40:2]
-
- {33}
- Then I stepped to him that plucked him out, and said, Sir, wherefore,
- since over this place is the way from the City of Destruction
- to yonder gate, is it that this plat is not mended, that poor travellers
- might go thither with more security? And he said unto me,
- <What makes the Slough of Despond> This miry slough is such a place
- as cannot be mended; it is the descent whither the scum and filth
- that attends conviction for sin doth continually run, and therefore
- it is called the Slough of Despond; for still, as the sinner is awakened
- about his lost condition, there ariseth in his soul many fears,
- and doubts, and discouraging apprehensions, which all of them
- get together, and settle in this place. And this is the reason
- of the badness of this ground.
-
- {34}
- It is not the pleasure of the King that this place should remain so bad.
- [Isa. 35:3,4] His labourers also have, by the direction of
- His Majesty's surveyors, been for above these sixteen hundred years
- employed about this patch of ground, if perhaps it might
- have been mended: yea, and to my knowledge, said he,
- here have been swallowed up at least twenty thousand cart-loads,
- yea, millions of wholesome instructions, that have at all seasons
- been brought from all places of the King's dominions, and they that
- can tell, say they are the best materials to make good ground
- of the place; if so be, it might have been mended, but it is
- the Slough of Despond still, and so will be when they have done
- what they can.
-
- {35}
- <The promises of forgiveness and acceptance to life by faith in Christ>
- True, there are, by the direction of the Law-giver, certain good and
- substantial steps, placed even through the very midst of this slough;
- but at such time as this place doth much spew out its filth,
- as it doth against change of weather, these steps are hardly seen;
- or, if they be, men, through the dizziness of their heads, step beside,
- and then they are bemired to purpose, notwithstanding the steps
- be there; but the ground is good when they are once got in at the gate.
- [1 Sam. 12:23]
-
- {36}
- <Pliable got home, and is visited of his neighbours>
- Now, I saw in my dream, that by this time Pliable was got home
- to his house again, so that his neighbours came to visit him;
- <His entertainment by them at his return> and some of them called him
- wise man for coming back, and some called him fool for hazarding himself
- with Christian: others again did mock at his cowardliness; saying,
- Surely, since you began to venture, I would not have been so base
- to have given out for a few difficulties. So Pliable sat sneaking
- among them. But at last he got more confidence, and then they all
- turned their tales, and began to deride poor Christian behind his back.
- And thus much concerning Pliable.
-
- {37}
- <Mr. Worldly Wiseman meets with Christian>
- Now, as Christian was walking solitarily by himself,
- he espied one afar off, come crossing over the field to meet him;
- and their hap was to meet just as they were crossing the way of
- each other. The gentleman's name that met him was Mr. Worldly Wiseman,
- he dwelt in the town of Carnal Policy, a very great town,
- and also hard by from whence Christian came. This man, then,
- meeting with Christian, and having some inkling of him,--
- for Christian's setting forth from the City of Destruction was
- much noised abroad, not only in the town where he dwelt,
- but also it began to be the town talk in some other places,--
- Mr. Worldly Wiseman, therefore, having some guess of him,
- by beholding his laborious going, by observing his sighs and groans,
- and the like, began thus to enter into some talk with Christian.
-
- {38}
- <Talk betwixt Mr. Worldly Wiseman and Christian>
- WORLD. How now, good fellow, whither away after this burdened manner?
-
- CHR. A burdened manner, indeed, as ever, I think, poor creature had!
- And whereas you ask me, Whither away? I tell you, Sir,
- I am going to yonder wicket-gate before me; for there, as I am informed,
- I shall be put into a way to be rid of my heavy burden.
-
- WORLD. Hast thou a wife and children?
-
- CHR. Yes; but I am so laden with this burden that I cannot take
- that pleasure in them as formerly; methinks I am as if I had none.
- [1 Cor 7:29]
-
- WORLD. Wilt thou hearken unto me if I give thee counsel?
-
- CHR. If it be good, I will; for I stand in need of good counsel.
-
- {39}
- <Mr. Worldly Wiseman's counsel to Christian>
- WORLD. I would advise thee, then, that thou with all speed
- get thyself rid of thy burden; for thou wilt never be settled
- in thy mind till then; nor canst thou enjoy the benefits
- of the blessing which God hath bestowed upon thee till then.
-
- CHR. That is that which I seek for, even to be rid of
- this heavy burden; but get it off myself, I cannot; nor is there
- any man in our country that can take it off my shoulders;
- therefore am I going this way, as I told you, that I may be rid of
- my burden.
-
- WORLD. Who bid thee go this way to be rid of thy burden?
-
- CHR. A man that appeared to me to be a very great and
- honourable person; his name, as I remember, is Evangelist.
-
- {40}
- <Mr. Worldly Wiseman condemned Evangelist's counsel>
- WORLD. I beshrew him for his counsel! there is not a more dangerous
- and troublesome way in the world than is that unto which he hath
- directed thee; and that thou shalt find, if thou wilt be ruled
- by his counsel. Thou hast met with something, as I perceive, already;
- for I see the dirt of the Slough of Despond is upon thee;
- but that slough is the beginning of the sorrows that do attend those
- that go on in that way. Hear me, I am older than thou;
- thou art like to meet with, in the way which thou goest,
- wearisomeness, painfulness, hunger, perils, nakedness, sword, lions,
- dragons, darkness, and, in a word, death, and what not! These things
- are certainly true, having been confirmed by many testimonies.
- And why should a man so carelessly cast away himself, by giving heed
- to a stranger?
-
- <The frame of the heart of a young Christian>
- CHR. Why, Sir, this burden upon my back is more terrible to me
- than all these things which you have mentioned; nay, methinks I care not
- what I meet with in the way, if so be I can also meet with deliverance
- from my burden.
-
- {41}
- <Worldly Wiseman does not like that men should be serious
- in reading the Bible>
- WORLD. How camest thou by the burden at first?
-
- CHR. By reading this book in my hand.
-
- WORLD. I thought so; and it is happened unto thee as to other weak men,
- who, meddling with things too high for them, do suddenly fall
- into thy distractions; which distractions do not only unman men,
- as thine, I perceive, have done thee, but they run them upon
- desperate ventures to obtain they know not what.
-
- CHR. I know what I would obtain; it is ease for my heavy burden.
-
- {42}
- <Whether Mr. Worldly Wiseman prefers morality before the strait gate>
- WORLD. But why wilt thou seek for ease this way, seeing so many dangers
- attend it? especially since, hadst thou but patience to hear me,
- I could direct thee to the obtaining of what thou desirest,
- without the dangers that thou in this way wilt run thyself into; yea,
- and the remedy is at hand. Besides, I will add, that instead of
- those dangers, thou shalt meet with much safety, friendship,
- and content.
-
- CHR. Pray, Sir, open this secret to me.
-
- {43}
- WORLD. Why, in yonder village--the village is named Morality--
- there dwells a gentleman whose name is Legality, a very judicious man,
- and a man of very good name, that has skill to help men off
- with such burdens as thine are from their shoulders: yea,
- to my knowledge, he hath done a great deal of good this way;
- ay, and besides, he hath skill to cure those that are somewhat crazed
- in their wits with their burdens. To him, as I said, thou mayest go,
- and be helped presently. His house is not quite a mile from this place,
- and if he should not be at home himself, he hath a pretty young man
- to his son, whose name is Civility, that can do it (to speak on)
- as well as the old gentleman himself; there, I say, thou mayest be
- eased of thy burden; and if thou art not minded to go back to
- thy former habitation, as, indeed, I would not wish thee,
- thou mayest send for thy wife and children to thee to this village,
- where there are houses now stand empty, one of which thou mayest have
- at reasonable rates; provision is there also cheap and good;
- and that which will make thy life the more happy is, to be sure,
- there thou shalt live by honest neighbours, in credit and good fashion.
-
- {44}
- <Christian snared by Worldly Wiseman's words>
- Now was Christian somewhat at a stand; but presently he concluded,
- if this be true, which this gentleman hath said, my wisest course
- is to take his advice; and with that he thus further spoke.
-
- {45}
- CHR. Sir, which is my way to this honest man's house?
-
- <Mount Sinai>
- WORLD. Do you see yonder hill?
-
- CHR. Yes, very well.
-
- WORLD. By that hill you must go, and the first house you come at
- is his.
-
- {46}
- <Christian afraid that Mount Sinai would fall on his head>
- So Christian turned out of his way to go to Mr. Legality's house
- for help; but, behold, when he was got now hard by the hill,
- it seemed so high, and also that side of it that was next the wayside
- did hang so much over, that Christian was afraid to venture further,
- lest the hill should fall on his head; wherefore there he stood still
- and wotted not what to do. Also his burden now seemed heavier to him
- than while he was in his way. There came also flashes of fire
- out of the hill, that made Christian afraid that he should be burned.
- [Ex. 19:16,18] Here, therefore, he sweat and did quake for fear.
- [Heb. 12:21]
-
- When Christians unto carnal men give ear,
- Out of their way they go, and pay for 't dear;
- For Master Worldly Wiseman can but shew
- A saint the way to bondage and to woe.
-
- {47}
- <Evangelist findeth Christian under Mount Sinai, and looketh severely
- upon him>
- And now he began to be sorry that he had taken Mr. Worldly Wiseman's
- counsel. And with that he saw Evangelist coming to meet him;
- at the sight also of whom he began to blush for shame. So Evangelist
- drew nearer and nearer; and coming up to him, he looked upon him
- with a severe and dreadful countenance, and thus began to reason
- with Christian.
-
- {48}
- <Evangelist reasons afresh with Christian>
- EVAN. What dost thou here, Christian? said he: at which words
- Christian knew not what to answer; wherefore at present he stood
- speechless before him. Then said Evangelist further,
- Art not thou the man that I found crying without the walls
- of the City of Destruction?
-
- CHR. Yes, dear Sir, I am the man.
-
- EVAN. Did not I direct thee the way to the little wicket-gate?
-
- CHR. Yes, dear Sir, said Christian.
-
- EVAN. How is it, then, that thou art so quickly turned aside?
- for thou art now out of the way.
-
- {49}
- CHR. I met with a gentleman so soon as I had got over
- the Slough of Despond, who persuaded me that I might,
- in the village before me, find a man that would take off my burden.
-
- EVAN. What was he?
-
- CHR. He looked like a gentleman, and talked much to me,
- and got me at last to yield; so I came hither; but when I beheld
- this hill, and how it hangs over the way, I suddenly made a stand
- lest it should fall on my head.
-
- EVAN. What said that gentleman to you?
-
- CHR. Why, he asked me whither I was going, and I told him.
-
- EVAN. And what said he then?
-
- CHR. He asked me if I had a family? And I told him. But, said I,
- I am so loaden with the burden that is on my back, that I cannot
- take pleasure in them as formerly.
-
- EVAN. And what said he then?
-
- {50}
- CHR. He bid me with speed get rid of my burden; and I told him
- that it was ease that I sought. And said I, I am therefore going
- to yonder gate, to receive further direction how I may get to the place
- of deliverance. So he said that he would shew me a better way,
- and short, not so attended with difficulties as the way, Sir, that you
- set me in; which way, said he, will direct you to a gentleman's house
- that hath skill to take off these burdens, so I believed him,
- and turned out of that way into this, if haply I might be soon eased
- of my burden. But when I came to this place, and beheld things
- as they are, I stopped for fear (as I said) of danger:
- but I now know not what to do.
-
- {51}
- <Evangelist convinces Christian of his error>
- EVAN. Then, said Evangelist, stand still a little, that I may show thee
- the words of God. So he stood trembling. Then said Evangelist,
- "See that ye refuse not him that speaketh. For if they escaped not
- who refused him that spake on earth, much more shall not we escape,
- if we turn away from him that speaketh from heaven." [Heb. 12:25]
- He said, moreover, "Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man
- draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him." [Heb. 10:38]
- He also did thus apply them: Thou art the man that art running into
- this misery; thou hast begun to reject the counsel of the Most High,
- and to draw back thy foot from the way of peace, even almost
- to the hazarding of thy perdition.
-
- {52}
- Then Christian fell down at his feet as dead, crying, "Woe is me,
- for I am undone!" At the sight of which Evangelist caught him
- by the right hand, saying, "All manner of sin and blasphemies
- shall be forgiven unto men." [Matt. 12:31, Mark 3:28]
- "Be not faithless, but believing." [John 20:27] Then did Christian
- again a little revive, and stood up trembling, as at first,
- before Evangelist.
-
- {53}
- <Mr. Worldly Wiseman described by Evangelist>
- Then Evangelist proceeded, saying, Give more earnest heed
- to the things that I shall tell thee of. I will now show thee
- who it was that deluded thee, and who it was also to whom he sent thee.
- --The man that met thee is one Worldly Wiseman, and rightly is he
- so called; partly, because he savoureth only the doctrine of this world,
- [1 John 4:5] (therefore he always goes to the town of Morality
- to church): and partly because he loveth that doctrine best,
- for it saveth him best from the cross. [Gal 6:12] And because
- he is of this carnal temper, therefore he seeketh to pervert my ways,
- though right. Now there are three things in this man's counsel,
- that thou must utterly abhor.
-
- <Evangelist discovers the deceit of Mr. Worldly Wiseman>
-
- 1. His turning thee out of the way.
- 2. His labouring to render the cross odious to thee. And,
- 3. His setting thy feet in that way that leadeth unto
- the administration of death.
-
- {54}
- First, Thou must abhor his turning thee out of the way;
- and thine own consenting thereunto: because this is to reject
- the counsel of God for the sake of the counsel of a Worldly Wiseman.
- The Lord says, "Strive to enter in at the strait gate" [Luke 13:24],
- the gate to which I sent thee; for "strait is the gate that leadeth
- unto life, and few there be that find it." [Matt. 7:14]
- From this little wicket-gate, and from the way thereto,
- hath this wicked man turned thee, to the bringing of thee
- almost to destruction; hate, therefore, his turning thee out of the way,
- and abhor thyself for hearkening to him.
-
- {55}
- Secondly, Thou must abhor his labouring to render the cross
- odious unto thee; for thou art to prefer it "before the treasures
- in Egypt." [Heb. 11:25,26] Besides the King of glory hath told thee,
- that he that "will save his life shall lose it." [Mark 8:35;
- John 12:25; Matt. 10:39] And, "He that cometh after me,
- and hateth not his father, and mother, and wife, and children,
- and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also,
- he cannot be my disciple." [Luke 14:26] I say, therefore,
- for man to labour to persuade thee, that that shall be thy death,
- without which, THE TRUTH hath said, thou canst not have eternal life;
- this doctrine thou must abhor.
-
- {56}
- Thirdly, Thou must hate his setting of thy feet in the way that leadeth
- to the ministration of death. And for this thou must consider to whom
- he sent thee, and also how unable that person was to deliver thee
- from thy burden.
-
- {57}
- <The bond-woman>
- He to whom thou wast sent for ease, being by name Legality,
- is the son of the bond-woman which now is, and is in bondage
- with her children [Gal 4:21-27]; and is, in a mystery, this Mount Sinai,
- which thou hast feared will fall on thy head. Now, if she,
- with her children, are in bondage, how canst thou expect by them
- to be made free? This Legality, therefore, is not able to set thee free
- from thy burden. No man was as yet ever rid of his burden by him; no,
- nor ever is like to be: ye cannot be justified by the works of the law;
- for by the deeds of the law no man living can be rid of his burden:
- therefore, Mr. Worldly Wiseman is an alien, and Mr. Legality is a cheat;
- and for his son Civility, notwithstanding his simpering looks,
- he is but a hypocrite and cannot help thee. Believe me,
- there is nothing in all this noise, that thou hast heard of these
- sottish men, but a design to beguile thee of thy salvation,
- by turning thee from the way in which I had set thee. After this,
- Evangelist called aloud to the heavens for confirmation of what
- he had said: and with that there came words and fire
- out of the mountain under which poor Christian stood, that made
- the hair of his flesh stand up. The words were thus pronounced:
- `As many as are of the works of the law are under the curse;
- for it is written, Cursed is every one that continueth not in all things
- which are written in the book of the law to do them.' [Gal. 3:10]
-
- {58}
- Now Christian looked for nothing but death, and began
- to cry out lamentably; even cursing the time in which he met
- with Mr. Worldly Wiseman; still calling himself a thousand fools
- for hearkening to his counsel; he also was greatly ashamed to think
- that this gentleman's arguments, flowing only from the flesh,
- should have the prevalency with him as to cause him to forsake
- the right way. This done, he applied himself again to Evangelist
- in words and sense as follow:
-
- {59}
- <Christian inquires if he may yet be happy>
- CHR. Sir, what think you? Is there hope? May I now go back
- and go up to the wicket-gate? Shall I not be abandoned for this,
- and sent back from thence ashamed? I am sorry I have hearkened to
- this man's counsel. But may my sin be forgiven?
-
- <Evangelist comforts him>
- EVAN. Then said Evangelist to him, Thy sin is very great,
- for by it thou hast committed two evils: thou hast forsaken the way
- that is good, to tread in forbidden paths; yet will the man at the gate
- receive thee, for he has goodwill for men; only, said he,
- take heed that thou turn not aside again, `lest thou perish from
- the way, when his wrath is kindled but a little.' [Ps. 2:12]
- Then did Christian address himself to go back; and Evangelist,
- after he had kissed him, gave him one smile, and bid him God-speed.
- So he went on with haste, neither spake he to any man by the way;
- nor, if any asked him, would he vouchsafe them an answer.
- He went like one that was all the while treading on forbidden ground,
- and could by no means think himself safe, till again he was got
- into the way which he left, to follow Mr. Worldly Wiseman's counsel.
- So, in process of time, Christian got up to the gate.
- Now, over the gate there was written, `Knock, and it shall be opened
- unto you.' [Matt 7:8]
-
- {60}
- "He that will enter in must first without
- Stand knocking at the Gate, nor need he doubt
- That is A KNOCKER but to enter in;
- For God can love him, and forgive his sin."
-
- He knocked, therefore, more than once or twice, saying--
-
- "May I now enter here? Will he within
- Open to sorry me, though I have been
- An undeserving rebel? Then shall I
- Not fail to sing his lasting praise on high."
-
- At last there came a grave person to the gate, named Good-will,
- who asked who was there? and whence he came? and what he would have?
-
- {61}
- CHR. Here is a poor burdened sinner. I come from
- the City of Destruction, but am going to Mount Zion,
- that I may be delivered from the wrath to come. I would therefore,
- Sir, since I am informed that by this gate is the way thither,
- know if you are willing to let me in?
-
- <The gate will be opened to broken-hearted sinners>
- GOOD-WILL. I am willing with all my heart, said he; and with that
- he opened the gate.
-
- {62}
- So when Christian was stepping in, the other gave him a pull.
- Then said Christian, What means that? The other told him.
- A little distance from this gate, there is erected a strong castle,
- of which Beelzebub is the captain; <Satan envies those that enter
- the strait gate> from thence, both he and them that are with him
- shoot arrows at those that come up to this gate, if haply they may die
- before they can enter in.
-
- <Christian entered the gate with joy and trembling>
- Then said Christian, I rejoice and tremble. So when he was got in,
- the man of the gate asked him who directed him thither?
-
- {63}
- <Talk between Good-will and Christian>
- CHR. Evangelist bid me come hither, and knock, (as I did);
- and he said that you, Sir, would tell me what I must do.
-
- GOOD-WILL. An open door is set before thee, and no man can shut it.
-
- CHR. Now I begin to reap the benefits of my hazards.
-
- GOOD-WILL. But how is it that you came alone?
-
- CHR. Because none of my neighbours saw their danger, as I saw mine.
-
- GOOD-WILL. Did any of them know of your coming?
-
- CHR. Yes; my wife and children saw me at the first, and called after me
- to turn again; also, some of my neighbours stood crying
- and calling after me to return; but I put my fingers in my ears,
- and so came on my way.
-
- GOOD-WILL. But did none of them follow you, to persuade you to go back?
-
- CHR. Yes, both Obstinate and Pliable; but when they saw
- that they could not prevail, Obstinate went railing back,
- but Pliable came with me a little way.
-
- GOOD-WILL. But why did he not come through?
-
- {64}
- <A man may have company when he sets out for heaven,
- and yet go thither alone>
- CHR. We, indeed, came both together, until we came
- at the Slough of Despond, into the which we also suddenly fell.
- And then was my neighbour, Pliable, discouraged, and would not
- venture further. Wherefore, getting out again on that side
- next to his own house, he told me I should possess the brave country
- alone for him; so he went his way, and I came mine--
- he after Obstinate, and I to this gate.
-
- GOOD-WILL. Then said Good-will, Alas, poor man! is the celestial glory
- of so small esteem with him, that he counteth it not worth
- running the hazards of a few difficulties to obtain it?
-
- {65}
- <Christian accuses himself before the man at the gate>
- CHR. Truly, said Christian, I have said the truth of Pliable,
- and if I should also say all the truth of myself, it will appear
- there is no betterment betwixt him and myself. It is true,
- he went back to his own house, but I also turned aside to go
- in the way of death, being persuaded thereto by the carnal arguments
- of one Mr. Worldly Wiseman.
-
- GOOD-WILL. Oh, did he light upon you? What! he would have had you
- a sought for ease at the hands of Mr. Legality. They are, both of them,
- a very cheat. But did you take his counsel?
-
- CHR. Yes, as far as I durst; I went to find out Mr. Legality,
- until I thought that the mountain that stands by his house
- would have fallen upon my head; wherefore there I was forced to stop.
-
- GOOD-WILL. That mountain has been the death of many,
- and will be the death of many more; it is well you escaped being
- by it dashed in pieces.
-
- CHR. Why, truly, I do not know what had become of me there,
- had not Evangelist happily met me again, as I was musing in the midst
- of my dumps; but it was God's mercy that he came to me again, for else
- I had never come hither. But now I am come, such a one as I am,
- more fit, indeed, for death, by that mountain, than thus to stand
- talking with my lord; but, oh, what a favour is this to me,
- that yet I am admitted entrance here!
-
- {66}
- <Christian comforted again>
- GOOD-WILL. We make no objections against any, notwithstanding all
- that they have done before they came hither. They are in no wise
- cast out [John vi.37]; and therefore, good Christian, come a little way
- with me, and I will teach thee about the way thou must go.
- <Christian directed yet on his way> Look before thee;
- dost thou see this narrow way? THAT is the way thou must go;
- it was cast up by the patriarchs, prophets, Christ, and his apostles;
- and it is as straight as a rule can make it. This is the way
- thou must go.
-
- {67}
- <Christian afraid of losing his way>
- CHR. But, said Christian, are there no turnings or windings by which
- a stranger may lose his way?
-
- GOOD-WILL. Yes, there are many ways butt down upon this,
- and they are crooked and wide. But thus thou mayest distinguish
- the right from the wrong, the right only being straight and narrow.
- [Matt 7:14]
-
- {68}
- <Christian weary of his burden>
- Then I saw in my dream that Christian asked him further
- if he could not help him off with his burden that was upon his back;
- for as yet he had not got rid thereof, nor could he by any means
- get it off without help.
-
- <There is no deliverance from guilt and burden of sin,
- but by the death and blood of Christ>
- He told him, As to thy burden, be content to bear it, until thou comest
- to the place of deliverance; for there it will fall from thy back
- of itself.
-
- {69}
- Then Christian began to gird up his loins, and to address himself
- to his journey. So the other told him, That by that he was gone
- some distance from the gate, he would come at the house
- of the Interpreter, at whose door he should knock, and he would show him
- excellent things. Then Christian took his leave of his friend,
- and he again bid him God-speed.
-
- {70}
- <Christian comes to the house of the interpreter>
- Then he went on till he came to the house of the Interpreter,
- where he knocked over and over; at last one came to the door,
- and asked who was there.
-
- {71}
- CHR. Sir, here is a traveller, who was bid by an acquaintance
- of the good-man of this house to call here for my profit;
- I would therefore speak with the master of the house.
- So he called for the master of the house, who, after a little time,
- came to Christian, and asked him what he would have.
-
- <He is entertained>
- CHR. Sir, said Christian, I am a man that am come from
- the City of Destruction, and am going to the Mount Zion;
- and I was told by the man that stands at the gate, at the head
- of this way, that if I called here, you would show me excellent things,
- such as would be a help to me in my journey.
-
- {72}
- <Illumination>
- INTER. Then said the Interpreter, Come in; I will show that
- which will be profitable to thee. So he commanded his man
- to light the candle, and bid Christian follow him: so he had him
- into a private room, <Christian sees a grave picture> and bid his man
- open a door; the which when he had done, Christian saw the picture
- of a very grave person hang up against the wall; and this was
- the fashion of it. <The fashion of the picture> It had eyes
- lifted up to heaven, the best of books in his hand, the law of truth
- was written upon his lips, the world was behind his back.
- It stood as if it pleaded with men, and a crown of gold did hang
- over his head.
-
- CHR. Then said Christian, What meaneth this?
-
- {73}
- <The meaning of the picture>
- INTER. The man whose picture this is, is one of a thousand;
- he can beget children [1 Cor. 4:15], travail in birth with children
- [Gal. 4:19], and nurse them himself when they are born.
- And whereas thou seest him with his eyes lift up to heaven,
- the best of books in his hand, and the law of truth writ on his lips,
- it is to show thee that his work is to know and unfold dark things
- to sinners; even as also thou seest him stand as if he pleaded with men:
- and whereas thou seest the world as cast behind him, and that a crown
- hangs over his head, that is to show thee that slighting and despising
- the things that are present, for the love that he hath
- to his Master's service, he is sure in the world that comes next
- to have glory for his reward. <Why he showed him the picture first>
- Now, said the Interpreter, I have showed thee this picture first,
- because the man whose picture this is, is the only man whom
- the Lord of the place whither thou art going, hath authorised to be
- thy guide in all difficult places thou mayest meet with in the way;
- wherefore, take good heed to what I have shewed thee, and bear well
- in thy mind what thou hast seen, lest in thy journey thou meet with
- some that pretend to lead thee right, but their way goes down to death.
-
- {74}
- Then he took him by the hand, and led him into a very large parlour
- that was full of dust, because never swept; the which after he had
- reviewed a little while, the Interpreter called for a man to sweep.
- Now, when he began to sweep, the dust began so abundantly to fly about,
- that Christian had almost therewith been choked. Then said
- the Interpreter to a damsel that stood by, Bring hither the water,
- and sprinkle the room; the which, when she had done,
- it was swept and cleansed with pleasure.
-
- {75}
- CHR. Then said Christian, What means this?
-
- INTER. The Interpreter answered, This parlour is the heart of a man
- that was never sanctified by the sweet grace of the gospel;
- the dust is his original sin and inward corruptions, that have defiled
- the whole man. He that began to sweep at first, is the Law;
- but she that brought water, and did sprinkle it, is the Gospel.
- Now, whereas thou sawest, that so soon as the first began to sweep,
- the dust did so fly about that the room by him could not be cleansed,
- but that thou wast almost choked therewith; this is to shew thee,
- that the law, instead of cleansing the heart (by its working) from sin,
- doth revive, put strength into, and increase it in the soul,
- even as it doth discover and forbid it, for it doth not give power
- to subdue. [Rom. 7:6; 1 Cor. 15:56; Rom. 5:20]
-
- {76}
- Again, as thou sawest the damsel sprinkle the room with water,
- upon which it was cleansed with pleasure; this is to show thee,
- that when the gospel comes in the sweet and precious influences thereof
- to the heart, then, I say, even as thou sawest the damsel lay the dust
- by sprinkling the floor with water, so is sin vanquished and subdued,
- and the soul made clean through the faith of it, and consequently fit
- for the King of glory to inhabit. [John 15:3; Eph. 5:26; Acts 15:9;
- Rom. 16:25,26; John 15:13]
-
- {77}
- I saw, moreover, in my dream, that the Interpreter took him by the hand,
- and had him into a little room, where sat two little children,
- each one in his chair. <He showed him passion and patience>
- The name of the eldest was Passion, and the name of the other Patience.
- Passion seemed to be much discontented; but Patience was very quiet.
- Then Christian asked, What is the reason of the discontent of Passion?
- <Passion will have all now. Patience is for waiting>
- The Interpreter answered, The Governor of them would have him stay
- for his best things till the beginning of the next year;
- but he will have all now: but Patience is willing to wait.
-
- <Passion has his desire>
- Then I saw that one came to Passion, and brought him a bag of treasure,
- and poured it down at his feet, the which he took up
- and rejoiced therein, and withal laughed Patience to scorn.
- <And quickly lavishes all away> But I beheld but a while,
- and he had lavished all away, and had nothing left him but rags.
-
- {78}
- CHR. Then said Christian to the Interpreter, Expound this matter
- more fully to me.
-
- <The matter expounded>
- INTER. So he said, These two lads are figures: Passion, of the men
- of this world; and Patience, of the men of that which is to come;
- for as here thou seest, Passion will have all now this year,
- that is to say, in this world; so are the men of this world,
- they must have all their good things now, they cannot stay
- till next year, that is until the next world, for their portion of good.
- <The worldly man for a bird in the hand> That proverb,
- `A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush', is of more authority
- with them than are all the Divine testimonies of the good of the world
- to come. But as thou sawest that he had quickly lavished all away,
- and had presently left him nothing but rags; so will it be with all
- such men at the end of this world.
-
- <Patience has the best wisdom>
- CHR. Then said Christian, Now I see that Patience has the best wisdom,
- and that upon many accounts. First, because he stays
- for the best things. Second, and also because he will have
- the glory of his, when the other has nothing but rags.
-
- {79}
- <Things that are first must give place; but things that are last
- are lasting>
- INTER. Nay, you may add another, to wit, the glory of the next world
- will never wear out; but these are suddenly gone. Therefore Passion
- had not so much reason to laugh at Patience, because he had
- his good things first, as Patience will have to laugh at Passion,
- because he had his best things last; for first must give place to last,
- because last must have his time to come; but last gives place
- to nothing; for there is not another to succeed. He, therefore,
- that hath his portion first, must needs have a time to spend it;
- but he that hath his portion last, must have it lastingly;
- <Dives had his good things first> therefore it is said of Dives,
- "Thou in thy life-time receivedst thy good things, and likewise
- Lazarus evil things; but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented."
- [Luke 16:25]
-
- CHR. Then I perceive it is not best to covet things that are now,
- but to wait for things to come.
-
- <The first things are but temporal>
- INTER. You say the truth: "For the things which are seen are temporal;
- but the things which are not seen are eternal." [2 Cor. 4:18]
- But though this be so, yet since things present and our fleshly appetite
- are such near neighbours one to another; and again,
- because things to come, and carnal sense, are such strangers
- one to another; therefore it is, that the first of these so suddenly
- fall into amity, and that distance is so continued between the second.
-
- {80}
- Then I saw in my dream that the Interpreter took Christian by the hand,
- and led him into a place where was a fire burning against a wall,
- and one standing by it, always casting much water upon it, to quench it;
- yet did the fire burn higher and hotter.
-
- Then said Christian, What means this?
-
- {81}
- The Interpreter answered, This fire is the work of grace that is
- wrought in the heart; he that casts water upon it, to extinguish
- and put it out, is the Devil; but in that thou seest the fire
- notwithstanding burn higher and hotter, thou shalt also see
- the reason of that. So he had him about to the backside of the wall,
- where he saw a man with a vessel of oil in his hand, of the which
- he did also continually cast, but secretly, into the fire.
-
- Then said Christian, What means this?
-
- {82}
- The Interpreter answered, This is Christ, who continually,
- with the oil of his grace, maintains the work already begun
- in the heart: by the means of which, notwithstanding what the devil
- can do, the souls of his people prove gracious still. [2 Cor. 12:9]
- And in that thou sawest that the man stood behind the wall to maintain
- the fire, that is to teach thee that it is hard for the tempted
- to see how this work of grace is maintained in the soul.
-
- I saw also, that the Interpreter took him again by the hand,
- and led him into a pleasant place, where was builded a stately palace,
- beautiful to behold; at the sight of which Christian
- was greatly delighted. He saw also, upon the top thereof,
- certain persons walking, who were clothed all in gold.
-
- Then said Christian, May we go in thither?
-
- {83}
- <The valiant man>
- Then the Interpreter took him, and led him up towards the door
- of the palace; and behold, at the door stood a great company of men,
- as desirous to go in; but durst not. There also sat a man
- at a little distance from the door, at a table-side, with a book
- and his inkhorn before him, to take the name of him that should
- enter therein; he saw also, that in the doorway stood many men in armour
- to keep it, being resolved to do the men that would enter
- what hurt and mischief they could. Now was Christian somewhat in amaze.
- At last, when every man started back for fear of the armed men,
- Christian saw a man of a very stout countenance come up to the man
- that sat there to write, saying, Set down my name, Sir: the which
- when he had done, he saw the man draw his sword, and put a helmet
- upon his head, and rush toward the door upon the armed men, who laid
- upon him with deadly force; but the man, not at all discouraged,
- fell to cutting and hacking most fiercely. So after he had received
- and given many wounds to those that attempted to keep him out,
- he cut his way through them all [Acts 14:.22], and pressed forward
- into the palace, at which there was a pleasant voice heard from those
- that were within, even of those that walked upon the top of the palace,
- saying--
-
- "Come in, come in;
- Eternal glory thou shalt win."
-
- So he went in, and was clothed with such garments as they.
- Then Christian smiled and said; I think verily I know the meaning
- of this.
-
- {84}
- <Despair like an iron cage>
- Now, said Christian, let me go hence. Nay, stay, said the Interpreter,
- till I have shewed thee a little more, and after that thou shalt go
- on thy way. So he took him by the hand again, and led him into
- a very dark room, where there sat a man in an iron cage.
-
- Now the man, to look on, seemed very sad; he sat with his eyes
- looking down to the ground, his hands folded together,
- and he sighed as if he would break his heart. Then said Christian,
- What means this? At which the Interpreter bid him talk with the man.
-
- Then said Christian to the man, What art thou? The man answered,
- I am what I was not once.
-
- {85}
- CHR. What wast thou once?
-
- MAN. The man said, I was once a fair and flourishing professor,
- both in mine own eyes, and also in the eyes of others; I once was,
- as I thought, fair for the Celestial City, and had then even joy
- at the thoughts that I should get thither. [Luke 8:13]
-
- CHR. Well, but what art thou now?
-
- MAN. I am now a man of despair, and am shut up in it,
- as in this iron cage. I cannot get out. Oh, now I cannot!
-
- CHR. But how camest thou in this condition?
-
- MAN. I left off to watch and be sober. I laid the reins,
- upon the neck of my lusts; I sinned against the light of the Word
- and the goodness of God; I have grieved the Spirit, and he is gone;
- I tempted the devil, and he is come to me; I have provoked God to anger,
- and he has left me: I have so hardened my heart, that I cannot repent.
-
- {86}
- Then said Christian to the Interpreter, But is there no hope for such
- a man as this? Ask him, said the Interpreter. Nay, said Christian,
- pray, Sir, do you.
-
- INTER. Then said the Interpreter, Is there no hope, but you must be
- kept in the iron cage of despair?
-
- MAN. No, none at all.
-
- INTER. Why, the Son of the Blessed is very pitiful.
-
- MAN. I have crucified him to myself afresh [Heb. 6:6];
- I have despised his person [Luke 19:14]; I have despised
- his righteousness; I have "counted his blood an unholy thing";
- I have "done despite to the Spirit of grace". [Heb. 10:28-29]
- Therefore I have shut myself out of all the promises,
- and there now remains to me nothing but threatenings,
- dreadful threatenings, fearful threatenings, of certain judgement
- and fiery indignation, which shall devour me as an adversary.
-
- {87}
- INTER. For what did you bring yourself into this condition?
-
- MAN. For the lusts, pleasures, and profits of this world;
- in the enjoyment of which I did then promise myself much delight;
- but now every one of those things also bite me, and gnaw me
- like a burning worm.
-
- INTER. But canst thou not now repent and turn?
-
- {88}
- MAN. God hath denied me repentance. His Word gives me no encouragement
- to believe; yea, himself hath shut me up in this iron cage;
- nor can all the men in the world let me out. O eternity, eternity!
- how shall I grapple with the misery that I must meet with in eternity!
-
- INTER. Then said the Interpreter to Christian, Let this man's misery
- be remembered by thee, and be an everlasting caution to thee.
-
- CHR. Well, said Christian, this is fearful! God help me to watch and
- be sober, and to pray that I may shun the cause of this man's misery!
- Sir, is it not time for me to go on my way now?
-
- INTER. Tarry till I shall show thee one thing more, and then thou shalt
- go on thy way.
-
- {89}
- So he took Christian by the hand again, and led him into a chamber,
- where there was one rising out of bed; and as he put on his raiment,
- he shook and trembled. Then said Christian, Why doth this man
- thus tremble? The Interpreter then bid him tell to Christian
- the reason of his so doing. So he began and said, This night,
- as I was in my sleep, I dreamed, and behold the heavens grew
- exceeding black; also it thundered and lightened in most fearful wise,
- that it put me into an agony; so I looked up in my dream,
- and saw the clouds rack at an unusual rate, upon which I heard
- a great sound of a trumpet, and saw also a man sit upon a cloud,
- attended with the thousands of heaven; they were all in flaming fire:
- also the heavens were in a burning flame. I heard then a voice saying,
- "Arise, ye dead, and come to judgement"; and with that the rocks rent,
- the graves opened, and the dead that were therein came forth.
- Some of them were exceeding glad, and looked upward; and some sought
- to hide themselves under the mountains. [1 Cor. 15:52; 1 Thes. 4:16;
- Jude 14; John 5:28,29; 2 Thes. 1:7,8; Rev. 20:11-14; Isa. 26:21;
- Micah 7:16,17; Ps. 95:1-3; Dan. 7:10] Then I saw the man
- that sat upon the cloud open the book, and bid the world draw near.
- Yet there was, by reason of a fierce flame which issued out
- and came from before him, a convenient distance betwixt him and them,
- as betwixt the judge and the prisoners at the bar. [Mal. 3:2,3;
- Dan. 7:9,10] I heard it also proclaimed to them that attended on
- the man that sat on the cloud, Gather together the tares, the chaff,
- and stubble, and cast them into the burning lake. [Matt. 3:12; 13:30;
- Mal. 4:1] And with that, the bottomless pit opened, just whereabout
- I stood; out of the mouth of which there came, in an abundant manner,
- smoke and coals of fire, with hideous noises. It was also said
- to the same persons, "Gather my wheat into the garner." [Luke 3:17]
- And with that I saw many catched up and carried away into the clouds,
- but I was left behind. [1 Thes. 4:16,17] I also sought to hide myself,
- but I could not, for the man that sat upon the cloud still kept his eye
- upon me; my sins also came into my mind; and my conscience did accuse me
- on every side. [Rom. 3:14,15] Upon this I awaked from my sleep.
-
- {90}
- CHR. But what is it that made you so afraid of this sight?
-
- MAN. Why, I thought that the day of judgement was come,
- and that I was not ready for it: but this frighted me most,
- that the angels gathered up several, and left me behind;
- also the pit of hell opened her mouth just where I stood.
- My conscience, too, afflicted me; and, as I thought, the Judge
- had always his eye upon me, shewing indignation in his countenance.
-
- {91}
- Then said the Interpreter to Christian, Hast thou considered
- all these things?
-
- CHR. Yes, and they put me in hope and fear.
-
- INTER. Well, keep all things so in thy mind that they may be as a goad
- in thy sides, to prick thee forward in the way thou must go.
- Then Christian began to gird up his loins, and to address himself
- to his journey. Then said the Interpreter, The Comforter be always
- with thee, good Christian, to guide thee in the way that leads
- to the City. So Christian went on his way, saying--
-
- "Here I have seen things rare and profitable;
- Things pleasant, dreadful, things to make me stable
- In what I have begun to take in hand;
- Then let me think on them, and understand
- Wherefore they showed me were, and let me be
- Thankful, O good Interpreter, to thee."
-
- {92}
- Now I saw in my dream, that the highway up which Christian was to go,
- was fenced on either side with a wall, and that wall
- was called Salvation. [Isa. 26:1] Up this way, therefore,
- did burdened Christian run, but not without great difficulty,
- because of the load on his back.
-
- {93}
- He ran thus till he came at a place somewhat ascending,
- and upon that place stood a cross, and a little below, in the bottom,
- a sepulchre. So I saw in my dream, that just as Christian came up
- with the cross, his burden loosed from off his shoulders,
- and fell from off his back, and began to tumble, and so continued to do,
- till it came to the mouth of the sepulchre, where it fell in,
- and I saw it no more.
-
- {94}
- <When God Releases us of our guilt and burden we are as those
- that leap for joy>
- Then was Christian glad and lightsome, and said, with a merry heart,
- "He hath given me rest by his sorrow, and life by his death."
- Then he stood still awhile to look and wonder; for it was
- very surprising to him, that the sight of the cross should thus
- ease him of his burden. He looked therefore, and looked again,
- even till the springs that were in his head sent the waters down
- his cheeks. [Zech. 12:10] Now, as he stood looking and weeping,
- behold three Shining Ones came to him and saluted him with
- "Peace be unto thee". So the first said to him, "Thy sins be
- forgiven thee" [Mark 2:5]; the second stripped him of his rags,
- and clothed him with change of raiment [Zech. 3:4]; the third also
- set a mark on his forehead, and gave him a roll with a seal upon it,
- which he bade him look on as he ran, and that he should give it in
- at the Celestial Gate. [Eph. 1:13] So they went their way.
-
- "Who's this? the Pilgrim. How! 'tis very true,
- Old things are past away, all's become new.
- Strange! he's another man, upon my word,
- They be fine feathers that make a fine bird.
-
- <A Christian can sing though alone, when God doth give him
- the joy of his heart>
- Then Christian gave three leaps for joy, and went on singing--
-
- "Thus far I did come laden with my sin;
- Nor could aught ease the grief that I was in
- Till I came hither: What a place is this!
- Must here be the beginning of my bliss?
- Must here the burden fall from off my back?
- Must here the strings that bound it to me crack?
- Blest cross! blest sepulchre! blest rather be
- The Man that there was put to shame for me!"
-
- {95}
- <Simple, Sloth, and Presumption>
- I saw then in my dream, that he went on thus, even until
- he came at a bottom, where he saw, a little out of the way,
- three men fast asleep, with fetters upon their heels. The name of
- the one was Simple, another Sloth, and the third Presumption.
-
- {96}
- Christian then seeing them lie in this case went to them,
- if peradventure he might awake them, and cried, You are like them
- that sleep on the top of a mast, for the Dead Sea is under you--
- a gulf that hath no bottom. [Prov. 23:34] Awake, therefore,
- and come away; be willing also, and I will help you off with your irons.
- He also told them, If he that "goeth about like a roaring lion"
- comes by, you will certainly become a prey to his teeth. [1 Pet. 5:8]
- <There is no persuasion will do, if God openeth not the eyes>
- With that they looked upon him, and began to reply in this sort:
- Simple said, "I see no danger"; Sloth said, "Yet a little more sleep";
- and Presumption said, "Every fat must stand upon its own bottom;
- what is the answer else that I should give thee?" And so they lay down
- to sleep again, and Christian went on his way.
-
- {97}
- Yet was he troubled to think that men in that danger should so
- little esteem the kindness of him that so freely offered to help them,
- both by awakening of them, counselling of them, and proffering
- to help them off with their irons. And as he was troubled thereabout,
- he espied two men come tumbling over the wall on the left hand
- of the narrow way; and they made up apace to him. The name of the one
- was Formalist, and the name of the other Hypocrisy. So, as I said,
- they drew up unto him, who thus entered with them into discourse.
-
- {98}
- <Christian talked with them>
- CHR. Gentlemen, whence came you, and whither go you?
-
- FORM. and HYP. We were born in the land of Vain-glory,
- and are going for praise to Mount Zion.
-
- CHR. Why came you not in at the gate which standeth at
- the beginning of the way? Know you not that it is written,
- that he that cometh not in by the door, "but climbeth up some other way,
- the same is a thief and a robber?" [John 10:1]
-
- FORM. and HYP. They said, That to go to the gate for entrance was,
- by all their countrymen, counted too far about; and that, therefore,
- their usual way was to make a short cut of it, and to climb over
- the wall, as they had done.
-
- CHR. But will it not be counted a trespass against the Lord of the city
- whither we are bound, thus to violate his revealed will?
-
- {99}
- <They that come into the way, but not by the door,
- think that they can say something in vindication of their own practice>
- FORM. and HYP. They told him, that, as for that, he needed not
- to trouble his head thereabout; for what they did they had custom for;
- and could produce, if need were, testimony that would witness it
- for more than a thousand years.
-
- CHR. But, said Christian, will your practice stand a trial at law?
-
- FORM. and HYP. They told him, That custom, it being of
- so long a standing as above a thousand years, would, doubtless,
- now be admitted as a thing legal by any impartial judge; and besides,
- said they, if we get into the way, what's matter which way we get in?
- if we are in, we are in; thou art but in the way, who, as we perceive,
- came in at the gate; and we are also in the way, that came tumbling
- over the wall; wherein, now, is thy condition better than ours?
-
- CHR. I walk by the rule of my Master; you walk by the rude working
- of your fancies. You are counted thieves already, by the Lord
- of the way; therefore, I doubt you will not be found true men at
- the end of the way. You come in by yourselves, without his direction;
- and shall go out by yourselves, without his mercy.
-
- {100}
- To this they made him but little answer; only they bid him
- look to himself. Then I saw that they went on every man in his way
- without much conference one with another, save that these two men
- told Christian, that as to laws and ordinances, they doubted not
- but they should as conscientiously do them as he; therefore, said they,
- we see not wherein thou differest from us but by the coat that is on
- thy back, which was, as we trow, given thee by some of thy neighbours,
- to hide the shame of thy nakedness.
-
- {101}
- <Christian has got his Lord's coat on his back, and is
- comforted therewith; he is comforted, also, with his mark and his roll>
- CHR. By laws and ordinances you will not be saved, since you
- came not in by the door. [Gal. 2:16] And as for this coat that is on
- my back, it was given me by the Lord of the place whither I go;
- and that, as you say, to cover my nakedness with. And I take it as
- a token of his kindness to me; for I had nothing but rags before.
- And besides, thus I comfort myself as I go: Surely, think I,
- when I come to the gate of the city, the Lord thereof will know me
- for good since I have this coat on my back--a coat that he gave me
- freely in the day that he stripped me of my rags. I have, moreover,
- a mark in my forehead, of which, perhaps, you have taken no notice,
- which one of my Lord's most intimate associates fixed there in the day
- that my burden fell off my shoulders. I will tell you, moreover,
- that I had then given me a roll, sealed, to comfort me by reading
- as I go on the way; I was also bid to give it in at the Celestial Gate,
- in token of my certain going in after it; all which things, I doubt,
- you want, and want them because you came not in at the gate.
-
- {102}
- <Christian has talk with himself>
- To these things they gave him no answer; only they looked upon
- each other, and laughed. Then, I saw that they went on all,
- save that Christian kept before, who had no more talk but with himself,
- and that sometimes sighingly, and sometimes comfortably;
- also he would be often reading in the roll that one of the Shining Ones
- gave him, by which he was refreshed.
-
- {103}
- <He comes to the Hill Difficulty>
- I beheld, then, that they all went on till they came to the foot
- of the Hill Difficulty; at the bottom of which was a spring.
- There were also in the same place two other ways besides that
- which came straight from the gate; one turned to the left hand,
- and the other to the right, at the bottom of the hill;
- but the narrow way lay right up the hill, and the name of the going up
- the side of the hill is called Difficulty. Christian now went
- to the spring, and drank thereof, to refresh himself [Isa. 49:10],
- and then began to go up the hill, saying--
-
- "The hill, though high, I covet to ascend,
- The difficulty will not me offend;
- For I perceive the way to life lies here.
- Come, pluck up heart, let's neither faint nor fear;
- Better, though difficult, the right way to go,
- Than wrong, though easy, where the end is woe."
-
- {104}
- <The danger of turning out of the way>
- The other two also came to the foot of the hill; but when they saw
- that the hill was steep and high, and that there were two other ways
- to go, and supposing also that these two ways might meet again,
- with that up which Christian went, on the other side of the hill,
- therefore they were resolved to go in those ways. Now the name of one
- of these ways was Danger, and the name of the other Destruction.
- So the one took the way which is called Danger, which led him into
- a great wood, and the other took directly up the way to Destruction,
- which led him into a wide field, full of dark mountains,
- where he stumbled and fell, and rose no more.
-
- "Shall they who wrong begin yet rightly end?
- Shall they at all have safety for their friend?
- No, no; in headstrong manner they set out,
- And headlong will they fall at last no doubt."
-
- {105}
- <A ward of grace>
- I looked, then, after Christian, to see him go up the hill,
- where I perceived he fell from running to going, and from going
- to clambering upon his hands and his knees, because of the steepness
- of the place. Now, about the midway to the top of the hill
- was a pleasant arbour, made by the Lord of the hill for the refreshing
- of weary travellers; thither, therefore, Christian got, where also
- he sat down to rest him. Then he pulled his roll out of his bosom,
- and read therein to his comfort; he also now began afresh to take
- a review of the coat or garment that was given him as he stood
- by the cross. Thus pleasing himself awhile, he at last fell
- into a slumber, and thence into a fast sleep, which detained him
- in that place until it was almost night; and in his sleep,
- his roll fell out of his hand. <He that sleeps is a loser>
- Now, as he was sleeping, there came one to him, and awaked him, saying,
- Go to the ant, thou sluggard; consider her ways and be wise.
- [Prov. 6:6] And with that Christian started up, and sped him on
- his way, and went apace, till he came to the top of the hill.
-
- {106}
- <Christian meets with Mistrust and Timorous>
- Now, when he was got up to the top of the hill, there came two men
- running to meet him amain; the name of the one was Timorous,
- and of the other, Mistrust; to whom Christian said, Sirs,
- what's the matter? You run the wrong way. Timorous answered,
- that they were going to the City of Zion, and had got up
- that difficult place; but, said he, the further we go, the more danger
- we meet with; wherefore we turned, and are going back again.
-
- Yes, said Mistrust, for just before us lie a couple of lions in the way,
- whether sleeping or waking we know not, and we could not think,
- if we came within reach, but they would presently pull us in pieces.
-
- {107}
- <Christian shakes off fear>
- CHR. Then said Christian, You make me afraid, but whither shall I fly
- to be safe? If I go back to mine own country, that is prepared
- for fire and brimstone, and I shall certainly perish there.
- If I can get to the Celestial City, I am sure to be in safety there.
- I must venture. To go back is nothing but death; to go forward
- is fear of death, and life-everlasting beyond it. I will yet
- go forward. So Mistrust and Timorous ran down the hill,
- and Christian went on his way. <Christian missed his roll
- wherein he used to take comfort> But, thinking again of what
- he had heard from the men, he felt in his bosom for his roll,
- that he might read therein, and be comforted; but he felt,
- and found it not. Then was Christian in great distress,
- and knew not what to do; for he wanted that which used to relieve him,
- and that which should have been his pass into the Celestial City.
- <He is perplexed for his roll> Here, therefore, he begun to be
- much perplexed, and knew not what to do. At last he bethought himself
- that he had slept in the arbour that is on the side of the hill;
- and, falling down upon his knees, he asked God's forgiveness for that
- his foolish act, and then went back to look for his roll.
- But all the way he went back, who can sufficiently set forth the sorrow
- of Christian's heart? Sometimes he sighed, sometimes he wept,
- and oftentimes he chid himself for being so foolish to fall asleep
- in that place, which was erected only for a little refreshment
- for his weariness. Thus, therefore, he went back, carefully looking
- on this side and on that, all the way as he went, if happily he might
- find his roll, that had been his comfort so many times in his journey.
- He went thus, till he came again within sight of the arbour
- where he sat and slept; but that sight renewed his sorrow the more,
- by bringing again, even afresh, his evil of sleeping into his mind.
- [Rev. 2:5; 1 Thes. 5:7,8] <Christian bewails his foolish sleeping>
- Thus, therefore, he now went on bewailing his sinful sleep, saying,
- O wretched man that I am that I should sleep in the day-time!
- that I should sleep in the midst of difficulty! that I should
- so indulge the flesh, as to use that rest for ease to my flesh,
- which the Lord of the hill hath erected only for the relief
- of the spirits of pilgrims!
-
- {108}
- How many steps have I took in vain! Thus it happened to Israel,
- for their sin; they were sent back again by the way of the Red Sea;
- and I am made to tread those steps with sorrow, which I might have trod
- with delight, had it not been for this sinful sleep. How far might I
- have been on my way by this time! I am made to tread those steps
- thrice over, which I needed not to have trod but once; yea,
- now also I am like to be benighted, for the day is almost spent.
- O, that I had not slept!
-
- {109}
- <Christian findeth his roll where he lost it>
- Now, by this time he was come to the arbour again, where for a while
- he sat down and wept; but at last, as Christian would have it,
- looking sorrowfully down under the settle, there he espied his roll;
- the which he, with trembling and haste, catched up, and put it into
- his bosom. But who can tell how joyful this man was when he had gotten
- his roll again! for this roll was the assurance of his life
- and acceptance at the desired haven. Therefore he laid it up
- in his bosom, gave thanks to God for directing his eye to the place
- where it lay, and with joy and tears betook himself again
- to his journey. But oh, how nimbly now did he go up the rest
- of the hill! Yet, before he got up, the sun went down upon Christian;
- and this made him again recall the vanity of his sleeping
- to his remembrance; and thus he again began to condole with himself:
- O thou sinful sleep; how, for thy sake, am I like to be benighted
- in my journey! I must walk without the sun; darkness must cover
- the path of my feet; and I must hear the noise of the doleful creatures,
- because of my sinful sleep. [1 Thes. 5:6,7] Now also he remembered
- the story that Mistrust and Timorous told him of; how they were frighted
- with the sight of the lions. Then said Christian to himself again,
- These beasts range in the night for their prey; and if they should
- meet with me in the dark, how should I shift them? How should I escape
- being by them torn in pieces? Thus he went on his way.
- But while he was thus bewailing his unhappy miscarriage,
- he lift up his eyes, and behold there was a very stately palace
- before him, the name of which was Beautiful; and it stood just by
- the highway side.
-
- {110}
- So I saw in my dream that he made haste and went forward,
- that if possible he might get lodging there. Now, before he had
- gone far, he entered into a very narrow passage, which was about
- a furlong off the porter's lodge; and looking very narrowly before him
- as he went, he espied two lions in the way. Now, thought he,
- I see the dangers that Mistrust and Timorous were driven back by.
- (The lions were chained, but he saw not the chains.)
- Then he was afraid, and thought also himself to go back after them,
- for he thought nothing but death was before him. But the porter
- at the lodge, whose name is Watchful, perceiving that Christian
- made a halt as if he would go back, cried unto him, saying,
- Is thy strength so small? [Mark 8:34-37] Fear not the lions,
- for they are chained, and are placed there for trial of faith
- where it is, and for discovery of those that had none.
- Keep in the midst of the path, no hurt shall come unto thee.
-
- "Difficulty is behind, Fear is before,
- Though he's got on the hill, the lions roar;
- A Christian man is never long at ease,
- When one fright's gone, another doth him seize."
-
- {111}
- Then I saw that he went on, trembling for fear of the lions,
- but taking good heed to the directions of the porter;
- he heard them roar, but they did him no harm. Then he clapped
- his hands, and went on till he came and stood before the gate
- where the porter was. Then said Christian to the porter,
- Sir, what house is this? And may I lodge here to-night?
- The porter answered, This house was built by the Lord of the hill,
- and he built it for the relief and security of pilgrims.
- The porter also asked whence he was, and whither he was going.
-
- {112}
- CHR. I am come from the City of Destruction, and am going
- to Mount Zion; but because the sun is now set, I desire, if I may,
- to lodge here to-night.
-
- POR. What is your name?
-
- CHR. My name is now Christian, but my name at the first was Graceless;
- I came of the race of Japheth, whom God will persuade to dwell
- in the tents of Shem. [Gen. 9:27]
-
- POR. But how doth it happen that you come so late? The sun is set.
-
- {113}
- CHR. I had been here sooner, but that, "wretched man that I am!"
- I slept in the arbour that stands on the hillside; nay, I had,
- notwithstanding that, been here much sooner, but that, in my sleep.
- I lost my evidence, and came without it to the brow of the hill
- and then feeling for it, and finding it not, I was forced
- with sorrow of heart, to go back to the place where I slept my sleep,
- where I found it, and now I am come.
-
- POR. Well, I will call out one of the virgins of this place, who will,
- if she likes your talk, bring you into the rest of the family,
- according to the rules of the house. So Watchful, the porter,
- rang a bell, at the sound of which came out at the door of the house,
- a grave and beautiful damsel, named Discretion, and asked why
- she was called.
-
- {114}
- The porter answered, This man is in a journey from
- the City of Destruction to Mount Zion, but being weary and benighted,
- he asked me if he might lodge here to-night; so I told him I would call
- for thee, who, after discourse had with him, mayest do as seemeth
- thee good, even according to the law of the house.
-
- {115}
- Then she asked him whence he was, and whither he was going,
- and he told her. She asked him also how he got into the way;
- and he told her. Then she asked him what he had seen and met with
- in the way; and he told, her. And last she asked his name; so he said,
- It is Christian, and I have so much the more a desire to lodge
- here to-night, because, by what I perceive, this place was built
- by the Lord of the hill for the relief and security of pilgrims.
- So she smiled, but the water stood in her eyes; and after
- a little pause, she said, I will call forth two or three more
- of the family. So she ran to the door, and called out Prudence,
- Piety, and Charity, who, after a little more discourse with him,
- had him into the family; and many of them, meeting him at the threshold
- of the house, said, Come in, thou blessed of the Lord;
- this house was built by the Lord of the hill, on purpose to entertain
- such pilgrims in. Then he bowed his head, and followed them
- into the house. So when he was come in and sat down, they gave him
- something to drink, and consented together, that until supper was ready,
- some of them should have some particular discourse with Christian,
- for the best improvement of time; and they appointed Piety,
- and Prudence, and Charity to discourse with him; and thus they began:
-
- {116}
- <Piety discourses him>
- PIETY. Come, good Christian, since we have been so loving to you,
- to receive you in our house this night, let us, if perhaps we may
- better ourselves thereby, talk with you of all things
- that have happened to you in your pilgrimage.
-
- CHR. With a very good will, and I am glad that you are
- so well disposed.
-
- {117}
- PIETY. What moved you at first to betake yourself to a pilgrim's life?
-
- <How Christian was driven out of his own country>
- CHR. I was driven out of my native country by a dreadful sound
- that was in mine ears: to wit, that unavoidable destruction
- did attend me, if I abode in that place where I was.
-
- PIETY. But how did it happen that you came out of your country
- this way?
-
- <How he got into the way to Zion>
- CHR. It was as God would have it; for when I was under the fears
- of destruction, I did not know whither to go; but by chance
- there came a man, even to me, as I was trembling and weeping,
- whose name is Evangelist, and he directed me to the wicket-gate,
- which else I should never have found, and so set me into the way
- that hath led me directly to this house.
-
- {118}
- PIETY. But did you not come by the house of the Interpreter?
-
- <A rehearsal of what he saw in the way>
- CHR. Yes, and did see such things there, the remembrance of which
- will stick by me as long as I live; especially three things: to wit,
- how Christ, in despite of Satan, maintains his work of grace
- in the heart; how the man had sinned himself quite out of hopes
- of God's mercy; and also the dream of him that thought in his sleep
- the day of judgement was come.
-
- PIETY. Why, did you hear him tell his dream?
-
- CHR. Yes, and a dreadful one it was. I thought it made my heart ache
- as he was telling of it; but yet I am glad I heard it.
-
- {119}
- PIETY. Was that all that you saw at the house of the Interpreter?
-
- CHR. No; he took me and had me where he shewed me a stately palace,
- and how the people were clad in gold that were in it; and how
- there came a venturous man and cut his way through the armed men
- that stood in the door to keep him out, and how he was bid to come in,
- and win eternal glory. Methought those things did ravish my heart!
- I would have stayed at that good man's house a twelvemonth,
- but that I knew I had further to go.
-
- {120}
- PIETY. And what saw you else in the way?
-
- CHR. Saw! why, I went but a little further, and I saw one,
- as I thought in my mind, hang bleeding upon the tree;
- and the very sight of him made my burden fall off my back,
- (for I groaned under a very heavy burden,) but then it fell down
- from off me. It was a strange thing to me, for I never saw
- such a thing before; yea, and while I stood looking up,
- for then I could not forbear looking, three Shining Ones came to me.
- One of them testified that my sins were forgiven me; another stripped me
- of my rags, and gave me this broidered coat which you see;
- and the third set the mark which you see in my forehead, and gave me
- this sealed roll. (And with that he plucked it out of his bosom.)
-
- {121}
- PIETY. But you saw more than this, did you not?
-
- CHR. The things that I have told you were the best;
- yet some other matters I saw, as, namely--I saw three men,
- Simple, Sloth, and Presumption, lie asleep a little out of the way,
- as I came, with irons upon their heels; but do you think
- I could awake them? I also saw Formality and Hypocrisy come
- tumbling over the wall, to go, as they pretended, to Zion,
- but they were quickly lost, even as I myself did tell them;
- but they would not believe. But above all, I found it hard work
- to get up this hill, and as hard to come by the lions' mouths,
- and truly if it had not been for the good man, the porter that stands
- at the gate, I do not know but that after all I might have
- gone back again; but now I thank God I am here, and I thank you
- for receiving of me.
-
- {122}
- Then Prudence thought good to ask him a few questions,
- and desired his answer to them.
-
- <Prudence discourses him>
- PRUD. Do you not think sometimes of the country from whence you came?
-
- <Christian's thoughts of his native country>
- CHR. Yes, but with much shame and detestation: "Truly,
- if I had been mindful of that country from whence I came out,
- I might have had opportunity to have returned; but now I desire
- a better country, that is, an heavenly." [Heb. 11:15,16]
-
- PRUD. Do you not yet bear away with you some of the things
- that then you were conversant withal?
-
- <Christian distasted with carnal cogitations>
- CHR. Yes, but greatly against my will; especially my inward
- and carnal cogitations, with which all my countrymen, as well as myself,
- were delighted; but now all those things are my grief;
- and might I but choose mine own things, <Christian's choice>
- I would choose never to think of those things more; but when I would
- be doing of that which is best, that which is worst is with me.
- [Rom 7:16-19]
-
- {123}
- PRUD. Do you not find sometimes, as if those things were vanquished,
- which at other times are your perplexity?
-
- <Christian's golden hours>
- CHR. Yes, but that is seldom; but they are to me golden hours
- in which such things happen to me.
-
- PRUD. Can you remember by what means you find your annoyances,
- at times, as if they were vanquished?
-
- <How Christian gets power against his corruptions>
- CHR. Yes, when I think what I saw at the cross, that will do it;
- and when I look upon my broidered coat, that will do it;
- also when I look into the roll that I carry in my bosom,
- that will do it; and when my thoughts wax warm about whither I am going,
- that will do it.
-
- {124}
- PRUD. And what is it that makes you so desirous to go to Mount Zion?
-
- <Why Christian would be at Mount Zion>
- CHR. Why, there I hope to see him alive that did hang dead on the cross;
- and there I hope to be rid of all those things that to this day are in me
- an annoyance to me; there, they say, there is no death; and there I shall
- dwell with such company as I like best. [Isa. 25:8; Rev. 21:4]
- For, to tell you truth, I love him, because I was by him eased of
- my burden; and I am weary of my inward sickness. I would fain be where
- I shall die no more, and with the company that shall continually cry,
- "Holy, Holy, Holy!"
-
- {125}
- <Charity discourses him>
- Then said Charity to Christian, Have you a family? Are you
- a married man?
-
- CHR. I have a wife and four small children.
-
- CHAR. And why did you not bring them along with you?
-
- <Christian's love to his wife and children>
- CHR. Then Christian wept, and said, Oh, how willingly
- would I have done it! but they were all of them utterly averse
- to my going on pilgrimage.
-
- CHAR. But you should have talked to them, and have endeavoured
- to have shown them the danger of being behind.
-
- CHR. So I did; and told them also of what God had shown to me
- of the destruction of our city; "but I seemed to them as one
- that mocked", and they believed me not. [Gen. 19:14]
-
- CHAR. And did you pray to God that he would bless your counsel to them?
-
- CHR. Yes, and that with much affection: for you must think
- that my wife and poor children were very dear unto me.
-
- CHAR. But did you tell them of your own sorrow, and fear
- of destruction? for I suppose that destruction was visible enough
- to you.
-
- <Christian's fears of perishing might be read in his very countenance>
- CHR. Yes, over, and over, and over. They might also see my fears
- in my countenance, in my tears, and also in my trembling under
- the apprehension of the judgement that did hang over our heads;
- but all was not sufficient to prevail with them to come with me.
-
- CHAR. But what could they say for themselves, why they came not?
-
- {126}
- <The cause why his wife and children did not go with him>
- CHR. Why, my wife was afraid of losing this world, and my children
- were given to the foolish delights of youth: so what by one thing,
- and what by another, they left me to wander in this manner alone.
-
- CHAR. But did you not, with your vain life, damp all that you
- by words used by way of persuasion to bring them away with you?
-
- {127}
- <Christian's good conversation before his wife and children>
- CHR. Indeed, I cannot commend my life; for I am conscious to myself
- of many failings therein; I know also that a man by his conversation
- may soon overthrow what by argument or persuasion he doth labour
- to fasten upon others for their good. Yet this I can say,
- I was very wary of giving them occasion, by any unseemly action,
- to make them averse to going on pilgrimage. Yea, for this very thing
- they would tell me I was too precise, and that I denied myself
- of things, for their sakes, in which they saw no evil. Nay,
- I think I may say, that if what they saw in me did hinder them,
- it was my great tenderness in sinning against God, or of doing
- any wrong to my neighbour.
-
- <Christian clear of their blood if they perish>
- CHAR. Indeed Cain hated his brother, "because his own works were evil,
- and his brother's righteous" [1 John 3:12]; and if thy wife and children
- have been offended with thee for this, they thereby show themselves
- to be implacable to good, and "thou hast delivered thy soul
- from their blood". [Ezek. 3:19]
-
- {128}
- <What Christian had to his supper>
- Now I saw in my dream, that thus they sat talking together
- until supper was ready. So when they had made ready,
- they sat down to meat. <Their talk at supper time> Now the table
- was furnished "with fat things, and with wine that was well refined":
- and all their talk at the table was about the Lord of the hill;
- as, namely, about what he had done, and wherefore he did what he did,
- and why he had builded that house. And by what they said,
- I perceived that he had been a great warrior, and had fought with
- and slain "him that had the Power of death", but not without
- great danger to himself, which made me love him the more.
- [Heb. 2:14,15]
-
- {129}
- For, as they said, and as I believe (said Christian), he did it with
- the loss of much blood; but that which put glory of grace
- into all he did, was, that he did it out of pure love to his country.
- And besides, there were some of them of the household that said
- they had been and spoke with him since he did die on the cross;
- and they have attested that they had it from his own lips,
- that he is such a lover of poor pilgrims, that the like is not
- to be found from the east to the west.
-
- {130}
- <Christ makes princes of beggars>
- They, moreover, gave an instance of what they affirmed, and that was,
- he had stripped himself of his glory, that he might do this
- for the poor; and that they heard him say and affirm,
- "that he would not dwell in the mountain of Zion alone."
- They said, moreover, that he had made many pilgrims princes,
- though by nature they were beggars born, and their original
- had been the dunghill. [1 Sam 2:8; Ps. 113:7]
-
- {131}
- <Christian's bedchamber>
- Thus they discoursed together till late at night; and after
- they had committed themselves to their Lord for protection,
- they betook themselves to rest: the Pilgrim they laid
- in a large upper chamber, whose window opened towards the sun-rising:
- the name of the chamber was Peace; where he slept till break of day,
- and then he awoke and sang--
-
- "Where am I now? Is this the love and care
- Of Jesus for the men that pilgrims are?
- Thus to provide! that I should be forgiven!
- And dwell already the next door to heaven!"
-
- {132}
- <Christian had into the study, and what he saw there>
- So in the morning they all got up; and, after some more discourse,
- they told him that he should not depart till they had shown him
- the rarities of that place. And first they had him into the study,
- where they showed him records of the greatest antiquity; in which,
- as I remember my dream, they showed him first the pedigree of the Lord
- of the hill, that he was the son of the Ancient of Days, and came by
- that eternal generation. Here also was more fully recorded the acts
- that he had done, and the names of many hundreds that he had taken
- into his service; and how he had placed them in such habitations that
- could neither by length of days, nor decays of nature, be dissolved.
-
- {133}
- Then they read to him some of the worthy acts that some of his servants
- had done: as, how they had "subdued kingdoms, wrought righteousness,
- obtained promises, stopped the mouths of lions, quenched the violence
- of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, out of weakness
- were made strong, waxed valiant in fight, and turned to flight
- the armies of the aliens." [Heb 11:33,34]
-
- {134}
- They then read again, in another part of the records of the house,
- where it was shewed how willing their Lord was to receive
- into his favour any, even any, though they in time past had offered
- great affronts to his person and proceedings. Here also were
- several other histories of many other famous things, of all which
- Christian had a view; as of things both ancient and modern;
- together with prophecies and predictions of things that have
- their certain accomplishment, both to the dread and amazement
- of enemies, and the comfort and solace of pilgrims.
-
- {135}
- <Christian had into the armoury>
- The next day they took him and had him into the armoury,
- where they showed him all manner of furniture, which their Lord
- had provided for pilgrims, as sword, shield, helmet, breastplate,
- ALL-PRAYER, and shoes that would not wear out. And there was here
- enough of this to harness out as many men for the service of their Lord
- as there be stars in the heaven for multitude.
-
- {136}
- <Christian is made to see ancient things>
- They also showed him some of the engines with which some of his servants
- had done wonderful things. They shewed him Moses' rod;
- the hammer and nail with which Jael slew Sisera; the pitchers, trumpets,
- and lamps too, with which Gideon put to flight the armies of Midian.
- Then they showed him the ox's goad wherewith Shamgar slew
- six hundred men. They showed him also the jaw-bone with which Samson
- did such mighty feats. They showed him, moreover, the sling and stone
- with which David slew Goliath of Gath; and the sword, also,
- with which their Lord will kill the Man of Sin, in the day
- that he shall rise up to the prey. They showed him, besides,
- many excellent things, with which Christian was much delighted.
- This done, they went to their rest again.
-
- {137}
- <Christian showed the Delectable Mountains>
- Then I saw in my dream, that on the morrow he got up to go forward;
- but they desired him to stay till the next day also;
- and then, said they, we will, if the day be clear, show you
- the Delectable Mountains, which, they said, would yet further add
- to his comfort, because they were nearer the desired haven
- than the place where at present he was; so he consented and stayed.
- When the morning was up, they had him to the top of the house,
- and bid him look south; so he did: and behold, at a great distance,
- he saw a most pleasant mountainous country, beautified with woods,
- vineyards, fruits of all sorts, flowers also, with springs
- and fountains, very delectable to behold. [Isa. 33:16,17]
- Then he asked the name of the country. They said it was
- Immanuel's Land; and it is as common, said they, as this hill is,
- to and for all the pilgrims. And when thou comest there from thence,
- said they, thou mayest see to the gate of the Celestial City,
- as the shepherds that live there will make appear.
-
- {138}
- <Christian sets forward>
- Now he bethought himself of setting forward, and they were willing
- he should. But first, said they, let us go again into the armoury.
- <Christian sent away armed> So they did; and when they came there,
- they harnessed him from head to foot with what was of proof,
- lest, perhaps, he should meet with assaults in the way. He being,
- therefore, thus accoutred, walketh out with his friends to the gate,
- and there he asked the porter if he saw any pilgrims pass by.
- Then the porter answered, Yes.
-
- {139}
- CHR. Pray, did you know him? said he.
-
- POR. I asked him his name, and he told me it was Faithful.
-
- CHR. Oh, said Christian, I know him; he is my townsman,
- my near neighbour; he comes from the place where I was born.
- How far do you think he may be before?
-
- POR. He is got by this time below the hill.
-
- <How Christian and the Porter greet at parting>
- CHR. Well, said Christian, good Porter, the Lord be with thee,
- and add to all thy blessings much increase, for the kindness that thou
- hast showed to me.
-
- {140}
- <The Valley of Humiliation>
- Then he began to go forward; but Discretion, Piety, Charity,
- and Prudence would accompany him down to the foot of the hill.
- So they went on together, reiterating their former discourses,
- till they came to go down the hill. Then said Christian,
- As it was difficult coming up, so, so far as I can see, it is dangerous
- going down. Yes, said Prudence, so it is, for it is a hard matter
- for a man to go down into the Valley of Humiliation, as thou art now,
- and to catch no slip by the way; therefore, said they, are we come out
- to accompany thee down the hill. So he began to go down,
- but very warily; yet he caught a slip or two.
-
- {141}
- Then I saw in my dream that these good companions, when Christian
- was gone to the bottom of the hill, gave him a loaf of bread,
- a bottle of wine, and a cluster of raisins; and then he went on his way.
-
- <Christian has no armour for his back>
- But now, in this Valley of Humiliation, poor Christian was hard put
- to it; for he had gone but a little way, before he espied a foul fiend
- coming over the field to meet him; his name is Apollyon.
- Then did Christian begin to be afraid, and to cast in his mind
- whether to go back or to stand his ground. But he considered again
- that he had no armour for his back; and therefore thought
- that to turn the back to him might give him the greater advantage
- with ease to pierce him with his darts. <Christian's resolution
- at the approach of Apollyon> Therefore he resolved to venture
- and stand his ground; for, thought he, had I no more in mine eye
- than the saving of my life, it would be the best way to stand.
-
- {142}
- So he went on, and Apollyon met him. Now the monster was
- hideous to behold; he was clothed with scales, like a fish,
- (and they are his pride,) he had wings like a dragon, feet like a bear,
- and out of his belly came fire and smoke, and his mouth was as
- the mouth of a lion. When he was come up to Christian, he beheld him
- with a disdainful countenance, and thus began to question with him.
-
- {143}
- APOL. Whence come you? and whither are you bound?
-
- CHR. I am come from the City of Destruction, which is the place
- of all evil, and am going to the City of Zion.
-
- <Discourse betwixt Christian and Apollyon>
- APOL. By this I perceive thou art one of my subjects,
- for all that country is mine, and I am the prince and god of it.
- How is it, then, that thou hast run away from thy king?
- Were it not that I hope thou mayest do me more service,
- I would strike thee now, at one blow, to the ground.
-
- {144}
- CHR. I was born, indeed, in your dominions, but your service was hard,
- and your wages such as a man could not live on, "for the wages of sin
- is death" [Rom 6:23]; therefore, when I was come to years, I did,
- as other considerate persons do, look out, if, perhaps,
- I might mend myself.
-
- <Apollyon's flattery>
- APOL. There is no prince that will thus lightly lose his subjects,
- neither will I as yet lose thee; but since thou complainest
- of thy service and wages, be content to go back: what our country
- will afford, I do here promise to give thee.
-
- CHR. But I have let myself to another, even to the King of princes;
- and how can I, with fairness, go back with thee?
-
- {145}
- <Apollyon undervalues Christ's service>
- APOL. Thou hast done in this, according to the proverb,
- "Changed a bad for a worse"; but it is ordinary for those that have
- professed themselves his servants, after a while to give him the slip,
- and return again to me. Do thou so too, and all shall be well.
-
- CHR. I have given him my faith, and sworn my allegiance to him;
- how, then, can I go back from this, and not be hanged as a traitor?
-
- <Apollyon pretends to be merciful>
- APOL. Thou didst the same to me, and yet I am willing to pass by all,
- if now thou wilt yet turn again and go back.
-
- {146}
- CHR. What I promised thee was in my nonage; and, besides,
- I count the Prince under whose banner now I stand is able to absolve me;
- yea, and to pardon also what I did as to my compliance with thee;
- and besides, O thou destroying Apollyon! to speak truth,
- I like his service, his wages, his servants, his government,
- his company, and country, better than thine; and, therefore,
- leave off to persuade me further; I am his servant,
- and I will follow him.
-
- {147}
- <Apollyon pleads the grievous ends of Christians, to dissuade Christian
- from persisting in his way>
- APOL. Consider, again, when thou art in cool blood,
- what thou art like to meet with in the way that thou goest.
- Thou knowest that, for the most part, his servants come to an ill end,
- because they are transgressors against me and my ways.
- How many of them have been put to shameful deaths! and, besides,
- thou countest his service better than mine, whereas he never came yet
- from the place where he is to deliver any that served him
- out of their hands; but as for me, how many times, as all the world
- very well knows, have I delivered, either by power, or fraud,
- those that have faithfully served me, from him and his,
- though taken by them; and so I will deliver thee.
-
- CHR. His forbearing at present to deliver them is on purpose
- to try their love, whether they will cleave to him to the end;
- and as for the ill end thou sayest they come to, that is most glorious
- in their account; for, for present deliverance, they do not much
- expect it, for they stay for their glory, and then they shall have it
- when their Prince comes in his and the glory of the angels.
-
- APOL. Thou hast already been unfaithful in thy service to him;
- and how dost thou think to receive wages of him?
-
- CHR. Wherein, O Apollyon! have I been unfaithful to him?
-
- {148}
- <Apollyon pleads Christian's infirmities against him>
- APOL. Thou didst faint at first setting out, when thou wast
- almost choked in the Gulf of Despond; thou didst attempt wrong ways
- to be rid of thy burden, whereas thou shouldst have stayed
- till thy Prince had taken it off; thou didst sinfully sleep
- and lose thy choice thing; thou wast, also, almost persuaded to go back
- at the sight of the lions; and when thou talkest of thy journey,
- and of what thou hast heard and seen, thou art inwardly desirous
- of vain-glory in all that thou sayest or doest.
-
- CHR. All this is true, and much more which thou hast left out;
- but the Prince whom I serve and honour is merciful,
- and ready to forgive; but, besides, these infirmities possessed me
- in thy country, for there I sucked them in; and I have groaned
- under them, been sorry for them, and have obtained pardon of my Prince.
-
- {149}
- <Apollyon in a rage falls upon Christian>
- APOL. Then Apollyon broke out into a grievous rage, saying,
- I am an enemy to this Prince; I hate his person, his laws, and people;
- I am come out on purpose to withstand thee.
-
- CHR. Apollyon, beware what you do; for I am in the King's highway,
- the way of holiness; therefore take heed to yourself.
-
- APOL. Then Apollyon straddled quite over the whole breadth of the way,
- and said, I am void of fear in this matter: prepare thyself to die;
- for I swear by my infernal den, that thou shalt go no further;
- here will I spill thy soul.
-
- {150}
- And with that he threw a flaming dart at his breast; but Christian had
- a shield in his hand, with which he caught it, and so prevented
- the danger of that.
-
- <Christian wounded in his understanding, faith, and conversation>
- Then did Christian draw, for he saw it was time to bestir him;
- and Apollyon as fast made at him, throwing darts as thick as hail;
- by the which, notwithstanding all that Christian could do to avoid it,
- Apollyon wounded him in his head, his hand, and foot.
- This made Christian give a little back; Apollyon, therefore,
- followed his work amain, and Christian again took courage,
- and resisted as manfully as he could. This sore combat lasted
- for above half a day, even till Christian was almost quite spent;
- for you must know that Christian, by reason of his wounds,
- must needs grow weaker and weaker.
-
- {151}
- <Apollyon casteth to the ground the Christian>
- Then Apollyon, espying his opportunity, began to gather up close
- to Christian, and wrestling with him, gave him a dreadful fall;
- and with that Christian's sword flew out of his hand.
- Then said Apollyon, I am sure of thee now. And with that
- he had almost pressed him to death, so that Christian began
- to despair of life; but as God would have it, while Apollyon
- was fetching of his last blow, thereby to make a full end
- of this good man, Christian nimbly stretched out his hand for his sword,
- and caught it, saying, "Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy;
- when I fall I shall arise" [Micah 7:8]; <Christian's victory
- over Apollyon> and with that gave him a deadly thrust,
- which made him give back, as one that had received his mortal wound.
- Christian perceiving that, made at him again, saying, "Nay,
- in all these things we are more than conquerors through him
- that loved us". [Rom. 8:37] And with that Apollyon spread forth
- his dragon's wings, and sped him away, that Christian for a season
- saw him no more. [James 4:7]
-
- {152}
- <A brief relation of the combat by the spectator>
- In this combat no man can imagine, unless he had seen and heard
- as I did, what yelling and hideous roaring Apollyon made all the time
- of the fight--he spake like a dragon; and, on the other side,
- what sighs and groans burst from Christian's heart. I never saw him
- all the while give so much as one pleasant look, till he perceived
- he had wounded Apollyon with his two-edged sword; then, indeed,
- he did smile, and look upward; but it was the dreadfullest sight
- that ever I saw.
-
- A more unequal match can hardly be,--
- CHRISTIAN must fight an Angel; but you see,
- The valiant man by handling Sword and Shield,
- Doth make him, tho' a Dragon, quit the field.
-
- {153}
- <Christian gives God thanks for deliverance>
- So when the battle was over, Christian said, "I will here give thanks
- to him that delivered me out of the mouth of the lion,
- to him that did help me against Apollyon." And so he did, saying--
-
- Great Beelzebub, the captain of this fiend,
- Design'd my ruin; therefore to this end
- He sent him harness'd out: and he with rage
- That hellish was, did fiercely me engage.
- But blessed Michael helped me, and I,
- By dint of sword, did quickly make him fly.
- Therefore to him let me give lasting praise,
- And thank and bless his holy name always.
-
- {154}
- <Christian goes on his journey with his sword drawn in his hand>
- Then there came to him a hand, with some of the leaves
- of the tree of life, the which Christian took, and applied to the wounds
- that he had received in the battle, and was healed immediately.
- He also sat down in that place to eat bread, and to drink of the bottle
- that was given him a little before; so, being refreshed,
- he addressed himself to his journey, with his sword drawn in his hand;
- for he said, I know not but some other enemy may be at hand. But he met
- with no other affront from Apollyon quite through this valley.
-
- {155}
- <The Valley of the Shadow of Death>
- Now, at the end of this valley was another, called the Valley of
- the Shadow of Death, and Christian must needs go through it,
- because the way to the Celestial City lay through the midst of it.
- Now, this valley is a very solitary place. The prophet Jeremiah
- thus describes it: "A wilderness, a land of deserts and of pits,
- a land of drought, and of the shadow of death, a land that no man"
- (but a Christian) "passed through, and where no man dwelt." [Jer. 2:6]
-
- Now here Christian was worse put to it than in his fight with Apollyon,
- as by the sequel you shall see.
-
- {156}
- <The children of the spies go back>
- I saw then in my dream, that when Christian was got to the borders of
- the Shadow of Death, there met him two men, children of them
- that brought up an evil report of the good land [Num. 13],
- making haste to go back; to whom Christian spake as follows:--
-
- {157}
- CHR. Whither are you going?
-
- MEN. They said, Back! back! and we would have you to do so too,
- if either life or peace is prized by you.
-
- CHR. Why, what's the matter? said Christian.
-
- MEN. Matter! said they; we were going that way as you are going,
- and went as far as we durst; and indeed we were almost past coming back;
- for had we gone a little further, we had not been here to bring the news
- to thee.
-
- CHR. But what have you met with? said Christian.
-
- MEN. Why, we were almost in the Valley of the Shadow of Death;
- but that, by good hap, we looked before us, and saw the danger
- before we came to it. [Ps. 44:19; 107:10]
-
- CHR. But what have you seen? said Christian.
-
- {158}
- MEN. Seen! Why, the Valley itself, which is as dark as pitch;
- we also saw there the hobgoblins, satyrs, and dragons of the pit;
- we heard also in that Valley a continual howling and yelling,
- as of a people under unutterable misery, who there sat bound
- in affliction and irons; and over that Valley hangs
- the discouraging clouds of confusion. Death also doth always
- spread his wings over it. In a word, it is every whit dreadful,
- being utterly without order. [Job 3:5; 10:22]
-
- CHR. Then, said Christian, I perceive not yet, by what you have said,
- but that this is my way to the desired haven. [Jer. 2:6]
-
- MEN. Be it thy way; we will not choose it for ours. So, they parted,
- and Christian went on his way, but still with his sword
- drawn in his hand, for fear lest he should be assaulted.
-
- {159}
- I saw then in my dream, so far as this valley reached,
- there was on the right hand a very deep ditch; that ditch is it
- into which the blind have led the blind in all ages, and have both
- there miserably perished. [Ps. 69:14,15] Again, behold,
- on the left hand, there was a very dangerous quag, into which,
- if even a good man falls, he can find no bottom for his foot
- to stand on. Into that quag King David once did fall, and had no doubt
- therein been smothered, had not HE that is able plucked him out.
-
- {160}
- The pathway was here also exceeding narrow, and therefore good Christian
- was the more put to it; for when he sought, in the dark,
- to shun the ditch on the one hand, he was ready to tip over
- into the mire on the other; also when he sought to escape the mire,
- without great carefulness he would be ready to fall into the ditch.
- Thus he went on, and I heard him here sigh bitterly; for,
- besides the dangers mentioned above, the pathway was here so dark,
- and ofttimes, when he lift up his foot to set forward,
- he knew not where or upon what he should set it next.
-
- Poor man! where art thou now? thy day is night.
- Good man, be not cast down, thou yet art right,
- Thy way to heaven lies by the gates of Hell;
- Cheer up, hold out, with thee it shall go well.
-
- {161}
- About the midst of this valley, I perceived the mouth of hell to be,
- and it stood also hard by the wayside. Now, thought Christian,
- what shall I do? And ever and anon the flame and smoke
- would come out in such abundance, with sparks and hideous noises,
- (things that cared not for Christian's sword, as did Apollyon before),
- that he was forced to put up his sword, and betake himself
- to another weapon called All-prayer. [Eph. 6:18] So he cried
- in my hearing, "O Lord, I beseech thee, deliver my soul!" [Ps. 116:4]
- Thus he went on a great while, yet still the flames would be
- reaching towards him. Also he heard doleful voices, and rushings
- to and fro, so that sometimes he thought he should be torn in pieces,
- or trodden down like mire in the streets. <Christian put to a stand,
- but for a while> This frightful sight was seen, and these
- dreadful noises were heard by him for several miles together;
- and, coming to a place where he thought he heard a company of fiends
- coming forward to meet him, he stopped, and began to muse
- what he had best to do. Sometimes he had half a thought to go back;
- then again he thought he might be half way through the valley;
- he remembered also how he had already vanquished many a danger,
- and that the danger of going back might be much more than for
- to go forward; so he resolved to go on. Yet the fiends seemed to come
- nearer and nearer; but when they were come even almost at him,
- he cried out with a most vehement voice, "I will walk in the strength
- of the Lord God!" so they gave back, and came no further.
-
- {162}
- <Christian made believe that he spake blasphemies,
- when it was Satan that suggested them into his mind>
- One thing I would not let slip. I took notice that now poor Christian
- was so confounded, that he did not know his own voice;
- and thus I perceived it. Just when he was come over against
- the mouth of the burning pit, one of the wicked ones got behind him,
- and stepped up softly to him, and whisperingly suggested
- many grievous blasphemies to him, which he verily thought
- had proceeded from his own mind. This put Christian more to it
- than anything that he met with before, even to think that he should now
- blaspheme him that he loved so much before; yet, if he could
- have helped it, he would not have done it; but he had not the discretion
- either to stop his ears, or to know from whence these blasphemies came.
-
- {163}
- When Christian had travelled in this disconsolate condition
- some considerable time, he thought he heard the voice of a man,
- as going before him, saying, "Though I walk through the valley
- of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for thou art with me."
- [Ps. 23:4]
-
- {164}
- Then he was glad, and that for these reasons:
-
- First, Because he gathered from thence, that some who feared God
- were in this valley as well as himself.
-
- Secondly, For that he perceived God was with them, though in that
- dark and dismal state; and why not, thought he, with me? though,
- by reason of the impediment that attends this place,
- I cannot perceive it. [Job 9:11]
-
- Thirdly, For that he hoped, could he overtake them, to have company
- by and by. So he went on, and called to him that was before;
- but he knew not what to answer; for that he also thought to be alone.
- And by and by the day broke; then said Christian,
- He hath turned "the shadow of death into the morning". [Amos 5:8]
-
- {165}
- <Christian glad at break of day>
- Now morning being come, he looked back, not out of desire to return,
- but to see, by the light of the day, what hazards he had gone through
- in the dark. So he saw more perfectly the ditch that was on
- the one hand, and the mire that was on the other; also how narrow
- the way was which led betwixt them both; also now he saw the hobgoblins,
- and satyrs, and dragons of the pit, but all afar off,
- (for after break of day, they came not nigh;) yet they were discovered
- to him, according to that which is written, "He discovereth deep things
- out of darkness, and bringeth out to light the shadow of death."
- [Job 12:22]
-
- {166}
- <The second part of this valley very dangerous>
- Now was Christian much affected with his deliverance from
- all the dangers of his solitary way; which dangers,
- though he feared them more before, yet he saw them more clearly now,
- because the light of the day made them conspicuous to him.
- And about this time the sun was rising, and this was another mercy
- to Christian; for you must note, that though the first part
- of the Valley of the Shadow of Death was dangerous,
- yet this second part which he was yet to go, was, if possible,
- far more dangerous; for from the place where he now stood,
- even to the end of the valley, the way was all along set so full
- of snares, traps, gins, and nets here, and so full of pits, pitfalls,
- deep holes, and shelvings down there, that, had it now been dark,
- as it was when he came the first part of the way,
- had he had a thousand souls, they had in reason been cast away;
- but, as I said just now, the sun was rising. Then said he,
- "His candle shineth upon my head, and by his light I walk
- through darkness." [Job 29:3]
-
- {167}
- In this light, therefore, he came to the end of the valley.
- Now I saw in my dream, that at the end of this valley lay blood,
- bones, ashes, and mangled bodies of men, even of pilgrims
- that had gone this way formerly; and while I was musing
- what should be the reason, I espied a little before me a cave,
- where two giants, POPE and PAGAN, dwelt in old time;
- by whose power and tyranny the men whose bones, blood, and ashes, &c.,
- lay there, were cruelly put to death. But by this place
- Christian went without much danger, whereat I somewhat wondered;
- but I have learnt since, that PAGAN has been dead many a day;
- and as for the other, though he be yet alive, he is, by reason of age,
- and also of the many shrewd brushes that he met with
- in his younger days, grown so crazy and stiff in his joints,
- that he can now do little more than sit in his cave's mouth,
- grinning at pilgrims as they go by, and biting his nails
- because he cannot come at them.
-
- {168}
- So I saw that Christian went on his way; yet, at the sight
- of the Old Man that sat in the mouth of the cave, he could not tell
- what to think, especially because he spake to him, though he could not
- go after him, saying, "You will never mend till more of you be burned."
- But he held his peace, and set a good face on it, and so went by
- and catched no hurt. Then sang Christian:
-
- O world of wonders! (I can say no less),
- That I should be preserved in that distress
- That I have met with here! O blessed be
- That hand that from it hath deliver'd me!
- Dangers in darkness, devils, hell, and sin
- Did compass me, while I this vale was in:
- Yea, snares, and pits, and traps, and nets, did lie
- My path about, that worthless, silly I
- Might have been catch'd, entangled, and cast down;
- But since I live, let JESUS wear the crown.
-
- {169}
- Now, as Christian went on his way, he came to a little ascent,
- which was cast up on purpose that pilgrims might see before them.
- Up there, therefore, Christian went, and looking forward, he saw
- Faithful before him, upon his journey. Then said Christian aloud,
- "Ho! ho! So-ho! stay, and I will be your companion!" At that,
- Faithful looked behind him; to whom Christian cried again, "Stay, stay,
- till I come up to you!" But Faithful answered, "No, I am upon my life,
- and the avenger of blood is behind me."
-
- {170}
- <Christian overtakes Faithful>
- At this, Christian was somewhat moved, and putting to all his strength,
- he quickly got up with Faithful, and did also overrun him;
- so the last was first. Then did Christian vain-gloriously smile,
- because he had gotten the start of his brother; but not taking
- good heed to his feet, he suddenly stumbled and fell,
- and could not rise again until Faithful came up to help him.
-
- <Christian's fall makes Faithful and he go lovingly together>
- Then I saw in my dream they went very lovingly on together,
- and had sweet discourse of all things that had happened to them
- in their pilgrimage; and thus Christian began:
-
- {171}
- CHR. My honoured and well-beloved brother, Faithful, I am glad
- that I have overtaken you; and that God has so tempered our spirits,
- that we can walk as companions in this so pleasant a path.
-
- FAITH. I had thought, dear friend, to have had your company
- quite from our town; but you did get the start of me,
- wherefore I was forced to come thus much of the way alone.
-
- CHR. How long did you stay in the City of Destruction before
- you set out after me on your pilgrimage?
-
- <Their talk about the country from whence they came>
- FAITH. Till I could stay no longer; for there was great talk
- presently after you were gone out that our city would, in short time,
- with fire from heaven, be burned down to the ground.
-
- CHR. What! did your neighbours talk so?
-
- FAITH. Yes, it was for a while in everybody's mouth.
-
- CHR. What! and did no more of them but you come out
- to escape the danger?
-
- FAITH. Though there was, as I said, a great talk thereabout,
- yet I do not think they did firmly believe it. For in the heat
- of the discourse, I heard some of them deridingly speak of you and of
- your desperate journey, (for so they called this your pilgrimage),
- but I did believe, and do still, that the end of our city
- will be with fire and and brimstone from above; and therefore
- I have made my escape.
-
- {172}
- CHR. Did you hear no talk of neighbour Pliable?
-
- FAITH. Yes, Christian, I heard that he followed you till he came
- at the Slough of Despond, where, as some said, he fell in;
- but he would not be known to have so done; but I am sure
- he was soundly bedabbled with that kind of dirt.
-
- CHR. And what said the neighbours to him?
-
- <How Pliable was accounted of, when he got home>
- FAITH. He hath, since his going back, been had greatly in derision,
- and that among all sorts of people; some do mock and despise him;
- and scarce will any set him on work. He is now seven times worse
- than if he had never gone out of the city.
-
- CHR. But why should they be so set against him, since they also despise
- the way that he forsook?
-
- FAITH. Oh, they say, hang him, he is a turncoat! he was not true
- to his profession. I think God has stirred up even his enemies to
- hiss at him, and make him a proverb, because he hath forsaken the way.
- [Jer. 29:18,19]
-
- CHR. Had you no talk with him before you came out?
-
- FAITH. I met him once in the streets, but he leered away on
- the other side, as one ashamed of what he had done;
- so I spake not to him.
-
- {173}
- CHR. Well, at my first setting out, I had hopes of that man;
- but now I fear he will perish in the overthrow of the city;
- for it is happened to him according to the true proverb,
- "The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed,
- to her wallowing in the mire." [2 Pet. 2:22]
-
- FAITH. These are my fears of him too; but who can hinder
- that which will be?
-
- CHR. Well, neighbour Faithful, said Christian, let us leave him,
- and talk of things that more immediately concern ourselves.
- Tell me now, what you have met with in the way as you came;
- for I know you have met with some things, or else it may be writ
- for a wonder.
-
- {174}
- <Faithful assaulted by Wanton>
- FAITH. I escaped the Slough that I perceived you fell into,
- and got up to the gate without that danger; only I met with one
- whose name was Wanton, who had like to have done me a mischief.
-
- CHR. It was well you escaped her net; Joseph was hard put to it by her,
- and he escaped her as you did; but it had like to have cost him
- his life. [Gen. 39:11-13] But what did she do to you?
-
- FAITH. You cannot think, but that you know something,
- what a flattering tongue she had; she lay at me hard to turn aside
- with her, promising me all manner of content.
-
- CHR. Nay, she did not promise you the content of a good conscience.
-
- FAITH. You know what I mean; all carnal and fleshly content.
-
- CHR. Thank God you have escaped her: "The abhorred of the Lord
- shall fall into her ditch." [Ps. 22:14]
-
- FAITH. Nay, I know not whether I did wholly escape her or no.
-
- CHR. Why, I trow, you did not consent to her desires?
-
- FAITH. No, not to defile myself; for I remembered an old writing
- that I had seen, which said, "Her steps take hold on hell." [Prov. 5:5]
- So I shut mine eyes, because I would not be bewitched with her looks.
- [Job 31:1] Then she railed on me, and I went my way.
-
- CHR. Did you meet with no other assault as you came?
-
- {175}
- <He is assaulted by Adam the First>
- FAITH. When I came to the foot of the hill called Difficulty,
- I met with a very aged man, who asked me what I was, and whither bound.
- I told him that I am a pilgrim, going to the Celestial City.
- Then said the old man, Thou lookest like an honest fellow;
- wilt thou be content to dwell with me for the wages that I shall
- give thee? Then I asked him his name, and where he dwelt.
- He said his name was Adam the First, and that he dwelt in the town
- of Deceit. [Eph. 4:22] I asked him then what was his work,
- and what the wages he would give. He told me that his work
- was many delights; and his wages that I should be his heir at last.
- I further asked him what house he kept, and what other servants he had.
- So he told me that his house was maintained with all the dainties
- in the world; and that his servants were those of his own begetting.
- Then I asked if he had any children. He said that he had
- but three daughters: The Lust of the Flesh, The Lust of the Eyes,
- and The Pride of Life, and that I should marry them all if I would.
- [1 John 2:16] Then I asked how long time he would have me
- live with him? And he told me, As long as he lived himself.
-
- CHR. Well, and what conclusion came the old man and you to at last?
-
- FAITH. Why, at first, I found myself somewhat inclinable
- to go with the man, for I thought he spake very fair;
- but looking in his forehead, as I talked with him, I saw there written,
- "Put off the old man with his deeds."
-
- CHR. And how then?
-
- {176}
- FAITH. Then it came burning hot into my mind, whatever he said,
- and however he flattered, when he got me home to his house,
- he would sell me for a slave. So I bid him forbear to talk,
- for I would not come near the door of his house. Then he reviled me,
- and told me that he would send such a one after me, that should make
- my way bitter to my soul. So I turned to go away from him;
- but just as I turned myself to go thence, I felt him take hold
- of my flesh, and give me such a deadly twitch back, that I thought
- he had pulled part of me after himself. This made me cry,
- "O wretched man!" [Rom. 7:24] So I went on my way up the hill.
-
- Now when I had got about half-way up, I looked behind,
- and saw one coming after me, swift as the wind; so he overtook me
- just about the place where the settle stands.
-
- CHR. Just there, said Christian, did I sit down to rest me;
- but being overcome with sleep, I there lost this roll out of my bosom.
-
- {177}
- FAITH. But, good brother, hear me out. So soon as the man overtook me,
- he was but a word and a blow, for down he knocked me,
- and laid me for dead. But when I was a little come to myself again,
- I asked him wherefore he served me so. He said, because of
- my secret inclining to Adam the First; and with that he struck me
- another deadly blow on the breast, and beat me down backward; so I lay
- at his foot as dead as before. So, when I came to myself again,
- I cried him mercy; but he said, I know not how to show mercy;
- and with that he knocked me down again. He had doubtless made
- an end of me, but that one came by, and bid him forbear.
-
- CHR. Who was that that bid him forbear?
-
- FAITH. I did not know him at first, but as he went by,
- I perceived the holes in his hands and in his side;
- then I concluded that he was our Lord. So I went up the hill.
-
- {178}
- <The temper of Moses>
- CHR. That man that overtook you was Moses. He spareth none,
- neither knoweth he how to show mercy to those that transgress his law.
-
- FAITH. I know it very well; it was not the first time that he has met
- with me. It was he that came to me when I dwelt securely at home,
- and that told me he would burn my house over my head if I stayed there.
-
- CHR. But did you not see the house that stood there on the top
- of the hill, on the side of which Moses met you?
-
- FAITH. Yes, and the lions too, before I came at it:
- but for the lions, I think they were asleep, for it was about noon;
- and because I had so much of the day before me, I passed by the porter,
- and came down the hill.
-
- CHR. He told me, indeed, that he saw you go by, but I wish
- you had called at the house, for they would have showed you
- so many rarities, that you would scarce have forgot them
- to the day of your death. But pray tell me, Did you meet nobody
- in the Valley of Humility?
-
- {179}
- <Faithful assaulted by Discontent>
- FAITH. Yes, I met with one Discontent, who would willingly
- have persuaded me to go back again with him; his reason was,
- for that the valley was altogether without honour. He told me,
- moreover, that there to go was the way to disobey all my friends,
- as Pride, Arrogancy, Self-conceit, Worldly-glory, with others,
- who he knew, as he said, would be very much offended,
- if I made such a fool of myself as to wade through this valley.
-
- CHR. Well, and how did you answer him?
-
- {180}
- <Faithful's answer to Discontent>
- FAITH. I told him, that although all these that he named might claim
- kindred of me, and that rightly, for indeed they were my relations
- according to the flesh; yet since I became a pilgrim,
- they have disowned me, as I also have rejected them; and therefore
- they were to me now no more than if they had never been of my lineage.
-
- I told him, moreover, that as to this valley, he had quite
- misrepresented the thing; for before honour is humility,
- and a haughty spirit before a fall. Therefore, said I,
- I had rather go through this valley to the honour that was so accounted
- by the wisest, than choose that which he esteemed most worthy
- our affections.
-
- CHR. Met you with nothing else in that valley?
-
- {181}
- <He is assaulted with Shame>
- FAITH. Yes, I met with Shame; but of all the men that I met with
- in my pilgrimage, he, I think, bears the wrong name.
- The others would be said nay, after a little argumentation,
- and somewhat else; but this bold-faced Shame would never have done.
-
- CHR. Why, what did he say to you?
-
- FAITH. What! why, he objected against religion itself;
- he said it was a pitiful, low, sneaking business for a man
- to mind religion; he said that a tender conscience was an unmanly thing;
- and that for a man to watch over his words and ways, so as to
- tie up himself from that hectoring liberty that the brave spirits
- of the times accustom themselves unto, would make him the ridicule
- of the times. He objected also, that but few of the mighty, rich,
- or wise, were ever of my opinion [1 Cor. 1:26; 3:18; Phil. 3:7,8];
- nor any of them neither [John 7:48], before they were persuaded
- to be fools, and to be of a voluntary fondness, to venture
- the loss of all, for nobody knows what. He, moreover,
- objected the base and low estate and condition of those
- that were chiefly the pilgrims of the times in which they lived:
- also their ignorance and want of understanding in all natural science.
- Yea, he did hold me to it at that rate also, about a great many
- more things than here I relate; as, that it was a shame to sit
- whining and mourning under a sermon, and a shame to come
- sighing and groaning home: that it was a shame to ask my neighbour
- forgiveness for petty faults, or to make restitution
- where I have taken from any. He said, also, that religion made a man
- grow strange to the great, because of a few vices, which he called
- by finer names; and made him own and respect the base,
- because of the same religious fraternity. And is not this, said he,
- a shame?
-
- {182}
- CHR. And what did you say to him?
-
- FAITH. Say! I could not tell what to say at the first.
- Yea, he put me so to it, that my blood came up in my face;
- even this Shame fetched it up, and had almost beat me quite off.
- But at last I began to consider, that "that which is highly esteemed
- among men, is had in abomination with God." [Luke 16:15]
- And I thought again, this Shame tells me what men are;
- but it tells me nothing what God or the Word of God is.
- And I thought, moreover, that at the day of doom, we shall not be doomed
- to death or life according to the hectoring spirits of the world,
- but according to the wisdom and law of the Highest. Therefore,
- thought I, what God says is best, indeed is best, though all the men
- in the world are against it. Seeing, then, that God prefers
- his religion; seeing God prefers a tender conscience;
- seeing they that make themselves fools for the kingdom of heaven
- are wisest; and that the poor man that loveth Christ is richer
- than the greatest man in the world that hates him; Shame, depart,
- thou art an enemy to my salvation! Shall I entertain thee
- against my sovereign Lord? How then shall I look him in the face
- at his coming? Should I now be ashamed of his ways and servants,
- how can I expect the blessing? [Mark 8:38] But, indeed,
- this Shame was a bold villain; I could scarce shake him
- out of my company; yea, he would be haunting of me, and continually
- whispering me in the ear, with some one or other of the infirmities
- that attend religion; but at last I told him it was but in vain
- to attempt further in this business; for those things that he disdained,
- in those did I see most glory; and so at last I got past
- this importunate one. And when I had shaken him off,
- then I began to sing--
-
- The trials that those men do meet withal,
- That are obedient to the heavenly call,
- Are manifold, and suited to the flesh,
- And come, and come, and come again afresh;
- That now, or sometime else, we by them may
- Be taken, overcome, and cast away.
- Oh, let the pilgrims, let the pilgrims, then
- Be vigilant, and quit themselves like men.
-
- {183}
- CHR. I am glad, my brother, that thou didst withstand this villain
- so bravely; for of all, as thou sayest, I think he has the wrong name;
- for he is so bold as to follow us in the streets, and to attempt
- to put us to shame before all men: that is, to make us ashamed
- of that which is good; but if he was not himself audacious,
- he would never attempt to do as he does. But let us still resist him;
- for notwithstanding all his bravadoes, he promoteth the fool
- and none else. "The wise shall inherit glory, said Solomon,
- but shame shall be the promotion of fools." [Prov. 3:35]
-
- FAITH. I think we must cry to Him for help against Shame,
- who would have us to be valiant for the truth upon the earth.
-
- CHR. You say true; but did you meet nobody else in that valley?
-
- FAITH. No, not I; for I had sunshine all the rest of the way
- through that, and also through the Valley of the Shadow of Death.
-
- {184}
- CHR. It was well for you. I am sure it fared far otherwise with me;
- I had for a long season, as soon almost as I entered into that valley,
- a dreadful combat with that foul fiend Apollyon; yea, I thought verily
- he would have killed me, especially when he got me down
- and crushed me under him, as if he would have crushed me to pieces;
- for as he threw me, my sword flew out of my hand; nay, he told me
- he was sure of me: but I cried to God, and he heard me,
- and delivered me out of all my troubles. Then I entered into
- the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and had no light for almost
- half the way through it. I thought I should have been killed there,
- over and over; but at last day broke, and the sun rose,
- and I went through that which was behind with far more ease and quiet.
-
- {185}
- <Talkative described>
- Moreover, I saw in my dream, that as they went on, Faithful,
- as he chanced to look on one side, saw a man whose name is Talkative,
- walking at a distance beside them; for in this place
- there was room enough for them all to walk. He was a tall man,
- and something more comely at a distance than at hand.
- To this man Faithful addressed himself in this manner:
-
- FAITH. Friend, whither away? Are you going to the heavenly country?
-
- TALK. I am going to the same place.
-
- FAITH. That is well; then I hope we may have your good company.
-
- TALK. With a very good will will I be your companion.
-
- {186}
- <Faithful and Talkative enter discourse>
- FAITH. Come on, then, and let us go together, and let us spend our time
- in discoursing of things that are profitable.
-
- <Talkative's dislike of bad discourse>
- TALK. To talk of things that are good, to me is very acceptable,
- with you or with any other; and I am glad that I have met with
- those that incline to so good a work; for, to speak the truth,
- there are but few that care thus to spend their time,
- (as they are in their travels), but choose much rather to be
- speaking of things to no profit; and this hath been a trouble for me.
-
- FAITH. That is indeed a thing to be lamented; for what things
- so worthy of the use of the tongue and mouth of men on earth
- as are the things of the God of heaven?
-
- TALK. I like you wonderful well, for your sayings are full
- of conviction; and I will add, what thing is so pleasant,
- and what so profitable, as to talk of the things of God?
- What things so pleasant (that is, if a man hath any delight in things
- that are wonderful)? For instance, if a man doth delight to talk
- of the history or the mystery of things; or if a man doth love to talk
- of miracles, wonders, or signs, where shall he find things recorded
- so delightful, and so sweetly penned, as in the Holy Scripture?
-
- {187}
- FAITH. That is true; but to be profited by such things in our talk
- should be that which we design.
-
- <Talkative's fine discourse>
- TALK. That is it that I said; for to talk of such things
- is most profitable; for by so doing, a man may get knowledge
- of many things; as of the vanity of earthly things, and the benefit
- of things above. Thus, in general, but more particularly by this,
- a man may learn the necessity of the new birth, the insufficiency
- of our works, the need of Christ's righteousness, &c. Besides,
- by this a man may learn, by talk, what it is to repent, to believe,
- to pray, to suffer, or the like; by this also a man may learn
- what are the great promises and consolations of the gospel,
- to his own comfort. Further, by this a man may learn
- to refute false opinions, to vindicate the truth, and also
- to instruct the ignorant.
-
- FAITH. All this is true, and glad am I to hear these things from you.
-
- TALK. Alas! the want of this is the cause why so few understand
- the need of faith, and the necessity of a work of grace in their soul,
- in order to eternal life; but ignorantly live in the works of the law,
- by which a man can by no means obtain the kingdom of heaven.
-
- {188}
- FAITH. But, by your leave, heavenly knowledge of these
- is the gift of God; no man attaineth to them by human industry,
- or only by the talk of them.
-
- <O brave Talkative>
- TALK. All this I know very well; for a man can receive nothing,
- except it be given him from Heaven; all is of grace, not of works.
- I could give you a hundred scriptures for the confirmation of this.
-
- FAITH. Well, then, said Faithful, what is that one thing that
- we shall at this time found our discourse upon?
-
- <O brave Talkative>
- TALK. What you will. I will talk of things heavenly,
- or things earthly; things moral, or things evangelical; things sacred,
- or things profane; things past, or things to come; things foreign,
- or things at home; things more essential, or things circumstantial;
- provided that all be done to our profit.
-
- {189}
- <Faithful beguiled by Talkative>
- FAITH. Now did Faithful begin to wonder; and stepping to Christian,
- (for he walked all this while by himself), he said to him, (but softly),
- What a brave companion have we got! Surely this man will make
- a very excellent pilgrim.
-
- CHR. At this Christian modestly smiled, and said, This man,
- with whom you are so taken, will beguile, with that tongue of his,
- twenty of them that know him not.
-
- FAITH. Do you know him, then?
-
- {190}
- <Christian makes a discovery of Talkative, telling Faithful who he was>
- CHR. Know him! Yes, better than he knows himself.
-
- FAITH. Pray, what is he?
-
- CHR. His name is Talkative; he dwelleth in our town.
- I wonder that you should be a stranger to him, only I consider
- that our town is large.
-
- FAITH. Whose son is he? And whereabout does he dwell?
-
- CHR. He is the son of one Say-well; he dwelt in Prating Row;
- and is known of all that are acquainted with him, by the name of
- Talkative in Prating Row; and notwithstanding his fine tongue,
- he is but a sorry fellow.
-
- {191}
- FAITH. Well, he seems to be a very pretty man.
-
- CHR. That is, to them who have not thorough acquaintance with him;
- for he is best abroad; near home, he is ugly enough.
- Your saying that he is a pretty man, brings to my mind
- what I have observed in the work of the painter, whose pictures
- show best at a distance, but, very near, more unpleasing.
-
- {192}
- FAITH. But I am ready to think you do but jest, because you smiled.
-
- CHR. God forbid that I should jest (although I smiled) in this matter,
- or that I should accuse any falsely! I will give you
- a further discovery of him. This man is for any company,
- and for any talk; as he talketh now with you, so will he talk
- when he is on the ale-bench; and the more drink he hath in his crown,
- the more of these things he hath in his mouth; religion hath no place
- in his heart, or house, or conversation; all he hath
- lieth in his tongue, and his religion is, to make a noise therewith.
-
- {193}
- FAITH. Say you so! then am I in this man greatly deceived.
-
- <Talkative talks, but does not>
- CHR. Deceived! you may be sure of it; remember the proverb,
- "They say and do not." [Matt. 23:3] But the kingdom of God
- is not in word, but in Power. [1 Cor 4:20] He talketh of prayer,
- of repentance, of faith, and of the new birth; but he knows but only
- to talk of them. I have been in his family, and have observed him
- both at home and abroad; and I know what I say of him is the truth.
- <His house is empty of religion> His house is as empty of religion
- as the white of an egg is of savour. There is there neither prayer
- nor sign of repentance for sin; yea, the brute in his kind serves God
- far better than he. <He is a stain to religion> He is the very stain,
- reproach, and shame of religion, to all that know him; it can hardly
- have a good word in all that end of the town where he dwells,
- through him. [Rom. 2:24,25] <The Proverb that goes of him>
- Thus say the common people that know him, A saint abroad,
- and a devil at home. His poor family finds it so; he is such a churl,
- such a railer at and so unreasonable with his servants,
- that they neither know how to do for or speak to him.
- <Men shun to deal with him> Men that have any dealings with him say
- it is better to deal with a Turk than with him; for fairer dealing
- they shall have at their hands. This Talkative (if it be possible)
- will go beyond them, defraud, beguile, and overreach them. Besides,
- he brings up his sons to follow his steps; and if he findeth
- in any of them a foolish timorousness, (for so he calls
- the first appearance of a tender conscience,) he calls them
- fools and blockheads, and by no means will employ them in much,
- or speak to their commendations before others. For my part,
- I am of opinion, that he has, by his wicked life, caused many
- to stumble and fall; and will be, if God prevent not,
- the ruin of many more.
-
- {194}
- FAITH. Well, my brother, I am bound to believe you; not only because
- you say you know him, but also because, like a Christian,
- you make your reports of men. For I cannot think that you
- speak these things of ill-will, but because it is even so as you say.
-
- CHR. Had I known him no more than you, I might perhaps
- have thought of him, as, at the first, you did; yea, had he received
- this report at their hands only that are enemies to religion,
- I should have thought it had been a slander,--a lot that often falls
- from bad men's mouths upon good men's names and professions;
- but all these things, yea, and a great many more as bad,
- of my own knowledge, I can prove him guilty of. Besides,
- good men are ashamed of him; they can neither call him brother,
- nor friend; the very naming of him among them makes them blush,
- if they know him.
-
- {195}
- FAITH. Well, I see that saying and doing are two things,
- and hereafter I shall better observe this distinction.
-
- <The carcass of religion>
- CHR. They are two things, indeed, and are as diverse as are
- the soul and the body; for as the body without the soul is but
- a dead carcass, so saying, if it be alone, is but a dead carcass also.
- The soul of religion is the practical part: "Pure religion
- and undefiled, before God and the Father, is this, To visit
- the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself
- unspotted from the world." [James 1:27; see vv. 22-26]
- This Talkative is not aware of; he thinks that hearing and saying
- will make a good Christian, and thus he deceiveth his own soul.
- Hearing is but as the sowing of the seed; talking is not sufficient
- to prove that fruit is indeed in the heart and life; and let us
- assure ourselves, that at the day of doom men shall be judged
- according to their fruits. [Matt. 13, 25] It will not be said then,
- Did you believe? but, Were you doers, or talkers only?
- and accordingly shall they be judged. The end of the world
- is compared to our harvest; and you know men at harvest
- regard nothing but fruit. Not that anything can be accepted
- that is not of faith, but I speak this to show you how insignificant
- the profession of Talkative will be at that day.
-
- {196}
- <Faithful convinced of the badness of Talkative>
- FAITH. This brings to my mind that of Moses, by which he describeth
- the beast that is clean. [Lev. 11:3-7; Deut. 14:6-8] He is such a one
- that parteth the hoof and cheweth the cud; not that parteth
- the hoof only, or that cheweth the cud only. The hare cheweth the cud,
- but yet is unclean, because he parteth not the hoof.
- And this truly resembleth Talkative; he cheweth the cud,
- he seeketh knowledge, he cheweth upon the word; but he divideth not
- the hoof, he parteth not with the way of sinners; but, as the hare,
- he retaineth the foot of a dog or bear, and therefore he is unclean.
-
- <Talkative like to things that sound without life>
- CHR. You have spoken, for aught I know, the true gospel sense
- of those texts. And I will add another thing: Paul calleth some men,
- yea, and those great talkers, too, sounding brass and tinkling cymbals;
- that is, as he expounds them in another place, things without life,
- giving sound. [1 Cor. 13:1-3; 14:7] Things without life, that is,
- without the true faith and grace of the gospel; and consequently,
- things that shall never be placed in the kingdom of heaven
- among those that are the children of life; though their sound,
- by their talk, be as if it were the tongue or voice of an angel.
-
- FAITH. Well, I was not so fond of his company at first,
- but I am as sick of it now. What shall we do to be rid of him?
-
- CHR. Take my advice, and do as I bid you, and you shall find
- that he will soon be sick of your company too, except God
- shall touch his heart, and turn it.
-
- FAITH. What would you have me to do?
-
- CHR. Why, go to him, and enter into some serious discourse
- about the power of religion; and ask him plainly
- (when he has approved of it, for that he will) whether this thing
- be set up in his heart, house, or conversation.
-
- {197}
- FAITH. Then Faithful stepped forward again, and said to Talkative,
- Come, what cheer? How is it now?
-
- TALK. Thank you, well. I thought we should have had
- a great deal of talk by this time.
-
- {198}
- FAITH. Well, if you will, we will fall to it now; and since
- you left it with me to state the question, let it be this:
- How doth the saving grace of God discover itself when it is in
- the heart of man?
-
- <Talkative's false discovery of a work of grace>
- TALK. I perceive, then, that our talk must be about the power
- of things. Well, it is a very good question, and I shall be willing
- to answer you. And take my answer in brief, thus: First,
- Where the grace of God is in the heart, it causeth there
- a great outcry against sin. Secondly ----
-
- FAITH. Nay, hold, let us consider of one at once. I think you should
- rather say, It shows itself by inclining the soul to abhor its sin.
-
- TALK. Why, what difference is there between crying out against,
- and abhorring of sin?
-
- {199}
- <To cry out against sin, no sign of grace>
- FAITH. Oh, a great deal. A man may cry out against sin of policy,
- but he cannot abhor it, but by virtue of a godly antipathy against it.
- I have heard many cry out against sin in the pulpit,
- who yet can abide it well enough in the heart, house, and conversation.
- Joseph's mistress cried out with a loud voice, as if she had been
- very holy; but she would willingly, notwithstanding that,
- have committed uncleanness with him. Some cry out against sin
- even as the mother cries out against her child in her lap,
- when she calleth it slut and naughty girl, and then falls
- to hugging and kissing it.
-
- TALK. You lie at the catch, I perceive.
-
- {200}
- FAITH. No, not I; I am only for setting things right.
- But what is the second thing whereby you would prove a discovery
- of a work of grace in the heart?
-
- TALK. Great knowledge of gospel mysteries.
-
- <Great knowledge no sign of grace>
- FAITH. This sign should have been first; but first or last,
- it is also false; for knowledge, great knowledge, may be obtained
- in the mysteries of the gospel, and yet no work of grace in the soul.
- [1 Cor. 13] Yea, if a man have all knowledge, he may yet be nothing,
- and so consequently be no child of God. When Christ said,
- "Do you know all these things?" and the disciples had answered, Yes;
- he addeth, "Blessed are ye if ye do them." He doth not lay the blessing
- in the knowing of them, but in the doing of them. For there is
- a knowledge that is not attended with doing: He that knoweth
- his masters will, and doeth it not. A man may know like an angel,
- and yet be no Christian, therefore your sign of it is not true.
- Indeed, to know is a thing that pleaseth talkers and boasters,
- but to do is that which pleaseth God. Not that the heart can be good
- without knowledge; for without that, the heart is naught.
- <Knowledge and knowledge> There is, therefore, knowledge and knowledge.
- Knowledge that resteth in the bare speculation of things;
- and knowledge that is accompanied with the grace of faith and love;
- which puts a man upon doing even the will of God from the heart:
- the first of these will serve the talker; but without the other
- the true Christian is not content. <True knowledge attended
- with endeavors> "Give me understanding, and I shall keep thy law;
- yea, I shall observe it with my whole heart." [Ps. 119:34]
-
- TALK. You lie at the catch again; this is not for edification.
-
- FAITH. Well, if you please, propound another sign how
- this work of grace discovereth itself where it is.
-
- TALK. Not I, for I see we shall not agree.
-
- FAITH. Well, if you will not, will you give me leave to do it?
-
- TALK. You may use your liberty.
-
- {201}
- <One good sign of grace>
- FAITH. A work of grace in the soul discovereth itself,
- either to him that hath it, or to standers by.
-
- To him that hath it thus: It gives him conviction of sin,
- especially of the defilement of his nature and the sin of unbelief,
- (for the sake of which he is sure to be damned, if he findeth not mercy
- at God's hand, by faith in Jesus Christ [John 16:8, Rom. 7:24,
- John 16:9, Mark 16:16]). This sight and sense of things worketh in him
- sorrow and shame for sin; he findeth, moreover, revealed in him
- the Saviour of the world, and the absolute necessity of closing with him
- for life, at the which he findeth hungerings and thirstings after him;
- to which hungerings, &c., the promise is made. [Ps. 38:18, Jer. 31:19,
- Gal. 2:16, Acts 4:12, Matt. 5:6, Rev. 21:6] Now, according to
- the strength or weakness of his faith in his Saviour,
- so is his joy and peace, so is his love to holiness, so are his desires
- to know him more, and also to serve him in this world.
- But though I say it discovereth itself thus unto him,
- yet it is but seldom that he is able to conclude that this
- is a work of grace; because his corruptions now, and his abused reason,
- make his mind to misjudge in this matter; therefore,
- in him that hath this work, there is required a very sound judgement
- before he can, with steadiness, conclude that this is a work of grace.
-
- {202}
- To others, it is thus discovered:
-
- 1. By an experimental confession of his faith in Christ.
- [Rom. 10:10, Phil. 1:27, Matt. 5:19]
-
- 2. By a life answerable to that confession; to wit, a life of holiness,
- heart-holiness, family-holiness, (if he hath a family),
- and by conversation-holiness in the world which, in the general,
- teacheth him, inwardly, to abhor his sin, and himself for that,
- in secret; to suppress it in his family and to promote holiness
- in the world; not by talk only, as a hypocrite or talkative person
- may do, but by a practical subjection, in faith and love,
- to the power of the Word. [John 14:15, Ps. 50:23, Job 42:5-6,
- Eze. 20:43] And now, Sir, as to this brief description
- of the work of grace, and also the discovery of it,
- if you have aught to object, object; if not, then give me leave
- to propound to you a second question.
-
- {203}
- TALK. Nay, my part is not now to object, but to hear;
- let me, therefore, have your second question.
-
- <Another good sign of grace>
- FAITH. It is this: Do you experience this first part
- of this description of it? and doth your life and conversation
- testify the same? or standeth your religion in word or in tongue,
- and not in deed and truth? Pray, if you incline to answer me in this,
- say no more than you know the God above will say Amen to;
- and also nothing but what your conscience can justify you in;
- for not he that commendeth himself is approved, but whom
- the Lord commendeth. Besides, to say I am thus and thus,
- when my conversation, and all my neighbours, tell me I lie,
- is great wickedness.
-
- <Talkative not pleased with Faithful's question>
- {204}
- TALK. Then Talkative at first began to blush; but, recovering himself,
- thus he replied: You come now to experience, to conscience, and God;
- and to appeal to him for justification of what is spoken.
- This kind of discourse I did not expect; nor am I disposed
- to give an answer to such questions, because I count not myself
- bound thereto, unless you take upon you to be a catechiser, and,
- though you should so do, yet I may refuse to make you my judge.
- But, I pray, will you tell me why you ask me such questions?
-
- {205}
- <The reasons why Faithful put to him that question>
- FAITH. Because I saw you forward to talk, and because I knew not
- that you had aught else but notion. Besides, to tell you all the truth,
- I have heard of you, that you are a man whose religion lies in talk,
- and that your conversation gives this your mouth-profession the lie.
- <Faithful's plain dealing with Talkative> They say, you are a spot
- among Christians; and that religion fareth the worse
- for your ungodly conversation; that some have already stumbled at your
- wicked ways, and that more are in danger of being destroyed thereby;
- your religion, and an ale-house, and covetousness, and uncleanness,
- and swearing, and lying, and vain-company keeping, &c.,
- will stand together. The proverb is true of you which is said
- of a whore, to wit, that she is a shame to all women;
- so are you a shame to all professors.
-
- <Talkative flings away from Faithful>
- TALK. Since you are ready to take up reports and to judge
- so rashly as you do, I cannot but conclude you are some
- peevish or melancholy man, not fit to be discoursed with; and so adieu.
-
- {206}
- <A good riddance>
- CHR. Then came up Christian, and said to his brother,
- I told you how it would happen: your words and his lusts
- could not agree; he had rather leave your company than reform his life.
- But he is gone, as I said; let him go, the loss is no man's but his own;
- he has saved us the trouble of going from him; for he continuing
- (as I suppose he will do) as he is, he would have been but a blot in
- our company: besides, the apostle says, "From such withdraw thyself."
-
- FAITH. But I am glad we had this little discourse with him;
- it may happen that he will think of it again: however,
- I have dealt plainly with him, and so am clear of his blood,
- if he perisheth.
-
- {207}
- CHR. You did well to talk so plainly to him as you did;
- there is but little of this faithful dealing with men now-a-days,
- and that makes religion to stink so in the nostrils of many, as it doth;
- for they are these talkative fools whose religion is only in word,
- and are debauched and vain in their conversation, that
- (being so much admitted into the fellowship of the godly)
- do puzzle the world, blemish Christianity, and grieve the sincere.
- I wish that all men would deal with such as you have done:
- then should they either be made more conformable to religion,
- or the company of saints would be too hot for them. Then did
- Faithful say,
-
- How Talkative at first lifts up his plumes!
- How bravely doth he speak! How he presumes
- To drive down all before him! But so soon
- As Faithful talks of heart-work, like the moon
- That's past the full, into the wane he goes.
- And so will all, but he that HEART-WORK knows.
-
- {208}
- Thus they went on talking of what they had seen by the way,
- and so made that way easy which would otherwise, no doubt,
- have been tedious to them; for now they went through a wilderness.
-
- {209}
- <Evangelist overtakes them again>
- Now, when they were got almost quite out of this wilderness,
- Faithful chanced to cast his eye back, and espied one coming after them,
- and he knew him. Oh! said Faithful to his brother, who comes yonder?
- Then Christian looked, and said, It is my good friend Evangelist.
- Ay, and my good friend too, said Faithful, for it was he that set me
- in the way to the gate. Now was Evangelist come up to them,
- and thus saluted them:
-
- {210}
- EVAN. Peace be with you, dearly beloved; and peace be to your helpers.
-
- <They are glad at the sight of him>
- CHR. Welcome, welcome, my good Evangelist, the sight of thy countenance
- brings to my remembrance thy ancient kindness and unwearied labouring
- for my eternal good.
-
- FAITH. And a thousand times welcome, said good Faithful. Thy company,
- O sweet Evangelist, how desirable it is to us poor pilgrims!
-
- EVAN. Then said Evangelist, How hath it fared with you, my friends,
- since the time of our last parting? What have you met with,
- and how have you behaved yourselves?
-
- {211}
- Then Christian and Faithful told him of all things that had happened
- to them in the way; and how, and with what difficulty,
- they had arrived at that place.
-
- {212}
- <His exhortation to them>
- EVAN. Right glad am I, said Evangelist, not that you have met
- with trials, but that you have been victors; and for that you have,
- notwithstanding many weaknesses, continued in the way to this very day.
-
- I say, right glad am I of this thing, and that for mine own sake
- and yours. I have sowed, and you have reaped: and the day is coming,
- when both he that sowed and they that reaped shall rejoice together;
- that is, if you hold out: "for in due season ye shall reap,
- if ye faint not." [John 4:36, Gal. 6:9] The crown is before you,
- and it is an incorruptible one; so run, that you may obtain it.
- [1 Cor. 9:24-27] Some there be that set out for this crown,
- and, after they have gone far for it, another comes in,
- and takes it from them: hold fast, therefore, that you have;
- let no man take your crown. [Rev. 3:11] You are not yet out
- of the gun-shot of the devil; you have not resisted unto blood,
- striving against sin; let the kingdom be always before you,
- and believe steadfastly concerning things that are invisible.
- Let nothing that is on this side the other world get within you;
- and, above all, look well to your own hearts, and to the lusts thereof,
- "for they are deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked";
- set your faces like a flint; you have all power in heaven and earth
- on your side.
-
- {213}
- <They do thank him for his exhortation>
- CHR. Then Christian thanked him for his exhortation; but told him,
- withal, that they would have him speak further to them for their help
- the rest of the way, and the rather, for that they well knew
- that he was a prophet, and could tell them of things that might
- happen unto them, and also how they might resist and overcome them.
- To which request Faithful also consented. So Evangelist began
- as followeth:--
-
- <He predicteth what troubles they shall meet with in Vanity Fair,
- and encourageth them to steadfastness>
- EVAN. My sons, you have heard, in the words of the truth of the gospel,
- that you must, through many tribulations, enter into
- the kingdom of heaven. And, again, that in every city
- bonds and afflictions abide in you; and therefore you cannot expect
- that you should go long on your pilgrimage without them,
- in some sort or other. You have found something of the truth
- of these testimonies upon you already, and more will immediately follow;
- for now, as you see, you are almost out of this wilderness,
- and therefore you will soon come into a town that you will by and by
- see before you; and in that town you will be hardly beset with enemies,
- who will strain hard but they will kill you; and be you sure
- that one or both of you must seal the testimony which you hold,
- with blood; but be you faithful unto death, and the King will give you
- a crown of life.
-
- {214}
- <He whose lot it will be there to suffer,
- will have the better of his brother>
- He that shall die there, although his death will be unnatural,
- and his pain perhaps great, he will yet have the better of his fellow;
- not only because he will be arrived at the Celestial City soonest,
- but because he will escape many miseries that the other will meet with
- in the rest of his journey. But when you are come to the town,
- and shall find fulfilled what I have here related,
- then remember your friend, and quit yourselves like men,
- and commit the keeping of your souls to your God in well-doing,
- as unto a faithful Creator.
-
- {215}
- Then I saw in my dream, that when they were got out of the wilderness,
- they presently saw a town before them, and the name of that town
- is Vanity; and at the town there is a fair kept, called Vanity Fair:
- it is kept all the year long. It beareth the name of Vanity Fair
- because the town where it is kept is lighter than vanity;
- and, also because all that is there sold, or that cometh thither,
- is vanity. As is the saying of the wise, "all that cometh is vanity."
- [Eccl. 1; 2:11,17; 11:8; Isa. 11:17]
-
- {216}
- This fair is no new-erected business, but a thing of ancient standing;
- I will show you the original of it.
-
- <The antiquity of this fair>
- Almost five thousand years agone, there were pilgrims walking
- to the Celestial City, as these two honest persons are:
- and Beelzebub, Apollyon, and Legion, with their companions,
- perceiving by the path that the pilgrims made, that their way
- to the city lay through this town of Vanity, they contrived here
- to set up a fair; a fair wherein, should be sold all sorts of vanity,
- and that it should last all the year long: therefore at this fair
- are all such merchandise sold, as houses, lands, trades, places,
- honours, preferments, titles, countries, kingdoms, lusts, pleasures,
- and delights of all sorts, as whores, bawds, wives, husbands, children,
- masters, servants, lives, blood, bodies, souls, silver, gold, pearls,
- precious stones, and what not.
-
- And, moreover, at this fair there is at all times to be seen
- juggling cheats, games, plays, fools, apes, knaves, and rogues,
- and that of every kind.
-
- Here are to be seen, too, and that for nothing, thefts, murders,
- adulteries, false swearers, and that of a blood-red colour.
-
- {217}
- <The streets of this fair>
- And as in other fairs of less moment, there are the several
- rows and streets, under their proper names, where such and such wares
- are vended; so here likewise you have the proper places, rows,
- streets, (viz. countries and kingdoms), where the wares of this fair
- are soonest to be found. Here is the Britain Row, the French Row,
- the Italian Row, the Spanish Row, the German Row, where several sorts
- of vanities are to be sold. But, as in other fairs, some one commodity
- is as the chief of all the fair, so the ware of Rome and her merchandise
- is greatly promoted in this fair; only our English nation,
- with some others, have taken a dislike thereat.
-
- {218}
- <Christ went through this fair>
- Now, as I said, the way to the Celestial City lies just through
- this town where this lusty fair is kept; and he that will go
- to the city, and yet not go through this town, must needs go out
- of the world. [1 Cor. 5:10] <Christ bought nothing in this fair>
- The Prince of princes himself, when here, went through this town
- to his own country, and that upon a fair day too; yea, and as I think,
- it was Beelzebub, the chief lord of this fair, that invited him
- to buy of his vanities; yea, would have made him lord of the fair,
- would he but have done him reverence as he went through the town.
- [Matt. 4:8, Luke 4:5-7] Yea, because he was such a person of honour,
- Beelzebub had him from street to street, and showed him
- all the kingdoms of the world in a little time, that he might,
- if possible, allure the Blessed One to cheapen and buy some
- of his vanities; but he had no mind to the merchandise,
- and therefore left the town, without laying out so much
- as one farthing upon these vanities. This fair, therefore,
- is an ancient thing, of long standing, and a very great fair.
-
- {219}
- <The pilgrims enter the fair>
- Now these pilgrims, as I said, must needs go through this fair.
- <The fair in a hubbub about them> Well, so they did: but, behold,
- even as they entered into the fair, all the people in the fair
- were moved, and the town itself as it were in a hubbub about them;
- and that for several reasons: for--
-
- {220}
- <The first cause of the hubbub>
- First, The pilgrims were clothed with such kind of raiment
- as was diverse from the raiment of any that traded in that fair.
- The people, therefore, of the fair, made a great gazing upon them:
- some said they were fools, some they were bedlams,
- and some they are outlandish men. [1 Cor. 2:7-8]
-
- {221}
- <Second cause of the hubbub>
- Secondly, And as they wondered at their apparel, so they did likewise
- at their speech; for few could understand what they said;
- they naturally spoke the language of Canaan, but they that kept the fair
- were the men of this world; so that, from one end of the fair
- to the other, they seemed barbarians each to the other.
-
- {222}
- <Third cause of the hubbub>
- Thirdly, But that which did not a little amuse the merchandisers was,
- that these pilgrims set very light by all their wares; they cared not
- so much as to look upon them; and if they called upon them to buy,
- they would put their fingers in their ears, and cry,
- Turn away mine eyes from beholding vanity, and look upwards,
- signifying that their trade and traffic was in heaven. [Ps. 119:37,
- Phil. 3:19-20]
-
- {223}
- <Fourth cause of the hubbub>
- One chanced mockingly, beholding the carriage of the men,
- to say unto them, What will ye buy? But they, looking gravely upon him,
- answered, "We buy the truth." [Prov. 23:23] <They are mocked>
- At that there was an occasion taken to despise the men the more;
- some mocking, some taunting, some speaking reproachfully,
- and some calling upon others to smite them. <The fair in a hubbub>
- At last things came to a hubbub and great stir in the fair,
- insomuch that all order was confounded. Now was word presently brought
- to the great one of the fair, who quickly came down,
- and deputed some of his most trusty friends to take these men
- into examination, about whom the fair was almost overturned.
- <They are examined> So the men were brought to examination;
- and they that sat upon them, asked them whence they came,
- whither they went, and what they did there, in such an unusual garb?
- <They tell who they are, and whence they came> The men told them
- that they were pilgrims and strangers in the world, and that they
- were going to their own country, which was the heavenly Jerusalem,
- [Heb. 11:13-16] and that they had given no occasion to the men
- of the town, nor yet to the merchandisers, thus to abuse them,
- and to let them in their journey, except it was for that,
- when one asked them what they would buy, they said they would buy
- the truth. <They are not believed> But they that were appointed to
- examine them did not believe them to be any other than bedlams and mad,
- or else such as came to put all things into a confusion in the fair.
- <They are put in the cage> Therefore they took them and beat them,
- and besmeared them with dirt, and then put them into the cage,
- that they might be made a spectacle to all the men of the fair.
-
- Behold Vanity Fair! the Pilgrims there
- Are chain'd and stand beside:
- Even so it was our Lord pass'd here,
- And on Mount Calvary died.
-
- {224}
- <Their behaviour in the cage>
- There, therefore, they lay for some time, and were made the objects
- of any man's sport, or malice, or revenge, the great one of the fair
- laughing still at all that befell them. But the men being patient,
- and not rendering railing for railing, but contrariwise, blessing,
- and good words for bad, and kindness for injuries done,
- some men in the fair that were more observing, and less prejudiced
- than the rest, began to check and blame the baser sort
- for their continual abuses done by them to the men; they, therefore,
- in angry manner, let fly at them again, counting them as bad
- as the men in the cage, and telling them that they seemed confederates,
- and should be made partakers of their misfortunes.
- <The men of the fair do fall out among themselves about these two men>
- The other replied that, for aught they could see, the men were quiet,
- and sober, and intended nobody any harm; and that there were many
- that traded in their fair that were more worthy to be put into the cage,
- yea, and pillory too, than were the men they had abused. Thus,
- after divers words had passed on both sides, the men behaving themselves
- all the while very wisely and soberly before them,
- they fell to some blows among themselves, and did harm one to another.
- <They are made the authors of this disturbance> Then were these
- two poor men brought before their examiners again, and there charged
- as being guilty of the late hubbub that had been in the fair.
- <They are led up and down the fair in chains, for a terror to others>
- So they beat them pitifully, and hanged irons upon them,
- and led them in chains up and down the fair, for an example and a terror
- to others, lest any should speak in their behalf, or join themselves
- unto them. <Some of the men of the fair won to them>
- But Christian and Faithful behaved themselves yet more wisely,
- and received the ignominy and shame that was cast upon them,
- with so much meekness and patience, that it won to their side,
- though but few in comparison of the rest, several of the men
- in the fair. This put the other party yet into greater rage,
- insomuch that they concluded the death of these two men.
- <Their adversaries resolve to kill them> Wherefore they threatened,
- that the cage nor irons should serve their turn, but that they
- should die, for the abuse they had done, and for deluding the men
- of the fair.
-
- Then were they remanded to the cage again, until further order should
- be taken with them. So they put them in, and made their feet fast
- in the stocks.
-
- {225}
- Here, therefore, they called again to mind what they had heard
- from their faithful friend Evangelist, and were the more confirmed
- in their way and sufferings by what he told them would happen to them.
- They also now comforted each other, that whose lot it was to suffer,
- even he should have the best of it; therefore each man secretly wished
- that he might have that preferment: but committing themselves to
- the all-wise disposal of Him that ruleth all things, with much content,
- they abode in the condition in which they were, until they should be
- otherwise disposed of.
-
- {226}
- <They are again put into the cage, and after brought to trial>
- Then a convenient time being appointed, they brought them forth
- to their trial, in order to their condemnation. When the time was come,
- they were brought before their enemies and arraigned. The judge's name
- was Lord Hate-good. Their indictment was one and the same in substance,
- though somewhat varying in form, the contents whereof were this:--
-
- {227}
- <Their indictment>
- "That they were enemies to and disturbers of their trade;
- that they had made commotions and divisions in the town,
- and had won a party to their own most dangerous opinions,
- in contempt of the law of their prince."
-
- Now, FAITHFUL, play the man, speak for thy God:
- Fear not the wicked's malice; nor their rod:
- Speak boldly, man, the truth is on thy side:
- Die for it, and to life in triumph ride.
-
- {228}
- <Faithful's answer for himself>
- Then Faithful began to answer, that he had only set himself against
- that which hath set itself against Him that is higher than the highest.
- And, said he, as for disturbance, I make none, being myself
- a man of peace; the parties that were won to us, were won by beholding
- our truth and innocence, and they are only turned from the worse
- to the better. And as to the king you talk of, since he is Beelzebub,
- the enemy of our Lord, I defy him and all his angels.
-
- {229}
- Then proclamation was made, that they that had aught to say
- for their lord the king against the prisoner at the bar,
- should forthwith appear and give in their evidence. So there came in
- three witnesses, to wit, Envy, Superstition, and Pickthank.
- They were then asked if they knew the prisoner at the bar;
- and what they had to say for their lord the king against him.
-
- {230}
- <Envy begins>
- Then stood forth Envy, and said to this effect: My Lord,
- I have known this man a long time, and will attest upon my oath
- before this honourable bench, that he is--
-
- JUDGE. Hold! Give him his oath. (So they sware him.) Then he said--
-
- ENVY. My Lord, this man, notwithstanding his plausible name,
- is one of the vilest men in our country. He neither regardeth
- prince nor people, law nor custom; but doth all that he can
- to possess all men with certain of his disloyal notions,
- which he in the general calls principles of faith and holiness.
- And, in particular, I heard him once myself affirm that Christianity
- and the customs of our town of Vanity were diametrically opposite,
- and could not be reconciled. By which saying, my Lord,
- he doth at once not only condemn all our laudable doings,
- but us in the doing of them.
-
- JUDGE. Then did the Judge say to him, Hast thou any more to say?
-
- ENVY. My Lord, I could say much more, only I would not be tedious
- to the court. Yet, if need be, when the other gentlemen have given in
- their evidence, rather than anything shall be wanting
- that will despatch him, I will enlarge my testimony against him.
- So he was bid to stand by. Then they called Superstition,
- and bid him look upon the prisoner. They also asked, what he could say
- for their lord the king against him. Then they sware him; so he began.
-
- {231}
- <Superstition follows>
- SUPER. My Lord, I have no great acquaintance with this man,
- nor do I desire to have further knowledge of him; however, this I know,
- that he is a very pestilent fellow, from some discourse that,
- the other day, I had with him in this town; for then, talking with him,
- I heard him say, that our religion was naught, and such by which
- a man could by no means please God. Which sayings of his, my Lord,
- your Lordship very well knows, what necessarily thence will follow,
- to wit, that we do still worship in vain, are yet in our sins,
- and finally shall be damned; and this is that which I have to say.
-
- {232}
- Then was Pickthank sworn, and bid say what he knew,
- in behalf of their lord the king, against the prisoner at the bar.
-
- <Pickthank's testimony>
- Pick. My Lord, and you gentlemen all, This fellow I have known
- of a long time, and have heard him speak things that ought not
- to be spoke; for he hath railed on our noble prince Beelzebub,
- and hath spoken contemptibly of his honourable friends,
- <Sins are all lords and great ones> whose names are
- the Lord Old Man, the Lord Carnal Delight, the Lord Luxurious,
- the Lord Desire of Vain Glory, my old Lord Lechery, Sir Having Greedy,
- with all the rest of our nobility; and he hath said, moreover,
- That if all men were of his mind, if possible, there is not
- one of these noblemen should have any longer a being in this town.
- Besides, he hath not been afraid to rail on you, my Lord,
- who are now appointed to be his judge, calling you an ungodly villain,
- with many other such like vilifying terms, with which
- he hath bespattered most of the gentry of our town.
-
- {233}
- When this Pickthank had told his tale, the Judge directed his speech
- to the prisoner at the bar, saying, Thou runagate, heretic, and traitor,
- hast thou heard what these honest gentlemen have witnessed against thee?
-
- FAITH. May I speak a few words in my own defence?
-
- JUDGE. Sirrah! sirrah! thou deservest to live no longer,
- but to be slain immediately upon the place; yet, that all men may see
- our gentleness towards thee, let us hear what thou, vile runagate,
- hast to say.
-
- {234}
- <Faithful's defence of himself>
- FAITH. 1. I say, then, in answer to what Mr. Envy hath spoken,
- I never said aught but this, That what rule, or laws, or customs,
- or people, were flat against the Word of God, are diametrically opposite
- to Christianity. If I have said amiss in this, convince me of my error,
- and I am ready here before you to make my recantation.
-
- {235}
- 2. As to the second, to wit, Mr. Superstition, and his charge
- against me, I said only this, That in the worship of God
- there is required a Divine faith; but there can be no Divine faith
- without a Divine revelation of the will of God. Therefore,
- whatever is thrust into the worship of God that is not agreeable
- to Divine revelation, cannot be done but by a human faith,
- which faith will not be profitable to eternal life.
-
- {236}
- 3. As to what Mr. Pickthank hath said, I say (avoiding terms,
- as that I am said to rail, and the like) that the prince of this town,
- with all the rabblement, his attendants, by this gentleman named,
- are more fit for a being in hell, than in this town and country:
- and so, the Lord have mercy upon me!
-
- {237}
- <The Judge's speech to the jury>
- Then the Judge called to the jury (who all this while stood by,
- to hear and observe): Gentlemen of the jury, you see this man
- about whom so great an uproar hath been made in this town.
- You have also heard what these worthy gentlemen have witnessed
- against him. Also you have heard his reply and confession.
- It lieth now in your breasts to hang him or save his life;
- but yet I think meet to instruct you into our law.
-
- {238}
- There was an Act made in the days of Pharaoh the Great,
- servant to our prince, that lest those of a contrary religion
- should multiply and grow too strong for him, their males should be
- thrown into the river. [Exo. 1:22] There was also an Act made
- in the days of Nebuchadnezzar the Great, another of his servants,
- that whosoever would not fall down and worship his golden image,
- should be thrown into a fiery furnace. [Dan. 3:6] There was also
- an Act made in the days of Darius, that whoso, for some time,
- called upon any god but him, should be cast into the lions' den.
- [Dan. 6] Now the substance of these laws this rebel has broken,
- not only in thought, (which is not to be borne), but also
- in word and deed; which must therefore needs be intolerable.
-
- {239}
- For that of Pharaoh, his law was made upon a supposition,
- to prevent mischief, no crime being yet apparent;
- but here is a crime apparent. For the second and third,
- you see he disputeth against our religion; and for the treason
- he hath confessed, he deserveth to die the death.
-
- {240}
- <The jury and their names>
- Then went the jury out, whose names were, Mr. Blind-man, Mr. No-good,
- Mr. Malice, Mr. Love-lust, Mr. Live-loose, Mr. Heady, Mr. High-mind,
- Mr. Enmity, Mr. Liar, Mr. Cruelty, Mr. Hate-light, and Mr. Implacable;
- who every one gave in his private verdict against him among themselves,
- and afterwards unanimously concluded to bring him in guilty
- before the Judge. <Everyones private verdict> And first,
- among themselves, Mr. Blind-man, the foreman, said,
- I see clearly that this man is a heretic. Then said Mr. No-good,
- Away with such a fellow from the earth. Ay, said Mr. Malice,
- for I hate the very looks of him. Then said Mr. Love-lust,
- I could never endure him. Nor I, said Mr. Live-loose,
- for he would always be condemning my way. Hang him, hang him,
- said Mr. Heady. A sorry scrub, said Mr. High-mind.
- My heart riseth against him, said Mr. Enmity. He is a rogue,
- said Mr. Liar. Hanging is too good for him, said Mr. Cruelty.
- Let us despatch him out of the way, said Mr. Hate-light.
- Then said Mr. Implacable, Might I have all the world given me,
- I could not be reconciled to him; <They conclude to bring him in guilty
- of death> therefore, let us forthwith bring him in guilty of death.
- And so they did; therefore he was presently condemned to be had
- from the place where he was, to the place from whence he came,
- and there to be put to the most cruel death that could be invented.
-
- {241}
- <The cruel death of Faithful>
- They therefore brought him out, to do with him according to their law;
- and, first, they scourged him, then they buffeted him,
- then they lanced his flesh with knives; after that, they stoned him
- with stones, then pricked him with their swords; and, last of all,
- they burned him to ashes at the stake. Thus came Faithful to his end.
-
- {242}
- <A chariot and horses wait to take away Faithful>
- Now I saw that there stood behind the multitude a chariot
- and a couple of horses, waiting for Faithful, who (so soon as
- his adversaries had despatched him) was taken up into it,
- and straightway was carried up through the clouds,
- with sound of trumpet, the nearest way to the Celestial Gate.
-
- Brave FAITHFUL, bravely done in word and deed;
- Judge, witnesses, and jury have, instead
- Of overcoming thee, but shown their rage:
- When they are dead, thou'lt live from age to age*.
-
- *In the New Heaven and New Earth. {footnote from one edition}
-
- {243}
- <Christian is still alive>
- But as for Christian, he had some respite, and was remanded
- back to prison. So he there remained for a space;
- but He that overrules all things, having the power of their rage
- in his own hand, so wrought it about, that Christian for that time
- escaped them, and went his way. And as he went, he sang, saying--
-
- <The song that Christian made of Faithful after his death>
- Well, Faithful, thou hast faithfully profest
- Unto thy Lord; with whom thou shalt be blest,
- When faithless ones, with all their vain delights,
- Are crying out under their hellish plights:
- Sing, Faithful, sing, and let thy name survive;
- For though they kill'd thee, thou art yet alive!
-
- {244}
- <Christian has another companion>
- Now I saw in my dream, that Christian went not forth alone,
- for there was one whose name was Hopeful (being made so
- by the beholding of Christian and Faithful in their words and behaviour,
- in their sufferings at the fair), who joined himself unto him, and,
- entering into a brotherly covenant, told him that he would be
- his companion. Thus, one died to bear testimony to the truth,
- and another rises out of his ashes, to be a companion with Christian
- in his pilgrimage. <There are more of the men of the fair will follow>
- This Hopeful also told Christian, that there were many more
- of the men in the fair, that would take their time and follow after.
-
- {245}
- <They overtake By-ends>
- So I saw that quickly after they were got out of the fair,
- they overtook one that was going before them, whose name was By-ends:
- so they said to him, What countryman, Sir? and how far go you this way?
- He told them that he came from the town of Fair-speech,
- and he was going to the Celestial City (but told them not his name).
-
- From Fair-speech! said Christian. Is there any good that lives there?
- [Prov. 26:25]
-
- BY-ENDS. Yes, said By-ends, I hope.
-
- CHR. Pray, Sir, what may I call you? said Christian.
-
- <By-ends loath to tell his name>
- BY-ENDS. I am a stranger to you, and you to me: if you be going
- this way, I shall be glad of your company; if not, I must be content.
-
- CHR. This town of Fair-speech, said Christian, I have heard of;
- and, as I remember, they say it is a wealthy place.
-
- BY-ENDS. Yes, I will assure you that it is; and I have very many
- rich kindred there.
-
- {246}
- CHR. Pray, who are your kindred there? if a man may be so bold.
-
- BY-ENDS. Almost the whole town; and in particular, my Lord Turn-about,
- my Lord Time-server, my Lord Fair-speech, (from whose ancestors
- that town first took its name), also Mr. Smooth-man,
- Mr. Facing-both-ways, Mr. Any-thing; and the parson of our parish,
- Mr. Two-tongues, was my mother's own brother by father's side;
- and to tell you the truth, I am become a gentleman of good quality,
- yet my great-grandfather was but a waterman, looking one way
- and rowing another, and I got most of my estate by the same occupation.
-
- CHR. Are you a married man?
-
- <The wife and kindred of By-ends>
- BY-ENDS. Yes, and my wife is a very virtuous woman,
- the daughter of a virtuous woman; she was my Lady Feigning's daughter,
- therefore she came of a very honourable family, and is arrived
- to such a pitch of breeding, that she knows how to carry it to all,
- even to prince and peasant. <Where By-ends differs from others
- in religion> It is true we somewhat differ in religion
- from those of the stricter sort, yet but in two small points:
- first, we never strive against wind and tide; secondly,
- we are always most zealous when religion goes in his silver slippers;
- we love much to walk with him in the street, if the sun shines,
- and the people applaud him.
-
- {247}
- Then Christian stepped a little aside to his fellow, Hopeful,
- saying, It runs in my mind that this is one By-ends of Fair-speech;
- and if it be he, we have as very a knave in our company as dwelleth
- in all these parts. Then said Hopeful, Ask him; methinks he should not
- be ashamed of his name. So Christian came up with him again, and said,
- Sir, you talk as if you knew something more than all the world doth;
- and if I take not my mark amiss, I deem I have half a guess of you:
- Is not your name Mr. By-ends, of Fair-speech?
-
- BY-ENDS. This is not my name, but indeed it is a nick-name
- that is given me by some that cannot abide me: and I must be content
- to bear it as a reproach, as other good men have borne theirs before me.
-
- {247}
- CHR. But did you never give an occasion to men to call you
- by this name?
-
- <How By-ends got his name>
- BY-ENDS. Never, never! The worst that ever I did to give them
- an occasion to give me this name was, that I had always the luck
- to jump in my judgment with the present way of the times,
- whatever it was, and my chance was to get thereby; but if things
- are thus cast upon me, let me count them, a blessing;
- but let not the malicious load me therefore with reproach.
-
- {248}
- CHR. I thought, indeed, that you were the man that I heard of;
- and to tell you what I think, I fear this name belongs to you
- more properly than you are willing we should think it doth.
-
- <He desires to keep company with Christian>
- BY-ENDS. Well, if you will thus imagine, I cannot help it;
- you shall find me a fair company-keeper, if you will still admit me
- your associate.
-
- CHR. If you will go with us, you must go against wind and tide;
- the which, I perceive, is against your opinion; you must also own
- religion in his rags, as well as when in his silver slippers;
- and stand by him, too, when bound in irons, as well as when
- he walketh the streets with applause.
-
- BY-ENDS. You must not impose, nor lord it over my faith;
- leave me to my liberty, and let me go with you.
-
- CHR. Not a step further, unless you will do in what I propound as we.
-
- Then said By-ends, I shall never desert my old principles,
- since they are harmless and profitable. If I may not go with you,
- I must do as I did before you overtook me, even go by myself,
- until some overtake me that will be glad of my company.
-
- {249}
- <By-ends and Christian part>
- Now I saw in my dream that Christian and Hopeful forsook him,
- and kept their distance before him; but one of them looking back,
- saw three men following Mr. By-ends, and behold, as they
- came up with him, he made them a very low conge {conge'};
- and they also gave him a compliment. <He has new companions>
- The men's names were Mr. Hold-the-world, Mr. Money-love,
- and Mr. Save-all; men that Mr. By-ends had formerly been
- acquainted with; for in their minority they were schoolfellows,
- and were taught by one Mr. Gripe-man, a schoolmaster in Love-gain,
- which is a market town in the county of Coveting, in the north.
- This schoolmaster taught them the art of getting, either by violence,
- cozenage, flattery, lying, or by putting on the guise of religion;
- and these four gentlemen had attained much of the art of their master,
- so that they could each of them have kept such a school themselves.
-
- {250}
- Well, when they had, as I said, thus saluted each other,
- Mr. Money-love said to Mr. By-ends, Who are they upon the road
- before us? (for Christian and Hopeful were yet within view).
-
- <By-ends' character of the pilgrims>
- BY-ENDS. They are a couple of far countrymen, that, after their mode,
- are going on pilgrimage.
-
- MONEY-LOVE. Alas! Why did they not stay, that we might have had
- their good company? for they, and we, and you, Sir, I hope,
- are all going on pilgrimage.
-
- BY-ENDS. We are so, indeed; but the men before us are so rigid,
- and love so much their own notions, and do also so lightly esteem
- the opinions of others, that let a man be never so godly,
- yet if he jumps not with them in all things, they thrust him
- quite out of their company.
-
- {251}
- SAVE-ALL. That is bad, but we read of some that are righteous overmuch;
- and such men's rigidness prevails with them to judge and condemn
- all but themselves. But, I pray, what, and how many,
- were the things wherein you differed?
-
- BY-ENDS. Why, they, after their headstrong manner,
- conclude that it is duty to rush on their journey all weathers;
- and I am for waiting for wind and tide. They are for hazarding all
- for God at a clap; and I am for taking all advantages to secure
- my life and estate. They are for holding their notions,
- though all other men are against them; but I am for religion in what,
- and so far as the times, and my safety, will bear it. They are for
- religion when in rags and contempt; but I am for him when he walks
- in his golden slippers, in the sunshine, and with applause.
-
- {252}
- HOLD-THE-WORLD. Ay, and hold you there still, good Mr. By-ends;
- for, for my part, I can count him but a fool, that, having the liberty
- to keep what he has, shall be so unwise as to lose it.
- Let us be wise as serpents; it is best to make hay when the sun shines;
- you see how the bee lieth still all winter, and bestirs her only
- when she can have profit with pleasure. God sends sometimes rain,
- and sometimes sunshine; if they be such fools to go through the first,
- yet let us be content to take fair weather along with us. For my part,
- I like that religion best that will stand with the security
- of God's good blessings unto us; for who can imagine,
- that is ruled by his reason, since God has bestowed upon us
- the good things of this life, but that he would have us keep them
- for his sake? Abraham and Solomon grew rich in religion.
- And Job says, that a good man shall lay up gold as dust.
- But he must not be such as the men before us, if they be
- as you have described them.
-
- SAVE-ALL. I think that we are all agreed in this matter,
- and therefore there needs no more words about it.
-
- MONEY-LOVE. No, there needs no more words about this matter,
- indeed; for he that believes neither Scripture nor reason
- (and you see we have both on our side) neither knows his own liberty,
- nor seeks his own safety.
-
- {253}
- BY-ENDS. My brethren, we are, as you see, going all on pilgrimage;
- and, for our better diversion from things that are bad,
- give me leave to propound unto you this question:--
-
- Suppose a man, a minister, or a tradesman, &c., should have
- an advantage lie before him, to get the good blessings of this life,
- yet so as that he can by no means come by them except,
- in appearance at least, he becomes extraordinarily zealous
- in some points of religion that he meddled not with before,
- may he not use these means to attain his end, and yet be
- a right honest man?
-
- {254}
- MONEY-LOVE. I see the bottom of your question; and,
- with these gentlemen's good leave, I will endeavour to shape you
- an answer. And first, to speak to your question as it concerns
- a minister himself: Suppose a minister, a worthy man,
- possessed but of a very small benefice, and has in his eye a greater,
- more fat, and plump by far; he has also now an opportunity
- of getting of it, yet so as by being more studious, by preaching
- more frequently and zealously, and, because the temper of the people
- requires it, by altering of some of his principles; for my part,
- I see no reason but a man may do this, (provided he has a call), ay,
- and more a great deal besides, and yet be an honest man. For why--
-
- {255}
- 1. His desire of a greater benefice is lawful, (this cannot
- be contradicted), since it is set before him by Providence; so then,
- he may get it, if he can, making no question for conscience' sake.
-
- {256}
- 2. Besides, his desire after that benefice makes him more studious,
- a more zealous preacher, &c., and so makes him a better man;
- yea, makes him better improve his parts, which is according to
- the mind of God.
-
- {257}
- 3. Now, as for his complying with the temper of his people,
- by dissenting, to serve them, some of his principles,
- this argueth, (1) That he is of a self-denying, temper;
- (2) Of a sweet and winning deportment; and so (3) more fit
- for the ministerial function.
-
- {258}
- 4. I conclude, then, that a minister that changes a small for a great,
- should not, for so doing, be judged as covetous; but rather,
- since he has improved in his parts and industry thereby,
- be counted as one that pursues his call, and the opportunity
- put into his hands to do good.
-
- {259}
- And now to the second part of the question, which concerns
- the tradesman you mentioned. Suppose such a one to have
- but a poor employ in the world, but by becoming religious,
- he may mend his market, perhaps get a rich wife, or more and far better
- customers to his shop; for my part, I see no reason but that this
- may be lawfully done. For why--
-
- 1. To become religious is a virtue, by what means soever
- a man becomes so.
-
- 2. Nor is it unlawful to get a rich wife, or more custom to my shop.
-
- 3. Besides, the man that gets these by becoming religious, gets that
- which is good, of them that are good, by becoming good himself;
- so then here is a good wife, and good customers, and good gain,
- and all these by becoming religious, which is good; therefore,
- to become religious, to get all these, is a good and profitable design.
-
- {260}
- This answer, thus made by this Mr. Money-love to Mr. By-ends's question,
- was highly applauded by them all; wherefore they concluded
- upon the whole, that it was most wholesome and advantageous.
- And because, as they thought, no man was able to contradict it,
- and because Christian and Hopeful were yet within call,
- they jointly agreed to assault them with the question as soon
- as they overtook them; and the rather because they had opposed
- Mr. By-ends before. So they called after them, and they stopped,
- and stood still till they came up to them; but they concluded,
- as they went, that not Mr. By-ends, but old Mr. Hold-the-world,
- should propound the question to them, because, as they supposed,
- their answer to him would be without the remainder of that heat
- that was kindled betwixt Mr. By-ends and them, at their parting
- a little before.
-
- {260}
- So they came up to each other, and after a short salutation,
- Mr. Hold-the-world propounded the question to Christian and his fellow,
- and bid them to answer it if they could.
-
- CHR. Then said Christian, Even a babe in religion may answer
- ten thousand such questions. For if it be unlawful to follow Christ
- for loaves, (as it is in the sixth of John), how much more
- abominable is it to make of him and religion a stalking-horse
- to get and enjoy the world! Nor do we find any other than heathens,
- hypocrites, devils, and witches, that are of this opinion.
-
- {261}
- 1. Heathens; for when Hamor and Shechem had a mind to the daughter
- and cattle of Jacob, and saw that there was no way for them
- to come at them, but by becoming circumcised, they say
- to their companions, If every male of us be circumcised,
- as they are circumcised, shall not their cattle, and their substance,
- and every beast of theirs, be ours? Their daughter and their cattle
- were that which they sought to obtain, and their religion
- the stalking-horse they made use of to come at them.
- Read the whole story. [Gen. 34:20-23]
-
- {262}
- 2. The hypocritical Pharisees were also of this religion;
- long prayers were their pretence, but to get widows' houses
- was their intent; and greater damnation was from God their judgment.
- [Luke 20:46-47]
-
- {263}
- 3. Judas the devil was also of this religion; he was religious
- for the bag, that he might be possessed of what was therein;
- but he was lost, cast away, and the very son of perdition.
-
- {264}
- 4. Simon the witch was of this religion too; for he would have had
- the Holy Ghost, that he might have got money therewith;
- and his sentence from Peter's mouth was according. [Acts 8:19-22]
-
- {265}
- 5. Neither will it out of my mind, but that that man that
- takes up religion for the world, will throw away religion for the world;
- for so surely as Judas resigned the world in becoming religious,
- so surely did he also sell religion and his Master for the same.
- To answer the question, therefore, affirmatively, as I perceive
- you have done, and to accept of, as authentic, such answer,
- is both heathenish, hypocritical, and devilish; and your reward will be
- according to your works. Then they stood staring one upon another,
- but had not wherewith to answer Christian. Hopeful also approved of
- the soundness of Christian's answer; so there was a great silence
- among them. Mr. By-ends and his company also staggered and kept behind,
- that Christian and Hopeful might outgo them. Then said Christian
- to his fellow, If these men cannot stand before the sentence of men,
- what will they do with the sentence of God? And if they are mute
- when dealt with by vessels of clay, what will they do when they shall be
- rebuked by the flames of a devouring fire?
-
- {266}
- <The ease that pilgrims have is but little in this life>
- Then Christian and Hopeful outwent them again, and went till they came
- to a delicate plain called Ease, where they went with much content;
- but that plain was but narrow, so they were quickly got over it.
- <Lucre Hill a dangerous hill> Now at the further side of that plain
- was a little hill called Lucre, and in that hill a silver mine,
- which some of them that had formerly gone that way,
- because of the rarity of it, had turned aside to see; but going too near
- the brink of the pit, the ground being deceitful under them, broke,
- and they were slain; some also had been maimed there, and could not,
- to their dying day, be their own men again.
-
- {267}
- <Demas at the Hill Lucre. He calls to Christian and Hopeful
- to come to him>
- Then I saw in my dream, that a little off the road,
- over against the silver mine, stood Demas (gentlemanlike)
- to call to passengers to come and see; who said to Christian
- and his fellow, Ho! turn aside hither, and I will show you a thing.
-
- CHR. What thing so deserving as to turn us out of the way to see it?
-
- DEMAS. Here is a silver mine, and some digging in it for treasure.
- If you will come, with a little pains you may richly provide
- for yourselves.
-
- {268}
- <Hopeful tempted to go, but Christian holds him back>
- Hope. Then said Hopeful, Let us go see.
-
- CHR. Not I, said Christian, I have heard of this place before now;
- and how many have there been slain; and besides that,
- treasure is a snare to those that seek it; for it hindereth them
- in their pilgrimage. Then Christian called to Demas, saying,
- Is not the place dangerous? Hath it not hindered many
- in their pilgrimage? [Hos. 14:8]
-
- DEMAS. Not very dangerous, except to those that are careless,
- (but withal, he blushed as he spake).
-
- CHR. Then said Christian to Hopeful, Let us not stir a step,
- but still keep on our way.
-
- HOPE. I will warrant you, when By-ends comes up, if he hath
- the same invitation as we, he will turn in thither to see.
-
- CHR. No doubt thereof, for his principles lead him that way,
- and a hundred to one but he dies there.
-
- DEMAS. Then Demas called again, saying, But will you not
- come over and see?
-
- {269}
- <Christian roundeth up Demas>
- CHR. Then Christian roundly answered, saying, Demas,
- thou art an enemy to the right ways of the Lord of this way,
- and hast been already condemned for thine own turning aside,
- by one of His Majesty's judges [2 Tim. 4:10]; and why seekest thou
- to bring us into the like condemnation? Besides, if we at all
- turn aside, our Lord and King will certainly hear thereof,
- and will there put us to shame, where we would stand with boldness
- before him.
-
- Demas cried again, that he also was one of their fraternity;
- and that if they would tarry a little, he also himself
- would walk with them.
-
- {270}
- CHR. Then said Christian, What is thy name? Is it not the same
- by the which I have called thee?
-
- DEMAS. Yes, my name is Demas; I am the son of Abraham.
-
- CHR. I know you; Gehazi was your great-grandfather,
- and Judas your father; and you have trod in their steps.
- [2 Kings 5:20, Matt. 26:14,15, 27:1-5] It is but a devilish prank
- that thou usest; thy father was hanged for a traitor,
- and thou deservest no better reward. Assure thyself,
- that when we come to the King, we will do him word of this
- thy behaviour. Thus they went their way.
-
- {271}
- <By-ends goes over to Demas>
- By this time By-ends and his companions were come again within sight,
- and they, at the first beck, went over to Demas. Now,
- whether they fell into the pit by looking over the brink thereof,
- or whether they went down to dig, or whether they were smothered
- in the bottom by the damps that commonly arise, of these things
- I am not certain; but this I observed, that they never were seen again
- in the way. Then sang Christian--
-
- By-ends and silver Demas both agree;
- One calls, the other runs, that he may be
- A sharer in his lucre; so these do
- Take up in this world, and no further go.
-
- {272}
- <They see a strange monument>
- Now I saw that, just on the other side of this plain,
- the pilgrims came to a place where stood an old monument,
- hard by the highway side, at the sight of which they were
- both concerned, because of the strangeness of the form thereof;
- for it seemed to them as if it had been a woman transformed
- into the shape of a pillar; here, therefore they stood looking,
- and looking upon it, but could not for a time tell what
- they should make thereof. At last Hopeful espied written above
- the head thereof, a writing in an unusual hand; but he being no scholar,
- called to Christian (for he was learned) to see if he could pick out
- the meaning; so he came, and after a little laying of letters together,
- he found the same to be this, "Remember Lot's Wife". So he read it
- to his fellow; after which they both concluded that that was
- the pillar of salt into which Lot's wife was turned,
- for her looking back with a covetous heart, when she was going
- from Sodom for safety. [Gen. 19:26] Which sudden and amazing sight
- gave them occasion of this discourse.
-
- {273}
- CHR. Ah, my brother! this is a seasonable sight;
- it came opportunely to us after the invitation which Demas gave us
- to come over to view the Hill Lucre; and had we gone over,
- as he desired us, and as thou wast inclining to do, my brother,
- we had, for aught I know, been made ourselves like this woman,
- a spectacle for those that shall come after to behold.
-
- HOPE. I am sorry that I was so foolish, and am made to wonder
- that I am not now as Lot's wife; for wherein was the difference betwixt
- her sin and mine? She only looked back; and I had a desire to go see.
- Let grace be adored, and let me be ashamed that ever such a thing
- should be in mine heart.
-
- {274}
- CHR. Let us take notice of what we see here, for our help
- for time to come. This woman escaped one judgment,
- for she fell not by the destruction of Sodom; yet she was destroyed
- by another, as we see she is turned into a pillar of salt.
-
- HOPE. True; and she may be to us both caution and example;
- caution, that we should shun her sin; or a sign of what judgment
- will overtake such as shall not be prevented by this caution;
- so Korah, Dathan, and Abiram, with the two hundred and fifty men
- that perished in their sin, did also become a sign or example to others
- to beware. [Num. 26:9,10] But above all, I muse at one thing, to wit,
- how Demas and his fellows can stand so confidently yonder to look for
- that treasure, which this woman, but for looking behind her after,
- (for we read not that she stepped one foot out of the way) was turned
- into a pillar of salt; especially since the judgment which overtook her
- did make her an example, within sight of where they are;
- for they cannot choose but see her, did they but lift up their eyes.
-
- {275}
- CHR. It is a thing to be wondered at, and it argueth that
- their hearts are grown desperate in the case; and I cannot tell who
- to compare them to so fitly, as to them that pick pockets
- in the presence of the judge, or that will cut purses under the gallows.
- It is said of the men of Sodom, that they were sinners exceedingly,
- because they were sinners before the Lord, that is, in his eyesight,
- and notwithstanding the kindnesses that he had showed them [Gen. 13:13];
- for the land of Sodom was now like the garden of Eden heretofore.
- [Gen. 13:10] This, therefore, provoked him the more to jealousy,
- and made their plague as hot as the fire of the Lord out of heaven
- could make it. And it is most rationally to be concluded, that such,
- even such as these are, that shall sin in the sight, yea,
- and that too in despite of such examples that are set continually
- before them, to caution them to the contrary, must be partakers
- of severest judgments.
-
- HOPE. Doubtless thou hast said the truth; but what a mercy is it,
- that neither thou, but especially I, am not made myself this example!
- This ministereth occasion to us to thank God, to fear before him,
- and always to remember Lot's wife.
-
- {276}
- <A river>
- I saw, then, that they went on their way to a pleasant river;
- which David the king called "the river of God", but John,
- "the river of the water of life". [Ps. 65:9, Rev. 22, Ezek. 47]
- Now their way lay just upon the bank of the river; here, therefore,
- Christian and his companion walked with great delight;
- they drank also of the water of the river, which was pleasant,
- and enlivening to their weary spirits: <Trees by the river.
- The fruit and leaves of the tree> besides, on the banks of this river,
- on either side, were green trees, that bore all manner of fruit;
- and the leaves of the trees were good for medicine;
- with the fruit of these trees they were also much delighted;
- and the leaves they eat to prevent surfeits, and other diseases
- that are incident to those that heat their blood by travels.
- <A meadow in which they lie down to sleep> On either side of the river
- was also a meadow, curiously beautified with lilies, and it was green
- all the year long. In this meadow they lay down, and slept;
- for here they might lie down safely. When they awoke,
- they gathered again of the fruit of the trees, and drank again
- of the water of the river, and then lay down again to sleep.
- [Ps. 23:2, Isa. 14:30] Thus they did several days and nights.
- Then they sang--
-
- Behold ye how these crystal streams do glide,
- To comfort pilgrims by the highway side;
- The meadows green, beside their fragrant smell,
- Yield dainties for them; and he that can tell
- What pleasant fruit, yea, leaves, these trees do yield,
- Will soon sell all, that he may buy this field.
-
- So when they were disposed to go on, (for they were not, as yet,
- at their journey's end,) they ate and drank, and departed.
-
- {277}
- <By-path Meadow>
- Now, I beheld in my dream, that they had not journeyed far,
- but the river and the way for a time parted; at which they were not
- a little sorry; yet they durst not go out of the way.
- Now the way from the river was rough, and their feet tender,
- by reason of their travels; so the souls of the pilgrims
- were much discouraged because of the way. [Num. 21:4] Wherefore,
- still as they went on, they wished for better way. Now,
- a little before them, there was on the left hand of the road a meadow,
- and a stile to go over into it; and that meadow is called
- By-path Meadow. <One temptation does make way for another> Then said
- Christian to his fellow, If this meadow lieth along by our wayside,
- let us go over into it. Then he went to the stile to see, and behold,
- a path lay along by the way, on the other side of the fence.
- It is according to my wish, said Christian. Here is the easiest going;
- come, good Hopeful, and let us go over.
-
- {278}
- HOPE. But how if this path should lead us out of the way?
-
- <Strong Christians may lead weak ones out of the way>
- CHR. That is not like, said the other. Look, doth it not go along
- by the wayside? So Hopeful, being persuaded by his fellow,
- went after him over the stile. <See what it is too suddenly
- to fall in with strangers> When they were gone over,
- and were got into the path, they found it very easy for their feet;
- and withal, they, looking before them, espied a man walking as they did,
- (and his name was Vain-confidence); so they called after him,
- and asked him whither that way led. He said, To the Celestial Gate.
- Look, said Christian, did not I tell you so? By this you may see
- we are right. So they followed, and he went before them.
- But, behold, the night came on, and it grew very dark;
- so that they that were behind lost the sight of him that went before.
-
- {279}
- <A pit to catch the vain-glorious in>
- He, therefore, that went before, (Vain-confidence by name),
- not seeing the way before him, fell into a deep pit [Isa. 9:16],
- which was on purpose there made, by the Prince of those grounds,
- to catch vain-glorious fools withal, and was dashed in pieces
- with his fall.
-
- {280}
- <Reasoning between Christian and Hopeful>
- Now Christian and his fellow heard him fall. So they called to know
- the matter, but there was none to answer, only they heard a groaning.
- Then said Hopeful, Where are we now? Then was his fellow silent,
- as mistrusting that he had led him out of the way; and now it began
- to rain, and thunder, and lighten in a very dreadful manner;
- and the water rose amain.
-
- Then Hopeful groaned in himself, saying, Oh, that I had kept on my way!
-
- {281}
- CHR. Who could have thought that this path should have led us
- out of the way?
-
- HOPE. I was afraid on it at the very first, and therefore gave you
- that gentle caution. I would have spoken plainer, but that you
- are older than I.
-
- <Christian's repentance for leading of his brother out of the way>
- CHR. Good brother, be not offended; I am sorry I have brought thee
- out of the way, and that I have put thee into such imminent danger;
- pray, my brother, forgive me; I did not do it of an evil intent.
-
- HOPE. Be comforted, my brother, for I forgive thee; and believe, too,
- that this shall be for our good.
-
- CHR. I am glad I have with me a merciful brother; but we must not
- stand thus: let us try to go back again.
-
- HOPE. But, good brother, let me go before.
-
- CHR. No, if you please, let me go first, that if there be any danger,
- I may be first therein, because by my means we are both gone out
- of the way.
-
- {282}
- <They are in danger of drowning as they go back>
- HOPE. No, said Hopeful, you shall not go first; for your mind
- being troubled may lead you out of the way again. Then,
- for their encouragement, they heard the voice of one saying,
- "Set thine heart toward the highway, even the way which thou wentest;
- turn again." [Jer. 31:21] But by this time the waters
- were greatly risen, by reason of which the way of going back
- was very dangerous. (Then I thought that it is easier going out
- of the way, when we are in, than going in when we are out.)
- Yet they adventured to go back, but it was so dark,
- and the flood was so high, that in their going back they had like
- to have been drowned nine or ten times.
-
- {283}
- <They sleep in the grounds of Giant Despair>
- Neither could they, with all the skill they had, get again to the stile
- that night. Wherefore, at last, lighting under a little shelter,
- they sat down there until the daybreak; but, being weary,
- they fell asleep. <He finds them in his grounds, and carries them
- to Doubting Castle> Now there was, not far from the place
- where they lay, a castle called Doubting Castle, the owner whereof
- was Giant Despair; and it was in his grounds they now were sleeping:
- wherefore he, getting up in the morning early, and walking up and down
- in his fields, caught Christian and Hopeful asleep in his grounds.
- Then, with a grim and surly voice, he bid them awake; and asked them
- whence they were, and what they did in his grounds. They told him
- they were pilgrims, and that they had lost their way.
- Then said the Giant, You have this night trespassed on me,
- by trampling in and lying on my grounds, and therefore you must go along
- with me. So they were forced to go, because he was stronger than they.
- They also had but little to say, for they knew themselves in a fault.
- <The grievousness of their imprisonment> The Giant, therefore,
- drove them before him, and put them into his castle,
- into a very dark dungeon, nasty and stinking to the spirits of these
- two men. [Ps. 88:18] Here, then, they lay from Wednesday morning
- till Saturday night, without one bit of bread, or drop of drink,
- or light, or any to ask how they did; they were, therefore,
- here in evil case, and were far from friends and acquaintance.
- Now in this place Christian had double sorrow, because it was through
- his unadvised counsel that they were brought into this distress.
-
- The pilgrims now, to gratify the flesh,
- Will seek its ease; but oh! how they afresh
- Do thereby plunge themselves new griefs into!
- Who seek to please the flesh, themselves undo.
-
- {284}
- <On Thursday, Giant Despair beats his prisoners>
- Now, Giant Despair had a wife, and her name was Diffidence.
- So when he was gone to bed, he told his wife what he had done; to wit,
- that he had taken a couple of prisoners and cast them into his dungeon,
- for trespassing on his grounds. Then he asked her also what he
- had best to do further to them. So she asked him what they were,
- whence they came, and whither they were bound; and he told her.
- Then she counselled him that when he arose in the morning
- he should beat them without any mercy. So, when he arose,
- he getteth him a grievous crab-tree cudgel, and goes down into
- the dungeon to them, and there first falls to rating of them
- as if they were dogs, although they never gave him a word of distaste.
- Then he falls upon them, and beats them fearfully, in such sort that
- they were not able to help themselves, or to turn them upon the floor.
- This done, he withdraws and leaves them there to condole their misery
- and to mourn under their distress. So all that day they spent the time
- in nothing but sighs and bitter lamentations. The next night, she,
- talking with her husband about them further, and understanding they were
- yet alive, did advise him to counsel them to make away themselves.
- <On Friday, Giant Despair counsels them to kill themselves>
- So when morning was come, he goes to them in a surly manner as before,
- and perceiving them to be very sore with the stripes that he had
- given them the day before, he told them, that since they were
- never like to come out of that place, their only way would be forthwith
- to make an end of themselves, either with knife, halter, or poison,
- for why, said he, should you choose life, seeing it is attended
- with so much bitterness? But they desired him to let them go.
- <The giant sometimes has fits> With that he looked ugly upon them,
- and, rushing to them, had doubtless made an end of them himself,
- but that he fell into one of his fits, (for he sometimes,
- in sunshiny weather, fell into fits), and lost for a time the use
- of his hand; wherefore he withdrew, and left them as before, to consider
- what to do. Then did the prisoners consult between themselves
- whether it was best to take his counsel or no; and thus they began
- to discourse:--
-
- {285}
- <Christian crushed>
- CHR. Brother, said Christian, what shall we do? The life that
- we now live is miserable. For my part I know not whether is best,
- to live thus, or to die out of hand. "My soul chooseth strangling
- rather than life", and the grave is more easy for me than this dungeon.
- [Job 7:15] Shall we be ruled by the Giant?
-
- {286}
- <Hopeful comforts him>
- HOPE. Indeed, our present condition is dreadful, and death would be
- far more welcome to me than thus for ever to abide; but yet,
- let us consider, the Lord of the country to which we are going
- hath said, Thou shalt do no murder: no, not to another man's person;
- much more, then, are we forbidden to take his counsel to kill ourselves.
- Besides, he that kills another, can but commit murder upon his body;
- but for one to kill himself is to kill body and soul at once.
- And, moreover, my brother, thou talkest of ease in the grave;
- but hast thou forgotten the hell, for certain the murderers go?
- "For no murderer hath eternal life," &c. And let us consider, again,
- that all the law is not in the hand of Giant Despair. Others,
- so far as I can understand, have been taken by him, as well as we;
- and yet have escaped out of his hand. Who knows, but the God
- that made the world may cause that Giant Despair may die? or that,
- at some time or other, he may forget to lock us in? or that he may,
- in a short time, have another of his fits before us, and may lose
- the use of his limbs? and if ever that should come to pass again,
- for my part, I am resolved to pluck up the heart of a man,
- and to try my utmost to get from under his hand. I was a fool
- that I did not try to do it before; but, however, my brother,
- let us be patient, and endure a while. The time may come
- that may give us a happy release; but let us not be our own murderers.
- With these words Hopeful at present did moderate the mind
- of his brother; so they continued together (in the dark) that day,
- in their sad and doleful condition.
-
- {287}
- Well, towards evening, the Giant goes down into the dungeon again,
- to see if his prisoners had taken his counsel; but when he came there
- he found them alive; and truly, alive was all; for now,
- what for want of bread and water, and by reason of the wounds
- they received when he beat them, they could do little but breathe.
- But, I say, he found them alive; at which he fell into a grievous rage,
- and told them that, seeing they had disobeyed his counsel,
- it should be worse with them than if they had never been born.
-
- {288}
- <Christian still dejected>
- At this they trembled greatly, and I think that Christian
- fell into a swoon; but, coming a little to himself again,
- they renewed their discourse about the Giant's counsel; and whether yet
- they had best to take it or no. Now Christian again seemed to be
- for doing it, but Hopeful made his second reply as followeth:--
-
- {289}
- <Hopeful comforts him again, by calling former things to remembrance>
- HOPE. My brother, said he, rememberest thou not how valiant
- thou hast been heretofore? Apollyon could not crush thee,
- nor could all that thou didst hear, or see, or feel,
- in the Valley of the Shadow of Death. What hardship, terror,
- and amazement hast thou already gone through! And art thou now
- nothing but fear! Thou seest that I am in the dungeon with thee,
- a far weaker man by nature than thou art; also, this Giant has wounded
- me as well as thee, and hath also cut off the bread and water
- from my mouth; and with thee I mourn without the light.
- But let us exercise a little more patience; remember how thou
- playedst the man at Vanity Fair, and wast neither afraid of the chain,
- nor cage, nor yet of bloody death. Wherefore let us (at least
- to avoid the shame, that becomes not a Christian to be found in)
- bear up with patience as well as we can.
-
- {290}
- Now, night being come again, and the Giant and his wife being in bed,
- she asked him concerning the prisoners, and if they had taken
- his counsel. To which he replied, They are sturdy rogues,
- they choose rather to bear all hardship, than to make away themselves.
- Then said she, Take them into the castle-yard to-morrow, and show them
- the bones and skulls of those that thou hast already despatched,
- and make them believe, ere a week comes to an end, thou also wilt
- tear them in pieces, as thou hast done their fellows before them.
-
- {291}
- <On Saturday, the Giant threatened that shortly he would
- pull them in pieces>
- So when the morning was come, the Giant goes to them again,
- and takes them into the castle-yard, and shows them, as his wife
- had bidden him. These, said he, were pilgrims as you are, once,
- and they trespassed in my grounds, as you have done;
- and when I thought fit, I tore them in pieces, and so, within ten days,
- I will do you. Go, get you down to your den again; and with that
- he beat them all the way thither. They lay, therefore,
- all day on Saturday in a lamentable case, as before. Now,
- when night was come, and when Mrs. Diffidence and her husband,
- the Giant, were got to bed, they began to renew their discourse
- of their prisoners; and withal the old Giant wondered,
- that he could neither by his blows nor his counsel bring them to an end.
- And with that his wife replied, I fear, said she, that they live in hope
- that some will come to relieve them, or that they have picklocks
- about them, by the means of which they hope to escape.
- And sayest thou so, my dear? said the Giant; I will, therefore,
- search them in the morning.
-
- {292}
- Well, on Saturday, about midnight, they began to pray,
- and continued in prayer till almost break of day.
-
- <A key in Christian's bosom, called Promise, opens any lock
- in Doubting Castle>
- Now, a little before it was day, good Christian, as one half amazed,
- brake out in this passionate speech:-- What a fool, quoth he, am I,
- thus to lie in a stinking dungeon, when I may as well walk at liberty!
- I have a key in my bosom, called Promise, that will, I am persuaded,
- open any lock in Doubting Castle. Then said Hopeful,
- That is good news, good brother; pluck it out of thy bosom, and try.
-
- {293}
- Then Christian pulled it out of his bosom, and began to try
- at the dungeon door, whose bolt (as he turned the key) gave back,
- and the door flew open with ease, and Christian and Hopeful
- both came out. Then he went to the outward door that leads into
- the castle-yard, and, with his key, opened that door also.
- After, he went to the iron gate, for that must be opened too;
- but that lock went damnable hard, yet the key did open it.
- Then they thrust open the gate to make their escape with speed,
- but that gate, as it opened, made such a creaking, that it waked
- Giant Despair, who, hastily rising to pursue his prisoners,
- felt his limbs to fail, for his fits took him again,
- so that he could by no means go after them. Then they went on,
- and came to the King's highway, and so were safe, because they were
- out of his jurisdiction.
-
- {294}
- <A pillar erected by Christian and his fellow>
- Now, when they were over the stile, they began to contrive
- with themselves what they should do at that stile to prevent those
- that should come after from falling into the hands of Giant Despair.
- So they consented to erect there a pillar, and to engrave upon
- the side thereof this sentence--"Over this stile is the way
- to Doubting Castle, which is kept by Giant Despair,
- who despiseth the King of the Celestial Country, and seeks to destroy
- his holy pilgrims." Many, therefore, that followed after
- read what was written, and escaped the danger. This done,
- they sang as follows:--
-
- Out of the way we went, and then we found
- What 'twas to tread upon forbidden ground;
- And let them that come after have a care,
- Lest heedlessness makes them, as we, to fare.
- Lest they for trespassing his prisoners are,
- Whose castle's Doubting, and whose name's Despair.
-
- {295}
- <The Delectable Mountains>
- They went then till they came to the Delectable Mountains,
- which mountains belong to the Lord of that hill of which
- we have spoken before; so they went up to the mountains,
- to behold the gardens and orchards, the vineyards and fountains
- of water; where also they drank and washed themselves,
- and did freely eat of the vineyards. <They are refreshed
- in the mountains> Now there were on the tops of these mountains
- Shepherds feeding their flocks, and they stood by the highway side.
- <Talk with the Shepherds> The Pilgrims therefore went to them,
- and leaning upon their staves, (as is common with weary pilgrims
- when they stand to talk with any by the way), they asked,
- Whose Delectable Mountains are these? And whose be the sheep
- that feed upon them?
-
- Mountains delectable they now ascend,
- Where Shepherds be, which to them do commend
- Alluring things, and things that cautious are,
- Pilgrims are steady kept by faith and fear.
-
- {296}
- SHEP. These mountains are Immanuel's Land, and they are within sight
- of his city; and the sheep also are his, and he laid down his life
- for them. [John 10:11]
-
- CHR. Is this the way to the Celestial City?
-
- SHEP. You are just in your way.
-
- CHR. How far is it thither?
-
- SHEP. Too far for any but those that shall get thither indeed.
-
- CHR. Is the way safe or dangerous?
-
- SHEP. Safe for those for whom it is to be safe; but the transgressors
- shall fall therein. [Hos. 14:9]
-
- CHR. Is there, in this place, any relief for pilgrims
- that are weary and faint in the way?
-
- SHEP. The Lord of these mountains hath given us a charge not to be
- forgetful to entertain strangers, therefore the good of the place
- is before you. [Heb. 13:1-2]
-
- {297}
- <The Shepherds welcome them>
- I saw also in my dream, that when the Shepherds perceived
- that they were wayfaring men, they also put questions to them,
- to which they made answer as in other places; as, Whence came you?
- and, How got you into the way? and, By what means have you
- so persevered therein? For but few of them that begin to come hither
- do show their face on these mountains. But when the Shepherds heard
- their answers, being pleased therewith, they looked very lovingly
- upon them, and said, Welcome to the Delectable Mountains.
-
- {298}
- <The names of the Shepherds>
- The Shepherds, I say, whose names were Knowledge, Experience, Watchful,
- and Sincere, took them by the hand, and had them to their tents,
- and made them partake of that which was ready at present.
- They said, moreover, We would that ye should stay here awhile,
- to be acquainted with us; and yet more to solace yourselves
- with the good of these Delectable Mountains. They then told them,
- that they were content to stay; so they went to their rest that night,
- because it was very late.
-
- {299}
- <They are shown wonders>
- Then I saw in my dream, that in the morning the Shepherds called up
- to Christian and Hopeful to walk with them upon the mountains;
- so they went forth with them, and walked a while,
- having a pleasant prospect on every side. Then said the Shepherds
- one to another, Shall we show these pilgrims some wonders?
- <The Mountain of Error> So when they had concluded to do it,
- they had them first to the top of a hill called Error,
- which was very steep on the furthest side, and bid them look down
- to the bottom. So Christian and Hopeful looked down,
- and saw at the bottom several men dashed all to pieces by a fall
- that they had from the top. Then said Christian, What meaneth this?
- The Shepherds answered, Have you not heard of them that were made to err
- by hearkening to Hymeneus and Philetus as concerning the faith
- of the resurrection of the body? [2 Tim. 2:17,18] They answered, Yes.
- Then said the Shepherds, Those that you see lie dashed in pieces
- at the bottom of this mountain are they; and they have continued
- to this day unburied, as you see, for an example to others
- to take heed how they clamber too high, or how they come too near
- the brink of this mountain.
-
- {300}
- <Mount Caution>
- Then I saw that they had them to the top of another mountain,
- and the name of that is Caution, and bid them look afar off;
- which, when they did, they perceived, as they thought,
- several men walking up and down among the tombs that were there;
- and they perceived that the men were blind, because they
- stumbled sometimes upon the tombs, and because they could not get out
- from among them. Then said Christian, What means this?
-
- {301}
- The Shepherds then answered, Did you not see a little below
- these mountains a stile, that led into a meadow, on the left hand
- of this way? They answered, Yes. Then said the Shepherds,
- From that stile there goes a path that leads directly
- to Doubting Castle, which is kept by Giant Despair, and these,
- pointing to them among the tombs, came once on pilgrimage,
- as you do now, even till they came to that same stile;
- and because the right way was rough in that place, they chose to go
- out of it into that meadow, and there were taken by Giant Despair,
- and cast into Doubting Castle; where, after they had been a while
- kept in the dungeon, he at last did put out their eyes,
- and led them among those tombs, where he has left them to wander
- to this very day, that the saying of the wise man might be fulfilled,
- "He that wandereth out of the way of understanding, shall remain in
- the congregation of the dead." [Pro. 21:16] Then Christian and Hopeful
- looked upon one another, with tears gushing out, but yet said nothing
- to the Shepherds.
-
- {302}
- <A by-way to hell>
- Then I saw in my dream, that the Shepherds had them to another place,
- in a bottom, where was a door in the side of a hill,
- and they opened the door, and bid them look in. They looked in,
- therefore, and saw that within it was very dark and smoky;
- they also thought that they heard there a rumbling noise as of fire,
- and a cry of some tormented, and that they smelt the scent of brimstone.
- Then said Christian, What means this? The Shepherds told them,
- This is a by-way to hell, a way that hypocrites go in at; namely,
- such as sell their birthright, with Esau; such as sell their master,
- with Judas; such as blaspheme the gospel, with Alexander;
- and that lie and dissemble, with Ananias and Sapphira his wife.
- Then said Hopeful to the Shepherds, I perceive that these had on them,
- even every one, a show of pilgrimage, as we have now; had they not?
-
- {303}
- SHEP. Yes, and held it a long time too.
-
- HOPE. How far might they go on in pilgrimage in their day,
- since they notwithstanding were thus miserably cast away?
-
- SHEP. Some further, and some not so far, as these mountains.
-
- Then said the Pilgrims one to another, We have need to cry to the Strong
- for strength.
-
- SHEP. Ay, and you will have need to use it, when you have it, too.
-
- {304}
- <The Shepherds' perspective glass>
- By this time the Pilgrims had a desire to go forward,
- and the Shepherds a desire they should; so they walked together
- towards the end of the mountains. Then said the Shepherds
- one to another, Let us here show to the Pilgrims the gates
- of the Celestial City, if they have skill to look through
- our perspective glass. <The Hill Clear> The Pilgrims then
- lovingly accepted the motion; so they had them to the top
- of a high hill, called Clear, and gave them their glass to look.
-
- {305}
- <The fruits of servile fear>
- Then they essayed to look, but the remembrance of that last thing
- that the Shepherds had shown them, made their hands shake;
- by means of which impediment, they could not look steadily
- through the glass; yet they thought they saw something like the gate,
- and also some of the glory of the place. Then they went away,
- and sang this song--
-
- Thus, by the Shepherds, secrets are reveal'd,
- Which from all other men are kept conceal'd.
- Come to the Shepherds, then, if you would see
- Things deep, things hid, and that mysterious be.
-
- {306}
- <A twofold caution>
- When they were about to depart, one of the Shepherds gave them a note
- of the way. Another of them bid them beware of the Flatterer.
- The third bid them take heed that they sleep not upon
- the Enchanted Ground. And the fourth bid them God-speed.
- So I awoke from my dream.
-
- {307}
- <The Country of Conceit, out of which came Ignorance>
- And I slept, and dreamed again, and saw the same two Pilgrims
- going down the mountains along the highway towards the city.
- Now, a little below these mountains, on the left hand,
- lieth the country of Conceit; from which country there comes
- into the way in which the Pilgrims walked, a little crooked lane.
- Here, therefore, they met with a very brisk lad, that came out
- of that country; and his name was Ignorance. So Christian asked him
- from what parts he came, and whither he was going.
-
- {308}
- <Christian and Ignorance have some talk>
- IGNOR. Sir, I was born in the country that lieth off there
- a little on the left hand, and I am going to the Celestial City.
-
- CHR. But how do you think to get in at the gate? for you may find
- some difficulty there.
-
- IGNOR. As other people do, said he.
-
- CHR. But what have you to show at that gate, that may cause
- that the gate should be opened to you?
-
- <The ground of Ignorance's hope>
- IGNOR. I know my Lord's will, and I have been a good liver;
- I pay every man his own; I pray, fast, pay tithes, and give alms,
- and have left my country for whither I am going.
-
- {309}
- CHR. But thou camest not in at the wicket-gate that is at the head
- of this way; thou camest in hither through that same crooked lane,
- and therefore, I fear, however thou mayest think of thyself,
- when the reckoning day shall come, thou wilt have laid to thy charge
- that thou art a thief and a robber, instead of getting admittance
- into the city.
-
- <He saith to every one that he is a fool>
- IGNOR. Gentlemen, ye be utter strangers to me, I know you not;
- be content and follow the religion of your country, and I will follow
- the religion of mine. I hope all will be well. And as for the gate
- that you talk of, all the world knows that that is a great way off
- of our country. I cannot think that any man in all our parts
- doth so much as know the way to it, nor need they matter
- whether they do or no, since we have, as you see, a fine,
- pleasant green lane, that comes down from our country,
- the next way into the way.
-
- {310}
- <How to carry it to a fool>
- When Christian saw that the man was "wise in his own conceit",
- he said to Hopeful, whisperingly, "There is more hope of a fool than
- of him." [Prov. 26:12] And said, moreover, "When he that is a fool
- walketh by the way, his wisdom faileth him, and he saith to every one
- that he is a fool." [Eccl. 10:3] What, shall we talk further with him,
- or out-go him at present, and so leave him to think of what
- he hath heard already, and then stop again for him afterwards,
- and see if by degrees we can do any good to him? Then said Hopeful--
-
- Let Ignorance a little while now muse
- On what is said, and let him not refuse
- Good counsel to embrace, lest he remain
- Still ignorant of what's the chiefest gain.
- God saith, those that no understanding have,
- Although he made them, them he will not save.
-
- HOPE. He further added, It is not good, I think, to say all to him
- at once; let us pass him by, if you will, and talk to him anon,
- even as he is able to bear it.
-
- {311}
- <The destruction of one Turn-away>
- So they both went on, and Ignorance he came after. Now when they had
- passed him a little way, they entered into a very dark lane,
- where they met a man whom seven devils had bound with
- seven strong cords, and were carrying of him back to the door
- that they saw on the side of the hill. [Matt. 12:45, Prov. 5:22]
- Now good Christian began to tremble, and so did Hopeful his companion;
- yet as the devils led away the man, Christian looked to see
- if he knew him; and he thought it might be one Turn-away,
- that dwelt in the town of Apostasy. But he did not perfectly see
- his face, for he did hang his head like a thief that is found.
- But being once past, Hopeful looked after him, and espied on his back
- a paper with this inscription, "Wanton professor and damnable apostate".
- <Christian telleth his companion a story of Little-faith>
- Then said Christian to his fellow, Now I call to remembrance,
- that which was told me of a thing that happened to a good man hereabout.
- The name of the man was Little-faith, but a good man, and he dwelt
- in the town of Sincere. The thing was this:-- At the entering in
- at this passage, <Broad-way Gate> there comes down from Broad-way Gate,
- <Dead Man's Lane> a lane called Dead Man's Lane; so called because of
- the murders that are commonly done there; and this Little-faith
- going on pilgrimage, as we do now, chanced to sit down there, and slept.
- Now there happened, at that time, to come down the lane,
- from Broad-way Gate, three sturdy rogues, and their names
- were Faint-heart, Mistrust, and Guilt, (three brothers),
- and they espying Little-faith, where he was, came galloping up
- with speed. Now the good man was just awake from his sleep,
- and was getting up to go on his journey. So they came up all to him,
- and with threatening language bid him stand. At this
- Little-faith looked as white as a clout, and had neither power to fight
- nor fly. <Little-faith robbed by Faint-heart, Mistrust and Guilt>
- Then said Faint-heart, Deliver thy purse. <They got away his silver,
- and knocked him down> But he making no haste to do it
- (for he was loath to lose his money), Mistrust ran up to him,
- and thrusting his hand into his pocket, pulled out thence
- a bag of silver. Then he cried out, Thieves! Thieves! With that Guilt,
- with a great club that was in his hand, struck Little-faith on the head,
- and with that blow felled him flat to the ground, where he lay bleeding
- as one that would bleed to death. All this while the thieves stood by.
- But, at last, they hearing that some were upon the road,
- and fearing lest it should be one Great-grace, that dwells in the city
- of Good-confidence, they betook themselves to their heels,
- and left this good man to shift for himself. Now, after a while,
- Little-faith came to himself, and getting up, made shift
- to scrabble on his way. This was the story.
-
- {312}
- HOPE. But did they take from him all that ever he had?
-
- <Little-faith lost not his best things>
- Chr. No; the place where his jewels were they never ransacked,
- so those he kept still. But, as I was told, the good man
- was much afflicted for his loss, for the thieves got most of
- his spending-money. <Little-faith forced to beg to his journey's end>
- That which they got not (as I said) were jewels, also he had
- a little odd money left, but scarce enough to bring him to
- his journey's end [1 Peter 4:18]; nay, if I was not misinformed,
- he was forced to beg as he went, to keep himself alive;
- for his jewels he might not sell. But beg, and do what he could,
- he went (as we say) with many a hungry belly the most part
- of the rest of the way.
-
- {313}
- HOPE. But is it not a wonder they got not from him his certificate,
- by which he was to receive his admittance at the Celestial Gate?
-
- <He kept not his best things by his own cunning. [2 Tim. 1:14]>
- CHR. It is a wonder; but they got not that, though they missed it
- not through any good cunning of his; for he, being dismayed with
- their coming upon him, had neither power nor skill to hide anything;
- so it was more by good Providence than by his endeavour,
- that they missed of that good thing.
-
- {314}
- HOPE. But it must needs be a comfort to him, that they got not
- his jewels from him.
-
- CHR. It might have been great comfort to him, had he used it
- as he should; but they that told me the story said, that he made
- but little use of it all the rest of the way, and that because
- of the dismay that he had in the taking away his money; indeed,
- he forgot it a great part of the rest of his journey; and besides,
- when at any time it came into his mind, and he began to be
- comforted therewith, then would fresh thoughts of his loss come again
- upon him, and those thoughts would swallow up all. [1 Peter 1:9]
-
- {315}
- <He is pitied by both>
- HOPE. Alas! poor man! This could not but be a great grief to him.
-
- CHR. Grief! ay, a grief indeed. Would it not have been so to any of us,
- had we been used as he, to be robbed, and wounded too,
- and that in a strange place, as he was? It is a wonder he did not
- die with grief, poor heart! I was told that he scattered almost
- all the rest of the way with nothing but doleful and bitter complaints;
- telling also to all that overtook him, or that he overtook in the way
- as he went, where he was robbed, and how; who they were that did it,
- and what he lost; how he was wounded, and that he hardly escaped
- with his life.
-
- {316}
- HOPE. But it is a wonder that his necessity did not put him upon
- selling or pawning some of his jewels, that he might have wherewith
- to relieve himself in his journey.
-
- <Christian snubbeth his fellow for unadvised speaking>
- CHR. Thou talkest like one upon whose head is the shell
- to this very day; for what should he pawn them, or to whom
- should he sell them? In all that country where he was robbed,
- his jewels were not accounted of; nor did he want that relief
- which could from thence be administered to him. Besides,
- had his jewels been missing at the gate of the Celestial City,
- he had (and that he knew well enough) been excluded from
- an inheritance there; and that would have been worse to him
- than the appearance and villainy of ten thousand thieves.
-
- {317}
- HOPE. Why art thou so tart, my brother? Esau sold his birthright,
- and that for a mess of pottage, and that birthright was
- his greatest jewel; and if he, why might not Little-faith do so too?
- [Heb. 12:16]
-
- <A discourse about Esau and Little-faith>
- CHR. Esau did sell his birthright indeed, and so do many besides,
- and by so doing exclude themselves from the chief blessing,
- as also that caitiff did; but you must put a difference betwixt
- Esau and Little-faith, and also betwixt their estates.
- <Esau was ruled by his lusts> Esau's birthright was typical,
- but Little-faith's jewels were not so; Esau's belly was his god,
- but Little-faith's belly was not so; Esau's want lay
- in his fleshly appetite, Little-faith's did not so. Besides,
- Esau could see no further than to the fulfilling of his lusts;
- "Behold, I am at the point to die, (said he), and what profit
- shall this birthright do me?" [Gen. 25:32] But Little-faith,
- though it was his lot to have but a little faith, was by his
- little faith kept from such extravagances, and made to see and prize
- his jewels more than to sell them, as Esau did his birthright.
- <Esau never had faith> You read not anywhere that Esau had faith, no,
- not so much as a little; therefore, no marvel if, where the flesh only
- bears sway, (as it will in that man where no faith is to resist),
- if he sells his birthright, and his soul and all, and that to
- the devil of hell; for it is with such, as it is with the ass,
- who in her occasions cannot be turned away. [Jer. 2:24]
- When their minds are set upon their lusts, they will have them
- whatever they cost. <Little-faith could not live upon Esau's pottage>
- But Little-faith was of another temper, his mind was on things divine;
- his livelihood was upon things that were spiritual, and from above;
- therefore, to what end should he that is of such a temper
- sell his jewels (had there been any that would have bought them)
- to fill his mind with empty things? <A comparison between
- the turtle-dove and the crow> Will a man give a penny to fill his belly
- with hay; or can you persuade the turtle-dove to live upon carrion
- like the crow? Though faithless ones can, for carnal lusts, pawn,
- or mortgage, or sell what they have, and themselves outright to boot;
- yet they that have faith, saving faith, though but a little of it,
- cannot do so. Here, therefore, my brother, is thy mistake.
-
- {318}
- HOPE. I acknowledge it; but yet your severe reflection
- had almost made me angry.
-
- CHR. Why, I did but compare thee to some of the birds that are
- of the brisker sort, who will run to and fro in untrodden paths,
- with the shell upon their heads; but pass by that, and consider
- the matter under debate, and all shall be well betwixt thee and me.
-
- <Hopeful swaggers>
- HOPE. But, Christian, these three fellows, I am persuaded in my heart,
- are but a company of cowards; would they have run else, think you,
- as they did, at the noise of one that was coming on the road?
- Why did not Little-faith pluck up a greater heart? He might, methinks,
- have stood one brush with them, and have yielded when
- there had been no remedy.
-
- <No great heart for God, where there is but little faith>
- CHR. That they are cowards, many have said, but few have found it so
- in the time of trial. As for a great heart, Little-faith had none;
- and I perceive by thee, my brother, hadst thou been the man concerned,
- thou art but for a brush, and then to yield.
-
- <We have more courage when out, than when in the conflict>
- And, verily, since this is the height of thy stomach,
- now they are at a distance from us, should they appear to thee
- as they did to him they might put thee to second thoughts.
-
- {319}
- <Christian tells his own experience in this case>
- But, consider again, they are but journeymen thieves,
- they serve under the king of the bottomless pit, who, if need be,
- will come into their aid himself, and his voice is as
- the roaring of a lion. [1 Pet. 5:8] I myself have been engaged
- as this Little-faith was, and I found it a terrible thing.
- These three villains set upon me, and I beginning, like a Christian,
- to resist, they gave but a call, and in came their master. I would,
- as the saying is, have given my life for a penny, but that,
- as God would have it, I was clothed with armour of proof.
- Ay, and yet, though I was so harnessed, I found it hard work
- to quit myself like a man. No man can tell what in that combat
- attends us, but he that hath been in the battle himself.
-
- {320}
- HOPE. Well, but they ran, you see, when they did but suppose
- that one Great-grace was in the way.
-
- <The King's champion>
- CHR. True, they have often fled, both they and their master,
- when Great-grace hath but appeared; and no marvel; for he is
- the King's champion. But, I trow, you will put some difference betwixt
- Little-faith and the King's champion. All the King's subjects are not
- his champions, nor can they, when tried, do such feats of war as he.
- Is it meet to think that a little child should handle Goliath
- as David did? Or that there should be the strength of an ox in a wren?
- Some are strong, some are weak; some have great faith, some have little.
- This man was one of the weak, and therefore he went to the wall.
-
- {321}
- HOPE. I would it had been Great-grace for their sakes.
-
- CHR. If it had been, he might have had his hands full;
- for I must tell you, that though Great-grace is excellent good
- at his weapons, and has, and can, so long as he keeps them
- at sword's point, do well enough with them; yet, if they get within him,
- even Faint-heart, Mistrust, or the other, it shall go hard
- but they will throw up his heels. And when a man is down, you know,
- what can he do?
-
- {322}
- Whoso looks well upon Great-grace's face, shall see those scars
- and cuts there, that shall easily give demonstration of what I say.
- Yea, once I heard that he should say, (and that when he
- was in the combat), "We despaired even of life." How did these
- sturdy rogues and their fellows make David groan, mourn, and roar?
- Yea, Heman, and Hezekiah, too, though champions in their day,
- were forced to bestir them, when by these assaulted; and yet,
- notwithstanding, they had their coats soundly brushed by them. Peter,
- upon a time, would go try what he could do; but though some do say
- of him that he is the prince of the apostles, they handled him so,
- that they made him at last afraid of a sorry girl.
-
- {323}
- <Leviathan's sturdiness>
- Besides, their king is at their whistle. He is never out of hearing;
- and if at any time they be put to the worst, he, if possible,
- comes in to help them; and of him it is said, The sword of him
- that layeth at him cannot hold the spear, the dart, nor the habergeon;
- he esteemeth iron as straw, and brass as rotten wood. The arrow cannot
- make him flee; sling stones are turned with him into stubble.
- Darts are counted as stubble: he laugheth at the shaking of a spear.
- [Job 41:26-29] What can a man do in this case? <The excellent mettle
- that is in Job's horse> It is true, if a man could, at every turn,
- have Job's horse, and had skill and courage to ride him,
- he might do notable things; for his neck is clothed with thunder,
- he will not be afraid of the grasshopper; the glory of his nostrils
- is terrible: he paweth in the valley, and rejoiceth in his strength,
- he goeth on to meet the armed men. He mocketh at fear,
- and is not affrighted, neither turneth he back from the sword.
- The quiver rattleth against him, the glittering spear, and the shield.
- He swalloweth the ground with fierceness and rage, neither believeth he
- that it is the sound of the trumpet. He saith among the trumpets,
- Ha, ha! and he smelleth the battle afar off, the thunder of
- the captains, and the shouting. [Job 39:19-25]
-
- {324}
- But for such footmen as thee and I are, let us never desire to meet with
- an enemy, nor vaunt as if we could do better, when we hear of others
- that they have been foiled, Nor be tickled at the thoughts
- of our own manhood; for such commonly come by the worst when tried.
- Witness Peter, of whom I made mention before. He would swagger, ay,
- he would; he would, as his vain mind prompted him to say, do better,
- and stand more for his Master than all men; but who so foiled,
- and run down by these villains, as he?
-
- When, therefore, we hear that such robberies are done on
- the King's highway, two things become us to do:
-
- {325}
- 1. To go out harnessed, and to be sure to take a shield with us;
- for it was for want of that, that he that laid so lustily at Leviathan
- could not make him yield; for, indeed, if that be wanting,
- he fears us not at all. Therefore, he that had skill hath said,
- "Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able
- to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked." [Eph. 6:16]
-
- {326}
- <It is good to have a convoy>
- 2. It is good, also, that we desire of the King a convoy,
- yea, that he will go with us himself. This made David rejoice
- when in the Valley of the Shadow of Death; and Moses was rather
- for dying where he stood, than to go one step without his God.
- [Exo. 33:15] Oh, my brother, if he will but go along with us,
- what need we be afraid of ten thousands that shall set themselves
- against us? [Ps. 3:5-8, 27:1-3] But, without him, the proud helpers
- "fall under the slain". [Isa. 10:4]
-
- {327}
- I, for my part, have been in the fray before now; and though,
- through the goodness of him that is best, I am, as you see, alive,
- yet I cannot boast of my manhood. Glad shall I be, if I meet with
- no more such brunts; though I fear we are not got beyond all danger.
- However, since the lion and the bear have not as yet devoured me,
- I hope God will also deliver us from the next uncircumcised Philistine.
- Then sang Christian--
-
- Poor Little-faith! Hast been among the thieves?
- Wast robb'd? Remember this, whoso believes,
- And gets more faith, shall then a victor be
- Over ten thousand, else scarce over three.
-
- {328}
- <A way, and a way>
- So they went on and Ignorance followed. They went then till they came
- at a place where they saw a way put itself into their way,
- and seemed withal to lie as straight as the way which they should go:
- and here they knew not which of the two to take, for both seemed
- straight before them; therefore, here they stood still to consider.
- <The Flatterer finds them> And as they were thinking about the way,
- behold a man, black of flesh, but covered with a very light robe,
- came to them, and asked them why they stood there. They answered
- they were going to the Celestial City, but knew not which of these ways
- to take. Follow me, said the man, it is thither that I am going.
- <Christian and his fellow deluded> So they followed him in the way
- that but now came into the road, which by degrees turned,
- and turned them so from the city that they desired to go to,
- that, in little time, their faces were turned away from it;
- yet they followed him. But by and by, before they were aware,
- he led them both within the compass of a net, in which they were both
- so entangled that they knew not what to do; and with that
- the white robe fell off the black man's back. <They are taken in a net>
- Then they saw where they were. Wherefore, there they lay crying
- some time, for they could not get themselves out.
-
- {329}
- <They bewail their condition>
- CHR. Then said Christian to his fellow, Now do I see myself in error.
- Did not the Shepherds bid us beware of the flatterers?
- As is the saying of the wise man, so we have found it this day.
- A man that flattereth his neighbour, spreadeth a net for his feet.
- [Prov. 29:5]
-
- <A Shining One comes to them with a whip in his hand>
- HOPE. They also gave us a note of directions about the way,
- for our more sure finding thereof; but therein we have also forgotten
- to read, and have not kept ourselves from the paths of the destroyer.
- Here David was wiser than we; for, saith he, "Concerning the works
- of men, by the word of thy lips, I have kept me from the paths
- of the destroyer." [Ps. 17:4] Thus they lay bewailing themselves
- in the net. At last they espied a Shining One coming towards them
- with a whip of small cord in his hand. When he was come
- to the place where they were, he asked them whence they came,
- and what they did there. They told him that they were poor pilgrims
- going to Zion, but were led out of their way by a black man,
- clothed in white, who bid us, said they, follow him,
- for he was going thither too. Then said he with the whip,
- It is Flatterer, a false apostle, that hath transformed himself
- into an angel of light. [Prov. 29:5, Dan. 11:32, 2 Cor. 11:13,14]
- So he rent the net, and let the men out. Then said he to them,
- Follow me, that I may set you in your way again. So he led them back
- to the way which they had left to follow the Flatterer.
- Then he asked them, saying, Where did you lie the last night?
- They said, With the Shepherds upon the Delectable Mountains.
- <They are examined, and convicted of forgetfulness> He asked them then
- if they had not of those Shepherds a note of direction for the way.
- They answered, Yes. But did you, said he, when you were at a stand,
- pluck out and read your note? They answered, No. He asked them, Why?
- They said, they forgot. He asked, moreover, if the Shepherds did not
- bid them beware of the Flatterer? <Deceivers fine spoken>
- They answered, Yes, but we did not imagine, said they,
- that this fine-spoken man had been he. [Rom. 16:18]
-
- {330}
- <They are whipped and sent on their way>
- Then I saw in my dream that he commanded them to lie down; which,
- when they did, he chastised them sore, to teach them the good way
- wherein they should walk [Deut. 25:2]; and as he chastised them he said,
- "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten; be zealous, therefore,
- and repent." [2 Chron. 6:26,27, Rev. 3:19] This done, he bid them
- go on their way, and take good heed to the other directions
- of the shepherds. So they thanked him for all his kindness,
- and went softly along the right way, singing--
-
- Come hither, you that walk along the way;
- See how the pilgrims fare that go astray.
- They catched are in an entangling net,
- 'Cause they good counsel lightly did forget:
- 'Tis true they rescued were, but yet you see,
- They're scourged to boot. Let this your caution be.
-
- {331}
- Now, after a while, they perceived, afar off, one coming softly
- and alone, all along the highway to meet them. Then said Christian
- to his fellow, Yonder is a man with his back towards Zion,
- and he is coming to meet us.
-
- <The Atheist meets them>
- HOPE. I see him; let us take heed to ourselves now,
- lest he should prove a flatterer also. So he drew nearer and nearer,
- and at last came up unto them. His name was Atheist,
- and he asked them whither they were going.
-
- CHR. We are going to Mount Zion.
-
- <He laughs at them>
- Then Atheist fell into a very great laughter.
-
- CHR. What is the meaning of your laughter?
-
- {332}
- ATHEIST. I laugh to see what ignorant persons you are,
- to take upon you so tedious a journey, and you are like to have
- nothing but your travel for your pains.
-
- <They reason together>
- CHR. Why, man, do you think we shall not be received?
-
- ATHEIST. Received! There is no such place as you dream of
- in all this world.
-
- CHR. But there is in the world to come.
-
- {333}
- ATHEIST. When I was at home in mine own country, I heard as you
- now affirm, and from that hearing went out to see, and have been
- seeking this city this twenty years; but find no more of it
- than I did the first day I set out. [Jer. 22:12, Eccl. 10:15]
-
- CHR. We have both heard and believe that there is such a place
- to be found.
-
- <The Atheist takes up his content in this world>
- ATHEIST. Had not I, when at home, believed, I had not come thus far
- to seek; but finding none, (and yet I should, had there been such
- a place to be found, for I have gone to seek it further than you),
- I am going back again, and will seek to refresh myself with the things
- that I then cast away, for hopes of that which, I now see, is not.
-
- {334}
- <Christian proveth his brother>
- CHR. Then said Christian to Hopeful his fellow, Is it true
- which this man hath said?
-
- <Hopeful's gracious answer>
- Hope. Take heed, he is one of the flatterers; remember what it hath
- cost us once already for our hearkening to such kind of fellows.
- What! no Mount Zion? Did we not see, from the Delectable Mountains
- the gate of the city? Also, are we not now to walk by faith?
- Let us go on, said Hopeful, lest the man with the whip
- overtake us again. [2 Cor. 5:7] <A remembrance of former chastisements
- is a help against present temptations> You should have taught me
- that lesson, which I will round you in the ears withal: "Cease,
- my son, to hear the instruction that causeth to err from the words
- of knowledge." [Prov. 19:27] I say, my brother, cease to hear him,
- and let us "believe to the saving of the soul". [Heb. 10:39]
-
- {335}
- <A fruit of an honest heart>
- CHR. My brother, I did not put the question to thee for that
- I doubted of the truth of our belief myself, but to prove thee,
- and to fetch from thee a fruit of the honesty of thy heart.
- As for this man, I know that he is blinded by the god of this world.
- Let thee and I go on, knowing that we have belief of the truth,
- "and no lie is of the truth". [1 John 2:21]
-
- HOPE. Now do I rejoice in hope of the glory of God. So they turned
- away from the man; and he, laughing at them, went his way.
-
- {336}
- <They are come to the Enchanted Ground>
- I saw then in my dream, that they went till they came into
- a certain country, whose air naturally tended to make one drowsy,
- if he came a stranger into it. <Hopeful begins to be drowsy>
- And here Hopeful began to be very dull and heavy of sleep;
- wherefore he said unto Christian, I do now begin to grow so drowsy
- that I can scarcely hold up mine eyes, let us lie down here
- and take one nap.
-
- <Christian keeps him awake>
- CHR. By no means, said the other, lest sleeping, we never awake more.
-
- HOPE. Why, my brother? Sleep is sweet to the labouring man;
- we may be refreshed if we take a nap.
-
- CHR. Do you not remember that one of the Shepherds bid us beware
- of the Enchanted Ground? He meant by that that we should beware
- of sleeping; "Therefore let us not sleep, as do others,
- but let us watch and be sober." [1 Thess. 5:6]
-
- {337}
- <He is thankful>
- HOPE. I acknowledge myself in a fault, and had I been here alone
- I had by sleeping run the danger of death. I see it is true
- that the wise man saith, Two are better than one. Hitherto hath
- thy company been my mercy, and thou shalt have a good reward
- for thy labour. [Eccl. 9:9]
-
- <To prevent drowsiness, they fall to good discourse>
- CHR. Now then, said Christian, to prevent drowsiness in this place,
- let us fall into good discourse.
-
- HOPE. With all my heart, said the other.
-
- <Good discourse prevents drowsiness>
- CHR. Where shall we begin?
-
- HOPE. Where God began with us. But do you begin, if you please.
-
- CHR. I will sing you first this song:--
-
- <The Dreamers' Note>
- When saints do sleepy grow, let them come hither,
- And hear how these two pilgrims talk together:
- Yea, let them learn of them, in any wise,
- Thus to keep ope their drowsy slumb'ring eyes.
- Saints' fellowship, if it be managed well,
- Keeps them awake, and that in spite of hell.
-
- {338}
- <They begin at the beginning of their conversion>
- CHR. Then Christian began and said, I will ask you a question.
- How came you to think at first of so doing as you do now?
-
- HOPE. Do you mean, how came I at first to look after
- the good of my soul?
-
- CHR. Yes, that is my meaning.
-
- HOPE. I continued a great while in the delight of those things
- which were seen and sold at our fair; things which, I believe now,
- would have, had I continued in them, still drowned me
- in perdition and destruction.
-
- CHR. What things are they?
-
- <Hopeful's life before conversion>
- HOPE. All the treasures and riches of the world. Also,
- I delighted much in rioting, revelling, drinking, swearing, lying,
- uncleanness, Sabbath-breaking, and what not, that tended to
- destroy the soul. But I found at last, by hearing and considering
- of things that are divine, which indeed I heard of you,
- as also of beloved Faithful that was put to death for his faith
- and good living in Vanity Fair, that "the end of these things is death".
- [Rom.6:21-23] And that for these things' sake "cometh the wrath of God
- upon the children of disobedience". [Eph.5:6]
-
- CHR. And did you presently fall under the power of this conviction?
-
- {339}
- <Hopeful at first shuts his eyes against the light>
- HOPE. No, I was not willing presently to know the evil of sin,
- nor the damnation that follows upon the commission of it;
- but endeavoured, when my mind at first began to be shaken with the Word,
- to shut mine eyes against the light thereof.
-
- CHR. But what was the cause of your carrying of it thus
- to the first workings of God's blessed Spirit upon you?
-
- {340}
- <Reasons of his resisting the light>
- HOPE. The causes were, 1. I was ignorant that this was
- the work of God upon me. I never thought that, by awakenings for sin,
- God at first begins the conversion of a sinner. 2. Sin was yet
- very sweet to my flesh, and I was loath to leave it. 3. I could not
- tell how to part with mine old companions, their presence and actions
- were so desirable unto me. 4. The hours in which convictions
- were upon me were such troublesome and such heart-affrighting hours
- that I could not bear, no not so much as the remembrance of them,
- upon my heart.
-
- CHR. Then, as it seems, sometimes you got rid of your trouble.
-
- HOPE. Yes, verily, but it would come into my mind again,
- and then I should be as bad, nay, worse, than I was before.
-
- CHR. Why, what was it that brought your sins to mind again?
-
- {341}
- <When he had lost his sense of sin, what brought this again>
- HOPE. Many things; as,
-
- 1. If I did but meet a good man in the streets; or,
-
- 2. If I have heard any read in the Bible; or,
-
- 3. If mine head did begin to ache; or,
-
- 4. If I were told that some of my neighbours were sick; or,
-
- 5. If I heard the bell toll for some that were dead; or,
-
- 6. If I thought of dying myself; or,
-
- 7. If I heard that sudden death happened to others;
-
- 8. But especially, when I thought of myself, that I must quickly
- come to judgment.
-
- {342}
- CHR. And could you at any time, with ease, get off the guilt of sin,
- when by any of these ways it came upon you?
-
- HOPE. No, not I, for then they got faster hold of my conscience;
- and then, if I did but think of going back to sin, (though my mind
- was turned against it), it would be double torment to me.
-
- CHR. And how did you do then?
-
- <When he could no longer shake off his guilt by sinful courses,
- then he endeavors to mend>
- HOPE. I thought I must endeavour to mend my life; for else, thought I,
- I am sure to be damned.
-
- {343}
- CHR. And did you endeavour to mend?
-
- HOPE. Yes; and fled from not only my sins, but sinful company too;
- and betook me to religious duties, as prayer, reading, weeping for sin,
- speaking truth to my neighbours, &c. These things did I,
- with many others, too much here to relate.
-
- CHR. And did you think yourself well then?
-
- <Then he thought himself well>
- HOPE. Yes, for a while; but at the last, my trouble came tumbling
- upon me again, and that over the neck of all my reformations.
-
- {344}
- CHR. How came that about, since you were now reformed?
-
- <Reformation at last could not help, and why>
- HOPE. There were several things brought it upon me,
- especially such sayings as these: "All our righteousnesses
- are as filthy rags." [Isa. 64:6] "By the works of the law
- shall no flesh be justified." [Gal. 2:16] "When ye shall have done
- all those things, say, We are unprofitable", [Luke 17:10] with many more
- such like. From whence I began to reason with myself thus:
- If ALL my righteousnesses are filthy rags; if, by the deeds of the law,
- NO man can be justified; and if, when we have done ALL,
- we are yet unprofitable, then it is but a folly to think of heaven
- by the law. <His being a debtor by the law troubled him>
- I further thought thus: If a man runs a hundred pounds
- into the shopkeeper's debt, and after that shall pay for all that he
- shall fetch; yet, if this old debt stands still in the book uncrossed,
- for that the shopkeeper may sue him, and cast him into prison
- till he shall pay the debt.
-
- CHR. Well, and how did you apply this to yourself?
-
- HOPE. Why; I thought thus with myself. I have, by my sins,
- run a great way into God's book, and that my now reforming
- will not pay off that score; therefore I should think still,
- under all my present amendments, But how shall I be freed from
- that damnation that I have brought myself in danger of by
- my former transgressions?
-
- {345}
- CHR. A very good application: but, pray, go on.
-
- <His espying bad things in his best duties troubled him>
- HOPE. Another thing that hath troubled me, even since
- my late amendments, is, that if I look narrowly into the best
- of what I do now, I still see sin, new sin, mixing itself
- with the best of that I do; so that now I am forced to conclude,
- that notwithstanding my former fond conceits of myself and duties,
- I have committed sin enough in one duty to send me to hell,
- though my former life had been faultless.
-
- CHR. And what did you do then?
-
- {346}
- <This made him break his mind to Faithful, who told him the way
- to be saved>
- HOPE. Do! I could not tell what to do, until I brake my mind
- to Faithful, for he and I were well acquainted. And he told me,
- that unless I could obtain the righteousness of a man that never
- had sinned, neither mine own, nor all the righteousness of the world
- could save me.
-
- CHR. And did you think he spake true?
-
- HOPE. Had he told me so when I was pleased and satisfied
- with mine own amendment, I had called him fool for his pains;
- but now, since I see mine own infirmity, and the sin that cleaves
- to my best performance, I have been forced to be of his opinion.
-
- {347}
- CHR. But did you think, when at first he suggested it to you,
- that there was such a man to be found, of whom it might justly be said
- that he never committed sin?
-
- <At which he started at present>
- HOPE. I must confess the words at first sounded strangely,
- but after a little more talk and company with him,
- I had full conviction about it.
-
- CHR. And did you ask him what man this was, and how you must
- be justified by him?
-
- <A more particular discovery of the way to be saved>
- HOPE. Yes, and he told me it was the Lord Jesus, that dwelleth on
- the right hand of the Most High. And thus, said he, you must
- be justified by him, even by trusting to what he hath done by himself,
- in the days of his flesh, and suffered when he did hang on the tree.
- I asked him further, how that man's righteousness could be
- of that efficacy to justify another before God? And he told me
- he was the mighty God, and did what he did, and died the death also,
- not for himself, but for me; to whom his doings, and the worthiness
- of them, should be imputed, if I believed on him. [Heb. 10, Rom. 6,
- Col. 1, 1 Pet. 1]
-
- {348}
- CHR. And what did you do then?
-
- <He doubts of acceptation>
- HOPE. I made my objections against my believing, for that I thought
- he was not willing to save me.
-
- CHR. And what said Faithful to you then?
-
- <He is better instructed>
- HOPE. He bid me go to him and see. Then I said it was presumption;
- but he said, No, for I was invited to come. [Matt. 11:28]
- Then he gave me a book of Jesus, his inditing, to encourage me
- the more freely to come; and he said, concerning that book,
- that every jot and tittle thereof stood firmer than heaven and earth.
- [Matt. 24:35] Then I asked him, What I must do when I came; and he
- told me, I must entreat upon my knees, with all my heart and soul,
- the Father to reveal him to me. [Ps. 95:6, Dan. 6:10, Jer. 29:12,13]
- Then I asked him further, how I must make my supplication to him?
- And he said, Go, and thou shalt find him upon a mercy-seat,
- where he sits all the year long, to give pardon and forgiveness
- to them that come. I told him that I knew not what to say when I came.
- <He is bid to pray> And he bid me say to this effect:
- God be merciful to me a sinner, and make me to know and believe
- in Jesus Christ; for I see, that if his righteousness had not been,
- or I have not faith in that righteousness, I am utterly cast away.
- Lord, I have heard that thou art a merciful God, and hast ordained
- that thy Son Jesus Christ should be the Saviour of the world;
- and moreover, that thou art willing to bestow him upon
- such a poor sinner as I am, (and I am a sinner indeed); Lord,
- take therefore this opportunity and magnify thy grace
- in the salvation of my soul, through thy Son Jesus Christ. Amen.
- [Exo. 25:22, Lev. 16:2, Num. 7:89, Heb. 4:16]
-
- {349}
- CHR. And did you do as you were bidden?
-
- <He prays>
- HOPE. Yes; over, and over, and over.
-
- CHR. And did the Father reveal his Son to you?
-
- HOPE. Not at the first, nor second, nor third, nor fourth, nor fifth;
- no, nor at the sixth time neither.
-
- CHR. What did you do then?
-
- HOPE. What! why I could not tell what to do.
-
- CHR. Had you not thoughts of leaving off praying?
-
- <He thought to leave off praying>
- HOPE. Yes; an hundred times twice told.
-
- CHR. And what was the reason you did not?
-
- <He durst not leave off praying, and why>
- HOPE. I believed that that was true which had been told me,
- to wit, that without the righteousness of this Christ,
- all the world could not save me; and therefore, thought I with myself,
- if I leave off I die, and I can but die at the throne of grace.
- And withal, this came into my mind, "Though it tarry, wait for it;
- because it will surely come, it will not tarry." [Heb. 2:3]
- So I continued praying until the Father showed me his Son.
-
- {350}
- CHR. And how was he revealed unto you?
-
- <Christ is revealed to him, and how>
- HOPE. I did not see him with my bodily eyes, but with the eyes
- of my understanding; [Eph. 1:18,19] and thus it was:
- One day I was very sad, I think sadder than at any one time in my life,
- and this sadness was through a fresh sight of the greatness and vileness
- of my sins. And as I was then looking for nothing but hell,
- and the everlasting damnation of my soul, suddenly, as I thought,
- I saw the Lord Jesus Christ look down from heaven upon me, and saying,
- "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved."
- [Acts 16:30,31]
-
- {351}
- But I replied, Lord, I am a great, a very great sinner.
- And he answered, "My grace is sufficient for thee." [2 Cor.12:9]
- Then I said, But, Lord, what is believing? And then I saw
- from that saying, "He that cometh to me shall never hunger,
- and he that believeth on me shall never thirst", that believing
- and coming was all one; and that he that came, that is,
- ran out in his heart and affections after salvation by Christ,
- he indeed believed in Christ. [John 6:35] Then the water
- stood in mine eyes, and I asked further. But, Lord,
- may such a great sinner as I am be indeed accepted of thee,
- and be saved by thee? And I heard him say, "And him that cometh to me,
- I will in no wise cast out." [John 6:37] Then I said, But how, Lord,
- must I consider of thee in my coming to thee, that my faith may be
- placed aright upon thee? Then he said, "Christ Jesus came
- into the world to save sinners." [1 Tim. 1:15] "He is the end
- of the law for righteousness to every one that believeth." [Rom. 10:4]
- "He died for our sins, and rose again for our justification."
- [Rom. 4:25] "He loved us, and washed us from our sins
- in his own blood." [Rev. 1:5] "He is mediator betwixt God and us."
- [1 Tim. 2:5] "He ever liveth to make intercession for us."
- [Heb. 7:24,25] From all which I gathered, that I must
- look for righteousness in his person, and for satisfaction for my sins
- by his blood; that what he did in obedience to his Father's law,
- and in submitting to the penalty thereof, was not for himself,
- but for him that will accept it for his salvation, and be thankful.
- And now was my heart full of joy, mine eyes full of tears,
- and mine affections running over with love to the name, people,
- and ways of Jesus Christ.
-
- {352}
- CHR. This was a revelation of Christ to your soul indeed;
- but tell me particularly what effect this had upon your spirit.
-
- HOPE. It made me see that all the world, notwithstanding all
- the righteousness thereof, is in a state of condemnation.
- It made me see that God the Father, though he be just,
- can justly justify the coming sinner. It made me greatly ashamed
- of the vileness of my former life, and confounded me with the sense
- of mine own ignorance; for there never came thought into my heart
- before now that showed me so the beauty of Jesus Christ.
- It made me love a holy life, and long to do something for
- the honour and glory of the name of the Lord Jesus; yea,
- I thought that had I now a thousand gallons of blood in my body,
- I could spill it all for the sake of the Lord Jesus.
-
- {353}
- I saw then in my dream that Hopeful looked back and saw Ignorance,
- whom they had left behind, coming after. Look, said he to Christian,
- how far yonder youngster loitereth behind.
-
- CHR. Ay, ay, I see him; he careth not for our company.
-
- HOPE. But I trow it would not have hurt him had he
- kept pace with us hitherto.
-
- CHR. That is true; but I warrant you he thinketh otherwise.
-
- HOPE. That, I think, he doth; but, however, let us tarry for him.
- So they did.
-
- {354}
- <Young Ignorance comes up again; their talk>
- Then Christian said to him, Come away, man, why do you stay so behind?
-
- IGNOR. I take my pleasure in walking alone, even more a great deal
- than in company, unless I like it the better.
-
- Then said Christian to Hopeful, (but softly), Did I not tell you
- he cared not for our company? But, however, said he, come up,
- and let us talk away the time in this solitary place.
- Then directing his speech to Ignorance, he said, Come, how do you?
- How stands it between God and your soul now?
-
- {355}
- <Ignorance's hope, and the ground of it>
- IGNOR. I hope well; for I am always full of good motions,
- that come into my mind, to comfort me as I walk.
-
- CHR. What good motions? pray, tell us.
-
- IGNOR. Why, I think of God and heaven.
-
- CHR. So do the devils and damned souls.
-
- IGNOR. But I think of them and desire them.
-
- CHR. So do many that are never like to come there.
- "The soul of the sluggard desireth, and hath nothing." [Prov. 13:4]
-
- IGNOR. But I think of them, and leave all for them.
-
- CHR. That I doubt; for leaving all is a hard matter: yea,
- a harder matter than many are aware of. But why, or by what,
- art thou persuaded that thou hast left all for God and heaven.
-
- {356}
- IGNOR. My heart tells me so.
-
- CHR. The wise man says, "He that trusts his own heart is a fool."
- [Prov. 28:26]
-
- IGNOR. This is spoken of an evil heart, but mine is a good one.
-
- CHR. But how dost thou prove that?
-
- IGNOR. It comforts me in hopes of heaven.
-
- CHR. That may be through its deceitfulness; for a man's heart
- may minister comfort to him in the hopes of that thing for which
- he yet has no ground to hope.
-
- IGNOR. But my heart and life agree together, and therefore
- my hope is well grounded.
-
- CHR. Who told thee that thy heart and life agree together?
-
- IGNOR. My heart tells me so.
-
- CHR. Ask my fellow if I be a thief! Thy heart tells thee so!
- Except the Word of God beareth witness in this matter,
- other testimony is of no value.
-
- {357}
- IGNOR. But is it not a good heart that hath good thoughts?
- and is not that a good life that is according to God's commandments?
-
- CHR. Yes, that is a good heart that hath good thoughts,
- and that is a good life that is according to God's commandments;
- but it is one thing, indeed, to have these, and another thing
- only to think so.
-
- IGNOR. Pray, what count you good thoughts, and a life according
- to God's commandments?
-
- CHR. There are good thoughts of divers kinds; some respecting
- ourselves, some God, some Christ, and some other things.
-
- <What are good thoughts>
- IGNOR. What be good thoughts respecting ourselves?
-
- CHR. Such as agree with the Word of God.
-
- {358}
- IGNOR. When do our thoughts of ourselves agree with the Word of God?
-
- CHR. When we pass the same judgment upon ourselves
- which the Word passes. To explain myself--the Word of God
- saith of persons in a natural condition, "There is none righteous,
- there is none that doeth good." [Rom. 3] It saith also,
- that "every imagination of the heart of man is only evil,
- and that continually." [Gen. 6:5] And again, "The imagination
- of man's heart is evil from his youth." [Rom. 8:21] Now then,
- when we think thus of ourselves, having sense thereof,
- then are our thoughts good ones, because according to the Word of God.
-
- IGNOR. I will never believe that my heart is thus bad.
-
- CHR. Therefore thou never hadst one good thought concerning thyself
- in thy life. But let me go on. As the Word passeth a judgment
- upon our heart, so it passeth a judgment upon our ways; and when
- OUR thoughts of our hearts and ways agree with the judgment which
- the Word giveth of both, then are both good, because agreeing thereto.
-
- {359}
- IGNOR. Make out your meaning.
-
- CHR. Why, the Word of God saith that man's ways are crooked ways;
- not good, but perverse. [Ps. 125:5, Prov. 2:15] It saith
- they are naturally out of the good way, that they have not known it.
- [Rom. 3] Now, when a man thus thinketh of his ways,--I say,
- when he doth sensibly, and with heart-humiliation, thus think,
- then hath he good thoughts of his own ways, because his thoughts
- now agree with the judgment of the Word of God.
-
- {360}
- IGNOR. What are good thoughts concerning God?
-
- CHR. Even as I have said concerning ourselves, when our thoughts of God
- do agree with what the Word saith of him; and that is,
- when we think of his being and attributes as the Word hath taught,
- of which I cannot now discourse at large; but to speak of him
- with reference to us: Then we have right thoughts of God,
- when we think that he knows us better than we know ourselves,
- and can see sin in us when and where we can see none in ourselves;
- when we think he knows our inmost thoughts, and that our heart,
- with all its depths, is always open unto his eyes; also,
- when we think that all our righteousness stinks in his nostrils,
- and that, therefore, he cannot abide to see us stand before him
- in any confidence, even in all our best performances.
-
- {361}
- IGNOR. Do you think that I am such a fool as to think God can see
- no further than I? or, that I would come to God in the best
- of my performances?
-
- CHR. Why, how dost thou think in this matter?
-
- IGNOR. Why, to be short, I think I must believe in Christ
- for justification.
-
- CHR. How! think thou must believe in Christ, when thou seest not thy
- need of him! Thou neither seest thy original nor actual infirmities;
- but hast such an opinion of thyself, and of what thou dost,
- as plainly renders thee to be one that did never see a necessity
- of Christ's personal righteousness to justify thee before God.
- How, then, dost thou say, I believe in Christ?
-
- {362}
- IGNOR. I believe well enough for all that.
-
- CHR. How dost thou believe?
-
- <The faith of Ignorance>
- IGNOR. I believe that Christ died for sinners, and that I shall be
- justified before God from the curse, through his gracious acceptance
- of my obedience to his law. Or thus, Christ makes my duties,
- that are religious, acceptable to his Father, by virtue of his merits;
- and so shall I be justified.
-
- {363}
- CHR. Let me give an answer to this confession of thy faith:--
-
- 1. Thou believest with a fantastical faith; for this faith is nowhere
- described in the Word.
-
- 2. Thou believest with a false faith; because it taketh justification
- from the personal righteousness of Christ, and applies it to thy own.
-
- 3. This faith maketh not Christ a justifier of thy person,
- but of thy actions; and of thy person for thy actions' sake,
- which is false.
-
- 4. Therefore, this faith is deceitful, even such as will leave thee
- under wrath, in the day of God Almighty; for true justifying faith
- puts the soul, as sensible of its condition by the law, upon flying
- for refuge unto Christ's righteousness, which righteousness of his
- is not an act of grace, by which he maketh for justification,
- thy obedience accepted with God; but his personal obedience to the law,
- in doing and suffering for us what that required at our hands;
- this righteousness, I say, true faith accepteth; under the skirt
- of which, the soul being shrouded, and by it presented
- as spotless before God, it is accepted, and acquit from condemnation.
-
- {364}
- IGNOR. What! would you have us trust to what Christ, in his own person,
- has done without us? This conceit would loosen the reins of our lust,
- and tolerate us to live as we list; for what matter how we live,
- if we may be justified by Christ's personal righteousness from all,
- when we believe it?
-
- CHR. Ignorance is thy name, and as thy name is, so art thou;
- even this thy answer demonstrateth what I say. Ignorant thou art
- of what justifying righteousness is, and as ignorant how to secure
- thy soul, through the faith of it, from the heavy wrath of God.
- Yea, thou also art ignorant of the true effects of saving faith
- in this righteousness of Christ, which is, to bow and win over
- the heart to God in Christ, to love his name, his word, ways,
- and people, and not as thou ignorantly imaginest.
-
- HOPE. Ask him if ever he had Christ revealed to him from heaven.
-
- {365}
- <Ignorance jangles with them>
- IGNOR. What! you are a man for revelations! I believe that what
- both you, and all the rest of you, say about that matter,
- is but the fruit of distracted brains.
-
- HOPE. Why, man! Christ is so hid in God from the natural apprehensions
- of the flesh, that he cannot by any man be savingly known,
- unless God the Father reveals him to them.
-
- {366}
- <He speaks reproachfully of what he knows not>
- IGNOR. That is your faith, but not mine; yet mine, I doubt not,
- is as good as yours, though I have not in my head so many whimsies
- as you.
-
- CHR. Give me leave to put in a word. You ought not so slightly
- to speak of this matter; for this I will boldly affirm,
- even as my good companion hath done, that no man can know Jesus Christ
- but by the revelation of the Father; [Matt. 11:27] yea, and faith too,
- by which the soul layeth hold upon Christ, if it be right,
- must be wrought by the exceeding greatness of his mighty power;
- the working of which faith, I perceive, poor Ignorance,
- thou art ignorant of. [1 Cor. 12:3, Eph. 1:18,19] Be awakened, then,
- see thine own wretchedness, and fly to the Lord Jesus;
- and by his righteousness, which is the righteousness of God,
- for he himself is God, thou shalt be delivered from condemnation.
-
- {367}
- <The talk broke up>
- IGNOR. You go so fast, I cannot keep pace with you.
- Do you go on before; I must stay a while behind.
-
- Then they said--
-
- Well, Ignorance, wilt thou yet foolish be,
- To slight good counsel, ten times given thee?
- And if thou yet refuse it, thou shalt know,
- Ere long, the evil of thy doing so.
- Remember, man, in time, stoop, do not fear;
- Good counsel taken well, saves: therefore hear.
- But if thou yet shalt slight it, thou wilt be
- The loser, (Ignorance), I'll warrant thee.
-
- Then Christian addressed thus himself to his fellow:--
-
- CHR. Well, come, my good Hopeful, I perceive that thou and I
- must walk by ourselves again.
-
- {368}
- So I saw in my dream that they went on apace before,
- and Ignorance he came hobbling after. Then said Christian
- to his companion, It pities me much for this poor man,
- it will certainly go ill with him at last.
-
- HOPE. Alas! there are abundance in our town in his condition,
- whole families, yea, whole streets, and that of pilgrims too;
- and if there be so many in our parts, how many, think you,
- must there be in the place where he was born?
-
- CHR. Indeed the Word saith, "He hath blinded their eyes,
- lest they should see", &c. But now we are by ourselves,
- what do you think of such men? Have they at no time, think you,
- convictions of sin, and so consequently fears that their state
- is dangerous?
-
- HOPE. Nay, do you answer that question yourself, for you are
- the elder man.
-
- CHR. Then I say, sometimes (as I think) they may; but they being
- naturally ignorant, understand not that such convictions tend
- to their good; and therefore they do desperately seek to stifle them,
- and presumptuously continue to flatter themselves in the way of
- their own hearts.
-
- {369}
- <The good use of fear>
- HOPE. I do believe, as you say, that fear tends much to men's good,
- and to make them right, at their beginning to go on pilgrimage.
-
- CHR. Without all doubt it doth, if it be right; for so says the Word,
- "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom."
- [Prov. 1:7, 9:10, Job 28:28, Ps. 111:10]
-
- {370}
- HOPE. How will you describe right fear?
-
- <Right fear>
- CHR. True or right fear is discovered by three things:--
-
- 1. By its rise; it is caused by saving convictions for sin.
-
- 2. It driveth the soul to lay fast hold of Christ for salvation.
-
- 3. It begetteth and continueth in the soul a great reverence of God,
- his Word, and ways, keeping it tender, and making it afraid
- to turn from them, to the right hand or to the left,
- to anything that may dishonour God, break its peace, grieve the Spirit,
- or cause the enemy to speak reproachfully.
-
- HOPE. Well said; I believe you have said the truth.
- Are we now almost got past the Enchanted Ground?
-
- CHR. Why, art thou weary of this discourse?
-
- HOPE. No, verily, but that I would know where we are.
-
- {371}
- <Why ignorant persons stifle convictions>
- CHR. We have not now above two miles further to go thereon.
- But let us return to our matter. <In general> Now the ignorant
- know not that such convictions as tend to put them in fear
- are for their good, and therefore they seek to stifle them.
-
- HOPE. How do they seek to stifle them?
-
- {372}
- <In particular>
- CHR. 1. They think that those fears are wrought by the devil,
- (though indeed they are wrought of God); and, thinking so,
- they resist them as things that directly tend to their overthrow.
-
- 2. They also think that these fears tend to the spoiling
- of their faith, when, alas, for them, poor men that they are,
- they have none at all! and therefore they harden their hearts
- against them.
-
- 3. They presume they ought not to fear; and, therefore,
- in despite of them, wax presumptuously confident.
-
- 4. They see that those fears tend to take away from them
- their pitiful old self-holiness, and therefore they resist them
- with all their might.
-
- {373}
- HOPE. I know something of this myself; for, before I knew myself,
- it was so with me.
-
- CHR. Well, we will leave, at this time, our neighbour Ignorance
- by himself, and fall upon another profitable question.
-
- HOPE. With all my heart, but you shall still begin.
-
- <Talk about one Temporary>
- CHR. Well then, did you not know, about ten years ago,
- one Temporary in your parts, who was a forward man in religion then?
-
- <Where he dwelt>
- HOPE. Know him! yes, he dwelt in Graceless, a town about two miles
- off of Honesty, and he dwelt next door to one Turnback.
-
- {374}
- <He was towardly once>
- CHR. Right, he dwelt under the same roof with him. Well,
- that man was much awakened once; I believe that then he had
- some sight of his sins, and of the wages that were due thereto.
-
- HOPE. I am of your mind, for, my house not being above three miles
- from him, he would ofttimes come to me, and that with many tears.
- Truly I pitied the man, and was not altogether without hope of him;
- but one may see, it is not every one that cries, Lord, Lord.
-
- CHR. He told me once that he was resolved to go on pilgrimage,
- as we do now; but all of a sudden he grew acquainted with one Save-self,
- and then he became a stranger to me.
-
- {375}
- HOPE. Now, since we are talking about him, let us a little inquire
- into the reason of the sudden backsliding of him and such others.
-
- CHR. It may be very profitable, but do you begin.
-
- <Reasons why towardly ones go back>
- HOPE. Well, then, there are in my judgment four reasons for it:--
-
- {376}
- 1. Though the consciences of such men are awakened, yet their minds
- are not changed; therefore, when the power of guilt weareth away,
- that which provoked them to be religious ceaseth, wherefore they
- naturally turn to their own course again, even as we see the dog
- that is sick of what he has eaten, so long as his sickness prevails
- he vomits and casts up all; not that he doth this of a free mind
- (if we may say a dog has a mind), but because it troubleth his stomach;
- but now, when his sickness is over, and so his stomach eased,
- his desire being not at all alienate from his vomit, he turns him about
- and licks up all, and so it is true which is written, "The dog is turned
- to his own vomit again." [2 Pet. 2:22] Thus I say,
- being hot for heaven, by virtue only of the sense and fear
- of the torments of hell, as their sense of hell and the fears
- of damnation chills and cools, so their desires for heaven and salvation
- cool also. So then it comes to pass, that when their guilt and fear
- is gone, their desires for heaven and happiness die, and they return
- to their course again.
-
- {377}
- 2. Another reason is, they have slavish fears that do overmaster them;
- I speak now of the fears that they have of men, for "the fear of man
- bringeth a snare". [Prov. 29:25] So then, though they seem to be
- hot for heaven, so long as the flames of hell are about their ears,
- yet when that terror is a little over, they betake themselves
- to second thoughts; namely, that it is good to be wise, and not to run
- (for they know not what) the hazard of losing all, or, at least,
- of bringing themselves into unavoidable and unnecessary troubles,
- and so they fall in with the world again.
-
- {378}
- 3. The shame that attends religion lies also as a block in their way;
- they are proud and haughty; and religion in their eye
- is low and contemptible, therefore, when they have lost their sense
- of hell and wrath to come, they return again to their former course.
-
- {379}
- 4. Guilt, and to meditate terror, are grievous to them.
- They like not to see their misery before they come into it;
- though perhaps the sight of it first, if they loved that sight,
- might make them fly whither the righteous fly and are safe.
- But because they do, as I hinted before, even shun the thoughts
- of guilt and terror, therefore, when once they are rid
- of their awakenings about the terrors and wrath of God,
- they harden their hearts gladly, and choose such ways as will
- harden them more and more.
-
- {380}
- CHR. You are pretty near the business, for the bottom of all
- is for want of a change in their mind and will. And therefore
- they are but like the felon that standeth before the judge,
- he quakes and trembles, and seems to repent most heartily,
- but the bottom of all is the fear of the halter; not that he hath
- any detestation of the offence, as is evident, because,
- let but this man have his liberty, and he will be a thief,
- and so a rogue still, whereas, if his mind was changed,
- he would be otherwise.
-
- {381}
- HOPE. Now I have showed you the reasons of their going back,
- do you show me the manner thereof.
-
- CHR. So I will willingly.
-
- <How the apostate goes back>
- 1. They draw off their thoughts, all that they may,
- from the remembrance of God, death, and judgment to come.
-
- 2. Then they cast off by degrees private duties, as closet prayer,
- curbing their lusts, watching, sorrow for sin, and the like.
-
- 3. Then they shun the company of lively and warm Christians.
-
- 4. After that they grow cold to public duty, as hearing, reading,
- godly conference, and the like.
-
- 5. Then they begin to pick holes, as we say, in the coats
- of some of the godly; and that devilishly, that they may have
- a seeming colour to throw religion (for the sake of some infirmity
- they have espied in them) behind their backs.
-
- 6. Then they begin to adhere to, and associate themselves with,
- carnal, loose, and wanton men.
-
- 7. Then they give way to carnal and wanton discourses in secret;
- and glad are they if they can see such things in any
- that are counted honest, that they may the more boldly do it
- through their example.
-
- 8. After this they begin to play with little sins openly.
-
- 9. And then, being hardened, they show themselves as they are.
- Thus, being launched again into the gulf of misery, unless a miracle
- of grace prevent it, they everlastingly perish in their own deceivings.
-
- {382}
- Now I saw in my dream, that by this time the Pilgrims were got over
- the Enchanted Ground, and entering into the country of Beulah, whose air
- was very sweet and pleasant, the way lying directly through it,
- they solaced themselves there for a season. Yea, here they heard
- continually the singing of birds, and saw every day the flowers appear
- on the earth, and heard the voice of the turtle in the land.
- [Isa. 62:4, Song of Solomon 2:10-12] In this country
- the sun shineth night and day; wherefore this was beyond
- the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and also out of the reach
- of Giant Despair, neither could they from this place so much as see
- Doubting Castle. <Angels> Here they were within sight of the city
- they were going to, also here met them some of the inhabitants thereof;
- for in this land the Shining Ones commonly walked, because it was
- upon the borders of heaven. In this land also, the contract between
- the bride and the bridegroom was renewed; yea, here, "As the bridegroom
- rejoiceth over the bride, so did their God rejoice over them."
- [Isa. 62:5] Here they had no want of corn and wine; for in this place
- they met with abundance of what they had sought for in all
- their pilgrimage. [Isa. 62:8] Here they heard voices from
- out of the city, loud voices, saying, "`Say ye to the daughter of Zion,
- Behold, thy salvation cometh! Behold, his reward is with him!'
- Here all the inhabitants of the country called them, `The holy people,
- The redeemed of the Lord, Sought out'", etc. [Isa. 62:11,12]
-
- {383}
- Now as they walked in this land, they had more rejoicing than in parts
- more remote from the kingdom to which they were bound; and drawing near
- to the city, they had yet a more perfect view thereof. It was builded
- of pearls and precious stones, also the street thereof was paved
- with gold; so that by reason of the natural glory of the city,
- and the reflection of the sunbeams upon it, Christian with desire
- fell sick; Hopeful also had a fit or two of the same disease.
- Wherefore, here they lay by it a while, crying out, because of
- their pangs, If ye find my beloved, tell him that I am sick of love.
-
- {384}
- But, being a little strengthened, and better able to bear
- their sickness, they walked on their way, and came yet nearer
- and nearer, where were orchards, vineyards, and gardens,
- and their gates opened into the highway. Now, as they came up
- to these places, behold the gardener stood in the way,
- to whom the Pilgrims said, Whose goodly vineyards and gardens are these?
- He answered, They are the King's, and are planted here
- for his own delight, and also for the solace of pilgrims.
- So the gardener had them into the vineyards, and bid them
- refresh themselves with the dainties. [Deut. 23:24]
- He also showed them there the King's walks, and the arbours where
- he delighted to be; and here they tarried and slept.
-
- {385}
- Now I beheld in my dream that they talked more in their sleep
- at this time than ever they did in all their journey;
- and being in a muse thereabout, the gardener said even to me,
- Wherefore musest thou at the matter? It is the nature of the fruit
- of the grapes of these vineyards to go down so sweetly
- as to cause the lips of them that are asleep to speak.
-
- {386}
- So I saw that when they awoke, they addressed themselves to go up
- to the city; but, as I said, the reflection of the sun upon the city
- (for the city was pure gold) was so extremely glorious
- that they could not, as yet, with open face behold it, but through
- an instrument made for that purpose. So I saw, that as I went on,
- there met them two men, in raiment that shone like gold;
- lso their faces shone as the light. [Rev. 21:18, 2 Cor. 3:18]
-
- {387}
- These men asked the Pilgrims whence they came; and they told them.
- They also asked them where they had lodged, what difficulties
- and dangers, what comforts and pleasures they had met in the way;
- and they told them. Then said the men that met them, You have
- but two difficulties more to meet with, and then you are in the city.
-
- {388}
- Christian then, and his companion, asked the men to go along with them;
- so they told them they would. But, said they, you must obtain it
- by your own faith. So I saw in my dream that they went on together,
- until they came in sight of the gate.
-
- {389}
- <Death>
- Now, I further saw, that betwixt them and the gate was a river,
- but there was no bridge to go over: the river was very deep.
- At the sight, therefore, of this river, the Pilgrims were much stunned;
- but the men that went in with them said, You must go through,
- or you cannot come at the gate.
-
- {390}
- <Death is not welcome to nature, though by it we pass out of this world
- into glory*>
- The Pilgrims then began to inquire if there was no other way
- to the gate; to which they answered, Yes; but there hath not any,
- save two, to wit, Enoch and Elijah, been permitted to tread that path
- since the foundation of the world, nor shall, until the last trumpet
- shall sound. [1 Cor. 15:51,52] The Pilgrims then,
- especially Christian, began to despond in their minds,
- and looked this way and that, but no way could be found by them
- by which they might escape the river. Then they asked the men
- if the waters were all of a depth. <Angels help us not comfortably
- through death> They said: No; yet they could not help them
- in that case; for, said they, you shall find it deeper or shallower
- as you believe in the King of the place.
-
- *In the Resurrection of the Righteous. [Rev. 20:4-6]
-
- {391}
- They then addressed themselves to the water and, entering,
- Christian began to sink, and crying out to his good friend Hopeful,
- he said, I sink in deep waters; the billows go over my head,
- all his waves go over me! Selah.
-
- {392}
- <Christian's conflict at the hour of death>
- Then said the other, Be of good cheer, my brother, I feel the bottom,
- and it is good. Then said Christian, Ah! my friend,
- the sorrows of death hath compassed me about; I shall not see the land
- that flows with milk and honey; and with that a great darkness
- and horror fell upon Christian, so that he could not see before him.
- Also here he in great measure lost his senses, so that he could neither
- remember nor orderly talk of any of those sweet refreshments
- that he had met with in the way of his pilgrimage. But all the words
- that he spake still tended to discover that he had horror of mind,
- and heart fears that he should die in that river, and never obtain
- entrance in at the gate. Here also, as they that stood by perceived,
- he was much in the troublesome thoughts of the sins that he
- had committed, both since and before he began to be a pilgrim.
- It was also observed that he was troubled with apparitions
- of hobgoblins and evil spirits, for ever and anon he would
- intimate so much by words. Hopeful, therefore, here had much ado
- to keep his brother's head above water; yea, sometimes he would be
- quite gone down, and then, ere a while, he would rise up again
- half dead. Hopeful also would endeavour to comfort him, saying,
- Brother, I see the gate, and men standing by to receive us:
- but Christian would answer, It is you, it is you they wait for;
- you have been Hopeful ever since I knew you. And so have you,
- said he to Christian. Ah! brother! said he, surely if I was right
- he would now arise to help me; but for my sins he hath brought me
- into the snare, and hath left me. Then said Hopeful, My brother,
- you have quite forgot the text, where it is said of the wicked,
- "There are no bands in their death, but their strength is firm.
- They are not in trouble as other men, neither are they plagued
- like other men. [Ps. 73:4,5] These troubles and distresses that you
- go through in these waters are no sign that God hath forsaken you;
- but are sent to try you, whether you will call to mind that which
- heretofore you have received of his goodness, and live upon him
- in your distresses.
-
- {393}
- <Christian delivered from his fears in death>
- Then I saw in my dream, that Christian was as in a muse a while.
- To whom also Hopeful added this word, Be of good cheer,
- Jesus Christ maketh thee whole; and with that Christian brake out
- with a loud voice, Oh, I see him again! and he tells me,
- "When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee,
- and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee." [Isa. 43:2]
- Then they both took courage, and the enemy was after that as still
- as a stone, until they were gone over. Christian therefore
- presently found ground to stand upon, and so it followed that
- the rest of the river was but shallow. Thus they got over.
- <The angels do wait for them, so soon as they are passed out
- of this world> Now, upon the bank of the river, on the other side,
- they saw the two shining men again, who there waited for them;
- wherefore, being come out of the river, they saluted them, saying,
- We are ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for those that
- shall be heirs of salvation. Thus they went along towards the gate.
-
- {394}
- <They have put off mortality> Now you must note that the city stood
- upon a mighty hill, but the Pilgrims went up that hill with ease,
- because they had these two men to lead them up by the arms;
- also, they had left their mortal garments behind them in the river,
- for though they went in with them, they came out without them.
- They, therefore, went up here with much agility and speed,
- though the foundation upon which the city was framed was higher than
- the clouds. They therefore went up through the regions of the air,
- sweetly talking as they went, being comforted, because they safely
- got over the river, and had such glorious companions to attend them.
-
- Now, now, look how the holy pilgrims ride,
- Clouds are their chariots, angels are their guide:
- Who would not here for him all hazards run,
- That thus provides for his when this world's done?
-
- {395}
- The talk they had with the Shining Ones was about the glory
- of the place; who told them that the beauty and glory of it
- was inexpressible. There, said they, is the Mount Zion,
- the heavenly Jerusalem, the innumerable company of angels,
- and the spirits of just men made perfect. [Heb. 12:22-24]
- You are going now, said they, to the paradise of God, wherein you shall
- see the tree of life, and eat of the never-fading fruits thereof;
- and when you come there, you shall have white robes given you,
- and your walk and talk shall be every day with the King,
- even all the days of eternity. [Rev. 2:7, 3:4, 21:4,5]
- There you shall not see again such things as you saw when you were in
- the lower region upon the earth, to wit, sorrow, sickness, affliction,
- and death, for the former things are passed away. You are now going
- to Abraham, to Isaac, and Jacob, and to the prophets--men that God
- hath taken away from the evil to come, and that are now resting
- upon their beds, each one walking in his righteousness. [Isa. 57:1,2,
- 65:17] The men then asked, What must we do in the holy place?
- To whom it was answered, You must there receive the comforts
- of all your toil, and have joy for all your sorrow; you must reap
- what you have sown, even the fruit of all your prayers, and tears,
- and sufferings for the King by the way. [Gal. 6:7] In that place
- you must wear crowns of gold, and enjoy the perpetual sight and vision
- of the Holy One, for there you shall see him as he is. [1 John 3:2]
- There also you shall serve him continually with praise, with shouting,
- and thanksgiving, whom you desired to serve in the world,
- though with much difficulty, because of the infirmity of your flesh.
- There your eyes shall be delighted with seeing, and your ears with
- hearing the pleasant voice of the Mighty One. There you shall
- enjoy your friends again that are gone thither before you;
- and there you shall with joy receive, even every one that follows
- into the holy place after you. There also shall you be clothed
- with glory and majesty, and put into an equipage fit to ride out
- with the King of Glory. When he shall come with sound of trumpet
- in the clouds, as upon the wings of the wind, you shall come with him;
- and when he shall sit upon the throne of judgment; you shall sit by him;
- yea, and when he shall pass sentence upon all the workers of iniquity,
- let them be angels or men, you also shall have a voice in that judgment,
- because they were his and your enemies. [1 Thes. 4:13-16, Jude 1:14,
- Dan. 7:9,10, 1 Cor. 6:2,3] Also, when he shall again return to
- the city, you shall go too, with sound of trumpet, and be ever with him.
-
- {396}
- Now while they were thus drawing towards the gate, behold a company
- of the heavenly host came out to meet them; to whom it was said,
- by the other two Shining Ones, These are the men that have
- loved our Lord when they were in the world, and that have left all
- for his holy name; and he hath sent us to fetch them, and we have
- brought them thus far on their desired journey, that they may go in
- and look their Redeemer in the face with joy. Then the heavenly host
- gave a great shout, saying, "Blessed are they which are called unto
- the marriage supper of the Lamb." [Rev. 19:9] There came out also
- at this time to meet them, several of the King's trumpeters,
- clothed in white and shining raiment, who, with melodious noises,
- and loud, made even the heavens to echo with their sound.
- These trumpeters saluted Christian and his fellow with ten thousand
- welcomes from the world; and this they did with shouting,
- and sound of trumpet.
-
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- This done, they compassed them round on every side; some went before,
- some behind, and some on the right hand, some on the left,
- (as it were to guard them through the upper regions),
- continually sounding as they went, with melodious noise,
- in notes on high: so that the very sight was, to them that could
- behold it, as if heaven itself was come down to meet them. Thus,
- therefore, they walked on together; and as they walked,
- ever and anon these trumpeters, even with joyful sound,
- would, by mixing their music with looks and gestures,
- still signify to Christian and his brother, how welcome they were
- into their company, and with what gladness they came to meet them;
- and now were these two men, as it were, in heaven, before they came
- at it, being swallowed up with the sight of angels, and with hearing
- of their melodious notes. Here also they had the city itself in view,
- and they thought they heard all the bells therein to ring,
- to welcome them thereto. But above all, the warm and joyful thoughts
- that they had about their own dwelling there, with such company,
- and that for ever and ever. Oh, by what tongue or pen can
- their glorious joy be expressed! And thus they came up to the gate.
-
- {398}
- Now, when they were come up to the gate, there was written over
- it in letters of gold, "Blessed are they that do his commandments,
- that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in
- through the gates into the city." [Rev. 22:14]
-
- {399}
- Then I saw in my dream that the Shining Men bid them call at the gate;
- the which, when they did, some looked from above over the gate, to wit,
- Enoch, Moses, and Elijah, &c., to whom it was said, These pilgrims
- are come from the City of Destruction, for the love that they bear
- to the King of this place; and then the Pilgrims gave in unto them
- each man his certificate, which they had received in the beginning;
- those, therefore, were carried in to the King, who, when he had
- read them, said, Where are the men? To whom it was answered,
- They are standing without the gate. The King then commanded
- to open the gate, "That the righteous nation," said he,
- "which keepeth the truth, may enter in." [Isa. 26:2]
-
- {400}
- Now I saw in my dream that these two men went in at the gate: and lo,
- as they entered, they were transfigured, and they had raiment put on
- that shone like gold. There was also that met them with
- harps and crowns, and gave them to them--the harps to praise withal,
- and the crowns in token of honour. Then I heard in my dream
- that all the bells in the city rang again for joy, and that
- it was said unto them, "ENTER YE INTO THE JOY OF YOUR LORD."
- I also heard the men themselves, that they sang with a loud voice,
- saying, "BLESSING AND HONOUR, AND GLORY, AND POWER, BE UNTO HIM
- THAT SITTETH UPON THE THRONE, AND UNTO THE LAMB, FOR EVER AND EVER."
- [Rev. 5:13]
-
- {401}
- Now, just as the gates were opened to let in the men,
- I looked in after them, and, behold, the City shone like the sun;
- the streets also were paved with gold, and in them walked many men,
- with crowns on their heads, palms in their hands, and golden harps
- to sing praises withal.
-
- {402}
- There were also of them that had wings, and they answered one another
- without intermission, saying, "Holy, holy, holy is the Lord."
- [Rev. 4:8] And after that they shut up the gates; which,
- when I had seen, I wished myself among them.
-
- {403}
- <Ignorance comes up to the river>
- Now while I was gazing upon all these things, I turned my head
- to look back, and saw Ignorance come up to the river side;
- but he soon got over, and that without half that difficulty which
- the other two men met with. <Vain-hope does ferry him over>
- For it happened that there was then in that place, one Vain-hope,
- a ferryman, that with his boat helped him over; so he,
- as the other I saw, did ascend the hill, to come up to the gate,
- only he came alone; neither did any man meet him with
- the least encouragement. When he was come up to the gate,
- he looked up to the writing that was above, and then began to knock,
- supposing that entrance should have been quickly administered to him;
- but he was asked by the men that looked over the top of the gate,
- Whence came you, and what would you have? He answered,
- I have eat and drank in the presence of the King, and he has taught
- in our streets. Then they asked him for his certificate,
- that they might go in and show it to the King; so he fumbled
- in his bosom for one, and found none. Then said they, Have you none?
- But the man answered never a word. So they told the King,
- but he would not come down to see him, but commanded
- the two Shining Ones that conducted Christian and Hopeful to the City,
- to go out and take Ignorance, and bind him hand and foot,
- and have him away. Then they took him up, and carried him
- through the air to the door that I saw in the side of the hill,
- and put him in there. Then I saw that there was a way to hell,
- even from the gates of heaven, as well as from the City of Destruction.
- So I awoke, and behold it was a dream.
-
-
-
-
- {404}
- The Conclusion.
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- Now, Reader, I have told my dream to thee;
- See if thou canst interpret it to me,
- Or to thyself, or neighbour; but take heed
- Of misinterpreting; for that, instead
- Of doing good, will but thyself abuse:
- By misinterpreting, evil ensues.
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- Take heed, also, that thou be not extreme,
- In playing with the outside of my dream:
- Nor let my figure or similitude
- Put thee into a laughter or a feud.
- Leave this for boys and fools; but as for thee,
- Do thou the substance of my matter see.
-
- Put by the curtains, look within my veil,
- Turn up my metaphors, and do not fail,
- There, if thou seekest them, such things to find,
- As will be helpful to an honest mind.
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- What of my dross thou findest there, be bold
- To throw away, but yet preserve the gold;
- What if my gold be wrapped up in ore?--
- None throws away the apple for the core.
- But if thou shalt cast all away as vain,
- I know not but 'twill make me dream again.
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