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- CHAPTER XIV
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- WHEREIN A NEW POSITION IS TENDERED ELNORA,
- AND PHILIP AMMON IS SHOWN LIMBERLOST VIOLETS
-
-
- The next morning Mrs. Comstock called to Elnora,
- "The mail carrier stopped at our box."
-
- Elnora ran down the walk and came back carrying an
- official letter. She tore it open and read:
-
- MY DEAR MISS COMSTOCK:
-
- At the weekly meeting of the Onabasha School Board last night, it
- was decided to add the position of Lecturer on Natural History to
- our corps of city teachers. It will be the duty of this person to
- spend two hours a week in each of the grade schools exhibiting and
- explaining specimens of the most prominent objects in nature:
- animals, birds, insects, flowers, vines, shrubs, bushes, and trees.
- These specimens and lectures should be appropriate to the seasons
- and the comprehension of the grades. This position was unanimously
- voted to you. I think you will find the work delightful and much
- easier than the routine grind of the other teachers. It is my advice
- that you accept and begin to prepare yourself at once. Your salary
- will be $750 a year, and you will be allowed $200 for expenses in
- procuring specimens and books. Let us know at once if you want the
- position, as it is going to be difficult to fill satisfactorily if
- you do not.
-
- Very truly yours,
-
- DAVID THOMPSON, President, Onabasha Schools.
-
-
- "I hardly understand," marvelled Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "It is a new position. They never have had anything
- like it before. I suspect it arose from the help I've been
- giving the grade teachers in their nature work. They are
- trying to teach the children something, and half the
- instructors don't know a blue jay from a king-fisher, a
- beech leaf from an elm, or a wasp from a hornet."
-
- "Well, do you?" anxiously inquired Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "Indeed, I do!" laughed Elnora, "and several other
- things beside. When Freckles bequeathed me the
- swamp, he gave me a bigger inheritance than he knew.
- While you have thought I was wandering aimlessly, I
- have been following a definite plan, studying hard, and
- storing up the stuff that will earn these seven hundred
- and fifty dollars. Mother dear, I am going to accept
- this, of course. The work will be a delight. I'd love
- it most of anything in teaching. You must help me.
- We must find nests, eggs, leaves, queer formations in
- plants and rare flowers. I must have flower boxes made
- for each of the rooms and filled with wild things.
- I should begin to gather specimens this very day."
-
- Elnora's face was flushed and her eyes bright.
-
- "Oh, what great work that will be!" she cried. "You must
- go with me so you can see the little faces when I tell
- them how the goldfinch builds its nest, and how the
- bees make honey."
-
- So Elnora and her mother went into the woods behind
- the cabin to study nature.
-
- "I think," said Elnora, "the idea is to begin with fall
- things in the fall, keeping to the seasons throughout the year."
-
- "What are fall things?" inquired Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "Oh, fringed gentians, asters, ironwort, every fall
- flower, leaves from every tree and vine, what makes them
- change colour, abandoned bird nests, winter quarters
- of caterpillars and insects, what becomes of the
- butterflies and grasshoppers--myriads of stuff. I shall
- have to be very wise to select the things it will be most
- beneficial for the children to learn."
-
- "Can I really help you?" Mrs. Comstock's strong face
- was pathetic.
-
- "Indeed, yes!" cried Elnora. "I never can get through
- it alone. There will be an immense amount of work
- connected with securing and preparing specimens."
-
- Mrs. Comstock lifted her head proudly and began
- doing business at once. Her sharp eyes ranged from
- earth to heaven. She investigated everything, asking
- innumerable questions. At noon Mrs. Comstock took
- the specimens they had collected, and went to prepare
- dinner, while Elnora followed the woods down to the
- Sintons' to show her letter.
-
- She had to explain what became of her moths, and why
- college would have to be abandoned for that year, but
- Margaret and Wesley vowed not to tell. Wesley waved
- the letter excitedly, explaining it to Margaret as if it
- were a personal possession. Margaret was deeply impressed,
- while Billy volunteered first aid in gathering material.
-
- "Now anything you want in the ground, Snap can dig
- it out," he said. "Uncle Wesley and I found a hole
- three times as big as Snap, that he dug at the roots of
- a tree."
-
- "We will train him to hunt pupae cases," said Elnora.
-
- "Are you going to the woods this afternoon?" asked Billy.
-
- "Yes," answered Elnora. "Dr. Ammon's nephew
- from Chicago is visiting in Onabasha. He is going to
- show me how men put some sort of compound on a tree,
- hang a light beside it, and take moths that way. It will
- be interesting to watch and learn."
-
- "May I come?" asked Billy.
-
- "Of course you may come!" answered Elnora.
-
- "Is this nephew of Dr. Ammon a young man?" inquired Margaret.
-
- "About twenty-six, I should think," said Elnora.
- "He said he had been out of college and at work in his
- father's law office three years."
-
- "Does he seem nice?" asked Margaret, and Wesley smiled.
-
- "Finest kind of a person," said Elnora. "He can
- teach me so much. It is very interesting to hear
- him talk. He knows considerable about moths that will
- be a help to me. He had a fever and he has to stay
- outdoors until he grows strong again."
-
- "Billy, I guess you better help me this afternoon,"
- said Margaret. "Maybe Elnora had rather not bother
- with you."
-
- "There's no reason on earth why Billy should not
- come!" cried Elnora, and Wesley smiled again.
-
- "I must hurry home or I won't be ready," she added.
-
- Hastening down the road she entered the cabin, her
- face glowing.
-
- "I thought you never would come," said Mrs. Comstock.
- "If you don't hurry Mr. Ammon will be here before you
- are dressed."
-
- "I forgot about him until just now," said Elnora.
- "I am not going to dress. He's not coming to visit.
- We are only going to the woods for more specimens.
- I can't wear anything that requires care. The limbs
- take the most dreadful liberties with hair and clothing."
-
- Mrs. Comstock opened her lips, looked at Elnora and
- closed them. In her heart she was pleased that the
- girl was so interested in her work that she had forgotten
- Philip Ammon's coming. But it did seem to her that
- such a pleasant young man should have been greeted
- by a girl in a fresh dress. "If she isn't disposed to primp
- at the coming of a man, heaven forbid that I should be
- the one to start her," thought Mrs. Comstock.
-
- Philip came whistling down the walk between the
- cinnamon pinks, pansies, and strawberries. He carried
- several packages, while his face flushed with more colour
- than on the previous day.
-
- "Only see what has happened to me!" cried Elnora,
- offering her letter.
-
- "I'll wager I know!" answered Philip. "Isn't it great!
- Every one in Onabasha is talking about it. At last there
- is something new under the sun. All of them are pleased.
- They think you'll make a big success. This will give an
- incentive to work. In a few days more I'll be myself
- again, and we'll overturn the fields and woods around here."
-
- He went on to congratulate Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "Aren't you proud of her, though?" he asked. "You should
- hear what folks are saying! They say she created the
- necessity for the position, and every one seems to feel
- that it is a necessity. Now, if she succeeds, and she will,
- all of the other city schools will have such departments,
- and first thing you know she will have made the whole
- world a little better. Let me rest a few seconds; my feet
- are acting up again. Then we will cook the moth compound
- and put it to cool."
-
- He laughed as he sat breathing shortly.
-
- "It doesn't seem possible that a fellow could lose his
- strength like this. My knees are actually trembling,
- but I'll be all right in a minute. Uncle Doc said I
- could come. I told him how you took care of me, and he
- said I would be safe here."
-
- Then he began unwrapping packages and explaining
- to Mrs. Comstock how to cook the compound to attract
- the moths. He followed her into the kitchen, kindled
- the fire, and stirred the preparation as he talked.
- While the mixture cooled, he and Elnora walked through
- the vegetable garden behind the cabin and strayed from
- there into the woods.
-
- "What about college?" he asked. "Miss Brownlee said
- you were going."
-
- "I had hoped to," replied Elnora, "but I had a streak
- of dreadful luck, so I'll have to wait until next year.
- If you won't speak of it, I'll tell you."
-
- Philip promised, so Elnora recited the history of the
- Yellow Emperor. She was so interested in doing the
- Emperor justice she did not notice how many personalities
- went into the story. A few pertinent questions
- told him the remainder. He looked at the girl in wonder.
- In face and form she was as lovely as any one of her age
- and type he ever had seen. Her school work far surpassed
- that of most girls of her age he knew. She differed in
- other ways. This vast store of learning she had gathered
- from field and forest was a wealth of attraction no other
- girl possessed. Her frank, matter-of-fact manner was an
- inheritance from her mother, but there was something more.
- Once, as they talked he thought "sympathy" was the word
- to describe it and again "comprehension." She seemed to
- possess a large sense of brotherhood for all human and
- animate creatures. She spoke to him as if she had known
- him all her life. She talked to the grosbeak in exactly
- the same manner, as she laid strawberries and potato bugs
- on the fence for his family. She did not swerve an inch
- from her way when a snake slid past her, while the squirrels
- came down from the trees and took corn from her fingers.
- She might as well have been a boy, so lacking was she in
- any touch of feminine coquetry toward him. He studied
- her wonderingly. As they went along the path they reached
- a large slime-covered pool surrounded by decaying stumps
- and logs thickly covered with water hyacinths and blue flags.
- Philip stopped.
-
- "Is that the place?" he asked.
-
- Elnora assented. "The doctor told you?"
-
- "Yes. It was tragic. Is that pool really bottomless?"
-
- "So far as we ever have been able to discover."
-
- Philip stood looking at the water, while the long, sweet
- grasses, thickly sprinkled with blue flag bloom, over which
- wild bees clambered, swayed around his feet. Then he
- turned to the girl. She had worked hard. The same
- lavender dress she had worn the previous day clung to her
- in limp condition. But she was as evenly coloured and of
- as fine grain as a wild rose petal, her hair was really brown,
- but never was such hair touched with a redder glory, while
- her heavy arching brows added a look of strength to her
- big gray-blue eyes.
-
- "And you were born here?"
-
- He had not intended to voice that thought.
-
- "Yes," she said, looking into his eyes. "Just in time
- to prevent my mother from saving the life of my father.
- She came near never forgiving me."
-
- "Ah, cruel!" cried Philip.
-
- "I find much in life that is cruel, from our standpoints,"
- said Elnora. "It takes the large wisdom of the Unfathomable,
- the philosophy of the Almighty, to endure some of it.
- But there is always right somewhere, and at last it seems
- to come."
-
- "Will it come to you?" asked Philip, who found himself
- deeply affected.
-
- "It has come," said the girl serenely. "It came a week ago.
- It came in fullest measure when my mother ceased to regret
- that I had been born. Now, work that I love has come--that
- should constitute happiness. A little farther along is my
- violet bed. I want you to see it."
-
- As Philip Ammon followed he definitely settled upon the
- name of the unusual feature of Elnora's face. It should be
- called "experience." She had known bitter experiences
- early in life. Suffering had been her familiar more than joy.
- He watched her earnestly, his heart deeply moved. She led
- him into a swampy half-open space in the woods, stopped
- and stepped aside. He uttered a cry of surprised delight.
-
- A few decaying logs were scattered around, the grass
- grew in tufts long and fine. Blue flags waved, clusters of
- cowslips nodded gold heads, but the whole earth was purple
- with a thick blanket of violets nodding from stems a foot
- in length. Elnora knelt and slipping her fingers between
- the leaves and grasses to the roots, gathered a few violets
- and gave them to Philip.
-
- "Can your city greenhouses surpass them?" she asked.
-
- He sat on a log to examine the blooms.
-
- "They are superb!" he said. "I never saw such
- length of stem or such rank leaves, while the flowers are
- the deepest blue, the truest violet I ever saw growing wild.
- They are coloured exactly like the eyes of the girl I am
- going to marry."
-
- Elnora handed him several others to add to those he held.
- "She must have wonderful eyes," she commented.
-
- "No other blue eyes are quite so beautiful," he said.
- "In fact, she is altogether lovely."
-
- "Is it customary for a man to think the girl he is going
- to marry lovely? I wonder if I should find her so."
-
- "You would," said Philip. "No one ever fails to. She is
- tall as you, very slender, but perfectly rounded; you
- know about her eyes; her hair is black and wavy--while
- her complexion is clear and flushed with red."
-
- "Why, she must be the most beautiful girl in the whole
- world!" she cried.
-
- "No, indeed!" he said. "She is not a particle better
- looking in her way than you are in yours. She is a type
- of dark beauty, but you are equally as perfect. She is
- unusual in her combination of black hair and violet eyes,
- although every one thinks them black at a little distance.
- You are quite as unusual with your fair face, black brows,
- and brown hair; indeed, I know many people who would
- prefer your bright head to her dark one. It's all a question
- of taste--and being engaged to the girl," he added.
-
- "That would be likely to prejudice one," laughed Elnora.
-
- "Edith has a birthday soon; if these last will you let me
- have a box of them to send her?"
-
- "I will help gather and pack them for you, so they will
- carry nicely. Does she hunt moths with you?"
-
- Back went Philip Ammon's head in a gale of laughter.
-
- "No!" he cried. "She says they are `creepy.' She would
- go into a spasm if she were compelled to touch those
- caterpillars I saw you handling yesterday."
-
- "Why would she?" marvelled Elnora. "Haven't you
- told her that they are perfectly clean, helpless,
- and harmless as so much animate velvet?"
-
- "No, I have not told her. She wouldn't care enough
- about caterpillars to listen."
-
- "In what is she interested?"
-
- "What interests Edith Carr? Let me think! First, I
- believe she takes pride in being a little handsomer and
- better dressed than any girl of her set. She is interested
- in having a beautiful home, fine appointments, in being
- petted, praised, and the acknowledged leader of society.
-
- "She likes to find new things which amuse her, and to always
- and in all circumstances have her own way about everything."
-
- "Good gracious!" cried Elnora, staring at him. "But what
- does she do? How does she spend her time?"
-
- "Spend her time!" repeated Philip. "Well, she would call
- that a joke. Her days are never long enough. There is
- endless shopping, to find the pretty things; regular visits
- to the dressmakers, calls, parties, theatres, entertainments.
- She is always rushed. I never am able to be with her half as
- much as I would like."
-
- "But I mean work," persisted Elnora. "In what is she
- interested that is useful to the world?"
-
- "Me!" cried Philip promptly.
-
- "I can understand that," laughed Elnora. "What I
- can't understand is how you can be in----" She stopped in
- confusion, but she saw that he had finished the sentence as
- she had intended. "I beg your pardon!" she cried. "I didn't
- intend to say that. But I cannot understand these people
- I hear about who live only for their own amusement.
- Perhaps it is very great; I'll never have a chance to know.
- To me, it seems the only pleasure in this world worth
- having is the joy we derive from living for those we love,
- and those we can help. I hope you are not angry with me."
-
- Philip sat silently looking far away, with deep thought
- in his eyes.
-
- "You are angry," faltered Elnora.
-
- His look came back to her as she knelt before him among
- the flowers and he gazed at her steadily.
-
- "No doubt I should be," he said, "but the fact is I
- am not. I cannot understand a life purely for personal
- pleasure myself. But she is only a girl, and this is
- her playtime. When she is a woman in her own home, then
- she will be different, will she not?"
-
- Elnora never resembled her mother so closely as when
- she answered that question.
-
- "I would have to be well acquainted with her to know,
- but I should hope so. To make a real home for a tired
- business man is a very different kind of work from that
- required to be a leader of society. It demands different
- talent and education. Of course, she means to change, or
- she would not have promised to make a home for you. I suspect
- our dope is cool now, let's go try for some butterflies."
-
- As they went along the path together Elnora talked of
- many things but Philip answered absently. Evidently he
- was thinking of something else. But the moth bait
- recalled him and he was ready for work as they made their
- way back to the woods. He wanted to try the Limberlost,
- but Elnora was firm about remaining on home ground.
- She did not tell him that lights hung in the swamp would
- be a signal to call up a band of men whose presence
- she dreaded. So they started, Ammon carrying the dope,
- Elnora the net, Billy and Mrs. Comstock following with
- cyanide boxes and lanterns.
-
- First they tried for butterflies and captured several fine
- ones without trouble. They also called swarms of ants,
- bees, beetles, and flies. When it grew dusk, Mrs. Comstock
- and Philip went to prepare supper. Elnora and Billy
- remained until the butterflies disappeared. Then they
- lighted the lanterns, repainted the trees and followed
- the home trail.
-
- "Do you 'spec you'll get just a lot of moths?" asked
- Billy, as he walked beside Elnora.
-
- "I am sure I hardly know," said the girl. "This is a
- new way for me. Perhaps they will come to the lights, but
- few moths eat; and I have some doubt about those which
- the lights attract settling on the right trees. Maybe the
- smell of that dope will draw them. Between us, Billy, I
- think I like my old way best. If I can find a hidden moth,
- slip up and catch it unawares, or take it in full flight,
- it's my captive, and I can keep it until it dies naturally.
- But this way you seem to get it under false pretences, it has no
- chance, and it will probably ruin its wings struggling for
- freedom before morning."
-
- "Well, any moth ought to be proud to be taken anyway,
- by you," said Billy. "Just look what you do! You can
- make everybody love them. People even quit hating
- caterpillars when they see you handle them and hear you
- tell all about them. You must have some to show people
- how they are. It's not like killing things to see if you
- can, or because you want to eat them, the way most men
- kill birds. I think it is right for you to take enough for
- collections, to show city people, and to illustrate the
- Bird Woman's books. You go on and take them! The moths
- don't care. They're glad to have you. They like it!"
-
- "Billy, I see your future," said Elnora. "We will
- educate you and send you up to Mr. Ammon to make a
- great lawyer. You'd beat the world as a special pleader.
-
- You actually make me feel that I am doing the moths a
- kindness to take them."
-
- "And so you are!" cried Billy. "Why, just from what
- you have taught them Uncle Wesley and Aunt Margaret
- never think of killing a caterpillar until they look whether
- it's the beautiful June moth kind, or the horrid tent ones.
- That's what you can do. You go straight ahead!"
-
- "Billy, you are a jewel!" cried Elnora, throwing her arm
- across his shoulders as they came down the path.
-
- "My, I was scared!" said Billy with a deep breath.
-
- "Scared?" questioned Elnora.
-
- "Yes sir-ee! Aunt Margaret scared me. May I ask
- you a question?"
-
- "Of course, you may!"
-
- "Is that man going to be your beau?"
-
- "Billy! No! What made you think such a thing?"
-
- "Aunt Margaret said likely he would fall in love with
- you, and you wouldn't want me around any more. Oh, but
- I was scared! It isn't so, is it?"
-
- "Indeed, no!"
-
- "I am your beau, ain't I?"
-
- "Surely you are!" said Elnora, tightening her arm.
-
- "I do hope Aunt Kate has ginger cookies," said Billy
- with a little skip of delight.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
- WHEREIN MRS. COMSTOCK FACES THE ALMIGHTY,
- AND PHILIP AMMON WRITES A LETTER
-
-
- Mrs. Comstock and Elnora were finishing breakfast
- the following morning when they heard a cheery whistle
- down the road. Elnora with surprised eyes looked at
- her mother.
-
- "Could that be Mr. Ammon?" she questioned.
-
- "I did not expect him so soon," commented Mrs. Comstock.
-
- It was sunrise, but the musician was Philip Ammon.
- He appeared stronger than on yesterday.
-
- "I hope I am not too early," he said. "I am consumed
- with anxiety to learn if we have made a catch. If we
- have, we should beat the birds to it. I promised Uncle
- Doc to put on my waders and keep dry for a few days yet,
- when I go to the woods. Let's hurry! I am afraid of crows.
- There might be a rare moth."
-
- The sun was topping the Limberlost when they started.
- As they neared the place Philip stopped.
-
- "Now we must use great caution," he said. "The lights
- and the odours always attract numbers that don't settle
- on the baited trees. Every bush, shrub, and limb may
- hide a specimen we want."
-
- So they approached with much care.
-
- "There is something, anyway!" cried Philip.
-
- "There are moths! I can see them!" exulted Elnora.
-
- "Those you see are fast enough. It's the ones for
- which you must search that will escape. The grasses
- are dripping, and I have boots, so you look beside the
- path while I take the outside," suggested Ammon.
-
- Mrs. Comstock wanted to hunt moths, but she was
- timid about making a wrong movement, so she wisely
- sat on a log and watched Philip and Elnora to learn how
- they proceeded. Back in the deep woods a hermit thrush
- was singing his chant to the rising sun. Orioles were
- sowing the pure, sweet air with notes of gold, poured out
- while on wing. The robins were only chirping now, for
- their morning songs had awakened all the other birds an
- hour ago. Scolding red-wings tilted on half the bushes.
- Excepting late species of haws, tree bloom was almost
- gone, but wild flowers made the path border and all the
- wood floor a riot of colour. Elnora, born among such
- scenes, worked eagerly, but to the city man, recently from
- a hospital, they seemed too good to miss. He frequently
- stooped to examine a flower face, paused to listen
- intently to the thrush or lifted his head to see the
- gold flash which accompanied the oriole's trailing notes.
- So Elnora uttered the first cry, as she softly lifted
- branches and peered among the grasses.
-
- "My find!" she called. "Bring the box, mother!"
-
- Philip came hurrying also. When they reached her
- she stood on the path holding a pair of moths. Her eyes
- were wide with excitement, her cheeks pink, her red
- lips parted, and on the hand she held out to them
- clung a pair of delicate blue-green moths, with white
- bodies, and touches of lavender and straw colour.
- All around her lay flower-brocaded grasses, behind the
- deep green background of the forest, while the sun slowly
- sifted gold from heaven to burnish her hair. Mrs. Comstock
- heard a sharp breath behind her.
-
- "Oh, what a picture!" exulted Philip at her shoulder.
- "She is absolutely and altogether lovely! I'd give a
- small fortune for that faithfully set on canvas!"
-
- He picked the box from Mrs. Comstock's fingers and
- slowly advanced with it. Elnora held down her hand
- and transferred the moths. Philip closed the box
- carefully, but the watching mother saw that his eyes were
- following the girl's face. He was not making the slightest
- attempt to conceal his admiration.
-
- "I wonder if a woman ever did anything lovelier than
- to find a pair of Luna moths on a forest path, early on
- a perfect June morning," he said to Mrs. Comstock,
- when he returned the box.
-
- She glanced at Elnora who was intently searching the bushes.
-
- "Look here, young man," said Mrs. Comstock. "You seem
- to find that girl of mine about right."
-
- "I could suggest no improvement," said Philip. "I never
- saw a more attractive girl anywhere. She seems absolutely
- perfect to me."
-
- "Then suppose you don't start any scheme calculated
- to spoil her!" proposed Mrs. Comstock dryly. "I don't
- think you can, or that any man could, but I'm not taking
- any risks. You asked to come here to help in this work.
- We are both glad to have you, if you confine yourself to work;
- but it's the least you can do to leave us as you find us."
-
- "I beg your pardon!" said Philip. "I intended no offence.
- I admire her as I admire any perfect creation."
-
- "And nothing in all this world spoils the average girl
- so quickly and so surely," said Mrs. Comstock. She raised
- her voice. "Elnora, fasten up that tag of hair over your
- left ear. These bushes muss you so you remind me of a
- sheep poking its nose through a hedge fence."
-
- Mrs. Comstock started down the path toward the log
- again, when she reached it she called sharply: "Elnora,
- come here! I believe I have found something myself."
-
- The "something" was a Citheronia Regalis which had
- emerged from its case on the soft earth under the log.
- It climbed up the wood, its stout legs dragging a big
- pursy body, while it wildly flapped tiny wings the size
- of a man's thumb-nail. Elnora gave one look and a cry
- which brought Philip.
-
- "That's the rarest moth in America!" he announced.
- "Mrs. Comstock, you've gone up head. You can put
- that in a box with a screen cover to-night, and attract
- half a dozen, possibly."
-
- "Is it rare, Elnora?" inquired Mrs. Comstock, as if no
- one else knew.
-
- "It surely is," answered Elnora. "If we can find
- it a mate to-night, it will lay from two hundred and fifty
- to three hundred eggs to-morrow. With any luck at
- all I can raise two hundred caterpillars from them.
- I did once before. And they are worth a dollar apiece."
-
- "Was the one I killed like that?"
-
- "No. That was a different moth, but its life processes
- were the same as this. The Bird Woman calls this the
- King of the Poets."
-
- "Why does she?"
-
- "Because it is named for Citheron who was a poet, and
- regalis refers to a king. You mustn't touch it or you
- may stunt wing development. You watch and don't let
- that moth out of sight, or anything touch it. When the
- wings are expanded and hardened we will put it in a box."
-
- "I am afraid it will race itself to death," objected
- Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "That's a part of the game," said Philip. "It is starting
- circulation now. When the right moment comes, it will
- stop and expand its wings. If you watch closely you can
- see them expand."
-
- Presently the moth found a rough projection of bark
- and clung with its feet, back down, its wings hanging.
- The body was an unusual orange red, the tiny wings were
- gray, striped with the red and splotched here and there
- with markings of canary yellow. Mrs. Comstock watched
- breathlessly. Presently she slipped from the log and
- knelt to secure a better view.
-
- "Are its wings developing?" called Elnora.
-
- "They are growing larger and the markings coming
- stronger every minute."
-
- "Let's watch, too," said Elnora to Philip.
-
- They came and looked over Mrs. Comstock's shoulder.
- Lower drooped the gay wings, wider they spread, brighter
- grew the markings as if laid off in geometrical patterns.
- They could hear Mrs. Comstock's tense breath and see
- her absorbed expression.
-
- "Young people," she said solemnly, "if your studying
- science and the elements has ever led you to feel that
- things just happen, kind of evolve by chance, as it were,
- this sight will be good for you. Maybe earth and air
- accumulate, but it takes the wisdom of the Almighty God
- to devise the wing of a moth. If there ever was a miracle,
- this whole process is one. Now, as I understand it, this
- creature is going to keep on spreading those wings, until
- they grow to size and harden to strength sufficient to
- bear its body. Then it flies away, mates with its kind,
- lays its eggs on the leaves of a certain tree, and the eggs
- hatch tiny caterpillars which eat just that kind of leaves,
- and the worms grow and grow, and take on different
- forms and colours until at last they are big caterpillars
- six inches long, with large horns. Then they burrow into
- the earth, build a water-proof house around themselves
- from material which is inside them, and lie through rain
- and freezing cold for months. A year from egg laying they
- come out like this, and begin the process all over again.
- They don't eat, they don't see distinctly, they live but
- a few days, and fly only at night; then they drop off easy,
- but the process goes on."
-
- A shivering movement went over the moth. The wings
- drooped and spread wider. Mrs. Comstock sank into
- soft awed tones.
-
- "There never was a moment in my life," she said,
- "when I felt so in the Presence, as I do now. I feel as
- if the Almighty were so real, and so near, that I could
- reach out and touch Him, as I could this wonderful work
- of His, if I dared. I feel like saying to Him: `To the
- extent of my brain power I realize Your presence, and all
- it is in me to comprehend of Your power. Help me to learn,
- even this late, the lessons of Your wonderful creations.
- Help me to unshackle and expand my soul to the fullest
- realization of Your wonders. Almighty God, make me bigger,
- make me broader!'"
-
- The moth climbed to the end of the projection, up it
- a little way, then suddenly reversed its wings, turned
- the hidden sides out and dropped them beside its abdomen,
- like a large fly. The upper side of the wings, thus
- exposed, was far richer colour, more exquisite texture than
- the under, and they slowly half lifted and drooped again.
- Mrs. Comstock turned her face to Philip.
-
- "Am I an old fool, or do you feel it, too?" she half whispered.
-
- "You are wiser than you ever have been before,"
- answered he. "I feel it, also."
-
- "And I," breathed Elnora.
-
- The moth spread its wings, shivered them tremulously,
- opening and closing them rapidly. Philip handed the box
- to Elnora.
-
- She shook her head.
-
- "I can't take that one," she said. "Give her freedom."
-
- "But, Elnora," protested Mrs. Comstock, "I don't want to
- let her go. She's mine. She's the first one I ever found
- this way. Can't you put her in a big box, and let her live,
- without hurting her? I can't bear to let her go. I want
- to learn all about her."
-
- "Then watch while we gather these on the trees," said Elnora.
- "We will take her home until night and then decide what to do.
- She won't fly for a long time yet."
-
- Mrs. Comstock settled on the ground, gazing at the moth.
- Elnora and Philip went to the baited trees, placing
- several large moths and a number of smaller ones in the
- cyanide jar, and searching the bushes beyond where they
- found several paired specimens of differing families.
- When they returned Elnora showed her mother how to
- hold her hand before the moth so that it would climb upon
- her fingers. Then they started back to the cabin, Elnora
- and Philip leading the way; Mrs. Comstock followed
- slowly, stepping with great care lest she stumble and
- injure the moth. Her face wore a look of comprehension,
- in her eyes was an exalted light. On she came to the blue-
- bordered pool lying beside her path.
-
- A turtle scrambled from a log and splashed into the
- water, while a red-wing shouted, "O-ka-lee!" to her.
- Mrs. Comstock paused and looked intently at the slime-
- covered quagmire, framed in a flower riot and homed over
- by sweet-voiced birds. Then she gazed at the thing of
- incomparable beauty clinging to her fingers and said softly:
- "If you had known about wonders like these in the days of
- your youth, Robert Comstock, could you ever have done what
- you did?"
-
- Elnora missed her mother, and turning to look for her,
- saw her standing beside the pool. Would the old
- fascination return? A panic of fear seized the girl.
- She went back swiftly.
-
- "Are you afraid she is going?" Elnora asked. "If you are,
- cup your other hand over her for shelter. Carrying her
- through this air and in the hot sunshine will dry her wings
- and make them ready for flight very quickly. You can't trust
- her in such air and light as you can in the cool dark woods."
-
- While she talked she took hold of her mother's sleeve,
- anxiously smiling a pitiful little smile that Mrs.
- Comstock understood. Philip set his load at the back door,
- returning to hold open the garden gate for Elnora and
- Mrs. Comstock. He reached it in time to see them standing
- together beside the pool. The mother bent swiftly and
- kissed the girl on the lips. Philip turned and was busily
- hunting moths on the raspberry bushes when they reached
- the gate. And so excellent are the rewards of attending
- your own business, that he found a Promethea on a lilac
- in a corner; a moth of such rare wine-coloured, velvety
- shades that it almost sent Mrs. Comstock to her knees again.
- But this one was fully developed, able to fly, and had to
- be taken into the cabin hurriedly. Mrs. Comstock stood in
- the middle of the room holding up her Regalis.
-
- "Now what must I do?" she asked.
-
- Elnora glanced at Philip Ammon. Their eyes met and
- both of them smiled; he with amusement at the tall, spare
- figure, with dark eyes and white crown, asking the childish
- question so confidingly; and Elnora with pride. She was
- beginning to appreciate the character of her mother.
-
- "How would you like to sit and see her finish development?
- I'll get dinner," proposed the girl.
-
- After they had dined, Philip and Elnora carried the dishes
- to the kitchen, brought out boxes, sheets of cork, pins,
- ink, paper slips and everything necessary for mounting and
- classifying the moths they had taken. When the housework
- was finished Mrs. Comstock with her ruffle sat near,
- watching and listening. She remembered all they said
- that she understood, and when uncertain she asked questions.
- Occasionally she laid down her work to straighten some
- flower which needed attention or to search the garden for
- a bug for the grosbeak. In one of these absences Elnora
- said to Philip: "These replace quite a number of the moths I
- lost for the man of India. With a week of such luck,
- I could almost begin to talk college again."
-
- "There is no reason why you should not have the week
- and the luck," said he. "I have taken moths until the
- middle of August, though I suspect one is more likely to
- find late ones in the north where it is colder than here.
- The next week is hay-time, but we can count on a few
- double-brooders and strays, and by working the exchange method
- for all it is worth, I think we can complete the collection again."
-
- "You almost make me hope," said Elnora, "but I must
- not allow myself. I don't truly think I can replace all I
- lost, not even with your help. If I could, I scarcely see my
- way clear to leave mother this winter. I have found her
- so recently, and she is so precious, I can't risk losing
- her again. I am going to take the nature position in the
- Onabasha schools, and I shall be most happy doing the work.
- Only, these are a temptation."
-
- "I wish you might go to college this fall with the other
- girls," said Philip. "I feel that if you don't you never will.
- Isn't there some way?"
-
- "I can't see it if there is, and I really don't want to
- leave mother."
-
- "Well, mother is mighty glad to hear it," said Mrs.
- Comstock, entering the arbour.
-
- Philip noticed that her face was pale, her lips quivering,
- her voice cold.
-
- "I was telling your daughter that she should go to
- college this winter," he explained, "but she says she
- doesn't want to leave you."
-
- "If she wants to go, I wish she could," said Mrs. Comstock,
- a look of relief spreading over her face.
-
- "Oh, all girls want to go to college," said Philip. "It's the
- only proper place to learn bridge and embroidery; not to
- mention midnight lunches of mixed pickles and fruit cake,
- and all the delights of the sororities."
-
- "I have thought for years of going to college," said
- Elnora, "but I never thought of any of those things."
-
- "That is because your education in fudge and bridge has
- been sadly neglected," said Philip. "You should hear my
- sister Polly! This was her final year! Lunches and
- sororities were all I heard her mention, until Tom Levering
- came on deck; now he is the leading subject. I can't
- see from her daily conversation that she knows half as
- much really worth knowing as you do, but she's ahead of
- you miles on fun."
-
- "Oh, we had some good times in the high school," said Elnora.
- "Life hasn't been all work and study. Is Edith Carr a
- college girl?"
-
- "No. She is the very selectest kind of a private boarding-
- school girl."
-
- "Who is she?" asked Mrs. Comstock.
-
- Philip opened his lips.
-
- "She is a girl in Chicago, that Mr. Ammon knows very
- well," said Elnora. "She is beautiful and rich, and a
- friend of his sister's. Or, didn't you say that?"
-
- "I don't remember, but she is," said Philip. "This moth
- needs an alcohol bath to remove the dope."
-
- "Won't the down come, too?" asked Elnora anxiously.
-
- "No. You watch and you will see it come out, as
- Polly would say, `a perfectly good' moth."
-
- "Is your sister younger than you?" inquired Elnora.
-
- "Yes," said Philip, "but she is three years older than you.
- She is the dearest sister in all the world. I'd love
- to see her now."
-
- "Why don't you send for her," suggested Elnora.
- "Perhaps she'd like to help us catch moths."
-
- "Yes, I think Polly in a Virot hat, Picot embroidered
- frock and three-inch heels would take more moths than
- any one who ever tried the Limberlost," laughed Philip.
-
- "Well, you find many of them, and you are her brother."
-
- "Yes, but that is different. Father was reared in
- Onabasha, and he loved the country. He trained me his
- way and mother took charge of Polly. I don't quite
- understand it. Mother is a great home body herself,
- but she did succeed in making Polly strictly ornamental."
-
- "Does Tom Levering need a `strictly ornamental' girl?"
-
- "You are too matter of fact! Too `strictly' material.
- He needs a darling girl who will love him plenty, and Polly
- is that."
-
- "Well, then, does the Limberlost need a `strictly ornamental' girl?"
-
- "No!" cried Philip. "You are ornament enough for
- the Limberlost. I have changed my mind. I don't want
- Polly here. She would not enjoy catching moths, or anything
- we do."
-
- "She might," persisted Elnora. "You are her brother,
- and surely you care for these things."
-
- "The argument does not hold," said Philip. "Polly and
- I do not like the same things when we are at home, but we
- are very fond of each other. The member of my family
- who would go crazy about this is my father. I wish he
- could come, if only for a week. I'd send for him, but he is
- tied up in preparing some papers for a great corporation
- case this summer. He likes the country. It was his vote
- that brought me here."
-
- Philip leaned back against the arbour, watching the
- grosbeak as it hunted food between a tomato vine and a
- day lily. Elnora set him to making labels, and when he
- finished them he asked permission to write a letter.
- He took no pains to conceal his page, and from where she
- sat opposite him, Elnora could not look his way without
- reading: "My dearest Edith." He wrote busily for a time
- and then sat staring across the garden.
-
- "Have you run out of material so quickly?" asked Elnora.
-
- "That's about it," said Philip. "I have said that I am
- getting well as rapidly as possible, that the air is fine, the
- folks at Uncle Doc's all well, and entirely too good to me;
- that I am spending most of my time in the country helping
- catch moths for a collection, which is splendid exercise;
- now I can't think of another thing that will be interesting."
-
- There was a burst of exquisite notes in the maple.
-
- "Put in the grosbeak," suggested Elnora. "Tell her
- you are so friendly with him you feed him potato bugs."
-
- Philip lowered the pen to the sheet, bent forward,
- then hesitated.
-
- "Blest if I do!" he cried. "She'd think a grosbeak was
- a depraved person with a large nose. She'd never dream
- that it was a black-robed lover, with a breast of snow and
- a crimson heart. She doesn't care for hungry babies and
- potato bugs. I shall write that to father. He will find
- it delightful."
-
- Elnora deftly picked up a moth, pinned it and placed its wings.
- She straightened the antennae, drew each leg into position
- and set it in perfectly lifelike manner. As she lifted her
- work to see if she had it right, she glanced at Philip.
- He was still frowning and hesitating over the paper.
-
- "I dare you to let me dictate a couple of paragraphs."
-
- "Done!" cried Philip. "Go slowly enough that I can write it."
-
- Elnora laughed gleefully.
-
- "I am writing this," she began, "in an old grape arbour
- in the country, near a log cabin where I had my dinner.
- From where I sit I can see directly into the home of the
- next-door neighbour on the west. His name is R. B. Grosbeak.
- From all I have seen of him, he is a gentleman of the old
- school; the oldest school there is, no doubt. He always
- wears a black suit and cap and a white vest, decorated with
- one large red heart, which I think must be the emblem of
- some ancient order. I have been here a number of times,
- and I never have seen him wear anything else, or his wife
- appear in other than a brown dress with touches of white.
-
- "It has appealed to me at times that she was a shade
- neglectful of her home duties, but he does not seem to
- feel that way. He cheerfully stays in the sitting-room,
- while she is away having a good time, and sings while
- he cares for the four small children. I must tell you about
- his music. I am sure he never saw inside a conservatory.
- I think he merely picked up what he knows by ear and without
- vocal training, but there is a tenderness in his tones,
- a depth of pure melody, that I never have heard surpassed.
- It may be that I think more of his music than that of some
- other good vocalists hereabout, because I see more of him
- and appreciate his devotion to his home life.
-
- "I just had an encounter with him at the west fence,
- and induced him to carry a small gift to his children.
- When I see the perfect harmony in which he lives, and
- the depth of content he and the brown lady find in life,
- I am almost persuaded to-- Now this is going to be
- poetry," said Elnora. "Move your pen over here and
- begin with a quote and a cap."
-
- Philip's face had been an interesting study while he
- wrote her sentences. Now he gravely set the pen where
- she indicated, and Elnora dictated--
-
-
- "Buy a nice little home in the country,
- And settle down there for life."
-
-
- "That's the truth!" cried Philip. "It's as big a temptation as
- I ever had. Go on!"
-
- "That's all," said Elnora. "You can finish. The moths
- are done. I am going hunting for whatever I can find for
- the grades."
-
- "Wait a minute," begged Philip. "I am going, too."
-
- "No. You stay with mother and finish your letter."
-
- "It is done. I couldn't add anything to that."
-
- "Very well! Sign your name and come on. But I
- forgot to tell you all the bargain. Maybe you won't send
- the letter when you hear that. The remainder is that
- you show me the reply to my part of it."
-
- "Oh, that's easy! I wouldn't have the slightest objection
- to showing you the whole letter."
-
- He signed his name, folded the sheets and slipped them
- into his pocket.
-
- "Where are we going and what do we take?"
-
- "Will you go, mother?" asked Elnora.
-
- "I have a little work that should be done," said
- Mrs. Comstock. "Could you spare me? Where do you want
- to go?"
-
- "We will go down to Aunt Margaret's and see her a
- few minutes and get Billy. We will be back in time
- for supper."
-
- Mrs. Comstock smiled as she watched them down the road.
- What a splendid-looking pair of young creatures they were!
- How finely proportioned, how full of vitality! Then her
- face grew troubled as she saw them in earnest conversation.
- Just as she was wishing she had not trusted her precious
- girl with so much of a stranger, she saw Elnora stoop to
- lift a branch and peer under. The mother grew content.
- Elnora was thinking only of her work. She was to be
- trusted utterly.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
- WHEREIN THE LIMBERLOST SINGS FOR PHILIP,
- AND THE TALKING TREES TELL GREAT SECRETS
-
-
- A few days later Philip handed Elnora a sheet
- of paper and she read: "In your condition I
- should think the moth hunting and life at that
- cabin would be very good for you, but for any sake keep
- away from that Grosbeak person, and don't come home
- with your head full of granger ideas. No doubt he has a
- remarkable voice, but I can't bear untrained singers, and
- don't you get the idea that a June song is perennial.
- You are not hearing the music he will make when the
- four babies have the scarlet fever and the measles, and
- the gadding wife leaves him at home to care for them then.
- Poor soul, I pity her! How she exists where rampant
- cows bellow at you, frogs croak, mosquitoes consume
- you, the butter goes to oil in summer and bricks in winter,
- while the pump freezes every day, and there is no
- earthly amusement, and no society! Poor things!
- Can't you influence him to move? No wonder she gads when
- she has a chance! I should die. If you are thinking
- of settling in the country, think also of a woman who
- is satisfied with white and brown to accompany you!
- Brown! Of all deadly colours! I should go mad in brown."
-
- Elnora laughed while she read. Her face was dimpling,
- as she returned the sheet. "Who's ahead?" she asked.
-
- "Who do you think?" he parried.
-
- "She is," said Elnora. "Are you going to tell her
- in your next that R. B. Grosbeak is a bird, and that he
- probably will spend the winter in a wild plum thicket
- in Tennessee?"
-
- "No," said Philip. "I shall tell her that I understand her
- ideas of life perfectly, and, of course, I never
- shall ask her to deal with oily butter and frozen pumps--"
-
- "--and measley babies," interpolated Elnora.
-
- "Exactly!" said Philip. "At the same time I find so
- much to counterbalance those things, that I should not
- object to bearing them myself, in view of the recompense.
- Where do we go and what do we do to-day?"
-
- "We will have to hunt beside the roads and around the
- edge of the Limberlost to-day," said Elnora. "Mother is
- making strawberry preserves, and she can't come until
- she finishes. Suppose we go down to the swamp and
- I'll show you what is left of the flower-room that
- Terence O'More, the big lumber man of Great Rapids,
- made when he was a homeless boy here. Of course,
- you have heard the story?"
-
- "Yes, and I've met the O'Mores who are frequently
- in Chicago society. They have friends there. I think
- them one ideal couple."
-
- "That sounds as if they might be the only one," said
- Elnora, "and, indeed, they are not. I know dozens.
- Aunt Margaret and Uncle Wesley are another, the Brownlees
- another, and my mathematics professor and his wife.
-
- The world is full of happy people, but no one ever hears
- of them. You must fight and make a scandal to get into
- the papers. No one knows about all the happy people.
- I am happy myself, and look how perfectly inconspicuous
- I am."
-
- "You only need go where you will be seen," began
- Philip, when he remembered and finished. "What do
- we take to-day?"
-
- "Ourselves," said Elnora. "I have a vagabond streak in
- my blood and it's in evidence. I am going to show you
- where real flowers grow, real birds sing, and if I feel quite
- right about it, perhaps I shall raise a note or two myself."
-
- "Oh, do you sing?" asked Philip politely.
-
- "At times," answered Elnora. "`As do the birds;
- because I must,' but don't be scared. The mood does
- not possess me often. Perhaps I shan't raise a note."
-
- They went down the road to the swamp, climbed the
- snake fence, followed the path to the old trail and then
- turned south upon it. Elnora indicated to Philip the
- trail with remnants of sagging barbed wire.
-
- "It was ten years ago," she said. "I was a little school
- girl, but I wandered widely even then, and no one cared.
- I saw him often. He had been in a city institution all his
- life, when he took the job of keeping timber thieves out of
- this swamp, before many trees had been cut. It was a
- strong man's work, and he was a frail boy, but he grew
- hardier as he lived out of doors. This trail we are on is
- the path his feet first wore, in those days when he was
- insane with fear and eaten up with loneliness, but he stuck
- to his work and won out. I used to come down to the road
- and creep among the bushes as far as I dared, to watch
- him pass. He walked mostly, at times he rode a wheel.
-
- "Some days his face was dreadfully sad, others it was
- so determined a little child could see the force in it, and
- once he was radiant. That day the Swamp Angel was
- with him. I can't tell you what she was like. I never
- saw any one who resembled her. He stopped close here
- to show her a bird's nest. Then they went on to a sort of
- flower-room he had made, and he sang for her. By the
- time he left, I had gotten bold enough to come out on
- the trail, and I met the big Scotchman Freckles lived with.
- He saw me catching moths and butterflies, so he took me
- to the flower-room and gave me everything there.
- I don't dare come alone often, so I can't keep it up as
- he did, but you can see something of how it was."
-
- Elnora led the way and Philip followed. The outlines
- of the room were not distinct, because many of the
- trees were gone, but Elnora showed how it had been as
- nearly as she could.
-
- "The swamp is almost ruined now," she said. "The maples,
- walnuts, and cherries are all gone. The talking trees
- are the only things left worth while."
-
- "The `talking trees!' I don't understand," commented Philip.
-
- "No wonder!" laughed Elnora. "They are my discovery.
- You know all trees whisper and talk during the summer,
- but there are two that have so much to say they keep on
- the whole winter, when the others are silent. The beeches
- and oaks so love to talk, they cling to their dead,
- dry leaves. In the winter the winds are stiffest
- and blow most, so these trees whisper, chatter, sob,
- laugh, and at times roar until the sound is deafening.
- They never cease until new leaves come out in the spring
- to push off the old ones. I love to stand beneath them
- with my ear to the trunks, interpreting what they say
- to fit my moods. The beeches branch low, and their
- leaves are small so they only know common earthly things;
- but the oaks run straight above almost all other trees
- before they branch, their arms are mighty, their leaves large.
- They meet the winds that travel around the globe, and from
- them learn the big things."
-
- Philip studied the girls face. "What do the beeches
- tell you, Elnora?" he asked gently.
-
- "To be patient, to be unselfish, to do unto others as
- I would have them do to me."
-
- "And the oaks?"
-
- "They say `be true,' `live a clean life,' `send your soul
- up here and the winds of the world will teach it what
- honour achieves.'"
-
- "Wonderful secrets, those!" marvelled Philip. "Are they
- telling them now? Could I hear?"
-
- "No. They are only gossiping now. This is play-time.
- They tell the big secrets to a white world, when the
- music inspires them."
-
- "The music?"
-
- "All other trees are harps in the winter. Their trunks are
- the frames, their branches the strings, the winds the musicians.
- When the air is cold and clear, the world very white, and
- the harp music swelling, then the talking trees tell the
- strengthening, uplifting things."
-
- "You wonderful girl!" cried Philip. "What a woman
- you will be!"
-
- "If I am a woman at all worth while, it will be because
- I have had such wonderful opportunities," said Elnora.
- "Not every girl is driven to the forest to learn what God
- has to say there. Here are the remains of Freckles's room.
- The time the Angel came here he sang to her, and I listened.
- I never heard music like that. No wonder she loved him.
- Every one who knew him did, and they do yet. Try that
- log, it makes a fairly good seat. This old store box
- was his treasure house, just as it's now mine. I will
- show you my dearest possession. I do not dare take
- it home because mother can't overcome her dislike for it.
- It was my father's, and in some ways I am like him.
- This is the strongest."
-
- Elnora lifted the violin and began to play. She wore
- a school dress of green gingham, with the sleeves rolled to
- the elbows. She seemed a part of the setting all around her.
- Her head shone like a small dark sun, and her face never
- had seemed so rose-flushed and fair. From the instant
- she drew the bow, her lips parted and her eyes turned
- toward something far away in the swamp, and never did
- she give more of that impression of feeling for her notes
- and repeating something audible only to her. Philip was
- too close to get the best effect. He arose and stepped back
- several yards, leaning against a large tree, looking and
- listening intently.
-
- As he changed positions he saw that Mrs. Comstock had
- followed them, and was standing on the trail, where she
- could not have helped hearing everything Elnora had said.
-
- So to Philip before her and the mother watching on the
- trail, Elnora played the Song of the Limberlost. It seemed
- as if the swamp hushed all its other voices and spoke
- only through her dancing bow. The mother out on the
- trail had heard it all, once before from the girl, many
- times from her father. To the man it was a revelation.
- He stood so stunned he forgot Mrs. Comstock. He tried
- to realize what a city audience would say to that music,
- from such a player, with a similar background, and he
- could not imagine.
-
- He was wondering what he dared say, how much he might
- express, when the last note fell and the girl laid the
- violin in the case, closed the door, locked it and hid the
- key in the rotting wood at the end of a log. Then she came
- to him. Philip stood looking at her curiously.
-
- "I wonder," he said, "what people would say to that?"
-
- "I played that in public once," said Elnora. "I think
- they liked it, fairly well. I had a note yesterday offering
- me the leadership of the high school orchestra in Onabasha.
- I can take it as well as not. None of my talks to the
- grades come the first thing in the morning. I can play
- a few minutes in the orchestra and reach the rooms in
- plenty of time. It will be more work that I love, and like
- finding the money. I would gladly play for nothing,
- merely to be able to express myself."
-
- "With some people it makes a regular battlefield of the
- human heart--this struggle for self-expression," said Philip.
- "You are going to do beautiful work in the world, and do
- it well. When I realize that your violin belonged to your
- father, that he played it before you were born, and
- it no doubt affected your mother strongly, and then couple
- with that the years you have roamed these fields and
- swamps finding in nature all you had to lavish your heart
- upon, I can see how you evolved. I understand what you
- mean by self-expression. I know something of what you
- have to express. The world never so wanted your message
- as it does now. It is hungry for the things you know.
- I can see easily how your position came to you. What you
- have to give is taught in no college, and I am not sure but
- you would spoil yourself if you tried to run your mind
- through a set groove with hundreds of others. I never
- thought I should say such a thing to any one, but I do say
- to you, and I honestly believe it; give up the college idea.
- Your mind does not need that sort of development. Stick close
- to your work in the woods. You are becoming so infinitely
- greater on it, than the best college girl I ever knew,
- that there is no comparison. When you have money to
- spend, take that violin and go to one of the world's great
- masters and let the Limberlost sing to him; if he thinks he
- can improve it, very well. I have my doubts."
-
- "Do you really mean that you would give up all idea of
- going to college, in my place?"
-
- "I really mean it," said Philip. "If I now held the
- money in my hands to send you, and could give it to you
- in some way you would accept I would not. I do not
- know why it is the fate of the world always to want
- something different from what life gives them. If you
- only could realize it, my girl, you are in college, and
- have been always. You are in the school of experience,
- and it has taught you to think, and given you a heart.
- God knows I envy the man who wins it! You have been in
- the college of the Limberlost all your life, and I never
- met a graduate from any other institution who could begin
- to compare with you in sanity, clarity, and interesting knowledge.
- I wouldn't even advise you to read too many books on your lines.
- You acquire your material first hand, and you know that
- you are right. What you should do is to begin early
- to practise self-expression. Don't wait too long to tell us
- about the woods as you know them."
-
- "Follow the course of the Bird Woman, you mean?"
- asked Elnora.
-
- "In your own way; with your own light. She won't
- live forever. You are younger, and you will be ready
- to begin where she ends. The swamp has given you all
- you need so far; now you give it to the world in payment.
- College be confounded! Go to work and show people
- what there is in you!"
-
- Not until then did he remember Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "Should we go out to the trail and see if your mother is
- coming?" he asked.
-
- "Here she is now," said Elnora. "Gracious, it's a mercy
- I got that violin put away in time! I didn't expect her
- so soon," whispered the girl as she turned and went
- toward her mother. Mrs. Comstock's expression was peculiar
- as she looked at Elnora.
-
- "I forgot that you were making sun-preserves and they
- didn't require much cooking," she said. "We should have
- waited for you."
-
- "Not at all!" answered Mrs. Comstock. "Have you
- found anything yet?"
-
- "Nothing that I can show you," said Elnora. "I am
- almost sure I have found an idea that will revolutionize
- the whole course of my work, thought, and ambitions."
-
- "`Ambitions!' My, what a hefty word!" laughed Mrs. Comstock.
- "Now who would suspect a little red-haired country girl
- of harbouring such a deadly germ in her body? Can you tell
- mother about it?"
-
- "Not if you talk to me that way, I can't," said Elnora.
-
- "Well, I guess we better let ambition lie. I've always
- heard it was safest asleep. If you ever get a bona fide
- attack, it will be time to attend it. Let's hunt specimens.
- It is June. Philip and I are in the grades. You have an
- hour to put an idea into our heads that will stick for a lifetime,
- and grow for good. That's the way I look at your job. Now, what
- are you going to give us? We don't want any old silly stuff
- that has been hashed over and over, we want a big new idea
- to plant in our hearts. Come on, Miss Teacher, what is the
- boiled-down, double-distilled essence of June? Give it to
- us strong. We are large enough to furnish it developing ground.
- Hurry up! Time is short and we are waiting. What is the
- miracle of June? What one thing epitomizes the whole month,
- and makes it just a little different from any other?"
-
- "The birth of these big night moths," said Elnora promptly.
-
- Philip clapped his hands. The tears started to Mrs.
- Comstock's eyes. She took Elnora in her arms, and kissed
- her forehead.
-
- "You'll do!" she said. "June is June, not because it
- has bloom, bird, fruit, or flower, exclusive to it alone.
-
- It's half May and half July in all of them. But to me,
- it's just June, when it comes to these great, velvet-winged
- night moths which sweep its moonlit skies, consummating
- their scheme of creation, and dropping like a bloomed-
- out flower. Give them moths for June. Then make that
- the basis of your year's work. Find the distinctive feature
- of each month, the one thing which marks it a time apart,
- and hit them squarely between the eyes with it. Even the
- babies of the lowest grades can comprehend moths when
- they see a few emerge, and learn their history, as it can be
- lived before them. You should show your specimens in
- pairs, then their eggs, the growing caterpillars, and then
- the cocoons. You want to dig out the red heart of every
- month in the year, and hold it pulsing before them.
-
- "I can't name all of them off-hand, but I think of one
- more right now. February belongs to our winter birds.
- It is then the great horned owl of the swamp courts his
- mate, the big hawks pair, and even the crows begin to
- take notice. These are truly our birds. Like the poor
- we have them always with us. You should hear the musicians
- of this swamp in February, Philip, on a mellow night.
- Oh, but they are in earnest! For twenty-one years I've
- listened by night to the great owls, all the smaller sizes,
- the foxes, coons, and every resident left in these woods,
- and by day to the hawks, yellow-hammers, sap-suckers,
- titmice, crows, and other winter birds. Only just now it's
- come to me that the distinctive feature of February is not
- linen bleaching, nor sugar making; it's the love month of our
- very own birds. Give them hawks and owls for February, Elnora."
-
- With flashing eyes the girl looked at Philip. "How's that?"
- she said. "Don't you think I will succeed, with such help?
- You should hear the concert she is talking about! It is
- simply indescribable when the ground is covered with snow,
- and the moonlight white."
-
- "It's about the best music we have," said Mrs. Comstock.
- "I wonder if you couldn't copy that and make a strong,
- original piece out of it for your violin, Elnora?"
-
- There was one tense breath, then---- "I could try," said
- Elnora simply.
-
- Philip rushed to the rescue. "We must go to work," he
- said, and began examining a walnut branch for Luna moth eggs.
- Elnora joined him while Mrs. Comstock drew her embroidery
- from her pocket and sat on a log. She said she was tired,
- they could come for her when they were ready to go.
- She could hear their voices around her until she called
- them at supper time. When they came to her she stood
- waiting on the trail, the sewing in one hand, the
- violin in the other. Elnora became very white, but
- followed the trail without a word. Philip, unable to see
- a woman carry a heavier load than he, reached for
- the instrument. Mrs. Comstock shook her head. She carried
- the violin home, took it into her room and closed the door.
- Elnora turned to Philip.
-
- "If she destroys that, I shall die!" cried the girl.
-
- "She won't!" said Philip. "You misunderstand her.
- She wouldn't have said what she did about the owls, if
- she had meant to. She is your mother. No one loves
- you as she does. Trust her! Myself--I think she's
- simply great!"
-
- Mrs. Comstock returned with serene face, and all of
- them helped with the supper. When it was over Philip
- and Elnora sorted and classified the afternoon's specimens,
- and made a trip to the woods to paint and light several
- trees for moths. When they came back Mrs. Comstock
- sat in the arbour, and they joined her. The moonlight
- was so intense, print could have been read by it.
- The damp night air held odours near to earth, making
- flower and tree perfume strong. A thousand insects were
- serenading, and in the maple the grosbeak occasionally
- said a reassuring word to his wife, while she answered
- that all was well. A whip-poor-will wailed in the swamp and
- beside the blue-bordered pool a chat complained disconsolately.
- Mrs. Comstock went into the cabin, but she returned immediately,
- laying the violin and bow across Elnora's lap. "I wish you
- would give us a little music," she said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-
- WHEREIN MRS. COMSTOCK DANCES IN THE MOONLIGHT,
- AND ELNORA MAKES A CONFESSION
-
-
- Billy was swinging in the hammock, at peace with himself
- and all the world, when he thought he heard something.
- He sat bolt upright, his eyes staring. Once he opened
- his lips, then thought again and closed them.
- The sound persisted. Billy vaulted the fence,
- and ran down the road with his queer sidewise hop.
- When he neared the Comstock cabin, he left the
- warm dust of the highway and stepped softly at slower
- pace over the rank grasses of the roadside. He had
- heard aright. The violin was in the grape arbour,
- singing a perfect jumble of everything, poured out in
- an exultant tumult. The strings were voicing the joy of
- a happy girl heart.
-
- Billy climbed the fence enclosing the west woods and
- crept toward the arbour. He was not a spy and not a sneak.
- He merely wanted to satisfy his child-heart as to
- whether Mrs. Comstock was at home, and Elnora at last
- playing her loved violin with her mother's consent.
- One peep sufficed. Mrs. Comstock sat in the moonlight,
- her head leaning against the arbour; on her face was a
- look of perfect peace and contentment. As he stared at
- her the bow hesitated a second and Mrs. Comstock spoke:
-
- "That's all very melodious and sweet," she said, "but I
- do wish you could play Money Musk and some of the
- tunes I danced as a girl."
-
- Elnora had been carefully avoiding every note that
- might be reminiscent of her father. At the words she
- laughed softly and began "Turkey in the Straw."
- An instant later Mrs. Comstock was dancing in the
- moon light. Ammon sprang to her side, caught her in
- his arms, while to Elnora's laughter and the violin's
- impetus they danced until they dropped panting on the
- arbour bench.
-
- Billy scarcely knew when he reached the road. His light
- feet barely touched the soft way, so swiftly he flew.
- He vaulted the fence and burst into the house.
-
- "Aunt Margaret! Uncle Wesley!" he screamed. "Listen!
- Listen! She's playing it! Elnora's playing her violin
- at home! And Aunt Kate is dancing like anything
- before the arbour! I saw her in the moonlight! I ran down!
- Oh, Aunt Margaret!"
-
- Billy fled sobbing to Margaret's breast.
-
- "Why Billy!" she chided. "Don't cry, you little dunce!
- That's what we've all prayed for these many years; but
- you must be mistaken about Kate. I can't believe it."
-
- Billy lifted his head. "Well, you just have to!" he said.
- "When I say I saw anything, Uncle Wesley knows I did.
- The city man was dancing with her. They danced together
- and Elnora laughed. But it didn't look funny to me;
- I was scared."
-
- "Who was it said `wonders never cease,'" asked Wesley.
- "You mark my word, once you get Kate Comstock started,
- you can't stop her. There's a wagon load of penned-up
- force in her. Dancing in the moonlight! Well, I'll
- be hanged!"
-
- Billy was at his side instantly. "Whoever does it will
- have to hang me, too," he cried.
-
- Sinton threw his arm around Billy and drew him closely.
- "Tell us all about it, son," he said. Billy told. "And when
- Elnora just stopped a breath, `Can't you play some
- of the old things I knew when I was a girl?' said her ma.
- Then Elnora began to do a thing that made you want to
- whirl round and round, and quicker 'an scat there was her
- ma a-whirling. The city man, he ups and grabs her and
- whirls, too, and back in the woods I was going just like
- they did. Elnora begins to laugh, and I ran to tell you,
- cos I knew you'd like to know. Now, all the world is
- right, ain't it?" ended Billy in supreme satisfaction.
-
- "You just bet it is!" said Wesley.
-
- Billy looked steadily at Margaret. "Is it, Aunt Margaret?"
-
- Margaret Sinton smiled at him bravely.
-
- An hour later when Billy was ready to climb the stairs
- to his room, he went to Margaret to say good night.
- He leaned against her an instant, then brought his lips
- to her ear. "Wish I could get your little girls back
- for you!" he whispered and dashed toward the stairs.
-
- Down at the Comstock cabin the violin played on until
- Elnora was so tired she scarcely could lift the bow.
- Then Philip went home. The women walked to the gate
- with him, and stood watching him from sight.
-
- "That's what I call one decent young man!" said
- Mrs. Comstock. "To see him fit in with us, you'd think
- he'd been brought up in a cabin; but it's likely he's
- always had the very cream o' the pot."
-
- "Yes, I think so," laughed Elnora, "but it hasn't
- hurt him. I've never seen anything I could criticise.
- He's teaching me so much, unconsciously. You know
- he graduated from Harvard, and has several degrees in law.
- He's coming in the morning, and we are going to put in a
- big day on Catocalae."
-
- "Which is----?"
-
- "Those gray moths with wings that fold back like big
- flies, and they appear as if they had been carved from
- old wood. Then, when they fly, the lower wings flash
- out and they are red and black, or gold and black, or
- pink and black, or dozens of bright, beautiful colours
- combined with black. No one ever has classified all
- of them and written their complete history, unless the
- Bird Woman is doing it now. She wants everything
- she can get about them."
-
- "I remember," said Mrs. Comstock. "They are mighty
- pretty things. I've started up slews of them from the
- vines covering the logs, all my life. I must be cautious
- and catch them after this, but they seem powerful spry.
- I might get hold of something rare." She thought
- intently and added, "And wouldn't know it if I did.
- It would just be my luck. I've had the rarest thing on
- earth in reach this many a day and only had the wit to
- cinch it just as it was going. I'll bet I don't let
- anything else escape me."
-
- Next morning Philip came early, and he and Elnora
- went at once to the fields and woods. Mrs. Comstock
- had come to believe so implicitly in him that she now
- stayed at home to complete the work before she joined
- them, and when she did she often sat sewing, leaving
- them wandering hours at a time. It was noon before
- she finished, and then she packed a basket of lunch.
- She found Elnora and Philip near the violet patch, which
- was still in its prime. They all lunched together in the
- shade of a wild crab thicket, with flowers spread at their
- feet, and the gold orioles streaking the air with flashes
- of light and trailing ecstasy behind them, while the red-
- wings, as always, asked the most impertinent questions.
- Then Mrs. Comstock carried the basket back to the cabin,
- and Philip and Elnora sat on a log, resting a few minutes.
- They had unexpected luck, and both were eager to continue
- the search.
-
- "Do you remember your promise about these violets?"
- asked he. "To-morrow is Edith's birthday, and if I'd
- put them special delivery on the morning train, she'd
- get them in the late afternoon. They ought to keep
- that long. She leaves for the North next day."
-
- "Of course, you may have them," said Elnora. "We will
- quit long enough before supper to gather a large bunch.
- They can be packed so they will carry all right.
- They should be perfectly fresh, especially if we gather
- them this evening and let them drink all night."
-
- Then they went back to hunt Catocalae. It was a
- long and a happy search. It led them into new,
- unexplored nooks of the woods, past a red-poll nest,
- and where goldfinches prospected for thistledown for
- the cradles they would line a little later. It led
- them into real forest, where deep, dark pools lay,
- where the hermit thrush and the wood robin extracted
- the essence from all other bird melody, and poured it
- out in their pure bell-tone notes. It seemed as if
- every old gray tree-trunk, slab of loose bark, and
- prostrate log yielded the flashing gray treasures;
- while of all others they seemed to take alarm most
- easily, and be most difficult to capture.
-
- Philip came to Elnora at dusk, daintily holding one
- by the body, its dark wings showing and its long slender
- legs trying to clasp his fingers and creep from his hold.
-
- "Oh for mercy's sake!" cried Elnora, staring at him.
-
- "I half believe it!" exulted Ammon.
-
- "Did you ever see one?"
-
- "Only in collections, and very seldom there."
-
- Elnora studied the black wings intently. "I surely
- believe that's Sappho," she marvelled. "The Bird Woman
- will be overjoyed."
-
- "We must get the cyanide jar quickly," said Philip.
-
- "I wouldn't lose her for anything. Such a chase as she
- led me!"
-
- Elnora brought the jar and began gathering up paraphernalia.
-
- "When you make a find like that," she said, "it's the
- right time to quit and feel glorious all the rest of
- that day. I tell you I'm proud! We will go now. We have
- barely time to carry out our plans before supper.
- Won't mother be pleased to see that we have a rare one?"
-
- "I'd like to see any one more pleased than I am!" said
- Philip Ammon. "I feel as if I'd earned my supper to-night.
- Let's go."
-
- He took the greater part of the load and stepped aside
- for Elnora to precede him. She followed the path, broken
- by the grazing cattle, toward the cabin and nearest the
- violet patch she stopped, laid down her net, and the things
- she carried. Philip passed her and hurried straight
- toward the back gate.
-
- "Aren't you going to----?" began Elnora.
-
- "I'm going to get this moth home in a hurry," he said.
- "This cyanide has lost its strength, and it's not
- working well. We need some fresh in the jar."
-
- He had forgotten the violets! Elnora stood looking
- after him, a curious expression on her face. One second
- so--then she picked up the net and followed. At the
- blue-bordered pool she paused and half turned back, then
- she closed her lips firmly and went on. It was nine o'clock
- when Philip said good-bye, and started to town. His gay
- whistle floated to them from the farthest corner of
- the Limberlost. Elnora complained of being tired, so she
- went to her room and to bed. But sleep would not come.
- Thought was racing in her brain and the longer she lay
- the wider awake she grew. At last she softly slipped from
- bed, lighted her lamp and began opening boxes. Then she
- went to work. Two hours later a beautiful birch bark
- basket, strongly and artistically made, stood on her table.
- She set a tiny alarm clock at three, returned to bed and
- fell asleep instantly with a smile on her lips.
-
- She was on the floor with the first tinkle of the alarm,
- and hastily dressing, she picked up the basket and a box
- to fit it, crept down the stairs, and out to the violet patch.
- She was unafraid as it was growing light, and lining the
- basket with damp mosses she swiftly began picking, with
- practised hands, the best of the flowers. She scarcely
- could tell which were freshest at times, but day soon came
- creeping over the Limberlost and peeped at her. The robins
- awoke all their neighbours, and a babel of bird notes
- filled the air. The dew was dripping, while the first strong
- rays of light fell on a world in which Elnora worshipped.
- When the basket was filled to overflowing, she set it in the
- stout pasteboard box, packed it solid with mosses, tied it
- firmly and slipped under the cord a note she had written
- the previous night.
-
- Then she took a short cut across the woods and walked
- swiftly to Onabasha. It was after six o'clock, but all of
- the city she wished to avoid were asleep. She had no
- trouble in finding a small boy out, and she stood at a
- distance waiting while he rang Dr. Ammon's bell and
- delivered the package for Philip to a maid, with the note
- which was to be given him at once.
-
- On the way home through the woods passing some baited
- trees she collected the captive moths. She entered
- the kitchen with them so naturally that Mrs. Comstock
- made no comment. After breakfast Elnora went to her
- room, cleared away all trace of the night's work and was
- out in the arbour mounting moths when Philip came down
- the road. "I am tired sitting," she said to her mother.
- "I think I will walk a few rods and meet him."
-
- "Who's a trump?" he called from afar.
-
- "Not you!" retorted Elnora. "Confess that you forgot!"
-
- "Completely!" said Philip. "But luckily it would not
- have been fatal. I wrote Polly last week to send Edith
- something appropriate to-day, with my card. But that
- touch from the woods will be very effective. Thank you
- more than I can say. Aunt Anna and I unpacked it to
- see the basket, and it was a beauty. She says you are
- always doing such things."
-
- "Well, I hope not!" laughed Elnora. "If you'd seen
- me sneaking out before dawn, not to awaken mother and
- coming in with moths to make her think I'd been to the
- trees, you'd know it was a most especial occasion."
-
- "Then Philip understood two things: Elnora's mother
- did not know of the early morning trip to the city, and
- the girl had come to meet him to tell him so.
-
- "You were a brick to do it!" he whispered as he closed
- the gate behind them. "I'll never forget you for it.
- Thank you ever so much."
-
- "I did not do that for you," said Elnora tersely. "I did
- it mostly to preserve my own self-respect. I saw you
- were forgetting. If I did it for anything besides that,
- I did it for her."
-
- "Just look what I've brought!" said Philip, entering
- the arbour and greeting Mrs. Comstock. "Borrowed it
- of the Bird Woman. And it isn't hers. A rare edition
- of Catocalae with coloured plates. I told her the best I
- could, and she said to try for Sappho here. I suspect the
- Bird Woman will be out presently. She was all excitement."
-
- Then they bent over the book together and with the
- mounted moth before them determined her family. The Bird
- Woman did come later, and carried the moth away, to put
- into a book and Elnora and Philip were freshly filled
- with enthusiasm.
-
- So these days were the beginning of the weeks that followed.
- Six of them flying on Time's wings, each filled
- to the brim with interest. After June, the moth hunts
- grew less frequent; the fields and woods were searched
- for material for Elnora's grade work. The most absorbing
- occupation they found was in carrying out Mrs. Comstock's
- suggestion to learn the vital thing for which each
- month was distinctive, and make that the key to the
- nature work. They wrote out a list of the months,
- opposite each the things all of them could suggest which seemed
- to pertain to that month alone, and then tried to sift until
- they found something typical. Mrs. Comstock was a
- great help. Her mother had been Dutch and had brought
- from Holland numerous quaint sayings and superstitions
- easily traceable to Pliny's Natural History; and in Mrs.
- Comstock's early years in Ohio she had heard much Indian
- talk among her elders, so she knew the signs of each season,
- and sometimes they helped. Always her practical
- thought and sterling common sense were useful. When they
- were afield until exhausted they came back to the
- cabin for food, to prepare specimens and classify them,
- and to talk over the day. Sometimes Philip brought
- books and read while Elnora and her mother worked,
- and every night Mrs. Comstock asked for the violin.
- Her perfect hunger for music was sufficient evidence of how
- she had suffered without it. So the days crept by, golden,
- filled with useful work and pure pleasure.
-
- The grosbeak had led the family in the maple abroad
- and a second brood, in a wild grape vine clambering over
- the well, was almost ready for flight. The dust lay thick
- on the country roads, the days grew warmer; summer
- was just poising to slip into fall, and Philip remained,
- coming each day as if he had belonged there always.
-
- One warm August afternoon Mrs. Comstock looked
- up from the ruffle on which she was engaged to see
- a blue-coated messenger enter the gate.
-
- "Is Philip Ammon here?" asked the boy.
-
- "He is," said Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "I have a message for him."
-
- "He is in the woods back of the cabin. I will ring the bell.
- Do you know if it is important?"
-
- "Urgent," said the boy; "I rode hard."
-
- Mrs. Comstock stepped to the back door and clanged
- the dinner bell sharply, paused a second, and rang again.
- In a short time Philip and Elnora ran down the path.
-
- "Are you ill, mother?" cried Elnora.
-
- Mrs. Comstock indicated the boy. "There is an important
- message for Philip," she said.
-
- He muttered an excuse and tore open the telegram.
- His colour faded slightly. "I have to take the first train,"
- he said. "My father is ill and I am needed."
-
- He handed the sheet to Elnora. "I have about two
- hours, as I remember the trains north, but my things are
- all over Uncle Doc's house, so I must go at once."
-
- "Certainly," said Elnora, giving back the message.
- "Is there anything I can do to help? Mother, bring
- Philip a glass of buttermilk to start on. I will gather
- what you have here."
-
- "Never mind. There is nothing of importance. I don't
- want to be hampered. I'll send for it if I miss anything
- I need."
-
- Philip drank the milk, said good-bye to Mrs. Comstock;
- thanked her for all her kindness, and turned to Elnora.
-
- "Will you walk to the edge of the Limberlost with me?"
- he asked. Elnora assented. Mrs. Comstock followed
- to the gate, urged him to come again soon, and repeated
- her good-bye. Then she went back to the arbour to
- await Elnora's return. As she watched down the road
- she smiled softly.
-
- "I had an idea he would speak to me first," she thought,
- "but this may change things some. He hasn't time.
- Elnora will come back a happy girl, and she has
- good reason. He is a model young man. Her lot will
- be very different from mine."
-
- She picked up her embroidery and began setting dainty
- precise little stitches, possible only to certain women.
-
- On the road Elnora spoke first. "I do hope it is
- nothing serious," she said. "Is he usually strong?"
-
- "Quite strong," said Philip. "I am not at all alarmed
- but I am very much ashamed. I have been well enough
- for the past month to have gone home and helped him
- with some critical cases that were keeping him at work
- in this heat. I was enjoying myself so I wouldn't offer
- to go, and he would not ask me to come, so long as he could
- help it. I have allowed him to overtax himself until he
- is down, and mother and Polly are north at our cottage.
- He's never been sick before, and it's probable I am to
- blame that he is now."
-
- "He intended you to stay this long when you came,"
- urged Elnora.
-
- "Yes, but it's hot in Chicago. I should have
- remembered him. He is always thinking of me. Possibly he
- has needed me for days. I am ashamed to go to him in
- splendid condition and admit that I was having such a
- fine time I forgot to come home."
-
- "You have had a fine time, then?" asked Elnora.
-
- They had reached the fence. Philip vaulted over to
- take a short cut across the fields. He turned and looked
- at her.
-
- "The best, the sweetest, and most wholesome time
- any man ever had in this world," he said. "Elnora, if
- I talked hours I couldn't make you understand what a
- girl I think you are. I never in all my life hated anything
- as I hate leaving you. It seems to me that I have not
- strength to do it."
-
- "If you have learned anything worth while from me,"
- said Elnora, "that should be it. Just to have strength to
- go to your duty, and to go quickly."
-
- He caught the hand she held out to him in both his.
- "Elnora, these days we have had together, have they
- been sweet to you?"
-
- "Beautiful days!" said Elnora. "Each like a perfect
- dream to be thought over and over all my life. Oh, they
- have been the only really happy days I've ever known;
- these days rich with mother's love, and doing useful work
- with your help. Good-bye! You must hurry!"
-
- Philip gazed at her. He tried to drop her hand, only
- clutched it closer. Suddenly he drew her toward him.
- "Elnora," he whispered, "will you kiss me good-bye?"
-
- Elnora drew back and stared at him with wide eyes.
- "I'd strike you sooner!" she said. "Have I ever said or
- done anything in your presence that made you feel free to
- ask that, Philip Ammon?"
-
- "No!" panted Philip. "No! I think so much of you
- I wanted to touch your lips once before I left you.
- You know, Elnora----"
-
- "Don't distress yourself," said Elnora calmly. "I am
- broad enough to judge you sanely. I know what you mean.
- It would be no harm to you. It would not matter to me,
- but here we will think of some one else. Edith Carr
- would not want your lips to-morrow if she knew they
- had touched mine to-day. I was wise to say: `Go quickly!'"
-
- Philip still clung to her. "Will you write me?" he begged.
-
- "No," said Elnora. "There is nothing to say, save good-bye.
- We can do that now."
-
- He held on. "Promise that you will write me only one
- letter," he urged. "I want just one message from you to
- lock in my desk, and keep always. Promise you will
- write once, Elnora."
-
- She looked into his eyes, and smiled serenely. "If the
- talking trees tell me this winter, the secret of how a man
- may grow perfect, I will write you what it is, Philip.
- In all the time I have known you, I never have liked you
- so little. Good-bye."
-
- She drew away her hand and swiftly turned back to the road.
- Philip Ammon, wordless, started toward Onabasha on a run.
-
- Elnora crossed the road, climbed the fence and sought
- the shelter of their own woods. She chose a diagonal
- course and followed it until she came to the path leading
- past the violet patch. She went down this hurriedly.
- Her hands were clenched at her side, her eyes dry and
- bright, her cheeks red-flushed, and her breath coming fast.
- When she reached the patch she turned into it and stood
- looking around her.
-
- The mosses were dry, the flowers gone, weeds a foot
- high covered it. She turned away and went on down the
- path until she was almost in sight of the cabin.
-
- Mrs. Comstock smiled and waited in the arbour until
- it occurred to her that Elnora was a long time coming, so
- she went to the gate. The road stretched away toward
- the Limberlost empty and lonely. Then she knew that
- Elnora had gone into their own woods and would come in
- the back way. She could not understand why the girl did
- not hurry to her with what she would have to tell.
- She went out and wandered around the garden. Then she
- stepped into the path and started along the way leading to
- the woods, past the pool now framed in a thick setting of
- yellow lilies. Then she saw, and stopped, gasping for breath.
- Her hands flew up and her lined face grew ghastly.
- She stared at the sky and then at the prostrate girl figure.
- Over and over she tried to speak, but only a dry breath came.
- She turned and fled back to the garden.
-
- In the familiar enclosure she gazed around her like a
- caged animal seeking escape. The sun beat down on her
- bare head mercilessly, and mechanically she moved to the
- shade of a half-grown hickory tree that voluntarily had
- sprouted beside the milk house. At her feet lay an axe
- with which she made kindlings for fires. She stooped and
- picked it up. The memory of that prone figure sobbing in
- the grass caught her with a renewed spasm. She shut her
- eyes as if to close it out. That made hearing so acute she
- felt certain she heard Elnora moaning beside the path.
- The eyes flew open. They looked straight at a few
- spindling tomato plants set too near the tree and stunted
- by its shade. Mrs. Comstock whirled on the hickory and
- swung the axe. Her hair shook down, her clothing became
- disarranged, in the heat the perspiration streamed, but
- stroke fell on stroke until the tree crashed over, grazing
- a corner of the milk house and smashing the garden fence
- on the east.
-
- At the sound Elnora sprang to her feet and came running
- down the garden walk. "Mother!" she cried. "Mother!
- What in the world are you doing?"
-
- Mrs. Comstock wiped her ghastly face on her apron.
- "I've laid out to cut that tree for years," she said.
- "It shades the beets in the morning, and the tomatoes
- in the afternoon!"
-
- Elnora uttered one wild little cry and fled into her
- mother's arms. "Oh mother!" she sobbed. "Will you
- ever forgive me?"
-
- Mrs. Comstock's arms swept together in a tight grip
- around Elnora.
-
- "There isn't a thing on God's footstool from a to izzard
- I won't forgive you, my precious girl!" she said. "Tell mother
- what it is!"
-
- Elnora lifted her wet face. "He told me," she panted,
- "just as soon as he decently could--that second day he
- told me. Almost all his life he's been engaged to a girl
- at home. He never cared anything about me. He was only
- interested in the moths and growing strong."
-
- Mrs. Comstock's arms tightened. With a shaking hand
- she stroked the bright hair.
-
- "Tell me, honey," she said. "Is he to blame for a
- single one of these tears?"
-
- "Not one!" sobbed Elnora. "Oh mother, I won't forgive you
- if you don't believe that. Not one! He never said,
- or looked, or did anything all the world might not
- have known. He likes me very much as a friend.
- He hated to go dreadfully!"
-
- "Elnora!" the mother's head bent until the white hair
- mingled with the brown. "Elnora, why didn't you tell me
- at first?"
-
- Elnora caught her breath in a sharp snatch. "I know
- I should!" she sobbed. "I will bear any punishment for
- not, but I didn't feel as if I possibly could. I was afraid."
-
- "Afraid of what?" the shaking hand was on the hair again.
-
- "Afraid you wouldn't let him come!" panted Elnora.
- "And oh, mother, I wanted him so!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
- WHEREIN MRS. COMSTOCK EXPERIMENTS WITH REJUVENATION,
- AND ELNORA TEACHES NATURAL HISTORY
-
-
- For the following week Mrs. Comstock and Elnora
- worked so hard there was no time to talk, and they
- were compelled to sleep from physical exhaustion.
- Neither of them made any pretence of eating, for they
- could not swallow without an effort, so they drank milk
- and worked. Elnora kept on setting bait for Catacolae
- and Sphinginae, which, unlike the big moths of June, live
- several months. She took all the dragonflies and
- butterflies she could, and when she went over the list
- for the man of India, she found, to her amazement,
- that with Philip's help she once more had it complete
- save a pair of Yellow Emperors.
-
- This circumstance was so surprising she had a fleeting
- thought of writing Philip and asking him to see if he could
- not secure her a pair. She did tell the Bird Woman, who
- from every source at her command tried to complete the
- series with these moths, but could not find any for sale.
-
- "I think the mills of the Gods are grinding this grist,"
- said Elnora, "and we might as well wait patiently until
- they choose to send a Yellow Emperor."
-
- Mrs. Comstock invented work. When she had nothing more
- to do, she hoed in the garden although the earth was hard
- and dry and there were no plants that really needed attention.
- Then came a notification that Elnora would be compelled
- to attend a week's session of the Teachers' Institute
- held at the county seat twenty miles north of Onabasha
- the following week. That gave them something of which
- to think and real work to do. Elnora was requested to bring
- her violin. As she was on the programme of one of the most
- important sessions for a talk on nature work in grade schools,
- she was driven to prepare her speech, also to select and
- practise some music. Her mother turned her attention to clothing.
-
- They went to Onabasha together and purchased a simple
- and appropriate fall suit and hat, goods for a dainty little
- coloured frock, and a dress skirt and several fancy waists.
- Margaret Sinton came down and the sewing began. When everything
- was finished and packed, Elnora kissed her mother good-bye
- at the depot, and entered the train. Mrs. Comstock went into
- the waiting-room and dropped into a seat to rest. Her heart
- was so sore her whole left side felt tender. She was half
- starved for the food she had no appetite to take. She had
- worked in dogged determination until she was exhausted.
- For a time she simply sat and rested. Then she began to think.
- She was glad Elnora had gone where she would be compelled to
- fix her mind on other matters for a few days. She remembered
- the girl had said she wanted to go.
-
- School would begin the following week. She thought
- over what Elnora would have to do to accomplish her
- work successfully. She would be compelled to arise at
- six o'clock, walk three miles through varying weather, lead
- the high school orchestra, and then put in the remainder of
- the day travelling from building to building over the city,
- teaching a specified length of time every week in each room.
- She must have her object lessons ready, and she must do a
- certain amount of practising with the orchestra. Then a
- cold lunch at noon, and a three-mile walk at night.
-
- "Humph!" said Mrs. Comstock, "to get through that
- the girl would have to be made of cast-iron. I wonder
- how I can help her best?"
-
- She thought deeply.
-
- "The less she sees of what she's been having all summer,
- the sooner she'll feel better about it," she muttered.
-
- She arose, went to the bank and inquired for the cashier.
-
- "I want to know just how I am fixed here," she said.
-
- The cashier laughed. "You haven't been in a hurry,"
- he replied. "We have been ready for you any time these
- twenty years, but you didn't seem to pay much attention.
- Your account is rather flourishing. Interest, when it gets
- to compounding, is quite a money breeder. Come back
- here to a table and I will show you your balances."
-
- Mrs. Comstock sank into a chair and waited while
- the cashier read a jumble of figures to her. It meant
- that her deposits had exceeded her expenses from one
- to three hundred dollars a year, according to the cattle,
- sheep, hogs, poultry, butter, and eggs she had sold.
- The aggregate of these sums had been compounding interest
- throughout the years. Mrs. Comstock stared at the
- total with dazed and unbelieving eyes. Through her
- sick heart rushed the realization, that if she merely had
- stood before that wicket and asked one question, she
- would have known that all those bitter years of skimping
- for Elnora and herself had been unnecessary. She arose
- and went back to the depot.
-
- "I want to send a message," she said. She picked
- up the pencil, and with rash extravagance, wrote, "Found
- money at bank didn't know about. If you want to go
- to college, come on first train and get ready."
- She hesitated a second and then she said to herself grimly,
- "Yes, I'll pay for that, too," and recklessly added, "With
- love, Mother." Then she sat waiting for the answer. It came
- in less than an hour. "Will teach this winter. With dearest
- love, Elnora."
-
- Mrs. Comstock held the message a long time. When she
- arose she was ravenously hungry, but the pain in her
- heart was a little easier. She went to a restaurant
- and ate some food, then to a dressmaker where she ordered
- four dresses: two very plain every-day ones, a serviceable
- dark gray cloth suit, and a soft light gray silk with
- touches of lavender and lace. She made a heavy list
- of purchases at Brownlee's, and the remainder of the day
- she did business in her direct and spirited way. At night
- she was so tired she scarcely could walk home, but she
- built a fire and cooked and ate a hearty meal.
-
- Later she went out beside the west fence and gathered
- an armful of tansy which she boiled to a thick green tea.
- Then she stirred in oatmeal until it was a stiff paste.
- She spread a sheet over her bed and began tearing strips
- of old muslin. She bandaged each hand and arm with the
- mixture and plastered the soggy, evil-smelling stuff in a
- thick poultice over her face and neck. She was so tired
- she went to sleep, and when she awoke she was half skinned.
- She bathed her face and hands, did the work and went back
- to town, coming home at night to go through the same process.
-
- By the third morning she was a raw even red, the fourth
- she had faded to a brilliant pink under the soothing
- influence of a cream recommended. That day came a
- letter from Elnora saying that she would remain where
- she was until Saturday morning, and then come to Ellen
- Brownlee's at Onabasha and stay for the Saturday's
- session of teachers to arrange their year's work.
- Sunday was Ellen's last day at home, and she wanted Elnora
- very much. She had to call together the orchestra and
- practise them Sunday; and could not come home until
- after school Monday night. Mrs. Comstock at once
- answered the letter saying those arrangements suited her.
-
- The following day she was a pale pink, later a delicate
- porcelain white. Then she went to a hairdresser and
- had the rope of snowy hair which covered her scalp washed,
- dressed, and fastened with such pins and combs as were
- decided to be most becoming. She took samples of her
- dresses, went to a milliner, and bought a street hat to
- match her suit, and a gray satin with lavender orchids to
- wear with the silk dress. Her last investment was a loose
- coat of soft gray broadcloth with white lining, and touches
- of lavender on the embroidered collar, and gray gloves to match.
-
- Then she went home, rested and worked by turns
- until Monday. When school closed on that evening,
- Elnora, so tired she almost trembled, came down the
- long walk after a late session of teachers' meeting,
- to be stopped by a messenger boy.
-
- "There's a lady wants to see you most important.
- I am to take you to the place," he said.
-
- Elnora groaned. She could not imagine who wanted
- her, but there was nothing to do but find out; tired and
- anxious to see her mother as she was.
-
- "This is the place," said the boy, and went his way whistling.
- Elnora was three blocks from the high school building on the
- same street. She was before a quaint old house, fresh with
- paint and covered with vines. There was a long wide lot,
- grass-covered, closely set with trees, and a barn and chicken
- park at the back that seemed to be occupied. Elnora stepped
- on the veranda which was furnished with straw rugs, bent-
- hickory chairs, hanging baskets, and a table with a work-
- box and magazines, and knocked at the screen door.
-
- Inside she could see polished floors, walls freshly papered
- in low-toned harmonious colours, straw rugs and madras curtains.
- It seemed to be a restful, homelike place to which she had come.
- A second later down an open stairway came a tall, dark-eyed
- woman with cheeks faintly pink and a crown of fluffy snow-
- white hair. She wore a lavender gingham dress with white
- collar and cuffs, and she called as she advanced: "That screen
- isn't latched! Open it and come see your brand-new mother,
- my girl."
-
- Elnora stepped inside the door. "Mother!" she cried.
- "You my mother! I don't believe it!"
-
- "Well, you better!" said Mrs. Comstock, "because
- it's true! You said you wished I were like the other
- girls' mothers, and I've shot as close the mark as I could
- without any practice. I thought that walk would be
- too much for you this winter, so I just rented this house
- and moved in, to be near you, and help more in case I'm needed.
- I've only lived here a day, but I like it so well I've a
- mortal big notion to buy the place."
-
- "But mother!" protested Elnora, clinging to her wonderingly.
- "You are perfectly beautiful, and this house is a little
- paradise, but how will we ever pay for it? We can't afford it!"
-
- "Humph! Have you forgotten I telegraphed you I'd
- found some money I didn't know about? All I've done
- is paid for, and plenty more to settle for all I
- propose to do."
-
- Mrs. Comstock glanced around with satisfaction.
-
- "I may get homesick as a pup before spring," she said,
- "but if I do I can go back. If I don't, I'll sell some
- timber and put a few oil wells where they don't show much.
- I can have land enough cleared for a few fields and put
- a tenant on our farm, and we will buy this and settle here.
- It's for sale."
-
- "You don't look it, but you've surely gone mad!"
-
- "Just the reverse, my girl," said Mrs. Comstock,
- "I've gone sane. If you are going to undertake this
- work, you must be convenient to it. And your mother
- should be where she can see that you are properly dressed,
- fed, and cared for. This is our--let me think--reception-room.
- How do you like it? This door leads to your workroom and study.
- I didn't do much there because I wasn't sure of my way.
- But I knew you would want a rug, curtains, table, shelves
- for books, and a case for your specimens, so I had a
- carpenter shelve and enclose that end of it. Looks pretty
- neat to me. The dining-room and kitchen are back, one
- of the cows in the barn, and some chickens in the coop.
- I understand that none of the other girls' mothers milk a
- cow, so a neighbour boy will tend to ours for a third of
- the milk. There are three bedrooms, and a bath upstairs.
- Go take one, put on some fresh clothes, and come to supper.
- You can find your room because your things are in it."
-
- Elnora kissed her mother over and over, and hurried upstairs.
- She identified her room by the dressing-case. There were
- a pretty rug, and curtains, white iron bed, plain and
- rocking chairs to match her case, a shirtwaist chest,
- and the big closet was filled with her old clothing and
- several new dresses. She found the bathroom, bathed,
- dressed in fresh linen and went down to a supper that
- was an evidence of Mrs. Comstock's highest art in cooking.
- Elnora was so hungry she ate her first real meal in two weeks.
- But the bites went down slowly because she forgot about them
- in watching her mother.
-
- "How on earth did you do it?" she asked at last. "I always
- thought you were naturally brown as a nut."
-
- "Oh, that was tan and sunburn!" explained Mrs. Comstock.
- "I always knew I was white underneath it. I hated to
- shade my face because I hadn't anything but a sunbonnet,
- and I couldn't stand for it to touch my ears, so I went
- bareheaded and took all the colour I accumulated.
- But when I began to think of moving you in to your work,
- I saw I must put up an appearance that wouldn't disgrace
- you, so I thought I'd best remove the crust. It took
- some time, and I hope I may die before I ever endure
- the feel and the smell of the stuff I used again, but it
- skinned me nicely. What you now see is my own with a
- little dust of rice powder, for protection. I'm sort of
- tender yet."
-
- "And your lovely, lovely hair?" breathed Elnora.
-
- "Hairdresser did that!" said Mrs. Comstock. "It cost
- like smoke. But I watched her, and with a little
- help from you I can wash it alone next time, though it
- will be hard work. I let her monkey with it until she
- said she had found `my style.' Then I tore it down and
- had her show me how to build it up again three times.
- I thought my arms would drop. When I paid the bill for
- her work, the time I'd taken, the pins, and combs she'd
- used, I nearly had heart failure, but I didn't turn a hair
- before her. I just smiled at her sweetly and said, `How
- reasonable you are!' Come to think of it, she was! She might
- have charged me ten dollars for what she did quite as well
- as nine seventy-five. I couldn't have helped myself.
- I had made no bargain to begin on."
-
- Then Elnora leaned back in her chair and shouted, in a
- gust of hearty laughter, so a little of the ache ceased
- in her breast. There was no time to think, the remainder
- of that evening, she was so tired she had to sleep, while
- her mother did not awaken her until she barely had time
- to dress, breakfast and reach school. There was nothing
- in the new life to remind her of the old. It seemed as
- if there never came a minute for retrospection, but her
- mother appeared on the scene with more work, or some
- entertaining thing to do.
-
- Mrs. Comstock invited Elnora's friends to visit her,
- and proved herself a bright and interesting hostess.
- She digested a subject before she spoke; and when she
- advanced a view, her point was sure to be original and
- tersely expressed. Before three months people waited
- to hear what she had to say. She kept her appearance so
- in mind that she made a handsome and a distinguished figure.
-
- Elnora never mentioned Philip Ammon, neither did
- Mrs. Comstock. Early in December came a note and a
- big box from him. It contained several books on nature
- subjects which would be of much help in school work,
- a number of conveniences Elnora could not afford, and a
- pair of glass-covered plaster casts, for each large moth
- she had. In these the upper and underwings of male and
- female showed. He explained that she would break her
- specimens easily, carrying them around in boxes. He had
- seen these and thought they would be of use. Elnora was
- delighted with them, and at once began the tedious process
- of softening the mounted moths and fitting them to the
- casts moulded to receive them. Her time was so taken in
- school, she progressed slowly, so her mother undertook
- this work. After trying one or two very common ones she
- learned to handle the most delicate with ease. She took
- keen pride in relaxing the tense moths, fitting them to the
- cases, polishing the glass covers to the last degree and
- sealing them. The results were beautiful to behold.
-
- Soon after Elnora wrote to Philip:
-
- DEAR FRIEND:
-
- I am writing to thank you for the books, and the box of conveniences
- sent me for my work. I can use everything with fine results.
- Hope I am giving good satisfaction in my position. You will be
- interested to learn that when the summer's work was classified and
- pinned, I again had my complete collection for the man of India,
- save a Yellow Emperor. I have tried everywhere I know, so has the
- Bird Woman. We cannot find a pair for sale. Fate is against me,
- at least this season. I shall have to wait until next year and try again.
-
- Thank you very much for helping me with my collection and for the
- books and cases.
-
- Sincerely yours,
-
- ELNORA COMSTOCK.
-
-
- Philip was disappointed over that note and instead of
- keeping it he tore it into bits and dropped them into the
- waste basket.
-
- That was precisely what Elnora had intended he should do.
- Christmas brought beautiful cards of greeting to
- Mrs. Comstock and Elnora, Easter others, and the year
- ran rapidly toward spring. Elnora's position had been
- intensely absorbing, while she had worked with all her power.
- She had made a wonderful success and won new friends.
- Mrs. Comstock had helped in every way she could, so she was
- very popular also.
-
- Throughout the winter they had enjoyed the city thoroughly,
- and the change of life it afforded, but signs of spring
- did wonderful things to the hearts of the country-bred women.
- A restlessness began on bright February days, calmed during
- March storms and attacked full force in April. When neither
- could bear it any longer they were forced to discuss the matter
- and admit they were growing ill with pure homesickness.
- They decided to keep the city house during the summer,
- but to return to the farm to live as soon as school closed.
-
- So Mrs. Comstock would prepare breakfast and lunch
- and then slip away to the farm to make up beds in her
- ploughed garden, plant seeds, trim and tend her flowers,
- and prepare the cabin for occupancy. Then she would go
- home and make the evening as cheerful as possible for
- Elnora; in these days she lived only for the girl.
-
- Both of them were glad when the last of May came and the
- schools closed. They packed the books and clothing they
- wished to take into a wagon and walked across the fields
- to the old cabin. As they approached it, Mrs. Comstock
- said to Elnora: "You are sure you won't be lonely here?"
-
- Elnora knew what she really meant.
-
- "Quite sure," she said. "For a time last fall I was
- glad to be away, but that all wore out with the winter.
- Spring made me homesick as I could be. I can scarcely wait
- until we get back again."
-
- So they began that summer as they had begun all others
- --with work. But both of them took a new joy in everything,
- and the violin sang by the hour in the twilight.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
-
- WHEREIN PHILIP AMMON GIVES A BALL IN HONOUR OF EDITH CARR,
- AND HART HENDERSON APPEARS ON THE SCENE
-
-
- Edith Carr stood in a vine-enclosed side veranda
- of the Lake Shore Club House waiting while Philip
- Ammon gave some important orders. In a few days
- she would sail for Paris to select a wonderful trousseau
- she had planned for her marriage in October. To-night
- Philip was giving a club dance in her honour. He had
- spent days in devising new and exquisite effects in
- decorations, entertainment, and supper. Weeks before the
- favoured guests had been notified. Days before they had
- received the invitations asking them to participate in this
- entertainment by Philip Ammon in honour of Miss Carr.
- They spoke of it as "Phil's dance for Edith!"
-
- She could hear the rumble of carriages and the panting
- of automobiles as in a steady stream they rolled to the
- front entrance. She could catch glimpses of floating
- draperies of gauze and lace, the flash of jewels, and the
- passing of exquisite colour. Every one was newly arrayed
- in her honour in the loveliest clothing, and the most
- expensive jewels they could command. As she thought of it
- she lifted her head a trifle higher and her eyes flashed proudly.
-
- She was robed in a French creation suggested and designed
- by Philip. He had said to her: "I know a competent
- judge who says the distinctive feature of June is her
- exquisite big night moths. I want you to be the very
- essence of June that night, as you will be the embodiment
- of love. Be a moth. The most beautiful of them is either
- the pale-green Luna or the Yellow Imperialis. Be my
- moon lady, or my gold Empress."
-
- He took her to the museum and showed her the moths.
- She instantly decided on the yellow. Because she knew
- the shades would make her more startlingly beautiful than
- any other colour. To him she said: "A moon lady seems
- so far away and cold. I would be of earth and very near
- on that night. I choose the Empress."
-
- So she matched the colours exactly, wrote out the idea
- and forwarded the order to Paquin. To-night when
- Philip Ammon came for her, he stood speechless a minute
- and then silently kissed her hands.
-
- For she stood tall, lithe, of grace inborn, her dark waving
- hair high piled and crossed by gold bands studded with
- amethyst and at one side an enamelled lavender orchid
- rimmed with diamonds, which flashed and sparkled. The soft
- yellow robe of lightest weight velvet fitted her form
- perfectly, while from each shoulder fell a great velvet wing
- lined with lavender, and flecked with embroidery of that
- colour in imitation of the moth. Around her throat was a
- wonderful necklace and on her arms were bracelets of gold
- set with amethyst and rimmed with diamonds. Philip had said
- that her gloves, fan, and slippers must be lavender, because
- the feet of the moth were that colour. These accessories
- had been made to order and embroidered with gold. It had
- been arranged that her mother, Philip's, and a few best
- friends should receive his guests. She was to appear when
- she led the grand march with Philip Ammon. Miss Carr was
- positive that she would be the most beautiful, and most
- exquisitely gowned woman present. In her heart she thought
- of herself as "Imperialis Regalis," as the Yellow Empress.
- In a few moments she would stun her world into feeling it as
- Philip Ammon had done, for she had taken pains that the
- history of her costume should be whispered to a few who
- would give it circulation. She lifted her head proudly and
- waited, for was not Philip planning something unusual and
- unsurpassed in her honour? Then she smiled.
-
- But of all the fragmentary thoughts crossing her brain the
- one that never came was that of Philip Ammon as the Emperor.
- Philip the king of her heart; at least her equal in all things.
- She was the Empress--yes, Philip was but a mere man, to
- devise entertainments, to provide luxuries, to humour whims,
- to kiss hands!
-
- "Ah, my luck!" cried a voice behind her.
-
- Edith Carr turned and smiled.
-
- "I thought you were on the ocean," she said.
-
- "I only reached the dock," replied the man, "when I had
- a letter that recalled me by the first limited."
-
- "Oh! Important business?"
-
- "The only business of any importance in all the world
- to me. I'm triumphant that I came. Edith, you are the
- most superb woman in every respect that I have ever seen.
- One glimpse is worth the whole journey."
-
- "You like my dress?" She moved toward him and turned,
- lifting her arms. "Do you know what it is intended
- to represent?"
-
- "Yes, Polly Ammon told me. I knew when I heard
- about it how you would look, so I started a sleuth hunt,
- to get the first peep. Edith, I can become intoxicated
- merely with looking at you to-night."
-
- He half-closed his eyes and smilingly stared straight at her.
- He was taller than she, a lean man, with close-cropped light
- hair, steel-gray eyes, a square chin and "man of the world"
- written all over him.
-
- Edith Carr flushed. "I thought you realized when you
- went away that you were to stop that, Hart Henderson,"
- she cried.
-
- "I did, but this letter of which I tell you called me back
- to start it all over again."
-
- She came a step closer. "Who wrote that letter, and
- what did it contain concerning me?" she demanded.
-
- "One of your most intimate chums wrote it. It contained
- the hazard that possibly I had given up too soon. It said
- that in a fit of petulance you had broken your engagement
- with Ammon twice this winter, and he had come back because
- he knew you did not really mean it. I thought deeply there
- on the dock when I read that, and my boat sailed without me.
- I argued that anything so weak as an engagement twice broken
- and patched up again was a mighty frail affair indeed, and
- likely to smash completely at any time, so I came on the run.
- I said once I would not see you marry any other man.
- Because I could not bear it, I planned to go into exile of
- any sort to escape that. I have changed my mind. I have
- come back to haunt you until the ceremony is over. Then I go,
- not before. I was insane!"
-
- The girl laughed merrily. "Not half so insane as you
- are now, Hart!" she cried gaily. "You know that Philip
- Ammon has been devoted to me all my life. Now I'll tell
- you something else, because this looks serious for you.
- I love him with all my heart. Not while he lives shall he
- know it, and I will laugh at him if you tell him, but the
- fact remains: I intend to marry him, but no doubt I shall
- tease him constantly. It's good for a man to be uncertain.
- If you could see Philip's face at the quarterly return of his
- ring, you would understand the fun of it. You had better
- have taken your boat."
-
- "Possibly," said Henderson calmly. "But you are the
- only woman in the world for me, and while you are free, as
- I now see my light, I remain near you. You know the old adage."
-
- "But I'm not `free!'" cried Edith Carr. "I'm telling
- you I am not. This night is my public acknowledgment
- that Phil and I are promised, as our world has surmised
- since we were children. That promise is an actual fact,
- because of what I just have told you. My little fits of
- temper don't count with Phil. He's been reared on them.
- In fact, I often invent one in a perfect calm to see him
- perform. He is the most amusing spectacle. But, please,
- please, do understand that I love him, and always shall,
- and that we shall be married."
-
- "Just the same, I'll wait and see it an accomplished
- fact," said Henderson. "And Edith, because I love you,
- with the sort of love it is worth a woman's while to
- inspire, I want your happiness before my own. So I
- am going to say this to you, for I never dreamed you
- were capable of the feeling you have displayed for Phil.
- If you do love him, and have loved him always, a
- disappointment would cut you deeper than you know.
- Go careful from now on! Don't strain that patched
- engagement of yours any further. I've known Philip all
- my life. I've known him through boyhood, in college,
- and since. All men respect him. Where the rest of us
- confess our sins, he stands clean. You can go to his arms
- with nothing to forgive. Mark this thing! I have heard
- him say, `Edith is my slogan,' and I have seen him march
- home strong in the strength of his love for you, in the face
- of temptations before which every other man of us fell.
- Before the gods! that ought to be worth something to a
- girl, if she really is the delicate, sensitive, refined
- thing she would have man believe. It would take a woman
- with the organism of an ostrich to endure some of the
- men here to-night, if she knew them as I do; but Phil
- is sound to the core. So this is what I would say
- to you: first, your instincts are right in loving him,
- why not let him feel it in the ways a woman knows?
- Second, don't break your engagement again. As men
- know the man, any of us would be afraid to the soul.
- He loves you, yes! He is long-suffering for you, yes!
- But men know he has a limit. When the limit is
- reached, he will stand fast, and all the powers can't
- move him. You don't seem to think it, but you can go
- too far!"
-
- "Is that all?" laughed Edith Carr sarcastically.
-
- "No, there is one thing more," said Henderson. "Here or
- here-after, now and so long as I breathe, I am your slave.
- You can do anything you choose and know that I will
- kneel before you again. So carry this in the depths of
- your heart; now or at any time, in any place or condition,
- merely lift your hand, and I will come. Anything you
- want of me, that thing will I do. I am going to wait; if
- you need me, it is not necessary to speak; only give me
- the faintest sign. All your life I will be somewhere near
- you waiting for it."
-
- "Idjit! You rave!" laughed Edith Carr. "How you
- would frighten me! What a bugbear you would raise!
- Be sensible and go find what keeps Phil. I was waiting
- patiently, but my patience is going. I won't look nearly
- so well as I do now when it is gone."
-
- At that instant Philip Ammon entered. He was in
- full evening dress and exceptionally handsome.
- "Everything is ready," he said; "they are waiting for
- us to lead the march. It is formed."
-
- Edith Carr smiled entrancingly. "Do you think I am ready?"
-
- Philip looked what he thought, and offered his arm.
- Edith Carr nodded carelessly to Hart Henderson, and
- moved away. Attendants parted the curtains and the
- Yellow Empress bowing right and left, swept the length
- of the ballroom and took her place at the head of the
- formed procession. The large open dancing pavilion was
- draped with yellow silk caught up with lilac flowers.
- Every corner was filled with bloom of those colours.
- The music was played by harpers dressed in yellow and
- violet, so the ball opened.
-
- The midnight supper was served with the same colours
- and the last half of the programme was being danced.
- Never had girl been more complimented and petted in
- the same length of time than Edith Carr. Every minute
- she seemed to grow more worthy of praise. A partners'
- dance was called and the floor was filled with couples
- waiting for the music. Philip stood whispering delightful
- things to Edith facing him. From out of the night,
- in at the wide front entrance to the pavilion, there
- swept in slow wavering flight a large yellow moth and
- fluttered toward the centre cluster of glaring electric lights.
- Philip Ammon and Edith Carr saw it at the same instant.
-
- "Why, isn't that----?" she began excitedly.
-
- "It's a Yellow Emperor! This is fate!" cried Philip.
- "The last one Elnora needs for her collection. I must
- have it! Excuse me!"
-
- He ran toward the light. "Hats! Handkerchiefs! Fans!
- Anything!" he panted. "Every one hold up something and
- stop that! It's a moth; I've got to catch it!"
-
- "It's yellow! He wants it for Edith!" ran in a murmur
- around the hall. The girl's face flushed, while she bit her
- lips in vexation.
-
- Instantly every one began holding up something to
- keep the moth from flying back into the night. One fan
- held straight before it served, and the moth gently settled
- on it.
-
- "Hold steady!" cried Philip. "Don't move for your life!"
- He rushed toward the moth, made a quick sweep and held it
- up between his fingers. "All right!" he called. "Thanks,
- every one! Excuse me a minute."
-
- He ran to the office.
-
- "An ounce of gasolene, quick!" he ordered. "A cigar
- box, a cork, and the glue bottle."
-
- He poured some glue into the bottom of the box, set the
- cork in it firmly, dashed the gasolene over the moth
- repeatedly, pinned it to the cork, poured the remainder
- of the liquid over it, closed the box, and fastened it.
- Then he laid a bill on the counter.
-
- "Pack that box with cork around it, in one twice its
- size, tie securely and express to this address at once."
-
- He scribbled on a sheet of paper and shoved it over.
-
- "On your honour, will you do that faithfully as I say?"
- he asked the clerk.
-
- "Certainly," was the reply.
-
- "Then keep the change," called Philip as he ran back
- to the pavilion.
-
- Edith Carr stood where he left her, thinking rapidly.
- She heard the murmur that arose when Philip started
- to capture the exquisite golden creature she
- was impersonating. She saw the flash of surprise that
- went over unrestrained faces when he ran from the room,
- without even showing it to her. "The last one Elnora
- needs," rang in her ears. He had told her that he
- helped collect moths the previous summer, but she had
- understood that the Bird Woman, with whose work Miss
- Carr was familiar, wanted them to put in a book.
-
- He had spoken of a country girl he had met who played
- the violin wonderfully, and at times, he had shown a
- disposition to exalt her as a standard of womanhood.
- Miss Carr had ignored what he said, and talked of
- something else. But that girl's name had been Elnora.
- It was she who was collecting moths! No doubt she was
- the competent judge who was responsible for the yellow
- costume Philip had devised. Had Edith Carr been in
- her room, she would have torn off the dress at the thought.
-
- Being in a circle of her best friends, which to her meant
- her keenest rivals and harshest critics, she grew rigid
- with anger. Her breath hurt her paining chest. No one
- thought to speak to the musicians, and seeing the floor
- filled, they began the waltz. Only part of the guests
- could see what had happened, and at once the others
- formed and commenced to dance. Gay couples came
- whirling past her.
-
- Edith Carr grew very white as she stood alone. Her lips
- turned pale, while her dark eyes flamed with anger.
- She stood perfectly still where Philip had left her, and
- the approaching men guided their partners around her,
- while the girls, looking back, could be seen making
- exclamations of surprise.
-
- The idolized only daughter of the Carr family hoped that
- she would drop dead from mortification, but nothing happened.
- She was too perverse to step aside and say that she was
- waiting for Philip. Then came Tom Levering dancing with
- Polly Ammon. Being in the scales with the Ammon family,
- Tom scented trouble from afar, so he whispered to Polly:
- "Edith is standing in the middle of the floor, and she's
- awful mad about something."
-
- "That won't hurt her," laughed Polly. "It's an old
- pose of hers. She knows she looks superb when she is
- angry, so she keeps herself furious half the time on purpose."
-
- "She looks like the mischief!" answered Tom. "Hadn't we
- better steer over and wait with her? She's the ugliest
- sight I ever saw!"
-
- "Why, Tom!" cried Polly. "Stop, quickly!"
-
- They hurried to Edith.
-
- "Come dear," said Polly. "We are going to wait
- with you until Phil returns. Let's go after a drink.
- I am so thirsty!"
-
- "Yes, do!" begged Tom, offering his arm. "Let's get
- out of here until Phil comes."
-
- There was the opportunity to laugh and walk away, but
- Edith Carr would not accept it.
-
- "My betrothed left me here," she said. "Here I shall
- remain until he returns for me, and then--he will be my
- betrothed no longer!"
-
- Polly grasped Edith's arm.
-
- "Oh, Edith!" she implored. "Don't make a scene here,
- and to-night. Edith, this has been the loveliest
- dance ever given at the club house. Every one is saying so.
- Edith! Darling, do come! Phil will be back in a second.
- He can explain! It's only a breath since I saw him go out.
- I thought he had returned."
-
- As Polly panted these disjointed ejaculations, Tom
- Levering began to grow angry on her account.
-
- "He has been gone just long enough to show every
- one of his guests that he will leave me standing alone,
- like a neglected fool, for any passing whim of his.
- Explain! His explanation would sound well! Do you know
- for whom he caught that moth? It is being sent to a girl
- he flirted with all last summer. It has just occurred to me
- that the dress I am wearing is her suggestion. Let him
- try to explain!"
-
- Speech unloosed the fountain. She stripped off her
- gloves to free her hands. At that instant the dancers
- parted to admit Philip. Instinctively they stopped as
- they approached and with wondering faces walled in
- Edith and Philip, Polly and Tom.
-
- "Mighty good of you to wait!" cried Philip, his face
- showing his delight over his success in capturing the
- Yellow Emperor. "I thought when I heard the music
- you were going on."
-
- "How did you think I was going on?" demanded Edith
- Carr in frigid tones.
-
- "I thought you would step aside and wait a few seconds
- for me, or dance with Henderson. It was most important
- to have that moth. It completes a valuable collection for
- a person who needs the money. Come!"
-
- He held out his arms.
-
- "I `step aside' for no one!" stormed Edith Carr.
- "I await no other girl's pleasure! You may `complete
- the collection' with that!"
-
- She drew her engagement ring from her finger and
- reached to place it on one of Philip's outstretched hands.
- He saw and drew back. Instantly Edith dropped the ring.
- As it fell, almost instinctively Philip caught it in air.
- With amazed face he looked closely at Edith Carr.
- Her distorted features were scarcely recognizable.
- He held the ring toward her.
-
- "Edith, for the love of mercy, wait until I can explain,"
- he begged. "Put on your ring and let me tell you how it is."
-
- "I know perfectly `how it is,'" she answered. "I never
- shall wear that ring again."
-
- "You won't even hear what I have to say? You won't
- take back your ring?" he cried.
-
- "Never! Your conduct is infamous!"
-
- "Come to think of it," said Philip deliberately, "it is
- `infamous' to cut a girl, who has danced all her life, out of
- a few measures of a waltz. As for asking forgiveness for so
- black a sin as picking up a moth, and starting it to a friend
- who lives by collecting them, I don't see how I could!
- I have not been gone three minutes by the clock, Edith.
- Put on your ring and finish the dance like a dear girl."
-
- He thrust the glittering ruby into her fingers and again
- held out his arms. She dropped the ring, and it rolled some
- distance from them. Hart Henderson followed its shining
- course, and caught it before it was lost.
-
- "You really mean it?" demanded Philip in a voice as
- cold as hers ever had been.
-
- "You know I mean it!" cried Edith Carr.
-
- "I accept your decision in the presence of these
- witnesses," said Philip Ammon. "Where is my father?"
- The elder Ammon with a distressed face hurried to him.
- "Father, take my place," said Philip. "Excuse me to
- my guests. Ask all my friends to forgive me. I am
- going away for awhile."
-
- He turned and walked from the pavilion. As he went
- Hart Henderson rushed to Edith Carr and forced the ring
- into her fingers. "Edith, quick. Come, quick!" he implored.
- "There's just time to catch him. If you let him go that way,
- he never will return in this world. Remember what I told you."
-
- "Great prophet! aren't you, Hart?" she sneered.
- "Who wants him to return? If that ring is thrust upon
- me again I shall fling it into the lake. Signal the
- musicians to begin, and dance with me."
-
- Henderson put the ring into his pocket, and began the dance.
- He could feel the muscular spasms of the girl in his arms,
- her face was cold and hard, but her breath burned with
- the scorch of fever. She finished the dance and all
- others, taking Phil's numbers with Henderson, who had
- arrived too late to arrange a programme. She left with
- the others, merely inclining her head as she passed
- Ammon's father taking his place, and entered the big touring
- car for which Henderson had telephoned. She sank limply
- into a seat and moaned softly.
-
- "Shall I drive awhile in the night air?" asked Henderson.
-
- She nodded. He instructed the chauffeur.
-
- She raised her head in a few seconds. "Hart, I'm going
- to pieces," she said. "Won't you put your arm around me
- a little while?"
-
- Henderson gathered her into his arms and her head fell
- on his shoulder. "Closer!" she cried.
-
- Henderson held her until his arms were numb, but he
- did not know it. The tricks of fate are cruel enough, but
- there scarcely could have been a worse one than that:
- To care for a woman as he loved Edith Carr and have her
- given into his arms because she was so numb with misery
- over her trouble with another man that she did not know or
- care what she did. Dawn was streaking the east when he
- spoke to her.
-
- "Edith, it is growing light."
-
- "Take me home," she said.
-
- Henderson helped her up the steps and rang the bell.
-
- "Miss Carr is ill," he said to the footman. "Arouse her
- maid instantly, and have her prepare something hot as
- quickly as possible."
-
- "Edith," he cried, "just a word. I have been thinking.
- It isn't too late yet. Take your ring and put it on.
- I will go find Phil at once and tell him you have, that
- you are expecting him, and he will come."
-
- "Think what he said!" she cried. "He accepted my decision
- as final, `in the presence of witnesses,' as if it were court.
- He can return it to me, if I ever wear it again."
-
- "You think that now, but in a few days you will find
- that you feel very differently. Living a life of heartache
- is no joke, and no job for a woman. Put on your ring and
- send me to tell him to come."
-
- "No."
-
- "Edith, there was not a soul who saw that, but sympathized
- with Phil. It was ridiculous for you to get so angry over
- a thing which was never intended for the slightest offence,
- and by no logical reasoning could have been so considered."
-
- "Do you think that?" she demanded.
-
- "I do!" said Henderson. "If you had laughed and stepped
- aside an instant, or laughed and stayed where you were,
- Phil would have been back; or, if he needed punishment
- in your eyes, to have found me having one of his dances
- would have been enough. I was waiting. You could have
- called me with one look. But to publicly do and say
- what you did, my lady--I know Phil, and I know you
- went too far. Put on that ring, and send him word
- you are sorry, before it is too late."
-
- "I will not! He shall come to me."
-
- "Then God help you!" said Henderson, "for you are
- plunging into misery whose depth you do not dream.
- Edith, I beg of you----"
-
- She swayed where she stood. Her maid opened the door
- and caught her. Henderson went down the hall and out
- to his car.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
-
- WHEREIN THE ELDER AMMON OFFERS ADVICE,
- AND EDITH CARR EXPERIENCES REGRETS
-
-
- Philip Ammon walked from among his friends a
- humiliated and a wounded man. Never before had
- Edith Carr appeared quite so beautiful. All evening
- she had treated him with unusual consideration.
- Never had he loved her so deeply. Then in a few seconds
- everything was different. Seeing the change in her face,
- and hearing her meaningless accusations, killed something
- in his heart. Warmth went out and a cold weight took
- its place. But even after that, he had offered the ring
- to her again, and asked her before others to reconsider.
- The answer had been further insult.
-
- He walked, paying no heed to where he went. He had
- traversed many miles when he became aware that his feet
- had chosen familiar streets. He was passing his home.
- Dawn was near, but the first floor was lighted.
- He staggered up the steps and was instantly admitted.
- The library door stood open, while his father sat with
- a book pretending to read. At Philip's entrance the
- father scarcely glanced up.
-
- "Come on!" he called. "I have just told Banks to bring
- me a cup of coffee before I turn in. Have one with me!"
-
- Philip sat beside the table and leaned his head on his
- hands, but he drank a cup of steaming coffee and felt better.
-
- "Father," he said, "father, may I talk with you a little while?"
-
- "Of course," answered Mr. Ammon. "I am not at
- all tired. I think I must have been waiting in the
- hope that you would come. I want no one's version
- of this but yours. Tell me the straight of the
- thing, Phil."
-
- Philip told all he knew, while his father sat in deep thought.
-
- "On my life I can't see any occasion for such a display of
- temper, Phil. It passed all bounds of reason and breeding.
- Can't you think of anything more?"
-
- "I cannot!"
-
- "Polly says every one expected you to carry the moth
- you caught to Edith. Why didn't you?"
-
- "She screams if a thing of that kind comes near her.
- She never has taken the slightest interest in them. I was
- in a big hurry. I didn't want to miss one minute of my
- dance with her. The moth was not so uncommon, but by
- a combination of bad luck it had become the rarest in
- America for a friend of mine, who is making a collection to
- pay college expenses. For an instant last June the series
- was completed; when a woman's uncontrolled temper ruined
- this specimen and the search for it began over. A few
- days later a pair was secured, and again the money was
- in sight for several hours. Then an accident wrecked
- one-fourth of the collection. I helped replace those
- last June, all but this Yellow Emperor which we could
- not secure, and we haven't been able to find, buy or
- trade for one since. So my friend was compelled to teach
- this past winter instead of going to college. When that
- moth came flying in there to-night, it seemed to me like fate.
- All I thought of was, that to secure it would complete the
- collection and secure the money. So I caught the Emperor and
- started it to Elnora. I declare to you that I was not out of
- the pavilion over three minutes at a liberal estimate. If I
- only had thought to speak to the orchestra! I was sure I
- would be back before enough couples gathered and formed
- for the dance."
-
- The eyes of the father were very bright.
-
- "The friend for whom you wanted the moth is a girl?"
- he asked indifferently, as he ran the book leaves through
- his fingers.
-
- "The girl of whom I wrote you last summer, and told
- you about in the fall. I helped her all the time I was away."
-
- "Did Edith know of her?"
-
- "I tried many times to tell her, to interest her, but she
- was so indifferent that it was insulting. She would not
- hear me."
-
- "We are neither one in any condition to sleep. Why don't
- you begin at the first and tell me about this girl?
- To think of other matters for a time may clear our vision
- for a sane solution of this. Who is she, just what is she
- doing, and what is she like? You know I was reared among
- those Limberlost people, I can understand readily.
- What is her name and where does she live?"
-
- Philip gave a man's version of the previous summer,
- while his father played with the book industriously.
-
- "You are very sure as to her refinement and education?"
-
- "In almost two months' daily association, could a man
- be mistaken? She can far and away surpass Polly, Edith,
- or any girl of our set on any common, high school, or
- supplementary branch, and you know high schools have
- French, German, and physics now. Besides, she is a
- graduate of two other institutions. All her life she has
- been in the school of Hard Knocks. She has the biggest,
- tenderest, most human heart I ever knew in a girl. She has
- known life in its most cruel phases, and instead of
- hardening her, it has set her trying to save other
- people suffering. Then this nature position of which
- I told you; she graduated in the School of the Woods,
- before she secured that. The Bird Woman, whose work you
- know, helped her there. Elnora knows more interesting
- things in a minute than any other girl I ever met knew in
- an hour, provided you are a person who cares to understand
- plant and animal life."
-
- The book leaves slid rapidly through his fingers as
- the father drawled: "What sort of looking girl is she?"
-
- "Tall as Edith, a little heavier, pink, even complexion,
- wide open blue-gray eyes with heavy black brows, and
- lashes so long they touch her cheeks. She has a rope
- of waving, shining hair that makes a real crown on her
- head, and it appears almost red in the light. She is as
- handsome as any fair woman I ever saw, but she doesn't
- know it. Every time any one pays her a compliment,
- her mother, who is a caution, discovers that, for some
- reason, the girl is a fright, so she has no appreciation of
- her looks."
-
- "And you were in daily association two months with
- a girl like that! How about it, Phil?"
-
- "If you mean, did I trifle with her, no!" cried Philip hotly.
- "I told her the second time I met her all about Edith.
- Almost every day I wrote to Edith in her presence.
- Elnora gathered violets and made a fancy basket to put
- them in for Edith's birthday. I started to err in
- too open admiration for Elnora, but her mother brought
- me up with a whirl I never forgot. Fifty times a day
- in the swamps and forests Elnora made a perfect picture,
- but I neither looked nor said anything. I never met
- any girl so downright noble in bearing and actions.
- I never hated anything as I hated leaving her, for we were
- dear friends, like two wholly congenial men. Her mother
- was almost always with us. She knew how much I admired
- Elnora, but so long as I concealed it from the girl,
- the mother did not care."
-
- "Yet you left such a girl and came back whole-hearted
- to Edith Carr!"
-
- "Surely! You know how it has been with me about
- Edith all my life."
-
- "Yet the girl you picture is far her superior to an
- unprejudiced person, when thinking what a man would
- require in a wife to be happy."
-
- "I never have thought what I would `require' to be happy!
- I only thought whether I could make Edith happy. I have
- been an idiot! What I've borne you'll never know!
- To-night is only one of many outbursts like that,
- in varying and lesser degrees."
-
- "Phil, I love you, when you say you have thought
- only of Edith! I happen to know that it is true.
- You are my only son, and I have had a right to watch
- you closely. I believe you utterly. Any one who cares
- for you as I do, and has had my years of experience in
- this world over yours, knows that in some ways, to-night
- would be a blessed release, if you could take it; but
- you cannot! Go to bed now, and rest. To-morrow, go back
- to her and fix it up."
-
- "You heard what I said when I left her! I said it because
- something in my heart died a minute before that, and
- I realized that it was my love for Edith Carr. Never again
- will I voluntarily face such a scene. If she can act
- like that at a ball, before hundreds, over a thing of which
- I thought nothing at all, she would go into actual physical
- fits and spasms, over some of the household crises I've
- seen the mater meet with a smile. Sir, it is truth that
- I have thought only of her up to the present. Now, I
- will admit I am thinking about myself. Father, did you
- see her? Life is too short, and it can be too sweet, to
- throw it away in a battle with an unrestrained woman.
- I am no fighter--where a girl is concerned, anyway.
- I respect and love her or I do nothing. Never again is
- either respect or love possible between me and Edith Carr.
- Whenever I think of her in the future, I will see her as
- she was to-night. But I can't face the crowd just yet.
- Could you spare me a few days?"
-
- "It is only ten days until you were to go north for the
- summer, go now."
-
- "I don't want to go north. I don't want to meet people
- I know. There, the story would precede me. I do not
- need pitying glances or rough condolences. I wonder if
- I could not hide at Uncle Ed's in Wisconsin for awhile?"
-
- The book closed suddenly. The father leaned across
- the table and looked into the son's eyes.
-
- "Phil, are you sure of what you just have said?"
-
- "Perfectly sure!"
-
- "Do you think you are in any condition to decide to-night?"
-
- "Death cannot return to life, father. My love for
- Edith Carr is dead. I hope never to see her again."
-
- "If I thought you could be certain so soon! But, come
- to think of it, you are very like me in many ways. I am
- with you in this. Public scenes and disgraces I would
- not endure. It would be over with me, were I in your
- position, that I know."
-
- "It is done for all time," said Philip Ammon. "Let us
- not speak of it further."
-
- "Then, Phil," the father leaned closer and looked at the
- son tenderly, "Phil, why don't you go to the Limberlost?"
-
- "Father!"
-
- "Why not? No one can comfort a hurt heart like a
- tender woman; and, Phil, have you ever stopped to think
- that you may have a duty in the Limberlost, if you
- are free? I don't know! I only suggest it. But, for a
- country schoolgirl, unaccustomed to men, two months
- with a man like you might well awaken feelings of which
- you do not think. Because you were safe-guarded is no
- sign the girl was. She might care to see you. You can
- soon tell. With you, she comes next to Edith, and you
- have made it clear to me that you appreciate her in many
- ways above. So I repeat it, why not go to the Limberlost?"
-
- A long time Philip Ammon sat in deep thought. At last
- he raised his head.
-
- "Well, why not!" he said. "Years could make me
- no surer than I am now, and life is short. Please ask
- Banks to get me some coffee and toast, and I will bathe
- and dress so I can take the early train."
-
- "Go to your bath. I will attend to your packing
- and everything. And Phil, if I were you, I would
- leave no addresses."
-
- "Not an address!" said Philip. "Not even Polly."
-
- When the train pulled out, the elder Ammon went home
- to find Hart Henderson waiting.
-
- "Where is Phil?" he demanded.
-
- "He did not feel like facing his friends at present, and
- I am just back from driving him to the station. He said
- he might go to Siam, or Patagonia. He would leave no address."
-
- Henderson almost staggered. "He's not gone? And left
- no address? You don't mean it! He'll never forgive her!"
-
- "Never is a long time, Hart," said Mr. Ammon. "And it
- seems even longer to those of us who are well acquainted
- with Phil. Last night was not the last straw. It was
- the whole straw-stack. It crushed Phil so far as she
- is concerned. He will not see her again voluntarily, and
- he will not forget if he does. You can take it from him,
- and from me, we have accepted the lady's decision. Will you
- have a cup of coffee?"
-
- Twice Henderson opened his lips to speak of Edith
- Carr's despair. Twice he looked into the stern, inflexible
- face of Mr. Ammon and could not betray her. He held
- out the ring.
-
- "I have no instructions as to that," said the elder
- Ammon, drawing back. "Possibly Miss Carr would have
- it as a keepsake."
-
- "I am sure not," said Henderson curtly.
-
- "Then suppose you return it to Peacock. I will phone him.
- He will give you the price of it, and you might add
- it to the children's Fresh Air Fund. We would be obliged
- if you would do that. No one here cares to handle the object."
-
- "As you choose," said Henderson. "Good morning!"
-
- Then he went to his home, but he could not think of sleep.
- He ordered breakfast, but he could not eat. He paced the
- library for a time, but it was too small. Going on the
- streets he walked until exhausted, then he called
- a hansom and was driven to his club. He had thought
- himself familiar with every depth of suffering; that night
- had taught him that what he felt for himself was not to be
- compared with the anguish which wrung his heart over
- the agony of Edith Carr. He tried to blame Philip Ammon,
- but being an honest man, Henderson knew that was unjust.
- The fault lay wholly with her, but that only made it
- harder for him, as he realized it would in time for her.
-
- As he sauntered into the room an attendant hurried to him.
-
- "You are wanted most urgently at the 'phone, Mr.
- Henderson," he said. "You have had three calls from
- Main 5770."
-
- Henderson shivered as he picked down the receiver and
- gave the call.
-
- "Is that you, Hart?" came Edith's voice.
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Did you find Phil?"
-
- "No."
-
- "Did you try?"
-
- "Yes. As soon as I left you I went straight there."
-
- "Wasn't he home yet?"
-
- "He has been home and gone again."
-
- "Gone!"
-
- The cry tore Henderson's heart.
-
- "Shall I come and tell you, Edith?"
-
- "No! Tell me now."
-
- "When I reached the house Banks said Mr. Ammon
- and Phil were out in the motor, so I waited. Mr. Ammon
- came back soon. Edith, are you alone?"
-
- "Yes. Go on!"
-
- "Call your maid. I can't tell you until some one is
- with you."
-
- "Tell me instantly!"
-
- "Edith, he said he had been to the station. He said
- Phil had started to Siam or Patagonia, he didn't know
- which, and left no address. He said----"
-
- Distinctly Henderson heard her fall. He set the buzzer
- ringing, and in a few seconds heard voices, so he knew she
- had been found. Then he crept into a private den and
- shook with a hard, nervous chill.
-
- The next day Edith Carr started on her trip to Europe.
- Henderson felt certain she hoped to meet Philip there.
- He was sure she would be disappointed, though he had no
- idea where Ammon could have gone. But after much
- thought he decided he would see Edith soonest by
- remaining at home, so he spent the summer in Chicago.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
-
- WHEREIN PHILIP AMMON RETURNS TO THE LIMBERLOST,
- AND ELNORA STUDIES THE SITUATION
-
-
- We must be thinking about supper, mother," said Elnora,
- while she set the wings of a Cecropia with much care.
- "It seems as if I can't get enough to eat, or enough
- of being at home. I enjoyed that city house. I don't
- believe I could have done my work if I had been
- compelled to walk back and forth. I thought at first
- I never wanted to come here again. Now, I feel as if
- I could not live anywhere else."
-
- "Elnora," said Mrs. Comstock, "there's some one
- coming down the road."
-
- "Coming here, do you think?"
-
- "Yes, coming here, I suspect."
-
- Elnora glanced quickly at her mother and then turned
- to the road as Philip Ammon reached the gate.
-
- "Careful, mother!" the girl instantly warned. "If you
- change your treatment of him a hair's breadth, he
- will suspect. Come with me to meet him."
-
- She dropped her work and sprang up.
-
- "Well, of all the delightful surprises!" she cried.
-
- She was a trifle thinner than during the previous summer.
- On her face there was a more mature, patient look, but
- the sun struck her bare head with the same ray of red gold.
- She wore one of the old blue gingham dresses, open
- at the throat and rolled to the elbows. Mrs. Comstock
- did not appear at all the same woman, but Philip saw only
- Elnora; heard only her greeting. He caught both hands
- where she offered but one.
-
- "Elnora," he cried, "if you were engaged to me, and we
- were at a ball, among hundreds, where I offended you very
- much, and didn't even know I had done anything, and if I
- asked you before all of them to allow me to explain,
- to forgive me, to wait, would your face grow distorted
- and unfamiliar with anger? Would you drop my ring on the
- floor and insult me repeatedly? Oh Elnora, would you?"
-
- Elnora's big eyes seemed to leap, while her face grew
- very white. She drew away her hands.
-
- "Hush, Phil! Hush!" she protested. "That fever has
- you again! You are dreadfully ill. You don't know
- what you are saying."
-
- "I am sleepless and exhausted; I'm heartsick; but I am
- well as I ever was. Answer me, Elnora, would you?"
-
- "Answer nothing!" cried Mrs. Comstock. "Answer nothing!
- Hang your coat there on your nail, Phil, and come split
- some kindling. Elnora, clean away that stuff, and set
- the table. Can't you see the boy is starved and tired?
- He's come home to rest and eat a decent meal. Come on, Phil!"
-
- Mrs. Comstock marched away, and Philip hung his coat
- in its old place and followed. Out of sight and hearing
- she turned on him.
-
- "Do you call yourself a man or a hound?" she flared.
-
- "I beg your pardon----" stammered Philip Ammon.
-
- "I should think you would!" she ejaculated. "I'll admit
- you did the square thing and was a man last summer,
- though I'd liked it better if you'd faced up and told
- me you were promised; but to come back here babying,
- and take hold of Elnora like that, and talk that way
- because you have had a fuss with your girl, I don't tolerate.
- Split that kindling and I'll get your supper, and then you
- better go. I won't have you working on Elnora's big
- heart, because you have quarrelled with some one else.
- You'll have it patched up in a week and be gone again, so
- you can go right away."
-
- "Mrs. Comstock, I came to ask Elnora to marry me."
-
- "The more fool you, then!" cried Mrs. Comstock.
- "This time yesterday you were engaged to another woman,
- no doubt. Now, for some little flare-up you come racing
- here to use Elnora as a tool to spite the other girl.
- A week of sane living, and you will be sorry and ready to
- go back to Chicago, or, if you really are man enough to be
- sure of yourself, she will come to claim you. She has
- her rights. An engagement of years is a serious matter, and
- not broken for a whim. If you don't go, she'll come.
- Then, when you patch up your affairs and go sailing away
- together, where does my girl come in?"
-
- "I am a lawyer, Mrs. Comstock," said Philip. "It appeals
- to me as beneath your ordinary sense of justice to decide
- a case without hearing the evidence. It is due me that
- you hear me first."
-
- "Hear your side!" flashed Mrs. Comstock. "I'd a
- heap sight rather hear the girl!"
-
- "I wish to my soul that you had heard and seen her last
- night, Mrs. Comstock," said Ammon. "Then, my way
- would be clear. I never even thought of coming
- here to-day. I'll admit I would have come in time,
- but not for many months. My father sent me."
-
- "Your father sent you! Why?"
-
- "Father, mother, and Polly were present last night.
- They, and all my friends, saw me insulted and disgraced
- in the worst exhibition of uncontrolled temper any of us
- ever witnessed. All of them knew it was the end.
- Father liked what I had told him of Elnora, and he
- advised me to come here, so I came. If she does not
- want me, I can leave instantly, but, oh I hoped she
- would understand!"
-
- "You people are not splitting wood," called Elnora.
-
- "Oh yes we are!" answered Mrs. Comstock. "You set
- out the things for biscuit, and lay the table." She turned
- again to Philip. "I know considerable about your father,"
- she said. "I have met your Uncle's family frequently
- this winter. I've heard your Aunt Anna say that she
- didn't at all like Miss Carr, and that she and all your
- family secretly hoped that something would happen to
- prevent your marrying her. That chimes right in with
- your saying that your father sent you here. I guess you
- better speak your piece."
-
- Philip gave his version of the previous night.
-
- "Do you believe me?" he finished.
-
- "Yes," said Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "May I stay?"
-
- "Oh, it looks all right for you, but what about her?"
-
- "Nothing, so far as I am concerned. Her plans were all
- made to start to Europe to-day. I suspect she is on the
- way by this time. Elnora is very sensible, Mrs. Comstock.
- Hadn't you better let her decide this?"
-
- "The final decision rests with her, of course," admitted
- Mrs. Comstock. "But look you one thing! She's all I have.
- As Solomon says, `she is the one child, the only child
- of her mother.' I've suffered enough in this world
- that I fight against any suffering which threatens her.
- So far as I know you've always been a man, and you
- may stay. But if you bring tears and heartache to her,
- don't have the assurance to think I'll bear it tamely.
- I'll get right up and fight like a catamount, if things
- go wrong for Elnora!"
-
- "I have no doubt but you will," replied Philip, "and I
- don't blame you in the least if you do. I have the utmost
- devotion to offer Elnora, a good home, fair social position,
- and my family will love her dearly. Think it over. I know
- it is sudden, but my father advised it."
-
- "Yes, I reckon he did!" said Mrs. Comstock dryly. "I guess
- instead of me being the catamount, you had the genuine
- article up in Chicago, masquerading in peacock feathers,
- and posing as a fine lady, until her time came to scratch.
- Human nature seems to be the same the world over. But I'd
- give a pretty to know that secret thing you say you don't,
- that set her raving over your just catching a moth for Elnora.
- You might get that crock of strawberries in the spring house."
-
- They prepared and ate supper. Afterward they sat in
- the arbour and talked, or Elnora played until time for
- Philip to go.
-
- "Will you walk to the gate with me?" he asked Elnora
- as he arose.
-
- "Not to-night," she answered lightly. "Come early in
- the morning if you like, and we will go over to Sleepy
- Snake Creek and hunt moths and gather dandelions for dinner."
-
- Philip leaned toward her. "May I tell you to-morrow
- why I came?" he asked.
-
- "I think not," replied Elnora. "The fact is, I don't
- care why you came. It is enough for me that we are your
- very good friends, and that in trouble, you have found us
- a refuge. I fancy we had better live a week or two before
- you say anything. There is a possibility that what you
- have to say may change in that length of time.
-
- "It will not change one iota!" cried Philip.
-
- "Then it will have the grace of that much age to give it
- some small touch of flavour," said the girl. "Come early
- in the morning."
-
- She lifted the violin and began to play.
-
- "Well bless my soul!" ejaculated the astounded Mrs. Comstock.
- "To think I was worrying for fear you couldn't take care
- of yourself!"
-
- Elnora laughed while she played.
-
- "Shall I tell you what he said?"
-
- "Nope! I don't want to hear it!" said Elnora. "He is
- only six hours from Chicago. I'll give her a week to
- find him and fix it up, if he stays that long. If she doesn't
- put in an appearance then, he can tell me what he wants
- to say, and I'll take my time to think it over. Time in
- plenty, too! There are three of us in this, and one must
- be left with a sore heart for life. If the decision rests
- with me I propose to be very sure that it is the one who
- deserves such hard luck."
-
- The next morning Philip came early, dressed in the outing
- clothing he had worn the previous summer, and aside
- from a slight paleness seemed very much the same as when
- he left. Elnora met him on the old footing, and for a
- week life went on exactly as it had the previous summer.
- Mrs. Comstock made mental notes and watched in silence.
- She could see that Elnora was on a strain, though she
- hoped Philip would not. The girl grew restless as the
- week drew to a close. Once when the gate clicked she
- suddenly lost colour and moved nervously. Billy came down
- the walk.
-
- Philip leaned toward Mrs. Comstock and said: "I am
- expressly forbidden to speak to Elnora as I would like.
- Would you mind telling her for me that I had a letter from
- my father this morning saying that Miss Carr is on her way
- to Europe for the summer?"
-
- "Elnora," said Mrs. Comstock promptly, "I have just
- heard that Carr woman is on her way to Europe, and I
- wish to my gracious stars she'd stay there!"
-
- Philip Ammon shouted, but Elnora arose hastily and
- went to meet Billy. They came into the arbour together
- and after speaking to Mrs. Comstock and Philip, Billy
- said: "Uncle Wesley and I found something funny, and
- we thought you'd like to see."
-
- "I don't know what I should do without you and Uncle
- Wesley to help me," said Elnora. "What have you found now?"
-
- "Something I couldn't bring. You have to come to it.
- I tried to get one and I killed it. They are a kind of
- insecty things, and they got a long tail that is three
- fine hairs. They stick those hairs right into the hard
- bark of trees, and if you pull, the hairs stay fast and
- it kills the bug."
-
- "We will come at once," laughed Elnora. "I know
- what they are, and I can use some in my work."
-
- "Billy, have you been crying?" inquired Mrs. Comstock.
-
- Billy lifted a chastened face. "Yes, ma'am," he replied.
- "This has been the worst day."
-
- "What's the matter with the day?"
-
- "The day is all right," admitted Billy. "I mean every
- single thing has gone wrong with me."
-
- "Now that is too bad!" sympathized Mrs. Comstock.
-
- "Began early this morning," said Billy. "All Snap's
- fault, too."
-
- "What has poor Snap been doing?" demanded Mrs.
- Comstock, her eyes beginning to twinkle.
-
- "Digging for woodchucks, like he always does. He gets
- up at two o'clock to dig for them. He was coming
- in from the woods all tired and covered thick with dirt.
- I was going to the barn with the pail of water for Uncle
- Wesley to use in milking. I had to set down the pail to
- shut the gate so the chickens wouldn't get into the flower
- beds, and old Snap stuck his dirty nose into the water
- and began to lap it down. I knew Uncle Wesley wouldn't
- use that, so I had to go 'way back to the cistern for more,
- and it pumps awful hard. Made me mad, so I threw the
- water on Snap."
-
- "Well, what of it?"
-
- "Nothing, if he'd stood still. But it scared him awful,
- and when he's afraid he goes a-humping for Aunt Margaret.
- When he got right up against her he stiffened
- out and gave a big shake. You oughter seen the nice
- blue dress she had put on to go to Onabasha!"
-
- Mrs. Comstock and Philip laughed, but Elnora put
- her arms around the boy. "Oh Billy!" she cried.
- "That was too bad!"
-
- "She got up early and ironed that dress to wear because
- it was cool. Then, when it was all dirty, she
- wouldn't go, and she wanted to real bad." Billy wiped
- his eyes. "That ain't all, either," he added.
-
- "We'd like to know about it, Billy," suggested Mrs.
- Comstock, struggling with her face.
-
- "Cos she couldn't go to the city, she's most worked
- herself to death. She's done all the dirty, hard jobs she
- could find. She's fixing her grape juice now."
-
- "Sure!" cried Mrs. Comstock. "When a woman is
- disappointed she always works like a dog to gain sympathy!"
-
- "Well, Uncle Wesley and I are sympathizing all we
- know how, without her working so. I've squeezed until
- I almost busted to get the juice out from the seeds
- and skins. That's the hard part. Now, she has to strain
- it through white flannel and seal it in bottles, and it's
- good for sick folks. Most wish I'd get sick myself, so
- I could have a glass. It's so good!"
-
- Elnora glanced swiftly at her mother.
-
- "I worked so hard," continued Billy, "that she said if
- I would throw the leavings in the woods, then I could come
- after you to see about the bugs. Do you want to go?"
-
- "We will all go," said Mrs. Comstock. "I am mightily
- interested in those bugs myself."
-
- From afar commotion could be seen at the Sinton home.
- Wesley and Margaret were running around wildly and
- peculiar sounds filled the air.
-
- "What's the trouble?" asked Philip, hurrying to Wesley.
-
- "Cholera!" groaned Sinton. "My hogs are dying like flies."
-
- Margaret was softly crying. "Wesley, can't I fix
- something hot? Can't we do anything? It means several
- hundred dollars and our winter meat."
-
- "I never saw stock taken so suddenly and so hard,"
- said Wesley. "I have 'phoned for the veterinary to come
- as soon as he can get here."
-
- All of them hurried to the feeding pen into which the
- pigs seemed to be gathering from the woods. Among the
- common stock were big white beasts of pedigree which
- were Wesley's pride at county fairs. Several of these
- rolled on their backs, pawing the air feebly and emitting
- little squeaks. A huge Berkshire sat on his haunches,
- slowly shaking his head, the water dropping from his
- eyes, until he, too, rolled over with faint grunts. A pair
- crossing the yard on wavering legs collided, and attacked
- each other in anger, only to fall, so weak they scarcely
- could squeal. A fine snowy Plymouth Rock rooster, after
- several attempts, flew to the fence, balanced with great
- effort, wildly flapped his wings and started a guttural crow,
- but fell sprawling among the pigs, too helpless to stand.
-
- "Did you ever see such a dreadful sight?" sobbed Margaret.
-
- Billy climbed on the fence, took one long look and
- turned an astounded face to Wesley.
-
- "Why them pigs is drunk!" he cried. "They act just
- like my pa!"
-
- Wesley turned to Margaret.
-
- "Where did you put the leavings from that grape juice?"
- he demanded.
-
- "I sent Billy to throw it in the woods."
-
- "Billy----" began Wesley.
-
- "Threw it just where she told me to," cried Billy.
- But some of the pigs came by there coming into the
- pen, and some were close in the fence corners."
-
- "Did they eat it?" demanded Wesley.
-
- "They just chanked into it," replied Billy graphically.
- "They pushed, and squealed, and fought over it.
- You couldn't blame 'em! It was the best stuff I ever tasted!"
-
- "Margaret," said Wesley, "run 'phone that doctor he
- won't be needed. Billy, take Elnora and Mr. Ammon to
- see the bugs. Katharine, suppose you help me a minute."
-
- Wesley took the clothes basket from the back porch and
- started in the direction of the cellar. Margaret returned
- from the telephone.
-
- "I just caught him," she said. "There's that much saved.
- Why Wesley, what are you going to do?"
-
- "You go sit on the front porch a little while," said Wesley.
- "You will feel better if you don't see this."
-
- "Wesley," cried Margaret aghast. "Some of that wine
- is ten years old. There are days and days of hard work
- in it, and I couldn't say how much sugar. Dr. Ammon
- keeps people alive with it when nothing else will stay on
- their stomachs."
-
- "Let 'em die, then!" said Wesley. "You heard the boy,
- didn't you?"
-
- "It's a cold process. There's not a particle of fermentation
- about it."
-
- "Not a particle of fermentation! Great day, Margaret! Look at
- those pigs!"
-
- Margaret took a long look. "Leave me a few bottles
- for mince-meat," she wavered.
-
- "Not a smell for any use on this earth! You heard
- the boy! He shan't say, when he grows to manhood, that
- he learned to like it here!"
-
- Wesley threw away the wine, Mrs. Comstock cheerfully assisting.
- Then they walked to the woods to see and learn about the
- wonderful insects. The day ended with a big supper at
- Sintons', and then they went to the Comstock cabin for
- a concert. Elnora played beautifully that night. When the
- Sintons left she kissed Billy with particular tenderness.
- She was so moved that she was kinder to Philip than she had
- intended to be, and Elnora as an antidote to a disappointed
- lover was a decided success in any mood.
-
- However strong the attractions of Edith Carr had
- been, once the bond was finally broken, Philip Ammon
- could not help realizing that Elnora was the superior
- woman, and that he was fortunate to have escaped, when
- he regarded his ties strongest. Every day, while working
- with Elnora, he saw more to admire. He grew very
- thankful that he was free to try to win her, and impatient
- to justify himself to her.
-
- Elnora did not evince the slightest haste to hear what
- he had to say, but waited the week she had set, in spite
- of Philip's hourly manifest impatience. When she did
- consent to listen, Philip felt before he had talked five
- minutes, that she was putting herself in Edith Carr's
- place, and judging him from what the other girl's
- standpoint would be. That was so disconcerting, he did
- not plead his cause nearly so well as he had hoped, for
- when he ceased Elnora sat in silence.
-
- "You are my judge," he said at last. "What is your verdict?"
-
- "If I could hear her speak from her heart as I just have
- heard you, then I could decide," answered Elnora.
-
- "She is on the ocean," said Philip. "She went because
- she knew she was wholly in the wrong. She had nothing
- to say, or she would have remained."
-
- "That sounds plausible," reasoned Elnora, "but it is
- pretty difficult to find a woman in an affair that involves
- her heart with nothing at all to say. I fancy if I could
- meet her, she would say several things. I should love to
- hear them. If I could talk with her three minutes, I
- could tell what answer to make you."
-
- "Don't you believe me, Elnora?"
-
- "Unquestioningly," answered Elnora. "But I would
- believe her also. If only I could meet her I soon
- would know."
-
- "I don't see how that is to be accomplished," said
- Philip, "but I am perfectly willing. There is no reason
- why you should not meet her, except that she probably
- would lose her temper and insult you."
-
- "Not to any extent," said Elnora calmly. "I have
- a tongue of my own, while I am not without some small
- sense of personal values."
-
- Philip glanced at her and began to laugh. Very different
- of facial formation and colouring, Elnora at times closely
- resembled her mother. She joined in his laugh ruefully.
-
- "The point is this," she said. "Some one is going to
- be hurt, most dreadfully. If the decision as to whom it
- shall be rests with me, I must know it is the right one.
- Of course, no one ever hinted it to you, but you are a
- very attractive man, Philip. You are mighty good to
- look at, and you have a trained, refined mind, that makes
- you most interesting. For years Edith Carr has felt that
- you were hers. Now, how is she going to change? I have
- been thinking--thinking deep and long, Phil. If I were
- in her place, I simply could not give you up, unless
- you had made yourself unworthy of love. Undoubtedly, you
- never seemed so desirable to her as just now, when she is
- told she can't have you. What I think is that she will
- come to claim you yet."
-
- "You overlook the fact that it is not in a woman's power
- to throw away a man and pick him up at pleasure," said
- Philip with some warmth. "She publicly and repeatedly
- cast me off. I accepted her decision as publicly as
- it was made. You have done all your thinking from
- a wrong viewpoint. You seem to have an idea that it
- lies with you to decide what I shall do, that if you say the
- word, I shall return to Edith. Put that thought out of
- your head! Now, and for all time to come, she is a matter
- of indifference to me. She killed all feeling in my heart
- for her so completely that I do not even dread meeting her.
-
- "If I hated her, or was angry with her, I could not be
- sure the feeling would not die. As it is, she has deadened
- me into a creature of indifference. So you just revise
- your viewpoint a little, Elnora. Cease thinking it is for
- you to decide what I shall do, and that I will obey you.
- I make my own decisions in reference to any woman, save you.
- The question you are to decide is whether I may remain here,
- associating with you as I did last summer; but with the
- difference that it is understood that I am free; that it
- is my intention to care for you all I please, to make you
- return my feeling for you if I can. There is just one
- question for you to decide, and it is not triangular.
- It is between us. May I remain? May I love you?
- Will you give me the chance to prove what I think of you?"
-
- "You speak very plainly," said Elnora.
-
- "This is the time to speak plainly," said Philip Ammon.
- "There is no use in allowing you to go on threshing out
- a problem which does not exist. If you do not want
- me here, say so and I will go. Of course, I warn you
- before I start, that I will come back. I won't yield
- without the stiffest fight it is in me to make. But drop
- thinking it lies in your power to send me back to Edith Carr.
- If she were the last woman in the world, and I the last man,
- I'd jump off the planet before I would give her further
- opportunity to exercise her temper on me. Narrow this to
- us, Elnora. Will you take the place she vacated?
- Will you take the heart she threw away? I'd give my
- right hand and not flinch, if I could offer you my
- life, free from any contact with hers, but that is
- not possible. I can't undo things which are done.
- I can only profit by experience and build better in
- the future."
-
- "I don't see how you can be sure of yourself," said Elnora.
- "I don't see how I could be sure of you. You loved her first,
- you never can care for me anything like that. Always I'd
- have to be afraid you were thinking of her and regretting."
-
- "Folly!" cried Philip. "Regretting what? That I
- was not married to a woman who was liable to rave at
- me any time or place, without my being conscious of
- having given offence? A man does relish that! I am
- likely to pine for more!"
-
- "You'd be thinking she'd learned a lesson. You would
- think it wouldn't happen again."
-
- "No, I wouldn't be `thinking,'" said, Philip. "I'd be
- everlastingly sure! I wouldn't risk what I went
- through that night again, not to save my life! Just you
- and me, Elnora. Decide for us."
-
- "I can't!" cried Elnora. "I am afraid!"
-
- "Very well," said Philip. "We will wait until you feel
- that you can. Wait until fear vanishes. Just decide
- now whether you would rather have me go for a few
- months, or remain with you. Which shall it be, Elnora?"
-
- "You can never love me as you did her," wailed Elnora.
-
- "I am happy to say I cannot," replied he. "I've cut
- my matrimonial teeth. I'm cured of wanting to swell
- in society. I'm over being proud of a woman for her
- looks alone. I have no further use for lavishing myself on
- a beautiful, elegantly dressed creature, who thinks only
- of self. I have learned that I am a common man. I admire
- beauty and beautiful clothing quite as much as I ever
- did; but, first, I want an understanding, deep as the lowest
- recess of my soul, with the woman I marry. I want to work
- for you, to plan for you, to build you a home with every
- comfort, to give you all good things I can, to shield
- you from every evil. I want to interpose my body between
- yours and fire, flood, or famine. I want to give
- you everything; but I hate the idea of getting nothing at
- all on which I can depend in return. Edith Carr had
- only good looks to offer, and when anger overtook her,
- beauty went out like a snuffed candle.
-
- "I want you to love me. I want some consideration.
- I even crave respect. I've kept myself clean. So far
- as I know how to be, I am honest and scrupulous.
- It wouldn't hurt me to feel that you took some interest
- in these things. Rather fierce temptations strike a man,
- every few days, in this world. I can keep decent, for a
- woman who cares for decency, but when I do, I'd like
- to have the fact recognized, by just enough of a show of
- appreciation that I could see it. I am tired of this one-
- sided business. After this, I want to get a little in return
- for what I give. Elnora, you have love, tenderness,
- and honest appreciation of the finest in life. Take what
- I offer, and give what I ask."
-
- "You do not ask much," said Elnora.
-
- "As for not loving you as I did Edith," continued
- Philip, "as I said before, I hope not! I have a newer
- and a better idea of loving. The feeling I offer you was
- inspired by you. It is a Limberlost product. It is as
- much bigger, cleaner, and more wholesome than any feeling
- I ever had for Edith Carr, as you are bigger than she,
- when you stand before your classes and in calm dignity
- explain the marvels of the Almighty, while she stands
- on a ballroom floor, and gives way to uncontrolled temper.
- Ye gods, Elnora, if you could look into my soul, you
- would see it leap and rejoice over my escape! Perhaps it
- isn't decent, but it's human; and I'm only a common
- human being. I'm the gladdest man alive that I'm free!
- I would turn somersaults and yell if I dared. What an escape!
- Stop straining after Edith Carr's viewpoint and take a look
- from mine. Put yourself in my place and try to study out
- how I feel.
-
- "I am so happy I grow religious over it. Fifty times
- a day I catch myself whispering, `My soul is escaped!'
- As for you, take all the time you want. If you prefer to
- be alone, I'll take the next train and stay away as long as
- I can bear it, but I'll come back. You can be most sure
- of that. Straight as your pigeons to their loft, I'll come
- back to you, Elnora. Shall I go?"
-
- "Oh, what's the use to be extravagant?" murmured Elnora.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
-
- WHEREIN PHILIP AMMON KNEELS TO ELNORA,
- AND STRANGERS COME TO THE LIMBERLOST
-
-
- The month which followed was a reproduction of
- the previous June. There were long moth hunts,
- days of specimen gathering, wonderful hours with
- great books, big dinners all of them helped to prepare,
- and perfect nights filled with music. Everything was as
- it had been, with the difference that Philip was now an
- avowed suitor. He missed no opportunity to advance
- himself in Elnora's graces. At the end of the month
- he was no nearer any sort of understanding with her
- than he had been at the beginning. He revelled in the
- privilege of loving her, but he got no response.
- Elnora believed in his love, yet she hesitated to
- accept him, because she could not forget Edith Carr.
-
- One afternoon early in July, Philip came across the
- fields, through the Comstock woods, and entered the garden.
- He inquired for Elnora at the back door and was told that
- she was reading under the willow. He went around the
- west end of the cabin to her. She sat on a rustic
- bench they had made and placed beneath a drooping branch.
- He had not seen her before in the dress she was wearing.
- It was clinging mull of pale green, trimmed with narrow
- ruffles and touched with knots of black velvet; a simple
- dress, but vastly becoming. Every tint of her bright hair,
- her luminous eyes, her red lips, and her rose-flushed
- face, neck, and arms grew a little more vivid with the
- delicate green setting.
-
- He stopped short. She was so near, so temptingly
- sweet, he lost control. He went to her with a half-
- smothered cry after that first long look, dropped on one
- knee beside her and reached an arm behind her to the bench
- back, so that he was very near. He caught her hands.
-
- "Elnora!" he cried tensely, "end it now! Say this
- strain is over. I pledge you that you will be happy.
- You don't know! If you only would say the word, you
- would awake to new life and great joy! Won't you promise
- me now, Elnora?"
-
- The girl sat staring into the west woods, while strong
- in her eyes was her father's look of seeing something
- invisible to others. Philip's arm slipped from the bench
- around her. His fingers closed firmly over hers.
- Elnora," he pleaded, "you know me well enough.
- You have had time in plenty. End it now. Say you will
- be mine!" He gathered her closer, pressing his face against
- hers, his breath on her cheek. "Can't you quite promise
- yet, my girl of the Limberlost?"
-
- Elnora shook her head. Instantly he released her.
-
- "Forgive me," he begged. "I had no intention of thrusting
- myself upon you, but, Elnora, you are the veriest Queen
- of Love this afternoon. From the tips of your toes to
- your shining crown, I worship you. I want no woman save you.
- You are so wonderful this afternoon, I couldn't help urging.
- Forgive me. Perhaps it was something that came this
- morning for you. I wrote Polly to send it. May we try
- if it fits? Will you tell me if you like it?"
-
- He drew a little white velvet box from his pocket and
- showed her a splendid emerald ring.
-
- "It may not be right," he said. "The inside of a glove
- finger is not very accurate for a measure, but it was the
- best I could do. I wrote Polly to get it, because she and
- mother are home from the East this week, but next they
- will go on to our cottage in the north, and no one knows
- what is right quite so well as Polly." He laid the ring
- in Elnora's hand. "Dearest," he said, "don't slip that
- on your finger; put your arms around my neck and promise me,
- all at once and abruptly, or I'll keel over and die of sheer joy."
-
- Elnora smiled.
-
- "I won't! Not all those venturesome things at once;
- but, Phil, I'm ashamed to confess that ring simply
- fascinates me. It is the most beautiful one I ever saw,
- and do you know that I never owned a ring of any kind
- in my life? Would you think me unwomanly if I slip
- it on for a second, before I can say for sure? Phil, you
- know I care! I care very much! You know I will tell
- you the instant I feel right about it."
-
- "Certainly you will," agreed Philip promptly. "It is
- your right to take all the time you choose. I can't
- put that ring on you until it means a bond between us.
- I'll shut my eyes and you try it on, so we can see if
- it fits." Philip turned his face toward the west woods
- and tightly closed his eyes. It was a boyish thing to do,
- and it caught the hesitating girl in the depths of her
- heart as the boy element in a man ever appeals to a
- motherly woman. Before she quite realized what she
- was doing, the ring slid on her finger. With both arms
- she caught Philip and drew him to her breast, holding
- him closely. Her head drooped over his, her lips were
- on his hair. So an instant, then her arms dropped.
- He lifted a convulsed, white face.
-
- "Dear Lord!" he whispered. "You--you didn't mean that,
- Elnora! You---- What made you do it?"
-
- "You--you looked so boyish!" panted Elnora. "I didn't
- mean it! I--I forgot that you were older than Billy.
- Look--look at the ring!"
-
- "`The Queen can do no wrong,'" quoted Philip between his
- set teeth. "But don't you do that again, Elnora, unless
- you do mean it. Kings are not so good as queens, and
- there is a limit with all men. As you say, we will
- look at your ring. It seems very lovely to me. Suppose you
- leave it on until time for me to go. Please do! I have
- heard of mute appeals; perhaps it will plead for me.
- I am wild for your lips this afternoon. I am going to
- take your hands."
-
- He caught both of them and covered them with kisses.
-
- "Elnora," he said, "Will you be my wife?"
-
- "I must have a little more time," she whispered. "I must
- be absolutely certain, for when I say yes, and give
- myself to you, only death shall part us. I would not
- give you up. So I want a little more time--but, I think
- I will."
-
- "Thank you," said Philip. "If at any time you feel that
- you have reached a decision, will you tell me? Will you
- promise me to tell me instantly, or shall I keep asking
- you until the time comes?"
-
- "You make it difficult," said Elnora. "But I will
- promise you that. Whenever the last doubt vanishes, I
- will let you know instantly--if I can."
-
- "Would it be difficult for you?" whispered Ammon.
-
- "I--I don't know," faltered Elnora.
-
- "It seems as if I can't be man enough to put this
- thought aside and give up this afternoon," said Philip.
- "I am ashamed of myself, but I can't help it. I am going
- to ask God to make that last doubt vanish before I go
- this night. I am going to believe that ring will plead
- for me. I am going to hope that doubt will disappear suddenly.
- I will be watching. Every second I will be watching.
- If it happens and you can't speak, give me your hand.
- Just the least movement toward me, I will understand.
- Would it help you to talk this over with your mother?
- Shall I call her? Shall I----?"
-
- Honk! Honk! Honk! Hart Henderson set the horn
- of the big automobile going as it shot from behind the
- trees lining the Brushwood road. The picture of a vine-
- covered cabin, a large drooping tree, a green-clad girl
- and a man bending over her very closely flashed into view.
- Edith Carr caught her breath with a snap. Polly Ammon
- gave Tom Levering a quick touch and wickedly winked
- at him.
-
- Several days before, Edith had returned from Europe suddenly.
- She and Henderson had called at the Ammon residence saying
- that they were going to motor down to the Limberlost to see
- Philip a few hours, and urged that Polly and Tom accompany them.
- Mrs. Ammon knew that her husband would disapprove of the trip,
- but it was easy to see that Edith Carr had determined on going.
- So the mother thought it better to have Polly along to support
- Philip than to allow him to confront Edith unexpectedly and alone.
- Polly was full of spirit. She did not relish the thought of
- Edith as a sister. Always they had been in the same set,
- always Edith, because of greater beauty and wealth,
- had patronized Polly. Although it had rankled, she had borne
- it sweetly. But two days before, her father had extracted
- a promise of secrecy, given her Philip's address and told her
- to send him the finest emerald ring she could select.
- Polly knew how that ring would be used. What she did not know
- was that the girl who accompanied her went back to the store
- afterward, made an excuse to the clerk that she had been sent
- to be absolutely sure that the address was right, and so secured
- it for Edith Carr.
-
- Two days later Edith had induced Hart Henderson to take
- her to Onabasha. By the aid of maps they located the
- Comstock land and passed it, merely to see the place.
- Henderson hated that trip, and implored Edith not to take
- it, but she made no effort to conceal from him what she
- suffered, and it was more than he could endure. He pointed
- out that Philip had gone away without leaving an address,
- because he did not wish to see her, or any of them.
- But Edith was so sure of her power, she felt certain Philip
- needed only to see her to succumb to her beauty as he always
- had done, while now she was ready to plead for forgiveness.
- So they came down the Brushwood road, and Henderson had just
- said to Edith beside him: "This should be the Comstock land
- on our left."
-
- A minute later the wood ended, while the sunlight,
- as always pitiless, etched with distinctness the scene at
- the west end of the cabin. Instinctively, to save Edith,
- Henderson set the horn blowing. He had thought to drive to
- the city, but Polly Ammon arose crying: "Phil! Phil!"
- Tom Levering was on his feet shouting and waving, while
- Edith in her most imperial manner ordered him to turn
- into the lane leading through the woods beside the cabin.
-
- "Find some way for me to have a minute alone with her,"
- she commanded as he stopped the car.
-
- "That is my sister Polly, her fiance Tom Levering, a
- friend of mine named Henderson, and----" began Philip,
-
- "--and Edith Carr," volunteered Elnora.
-
- "And Edith Carr," repeated Philip Ammon. "Elnora, be
- brave, for my sake. Their coming can make no difference
- in any way. I won't let them stay but a few minutes.
- Come with me!"
-
- "Do I seem scared?" inquired Elnora serenely. "This is
- why you haven't had your answer. I have been waiting
- just six weeks for that motor. You may bring them to me
- at the arbour."
-
- Philip glanced at her and broke into a laugh. She had
- not lost colour. Her self-possession was perfect.
- She deliberately turned and walked toward the grape arbour,
- while he sprang over the west fence and ran to the car.
-
- Elnora standing in the arbour entrance made a perfect
- picture, framed in green leaves and tendrils. No matter
- how her heart ached, it was good to her, for it pumped
- steadily, and kept her cheeks and lips suffused with colour.
- She saw Philip reach the car and gather his sister into
- his arms. Past her he reached a hand to Levering,
- then to Edith Carr and Henderson. He lifted his sister
- to the ground, and assisted Edith to alight. Instantly, she
- stepped beside him, and Elnora's heart played its first trick.
-
- She could see that Miss Carr was splendidly beautiful,
- while she moved with the hauteur and grace supposed to
- be the prerogatives of royalty. And she had instantly
- taken possession of Philip. But he also had a brain which
- was working with rapidity. He knew Elnora was watching,
- so he turned to the others.
-
- "Give her up, Tom!" he cried. "I didn't know I wanted
- to see the little nuisance so badly, but I do. How are
- father and mother? Polly, didn't the mater send me something?"
-
- "She did!" said Polly Ammon, stopping on the path and
- lifting her chin as a little child, while she drew away
- her veil.
-
- Philip caught her in his arms and stooped for his
- mother's kiss.
-
- "Be good to Elnora!" he whispered.
-
- "Umhu!" assented Polly. And aloud--"Look at that ripping
- green and gold symphony! I never saw such a beauty!
- Thomas Asquith Levering, you come straight here and take
- my hand!"
-
- Edith's move to compel Philip to approach Elnora beside her
- had been easy to see; also its failure. Henderson stepped
- into Philip's place as he turned to his sister. Instead of
- taking Polly's hand Levering ran to open the gate.
- Edith passed through first, but Polly darted in front
- of her on the run, with Phil holding her arm, and swept up
- to Elnora. Polly looked for the ring and saw it. That settled
- matters with her.
-
- "You lovely, lovely, darling girl!" she cried, throwing
- her arms around Elnora and kissing her. With her lips close
- Elnora's ear, Polly whispered, "Sister! Dear, dear sister!"
-
- Elnora drew back, staring at Polly in confused amazement.
- She was a beautiful girl, her eyes were sparkling and
- dancing, and as she turned to make way for the others,
- she kept one of Elnora's hands in hers. Polly would have
- dropped dead in that instant if Edith Carr could have
- killed with a look, for not until then did she realize that
- Polly would even many a slight, and that it had been a
- great mistake to bring her.
-
- Edith bowed low, muttered something and touched
- Elnora's fingers. Tom took his cue from Polly.
-
- "I always follow a good example," he said, and before
- any one could divine his intention he kissed Elnora as he
- gripped her hand and cried: "Mighty glad to meet you!
- Like to meet you a dozen times a day, you know!"
-
- Elnora laughed and her heart pumped smoothly. They had
- accomplished their purpose. They had let her know they
- were there through compulsion, but on her side. In that
- instant only pity was in Elnora's breast for the flashing
- dark beauty, standing with smiling face while her heart
- must have been filled with exceeding bitterness.
- Elnora stepped back from the entrance.
-
- "Come into the shade," she urged. "You must have
- found it warm on these country roads. Won't you lay
- aside your dust-coats and have a cool drink? Philip, would
- you ask mother to come, and bring that pitcher from the
- spring house?"
-
- They entered the arbour exclaiming at the dim, green coolness.
- There was plenty of room and wide seats around the sides,
- a table in the centre, on which lay a piece of embroidery,
- magazines, books, the moth apparatus, and the cyanide jar
- containing several specimens. Polly rejoiced in the
- cooling shade, slipped off her duster, removed her hat,
- rumpled her pretty hair and seated herself to indulge in
- the delightful occupation of paying off old scores.
- Tom Levering followed her example. Edith took a seat
- but refused to remove her hat and coat, while Henderson
- stood in the entrance.
-
- "There goes something with wings! Should you have
- that?" cried Levering.
-
- He seized a net from the table and raced across the garden
- after a butterfly. He caught it and came back mightily
- pleased with himself. As the creature struggled in the net,
- Elnora noted a repulsed look on Edith Carr's face.
- Levering helped the situation beautifully.
-
- "Now what have I got?" he demanded. "Is it just a
- common one that every one knows and you don't keep, or
- is it the rarest bird off the perch?"
-
- "You must have had practice, you took that so perfectly,"
- said Elnora. "I am sorry, but it is quite common and not
- of a kind I keep. Suppose all of you see how beautiful
- it is and then it may go nectar hunting again."
-
- She held the butterfly where all of them could see,
- showed its upper and under wing colours, answered Polly's
- questions as to what it ate, how long it lived, and how
- it died. Then she put it into Polly's hand saying: "Stand
- there in the light and loosen your hold slowly and easily."
-
- Elnora caught a brush from the table and began softly
- stroking the creature's sides and wings. Delighted with
- the sensation the butterfly opened and closed its wings,
- clinging to Polly's soft little fingers, while every one cried
- out in surprise. Elnora laid aside the brush, and the
- butterfly sailed away.
-
- "Why, you are a wizard! You charm them!" marvelled Levering.
-
- "I learned that from the Bird Woman," said Elnora.
- "She takes soft brushes and coaxes butterflies and moths
- into the positions she wants for the illustrations of a book
- she is writing. I have helped her often. Most of the rare
- ones I find go to her."
-
- "Then you don't keep all you take?" questioned Levering.
-
- "Oh, dear, no!" cried Elnora. "Not a tenth! For myself,
- a pair of each kind to use in illustrating the lectures I
- give in the city schools in the winter, and one pair for each
- collection I make. One might as well keep the big night
- moths of June, for they only live four or five days anyway.
- For the Bird Woman, I only save rare ones she has not yet secured.
- Sometimes I think it is cruel to take such creatures from
- freedom, even for an hour, but it is the only way to teach
- the masses of people how to distinguish the pests they
- should destroy, from the harmless ones of great beauty.
- Here comes mother with something cool to drink."
-
- Mrs. Comstock came deliberately, talking to Philip as
- she approached. Elnora gave her one searching look, but
- could discover only an extreme brightness of eye to denote
- any unusual feeling. She wore one of her lavender dresses,
- while her snowy hair was high piled. She had taken care
- of her complexion, and her face had grown fuller during
- the winter. She might have been any one's mother with
- pride, and she was perfectly at ease.
-
- Polly instantly went to her and held up her face to be kissed.
- Mrs. Comstock's eyes twinkled and she made the greeting hearty.
-
- The drink was compounded of the juices of oranges and
- berries from the garden. It was cool enough to frost
- glasses and pitcher and delicious to dusty tired travellers.
- Soon the pitcher was empty, and Elnora picked it up and
- went to refill it. While she was gone Henderson asked
- Philip about some trouble he was having with his car.
- They went to the woods and began a minute examination
- to find a defect which did not exist. Polly and Levering
- were having an animated conversation with Mrs. Comstock.
- Henderson saw Edith arise, follow the garden path
- next the woods and stand waiting under the willow which
- Elnora would pass on her return. It was for that meeting
- he had made the trip. He got down on the ground, tore
- up the car, worked, asked for help, and kept Philip busy
- screwing bolts and applying the oil can. All the time
- Henderson kept an eye on Edith and Elnora under the willow.
- But he took pains to lay the work he asked Philip to do
- where that scene would be out of his sight. When Elnora
- came around the corner with the pitcher, she found herself
- facing Edith Carr.
-
- "I want a minute with you," said Miss Carr.
-
- "Very well," replied Elnora, walking on.
-
- "Set the pitcher on the bench there," commanded Edith
- Carr, as if speaking to a servant.
-
- "I prefer not to offer my visitors a warm drink," said Elnora.
- "I'll come back if you really wish to speak with me."
-
- "I came solely for that," said Edith Carr.
-
- "It would be a pity to travel so far in this dust and heat
- for nothing. I'll only be gone a second."
-
- Elnora placed the pitcher before her mother. "Please serve
- this," she said. "Miss Carr wishes to speak with me."
-
- "Don't you pay the least attention to anything she
- says," cried Polly. "Tom and I didn't come here because
- we wanted to. We only came to checkmate her. I hoped
- I'd get the opportunity to say a word to you, and now she
- has given it to me. I just want to tell you that she threw
- Phil over in perfectly horrid way. She hasn't any right
- to lay the ghost of a claim to him, has she, Tom?"
-
- "Nary a claim," said Tom Levering earnestly. "Why, even
- you, Polly, couldn't serve me as she did Phil, and
- ever get me back again. If I were you, Miss Comstock,
- I'd send my mother to talk with her and I'd stay here."
-
- Tom had gauged Mrs. Comstock rightly. Polly put her
- arms around Elnora. "Let me go with you, dear," she begged.
-
- "I promised I would speak with her alone," said Elnora,
- "and she must be considered. But thank you, very much."
-
- "How I shall love you!" exulted Polly, giving Elnora
- a parting hug.
-
- The girl slowly and gravely walked back to the willow.
- She could not imagine what was coming, but she was promising
- herself that she would be very patient and control her temper.
-
- "Will you be seated?" she asked politely.
-
- Edith Carr glanced at the bench, while a shudder shook her.
-
- "No. I prefer to stand," she said. "Did Mr. Ammon
- give you the ring you are wearing, and do you consider
- yourself engaged to him?"
-
- "By what right do you ask such personal questions as
- those?" inquired Elnora.
-
- "By the right of a betrothed wife. I have been promised
- to Philip Ammon ever since I wore short skirts. All our
- lives we have expected to marry. An agreement of years
- cannot be broken in one insane moment. Always he has
- loved me devotedly. Give me ten minutes with him and he
- will be mine for all time."
-
- "I seriously doubt that," said Elnora. "But I am
- willing that you should make the test. I will call him."
-
- "Stop!" commanded Edith Carr. "I told you that it was
- you I came to see."
-
- "I remember," said Elnora.
-
- "Mr. Ammon is my betrothed," continued Edith Carr.
- "I expect to take him back to Chicago with me."
-
- "You expect considerable," murmured Elnora. "I will
- raise no objection to your taking him, if you can--but, I
- tell you frankly, I don't think it possible."
-
- "You are so sure of yourself as that," scoffed Edith Carr.
- "One hour in my presence will bring back the old spell,
- full force. We belong to each other. I will not give him up."
-
- "Then it is untrue that you twice rejected his ring,
- repeatedly insulted him, and publicly renounced him?"
-
- "That was through you!" cried Edith Carr. "Phil and
- I never had been so near and so happy as we were on
- that night. It was your clinging to him for things that
- caused him to desert me among his guests, while he tried
- to make me await your pleasure. I realize the spell of
- this place, for a summer season. I understand what you
- and your mother have done to inveigle him. I know that
- your hold on him is quite real. I can see just how you
- have worked to ensnare him!"
-
- "Men would call that lying," said Elnora calmly.
- "The second time I met Philip Ammon he told me of
- his engagement to you, and I respected it. I did by you
- as I would want you to do by me. He was here parts
- of each day, almost daily last summer. The Almighty
- is my witness that never once, by word or look, did I ever
- make the slightest attempt to interest him in my person
- or personality. He wrote you frequently in my presence.
- He forgot the violets for which he asked to send you.
- I gathered them and carried them to him. I sent him back
- to you in unswerving devotion, and the Almighty is also
- my witness that I could have changed his heart last summer,
- if I had tried. I wisely left that work for you. All my
- life I shall be glad that I lived and worked on the square.
- That he ever would come back to me free, by your act,
- I never dreamed. When he left me I did not hope or expect
- to see him again," Elnora's voice fell soft and low,"
- and, behold! You sent him--and free!"
-
- "You exult in that!" cried Edith Carr. "Let me tell
- you he is not free! We have belonged for years.
- We always shall. If you cling to him, and hold him to rash
- things he has said and done, because he thought me still
- angry and unforgiving with him, you will ruin all our lives.
- If he married you, before a month you would read heart-hunger
- for me in his eyes. He could not love me as he has done,
- and give me up for a little scene like that!"
-
- "There is a great poem," said Elnora, "one line of which
- reads, `For each man kills the thing he loves.' Let me
- tell you that a woman can do that also. He did love you
- --that I concede. But you killed his love everlastingly,
- when you disgraced him in public. Killed it so completely
- he does not even feel resentment toward you. To-day,
- he would do you a favour, if he could; but love you, no!
- That is over!"
-
- Edith Carr stood truly regal and filled with scorn.
- "You are mistaken! Nothing on earth could kill that!"
- she cried, and Elnora saw that the girl really believed
- what she said.
-
- "You are very sure of yourself!" said Elnora.
-
- "I have reason to be sure," answered Edith Carr.
-
- "We have lived and loved too long. I have had years
- with him to match against your days. He is mine!
- His work, his ambitions, his friends, his place in
- society are with me. You may have a summer charm for a
- sick man in the country; if he tried placing you in
- society, he soon would see you as others will. It takes
- birth to position, schooling, and endless practice to meet
- social demands gracefully. You would put him to shame in
- a week."
-
- "I scarcely think I should follow your example so far,"
- said Elnora dryly. "I have a feeling for Philip that
- would prevent my hurting him purposely, either in public
- or private. As for managing a social career for him he
- never mentioned that he desired such a thing. What he
- asked of me was that I should be his wife. I understood
- that to mean that he desired me to keep him a clean house,
- serve him digestible food, mother his children, and give
- him loving sympathy and tenderness."
-
- "Shameless!" cried Edith Carr.
-
- "To which of us do you intend that adjective to apply?"
- inquired Elnora. "I never was less ashamed in all my life.
- Please remember I am in my own home, and your presence here
- is not on my invitation."
-
- Miss Carr lifted her head and struggled with her veil.
- She was very pale and trembling violently, while Elnora
- stood serene, a faint smile on her lips.
-
- "Such vulgarity!" panted Edith Carr. "How can a
- man like Philip endure it?"
-
- "Why don't you ask him?" inquired Elnora. "I can
- call him with one breath; but, if he judged us as we stand,
- I should not be the one to tremble at his decision.
- Miss Carr, you have been quite plain. You have told me
- in carefully selected words what you think of me.
- You insult my birth, education, appearance, and home.
- I assure you I am legitimate. I will pass a test examination
- with you on any high school or supplementary branch,
- or French or German. I will take a physical examination
- beside you. I will face any social emergency you can
- mention with you. I am acquainted with a whole world
- in which Philip Ammon is keenly interested, that you
- scarcely know exists. I am not afraid to face any
- audience you can get together anywhere with my violin.
- I am not repulsive to look at, and I have a wholesome regard
- for the proprieties and civilities of life. Philip Ammon
- never asked anything more of me, why should you?"
-
- "It is plain to see," cried Edith Carr, "that you took
- him when he was hurt and angry and kept his wound wide open.
- Oh, what have you not done against me?"
-
- "I did not promise to marry him when an hour ago he
- asked me, and offered me this ring, because there was so
- much feeling in my heart for you, that I knew I never
- could be happy, if I felt that in any way I had failed in
- doing justice to your interests. I did slip on this ring,
- which he had just brought, because I never owned one,
- and it is very beautiful, but I made him no promise, nor
- shall I make any, until I am quite, quite sure, that you
- fully realize he never would marry you if I sent him away
- this hour."
-
- "You know perfectly that if your puny hold on him
- were broken, if he were back in his home, among his
- friends, and where he was meeting me, in one short week
- he would be mine again, as he always has been. In your
- heart you don't believe what you say. You don't dare
- trust him in my presence. You are afraid to allow him
- out of your sight, because you know what the results
- would be. Right or wrong, you have made up your mind
- to ruin him and me, and you are going to be selfish enough
- to do it. But----"
-
- "That will do!" said Elnora. "Spare me the enumeration
- of how I will regret it. I shall regret nothing.
- I shall not act until I know there will be nothing to regret.
- I have decided on my course. You may return to your friends."
-
- "What do you mean?" demanded Edith Carr.
-
- "That is my affair," replied Elnora. "Only this!
- When your opportunity comes, seize it! Any time you
- are in Philip Ammon's presence, exert the charms of which
- you boast, and take him. I grant you are justified in
- doing it if you can. I want nothing more than I want to
- see you marry Philip if he wants you. He is just across
- the fence under that automobile. Go spread your meshes
- and exert your wiles. I won't stir to stop you. Take him
- to Onabasha, and to Chicago with you. Use every art you possess.
- If the old charm can be revived I will be the first to wish
- both of you well. Now, I must return to my visitors.
- Kindly excuse me."
-
- Elnora turned and went back to the arbour. Edith Carr
- followed the fence and passed through the gate into
- the west woods where she asked Henderson about the car.
- As she stood near him she whispered: "Take Phil back
- to Onabasha with us."
-
- "I say, Ammon, can't you go to the city with us and
- help me find a shop where I can get this pinion fixed?"
- asked Henderson. "We want to lunch and start back by five.
- That will get us home about midnight. Why don't you
- bring your automobile here?"
-
- "I am a working man," said Philip. "I have no time to
- be out motoring. I can't see anything the matter with
- your car, myself; but, of course you don't want to break
- down in the night, on strange roads, with women on your hands.
- I'll see."
-
- Philip went into the arbour, where Polly took possession of
- his lap, fingered his hair, and kissed his forehead and lips.
-
- "When are you coming to the cottage, Phil?" she asked.
- "Come soon, and bring Miss Comstock for a visit. All of
- us will be so glad to have her."
-
- Philip beamed on Polly. "I'll see about that," he said.
- "Sounds pretty good. Elnora, Henderson is in trouble
- with his automobile. He wants me to go to Onabasha
- with him to show him where the doctor lives, and make
- repairs so he can start back this evening. It will take
- about two hours. May I go?"
-
- "Of course, you must go," she said, laughing lightly.
- "You can't leave your sister. Why don't you return to
- Chicago with them? There is plenty of room, and you
- could have a fine visit."
-
- "I'll be back in just two hours," said Philip. "While I
- am gone, you be thinking over what we were talking of
- when the folks came."
-
- "Miss Comstock can go with us as well as not," said Polly.
- "That back seat was made for three, and I can sit on your lap."
-
- "Come on! Do come!" urged Philip instantly, and
- Tom Levering joined him, but Henderson and Edith
- silently waited at the gate.
-
- "No, thank you," laughed Elnora. "That would crowd you,
- and it's warm and dusty. We will say good-bye here."
-
- She offered her hand to all of them, and when she came
- to Philip she gave him one long steady look in the eyes,
- then shook hands with him also.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
-
- WHEREIN ELNORA REACHES A DECISION,
- AND FRECKLES AND THE ANGEL APPEAR
-
-
- Well, she came, didn't she?" remarked Mrs. Comstock
- to Elnora as they watched the automobile speed down
- the road. As it turned the Limberlost corner, Philip
- arose and waved to them.
-
- "She hasn't got him yet, anyway," said Mrs. Comstock,
- taking heart. "What's that on your finger, and what did
- she say to you?"
-
- Elnora explained about the ring as she drew it off.
-
- "I have several letters to write, then I am going to
- change my dress and walk down toward Aunt Margaret's
- for a little exercise. I may meet some of them, and I don't
- want them to see this ring. You keep it until Philip
- comes," said Elnora. "As for what Miss Carr said to me,
- many things, two of importance: one, that I lacked every
- social requirement necessary for the happiness of Philip
- Ammon, and that if I married him I would see inside a
- month that he was ashamed of me----"
-
- "Aw, shockins!" scorned Mrs. Comstock. "Go on!"
-
- "The other was that she has been engaged to him for
- years, that he belongs to her, and she refuses to give
- him up. She said that if he were in her presence one hour,
- she would have him under a mysterious thing she calls `her
- spell' again; if he were where she could see him for one
- week, everything would be made up. It is her opinion
- that he is suffering from wounded pride, and that the
- slightest concession on her part will bring him to his knees
- before her."
-
- Mrs. Comstock giggled. "I do hope the boy isn't weak-kneed,"
- she said. "I just happened to be passing the west window
- this afternoon----"
-
- Elnora laughed. "Nothing save actual knowledge ever
- would have made me believe there was a girl in all this
- world so infatuated with herself. She speaks casually of
- her power over men, and boasts of `bringing a man to his
- knees' as complacently as I would pick up a net and say:
- `I am going to take a butterfly.' She honestly believes
- that if Philip were with her a short time she could rekindle
- his love for her and awaken in him every particle of
- the old devotion. Mother, the girl is honest! She is
- absolutely sincere! She so believes in herself and the
- strength of Phil's love for her, that all her life she will
- believe in and brood over that thought, unless she is
- taught differently. So long as she thinks that, she will
- nurse wrong ideas and pine over her blighted life. She must
- be taught that Phil is absolutely free, and yet he will not go
- to her."
-
- "But how on earth are you proposing to teach her that?"
-
- "The way will open."
-
- "Lookey here, Elnora!" cried Mrs. Comstock. "That Carr
- girl is the handsomest dark woman I ever saw. She's got
- to the place where she won't stop at anything. Her coming
- here proves that. I don't believe there was a thing
- the matter with that automobile. I think that was a
- scheme she fixed up to get Phil where she could see him
- alone, as she worked to see you. If you are going
- deliberately to put Philip under her influence again, you've
- got to brace yourself for the possibility that she may win.
- A man is a weak mortal, where a lovely woman is concerned,
- and he never denied that he loved her once. You may make
- yourself downright miserable."
-
- "But mother, if she won, it wouldn't make me half so
- miserable as to marry Phil myself, and then read hunger
- for her in his eyes! Some one has got to suffer over this.
- If it proves to be me, I'll bear it, and you'll never hear a
- whisper of complaint from me. I know the real Philip
- Ammon better in our months of work in the fields than she
- knows him in all her years of society engagements.
- So she shall have the hour she asked, many, many of them,
- enough to make her acknowledge that she is wrong.
- Now I am going to write my letters and take my walk."
-
- Elnora threw her arms around her mother and kissed
- her repeatedly. "Don't you worry about me," she said.
- "I will get along all right, and whatever happens, I always
- will be your girl and you my darling mother."
-
- She left two sealed notes on her desk. Then she
- changed her dress, packed a small bundle which she
- dropped with her hat from the window beside the willow,
- and softly went down stairs. Mrs. Comstock was in
- the garden. Elnora picked up the hat and bundle, hurried
- down the road a few rods, then climbed the fence and
- entered the woods. She took a diagonal course, and after
- a long walk reached a road two miles west and one south.
- There she straightened her clothing, put on her hat and a
- thin dark veil and waited the passing of the next trolley.
- She left it at the first town and took a train for Fort Wayne.
- She made that point just in time to climb on the evening
- train north, as it pulled from the station. It was after
- midnight when she left the car at Grand Rapids, and went
- into the depot to await the coming of day.
-
- Tired out, she laid her head on her bundle and fell asleep
- on a seat in the women's waiting-room. Long after light
- she was awakened by the roar and rattle of trains. She washed,
- re-arranged her hair and clothing, and went into the general
- waiting-room to find her way to the street. She saw him as
- he entered the door. There was no mistaking the tall,
- lithe figure, the bright hair, the lean, brown-splotched face,
- the steady gray eyes. He was dressed for travelling, and
- carried a light overcoat and a bag. Straight to him Elnora
- went speeding.
-
- "Oh, I was just starting to find you!" she cried.
-
- "Thank you!" he said.
-
- "You are going away?" she panted.
-
- "Not if I am needed. I have a few minutes. Can you
- be telling me briefly?"
-
- "I am the Limberlost girl to whom your wife gave the
- dress for Commencement last spring, and both of you sent
- lovely gifts. There is a reason, a very good reason, why I
- must be hidden for a time, and I came straight to you--as
- if I had a right."
-
- "You have!" answered Freckles. "Any boy or girl who
- ever suffered one pang in the Limberlost has a claim
- to the best drop of blood in my heart. You needn't be
- telling me anything more. The Angel is at our cottage
- on Mackinac. You shall tell her and play with the babies
- while you want shelter. This way!"
-
- They breakfasted in a luxurious car, talked over the
- swamp, the work of the Bird Woman; Elnora told of her
- nature lectures in the schools, and soon they were
- good friends. In the evening they left the train at
- Mackinaw City and crossed the Straits by boat. Sheets of
- white moonlight flooded the water and paved a molten path
- across the breast of it straight to the face of the moon.
-
- The island lay a dark spot on the silver surface, its tall
- trees sharply outlined on the summit, and a million lights
- blinked around the shore. The night guns boomed from
- the white fort and a dark sentinel paced the ramparts
- above the little city tucked down close to the water.
- A great tenor summering in the north came out on the upper
- deck of the big boat, and baring his head, faced the moon
- and sang: "Oh, the moon shines bright on my old
- Kentucky home!" Elnora thought of the Limberlost, of
- Philip, and her mother, and almost choked with the sobs
- that would arise in her throat. On the dock a woman of
- exquisite beauty swept into the arms of Terence O'More.
-
- "Oh, Freckles!" she cried. "You've been gone a month!"
-
- "Four days, Angel, only four days by the clock,"
- remonstrated Freckles. "Where are the children?"
-
- "Asleep! Thank goodness! I'm worn to a thread. I never
- saw such inventive, active children. I can't keep track of them!"
-
- "I have brought you help," said Freckles. "Here is the
- Limberlost girl in whom the Bird Woman is interested.
- Miss Comstock needs a rest before beginning her school
- work for next year, so she came to us."
-
- "You dear thing! How good of you!" cried the Angel.
- "We shall be so happy to have you!"
-
- In her room that night, in a beautiful cottage furnished
- with every luxury, Elnora lifted a tired face to the Angel.
-
- "Of course, you understand there is something back of
- this?" she said. "I must tell you."
-
- "Yes," agreed the Angel. "Tell me! If you get it out
- of your system, you will stand a better chance of sleeping."
-
- Elnora stood brushing the copper-bright masses of her
- hair as she talked. When she finished the Angel was
- almost hysterical.
-
- "You insane creature!" she cried. "How crazy of you
- to leave him to her! I know both of them. I have met
- them often. She may be able to make good her boast.
- But it is perfectly splendid of you! And, after all, really
- it is the only way. I can see that. I think it is what I
- should have done myself, or tried to do. I don't know
- that I could have done it! When I think of walking away
- and leaving Freckles with a woman he once loved, to let
- her see if she can make him love her again, oh, it gives me
- a graveyard heart. No, I never could have done it! You are
- bigger than I ever was. I should have turned coward, sure."
-
- "I am a coward," admitted Elnora. "I am soul-sick!
- I am afraid I shall lose my senses before this is over.
- I didn't want to come! I wanted to stay, to go straight
- into his arms, to bind myself with his ring, to love him
- with all my heart. It wasn't my fault that I came.
- There was something inside that just pushed me. She is
- beautiful----"
-
- "I quite agree with you!"
-
- "You can imagine how fascinating she can be. She used
- no arts on me. Her purpose was to cower me. She found
- she could not do that, but she did a thing which helped
- her more: she proved that she was honest, perfectly
- sincere in what she thought. She believes that if she
- merely beckons to Philip, he will go to her. So I am giving
- her the opportunity to learn from him what he will do.
- She never will believe it from any one else. When she is
- satisfied, I shall be also."
-
- "But, child! Suppose she wins him back!"
-
- "That is the supposition with which I shall eat and sleep
- for the coming few weeks. Would one dare ask for a peep
- at the babies before going to bed?"
-
- "Now, you are perfect!" announced the Angel. "I never
- should have liked you all I can, if you had been content
- to go to sleep in this house without asking to see
- the babies. Come this way. We named the first boy
- for his father, of course, and the girl for Aunt Alice.
- The next boy is named for my father, and the baby for
- the Bird Woman. After this we are going to branch out."
-
- Elnora began to laugh.
-
- "Oh, I suspect there will be quite a number of them,"
- said the Angel serenely. "I am told the more there are
- the less trouble they make. The big ones take care of the
- little ones. We want a large family. This is our start."
-
- She entered a dark room and held aloft a candle. She went
- to the side of a small white iron bed in which lay a
- boy of eight and another of three. They were perfectly
- formed, rosy children, the elder a replica of his mother,
- the other very like. Then they came to a cradle where a
- baby girl of almost two slept soundly, and made a picture.
-
- "But just see here!" said the Angel. She threw the light
- on a sleeping girl of six. A mass of red curls swept
- the pillow. Line and feature the face was that of Freckles.
- Without asking, Elnora knew the colour and expression
- of the closed eyes. The Angel handed Elnora the candle,
- and stooping, straightened the child's body. She ran
- her fingers through the bright curls, and lightly touched
- the aristocratic little nose.
-
- "The supply of freckles holds out in my family, you see!"
- she said. "Both of the girls will have them, and the
- second boy a few."
-
- She stood an instant longer, then bending, ran her hand
- caressingly down a rosy bare leg, while she kissed the
- babyish red mouth. There had been some reason for
- touching all of them, the kiss fell on the lips which were
- like Freckles's.
-
- To Elnora she said a tender good-night, whispering
- brave words of encouragement and making plans to fill
- the days to come. Then she went away. An hour later
- there was a light tap on the girl's door.
-
- "Come!" she called as she lay staring into the dark.
-
- The Angel felt her way to the bedside, sat down and
- took Elnora's hands.
-
- "I just had to come back to you," she said. "I have
- been telling Freckles, and he is almost hurting himself
- with laughing. I didn't think it was funny, but he does.
- He thinks it's the funniest thing that ever happened.
- He says that to run away from Mr. Ammon, when you
- had made him no promise at all, when he wasn't sure of
- you, won't send him home to her; it will set him hunting you!
- He says if you had combined the wisdom of Solomon,
- Socrates, and all the remainder of the wise men, you
- couldn't have chosen any course that would have sealed
- him to you so surely. He feels that now Mr. Ammon will
- perfectly hate her for coming down there and driving
- you away. And you went to give her the chance she wanted.
- Oh, Elnora! It is becoming funny! I see it, too!"
-
- The Angel rocked on the bedside. Elnora faced the
- dark in silence.
-
- "Forgive me," gulped the Angel. "I didn't mean to laugh.
- I didn't think it was funny, until all at once it
- came to me. Oh, dear! Elnora, it <i is> funny! I've got
- to laugh!"
-
- "Maybe it is," admitted Elnora "to others; but it
- isn't very funny to me. And it won't be to Philip, or
- to mother."
-
- That was very true. Mrs. Comstock had been slightly
- prepared for stringent action of some kind, by what Elnora
- had said. The mother instantly had guessed where the
- girl would go, but nothing was said to Philip. That would
- have been to invalidate Elnora's test in the beginning, and
- Mrs. Comstock knew her child well enough to know that
- she never would marry Philip unless she felt it right that
- she should. The only way was to find out, and Elnora
- had gone to seek the information. There was nothing to
- do but wait until she came back, and her mother was not
- in the least uneasy but that the girl would return brave and
- self-reliant, as always.
-
- Philip Ammon hurried back to the Limberlost, strong
- in the hope that now he might take Elnora into his arms
- and receive her promise to become his wife. His first
- shock of disappointment came when he found her gone.
- In talking with Mrs. Comstock he learned that Edith Carr
- had made an opportunity to speak with Elnora alone.
- He hastened down the road to meet her, coming back alone,
- an agitated man. Then search revealed the notes. His read:
-
- DEAR PHILIP:
-
- I find that I am never going to be able to answer your question of
- this afternoon fairly to all of us, when you are with me. So I am going
- away a few weeks to think over matters alone. I shall not tell you,
- or even mother, where I am going, but I shall be safe, well cared for,
- and happy. Please go back home and live among your friends, just
- as you always have done, and on or before the first of September, I
- will write you where I am, and what I have decided. Please do not
- blame Edith Carr for this, and do not avoid her. I hope you will call
- on her and be friends. I think she is very sorry, and covets your
- friendship at least. Until September, then, as ever,
-
- ELNORA.
-
-
- Mrs. Comstock's note was much the same. Philip was
- ill with disappointment. In the arbour he laid his head on
- the table, among the implements of Elnora's loved work, and
- gulped down dry sobs he could not restrain. Mrs. Comstock
- never had liked him so well. Her hand involuntarily crept
- toward his dark head, then she drew back. Elnora would not
- want her to do anything whatever to influence him.
-
- "What am I going to do to convince Edith Carr that I
- do not love her, and Elnora that I am hers?" he demanded.
-
- "I guess you have to figure that out yourself," said
- Mrs. Comstock. "I'd be glad to help you if I could,
- but it seems to be up to you."
-
- Philip sat a long time in silence. "Well, I have decided!"
- he said abruptly. "Are you perfectly sure Elnora had
- plenty of money and a safe place to go?"
-
- "Absolutely!" answered Mrs. Comstock. "She has
- been taking care of herself ever since she was born, and she
- always has come out all right, so far; I'll stake all I'm
- worth on it, that she always will. I don't know where she
- is, but I'm not going to worry about her safety."
-
- "I can't help worrying!" cried Philip. "I can think of
- fifty things that may happen to her when she thinks she
- is safe. This is distracting! First, I am going to run
- up to see my father. Then, I'll let you know what we
- have decided. Is there anything I can do for you?"
-
- "Nothing!" said Mrs. Comstock.
-
- But the desire to do something for him was so strong
- with her she scarcely could keep her lips closed or her
- hands quiet. She longed to tell him what Edith Carr had
- said, how it had affected Elnora, and to comfort him as she
- felt she could. But loyalty to the girl held her. If Elnora
- truly felt that she could not decide until Edith Carr was
- convinced, then Edith Carr would have to yield or triumph.
- It rested with Philip. So Mrs. Comstock kept silent, while
- Philip took the night limited, a bitterly disappointed man.
-
- By noon the next day he was in his father's offices. They had
- a long conference, but did not arrive at much until the elder
- Ammon suggested sending for Polly. Anything that might have
- happened could be explained after Polly had told of the
- private conference between Edith and Elnora.
-
- "Talk about lovely woman!" cried Philip Ammon. "One would
- think that after such a dose as Edith gave me, she would
- be satisfied to let me go my way, but no! Not caring for
- me enough herself to save me from public disgrace, she must
- now pursue me to keep any other woman from loving me.
- I call that too much! I am going to see her, and I want
- you to go with me, father."
-
- "Very well," said Mr. Ammon, "I will go."
-
- When Edith Carr came into her reception-room that
- afternoon, gowned for conquest, she expected only Philip,
- and him penitent. She came hurrying toward him, smiling,
- radiant, ready to use every allurement she possessed, and
- paused in dismay when she saw his cold face and his father.
- "Why, Phil!" she cried. "When did you come home?"
-
- "I am not at home," answered Philip. "I merely ran up
- to see my father on business, and to inquire of you what
- it was you said to Miss Comstock yesterday that caused
- her to disappear before I could return to the Limberlost."
-
- "Miss Comstock disappear! Impossible!" cried Edith Carr.
- "Where could she go?"
-
- "I thought perhaps you could answer that, since it was
- through you that she went."
-
- "Phil, I haven't the faintest idea where she is," said the
- girl gently.
-
- "But you know perfectly why she went! Kindly tell me that."
-
- "Let me see you alone, and I will."
-
- "Here and now, or not at all."
-
- "Phil!"
-
- "What did you say to the girl I love?"
-
- Then Edith Carr stretched out her arms.
-
- "Phil, I am the girl you love!" she cried. "All your
- life you have loved me. Surely it cannot be all gone in
- a few weeks of misunderstanding. I was jealous of her!
- I did not want you to leave me an instant that night for any
- other girl living. That was the moth I was representing.
- Every one knew it! I wanted you to bring it to me.
- When you did not, I knew instantly it had been for her
- that you worked last summer, she who suggested my
- dress, she who had power to take you from me, when I
- wanted you most. The thought drove me mad, and I said
- and did those insane things. Phil, I beg your pardon!
- I ask your forgiveness. Yesterday she said that you had
- told her of me at once. She vowed both of you had been
- true to me and Phil, I couldn't look into her eyes and not
- see that it was the truth. Oh, Phil, if you understood how
- I have suffered you would forgive me. Phil, I never knew
- how much I cared for you! I will do anything--anything!"
-
- "Then tell me what you said to Elnora yesterday that
- drove her, alone and friendless, into the night, heaven
- knows where!"
-
- "You have no thought for any one save her?"
-
- "Yes," said Philip. "I have. Because I once loved you,
- and believed in you, my heart aches for you. I will gladly
- forgive anything you ask. I will do anything you want,
- except to resume our former relations. That is impossible.
- It is hopeless and useless to ask it."
-
- "You truly mean that!"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Then find out from her what I said!"
-
- "Come, father," said Philip, rising.
-
- "You were going to show Miss Comstock's letter to
- Edith!" suggested Mr. Ammon.
-
- "I have not the slightest interest in Miss Comstock's
- letter," said Edith Carr.
-
- "You are not even interested in the fact that she says
- you are not responsible for her going, and that I am to call
- on you and be friends with you?"
-
- "That is interesting, indeed!" sneered Miss Carr.
-
- She took the letter, read and returned it.
-
- "She has done what she could for my cause, it seems,"
- she said coldly. "How very generous of her! Do you
- propose calling out Pinkertons and instituting a
- general search?"
-
- "No," replied Philip. "I simply propose to go back to
- the Limberlost and live with her mother, until Elnora
- becomes convinced that I am not courting you, and never
- shall be. Then, perhaps, she will come home to us.
- Good-bye. Good luck to you always!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
-
- WHEREIN EDITH CARR WAGES A BATTLE,
- AND HART HENDERSON STANDS GUARD
-
-
- Many people looked, a few followed, when Edith Carr
- slowly came down the main street of Mackinac, pausing
- here and there to note the glow of colour in one small
- booth after another, overflowing with gay curios.
- That street of packed white sand, winding with the
- curves of the shore, outlined with brilliant shops,
- and thronged with laughing, bare-headed people in outing
- costumes was a picturesque and fascinating sight.
- Thousands annually made long journeys and paid exorbitant
- prices to take part in that pageant.
-
- As Edith Carr passed, she was the most distinguished
- figure of the old street. Her clinging black gown was
- sufficiently elaborate for a dinner dress. On her head was
- a large, wide, drooping-brimmed black hat, with immense
- floating black plumes, while on the brim, and among the
- laces on her breast glowed velvety, deep red roses.
- Some way these made up for the lack of colour in her cheeks
- and lips, and while her eyes seemed unnaturally bright,
- to a close observer they appeared weary. Despite the
- effort she made to move lightly she was very tired,
- and dragged her heavy feet with an effort.
-
- She turned at the little street leading to the dock, and
- went to meet the big lake steamer ploughing up the Straits
- from Chicago. Past the landing place, on to the very end
- of the pier she went, then sat down, leaned against a dock
- support and closed her tired eyes. When the steamer
- came very close she languidly watched the people lining
- the railing. Instantly she marked one lean anxious face
- turned toward hers, and with a throb of pity she lifted a
- hand and waved to Hart Henderson. He was the first
- man to leave the boat, coming to her instantly. She spread
- her trailing skirts and motioned him to sit beside her.
- Silently they looked across the softly lapping water.
- At last she forced herself to speak to him.
-
- "Did you have a successful trip?"
-
- "I accomplished my purpose."
-
- "You didn't lose any time getting back."
-
- "I never do when I am coming to you."
-
- "Do you want to go to the cottage for anything?"
-
- "No."
-
- "Then let us sit here and wait until the Petoskey
- steamer comes in. I like to watch the boats.
- Sometimes I study the faces, if I am not too tired."
-
- "Have you seen any new types to-day?"
-
- She shook her head. "This has not been an easy day, Hart."
-
- "And it's going to be worse," said Henderson bitterly.
- "There's no use putting it off. Edith, I saw some one to-day."
-
- "You should have seen thousands," she said lightly.
-
- "I did. But of them all, only one will be of interest to you."
-
- "Man or woman?"
-
- "Man."
-
- "Where?"
-
- "Lake Shore private hospital."
-
- "An accident?"
-
- "No. Nervous and physical breakdown."
-
- "Phil said he was going back to the Limberlost."
-
- "He went. He was there three weeks, but the strain
- broke him. He has an old letter in his hands that he has
- handled until it is ragged. He held it up to me and said:
- "You can see for yourself that she says she will be well and
- happy, but we can't know until we see her again, and that
- may never be. She may have gone too near that place her
- father went down, some of that Limberlost gang may have
- found her in the forest, she may lie dead in some city
- morgue this instant, waiting for me to find her body."
-
- "Hart! For pity sake stop!"
-
- "I can't," cried Henderson desperately. "I am forced
- to tell you. They are fighting brain fever. He did go
- back to the swamp and he prowled it night and day.
- The days down there are hot now, and the nights wet with
- dew and cold. He paid no attention and forgot his food.
- A fever started and his uncle brought him home.
- They've never had a word from her, or found a trace
- of her. Mrs. Comstock thought she had gone to O'Mores' at
- Great Rapids, so when Phil broke down she telegraphed there.
- They had been gone all summer, so her mother is as anxious as Phil."
-
- "The O'Mores are here," said Edith. "I haven't seen
- any of them, because I haven't gone out much in the
- few days since we came, but this is their summer home."
-
- "Edith, they say at the hospital that it will take careful
- nursing to save Phil. He is surrounded by stacks of
- maps and railroad guides. He is trying to frame up a plan
- to set the entire detective agency of the country to work.
- He says he will stay there just two days longer. The doctors
- say he will kill himself when he goes. He is a sick
- man, Edith. His hands are burning and shaky and his
- breath was hot against my face."
-
- "Why are you telling me?" It was a cry of acute anguish.
-
- "He thinks you know where she is."
-
- "I do not! I haven't an idea! I never dreamed she
- would go away when she had him in her hand! I should
- not have done it!"
-
- "He said it was something you said to her that made her go."
-
- "That may be, but it doesn't prove that I know where
- she went."
-
- Henderson looked across the water and suffered keenly. At last
- he turned to Edith and laid a firm, strong hand over hers.
-
- "Edith," he said, "do you realize how serious this is?"
-
- "I suppose I do."
-
- "Do you want as fine a fellow as Philip driven any further?
- If he leaves that hospital now, and goes out to the
- exposure and anxiety of a search for her, there will be a
- tragedy that no after regrets can avert. Edith, what did
- you say to Miss Comstock that made her run away from Phil?"
-
- The girl turned her face from him and sat still, but the
- man gripping her hands and waiting in agony could see that
- she was shaken by the jolting of the heart in her breast.
-
- "Edith, what did you say?"
-
- "What difference can it make?"
-
- "It might furnish some clue to her action."
-
- "It could not possibly."
-
- "Phil thinks so. He has thought so until his brain is
- worn enough to give way. Tell me, Edith!"
-
- "I told her Phil was mine! That if he were away from
- her an hour and back in my presence, he would be to me as
- he always has been."
-
- "Edith, did you believe that?"
-
- "I would have staked my life, my soul on it!"
-
- "Do you believe it now?"
-
- There was no answer. Henderson took her other hand and
- holding both of them firmly he said softly: "Don't mind
- me, dear. I don't count! I'm just old Hart! You can
- tell me anything. Do you still believe that?"
-
- The beautiful head barely moved in negation.
- Henderson gathered both her hands in one of his and stretched
- an arm across her shoulders to the post to support her.
- She dragged her hands from him and twisted them together.
-
- "Oh, Hart!" she cried. "It isn't fair! There is
- a limit! I have suffered my share. Can't you see?
- Can't you understand?"
-
- "Yes," he panted. "Yes, my girl! Tell me just this
- one thing yet, and I'll cheerfully kill any one who annoys
- you further. Tell me, Edith!"
-
- Then she lifted her big, dull, pain-filled eyes to his and
- cried: "No! I do not believe it now! I know it is not true!
- I killed his love for me. It is dead and gone forever.
- Nothing will revive it! Nothing in all this world.
- And that is not all. I did not know how to touch the
- depths of his nature. I never developed in him those
- things he was made to enjoy. He admired me. He was
- proud to be with me. He thought, and I thought, that he
- worshipped me; but I know now that he never did care for
- me as he cares for her. Never! I can see it! I planned to
- lead society, to make his home a place sought for my
- beauty and popularity. She plans to advance his political
- ambitions, to make him comfortable physically, to stimulate
- his intellect, to bear him a brood of red-faced children.
- He likes her and her plans as he never did me and mine.
- Oh, my soul! Now, are you satisfied?"
-
- She dropped back against his arm exhausted.
- Henderson held her and learned what suffering
- truly means. He fanned her with his hat, rubbed
- her cold hands and murmured broken, incoherent things.
- By and by slow tears slipped from under her closed lids,
- but when she opened them her eyes were dull and hard.
-
- "What a rag one is when the last secret of the soul is
- torn out and laid bare!" she cried.
-
- Henderson thrust his handkerchief into her fingers and
- whispered, "Edith, the boat has been creeping up.
- It's very close. Maybe some of our crowd are on it.
- Hadn't we better slip away from here before it lands?"
-
- "If I can walk," she said. "Oh, I am so dead tired, Hart!
-
- "Yes, dear," said Henderson soothingly. "Just try to
- pass the landing before the boat anchors. If I only dared
- carry you!"
-
- They struggled through the waiting masses, but directly
- opposite the landing there was a backward movement in
- the happy, laughing crowd, the gang-plank came down
- with a slam, and people began hurrying from the boat.
- Crowded against the fish house on the dock, Henderson
- could only advance a few steps at a time. He was straining
- every nerve to protect and assist Edith. He saw no
- one he recognized near them, so he slipped his arm across
- her back to help support her. He felt her stiffen against
- him and catch her breath. At the same instant, the
- clearest, sweetest male voice he ever had heard called:
- "Be careful there, little men!"
-
- Henderson sent a swift glance toward the boat. Terence O'More
- had stepped from the gang-plank, leading a little daughter,
- so like him, it was comical. There followed a picture not
- easy to describe. The Angel in the full flower of her
- beauty, richly dressed, a laugh on her cameo face, the
- setting sun glinting on her gold hair, escorted by her
- eldest son, who held her hand tightly and carefully watched
- her steps. Next came Elnora, dressed with equal richness,
- a trifle taller and slenderer, almost the same type of
- colouring, but with different eyes and hair, facial lines
- and expression. She was led by the second O'More boy
- who convulsed the crowd by saying: "Tareful, Elnora!
- Don't 'oo be 'teppin' in de water!"
-
- People surged around them, purposely closing them in.
-
- "What lovely women! Who are they? It's the O'Mores.
- The lightest one is his wife. Is that her sister?
- No, it is his! They say he has a title in England."
-
- Whispers ran fast and audible. As the crowd pressed
- around the party an opening was left beside the fish sheds.
- Edith ran down the dock. Henderson sprang after her,
- catching her arm and assisting her to the street.
-
- "Up the shore! This way!" she panted. "Every one
- will go to dinner the first thing they do."
-
- They left the street and started around the beach, but
- Edith was breathless from running, while the yielding sand
- made difficult walking.
-
- "Help me!" she cried, clinging to Henderson. He put
- his arm around her, almost carrying her from sight into a
- little cove walled by high rocks at the back, while there
- was a clean floor of white sand, and logs washed from the
- lake for seats. He found one of these with a back rest,
- and hurrying down to the water he soaked his handkerchief
- and carried it to her. She passed it across her lips,
- over her eyes, and then pressed the palms of her hands
- upon it. Henderson removed the heavy hat, fanned her
- with his, and wet the handkerchief again.
-
- "Hart, what makes you?" she said wearily. "My mother
- doesn't care. She says this is good for me. Do you
- think this is good for me, Hart?"
-
- "Edith, you know I would give my life if I could save
- you this," he said, and could not speak further.
-
- She leaned against him, closed her eyes and lay silent so
- long the man fell into panic.
-
- "Edith, you are not unconscious?" he whispered, touching her.
-
- "No. just resting. Please don't leave me."
-
- He held her carefully, gently fanning her. She was
- suffering almost more than either of them could endure.
-
- "I wish you had your boat," she said at last. "I want
- to sail with the wind in my face."
-
- "There is no wind. I can bring my motor around in a
- few minutes."
-
- "Then get it."
-
- "Lie on the sand. I can 'phone from the first booth.
- It won't take but a little while."
-
- Edith lay on the white sand, and Henderson covered her
- face with her hat. Then he ran to the nearest booth and
- talked imperatively. Presently he was back bringing a
- hot drink that was stimulating. Shortly the motor ran
- close to the beach and stopped. Henderson's servant
- brought a row-boat ashore and took them to the launch.
- It was filled with cushions and wraps. Henderson made a
- couch and soon, warmly covered, Edith sped out over the
- water in search of peace.
-
- Hour after hour the boat ran up and down the shore.
- The moon arose and the night air grew very chilly.
- Henderson put on an overcoat and piled more covers on Edith.
-
- "You must take me home," she said at last. "The folks
- will be uneasy."
-
- He was compelled to take her to the cottage with the
- battle still raging. He went back early the next morning,
- but already she had wandered out over the island.
- Instinctively Henderson felt that the shore would attract her.
- There was something in the tumult of rough little Huron's
- waves that called to him. It was there he found her,
- crouching so close the water the foam was dampening her skirts.
-
- "May I stay?" he asked.
-
- "I have been hoping you would come," she answered.
- "It's bad enough when you are here, but it is a little easier
- than bearing it alone."
-
- "Thank God for that!" said Henderson sitting beside
- her. "Shall I talk to you?"
-
- She shook her head. So they sat by the hour. At last
- she spoke: "Of course, you know there is something I
- have got to do, Hart!"
-
- "You have not!" cried Henderson, violently.
- "That's all nonsense! Give me just one word
- of permission. That is all that is required of you."
-
- "`Required?' You grant, then, that there is something `required?'"
-
- "One word. Nothing more."
-
- "Did you ever know one word could be so big, so black,
- so desperately bitter? Oh, Hart!"
-
- "No."
-
- "But you know it now, Hart!"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "And still you say that it is `required?'"
-
- Henderson suffered unspeakably. At last he said: "If you
- had seen and heard him, Edith, you, too, would feel that
- it is `required.' Remember----"
-
- "No! No! No!" she cried. "Don't ask me to remember even
- the least of my pride and folly. Let me forget!"
-
- She sat silent for a long time.
-
- "Will you go with me?" she whispered.
-
- "Of course."
-
- At last she arose.
-
- "I might as well give up and have it over," she faltered.
-
- That was the first time in her life that Edith Carr ever
- had proposed to give up anything she wanted.
-
- "Help me, Hart!"
-
- Henderson started around the beach assisting her all he could.
- Finally he stopped.
-
- "Edith, there is no sense in this! You are too tired to go.
- You know you can trust me. You wait in any of these lovely
- places and send me. You will be safe, and I'll run.
- One word is all that is necessary."
-
- "But I've got to say that word myself, Hart!"
-
- "Then write it, and let me carry it. The message is not
- going to prove who went to the office and sent it."
-
- "That is quite true," she said, dropping wearily, but she
- made no movement to take the pen and paper he offered.
-
- "Hart, you write it," she said at last.
-
- Henderson turned away his face. He gripped the pen,
- while his breath sucked between his dry teeth.
-
- "Certainly!" he said when he could speak. "Mackinac,
- August 27, 1908. Philip Ammon, Lake Shore Hospital, Chicago."
- He paused with suspended pen and glanced at Edith. Her white
- lips were working, but no sound came. "Miss Comstock is with
- the Terence O'Mores, on Mackinac Island," prompted Henderson.
-
- Edith nodded.
-
- "Signed, Henderson," continued the big man.
-
- Edith shook her head.
-
- "Say, `She is well and happy,' and sign, Edith Carr!"
- she panted.
-
- "Not on your life!" flashed Henderson.
-
- "For the love of mercy, Hart, don't make this any harder!
- It is the least I can do, and it takes every ounce of
- strength in me to do it."
-
- "Will you wait for me here?" he asked.
-
- She nodded, and, pulling his hat lower over his eyes,
- Henderson ran around the shore. In less than an hour he
- was back. He helped her a little farther to where the
- Devil's Kitchen lay cut into the rocks; it furnished places
- to rest, and cool water. Before long his man came with
- the boat. From it they spread blankets on the sand for
- her, and made chafing-dish tea. She tried to refuse it,
- but the fragrance overcame her for she drank ravenously.
- Then Henderson cooked several dishes and spread an
- appetizing lunch. She was young, strong, and almost
- famished for food. She was forced to eat. That made
- her feel much better. Then Henderson helped her into the
- boat and ran it through shady coves of the shore, where
- there were refreshing breezes. When she fell asleep the
- girl did not know, but the man did. Sadly in need of rest
- himself, he ran that boat for five hours through quiet bays,
- away from noisy parties, and where the shade was cool
- and deep. When she awoke he took her home, and as they
- went she knew that she had been mistaken. She would
- not die. Her heart was not even broken. She had suffered
- horribly; she would suffer more; but eventually the pain
- must wear out. Into her head crept a few lines of an
- old opera:
-
-
- "Hearts do not break, they sting and ache,
- For old love's sake, but do not die,
- As witnesseth the living I."
-
-
- That evening they were sailing down the Straits before
- a stiff breeze and Henderson was busy with the tiller when
- she said to him: "Hart, I want you to do something more
- for me."
-
- "You have only to tell me," he said.
-
- "Have I only to tell you, Hart?" she asked softly.
-
- "Haven't you learned that yet, Edith?"
-
- "I want you to go away."
-
- "Very well," he said quietly, but his face whitened visibly.
-
- "You say that as if you had been expecting it."
-
- "I have. I knew from the beginning that when this
- was over you would dislike me for having seen you suffer.
- I have grown my Gethsemane in a full realization of what
- was coming, but I could not leave you, Edith, so long as it
- seemed to me that I was serving you. Does it make any
- difference to you where I go?"
-
- "I want you where you will be loved, and good care
- taken of you."
-
- "Thank you!" said Henderson, smiling grimly. "Have you
- any idea where such a spot might be found?"
-
- "It should be with your sister at Los Angeles. She always
- has seemed very fond of you."
-
- "That is quite true," said Henderson, his eyes brightening
- a little. "I will go to her. When shall I start?"
-
- "At once."
-
- Henderson began to tack for the landing, but his hands
- shook until he scarcely could manage the boat. Edith Carr
- sat watching him indifferently, but her heart was
- throbbing painfully. "Why is there so much suffering in
- the world?" she kept whispering to herself. Inside her
- door Henderson took her by the shoulders almost roughly.
-
- "For how long is this, Edith, and how are you going to
- say good-bye to me?"
-
- She raised tired, pain-filled eyes to his.
-
- "I don't know for how long it is," she said. "It seems
- now as if it had been a slow eternity. I wish to my soul
- that God would be merciful to me and make something
- `snap' in my heart, as there did in Phil's, that would give
- me rest. I don't know for how long, but I'm perfectly
- shameless with you, Hart. If peace ever comes and I want
- you, I won't wait for you to find it out yourself, I'll cable,
- Marconigraph, anything. As for how I say good-bye; any
- way you please, I don't care in the least what happens to me."
-
- Henderson studied her intently.
-
- "In that case, we will shake hands," he said. "Good-bye, Edith.
- Don't forget that every hour I am thinking of you and hoping
- all good things will come to you soon."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
-
- WHEREIN PHILIP FINDS ELNORA,
- AND EDITH CARR OFFERS A YELLOW EMPEROR
-
-
- Oh, I need my own violin," cried Elnora. "This one
- may be a thousand times more expensive, and much older
- than mine; but it wasn't inspired and taught to sing
- by a man who knew how. It doesn't know `beans,' as
- mother would say, about the Limberlost."
-
- The guests in the O'More music-room laughed appreciatively.
-
- "Why don't you write your mother to come for a visit
- and bring yours?" suggested Freckles.
-
- "I did that three days ago," acknowledged Elnora.
- "I am half expecting her on the noon boat. That is
- one reason why this violin grows worse every minute.
- There is nothing at all the matter with me."
-
- "Splendid!" cried the Angel. "I've begged and begged
- her to do it. I know how anxious these mothers become.
- When did you send? What made you? Why didn't you
- tell me?"
-
- "`When?' Three days ago. `What made me?' You. `Why didn't
- I tell you?' Because I can't be sure in the least that she
- will come. Mother is the most individual person. She never
- does what every one expects she will.
-
- She may not come, and I didn't want you to be disappointed."
-
- "How did I make you?" asked the Angel.
-
- "Loving Alice. It made me realize that if you cared for
- your girl like that, with Mr. O'More and three other
- children, possibly my mother, with no one, might like to
- see me. I know I want to see her, and you had told me to
- so often, I just sent for her. Oh, I do hope she comes!
- I want her to see this lovely place."
-
- "I have been wondering what you thought of Mackinac,"
- said Freckles.
-
- "Oh, it is a perfect picture, all of it! I should like to
- hang it on the wall, so I could see it whenever I wanted to;
- but it isn't real, of course; it's nothing but a picture."
-
- "These people won't agree with you," smiled Freckles.
-
- "That isn't necessary," retorted Elnora. "They know
- this, and they love it; but you and I are acquainted with
- something different. The Limberlost is life. Here it is
- a carefully kept park. You motor, sail, and golf, all so
- secure and fine. But what I like is the excitement of
- choosing a path carefully, in the fear that the quagmire
- may reach out and suck me down; to go into the swamp
- naked-handed and wrest from it treasures that bring me
- books and clothing, and I like enough of a fight for things
- that I always remember how I got them. I even enjoy
- seeing a canny old vulture eyeing me as if it were saying:
- `Ware the sting of the rattler, lest I pick your bones as I
- did old Limber's.' I like sufficient danger to put an edge
- on life. This is so tame. I should have loved it when all
- the homes were cabins, and watchers for the stealthy
- Indian canoes patrolled the shores. You wait until
- mother comes, and if my violin isn't angry with me for
- leaving it, to-night we shall sing you the Song of
- the Limberlost. You shall hear the big gold bees over the
- red, yellow, and purple flowers, bird song, wind talk, and
- the whispers of Sleepy Snake Creek, as it goes past you.
- You will know!" Elnora turned to Freckles.
-
- He nodded. "Who better?" he asked. "This is secure
- while the children are so small, but when they grow larger,
- we are going farther north, into real forest, where they can
- learn self-reliance and develop backbone."
-
- Elnora laid away the violin. "Come along, children,"
- she said. "We must get at that backbone business at once.
- Let's race to the playhouse."
-
- With the brood at her heels Elnora ran, and for an hour
- lively sounds stole from the remaining spot of forest on the
- Island, which lay beside the O'More cottage. Then Terry
- went to the playroom to bring Alice her doll. He came
- racing back, dragging it by one leg, and crying:
- "There's company! Someone has come that mamma and papa
- are just tearing down the house over. I saw through
- the window."
-
- "It could not be my mother, yet," mused Elnora. "Her boat
- is not due until twelve. Terry, give Alice that doll----"
-
- "It's a man-person, and I don't know him, but my
- father is shaking his hand right straight along, and my
- mother is running for a hot drink and a cushion. It's a
- kind of a sick person, but they are going to make him well
- right away, any one can see that. This is the best place.
-
- I'll go tell him to come lie on the pine needles in the sun
- and watch the sails go by. That will fix him!"
-
- "Watch sails go by," chanted Little Brother. "'A fix him!
- Elnora fix him, won't you?"
-
- "I don't know about that," answered Elnora. "What sort
- of person is he, Terry?"
-
- "A beautiful white person; but my father is going to
- `colour him up,' I heard him say so. He's just out of the
- hospital, and he is a bad person, 'cause he ran away from
- the doctors and made them awful angry. But father
- and mother are going to doctor him better. I didn't know
- they could make sick people well."
-
- "'Ey do anyfing!" boasted Little Brother.
-
- Before Elnora missed her, Alice, who had gone to
- investigate, came flying across the shadows and through the
- sunshine waving a paper. She thurst it into Elnora's hand.
-
- "There is a man-person--a stranger-person!" she shouted.
- "But he knows you! He sent you that! You are to be
- the doctor! He said so! Oh, do hurry! I like him heaps!"
-
- Elnora read Edith Carr's telegram to Philip Ammon
- and understood that he had been ill, that she had been
- located by Edith who had notified him. In so doing
- she had acknowledged defeat. At last Philip was free.
- Elnora looked up with a radiant face.
-
- "I like him `heaps' myself!" she cried. "Come on
- children, we will go tell him so."
-
- Terry and Alice ran, but Elnora had to suit her steps
- to Little Brother, who was her loyal esquire, and would
- have been heartbroken over desertion and insulted at
- being carried. He was rather dragged, but he was
- arriving, and the emergency was great, he could see that.
-
- "She's coming!" shouted Alice.
-
- "She's going to be the doctor!" cried Terry.
-
- "She looked just like she'd seen angels when she read
- the letter," explained Alice.
-
- "She likes you `heaps!' She said so!" danced Terry.
- "Be waiting! Here she is!"
-
- Elnora helped Little Brother up the steps, then deserted
- him and came at a rush. The stranger-person stood
- holding out trembling arms.
-
- "Are you sure, at last, runaway?" asked Philip Ammon.
-
- "Perfectly sure!" cried Elnora.
-
- "Will you marry me now?"
-
- "This instant! That is, any time after the noon boat
- comes in."
-
- "Why such unnecessary delay?" demanded Ammon.
-
- "It is almost September," explained Elnora. "I sent
- for mother three days ago. We must wait until she comes,
- and we either have to send for Uncle Wesley and Aunt
- Margaret, or go to them. I couldn't possibly be married
- properly without those dear people."
-
- "We will send," decided Ammon. "The trip will be
- a treat for them. O'More, would you get off a message
- at once?"
-
- Every one met the noon boat. They went in the motor
- because Philip was too weak to walk so far. As soon as
- people could be distinguished at all Elnora and Philip
- sighted an erect figure, with a head like a snowdrift.
- When the gang-plank fell the first person across it was
- a lean, red-haired boy of eleven, carrying a violin in
- one hand and an enormous bouquet of yellow marigolds and
- purple asters in the other. He was beaming with broad
- smiles until he saw Philip. Then his expression changed.
-
- "Aw, say!" he exclaimed reproachfully. "I bet you
- Aunt Margaret is right. He is going to be your beau!"
-
- Elnora stooped to kiss Billy as she caught her mother.
-
- "There, there!" cried Mrs. Comstock. "Don't knock
- my headgear into my eye. I'm not sure I've got either
- hat or hair. The wind blew like bizzem coming up the river."
-
- She shook out her skirts, straightened her hat, and
- came forward to meet Philip, who took her into his arms
- and kissed her repeatedly. Then he passed her along to
- Freckles and the Angel to whom her greetings were mingled
- with scolding and laughter over her wind-blown hair.
-
- "No doubt I'm a precious spectacle!" she said to the Angel.
- "I saw your pa a little before I started, and he sent you
- a note. It's in my satchel. He said he was coming up
- next week. What a lot of people there are in this world!
- And what on earth are all of them laughing about?
- Did none of them ever hear of sickness, or sorrow,
- or death? Billy, don't you go to playing Indian or
- chasing woodchucks until you get out of those clothes.
- I promised Margaret I'd bring back that suit good as new."
-
- Then the O'More children came crowding to meet Elnora's mother.
-
- "Merry Christmas!" cried Mrs. Comstock, gathering
- them in. "Got everything right here but the tree, and
- there seems to be plenty of them a little higher up.
- If this wind would stiffen just enough more to blow away
- the people, so one could see this place, I believe it would
- be right decent looking."
-
- "See here," whispered Elnora to Philip. "You must
- fix this with Billy. I can't have his trip spoiled."
-
- "Now, here is where I dust the rest of 'em!" complacently
- remarked Mrs. Comstock, as she climbed into the motor car
- for her first ride, in company with Philip and Little Brother.
- "I have been the one to trudge the roads and hop out of the
- way of these things for quite a spell."
-
- She sat very erect as the car rolled into the broad main
- avenue, where only stray couples were walking. Her eyes
- began to twinkle and gleam. Suddenly she leaned forward
- and touched the driver on the shoulder.
-
- "Young man," she said, "just you toot that horn suddenly
- and shave close enough a few of those people, so that I
- can see how I look when I leap for ragweed and snake fences."
-
- The amazed chauffeur glanced questioningly at Philip
- who slightly nodded. A second later there was a quick
- "honk!" and a swerve at a corner. A man engrossed
- in conversation grabbed the woman to whom he was talking
- and dashed for the safety of a lawn. The woman
- tripped in her skirts, and as she fell the man caught and
- dragged her. Both of them turned red faces to the car
- and berated the driver. Mrs. Comstock laughed in
- unrestrained enjoyment. Then she touched the chauffeur again.
-
- "That's enough," she said. "It seems a mite risky."
- A minute later she added to Philip, "If only they had
- been carrying six pounds of butter and ten dozen eggs
- apiece, wouldn't that have been just perfect?"
-
- Billy had wavered between Elnora and the motor, but
- his loyal little soul had been true to her, so the walk to
- the cottage began with him at her side. Long before
- they arrived the little O'Mores had crowded around and
- captured Billy, and he was giving them an expurgated
- version of Mrs. Comstock's tales of Big Foot and Adam
- Poe, boasting that Uncle Wesley had been in the camps
- of Me-shin-go-me-sia and knew Wa-ca-co-nah before
- he got religion and dressed like white men; while the
- mighty prowess of Snap as a woodchuck hunter was done
- full justice. When they reached the cottage Philip took
- Billy aside, showed him the emerald ring and gravely
- asked his permission to marry Elnora. Billy struggled
- to be just, but it was going hard with him, when Alice,
- who kept close enough to hear, intervened.
-
- "Why don't you let them get married?" she asked.
- "You are much too small for her. You wait for me!"
-
- Billy studied her intently. At last he turned to Ammon.
- "Aw, well! Go on, then!" he said gruffly. "I'll marry Alice!"
-
- Alice reached her hand. "If you got that settled
- let's put on our Indian clothes, call the boys, and go to
- the playhouse."
-
- "I haven't got any Indian clothes," said Billy ruefully.
-
- "Yes, you have," explained Alice. "Father bought
- you some coming from the dock. You can put them on in
- the playhouse. The boys do."
-
- Billy examined the playhouse with gleaming eyes.
-
- Never had he encountered such possibilities. He could
- see a hundred amusing things to try, and he could not
- decide which to do first. The most immediate attraction
- seemed to be a dead pine, held perpendicularly by its
- fellows, while its bark had decayed and fallen, leaving
- a bare, smooth trunk.
-
- "If we just had some grease that would make the dandiest
- pole to play Fourth of July with!" he shouted.
-
- The children remembered the Fourth. It had been
- great fun.
-
- "Butter is grease. There is plenty in the 'frigerator,"
- suggested Alice, speeding away.
-
- Billy caught the cold roll and began to rub it against
- the tree excitedly.
-
- "How are you going to get it greased to the top?" inquired Terry.
-
- Billy's face lengthened. "That's so!" he said. "The thing
- is to begin at the top and grease down. I'll show you!"
-
- Billy put the butter in his handkerchief and took the
- corners between his teeth. He climbed the pole, greasing
- it as he slid down.
-
- "Now, I got to try first," he said, "because I'm the
- biggest and so I have the best chance; only the one that
- goes first hasn't hardly any chance at all, because he has
- to wipe off the grease on himself, so the others can get up
- at last. See?"
-
- "All right!" said Terry. "You go first and then I will
- and then Alice. Phew! It's slick. He'll never get up."
-
- Billy wrestled manfully, and when he was exhausted
- he boosted Terry, and then both of them helped Alice,
- to whom they awarded a prize of her own doll. As they
- rested Billy remembered.
-
- "Do your folks keep cows?" he asked.
-
- "No, we buy milk," said Terry.
-
- "Gee! Then what about the butter? Maybe your
- ma needs it for dinner!"
-
- "No, she doesn't!" cried Alice. "There's stacks of it!
- I can have all the butter I want."
-
- "Well, I'm mighty glad of it!" said Billy. "I didn't
- just think. I'm afraid we've greased our clothes, too."
-
- "That's no difference," said Terry. "We can play
- what we please in these things."
-
- "Well, we ought to be all dirty, and bloody, and have
- feathers on us to be real Indians," said Billy.
-
- Alice tried a handful of dirt on her sleeve and it
- streaked beautifully. Instantly all of them began
- smearing themselves.
-
- "If we only had feathers," lamented Billy.
-
- Terry disappeared and shortly returned from the garage
- with a feather duster. Billy fell on it with a shriek.
- Around each one's head he firmly tied a twisted handkerchief,
- and stuck inside it a row of stiffly upstanding feathers.
-
- "Now, if we just only had some pokeberries to paint us
- red, we'd be real, for sure enough Indians, and we could go
- on the warpath and fight all the other tribes and burn a
- lot of them at the stake."
-
- Alice sidled up to him. "Would huckleberries do?"
- she asked softly.
-
- "Yes!" shouted Terry, wild with excitement. "Anything that's
- a colour."
-
- Alice made another trip to the refrigerator. Billy crushed
- the berries in his hands and smeared and streaked all their
- faces liberally.
-
- "Now are we ready?" asked Alice.
-
- Billy collapsed. "I forgot the ponies! You got to ride
- ponies to go on the warpath!"
-
- "You ain't neither!" contradicted Terry. "It's the
- very latest style to go on the warpath in a motor.
- Everybody does! They go everywhere in them. They are
- much faster and better than any old ponies."
-
- Billy gave one genuine whoop. "Can we take your motor?"
-
- Terry hesitated.
-
- "I suppose you are too little to run it?" said Billy.
-
- "I am not!" flashed Terry. "I know how to start and
- stop it, and I drive lots for Stephens. It is hard to turn
- over the engine when you start."
-
- "I'll turn it," volunteered Billy. "I'm strong as anything."
-
- "Maybe it will start without. If Stephens has just
- been running it, sometimes it will. Come on, let's try."
-
- Billy straightened up, lifted his chin and cried: "Houpe!
- Houpe! Houpe!"
-
- The little O'Mores stared in amazement.
-
- "Why don't you come on and whoop?" demanded Billy.
- "Don't you know how? You are great Indians!
- You got to whoop before you go on the warpath.
- You ought to kill a bat, too, and see if the wind
- is right. But maybe the engine won't run if we wait
- to do that. You can whoop, anyway. All together now!"
-
-
- They did whoop, and after several efforts the cry satisfied
- Billy, so he led the way to the big motor, and took
- the front seat with Terry. Alice and Little Brother
- climbed into the back.
-
- "Will it go?" asked Billy, "or do we have to turn it?"
-
- "It will go," said Terry as the machine gently slid out
- into the avenue and started under his guidance.
-
- "This is no warpath!" scoffed Billy. "We got to go a
- lot faster than this, and we got to whoop. Alice, why
- don't you whoop?
-
- Alice arose, took hold of the seat in front and whooped.
-
- "If I open the throttle, I can't squeeze the bulb to scare
- people out of our way," said Terry. "I can't steer and
- squeeze, too."
-
- "We'll whoop enough to get them out of the way. Go faster!"
- urged Billy.
-
- Billy also stood, lifted his chin and whooped like the
- wildest little savage that ever came out of the West.
- Alice and Little Brother added their voices, and when he
- was not absorbed with the steering gear, Terry joined in.
-
- "Faster!" shouted Billy.
-
- Intoxicated with the speed and excitement, Terry
- threw the throttle wider and the big car leaped forward
- and sped down the avenue. In it four black, feather-
- bedecked children whooped in wild glee until suddenly
- Terry's war cry changed to a scream of panic.
-
- "The lake is coming!"
-
- "Stop!" cried Billy. "Stop! Why don't you stop?"
-
- Paralyzed with fear Terry clung to the steering gear and
- the car sped onward.
-
- "You little fool! Why don't you stop?" screamed
- Billy, catching Terry's arm. "Tell me how to stop!"
-
- A bicycle shot beside them and Freckles standing on
- the pedals shouted: "Pull out the pin in that little
- circle at your feet!"
-
- Billy fell on his knees and tugged and the pin yielded
- at last. Just as the wheels struck the white sand the bicycle
- sheered close, Freckles caught the lever and with one strong
- shove set the brake. The water flew as the car struck Huron,
- but luckily it was shallow and the beach smooth. Hub deep
- the big motor stood quivering as Freckles climbed in and
- backed it to dry sand.
-
- Then he drew a deep breath and stared at his brood.
-
- "Terence, would you kindly be explaining?" he said at last.
-
- Billy looked at the panting little figure of Terry.
-
- "I guess I better," he said. "We were playing Indians
- on the warpath, and we hadn't any ponies, and Terry
- said it was all the style to go in automobiles now,
- so we----"
-
- Freckles's head went back, and be did some whooping himself.
-
- "I wonder if you realize how nearly you came to being
- four drowned children?" he said gravely, after a time.
-
- "Oh, I think I could swim enough to get most of us out,"
- said Billy. "Anyway, we need washing."
-
- "You do indeed," said Freckles. "I will head this
- procession to the garage, and there we will remove the
- first coat." For the remainder of Billy's visit the nurse,
- chauffeur, and every servant of the O'More household had
- something of importance on their minds, and Billy's every
- step was shadowed.
-
- "I have Billy's consent," said Philip to Elnora, "and all
- the other consent you have stipulated. Before you think
- of something more, give me your left hand, please."
-
- Elnora gave it gladly, and the emerald slipped on her finger.
- Then they went together into the forest to tell each other
- all about it, and talk it over.
-
- "Have you seen Edith?" asked Philip.
-
- "No," answered Elnora. "But she must be here, or she
- may have seen me when we went to Petoskey a few days ago.
- Her people have a cottage over on the bluff, but the
- Angel never told me until to-day. I didn't want to make
- that trip, but the folks were so anxious to entertain me,
- and it was only a few days until I intended to let you know
- myself where I was."
-
- "And I was going to wait just that long, and if I didn't
- hear then I was getting ready to turn over the country.
- I can scarcely realize yet that Edith sent me that telegram."
-
- "No wonder! It's a difficult thing to believe. I can't
- express how I feel for her."
-
- "Let us never speak of it again," said Philip. "I came
- nearer feeling sorry for her last night than I have yet.
- I couldn't sleep on that boat coming over, and I couldn't
- put away the thought of what sending that message cost her.
- I never would have believed it possible that she would do it.
- But it is done. We will forget it."
-
- "I scarcely think I shall," said Elnora. "It is something
- I like to remember. How suffering must have changed her!
- I would give anything to bring her peace."
-
- "Henderson came to see me at the hospital a few days ago.
- He's gone a rather wild pace, but if he had been held
- from youth by the love of a good woman he might have
- lived differently. There are things about him one cannot
- help admiring."
-
- "I think he loves her," said Elnora softly.
-
- "He does! He always has! He never made any secret
- of it. He will cut in now and do his level best,
- but he told me that he thought she would send him away.
- He understands her thoroughly."
-
- Edith Carr did not understand herself. She went to
- her room after her good-bye to Henderson, lay on her
- bed and tried to think why she was suffering as she was.
-
- "It is all my selfishness, my unrestrained temper, my
- pride in my looks, my ambition to be first," she said.
- "That is what has caused this trouble."
-
- Then she went deeper.
-
- "How does it happen that I am so selfish, that I never
- controlled my temper, that I thought beauty and social
- position the vital things of life?" she muttered. "I think
- that goes a little past me. I think a mother who allows a
- child to grow up as I did, who educates it only for the
- frivolities of life, has a share in that child's ending.
- I think my mother has some responsibility in this," Edith
- Carr whispered to the night. "But she will recognize none.
- She would laugh at me if I tried to tell her what I have
- suffered and the bitter, bitter lesson I have learned.
- No one really cares, but Hart. I've sent him away, so
- there is no one! No one!"
-
- Edith pressed her fingers across her burning eyes and
- lay still.
-
- "He is gone!" she whispered at last. "He would go at once.
- He would not see me again. I should think he never would
- want to see me any more. But I will want to see him!
- My soul! I want him now! I want him every minute!
- He is all I have. And I've sent him away. Oh, these
- dreadful days to come, alone! I can't bear it. Hart!
- Hart!" she cried aloud. "I want you! No one cares but you.
- No one understands but you. Oh, I want you!"
-
- She sprang from her bed and felt her way to her desk.
-
- "Get me some one at the Henderson cottage," she said
- to Central, and waited shivering.
-
- "They don't answer."
-
- "They are there! You must get them. Turn on the buzzer."
-
- After a time the sleepy voice of Mrs. Henderson answered.
-
- "Has Hart gone?" panted Edith Carr.
-
- "No! He came in late and began to talk about starting
- to California. He hasn't slept in weeks to amount
- to anything. I put him to bed. There is time enough to
- start to California when he awakens. Edith, what are you
- planning to do next with that boy of mine?"
-
- "Will you tell him I want to see him before he goes?"
-
- "Yes, but I won't wake him."
-
- "I don't want you to. Just tell him in the morning."
-
- "Very well."
-
- "You will be sure?"
-
- "Sure!"
-
- Hart was not gone. Edith fell asleep. She arose at
- noon the next day, took a cold bath, ate her breakfast,
- dressed carefully, and leaving word that she had gone to
- the forest, she walked slowly across the leaves. It was
- cool and quiet there, so she sat where she could see him
- coming, and waited. She was thinking deep and fast.
-
- Henderson came swiftly down the path. A long sleep,
- food, and Edith's message had done him good. He had
- dressed in new light flannels that were becoming.
- Edith arose and went to meet him.
-
- "Let us walk in the forest," she said.
-
- They passed the old Catholic graveyard, and entered
- the deepest wood of the Island, where all shadows were
- green, all voices of humanity ceased, and there was no
- sound save the whispering of the trees, a few bird notes and
- squirrel rustle. There Edith seated herself on a mossy old
- log, and Henderson studied her. He could detect a change.
- She was still pale and her eyes tired, but the dull, strained
- look was gone. He wanted to hope, but he did not dare.
- Any other man would have forced her to speak. The mighty
- tenderness in Henderson's heart shielded her in every way.
-
- "What have you thought of that you wanted yet, Edith?"
- he asked lightly as he stretched himself at her feet.
-
- "You!"
-
- Henderson lay tense and very still.
-
- "Well, I am here!"
-
- "Thank Heaven for that!"
-
- Henderson sat up suddenly, leaning toward her with
- questioning eyes. Not knowing what he dared say,
- afraid of the hope which found birth in his heart, he tried
- to shield her and at the same time to feel his way.
-
- "I am more thankful than I can express that you feel
- so," he said. "I would be of use, of comfort, to you if I
- knew how, Edith."
-
- "You are my only comfort," she said. "I tried to send
- you away. I thought I didn't want you. I thought I
- couldn't bear the sight of you, because of what you have
- seen me suffer. But I went to the root of this thing last
- night, Hart, and with self in mind, as usual, I found that
- I could not live without you."
-
- Henderson began breathing lightly. He was afraid to
- speak or move.
-
- "I faced the fact that all this is my own fault,"
- continued Edith, "and came through my own selfishness.
- Then I went farther back and realized that I am as I
- was reared. I don't want to blame my parents, but I
- was carefully trained into what I am. If Elnora Comstock had
- been like me, Phil would have come back to me. I can see
- how selfish I seem to him, and how I appear to you, if you
- would admit it."
-
- "Edith," said Henderson desperately, "there is no use
- to try to deceive you. You have known from the first
- that I found you wrong in this. But it's the first time in
- your life I ever thought you wrong about anything--and
- it's the only time I ever shall. Understand, I think you
- the bravest, most beautiful woman on earth, the one most
- worth loving."
-
- "I'm not to be considered in the same class with her."
-
- "I don't grant that, but if I did, you, must remember
- how I compare with Phil. He's my superior at every point.
- There's no use in discussing that. You wanted to see me, Edith.
- What did you want?"
-
- "I wanted you to not go away."
-
- "Not at all?"
-
- "Not at all! Not ever! Not unless you take me with
- you, Hart."
-
- She slightly extended one hand to him. Henderson took
- that hand, kissing it again and again.
-
- "Anything you want, Edith," he said brokenly. "Just as
- you wish it. Do you want me to stay here, and go on as
- we have been?"
-
- "Yes, only with a difference."
-
- "Can you tell me, Edith?"
-
- "First, I want you to know that you are the dearest
- thing on earth to me, right now. I would give up
- everything else, before I would you. I can't honestly say
- that I love you with the love you deserve. My heart is
- too sore. It's too soon to know. But I love you some way.
- You are necessary to me. You are my comfort, my shield.
- If you want me, as you know me to be, Hart, you may consider
- me yours. I give you my word of honour I will try to be
- as you would have me, just as soon as I can."
-
- Henderson kissed her hand passionately. "Don't, Edith,"
- he begged. "Don't say those things. I can't bear it.
- I understand. Everything will come right in time.
- Love like mine must bring a reward. You will love me
- some day. I can wait. I am the most patient fellow."
-
- "But I must say it," cried Edith. "I--I think, Hart,
- that I have been on the wrong road to find happiness.
- I planned to finish life as I started it with Phil; and you
- see how glad he was to change. He wanted the other sort of
- girl far more than he ever wanted me. And you, Hart,
- honest, now--I'll know if you don't tell me the truth!
- Would you rather have a wife as I planned to live life with
- Phil, or would you rather have her as Elnora Comstock intends
- to live with him?"
-
- "Edith!" cried the man, "Edith!"
-
- "Of course, you can't say it in plain English," said the girl.
- "You are far too chivalrous for that. You needn't
- say anything. I am answered. If you could have your
- choice you wouldn't have a society wife, either. In your
- heart you'd like the smaller home of comfort, the furtherance
- of your ambitions, the palatable meals regularly served,
- and little children around you. I am sick of all we
- have grown up to, Hart. When your hour of trouble
- comes, there is no comfort for you. I am tired to death.
- You find out what you want to do, and be, that is a man's
- work in the world, and I will plan our home, with no
- thought save your comfort. I'll be the other kind of a girl,
- as fast as I can learn. I can't correct all my faults in one
- day, but I'll change as rapidly as I can."
-
- "God knows, I will be different, too, Edith. You shall
- not be the only generous one. I will make all the rest of
- life worthy of you. I will change, too!"
-
- "Don't you dare!" said Edith Carr, taking his head between
- her hands and holding it against her knees, while the
- tears slid down her cheeks. "Don't you dare change, you
- big-hearted, splendid lover! I am little and selfish.
- You are the very finest, just as you are!"
-
- Henderson was not talking then, so they sat through a
- long silence. At last he heard Edith draw a quick
- breath, and lifting his head he looked where she pointed.
- Up a fern stalk climbed a curious looking object.
- They watched breathlessly. By lavender feet clung a big,
- pursy, lavender-splotched, yellow body. Yellow and lavender
- wings began to expand and take on colour. Every instant
- great beauty became more apparent. It was one of those
- double-brooded freaks, which do occur on rare occasions,
- or merely an Eacles Imperialis moth that in the cool damp
- northern forest had failed to emerge in June. Edith Carr
- drew back with a long, shivering breath. Henderson caught
- her hands and gripped them firmly. Steadily she
- looked the thought of her heart into his eyes.
-
- "By all the powers, you shall not!" swore the man.
- "You have done enough. I will smash that thing!"
-
- "Oh no you won't!" cried the girl, clinging to his hands.
- "I am not big enough yet, Hart, but before I leave this
- forest I shall have grown to breadth and strength to carry
- that to her. She needs two of each kind. Phil only sent
- her one!"
-
- "Edith I can't bear it! That's not demanded! Let me
- take it!"
-
- "You may go with me. I know where the O'More cottage is.
- I have been there often."
-
- "I'll say you sent it!"
-
- "You may watch me deliver it!"
-
- "Phil may be there by now."
-
- "I hope he is! I should like him to see me do one decent
- thing by which to remember me."
-
- "I tell you that is not necessary!"
-
- "`Not necessary!'" cried the girl, her big eyes shining.
- "Not necessary? Then what on earth is the thing doing
- here? I just have boasted that I would change, that I
- would be like her, that I would grow bigger and broader.
- As the words are spoken God gives me the opportunity to
- prove whether I am sincere. This is my test, Hart! Don't
- you see it? If I am big enough to carry that to her, you
- will believe that there is some good in me. You will not
- be loving me in vain. This is an especial Providence, man!
- Be my strength! Help me, as you always have done!"
-
- Henderson arose and shook the leaves from his clothing.
- He drew Edith Carr to her feet and carefully picked the
- mosses from her skirts. He went to the water and
- moistened his handkerchief to bathe her face.
-
- "Now a dust of powder," he said when the tears were
- washed away.
-
- From a tiny book Edith tore leaves that she passed over
- her face.
-
- "All gone!" cried Henderson, critically studying her.
- "You look almost half as lovely as you really are!"
-
- Edith Carr drew a wavering breath. She stretched one
- hand to him.
-
- "Hold tight, Hart!" she said. "I know they handle
- these things, but I would quite as soon touch a snake."
-
- Henderson clenched his teeth and held steadily. The moth
- had emerged too recently to be troublesome. It climbed
- on her fingers quietly and obligingly clung there
- without moving. So hand in hand they went down the
- dark forest path. When they came to the avenue, the first
- person they met paused with an ejaculation of wonder.
- The next stopped also, and every one following. They could
- make little progress on account of marvelling,
- interested people. A strange excitement took possession
- of Edith. She began to feel proud of the moth.
-
- "Do you know," she said to Henderson," this is growing
- easier every step. Its clinging is not disagreeable as I
- thought it would be. I feel as if I were saving it,
- protecting it. I am proud that we are taking it to be put
- into a collection or a book. It seems like doing a thing
- worth while. Oh, Hart, I wish we could work together at
- something for which people would care as they seem to
- for this. Hear what they say! See them lift their
- little children to look at it!"
-
- "Edith, if you don't stop," said Henderson, "I will take
- you in my arms here on the avenue. You are adorable!"
-
- "Don't you dare!" laughed Edith Carr. The colour
- rushed to her cheeks and a new light leaped in her eyes
-
- "Oh, Hart!" she cried. "Let's work! Let's do something!
- That's the way she makes people love her so. There's the
- place, and thank goodness, there is a crowd."
-
- "You darling!" whispered Henderson as they passed up
- the walk. Her face was rose-flushed with excitement and
- her eyes shone.
-
- "Hello, every, one!" she cried as she came on the wide veranda.
- "Only see what we found up in the forest! We thought you
- might like to have it for some of your collections."
-
- She held out the moth as she walked straight to Elnora,
- who arose to meet her, crying: "How perfectly splendid!
- I don't even know how to begin to thank you."
-
- Elnora took the moth. Edith shook hands with all of
- them and asked Philip if he were improving. She said a few
- polite words to Freckles and the Angel, declined to remain
- on account of an engagement, and went away, gracefully.
-
- "Well bully for her!" said Mrs. Comstock. "She's a
- little thoroughbred after all!"
-
- "That was a mighty big thing for her to be doing,"
- said Freckles in a hushed voice.
-
- "If you knew her as well as I do," said Philip Ammon,
- "you would have a better conception of what that cost."
-
- "It was a terror!" cried the Angel. "I never could have done it."
-
- "`Never could have done it!'" echoed Freckles. "Why, Angel,
- dear, that is the one thing of all the world you would have done!"
-
- "I have to take care of this," faltered Elnora, hurrying
- toward the door to hide the tears which were rolling down
- her cheeks.
-
- "I must help," said Philip, disappearing also. "Elnora,"
- he called, catching up with her, "take me where I may cry, too.
- Wasn't she great?"
-
- "Superb!" exclaimed Elnora. "I have no words. I feel so humbled!"
-
- "So do I," said Philip. "I think a brave deed like that
- always makes one feel so. Now are you happy?"
-
- "Unspeakably happy!" answered Elnora.
-
-