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- The precipitating manner in which Captain
- Ahab had quitted the Samuel Enderby of London, had not been unattended with
- some small violence to his own person. He had lighted with such energy upon a
- thwart of his boat that his ivory leg had
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- received a half-splintering shock. And when after gaining his own deck, and
- his own pivot-hole there, he so vehemently wheeled round with an urgent
- command to the steersman (it was, as ever, something about his not steering
- inflexibly enough); then, the already shaken ivory received such an additional
- twist and wrench, that though it still remained entire, and to all
- appearances lusty, yet Ahab did not deem it entirely trustworthy. And,
- indeed, it seemed small matter for wonder, that for all his pervading, mad
- recklessness, Ahab did at times give careful heed to the condition of that
- dead bone upon which he partly stood. For it had not been very long prior to
- the Pequod's sailing from Nantucket, that he had been found one night lying
- prone upon the ground, and insensible; by some unknown, and seemingly
- inexplicable, unimaginable casualty, his ivory limb having been so violently
- displaced, that it had stake-wise smitten, and all but pierced his groin;
- nor was it without extreme difficulty that the agonizing wound was entirely
- cured. Nor, at the time, had it failed to enter his monomaniac mind, that all
- the anguish of that then present suffering was but the direct issue of a
- former woe; and he too plainly seemed to see, that as the most poisonous
- reptile of the marsh perpetuates his kind as inevitably as the sweetest
- songster of the grove; so, equally with every felicity, all miserable events
- do naturally beget their like. Yea, more than equally, thought Ahab; since
-
- both the ancestry and posterity of Grief go further than the ancestry and
- posterity of Joy. For, not to hint of this: that it is an inference from
- certain canonic teachings, that while some natural enjoyments here shall have
- no children born to them for the other world, but, on the contrary, shall be
- followed by the joy-childlessness of all hell's despair; whereas, some guilty
-
- mortal miseries shall still fertilely beget to themselves an eternally
- progressive progeny of griefs beyond the grave; not at all to hint of this,
- there still seems an inequality in the deeper analysis of the thing. For,
- thought Ahab, while even the highest earthly felicities ever have a certain
- unsignifying pettiness lurking in them, but, at bottom, all heart-woes, a
- mystic significance, and, in some men, an archangelic grandeur; so do their
- diligent tracings-out not belie the obvious deduction. To trail the
- genealogies
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- of these high mortal miseries, carries us at last among the sourceless
- primogenitures of the gods; so that, in the face of all the glad, hay-making
- suns, and soft-cymballing, round harvest-moons, we must needs give in to
- this: that the gods themselves are not for ever glad. The ineffaceable, sad
- birth-mark in the brow of man, is but the stamp of sorrow in the signers.
- Unwittingly here a secret has been divulged, which perhaps might more
- properly, in set way, have been disclosed before. With many other particulars
- concerning Ahab, always had it remained a mystery to some, why it was, that
- for a certain period, both before and after the sailing of the Pequod, he
- had hidden himself away with such Grand-Lama-like exclusiveness; and, for
- that one interval, sought speechless refuge, as it were, among the marble
- senate of the dead. Captain Peleg's bruited reason for this thing appeared by
- no means adequate; though, indeed, as touching all Ahab's deeper part, every
- revelation partook more of significant darkness than of explanatory light.
- But, in the end, it all came out; this one matter did, at least. That direful
- mishap was at the bottom of his temporary recluseness. And not only this, but
- to that ever-contracting, dropping circle ashore, who, for any reason,
- possessed the privilege of a less banned approach to him; to that timid
- circle the above hinted casualty --remaining, as it did, moodily unaccounted
- for by Ahab --invested itself with terrors, not entirely underived from the
- land of spirits and of wails. So that, through their zeal for him, they had
- all conspired, so far as in them lay, to muffle up the knowledge of this
- thing from others; and hence it was, that not till a considerable interval
- had elapsed, did it transpire upon the Pequod's decks. But be all this as it
- may; let the unseen, ambiguous synod in the air, or the vindictive princes
- and potentates of fire, have to do or not with earthly Ahab, yet, in this
- present matter of his leg, he took plain practical procedures; --he called the
- carpenter. And when that functionary appeared before him, he bade him
- without delay set about making a new leg, and directed the mates to see him
- supplied with all the studs and joists of jaw-ivory (Sperm Whale) which had
- thus far been accumulated
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- on the voyage, in order that a careful selection of the stoutest,
- clearest-grained stuff might be secured. This done, the carpenter received
- orders to have the leg completed that night; and to provide all the fittings
- for it, independent of those pertaining to the distrusted one in use.
- Moreover, the ship's forge was ordered to be hoisted out of its temporary
- idleness in the hold; and, to accelerate the affair, the blacksmith was
- commanded to proceed at once to the forging of whatever iron contrivances
- might be needed.
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