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- The season for the Line at length drew
- near; and every day when Ahab, coming from his cabin, cast his eyes aloft,
- the vigilant helmsman would ostentatiously handle his spokes, and the eager
- mariners quickly run to the braces, and would stand there with all their eyes
- centrally fixed on the nailed doubloon; impatient for the order to point the
- ship's prow for the equator. In good time the order came. It was hard upon
- high noon; and Ahab, seated in the bows of his high-hoisted boat, was about
- taking his wonted daily obervation of the sun to determine his latitude. Now,
- in that Japanese sea, the days in summer are as freshets of effulgences.
- That unblinkingly vivid Japanese sun seems the blazing focus of the glassy
- ocean's immeasureable burning-glass. The sky looks lacquered; clouds there
- are none; the horizon floats; and this nakedness of unrelieved radiance is
- as the insufferable splendors of God's throne. Well that Ahab's quadrant
- was furnished with colored glasses, through which to take sight of that solar
- fire. So, swinging his seated form to the roll of the ship, and with his
- astrological-looking instrument placed to his eye, he remained in that posture
- for some moments to catch the precise instant when the sun should gain its
- precise meridian. Meantime while his whole attention was absorbed, the Parsee
-
- was kneeling beneath him on the ship's deck, and with face thrown up like
- Ahab's, was eyeing the same sun with him; only the lids of his eyes half
- hooded their orbs, and his wild face was subdued to an earthly
- passionlessness. At length the desired observation was taken; and with his
- pencil upon his ivory leg, Ahab soon calculated what his latitude must be at
- that precise instant. Then falling into a moment's revery, he again looked
- up towards the sun and murmured to himself: Thou sea-mark! thou high and
- mighty Pilot! thou tellest me truly
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- where I am --but canst thou cast the least hint where I shall be? Or canst
- thou tell where some other thing besides me is this moment living? Where is
- Moby Dick? This instant thou must be eyeing him. These eyes of mine look
- into the very eye that is even now beholding him; aye, and into the eye that
- is even now equally beholding the objects on the unknown, thither side of
- thee, thou sun! Then gazing at his quadrant, and handling, one after the
- other, its numerous cabalistical contrivances, he pondered again, and
- muttered: Foolish toy! babies' plaything of haughty Admirals, and
- Commodores, and Captains; the world brags of thee, of thy cunning and might;
-
- but what after all canst thou do, but tell the poor, pitiful point, where
- thou thyself happenest to be on this wide planet, and the hand that holds
- thee: no! not one jot more! Thou canst not tell where one drop of water or
- one grain of sand will be to-morrow noon; and yet with thy impotence thou
- insultest the sun! Science! Curse thee, thou vain toy; and cursed be all
- the things that cast man's eyes aloft to that heaven, whose live vividness
- but scorches him, as these old eyes are even now scorched with thy light, O
- sun! Level by nature to this earth's horizon are the glances of man's eyes;
- not shot from the crown of his head, as if God had meant him to gaze on his
- firmament. Curse thee, thou quadrant! dashing it to the deck, no longer
- will I guide my earthly way by thee; the level ship's compass, and the level
- dead-reckoning, by log and by line; these shall conduct me, and show me my
- place on the sea. Aye, lighting from the boat to the deck, thus I
- trample on thee, thou paltry thing that feebly pointest on high; thus I split
- and destroy thee! As the frantic old man thus spoke and thus trampled with
- his live and dead feet, a sneering triumph that seemed meant for Ahab, and a
- fatalistic despair that seemed meant for himself --these passed over the mute,
- motionless Parsee's face. Unobserved he rose and glided away; while,
- awestruck by the aspect of their commander, the seamen clustered together on
- the forecastle, till Ahab, troubledly pacing the deck, shouted out -- To the
- braces! Up helm! --square in! In an instant the yards swung round; and as
- the ship half-wheeled
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- upon her heel, her three firm-seated graceful masts erectly poised upon her
- long, ribbed hull, seemed as the three Horatii pirouetting on one sufficient
- steed. Standing between the knight-heads, Starbuck watched the Pequod's
- tumultuous way, and Ahab's also, as he went lurching along the deck. I
- have sat before the dense coal fire and watched it all aglow, full of its
- tormented flaming life; and I have seen it wane at last, down, down, to
- dumbest dust. Old man of oceans! of all this fiery life of thine, what will
- at length remain but one little heap of ashes! Aye, cried Stubb, but
- sea-coal ashes --mind ye that, Mr. Starbuck --sea-coal, not your common
- charcoal. Well, well; I heard Ahab mutter, "Here some one thrusts these
- cards into these old hands of mine; swears that I must play them, and no
- others." And damn me, Ahab, but thou actest right; live in the game, and
- die it!
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