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- WUTHERING HEIGHTS by Emily Bronte. CHAPTER I.
-
-
- l80l.---I have just returned from a visit to my land-
- lord---the solitary neighbour that I shall be troubled
- with. This is certainly a beautiful country. In all Eng-
- land I do not believe that I could have fixed on a situa-
- tion so completely removed from the stir of society---a
- perfect misanthropist's heaven; and Mr. Heathcliff and
- I are such a suitable pair to divide the desolation be-
- tween us. A capital fellow! He little imagined how my
- heart warmed towards him when I beheld his black eyes
- withdraw so suspiciously under their brows, as I rode
- up, and when his fingers sheltered themselves, with a
- jealous resolution, still further in his waistcoat, as I
- announced my name.
-
- "Mr. Heathcliff?" I said.
-
- A nod was the answer.
-
- "Mr. Lockwood, your new tenant, sir. I do myself
- the honour of calling as soon as possible after my ar-
- rival, to express the hope that I have not incon-
- venienced you by my perseverance in soliciting the oc-
- cupation of Thrushcross Grange. I heard yesterday you
- had had some thoughts------"
-
- "Thrushcross Grange is my own, sir," he interrupted,
- wincing. "I should not allow any one to inconvenience
- me, if I could hinder it. Walk in!"
-
- The "walk in" was uttered with closed teeth, and ex-
- pressed the sentiment, "Go to the deuce." Even the gate
- over which he leant manifested no sympathizing move-
- ment to the words; and I think that circumstance deter-
- mined me to accept the invitation. I felt interested in a
- man who seemed more exaggeratedly reserved than
- myself.
-
- When he saw my horse's breast fairly pushing the bar-
- rier, he did put out his hand to unchain it, and then sul-
- lenly preceded me up the causeway, calling, as we en-
- tered the court, "Joseph, take Mr. Lockwood's horse,
- and bring up some wine."
-
- "Here we have the whole establishment of domestics,
- I suppose," was the reflection suggested by this com-
- pound order. "No wonder the grass grows up between
- the flags, and cattle are the only hedge-cutters."
-
- Joseph was an elderly, nay, an old man---very old,
- perhaps, though hale and sinewy. "The Lord help us!"
- he soliloquized in an undertone of peevish displeasure,
- while relieving me of my horse, looking, meantime, in
- my face so sourly that I charitably conjectured he must
- have need of divine aid to digest his dinner, and his
- pious ejaculation had no reference to my unexpected
- advent.
-
- Wuthering Heights is the name of Mr. Heathcliff's
- dwelling, "wuthering" being a significant provincial
- adjective, descriptive of the atmospheric tumult to
-
- which its station is exposed in stormy weather. Pure,
- bracing ventilation they must have up there at all times,
- indeed. One may guess the power of the north wind
- blowing over the edge by the excessive slant of a few
- stunted firs at the end of the house, and by a range of
- gaunt thorns all stretching their limbs one way, as if
- craving alms of the sun. Happily the architect had fore-
- sight to build it strong. The narrow windows are deeply
- set in the wall, and the corners defended with large jut-
- ting stones.
-
- Before passing the threshold, I paused to admire a
- quantity of grotesque carving lavished over the front,
- and especially about the principal door; above which,
- among a wilderness of crumbling griffins and shame-
- less little boys, I detected the date "1500," and the name
- "Hareton Earnshaw." I would have made a few com-
- ments, and requested a short history of the place from
- the surly owner; but his attitude at the door appeared
- to demand my speedy entrance or complete departure,
- and I had no desire to aggravate his impatience
- previous to inspecting the penetralium.
-
- One step brought us into the family sitting-room,
- without any introductory lobby or passage. They call it
- here "the house" pre-eminently. It includes kitchen and
- parlour generally. But, I believe, at Wuthering Heights
- the kitchen is forced to retreat altogether into another
- quarter---at least I distinguished a chatter of tongues
- and a clatter of culinary utensils deep within; and I ob-
- served no signs of roasting, boiling, or baking about the
-
- huge fireplace, nor any glitter of copper saucepans and
- tin cullenders on the walls. One end, indeed, reflected
- splendidly both light and heat from ranks of immense
- pewter dishes, interspersed with silver jugs and tank-
- ards, towering row after row, on a vast oak dresser, to
- the very roof. The latter had never been underdrawn; its
- entire anatomy lay bare to an inquiring eye, ex-
- cept where a frame of wood laden with oatcakes and
- clusters of legs of beef, mutton, and ham concealed it.
- Above the chimney were sundry villainous old guns
- and a couple of horse-pistols, and, by way of orna-
- ment, three gaudily painted canisters disposed along its
- ledge. The floor was of smooth, white stone; the chairs,
- high-backed, primitive structures painted green, one or
- two heavy black ones lurking in the shade. In an arch
- under the dresser reposed a huge liver-coloured bitch
- pointer surrounded by a swarm of squealing puppies,
- and other dogs haunted other recesses.
-
- The apartment and furniture would have been noth-
- ing extraordinary as belonging to a homely, northern
- farmer with a stubborn countenance and stalwart limbs
- set out to advantage in knee-breeches and gaiters. Such
- an individual seated in his armchair, his mug of
- ale frothing on the round table before him, is to be seen
- in any circuit of five or six miles among these hills, if
- you go at the right time after dinner. But Mr. Heathcliff
- forms a singular contrast to his abode and style of liv-
- ing. He is a dark-skinned gipsy in aspect. in dress and
- manners a gentleman---that is, as much a gentleman as
-
- many a country squire; rather slovenly, perhaps, yet
- not looking amiss with his negligence, because he has
- an erect and handsome figure, and rather morose.
- Possibly, some people might suspect him of a degree
- of underbred pride; I have a sympathetic chord within
- that tells me it is nothing of the sort. I know, by instinct,
- his reserve springs from an aversion to showy displays
- of feeling, to manifestations of mutual kindliness. He'll
- love and hate equally under cover, and esteem it a
- species of impertinence to be loved or hated again. No,
- I'm running on too fast. I bestow my own attributes
- over liberally on him. Mr. Heathcliff may have entirely
- dissimilar reasons for keeping his hand out of the way
- when he meets a would-be acquaintance to those which
- actuate me. Let me hope my constitution is almost pe-
- culiar. My dear mother used to say I should never have
- a comfortable home, and only last summer I proved
- myself perfectly unworthy of one.
-
- While enjoying a month of fine weather at the sea
- coast, I was thrown into the company of a most fasci-
- nating creature---a real goddess in my eyes, as long as
- she took no notice of me. I "never told my love" vocally;
- still, if looks have language, the merest idiot might have
- guessed I was over head and ears. She understood me
- at last, and looked a return---the sweetest of all imagina-
- ble looks. And what did I do? I confess it with shame---
- shrank icily into myself, like a snail; at every glance re-
- tired colder and farther, till finally the poor innocent
- was led to doubt her own senses, and, overwhelmed
- with confusion at her supposed mistake, persuaded her
-
- mamma to decamp. By this curious turn of disposition
- I have gained the reputation of deliberate heartlessness;
- how undeserved I alone can appreciate.
-
- I took a seat at the end of the hearthstone opposite
- that towards which my landlord advanced, and filled
- up an interval of silence by attempting to caress the
- canine mother, who had left her nursery, and was sneak-
- ing wolfishly to the back of my legs, her lip curled up,
- and her white teeth watering for a snatch. My caress
- provoked a long, guttural gnarl.
-
- "You'd better let the dog alone," growled Mr. Heath-
- cliff, in unison, checking fiercer demonstrations with a
- punch of his foot. "She's not accustomed to be spoiled
- ---not kept for a pet." Then, striding to a side door, he
- shouted again, "Joseph!"
-
- Joseph mumbled indistinctly in the depths of the
- cellar, but gave no intimation of ascending; so his
- master dived down to him, leaving me vis-a-vis the ruf-
- fianly bitch and a pair of grim shaggy sheep-dogs, who
- shared with her a jealous guardianship over all my
- movements. Not anxious to come in contact with their
- fangs, I sat still; but, imagining they would scarcely
- understand tacit insults, I unfortunately indulged in
- winking and making faces at the trio, and some turn of
- my physiognomy so irritated madam that she sud-
- denly broke into a fury and leapt on my knees. I flung
- her back, and hastened to interpose the table between
- us. This proceeding roused the whole hive. Half a
- dozen four-footed fiends, of various sizes and ages, is-
-
- sued from hidden dens to the common centre. I felt my
- heels and coat-laps peculiar subjects of assault; and par-
- rying off the larger combatants as effectually as I could
- with the poker, I was constrained to demand, aloud,
- assistance from some of the household in re-establish-
- ing peace.
-
- Mr. Heathcliff and his man climbed the cellar steps
- with vexatious phlegm. I don't think they moved one
- second faster than usual, though the hearth was an ab-
- solute tempest of worrying and yelping. Happily, an
- inhabitant of the kitchen made more dispatch. A lusty
- dame, with tucked-up gown, bare arms, and fire-flushed
- cheeks, rushed into the midst of us flourishing a fry-
- ing-pan, and used that weapon and her tongue to such
- purpose that the storm subsided magically, and she only
- remained, heaving like a sea after a high wind, when
- her master entered on the scene.
-
- "What the devil is the matter?" he asked, eyeing me
- in a manner that I could ill endure after this inhospita-
- ble treatment.
-
- "What the devil, indeed!" I muttered. "The herd of
- possessed swine could have had no worse spirits in
- them than those animals of yours, sir. You might as well
- leave a stranger with a brood of tigers!"
-
- "They won't meddle with persons who touch noth-
- ing," he remarked, putting the bottle before me, and
- restoring the displaced table. "The dogs do right to be
- vigilant. Take a glass of wine."
-
- "No, thank you."
-
- "Not bitten, are you?"
-
- "If I had been, I would have set my signet on the
- biter."
-
- Heathcliff's countenance relaxed into a grin.
-
- "Come, come," he said; "you are flurried, Mr.
- Lockwood. Here, take a little wine. Guests are so ex-
- ceedingly rare in this house that I and my dogs, I am
- willing to own, hardly know how to receive them. Your
- health, sir!"
-
- I bowed and returned the pledge, beginning to per-
- ceive that it would be foolish to sit sulking for the mis-
- behaviour of a pack of curs; besides, I felt loath to yield
- the fellow further amusement at my expense, since his
- humour took that turn. He---probably swayed by pru-
- dential consideration of the folly of offending a good
- tenant---relaxed a little in the laconic style of chipping
- off his pronouns and auxiliary verbs, and introduced
- what he supposed would be a subject of interest to me
- ---a discourse on the advantages and disadvantages of
- my present place of retirement. I found him very intel-
- ligent on the topics we touched; and before I went home
- I was encouraged so far as to volunteer another visit to-
- morrow. He evidently wished no repetition of my in-
- trusion. I shall go, notwithstanding. It is astonishing
- how sociable I feel myself, compared with him.
- CHAPTER II.
-
-
- Yesterday afternoon set in misty and cold. I had
- half a mind to spend it by my study fire, instead
- of wading through heath and mud to Wuthering
- Heights. On coming up from dinner, however (N.B.
- ---I dine between twelve and one o'clock. The house-
- keeper, a matronly lady, taken as a fixture along with
- the house, could not, or would not, comprehend my
- request that I might be served at five), on mounting the
- stairs with this lazy intention, and stepping into the
- room, I saw a servant girl on her knees surrounded by
- brushes and coal-scuttles, and raising an infernal dust
- as she extinguished the flames with heaps of cinders.
- This spectacle drove me back immediately. I took my
- hat, and after a four miles' walk, arrived at Heathcliff's
- garden gate just in time to escape the first feathery flakes
- of a snow-shower.
-
- On that bleak hill-top the earth was hard with a black
- frost, and the air made me shiver through every limb.
- Being unable to remove the chain, I jumped over, and
- running up the flagged causeway bordered with strag-
- gling gooseberry bushes, knocked vainly for admit-
- tance, till my knuckles tingled and the dogs howled.
-
- "Wretched inmates!" I ejaculated mentally, "you de-
- serve perpetual isolation from your species for your
- churlish inhospitality. At least, I would not keep my
- doors barred in the daytime. I don't care; I will get in!"
- So resolved, I grasped the latch and shook it ve-
-
- hemently. Vinegar-faced Joseph projected his head
- from a round window of the barn.
-
- "What are ye for?" he shouted. "T' maister's down i'
- t' fowld. Go round by th' end ot' laith, if ye went to
- spake to him."
-
- "Is there nobody inside to open the door?" I hallooed
- responsively.
-
- "There's nobbut t' missis, and shoo'll not oppen't an
- ye mak yer flaysome dins till neeght."
-
- "Why? Cannot you tell her who I am, eh, Joseph?"
-
- "Nor-ne me! I'll hae no hend wi't," muttered the
- head, vanishing.
-
- The snow began to drive thickly. I seized the handle
- to essay another trial, when a young man without
- coat, and shouldering a pitchfork, appeared in the yard
- behind. He hailed me to follow him; and, after march-
- ing through a wash-house, and a paved area containing
- a coal-shed, pump, and pigeon-cot, we at length arrived
- in the huge, warm, cheerful apartment where I was for-
- merly received. It glowed delightfully in the radiance of
- an immense fire, compounded of coal, peat, and wood;
- and near the table, laid for a plentiful evening meal, I
- was pleased to observe the "missis," an individual
- whose existence I had never previously suspected. I
- bowed and waited, thinking she would bid me take a
-
- seat. She looked at me, leaning back in her chair, and
- remained motionless and mute.
-
- "Rough weather!" I remarked. "I'm afraid, Mrs.
- Heathcliff, the door must bear the consequence of your
- servants' leisure attendance. I had hard work to make
- them hear me."
-
- She never opened her mouth. I stared---she stared
- also. At any rate, she kept her eyes on me in a cool, re-
- gardless manner, exceedingly embarrassing and dis-
- agreeable.
-
- "Sit down," said the young man gruffly. "He'll be in
- soon."
-
- I obeyed, and hemmed, and called the villain Juno,
- who deigned, at this second interview, to move the ex-
- treme tip of her tail, in token of owning my acquaint-
- ance.
-
- "A beautiful animal!" I commenced again. "Do you
- intend parting with the little ones, madam?"
-
- "They are not mine," said the amiable hostess, more
- repellingly than Heathcliff himself could have replied.
-
- "Ah, your favourites are among these?" I continued,
- turning to an obscure cushion full of something like
- cats.
-
- "A strange choice of favourites!" she observed
- scornfully.
-
- Unluckily it was a heap of dead rabbits. I hemmed
- once more, and drew closer to the hearth, repeating
- my comment on the wildness of the evening.
-
- "You should not have come out," she said, rising and
- reaching from the chimney-piece two of the painted
- canisters.
-
- Her position before was sheltered from the light;
- now, I had a distinct view of her whole figure and
- countenance. She was slender, and apparently scarcely
- past girlhood; an admirable form, and the most exqui-
- site little face that I have ever had the pleasure of be-
- holding; small features, very fair; flaxen ringlets, or
- rather golden, hanging loose on her delicate neck; and
- eyes, had they been agreeable in expression, that
- would have been irresistible. Fortunately for my suscep-
- tible heart, the only sentiment they evinced hovered be-
- tween scorn and a kind of desperation, singularly un-
- natural to be detected there. The canisters were almost
- out of her reach. I made a motion to aid her. She
- turned upon me as a miser might turn if any one at-
- tempted to assist him in counting his gold.
-
- "I don't want your help," she snapped. "I can get
- them for myself."
-
- "I beg your pardon," I hastened to reply.
-
- "Were you asked to tea?" she demanded, tying an
- apron over her neat black frock, and standing with a
- spoonful of the leaf poised over the pot.
-
- "I shall be glad to have a cup," I answered.
-
- "Were you asked?" she repeated.
-
- "No," I said, half smiling. "You are the proper per-
- son to ask me."
-
- She flung the tea back, spoon and all, and resumed
- her chair in a pet. Her forehead corrugated, and her
- red under-lip pushed out, like a child's ready to cry.
-
- Meanwhile, the young man had slung on to his per-
- son a decidedly shabby upper garment, and, erecting
- himself before the blaze, looked down on me from the
- corner of his eyes, for all the world as if there were some
- mortal feud unavenged between us. I began to doubt
- whether he were a servant or not. His dress and speech
- were both rude, entirely devoid of the superiority ob-
- servable in Mr. and Mrs. Heathcliff. His thick brown
- curls were rough and uncultivated, his whiskers en-
- croached bearishly over his cheeks, and his hands were
- embrowned like those of a common labourer. Still his
- bearing was free, almost haughty, and he showed none
- of a domestic's assiduity in attending on the lady of the
- house. In the absence of clear proofs of his condition, I
- deemed it best to abstain from noticing his curious
- conduct; and, five minutes afterwards, the entrance of
-
- Heathcliff relieved me, in some measure, from my un-
- comfortable state.
-
- "You see, sir, I am come, according to promise," I
- exclaimed, assuming the cheerful; "and I fear I shall be
- weather-bound for half an hour, if you can afford me
- shelter during that space."
-
- "Half an hour?" he said, shaking the white flakes
- from his clothes. "I wonder you should select the thick
- of a snowstorm to ramble about in. Do you know that
- you run a risk of being lost in the marshes? People fa-
- miliar with these moors often miss their road on such
- evenings; and I can tell you there is no chance of
- a change at present."
-
- "Perhaps I can get a guide among your lads, and he
- might stay at the Grange till morning. Could you spare
- me one?"
-
- "No, I could not."
-
- "Oh, indeed! Well, then, I must trust to my own sa-
- gacity."
-
- "Umph!"
-
- "Are you going to mak th' tea?" demanded he of
- the shabby coat, shifting his ferocious gaze from me to
- the young lady.
-
- "Is he to have any?" she asked, appealing to Heath-
- cliff.
-
- "Get it ready, will you?" was the answer, uttered so
- savagely that I started. The tone in which the words
- were said revealed a genuine bad nature. I no longer felt
- inclined to call Heathcliff a capital fellow. When the
- preparations were finished, he invited me with---"Now,
- sir, bring forward your chair." And we all, including
- the rustic youth, drew round the table, an austere si-
- lence prevailing while we discussed our meal.
-
- I thought, if I had caused the cloud, it was my duty to
- make an effort to dispel it. They could not every day sit
- so grim and taciturn; and it was impossible, however
- ill-tempered they might be, that the universal scowl they
- wore was their everyday countenance.
-
- "It is strange," I began, in the interval of swallowing
- one cup of tea and receiving another---"it is strange
- how custom can mould our tastes and ideas. Many
- could not imagine the existence of happiness in a life
- of such complete exile from the world as you spend,
- Mr. Heathcliff; yet, I'll venture to say, that surrounded by your
- family, and with your amiable lady as the presiding genius over
- your home and heart--"
-
- "My amiable lady!" he interrupted, with an almost diabolical
- sneer on his face. "Where is she--my amiable lady?"
-
- "Mrs. Heathcliff, your wife, I mean."
-
- "Well, yes--Oh! you would intimate that her spirit has taken
- the post of ministering angel, and guards the fortunes of Wuthering
- Heights, even when her body is gone. Is that it?"
-
- Perceiving myself in a blunder, I attempted to correct it. I might
- have seen there was too great a disparity between the ages of the
- parties to make it likely that they were man and wife. One was about
- forty, a period of mental vigour at which men seldom cherish
- the delusion of being married for love, by girls: that dream is reserved
- for the solace of our decling years. The other did not look seventeen.
-
- Then it flashed upon me--"The clown at my elbow, who is
- drinking his tea out of a basin and eating his bread with unwashed
- hands, may be her husband. Heathcliff, junior, of course. Here is
- the consequence of being buried alive: she has thrown herself away
- upon that boor, from sheer ignorance that better individuals existed!
- A sad pity--I must beware how I cause her to regret her choice."
-
- The last reflection may seem conceited; it was not. My neighbour
- struck me as bordering on repulsive. I knew, through experience,
- that I was tolerably attractive.
-
- "Mrs. Heathcliff is my daughter-in-law," said Heathcliff,
- corroborating my surmise. He turned, as he spoke, a peculiar look in her
- direction, a look of hatred, unless he has a most perverse set of
- facial muscles that will not, like those of other people, interpret the
- language of his soul.
-
- "Ah, certainly--I see now; you are the favoured possessor of the
- beneficent fairy," I remarked, turning to my neighbour.
-
- This was worse than before: the youth grew crimson, and
- clenched his fist with every appearance of a meditated assault. But
- he seemed to recollect himself, presently, and smothered the storm
- in a brutal curse, muttered on my behalf, which however, I took care
- not to notice.
-
- "Unhappy in your conjectures, sir!" observed my host; "we
- neither of us have the privilege of owning your good fairy; her mate
- is dead. I said she was my daughter-in-law, therefore, she must have
- married my son."
-
- "And this young man is--"
-
- "Not my son, assuredly."
-
- Heathcliff smiled again, as if it were rather too bold
- a jest to attribute the paternity of that bear to him.
- "My name is Hareton Earnshaw," growled the other;
- "and I'd counsel you to respect it!"
-
- "I've shown no disrespect," was my reply, laughing
- internally at the dignity with which he announced him-
- self.
-
- He fixed his eye on me longer than I cared to return
- the stare, for fear I might be tempted either to box his
- ears or render my hilarity audible. I began to feel un-
- mistakably out of place in that pleasant family circle.
- The dismal spiritual atmosphere overcame, and more
- than neutralized, the glowing physical comforts round
- me; and I resolved to be cautious how I ventured under
- those rafters a third time.
-
- The business of eating being concluded, and no one
- uttering a word of sociable conversation, I approached
- a window to examine the weather. A sorrowful sight I
- saw---dark night coming down prematurely, and sky
- and hills mingled in one bitter whirl of wind and suf-
- focating snow.
-
- "I don't think it possible for me to get home now
- without a guide," I could not help exclaiming. "The
- roads will be buried already; and, if they were bare, I
- could scarcely distinguish a foot in advance."
-
- "Hareton, drive those dozen sheep into the barn
- porch. They'll be covered if left in the fold all night.
- And put a plank before them," said Heathcliff.
-
- "How must I do?" I continued, with rising irritation.
-
- There was no reply to my question; and on looking
- round I saw only Joseph bringing in a pail of porridge
- for the dogs, and Mrs. Heathcliff leaning over the fire,
- diverting herself with burning a bundle of matches
- which had fallen from the chimney-piece as she re-
- stored the tea-canister to its place. The former, when he
- had deposited his burden, took a critical survey of the
- room, and in cracked tones grated out,---
-
- "Aw wonder how yah can faishion to stand thear i'
- idleness un war, when all on 'em's goan out! Bud
- yah're a nowt, and it's no use talking; yah'll niver mend
- o' yer ill ways, but goa raight to t' divil, like yer mother
- afore ye!"
-
- I imagined for a moment that this piece of eloquence
- was addressed to me; and, sufficiently enraged, stepped
- towards the aged rascal with an intention of kicking
- him out of the door. Mrs. Heathcliff, however, checked
- me by her answer.
-
- "You scandalous old hypocrite!" she replied. "Are
- you not afraid of being carried away bodily, whenever
- you mention the devil's name? I warn you to refrain
- from provoking me, or I'll ask your abduction as a spe-
- cial favour. Stop! Look here, Joseph," she continued,
- taking a long, dark book from a shelf; "I'll show you
- how far I've progressed in the black art. I shall soon be
- competent to make a clear house of it. The red cow
- didn't die by chance, and your rheumatism can hardly
- be reckoned among providential visitations!"
-
- "Oh, wicked, wicked!" gasped the elder; "may the
- Lord deliver us from evil!"
-
- "No, reprobate; you are a castaway. Be off, or I'll hurt
- you seriously. I'll have you all modelled in wax and clay;
- and the first who passes the limits I fix shall---I'll not
- say what he shall be done to, but you'll see! Go! I'm
- looking at you."
-
- The little witch put a mock malignity into her beau-
- tiful eyes, and Joseph, trembling with sincere horror,
- hurried out, praying and ejaculating "wicked" as he
- went. I thought her conduct must be prompted by a
- species of dreary fun; and, now that we were alone, I en-
- deavoured to interest her in my distress.
-
- "Mrs. Heathcliff," I said earnestly, "you must ex-
- cuse me for troubling you. I presume, because, with that
- face, I'm sure you cannot help being good-hearted.
- Do point out some landmarks by which I may know my
- way home. I have no more idea how to get there than
- you would have how to get to London."
-
- "Take the road you came," she answered, ensconc-
- ing herself in a chair, with a candle, and the long book
- open before her. "It is brief advice, but as sound as I can
- give."
-
- "Then, if you hear of me being discovered dead in a
- bog or a pit full of snow, your conscience won't whis-
- per that it is partly your fault?"
-
- "How so? I cannot escort you. They wouldn't let me
- go to the end of the garden wall."
-
- "You! I should be sorry to ask you to cross the
- threshold for my convenience on such a night," I cried.
- "I want you to tell me my way, not to show it, or else to
- persuade Mr. Heathcliff to give me a guide."
-
- "Who? There is himself, Earnshaw, Zillah, Joseph,
- and I. Which would you have?"
-
- "Are there no boys at the farm?"
-
- "No; those are all."
-
- "Then, it follows that I am compelled to stay."
-
- "That you may settle with your host. I have nothing
- to do with it."
-
- "I hope it will be a lesson to you to make no more
- rash journeys on these hills," cried Heathcliff's stern
- voice from the kitchen entrance. "As to staying here, I
- don't keep accommodations for visitors. You must
- share a bed with Hareton or Joseph, if you do."
-
- "I can sleep on a chair in this room," I replied.
-
- "No, no! A stranger is a stranger, be he rich or poor.
- It will not suit me to permit any one the range of the
- place while I am off guard!" said the unmannerly
- wretch.
-
- With this insult, my patience was at an end. I uttered
- an expression of disgust, and pushed past him into the
- yard, running against Earnshaw in my haste. It was so
- dark that I could not see the means of exit; and, as I
- wandered round, I heard another specimen of their civil
- behaviour amongst each other. At first the young man
- appeared about to befriend me.
-
- "I'll go with him as far as the park," he said.
-
- "You'll go with him to hell!" exclaimed his master,
- or whatever relation he bore. "And who is to look after
- the horses, eh?"
-
- "A man's life is of more consequence than one eve-
- ning's neglect of the horses. Somebody must go," mur-
- mured Mrs. Heathcliff, more kindly than I expected.
-
- "Not at your command!" retorted Hareton. "If you
- set store on him, you'd better be quiet."
-
- "Then I hope his ghost will haunt you; and I hope
- Mr. Heathcliff will never get another tenant till the
- Grange is a ruin!" she answered sharply.
-
- "Hearken, hearken; shoo's cursing on 'em!" mut-
- tered Joseph, towards whom I had been steering.
-
- He sat within earshot, milking the cows by the light
- of a lantern, which I seized unceremoniously, and call-
- ing out that I would send it back on the morrow, rushed
- to the nearest postern.
-
- "Maister, maister, he's staling t' lanthern!" shouted
- the ancient, pursuing my retreat. "Hey, Gnasher! Hey,
- dog! Hey, Wolf, holld him, holld him!"
-
- On opening the little door, two hairy monsters flew at
- my throat, bearing me down and extinguishing the light;
- while a mingled guffaw from Heathcliff and Hareton
- put the copestone on my rage and humiliation. Fortu-
- nately, the beasts seemed more bent on stretching their
- paws and yawning, and flourishing their tails, than de-
- vouring me alive; but they would suffer no resurrection,
- and I was forced to lie till their malignant masters
- pleased to deliver me. Then, hatless and trembling with
-
- wrath, I ordered the miscreants to let me out---on their
- peril to keep me one minute longer---with several inco-
- herent threats of retaliation that, in their indefinite
- depth of virulency, smacked of King Lear.
-
- The vehemence of my agitation brought on a copious
- bleeding at the nose; and still Heathcliff laughed, and
- still I scolded. I don't know what would have concluded
- the scene had there not been one person at hand rather
- more rational than myself and more benevolent than my
- entertainer. This was Zillah, the stout housewife, who
- at length issued forth to inquire into the nature of the
- uproar. She thought that some of them had been laying
- violent hands on me; and, not daring to attack her mas-
- ter, she turned her vocal artillery against the younger
- scoundrel.
-
- "Well, Mr. Earnshaw," she cried, "I wonder what
- you'll have agait next! Are we going to murder folk on
- our very door-stones? I see this house will never do for
- me. Look at t' poor lad; he's fair choking!--Wisht,
- wisht! you munn't go on so. Come in, and I'll cure that.
- There now, hold ye still."
-
- With these words she suddenly splashed a pint of
- icy water down my neck, and pulled me into the kitchen.
- Mr. Heathcliff followed, his accidental merriment ex-
- piring quickly in his habitual moroseness.
-
- I was sick exceedingly, and dizzy and faint, and thus
- compelled perforce to accept lodgings under his roof.
- He told Zillah to give me a glass of brandy, and then
-
- passed on to the inner room; while she condoled with
- me on my sorry predicament, and having obeyed his
- orders, whereby I was somewhat revived, ushered me
- to bed.
- CHAPTER III.
-
-
- While leading the way upstairs, she recommended
- that I should hide the candle, and not make a
- noise, for her master had an odd notion about the cham-
- ber she would put me in, and never let anybody lodge
- there willingly. I asked the reason. She did not know,
- she answered. She had only lived there a year or two;
- and they had so many queer goings on, she could not
- begin to be curious.
-
- Too stupefied to be curious myself, I fastened my
- door and glanced round for the bed. The whole furni-
- ture consisted of a chair, a clothes-press, and a large
- oak case, with squares cut out near the top resembling
- coach windows. Having approached this structure, I
- looked inside, and perceived it to be a singular sort of
- old-fashioned couch, very conveniently designed to ob-
- viate the necessity for every member of the family hav-
- ing a room to himself. In fact, it formed a little closet;
- and the ledge of a window, which it enclosed, served
- as a table. I slid back the panelled sides, got in with my
- light, pulled them together again, and felt secure against
- the vigilance of Heathcliff and every one else.
-
- The ledge where I placed my candle had a few mil-
- dewed books piled up in one corner, and it was covered
-
- with writing scratched on the paint. This writing, how-
- ever, was nothing but a name repeated in all kinds of
- characters, large and small---Catherine Earnshaw,
- here and there varied to Catherine Heathcliff and then
- again to Catherine Linton.
-
- In vapid listlessness I leant my head against the win-
- dow, and continued spelling over Catherine Earnshaw
- ---Heathcliff---Linton, till my eyes closed. But they had
- not rested five minutes when a glare of white letters
- started from the dark as vivid as spectres---the air
- swarmed with Catherines; and rousing myself to dispel
- the obtrusive name, I discovered my candle-wick re-
- clining on one of the antique volumes, and perfum-
- ing the place with an odour of roasted calf-skin. I
- snuffed it off, and, very ill at ease under the influence
- of cold and lingering nausea, sat up and spread open
- the injured tome on my knee. It was a Testament, in
- lean type, and smelling dreadfully musty. A fly-leaf
- bore the inscription, "Catherine Earnshaw, her book,"
- and a date some quarter of a century back. I shut it,
- and took up another, and another, till I had examined
- all. Catherine's library was select, and its state of dilapi-
- dation proved it to have been well used, though not al-
- together for a legitimate purpose. Scarcely one chapter
- had escaped a pen-and-ink commentary---at least, the
- appearance of one---covering every morsel of blank
- that the printer had left. Some were detached sentences;
- other parts took the form of a regular diary, scrawled in
- an unformed, childish hand. At the top of an extra page
-
- (quite a treasure, probably, when first lighted on) I
- was greatly amused to behold an excellent caricature
- of my friend Joseph, rudely yet powerfully sketched.
- An immediate interest kindled within me for the un-
- known Catherine, and I began forthwith to decipher
- her faded hieroglyphics.
-
- "An awful Sunday!" commenced the paragraph be-
- neath. "I wish my father were back again. Hindley is
- a detestable substitute---his conduct to Heathcliff is
- atrocious---H. and I are going to rebel---we took our
- initiatory step this evening.
-
- "All day had been flooding with rain. We could not
- go to church, so Joseph must needs get up a congrega-
- tion in the garret; and while Hindley and his wife basked
- downstairs before a comfortable fire---doing anything
- but reading their Bibles, I'll answer for it---Heathcliff,
- myself, and the unhappy plough-boy were commanded
- to take our prayer-books and mount. We were ranged
- in a row on a sack of corn, groaning and shivering, and
- hoping that Joseph would shiver too, so that he might
- give us a short homily for his own sake. A vain idea!
- The service lasted precisely three hours; and yet my
- brother had the face to exclaim, when he saw us de-
- scending, 'What! done already?' On Sunday evenings
- we used to be permitted to play, if we did not make
- much noise; now a mere titter is sufficient to send us
- into corners!
-
- " 'You forget you have a master here,' says the ty-
- rant. 'I'll demolish the first who puts me out of temper!
-
- I insist on perfect sobriety and silence. O boy! was that
- you?----Frances darling, pull his hair as you go by. I
- heard him snap his fingers.' Frances pulled his hair
- heartily, and then went and seated herself on her hus-
- band's knee; and there they were, like two babies, kiss-
- ing and talking nonsense by the hour---foolish palaver
- that we should be ashamed of. We made ourselves as
- snug as our means allowed in the arch of the dresser.
- I had just fastened our pinafores together, and hung
- them up for a curtain, when in comes Joseph on an er-
- rand from the stables. He tears down my handiwork,
- boxes my ears, and croaks,---
-
- " 'T' maister nobbut just buried, and Sabbath no
- o'ered, und t' sound o' t' gospel still i' yer lugs, and ye
- darr be laiking! Shame on ye! Sit ye down, ill childer;
- there's good books eneugh if ye'll read 'em. Sit ye down,
- and think o' yer sowls!'
-
- "Saying this, he compelled us so to square our posi-
- tions that we might receive from the far-off flre a dull
- ray to show us the text of the lumber he thrust upon us.
- I could not bear the employment. I took my dingy vol-
- ume by the scroop, and hurled it into the dog-kennel,
- vowing I hated a good book. Heathcliff kicked his to
- the same place. Then there was a hubbub!
-
- " 'Maister Hindley!' shouted our chaplain. 'Maister,
- coom hither! Miss Cathy's riven th' back off "Th' Hel-
- met o' Salvation," un Heathcliff's pawsed his fit into t'
- first part o' "T' Brooad Way to Destruction!" It's fair
-
- flaysome that ye let 'em go on this gait. Ech! th' owd
- man wad ha' laced 'em properly; but he's goan!'
-
- "Hindley hurried up from his paradise on the hearth,
- and seizing one of us by the collar, and the other by the
- arm, hurled both into the back kitchen, where, Joseph asseverated,
- `owd Nick' would fetch us as sure as we were living; and, so
- comforted, we each sought a separate nook to await his advent.
-
- "I reached this book, and a pot of ink from a shelf, and pushed
- the house-door ajar to give me light, and I have got the time on
- with writing for twenty minutes; but my companion is impatient
- and proposes that we should appropriate the dairy woman's cloak, and
- have a scamper on the moors, under its shelter. A pleasant suggestion--
- and then, if the surly old man come in, he may believe his prophesy
- verified--we cannot be damper, or colder, in the rain than we are here."
-
-
- I suppose Catherine fulfilled her project, for the next sentence
- took up another subject; she waxed lachrymose.
-
- "How little did I dream that Hindley would ever make me cry so!"
- she wrote. "My head aches, till I cannot keep it on the pillow;
- and still I can't give over. Poor Heathcliff! Hindley calls him a
- vagabond, and won't let him sit with us, nor eat with us any more;
- and he says, he and I must not play together, and threatens to turn
- him out of the house if we break his orders.
-
- "He has been blaming our father (how dared he?) for treating
- H. too liberally; and swears he will reduce him to his right place--"
-
- I began to nod drowsily over the dim page; my eye wandered from
- manuscript to print. I saw a red ornamented title--"Seventy
- Times Seven, and the First of the Seventy-First. A Pious Discourse
- delivered by the Reverend Jabes Branderham, in the Chapel of
- Gimmerden Sough." And while I was, half consciously, worrying
- my brain to guess what Jabes Branderham would make of his subject,
- I sank back in bed, and fell asleep.
-
- Alas, for the effects of bad tea and bad temper! what else could it
- be that made me pass such a terrible night? I don't remember another
- that I can at all compare with it since I was capable of suffering.
-
- I began to dream, almost before I ceased to be sensible of my
- locality. I thought it was morning, and I had set out on my way
- home, with Joseph for a guide. The snow lay yards deep in our
- road; and, as we floundered on, my companion wearied me with
- constant reproaches that I had not brought a pilgrim's staff, telling
- me I could never get into the house without one, and boastfully
- flourishing a heavy-headed cudgel, which I understood to be so
- denominated.
-
- For a moment I considered it absurd that I should need such
- a weapon to gain admittance into my own residence. Then a new
- idea flashed across me. I was not going there. We were
- journeying to hear the famous Jabes Branderham
- preach from the text, "Seventy Times Seven," and either
- Joseph the preacher or I had committed the "First
- of the Seventy-First," and were to be publicly exposed
- and excommunicated.
-
- We came to the chapel. I have passed it really in my
- walks twice or thrice. It lies in a hollow between two
- hills---an elevated hollow, near a swamp, whose peaty
- moisture is said to answer all the purposes of embalm-
- ing on the few corpses deposited there. The roof has
- been kept whole hitherto; but as the clergyman's sti-
- pend is only twenty pounds per annum, and a house
- with two rooms, threatening speedily to determine into
- one, no clergyman will undertake the duties of pastor,
- especially as it is currently reported that his flock would
- rather let him starve than increase the living by one
- penny from their own pockets. However, in my dream,
- Jabes had a full and attentive congregation, and he
- preached--good God! what a sermon, divided into
- four hundred and ninety parts, each fully equal to an
- ordinary address from the pulpit, and each discussing
- a separate sin! Where he searched for them, I cannot
- tell. He had his private manner of interpreting the
- phrase, and it seemed necessary the brother should
- sin different sins on every occasion. They were of the
- most curious character---odd transgressions that I never
- imagined previously.
-
- Oh, how weary I grew! How I writhed, and yawned,
- and nodded, and revived! How I pinched, and pricked
- myself, and rubbed my eyes, and stood up, and sat down
- again, and nudged Joseph to inform me if he would
- ever have done! I was condemned to hear all out. Fi-
- nally, he reached the "First of the Seventy-First." At
- that crisis, a sudden inspiration descended on me. I
- was moved to rise and denounce Jabes Branderham as
- the sinner of the sin that no Christian need pardon.
-
- "Sir," I exclaimed, "sitting here within these four
- walls, at one stretch, I have endured and forgiven the
- four hundred and ninety heads of your discourse. Sev-
- enty times seven times have I plucked up my hat and
- been about to depart; seventy times seven times have
- you preposterously forced me to resume my seat. The
- four hundred and ninety-first is too much.---Fellow-
- martyrs, have at him! Drag him down, and crush him
- to atoms, that the place which knows him may know
- him no more!"
-
- "Thou art the man!" cried Jabes, after a solemn
- pause, leaning over his cushion. "Seventy times seven
- times didst thou gapingly contort thy visage; seventy
- times seven did I take counsel with my soul. Lo, this is
- human weakness; this also may be absolved! The 'First
- of the Seventy-First' is come. Brethren, execute upon
- him the judgment written. Such honour have all His
- saints!"
-
- With that concluding word, the whole assembly, ex-
- alting their pilgrim's staves, rushed round me in a body;
- and I, having no weapon to raise in self-defence, com-
- menced grappling with Joseph, my nearest and most
- ferocious assailant, for his. In the confluence of the
- multitude several clubs crossed; blows aimed at me fell
- on other sconces. Presently the whole chapel resounded
-
- with rappings and counter-rappings. Every man's hand
- was against his neighbour; and Branderham, unwilling
- to remain idle, poured forth his zeal in a shower of loud
- taps on the boards of the pulpit, which responded so
- smartly that at last, to my unspeakable relief, they woke
- me. And what was it that had suggested the tremendous
- tumult? What had played Jabes's part in the row?
- Merely the branch of a fir-tree that touched my lattice,
- as the blast wailed by, and rattled its dry cones against
- the panes! I listened doubtingly an instant, detected the
- disturber, then turned and dozed, and dreamt again---
- if possible, still more disagreeably than before.
-
- This time I remembered I was lying in the oak closet,
- and I heard distinctly the gusty wind and the driving
- of the snow. I heard also the fir-bough repeat its teasing
- sound, and ascribed it to the right cause. But it an-
- noyed me so much that I resolved to silence it, if pos-
- sible; and I thought I rose and endeavoured to unhasp
- the casement. The hook was soldered into the staple---a
- circumstance observed by me when awake, but forgot-
- ten. "I must stop it, nevertheless!" I muttered, knock-
- ing my knuckles through the glass, and stretching an
- arm out to seize the importunate branch; instead of
- which, my fingers closed on the fingers of a little, ice-
- cold hand! The intense horror of nightmare came over
- me. I tried to draw back my arm, but the hand clung
- to it, and a most melancholy voice sobbed, "Let me in
- ---let me in!" "Who are you?" I asked, struggling,
-
- meanwhile, to disengage myself. "Catherine Linton,"
- it replied shiveringly. (Why did I think of Linton? I
- had read Earnshaw twenty times for Linton.) "I'm
- come home. I'd lost my way on the moor." As it spoke,
- I discerned, obscurely, a child's face looking through
- the window. Terror made me cruel; and finding it use-
- less to attempt shaking the creature off, I pulled its
- wrist on to the broken pane, and rubbed it to and fro
- till the blood ran down and soaked the bedclothes. Still
- it wailed, "Let me in!" and maintained its tenacious
- gripe, almost maddening me with fear. "How can I?"
- I said at length. "Let me go, if you want me to let you
- in!" The fingers relaxed; I snatched mine through the
- hole, hurriedly piled the books up in a pyramid against
- it, and stopped my ears to exclude the lamentable
- prayer. I seemed to keep them closed above a quarter
- of an hour; yet the instant I listened again, there was
- the doleful cry moaning on! "Begone!" I shouted; "I'll
- never let you in---not if you beg for twenty years." "It
- is twenty years," mourned the voice---"twenty years.
- I've been a waif for twenty years!" Thereat began a fee-
- ble scratching outside, and the pile of books moved as
- if thrust forward. I tried to jump up, but could not stir
- a limb, and so yelled aloud in a frenzy of fright. To my
- confusion, I discovered the yell was not ideal. Hasty
- footsteps approached my chamber door; somebody
- pushed it open with a vigorous hand, and a light glim-
- mered through the squares at the top of the bed. I sat
- shuddering yet, and wiping the perspiration from my
-
- forehead. The intruder appeared to hesitate, and mut-
- tered to himself. At last he said in a half-whisper, plainly
- not expecting an answer, "Is any one here?" I consid-
- ered it best to confess my presence, for I knew Heath-
- cliff's accents, and feared he might search further if I
- kept quiet. With this intention I turned and opened
- the panels. I shall not soon forget the effect my action
- produced.
-
- Heathcliff stood near the entrance, in his shirt and
- trousers, with a candle dripping over his fingers, and
- his face as white as the wall behind him. The first creak
- of the oak startled him like an electric shock. The light
- leaped from his hold to a distance of some feet, and his
- agitation was so extreme that he could hardly pick it up.
-
- "It is only your guest, sir," I called out, desirous to
- spare him the humiliation of exposing his cowardice
- further. "I had the misfortune to scream in my sleep,
- owing to a frightful nightmare. I'm sorry I disturbed
- you."
-
- "Oh, God confound you, Mr. Lockwood! I wish
- you were at the---" commenced my host, setting the
- candle on a chair, because he found it impossible to hold
- it steady. "And who showed you up into this room?"
- he continued, crushing his nails into his palms and
- grinding his teeth to subdue the maxillary convulsions.
- "Who was it? I've a good mind to turn them out of the
- house this moment."
-
- "It was your servant Zillah," I replied, flinging my-
- self on to the floor, and rapidly resuming my garments.
- "I should not care if you did, Mr. Heathcliff; she richly
- deserves it. I suppose that she wanted to get another
- proof that the place was haunted, at my expense. Well,
- it is---swarming with ghosts and goblins! You have
- reason in shutting it up, I assure you. No one will thank
- you for a doze in such a den!"
-
- "What do you mean?" asked Heathcliff, "and what
- are you doing? Lie down and finish out the night, since
- you are here; but, for Heaven's sake, don't repeat that
- horrid noise. Nothing could excuse it, unless you were
- having your throat cut!"
-
- "If the little fiend had got in at the window, she prob-
- ably would have strangled me!" I returned. "I'm not
- going to endure the persecutions of your hospitable an-
- cestors again. Was not the Reverend Jabes Branderham
- akin to you on the mother's side? And that minx, Cath-
- erine Linton, or Earnshaw, or however she was called,
- she must have been a changeling----wicked little soul!
- She told me she had been walking the earth those
- twenty years---a just punishment for her mortal trans-
- gressions, I've no doubt."
-
- Scarcely were these words uttered, when I recol-
- lected the association of Heathcliff's with Catherine's
- name in the book, which had completely slipped from
- my memory, till thus awakened. I blushed at my incon-
-
- sideration; but without showing further consciousness
- of the offence, I hastened to add, "The truth is, sir, I
- passed the first part of the night in-----" Here I stopped
- afresh. I was about to say "perusing those old volumes"
- ---then it would have revealed my knowledge of their
- written as well as their printed contents; so, correcting
- myself, I went on, "In spelling over the name scratched
- on that window-ledge---a monotonous occupation, cal-
- culated to set me asleep, like counting, or---"
-
- "What can you mean by talking in this way to me?"
- thundered Heathcliff, with savage vehemence. "How
- ---how dare you, under my roof?---God, he's mad to
- speak so!" And he struck his forehead with rage.
-
- I did not know whether to resent this language or
- pursue my explanation; but he seemed so powerfully
- affected that I took pity and proceeded with my dreams,
- affirming I had never heard the appellation of "Cather-
- ine Linton" before, but reading it often over produced
- an impression which personified itself when I had no
- longer my imagination under control. Heathcliff grad-
- ually fell back into the shelter of the bed as I spoke,
- finally sitting down almost concealed behind it. I
- guessed, however, by his irregular and intercepted
- breathing, that he struggled to vanquish an excess of
- violent emotion. Not liking to show him that I had
- heard the conflict, I continued my toilet rather noisily,
- looked at my watch, and soliloquized on the length of
- the night. Not three o'clock yet! I could have taken
- oath it had been six. Time stagnates here. We must
- surely have retired to rest at eight!
-
- "Always at nine in winter, and rise at four," said my
- host, suppressing a groan, and, as I fancied, by the mo-
- tion of his arm's shadow, dashing a tear from his eyes.
- "Mr. Lockwood," he added, "you may go into my room.
- You'll only be in the way, coming downstairs so early;
- and your childish outcry has sent sleep to the devil for
- me."
-
- "And for me too," I replied. "I'll walk in the yard
- till daylight, and then I'll be off; and you need not dread
- a repetition of my intrusion. I'm now quite cured of
- seeking pleasure in society, be it country or town. A
- sensible man ought to find sufficient company in him-
- self."
-
- "Delightful company!" muttered Heathcliff. "Take
- the candle, and go where you please. I shall join you
- directly. Keep out of the yard, though---the dogs are
- unchained; and the house---Juno mounts sentinel
- there, and----nay, you can only ramble about the steps
- and passages. But away with you! I'll come in two min-
- utes!"
-
- I obeyed, so far as to quit the chamber; when, igno-
- rant where the narrow lobbies led, I stood still, and was
- witness, involuntarily, to a piece of superstition on the
- part of my landlord which belied oddly his apparent
- sense. He got on to the bed and wrenched open the
- lattice, bursting, as he pulled at it, into an uncontrol-
- lable passion of tears. "Come in! come in!" he sobbed.
-
- "Cathy, do come! Oh, do---once more! Oh, my heart's
- darling! hear me this time, Catherine, at last!" The
- spectre showed a spectre's ordinary caprice. It gave no
- sign of being; but the snow and wind whirled wildly
- through, even reaching my station, and blowing out the
- light.
-
- There was such anguish in the gush of grief that ac-
- companied this raving that my compassion made me
- overlook its folly, and I drew off, half angry to have lis-
- tened at all, and vexed at having related my ridiculous
- nightmare, since it produced that agony; though why
- was beyond my comprehension. I descended cautiously
- to the lower regions, and landed in the back kitchen,
- where a gleam of fire, raked compactly together, en-
- abled me to rekindle my candle. Nothing was stirring
- except a brindled, gray cat, which crept from the ashes,
- and saluted me with a querulous mew.
-
- Two benches, shaped in sections of a circle, nearly
- enclosed the hearth. On one of these I stretched myself,
- and Grimalkin mounted the other. We were both of us
- nodding ere any one invaded our retreat, and then it
- was Joseph, shuffling down a wooden ladder that
- vanished in the roof, through a trap---the ascent to his
- garret, I suppose. He cast a sinister look at the little
- flame which I had enticed to play between the ribs,
- swept the cat from its elevation, and bestowing himself
- in the vacancy, commenced the operation of stuffing a
- three-inch pipe with tobacco. My presence in his sanc-
- tum was evidently esteemed a piece of impudence too
-
- shameful for remark. He silently applied the tube to
- his lips, folded his arms, and puffed away. I let him en-
- joy the luxury unannoyed; and after sucking out his last
- wreath, and heaving a profound sigh, he got up, and de-
- parted as solemnly as he came.
-
- A more elastic footstep entered next; and now I
- opened my mouth for a "good-morning," but closed it
- again, the salutation unachieved, for Hareton Earn-
- shaw was performing his orisons, sotto voce, in a series
- of curses directed against every object he touched, while
- he rummaged a corner for a spade or shovel to dig
- through the drifts. He glanced over the back of the
- bench, dilating his nostrils, and thought as little of ex-
- changing civilities with me as with my companion the
- cat. I guessed by his preparations that egress was al-
- lowed, and leaving my hard couch, made a movement
- to follow him. He noticed this, and thrust at an inner
- door with the end of his spade, intimating by an inar-
- ticulate sound that there was the place where I must go
- if I changed my locality.
-
- It opened into the house, where the females were al-
- ready astir---Zillah urging flakes of flame up the chim-
- ney with a colossal bellows; and Mrs. Heathcliff, kneel-
- ing on the hearth, reading a book by the aid of the blaze.
- She held her hand interposed between the furnace-heat
- and her eyes, and seemed absorbed in her occupation,
- desisting from it only to chide the servant for covering
- her with sparks, or to push away a dog, now and then,
- that snoozled its nose over-forwardly into her face. I
-
- was surprised to see Heathcliff there also. He stood by
- the fire, his back towards me, just finishing a stormy
- scene to poor Zillah, who ever and anon interrupted her
- labour to pluck up the corner of her apron and heave
- an indignant groan.
-
- "And you, you worthless----" he broke out as I en-
- tered, turning to his daughter-in-law, and employing an
- epithet as harmless as duck or sheep, but generally rep-
- resented by a dash------. "There you are at your idle
- tricks again! The rest of them do earn their bread;
- you live on my charity! Put your trash away, and find
- something to do. You shall pay me for the plague of
- having you eternally in my sight. Do you hear, dam-
- nable jade?"
-
- "I'll put my trash away, because you can make me
- if I refuse," answered the young lady, closing her book
- and throwing it on a chair. "But I'll not do anything,
- though you should swear your tongue out, except what
- I please!"
-
- Heathcliff lifted his hand, and the speaker sprang to
- a safer distance, obviously acquainted with its weight.
- Having no desire to be entertained by a cat-and-dog
- combat, I stepped forward briskly, as if eager to par-
- take the warmth of the hearth, and innocent of any
- knowledge of the interrupted dispute. Each had enough
- decorum to suspend further hostilities. Heathcliff placed
- his fists, out of temptation, in his pockets; Mrs. Heath-
- cliff curled her lip, and walked to a seat far off, where
- she kept her word by playing the part of a statue during
-
- the remainder of my stay. That was not long. I declined
- joining their breakfast, and at the first gleam of dawn
- took an opportunity of escaping into the free air, now
- clear, and still, and cold as impalpable ice.
-
- My landlord hallooed for me to stop ere I reached
- the bottom of the garden, and offered to accompany me
- across the moor. It was well he did, for the whole hill-
- back was one billowy, white ocean, the swells and falls
- not indicating corresponding rises and depressions in
- the ground. Many pits, at least, were filled to a level,
- and entire ranges of mounds, the refuse of the quarries,
- blotted from the chart which my yesterday's walk left
- pictured in my mind. I had remarked on one side of the
- road, at intervals of six or seven yards, a line of upright
- stones, continued through the whole length of the
- barren. These were erected and daubed with lime on
- purpose to serve as guides in the dark, and also when a
- fall, like the present, confounded the deep swamps on
- either hand with the firmer path; but, exceptiog a dirty
- dot pointing up here and there, all traces of their exist-
- ence had vanished, and my companion found it neces-
- sary to warn me frequently to steer to the right or left,
- when I imagined I was following correctly the windings
- of the road.
-
- We exchanged little conversation, and he halted at
- the entrance of Thrushcross Park, saying I could make
- no error there. Our adieus were limited to a hasty
- bow, and then I pushed forward, trusting to my own
- resources, for the porter's lodge is untenanted as yet.
-
- The distance from the gate to the Grange is two miles;
- I believe I managed to make it four, what with losing
- myself among the trees, and sinking up to the neck in
- snow---a predicament which only those who have ex-
- perienced it can appreciate. At any rate, whatever were
- my wanderings, the clock chimed twelve as I entered
- the house, and that gave exactly an hour for every mile
- of the usual way from Wuthering Heights.
-
- My human fixture and her satellites rushed to wel-
- come me, exclaiming tumultuously they had completely
- given me up. Everybody conjectured that I perished last
- night, and they were wondering how they must set
- about the search for my remains. I bid them be quiet,
- now that they saw me returned, and, benumbed to my
- very heart, I dragged upstairs; whence, after putting
- on dry clothes, and pacing to and fro thirty or forty
- minutes, to restore the animal heat, I am adjourned to
- my study, feeble as a kitten---almost too much so to
- enjoy the cheerful fire and smoking coffee which the
- servant has prepared for my refreshment.
- CHAPTER IV.
-
-
- What vain weather-cocks we are! I, who had de-
- termined to hold myself independent of all social
- intercourse, and thanked my stars that at length I had
- lighted on a spot where it was next to impracticable--- I,
- weak wretch, after maintaining till dusk a struggle with
- low spirits and solitude, was finally compelled to strike
- my colours; and under pretence of gaining information
- concerning the necessities of my establishment, I de-
- sired Mrs. Dean, when she brought in supper, to sit
- down while I ate it, hoping sincerely she would prove a
- regular gossip, and either rouse me to animation or lull
- me to sleep by her talk.
-
- "You have lived here a considerable time," I com-
- menced---"did you not say sixteen years?"
-
- "Eighteen, sir. I came, when the mistress was mar-
- ried, to wait on her; after she died, the master retained
- me for his housekeeper."
-
- "Indeed."
-
- There ensued a pause. She was not a gossip, I feared
- ---unless about her own affairs, and those could hardly
- interest me. However, having studied for an interval,
- with a fist on either knee, and a cloud of meditation
- over her ruddy countenance, she ejaculated,---
-
- "Ah, times are greatly changed since thenl"
-
- "Yes," I remarked; "you've seen a good many altera-
- tions, I suppose?"
-
- "I have; and troubles too," she said.
-
- "Oh, I'll turn the talk on my landlord's family!" I
- thought to myself. "A good subject to start! And that
- pretty girl-widow, I should like to know her history---
- whether she be a native of the country, or, as is more
- probable, an exotic that the surly indigenae will not
- recognize for kin." With this intention I asked Mrs.
- Dean why Heathcliff let Thrushcross Grange, and pre-
- ferred living in a situation and residence so much in-
- ferior. "Is he not rich enough to keep the estate in good
- order?" I inquired.
-
- "Rich, sir!" she returned. "He has nobody knows
- what money, and every year it increases. Yes, yes; he's
- rich enough to live in a finer house than this. But he's
- very near---cose-handed; and if he had meant to flit
- to Thrushcross Grange, as soon as he heard of a good
- tenant he could not have borne to miss the chance of
- getting a few hundreds more. It is strange people should
- be so greedy when they are alone in the world!"
-
- "He had a son, it seems?"
-
- "Yes, he had one. He is dead."
-
- "And that young lady, Mrs. Heathcliff, is his
- widow?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Where did she come from originally?"
-
- "Why, sir, she is my late master's daughter. Catherine
- Linton was her maiden name. I nursed her, poor thing!
- I did wish Mr. Heathcliff would remove here, and then
- we might have been together again."
-
- "What! Catherine Linton?" I exclaimed, astonished.
- But a minute's reflection convinced me it was not my
- ghostly Catherine. "Then," I continued, "my predeces-
- sor's name was Linton?"
-
- "It was."
-
- "And who is that Earnshaw---Hareton Earnshaw---
- who lives with Mr. Heathcliff? Are they relations?"
-
- "No; he is the late Mrs. Linton's nephew."
-
- "The young lady's cousin, then?"
-
- "Yes; and her husband was her cousin also---one
- on the mother's side, the other on the father's side.
- Heathcliff married Mr. Linton's sister."
-
- "I see the house at Wuthering Heights has 'Earn-
- shaw' carved over the front door. Are they an old fam-
- ily?"
-
- "Very old, sir; and Hareton is the last of them, as our
- Miss Cathy is of us---I mean of the Lintons. Have you
- been to Wuthering Heights? I beg pardon for asking;
- but I should like to hear how she is."
-
- "Mrs. Heathcliff? She looked very well, and very
- handsome; yet, I think, not very happy."
-
- "Oh dear, I don't wonder! And how did you like
- the master?"
-
- "A rough fellow, rather, Mrs. Dean. Is not that his
- character?"
-
- "Rough as a saw-edge, and hard as whinstone. The
- less you meddle with him the better."
-
- "He must have had some ups and downs in life to
- make him such a churl. Do you know anything of his
- history?"
-
- "It's a cuckoo's, sir. I know all about it---except
- where he was born, and who were his parents, and
- how he got his money at first. And Hareton has been
- cast out like an unfledged dunnock! The unfortunate
- lad is the only one in all this parish that does not guess
- how he has been cheated."
-
- "Well, Mrs. Dean, it will be a charitable deed to tell
- me something of my neighbours. I feel I shall not rest if
- I go to bed, so be good enough to sit and chat an hour."
-
- "Oh, certainly, sir! I'll just fetch a little sewing, and
- then I'll sit as long as you please. But you've caught
- cold---I saw you shivering; and you must have some
- gruel to drive it out."
-
- The worthy woman bustled off, and I crouched
- nearer the fire. My head felt hot, and the rest of me
- chill; moreover, I was excited, almost to a pitch of fool-
- ishness, through my nerves and brain. This caused me
- to feel, not uncomfortable, but rather fearful (as I am
- still) of serious effects from the incidents of to-day and
- yesterday. She returned presently, bringing a smoking
- basin and a basket of work; and having placed the
- former on the hob, drew in her seat, evidently pleased
- to find me so companionable.
-
- * * * * *
-
- Before I came to live here, she commenced--- waiting
- no further invitation to her story---I was almost always
- at Wuthering Heights, because my mother had nursed
- Mr. Hindley Earnshaw (that was Hareton's father),
- and I got used to playing with the children. I ran er-
- rands, too, and helped to make hay, and hung about
- the farm, ready for anything that anybody would set
- me to. One fine summer morning---it was the beginning
- of harvest, I remember--- Mr. Earnshaw, the old master,
- came downstairs, dressed for a journey; and after he
- had told Joseph what was to be done during the day,
- he turned to Hindley, and Cathy, and me---for I sat
- eating my porridge with them---and he said, speaking
-
- to his son, "Now, my bonny man, I'm going to Liver-
- pool to-day; what shall I bring you? You may choose
- what you like. Only let it be little, for I shall walk
- there and back. Sixty miles each way---that is a long
- spell!" Hindley named a fiddle, and then he asked Miss
- Cathy. She was hardly six years old, but she could ride
- any horse in the stable, and she chose a whip. He did
- not forget me, for he had a kind heart, though he was
- rather severe sometimes. He promised to bring me a
- pocketful of apples and pears; and then he kissed his
- children, said good-bye, and set off.
-
- It seemed a long while to us all---the three days of his
- absence---and often did little Cathy ask when he would
- be home. Mrs. Earnshaw expected him by supper-time
- on the third evening, and she put the meal off hour after
- hour. There were no signs of his coming, however, and
- at last the children got tired of running down to the
- gate to look. Then it grew dark. She would have had
- them to bed, but they begged sadly to be allowed to
- stay up; and just about eleven o'clock the door-latch
- was raised quietly, and in stepped the master. He threw
- himself into a chair, laughing and groaning, and bid
- them all stand off, for he was nearly killed. He would
- not have such another walk for the three kingdoms.
-
- "And at the end of it, to be flighted to death!" he
- said, opening his greatcoat, which he held bundled up
- in his arms. "See here, wife! I was never so beaten with
- anything in my life; but you must e'en take it as a gift
- of God, though it's as dark almost as if it came from the
- devil."
-
- We crowded round, and over Miss Cathy's head I
- had a peep at a dirty, ragged, black-haired child, big
- enough both to walk and talk. Indeed, its face looked
- older than Catherine's; yet when it was set on its feet it
- only stared round, and repeated over and over again
- some gibberish that nobody could understand. I was
- frightened, and Mrs. Earnshaw was ready to fling it out
- of doors. She did fly up, asking how he could fashion
- to bring that gipsy brat into the house, when they had
- their own bairns to feed and fend for; what he meant to
- do with it, and whether he were mad. The master tried
- to explain the matter; but he was really half dead with
- fatigue, and all that I could make out, amongst her
- scolding, was a tale of his seeing it starving, and house-
- less, and as good as dumb, in the streets of Liverpool,
- where he picked it up and inquired for its owner. Not
- a soul knew to whom it belonged, he said; and his
- money and time being both limited, he thought it better
- to take it home with him at once, than run into vain
- expenses there, because he was determined be would
- not leave it as he found it. Well, the conclusion was that
- my mistress grumbled herself calm; and Mr. Earnshaw
- told me to wash it, and give it clean things, and let it
- sleep with the children.
-
- Hindley and Cathy contented themselves with look-
- ing and listening till peace was restored; then both be-
- gan searching their father's pockets for the presents he
- had promised them. The former was a boy of fourteen,
- but when he drew out what had been a fiddle, crushed
- to morsels in the greatcoat, he blubbered aloud; and
-
- Cathy, when she learned the master had lost her whip
- in attending on the stranger, showed her humour by
- grinning and spitting at the stupid little thing, earning
- for her pains a sound blow from her father to teach her
- cleaner manners. They entirely refused to have it in
- bed with them, or even in their room; and I had no
- more sense, so I put it on the landing of the stairs, hop-
- ing it might be gone on the morrow. By chance, or else
- attracted by hearing his voice, it crept to Mr. Earn-
- shaw's door, and there he found it on quitting his cham-
- ber. Inquiries were made as to how it got there. I was
- obliged to confess, and in recompense for my coward-
- ice and inhumanity was sent out of the house.
-
- This was Heathcliff's first introduction to the family.
- On coming back a few days afterwards (for I did not
- consider my banishment perpetual) I found they had
- christened him "Heathcliff." It was the name of a son
- who died in childhood, and it has served him ever since,
- both for Christian and surname. Miss Cathy and he
- were now very thick; but Hindley hated him, and, to
- say the truth, I did the same; and we plagued and went
- on with him shamefully, for I wasn't reasonable enough
- to feel my injustice, and the mistress never put in a
- word on his behalf when she saw him wronged.
-
- He seemed a sullen, patient child, hardened, perhaps,
- to ill-treatment. He would stand Hindley's blows with-
- out winking or shedding a tear, and my pinches moved
- him only to draw in a breath and open his eyes, as if he
- had hurt himself by accident and nobody was to blame.
- This endurance made old Earnshaw furious when he
- discovered his son persecuting the poor, fatherless child,
- as he called him. He took to Heathcliff strangely, be-
- lieving all he said (for that matter, he said precious
- little, and generally the truth), and petting him up far
- above Cathy, who was too mischievous and wayward
- for a favourite.
-
- So from the very beginning he bred bad feeling in
- the house; and at Mrs. Earnshaw's death, which hap-
- pened in less than two years after, the young master
- had learned to regard his father as an oppressor rather
- than a friend, and Heathcliff as a usurper of his parent's
- affections and his privileges, and he grew bitter with
- brooding over these injuries. I sympathized a while;
- but when the children fell ill of the measles, and I had
- to tend them, and take on me the cares of a woman at
- once, I changed my ideas. Heathcliff was dangerously
- sick; and while he lay at the worst he would have me
- constantly by his pillow. I suppose he felt I did a good
- deal for him, and he hadn't wit to guess that I was com-
- pelled to do it. However, I will say this---he was the
- quietest child that ever nurse watched over. The dif-
- ference between him and the others forced me to be
- less partial. Cathy and her brother harassed me ter-
- ribly; he was as uncomplaining as a lamb, though hard-
- ness, not gentleness, made him give little trouble.
-
- He got through, and the doctor affirmed it was in a
- great measure owing to me, and praised me for my care.
- I was vain of his commendations, and softened towards
- the being by whose means I earned them; and thus
- Hindley lost his last ally. Still I couldn't dote on Heath-
- cliff, and I wondered often what my master saw to ad-
- mire so much in the sullen boy, who never, to my recol-
- lection, repaid his indulgence by any sign of gratitude.
- He was not insolent to his benefactor, he was simply
- insensible, though knowing perfectly the hold he had on
- his heart, and conscious he had only to speak and all
- the house would be obliged to bend to his wishes. As an
- instance, I remember Mr. Earnshaw once bought a
- couple of colts at the parish fair, and gave the lads each
- one. Heathcliff took the handsomest, but it soon fell
- lame, and when he discovered it, he said to Hindley,---
-
- "You must exchange horses with me---I don't like
- mine; and if you won't, I shall tell your father of the
- three thrashings you've given me this week, and show
- him my arm, which is black to the shoulder." Hindley
- put out his tongue and cuffed him over the ears. "You'd
- better do it at once," he persisted, escaping to the
- porch (they were in the stable). "You will have to; and
- if I speak of these blows, you'll get them again with in-
- terest." "Off, dog!" cried Hindley, threatening him with
-
- an iron weight used for weighing potatoes and hay.
- "Throw it," he replied, standing still, "and then I'll tell
- how you boasted that you would turn me out of doors
- as soon as he died, and see whether he will not turn
- you out directly." Hindley threw it, hitting him on the
- breast, and down he fell, but staggered up immediately,
- breathless and white; and had I not prevented it, he
- would have gone just so to the master, and got full re-
- venge by letting his condition plead for him, intimating
- who had caused it. "Take my colt, gipsy, then!" said
- young Earnshaw. "And I pray that he may break your
- neck. Take him, and be damned, you beggarly inter-
- loper; and wheedle my father out of all he has. Only
- afterwards show him what you are, imp of Satan. And
- take that! I hope he'll kick out your brains!"
-
- Heathcliff had gone to loose the beast and shift it to
- his own stall. He was passing behind it, when Hindley
- finished his speech by knocking him under its feet, and
- without stopping to examine whether his hopes were
- fulfilled, ran away as fast as he could. I was surprised
- to witness how coolly the child gathered himself up, and
- went on with his intention---exchanging saddles and
- all, and then sitting down on a bundle of hay to over-
- come the qualm which the violent blow occasioned, be-
- fore he entered the house. I persuaded him easily to let
- me lay the blame of his bruises on the horse. He minded
- little what tale was told, since he had what he wanted.
- He complained so seldom, indeed, of such stirs as these,
- that I really thought him not vindictive. I was de-
- ceived completely, as you will hear.
- CHAPTER V.
-
-
- In the course of time Mr. Earnshaw began to fail. He
- had been active and healthy, yet his strength left
- him suddenly; and when he was confined to the chim-
- ney-corner he grew grievously irritable. A nothing vexed
- him, and suspected slights of his authority nearly threw
- him into fits. This was especially to be remarked if any
- one attempted to impose upon or domineer over his
- favourite. He was painfully jealous lest a word should
- be spoken amiss to him, seeming to have got into his
- head the notion that, because he liked Heathcliff, all
- hated and longed to do him an ill turn. It was a disad-
- vantage to the lad, for the kinder among us did not
- wish to fret the master, so we humoured his partiality;
- and that humouring was rich nourishment to the child's
- pride and black tempers. Still it became in a manner
- necessary. Twice or thrice Hindley's manifestation of
- scorn, while his father was near, roused the old man to
- a fury. He seized his stick to strike him, and shook with
- rage that he could not do it.
-
- At last our curate (we had a curate then, who made
- the living answer by teaching the little Lintons and
- Earnshaws and farming his bit of land himself) advised
- that the young man should be sent to college; and Mr.
- Earnshaw agreed, though with a heavy spirit, for he
- said, "Hindley was nought, and would never thrive as
- where he wandered."
-
- I hoped heartily we should have peace now. It hurt
- me to think the master should be made uncomfortable
- by his own good deed. I fancied the discontent of age
- and disease arose from his family disagreements, as he
- would have it that it did. Really, you know, sir, it was
- in his sinking frame. We might have got on tolerably,
- notwithstanding, but for two people---Miss Cathy and
- Joseph the servant. You saw him, I dare say, up yonder.
- He was, and is yet most likely, the wearisomest self-
- righteous Pharisee that ever ransacked a Bible to rake
- the promises to himself and fling the curses to his neigh-
- bours. By his knack of sermonizing and pious dis-
- coursing he contrived to make a great impression on
- Mr. Earnshaw; and the more feeble the master became,
- the more influence he gained. He was relentless in wor-
- rying him about his soul's concerns, and about ruling
- his children rigidly. He encouraged him to regard
- Hindley as a reprobate; and night after night he regu-
- larly grumbled out a long string of tales against Heath-
- cliff and Catherine, always minding to flatter Earn-
- shaw's weakness by heaping the heaviest blame on the
- latter.
-
- Certainly she had ways with her such as I never saw
- a child take up before; and she put all of us past our
- patience fifty times and oftener in a day. From the hour
- she came downstairs till the hour she went to bed we
- had not a minute's security that she wouldn't be in mis-
- chief. Her spirits were always at high-water mark, her
- tongue always going---singing, laughing, and plaguing
- everybody who would not do the same. A wild, wicked
-
- slip she was; but she had the bonniest eye, the sweetest
- smile, and lightest foot in the parish. And, after all, I
- believe she meant no harm; for when once she made
- you cry in good earnest, it seldom happened that she
- would not keep you company, and oblige you to be
- quiet, that you might comfort her. She was much too
- fond of Heathcliff. The greatest punishment we could
- invent for her was to keep her separate from him; yet
- she got chided more than any of us on his account. In
- play she liked exceedingly to act the little mistress,
- using her hands freely, and commanding her compan-
- ions. She did so to me, but I would not bear shopping
- and ordering, and so I let her know.
-
- Now, Mr. Earnshaw did not understand jokes from
- his children. He had always been strict and grave with
- them; and Catherine, on her part, had no idea why her
- father should be crosser and less patient in his ailing
- condition than he was in his prime. His peevish reproofs
- wakened in her a naughty delight to provoke him. She
- was never so happy as when we were all scolding her at
- once, and she defying us with her bold, saucy look and
- her ready words, turning Joseph's religious curses into
- ridicule, baiting me, and doing just what her father
- hated most---showing how her pretended insolence,
- which he thought real, had more power over Heathcliff
-
- than his kindness; how the boy would do her bidding
- in anything, and his only when it suited his own inclina-
- tion. After behaving as badly as possible all day, she
- sometimes came fondling to make it up at night. "Nay,
- Cathy," the old man would say, "I cannot love thee;
- thou'rt worse than thy brother. Go say thy prayers,
- child, and ask God's pardon. I doubt thy mother and I
- must rue that we ever reared thee!" That made her cry
- at first; and then being repulsed continually hardened
- her, and she laughed if I told her to say she was sorry
- for her faults, and beg to be forgiven.
-
- But the hour came at last that ended Mr. Earnshaw's
- troubles on earth. He died quietly in his chair one Octo-
- ber evening, seated by the fireside. A high wind blus-
- tered round the house and roared in the chimney. It
- sounded wild and stormy, yet it was not cold, and
- we were all together---I, a little removed from the
- hearth, busy at my knitting, and Joseph reading his
- Bible near the table (for the servants generally sat in
- the house then, after their work was done). Miss Cathy
- had been sick, and that made her still. She leant against
- her father's knee, and Heathcliff was lying on the floor
- with his head in her lap.
-
- I remember the master, before he fell into a doze, stroking
- her bonny hair--it pleased him rarely to see her gentle--and
- saying--
-
- "Why canst thou not always be a good lass, Cathy?"
-
- And she turned her face up to his, and laughed, and answered--
-
- "Why cannot you always be a good man, father?"
-
- But as soon as she saw him vexed again, she kissed his hand,
- and said she would sing him to sleep. She began singing very low,
- till his fingers dropped from hers, and his head sank on his breast.
- Then I told her to hush, and not stir, for fear she should wake
- him. We all kept as mute as mice a full half-hour, and should
- have done so longer, only Joseph, having finished his chapter, got
- up and said that he must rouse the master for prayers and bed.
- He stepped forward, and called him by name, and touched his
- shoulder, but he would not move--so he took the candle and
- looked at him.
-
- I thought there was something wrong as he set down the light;
- and seizing the children each by an arm, whispered them to
- "frame upstairs, and make little din--they might pray alone that
- evening--he had summut to do."
-
- "I shall bid father good-night first," said Catherine, putting
- her arms round his neck, before we could hinder her.
-
- The poor thing discovered her loss directly--she screamed out--
-
- "Oh, he's dead, Heathcliff! he's dead!"
-
- And they both set up a heart-breaking cry.
-
- I joined my wail to theirs, loud and bitter; but Joseph asked
- what we could be thinking of to roar in that way over a saint in
- heaven.
-
- He told me to put on my cloak and run to Gimmerton for the
- doctor and the parson. I could not guess the use that either would
- be of, then. However, I went, through wind and rain, and brought
- one, the doctor, back with me; the other said he would come in
- the morning.
-
- Leaving Joseph to explain matters, I ran to the children's room;
- their door was ajar, I saw they had never laid down, though it was
- past midnight; but they were calmer, and did not need me to
- console them. The little souls were comforting each other with
- better thoughts than I could have hit on; no parson in the world
- ever pictured heaven so beautifully as they did, in their innocent
- talk; and, while I sobbed and listened, I could not help wishing
- we were all there safe together.
- CHAPTER VI.
-
-
- Mr. Hindley came home to the funeral; and--a thing that
- amazed us, and set the neighbours gossipping right and left--he
- brought a wife with him.
-
- What she was, and where she was born he never informed us;
- probably, she had neither money nor name to recommend her,
- or he would scarcely have kept the union from his father.
-
- She was not one that would have disturbed the house much
- on her own account. Every object she saw, the moment she crossed
- the threshold, appeared to delight her; and every circumstance that
- took place about her, except the preparing for the burial, and the
- presence of the mourners.
-
- I thought she was half silly, from her behaviour while that went
- on; she ran into her chamber, and made me come with her, though
- I should have been dressing the children; and there she sat shivering
- and clasping her hands, and asking repeatedly--
-
- "Are they gone yet?"
-
- Then she began describing with hysterical emotion the effect
- it produced on her to see black; and started, and trembled, and, at
- last, fell a weeping--and when I asked what the matter? answered,
- she didn't know; but she felt so afraid of dying!
-
- I imagined her as little likely to die as myself. She was rather
- thin, but young, and fresh complexioned, and her eyes sparkled as
- bright as diamonds. I did remark, to be sure, that mounting the
-
- stairs made her breathe very quick, that the least sudden noise
- set her all in a quiver, and that she coughed troublesomely sometimes:
- but I knew nothing of what these symptoms portended, and
- had no impulse to sympathize with her. We don't in general take
- to foreigners here, Mr. Lockwood, unless they take to us first.
-
- Young Earnshaw was altered considerably in the three years of
- his absence. He had grown sparer, and lost his colour, and spoke
- and dressed quite differently; and, on the very day of his return,
- he told Joseph and me we must thenceforth quarter ourselves in
- the back-kitchen, and leave the house for him. Indeed, he would
- have carpeted and papered a small spare room for a parlour; but
- his wife expressed such pleasure at the white floor, and huge
- glowing fire-place, at the pewter dishes, and delf-case, and
- dog-kennel, and the wide space there was to move about in, where
- they usually sat, that he thought it unneccessary to her comfort,
- and so dropped the intention.
-
- She expressed pleasure, too, at finding a sister among her new
- acquaintance, and she prattled to Catherine and kissed her and
- ran about with her, and gave her quantities of presents, at the
- beginning. Her affection tired very soon, however, and when she
- grew peevish, Hindley became tyrannical. A few words from her,
- evincing a dislike to Heathcliff, were enough to rouse in him all
- his old hatred of the boy. He drove him from their company to
- the servants, deprived him of the instructions of the curate and
- insisted that he should labour out of doors instead, compelling
- him to do so, as hard as any other lad on the farm.
-
- Heathcliff bore his degradation pretty well at first, because Cathy
- taught him what she learnt, and worked or played with him in the
- fields. They both promised fair to grow up as rude as savages, the
- young master being entirely negligent how they behaved, and what
- they did, so they kept clear of him. He would not even have seen
- after their going to church on Sundays, only Joseph and the curate
- reprimanded his carelessness when they absented themselves, and
- that reminded him to order Heathcliff a flogging, and Catherine a
- fast from dinner or supper.
-
- But it was one of their chief amusements to run away to the
- moors in the morning and remain there all day, and the after-
- punishment grew a mere thing to laugh at. The curate might set
- as many chapters as he pleased for Catherine to get by heart, and
- Joseph might thrash Heathcliff till his arm ached; they forgot
- everything the minute they were together again, at least the minute
- they contrived some naughty plan of revenge; and many a time
- I've cried to myself to watch them growing more reckless
- daily, and I not daring to speak a syllable for fear of losing the
- small power I still retained over the unfriended creatures.
-
- One Sunday evening, it chanced that they were banished from the
- sitting-room, for making a noise, or a light offence of the
- kind, and when I went to call them to supper, I could discover
- them nowhere.
-
- We searched the house, above and below, and the yard and
- stables; they were invisible; and, at last, Hindley in a passion told
- us to bolt the doors, and swore nobody should let them in that night.
-
- The household went to bed; and I, too anxious to lie down,
- opened my lattice and put my head out to hearken, though it
- rained, determined to admit them in spite of the prohibition,
- should they return.
-
- In a while, I distinguished steps coming up the road, and the
- light of a lantern glimmered through the gate.
-
- I threw a shawl over my head and ran to prevent them from waking
- Mr. Earnshaw by knocking. There was Heathcliff, by himself;
- it gave me a start to see him alone.
-
- "Where is Miss Catherine?" I cried hurriedly. "No accident, I
- hope?"
-
- "At Thrushcross Grange," he answered, "and I would have
- been there too, but they had not the manners to ask me to
- stay."
-
- "Well, you will catch it!" I said, "you'll never be content will
- you're sent about your business. What in the world led you wandering
- to Thrushcross Grange?"
-
- "Let me get off my wet clothes, and I'll tell you all about it,
- Nelly," he replied.
-
- I bid him beware of rousing the master, and while he undressed,
- and I waited to put out the candle, he continued--
-
- "Cathy and I escaped from the wash-house to have a ramble
- at liberty, and getting a glimpse of the Grange lights, we thought
-
- we would just go and see whether the Lintons passed their
- Sunday evenings standing shivering in corners, while their father
- and mother sat eating and drinking, and singing and laughing, and
- burning their eyes out before the fire. Do you think they do? Or
- reading sermons, and being catechised by their man-servant, and
- set to learn a column of Scripture names, if they don't answer
- properly?"
-
- "Probably not," I responded. "They are good children, no
- doubt, and don't deserve the treatment you receive, for your bad
- conduct."
-
- "Don't you cant, Nelly" he said. "Nonsense! We ran from the
- top of the Heights to the park, without stopping--Catherine completely
- beaten in the race, because she was barefoot. You'll have to
- seek for her shoes in the bog to-morrow. We crept through a
- broken hedge, groped our way up the path, and planted ourselves
- on a flower-plot under the drawing-room window. The light came
- from thence; they had not put up the shutters, and the curtains
- were only half closed. Both of us were able to look in by standing
- on the basement, and clinging to the ledge, and we saw--ah! it
- was beautiful--a splendid place carpeted with crimson, and
- crimson-covered chairs and tables, and a pure white ceiling bordered
- by gold, a shower of glass-drops hanging in silver chains from the
- centre, and shimmering with little soft tapers. Old Mr. and Mrs.
- Linton were not there. Edgar and his sister had it entirely to
- themselves; shouldn't they have been happy? We should have thought
- ourselves in heaven! And new, guess what your good children
- were doing? Isabella--I believe she is eleven, a year younger than
- Cathy--lay screaming at the farther end of the room, shrieking
- as if witches were running red hot needles into her. Edgar stood
-
- on the hearth weeping silently, and in the middle of the table sat
- a little dog shaking its paw and yelping, which from their mutual
- accusations, we understood they had nearly pulled in two be-
- tween them. The idiots! That was their pleasure---to
- quarrel who should hold a heap of warm hair, and each
- begin to cry because both, after struggling to get it,
- refused to take it. We laughed outright at the petted
- things. We did despise them. When would you catch
- me wishing to have what Catherine wanted, or find us
- by ourselves seeking entertainment in yelling, and sob-
- bing, and rolling on the ground, divided by the whole
- room? I'd not exchange for a thousand lives my condi-
- tion here for Edgar Linton's at Thrushcross Grange---
- not if I might have the privilege of flinging Joseph off
- the highest gable, and painting the house-front with
- Hindley's blood!"
-
- "Hush, hush!" I interrupted. "Still you have not
- told me, Heathcliff, how Catherine is left behind."
-
- "I told you we laughed," he answered. "The Lintons
- heard us, and with one accord they shot like arrows
- to the door. There was silence, and then a cry, 'O
- mamma, mamma! O papa! O mamma, come here. O
- papa, oh!' They really did howl out something in that
- way. We made frightful noises to terrify them still more,
- and then we dropped off the ledge because somebody
- was drawing the bars, and we felt we had better flee. I
-
- had Cathy by the hand, and was urging her on, when
- all at once she fell down. 'Run, Heathcliff, run!' she
- whispered. 'They have let the bull-dog loose, and he
- holds me!' The devil had seized her ankle, Nelly; I
- heard his abominable snorting. She did not yell out---
- no! she would have scorned to do it if she had been
- spitted on the horns of a mad cow. I did, though. I
- vociferated curses enough to annihilate any fiend in
- Christendom; and I got a stone and thrust it between
- his jaws, and tried with all my might to cram it down
- his throat. A beast of a servant came up with a lantern
- at last, shouting, 'Keep fast, Skulker, keep fast!' He
- changed his note, however, when he saw Skulker's
- game. The dog was throttled off, his huge purple tongue
- hanging half a foot out of his mouth, and his pendent
- lips streaming with bloody slaver. The man took Cathy
- up. She was sick---not from fear, I'm certain, but from
- pain. He carried her in. I followed, grumbling execra-
- tions and vengeance. 'What prey, Robert?' hallooed
- Linton from the entrance. 'Skulker has caught a little
- girl, sir,' he replied; 'and there's a lad here,' he added,
- making a clutch at me, 'who looks an out-and-outer.
- Very like, the robbers were for putting them through
- the window to open the doors to the gang after all were
- asleep, that they might murder us at their ease---Hold
- your tongue, you foul-mouthed thief, you! You shall
- go to the gallows for this---Mr. Linton, sir, don't lay
- by your gun.' 'No, no, Robert,' said the old fool. 'The
- rascals knew that yesterday was my rent-day. They
-
- thought to have me cleverly. Come in; I'll furnish them
- a reception.----There, John, fasten the chain---Give
- Skulker some water, Jenny. To beard a magistrate in
- his stronghold, and on the Sabbath, too! Where will
- their insolence stop?---Oh, my dear Mary, look here!
- Don't be afraid; it is but a boy, yet the villain scowls
- so plainly in his face; would it not be a kindness to the
- country to hang him at once, before he shows his nature
- in acts as well as features?' He pulled me under the
- chandelier, and Mrs. Linton placed her spectacles on
- her nose and raised her hands in horror. The cowardly
- children crept nearer also, Isabella lisping, 'Frightful
- thing! Put him in the cellar, papa. He's exactly like the
- son of the fortune-teller that stole my tame pheasant.
- ---Isn't he, Edgar?'
-
- "While they examined me Cathy came round. She
- heard the last speech, and laughed. Edgar Linton, after
- an inquisitive stare, collected sufficient wit to recognize
- her. They see us at church, you know, though we sel-
- dom meet them elsewhere. 'That's Miss Earnshaw!'
- he whispered to his mother; 'and look how Skulker
- has bitten her---how her foot bleeds!'
-
- " 'Miss Earnshaw! Nonsense!' cried the dame;
- 'Miss Earnshaw scouring the country with a gipsy!
- And yet, my dear, the child is in mourning. Surely it
- is. And she may be lamed for life.'
-
- " 'What culpable carelessness in her brother!' ex-
- claimed Mr. Linton, turning from me to Catherine.
- 'I've understood from Shielders' " (that was the curate,
-
- sir) " 'that he lets her grow up in absolute heathenism.
- But who is this? Where did she pick up this compan-
- ion? Oho! I declare he is that strange acquisition my
- late neighbour made in his journey to Liverpool---a
- little Lascar, or an American or Spanish castaway.'
-
- " 'A wicked boy, at all events,' remarked the old
- lady, 'and quite unfit for a decent house! Did you notice
- his language, Linton? I'm shocked that my children
- should have heard it.'
-
- "I recommenced cursing---don't be angry, Nelly---
- and so Robert was ordered to take me off. I refused to
- go without Cathy. He dragged me into the garden,
- pushed the lantern into my hand, assured me that Mr.
- Earnshaw should be informed of my behaviour, and
- bidding me march directly, secured the door again.
- The curtains were still looped up at one corner, and I
- resumed my station as spy; because, if Catherine had
- wished to return, I intended shattering their great glass
- panes to a million of fragments, unless they let her out.
- She sat on the sofa quietly. Mrs. Linton took off the
- gray cloak of the dairymaid which we had borrowed
- for our excursion, shaking her head and expostulating
- with her, I suppose. She was a young lady, and they
- made a distinction between her treatment and mine.
- Then the woman-servant brought a basin of warm
- water, and washed her feet; and Mr. Linton mixed a
- tumbler of negus, and Isabella emptied a plateful of
- cakes into her lap, and Edgar stood gaping at a distance.
- Afterwards they dried and combed her beautiful hair,
-
- and gave her a pair of enormous slippers, and wheeled
- her to the fire; and I left her, as merry as she could be,
- dividing her food between the little dog and Skulker,
- whose nose she pinched as he ate, and kindling a spark
- of spirit in the vacant blue eyes of the Lintons---a dim
- reflection from her own enchanting face. I saw they
- were full of stupid admiration; she is so immeasurably
- superior to them---to everybody on earth, is she not,
- Nelly?"
-
- "There will more come of this business than you
- reckon on," I answered, covering him up and extin-
- guishing the light. "You are incurable, Heathcliff; and
- Mr. Hindley will have to proceed to extremities---see
- if he won't." My words came truer than I desired. The
- luckless adventure made Earnshaw furious. And then
- Mr. Linton, to mend manners, paid us a visit himself
- on the morrow, and read the young master such a lec-
- ture on the road he guided his family that he was stirred
- to look about him in earnest. Heathcliff received no
- flogging, but he was told that the first word he spoke to
- Miss Catherine should ensure a dismissal; and Mrs.
- Earnshaw undertook to keep her sister-in-law in due
- restraint when she returned home, employing art, not
- force. With force she would have found it impossible.
- CHAPTER VII.
-
-
- Cathy stayed at Thrushcross Grange five weeks----
- till Christmas. By that time her ankle was thor-
- oughly cured, and her manners much improved. The
- mistress visited her often in the interval, and com-
- menced her plan of reform by trying to raise her self-
- respect with fine clothes and flattery, which she took
- readily; so that, instead of a wild, hatless little savage
- jumping into the house, and rushing to squeeze us all
- breathless, there lighted from a handsome black pony
- a very dignified person, with brown ringlets falling
- from the cover of a feathered beaver, and a long cloth
- habit, which she was obliged to hold up with both
- hands, that she might sail in. Hindley lifted her from
- her horse, exclaiming delightedly, "Why, Cathy, you
- are quite a beauty! I should scarcely have known you.
- You look like a lady now---Isabella Linton is not to be
- compared with her, is she, Frances?"
-
- "Isabella has not her natural advantages," replied
- his wife; "but she must mind and not grow wild again
- here---Ellen, help Miss Catherine off with her things.
- ---Stay, dear; you will disarrange your curls. Let me
- untie your hat."
-
- I removed the habit, and there shone forth beneath
- a grand plaid silk frock, white trousers, and burnished
- shoes; and while her eyes sparkled joyfully when the
- dogs came bounding up to welcome her, she dare hardly
- touch them lest they should fawn upon her splendid
- garments. She kissed me gently. I was all flour making
-
- the Christmas cake, and it would not have done to give
- me a hug; and then she looked round for Heathcliff.
- Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw watched anxiously their meet-
- ing, thinking it would enable them to judge, in some
- measure, what grounds they had for hoping to suc-
- ceed in separating the two friends.
-
- Heathcliff was hard to discover at first. If he were
- careless and uncared for before Catherine's absence,
- he had been ten times more so since. Nobody but I even
- did him the kindness to call him a dirty boy, and bid
- him wash himself, once a week; and children of his age
- seldom have a natural pleasure in soap and water.
- Therefore, not to mention his clothes, which had seen
- three months' service in mire and dust, and his thick
- uncombed hair, the surface of his face and hands was
- dismally beclouded. He might well skulk behind the
- settle, on beholding such a bright, graceful damsel en-
- ter the house, instead of a rough-headed counterpart
- of himself, as he expected. "Is Heathcliff not here?" she
- demanded, pulling off her gloves, and displaying fin-
- gers wonderfully whitened with doing nothing and
- staying indoors.
-
- "Heathcliff, you may come forward," cried Mr. Hind-
- ley, enjoying his discomfiture, and gratified to see what
- a forbidding young blackguard he would be compelled
- to present himself. "You may come and wish Miss
- Catherine welcome, like the other servants."
-
- Cathy, catching a glimpse of her friend in his con-
- cealment, flew to embrace him. She bestowed seven or
-
- eight kisses on his cheek within the second, and then
- stopped, and drawing back, burst into a laugh, exclaim-
- ing, "Why, how very black and cross you look! and
- how---how funny and grim! But that's because I'm
- used to Edgar and Isabella Linton. Well, Heathcliff,
- have you forgotten me?"
-
- She had some reason to put the question, for shame
- and pride threw double gloom over his countenance,
- and kept him immovable.
-
- "Shake hands, Heathcliff," said Mr. Earnshaw, con-
- descendingly; "once in away that is permitted."
-
- "I shall not," replied the boy, finding his tongue at
- last; "I shall not stand to be laughed at. I shall not bear
- it."
-
- And he would have broken from the circle, but Miss
- Cathy seized him again.
-
- "I did not mean to laugh at you," she said; "I could
- not hinder myself. Heathcliff, shake hands at least.
- What are you sulky for? It was only that you looked
- odd. If you wash your face and brush your hair it will
- be all right; but you are so dirty!"
-
- She gazed concernedly at the dusky fingers she held
- in her own, and also at her dress, which she feared had
- gained no embellishment from its contact with his.
-
- "You needn't have touched me," he answered, fol-
- lowing her eye and snatching away his hand. "I shall
- be as dirty as I please; and I like to be dirty, and I will
- be dirty."
-
- With that he dashed head foremost out of the room,
- amid the merriment of the master and mistress, and to
- the serious disturbance of Catherine, who could not
- comprehend how her remarks should have produced
- such an exhibition of bad temper.
-
- After playing lady's-maid to the newcomer, and put-
- ting my cakes in the oven, and making the house and
- kitchen cheerful with great fires, befitting Christmas
- Eve, I prepared to sit down and amuse myself by sing-
- ing carols all alone, regardless of Joseph's affirmations
- that he considered the merry tunes I chose as next door
- to songs. He had retired to private prayer in his cham-
- ber, and Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw were engaging Missy's
- attention by sundry gay trifles bought for her to present
- to the little Lintons, as an acknowledgment of their
- kindness. They had invited them to spend the morrow
- at Wuthering Heights, and the invitation had been ac-
- cepted, on one condition. Mrs. Linton begged that her
- darlings might be kept carefully apart from that
- "naughty, swearing boy."
-
- Under these circumstances I remained solitary. I
- smelt the rich scent of the heating spices, and admired
- the shining kitchen utensils, the polished clock, decked
- in holly, the silver mugs ranged on a tray ready to be
- filled with mulled ale for supper, and, above all, the
-
- speckless purity of my particular care---the scoured
- and well-swept floor. I gave due inward applause to
- every object, and then I remembered how old Earn-
- shaw used to come in when all was tidied, and call me
- a cant lass, and slip a shilling into my hand as a Christ-
- mas-box; and from that I went on to think of his fond-
- ness for Heathcliff, and his dread lest he should suffer
- neglect after death had removed him; and that natur-
- ally led me to consider the poor lad's situation now, and
- from singing I changed my mind to crying. It struck me
- soon, however, there would be more sense in endeav-
- ouring to repair some of his wrongs than shedding tears
- over them. I got up and walked into the court to seek
- him. He was not far. I found him smoothing the glossy
- coat of the new pony in the stable, and feeding the other
- beasts, according to custom.
-
- "Make haste, Heathcliff!" I said; "the kitchen is so
- comfortable, and Joseph is upstairs. Make haste, and
- let me dress you smart before Miss Cathy comes out,
- and then you can sit together, with the whole hearth
- to yourselves, and have a long chatter till bedtime."
-
- He proceeded with his task, and never turned his
- head towards me.
-
- "Come; are you coming?" I continued. "There's a
- little cake for each of you, nearly enough; and you'll
- need half an hour's donning."'
-
- I waited five minutes, but getting no answer left him.
- Catherine supped with her brother and sister-in-law.
-
- Joseph and I joined at an unsociable meal, seasoned
- with reproofs on one side and sauciness on the other.
- His cake and cheese remained on the table all night for
- the fairies. He managed to continue work till nine
- o'clock, and then marched dumb and dour to his
- chamber. Cathy sat up late, having a world of things
- to order for the reception of her new friends. She came
- into the kitchen once to speak to her old one; but he
- was gone, and she only stayed to ask what was the mat-
- ter with him, and then went back. In the morning he
- rose early; and as it was a holiday carried his ill-hu-
- mour on to the moors, not reappearing till the family
- were departed for church. Fasting and reflection seemed
- to have brought him to a better spirit. He hung about
- me for a while, and having screwed up his courage, ex-
- claimed abruptly,---
-
- "Nelly, make me decent; I'm going to be good."
-
- "High time, Heathcliff," I said; "you have grieved
- Catherine. She's sorry she ever came home, I dare say.
- It looks as if you envied her because she is more thought
- of than you."
-
- The notion of envying Catherine was incomprehen-
- sible to him, but the notion of grieving her he under-
- stood clearly enough.
-
- "Did she say she was grieved?" he inquired, looking
- very serious.
-
- "She cried when I told her you were off again this
- morning."
-
- "Well, I cried last night," he returned, "and I had
- more reason to cry than she."
-
- "Yes. You had the reason of going to bed with a
- proud heart and an empty stomach," said I. "Proud
- people breed sad sorrows for themselves. But, if you
- be ashamed of your touchiness, you must ask pardon,
- mind, when she comes in. You must go up and offer
- to kiss her, and say---you know best what to say; only
- do it heartily, and not as if you thought her converted
- into a stranger by her grand dress. And now, though I
- have dinner to get ready, I'll steal time to arrange you
- so that Edgar Linton shall look quite a doll beside you;
- and that he does. You are younger, and yet, I'll be
- bound, you are taller and twice as broad across the
- shoulders. You could knock him down in a twinkling.
- Don't you feel that you could?"
-
- Heathcliff's face brightened a moment; then it was
- overcast afresh, and he sighed.
-
- "But, Nelly, if I knocked him down twenty times,
- that wouldn't make him less handsome or me more so.
- I wish I had light hair and a fair skin, and was dressed
- and behaved as well, and had a chance of being as rich
- as he will be."
-
- "And cried for mamma at every turn," I added,
- "and trembled if a country lad heaved his fist against
- you, and sat at home all day for a shower of rain. Oh,
- Heathcliff, you are showing a poor spirit! Come to
- the glass, and I'll let you see what you should wish. Do
- you mark those two lines between your eyes; and those
- thick brows that, instead of rising arched, sink in the
- middle; and that couple of black fiends, so deeply bur-
- ied, who never open their windows boldly, but lurk
- glinting under them, like devil's spies? Wish and learn
- to smooth away the surly wrinkles, to raise your lids
- frankly, and change the fiends to confident, innocent
- angels, suspecting and doubting nothing, and always
- seeing friends where they are not sure of foes. Don't
- get the expression of a vicious cur that appears to know
- the kicks it gets are its desert, and yet hates all the
- world as well as the kicker for what it suffers."
-
- "In other words, I must wish for Edgar Linton's
- great blue eyes and even forehead," he replied. "I do,
- and that won't help me to them."
-
- "A good heart will help you to a bonny face, my
- lad," I continued, "if you were a regular black; and a
- bad one will turn the bonniest into something worse
- than ugly. And now that we've done washing, and
- combing, and sulking, tell me whether you don't think
- yourself rather handsome? I'll tell you I do. You're fit
- for a prince in disguise. Who knows but your father
- was Emperor of China, and your mother an Indian
- queen, each of them able to buy up, with one week's
- income, Wuthering Heights and Thrushcross Grange
-
- together? And you were kidnapped by wicked sailors
- and brought to England. Were I in your place, I would
- frame high notions of my birth; and the thoughts of
- what I was should give me courage and dignity to sup-
- port the oppressions of a little farmer."
-
- So I chattered on; and Heathcliff gradually lost his
- frown and began to look quite pleasant, when all at
- once our conversation was interrupted by a rumbling
- sound moving up the road and entering the court. He
- ran to the window and I to the door, just in time to be-
- hold the two Lintons descend from the family carriage,
- smothered in cloaks and furs, and the Earnshaws dis-
- mount from their horses. They often rode to church
- in winter. Catherine took a hand of each of the chil-
- dren, and brought them into the house and set them be-
- fore the fire, which quickly put colour into their white
- faces.
-
- I urged my companion to hasten now and show his
- amiable humour, and he willingly obeyed; but ill luck
- would have it that, as he opened the door leading from
- the kitchen on one side, Hindley opened it on the other.
- They met, and the master, irritated at seeing him clean
- and cheerful, or, perhaps, eager to keep his promise to
- Mrs. Linton, shoved him back with a sudden thrust,
- and angrily bade Joseph "keep the fellow out of the
- room; send him into the garret till dinner is over. He'll
- be cramming his fingers in the tarts and stealing the
- fruit, if left alone with them a minute."
-
- "Nay, sir," I could not avoid answering; "he'll touch
- nothing----not he; and I suppose he must have his share
- of the dainties as well as we."
-
- "He shall have his share of my hand if I catch him
- downstairs till dark," cried Hindley---"Begone, you
- vagabond! What! you are attempting the coxcomb, are
- you? Wait till I get hold of those elegant locks; see if I
- won't pull them a bit longer."
-
- "They are long enough already," observed Master
- Linton, peeping from the doorway; "I wonder they
- don't make his head ache. It's like a colt's mane over
- his eyes."
-
- He ventured this remark without any intention to
- insult; but Heathcliff's violent nature was not prepared
- to endure the appearance of impertinence from one
- whom he seemed to hate, even then, as a rival. He
- seized a tureen of hot apple sauce---the first thing that
- came under his gripe---and dashed it full against the
- speaker's face and neck, who instantly commenced a
- lament that brought Isabella and Catherine hurrying
- to the place. Mr. Earnshaw snatched up the culprit di-
- rectly, and conveyed him to his chamber, where,
- doubtless, he administered a rough remedy to cool
- the fit of passion, for he appeared red and breathless. I
- got the dish-cloth, and rather spitefully scrubbed
- Edgar's nose and mouth, affirming it served him right
- for meddling. His sister began weeping to go home,
- and Cathy stood by confounded, blushing for all.
-
- "You should not have spoken to him!" she expos-
- tulated with Master Linton. "He was in a bad temper;
- and now you've spoilt your visit, and he'll be flogged.
- I hate him to be flogged. I can't eat my dinner. Why
- did you speak to him, Edgar?"
-
- "I didn't," sobbed the youth, escaping from my
- hands and finishing the remainder of the purifica-
- tion with his cambric pocket-handkerchief. "I promised
- mamma that I wouldn't say one word to him, and I
- didn't."
-
- "Well, don't cry," replied Catherine contemptu-
- ously; "you're not killed. Don't make more mischief.
- My brother is coming; be quiet!---Hush, Isabella! Has
- anybody hurt you?"
-
- "There, there, children; to your seats," cried Hind-
- ley, bustling in. "That brute of a lad has warmed me
- nicely. Next time, Master Edgar, take the law into your
- own fists; it will give you an appetite."
-
- The little party recovered its equanimity at sight of
- the fragrant feast. They were hungry after their ride,
- and easily consoled, since no real harm had befallen
- them. Mr. Earnshaw carved bountiful platefuls, and
- the mistress made them merry with lively talk. I waited
- behind her chair, and was pained to behold Catherine,
- with dry eyes and an indifferent air, commence cutting
- up the wing of a goose before her. "An unfeeling child,"
- I thought to myself; "how lightly she dismisses her old
- playmate's troubles! I could not have imagined her to
-
- be so selfish." She lifted a mouthful to her lips, then she
- set it down again; her cheeks flushed, and the tears
- gushed over them. She slipped her fork to the floor, and
- hastily dived under the cloth to conceal her emotion.
- I did not call her unfeeling long, for I perceived she was
- in purgatory throughout the day, and wearying to find
- an opportunity of getting by herself, or paying a visit to
- Heathcliff, who had been locked up by the master, as
- I discovered, on endeavouring to introduce to him a
- private mess of victuals.
-
- In the evening we had a dance. Cathy begged that
- he might be liberated then, as Isabella Linton had no
- partner. Her entreaties were vain, and I was appointed
- to supply the deficiency. We got rid of all gloom in the
- excitement of the exercise, and our pleasure was in-
- creased by the arrival of the Gimmerton band, muster-
- ing fifteen strong---a trumpet, a trombone, clarionets,
- bassoons, French horns, and a bass viol, besides singers.
- They go the rounds of all the respectable houses, and
- receive contributions every Christmas, and we esteemed
- it a first-rate treat to hear them. After the usual carols
- had been sung, we set them to songs and glees. Mrs.
- Earnshaw loved the music, and so they gave us plenty.
-
- Catherine loved it too, but she said it sounded sweet-
- est at the top of the steps, and she went up in the dark;
- I followed. They shut the house door below, never
- noting our absence, it was so full of people. She made
- no stay at the stairs' head, but mounted farther to the
- garret where Heathcliff was confined, and called him.
- He stubbornly declined answering for a while; she per-
-
- severed, and finally persuaded him to hold communion
- with her through the boards. I let the poor things con-
- verse unmolested, till I supposed the songs were going
- to cease, and the singers to get some refreshment; then
- I clambered up the ladder to warn her. Instead of find-
- ing her outside, I heard her voice within. The little
- monkey had crept by the skylight of one garret, along
- the roof, into the skylight of the other, and it was with
- the utmost difficulty I could coax her out again. When
- she did come, Heathcliff came with her, and she in-
- sisted that I should take him into the kitchen, as my fel-
- low-servant had gone to a neighbour's to be removed
- from the sound of our "devil's psalmody," as it pleased
- him to call it. I told them I intended by no means to
- encourage their tricks, but as the prisoner had never
- broken his fast since yesterday's dinner, I would wink
- at his cheating Mr. Hindley that once. He went down.
- I set him a stool by the fire, and offered him a quantity
- of good things; but he was sick, and could eat littie, and
- my attempts to entertain him were thrown away. He
- leant his two elbows on his knees, and his chin on his
- hands, and remained wrapt in dumb meditation. On
- my inquiring the subject of his thoughts he answered
- gravely,---
-
- "I'm trying to settle how I shall pay Hindley back. I
- don't care how long I wait, if I can only do it at last. I
- hope he will not die before I do!"
-
- "For shame, Heathcliff!" said I "It is for God to
- punish wicked people; we should learn to forgive."
-
- "No; God won't have the satisfaction that I shall,"
- he returned. "I only wish I knew the best way. Let me
- alone, and I'll plan it out; while I'm thinking of that I
- don't feel pain."
-
- But, Mr. Lockwood, I forget these tales cannot divert
- you. I'm annoyed how I should dream of chattering on
- at such a rate, and your gruel cold, and you nodding
- for bed! I could have told Heathcliff's history---all
- that you need hear---in half a dozen words.
-
- Thus interrupting herself, the housekeeper rose and
- proceeded to lay aside her sewing; but I felt incapable
- of moving from the hearth, and I was very far from
- nodding. "Sit still, Mrs. Dean," I cried, "do sit still an-
- other half-hour! You've done just right to tell the story
- leisurely---that is the method I like; and you must fin-
- ish it in the same style. I am interested in every charac-
- ter you have mentioned, more or less."
-
- "The clock is on the stroke of eleven, sir."
-
- "No matter. I'm not accustomed to go to bed in the
- long hours. One or two is early enough for a person
- who lies till ten."
-
- "You shouldn't lie till ten. There's the very prime of
- the morning gone long before that time. A person who
- has not done one half his day's work by ten o'clock
- runs a chance of leaving the other half undone."
-
- "Nevertheless, Mrs. Dean, resume your chair, be-
- cause to-morrow I intend lengthening the night till
- afternoon. I prognosticate for myself an obstinate cold,
- at least."
-
- "I hope not, sir. Well, you must allow me to leap over
- some three years. During that space Mrs. Earn-
- shaw---"
-
- "No, no; I'll allow nothing of the sort. Are you ac-
- quainted with the mood of mind in which, if you were
- seated alone, and the cat licking its kitten on the rug
- before you, you would watch the operation so intently
- that puss's neglect of one ear would put you seriously
- out of temper?"
-
- "A terribly lazy mood, I should say."
-
- "On the contrary, a tiresomely active one. It is mine
- at present; and, therefore, continue minutely. I per-
- ceive that people in these regions acquire over people
- in towns the value that a spider in a dungeon does over
- a spider in a cottage, to their various occupants; and
- yet the deepened attraction is not entirely owing to the
- situation of the looker-on. They do live more in earnest,
- more in themselves, and less in surface, change, and
- frivolous external things. I could fancy a love for life
- here almost possible; and I was a fixed unbeliever in
- any love of a year's standing. One state resembles set-
- ting a hungry man down to a single dish, on which he
- may concentrate his entire appetite and do it justice;
- the other, introducing him to a table laid out by French
-
- cooks. He can perhaps extract as much enjoyment
- from the whole, but each part is a mere atom in his re-
- gard and remembrance."
-
- "Oh, here we are the same as anywhere else, when
- you get to know us," observed Mrs. Dean, somewhat
- puzzled at my speech.
-
- "Excuse me," I responded. "You, my good friend,
- are a striking evidence against that assertion. Except-
- ing a few provincialisms of slight consequence, you
- have no marks of the manners which I am habituated
- to consider as peculiar to your class. I am sure you
- have thought a great deal more than the generality
- of servants think. You have been compelled to cultivate
- your reflective faculties, for want of occasions for frit-
- tering your life away in silly trifles."
-
- Mrs. Dean laughed.
-
- "I certainly esteem myself a steady, reasonable kind
- of body," she said--"not exactly from living among
- the hills and seeing one set of faces and one series of
- actions from year's end to year's end, but I have under-
- gone sharp discipline, which has taught me wisdom;
- and then, I have read more than you would fancy, Mr.
- Lockwood. You could not open a book in this library
- that I have not looked into, and got something out of
- also---unless it be that range of Greek and Latin, and
- that of French; and those I know one from another. It
- is as much as you can expect of a poor man's daughter.
- However, if I am to follow my story in true gossip's
-
- fashion, I had better go on; and instead of leaping three
- years, I will be content to pass to the next summer
- ---the summer of 1778; that is nearly twenty-three
- years ago."
- CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
- On the morning of a fine June day my first bonny
- little nursling, and the last of the ancient Earn-
- shaw stock, was born. We were busy with the hay in a
- far-away field when the girl that usually brought our
- breakfasts came running an hour too soon, across the
- meadow and up the lane, calling me as she ran.
-
- "Oh, such a grand bairn!" she panted out. "The
- finest lad that ever breathed! But the doctor says missis
- must go. He says she's been in a consumption these
- many months. I heard him tell Mr. Hindley; and now
- she has nothing to keep her, and she'll be dead before
- winter. You must come home directly. You're to nurse
- it, Nelly---to feed it with sugar and milk, and take care
- of it day and night. I wish I were you, because it will be
- all yours when there is no missis!"
-
- "But is she very ill?" I asked, flinging down my rake
- and tying my bonnet.
-
- "I guess she is; yet she looks bravely," replied the
- girl, "and she talks as if she thought of living to see it
- grow a man. She's out of her head for joy, it's such a
- beauty! If I were her, I'm certain I should not die; I
- should get better at the bare sight of it, in spite of Ken-
- neth. I was fairly mad at him. Dame Archer brought
- the cherub down to master, in the house, and his face
- just began to light up, when the old croaker steps for-
- ward, and says he, 'Earnshaw, it's a blessing your wife
- has been spared to leave you this son. When she came,
-
- I felt convinced we shouldn't keep her long; and now,
- I must tell you, the winter will probably finish her.
- Don't take on and fret about it too much. It can't be
- helped. And besides, you should have known better than
- to choose such a rush of a lass!' "
-
- "And what did the master answer?" I inquired.
-
- "I think he swore; but I didn't mind him---I was
- straining to see the bairn." And she began again to de-
- scribe it rapturously. I, as zealous as herself, hurried
- eagerly home to admire, on my part, though I was very
- sad for Hindley's sake. He had room in his heart only
- for two idols---his wife and himself. He doted on both,
- and adored one, and I couldn't conceive how he would
- bear the loss.
-
- When we got to Wuthering Heights, there he stood at
- the front door; and, as I passed in, I asked, "How was
- the baby?"
-
- "Nearly ready to run about, Nell!" he replied, put-
- ting on a cheerful smile.
-
- "And the mistress?" I ventured to inquire; "the doc-
- tor says she's------"
-
- "Damn the doctor!" he interrupted, reddening.
- "Frances is quite right; she'll be perfectly well by this
- time next week. Are you going upstairs? Will you tell
- her that I'll come, if she'll promise not to talk. I left
-
- her because she would not hold her tongue; and she
- must. Tell her Mr. Kenneth says she must be quiet."
-
- I delivered this message to Mrs. Earnshaw. She
- seemed in flighty spirits, and replied merrily,---
-
- "I hardly spoke a word, Ellen, and there he has gone
- out twice, crying. Well, say I promise I won't speak; but
- that does not bind me not to laugh at him."
-
- Poor soul! Till within a week of her death that gay
- heart never failed her, and her husband persisted dog-
- gedly---nay, furiously---in affirming her health im-
- proved every day. When Kenneth warned him that his
- medicines were useless at that stage of the malady, and
- he needn't put him to further expense by attending her,
- he retorted,---
-
- "I know you need not; she's well---she does not
- want any more attendance from you! She never was
- in a consumption. It was a fever, and it is gone; her
- pulse is as slow as mine now, and her cheek as cool."
-
- He told his wife the same story, and she seemed to
- believe him; but one night, while leaning on his shoul-
- der in the act of saying she thought she should be able
- to get up to-morrow, a fit of coughing took her---a very
- slight one. He raised her in his arms; she put her two
- hands about his neck, her face changed, and she was
- dead.
-
- As the girl had anticipated, the child Hareton fell
- wholly into my hands. Mr. Earnshaw, provided he saw
- him healthy, and never heard him cry, was contented, as
- far as regarded him. For himself, he grew desperate;
- his sorrow was of that kind that will not lament. He
- neither wept nor prayed; he cursed and defied---exe-
- crated God and man, and gave himself up to reckless
- dissipation. The servants could not bear his tyrannical
- and evil conduct long. Joseph and I were the only two
- that would stay. I had not the heart to leave my charge;
- and besides, you know I had been his foster-sister, and
- excused his behaviour more readily than a stranger
- would. Joseph remained to hector over tenants and
- labourers, and because it was his vocation to be where
- he had plenty of wickedness to reprove.
-
- The master's bad ways and bad companions formed
- a pretty example for Catherine and Heathcliff. His treat-
- ment of the latter was enough to make a fiend of a saint.
- And, truly, it appeared as if the lad were possessed
- of something diabolical at that period. He delighted to
- witness Hindley degrading himself past redemption,
- and became daily more notable for savage sullenness
- and ferocity. I could not half tell what an infernal house
- we had. The curate dropped calling, and nobody decent
- came near us at last, unless Edgar Linton's visits to Miss
- Cathy might be an exception. At fifteen she was the
- queen of the countryside; she had no peer, and she did
- turn out a haughty, headstrong creature! I own I did
- not like her after her infancy was past, and I vexed her
- frequently by trying to bring down her arrogance; she
- never took an aversion to me, though. She had a won-
-
- drous constancy to old attachments---even Heathcliff
- kept his hold on her affections unalterably; and young
- Linton, with all his superiority, found it difficult to
- make an equally deep impression. He was my late mas-
- ter; that is his portrait over the fireplace. It used to hang
- on one side, and his wife's on the other; but hers has
- been removed, or else you might see something of what
- she was. Can you make that out?
-
- Mrs. Dean raised the candle, and I discerned a soft-
- featured face, exceedingly resembling the young lady
- at the Heights, but more pensive and amiable in ex-
- pression. It formed a sweet picture. The long light hair
- curled slightly on the temples; the eyes were large and
- serious, the figure almost too graceful. I did not marvel
- how Catherine Earnshaw could forget her first friend
- for such an individual. I marvelled much how he,
- with a mind to correspond with his person, could fancy
- my idea of Catherine Earnshaw.
-
- "A very agreeable portrait," I observed to the house-
- keeper. "Is it like?"
-
- "Yes," she answered; "but he looked better when he
- was animated. That is his everyday countenance.
- He wanted spirit in general."
-
- Catherine had kept up her acquaintance with the
- Lintons since her five weeks' residence among them;
- and as she had no temptation to show her rough side
- in their company, and had the sense to be ashamed of
- being rude where she experienced such invariable
-
- courtesy, she imposed unwittingly on the old lady and
- gentleman by her ingenious cordiality, gained the ad-
- miration of Isabella, and the heart and soul of her
- brother---acquisitions that flattered her from the first,
- for she was full of ambition, and led her to adopt a
- double character without exactly intending to deceive
- any one. In the place where she heard Heathcliff termed
- a "vulgar young ruffian," and "worse than a brute,"
- she took care not to act like him; but at home she had
- small inclination to practise politeness that would only
- be laughed at, and restrain an unruly nature when it
- would bring her neither credit nor praise.
-
- Mr. Edgar seldom mustered courage to visit Wuther-
- ing Heights openly. He had a terror of Earnshaw's repu-
- tation, and shrank from encountering him; and yet he
- was always received with our best attempts at civility.
- The master himself avoided offending him, knowing
- why he came; and if he could not be gracious, kept out
- of the way. I rather think his appearance there was dis-
- tasteful to Catherine. She was not artful, never played
- the coquette, and had evidently an objection to her two
- friends meeting at all; for when Heathcliff expressed
- contempt of Linton in his presence, she could not half
- coincide as she did in his absence; and when Linton
- evinced disgust and antipathy to Heathcliff, she dared
- not treat his sentiments with indifference, as if deprecia-
- tion of her playmate were of scarcely any consequence
- to her. I've had many a laugh at her perplexities and
- untold troubles, which she vainly strove to hide from
- my mockery. That sounds ill-natured, but she was so
- proud it became really impossible to pity her distresses,
-
- till she should be chastened into more humility. She
- did bring herself, finally, to confess, and to confide in
- me. There was not a soul else that she might fashion
- into an adviser.
-
- Mr. Hindley had gone from home one afternoon,
- and Heathcliff presumed to give himself a holiday on
- the strength of it. He had reached the age of sixteen
- then, I think, and without having bad features or being
- deficient in intellect, he contrived to convey an impres-
- sion of inward and outward repulsiveness that his pres-
- ent aspect retains no traces of. In the first place, he
- had by that time lost the benefit of his early education.
- Continual hard work, begun soon and concluded late,
- had extinguished any curiosity he once possessed in
- pursuit of knowledge, and any love for books or learn-
- ing. His childhood's sense of superiority instilled into
- him by the favours of old Mr. Earnshaw was faded
- away. He struggled long to keep up an equality with
- Catherine in her studies, and yielded with poignant
- though silent regret; but he yielded completely, and
- there was no prevailing on him to take a step in the way
- of moving upward, when he found he must necessarily
- sink beneath his former level. Then personal appear-
- ance sympathized with mental deterioration. He ac-
- quired a slouching gait and ignoble look; his naturally
- reserved disposition was exaggerated into an almost
- idiotic excess of unsociable moroseness, and he took a
- grim pleasure, apparently, in exciting the aversion
- rather than the esteem of his few acquaintance.
-
- Catherine and he were constant companions still at
- his seasons of respite from labour, but he had ceased
- to express his fondness for her in words, and recoiled
- with angry suspicion from her girlish caresses, as if
- conscious there could be no gratification in lavishing
- such marks of affection on him. On the before-named
- occasion he came into the house to announce his in-
- tention of doing nothing, while I was assisting Miss
- Cathy to arrange her dress. She had not reckoned on
- his taking it into his head to be idle, and imagining she
- would have the whole place to herself, she managed,
- by some means, to inform Mr. Edgar of her brother's
- absence, and was then preparing to receive him.
-
- "Cathy, are you busy this afternoon?" asked Heath-
- cliff. "Are you going anywhere?"
-
- "No; it is raining," she answered.
-
- "Why have you that silk frock on, then?" he said.
- "Nobody coming here, I hope?"
-
- "Not that I know of," stammered miss; "but you
- should be in the field now, Heathcliff. It is an hour past
- dinner-time. I thought you were gone."
-
- "Hindley does not often free us from his accursed
- presence," observed the boy. "I'll not work any more
- to-day; I'll stay with you."
-
- "Oh, but Joseph will tell," she suggested. "You'd bet-
- ter go."
-
- "Joseph is loading lime on the further side of Pen-
- iston Crag; it will take him till dark, and he'll never
- know."
-
- So saying, he lounged to the fire and sat down. Cath-
- erine reflected an instant with knitted brows; she found
- it needful to smooth the way for an intrusion. "Isabella
- and Edgar Linton talked of calling this afternoon,"
- she said, at the conclusion of a minute's silence. "As it
- rains, I hardly expect them; but they may come, and if
- they do you run the risk of being scolded for no good."
-
- "Order Ellen to say you are engaged, Cathy," he per-
- sisted. "Don't turn me out for those pitiful, silly friends
- of yours! I'm on the point, sometimes, of complaining
- that they---but I'll not."
-
- "That they what?" cried Catherine, gazing at him
- with a troubled countenance.---"Oh, Nelly!" she added
- petulantly, jerking her head away from my hands,
- "you've combed my hair quite out of curl. That's
- enough; let me alone.---What are you on the point of
- complaining about, Heathcliff?"
-
- "Nothing---only look at the almanac on that wall."
- He pointed to a framed sheet hanging near the window,
- and continued, "The crosses are for the evenings you
- have spent with the Lintons, the dots for those spent
- with me. Do you see? I've marked every day."
-
- "Yes; very foolish---as if I took notice!" replied
- Catherine, in a peevish tone. "And where is the sense
- of that?"
-
- "To show that I do take notice," said Heathcliff.
-
- "And should I always be sitting with you?" she de-
- manded, growing more irritated. "What good do I get?
- What do you talk about? You might be dumb, or
- a baby, for anything you say to amuse me, or for any-
- thing you do either."
-
- "You never told me before that I talked too little,
- or that you disliked my company, Cathy," exclaimed
- Heathcliff in much agitation.
-
- "It's no company at all, when people know nothing,
- and say nothing," she muttered.
-
- Her companion rose up; but he hadn't time to ex-
- press his feelings further, for a horse's feet were heard
- on the flags; and, having knocked gently, young Lin-
- ton entered, his face brilliant with delight at the unex-
- pected summons he had received. Doubtless Catherine
- marked the difference between her friends, as one came
- in and the other went out. The contrast resembled what
- you see in exchanging a bleak, hilly, coal country for a
- beautiful fertile valley; and his voice and greeting were
- as opposite as his aspect. He had a sweet, low manner
- of speaking, and pronounced his words as you do---
- that's less gruff than we talk here, and softer.
-
- "I'm not come too soon, am I?" he said, casting a
- look at me. I had begun to wipe the plate and tidy some
- drawers at the far end in the dresser.
-
- "No," answered Catherine---"What are you doing
- there, Nelly?"
-
- "My work, miss," I replied. (Mr. Hindley had given
- me directions to make a third party in any private
- visits Linton chose to pay.)
-
- She stepped behind me and whispered crossly, "Take
- yourself and your dusters off. When company are in the
- house, servants don't commence scouring and cleaning
- in the room where they are."
-
- "It's a good opportunity, now that master is away,"
- I answered aloud. "He hates me to be fidgeting over
- these things in his presence. I'm sure Mr. Edgar will ex-
- cuse me."
-
- "I hate you to be fidgeting in my presence," ex-
- claimed the young lady imperiously, not allowing her
- guest time to speak. She had failed to recover her equa-
- nimity since the little dispute with Heathcliff.
-
- "I'm sorry for it, Miss Catherine," was my response;
- and I proceeded assiduously with my occupation.
-
- She, supposing Edgar could not see her, snatched
- the cloth from my hand, and pinched me, with a pro-
- longed wrench, very spitefully on the arm. I've said I
-
- did not love her, and rather relished mortifying her
- vanity now and then---besides, she hurt me extremely;
- so I started up from my knees, and screamed out, "O
- miss, that's a nasty trick! You have no right to nip me,
- and I'm not going to bear it."
-
- "I didn't touch you, you lying creature!" cried she,
- her fingers tingling to repeat the act, and her ears red
- with rage. She never had power to conceal her pas-
- sion; it always set her whole complexion in a blaze.
-
- "What's that, then?" I retorted, showing a decided
- purple witness to refute her.
-
- She stamped her foot, wavered a moment, and then,
- irresistibly impelled by the naughty spirit within her,
- slapped me on the cheek---a stinging blow that filled
- both eyes with water.
-
- "Catherine, love! Catherine!" interposed Linton,
- greatly shocked at the double fault of falsehood and
- violence which his idol had committed.
-
- "Leave the room, Ellen!" she repeated, trembling all
- over.
-
- Little Hareton, who followed me everywhere, and
- was sitting near me on the floor, at seeing my tears com-
- menced crying himself, and sobbed out complaints
- against "wicked Aunt Cathy," which drew her fury on
- to his unlucky head. She seized his shoulders, and shook
- him till the poor child waxed livid, and Edgar thought-
-
- lessly laid hold of her hands to deliver him. In an in-
- stant one was wrung free, and the astonished young
- man felt it applied over his own ear in a way that could
- not be mistaken for jest. He drew back in consterna-
- tion. I lifted Hareton in my arms, and walked off to the
- kitchen with him, leaving the door of communication
- open, for I was curious to watch how they would settle
- their disagreement. The insulted visitor moved to the
- spot where he had laid his hat, pale and with a quiver-
- ing lip.
-
- "That's right!" I said to myself. "Take warning and
- begone! It's a kindness to let you have a glimpse of her
- genuine disposition."
-
- "Where are you going?" demanded Catherine, ad-
- vancing to the door.
-
- He swerved aside, and attempted to pass.
-
- "You must not go!" she exclaimed energetically.
-
- "I must and shall!" he replied in a subdued voice.
-
- "No," she persisted, grasping the handle; "not yet,
- Edgar Linton. Sit down. You shall not leave me in
- that temper. I should be miserable all night, and I won't
- be miserable for you!"
-
- "Can I stay, after you have struck me?" asked Lin-
- ton.
-
- Catherine was mute.
-
- "You've made me afraid and ashamed of you," he
- continued. "I'll not come here again."
-
- Her eyes began to glisten, and her lids to twinkle.
-
- "And you told a deliberate untruth," he said.
-
- "I didn't," she cried, recovering her speech. "I did
- nothing deliberately. Well, go, if you please---get away.
- And now I'll cry---I'll cry myself sick."
-
- She dropped down on her knees by a chair, and set
- to weeping in serious earnest. Edgar persevered in his
- resolution as far as the court; there he lingered. I re-
- solved to encourage him.
-
- "Miss is dreadfully wayward, sir," I called out. "As
- bad as any marred child. You'd better be riding home,
- or else she will be sick only to grieve us."
-
- The soft thing looked askance through the window.
- He possessed the power to depart as much as a cat pos-
- sesses the power to leave a mouse half killed or a bird
- half eaten. Ah, I thought, there will be no saving him;
- he's doomed, and flies to his fate! And so it was. He
- turned abruptly, hastened into the house again, shut
- the door behind him; and when I went in a while after
- to inform them that Earnshaw had come home rabid
- drunk, ready to pull the whole place about our ears
- (his ordinary frame of mind in that condition), I saw
-
- the quarrel had merely effected a closer intimacy---
- had broken the outworks of youthful timidity, and
- enabled them to forsake the disguise of friendship, and
- confess themselves lovers.
-
- Intelligence of Mr. Hindley's arrival drove Linton
- speedily to his horse, and Catherine to her chamber. I
- went to hide little Hareton, and to take the shot out
- of the master's fowling-piece, which he was fond of
- playing with in his insane excitement, to the hazard of
- the lives of any who provoked or even attracted his
- notice too much; and I had hit upon the plan of remov-
- ing it, that he might do less mischief if he did go the
- length of firing the gun.
- CHAPTER IX.
-
-
- He entered, vociferating oaths dreadful to hear, and
- caught me in the act of stowing his son away in
- the kitchen cupboard. Hareton was impressed with a
- wholesome terror of encountering either his wild beast's
- fondness or his madman's rage; for in one he ran a
- chance of being squeezed and kissed to death, and in
- the other of being flung into the fire or dashed against
- the wall; and the poor thing remained perfectly quiet
- wherever I chose to put him.
-
- "There, I've found it out at last," cried Hindley, pull-
- ing me back by the skin of my neck, like a dog. "By
- heaven and hell, you've sworn between you to mur-
- der that child! I know how it is, now, that he is always
- out of my way. But, with the help of Satan, I shall make
- you swallow the carving-knife, Nelly! You needn't
- laugh, for I've just crammed Kenneth, head-downmost,
- in the Blackhorse marsh; and two is the same as one---
- and I want to kill some of you. I shall have no rest till I
- do."
-
- "But I don't like the carving-knife, Mr. Hindley," I
- answered; "it has been cutting red herrings. I'd rather
- be shot, if you please."
-
- "You'd rather be damned!" he said; "and so you
- shall. No law in England can hinder a man from keep-
- ing his house decent, and mine's abominable. Open
- your mouth."
-
- He held the knife in his hand, and pushed its point
- between my teeth; but, for my part, I was never much
- afraid of his vagaries. I spat out, and affirmed it tasted
- detestably; I would not take it on any account.
-
- "Oh!" said he, releasing me, "I see that hideous little
- villain is not Hareton. I beg your pardon, Nell. If it
- be, he deserves flaying alive for not running to wel-
- come me, and for screaming as if I were a goblin. Un-
- natural cub, come hither. I'll teach thee to impose on a
- good-hearted, deluded father. Now, don't you think
- the lad would be handsomer cropped? It makes a dog
- fiercer, and I love something fierce---get me a scissors
- ---something fierce and trim! Besides, it's infernal
- affectation---devilish conceit it is to cherish our ears---
- we're asses enough without them. Hush, child, hush!
- Well, then, it is my darling! Wisht, dry thy eyes---
- there's a joy; kiss me. What! it won't? Kiss me, Hare-
- ton! Damn thee, kiss me! By God, as if I would rear
- such a monster! As sure as I'm living, I'll break the
- brat's neck."
-
- Poor Hareton was squalling and kicking in his
- father's arms with all his might, and redoubled his yells
- when he carried him upstairs and lifted him over the
- banister. I cried out that he would frighten the child into
- fits, and ran to rescue him. As I reached them, Hindley
- leant forward on the rails to listen to a noise below, al-
- most forgetting what he had in his hands. "Who is
- that?" he asked, hearing some one approaching the
- stair's foot. I leant forward also, for the purpose of
- signing to Heathcliff, whose step I recognized, not to
-
- come farther; and at the instant when my eye quitted
- Hareton, he gave a sudden spring, delivered himself
- from the careless grasp that held him, and fell.
-
- There was scarcely time to experience a thrill of
- horror before we saw that the little wretch was safe.
- Heathcliff arrived underneath just at the critical mo-
- ment; by a natural impulse he arrested his descent, and
- setting him on his feet, looked up to discover the author
- of the accident. A miser who has parted with a lucky
- lottery ticket for five shillings, and finds next day he has
- lost in the bargain five thousand pounds, could not
- show a blanker countenance than he did on beholding
- the figure of Mr. Earnshaw above. It expressed, plainer
- than words could do, the intensest anguish at having
- made himself the instrument of thwarting his own re-
- venge. Had it been dark, I dare say he would have tried
- to remedy the mistake by smashing Hareton's skull on
- the steps; but we witnessed his salvation, and I was
- presently below with my precious charge pressed to
- my heart. Hindley descended more leisurely, sobered
- and abashed.
-
- "It is your fault, Ellen," he said; "you should have
- kept him out of sight. You should have taken him from
- me. Is he injured anywhere?"
-
- "Injured!" I cried angrily; "if he's not killed, he'll
- be an idiot! Oh, I wonder his mother does not rise from
- her grave to see how you use him! You're worse than a
- heathen---treating your own flesh and blood in that
- manner!"
-
- He attempted to touch the child, who, on finding him-
- self with me, sobbed off his terror directly. At the first
- finger his father laid on him, however, he shrieked
- again louder than before, and struggled as if he would
- go into convulsions.
-
- "You shall not meddle with him," I continued.
- "He hates you; they all hate you---that's the truth! A
- happy family you have, and a pretty state you're come
- to!"
-
- "I shall come to a prettier yet, Nelly," laughed the
- misguided man, recovering his hardness. "At present,
- convey yourself and him away.---And hark you, Heath-
- cliff; clear you too quite from my reach and hearing. I
- wouldn't murder you to-night, unless, perhaps, I set
- the house on fire; but that's as my fancy goes."
-
- While saying this he took a pint bottle of brandy
- from the dresser and poured some into a tumbler.
-
- "Nay, don't!" I entreated. "Mr. Hindley, do take
- warning. Have mercy on this unfortunate boy, if you
- care nothing for yourself!"
-
- "Any one will do better for him than I shall," he an-
- swered.
-
- "Have mercy on your own soul!" I said, endeavour-
- ing to snatch the glass from his hand.
-
- "Not I! On the contrary I shall have great pleasure
- in sending it to perdition to punish its Maker," ex-
- claimed the blasphemer. "Here's to its hearty damna-
- tion!"
-
- He drank the spirits and impatiently bade us go,
- terminating his command with a sequel of horrid im-
- precations too bad to repeat or remember.
-
- "It's a pity he cannot kill himself with drink," ob-
- served Heathcliff, muttering an echo of curses back
- when the door was shut. "He's doing his very utmost,
- but his constitution defies him. Mr. Kenneth says he
- would wager his mare that he'll outlive any man on this
- side Gimmerton, and go to the grave a hoary sinner,
- unless some happy chance out of the common course
- befall him."
-
- I went into the kitchen and sat down to lull my little
- lamb to sleep. Heathcliff, as I thought, walked through
- to the barn. It turned out afterwards that he only got
- as far as the other side the settle, when he flung him-
- self on a bench by the wall, removed from the fire, and
- remained silent.
-
- I was rocking Hareton on my knee, and humming a
- song that began---
-
-
- "It was far in the night, and the bairnies grat,
- The mither beneath the mools heard that"---
-
-
- when Miss Cathy, who had listened to the hubbub from
- her room, put her head in and whispered,---
-
- "Are you alone, Nelly?"
-
- "Yes, miss," I replied.
-
- She entered and approached the hearth. I, supposing
- she was going to say something, looked up. The ex-
- pression of her face seemed disturbed and anxious. Her
- lips were half asunder, as if she meant to speak, and she
- drew a breath; but it escaped in a sigh instead of a sen-
- tence. I resumed my song, not having forgotten her re-
- cent behaviour.
-
- "Where's Heathcliff?" she said, interrupting me.
-
- "About his work in the stable," was my answer.
-
- He did not contradict me; perhaps he had fallen into a
- doze. There followed another long pause, during which
- I perceived a drop or two trickle from Catherine's cheek
- to the flags. Is she sorry for her shameful conduct? I
- asked myself. That will be a novelty. But she may come
-
- to the point as she will; I shan't help her. No; she felt
- small trouble regarding any subject save her own
- concerns.
-
- "Oh dear!" she cried at last, "I'm very unhappy!"
-
- "A pity," observed I. "You're hard to please. So
- many friends, and so few cares, and can't make your-
- self content!"
-
- "Nelly, will you keep a secret for me?" she pursued,
- kneeling down by me and lifting her winsome eyes to
- my face with that sort of look which turns off bad tem-
- per even when one has all the right in the world to in-
- dulge it.
-
- "Is it worth keeping?" I inquired less sulkily.
-
- "Yes, and it worries me, and I must let it out. I want
- to know what I should do. To-day Edgar Linton has
- asked me to marry him, and I've given him an answer.
- Now, before I tell you whether it was a consent or de-
- nial, you tell me which it ought to have been."
-
- "Really, Miss Catherine, how can I know?" I re-
- plied. "To be sure, considering the exhibition you per-
- formed in his presence this afternoon, I might say it
- would be wise to refuse him; since he asked you after
- that, he must either be hopelessly stupid or a venture-
- some fool."
-
- "If you talk so, I won't tell you any more," she re-
- turned peevishly, rising to her feet. "I accepted him,
- Nelly. Be quick, and say whether I was wrong."
-
- "You accepted him! Then what good is it discussing
- the matter? You have pledged your word, and cannot
- retract."
-
- "But say whether I should have done so---do!"
- she exclaimed in an irritated tone, chafing her hands to-
- gether and frowning.
-
- "There are many things to be considered before that
- question can be answered properly," I said sen-
- tentiously. "First and foremost, do you love Mr.
- Edgar?"
-
- "Who can help it? Of course I do," she answered.
-
- Then I put her through the following catechism; for
- a girl of twenty-two it was not injudicious.
-
- "Why do you love him, Miss Cathy?"
-
- "Nonsense; I do--that's sufficient."
-
- "By no means; you must say why."
-
- "Well, because he is handsome and pleasant to be
- with."
-
- "Bad!" was my commentary.
-
- "And because he is young and cheerful."
-
- "Bad still."
-
- "And because he loves me."
-
- "Indifferent, coming there."
-
- "And he will be rich, and I shall like to be the great-
- est woman of the neighbourhood, and I shall be proud
- of having such a husband."
-
- "Worst of all. And now, say how you love him."
-
- "As everybody loves. You're silly, Nelly."
-
- "Not at all---answer."
-
- "I love the ground under his feet, and the air over
- his head, and everything he touches, and every word
- he says. I love all his looks, and all his actions, and him
- entirely and altogether. There now!"
-
- "And why?"
-
- "Nay, you are making a jest of it. It is exceedingly
- ill-natured. It's no jest to me!" said the young lady,
- scowling and turning her face to the fire.
-
- "I'm very far from jesting, Miss Catherine," I replied.
-
- "You love Mr. Edgar because he is handsome, and
- young, and cheerful, and rich, and loves you. The last,
- however, goes for nothing---you would love him with-
- out that probably; and with it you wouldn't, unless he
- possessed the four former attractions."
-
- "No; to be sure not. I should only pity him---hate
- him, perhaps, if he were ugly and a clown."
-
- "But there are several other handsome, rich young
- men in the world---handsomer, possibly, and richer
- than he is. What should hinder you from loving them?"
-
- "If there be any, they are out of my way. I've seen
- none like Edgar."
-
- "You may see some. And he won't always be hand-
- some and young, and may not always be rich."
-
- "He is now; and I have only to do with the present.
- I wish you would speak rationally."
-
- "Well, that settles it. If you have only to do with the
- present, marry Mr. Linton."
-
- "I don't want your permission for that---I shall
- marry him; and yet you have not told me whether I'm
- right."
-
- "Perfectly right, if people be right to marry only for
- the present. And now, let us hear what you are unhappy
- about. Your brother will be pleased; the old lady and
-
- gentleman will not object, I think; you will escape from
- a disorderly, comfortless home into a wealthy, respecta-
- ble one; and you love Edgar, and Edgar loves you. All
- seems smooth and easy. Where is the obstacle?"
-
- "Here, and here!" replied Catherine, striking one
- hand on her forehead and the other on her breast; "in
- whichever place the soul lives. In my soul and in my
- heart I'm convinced I'm wrong."
-
- "That's very strange. I cannot make it out."
-
- "It's my secret. But if you will not mock at me, I'll
- explain it. I can't do it distinctly, but I'll give you a
- feeling of how I feel."
-
- She seated herself by me again; her countenance
- grew sadder and graver, and her clasped hands trem-
- bled.
-
- "Nelly, do you never dream queer dreams?" she said
- suddenly, after some minutes' reflection.
-
- "Yes; now and then," I answered.
-
- "And so do I. I've dreamt in my life dreams that have
- stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas;
- they've gone through and through me, like wine
- through water, and altered the colour of my mind. And
- this is one. I'm going to tell it; but take care not to smile
- at any part of it."
-
- "Oh! don't, Miss Catherine!" I cried. "We're dismal
- enough without conjuring up ghosts and visions to per-
- plex us. Come, come, be merry and like yourself! Look
- at little Hareton! He's dreaming nothing dreary. How
- sweetly he smiles in his sleep!"
-
- "Yes; and how sweetly his father curses in his soli-
- tude! You remember him, I dare say, when he was just
- such another as that chubby thing---nearly as young
- and innocent. However, Nelly, I shall oblige you to
- listen; it's not long, and I've no power to be merry to-
- night."
-
- "I won't hear it, I won't hear it!" I repeated hastily.
-
- I was superstitious about dreams then, and am still;
- and Catherine had an unusual gloom in her aspect that
- made me dread something from which I might shape a
- prophecy and foresee a fearful catastrophe. She was
- vexed, but she did not proceed. Apparently taking up
- another subject, she recommenced in a short time.
-
- "If I were in heaven, Nelly, I should be extremely
- miserable."
-
- "Because you are not fit to go there," I answered.
-
- "All sinners would be miserable in heaven."
-
- "But it is not for that. I dreamt once that I
- was there."
-
- "I tell you I won't hearken to your dreams, Miss
- Catherine! I'll go to bed," I interrupted again.
-
- She laughed and held me down, for I made a motion
- to leave my chair.
-
- "This is nothing," cried she. "I was only going to
- say that heaven did not seem to be my home, and I
- broke my heart with weeping to come back to earth;
- and the angels were so angry that they flung me out
- into the middle of the heath on the top of Wuthering
- Heights, where I woke sobbing for joy. That will do to
- explain my secret as well as the other. I've no
- more business to marry Edgar Linton than I have to
- be in heaven; and if the wicked man in there had not
- brought Heathcliff so low, I shouldn't have thought
- of it. It would degrade me to marry Heathcliff now, so
- he shall never know how I love him; and that not be-
- cause he's handsome, Nelly, but because he's more my-
- self than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and
- mine are the same; and Linton's is as different as a
- moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."
-
- Ere this speech ended I became sensible of Heath-
- cliff's presence. Having noticed a slight movement, I
- turned my head and saw him rise from the bench and
- steal out noiselessly. He had listened till he heard
- Catherine say it would degrade her to marry him, and
- then he stayed to hear no further. My companion, sit-
- ting on the ground, was prevented by the back of the
- settle from remarking his presence or departure; but I
- started and bade her hush.
-
- "Why?" she asked, gazing nervously round.
-
- "Joseph is here," I answered, catching opportunely
- the roll of his cart-wheels up the road, "and Heathcliff
- will come in with him. I'm not sure whether he were
- not at the door this moment."
-
- "Oh, he couldn't overhear me at the door," said she.
- "Give me Hareton while you get the supper, and when
- it is ready ask me to sup with you. I want to cheat
- my uncomfortable conscience, and be convinced that
- Heathcliff has no notion of these things. He has not, has
- he? He does not know what being in love is?"
-
- "I see no reason that he should not know, as well as
- you," I returned; "and if you are his choice, he'll be the
- most unfortunate creature that ever was born. As soon
- as you become Mrs. Linton, he loses friend, and love,
- and all. Have you considered how you'll bear the
- separation, and how he'll bear to be quite deserted in
- the world? Because, Miss Catherine------"
-
- "He quite deserted! we separated!" she exclaimed
- with an accent of indignation. "Who is to separate us,
- pray? They'll meet the fate of Milo. Not as long as I
- live, Ellen---for no mortal creature. Every Linton on
- the face of the earth might melt into nothing before I
- could consent to forsake Heathcliff. Oh, that's not what
- I intend---that's not what I mean! I shouldn't be Mrs.
- Linton were such a price demanded! He'll be as much
- to me as he has been all his lifetime. Edgar must shake
- off his antipathy, and tolerate him, at least. He will,
-
- when he learns my true feelings towards him. Nelly,
- I see now--you think me a selfish wretch; but did it
- never strike you that if Heathcliff and I married, we
- should be beggars? Whereas, if I marry Linton, I can
- aid Heathcliff to rise, and place him out of my broth-
- er's power."
-
- "With your husband's money, Miss Catherine?" I
- asked. "You'll find him not so pliable as you calculate
- upon; and, though I'm hardly a judge, I think that's
- the worst motive you've given yet for being the wife of
- young Linton."
-
- "It is not!" retorted she; "it is the best! The others
- were the satisfaction of my whims; and for Edgar's sake,
- too---to satisfy him. This is for the sake of one who com-
- prehends in his person my feelings to Edgar and my-
- self. I cannot express it, but surely you and everybody
- have a notion that there is or should be an existence of
- yours beyond you. What were the use of my creation if
- I were entirely contained here? My great miseries in this
- world have been Heathcliff's miseries, and I watched
- and felt each from the beginning. My great thought in
- living is himself. If all else perished, and he remained,
- I should still continue to be. And if all else remained,
- and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a
- mighty stranger---I should not seem a part of it. My
- love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods; time will
- change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees.
- My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks be-
- neath---a source of little visible delight, but necessary.
- Nelly, I am Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind
-
- ---not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleas-
- ure to myself, but as my own being. So don't talk of
- our separation again. It is impracticable, and-----"
-
- She paused, and hid her face in the folds of my gown,
- but I jerked it forcibly away. I was out of patience with
- her folly.
-
- "If I can make any sense of your nonsense, miss," I
- said, "it only goes to convince me that you are ignorant
- of the duties you undertake in marrying, or else that
- you are a wicked, unprincipled girl. But trouble me
- with no more secrets; I'll not promise to keep them."
-
- "You'll keep that?" she asked eagerly.
-
- "No, I'll not promise," I repeated.
-
- She was about to insist, when the entrance of Joseph
- finished our conversation; and Catherine removed her
- seat to a corner and nursed Hareton, while I made the
- supper. After it was cooked, my fellow-servant and I
- began to quarrel who should carry some to Mr. Hind-
- ley; and we didn't settle it till all was nearly cold. Then
- we came to the agreement that we would let him ask if
- he wanted any, for we feared particularly to go into his
- presence when he had been some time alone.
-
- "And how isn't that nowt comed in fro' th' field be
- this time? What is he about? girt idle seeght!"
- demanded the old man, looking round for Heathcliff.
-
- "I'll call him," I replied. "He's in the barn, I've no
- doubt."
-
- I went and called, but got no answer. On returning,
- I whispered to Catherine that he had heard a good
- part of what she said, I was sure, and told how I saw
- him quit the kitchen just as she complained of
- her brother's conduct regarding him. She jumped up in
- a fine fright, flung Hareton on to the settle, and ran to
- seek for her friend herself, not taking leisure to con-
- sider why she was so flurried, or how her talk would
- have affected him. She was absent such a while that
- Joseph proposed we should wait no longer. He cun-
- ningly conjectured they were staying away in order to
- avoid hearing his protracted blessing. They were "ill
- eneugh for ony fahl manners," he affirmed. And on
- their behalf he added that night a special prayer to the
- usual quarter of an hour's supplication before meat,
- and would have tacked another to the end of the grace,
- had not his young mistress broken in upon him
- with a hurried command that he must run down the
- road, and wherever Heathcliff had rambled, find and
- make him re-enter directly.
-
- "I want to speak to him, and I must before I go up-
- stairs," she said. "And the gate is open. He is some-
- where out of hearing, for he would not reply, though I
- shouted at the top of the fold as loud as I could."
-
- Joseph objected at first. She was too much in earnest,
- however, to suffer contradiction; and at last he placed
- his hat on his head and walked grumbling forth. Mean-
-
- time, Catherine paced up and down the floor, exclaim-
- ing,---
-
- "I wonder where he is---I wonder where he can be.
- What did I say, Nelly? I've forgotten. Was he vexed at
- my bad humour this afternoon? Dear! tell me what
- I've said to grieve him. I do wish he'd come. I do wish
- he would."
-
- "What a noise for nothing!" I cried, though rather
- uneasy myself. "What a trifle scares you! It's surely no
- great cause of alarm that Heathcliff should take a
- moonlight saunter on the moors, or even lie too sulky to
- speak to us in the hay-loft. I'll engage he's lurking there.
- See if I don't ferret him out!"
-
- I departed to renew my search. Its result was disap-
- pointment, and Joseph's quest ended in the same.
-
- "Yon lad gets war un war!" observed he on re-en-
- tering. "He's left th' yate at t' full swing, and miss's
- pony has trodden dahn two rigs o' corn, and plottered
- through, raight o'er into t' meadow! Hahsomdiver, t'
- maister 'ull play t' devil to-morn, and he'll do weel. He's
- patience itsseln wi' sich careless, offald craters---pa-
- tience itsseln he is! Bud he'll not be soa allus---yah's
- see, all on ye! Yah munn't drive him out of his heead
- for nowt!"
-
- "Have you found Heathcliff, you ass?" interrupted
- Catherine. "Have you been looking for him, as I or-
- dered?"
-
- "I sud more likker look for th' horse," he replied. "It
- 'ud be to more sense. Bud I can look for norther horse
- nur man of a neeght loike this---as black as t'
- chimbley; und Heathcliff's noan t' chap to coom at my
- whistle. Happen he'll be less hard o' hearing wi' ye!"
-
- It was a very dark evening for summer. The clouds
- appeared inclined to thunder, and I said we had better
- all sit down; the approaching rain would be certain to
- bring him home without further trouble. However,
- Catherine would not be persuaded into tranquillity.
- She kept wandering to and fro, from the gate to the
- door, in a state of agitation which permitted no repose,
- and at length took up a permanent situation on one
- side of the wall, near the road, where, heedless of my
- expostulations and the growling thunder, and the great
- drops that began to plash around her, she remained,
- calling at intervals, and then listening, and then crying
- outright. She beat Hareton, or any child, at a good pas-
- sionate fit of crying.
-
- About midnight, while we still sat up, the storm
- came rattling over the Heights in full fury. There was a
- violent wind, as well as thunder, and either one or the
- other split a tree off at the corner of the building; a huge
- bough fell across the roof, and knocked down a por-
- tion of the east chimney stack, sending a clatter of
- stones and soot into the kitchen fire. We thought a bolt
- had fallen in the middle of us, and Joseph swung on to
- his knees, beseeching the Lord to remember the pa-
- triarchs Noah and Lot, and, as in former times, spare
- the righteous, though He smote the ungodly. I felt some
-
- sentiment that it must be a judgment on us also. The
- Jonah, in my mind, was Mr. Earnshaw; and I shook
- the handle of his den, that I might ascertain if he were
- yet living. He replied audibly enough in a fashion
- which made my companion vociferate, more clamor-
- ously than before, that a wide distinction might be
- drawn between saints like himself and sinners like his
- master. But the uproar passed away in twenty min-
- utes, leaving us all unharmed, excepting Cathy, who got
- thoroughly drenched for her obstinacy in refusing to
- take shelter, and standing bonnetless and shawl-less to
- catch as much water as she could with her hair and
- clothes. She came in and lay down on the settle, all
- soaked as she was, turning her face to the back and
- putting her hands before it.
-
- "Well, miss!" I exclaimed, touching her shoulder;
- "you are not bent on getting your death, are you? Do
- you know what o'clock it is? Half-past twelve. Come,
- come to bed! There's no use waiting longer on that
- foolish boy. He'll be gone to Gimmerton, and he'll stay
- there now. He guesses we shouldn't wake for him till
- this late hour---at least he guesses that only Mr. Hind-
- ley would be up; and he'd rather avoid having the door
- opened by the master."
-
- "Nay, nay; he's noan at Gimmerton," said Joseph.
- "I's niver wonder but he's at t' bothom of a bog-hoile.
- This visitation worn't for nowt, and I wod hev ye to look
- out, miss; yah muh be t' next. Thank Hivin for all! All
- warks togither for gooid to them as is chozzen, and
- piked out fro' th' rubbidge. Yah knaw whet t' Scripture
-
- ses." And he began quoting several texts, referring us
- to chapters and verses where we might find them.
-
- I, having vainly begged the wilful girl to rise and re-
- move her wet things, left him preaching and her shiver-
- ing, and betook myself to bed with little Hareton, who
- slept as fast as if every one had been sleeping round
- him. I heard Joseph read on a while afterwards; then I
- distinguished his slow step on the ladder, and then I
- dropped asleep.
-
- Coming down somewhat later than usual, I saw, by
- the sunbeams piercing the chinks of the shutters, Miss
- Catherine still seated near the fireplace. The house
- door was ajar too; light entered from its unclosed win-
- dows. Hindley had come out, and stood on the kitchen
- hearth, haggard and drowsy.
-
- "What ails you, Cathy?" he was saying when I en-
- tered; "you look as dismal as a drowned whelp. Why
- are you so damp and pale, child?"
-
- "I've been wet!" she answered reluctantly, "and
- I'm cold; that's all."
-
- "Oh, she is naughty!" I cried, perceiving the master
- to be tolerably sober. "She got steeped in the shower of
- yesterday evening, and there she has sat the night
- through, and I couldn't prevail on her to stir."
-
- Mr. Earnshaw stared at us in surprise. "The night
- through!" he repeated. "What kept her up? Not fear
- of the thunder, surely? That was over hours since."
-
- Neither of us wished to mention Heathcliff's absence
- as long as we could conceal it, so I replied I didn't
- know how she took it into her head to sit up, and she
- said nothing. The morning was fresh and cool. I threw
- back the lattice, and presently the room filled with
- sweet scents from the garden; but Catherine called
- peevishly to me, "Ellen, shut the window. I'm starv-
- ing!" And her teeth chattered as she shrank closer to
- the almost extinguished embers.
-
- "She's ill," said Hindley, taking her wrist; "I sup-
- pose that's the reason she would not go to bed. Damn
- it! I don't want to be troubled with more sickness here.
- What took you into the rain?"
-
- "Running after t' lads as usuald!" croaked Joseph,
- catching an opportunity, from our hesitation, to thrust
- in his evil tongue. "If I war yah, maister, I'd just slam t'
- boards i' their faces all on 'em, gentle and simple.
- Never a day ut yah're off, but yon cat o' Linton comes
- sneaking hither; and Miss Nelly---shoo's a fine lass---
- shoo sits watching for ye i' t' kitchen; and as yah're in
- at one door, he's out at t'other, and then wer grand
- lady goes a-coorting of her side! It's bonny behaviour,
- lurking amang t' fields after twelve o' t' night wi' that
- fahl, flaysome divil of a gipsy, Heathcliff! They think
- I'm blind, but I'm noan---nowt ut t' soart! I seed young
- Linton boath coming and going, and I seed yah" (di-
-
- recting his discourse to me), "yah gooid fur nowt,
- slattenly witch, nip up and bolt into th' house, t' minute
- yah heard t' maister's horse fit clatter up t' road."
-
- "Silence, eavesdropper!" cried Catherine; "none of
- your insolence before me!---Edgar Linton came yester-
- day by chance, Hindley, and it was I who told him
- to be off, because I knew you would not like to have
- met him as you were."
-
- "You lie, Cathy, no doubt," answered her brother,
- "and you are a confounded simpleton! But never mind
- Linton at present; tell me---were you not with Heath-
- cliff last night? Speak the truth, now. You need not be
- afraid of harming him. Though I hate him as much as
- ever, he did me a good turn a short time since that will
- make my conscience tender of breaking his neck. To
- prevent it, I shall send him about his business this very
- morning; and after he's gone, I'd advise you all to look
- sharp. I shall only have the more humour for you."
-
- "I never saw Heathcliff last night," answered Cath-
- erine, beginning to sob bitterly, "and if you do turn
- him out of doors, I'll go with him. But perhaps you'll
- never have an opportunity; perhaps he's gone." Here
- she burst into uncontrollable grief, and the remainder
- of her words were inarticulate.
-
- Hindley lavished on her a torrent of scornful abuse,
- and bade her get to her room immediately, or she
- shouldn't cry for nothing. I obliged her to obey; and I
- shall never forget what a scene she acted when we
-
- reached her chamber---it terrified me. I thought she
- was going mad, and I begged Joseph to run for the doc-
- tor. It proved the commencement of delirium. Mr. Ken-
- neth, as soon as he saw her, pronounced her dan-
- gerously ill. She had a fever. He bled her, and he told
- me to let her live on whey and water-gruel, and take
- care she did not throw herself downstairs or out of the
- window; and then he left, for he had enough to do in
- the parish, where two or three miles was the ordinary
- distance between cottage and cottage.
-
- Though I cannot say I made a gentle nurse,
- and Joseph and the master were no better, and though
- our patient was as wearisome and headstrong as a pa-
- tient could be, she weathered it through. Old Mrs. Lin-
- ton paid us several visits, to be sure, and set things to
- rights, and scolded and ordered us all; and when Cath-
- erine was convalescent she insisted on conveying her
- to Thrushcross Grange, for which deliverance we were
- very grateful; but the poor dame had reason to repent
- of her kindness. She and her husband both took the
- fever, and died within a few days of each other.
-
- Our young lady returned to us, saucier and more pas-
- sionate and haughtier than ever. Heathcliff had never
- been heard of since the evening of the thunderstorm;
- and one day I had the misfortune, when she had pro-
- voked me exceedingly, to lay the blame of his disap-
- pearance on her---where indeed it belonged, as she
- well knew. From that period, for several months, she
- ceased to hold any communication with me, save in the
- relation of a mere servant. Joseph fell under a ban also.
-
- He would speak his mind, and lecture her all the same
- as if she were a little girl; and she esteemed herself
- a woman, and our mistress, and thought that her re-
- cent illness gave her a claim to be treated with consid-
- eration. Then the doctor had said that she would not
- bear crossing much---she ought to have her own way;
- and it was nothing less than murder in her eyes for any
- one to presume to stand up and contradict her. From
- Mr. Earnshaw and his companions she kept aloof; and
- tutored by Kenneth, and serious threats of a fit that
- often attended her rages, her brother allowed her what-
- ever she pleased to demand, and generally avoided
- aggravating her fiery temper. He was rather too indul-
- gent in humouring her caprices---not from affection,
- but from pride. He wished earnestly to see her bring
- honour to the family by an alliance with the Lintons;
- and as long as she let him alone she might trample on
- us like slaves, for aught he cared. Edgar Linton, as mul-
- titudes have been before, and will be after him, was in-
- fatuated, and believed himself the happiest man alive
- on the day he led her to Gimmerton Chapel, three years
- subsequent to his father's death.
-
- Much against my inclination, I was persuaded to
- leave Wuthering Heights and accompany her here.
- Little Hareton was nearly five years old, and I had just
- begun to teach him his letters. We made a sad parting,
- but Catherine's tears were more powerful than ours.
- When I refused to go, and when she found her entreaties
- did not move me, she went lamenting to her husband
- and brother. The former offered me munificent wages;
- the latter ordered me to pack up. He wanted no women
-
- in the house, he said, now that there was no mistress;
- and as to Hareton, the curate should take him in hand
- by-and-by. And so I had but one choice left---to do as
- I was ordered. I told the master he got rid of all decent
- people only to ride to ruin a little faster. I kissed Hare-
- ton, said good-bye, and since then he has been a
- stranger; and it's very queer to think it, but I've no
- doubt he has completely forgotten all about Ellen
- Dean, and that he was ever more than all the world to
- her, and she to him.
-
- * * * * * * * * * * *
-
- At this point of the housekeeper's story she chanced
- to glance towards the timepiece over the chimney, and
- was in amazement on seeing the minute-hand measure
- half-past one. She would not hear of staying a second
- longer---in truth, I felt rather disposed to defer the
- sequel of her narrative myself. And now that she is van-
- ished to her rest, and I have meditated for another
- hour or two, I shall summon courage to go also, in spite
- of aching laziness of head and limbs.
- CHAPTER X.
-
-
- A charming introduction to a hermit's life! Four
- weeks' torture, tossing, and sickness. Oh, these
- bleak winds, and bitter northern skies, and impassable
- roads, and dilatory country surgeons! And, oh, this
- dearth of the human physiognomy! and, worse than
- all, the terrible intimation of Kenneth that I need not
- expect to be out of doors till spring!
-
- Mr. Heathcliff has just honoured me with a call.
- About seven days ago he sent me a brace of grouse---
- the last of the season. Scoundrel! He is not altogether
- guiltless in this illness of mine, and that I had a great
- mind to tell him; but, alas! how could I offend a man
- who was charitable enough to sit at my bedside a good
- hour, and talk on some other subject than pills and
- draughts, blisters, and leeches? This is quite an easy in-
- terval. I am too weak to read, yet I feel as if I could
- enjoy something interesting. Why not have up Mrs.
- Dean to finish her tale? I can recollect its chief incidents
- as far as she had gone. Yes; I remember her hero had
- run off, and never been heard of for three years; and the
- heroine was married. I'll ring. She'll be delighted to find
- me capable of talking cheerfully. Mrs. Dean came.
-
- "It wants twenty minutes, sir, to taking the medi-
- cine," she commenced.
-
- "Away, away with it!" I replied. "I desire to
- have------"
-
- "The doctor says you must drop the powders."
-
- "With all my heart! Don't interrupt me. Come and
- take your seat here. Keep your fingers from that bitter
- phalanx of vials. Draw your knitting out of your pocket
- ---that will do; now continue the history of Mr. Heath-
- cliff, from where you left off to the present day. Did he
- finish his education on the Continent, and come back a
- gentleman? or did he get a sizar's place at college, or
- escape to America, and earn honours by drawing blood
- from his foster-country, or make a fortune more
- promptly on the English highways?"
-
- "He may have done a little in all these vocations,
- Mr. Lockwood, but I couldn't give my word for any. I
- stated before that I didn't know how he gained
- his money, neither am I aware of the means he took to
- raise his mind from the savage ignorance into which
- it was sunk; but, with your leave, I'll proceed in my
- own fashion, if you think it will amuse and not weary
- you. Are you feeling better this morning?"
-
- "Much."
-
- "That's good news.-----I got Miss Catherine and
- myself to Thrushcross Grange, and, to my agreeable dis-
- appointment, she behaved infinitely better than I dared
- to expect. She seemed almost over-fond of Mr. Linton,
- and even to his sister she showed plenty of affection.
- They were both very attentive to her comfort, certainly.
- It was not the thorn bending to the honeysuckles, but
- the honeysuckles embracing the thorn. There were no
-
- mutual concessions---one stood erect and the others
- yielded; and who can be ill-natured and bad-tempered
- when they encounter neither opposition nor indiffer-
- ence? I observed that Mr. Edgar had a deep-rooted
- fear of ruffling her humour. He concealed it from
- her; but if ever he heard me answer sharply, or saw
- any other servant grow cloudy at some imperious or-
- der of hers, he would show his trouble by a frown of dis-
- pleasure that never darkened on his own account. He
- many a time spoke sternly to me about my pertness, and
- averred that the stab of a knife could not inflict a worse
- pang than he suffered at seeing his lady vexed. Not to
- grieve a kind master, I learned to be less touchy; and
- for the space of half a year the gunpowder lay as harm-
- less as sand, because no fire came near to explode it.
- Catherine had seasons of gloom and silence now and
- then; they were respected with sympathizing silence
- by her husband, who ascribed them to an alteration in
- her constitution, produced by her perilous illness, as
- she was never subject to depression of spirits before.
- The return of sunshine was welcomed by answering
- sunshine from him. I believe I may assert that they were
- really in possession of deep and growing happiness.
-
- It ended. Well, we must be for ourselves in the long
- run; the mild and generous are only more justly selfish
- than the domineering, and it ended when circumstances
- caused each to feel that the one's interest was not the
- chief consideration in the other's thoughts. On a mel-
- low evening in September I was coming from the gar-
- den with a heavy basket of apples which I had been
- gathering. It had got dusk, and the moon looked over
-
- the high wall of the court, causing undefined shadows
- to lurk in the corners of the numerous projecting por-
- tions of the building. I set my burden on the house steps
- by the kitchen door, and lingered to rest, and drew in a
- few more breaths of the soft, sweet air. My eyes were
- on the moon, and my back to the entrance, when I
- heard a voice behind me say,---
-
- "Nelly, is that you?"
-
- It was a deep voice, and foreign in tone, yet there
- was something in the manner of pronouncing my name
- which made it sound familiar. I turned about to dis-
- cover who spoke, fearfully; for the doors were shut,
- and I had seen nobody on approaching the steps. Some-
- thing stirred in the porch; and moving nearer, I dis-
- tinguished a tall man dressed in dark clothes, with dark
- face and hair. He leant against the side, and held his
- fingers on the latch, as if intending to open for him-
- self. "Who can it be?" I thought. "Mr. Earnshaw? Oh
- no! The voice has no resemblance to his."
-
- "I have waited here an hour," he resumed, while I
- continued staring; "and the whole of that time all
- round has been as still as death. I dared not enter. You
- do not know me? Look, I'm not a stranger!"
-
- A ray fell on his features; the cheeks were sallow and
- half covered with black whiskers, the brows lowering,
- the eyes deep-set and singular. I remembered the eyes.
-
- "What!" I cried, uncertain whether to regard him
- as a worldly visitor, and I raised my hands in amaze-
- ment. "What! you come back? Is it really you? Is it?"
-
- "Yes, Heathcliff," he replied, glancing from me up
- to the windows, which reflected a score of glittering
- moons, but showed no lights from within. "Are they
- at home? Where is she? Nelly, you are not glad. You
- needn't be so disturbed. Is she here? Speak! I want to
- have one word with her---your mistress. Go, and say
- some person from Gimmerton desires to see her."
-
- "How will she take it?" I exclaimed. "What will she
- do? The surprise bewilders me. It will put her out of
- her head. And you are Heathcliff, but altered! Nay,
- there's no comprehending it. Have you been for a sol-
- dier?"
-
- "Go and carry my message," he interrupted impa-
- tiently. "I'm in hell till you do!"
-
- He lifted the latch, and I entered; but when I got to
- the parlour where Mr. and Mrs. Linton were, I could
- not persuade myself to proceed. At length I resolved
- on making an excuse to ask if they would have the
- candles lighted, and I opened the door.
-
- They sat together in a window whose lattice lay back
- against the wall, and displayed, beyond the garden trees
- and the wild green park, the valley of Gimmerton, with
- a long line of mist winding nearly to its top (for very
- soon after you pass the chapel, as you may have no-
-
- ticed, the sough that runs from the marshes joins a beck
- which follows the bend of the glen). Wuthering Heights
- rose above this silvery vapour, but our old house was
- invisible; it rather dips down on the other side. Both
- the room and its occupants, and the scene they gazed
- on, looked wondrously peaceful. I shrank reluctantly
- from performing my errand, and was actually going
- away leaving it unsaid, after having put my question
- about the candles, when a sense of my folly compelled
- me to return and mutter. "A person from Gimmerton
- wishes to see you, ma'am."
-
- "What does he want?" asked Mrs. Linton.
-
- "I did not question him," I answered.
-
- "Well, close the curtains, Nelly," she said, "and
- bring up tea. I'll be back again directly."
-
- She quitted the apartment. Mr. Edgar inquired care-
- lessly who it was.
-
- "Some one mistress does not expect," I replied.
- "That Heathcliff---you recollect him, sir---who used
- to live at Mr. Earnshaw's."
-
- "What! The gipsy---the ploughboy?" he cried. "Why
- did you not say so to Catherine?"
-
- "Hush! you must not call him by those names, mas-
- ter," I said. "She'd be sadly grieved to hear you. She
-
- was nearly heartbroken when he ran off. I guess his re-
- turn will make a jubilee to her."
-
- Mr. Linton walked to a window on the other side of
- the room that overlooked the court. He unfastened it
- and leant out. I suppose they were below, for he ex-
- claimed quickly, "Don't stand there, love! Bring the
- person in, if it be any one particular." Ere long I heard
- the click of the latch, and Catherine flew upstairs,
- breathless and wild, too excited to show gladness; in-
- deed, by her face, you would rather have surmised an
- awful calamity.
-
- "O Edgar, Edgar!" she panted, flinging her arms
- round his neck. "O Edgar darling! Heathcliff's come
- back---he is!" And she tightened her embrace to a
- squeeze.
-
- "Well, well," cried her husband crossly, "don't
- strangle me for that. He never struck me as such a
- marvellous treasure. There is no need to be frantic."
-
- "I know you didn't like him," she answered, repress-
- ing a little the intensity of her delight. "Yet, for my
- sake, you must be friends now. Shall I tell him to come
- up?"
-
- "Here?" he said---"into the parlour?"
-
- "Where else?" she asked.
-
- He looked vexed, and suggested the kitchen as a more
- suitable place for him. Mrs. Linton eyed him with a
- droll expression---half angry, half laughing, at his fas-
- tidiousness.
-
- "No," she added, after a while; "I cannot sit in the
- kitchen.---Set two tables here, Ellen---one for your
- master and Miss Isabella, being gentry; the other for
- Heathcliff and myself, being of the lower orders.---Will
- that please you, dear? Or must I have a fire lighted else-
- where? If so, give directions. I'll run down and secure
- my guest. I'm afraid the joy is too great to be real!"
-
- She was about to dart off again, but Edgar arrested
- her.
-
- "You bid him step up," he said, addressing me, "and,
- Catherine, try to be glad without being absurd. The
- whole household need not witness the sight of your wel-
- coming a runaway servant as a brother."
-
- I descended and found Heathcliff waiting under the
- porch, evidently anticipating an invitation to enter. He
- followed my guidance without waste of words, and
- I ushered him into the presence of the master and mis-
- tress, whose flushed cheeks betrayed signs of warm
- talking. But the lady's glowed with another feeling when
- her friend appeared at the door. She sprang forward,
- took both his hands, and led him to Linton; and then
- she seized Linton's reluctant fingers and crushed them
- into his. Now fully revealed by the fire and candle-
- light, I was amazed more than ever to behold the trans-
-
- formation of Heathcliff. He had grown a tall, athletic,
- well-formed man, beside whom my master seemed
- quite slender and youth-like. His upright carriage sug-
- gested the idea of his having been in the army. His
- countenance was much older in expression and de-
- cision of feature than Mr. Linton's; it looked intelligent,
- and retained no marks of former degradation. A half-
- civilized ferocity lurked yet in the depressed brows and
- eyes full of black fire, but it was subdued, and his man-
- ner was even dignified---quite divested of roughness,
- though too stern for grace. My master's surprise
- equalled or exceeded mine. He remained for a minute
- at a loss how to address the ploughboy, as he had called
- him. Heathcliff dropped his slight hand, and stood
- looking at him coolly till he chose to speak.
-
- "Sit down, sir," he said at length. "Mrs. Linton, re-
- calling old times, would have me give you a cordial
- reception; and, of course, I am gratified when anything
- occurs to please her."
-
- "And I also," answered Heathcliff, "especially if it
- be anything in which I have a part. I shall stay an hour
- or two willingly."
-
- He took a seat opposite Catherine, who kept her gaze
- fixed on him as if she feared he would vanish were she
- to remove it. He did not raise his to her often---a quick
- glance now and then sufficed; but it flashed back, each
- time more confidently, the undisguised delight he drank
- from hers. They were too much absorbed in their mu-
- tual joy to suffer embarrassment. Not so Mr. Edgar.
-
- He grew pale with pure annoyance---a feeling that
- reached its climax when his lady rose, and stepping
- across the rug, seized Heathcliff's hands again, and
- laughed like one beside herself.
-
- "I shall think it a dream to-morrow!" she cried. "I
- shall not be able to believe that I have seen,
- and touched, and spoken to you once more. And yet,
- cruel Heathcliff! you don't deserve this welcome. To be
- absent and silent for three years, and never to think of
- me!"
-
- "A little more than you have thought of me," he
- murmured. "I heard of your marriage, Cathy, not long
- since; and while waiting in the yard below I meditated
- this plan---just to have one glimpse of your face, a stare
- of surprise, perhaps, and pretended pleasure; after-
- wards settle my score with Hindley; and then prevent
- the law by doing execution on myself. Your welcome
- has put these ideas out of my mind; but beware of meet-
- ing me with another aspect next time! Nay, you'll
- not drive me off again. You were really sorry for me,
- were you? Well, there was cause. I've fought through a
- bitter life since I last heard your voice; and you must
- forgive me, for I struggled only for you!"
-
- "Catherine, unless we are to have cold tea, please to
- come to the table," interrupted Linton, striving to pre-
- serve his ordinary tone, and a due measure of polite-
- ness. "Mr. Heathcliff will have a long walk, wherever
- he may lodge to-night, and I'm thirsty."
-
- She took her post before the urn; and Miss Isabella
- came, summoned by the bell; then having handed
- their chairs forward, I left the room. The meal hardly
- endured ten minutes. Catherine's cup was never filled.
- She could neither eat nor drink. Edgar had made a slop
- in his saucer, and scarcely swallowed a mouthful. Their
- guest did not protract his stay that evening above an
- hour longer. I asked, as he departed, if he went to Gim-
- merton?
-
- "No; to Wuthering Heights," he answered. "Mr.
- Earnshaw invited me when I called this morning."
-
- Mr. Earnshaw invited him! and he called on Mr.
- Earnshaw! I pondered this sentence painfully after
- he was gone. Is he turning out a bit of a hypocrite, and
- coming into the country to work mischief under a
- cloak? I mused. I had a presentiment in the bottom of
- my heart that he had better have remained away.
-
- About the middle of the night I was wakened from
- my first nap by Mrs. Linton gliding into my chamber,
- taking a seat on my bedside, and pulling me by the hair
- to rouse me.
-
- "I cannot rest, Ellen," she said, by way of apology.
- "And I want some living creature to keep me company
- in my happiness. Edgar is sulky because I'm glad of a
- thing that does not interest him. He refuses to open his
- mouth, except to utter pettish, silly speeches; and he
- affirmed I was cruel and selfish for wishing to talk when
- he was so sick and sleepy. He always contrives to be sick
-
- at the least cross! I gave a few sentences of commen-
- dation to Heathcliff, and he, either for a headache or a
- pang of envy, began to cry; so I got up and left him."
-
- "What use is it praising Heathcliff to him?" I an-
- swered. "As lads they had an aversion to each other,
- and Heathcliff would hate just as much to hear him
- praised; it's human nature. Let Mr. Linton alone about
- him, unless you would like an open quarrel between
- them."
-
- "But does it not show great weakness?" pursued she.
- "I'm not envious. I never feel hurt at the brightness of
- Isabella's yellow hair and the whiteness of her skin, at
- her dainty elegance and the fondness all the family
- exhibit for her. Even you, Nelly, if we have a dispute
- sometimes, you back Isabella at once; and I yield like a
- foolish mother. I call her a darling, and flatter her into a
- good temper. It pleases her brother to see us cordial,
- and that pleases me. But they are very much alike. They
- are spoiled children, and fancy the world was made for
- their accommodation; and though I humour both, I
- think a smart chastisement might improve them, all the
- same."
-
- "You're mistaken, Mrs. Linton," said I. "They
- humour you. I know what there would be to do if they
- did not. You can well afford to indulge their passing
- whims as long as their business is to anticipate all your
- desires. You may, however, fall out at last over some-
- thing of equal consequence to both sides; and then
-
- those you term weak are very capable of being as ob-
- stinate as you."
-
- "And then we shall fight to the death, shan't we,
- Nelly?" she returned, laughing. "No; I tell you I
- have such faith in Linton's love that I believe I might
- kill him, and he wouldn't wish to retaliate."
-
- I advised her to value him the more for his affection.
-
- "I do," she answered; "but he needn't resort to whin-
- ing for trifles. It is childish; and instead of melting into
- tears because I said that Heathcliff was now worthy of
- any one's regard, and it would honour the first gentle-
- man in the country to be his friend, he ought to have
- said it for me, and been delighted from sympathy. He
- must get accustomed to him, and he may as well like
- him. Considering how Heathcliff has reason to object
- to him, I'm sure he behaved excellently."
-
- "What do you think of his going to Wuthering
- Heights?" I inquired. "He is reformed in every respect,
- apparently---quite a Christian---offering the right hand
- of fellowship to his enemies all around!"
-
- "He explained it," she replied. "I wonder as much as
- you. He said he called to gather information concern-
- ing me from you, supposing you resided there still; and
- Joseph told Hindley, who came out and fell to ques-
- tioning him of what he had been doing, and how he had
- been living, and finally desired him to walk in. There
- were some persons sitting at cards. Heathcliff joined
-
- them. My brother lost some money to him; and finding
- him plentifully supplied, he requested that he would
- come again in the evening, to which he consented.
- Hindley is too reckless to select his acquaintance pru-
- dently. He doesn't trouble himself to reflect on the
- causes he might have for mistrusting one whom he has
- basely injured. But Heathcliff affirms his principal rea-
- son for resuming a connection with his ancient per-
- secutor is a wish to install himself in quarters at walk-
- ing distance from the Grange, and an attachment to
- the house where we lived together, and likewise a hope
- that I shall have more opportunities of seeing him there
- than I could have if he settled in Gimmerton. He means
- to offer liberal payment for permission to lodge at the
- Heights; and doubtless my brother's covetousness will
- prompt him to accept the terms. He was always greedy,
- though what he grasps with one hand he flings away
- with the other."
-
- "It's a nice place for a young man to fix his dwelling in!"
- said I. Have you no fear of the consequences, Mrs. Linton?"
-
- "None for my friend," she replied. "His strong head will keep
- him from danger; a little for Hindley, but he can't be made morally
- worse than he is; and I stand between him and bodily harm. The
- event of this evening reconciled me to God and humanity! I
- had risen in angry rebellion against providence. Oh, I've
- endured very, very bitter misery, Nelly! If that creature
- knew how bitter, he'd be ashamed to cloud its removal
- with idle petulance. It was kindness for him which
- induced me to bear it alone. Had I expressed the agony
- I frequently felt, he would have been taught to long
-
- for its alleviation as ardently as I. However, it's over,
- and I'll take no revenge on his folly. I can afford to suf-
- fer anything hereafter. Should the meanest thing alive
- slap me on the cheek, I'd not only turn the other, but
- I'd ask pardon for provoking it; and as a proof I'll go
- make my peace with Edgar instantly. Good-night! I'm
- an angel!"
-
- In this self-complacent conviction she departed; and
- the success of her fulfilled resolution was obvious on
- the morrow. Mr. Linton had not only abjured his peev-
- ishness (though his spirits seemed still subdued by
- Catherine's exuberance of vivacity), but he ventured
- no objection to her taking Isabella with her to
- Wuthering Heights in the afternoon; and she rewarded
- him with such a summer of sweetness and affection in
- return as made the house a paradise for several days,
- both master and servants profiting from the perpetual
- sunshine.
-
- Heathcliff---Mr. Heathcliff, I should say in future---
- used the liberty of visiting at Thrushcross Grange cau-
- tiously, at first. He seemed estimating how far its owner
- would bear his intrusion. Catherine, also, deemed it
- judicious to moderate her expressions of pleasure in re-
- ceiving him; and he gradually established his right to
- be expected. He retained a great deal of the reserve
- for which his boyhood was remarkable; and that served
- to repress all startling demonstrations of feeling. My
- master's uneasiness experienced a lull, and further cir-
- cumstances diverted it into another channel for a
- space.
-
- His new source of trouble sprang from the not-an-
- ticipated misfortune of Isabella Linton evincing a sud-
- den and irresistible attraction towards the tolerated
- guest. She was at that time a charming young lady of
- eighteen, infantile in manners, though possessed of
- keen wit, keen feelings, and a keen temper, too, if ir-
- ritated. Her brother, who loved her tenderly, was ap-
- palled at this fantastic preference. Leaving aside the
- degradation of an alliance with a nameless man, and
- the possible fact that his property, in default of heirs,
- male, might pass into such a one's power, he had sense
- to comprehend Heathcliff's disposition---to know that,
- though his exterior was altered, his mind was un-
- changeable and unchanged. And he dreaded that mind.
- It revolted him. He shrank forebodingly from the idea
- of committing Isabella to its keeping. He would have
- recoiled still more had he been aware that her attach-
- ment rose unsolicited, and was bestowed where it awak-
- ened no reciprocation of sentiment, for the minute he
- discovered its existence he laid the blame on Heathcliff's
- deliberate designing.
-
- We had all remarked, during some time, that Miss
- Linton fretted, and pined over something. She grew
- cross and wearisome, snapping at and teasing Catherine
- continually, at the imminent risk of exhausting her
- limited patience. We excused her, to a certain extent,
- on the plea of ill-health. She was dwindling and fading
- before our eyes. But one day, when she had been
- peculiarly wayward, rejecting her breakfast, complain-
- ing that the servants did not do what she told them; that
- the mistress would allow her to be nothing in the house,
-
- and Edgar neglected her; that she had caught a cold
- with the doors being left open, and we let the parlour
- fire go out on purpose to vex her, with a hundred yet
- more frivolous accusations, Mrs. Linton peremptorily
- insisted that she should get to bed, and having scolded
- her heartily, threatened to send for the doctor. Men-
- tion of Kenneth caused her to exclaim instantly that her
- health was perfect, and it was only Catherine's harsh-
- ness which made her unhappy.
-
- "How can you say I am harsh, you naughty fond-
- ling?" cried the mistress, amazed at the unreasonable
- assertion. "You are surely losing your reason. When
- have I been harsh, tell me?"
-
- "Yesterday," sobbed Isabella, "and now!"
-
- "Yesterday!" said her sister-in-law. "On what occa-
- sion?"
-
- "In our walk along the moor. You told me to ramble
- where I pleased, while you sauntered on with Mr.
- Heathcliff!"
-
- "And that's your notion of harshness?" said Cather-
- ine, laughing. "It was no hint that your company was
- superfluous. We didn't care whether you kept with us
- or not. I merely thought Heathcliff's talk would have
- nothing entertaining for your ears."
-
- "Oh no," wept the young lady; "you wished me away
- because you knew I liked to be there!"
-
- "Is she sane?" asked Mrs. Linton, appealing to me.
- "I'll repeat our conversation, word for word, Isabella;
- and you point out any charm it could have had for you."
-
- "I don't mind the conversation," she answered. "I
- wanted to be with------"
-
- "Well?" said Catherine, perceiving her hesitate to
- complete the sentence.
-
- "With him; and I won't be always sent off!" she con-
- tinued, kindling up. "You are a dog in the manger,
- Cathy, and desire no one to be loved but yourself!"
-
- "You are an impertinent little monkey!" exclaimed
- Mrs. Linton, in surprise. "But I'll not believe this
- idiocy. It is impossible that you can covet the admira-
- tion of Heathcliff---that you consider him an agreeable
- person! I hope I have misunderstood you, Isabella?"
-
- "No, you have not," said the infatuated girl. "I
- love him more than ever you loved Edgar; and he might
- love me, if you would let him!"
-
- "I wouldn't be you for a kingdom, then!" Catherine
- declared emphatically; and she seemed to speak sin-
- cerely.---"Nelly, help me to convince her of her mad-
- ness. Tell her what Heathcliff is---an unreclaimed
- creature, without refinement, without cultivation, an
- arid wilderness of furze and whinstone. I'd as soon
- put that little canary into the park on a winter's day,
- as recommend you to bestow your heart on him. It is
-
- deplorable ignorance of his character, child, and noth-
- ing else, which makes that dream enter your head. Pray
- don't imagine that he conceals depths of benevolence
- and affection beneath a stern exterior. He's not a rough
- diamond, a pearl-containing oyster of a rustic. He's a
- fierce, pitiless, wolfish man. I never say to him, 'Let
- this or that enemy alone, because it would be ungener-
- ous or cruel to harm them.' I say, 'Let them alone, be-
- cause I should hate them to be wronged.' And he'd crush
- you like a sparrow's egg, Isabella, if he found you a
- troublesome charge. I know he couldn't love a Linton;
- and yet he'd be quite capable of marrying your fortune
- and expectations. Avarice is growing with him a be-
- setting sin. There's my picture; and I'm his friend---so
- much so, that had he thought seriously to catch you, I
- should perhaps have held my tongue, and let you fall
- into his trap."
-
- Miss Linton regarded her sister-in-law with indigna-
- tion.
-
- "For shame! for shame!" she repeated angrily;
- "you are worse than twenty foes, you poisonous
- friend!"
-
- "Ah! you won't believe me, then?" said Catherine.
- "You think I speak from wicked selfishness?"
-
- "I'm certain you do," retorted Isabella; "and I shud-
- der at you!"
-
- "Good!" cried the other. "Try for yourself, if that
- be your spirit. I have done, and yield the argument to
- your saucy insolence."
-
- "And I must suffer for her egotism!" she sobbed, as
- Mrs. Linton left the room. "All, all is against me. She
- has blighted my single consolation. But she uttered
- falsehoods, didn't she? Mr. Heathcliff is not a fiend. He
- has an honourable soul, and a true one, or how could
- he remember her?"
-
- "Banish him from your thoughts, miss," I said. "He's
- a bird of bad omen---no mate for you. Mrs. Linton
- spoke strongly, and yet I can't contradict her. She is bet-
- ter acquainted with his heart than I, or any one besides;
- and she never would represent him as worse than he is.
- Honest people don't hide their deeds. How has he been
- living? How has he got rich? Why is he staying at
- Wuthering Heights, the house of a man whom he ab-
- hors? They say Mr. Earnshaw is worse and worse since
- he came. They sit up all night together continually, and
- Hindley has been borrowing money on his land, and
- does nothing but play and drink. I heard only a week
- ago---it was Joseph who told me---I met him at Gim-
- merton. 'Nelly,' he said, 'we's hae a crowner's 'quest
- enow, at ahr folks. One on 'em's a'most getten his finger
- cut off wi' hauding t'other fro' stickin hisseln loike a
- cawlf. That's maister, yah knaw, 'at's soa up o' going
- tuh t' grand 'sizes. He's noan feared o' t' bench o' judges,
- norther Paul, nur Peter, nur John, nur Matthew, nor
- noan on 'em, not he. He fair likes---he langs to set his
- brazened face agean 'em. And yon bonny lad Heath-
-
- cliff, yah mind, he's a rare un! He can girn a laugh as
- well's onybody at a raight divil's jest. Does he niver say
- nowt of his fine living amang us, when he goes to t'
- Grange? This is t' way on't. Up at sundown; dice,
- brandy, cloised shutters, un can'le-light till next day at
- noon; then, t' fooil gangs banning un raving to his
- cham'er, makking dacent fowks dig thur fingers i' thur
- lugs fur varry shame; un the knave, why he can caint
- his brass, un ate, un sleep, un off to his neighbour's to
- gossip wi' t' wife. I' course, he tells Dame Catherine
- how her fathur's goold runs into his pocket, and her
- fathur's son gallops down t' broad road, while he flees
- afore to oppen t' pikes!' Now, Miss Linton, Joseph is
- an old rascal, but no liar; and if his account of Heath-
- cliff's conduct be true, you would never think of desir-
- ing such a husband, would you?"
-
- "You are leagued with the rest, Ellen!" she replied.
- "I'll not listen to your slanders. What malevolence you
- must have to wish to convince me that there is no happi-
- ness in the worldl"
-
- Whether she would have got over this fancy if left
- to herself, or persevered in nursing it perpetually, I
- cannot say. She had little time to reflect. The day after,
- there was a justice meeting at the next town. My mas-
- ter was obliged to attend; and Mr. Heathcliff, aware
- of his absence, called rather earlier than usual. Cather-
- ine and Isabella were sitting in the library, on hostile
- terms, but silent---the latter alarmed at her recent in-
- discretion, and the disclosure she had made of her se-
- cret feelings in a transient fit of passion; the former,
-
- on mature consideration, really offended with her
- companion, and if she laughed again at her pertness, in-
- clined to make it no laughing matter to her. She did
- laugh as she saw Heathcliff pass the window. I was
- sweeping the hearth, and I noticed a mischievous smile
- on her lips. Isabella, absorbed in her meditations, or a
- book, remained till the door opened; and it was too late
- to attempt an escape, which she would gladly have
- done had it been practicable.
-
- "Come in; that's right!" exclaimed the mistress
- gaily, pulling a chair to the fire. "Here are two people
- sadly in need of a third to thaw the ice between them;
- and you are the very one we should both of us choose.
- Heathcliff, I'm proud to show you, at last, somebody
- that dotes on you more than myself. I expect you to feel
- flattered. Nay, it's not Nelly; don't look at her! My
- poor little sister-in-law is breaking her heart by mere
- contemplation of your physical and moral beauty. It
- lies in your own power to be Edgar's brother.---No, no,
- Isabella; you shan't run off," she continued, arresting,
- with feigned playfulness, the confounded girl, who had
- risen indignantly.---"We were quarrelling like cats
- about you, Heathcliff, and I was fairly beaten in protes-
- tations of devotion and admiration; and, moreover, I
- was informed that if I would but have the manners to
- stand aside, my rival, as she will have herself to be,
- would shoot a shaft into your soul that would fix you
- for ever, and send my image into eternal oblivion!"
-
- "Catherine!" said Isabella, calling up her dignity,
- and disdaining to struggle from the tight grasp that
-
- held her, "I'd thank you to adhere to the truth, and not
- slander me, even in joke.---Mr. Heathcliff, be kind
- enough to bid this friend of yours release me. She for-
- gets that you and I are not intimate acquaintances;
- and what amuses her is painful to me beyond expres-
- sion."
-
- "As the guest answered nothing, but took his seat,
- and looked thoroughly indifferent what sentiments she
- cherished concerning him, she turned and whispered
- an earnest appeal for liberty to her tormentor.
-
- "By no means!" cried Mrs. Linton in answer. "I
- won't be named a dog in the manger again. You shall
- stay.---Now, then, Heathcliff, why don't you evince
- satisfaction at my pleasant news? Isabella swears that
- the love Edgar has for me is nothing to that she enter-
- tains for you. I'm sure she made some speech of the
- kind---did she not, Ellen? And she has fasted ever since
- the day before yesterday's walk, from sorrow and rage
- that I dispatched her out of your society under the idea
- of its being unacceptable."
-
- "I think you belie her," said Heathcliff, twisting his
- chair to face them. "She wishes to be out of my society
- now, at any rate."
-
- And he stared hard at the object of discourse, as one
- might do at a strange, repulsive animal---a centipede
- from the Indies, for instance, which curiosity leads one
- to examine in spite of the aversion it raises. The poor
- thing couldn't bear that. She grew white and red in
-
- rapid succession, and, while tears beaded her lashes,
- bent the strength of her small fingers to loosen the firm
- clutch of Catherine; and perceiving that as fast as she
- raised one finger off her arm another closed down, and
- she could not remove the whole together, she began to
- make use of her nails; and their sharpness presently
- ornamented the detainer's with crescents of red.
-
- "There's a tigress!" exclaimed Mrs. Linton, setting
- her free, and shaking her hand with pain. "Begone, for
- God's sake, and hide your vixen face! How foolish to
- reveal those talons to him! Can't you fancy the con-
- clusions he'll draw?---Look, Heathcliff! they are in-
- struments that will do execution; you must beware of
- your eyes."
-
- "I'd wrench them off her fingers if they ever menaced
- me," he answered brutally, when the door had closed
- after her. "But what did you mean by teasing the crea-
- ture in that manner, Cathy? You were not speaking the
- truth, were you?"
-
- "I assure you I was," she returned. "She has been
- dying for your sake several weeks, and raving about
- you this morning, and pouring forth a deluge of abuse,
- because I represented your failings in a plain light, for
- the purpose of mitigating her adoration. But don't no-
- tice it further. I wished to punish her sauciness---that's
- all. I like her too well, my dear Heathcliff, to let you ab-
- solutely seize and devour her up."
-
- "And I like her too ill to attempt it," said he, "ex-
- cept in a very ghoulish fashion. You'd hear of odd
- things if I lived alone with that mawkish, waxen face.
- The most ordinary would be painting on its white the
- colours of the rainbow, and turning the blue eyes black,
- every day or two. They detestably resemble Linton's."
-
- "Delectably!" observed Catherine. "They are dove's
- eyes---angel's!"
-
- "She's her brother's heir, is she not?" he asked, after
- a brief silence.
-
- "I should be sorry to think so," returned his com-
- panion. "Half a dozen nephews shall erase her title
- please Heaven! Abstract your mind from the subject
- at present. You are too prone to covet your neigh-
- bour's goods. Remember this neighbour's goods are
- mine."
-
- "If they were mine, they would be none the less that,"
- said Heathcliff; "but though Isabella Linton may be
- silly, she is scarcely mad; and, in short, we'll dismiss
- the matter, as you advise."
-
- From their tongues they did dismiss it; and Cather-
- ine, probably, from her thoughts. The other, I felt cer-
- tain, recalled it often in the course of the evening. I saw
- him smile to himself---grin rather---and lapse into omi-
- nous musing whenever Mrs. Linton had occasion to
- be absent from the apartment.
-
- I determined to watch his movements. My heart in-
- variably cleaved to the master's, in preference to Cath-
- erine's side---with reason, I imagined, for he was
- kind, and trustful, and honourable; and she---she could
- not be called the opposite, yet she seemed to allow her-
- self such wide latitude that I had little faith in her prin-
- ciples, and still less sympathy for her feelings. I wanted
- something to happen which might have the effect of
- freeing both Wuthering Heights and the Grange of Mr.
- Heathcliff quietly, leaving us as we had been prior to
- his advent. His visits were a continual nightmare to me,
- and, I suspected, to my master also. His abode at the
- Heights was an oppression past explaining. I felt that
- God had forsaken the stray sheep there to its own
- wicked wanderings, and an evil beast prowled between
- it and the fold, waiting his time to spring and destroy.
- CHAPTER XI.
-
-
- Sometimes, while meditating on these things in
- solitude, I've got up in a sudden terror, and put
- on my bonnet to go see how all was at the farm. I've
- persuaded my conscience that it was a duty to warn
- him how people talked regarding his ways; and then
- I've recollected his confirmed bad habits, and, hopeless
- of benefiting him, have flinched from re-entering the
- dismal house, doubting if I could bear to be taken at
- my word.
-
- One time I passed the old gate, going out of my way,
- on a journey to Gimmerton. It was about the period
- that my narrative has reached---a bright, frosty after-
- noon, the ground bare, and the road hard and dry. I
- came to a stone where the highway branches off on to
- the moor at your left hand---a rough sand-pillar, with
- the letters W. H. cut on its north side, on the east, G.,
- and on the south-west, T. G. It serves as a guide-post
- to the Grange, the Heights, and village. The sun shone
- yellow on its gray head, reminding me of summer; and
- I cannot say why, but all at once a gush of child's sensa-
- tions flowed into my heart. Hindley and I held it a fa-
- vourite spot twenty years before. I gazed long at the
- weather-worn block, and stooping down, perceived a
- hole near the bottom still full of snail-shells and pebbles,
- which we were fond of storing there with more perish-
- able things; and, as fresh as reality, it appeared that I
- beheld my early playmate seated on the withered turf,
- his dark, square head bent forward, and his little hand
- scooping out the earth with a piece of slate. "Poor Hind-
-
- ley!" I exclaimed involuntarily. I started. My bodily
- eye was cheated into a momentary belief that the child
- lifted its face and stared straight into mine! It vanished
- in a twinkling; but immediately I felt an irresistible
- yearning to be at the Heights. Superstition urged me to
- comply with this impulse. Supposing he should be
- dead, I thought, or should die soon!---supposing it
- were a sign of death! The nearer I got to the house the
- more agitated I grew; and on catching sight of it I trem-
- bled every limb. The apparition had outstripped me. It
- stood looking through the gate. That was my first idea
- on observing an elf-locked, brown-eyed boy setting his
- ruddy countenance against the bars. Further reflection
- suggested this must be Hareton, my Hareton, not al-
- tered greatly since I Ieft him, ten months since.
-
- "God bless thee, darling!" I cried, forgetting instan-
- taneously my foolish fears. "Hareton, it's Nelly---Nelly,
- thy nurse."
-
- He retreated out of arm's length, and picked up a
- large flint.
-
- "I am come to see thy father, Hareton," I added,
- guessing from the action that Nelly, if she lived in his
- memory at all, was not recognized as one with me.
-
- He raised his missile to hurl it. I commenced a sooth-
- ing speech, but could not stay his hand. The stone
- struck my bonnet; and then ensued, from the stammer-
- ing lips of the little fellow, a string of curses, which,
- whether he comprehended them or not, were delivered
-
- with practised emphasis, and distorted his baby features
- into a shocking expression of malignity. You may be
- certain this grieved more than angered me. Fit to cry, I
- took an orange from my pocket, and offered it to pro-
- pitiate him. He hesitated, and then snatched it from my
- hold, as if he fancied I only intended to tempt and dis-
- appoint him. I showed another, keeping it out of his
- reach.
-
- "Who has taught you those fine words, my bairn?"
- I inquired---"the curate?"
-
- "Damn the curate, and thee! Gie me that," he re-
- plied.
-
- "Tell us where you got your lessons, and you shall
- have it," said I. "Who's your master?"
-
- "Devil daddy," was his answer.
-
- "And what do you learn from daddy?" I continued.
-
- He jumped at the fruit. I raised it higher. "What does
- he teach you?" I asked.
-
- "Naught," said he, "but to keep out of his gait.
- Daddy cannot bide me, because I swear at him."
-
- "Ah! and the devil teaches you to swear at daddy?"
- I observed.
-
- "Ay---nay," he drawled.
-
- "Who, then?"
-
- "Heathcliff."
-
- I asked if he liked Mr. Heathcliff.
-
- "Ay!" he answered again.
-
- Desiring to have his reasons for liking him, I could
- only gather the sentences, "I known't. He pays dad
- back what he gies to me; he curses daddy for cursing
- me. He says I mun do as I will."
-
- "And the curate does not teach you to read and write
- then?" I pursued.
-
- "No, I was told the curate should have his ------
- teeth dashed down his ------ throat if he stepped over
- the threshold. Heathcliff had promised that!"
-
- I put the orange in his hand, and bade him tell his
- father that a woman called Nelly Dean was waiting to
- speak with him by the garden gate. He went up the
- walk, and entered the house; but instead of Hindley,
- Heathcliff appeared on the door stones; and I turned
- directly and ran down the road as hard as ever I could
- race, making no halt till I gained the guide-post, and
- feeling as scared as if I had raised a goblin. This is not
- much connected with Miss Isabella's affair, except that
- it urged me to resolve further on mounting vigilant
- guard, and doing my utmost to check the spread of such
- bad influence at the Grange, even though I should
-
- wake a domestic storm by thwarting Mrs. Linton's
- pleasure.
-
- The next time Heathcliff came, my young lady
- chanced to be feeding some pigeons in the court. She
- had never spoken a word to her sister-in-law for three
- days; but she had likewise dropped her fretful com-
- plaining, and we found it a great comfort. Heathcliff
- had not the habit of bestowing a single unnecessary
- civility on Miss Linton, I knew. Now, as soon as he
- beheld her, his first precaution was to take a sweeping
- survey of the house-front. I was standing by the kitchen
- window, but I drew out of sight. He then stepped
- across the pavement to her, and said something. She
- seemed embarrassed and desirous of getting away; to
- prevent it, he laid his hand on her arm. She averted her
- face. He apparently put some question which she had
- no mind to answer. There was another rapid glance
- at the house; and supposing himself unseen, the scoun-
- drel had the impudence to embrace her.
-
- "Judas! traitor!" I ejaculated. "You are a hypocrite,
- too, are you---a deliberate deceiver?"
-
- "Who is, Nelly?" said Catherine's voice at my elbow.
- I had been over-intent on watching the pair outside to
- mark her entrance.
-
- "Your worthless friend!" I answered warmly--"the
- sneaking rascal yonder. Ah, he has caught a glimpse of
- us; he is coming in! I wonder will he have the heart to
-
- find a plausible excuse for making love to miss, when
- he told you he hated her?"
-
- Mrs. Linton saw Isabella tear herself free, and run
- into the garden; and a minute after Heathcliff opened
- the door. I couldn't withhold giving some loose to my
- indignation; but Catherine angrily insisted on silence,
- and threatened to order me out of the kitchen, if I dared
- to be so presumptuous as to put in my insolent tongue.
-
- "To hear you, people might think you were the mis-
- tress!" she cried. "You want setting down in your right
- place!---Heathcliff, what are you about, raising this
- stir? I said you must let Isabella alone! I beg you will,
- unless you are tired of being received here, and wish
- Linton to draw the bolts against you!"
-
- "God forbid that he should try!" answered the black
- villain. I detested him just then. "God keep him meek
- and patient! Every day I grow madder after sending
- him to heaven!"
-
- "Hush!" said Catherine, shutting the inner door.
- "Don't vex me. Why have you disregarded my request?
- Did she come across you on purpose?"
-
- "What is it to you?" he growled. "I have a right to
- kiss her, if she chooses; and you have no right to object.
- I am not your husband; you needn't be jealous of me."
-
- "I'm not jealous of you," replied the mistress---"I'm
- jealous for you. Clear your face; you shan't scowl at
-
- me! If you like Isabella, you shall marry her. But do
- you like her? Tell the truth, Heathcliff. There, you
- won't answer. I'm certain you don't."
-
- "And would Mr. Linton approve of his sister marry-
- ing that man?" I inquired.
-
- "Mr. Linton should approve," returned my lady de-
- cisively.
-
- "He might spare himself the trouble," said Heathcliff;
- "I could do as well without his approbation. And as to
- you, Catherine, I have a mind to speak a few words
- now, while we are at it. I want you to be aware that I
- know you have treated me infernally---infernally! Do
- you hear? And if you flatter yourself that I don't per-
- ceive it, you are a fool; and if you think I can be con-
- soled by sweet words, you are an idiot; and if you
- fancy I'll suffer unrevenged, I'll convince you of the
- contrary in a very little while. Meantime, thank you
- for telling me your sister-in-law's secret. I swear I'll
- make the most of it. And stand you aside."
-
- "What new phase of his character is this?" exclaimed
- Mrs. Linton, in amazement. "I've treated you infer-
- nally, and you'll take your revenge! How will you take
- it, ungrateful brute? How have I treated you infer-
- nally?"
-
- "I seek no revenge on you," replied Heathcliff, less
- vehemently. "That's not the plan. The tyrant grinds
- down his slaves, and they don't turn against him; they
-
- crush those beneath them. You are welcome to torture
- me to death for your amusement, only allow me to
- amuse myself a little in the same style, and refrain from
- insult as much as you are able. Having levelled my
- palace, don't erect a hovel and complacently admire
- your own charity in giving me that for a home. lf I imag-
- ined you really wished me to marry Isabel, I'd cut my
- throat!"
-
- "Oh, the evil is that I am not jealous, is it?" cried
- Catherine. "Well, I won't repeat my offer of a wife. It
- is as bad as offering Satan a lost soul. Your bliss lies,
- like his, in inflicting misery. You prove it. Edgar is re-
- stored from the ill-temper he gave way to at your com-
- ing. I begin to be secure and tranquil; and you, restless
- to know us at peace, appear resolved on exciting a quar-
- rel. Quarrel with Edgar, if you please, Heathcliff, and
- deceive his sister. You'll hit on exactly the most effi-
- cient method of revenging yourself on me."
-
- The conversation ceased. Mrs. Linton sat down by
- the fire, flushed and gloomy. The spirit which served
- her was growing intractable; she could neither lay
- nor control it. He stood on the hearth with folded arms,
- brooding on his evil thoughts; and in this position I
- left them to seek the master, who was wondering what
- kept Catherine below so long.
-
- "Ellen," said he, when I entered, "have you seen
- your mistress?"
-
- "Yes; she's in the kitchen, sir," I answered. "She's
- sadly put out by Mr. Heathcliff's behaviour; and, in-
- deed, I do think it's time to arrange his visits on another
- footing. There's harm in being too soft, and now it's
- come to this------" And I related the scene in the court,
- and, as near as I dared, the whole subsequent dispute.
- I fancied it could not be very prejudicial to Mrs. Linton,
- unless she made it so afterwards by assuming the de-
- fensive for her guest. Edgar Linton had difficulty in
- hearing me to the close. His first words revealed that
- he did not clear his wife of blame.
-
- "This is insufferable!" he exclaimed. "It is disgrace-
- ful that she should own him for a friend, and force his
- company on me! Call me two men out of the hall, Ellen.
- Catherine shall linger no longer to argue with the low
- ruffian. I have humoured her enough."
-
- He descended, and bidding the servants wait in the
- passage, went, followed by me, to the kitchen. Its oc-
- cupants had recommenced their angry discussion. Mrs.
- Linton, at least, was scolding with renewed vigour.
- Heathcliff had moved to the window, and hung his head,
- somewhat cowed by her violent rating apparently. He
- saw the master first, and made a hasty motion that she
- should be silent; which she obeyed abruptly, on dis-
- covering the reason of his intimation.
-
- "How is this?" said Linton, addressing her. "What
- notion of propriety must you have to remain here, after
- the language which has been held to you by that black-
- guard? I suppose, because it is his ordinary talk, you
-
- think nothing of it. You are habituated to his baseness,
- and, perhaps, imagine I can get used to it too."
-
- "Have you been listening at the door, Edgar?" asked
- the mistress, in a tone particularly calculated to pro-
- voke her husband, implying both carelessness and
- contempt of his irritation. Heathcliff, who had raised
- his eyes at the former speech, gave a sneering laugh at
- the latter---on purpose, it seemed, to draw Mr. Linton's
- attention to him. He succeeded; but Edgar did not mean
- to entertain him with any high flights of passion.
-
- "I have been so far forbearing with you, sir," he said
- quietly---"not that I was ignorant of your miserable,
- degraded character, but I felt you were only partly
- responsible for that; and Catherine wishing to keep up
- your acquaintance, I acquiesced---foolishly. Your
- presence is a moral poison that would contaminate the
- most virtuous. For that cause, and to prevent worse
- consequences, I shall deny you hereafter admission
- into this house, and give notice now that I require your
- instant departure. Three minutes' delay will render it
- involuntary and ignominious."
-
- Heathcliff measured the height and breadth of the
- speaker with an eye full of derision.
-
- "Cathy, this lamb of yours threatens like a bull!" he
- said. "It is in danger of splitting its skull against my
- knuckles.---By God, Mr. Linton, I'm mortally sorry
- that you are not worth knocking downl"
-
- My master glanced towards the passage, and signed
- me to fetch the men. He had no intention of hazarding a
- personal encounter. I obeyed the hint; but Mrs. Linton,
- suspecting something, followed; and when I attempted
- to call them, she pulled me back, slammed the door to,
- and locked it.
-
- "Fair means!" she said, in answer to her husband's
- look of angry surprise. "If you have not courage to at-
- tack him, make an apology, or allow yourself to be
- beaten. It will correct you of feigning more valour
- than you possess. No, I'll swallow the key before you
- shall get it! I'm delightfully rewarded for my kindness
- to each! After constant indulgence of one's weak na-
- ture, and the other's bad one, I earn for thanks two
- samples of blind ingratitude, stupid to absurdity! Ed-
- gar, I was defending you and yours; and I wish Heath-
- cliff may flog you sick for daring to think an evil thought
- of me!"
-
- It did not need the medium of a flogging to produce
- that effect on the master. He tried to wrest the key from
- Catherine's grasp, and for safety she flung it into the
- hottest part of the fire; whereupon Mr. Edgar was taken
- with a nervous trembling, and his countenance grew
- deadly pale. For his life he could not avert that excess
- of emotion; mingled anguish and humiliation over-
- came him completely. He leant on the back of a chair,
- and covered his face.
-
- "O heavens! In old days this would win you knight-
- hood!" exclaimed Mrs. Linton. "We are vanquished!
-
- we are vanquished! Heathcliff would as soon lift a fin-
- ger at you as a king would march his army against a
- colony of mice. Cheer up; you shan't be hurt! Your
- type is not a lamb; it's a sucking leveret."
-
- "I wish you joy of the milk-blooded coward, Cathy!"
- said her friend. "I compliment you on your taste. And
- that is the slavering, shivering thing you preferred to
- me! I would not strike him with my fist, but I'd kick him
- with my foot, and experience considerable satisfaction.
- Is he weeping, or is he going to faint for fear?"
-
- The fellow approached and gave the chair on which
- Linton rested a push. He'd better have kept his distance.
- My master quickly sprang erect, and struck him full on
- the throat a blow that would have levelled a slighter
- man. It took his breath for a minute; and while he
- choked, Mr. Linton walked out by the back door into
- the yard, and from thence to the front entrance.
-
- "There! you've done with coming here," cried Cath-
- erine. "Get away, now. He'll return with a brace of
- pistols and half a dozen assistants. If he did overhear us,
- of course he'd never forgive you. You've played me an
- ill turn, Heathcliff. But go---make haste! I'd rather see
- Edgar at bay than you."
-
- "Do you suppose I'm going with that blow burning
- in my gullet?" he thundered. "By hell, no! I'll crush his
- ribs in like a rotten hazel-nut before I cross the thresh-
- old! If I don't floor him now, I shall murder him some
- time; so, as you value his existence, let me get at him!"
-
- "He is not coming," I interposed, framing a bit of a
- lie. "There's the coachman and the two gardeners.
- You'll surely not wait to be thrust into the road by
- them! Each has a bludgeon; and master will very likely
- be watching from the parlour windows, to see that they
- fulfil his orders."
-
- The gardeners and coachman were there, but Linton
- was with them. They had already entered the court.
- Heathcliff, on second thoughts, resolved to avoid a
- struggle against the three underlings. He seized the
- poker, smashed the lock from the inner door, and
- made his escape as they tramped in.
-
- Mrs. Linton, who was very much excited, bade me
- accompany her upstairs. She did not know my share
- in contributing to the disturbance, and I was anxious
- to keep her in ignorance.
-
- "I'm nearly distracted, Nelly!" she exclaimed, throw-
- ing herself on the sofa. "A thousand smiths' hammers
- are beating in my head! Tell Isabella to shun me; this
- uproar is owing to her; and should she or any one else
- aggravate my anger at present, I shall get wild. And,
- Nelly, say to Edgar, if you see him again to-night, that
- I'm in danger of being seriously ill. I wish it may prove
- true. He has startled and distressed me shockingly. I
- want to frighten him. Besides, he might come and be-
- gin a string of abuse or complainings. I'm certain I
- should recriminate, and God knows where we should
- end! Will you do so, my good Nelly? You are aware
- that I am no way blamable in this matter. What pos-
-
- sessed him to turn listener? Heathcliff's talk was out-
- rageous after you left us; but I could soon have diverted
- him from Isabella, and the rest meant nothing. Now all
- is dashed wrong, by the fool's craving to hear evil of
- self that haunts some people like a demon. Had Edgar
- never gathered our conversation, he would never have
- been the worse for it. Really, when he opened on me
- in that unreasonable tone of displeasure after I had
- scolded Heathcliff till I was hoarse for him, I did not
- care hardly what they did to each other---especially as
- I felt that, however the scene closed, we should all be
- driven asunder for nobody knows how long! Well, if
- I cannot keep Heathcliff for my friend---if Edgar will
- be mean and jealous---I'll try to break their hearts by
- breaking my own. That will be a prompt way of finish-
- ing all, when I am pushed to extremity. But it's a deed to
- be reserved for a forlorn hope; I'd not take Linton by
- surprise with it. To this point he has been discreet in
- dreading to provoke me. You must represent the peril
- of quitting that policy, and remind him of my passion-
- ate temper, verging, when kindled, on frenzy. I wish
- you could dismiss that apathy out of that countenance,
- and look rather more anxious about me."
-
- The stolidity with which I received these instructions
- was, no doubt, rather exasperating, for they were de-
- livered in perfect sincerity; but I believed a person who
- could plan the turning of her fits of passion to account
- beforehand might, by exerting her will, manage to con-
- trol herself tolerably, even while under their influence;
- and I did not wish to "frighten" her husband, as she
- said, and multiply his annoyances for the purpose of
-
- serving her selfishness. Therefore I said nothing when
- I met the master coming towards the parlour; but I
- took the liberty of turning back to listen whether they
- would resume their quarrel together. He began to speak
- first.
-
- "Remain where you are, Catherine," he said, without
- any anger in his voice, but with much sorrowful de-
- spondency. "I shall not stay. I am neither come to
- wrangle nor be reconciled; but I wish just to learn
- whether, after this evening's events, you intend to con-
- tinue your intimacy with------"
-
- "Oh, for mercy's sake," interrupted the mistress,
- stamping her foot---"for mercy's sake, let us hear
- no more of it now! Your cold blood cannot be worked
- into a fever. Your veins are full of ice-water; but mine
- are boiling, and the sight of such chillness makes them
- dance."
-
- "To get rid of me, answer my question," persevered
- Mr. Linton. "You must answer it, and that violence
- does not alarm me. I have found that you can be as
- stoical as any one, when you please. Will you give up
- Heathcliff hereafter, or will you give up me? It is im-
- possible for you to be my friend and his at the same
- time; and I absolutely require to know which you
- choose."
-
- "I require to be let alone!" exclaimed Catherine
- furiously. "I demand it! Don't you see I can scarcely
- stand? Edgar, you---you leave me!"
-
- She rang the bell till it broke with a twang. I entered
- leisurely. It was enough to try the temper of a saint,
- such senseless, wicked rages! There she lay dashing
- her head against the arm of the sofa, and grinding her
- teeth, so that you might fancy she would crash them to
- splinters! Mr. Linton stood looking at her in sudden
- compunction and fear. He told me to fetch some wa-
- ter. She had no breath for speaking. I brought a glass
- full; and as she would not drink, I sprinkled it on her
- face. In a few seconds she stretched herself out stiff,
- and turned up her eyes, while her cheeks, at once
- blanched and livid, assumed the aspect of death. Lin-
- ton looked terrified.
-
- "There is nothing in the world the matter," I whis-
- pered. I did not want him to yield, though I could not
- help being afraid in my heart.
-
- "She has blood on her lips!" he said, shuddering.
-
- "Never mind!" I answered tartly. And I told him
- how she had resolved, previous to his coming, on ex-
- hibiting a fit of frenzy. I incautiously gave the account
- aloud, and she heard me, for she started up, her hair
- flying over her shoulders, her eyes flashing, the mus-
- cles of her neck and arms standing out preternaturally.
- I made up my mind for broken bones at least; but she
- only glared about her for an instant, and then rushed
- from the room. The master directed me to follow. I did,
- to her chamber door. She hindered me from going
- farther by securing it against me.
-
- As she never offered to descend to breakfast next
- morning, I went to ask whether she would have some
- carried up. "No!" she replied peremptorily. The same
- question was repeated at dinner and tea, and again on
- the morrow after, and received the same answer. Mr.
- Linton, on his part, spent his time in the library, and
- did not inquire concerning his wife's occupations. Isa-
- bella and he had had an hour's interview, during which
- he tried to elicit from her some sentiment of proper hor-
- ror for Heathcliff's advances; but he could make noth-
- ing of her evasive replies, and was obliged to close the
- examination unsatisfactorily, adding, however, a sol-
- emn warning that if she were so insane as to encourage
- that worthless suitor, it would dissolve all bonds of re-
- lationship between herself and him.
- CHAPTER XII.
-
-
- While Miss Linton moped about the park and
- garden, always silent, and almost always in tears,
- and her brother shut himself up among books that he
- never opened---wearying, I guessed, with a continual
- vague expectation that Catherine, repenting her con-
- duct, would come of her own accord to ask pardon,
- and seek a reconciliation---and she fasted pertina-
- ciously, under the idea, probably, that at every meal
- Edgar was ready to choke for her absence, and pride
- alone held him from running to cast himself at her feet,
- I went about my household duties, convinced that the
- Grange had but one sensible soul in its walls, and that
- lodged in my body. I wasted no condolences on miss,
- nor any expostulations on my mistress; nor did I pay
- much attention to the sighs of my master, who yearned
- to hear his lady's name, since he might not hear her
- voice. I determined they should come about as they
- pleased for me; and though it was a tiresomely slow
- process, I began to rejoice at length in a faint dawn of
- its progress, as I thought at first.
-
- Mrs. Linton on the third day unbarred her door, and
- having finished the water in her pitcher and decanter,
- desired a renewed supply, and a basin of gruel, for she
- believed she was dying. That I set down as a speech
- meant for Edgar's ears. I believed no such thing, so I
- kept it to myself, and brought her some tea and dry
- toast. She ate and drank eagerly, and sank back on her
- pillow again, clenching her hands and groaning. "Oh,
- I will die," she exclaimed, "since no one cares anything
-
- about me. I wish I had not taken that." Then a good
- while after I heard her murmur, "No, I'll not die---
- he'd be glad---he does not love me at all---he would
- never miss me!"
-
- "Did you want anything, ma'am?" I inquired, still
- preserving my external composure, in spite of her
- ghastly countenance and strange, exaggerated manner.
-
- "What is that apathetic being doing?" she demanded,
- pushing the thick entangled locks from her wasted face.
- "Has he fallen into a lethargy, or is he dead?"
-
- "Neither," replied I, "if you mean Mr. Linton. He's
- tolerably well, I think, though his studies occupy him
- rather more than they ought. He is continually among
- his books, since he has no other society."
-
- I should not have spoken so if I had known her
- true condition, but I could not get rid of the notion
- that she acted a part of her disorder.
-
- "Among his books!" she cried, confounded. "And
- I dying---I on the brink of the grave! My God! does he
- know how I'm altered?" continued she, staring at her
- reflection in a mirror hanging against the opposite wall.
- "Is that Catherine Linton? He imagines me in a pet---
- in play, perhaps. Cannot you inform him that it is fright-
- ful earnest? Nelly, if it be not too late, as soon as I learn
- how he feels I'll choose between these two---either to
- starve at once (that would be no punishment unless he
-
- had a heart), or to recover, and leave the country. Are
- you speaking the truth about him now? Take care. Is
- he actually so utterly indifferent for my life?"
-
- "Why, ma'am," I answered, "the master has no idea
- of your being deranged; and, of course, he does not
- fear that you will let yourself die of hunger."
-
- "You think not? Cannot you tell him I will?" she
- returned. "Persuade him; speak of your own mind; say
- you are certain I will!"
-
- "No, you forget, Mrs. Linton," I suggested, "that you
- have eaten some food with a relish this evening, and to-
- morrow you will perceive its good effects."
-
- "If I were only sure it would kill him," she inter-
- rupted, "I'd kill myself directly! These three awful
- nights I've never closed my lids; and oh, I've been tor-
- mented! I've been haunted, Nelly! But I begin to fancy
- you don't like me. How strange! I thought, though
- everybody hated and despised each other, they could
- not avoid loving me. And they have all turned to en-
- emies in a few hours. They have, I'm positive---the
- people here. How dreary to meet death, surrounded by
- their cold faces! Isabella, terrified and repelled, afraid
- to enter the room; it would be so dreadful to watch
- Catherine go! And Edgar standing solemnly by to see
- it over; then offering prayers of thanks to God for re-
- storing peace to his house, and going back to his books!
- What in the name of all that feels has he to do with
- books when I am dying?"
-
- She could not bear the notion which I had put into
- her head of Mr. Linton's philosophical resignation.
- Tossing about, she increased her feverish bewilderment
- to madness, and tore the pillow with her teeth; then
- raising herself up, all burning, desired that I would
- open the window. We were in the middle of winter,
- the wind blew strong from the north-east, and I ob-
- jected. Both the expressions flitting over her face and
- the changes of her moods began to alarm me terribly,
- and brought to my recollection her former illness, and
- the doctor's injunction that she should not be crossed.
- A minute previously she was violent; now, supported
- on one arm, and not noticing my refusal to obey her,
- she seemed to find childish diversion in pulling the
- feathers from the rents she had just made, and ranging
- them on the sheet according to their different species.
- Her mind had strayed to other associations.
-
- "That's a turkey's," she murmured to herself, "and
- this is a wild duck's, and this is a pigeon's. Ah, they
- put pigeons' feathers in the pillows; no wonder I
- couldn't die! Let me take care to throw it on the floor
- when I lie down. And here is a moor-cock's; and this---
- I should know it among a thousand---it's a lapwing's.
- Bonny bird, wheeling over our heads in the middle of
- the moor. It wanted to get to its nest, for the clouds
- had touched the swells, and it felt rain coming. This
- feather was picked up from the heath; the bird was not
- shot. We saw its nest in the winter, full of little skele-
- tons. Heathcliff set a trap over it, and the old ones dare
- not come. I made him promise he'd never shoot a lap-
- wing after that, and he didn't. Yes, here are more! Did
-
- he shoot my lapwings, Nelly? Are they red, any of
- them? Let me look."
-
- "Give over with that baby-work!" I interrupted,
- dragging the pillow away, and turning the holes towards
- the mattress, for she was removing its contents by hand-
- fuls. "Lie down and shut your eyes; you're wandering.
- There's a mess! The down is flying about like snow."
-
- I went here and there collecting it.
-
- "I see in you, Nelly," she continued dreamily, "an
- aged woman. You have gray hair and bent shoulders.
- This bed is the fairy cave under Peniston Crag, and you
- are gathering elf-bolts to hurt our heifers, pretending,
- while I am near, that they are only locks of wool. That's
- what you'll come to fifty years hence. I know you are
- not so now. I'm not wandering; you're mistaken, or
- else I should believe you really were that withered hag,
- and I should think I was under Peniston Crag; and I'm
- conscious it's night, and there are two candles on the
- table making the black press shine like jet."
-
- "The black press? Where is that?" I asked. "You are
- talking in your sleep!"
-
- "It's against the wall, as it always is," she replied.
- "It does appear odd. I see a face in it!"
-
- "There's no press in the room, and never was," said
- I, resuming my seat, and looping up the curtain, that I
- might watch her.
-
- "Don't you see that face?" she inquired, gazing
- earnestly at the mirror.
-
- And say what I could, I was incapable of making her
- comprehend it to be her own; so I rose and covered it
- with a shawl.
-
- "It's behind there still!" she pursued anxiously.
- "And it stirred. Who is it? I hope it will not come out
- when you are gone! O Nelly, the room is haunted! I'm
- afraid of being alone!"
-
- I took her hand in mine, and bade her be composed,
- for a succession of shudders convulsed her frame, and
- she would keep straining her gaze towards the glass.
- "There's nobody here!" I insisted. "It was yourself
- Mrs. Linton. You knew it a while since."
-
- "Myself!" she gasped; "and the clock is striking
- twelve! It's true, then; that's dreadful!"
-
- Her fingers clutched the clothes, and gathered them
- over her eyes. I attempted to steal to the door, with an
- intention of calling her husband; but I was summoned
- back by a piercing shriek. The shawl had dropped
- from the frame.
-
- "Why, what is the matter?" cried I. "Who is coward
- now? Wake up! That is the glass---the mirror, Mrs.
- Linton; and you see yourself in it; and there am I too,
- by your side."
-
- Trembling and bewildered, she held me fast, but the
- horror gradually passed from her countenance. Its pale-
- ness gave place to a glow of shame.
-
- "Oh dear! I thought I was at home," she sighed---
- "I thought I was lying in my chamber at Wuthering
- Heights. Because I'm weak, my brain got confused,
- and I screamed unconsciously. Don't say anything,
- but stay with me. I dread sleeping. My dreams appall
- me."
-
- "A sound sleep would do you good, ma'am," I an-
- swered; "and I hope this suffering will prevent your
- trying starving again."
-
- "Oh, if I were but in my own bed in the old house!"
- she went on bitterly, wringing her hands. "And that
- wind sounding in the firs by the lattice. Do let me feel
- it---it comes straight down the moor---do let me have
- one breath!"
-
- To pacify her, I held the casement ajar a few sec-
- onds. A cold blast rushed through. I closed it, and re-
- turned to my post. She lay still now, her face bathed
- in tears. Exhaustion of body had entirely subdued her
- spirit. Our fiery Catherine was no better than a wailing
- child.
-
- "How long is it since I shut myself in here?" she
- asked, suddenly reviving.
-
- "It was Monday evening," I replied; "and this is
- Thursday night, or rather Friday morning, at present."
-
- "What! of the same week?" she exclaimed. "Only
- that brief time?"
-
- "Long enough to live on nothing but cold water and
- ill-temper," observed I.
-
- "Well, it seems a weary number of hours," she mut-
- tered doubtfully. "It must be more. I remember being
- in the parlour after they had quarrelled, and Edgar be-
- ing cruelly provoking, and me running into this room
- desperate. As soon as ever I had barred the door, utter
- blackness overwhelmed me, and I fell on the floor. I
- couldn't explain to Edgar how certain I felt of having
- a fit, or going raging mad, if he persisted in teasing me.
- I had no command of tongue or brain, and he did not
- guess my agony perhaps; it barely left me sense to try
- to escape from him and his voice. Before I recovered
- sufficiently to see and hear, it began to be dawn; and,
- Nelly, I'll tell you what I thought, and what has kept
- recurring and recurring till I feared for my reason. I
- thought as I lay there, with my head against that table
- leg, and my eyes dimly discerning the gray square of
- the window, that I was enclosed in the oak-panelled
- bed at home; and my heart ached with some great grief
- which, just waking, I could not recollect. I pondered,
- and worried myself to discover what it could be; and,
- most strangely, the whole last seven years of my life
- grew a blank! I did not recall that they had been at all.
- I was a child; my father was just buried, and my misery
-
- arose from the separation that Hindley had ordered
- between me and Heathcliff. I was laid alone, for the first
- time; and rousing from a dismal doze, after a night of
- weeping, I lifted my hand to push the panels aside. It
- struck the table-top! I swept it along the carpet; and
- then memory burst in. My late anguish was swallowed
- in a paroxysm of despair. I cannot say why I felt so
- wildly wretched. It must have been temporary derange-
- ment, for there is scarcely cause. But, supposing at
- twelve years old I had been wrenched from the Heights,
- and every early association, and my all in all, as Heath-
- cliff was at that time, and been converted at a stroke
- into Mrs. Linton, the lady of Thrushcross Grange, and
- the wife of a stranger, an exile and outcast thenceforth
- from what had been my world---you may fancy a
- glimpse of the abyss where I grovelled! Shake your
- head as you will, Nelly, you have helped to unsettle me!
- You should have spoken to Edgar---indeed you should
- ---and compelled him to leave me quiet! Oh, I'm burn-
- ing! I wish I were out of doors! I wish I were a girl
- again, half savage and hardy and free, and laughing at
- injuries, not maddening under them! Why am I so
- changed? Why does my blood rush into a hell of tumult
- at a few words? I'm sure I should be myself were I once
- among the heather on those hills. Open the window
- again wide---fasten it open! Quick! Why don't you
- move?"
-
- "Because I won't give you your death of cold," I an-
- swered.
-
- "You won't give me a chance of life, you mean," she
- said sullenly. "However, I'm not helpless yet. I'll open
- it myself."
-
- And sliding from the bed before I could hinder her,
- she crossed the room, walking very uncertainly, threw
- it back, and bent out, careless of the frosty air that cut
- about her shoulders as keen as a knife. I entreated, and
- finally attempted to force her to retire. But I soon
- found her delirious strength much surpassed mine (she
- was delirious, I became convinced by her subsequent
- actions and ravings). There was no moon, and every-
- thing beneath lay in misty darkness. Not a light gleamed
- from any house, far or near---all had been extinguished
- long ago; and those at Wuthering Heights were never
- visible---still she asserted she caught their shining.
-
- "Look!" she cried eagerly; "that's my room with the
- candle in it, and the tree swaying before it; and the
- other candle is in Joseph's garret. Joseph sits up late,
- doesn't he? He's waiting till I come home, that he may
- lock the gate. Well, he'll wait a while yet. It's a rough
- journey, and a sad heart to travel it; and we must pass
- by Gimmerton Kirk to go that journey! We've braved
- its ghosts often together, and dared each other to stand
- among the graves and ask them to come. But, Heath-
- cliff, if I dare you now, will you venture? If you do, I'll
- keep you. I'll not lie there by myself. They may bury
- me twelve feet deep, and throw the church down over
- me, but I won't rest till you are with me. I never will!"
-
- She paused, and resumed with a strange smile. "He's
- considering; he'd rather I'd come to him! Find a way,
- then---not through that kirkyard. You are slow! Be
- content; you always followed me!"
-
- Perceiving it vain to argue against her insanity, I was
- planning how I could reach something to wrap about
- her, without quitting my hold of herself (for I could not
- trust her alone by the gaping lattice), when, to my
- consternation, I heard the rattle of the door-handle,
- and Mr. Linton entered. He had only then come from
- the library, and in passing through the lobby had no-
- ticed our talking, and been attracted by curiosity, or
- fear, to examine what it signified, at that late hour.
-
- "O sir!" I cried, checking the exclamation risen to
- his lips at the sight which met him, and the bleak atmos-
- phere of the chamber, "my poor mistress is ill, and she
- quite masters me. I cannot manage her at all. Pray,
- come and persuade her to go to bed. Forget your anger,
- for she's hard to guide any way but her own."
-
- "Catherine ill?" he said, hastening to us. "Shut the
- window, Ellen!---Catherine! why------"
-
- He was silent. The haggardness of Mrs. Linton's
- appearance smote him speechless, and he could only
- glance from her to me in horrified astonishment.
-
- "She's been fretting here," I continued, "and eating
- scarcely anything, and never complaining. She would
- admit none of us till this evening, and so we couldn't
-
- inform you of her state, as we were not aware of it our-
- selves; but it is nothing."
-
- I felt I uttered my explanations awkwardly. The
- master frowned. "It is nothing, is it, Ellen Dean?" he
- said sternly. "You shall account more clearly for keep-
- ing me ignorant of this!" And he took his wife in his
- arms, and looked at her with anguish.
-
- At first she gave him no glance of recognition; he
- was invisible to her abstracted gaze. The delirium was
- not fixed, however; having weaned her eyes from con-
- templating the outer darkness, by degrees she centred
- her attention on him, and discovered who it was that
- held her.
-
- "Ah! you are come, are you, Edgar Linton?" she
- said, with angry animation. "You are one of those
- things that are ever found when least wanted, and when
- you are wanted, never! I suppose we shall have plenty
- of lamentations now---I see we shall; but they can't
- keep me from my narrow home out yonder---my rest-
- ing-place, where I'm bound before spring is over! There
- it is---not among the Lintons, mind, under the chapel-
- roof, but in the open air, with a head-stone; and you
- may please yourself whether you go to them or come
- to me!"
-
- "Catherine, what have you done?" commenced the
- master. "Am I nothing to you any more? Do you love
- that wretch Heath------"
-
- "Hush!" cried Mrs. Linton---"hush, this moment!
- You mention that name, and I end the matter instantly
- by a spring from the window! What you touch at
- present you may have; but my soul will be on that hill-
- top before you lay hands on me again. I don't want you,
- Edgar. I'm past wanting you. Return to your books.
- I'm glad you possess a consolation, for all you had in
- me is gone."
-
- "Her mind wanders, sir," I interposed---"she has
- been talking nonsense the whole evening; but let her
- have quiet and proper attendance, and she'll rally.
- Hereafter we must be cautious how we vex her."
-
- "I desire no further advice from you," answered Mr.
- Linton. "You knew your mistress's nature, and you
- encouraged me to harass her. And not to give me one
- hint of how she has been these three days! It was heart-
- less! Months of sickness could not cause such a
- change!"
-
- I began to defend myself, thinking it too bad to be
- blamed for another's wicked waywardness. "I knew
- Mrs. Linton's nature to be headstrong and domineer-
- ing," cried I, "but I didn't know that you wished to fos-
- ter her fierce temper. I didn't know that, to humour her,
- I should wink at Mr. Heathcliff. I performed the duty
- of a faithful servant in telling you, and I have got a
- faithful servant's wages! Well, it will teach me to be
- careful next time. Next time you may gather intelli-
- gence for yourself."
-
- "The next time you bring a tale to me you shall quit
- my service, Ellen Dean," he replied.
-
- "You'd rather hear nothing about it, I suppose, then,
- Mr. Linton?" said I. "Heathcliff has your permission
- to come a-courting to miss, and to drop in at every op-
- portunity your absence offers, on purpose to poison
- the mistress against you?"
-
- Confused as Catherine was, her wits were alert at
- applying our conversation.
-
- "Ah! Nelly has played traitor!" she exclaimed pas-
- sionately---"Nelly is my hidden enemy! You witch!
- So you do seek elf-bolts to hurt us! Let me go, and I'll
- make her rue! I'll make her howl a recantation!"
-
- A maniac's fury kindled under her brows. She strug-
- gled desperately to disengage herself from Linton's
- arms. I felt no inclination to tarry the event; and re-
- solving to seek medical aid on my own responsibility,
- I quitted the chamber.
-
- In passing the garden to reach the road, at a place
- where a bridle hook is driven into the wall, I saw some-
- thing white moved irregularly, evidently by another
- agent than the wind. Notwithstanding my hurry, I
- stayed to examine it, lest ever after I should have the
- conviction impressed on my imagination that it was a
- creature of the other world. My surprise and perplexity
- were great on discovering, by touch more than vision,
- Miss Isabella's springer, Fanny, suspended by a hand-
-
- kerchief, and nearly at its last gasp. I quickly released
- the animal, and lifted it into the garden. I had seen it
- follow its mistress upstairs when she went to bed, and
- wondered much how it could have got out there, and
- what mischievous person had treated it so. While un-
- tying the knot round the hook, it seemed to me that I
- repeatedly caught the beat of horses' feet galloping at
- some distance; but there were such a number of things
- to occupy my reflections that I hardly gave the circum-
- stance a thought, though it was a strange sound in
- that place at two o'clock in the morning.
-
- Mr. Kenneth was fortunately just issuing from his
- house to see a patient in the village as I came up the
- street, and my account of Catherine Linton's malady in-
- duced him to accompany me back immediately. He
- was a plain, rough man; and he made no scruple to
- speak his doubts of her surviving this second attack,
- unless she were more submissive to his directions than
- she had shown herself before.
-
- "Nelly Dean," said he, "I can't help fancying there's
- an extra cause for this. What has there been to do at
- the Grange? We've odd reports up here. A stout, hearty
- lass like Catherine does not fall ill for a trifle; and that
- sort of people should not, either. It's hard work bring-
- ing them through fevers and such things. How did it
- begin?"
-
- "The master will inform you," I answered; "but
- you are acquainted with the Earnshaws' violent dis-
- positions, and Mrs. Linton caps them all. I may say
-
- this; it commenced in a quarrel. She was struck during
- a tempest of passion with a kind of fit. That's her
- account, at least, for she flew off in the height of it, and
- locked herself up. Afterwards she refused to eat, and
- now she alternately raves and remains in a half dream,
- knowing those about her, but having her mind filled
- with all sorts of strange ideas and illusions."
-
- "Mr. Linton will be sorry?" observed Kenneth in-
- terrogatively.
-
- "Sorry? He'll break his heart should anything hap-
- pen!" I replied. "Don't alarm him more than necessary."
-
- "Well, I told him to beware," said my companion;
- "and he must bide the consequences of neglecting my
- warning. Hasn't he been intimate with Mr. Heathcliff
- lately?"
-
- "Heathcliff frequently visits at the Grange," an-
- swered I, "though more on the strength of the mistress
- having known him when a boy than because the master
- likes his company. At present he's discharged from the
- trouble of calling, owing to some presumptuous aspira-
- tions after Miss Linton which he manifested. I hardly
- think he'll be taken in again."
-
- "And does Miss Linton turn a cold shoulder on
- him?" was the doctor's next question.
-
- "I'm not in her confidence," returned I, reluctant to
- continue the subject.
-
- "No; she's a sly one," he remarked, shaking his head.
- "She keeps her own counsel. But she's a real little fool.
- I have it from good authority that last night (and a
- pretty night it was) she and Heathcliff were walking
- in the plantation at the back of your house above two
- hours; and he pressed her not to go in again, but just
- mount his horse and away with him. My informant
- said she could only put him off by pledging her word of
- honour to be prepared on their first meeting after that.
- When it was to be, he didn't hear; but you urge Mr.
- Linton to look sharp."
-
- This news filled me with fresh fears. I outstripped
- Kenneth, and ran most of the way back. The little dog
- was yelping in the garden yet. I spared a minute to
- open the gate for it, but instead of going to the house
- door, it coursed up and down snuffing the grass, and
- would have escaped to the road had I not seized and
- conveyed it in with me. On ascending to Isabella's
- room my suspicions were confirmed. It was empty.
- Had I been a few hours sooner, Mrs. Linton's illness
- might have arrested her rash step. But what could be
- done now? There was a bare possibility of overtaking
- them if pursued instantly. I could not pursue them,
- however; and I dare not rouse the family, and fill the
- place with confusion---still less unfold the business to
- my master, absorbed as he was in his present calamity,
- and having no heart to spare for a second grief. I saw
- nothing for it but to hold my tongue, and suffer matters
- to take their course; and Kenneth being arrived, I went
- with a badly composed countenance to announce him.
- Catherine lay in a troubled sleep. Her husband had
-
- succeeded in soothing the excess of frenzy. He now
- hung over her pillow, watching every shade and every
- change of her painfully expressive features.
-
- The doctor, on examining the case for himself, spoke
- hopefully to him of its having a favourable termination,
- if we could only preserve around her perfect and con-
- stant tranquillity. To me he signified the threatening
- danger was not so much death, as permanent aliena-
- tion of intellect.
-
- I did not close my eyes that night, nor did Mr. Lin-
- ton---indeed, we never went to bed; and the servants
- were all up long before the usual hour, moving through
- the house with stealthy tread, and exchanging whispers
- as they encountered each other in their vocations. Every
- one was active but Miss Isabella; and they began to
- remark how sound she slept. Her brother, too, asked
- if she had risen, and seemed impatient for her presence,
- and hurt that she showed so little anxiety for her sister-
- in-law. I trembled lest he should send me to call her;
- but I was spared the pain of being the first proclaimant
- of her flight. One of the maids, a thoughtless girl, who
- had been on an early errand to Gimmerton, came pant-
- ing upstairs, open mouthed, and dashed into the cham-
- ber, crying,---
-
- "Oh dear, dear! What mun we have next? Master,
- master, our young lady-----"
-
- "Hold your noise!" cried I hastily, enraged at her
- clamorous manner.
-
- "Speak lower, Mary. What is the matter?" said Mr.
- Linton. "What ails your young lady?"
-
- "She's gone, she's gone! Yon Heathcliff's run off wi'
- her!" gasped the girl.
-
- "That is not true!" exclaimed Linton, rising in agi-
- tation. "It cannot be. How has the idea entered your
- head?---Ellen Dean, go and seek her. It is incredible.
- It cannot be."
-
- As he spoke he took the servant to the door, and
- then repeated his demand to know her reasons for such
- an assertion.
-
- "Why, I met on the road a lad that fetches milk
- here," she stammered, "and he asked whether we
- weren't in trouble at the Grange. I thought he meant
- for missis's sickness, so I answered yes. Then says he,
- 'There's somebody gone after 'em, I guess?' I stared.
- He saw I knew nought about it, and he told how a
- gentleman and lady had stopped to have a horse's
- shoe fastened at a blacksmith's shop, two miles out of
- Gimmerton, not very long after midnight; and how the
- blacksmith's lass had got up to spy who they were. She
- knew them both directly. And she noticed the man---
- Heathcliff it was, she felt certain; nob'dy could mistake
- him, besides---put a sovereign in her father's hand for
- payment. The lady had a cloak about her face; but hav-
- ing desired a sup of water, while she drank it fell back,
- and she saw her very plain. Heathcliff held both bridles
- as they rode on, and they set their faces from the village,
-
- and went as fast as the rough roads would let them. The
- lass said nothing to her father, but she told it all over
- Gimmerton this morning."
-
- I ran and peeped, for form's sake, into Isabella's
- room, confirming, when I returned, the servant's state-
- ment. Mr. Linton had resumed his seat by the bed.
- On my re-entrance he raised his eyes, read the meaning
- of my blank aspect, and dropped them without giving
- an order or uttering a word.
-
- "Are we to try any measures for overtaking and
- bringing her back?" I inquired. "How should we do?"
-
- "She went of her own accord," answered the master;
- "she had a right to go if she pleased. Trouble me no
- more about her. Hereafter she is only my sister in name
- ...not because I disown her, but because she has dis-
- owned me."
-
- And that was all he said on the subject. He did not
- make a single inquiry further, or mention her in any
- way, except directing me to send what property she
- had in the house to her fresh home, wherever it was,
- when I knew it.
- CHAPTER XIII.
-
-
- For two months the fugitives remained absent. In
- those two months Mrs. Linton encountered and
- conquered the worst shock of what was denominated
- a brain fever. No mother could have nursed an only
- child more devotedly than Edgar tended her. Day and
- night he was watching and patiently enduring all the
- annoyances that irritable nerves and a shaken reason
- could inflict; and though Kenneth remarked that what
- he saved from the grave would only recompense his
- care by forming the source of constant future anxiety
- ---in fact, that his health and strength were being sacri-
- ficed to preserve a mere ruin of humanity---he knew
- no limits in gratitude and joy when Catherine's life
- was declared out of danger; and hour after hour he
- would sit beside her, tracing the gradual return to bod-
- ily health, and flattering his too sanguine hopes with
- the illusion that her mind would settle back to its right
- balance also, and she would soon be entirely her former
- self.
-
- The first time she left her chamber was at the com-
- mencement of the following March. Mr. Linton had
- put on her pillow, in the morning, a handful of golden
- crocuses. Her eye, long stranger to any gleam of pleas-
- ure, caught them in waking, and shone delighted as
- she gathered them eagerly together.
-
- "These are the earliest flowers at the Heights," she
- exclaimed. "They remind me of soft thaw winds, and
- warm sunshine, and nearly melted snow. Edgar, is
-
- there not a south wind, and is not the snow almost
- gone?"
-
- "The snow is quite gone down here, darling," replied
- her husband, "and I only see two white spots on the
- whole range of moors. The sky is blue, and the larks
- are singing, and the becks and brooks are all brim full.
- Catherine, last spring at this time I was longing to have
- you under this roof; now I wish you were a mile or two
- up those hills; the air blows so sweetly, I feel that it
- would cure you."
-
- "I shall never be there but once more," said the
- invalid; "and then you'll leave me, and I shall remain
- for ever. Next spring you'll long again to have me un-
- der this roof, and you'll look back and think you were
- happy to-day."
-
- Linton lavished on her the kindest caresses, and
- tried to cheer her by the fondest words; but, vaguely
- regarding the flowers, she let the tears collect on her
- lashes and stream down her cheeks unheeding. We
- knew she was really better, and therefore decided that
- long confinement to a single place produced much of
- this despondency, and it might be partially removed
- by a change of scene. The master told me to light a fire
- in the many-weeks-deserted parlour, and to set an
- easy-chair in the sunshine by the window; and then
- he brought her down, and she sat a long while enjoy-
- ing the genial heat, and, as we expected, revived by
- the objects round her, which, though familiar, were
- free from the dreary associations investing her hated
-
- sick chamber. By evening she seemed greatly exhausted,
- yet no arguments could persuade her to return to that
- apartment; and I had to arrange the parlour sofa for
- her bed, till another room could be prepared. To obvi-
- ate the fatigue of mounting and descending the stairs,
- we fitted up this, where you lie at present, on the same
- floor with the parlour; and she was soon strong enough
- to move from one to the other, leaning on Edgar's arm.
- Ah, I thought myself she might recover, so waited on
- as she was. And there was double cause to desire it, for
- on her existence depended that of another; we cher-
- ished the hope that in a little while Mr. Linton's heart
- would be gladdened, and his lands secured from a
- stranger's gripe, by the birth of an heir.
-
- I should mention that Isabella sent to her brother,
- some six weeks from her departure, a short note an-
- nouncing her marriage with Heathcliff. It appeared
- dry and cold, but at the bottom was dotted in with
- pencil an obscure apology, and an entreaty for kind
- remembrance and reconciliation, if her proceeding
- had offended him, asserting that she could not help it
- then, and, being done, she had now no power to repeal
- it. Linton did not reply to this, I believe; and in a fort-
- night more I got a long letter which I considered odd,
- coming from the pen of a bride just out of the honey-
- moon. I'll read it, for I keep it yet. Any relic of the dead
- is precious if they were valued living.
-
- DEAR ELLEN, it begins, I came last night to Wuther-
- ing Heights, and heard for the first time that Catherine
- has been, and is yet, very ill. I must not write to her, I
-
- suppose, and my brother is either too angry or too dis-
- tressed to answer what I sent him. Still, I must write to
- somebody, and the only choice left me is you.
-
- Inform Edgar that I'd give the world to see his face
- again---that my heart returned to Thrushcross Grange
- in twenty-four hours after I left it, and is there at this
- moment, full of warm feelings for him and Catherine.
- I can't follow it, though (those words are underlined);
- they need not expect me; and they may draw what con-
- clusions they please, taking care, however, to lay noth-
- ing at the door of my weak will or deficient affection.
-
- The remainder of the letter is for yourself alone. I
- want to ask you two questions; the first is---How did
- you contrive to preserve the common sympathies of
- human nature when you resided here? I cannot recog-
- nize any sentiment which those around share with me.
-
- The second question I have great interest in; it is
- this----Is Mr. Heathcliff a man? If so, is he mad? And
- if not, is he a devil? I shan't tell my reasons for making
- this inquiry, but I beseech you to explain, if you can,
- what I have married---that is, when you call to see me;
- and you must call, Ellen, very soon. Don't write, but
- come, and bring me something from Edgar.
-
- Now you shall hear how I have been received in my
- new home, as I am led to imagine the Heights will
- be. It is to amuse myself that I dwell on such subjects
- as the lack of external comforts; they never occupy my
- thoughts, except at the moment when I miss them. I
-
- should laugh and dance for joy if I found their absence
- was the total of my miseries, and the rest was an un-
- natural dream.
-
- The sun set behind the Grange as we turned on to
- the moors: by that I judged it to be six o'clock; and my
- companion halted half an hour to inspect the park and
- the gardens, and probably the place itself, as well as
- he could; so it was dark when we dismounted in the
- paved yard of the farmhouse, and your old fellow-serv-
- ant Joseph issued out to receive us by the light of a dip
- candle. He did it with a courtesy that redounded to
- his credit. His first act was to elevate his torch to a level
- with my face, squint malignantly, project his under
- lip, and turn away. Then he took the two horses and
- led them into the stables, reappearing for the purpose
- of locking the outer gate, as if we lived in an ancient
- castle.
-
- Heathcliff stayed to speak to him, and I entered the
- kitchen---a dingy, untidy hole. I dare say you would
- not know it, it is so changed since it was in your charge.
- By the fire stood a ruffianly child, strong in limb and
- dirty in garb, with a look of Catherine in his eyes and
- about his mouth.
-
- "This is Edgar's legal nephew," I reflected---"mine
- in a manner. I must shake hands, and---yes---I must
- kiss him. It is right to establish a good understanding
- at the beginning."
-
- I approached, and attempting to take his chubby
- fist, said,---
-
- "How do you do, my dear?"
-
- He replied in a jargon I did not comprehend.
-
- "Shall you and I be friends, Hareton?" was my next
- essay at conversation.
-
- An oath, and a threat to set Throttler on me if I did
- not "frame off," rewarded my perseverance.
-
- "Hey, Throttler, lad!" whispered the little wretch,
- rousing a half-bred bull-dog from its lair in a corner.
- "Now, wilt thou be ganging?" he asked authorita-
- tively.
-
- Love for my life urged a compliance. I stepped over
- the threshold to wait till the others should enter. Mr.
- Heathcliff was nowhere visible, and Joseph, whom I
- followed to the stables and requested to accompany me
- in, after staring and muttering to himself, screwed up
- his nose and replied,---
-
- "Mim! mim! mim! Did iver Christian body hear
- aught like it? Minching un munching! How can I tell
- whet ye say?"
-
- "I say I wish you to come with me into the house!"
- I cried, thinking him deaf, yet highly disgusted at his
- rudeness.
-
- "None o' me. I getten summut else to do," he an-
- swered, and continued his work, moving his lantern
- jaws meanwhile, and surveying my dress and counte-
- nance (the former a great deal too fine, but the latter,
- I'm sure, as sad as he could desire) with sovereign con-
- tempt.
-
- I walked round the yard and through a wicket to
- another door, at which I took the liberty of knocking,
- in hopes some more civil servant might show himself.
- After a short suspense it was opened by a tall, gaunt
- man, without neckerchief, and otherwise extremely
- slovenly; his features were lost in masses of shaggy
- hair that hung on his shoulders, and his eyes, too,
- were like a ghostly Catherine's with all their beauty
- annihilated.
-
- "What's your business here?" he demanded grimly.
- "Who are you?"
-
- "My name was Isabella Linton," I replied. "You've
- seen me before, sir. I'm lately married to Mr. Heath-
- cliff, and he has brought me here--I suppose by your
- permission."
-
- "Is he come back, then?" asked the hermit, glaring
- like a hungry wolf,
-
- "Yes, we came just now," I said; "but he left me
- by the kitchen door, and when I would have gone in
- your little boy played sentinel over the place, and fright-
- ened me off by the help of a bull-dog."
-
- "It's well the hellish villain has kept his word!"
- growled my future host, searching the darkness beyond
- me in expectation of discovering Heathcliff; and then
- he indulged in a soliloquy of execrations, and threats
- of what he would have done had the "fiend" deceived
- him.
-
- I repented having tried this second entrance, and
- was almost inclined to slip away before he finished
- cursing; but ere I could execute that intention he or-
- dered me in, and shut and refastened the door. There
- was a great fire, and that was all the light in the huge
- apartment, whose floor had grown a uniform gray, and
- the once brilliant pewter dishes, which used to attract
- my gaze when I was a girl, partook of a similar obscu-
- rity, created by tarnish and dust. I inquired whether I
- might call the maid, and be conducted to a bedroom.
- Mr. Earnshaw vouchsafed no answer. He walked up
- and down, with his hands in his pockets, apparently
- quite forgetting my presence; and his abstraction was
- evidently so deep, and his whole aspect so misanthrop-
- ical, that I shrank from disturbing him again.
-
- You'll not be surprised, Ellen, at my feeling particu-
- larly cheerless, seated in worse than solitude on that in-
- hospitable hearth, and remembering that four miles
- distant lay my delightful home, containing the only
- people I loved on earth; and there might as well be the
- Atlantic to part us, instead of those four miles. I could
- not overpass them. I questioned with myself--Where
- must I turn for comfort? and (mind you don't tell Ed-
- gar or Catherine) above every sorrow beside, this rose
-
- pre-eminent---despair at finding nobody who could or
- would be my ally against Heathcliff. I had sought shel-
- ter at Wuthering Heights almost gladly, because I was
- secured by that arrangement from living alone with
- him; but he knew the people we were coming amongst,
- and he did not fear their intermeddling.
-
- I sat and thought a doleful time. The clock struck
- eight, and nine, and still my companion paced to and
- fro, his head bent on his breast, and perfectly silent,
- unless a groan or a bitter ejaculation forced itself out
- at intervals. I listened to detect a woman's voice in tbe
- house, and filled the interim with wild regrets and dis-
- mal anticipations, which at last spoke audibly in irre-
- pressible sighing and weeping. I was not aware how
- openly I grieved, till Earnshaw halted opposite, in his
- measured walk, and gave me a stare of newly-awakened
- surprise. Taking advantage of his recovered attention,
- I exclaimed,---
-
- "I'm tired with my journey, and I want to go to bed!
- Where is the maidservant? Direct me to her, as she
- won't come to me."
-
- "We have none," he answered. "You must wait on
- yourself."
-
- "Where must I sleep, then?" I sobbed. I was beyond
- regarding self-respect, weighed down by fatigue and
- wretchedness.
-
- "Joseph will show you Heathcliff's chamber," said
- he. "Open that door; he's in there."
-
- I was going to obey, but he suddenly arrested me,
- and added in the strangest tone,---
-
- "Be so good as to turn your lock and draw your bolt;
- don't omit it!"
-
- "Well!" I said; "but why, Mr. Earnshaw?" I did not
- relish the notion of deliberately fastening myself in with
- Heathcliff.
-
- "Look here!" he replied, pulling from his waistcoat
- a curiously constructed pistol, having a double-edged
- spring knife attached to the barrel. "That's a great
- tempter to a desperate man, is it not? I cannot resist
- going up with this every night and trying his door. If
- once I find it open, he's done for! I do it invariably,
- even though the minute before I have been recalling
- a hundred reasons that should make me refrain. It is
- some devil that urges me to thwart my own schemes
- by killing him. You fight against that devil for love as
- long as you may; when the time comes, not all the an-
- gels in heaven shall save him!"
-
- I surveyed the weapon inquisitively. A hideous no-
- tion struck me. How powerful I should be, possessing
- such an instrument! I took it from his hand and touched
- the blade. He looked astonished at the expression my
- face assumed during a brief second; it was not horror
- ---it was covetousness. He snatched the pistol back
-
- jealously, shut the knife, and returned it to its conceal-
- ment.
-
- "I don't care if you tell him," said he. "Put him on
- his guard, and watch for him. You know the terms we
- are on, I see. His danger does not shock you."
-
- "What has Heathcliff done to you?" I asked. "In
- what has he wronged you, to warrant this appalling
- hatred? Wouldn't it be wiser to bid him quit the
- house?"
-
- "No!" thundered Earnshaw. "Should he offer to
- leave me, he's a dead man. Persuade him to attempt
- it, and you are a murderess. Am I to lose all without
- a chance of retrieval? Is Hareton to be a beggar? Oh,
- damnation! I wilj have it back, and I'll have his gold
- too, and then his blood, and hell shall have his soul!
- It will be ten times blacker with that guest than ever it
- was before!"
-
- You've acquainted me, Ellen, with your old master's
- habits. He is clearly on the verge of madness. He was
- so last night at least. I shuddered to be near him, and
- thought on the servant's ill-bred moroseness as com-
- paratively agreeable. He now recommenced his moody
- walk, and I raised the latch and escaped into the
- kitchen. Joseph was bending over the fire, peering into
- a large pan that swung above it, and a wooden bowl of
- oatmeal stood on the settle close by. The contents of the
- pan began to boil, and he turned to plunge his hand
- into the bowl. I conjectured that this preparation was
-
- probably for our supper, and being hungry, I resolved
- it should be eatable; so, crying out sharply, "I'll make
- the porridge!" I removed the vessel out of his reach,
- and proceeded to take off my hat and riding-habit.
-
- "Mr. Earnshaw," I continued, "directs me to wait on
- myself. I will. I'm not going to act the lady among you,
- for fear I should starve."
-
- "Gooid Lord!" he muttered, sitting down and strok-
- ing his ribbed stockings from the knee to the ankle.
- "If there's to be fresh ortherings, just when I getten
- used to two maisters, if I mun hev a mistress set o'er
- my heead, it's like time to be flitting. I niver did think
- to see t' day that I mud lave th' owld place, but I doubt
- it's nigh at hand!"
-
- This lamentation drew no notice from me. I went
- briskly to work, sighing to remember a period when it
- would have been all merry fun, but compelled speedily
- to drive off the remembrance. It racked me to recall
- past happiness and the greater peril there was of con-
- juring up its apparition, the quicker the thible ran
- round, and the faster the handfuls of meal fell into the
- water. Joseph beheld my style of cookery with grow-
- ing indignation.
-
- "Thear!" he ejaculated. "Hareton, thou willn't sup
- thy porridge to-neeght; they'il be naught but lumps as
- big as my neive. Thear, agean! I'd fling in bowl un all,
- if I wer ye! There, pale t' guilp off, un then ye'll hae
-
- done wi't. Bang, bang. It's a mercy t' bothom isn't
- deaved out!"
-
- It was rather a rough mess, I own, when poured into
- the basins. Four had been provided, and a gallon
- pitcher of new milk was brought from the dairy, which
- Hareton seized and commenced drinking and spilling
- from the expansive lip. I expostulated, and desired
- that he should have his in a mug, affirming that I could
- not taste the liquid treated so dirtily. The old cynic
- chose to be vastly offended at this nicety, assuring me
- repeatedly that "the barn was every bit as good" as I,
- "and every bit as wollsome," and wondering how I
- could fashion to be so conceited. Meanwhile the infant
- ruffian continued sucking, and glowered up at me defy-
- ingly as he slavered into the jug.
-
- "I shall have my supper in another room," I said.
- "Have you no place you call a parlour?"
-
- "Parlour!" he echoed sneeringly--"parlour! Nay,
- we've noa parlours. If yah dunnut loike wer company,
- there's maister's; un if yah dunnut loike maister,
- there's us."
-
- "Then I shall go upstairs," I answered. "Show me
- a chamber."
-
- I put my basin on a tray, and went myself to fetch
- some more milk. With great grumblings the fellow rose
- and preceded me in my ascent. We mounted to the
-
- garrets. He opened a door now and then to look into
- the apartments we passed.
-
- "Here's a rahm," he said at last, flinging back a
- cranky board on hinges. "It's weel eneugh to ate a
- few porridge in. There's a pack o' corn i' t' corner,
- thear, meeterly clane. If ye're feared o' muckying yer
- grand silk cloes, spread yer hankerchir o' to' top
- on't."
-
- The "rahm" was a kind of lumber-hole smelling
- strong of malt and grain, various sacks of which articles
- were piled around, leaving a wide, bare space in the
- middle.
-
- "Why, man!" I exclaimed, facing him angrily, "this
- is not a place to sleep in. I wish to see my bedroom."
-
- "Bedrume!" he repeated, in a tone of mockery.
- "Yah's see all t'bedrumes thear is. Yon's mine."
-
- He pointed into the second garret, only differing
- from the first in being more naked about the walls,
- and having a large, low, curtainless bed with an indigo-
- coloured quilt at one end.
-
- "What do I want with yours?" I retorted. "I suppose
- Mr. Heathcliff does not lodge at the top of the house,
- does he?"
-
- "Oh, it's Maister Hathecliff's ye're wanting?" cried
- he, as if making a new discovery. "Couldn't ye ha' said
-
- soa, at onst? Un then I mud ha' telled ye, baht all this
- wark, that that's just one ye cannut see. He allas keeps
- it locked, un nob'dy iver mells on't but hisseln."
-
- "You've a nice house, Joseph," I could not refrain
- from observing, "and pleasant inmates; and I think
- the concentrated essence of all the madness in the
- world took up its abode in my brain the day I linked
- my fate with theirs! However, that is not to the present
- purpose. There are other rooms. For Heaven's sake be
- quick, and let me settle somewbere!"
-
- He made no reply to this adjuration, only plodding
- doggedly down the wooden steps, and halting before
- an apartment which, from that halt and the superior
- quality of its furniture, I conjectured to be the best one.
- There was a carpet---a good one--but the pattern was
- obliterated by dust; a fireplace hung with cut paper,
- dropping to pieces; a handsome oak bedstead with
- ample crimson curtains of rather expensive material
- and modern make, but they had evidently experi-
- enced rough usage---the vallances hung in festoons,
- wrenched from their rings, and the iron rod support-
- ing them was bent in an arc on one side, causing the
- drapery to trail upon the floor. The chairs were also
- damaged, many of them severely, and deep indenta-
- tions deformed the panels of the walls. I was endeav-
- ouring to gather resolution for entering and taking pos-
- session, when my fool of a guide announced, "This
- here is t' maister's." My supper by this time was cold,
- my appetite gone, and my patience exhausted. I in-
-
- sisted on being provided instantly with a place of refuge
- and means of repose.
-
- "Whear the divil?" began the religious elder. "The
- Lord bless us! The Lord forgie us! Whear the hell
- wold ye gang, ye marred, wearisome nowt? Ye've seen
- all but Hareton's bit of a cham'er. There's not another
- hoile to lig down in i' th' hahsel"
-
- I was so vexed, I flung my tray and its contents on
- the ground, and then seated myself at the stairs-head,
- hid my face in my hands, and cried.
-
- "Ech! ech!" exclaimed Joseph. "Weel done, Miss
- Cathy! weel done, Miss Cathy! Howsiver, t' maister sall
- just tum'le o'er them brocken pots, un then we's hear
- summut---we's hear how it's to be. Gooid-for-naught
- madling! ye desarve pining fro' this to Churstmas, fling-
- ing t' precious gifts o' God under fooit i' yer flaysome
- rages! But I'm mista'en if ye show yer sperrit lang. Will
- Hathecliff bide sich bonny ways, think ye? I nobbut
- wish he may catch ye i' that plisky. I nobbut wish he
- may."
-
- And so he went on scolding to his den beneath, tak-
- ing the candle with him, and I remained in the dark.
- The period of reflection succeeding this silly action com-
- pelled me to admit the necessity of smothering my pride
- and choking my wrath, and bestirring myself to remove
- its effects. An unexpected aid presently appeared in the
- shape of Throttler, whom I now recognized as a son of
- our old Skulker. It had spent its whelphood at
-
- the Grange, and was given by my father to Mr. Hindley.
- I fancy it knew me. It pushed its nose against mine by
- way of salute, and then hastened to devour the por-
- ridge, while I groped from step to step, collecting the
- shattered earthenware, and drying the spatters of milk
- from the banister with my pocket-handkerchief. Our
- labours were scarcely over when I heard Earnshaw's
- tread in the passage. My assistant tucked in his tail and
- pressed to the wall. I stole into the nearest doorway.
- The dog's endeavour to avoid him was unsuccessful, as
- I guessed by a scutter downstairs, and a prolonged,
- piteous yelping. I had better luck. He passed on, en-
- tered his chamber, and shut the door. Directly after,
- Joseph came up with Hareton, to put him to bed. I had
- found shelter in Hareton's room, and the old man, on
- seeing me, said,---
-
- "They's rahm for boath ye un yer pride now, I sud
- think, i' the hahse. It's empty; ye may hev it all to yer-
- seln, un Him as allas maks a third i' sich ill company!"
-
- Gladly did I take advantage of this intimation, and
- the minute I flung myself into a chair by the fire
- I nodded and slept. My slumber was deep and sweet,
- though over far too soon. Mr. Heathcliff awoke me. He
- had just come in, and demanded, in his loving manner,
- what I was doing there. I told him the cause of my stay-
- ing up so late--that he had the key of our room in his
- pocket. The adjective our gave mortal offence. He
- swore it was not, nor ever should be mine, and
- he'd------ But I'll not repeat his language, nor describe
- his habitual conduct. He is ingenious and unresting in
-
- seeking to gain my abhorrence. I sometimes wonder at
- him with an intensity that deadens my fear; yet I assure
- you a tiger or a venomous serpent could not rouse ter-
- ror in me equal to that which he wakens. He told me
- of Catherine's illness, and accused my brother of caus-
- ing it, promising that I should be Edgar's proxy in suf-
- fering till he could get hold of him.
-
- I do hate him---I am wretched---I have been a fooll
- Beware of uttering one breath of this to any one at the
- Grange. I shall expect you every day. Don't disappoint
- me.
-
-
- ISABELLA.
- CHAPTER XIV.
-
-
- As soon as I had perused this epistle I went to the
- master and informed him that his sister had ar-
- rived at the Heights, and sent me a letter expressing
- her sorrow for Mrs. Linton's situation, and her ardent
- desire to see him, with a wish that he would transmit
- to her, as early as possible, some token of forgiveness
- by me.
-
- "Forgiveness!" said Linton. "I have nothing to for-
- give her, Ellen. You may call at Wuthering Heights this
- afternoon, if you like, and say that I am not angry, but
- I'm sorry to have lost her---especially as I can never
- think she'll be happy. It is out of the question my going
- to see her, however; we are eternally divided, and
- should she really wish to oblige me, let her persuade
- the villain she has married to leave the country."
-
- "And you won't write her a little note, sir?" I asked
- imploringly.
-
- "No," he answered; "it is needless. My communica-
- tion with Heathcliff's family shall be as sparing as his
- with mine. It shall not exist."
-
- Mr. Edgar's coldness depressed me exceedingly, and
- all the way from the Grange I puzzled my brains how
- to put more heart into what he said, when I repeated it,
- and how to soften his refusal of even a few lines to con-
- sole Isabella. I dare say she had been on the watch for
- me since morning. I saw her looking through the lattice
-
- as I came up the garden causeway, and I nodded to her;
- but she drew back as if afraid of being observed. I en-
- tered without knocking. There never was such a dreary,
- dismal scene as the formerly cheerful house presented.
- I must confess that if I had been in the young lady's
- place I would, at least, have swept the hearth and wiped
- the tables with a duster. But she already partook of the
- pervading spirit of neglect which encompassed her.
- Her pretty face was wan and listless, her hair uncurled
- --some locks hanging lankly down, and some care-
- lessly twisted round her head. Probably she had not
- touched her dress since yester evening. Hindley was not
- there. Mr. Heathcliff sat at a table, turning over some
- papers in his pocket-book; but he rose when I
- appeared, asked me how I did, quite friendly, and of-
- fered me a chair. He was the only thing there that
- seemed decent, and I thought he never looked better.
- So much had circumstances altered their positions that
- he would certainly have struck a stranger as a born and
- bred gentleman, and his wife as a thorough little slat-
- tern! She came forward eagerly to greet me, and held
- out one hand to take the expected letter. I shook my
- head. She wouldn't understand the hint, but followed
- me to a sideboard where I went to lay my bonnet, and
- importuned me in a whisper to give her directly what I
- had brought. Heathcliff guessed the meaning of her
- manoeuvres, and said,--
-
- "If you have got anything for Isabella---as no
- doubt you have, Nelly--give it to her. You needn't
- make a secret of it. We have no secrets between us."
-
- "Oh, I have nothing," I replied, thinking it best
- to speak the truth at once. "My master bade me tell his
- sister that she must not expect either a letter or a visit
- from him at present. He sends his love, ma'am, and his
- wishes for your happiness, and his pardon for the grief
- you have occasioned; but he thinks that after this time
- his household and the household here should drop in-
- tercommunication, as nothing could come of keeping
- it up."
-
- Mrs. Heathcliff's lip quivered slightly, and she re-
- turned to her seat in the window. Her husband took his
- stand on the hearthstone near me, and began to put
- questions concerning Catherine. I told him as much as
- I thought proper of her illness, and he extorted from
- me, by cross-examination, most of the facts connected
- with its origin. I blamed her, as she deserved, for bring-
- ing it all on herself, and ended by hoping that he would
- follow Mr. Linton's example, and avoid future inter-
- ference with his family, for good or evil.
-
- "Mrs. Linton is now just recovering," I said. "She'll
- never be like she was, but her life is spared; and if you
- really have a regard for her, you'll shun crossing her
- way again---nay, you'll move out of this country en-
- tirely; and that you may not regret it, I'll inform you
- Catherine Linton is as different now from your old
- friend Catherine Earnshaw as that young lady is dif-
- ferent from me. Her appearance is changed greatly, her
- character much more so; and the person who is com-
- pelled, of necessity, to be her companion will only sus-
- tain his affection hereafter by the remembrance of what
-
- she once was, by common humanity, and a sense of
- duty."
-
- "That is quite possible," remarked Heathcliff, forcing
- himself to seem calm---"quite possible that your master
- should have nothing but common humanity and a
- sense of duty to fall back upon. But do you imagine that
- I shall leave Catherine to his duty and humanity? and
- can you compare my feelings respecting Catherine to
- his? Before you leave this house, I must exact a promise
- from you that you'll get me an interview with her. Con-
- sent or refuse, I wil see her! What do you say?"
-
- "I say, Mr. Heathcliff," I replied, "you must not.
- You never shall, through my means. Another encounter
- between you and the master would kill her altogether."
-
- "With your aid that may be avoided," he continued;
- "and should there be danger of such an event---should
- he be the cause of adding a single trouble more to her
- existence---why, I think I shall be justified in going to
- extremes. I wish you had sincerity enough to tell me
- whether Catherine would suffer greatly from his loss;
- the fear that she would restrains me. And there you see
- the distinction between our feelings: had he been in
- my place, and I in his, though I hated him with a hatred
- that turned my life to gall, I never would have raised a
- hand against him. You may look incredulous if you
- please. I never would have banished him from her so-
- ciety as long as she desired his. The moment her regard
- ceased, I would have torn his heart out and drunk his
- blood! But till then---if you don't believe me you don't
-
- know me---till then I would have died by inches before
- I touched a single hair of his head!"
-
- "And yet," I interrupted, "you have no scruples in
- completely ruining all hopes of her perfect restoration
- by thrusting yourself into her remembrance now, when
- she has nearly forgotten you, and involving her in a
- new tumult of discord and distress."
-
- "You suppose she has nearly forgotten me?" he said.
- "O Nelly, you know she has not! You know as well
- as I do that for every thought she spends on Linton, she
- spends a thousand on me! At a most miserable period
- of my life I had a notion of the kind. It haunted me on
- my return to the neighbourhood last summer; but only
- her own assurance could make me admit the horrible
- idea again. And then Linton would be nothing, nor
- Hindley, nor all the dreams that ever I dreamt. Two
- words would comprehend my future---death and hell;
- existence, after losing her, would be hell. Yet I was a
- fool to fancy for a moment that she valued Edgar Lin-
- ton's attachment more than mine. If he loved with all
- the powers of his puny being, he couldn't love as much
- in eighty years as I could in a day. And Catherine has a
- heart as deep as I have; the sea could be as readily
- contained in that horse-trough as her whole affection
- be monopolized by him! Tush! He is scarcely a degree
- dearer to her than her dog or her horse. It is not in him
- to be loved like me. How can she love in him what he
- has not?"
-
- "Catherine and Edgar are as fond of each other as
- any two people can be," cried Isabella with sudden
- vivacity. "No one has a right to talk in that manner,
- and I won't hear my brother depreciated in silencel"
-
- "Your brother is wondrous fond of you too, isn't
- he?" observed Heathcliff scornfully. "He turns you
- adrift on the world with surprising alacrity."
-
- "He is not aware of what I suffer," she replied. "I
- didn't tell him that."
-
- "You have been telling him something, then. You
- have written, have you?"
-
- "To say that I was married, I did write; you saw the
- note."
-
- "And nothing since?"
-
- "No."
-
- "My young lady is looking sadly the worse for her
- change of condition," I remarked. "Somebody's love
- comes short in her case obviously. Whose, I may guess,
- but perhaps I shouldn't say."
-
- "I should guess it was her own," said Heathcliff.
- She degenerates into a mere slut. She is tired of trying
- to please me uncommonly early. You'd hardly credit it,
- but the very morrow of our wedding she was weeping
- to go home. However, she'll suit this house so much the
-
- better for not being overnice, and I'll take care she does
- not disgrace me by rambling abroad."
-
- "Well, sir," returned I, "I hope you'll consider that
- Mrs. Heathcliff is accustomed to be looked after and
- waited on, and that she has been brought up like an
- only daughter, whom every one was ready to serve. You
- must let her have a maid to keep things tidy about her,
- and you must treat her kindly. Whatever be your notion
- of Mr. Edgar, you cannot doubt that she has a
- capacity for strong attachments, or she wouldn't have
- abandoned the elegances, and comforts, and friends of
- her former home to fix contentedly in such a wilder-
- ness as this with you."
-
- "She abandoned them under a delusion," he an-
- swered, "picturing in me a hero of romance, and expect-
- ing unlimited indulgences from my chivalrous devo-
- tion. I can hardly regard her in the light of a rational
- creature, so obstinately has she persisted in forming a
- fabulous notion of my character, and acting on the
- false impressions she cherished. But at last I think she
- begins to know me. I don't perceive the silly smiles
- and grimaces that provoked me at first, and the sense-
- less incapability of discerning that I was in earnest
- when I gave her my opinion of her infatuation and
- herself. It was a marvellous effort of perspicacity to
- discover that I did not love her. I believed, at one time,
- no lessons could teach her that. And yet it is poorly
- learned, for this morning she announced, as a piece of
- appalling intelligence, that I had actually succeeded in
- making her hate me--a positive labour of Hercules, I
-
- assure you! If it be achieved, I have cause to return
- thanks.---Can I trust your assertion, Isabella? Are you
- sure you hate me? If I let you alone for half a day, won't
- you come sighing and wheedling to me again?---I
- dare say she would rather I had seemed all tenderness
- before you; it wounds her vanity to have the truth ex-
- posed. But I don't care who knows that the passion was
- wholly on one side; and I never told her a lie about it.
- She cannot accuse me of showing one bit of deceitful
- softness. The first thing she saw me do on coming out of
- the Grange was to hang up her little dog, and when she
- pleaded for it, the first words I uttered were a wish that
- I had the hanging of every being belonging to her, ex-
- cept one. Possibly she took that exception for herself.
- But no brutality disgusted her. I suppose she has an
- innate admiration of it, if only her precious person were
- secure from injury. Now, was it not the depth of ab-
- surdity, of genuine idiocy, for that pitiful, slavish,
- mean-minded brach to dream that I could love her?
- Tell your master, Nelly, that I never, in all my life, met
- with such an abject thing as she is. She even disgraces
- the name of Linton; and I've sometimes relented, from
- pure lack of invention, in my experiments on what she
- could endure and still creep shamefully cringing back.
- But tell him also to set his fraternal and magisterial
- heart at ease; that I keep strictly within the limits of the
- law. I have avoided, up to this period, giving her the
- slightest right to claim a separation; and, what's more,
- she'd thank nobody for dividing us. If she desired to
- go, she might; the nuisance of her presence outweighs
- the gratification to be derived from tormenting her."
-
- "Mr. Heathcliff," said I, "this is the talk of a mad-
- man. Your wife, most likely, is convinced you are mad,
- and for that reason she has borne with you hitherto;
- but now that you say she may go, she'll doubtless avail
- herself of the permission.---You are not so bewitched,
- ma'am, are you, as to remain with him of your own
- accord?"
-
- "Take care, Ellen!" answered Isabella, her eyes
- sparkling irefully. There was no misdoubting, by their
- expression, the full success of her partner's endeavours
- to make himself detested. "Don't put faith in a single
- word he speaks. He's a lying fiend---a monster, and not
- a human being! I've been told I might leave him be-
- fore, and I've made the attempt, but I dare not repeat
- it. Only, Ellen, promise you'll not mention a syllable
- of his infamous conversation to my brother or Cather-
- ine. Whatever he may pretend, he wishes to provoke
- Edgar to desperation. He says he has married me on
- purpose to obtain power over him; and he shan't ob-
- tain it. I'll die first! I just hope---I pray--that he may
- forget his diabolical prudence and kill me! The single
- pleasure I can imagine is to die or to see him dead!"
-
- "There--that will do for the present!" said Heath-
- cliff.----"If you are called upon in a court of law you'll
- remember her language, Nelly. And take a good look at
- that countenance; she's near the point which would
- suit me--No; you're not fit to be your own guardian,
- Isabella, now; and I, being your legal protector, must
- retain you in my custody, however distasteful the
- obligation may be. Go upstairs; I have something to say
-
- to Ellen Dean in private. That's not the way. Upstairs, I
- tell you! Why, this is the road upstairs, child."
-
- He seized and thrust her from the room, and returned
- muttering,---
-
- "I have no pity! I have no pity! The more the worms
- writhe, the more I yearn to crush out their entrails! It
- is a moral teething; and I grind with greater energy in
- proportion to the increase of pain."
-
- "Do you understand what the word pity means?"
- I said, hastening to resume my bonnet. "Did you ever
- feel a touch of it in your life?"
-
- "Put that down!" he interrupted, perceiving my in-
- tention to depart. "You are not going yet. Come here
- now, Nelly. I must either persuade or compel you to
- aid me in fulfilling my determination to see Catherine,
- and that without delay. I swear that I meditate no
- harm. I don't desire to cause any disturbance, or to ex-
- asperate or insult Mr. Linton. I only wish to hear from
- herself how she is, and why she has been ill, and to ask
- if anything that I could do would be of use to her.
- Last night I was in the Grange garden six hours, and I'Il
- return there to-night; and every night I'll haunt the
- place, and every day, till I find an opportunity of enter-
- ing. If Edgar Linton meets me I shall not hesitate to
- knock him down, and give him enough to assure his
- quiescence while I stay. If his servants oppose me I
- shall threaten them off with these pistols. But
- wouldn't it be better to prevent my coming in contact
-
- with them or their master? And you could do it so eas-
- ily. I'd warn you when I came, and then you might
- let me in unobserved, as soon as she was alone, and
- watch till I departed, your conscience quite calm. You
- would be hindering mischief."
-
- I protested against playing that treacherous part in
- my employer's house, and, besides, I urged the cruelty
- and selfishness of his destroying Mrs. Linton's tran-
- quillity for his satisfaction. "The commonest occur-
- rence startles her painfully," I said. "She's all nerves,
- and she couldn't bear the surprise, I'm positive. Don't
- persist, sir, or else I shall be obliged to inform my mas-
- ter of your designs, and he'll take measures to secure
- his house and its inmates from any such unwarranta-
- ble intrusions!"
-
- "In that case, I'll take measures to secure you,
- woman," exclaimed Heathcliff. "You shall not leave
- Wuthering Heights till to-morrow morning. It is a fool-
- ish story to assert that Catherine could not bear to see
- me; and as to surprising her, I don't desire it. You must
- prepare her; ask her if I may come. You say she never
- mentions my name, and that I am never mentioned to
- her. To whom should she mention me if I am a forbid-
- den topic in the house? She thinks you are all spies for
- her husband. Oh, I've no doubt she's in hell among
- you! I guess by her silence, as much as anything, what
- she feels. You say she is often restless and anxious-look-
- ing. Is that a proof of tranquillity? You talk of her mind
- being unsettled. How the devil could it be otherwise in
- her frightful isolation? And that insipid, paltry crea-
-
- ture attending her former duty and humanity, from pity
- and chariry! He might as well plant an oak in a flower-
- pot, and expect it to thrive, as imagine he can restore
- her to vigour in the soil of his shallow cares! Let us set-
- tle it at once. Will you stay here, and am I to fight my
- way to Catherine over Linton and his footman? or
- will you be my friend, as you have been hitherto, and
- do what I request? Decide, because there is no reason
- for my lingering another minute if you persist in your
- stubborn ill-nature."
-
- Well, Mr. Lockwood, I argued and complained, and
- flatly refused him fifty times; but in the long run he
- forced me to an agreement. I engaged to carry a letter
- from him to my mistress; and should she consent, I
- promised to let him have intelligence of Linton's next
- absence from home, when he might come, and get in
- as he was able. I wouldn't be there, and my fellow-
- servants should be equally out of the way. Was it right
- or wrong? I fear it was wrong, though expedient. I
- thought I prevented another explosion by my com-
- pliance, and I thought, too, it might create a favourable
- crisis in Catherine's mental illness. And then I remem-
- bered Mr. Edgar's stern rebuke of my carrying tales,
- and I tried to smooth away all disquietude on the sub-
- ject by affirming, with frequent iteration, that that be-
- trayal of trust, if it merited so harsh an appellation,
- should be the last. Notwithstanding, my journey home-
- ward was sadder than my journey thither, and many
- misgivings I had ere I could prevail on myself to put the
- missive into Mrs. Linton's hand.
-
- But here is Kenneth. I'll go down and tell him how
- much better you are. My history is dree, as we say, and
- will serve to while away another morning.
-
- * * * * *
-
- Dree and dreary, I reflected, as the good woman de-
- scended to receive the doctor, and not exactly of the
- kind which I should have chosen to amuse me. But
- never mind. I'll extract wholesome medicines from
- Mrs. Dean's bitter herbs; and firstly, let me beware the
- fascination that lurks in Catherine Heathcliff's bril-
- liant eyes. I should be in a curious taking if I surren-
- dered my heart to that young person, and the daughter
- turned out a second edition of the mother.
- CHAPTER XV.
-
-
- Another week over, and I am so many days nearer
- health and spring! I have now heard all my
- neighbour's history, at different sittings, as the house-
- keeper could spare time from more important occupa-
- tions. I'll continue it in her own words, only a little
- condensed. She is, on the whole, a very fair narrator,
- and I don't think I could improve her style.
-
- In the evening, she said---the evening of my visit to
- the Heights---I knew, as well as if I saw him, that Mr.
- Heathcliff was about the place; and I shunned going
- out, because I still carried his letter in my pocket, and
- didn't want to be threatened or teased any more. I had
- made up my mind not to give it till my master went
- somewhere, as I could not guess how its receipt would
- affect Catherine. The consequence was that it did not
- reach her before the lapse of three days. The fourth was
- Sunday, and I brought it into her room after the family
- were gone to church. There was a manservant left to
- keep the house with me, and we generally made a prac-
- tice of locking the doors during the hours of service; but
- on that occasion the weather was so warm and pleas-
- ant that I set them wide open, and, to fulfil my engage-
- ment, as I knew who would be coming, I told my com-
- panion that the mistress wished very much for some
- oranges, and he must run over to the village and get a
- few, to be paid for on the morrow. He departed, and I
- went upstairs.
-
- Mrs. Linton sat in a loose, white dress, with a light
- shawl over her shoulders, in the recess of the open win-
- dow as usual. Her thick, long hair had been partly re-
- moved at the beginning of her illness, and now she
- wore it simply combed in its natural tresses over her
- temples and neck. Her appearance was altered, as I
- had told Heathcliff; but when she was calm there
- seemed unearthly beauty in the change. The flash of her
- eyes had been succeeded by a dreamy and melancholy
- softness; they no longer gave the impression of looking
- at the objects around her; they appeared always to gaze
- beyond, and far beyond---you would have said out of
- this world. Then the paleness of her face---its haggard
- aspect having vanished as she recovered flesh---and
- the peculiar expression arising from her mental state,
- though painfully suggestive of their causes, added to
- the touching interest which she awakened, and----in-
- variably to me, I know, and to any person who saw her,
- I should think---refuted more tangible proofs of con-
- valescence, and stamped her as one doomed to decay.
-
- A book lay spread on the sill before her, and the
- scarcely perceptible wind fluttered its leaves at in-
- tervals. I believe Linton had laid it there, for she never
- endeavoured to divert herself with reading or occupa-
- tion of any kind, and he would spend many an hour
- in trying to entice her attention to some subject which
- had formerly been her amusement. She was conscious
- of his aim, and in her better moods endured his efforts
- placidly, only showing their uselessness by now and
- then suppressing a wearied sigh, and checking him at
- last with the saddest of smiles and kisses. At other times
-
- she would turn petulantly away, and hide her face in
- her hands, or even push him off angrily; and then he
- took care to let her alone, for he was certain of doing
- no good.
-
- Gimmerton chapel bells were still ringing, and the
- full, mellow flow of the beck in the valley came sooth-
- ingly on the ear. It was a sweet substitute for the yet ab-
- sent murmur of the summer foliage which drowned
- that music about the Grange when the trees were in leaf.
- At Wuthering Heights it always sounded on quiet days
- following a great thaw or a season of steady rain. And
- of Wuthering Heights Catherine was thinking as she
- listened---that is, if she thought or listened at all; but
- she had the vague, distant look I mentioned before,
- which expressed no recognition of material things
- either by ear or eye.
-
- "There's a letter for you, Mrs. Linton," I said, gently
- inserting it in one hand that rested on her knee. "You
- must read it immediately, because it wants an answer.
- Shall I break the seal?" "Yes," she answered, without
- altering the direction of her eyes. I opened it; it was
- very short. "Now," I continued, "read it." She drew
- away her hand, and let it fall. I replaced it in her lap,
- and stood waiting till it should please her to glance
- down; but that movement was so long delayed that at
- last I resumed---
-
- "Must I read it, ma'am? It is from Mr. Heathcliff."
-
- There was a start and a troubled gleam of recollec-
- tion, and a struggle to arrange her ideas. She lifted the
- letter, and seemed to peruse it, and when she came to
- the signature she sighed; yet still I found she had not
- gathered its import, for, upon my desiring to hear her
- reply, she merely pointed to the name and gazed at me
- with mournful and questioning eagerness.
-
- "Well, he wishes to see you," said I, guessing her
- need of an interpreter. "He's in the garden by this time,
- and impatient to know what answer I shall bring."
-
- As I spoke I observed a large dog lying on the sunny
- grass beneath raise its ears as if about to bark, and then,
- smoothing them back, announce, by a wag of the tail,
- that some one approached whom it did not consider a
- stranger. Mrs. Linton bent forward and listened breath-
- lessly. The minute after a step traversed the hall. The
- open house was too tempting for Heathcliff to resist
- walking in. Most likely he supposed that I was inclined
- to shirk my promise, and so resolved to trust to his own
- audacity. With straining eagerness Catherine gazed to-
- wards the entrance of her chamber. He did not hit the
- right room directly. She motioned me to admit him, but
- he found it out ere I could reach the door, and in a stride
- or two was at her side, and had her grasped in
- his arms.
-
- He neither spoke nor loosed his hold for some five
- minutes, during which period he bestowed more kisses
- than ever he gave in his life before, I dare say; but then
- my mistress had kissed him first, and I plainly saw that
-
- he could hardly bear, for downright agony, to look into
- her face. The same conviction had stricken him as me,
- from the instant he beheld her, that there was no pros-
- pect of ultimate recovery there; she was fated, sure to
- die.
-
- "O Cathy! O my life! how can I bear it?" was the
- first sentence he uttered, in a tone that did not seek to
- disguise his despair. And now he stared at her so earn-
- estly that I thought the very intensity of his gaze would
- bring tears into his eyes; but they burned with anguish
- --they did not melt.
-
- "What now?" said Catherine, leaning back and re-
- turning his look with a suddenly clouded brow. Her
- humour was a mere vane for constantly varying ca-
- prices. "You and Edgar have broken my heart, Heath-
- cliff! And you both come to bewail the deed to me, as
- if you were the people to be pitied! I shall not pity you,
- not I. You have killed me---and thriven on it, I think.
- How strong you are! How many years do you mean to
- live after I am gone?"
-
- Heathcliff had knelt on one knee to embrace her. He
- attempted to rise, but she seized his hair and kept him
- down.
-
- "I wish I could hold you," she continued bitterly,
- "till we were both dead! I shouldn't care what you suf-
- fered. I care nothing for your sufferings. Why shouldn't
- you suffer? I do! Will you forget me? Will you be
- happy when I am in the earth? Will you say twenty years
-
- hence, 'That's the grave of Catherine Earnshaw. I loved
- her long ago, and was wretched to lose her; but it is
- past. I've loved many others since. My children are
- dearer to me than she was, and at death I shall not re-
- joice that I am going to her; I shall be sorry that I must
- leave them.' Will you say so, Heathcliff?"
-
- "Don't torture me till I'm as mad as yourself,"
- cried he, wrenching his head free and grinding his teeth.
-
- The two, to a cool spectator, made a strange and
- fearful picture. Well might Catherine deem that heaven
- would be a land of exile to her, unless with her mortal
- body she cast away her moral character also. Her pres-
- ent countenance had a wild vindictiveness in its white
- cheek, and a bloodless lip and a scintillating eye; and
- she retained in her closed fingers a portion of the locks
- she had been grasping. As to her companion, while rais-
- ing himself with one hand, he had taken her arm with
- the other, and so inadequate was his stock of gentle-
- ness to the requirements of her condition that on his
- letting go I saw four distinct impressions left blue in
- the colourless skin.
-
- "Are you possessed with a devil," he pursued sav-
- agely, "to talk in that manner to me when you are dy-
- ing? Do you reflect that all those words will be branded
- in my memory, and eating deeper eternally after you
- have left me? You know you lie to say I have killed you;
- and, Catherine, you know that I could as soon forget
- you as my existence! Is it not sufficient for your in-
-
- fernal selfishness that, while you are at peace, I shall
- writhe in the torments of hell?"
-
- "I shall not be at peace," moaned Catherine, recalled
- to a sense of physical weakness by the violent, unequal
- throbbing of her heart, which beat visibly and audibly
- under this excess of agitation. She said nothing further
- till the paroxysm was over, then she continued more
- kindly,---
-
- "I'm not wishing you greater torment than I have,
- Heathcliff. I only wish us never to be parted; and
- should a word of mine distress you hereafter, think I
- feel the same distress underground, and for my own
- sake forgive me! Come here and kneel down again.
- You never harmed me in your life. Nay, if you nurse
- anger, that will be worse to remember than my harsh
- words. Won't you come here again? Do!"
-
- Heathcliff went to the back of her chair and leant
- over, but not so far as to let her see his face, which was
- livid with emotion. She bent round to look at him. He
- would not permit it. Turning abruptly, he walked to the
- fireplace, where he stood, silent, with his back towards
- us. Mrs. Linton's glance followed him suspiciously.
- Every movement woke a new sentiment in her. After a
- pause and a prolonged gaze she resumed, addressing
- me in accents of indignant disappointment,---
-
- "Oh, you see, Nelly, he would not relent a moment
- to keep me out of the grave! That is how I'm loved!
- Well, never mind. That is not my Heathcliff. I shall love
-
- mine yet, and take him with me; he's in my soul. And,"
- added she musingly, "the thing that irks me most is
- this shattered prison, after all. I'm tired of being en-
- closed here. I'm wearying to escape into that glorious
- world, and to be always there--not seeing it dimly
- through tears, and yearning for it through the walls of
- an aching heart, but really with it and in it. Nelly, you
- think you are better and more fortunate than I, in full
- health and strength. You are sorry for me. Very soon
- that will be altered. I shall be sorry for you. I shall be in-
- comparably beyond and above you all. I wonder he
- won't be near mel" she went on to herself. "I thought
- he wished it---Heathcliff dear, you should not be sul-
- len now. Do come to me, Heathcliff."
-
- In her eagerness she rose nnd supported herself on
- the arm of the chair. At that earnest appeal he turned
- to her, looking absolutely desperate. His eyes, wide
- and wet, at last flashed fiercely on her; his breast heaved
- convulsively. An instant they held asunder, and then
- how they met I hardly saw, but Catherine made a
- spring, and he caught her, and they were locked in an
- embrace from which I thought my mistress would never
- be released alive--in fact, to my eyes, she seemed di-
- rectly insensible. He flung himself into the nearest seat,
- and on my approaching hurriedly to ascertain if she had
- fainted, he gnashed at me and foamed like a mad dog,
- and gathered her to him with greedy jealousy. I did not
- feel as if I were in the company of a creature of my own
- species. It appeared that he would not understand,
- though I spoke to him, so I stood off and held my
- tongue in great perplexity.
-
- A movement of Catherine's relieved me a little pres-
- ently. She put up her hand to clasp his neck, and bring
- her cheek to his as he held her; while he, in return,
- covering her with frantic caresses, said wildly,----
-
- "You teach me now how cruel you've been---cruel
- and false. Why did you despise me? Why did you be-
- tray your own heart, Cathy? I have not one word of
- comfort. You deserve this. You have killed yourself.
- Yes, you may kiss me, and cry, and wring out my kisses
- and tears; they'll blight you---they'll damn you. You
- loved me; then what right had you to leave me? What
- right---answer me---for the poor fancy you felt for Lin-
- ton? Because misery, and degradation, and death, and
- nothing that God or Satan could inflict would have
- parted us, you, of your own will, did it. I have
- not broken your heart---you have broken it; and in
- breaking it you have broken mine. So much the worse
- for me that I am strong. Do I want to live? What kind of
- living will it be when you----- O God! would you like
- to live with your soul in the grave?"
-
- "Let me alone! let me alone!" sobbed Catherine.
- "If I've done wrong, I'm dying for it. It is enough! You
- left me too; but I won't upbraid you. I forgive you. For-
- give me."
-
- "It is hard to forgive, and to look at those eyes, and
- feel those wasted hands," he answered. "Kiss me again,
- and don't let me see your eyes. I forgive what you have
- done to me. I love my murderer---but yours! How can
- I?"
-
- They were silent----their faces hid against each other,
- and washed by each other's tears. At least, I suppose
- the weeping was on both sides, as it seemed Heathcliff
- could weep on a great occasion like this.
-
- I grew very uncomfortable, meanwhile, for the after-
- noon wore fast away, the man whom I had sent off re-
- turned from his errand, and I could distinguish by the
- shine of the western sun up the valley a concourse
- thickening outside Gimmerton chapel porch.
-
- "Service is over," I announced. "My master will be
- here in half an hour."
-
- Heathcliff groaned a curse, and strained Catherine
- closer. She never moved.
-
- Ere long I perceived a group of the servants pass-
- ing up the road towards the kitchen wing. Mr. Linton
- was not far behind. He opened the gate himself, and
- sauntered slowly up, probably enjoying the lovely
- afternoon, that breathed as soft as summer.
-
- "Now he is here!" I exclaimed. "For Heaven's sake
- hurry down! You'll not meet any one on the front
- stairs. Do be quick, and stay among the trees till he is
- fairly in."
-
- "I must go, Cathy," said Heathcliff, seeking to ex-
- tricate himself from his companion's arms. "But if I
- live I'll see you again before you are asleep. I won't
- stray five yards from your window."
-
- "You must not go!" she answered, holding him as
- firmly as her strength allowed. "You shall not, I tell
- you."
-
- "For one hour," he pleaded earnestly.
-
- "Not for one minute," she replied.
-
- "I must; Linton will be up immediately," persisted
- the alarmed intruder.
-
- He would have risen and unfixed her fingers by the
- act; she clung fast, gasping. There was mad resolution
- in her face.
-
- "No!" she shrieked. "Oh, don't, don't go! It is the
- last time! Edgar will not hurt us. Heathcliff, I shall die!
- I shall die!"
-
- "Damn the fool! There he is!" cried Heathcliff, sink-
- ing back into his seat. "Hush, my darling! Hush, hush,
- Catherine! I'll stay. If he shot me so, I'd expire with a
- blessing on my lips."
-
- And there they were fast again. I heard my master
- mounting the stairs. The cold sweat ran from my fore-
- head; I was horrified.
-
- "Are you going to listen to her ravings?" I said pas-
- sionately. "She does not know what she says. Will you
- ruin her because she has not wit to help herself? Get
- up! You could be free instantly. That is the most dia-
- bolical deed that ever you did. We are all done for---
- master, mistress, and servant."
-
- I wrung my hands and cried out, and Mr. Linton
- hastened his step at the noise. In the midst of my agita-
- tion I was sincerely glad to observe that Catherine's
- arms had fallen relaxed, and her head hung down.
-
- "She's fainted or dead," I thought; "so much the
- better. Far better that she should be dead than lingering
- a burden and a misery-maker to all about her."
-
- Edgar sprang to his unbidden guest, blanched with
- astonishment and rage. What he meant to do I cannot
- tell. However, the other stopped all demonstrations at
- once by placing the lifeless-looking form in his arms.
-
- "Look there!" he said. "Unless you be a fiend, help
- her first; then you shall speak to me!"
-
- He walked into the parlour and sat down. Mr. Linton
- summoned me, and with great difficulty, and after re-
- sorting to many means, we managed to restore her to
- sensation; but she was all bewildered. She sighed and
- moaned, and knew nobody. Edgar, in his anxiety for
- her, forgot her hated friend. I did not. I went at the ear-
- liest opportunity and besought him to depart, affirming
- that Catherine was better, and he should hear from me
- in the morning how she passed the night.
-
- "I shall not refuse to go out of doors," he answered,
- "but I shall stay in the garden; and, Nelly, mind you
- keep your word to-morrow. I shall be under those
- larch trees. Mind! or I pay another visit, whether Lin-
- ton be in or not."
-
- He sent a rapid glance through the half-open door of
- the chamber, and, ascertaining that what I stated was
- apparently true, delivered the house of his luckless
- presence.
- CHAPTER XVI.
-
-
- About twelve o'clock that night was born the Cath-
- erine you saw at Wuthering Heights---a puny
- seven months' child; and two hours after, the mother
- died, having never recovered sufficient consciousness
- to miss Heathcliff or know Edgar. The latter's distrac-
- tion at his bereavement is a subject too painful to be
- dwelt on; its after effects showed how deep the sorrow
- sank. A great addition, in my eyes, was his being left
- without an heir. I bemoaned that as I gazed on the
- feeble orphan, and I mentally abused old Linton for----
- what was only natural partiality---the securing his es-
- tate to his own daughter instead of his son's. An unwel-
- comed infant it was, poor thing! It might have wailed
- out of life and nobody cared a morsel, during those first
- hours of existence. We redeemed the neglect after-
- wards, but its beginning was as friendless as its end is
- likely to be.
-
- Next morning---bright and cheerful out of doors----
- stole softened in through the blinds of the silent room,
- and suffused the couch and its occupant with a mellow,
- tender glow. Edgar Linton had his head laid on the pil-
- low, and his eyes shut. His young and fair features were
- almost as deathlike as those of the form beside him,
- and almost as fixed; but his was the hush of exhausted
- anguish, and hers of perfect peace. Her brow smooth,
- her lids closed, her lips wearing the expression of a
- smile---no angel in heaven could be more beautiful
- than she appeared. And I partook of the infinite calm
- in which she lay. My mind was never in a holier frame
-
- than while I gazed on that untroubled image of Divine
- rest. I instinctively echoed the words she had uttered a
- few hours before. "Incomparably beyond and above us
- all! Whether still on earth or now in heaven, her spirit
- is at home with God!"
-
- I don't know if it be a peculiarity in me, but I am
- seldom otherwise than happy while watching in the
- chamber of death, should no frenzied or despair-
- ing mourner share the duty with me. I see a repose that
- neither earth nor hell can break, and I feel an assur-
- ance of the endless and shadowless hereafter---the eter-
- nity they have entered---where life is boundless in its
- duration, and love in its sympathy, and joy in its full-
- ness. I noticed on that occasion how much selfishness
- there is even in a love like Mr. Linton's, when he so
- regretted Catherine's blessed release. To be sure, one
- might have doubted, after the wayward and impatient
- existence she had led, whether she merited a haven of
- peace at last. One might doubt in seasons of cold re-
- flection, but not then, in the presence of her corpse. It
- asserted its own tranquillity, which seemed a pledge of
- equal quiet to its former inhabitants.
-
- Do you believe such people are happy in the other
- world, sir? I'd give a great deal to know.
-
- I declined answering Mrs. Dean's question, which
- struck me as something heterodox. She proceeded,----
-
- Retracing the course of Catherine Linton, I fear we
- have no right to think she is; but we'll leave her with
- her Maker.
-
- The master looked asleep, and I ventured soon
- after sunrise to quit the room and steal out to the pure
- refreshing air. The servants thought me gone to shake
- off the drowsiness of my protracted watch; in re-
- ality, my chief motive was seeing Mr. Heathcliff. If he
- had remained among the larches all night he would
- have heard nothing of the stir at the Grange--unless,
- perhaps, he might catch the gallop of the messenger
- going to Gimmerton. If he had come nearer he would
- probably be aware, from the lights flitting to and fro,
- and the opening and shutting of the outer doors, that
- all was not right within. I wished yet feared to find him.
- I felt the terrible news must be told, and I longed to get
- it over; but how to do it I did not know. He was there
- --at least a few yards farther in the park---leant
- against an old ash tree, his hat off, and his hair soaked
- with the dew that had gathered on the budded branches,
- and fell pattering round him. He had been standing a
- long time in that position, for I saw a pair of ousels pass-
- ing and repassing scarcely three feet from him, busy
- in building their nest, and regarding his proximity no
- more than that of a piece of timber. They flew off at
- my approach, and he raised his eyes and spoke.
-
- "She's dead!" he said. "I've not waited for you to
- learn that. Put your handkerchief away; don't snivel
- before me. Damn you all! she wants none of your
- tears!"
-
- I was weeping as much for him as her; we do some-
- times pity creatures that have none of the feeling either
- for themselves or others. When I first looked into his
- face, I perceived that he had got intelligence of the
- catastrophe; and a foolish notion struck me that his
- heart was quelled, and he prayed, because his lips
- moved, and his gaze was bent on the ground.
-
- "Yes, she's dead!" I answered, checking my sobs
- and drying my cheeks---"gone to heaven, I hope, where
- we may, every one, join her, if we take due warn-
- ing and leave our evil ways to follow good!"
-
- "Did she take due warning, then?" asked Heathcliff,
- attempting a sneer. "Did she die like a saint? Come,
- give me a true history of the event. How did------"
-
- He endeavoured to pronounce the name, but
- could not manage it; and compressing his mouth he
- held a silent combat with his inward agony, defying,
- meanwhile, my sympathy with an unflinching ferocious
- stare. "How did she die?" he resumed at last, fain, not-
- withstanding his hardihood, to have a support behind
- him; for, after the struggle, he trembled, in spite of
- himself, to his very finger-ends.
-
- "Poor wretch!" I thought, "you have a heart and
- nerves the same as your brother men! Why should
- you be anxious to conceal them? Your pride cannot
- blind God. You tempt Him to wring them till He forces
- a cry of humiliation."
-
- "Quietly as a lamb!" I answered aloud. "She drew a
- sigh, and stretched herself, like a child reviving, and
- sinking again to sleep; and five minutes after I felt
- one little pulse at her heart, and nothing more!"
-
- "And---did she ever mention me?" he asked, hesi-
- tating, as if he dreaded the answer to his question
- would introduce details that he could not bear to hear.
-
- "Her senses never returned. She recognized nobody
- from the time you left her," I said. "She lies with a
- sweet smile on her face, and her latest ideas wandered
- back to pleasant early days. Her life closed in a gentle
- dream. May she wake as kindly in the other world!"
-
- "May she wake in torment!" he cried with fright-
- ful vehemence, stamping his foot and groaning in a sud-
- den paroxysm of ungovernable passion. "Why, she's a
- liar to the end. Where is she? Not there--not in heaven
- --not perished---where?---Oh! you said you cared
- nothing for my sufferings! And I pray one prayer---I
- repeat it till my tongue stiffens---Catherine Earnshaw,
- may you not rest as long as I am living! You said I
- killed you---haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt
- their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts have
- wandered on earth. Be with me always----take any form
- ---drive me mad---only do not leave me in this abyss,
- where I cannot find you! O God! it is unutterable! I
- cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my
- soul!"
-
- He dashed his head against the knotted trunk, and,
- lifting up his eyes, howled---not like a man, but like a
- savage beast being goaded to death with knives and
- spears. I observed several splashes of blood about the
- bark of the tree, and his hand and forehead were both
- stained; probably the scene I witnessed was a repetition
- of others acted during the night. It hardly moved my
- compassion--it appalled me; still I felt reluctant to
- quit him so. But the moment he recollected himself
- enough to notice me watching, he thundered a com-
- mand for me to go, and I obeyed. He was beyond my
- skill to quiet or console.
-
- Mrs. Linton's funeral was appointed to take place on
- the Friday following her decease, and till then her coffin
- remained uncovered and strewn with flowers and
- scented leaves in the great drawing-room. Linton spent
- his days and nights there, a sleepless guardian; and----
- a circumstance concealed from all but me---Heathcliff
- spent his nights, at least, outside, equally a stranger
- to repose. I held no communication with him. Still, I
- was conscious of his design to enter, if he could; and
- on the Tuesday, a little after dark, when my master,
- from sheer fatigue, had been compelled to retire a cou-
- ple of hours, I went and opened one of the windows,
- moved by his perseverance to give him a chance of be-
- stowing on the faded image of his idol one final adieu.
- He did not omit to avail himself of the opportunity,
- cautiously and briefly---too cautiously to betray his
- presence by the slightest noise. Indeed, I shouldn't have
- discovered that he had been there, except for the disar-
- rangement of the drapery about the corpse's face, and
-
- for observing on the floor a curl of light hair fastened
- with a silver thread, which, on examination, I ascer-
- tained to have been taken from a locket hung round
- Catherine's neck. Heathcliff had opened the trinket
- and cast out its contents, replacing them by a black
- lock of his own. I twisted the two, and enclosed them
- together.
-
- Mr. Earnshaw was, of course, invited to attend the
- remains of his sister to the grave. He sent no excuse,
- but he never came; so that, besides her husband, the
- mourners were wholly composed of tenants and serv-
- ants. Isabella was not asked.
-
- The place of Catherine's interment, to the surprise of
- the villagers, was neither in the chapel under the carved
- monument of the Lintons, nor yet by the tombs of her
- own relations outside. It was dug on a green slope in a
- corner of the kirkyard, where the wall is so low that
- heath and bilberry plants have climbed over it from
- the moor, and peat mould almost buries it. Her hus-
- band lies in the same spot now, and they have each a
- simple headstone above, and a plain gray block at their
- feet, to mark the graves.
- CHAPTER XVII.
-
-
- That Friday made the last of our fine days for a
- month. In the evening the weather broke; the wind
- shifted from south to north-east, and brought rain first,
- and then sleet and snow. On the morrow one could
- hardly imagine that there had been three weeks of
- summer---the primroses and crocuses were hidden
- under windy drifts, the larks were silent, the young
- leaves of the early trees smitten and blackened. And
- dreary, and chill, and dismal, that morrow did creep
- over! My master kept his room; I took possession of the
- lonely parlour, converting it into a nursery, and there
- I was, sitting with the moaning doll of a child laid on
- my knee, rocking it to and fro, and watching, mean-
- while, the still driving flakes build up the uncurtained
- window, when the door opened, and some person en-
- tered, out of breath and laughing. My anger was greater
- than my astonishment for a minute. I supposed it one
- of the maids, and I cried,---
-
- "Have done! How dare you show your giddiness
- here? What would Mr. Linton say if he heard you?"
-
- "Excuse me," answered a familiar voice; "but I know
- Edgar is in bed, and I cannot stop myself."
-
- With that the speaker came forward to the fire, pant-
- ing and holding her hand to her side.
-
- "I have run the whole way from Wuthering Heights,"
- she continued, after a pause, "except where I've flown.
-
- I couldn't count the number of falls I've had. Oh, I'm
- aching all over! Don't be alarmed! There shall be an
- explanation as soon as I can give it, only just have the
- goodness to step out and order the carriage to take me
- on to Gimmerton, and tell a servant to seek up a few
- clothes in my wardrobe."
-
- The intruder was Mrs. Heathcliff. She certainly
- seemed in no laughing predicament. Her hair streamed
- on her shoulders, dripping with snow and water; she
- was dressed in the girlish dress she commonly wore,
- befitting her age more than her position---a low frock
- with short sleeves, and nothing on either head or neck.
- The frock was of light silk, and clung to her with wet,
- and her feet were protected merely by thin slippers;
- add to this a deep cut under one ear, which only the
- cold prevented from bleeding profusely, a white face
- scratched and bruised, and a frame hardly able to sup-
- port itself, through fatigue, and you may fancy my first
- fright was not much allayed when I had had leisure to
- examine her.
-
- "My dear young lady," I exclaimed, "I'll stir no-
- where, and hear nothing, till you have removed every
- article of your clothes, and put on dry things; and cer-
- tainly you shall not go to Gimmerton to-night, so it is
- needless to order the carriage."
-
- "Certainly I shall," she said---"walking or riding.
- Yet I've no objection to dress myself decently. And---
- Ah, see how it flows down my neck now! The fire does
- make it smart."
-
- She insisted on my fulfilling her directions before she
- would let me touch her; and not till after the coachman
- had been instructed to get ready, and a maid set to pack
- up some necessary attire, did I obtain her consent for
- binding the wound, and helping to change her gar-
- ments.
-
- "Now, Ellen," she said, when my task was finished
- and she was seated in an easy-chair on the hearth, with
- a cup of tea before her, "you sit down opposite me, and
- put poor Catherine's baby away. I don't like to see it.
- You mustn't think I care little for Catherine because I
- behaved so foolishly on entering. I've cried, too, bit-
- terly--yes, more than any one else has reason to cry.
- We parted unreconciled, you remember, and I shan't
- forgive myself. But, for all that, I was not going to sym-
- pathize with him---the brute beast! Oh, give me the
- poker! This is the last thing of his I have about me."
- She slipped the gold ring from her third finger, and
- threw it on the floor. "I'll smash it!" she continued,
- striking it with childish spite, "and then I'll burn itl"
- And she took and dropped the misused article among
- the coals. "There! he shall buy another if he gets me
- back again. He'd be capable of coming to seek me, to
- tease Edgar. I dare not stay, lest that notion should pos-
- sess his wicked head! And besides, Edgar has not
- been kind, has he? And I won't come suing for his as-
- sistance, nor will I bring him into more trouble.
- Necessity compelled me to seek shelter here, though, if
- I had not learned he was out of the way, I'd have
- halted at the kitchen, washed my face, warmed myself,
- got you to bring what I wanted, and departed again
-
- to anywhere out of the reach of my accursed---off that
- incarnate goblin! Ah, he was in such a fury! If he had
- caught me! It's a pity Earnshaw is not his match
- in strength. I wouldn't have run till I'd seen him all
- but demolished, had Hindley been able to do it."
-
- "Well, don't talk so fast, miss," I interrupted; "you'll
- disorder the handkerchief I have tied round your face,
- and make the cut bleed again. Drink your tea, and take
- breath, and give over laughing; laughter is sadly out
- of place under this roof, and in your condition!"
-
- "An undeniable truth," she replied. "Listen to that
- child! It maintains a constant wail. Send it out of my
- hearng for an hour; I shan't stay any longer."
-
- I rang the bell and committed it to a servant's care,
- and then I inquired what had urged her to escape from
- Wuthering Heights in such an unlikely plight, and
- where she meant to go, as she refused remaining with
- us.
-
- "I ought and I wish to remain," answered she---"to
- cheer Edgar and take care of the baby, for two things,
- and because the Grange is my right home. But I tell you
- he wouldn't let me. Do you think he could bear to see
- me grow fat and merry, could bear to think that we
- were tranquil, and not resolve on poisoning our com-
- fort? Now, I have the satisfaction of being sure that he
- detests me to the point of its annoying him seriously to
- have me within earshot or eyesight. I notice, when I
- enter his presence, the muscles of his countenance are
-
- involuntarily distorted into an expression of hatred,
- partly arising from his knowledge of the good causes I
- have to feel that sentiment for him, and partly from
- original aversion. It is strong enough to make me feel
- pretty certain that he would not chase me over England
- supposing I contrived a clear escape, and therefore I
- must get quite away. I've recovered from my first de-
- sire to be killed by him; I'd rather he'd kill himself!
- He has extinguished my love effectually, and so I'm at
- my ease. I can recollect yet how I loved him, and can
- dimly imagine that I could still be loving him, if---no,
- no! Even if he had doted on me, the devilish nature
- would have revealed its existence somehow. Catherine
- had an awfully perverted taste to esteem him so dearly,
- knowing him so well. Monster! Would that he could be
- blotted out of creation and out of my memory!"
-
- "Hush, hush! He's a human being," I said. "Be
- more charitable. There are worse men than he is yet."
-
- "He's not a human being," she retorted, "and he has
- no claim on my charity. I gave him my heart, and he
- took and pinched it to death, and flung it back to me.
- People feel with their hearts, Ellen; and since he has
- destroyed mine, I have not power to feel for him, and
- I would not, though he groaned from this to his dy-
- ing day, and wept tears of blood for Catherine! No, in-
- deed, indeed, I wouldn't!" And here Isabella began
- to cry; but, immediately dashing the water from her
- lashes, she recommenced. "You asked, what has
- driven me to flight at last? I was compelled to attempt
- it, because I had succeeded in rousing his rage a pitch
-
- above his malignity. Pulling out the nerves with red-
- hot pincers requires more coolness than knocking on
- the head. He was worked up to forget the fiendish pru-
- dence he boasted of, and proceeded to murderous vio-
- lence. I experienced pleasure in being able to exasper-
- ate him; the sense of pleasure woke my instinct of self-
- preservation, so I fairly broke free; and if ever I come
- into his hands again, he is welcome to a signal revenge.
-
- "Yesterday, you know, Mr. Earnshaw should have
- been at the funeral. He kept himself sober for the pur-
- pose, tolerably sober---not going to bed mad at six
- o'clock and getting up drunk at twelve. Consequently
- he rose, in suicidal low spirits, as fit for the church as
- for a dance; and instead, he sat down by the fire and
- swallowed gin or brandy by tumblerfuls.
-
- "Heathcliff---I shudder to name him!--has been a
- stranger in the house from last Sunday till to-day.
- Whether the angels have fed him, or his kin beneath, I
- cannot tell; but he has not eaten a meal with us for
- nearly a week. He has just come home at dawn, and
- gone upstairs to his chamber, locking himself in---as if
- anybody dreamt of coveting his company! There he
- has continued, praying like a Methodist---only the deity
- he implored is senseless dust and ashes; and God, when
- addressed, was curiously confounded with his own
- black father! After concluding these precious orisons
- --and they lasted generally till he grew hoarse and his
- voice was strangled in his throat--he would be off
- again, always straight down to the Grange! I wonder
- Edgar did not send for a constable, and give him into
-
- custody. For me, grieved as I was about Catherine, it
- was impossible to avoid regarding this season of de-
- liverance from degrading oppression as a holiday.
-
- "I recovered spirits sufficient to hear Joseph's eter-
- nal lectures without weeping, and to move up and
- down the house less with the foot of a frightened thief
- than formerly. You wouldn't think that I should cry at
- anything Joseph could say; but he and Hareton are de-
- testable companions. I'd rather sit with Hindley, and
- hear his awful talk, than with 't' little maister' and his
- stanch supporter, that odious old man! When Heath-
- cliff is in, I'm often obliged to seek the kitchen and
- their society, or starve among the damp uninhabited
- chambers. When he is not, as was the case this week, I
- establish a table and chair at one corner of the house
- fire, and never mind how Mr. Earnshaw may occupy
- himself; and he does not interfere with my arrange-
- ments. He is quieter now than he used to be, if no one
- provokes him---more sullen and depressed and less
- furious. Joseph affirms he's sure he's an altered man,
- that the Lord has touched his heart, and he is saved
- 'so as by fire.' I'm puzzled to detect signs of the favour-
- ble change; but it is not my business.
-
- "Yester-evening I sat in my nook reading some old
- books till late on towards twelve. It seemed so dismal
- to go upstairs, with the wild snow blowing outside, and
- my thoughts continually reverting to the kirkyard and
- the new-made grave. I dared hardly lift my eyes from
- the page before me, that melancholy scene so instantly
- usurped its place. Hindley sat opposite, his head leant
-
- on his hand, perhaps meditating on the same subject.
- He had ceased drinking at a point below irrationality,
- and had neither stirred nor spoken during two or three
- hours. There was no sound through the house but the
- moaning wind, which shook the windows every now
- and then, the faint crackling of the coals, and the click
- of my snuffers as I removed at intervals the long wick of
- the candle. Hareton and Joseph were probably fast
- asleep in bed. It was very, very sad; and while I read
- I sighed, for it seemed as if all joy had vanished from
- the world, never to be restored.
-
- "The doleful silence was broken at length by the
- sound of the kitchen latch. Heathcliff had returned
- from his watch earlier than usual, owing, I suppose, to
- the sudden storm. That entrance was fastened, and we
- heard him coming round to get in by the other. I
- rose with an irrepressible expression of what I felt on
- my lips, which induced my companion, who had been
- staring towards the door, to turn and look at me.
-
- " 'I'll keep him out five minutes,' he exclaimed. 'You
- won't object?'
-
- " 'No; you may keep him out the whole night for
- me,' I answered. 'Do; put the key in the lock, and draw
- the bolts.'
-
- "Earnshaw accomplished this ere his guest reached
- the front. He then came and brought his chair to the
- other side of my table, leaning over it, and searching in
- my eyes for a sympathy with the burning hate that
-
- gleamed from his. As he both looked and felt like an
- assassin, he couldn't exactly find that; but he discov-
- ered enough to encourage him to speak.
-
- " 'You and I,' he said, 'have each a great debt to set-
- tle with the man out yonder. If we were neither of us
- cowards, we might combine to discharge it. Are you as
- soft as your brother? Are you willing to endure to
- the last, and not once attempt a repayment?'
-
- " 'I'm weary of enduring now,' I replied, 'and I'd be
- glad of a retaliation that wouldn't recoil on myself; but
- treachery and violence are spears pointed at both ends.
- They wound those who resort to them worse than
- their enemies.'
-
- " 'Treachery and violence are a just return for
- treachery and violence!' cried Hindley. 'Mrs. Heath-
- cliff, I'll ask you to do nothing but sit still and be dumb.
- Tell me now, can you? I'm sure you would have as much
- pleasure as I in witnessing the conclusion of the fiend's
- existence. He'll be your death unless you overreach
- him; and he'll be my ruin. Damn the hellish villain!
- He knocks at the door as if he were master here al-
- ready! Promise to hold your tongue, and before that
- clock strikes---it wants three minutes of one---you're
- a free woman!'
-
- "He took the implements which I described to you
- in my letter from his breast, and would have turned
- down the candle. I snatched it away, however, and
- seized his arm.
-
- " 'I'll not hold my tongue,' I said; 'you mustn't touch
- him. Let the door remain shut, and be quiet.'
-
- " 'No! I've formed my resolution, and by God I'll
- execute it!' cried the desperate being. 'I'll do you a
- kindness in spite of yourself, and Hareton justice! And
- you needn't trouble your head to screen me; Catherine
- is gone. Nobody alive would regret me, or be ashamed,
- though I cut my throat this minute; and it's time to
- make an end!'
-
- "I might as well have struggled with a bear or rea-
- soned with a lunatic. The only resource left me was
- to run to a lattice and warn his intended victim of the
- fate which awaited him.
-
- " 'You'd better seek shelter somewhere else to-night,'
- I exclaimed, in rather a triumphant tone. 'Mr. Earn-
- shaw has a mind to shoot you, if you resist in endeav-
- ouring to enter.'
-
- " 'You'd better open the door, you-----,' be an-
- swered, addressing me by some elegant term that I
- don't care to repeat.
-
- " 'I shall not meddle in the matter,' I retorted again.
- 'Come in and get shot, if you please. I've done my
- duty.'
-
- "With that I shut the window and returned to my
- place by the fire, having too small a stock of hypocrisy
- at my command to pretend any anxiety for the danger
-
- that menaced him. Earnshaw swore passionately at
- me, affirming that I loved the villain yet, and calling
- me all sorts of names for the base spirit I evinced. And
- I, in my secret heart (and conscience never reproached
- me), thought what a blessing it would be for him
- should Heathcliff put him out of misery; and what a
- blessing for me should he send Heathcliff to his right
- abode! As I sat nursing these reflections, the casement
- behind me was banged on to the floor by a blow from
- the latter individual, and his black countenance looked
- blightingly through. The stanchions stood too close to
- suffer his shoulders to follow, and I smiled, exulting in
- my fancied security. His hair and clothes were whitened
- with snow, and his sharp cannibal teeth, revealed by
- cold and wrath, gleamed through the dark.
-
- " 'Isabella, let me in, or I'll make you repent!' he
- 'girned,' as Joseph calls it.
-
- " 'I cannot commit murder,' I replied. 'Mr. Hindley
- stands sentinel with a knife and loaded pistol.'
-
- " 'Let me in by the kitchen door,' he said.
-
- " 'Hindley will be there before me,' I answered; 'and
- that's a poor love of yours that cannot bear a shower
- of snow! We were left at peace in our beds as long as
- the summer moon shone, but the moment a blast of
- winter returns, you must run for shelterl Heathcliff,
- if I were you, I'd go stretch myself over her grave and
- die like a faithful dog. The world is surely not worth
- living in now, is it? You had distinctly impressed on
-
- me the idea that Catherine was the whole joy of your
- life. I can't imagine how you think of surviving her
- loss.'
-
- " 'He's there, is he?' exclaimed my companion, rush-
- ing to the gap. 'If I can get my arm out I can hit him!'
-
- "I'm afraid, Ellen, you'll set me down as really
- wicked; but you don't know all, so don't judge.
- I wouldn't have aided or abetted an attempt on even
- his life for anything. Wish that he were dead, I must;
- and therefore I was fearfully disappointed, and un-
- nerved by terror for the consequences of my taunting
- speech, when he flung himself on Earnshaw's weapon
- and wrenched it from his grasp.
-
- "The charge exploded, and the knife, in springing
- back, closed into its owner's wrist. Heathcliff pulled it
- away by main force, slitting up the flesh as it passed
- on, and thrust it dripping into his pocket. He then
- took a stone, struck down the division between two
- windows, and sprang in. His adversary had fallen sense-
- less with excessive pain and the flow of blood that
- gushed from an artery or a large vein. The ruffian
- kicked and trampled on him, and dashed his head re-
- peatedly against the flags, holding me with one hand
- meantime to prevent me summoning Joseph. He ex-
- erted preterhuman self-denial in abstaining from fin-
- ishing him completely; but getting out of breath he
- finally desisted, and dragged the apparently inanimate
- body on to the settle. There he tore off the sleeve of
- Earnshaw's coat, and bound up the wound with brutal
-
- roughness, spitting and cursing during the operation as
- energetically as he had kicked before. Being at liberty,
- I lost no time in seeking the old servant, who, having
- gathered by degrees the purport of my hasty tale, hur-
- ried below, gasping as he descended the steps two at
- once.
-
- " 'What is ther to do now---what is ther to do now?'
-
- " 'There's this to do,' thundered Heathcliff, 'that
- your master's mad; and should he last another
- month, I'll have him to an asylum. And how the devil
- did you come to fasten me out, you toothless hound?
- Don't stand muttering and mumbling there. Come, I'm
- not going to nurse him. Wash that stuff away; and mind
- the sparks of your candle---it is more than half
- brandy.'
-
- " 'And so ye've been murthering on him!' exclaimed
- Joseph, lifting his hands and eyes in horror. 'If iver I
- seed a seeght loike this! May the Lord-----'
-
- "Heathcliff gave him a push on to his knees in
- the middle of the blood, and flung a towel to him; but
- instead of proceeding to dry it up, he joined his hands
- and began a prayer, which excited my laughter from its
- odd phraseology. I was in the condition of mind to be
- shocked at nothing; in fact, I was as reckless as some
- malefactors show themselves at the foot of the gallows.
-
- " 'Oh, I forgot you,' said the tyrant. 'You shall do
- that. Down with you! And you conspire with him
-
- against me, do you, viper? There, that is work fit for
- you!"
-
- "He shook me till my teeth rattled, and pitched me
- beside Joseph, who steadily concluded his supplica-
- tions, and then rose, vowing he would set off for the
- Grange directly. Mr. Linton was a magistrate, and
- though he had fifty wives dead, he should inquire into
- this. He was so obstinate in his resolution that Heath-
- cliff deemed it expedient to compel from my lips a
- recapitulation of what had taken place, standing over
- me, heaving with malevolence, as I reluctantly de-
- livered the account in answer to his questions. It re-
- quired a great deal of labour to satisfy the old man that
- Heathcliff was not the aggressor, especially with my
- hardly-wrung replies. However, Mr. Earnshaw soon
- convinced him that he was alive still. Joseph hastened
- to administer a dose of spirits, and by their succour his
- master presently regained motion and consciousness.
- Heathcliiff, aware that his opponent was ignorant of
- the treatment received while insensible, called him
- deliriously intoxicated, and said he should not notice
- his atrocious conduct further, but advised him to get
- to bed. To my joy, he left us, after giving this judicious
- counsel, and Hindley stretched himself on the hearth-
- stone. I departed to my own room, marvelling that I
- had escaped so easily.
-
- "This morning when I came down, about half an
- hour before noon, Mr. Earnshaw was sitting by the fire
- deadly sick. His evil genius, almost as gaunt and
- ghastly, leant against the chimney. Neither appeared
-
- inclined to dine; and, having waited till all was cold on
- the table, I commenced alone. Nothing hindered me
- from eating heartily, and I experienced a certain sense
- of satisfaction and superiority as, at intervals, I cast a
- look towards my silent companions, and felt the com-
- fort of a quiet conscience within me. After I had done,
- I ventured on the unusual liberty of drawing near the
- fire, going round Earnshaw's seat, and kneeling in the
- corner beside him.
-
- "Heathcliff did not glance my way, and I gazed up,
- and contemplated his features almost as confidently
- as if they had been turned to stone. His forehead, that I
- once thought so manly, and that I now think so dia-
- bolical, was shaded with a heavy cloud; his basilisk
- eyes were nearly quenched by sleeplessness, and weep-
- ing, perhaps, for the lashes were wet then; his lips
- devoid of their ferocious sneer, and sealed in an ex-
- pression of unspeakable sadness. Had it been another,
- I would have covered my face in the presence of such
- grief. In his case, I was gratified; and, ignoble as it
- seems to insult a fallen enemy, I couldn't miss this
- chance of sticking in a dart. His weakness was the
- only time when I could taste the delight of paying
- wrong for wrong."
-
- "Fie, fie, miss!" I interrupted. "One might suppose
- you had never opened a Bible in your life. If God af-
- flict your enemies, surely that ought to suffice you. It is
- both mean and presumptuous to add your torture to
- His."
-
- "In general I'll allow that it would be, Ellen," she
- continued; "but what misery laid on Heathcliff could
- content me, unless I have a hand in it? I'd rather he
- suffered less, if I might cause his sufferings, and he
- might know that I was the cause. Oh, I owe him so
- much! On only one condition can I hope to forgive
- him. It is, if I may take an eye for an eye, a tooth for a
- tooth, for every wrench of agony return a wrench, re-
- duce him to my level; as he was the first to injure, make
- him the first to implore pardon; and then--why, then,
- Ellen, I might show you some generosity. But it is ut-
- terly impossible I can ever be revenged, and therefore
- I cannot forgive him. Hindley wanted some water,
- and I handed him a glass, and asked him how he was.
-
- " 'Not as ill as I wish,' he replied. 'But leaving out
- my arm, every inch of me is as sore as if I had been
- fighting with a legion of imps.'
-
- " 'Yes, no wonder,' was my next remark. 'Catherine
- used to boast that she stood between you and bodily
- harm. She meant that certain persons would not hurt
- you for fear of offending her. It's well people don't
- really rise from their grave, or last night she might have
- witnessed a repulsive scene! Are not you bruised
- and cut over your chest and shoulders?'
-
- " 'I can't say,' he answered; 'but what do you mean?
- Did he dare to strike me when I was down?'
-
- " 'He trampled on and kicked you, and dashed you
- on the ground,' I whispered. 'And his mouth watered
-
- to tear you with his teeth, because he's only half man---
- not so much---and the rest fiend.'
-
- "Mr. Earnshaw looked up, like me, to the counte-
- nance of our mutual foe, who, absorbed in his anguish,
- seemed insensible to anything around him. The
- longer he stood, the plainer his reflections revealed
- their blackness through his features.
-
- " 'Oh, if God would but give me strength to strangle
- him in my last agony, I'd go to hell with joy,' groaned
- the impatient man, writhing to rise, and sinking back in
- despair, convinced of his inadequacy for the struggle.
-
- " 'Nay, it's enough that he has murdered one of you,'
- I observed aloud. 'At the Grange, every one knows
- your sister would have been living now had it not been
- for Mr. Heathcliff. After all, it is preferable to be hated
- than loved by him. When I recollect how happy we
- were, how happy Catherine was before he came, I'm fit
- to curse the day.'
-
- "Most likely Heathcliff noticed more the truth of
- what was said than the spirit of the person who said it.
- His attention was roused, I saw, for his eyes rained
- down tears among the ashes, and he drew his breath
- in suffocating sighs. I stared full at him, and laughed
- scornfully. The clouded windows of hell flashed a mo-
- ment towards me; the fiend which usually looked out,
- however, was so dimmed and drowned that I did not
- fear to hazard another sound of derision.
-
- " 'Get up, and begone out of my sight,' said the
- mourner.
-
- "I guessed he uttered those words, at least, though
- his voice was hardly intelligible.
-
- " 'I beg your pardon,' I replied. 'But I loved Cather-
- ine too; and her brother requires attendance, which,
- for her sake, I shall supply. Now that she's dead, I
- see her in Hindley. Hindley has exactly her eyes, if
- you had not tried to gouge them out, and made them
- black and red; and her---'
-
- " 'Get up, wretched idiot, before I stamp you to
- death!' he cried, making a movement that caused me
- to make one also.
-
- " 'But, then,' I continued, holding myself ready to
- flee, 'if poor Catherine had trusted you, and assumed
- the ridiculous, contemptible, degrading title of Mrs.
- Heathcliff, she would soon have presented a similar pic-
- ture. She wouldn't have borne your abominable be-
- haviour quietly. Her detestation and disgust must
- have found voice.'
-
- "The back of the settle and Earnshaw's person inter-
- posed between me and him; so instead of endeavouring
- to reach me, he snatched a dinner knife from the table
- and flung it at my head. It struck beneath my ear, and
- stopped the sentence I was uttering; but, pulling it
- out, I sprang to the door and delivered another, which
- I hope went a little deeper than his missile. The last
-
- glimpse I caught of him was a furious rush on his part,
- checked by the embrace of his host; and both fell
- locked together on the hearth. In my flight through the
- kitchen I bade Joseph speed to his master. I knocked
- over Hareton, who was hanging a litter of puppies
- from a chair-back in the doorway; and, blest as a soul
- escaped from purgatory, I bounded, leaped, and flew
- down the steep road; then, quitting its windings, shot
- direct across the moor, rolling over banks, and wading
- through marshes, precipitating myself, in fact, towards
- the beacon light of the Grange. And far rather would I
- be condemned to a perpetual dwelling in the infernal
- regions than, even for one night, abide beneath the roof
- of Wuthering Heights again."
-
- Isabella ceased speaking, and took a drink of tea;
- then she rose, and bidding me put on her bonnet and
- a great shawl I had brought, and turning a deaf ear to
- my entreaties for her to remain another hour, she
- stepped on to a chair, kissed Edgar's and Catherine's
- portraits, bestowed a similar salute on me, and
- descended to the carriage, accompanied by Fanny, who
- yelped wild with joy at recovering her mistress. She was
- driven away, never to revisit this neighbourhood; but
- a regular correspondence was established between her
- and my master when things were more settled. I believe
- her new abode was in the south, near London; there
- she had a son born, a few months subsequent to her
- escape. He was christened Linton, and, from the first,
- she reported him to be an ailing, peevish creature.
-
- Mr. Heathcliff, meeting me one day in the village, in-
- quired where she lived. I refused to tell. He remarked
- that it was not of any moment, only she must be-
- ware of coming to her brother. She should not be with
- him, if he had to keep her himself. Though I would give
- no information, he discovered, through some of the
- other servants, both her place of residence and the
- existence of the child. Still he didn't molest her, for
- which forbearance she might thank his aversion, I sup-
- pose. He often asked about the infant, when he saw
- me; and on hearing its name, smiled grimly, and ob-
- served---
-
- "They wish me to hate it too, do they?"
-
- "I don't think they wish you to know anything about
- it," I answered.
-
- "But I'll have it," he said, "when I want it. They may
- reckon on that."
-
- Fortunately its mother died before the time arrived,
- some thirteen years after the decease of Catherine, when
- Linton was twelve or a little more.
-
- On the day succeeding Isabella's unexpected visit,
- I had no opportunity of speaking to my master. He
- shunned conversation, and was fit for discussing noth-
- ing. When I could get him to listen, I saw it pleased him
- that his sister had left her husband, whom he abhorred
- with an intensity which the mildness of his nature
- would scarcely seem to allow. So deep and sensitive was
-
- his aversion that he refrained from going anywhere
- where he was likely to see or hear of Heathcliff. Grief
- and that together transformed him into a complete her-
- mit. He threw up his office of magistrate, ceased even
- to attend church, avoided the village on all occasions,
- and spent a life of entire seclusion within the limits of
- his park and grounds, only varied by solitary rambles
- on the moors and visits to the grave of his wife, mostly
- at evening, or early morning before other wanderers
- were abroad. But he was too good to be thoroughly un-
- happy long. He didn't pray for Catherine's soul to
- haunt him. Time brought resignation and a melancholy
- sweeter than common joy. He recalled her memory with
- ardent, tender love, and hopeful aspiring to the better
- world, where he doubted not she was gone.
-
- And he had earthly consolation and affections also.
- For a few days, I said, he seemed regardless of the puny
- successor to the departed; that coldness melted as fast
- as snow in April, and ere the tiny thing could stammer
- a word or totter a step, it wielded a despot's sceptre in
- his heart. It was named Catherine; but he never called
- it the name in full, as he had never called the first Cath-
- erine short, probably because Heathcliff had a habit
- of doing so. The little one was always Cathy; it formed
- to him a distinction from the mother, and yet a connec-
- tion with her; and his attachment sprang from its rela-
- tion to her far more than from its being his own.
-
- I used to draw a comparison between him and Hind-
- ley Earnshaw, and perplex myself to explain satisfac-
- torily why their conduct was so opposite in similar cir-
-
- cumstances. They had both been fond husbands, and
- were both attached to their children; and I could not
- see how they shouldn't both have taken the same road,
- for good or evil. But, I thought in my mind, Hindley,
- with apparently the stronger head, has shown himself
- sadly the worse and the weaker man. When his ship
- struck, the captain abandoned his post; and the crew,
- instead of trying to save her, rushed into riot and con-
- fusion, leaving no hope for their luckless vessel. Lin-
- ton, on the contrary, displayed the true courage of a
- loyal and faithful soul. He trusted God, and God com-
- forted him. One hoped, and the other despaired. They
- chose their own lots, and were righteously doomed to
- endure them. But you'll not want to hear my moralizing,
- Mr. Lockwood; you'll judge as well as I can all these
- things. At least, you'll think you will, and that's the
- same. The end of Earnshaw was what might have been
- expected; it followed fast on his sister's; there were
- scarcely six months between them. We at the Grange
- never got a very succinct account of his state preceding
- it; all that I did learn was on occasion of going to aid
- in the preparations for the funeral. Mr. Kenneth came
- to announce the event to my master.
-
- "Well, Nelly," said he, riding into the yard one morn-
- ing, too early not to alarm me with an instant presenti-
- ment of bad news, "it's yours and my turn to go into
- mourning at present. Who's given us the slip now,
- do you think?"
-
- "Who?" I asked in a flurry.
-
- "Why, guess," he returned, dismounting, and sling-
- ing his bridle on a hook by the door. "And nip up the
- corner of your apron. I'm certain you'll need it."
-
- "Not Mr. Heathcliff, surely?" I exclaimed.
-
- "What! would you have tears for him?" said the doc-
- tor. "No, Heathcliff's a tough young fellow; he looks
- blooming to-day. I've just seen him. He's rapidly re-
- gaining flesh since he lost his better half."
-
- "Who is it, then, Mr. Kenneth?" I repeated impa-
- tiently.
-
- "Hindley Earnshaw--your old friend Hindley," he
- replied, "and my wicked gossip, though he's been too
- wild for me this long while. There! I said we should
- draw water. But cheer up. He died true to his character
- --drunk as a lord. Poor lad! I'm sorry, too. One can't
- help missing an old companion, though he had the
- worst tricks with him that ever man imagined, and has
- done me many a rascally turn. He's barely twenty-seven,
- it seems; that's your own age. Who would have thought
- you were born in one year?"
-
- I confess this blow was greater to me than the shock
- of Mrs. Linton's death. Ancient associations lingered
- round my heart. I sat down in the porch and wept as
- for a blood relation, desiring Mr. Kenneth to get an-
- other servant to introduce him to the master. I could
- not hinder myself from pondering on the question,
- "Had he had fair play?" Whatever I did, that idea
-
- would bother me. It was so tiresomely pertinacious that
- I resolved on requesting leave to go to Wuthering
- Heights and assist in the last duties to the dead. Mr.
- Linton was extremely reluctant to consent, but I
- pleaded eloquently for the friendless condition in
- which he lay, and I said my old master and fos-
- ter-brother had a claim on my services as strong as
- his own. Besides, I reminded him that the child Hare-
- ton was his wife's nephew, and, in the absence of nearer
- kin, he ought to act as its guardian; and he ought to
- and must inquire how the property was left, and look
- over the concerns of his brother-in-law. He was unfit
- for attending to such matters then, but he bade me
- speak to his lawyer, and at length permitted me to go.
- His lawyer had been Earnshaw's also. I called at the vil-
- lage, and asked him to accompany me. He shook his
- head, and advised that Heathcliff should be let alone,
- affirming, if the truth were known, Hareton would be
- found little else than a beggar.
-
- "His father died in debt," he said; "the whole prop-
- erty is mortgaged, and the sole chance for the natural
- heir is to allow him an opportunity of creating some
- interest in the creditor's heart, that he may be inclined
- to deal leniently towards him."
-
- When I reached the Heights, I explained that I had
- come to see everything carried on decently; and Joseph,
- who appeared in sufficient distress, expressed satisfac-
- tion at my presence. Mr. Heathcliff said he did not per-
- ceive that I was wanted; but I might stay and order the
- arrangements for the funeral, if I chose.
-
- "Correctly," he remarked, "that fool's body should
- be buried at the cross-roads, without ceremony of any
- kind. I happened to leave him ten minutes yesterday
- afternoon, and in that interval he fastened the two doors
- of the house against me, and he has spent the night in
- drinking himself to death deliberately! We broke in
- this morning, for we heard him snorting like a horse;
- and there he was, laid over the settle; flaying and scalp-
- ing would not have wakened him. I sent for Kenneth,
- and he came, but not till the beast had changed into
- carrion. He was both dead and cold and stark; and so
- you'll allow it was useless making more stir about him."
-
- The old servant confirmed this statement, but mut-
- tered,---
-
- "I'd rayther he'd goan hisseln for t' doctor! I sud
- ha' taen tent o' t' maister better nor him; and he warn't
- deead when I left, naught o' t' soart!"
-
- I insisted on the funeral being respectable. Mr.
- Heathcliff said I might have my own way there too;
- only, he desired me to remember that the money for the
- whole affair came out of his pocket. He maintained a
- hard, careless deportment, indicative of neither joy
- nor sorrow; if anything, it expressed a flinty gratifica-
- tion at a piece of difficult work successfully executed.
- I observed once, indeed, something like exultation in
- his aspect; it was just when the people were bearing
- the coffin from the house. He had the hypocrisy to rep-
- resent a mourner; and previous to following with Hare-
- ton, he lifted the unfortunate child on to the table, and
-
- muttered, with peculiar gusto, "Now, my bonny lad,
- you are mine! And we'll see if one tree won't grow
- as crooked as another, with the same wind to twist it!"
- The unsuspecting thing was pleased at this speech. He
- played with Heathcliff's whiskers, and stroked his
- cheek; but I divined its meaning, and observed tartly,
- "That boy must go back with me to Thrushcross
- Grange, sir. There is nothing in the world less yours
- than he is."
-
- "Does Linton say so?" he demanded.
-
- "Of course; he has ordered me to take him," I re-
- plied.
-
- "Well," said the scoundrel, "we'll not argue the
- subject now; but I have a fancy to try my hand at rear-
- ing a young one, so intimate to your master that I must
- supply the place of this with my own, if he attempt to
- remove it. I don't engage to let Hareton go undis-
- puted, but I'll be pretty sure to make the other come!
- Remember to tell him."
-
- This hint was enough to bind our hands. I repeated
- its substance on my return; and Edgar Linton, little
- interested at the commencement, spoke no more of in-
- terfering. I'm not aware that he could have done it to
- any purpose, had he been ever so willing.
-
- The guest was now the master of Wuthering Heights.
- He held firm possession, and proved to the attorney--
- who, in his turn, proved it to Mr. Linton---that
- Earnshaw had mortgaged every yard of land he owned
- for cash to supply his mania for gaming; and he, Heath-
- cliff, was the mortgagee. In that manner Hareton, who
- should now be the first gentleman in the neigh-
- bourhood, was reduced to a state of complete depend-
- ence on his father's inveterate enemy, and lives in his
- own house as a servant, deprived of the advantage of
- wages, quite unable to right himself, because of
- his friendlessness and his ignorance that he has been
- wronged.
- CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-
- The twelve years, continued Mrs. Dean, following
- that dismal period were the happiest of my life.
- My greatest troubles in their passage rose from our
- little lady's trifling illnesses, which she had to experi-
- ence in common with all children, rich and poor. For
- the rest, after the first six months, she grew like a larch,
- and could walk and talk too, in her own way, before
- the heath blossomed a second time over Mrs. Linton's
- dust. She was the most winning thing that ever brought
- sunshine into a desolate house--a real beauty in face,
- with the Earnshaws' handsome dark eyes, but the Lin-
- tons' fair skin and small features and yellow curling
- hair. Her spirit was high, though not rough, and
- qualified by a heart sensitive and lively to excess in its
- affections. That capacity for intense attachments re-
- minded me of her mother. Still she did not resemble
- her, for she could be soft and mild as a dove, and she
- had a gentle voice and pensive expression. Her anger
- was never furious, her love never fierce. It was deep
- and tender. However, it must be acknowledged, she
- had faults to foil her gifts. A propensity to be saucy
- was one; and a perverse will, that indulged children in-
- variably acquire, whether they be good-tempered or
- cross. If a servant chanced to vex her, it was always, "I
- shall tell papa!" And if he reproved her, even by a
- look, you would have thought it a heart-breaking busi-
- ness. I don't believe he ever did speak a harsh word to
- her. He took her education entirely on himself, and
- made it an amusement. Fortunately, curiosity and a
-
- quick intellect made her an apt scholar. She learned
- rapidly and eagerly, and did honour to his teaching.
-
- Till she reached the age of thirteen, she had not once
- been beyond the range of the park by herself. Mr.
- Linton would take her with him a mile or so outside,
- on rare occasions; but he trusted her to no one else.
- Gimmerton was an unsubstantial name in her ears; the
- chapel the only building she had approached or entered,
- except her own home. Wuthering Heights and Mr.
- Heathcliff did not exist for her. She was a perfect re-
- cluse, and, apparently, perfectly contented. Sometimes,
- indeed, while surveying the country from her nursery
- window, she would observe,---
-
- "Ellen, how long will it be before I can walk to the
- top of those hills? I wonder what lies on the other side.
- Is it the sea?"
-
- "No, Miss Cathy," I would answer; "it is hills again,
- just like these."
-
- "And what are those golden rocks like when you
- stand under them?" she once asked.
-
- The abrupt descent of Peniston Crags particularly
- attracted her notice, especially when the setting sun
- shone on it and the topmost heights, and the whole ex-
- tent of landscape besides lay in shadow. I explained
- that they were bare masses of stone, with hardly enough
- earth in their clefts to nourish a stunted tree.
-
- "And why are they bright so long after it is evening
- here?" she pursued.
-
- "Because they are a great deal higher up than we
- are," replied I; "you could not climb them---they are
- too high and steep. In winter the frost is always there
- before it comes to us; and deep into summer I have
- found snow under that black hollow on the north-east
- side."
-
- "Oh, you have been on them!" she cried gleefully.
- "Then I can go, too, when I am a woman. Has papa
- been, Ellen?"
-
- "Papa would tell you, miss," I answered hastily,
- "that they are not worth the trouble of visiting. The
- moors, where you ramble with him, are much nicer;
- and Thrushcross Park is the finest place in the world."
-
- "But I know the park, and I don't know those," she
- murmured to herself. "And I should delight to look
- round me from the brow of that tallest point. My little
- pony Minny shall take me some time."
-
- One of the maids mentioning the Fairy Cave quite
- turned her head with a desire to fulfil this project. She
- teased Mr. Linton about it, and he promised she should
- have the journey when she got older. But Miss Cath-
- erine measured her age by months, and, "Now, am I
- old enough to go to Peniston Crags?" was the constant
- question in her mouth. The road thither wound close
- by Wuthering Heights. Edgar had not the heart to pass
-
- it, so she received as constantly the answer, "Not yet,
- love; not yet."
-
- I said Mrs. Heathcliff lived above a dozen years after
- quitting her husband. Her family were of a delicate
- constitution. She and Edgar both lacked the ruddy
- health that you will generally meet in these parts. What
- her last illness was I am not certain. I conjecture they
- died of the same thing---a kind of fever, slow at its com-
- mencement, but incurable, and rapidly consuming life
- towards the close. She wrote to inform her brother of
- the probable conclusion of a four months' indisposi-
- tion under which she had suffered, and entreated him
- to come to her, if possible, for she had much to settle,
- and she wished to bid him adieu, and deliver Linton
- safely into his hands. Her hope was, that Linton might
- be left with him, as he had been with her. His father,
- she would fain convince herself, had no desire to as-
- sume the burden of his maintenance or education. My
- master hesitated not a moment in complying with her
- request. Reluctant as he was to leave home at ordinary
- calls, he flew to answer this, commending Catherine
- to my peculiar vigilance, in his absence, with reiterated
- orders that she must not wander out of the park, even
- under my escort. He did not calculate on her going
- unaccompanied.
-
- He was away three weeks. The first day or two my
- charge sat in a corner of the library, too sad for either
- reading or playing. In that quiet state she caused me
- little trouble; but it was succeeded by an interval of
- impatient fretful weariness; and being too busy and
-
- too old then to run up and down amusing her, I hit on
- a method by which she might entertain herself. I used
- to send her on her travels round the grounds, now on
- foot and now on a pony, indulging her with a patient
- audience of all her real and imaginary adventures,
- when she returned.
-
- The summer shone in full prime, and she took such
- a taste for this solitary rambling that she often con-
- trived to remain out from breakfast till tea; and then
- the evenings were spent in recounting her fanciful
- tales. I did not fear her breaking bounds, because the
- gates were generally locked, and I thought she would
- scarcely venture forth alone, if they had stood wide
- open. Unluckily, my confidence proved misplaced.
- Catherine came to me one morning at eight o'clock,
- and said she was that day an Arabian merchant, going
- to cross the desert with his caravan, and I must give
- her plenty of provision for herself and beasts---a horse
- and three camels, personated by a large hound and a
- couple of pointers. I got together good store of daint-
- ies, and slung them in a basket on one side of the saddle;
- and she sprang up as gay as a fairy, sheltered by her
- wide-brimmed hat and gauze veil from the July sun,
- and trotted off with a merry laugh, mocking my cau-
- tious counsel to avoid galloping and come back early.
- The naughty thing never made her appearance at tea.
- One traveller, the hound, being an old dog and fond of
- its ease, returned; but neither Cathy, nor the pony,
- nor the two pointers were visible in any direction. I
- dispatched emissaries down this path and that path,
- and at last went wandering in search of her myself.
-
- There was a labourer working at a fence round a plan-
- tation, on the borders of the grounds. I inquired of him
- if he had seen our young lady.
-
- "I saw her at morn," he replied. "She would have
- me to cut her a hazel switch, and then she leapt her
- Galloway over the hedge yonder, where it is lowest,
- and galloped out of sight."
-
- You may guess how I felt at hearing this news. It
- struck me directly she must have started for Peniston
- Crags. "What will become of her?" I ejaculated, push-
- ing through a gap which the man was repairing, and
- making straight to the highroad. I walked as if for a
- wager, mile after mile, till a turn brought me in view of
- the Heights; but no Catherine could I detect far or near.
- The Crags lie about a mile and a half beyond Mr.
- Heathcliff's place, and that is four from the Grange, so
- I began to fear night would fall ere I could reach them.
- "And what if she should have slipped in clambering
- among them," I reflected, "and been killed or broken
- some of her bones?" My suspense was truly painful;
- and at first it gave me delightful relief to observe, in
- hurrying by the farmhouse, Charlie, the fiercest of the
- pointers, lying under a window, with swelled head
- and bleeding ear. I opened the wicket and ran to the
- door, knocking vehemently for admittance. A woman
- whom I knew, and who formerly lived at Gimmerton,
- answered. She had been servant there since the death of
- Mr. Earnshaw.
-
- "Ah," said she, "you are come a-seeking your little
- mistress! Don't be frightened. She's here safe; but I'm
- glad it isn't the master."
-
- "He is not at home, then, is he?" I panted, quite
- breathless with quick walking and alarm.
-
- "No, no," she replied; "both he and Joseph are off,
- and I think they won't return this hour or more. Step
- in and rest you a bit."
-
- I entered, and beheld my stray lamb seated on the
- hearth, rocking herself in a little chair that had been
- her mother's when a child. Her hat was hung against
- the wall, and she seemed perfectly at home, laughing
- and chattering, in the best spirits imaginable, to Hare-
- ton---now a great, strong lad of eighteen---who stared
- at her with considerable curiosity and astonishment,
- comprehending precious little of the fluent succession
- of remarks and questions which her tongue never
- ceased pouring forth.
-
- "Very well, miss!" I exclaimed, concealing my joy
- under an angry countenance. "This is your last ride till
- papa comes back. I'll not trust you over the threshold
- again, you naughty, naughty girl!"
-
- "Aha, Ellenl" she cried gaily, jumping up and run-
- ning to my side. "I shall have a pretty story to tell to-
- night. And so you've found me out. Have you ever been
- here in your life before?"
-
- "Put that hat on, and home at once," said I. "I'm
- dreadfully grieved at you, Miss Cathy; you've done
- extremely wrong. It's no use pouting and crying; that
- won't repay the trouble I've had, scouring the country
- after you. To think how Mr. Linton charged me to keep
- you in; and you stealing off so! It shows you are a cun-
- ning little fox, and nobody will put faith in you any
- more."
-
- "What have I done?" sobbed she, instantly checked.
- "Papa charged me nothing. He'll not scold me, Ellen;
- he's never cross like you."
-
- "Come, come!" I repeated. "I'll tie the ribbon. Now,
- let us have no petulance. Oh, for shame! You thirteen
- years old, and such a baby!"
-
- This exclamation was caused by her pushing the
- hat from her head, and retreating to the chimney out
- of my reach.
-
- "Nay," said the servant; "don't be hard on the bonny
- lass, Mrs. Dean. We made her stop. She'd fain have
- ridden forwards, afeard you should be uneasy. Hare-
- ton offered to go with her, and I thought he should. It's
- a wild road over the hills."
-
- Hareton, during the discussion, stood with his hands
- in his pockets, too awkward to speak, though he looked
- as if he did not relish my intrusion.
-
- "How long am I to wait?" I continued, disregarding
- the woman's interference. "It will be dark in ten min-
- utes.--Where is the pony, Miss Cathy? And where is
- Phoenix? I shall leave you, unless you be quick; so
- please yourself."
-
- "The pony is in the yard," she replied, "and Phoenix
- is shut in there. He's bitten, and so is Charlie. I was go-
- ing to tell you all about it; but you are in a bad temper,
- and don't deserve to hear."
-
- I picked up her hat, and approached to reinstate it;
- but perceiving that the people of the house took her
- part, she commenced capering round the room; and
- on my giving chase, ran like a mouse over and under
- and behind the furniture, rendering it ridiculous for
- me to pursue. Hareton and the woman laughed, and
- she joined them, and waxed more impertinent still, till
- I cried, in great irritation,---
-
- "Well, Miss Cathy, if you were aware whose house
- this is, you'd be glad enough to get out."
-
- "It's your father's, isn't it?" said she, turning to
- Hareton.
-
- "Nay," he replied, looking down, and blushing bash-
- fully.
-
- He could not stand a steady gaze from her eyes,
- though they were just his own.
-
- "Whose, then---your master's?" she asked.
-
- He coloured deeper, with a different feeling, mut-
- tered an oath, and turned away.
-
- "Who is his master?" continued the tiresome girl,
- appealing to me. "He talked about 'our house,' and
- 'our folk.' I thought he had been the owner's son. And
- he never said miss. He should have done, shouldn't
- he, if he's a servant?"
-
- Hareton grew black as a thunder-cloud at this child-
- ish speech. I silently shook my questioner, and at last
- succeeded in equipping her for departure.
-
- "Now, get my horse," she said, addressing her un-
- known kinsman as she would one of the stable-boys at
- the Grange. "And you may come with me. I want to
- see where the goblin-hunter rises in the marsh, and
- to hear about the fairishes, as you call them. But make
- haste! What's the matter? Get my horse, I say."
-
- "I'll see thee damned before I be thy servant!"
- growled the lad.
-
- "You'll see me what?" asked Catherine in surprise.
-
- "Damned, thou saucy witch!" he replied.
-
- "There, Miss Cathy, you see you have got into pretty
- company," I interposed. "Nice words to be used to a
-
- young lady! Pray don't begin to dispute with him.
- Come, let us seek for Minny ourselves, and begone."
-
- "But, Ellen," cried she, staring, fixed in astonish-
- ment, "how dare he speak so to me? Mustn't he be made
- to do as I ask him?---You wicked creature, I shall tell
- papa what you said. Now, then!"
-
- Hareton did not appear to feel this threat, so the
- tears sprang into her eyes with indignation. "You bring
- the pony," she exclaimed, turning to the woman,
- "and let my dog free this moment!"
-
- "Softly, miss," answered she addressed; "you'll lose
- nothing by being civil. Though Mr. Hareton there be
- not the master's son, he's your cousin; and I was never
- hired to serve you."
-
- "He my cousin!" cried Cathy, with a scornful laugh.
-
- "Yes, indeed," responded her reprover.
-
- "O Ellen! don't let them say such things," she pur-
- sued, in great trouble. "Papa is gone to fetch my cousin
- from London. My cousin is a gentleman's son. That
- my------" She stopped, and wept outright, upset at
- the bare notion of relationship with such a clown.
-
- "Hush, hush!" I whispered; "people can have many
- cousins, and of all sorts, Miss Cathy, without being any
- the worse for it; only they needn't keep their company,
- if they be disagreeable and bad."
-
- "He's not---he's not my cousin, Ellenl" she went on,
- gathering fresh grief from reflection, and flinging her-
- self into my arms for refuge from the idea.
-
- I was much vexed at her and the servant for their
- mutual revelations, having no doubt of Linton's ap-
- proaching arrival, communicated by the former, being
- reported to Mr. Heathcliff, and feeling as confident that
- Catherine's first thought on her father's return would
- be to seek an explanation of the latter's assertion con-
- cerning her rude-bred kindred. Hareton, recovering
- from his disgust at being taken for a servant, seemed
- moved by her distress; and having fetched the pony
- round to the door, he took, to propitiate her, a fine
- crooked-legged terrier-whelp from the kennel, and put-
- ting it into her hand bade her whist, for he meant
- nought. Pausing in her lamentations, she surveyed him
- a glance of awe and horror, then burst forth anew.
-
- I could scarcely refrain from smiling at this antipathy
- to the poor fellow, who was a well-made, athletic youth,
- good-looking in features, and stout and healthy, but
- attired in garments befitting his daily occupations of
- working on the farm and lounging among the moors
- after rabbits and game. Still, I thought I could detect
- in his physiognomy a mind owning better qualities than
- his father ever possessed--good things lost amid a wil-
- derness of weeds, to be sure, whose rankness far over-
- topped their neglected growth; yet, notwithstanding,
- evidence of a wealthy soil, that might yield luxuriant
- crops under other and favourable circumstances. Mr.
- Heathcliff, I believe, had not treated him physically ill
-
- ---thanks to his fearless nature, which offered no temp-
- tation to that course of oppression. He had none of the
- timid susceptibility that would have given zest to ill-
- treatment, in Heathcliff's judgment. He appeared to
- have bent his malevolence on making him a brute. He
- was never taught to read or write, never rebuked for
- any bad habit which did not annoy his keeper, never
- led a single step towards virtue or guarded by a single
- precept against vice. And from what I heard, Joseph
- contributed much to his deterioration by a narrow-
- minded partiality which prompted him to flatter and
- pet him, as a boy, because he was the head of the old
- family. And as he had been in the habit of accusing
- Catherine Earnshaw and Heathcliff, when children, of
- putting the master past his patience, and compelling
- him to seek solace in drink by what he termed their
- "offalld ways," so at present he laid the whole burden
- of Hareton's faults on the shoulders of the usurper of
- his property. If the lad swore, he wouldn't correct him,
- nor however culpably he behaved. It gave Joseph satis-
- faction, apparently, to watch him go the worst lengths.
- He allowed that the lad was ruined, that his soul was
- abandoned to perdition; but then he reflected that
- Heathcliff must answer for it. Hareton's blood would
- be required at his hands; and there lay immense con-
- solation in that thought. Joseph had instilled into him
- a pride of name and of his lineage. He would, had he
- dared, have fostered hate between him and the present
- owner of the Heights; but his dread of that owner
- amounted to superstition, and he confined his feelings
- regarding him to muttered innuendoes and private com-
-
- minations. I don't pretend to be intimately acquainted
- with the mode of living customary in those days at
- Wuthering Heights. I only speak from hearsay, for I
- saw little. The villagers affirmed Mr. Heathcliff was
- near, and a cruel hard landlord to his tenants; but the
- house inside had regained its ancient aspect of comfort
- under female management, and the scenes of riot com-
- mon in Hindley's time were not now enacted within its
- walls. The master was too gloomy to seek companion-
- ship with any people, good or bad; and he is yet.
-
- This, however, is not making progress with my story.
- Miss Cathy rejected the peace-offering of the terrier,
- and demanded her own dogs, Charlie and Phoenix.
- They came limping, and hanging their heads; and we
- set out for home, sadly out of sorts, every one of us. I
- could not wring from my little lady how she had spent
- the day, except that, as I supposed, the goal of her pil-
- grimage was Peniston Crags; and she arrived without
- adventure to the gate of the farmhouse, when Hareton
- happened to issue forth, attended by some canine fol-
- lowers, who attacked her train. They had a smart battle
- before their owners could separate them; that formed
- an introduction. Catherine told Hareton who she was,
- and where she was going, and asked him to show her
- the way, finally beguiling him to accompany her. He
- opened the mysteries of the Fairy Cave and twenty
- other queer places. But, being in disgrace, I was not
- favoured with a description of the interesting objects
- she saw. I could gather, however, that her guide had
- been a favourite till she hurt his feelings by addressing
- him as a servant, and Heathcliff's housekeeper hurt
-
- hers by calling him her cousin. Then the language he
- had held to her rankled in her heart; she who was al-
- ways "love," and "darling," and "queen," and "angel,"
- with everybody at the Grange, to be insulted so shock-
- ingly by a stranger! She did not comprehend it; and
- hard work I had to obtain a promise that she would not
- lay the grievance before her father. I explained how
- he objected to the whole household at the Heights, and
- how sorry he would be to find she had been there; but
- I insisted most on the fact that if she revealed my neg-
- ligence of his orders, he would perhaps be so angry
- that I should have to leave; and Cathy couldn't bear
- that prospect. She pledged her word, and kept it, for
- my sake. After all, she was a sweet little girl.
- CHAPTER XIX.
-
-
- A letter edged with black, announced the day of
- my master's return. Isabella was dead; and he
- wrote to bid me get mourning for his daughter, and ar-
- range a room, and other accommodations, for his
- youthful nephew. Catherine ran wild with joy at the
- idea of welcoming her father back, and indulged most
- sanguine anticipations of the innumerable excellences
- of her "real" cousin. The evening of their expected ar-
- rival came. Since early morning she had been busy or-
- dering her own small affairs; and now, attired in her
- new black frock---poor thing! her aunt's death im-
- pressed her with no definite sorrow---she obliged me,
- by constant worrying, to walk with her down through
- the grounds to meet them.
-
- "Linton is just six months younger than I am," she
- chattered, as we strolled leisurely over the swells and
- hollows of mossy turf, under shadow of the trees. "How
- delightful it will be to have him for a playfellowl Aunt
- Isabella sent papa a beautiful lock of his hair. It was
- lighter than mine---more flaxen, and quite as fine. I
- have it carefully preserved in a little glass box; and
- I've often thought what pleasure it would be to see its
- owner. Oh! I am happy---and papa, dear, dear papa!
- Come, Ellen, let us run! Come, run!"
-
- She ran, and returned and ran again, many times be-
- fore my sober footsteps reached the gate; and then she
- seated herself on the grassy bank beside the path, and
-
- tried to wait patiently; but that was impossible. She
- couldn't be still a minute.
-
- "How long they are!" she exclaimed. "Ah, I see
- some dust on the road; they are coming? No! When
- will they be here? May we not go a little way---half a
- mile, Ellen---only just half a mile? Do say yes---to that
- clump of birches at the turn!"
-
- I refused stanchly. At length her suspense was
- ended; the travelling carriage rolled in sight. Miss
- Cathy shrieked and stretched out her arms, as soon as
- she caught her father's face looking from the window.
- He descended, nearly as eager as herself; and a consid-
- erable interval elapsed ere they had a thought to spare
- for any but themselves. While they exchanged caresses,
- I took a peep in to see after Linton. He was asleep in a
- corner, wrapped in a warm, fur-lined cloak, as if it
- had been winter---a pale, delicate, effeminate boy, who
- might have been taken for my master's younger brother,
- so strong was the resemblance; but there was a sickly
- peevishness in his aspect that Edgar Linton never had.
- The latter saw me looking; and having shaken hands,
- advised me to close the door and leave him undisturbed,
- for the journey had fatigued him. Cathy would fain
- have taken one glance, but her father told her to come,
- and they walked together up the park, while I hastened
- before to prepare the servants.
-
- "Now, darling," said Mr. Linton, addressing his
- daughter, as they halted at the bottom of the front
- steps, "your cousin is not so strong or so merry as you
-
- are, and he has lost his mother, remember, a very short
- time since; therefore, don't expect him to play and
- run about with you directly. And don't harass him
- much by talking. Let him be quiet this evening, at
- least, will you?"
-
- "Yes, yes, papa," answered Catherine; "but I do
- want to see him, and he hasn't once looked out."
-
- The carriage stopped, and the sleeper being roused
- was lifted to the ground by his uncle.
-
- "This is your cousin Cathy, Linton," he said, putting
- their little hands together. "She's fond of you already;
- and mind you don't grieve her by crying to-night. Try to
- be cheerful now; the travelling is at an end, and you
- have nothing to do but rest and amuse yourself as you
- please."
-
- "Let me go to bed, then," answered the boy, shrink-
- ing from Catherine's salute; and he put up his fingers
- to remove incipient tears.
-
- "Come, come, there's a good child," I whispered,
- leading him in. "You'll make her weep too. See how
- sorry she is for you!"
-
- I do not know whether it was sorrow for him, but
- his cousin put on as sad a countenance as himself,
- and returned to her father. All three entered, and
- mounted to the library, where tea was laid ready. I pro-
- ceeded to remove Linton's cap and mantle, and placed
-
- him on a chair by the table; but he was no sooner seated
- than he began to cry afresh. My master inquired what
- was the matter.
-
- "I can't sit on a chair," sobbed the boy.
-
- "Go to the sofa, then, and Ellen shall bring you some
- tea," answered his uncle patiently.
-
- He had been greatly tried during the journey, I felt
- convinced, by his fretful ailing charge. Linton slowly
- trailed himself off, and lay down. Cathy carried a foot-
- stool and her cup to his side. At first she sat silent; but
- that could not last. She had resolved to make a pet of
- her little cousin, as she would have him to be; and she
- commenced stroking his curls, and kissing his cheek,
- and offering him tea in her saucer, like a baby. This
- pleased him, for he was not much better. He dried his
- eyes, and lightened into a faint smile.
-
- "Oh, he'll do very well," said the master to me, after
- watching them a minute---"very well, if we can keep
- him, Ellen. The company of a child of his own age
- will instil new spirit into him soon, and by wishing for
- strength he'll gain it."
-
- "Ay, if we can keep him!" I mused to myself, and
- sore misgivings came over me that there was slight
- hope of that. And then, I thought, however will that
- weakling live at Wuthering Heights? Between his fa-
- ther and Hareton, what playmates and instructors
- they'll be! Our doubts were presently decided---even
-
- earlier than I expected. I had just taken the children
- upstairs, after tea was finished, and seen Linton asleep
- ---he would not suffer me to leave him till that was the
- case; I had come down, and was standing by the table
- in the hall, lighting a bedroom candle for Mr. Edgar,
- when a maid stepped out of the kitchen and informed
- me that Mr. Heathcliff's servant Joseph was at the door,
- and wished to speak with the master.
-
- "I shall ask him what he wants first," I said, in con-
- siderable trepidation. "A very unlikely hour to be
- troubling people, and the instant they have returned
- from a long journey. I don't think the master can see
- him."
-
- Joseph had advanced through the kitchen as I ut-
- tered these words, and now presented himself in the
- hall. He was donned in his Sunday garments, with his
- most sanctimonious and sourest face; and, holding his
- hat in one hand and his stick in the other, he proceeded
- to clean his shoes on the mat.
-
- "Good-evening, Joseph," I said coldly. "What busi-
- ness brings you here to-night?"
-
- "It's Maister Linton I mun spake to," he answered,
- waving me disdainfully aside.
-
- "Mr. Linton is going to bed; unless you have some-
- thing particular to say, I'm sure he won't hear it now,"
- I continued. "You had better sit down in there, and
- entrust your message to me."
-
- "Which is his rahm?" pursued the fellow, surveying
- the range of closed doors.
-
- I perceived he was bent on refusing my mediation,
- so very reluctantly I went up to the library, and an-
- nounced the unseasonable visitor, advising that he
- should be dismissed till next day. Mr. Linton had no
- time to empower me to do so, for Joseph mounted close
- at my heels, and pushing into the apartnment, planted
- himself at the far side of the table, with his two fists
- clapped on the head of his stick, and began in an ele-
- vated tone, as if anticipating opposition,---
-
- "Hathecliff has sent me for his lad, and I munn't goa
- back 'bout him."
-
- Edgar Linton was silent a minute; an expression of
- exceeding sorrow overcast his features. He would
- have pitied the child on his own account; but recalling
- Isabella's hopes and fears, and anxious wishes for her
- son, and her commendations of him to his care, he
- grieved bitterly at the prospect of yielding him up, and
- searched in his heart how it might be avoided. No plan
- offered itself. The very exhibition of any desire to keep
- him would have rendered the claimant more peremp-
- tory. There was nothing left but to resign him. How-
- ever, he was not going to rouse him from his sleep.
-
- "Tell Mr. Heathcliff," he answered calmly, "that his
- son shall come to Wuthering Heights to-morrow. He is
- in bed, and too tired to go the distance now. You may
- also tell him that the mother of Linton desired him to
-
- remain under my guardianship; and at present his
- health is very precarious."
-
- "Noa!" said Joseph, giving a thud with his prop on
- the floor, and assuming an authoritative air; "noa! that
- means naught. Hathecliff maks noa 'count o' t' mother,
- nor ye norther, but he'll hev his lad, und I mun tak
- him; soa now ye knaw!"
-
- "You shall not to-night!" answered Linton decisively.
-
- "Walk downstairs at once, and repeat to your master
- what I have said.---Ellen, show him down.---Go!"
-
- And aiding the indignant elder with a lift by the arm,
- he rid the room of him, and closed the door.
-
- "Varrah weell!" shouted Joseph, as he slowly drew
- off. "To-morn, he's come hisseln; and thrust him out,
- if ye darr!"
- CHAPTER XX.
-
-
- To obviate the danger of this threat being fulfilled,
- Mr. Linton commissioned me to take the boy home
- early, on Catherine's pony; and said he,---
-
- "As we shall now have no influence over his destiny,
- good or bad, you must say nothing of where he is gone
- to my daughter. She cannot associate with him here-
- after, and it is better for her to remain in ignorance of
- his proximity, lest she should be restless and anxious
- to visit the Heights. Merely tell her his father sent for
- him suddenly, and he has been obliged to leave us."
-
- Linton was very reluctant to be roused from his bed
- at five o'clock, and astonished to be informed that he
- must prepare for further travelling; but I softened off
- the matter by stating that he was going to spend some
- time with his father, Mr. Heathcliff, who wished to see
- him so much, he did not like to defer the pleasure till
- he should recover from his late journey.
-
- "My father!" he cried, in strange perplexity.
-
- "Mamma never told me I had a father. Where does he
- live? I'd rather stay with uncle."
-
- "He lives a little distance from the Grange," I replied,
- just beyond those hills---not so far, but you may walk
- over here when you get hearty. And you should be glad
- to go home, and to see him. You must try to love him,
- as you did your mother, and then he will love you."
-
- "But why have I not heard of him before?" asked
- Linton. "Why didn't mamma and he live together, as
- other people do?"
-
- "He had business to keep him in the north," I an-
- swered, "and your mother's health required her to re-
- side in the south."
-
- "And why didn't mamma speak to me about him?"
- persevered the child. "She often talked of uncle, and
- I learned to love him !ong ago. How am I to love papa?
- I don't know him."
-
- "Oh, all children love their parents," I said. "Your
- mother, perhaps, thought you would want to be with
- him if she mentioned him often to you. Let us make
- haste. An early ride on such a beautiful morning is
- much preferable to an hour's more sleep."
-
- "Is she to go with us," he demanded---"the little girl
- I saw yesterday?"
-
- "Not now," replied I.
-
- "Is uncle?" he continued.
-
- "No; I shall be your companion there," I said.
-
- Linton sank back on his pillow and fell into a brown
- study.
-
- "I won't go without uncle," he cried at length. "I
- can't tell whereyou mean to take me."
-
- I attempted to persuade him of the naughtiness of
- showing reluctance to meet his father. Still he obsti-
- nately resisted any progress towards dressing, and I
- had to call for my master's assistance in coaxing him
- out of bed. The poor thing was finally got off, with sev-
- eral delusive assurances that his absence should be
- short, that Mr. Edgar and Cathy would visit him, and
- other promises, equally ill-founded, which I invented
- and reiterated at intervals throughout the way. The
- pure heather-scented air, the bright sunshine, and the
- gentle canter of Minny relieved his despondency after
- a while. He began to put questions concerning his new
- home and its inhabitants with greater interest and live-
- liness.
-
- "Is Wuthering Heights as pleasant a place as
- Thrushcross Grange?" he inquired, turning to take a
- last glance into the valley, whence a light mist mounted
- and formed a fleecy cloud on the skirts of the blue.
-
- "It is not so buried in trees," I replied, "and it is not
- quite so large, but you can see the country beautifully
- all round, and the air is healthier for you---fresher and
- dryer. You will perhaps think the building old and
- dark at first, though it is a respectable house---the next
- best in the neighbourhood. And you will have such nice
- rambles on the moors. Hareton Earnshaw---that is Miss
- Cathy's other cousin, and so yours in a manner---will
- show you all the sweetest spots; and you can bring a
-
- book in fine weather, and make a green hollow your
- study; and now and then your uncle may join you in
- a walk. He does frequently walk out on the hills."
-
- "And what is my father like?" he asked. "Is he as
- young and handsome as uncle?"
-
- "He's as young," said I; "but he has black hair and
- eyes, and looks sterner, and he is taller and bigger al-
- together. He'll not seem to you so gentle and kind at
- first, perhaps, because it is not his way; still, mind you
- be frank and cordial with him; and naturally he'll be
- fonder of you than any uncle, for you are his own."
-
- "Black hair and eyes!" mused Linton. "I can't fancy
- him. Then I am not like him, am I?"
-
- "Not much," I answered; not a morsel, I thought,
- surveying with regret the white complexion and slim
- frame of my companion, and his large languid eyes---
- his mother's eyes, save that, unless a morbid touchiness
- kindled them a moment, they had not a vestige of her
- sparkiing spirit.
-
- "How strange that he should never come to see
- mamma and me" he murmured. "Has he ever seen
- me? If he has, I must have been a baby. I remember not
- a single thing about him."
-
- "Why, Master Linton," said I, "three hundred miles
- is a great distance; and ten years seem very different in
- length to a grown-up person compared with what they
-
- do to you. It is probable Mr. Heathcliff proposed going from summer
- to summer, but never found a convenient opportunity; and now it is
- too late. Don't trouble him with questions on the subject; it will
- disturb him for no good."
-
- The boy was fully occupied with his own cogitations
- for the remainder of the ride, till we halted before the
- farmhouse garden gate. I watched to catch his impres-
- sions in his countenance. He surveyed the carved front
- and low-browed lattices, the straggling gooseberry
- bushes and crooked firs, with solemn intentness, and
- then shook his head. His private feelings entirely dis-
- approved of the exterior of his new abode. But he had
- sense to postpone complaining. There might be com-
- pensation within. Before he dismounted I went and
- opened the door. It was half-past six; the family had
- just finished breakfast; the servant was clearing and
- wiping down the table. Joseph stood by his master's
- chair, telling some tale concerning a lame horse, and
- Hareton was preparing for the hay-fleld.
-
- "Hullo, Nelly!" said Mr. Heathcliff when he saw me.
- "I feared I should have to come down and fetch my
- property myself. You've brought it, have you? Let us
- see what we can make of it.
-
- He got up and strode to the door. Hareton and Jo-
- seph followed in gaping curiosity. Poor Linton ran a
- frightened eye over the faces of the three.
-
- "Sure-ly," said Joseph, after a grave inspection, "he's
- swopped wi' ye, maister, an' yon's his lass!"
-
- Heathcliff, having stared his son into an ague of con-
- fusion, uttered a scornful laugh.
-
- "God! what a beauty! what a lovely, charming
- thing" he exclaimed. "Haven't they reared it on snails
- and sour milk, Nelly? Oh, damn my soul! but that's
- worse than I expected, and the devil knows I was not
- sanguine!"
-
- I bade the trembling and bewildered child get down
- and enter. He did not thoroughly comprehend the
- meaning of his father's speech, or whether it were in-
- tended for him; indeed, he was not yet certain that the
- grim, sneering stranger was his father. But he clung
- to me with growing trepidation; and on Mr. Heathcliff's
- taking a seat and bidding him "come hither," he hid
- his face on my shoulder and wept.
-
- "Tut, tut!" said Heathcliff, stretching out a hand
- and dragging him roughly between his knees, and then
- holding up his head by the chin. "None of that non-
- sense! We're not going to hurt thee, Linton. Isn't that
- thy name? Thou art thy mother's child entirely! Where
- is my share in thee, puling chicken?"
-
- He took off the boy's cap and pushed back his thick
- flaxen curls, felt his slender arms and his small fingers,
- during which examination Linton ceased crying, and
- lifted his great blue eyes to inspect the inspector.
-
- "Do you know me?" asked Heathcliff, having satis-
- fied himself that the limbs were all equally frail nnd
- feeble.
-
- "No," said Linton, with a gaze of vacant fear.
-
- "You've heard of me, I dare say?"
-
- "No," he replied again.
-
- "No! What a shame of your mother, never to waken
- your filial regard for me! You are my son, then, I'll tell
- you; and your mother was a wicked slut to leave you
- in ignorance of the sort of father you possessed. Now,
- don't wince and colour up. Though it is something to
- see you have not white blood. Be a good lad, and I'll
- do for you.---Nelly, if you be tired, you may sit down;
- if not, get home again. I guess you'll report what you
- hear and see to the cipher at the Grange; and this thing
- won't be settled while you linger about it."
-
- "Well," replied I, "I hope you'll be kind to the boy,
- Mr. Heathcliff, or you'll not keep him long; and he's
- all you have akin in the wide world that you will ever
- know, remember."
-
- "I'll be very kind to him, you needn't fear," he said,
- laughing. "Only nobody else must be kind to him. I'm
- jealous of monopolizing his affection. And to begin
- my kindness, Joseph, bring the lad some breakfast.---
- Hareton, you infernal calf, begone to your work---Yes,
- Nell," he added, when they had departed, "my son is
-
- prospective owner of your place, and I should not wish
- him to die till I was certain of being his successor. Be-
- sides, he's mine, and I want the triumph of seeing my
- descendant fairly lord of their estates---my child hiring
- their children to till their father's lands for wages. That
- is the sole consideration which can make me endure
- the whelp. I despise him for himself, and hate him for
- the memories he revives. But that consideration is suf-
- ficient. He's safe with me, and shall be tended as care-
- fully as your master tends his own. I have a room up-
- stairs furnished for him in handsome style. I've en-
- gaged a tutor also to come three times a week, from
- twenty miles distance, to teach him what he pleases
- to learn. I've ordered Hareton to obey him; and, in fact,
- I've arranged everything with a view to preserve the
- superior and the gentleman in him, above his associates.
- I do regret, however, that he so little deserves the trou-
- ble. If I wished any blessing in the world, it was to find
- him a worthy object of pride; and I'm bitterly disap-
- pointed with the whey-faced whining wretch!"
-
- While he was speaking, Joseph returned bearing a
- basin of milk-porridge, and placed it before Linton,
- who stirred round the homely mess with a look of aver-
- sion, and affirmed he could not eat it. I saw the old man-
- servant shared largely in his master's scorn of the child,
- though he was compelled to retain the sentiment in his
- heart, because Heathcliff plainly meant his underlings
- to hold him in honour.
-
- "Cannot ate it?" repeated he, peering in Linton's
- face, and subduing his voice to a whisper, for fear of
-
- being overheard. "But Maister Hareton nivir ate naught
- else, when he wer a little un; and what wer gooid
- eneugh for him's gooid eneugh for ye, I's rayther think."
-
- "I shan't eat it!" answered Linton snappishly. "Take
- it away."
- Joseph snatched up the food indignantly, and
- brought it to us.
-
- "Is there aught ails th' victuals?" he asked, thrusting
- the tray under Heathcliff's nose.
-
- "What should ail them?" he said.
-
- "Wah!" answered Joseph, "yon dainty chap says he
- cannut ate 'em. But I guess it's raight. His mother wer
- just soa; we wer a'most too mucky to sow t' corn for
- makking her breead."
-
- "Don't mention his mother to me," said the master
- angrily. "Get him something that he can eat, that's all.
- --What is his usual food, Nelly?"
-
- I suggested boiled milk or tea; and the housekeeper
- received instructions to prepare some. Come, I re-
- flected, his father's selfishness may contribute to his
- comfort. He perceives his delicate constitution, and
- the necessity of treating him tolerably. I'll console Mr.
- Edgar by acquainting him with the turn Heathcliff's
- humour has taken. Having no excuse for lingering
- longer, I slipped out, while Linton was engaged in tim-
- idly rebuffing the advances of a friendly sheep-dog.
-
- But he was too much on the alert to be cheated. As I
- closed the door, I heard a cry, and a frantic repetition
- of the words,---
-
- "Don't leave me! I'll not stay here! I'll not stay
- here"
-
- Then the latch was raised and fell. They did not
- suffer him to come forth. I mounted Minny, and urged
- her to a trot; and so my brief guardianship ended.
- CHAPTER XXI.
-
-
- We had sad work with little Cathy that day. She
- rose in high glee, eager to join her cousin, and
- such passionate tears and lamentations followed the
- news of his departure that Edgar himself was obliged
- to soothe her by affirming he should come back soon.
- He added, however, "if I can get him," and there
- were no hopes of that. This promise poorly pacified
- her; but time was more potent; and though still at in-
- tervals she inquired of her father when Linton would
- return, before she did see him again his features had
- waxed so dim in her memory that she did not recognize
- him.
-
- When I chanced to encounter the housekeeper of
- Wuthering Heights, in paying business visits to Gim-
- merton, I used to ask how the young master got on, for
- he lived almost as secluded as Catherine herself, and
- was never to be seen. I could gather from her that he
- continued in weak health, and was a tiresome inmate.
- She said Mr. Heathcliff seemed to dislike him ever
- longer and worse, though he took some trouble to con-
- ceal it. He had an antipathy to the sound of his voice,
- and could not do at all with his sitting in the same room
- with him many minutes together. There seldom passed
- much talk between them. Linton learned his lessons
- and spent his evenings in a small apartment they called
- the parlour, or else lay in bed all day, for he was con-
- stantly getting coughs, and colds, and aches, and pains
- of some sort.
-
- "And I never knew such a faint-hearted creature,"
- added the woman, "nor one so careful of hisseln. He
- will go on if I leave the window open a bit late in the
- evening. Oh, it's killing, a breath of night air! And he
- must have a fire in the middle of summer; and Joseph's
- bacca pipe is poison; and he must always have sweets
- and dainties, and always milk, milk for ever, heeding
- naught how the rest of us are pinched in winter; and
- there he'll sit, wrapped in his furred cloak in his chair
- by the fire, with some toast and water or other slop on
- the hob to sip at; and if Hareton, for pity, comes to
- amuse him---Hareton is not bad-natured, though he's
- rough---they're sure to part, one swearing and the other
- crying. I believe the master would relish Earnshaw's
- thrashing him to a mummy, if he were not his son; and
- I'm certain he would be fit to turn him out of doors if
- he knew half the nursing he gives hisseln. But then he
- won't go into danger of temptation. He never enters the
- parlour, and should Linton show those ways in the
- house where he is, he sends him upstairs directly."
-
- I divined from this account that utter lack of sym-
- pathy had rendered young Heathcliff selfish and dis-
- agreeable, if he were not so originally; and my interest
- in him consequently decayed, though still I was moved
- with a sense of grief at his lot, and a wish that he had
- been left with us. Mr. Edgar encouraged me to gain
- information. He thought a great deal about him, I
- fancy, and would have run some risk to see him; and
- he told me once to ask the housekeeper whether he ever
- came into the village. She said he had only been twice,
- on horseback, accompanying his father, and both
-
- times he pretended to be quite knocked up for three or
- four days afterwards. That housekeeper left, if I recol-
- lect rightly, two years after he came, and another,
- whom I did not know, was her successor. She lives there
- still.
-
- Time wore on at the Grange in its former pleasant
- way till Miss Cathy reached sixteen. On the anniversary
- of her birth we never manifested any signs of rejoicing,
- because it was also the anniversary of my late mistress's
- death. Her father invariably spent that day alone in the
- library, and walked at dusk as far as Gimmerton kirk-
- yard, where he would frequently prolong his stay be-
- yond midnight. Therefore Catherine was thrown on her
- own resources for amusement. This 20th of March was
- a beautiful spring day, and when her father had retired,
- my young lady came down dressed for going out, and
- said she asked to have a ramble on the edge of the moor
- with me. Mr. Linton had given her leave, if we went
- only a short distance and were back within the hour.
-
- "So make haste, Ellen!" she cried. "I know where
- I wish to go---where a colony of moor game are settled.
- I want to see whether they have made their nests yet."
-
- "That must be a good distance up," I answered.
-
- "They don't breed on the edge of the moor."
-
- "No, it's not," she said. "I've gone very near with
- papa."
-
- I put on my bonnet and sallied out, thinking nothing
- more of the matter. She bounded before me, and re-
- turned to my side, and was off again like a young grey-
- hound; and at first I found plenty of entertainment in
- listening to the larks singing far and near, and enjoying
- the sweet, warm sunshine, and watching her, my pet
- and my delight, with her golden ringlets flying loose
- behind, and her bright cheek, as soft and pure in its
- bloom as a wild rose, and her eyes radiant with cloud-
- less pleasure. She was a happy creature, and an angel,
- in those days. It's a pity she could not be content.
-
- "Well," said I, "where are your moor-game, Miss
- Cathy? We should be at them. The Grange park fence
- is a great way off now."
-
- "Oh, a little farther---only a little farther, Ellen,"
- was her answer continually. "Climb to that hillock,
- pass that bank, and by the time you reach the other side
- I shall have raised the birds."
-
- But there were so many hillocks and banks to climb
- and pass that at length I began to be weary, and told
- oher we must halt and retrace our steps. I shouted to
- her, as she had outstripped me a long way. She either
- did not hear or did not regard, for she still sprang on,
- and I was compelled to follow. Finally she dived into
- a hollow, and before I came in sight of her again she was
- two miles nearer Wuthering Heights than her own
- home; and I beheld a couple of persons arrest her, one
- of whom I felt convinced was Mr. Heathcliff himself.
-
- Cathy had been caught in the fact of plundering, or
- at least hunting out the nests of the grouse. The Heights
- were Heathcliff's land, and he was reproving the
- poacher.
-
- "I've neither taken any nor found any," she said, as
- I toiled to them, expanding her hands in corroboration
- of the statement. "I didn't mean to take them; but papa
- told me there were quantities up here, and I wished to
- see the eggs."
-
- Heathcliff glanced at me with an all-meaning smile,
- expressing his acquaintance with the party, and, conse-
- quently, his malevolence towards it, and demanded
- who "papa" was.
-
- "Mr. Linton of Thrushcross Grange," she replied.
-
- "I thought you did not know me, or you wouldn't
- have spoken in that way."
-
- "You suppose papa is highly esteemed and respected,
- then?" he said sarcastically.
-
- "And what are you?" inquired Catherine, gazing
- curiously on the speaker. "That man I've seen before.
- Is he your son?"
-
- She pointed to Hareton, the other individual, who
- had gained nothing but increased bulk and strength by
- the addition of two years to his age; he seemed as awk-
- ward and rough as ever.
-
- "Miss Cathy," I interrupted, "it will be three hours
- instead of one that we are out presently. We really
- must go back."
-
- "No, that man is not my son," answered Heathcliff,
- pushing me aside. "But I have one, and you have seen
- him before too; and though your nurse is in a hurry,
- I think both you and she would be the better for a
- little rest. Will you just turn this nab of heath and walk
- into my house? You'll get home earlier for the ease,
- and you shall receive a kind welcome."
-
- I whispered Catherine that she mustn't on any ac-
- count accede to the proposal. It was entirely out of the
- question.
-
- "Why?" she asked aloud. "I'm tired of running, and
- the ground is dewy. I can't sit here. Let us go, Ellen.
- Besides, he says I have seen his son. He's mistaken, I
- think; but I guess where he lives---at the farmhouse I
- isited in coming from Peniston Crags. Don't you?"
-
- "I do---Come, Nelly, hold your tongue; it will be a
- treat for her to look in on us.---Hareton, get forwards
- with the lass.---You shall walk with me, Nelly."
-
- "No, she's not going to any such place," I cried,
- struggling to release my arm, which he had seized;
- but she was almost at the door-stones already, scamper-
- ing round the brow at full speed. Her appointed com-
- panion did not pretend to escort her; he shied off by
- the roadside and vanished.
-
- "Mr. Heathcliff, it's very wrong," I continued. "You
- know you mean no good. And there she'll see Linton,
- and all will be told as soon as ever we return; and I
- shall have the blame."
-
- "I want her to see Linton," he answered. "He's look-
- ing better these few days. It's not often he's fit to be
- seen. And we'll soon persuade her to keep the visit
- secret. Where is the harm of it?"
-
- "The harm of it is that her father would hate me if
- he found I suffered her to enter your house; and I am
- convinced you have a bad design in encouraging her
- to do so," I replied.
-
- "My design is as honest as possible. I'll inform you
- of its whole scope," he said---"that the two cousins
- may fall in love, and get married. I'm acting generously
- to your master. His young chit has no expectations,
- and should she second my wishes, she'll be provided
- for at once as joint successor with Linton."
-
- "If Linton died," I answered, "and his life is quite
- uncertain, Catherine would be the heir."
-
- "No, she would not," he said. "There is no clause
- in the will to secure it so. His property would go to me.
- But to prevent disputes I desire their union, and am
- resolved to bring it about."
-
- "And I am resolved she shall never approach your
- house with me again," I returned, as we reached the
- gate, where Miss Cathy waited our coming.
-
- Heathcliff bade me be quiet, and preceding us up
- the path, hastened to open the door. My young lady
- gave him several looks, as if she could not exactly make
- up her mind what to think of him; but now he smiled
- when he met her eye, and softened his voice in addres-
- sing her; and I was foolish enough to imagine the
- memory of her mother might disarm him from desiring
- her injury. Linton stood on the hearth. He had been out
- walking in the fields, for his cap was on, and he was
- calling to Joseph to bring him dry shoes. He had grown
- tall of his age, still wanting some months of sixteen.
- His features were pretty yet, and his eye and complex-
- ion brighter than I remembered them, though with
- merely temporary lustre borrowed from the salubrious
- air and genial sun.
-
- "Now, who is that?" asked Mr. Heathcliff, turning
- to Cathy. "Can you tell?"
-
- "Your son?" she said, having doubtfully surveyed
- first one and then the other.
-
- "Yes, yes," answered he. "But is this the only time
- you have beheld him? Think! Ah! you have a short
- memory.---Linton, don't you recall your cousin that
- you used to tease us so with wishing to see?"
-
- "What, Linton!" cried Cathy, kindling into joyful
- surprise at the name. "Is that little Linton? He's taller
- than I am!---Are you Linton?"
-
- The youth stepped forward and acknowledged him-
- self. She kissed him fervently, and they gazed with
- wonder at the change time had wrought in the appear-
- ance of each. Catherine had reached her full height;
- her figure was both plump and slender, elastic as steel,
- and her whole aspect sparkling with health and spirits.
- Linton's looks and movements were very languid, and
- his form extremely slight; but there was a grace in his
- manner that mitigated these defects, and rendered him
- not unpleasing. After exchanging numerous marks of
- fondness with him, his cousin went to Mr. Heathcliff,
- who lingered by the door, dividing his attention be-
- tween the objects inside and those that lay without---
- pretending, that is, to observe the latter, and really
- noting the former alone.
-
- "And you are my uncle, then!" she cried, reaching
- up to salute him. "I thought I liked you, though you
- were cross at first. Why don't you visit at the Grange
- with Linton? To live all these years such close neigh-
- bours, and never see us, is odd. What have you done
- so for?"
-
- "I visited it once or twice too often before you were
- born," he answered. "There---damn it! If you have
- any kisses to spare, give them to Linton---they are
- thrown away on me."
-
- "Naughty Ellenl" exclaimed Catherine, flying to at-
- tack me next with her lavish caresses. "Wicked Ellen,
- to try to hinder me from entering! But I'll take this
- walk every morning in future---may I, uncle?---and
- sometimes bring papa. Won't you be glad to see us?"
-
- "Of coursel" replied the uncle, with a hardly sup-
- pressed grimace, resulting from his deep aversion to
- both the proposed visitors. "But stay," he continued,
- turning towards the young lady. "Now I think of it, I'd
- better tell you. Mr. Linton has a prejudice against me.
- We quarrelled at one time of our lives with unchristian
- ferocity, and if you mention coming here to him he'll
- put a veto on your visits altogether. Therefore you
- must not mention it, unless you be careless of seeing
- your cousin hereafter. You may come if you will, but
- you must not mention it,"
-
- "Why did you quarrel?" asked Catherine, consider-
- ably crestfallen.
-
- "He thought me too poor to wed his sister," answered
- Heathcliff, "and was grieved that I got her. His pride
- was hurt, and he'll never forgive it."
-
- "That's wrong!" said the young lady. "Some time
- I'll tell him so. But Linton and I have no share in your
- quarrel. I'll not come here then; he shall come to the
- Grange."
-
- "It will be too far for me," murmured her cousin; "to
- walk four miles would kill me. No, come here, Miss
-
- Catherine, now and then---not every morning, but
- once or twice a week."
-
- The father launched towards his son a glance of bitter
- contempt.
-
- "I am afraid, Nelly, I shall lose my labour," he mut-
- tered to me. "Miss Catherine, as the ninny calls her,
- will discover his value, and send him to the devil. Now,
- if it had been Hareton! Do you know that, twenty
- times a day, I covet Hareton, with all his degradation?
- I'd have loved the lad had he been some one else. But
- I think he's safe from her love. I'll pit him against that
- paltry creature, unless it bestir itself briskly. We cal-
- culate it will scarcely last till it is eighteen. Oh, con-
- found the vapid thing! He's absorbed in drying his
- feet, and never looks at her.---Lintonl"
-
- "Yes, father," answered the boy.
-
- "Have you nothing to show your cousin anywhere
- about---not even a rabbit or a weasel's nest? Take her
- into the garden before you change your shoes, and into
- the stable to see your horse."
-
- "Wouldn't you rather sit here?" asked Linton, ad-
- dressing Cathy in a tone which expressed reluctance to
- move again.
-
- "I don't know," she replied, casting a longing look
- to the door, and evidently eager to be active.
- He kept his seat, and shrank closer to the fire. Heath-
-
- cliff rose and went into the kitchen, and from thence to
- the yard, calling out for Hareton. Hareton responded,
- and presently the two re-entered. The young man had
- been washing himself, as was visible by the glow on
- his cheeks and his wetted hair.
-
- "Oh, I'Il ask you, uncle," cried Miss Cathy, recollect-
- ing the housekeeper's assertion. "That is not my cousin,
- is he?"
-
- "'Yes," he replied---"your mother's nephew. Don't
- you like him?"
- Catherine looked queer.
-
- "Is he not a handsome lad?" he continued.
- The uncivil little thing stood on tiptoe, and whis-
- pered a sentence in Heathcliff's ear. He laughed. Hare-
- ton darkened. I perceived he was very sensitive to sus-
- pected slights, and had obviously a dim notion of his
- inferiority. But his master or guardian chased the frown
- by exclaiming,---
-
- "You'll be the favourite among us, Hareton! She
- says you are a-----What was it? Well, something very
- flattering. Here! you go with her round the farm. And
- behave like a gentleman, mind! Don't use any bad
- words; and don't stare when the young lady is not look-
- ing at you, and be ready to hide your face when she is;
- and when you speak, say your words slowly, and keep
- your hands out of your pockets. Be off, and entertain
- her as nicely as you can."
-
- He watched the couple walking past the window.
- Earnshaw had his countenance completely averted
- from his companion. He seemed studying the familiar
- landscape with a stranger's and an artist's interest. Cath-
- erine took a sly look at him, expressing small admira-
- tion. She then turned her attention to seeking out ob-
- jects of amusement for herself, and tripped merrily
- on, lilting a tune to supply the lack of conversation.
-
- "I've tied his tongue," observed Heathcliff. "He'll
- not venture a single syllable all the time! Nelly, you
- recollect me at his age---nay, some years younger. Did
- I ever look so stupid---so 'gaumless,' as Joseph calls
- it?"
-
- "Worse," I replied, "because more sullen with it."
-
- "I've a pleasure in him," he continued, reflecting
- aloud. "He has satisfied my expectations. If he were
- a born fool I should not enjoy it half so much. But he's
- no fool; and I can sympathize with all his feelings, hav-
- ing felt them myself. I know what he suffers now, for
- instance, exactly. It is merely a beginning of what he
- shall suffer, though. And he'll never be able to emerge
- from his bathos of coarseness and ignorance. I've got
- him faster than his scoundrel of a father secured me,
- and lower, for he takes a pride in his brutishness. I've
- taught him to scorn everything extra-animal as silly and
- weak. Don't you think Hindley would be proud of his
- son if he could see him---almost as proud as I am of
- mine? But there's this difference; one is gold put to the
- use of paving-stones, and the other is tin polished to
-
- ape a service of silver. Mine has nothing valuable about
- it, yet I shall have the merit of making it go as far as
- such poor stuff can go. His had first-rate qualities, and
- they are lost, rendered worse than unavailing. I have
- nothing to regret; he would have more than any but me
- are aware of. And the best of it is, Hareton is damnably
- fond of me! You'll own that I've outmatched Hindley
- there. If the dead villain could rise from his grave to
- abuse me for his offspring's wrongs, I should have the
- fun of seeing the said offspring fight him back again,
- indignant that he should dare to rail at the one friend
- he has in the world."
-
- Heathcliff chuckled a fiendish laugh at the idea. I
- made no reply, because I saw that he expected none.
- Meantime our young companion, who sat too removed
- from us to hear what was said, began to evince symp-
- toms of uneasiness, probably repenting that he had
- denied himself the treat of Catherine's society for fear
- of a little fatigue. His father remarked the restless
- glances wandering to the window, and the hand irreso-
- lutely extended towards his cap.
-
- "Get up, you idle boy!" he exclaimed, with assumed
- heartiness. "Away after them! They are just at the cor-
- ner, by the stand of hives."
-
- Linton gathered his energies, and left the hearth.
- The lattice was open, and as he stepped out I heard
- Cathy inquiring of her unsociable attendant what was
- that inscription over the door? Hareton stared up, and
- scratched his head like a true clown.
-
- "It's some damnable writing," he answered. "I can-
- not read it."
-
- "Can't read it?" cried Catherine. "I can read it; it's
- English. But I want to know why it is there."
-
- Linton giggled---the first appearance of mirth he
- had exhibited.
-
- "He does not know his letters," he said to his cousin.
-
- "Could you believe in the existence of such a colossal
- dunce?"
-
- "Is he all as he should be?" asked Miss Cathy seri-
- ously, "or is he simple---not right? I've questioned
- him twice now, and each time he looked so stupid I
- think he does not understand me. I can hardly under-
- stand him, I'm sure."
-
- Linton repeated his laugh, and glanced at Hareton
- tauntingly, who certainly did not seem quite clear of
- comprehension at that moment.
-
- "There's nothing the matter but laziness---is there,
- Earnshaw?" he said. "My cousin fancies you are an
- idiot. There you experience the consequence of scorn-
- ing 'book-larning,' as you would say.---Have you no-
- ticed, Catherine, his frightful Yorkshire pronuncia-
- tion?"
-
- "Why, where the devil is the use on't?" growled
- Hareton, more ready in answering his daily compan-
- ion. He was about to enlarge further, but the two young-
- sters broke into a noisy fit of merriment, my giddy miss
- being delighted to discover that she might turn his
- strange talk to matter of amusement.
-
- "Where is the use of the devil in that sentence?"
- tittered Linton. "Papa told you not to say any bad
- words, and you can't open your mouth without one.
- Do try to behave like a gentleman---now do!"
-
- "If thou weren't more a lass than a lad, I'd fell thee
- this minute, I would, pitiful lath of a crater!" retorted
- the angry boor, retreating, while his face burned with
- mingled rage and mortification, for he was conscious
- of being insulted, and embarrassed how to resent it.
-
- Mr. Heathcliff having overheard the conversation
- as well as I, smiled when he saw him go, but immedi-
- ately afterwards cast a look of singular aversion on the
- flippant pair, who remained chattering in the doorway,
- the boy finding animation enough while discussing
- Hareton's faults and deficiencies and relating anecdotes
- of his goings-on, and the girl relishing his pert and
- spiteful sayings, without considering the ill-nature they
- evinced. I began to dislike more than to compassion-
- ate Linton, and to excuse his father, in some measure,
- for holding him cheap.
-
- We stayed till afternoon---I could not tear Miss
- Cathy away sooner; but happily my master had not
-
- quitted his apartment, and remained ignorant of our
- prolonged absence. As we walked home I would fain
- have enlightened my charge on the characters of the
- people we had quitted, but she got it into her head that
- I was prejudiced against them.
-
- "Aha!" she cried, "you take papa's side, Ellen. You
- are partial, I know, or else you wouldn't have cheated
- me so many years into the notion that Linton lived a
- long way from here. I'm really extremely angry, only
- I'm so pleased I can't show it. But you must hold your
- tongue about my uncle. He's my uncle, remember,
- and I'll scold papa for quarrelling with him."
-
- And so she ran on, till I relinquished the endeavour
- to convince her of her mistake. She did not mention
- the visit that night, because she did not see Mr. Linton.
- Next day it all came out, sadly to my chagrin. And
- still I was not altogether sorry. I thought the burden
- of directing and warning would be more efficiently
- borne by him than me. But he was too timid in giving
- satisfactory reasons for his wish that she should shun
- connection with the household of the Heights, and Cath-
- erine liked good reasons for every restraint that ha-
- rassed her petted will.
-
- "Papa!" she exclaimed, after the morning's saluta-
- tions, "guess whom I saw yesterday in my walk on the
- moors. Ah, papa, you started! You've not done right,
- have you, now? I saw----- But listen, and you shall
- hear how I found you out, and Ellen, who is in league
- with you, and yet pretended to pity me so when I kept
-
- hoping, and was always disappointed about Linton's
- coming back."
-
- She gave a faithful account of her excursion and its
- consequences; and my master, though he cast more
- than one reproachful look at me, said nothing till she
- had concluded. Then he drew her to him, and asked if
- she knew why he had concealed Linton's near neigh-
- bourhood from her. Could she think it was to deny her
- a pleasure that she might harmlessly enjoy?
-
- "It was because you disliked Mr. Heathcliff," she
- answered.
-
- "Then you believe I care more for my own feelings
- than yours, Cathy?" he said. "No, it was not because
- I disliked Mr. Heathcliff, but because Mr. Heathcliff
- dislikes me, and is a most diabolical man, delighting to
- wrong and ruin those he hates, if they give him the
- slightest opportunity. I knew that you could not keep
- up an acquaintance with your cousin without being
- brought into contact with him, and I knew he would
- detest you on my account; so for your own good, and
- nothing else, I took precautions that you should not
- see Linton again. I meant to explain this some time as
- you grew older, and I'm sorry I delayed it."
-
- "But Mr. Heathcliff was quite cordial, papa," ob-
- served Catherine, not at all convinced; "and he didn't
- object to our seeing each other. He said I might come
- to his house when I pleased, only I must not tell you,
- because you had quarrelled with him, and would not
-
- forgive him for marrying Aunt Isabella. And you won't.
- you are the one to be blamed. He is willing to let us be
- friends---at least, Linton and I---and you are not."
-
- My master, perceiving that she would not take his
- word for her uncle-in-law's evil disposition, gave a
- hasty sketch of his conduct to Isabella, and the man-
- ner in which Wuthering Heights became his property.
- He could not bear to discourse long upon the topic, for
- though he spoke little of it, he still felt the same horror
- and detestation of his ancient enemy that had occupied
- his heart ever since Mrs. Linton's death. "She might
- have been living yet if it had not been for him!" was his
- constant bitter reflection; and in his eyes Heathcliff
- seemed a murderer. Miss Cathy---conversant with no
- bad deeds except her own slight acts of disobedience,
- injustice, and passion, arising from hot temper and
- thoughtlessness, and repented of on the day they were
- committed---was amazed at the blackness of spirit
- that could brood on and cover revenge for years, and
- deliberately prosecute its plans without a visitation of
- remorse. She appeared so deeply impressed and shocked
- at this new view of human nature, excluded from all
- her studies and all her ideas till now, that Mr. Edgar
- deemed it unnecessary to pursue the subject. He merely
- added,---
-
- "You will know hereafter, darling, why I wish you to
- avoid his house and family. Now return to your old
- employments and amusements, and think no more
- about them."
-
- Catherine kissed her father and sat down quietly to
- her lessons for a couple of hours, according to cus-
- tom; then she accompanied him into the grounds, and
- the whole day passed as usual. But in the evening, when
- she had retired to her room, and I went to help her to
- undress, I found her crying on her knees by the bed-
- side.
-
- "Oh, fie, silly child!" I exclaimed. "If you had any
- real griefs you'd be ashamed to waste a tear on this
- little contrariety. You never had one shadow of sub-
- stantial sorrow, Miss Catherine. Suppose, for a minute,
- that master and I were dead, and you were by yourself
- in the world; how would you feel then? Compare the
- present occasion with such an affliction as that, and
- be thankful for the friends you have, instead of covet-
- ing more."
-
- "I'm not crying for myself, Ellen," she answered---
-
- "it's for him. He expected to see me again to-morrow,
- and there he'll be so disappointed; and he'll wait for me,
- and I shan't come."
-
- "Nonsense!" said I. "Do you imagine he has
- thought as much of you as you have of him? Hasn't he
- Hareton for a companion? Not one in a hundred would
- weep at losing a relation they had just seen twice, for
- two afternoons. Linton will conjecture how it is, and
- trouble himself no further about you."
-
- "But may I not write a note to tell him why I cannot
- come," she asked, rising to her feet, "and just send
- those books I promised to lend him? His books are not
- as nice as mine, and he wanted to have them extremely
- when I told him how interesting they were. May I not,
- Ellen?"
-
- "No, indeed! no, indeed!" replied I, with decision.
-
- "Then he would write to you, and there'd never be
- an end of it. No, Miss Catherine, the acquaintance must
- be dropped entirely; so papa expects, and I shall see
- that it is done."
-
- "But how can one little note-----" she recom-
- menced, putting on an imploring countenance.
-
- "Silence!" I interrupted. "We'll not begin with your
- little notes. Get into bed."
-
- She threw at me a very naughty look---so naughty
- that I would not kiss her good-night at first. I covered
- her up and shut her door in great displeasure, but re-
- penting half-way, I returned softly, and lo! there was
- miss standing at the table with a bit of blank paper be-
- fore her and a pencil in her hand, which she guiltily
- slipped out of sight on my entrance.
-
- "You'll get nobody to take that, Catherine," I said,
- "if you write it; and at present I shall put out your can-
- dle."
-
- I set the extinguisher on the flame, receiving as I did
- so a slap on my hand, and a petulant "Cross thing!" I
- then quitted her again, and she drew the bolt in one of
- her worst, most peevish humours. The letter was fin-
- ished and forwarded to its destination by a milk-fetcher
- who came from the village; but that I did not learn till
- some time afterwards. Weeks passed on, and Cathy re-
- covered her temper, though she grew wondrous fond
- of stealing off to corners by herself; and often, if I came
- near her suddenly while reading, she would start and
- bend over the book, evidently desirous to hide it, and
- I detected edges of loose paper sticking out beyond the
- leaves. She also got a trick of coming down early in the
- morning and lingering about the kitchen, as if she were
- expecting the arrival of something; and she had a small
- drawer in a cabinet in the library which she would trifle
- over for hours, and whose key she took special care to
- remove when she left it.
-
- One day, as she inspected this drawer, I observed that
- the playthings and trinkets which recently formed its
- contents were transmuted into bits of folded paper. My
- curiosity and suspicions were aroused. I determined to
- take a peep at her mysterious treasures; so at night, as
- soon as she and my master were safe upstairs, I
- searched and readily found among my house-keys one
- that would fit the lock. Having opened, I emptied
- the whole contents into my apron, and took them
- with me to examine at leisure in my own chamber.
- Though I could not but suspect, I was still surprised to
- discover that they were a mass of correspondence---
- daily, almost, it must have been---from Linton Heath-
-
- cliff, answers to documents forwarded by her. The
- earlier dated were embarrassed and short; gradually,
- however, they expanded into copious love-letters, fool-
- ish, as the age of the writer rendered natural, yet with
- touches here and there which I thought were bor-
- rowed from a more experienced source. Some of them
- struck me as singularly odd compounds of ardour and
- flatness, commencing in strong feeling, and concluding
- in the affected, wordy style that a schoolboy might use
- to a fancied, incorporeal sweetheart. Whether they sat-
- isfied Cathy I don't know, but they appeared very
- worthless trash to me. After turning over as many as I
- thought proper, I tied them in a handkerchief and set
- them aside, relocking the vacant drawer.
-
- Following her habit, my young lady descended early,
- and visited the kitchen. I watched her go to the door
- on the arrival of a certain little boy, and while the dairy-
- maid filled his can, she tucked something into his
- jacket pocket, and plucked something out. I went round
- by the garden and laid wait for the messenger, who
- fought valorously to defend his trust, and we spilt the
- milk between us; but I succeeded in abstracting the
- epistle, and threatening serious consequences if he did
- not look sharp home, I remained under the wall and
- perused Miss Cathy's affectionate composition. It was
- more simple and more eloquent than her cousin's---
- very pretty and very silly. I shook my head, and went
- meditating into the house. The day being wet, she could
- not divert herself with rambling about the park, so, at
- the conclusion of her morning studies, she resorted to
- the solace of the drawer. Her father sat reading at the
-
- table, and I, on purpose, had sought a bit of work in
- some unripped fringes of the window curtain, keeping
- my eye steadily fixed on her proceedings. Never did any
- bird flying back to a plundered nest which it had left
- brimful of chirping young ones express more complete
- despair in its anguished cries and flutterings than she
- by her single "Oh!" and the change that transfigured
- her late happy countenance. Mr. Linton looked up.
-
- "What is the matter, love? Have you hurt yourself?"
- he said.
-
- His tone and look assured her he had not been the
- discoverer of the hoard.
-
- "No, papa," she gasped---"Ellen! Ellenl come up-
- stairs! I'm sick!"
-
- I obeyed her summons, and accompanied her out.
-
- "O Ellen, you have got them!" she commenced im-
- mediately, dropping on her knees, when we were en-
- closed alone. "Oh, give them to me, and I'll never,
- never do so again! Don't tell papa. You have not told
- papa, Ellen? Say you have not. I've been exceedingly
- naughty, but I won't do it any more!"
-
- With a grave severity in my manner I bade her stand
- up.
-
- "So," I exclaimed, "Miss Catherine, you are tolerably
- far on, it seems; you may well be ashamed of them. A
-
- fine bundle of trash you study in your leisure hours, to
- be sure. Why, it's good enough to be printed. And what
- do you suppose the master will think when I display it
- before him? I haven't shown it yet, but you needn't
- imagine I shall keep your ridiculous secrets. For
- shame! And you must have led the way in writing such
- absurdities. He would not have thought of beginning,
- I'm certain."
-
- "I didn't! I didn't!" sobbed Cathy, fit to break her
- heart. "I didn't once think of loving him till------"
-
- "Loving!" cried I, as scornfully as I could utter the
- word. "Loving! Did anybody ever hear the like? I
- might just as well talk of loving the miller who comes
- once a year to buy our corn. Pretty loving, indeed! And
- both times together you have seen Linton hardly four
- hours in your life! Now here is the babyish trash. I'm
- going with it to the library, and we'll see what your
- father says to such loving."
-
- She sprang at her precious epistles, but I held them
- above my head; and then she poured out further fran-
- tic entreaties that I would burn them---do anything
- rather than show them. And being really fully as much
- inclined to laugh as scold---for I esteemed it all girlish
- vanity---I at length relented in a measure, and
- asked,---
-
- "If I consent to burn them, will you promise faith-
- fully neither to send nor receive a letter again, nor a
-
- book (for I perceive you have sent him books), nor
- locks of hair, nor rings, nor playthings?"
-
- "We don't send playthings!" cried Catherine, her
- pride overcoming her shame.
-
- "Nor anything at all then, my lady," I said. "Unless
- you will, here I go."
-
- "I promise, Ellen!" she cried, catching my dress.
-
- "Oh, put them in the fire!---do, do!"
- But when I proceeded to open a place with the poker
- the sacrifice was too painful to be borne. She earnestly
- supplicated that I would spare her one or two.
-
- "One or two, Ellen, to keep for Linton's sake!"
- I unknotted the handkerchief, and commenced drop-
- ping them in from an angle, and the flame curled up the
- chimney.
-
- "I will have one, you cruel wretch," she screamed,
- darting her hand into the fire and drawing forth some
- half-consumed fragments, at the expense of her fin-
- gers.
-
- "Very well; and I will have some to exhibit to papa!"
- I answered, shaking back the rest into the bundle, and
- turning anew to the door.
-
- She emptied her blackened pieces into the flames,
- and motioned me to finish the immolation. It was done.
-
- I stirred up the ashes, and interred them under a
- shovelful of coals; and she mutely, and with a sense of
- intense injury, retired to her private apartment. I de-
- scended to tell my master that the young lady's qualm
- of sickness was almost gone, but I judged it best for her
- to lie down a while. She wouldn't dine; but she reap-
- peared at tea, pale and red about the eyes, and mar-
- vellously subdued in outward aspect. Next morning I
- answered the letter by a slip of paper inscribed, "Mas-
- ter Heathcliff is requested to send no more notes to
- Miss Linton, as she will not receive them." And
- thenceforth the little boy came with vacant pockets.
- CHAPTER XXII.
-
-
- Summer drew to an end, and early autumn. It was
- past Michaelmas; but the harvest was late that
- year, and a few of our fields were still uncleared. Mr.
- Linton and his daughter would frequently walk out
- among the reapers. At the carrying of the last sheaves
- they stayed till dusk, and the evening happening to be
- chill and damp, my master caught a bad cold, that set-
- tled obstinately on his lungs, and confined him indoors
- throughout the whole of the winter, nearly without in-
- termission.
-
- Poor Cathy, frightened from her little romance, had
- been considerably sadder and duller since its abandon-
- ment; and her father insisted on her reading less, and
- taking more exercise. She had his companionship no
- longer. I esteemed it a duty to supply its lack, as much
- as possible, with mine---an inefficient substitute, for I
- could only spare two or three hours from my numerous
- diurnal occupations to follow her footsteps, and then
- my society was obviously less desirable than his.
-
- On an afternoon in October or the beginning of No-
- vember, a fresh, watery afternoon, when the turf and
- paths were rustling with moist, withered leaves, and the
- cold blue sky was half hidden by clouds---dark gray
- streamers, rapidly mounting from the west and bod-
- ing abundant rain---I requested my young lady to
- forego her ramble, because I was certain of showers.
- She refused, and I unwillingly donned a cloak and took
- my umbrella to accompany her on a stroll to the bottom
-
- of the park---a formal walk which she generally affected
- if low-spirited (and that she invariably was when Mr.
- Edgar had been worse than ordinary)---a thing never
- known from his confession, but guessed both by her
- and me from his increased silence and the melancholy
- of his countenance. She went sadly on. There was no
- running or bounding now, though the chill wind might
- well have tempted her to race. And often, from the side
- of my eye, I could detect her raising a hand and brush-
- ing something off her cheeks. I gazed round for a means
- of diverting her thoughts. On one side of the road rose
- a high, rough bank, where hazels and stunted oaks, with
- their roots half exposed, held uncertain tenure. The
- soil was too loose for the latter, and strong winds had
- blown some nearly horizontal. In summer Miss Cath-
- erine delighted to climb along these trunks, and sit in
- the branches, swinging twenty feet above the ground;
- and I, pleased with her agility and her light, childish
- heart, still considered it proper to scold every time I
- caught her at such an elevation, but so that she knew
- there was no necessity for descending. From dinner to
- tea she would lie in her breeze-rocked cradle, doing
- nothing except singing old songs---my nursery lore---to
- herself, or watching the birds, joint tenants, feed and
- entice their young ones to fly; or nestling with closed
- lids, half thinking, half dreaming, happier than words
- can express.
-
- "Look, miss!" I exclaimed, pointing to a nook under
- the roots of one twisted tree; "winter is not here yet.
- There's a little flower up yonder---the last bud from the
- multitude of bluebells that clouded those turf steps in
-
- July with a lilac mist. Will you clamber up and pluck
- it to show to papa?"
-
- Cathy stared a long time at the lonely blossom trem-
- bling in its earthy shelter, and replied at length,---
-
- "No, I'll not touch it. But it looks melancholy, does
- it not, Ellen?"
-
- "Yes," I observed---"about as starved and sackless
- as you. Your cheeks are bloodless. Let us take hold of
- hands and run. You're so low I dare say I shall keep up
- with you."
-
- "No," she repeated, and continued sauntering on,
- pausing at intervals to muse over a bit of moss, or a tuft
- of blanched grass, or a fungus spreading its bright
- orange among the heaps of brown foliage; and ever and
- anon her hand was lifted to her averted face.
-
- "Catherine, why are you crying, love?" I asked, ap-
- proaching and putting my arm over her shoulder. "You
- mustn't cry because papa has a cold. Be thankful it is
- nothing worse."
- She now put no further restraint on her tears; her
- breath was stifled by sobs.
-
- "Oh, it will be something worse!" she said. "And
- what shall I do when papa and you leave me, and I
- am by myself? I can't forget your words, Ellen; they
- are always in my ear. How life will be changed, how
- dreary the world will be, when papa and you are dead!"
-
- "None can tell whether you won't die before us," I
- replied. "It's wrong to anticipate evil. We'll hope there
- are years and years to come before any of us go. Master
- is young, and I am strong and hardly forty-five. My
- mother lived till eighty, a canty dame to the last. And
- suppose Mr. Linton were spared till he saw sixty, that
- would be more years than you have counted, miss.
- And would it not be foolish to mourn a calamity above
- twenty years beforehand?"
-
- "But Aunt Isabella was younger than papa," she
- remarked, gazing up with timid hope to seek further
- consolation.
-
- "Aunt Isabella had not you and me to nurse her," I
- replied. "She wasn't as happy as master; she hadn't
- as much to live for. All you need do is to wait well on
- your father, and cheer him by letting him see you cheer-
- ful, and avoid giving him anxiety on any subject. Mind
- that, Cathy. I'll not disguise but you might kill him if
- you were wild and reckless, and cherished a foolish,
- fanciful affection for the son of a person who would be
- glad to have him in his grave, and allowed him to dis-
- cover that you fretted over the separation he has judged
- it expedient to make."
-
- "I fret about nothing on earth except papa's illness,"
- answered my companion. "I care for nothing in com-
- parison with papa. And I'll never---never---oh, never,
- while I have my senses, do an act or say a word to vex
- him. I love him better than myself, Ellen, and I know it
- by this: I pray every night that I may live after him, be-
-
- cause I would rather be miserable than that he should
- be. That proves I love him better than myself."
-
- "Good words," I replied. "But deeds must prove it
- also. And after he is well, remember you don't forget
- resolutions formed in the hour of fear."
-
- As we talked, we neared a door that opened on the
- road; and my young lady, lightening into sunshine
- again, climbed up and seated herself on the top of the
- wall, reaching over to gather some hips that bloomed
- scarlet on the summit branches of the wild rose trees
- shadowing the highway side. The lower fruit had dis-
- appeared, but only birds could touch the upper, except
- from Cathy's present station. In stretching to pull them,
- her hat fell off, and as the door was locked she proposed
- scrambling down to recover it. I bade her be cautious
- lest she got a fall, and she nimbly disappeared. But the
- return was no such easy matter. The stones were
- smooth and neatly cemented, and the rose bushes and
- blackberry stragglers could yield no assistance in re-
- ascending. I, like a fool, didn't recollect that till I heard
- her laughing and exclaiming,---
-
- "Ellen, you'll have to fetch the key, or else I must run
- round to the porter's lodge. I can't scale the ramparts
- on this side."
-
- "Stay where you are," I answered. "I have my bun-
- dle of keys in my pocket. Perhaps I may manage to
- open it; if not, I'll go."
-
- Catherine amused herself with dancing to and fro be-
- fore the door, while I tried all the large keys in suc-
- cession. I had applied the last, and found that none
- would do. So, repeating my desire that she would re-
- main there, I was about to hurry home as fast as I could,
- when an approaching sound arrested me. It was the
- trot of a horse. Cathy's dance stopped also.
-
- "Who is that?" I whispered.
-
- "Ellen, I wish you could open the door," whispered
- back my companion anxiously.
-
- "Ho, Miss Lintonl" cried a deep voice (the rider's);
-
- "I'm glad to meet you. Don't be in haste to enter, for
- I have an explanation to ask and obtain."
-
- "I shan't speak to you, Mr. Heathcliff," answered
- Catherine. "Papa says you are a wicked man, and you
- hate both him and me; and Ellen says the same."
-
- "That is nothing to the purpose," said Heathcliff. (He
- it was.) "I don't hate my son, I suppose, and it is con-
- cerning him that I demand your attention. Yes, you
- have cause to blush. Two or three months since were
- you not in the habit of writing to Linton---making love
- in play, eh? You deserved, both of you, flogging for that
- ---you especially, the elder, and less sensitive, as it
- turns out. I've got your letters, and if you give me any
- pertness I'll send them to your father. I presume you
- grew weary of the amusement and dropped it, didn't
-
- you? Well, you dropped Linton with it into a Slough of
- Despond. He was in earnest---in love, really. As true as
- I live, he's dying for you, breaking his heart at your
- fickleness---not figuratively, but actually. Though Hare-
- ton has made him a standing jest for six weeks, and I
- have used more serious measures, and attempted to
- frighten him out of his idiocy, he gets worse daily; and
- he'll be under the sod before summer unless you restore
- him!"
-
- "How can you lie so glaringly to the poor child?" I
- called from the inside. "Pray ride on! How can you
- deliberately get up such paltry falsehoods?---Miss
- Cathy, I'll knock the lock off with a stone. You won't
- believe that vile nonsense. You can feel in yourself it is
- impossible that a person should die for love of a stran-
- ger."
-
- "I was not aware there were eavesdroppers," mut-
- tered the detected villain. "Worthy Mrs. Dean, I like
- you, but I don't like your double-dealing," he added
- aloud. "How could you lie so glaringly as to affirm I
- hated the 'poor child,' and invent bugbear stories to
- terrify her from my door-stones? Catherine Linton (the
- very name warms me), my bonny lass, I shall be from
- home all this week; go and see if I have not spoken
- truth; do---there's a darling! Just imagine your father
- in my place, and Linton in yours; then think how you
- would value your careless lover if he refused to stir a
- step to comfort you when your father himself entreated
- him; and don't, from pure stupidity, fall into the same
-
- error. I swear, on my salvation, he's going to his grave,
- and none but you can save him!"
-
- The lock gave way, and I issued out.
-
- "I swear Linton is dying," repeated Heathcliff, look-
- ing hard at me. "And grief and disappointment are
- hastening his death. Nelly, if you won't let her go, you
- can walk over yourself. But I shall not return till this
- time next week; and I think your master himself would
- scarcely object to her visiting her cousin."
-
- "Come in," said I, taking Cathy by the arm and half
- forcing her to re-enter; for she lingered, viewing with
- troubled eyes the features of the speaker, too stern to
- express his inward deceit.
-
- He pushed his horse close, and bending down, ob-
- served,---
-
- "Miss Catherine, I'll own to you that I have little pa-
- tience with Linton; and Hareton and Joseph have less.
- I'll own that he's with a harsh set. He pines for kind-
- ness as well as love, and a kind word from you would
- be his best medicine. Don't mind Mrs. Dean's cruel
- cautions, but be generous, and contrive to see him. He
- dreams of you day and night, and cannot be persuaded
- that you don't hate him, since you neither write nor
- call."
-
- I closed the door and rolled a stone to assist the loos-
- ened lock in holding it, and spreading my umbrella, I
-
- drew my charge underneath, for the rain began to drive
- through the moaning branches of the trees, and
- warned us to avoid delay. Our hurry prevented any
- comment on the encounter with Heathcliff as we
- stretched towards home, but I divined instinctively that
- Catherine's heart was clouded now in double darkness.
- Her features were so sad they did not seem hers. She
- evidently regarded what she had heard as every syllable
- true.
-
- The master had retired to rest before we came in.
- Cathy stole to his room to inquire how he was; he had
- fallen asleep. She returned, and asked me to sit with
- her in the library. We took our tea together, and after-
- wards she lay down on the rug, and told me not to talk,
- for she was weary. I got a book, and pretended to read.
- As soon as she supposed me absorbed in my occupation
- she recommenced her silent weeping; it appeared, at
- present, her favourite diversion. I suffered her to en-
- joy it a while, then I expostulated, deriding and ridicul-
- ing all Mr. Heathcliff's assertions about his son, as if
- I were certain she would coincide. Alas! I hadn't skill to
- counteract the effect his account had produced; it was
- just what he intended.
-
- "You may be right, Ellen," she answered, "but I shall
- never feel at ease till I know. And I must tell Linton it
- is not my fault that I don't write, and convince him that
- I shall not change."
-
- What use were anger and protestations against her
- silly credulity? We parted that night hostile, but next
-
- day beheld me on the road to Wuthering Heights by the
- side of my wilful young mistress's pony. I couldn't bear
- to witness her sorrow, to see her pale dejected counte-
- nance and heavy eyes; and I yielded, in the faint hope
- that Linton himself might prove, by his reception of
- us, how little of the tale was founded on fact.
- CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-
- The rainy night had ushered in a misty morn-
- ing, half frost, half drizzle, and temporary brooks
- crossed our path, gurgling from the uplands. My feet
- were thoroughly wetted. I was cross and low---exactly
- the humour suited for making the most of these dis-
- agreeable things. We entered the farmhouse by the
- kitchen way, to ascertain whether Mr. Heathcliff were
- really absent, because I put slight faith in his own affir-
- mation.
-
- Joseph seemed sitting in a sort of elysium alone, be-
- side a roaring fire, a quart of ale on the table near him,
- bristling with large pieces of toasted oat-cake, and his
- black, short pipe in his mouth. Catherine ran to the
- hearth to warm herself. I asked if the master was in.
- My question remained so long unanswered that I
- thought the old man had grown deaf, and repeated it
- louder.
-
- "Na---ay!" he snarled, or rather screamed through
- his nose. "Na---ay! yah muh goa back whear yah coom
- frough."
-
- "Joseph!" cried a peevish voice, simultaneously
- with me, from the inner room. "How often am I to call
- you? There are only a few red ashes now. Joseph! come
- this moment."
-
- Vigorous puffs and a resolute stare into the grate de-
- clared he had no ear for this appeal. The housekeeper
-
- and Hareton were invisible---one gone on an errand,
- and the other at his work probably. We knew Linton's
- tones, and entered.
-
- "Oh, I hope you'll die in a garret, starved to
- death," said the boy, mistaking our approach for that
- of his negligent attendant.
-
- He stopped on observing his error. His cousin flew
- to him.
-
- "Is that you, Miss Linton?" he said, raising his head
- from the arm of the great chair in which he reclined.
-
- "No, don't kiss me; it takes my breath. Dear me! Papa
- said you would call," continued he, after recovering a
- little from Catherine's embrace, while she stood by look-
- ing very contrite. "Will you shut the door, if you please?
- You left it open; and those---those detestable creatures
- won't bring coals to the fire. It's so cold!"
-
- I stirred up the cinders, and fetched a scuttleful my-
- self. The invalid complained of being covered with
- ashes; but he had a tiresome cough, and looked fever-
- ish and ill, so I did not rebuke his temper.
-
- "Well, Linton," murmured Catherine, when his
- corrugated brow relaxed, "are you glad to see me? Can
- I do you any good?"
-
- "Why didn't you come before?" he asked. "You
- should have come, instead of writing. It tired me dread-
-
- fully writing those long letters. I'd far rather have talked
- to you. Now, I can neither bear to talk nor anything
- else. I wonder where Zillah is! Will you"---looking at
- me---"step into the kitchen and see?"
-
- I had received no thanks for my other service, and
- being unwilling to run to and fro at his behest, I re-
- plied,---
-
- "Nobody is out there but Joseph."
-
- "I want to drink," he exclaimed fretfully, turning
- away. "Zillah is constantly gadding off to Gimmerton
- since papa went; it's miserable! And I'm obliged to
- come down here; they resolved never to hear me up-
- stairs."
-
- "Is your father attentive to you, Master Heathcliff?"
- I asked, perceiving Catherine to be checked in her
- friendly advances.
-
- "Attentive? He makes them a little more attentive
- at least," he cried. "The wretches! Do you know, Miss
- Linton, that brute Hareton laughs at me! I hate him!
- Indeed, I hate them all! They are odious beings."
-
- Cathy began searching for some water; she lighted on
- a pitcher in the dresser, filled a tumbler, and brought
- it. He bade her add a spoonful of wine from a bottle on
- the table; and having swallowed a small portion, ap-
- peared more tranquil, and said she was very kind.
-
- "And are you glad to see me?" asked she, reiterating
- her former question, and pleased to detect the faint
- dawn of a smile.
-
- "Yes, I am. It's something new to hear a voice like
- yours!" he replied. "But I have been vexed because you
- wouldn't come. And papa swore it was owing to me.
- He called me a pitiful, shuffling, worthless thing, and
- said you despised me, and if he had been in my place
- he would be more the master of the Grange than your
- father by this time. But you don't despise me, do you,
- Miss-------"
-
- "I wish you would say Catherine, or Cathy," inter-
- rupted my young lady. "Despise you? No! Next to
- papa and Ellen, I love you better than anybody living.
- I don't love Mr. Heathcliff, though, and I dare not come
- when he returns. Will he stay away many days?"
-
- "Not many," answered Linton; "but he goes on to
- the moors frequently since the shooting season com-
- menced, and you might spend an hour or two with me
- in his absence. Do say you will. I think I should not be
- peevish with you. You'd not provoke me, and you'd
- always be ready to help me, wouldn't you?"
-
- "Yes," said Catherine, stroking his long soft hair.
- "If I could only get papa's consent I'd spend half my
- time with you. Pretty Linton! I wish you were my
- brother."
-
- "And then you would like me as well as your father?"
- observed he more cheerfully. "But papa says you
- would love me better than him and all the world if you
- were my wife; so I'd rather you were that."
-
- "No, I should never love anybody better than
- papa," she returned gravely. "And people hate their
- wives sometimes, but not their sisters and brothers; and
- if you were the latter you would live with us, and papa
- would be as fond of you as he is of me."
-
- Linton denied that people ever hated their wives,
- but Cathy affirmed they did, and in her wisdom in-
- stanced his own father's aversion to her aunt. I en-
- deavoured to stop her thoughtless tongue. I couldn't
- succeed till everything she knew was out. Master Heath-
- cliff, much irritated, asserted her relation was false.
-
- "Papa told me, and papa does not tell falsehoods,"
- she answered pertly.
-
- "My papa scorns yours!" cried Linton. "He calls
- him a sneaking fool."
-
- "Yours is a wicked man," retorted Catherine, "and
- you are very naughty to dare to repeat what he says.
- He must be wicked to have made Aunt Isabella leave
- him as she did."
-
- "She didn't leave him," said the boy. "You shan't
- contradict me."
-
- "She did," cried my young lady.
-
- "Well, I'll tell you something," said Linton. "Your
- mother hated your father. Now then."
-
- "Oh!" exclaimed Catherine, too enraged to continue.
-
- "And she loved mine," added he.
-
- "You little liar! I hate you now!" she panted, and her
- face grew red with passion.
-
- "She did! she did!" sang Linton, sinking into the
- recess of his chair, and leaning back his head to enjoy
- the agitation of the other disputant, who stood behind.
-
- "Hush, Master Heathcliff!" I said. "That's your
- father's tale too, I suppose."
-
- "It isn't. You hold your tongue!" he answered.---
-
- "She did! she did, Catherine! She did! she did!"
- Cathy, beside herself, gave the chair a violent push,
- and caused him to fall against one arm. He was im-
- mediately seized by a suffocating cough that soon ended
- his triumph. It lasted so long that it frightened even me.
- As to his cousin, she wept with all her might, aghast at
- the mischief she had done, though she said nothing. I
- held him till the fit exhausted itself. Then he thrust me
- away, and leant his head down silently. Catherine
- quelled her lamentations also, took a seat opposite, and
- looked solemnly into the fire.
-
- "How do you feel now, Master Heathcliff?" I in-
- quired, after waiting ten minutes.
-
- "I wish she felt as I do," he replied---"spiteful, cruel
- thing! Hareton never touches me; he never struck me
- in his life. And I was better to-day; and there-----" His
- voice died in a whimper.
-
- "I didn't strike you!" muttered Cathy, chewing her
- lip to prevent another burst of emotion.
-
- He sighed and moaned like one under great suffer-
- ing, and kept it up for a quarter of an hour, on purpose
- to distress his cousin, apparently, for whenever he
- caught a stifled sob from her he put renewed pain and
- pathos into the inflections of his voice.
-
- "I'm sorry I hurt you, Linton," she said at length,
- racked beyond endurance. "But I couldn't have been
- hurt by that little push, and I had no idea that you could
- either. You're not much, are you, Linton? Don't let
- me go home thinking I've done you harm. Answer!
- Speak to me!"
-
- "I can't speak to you," he murmured. "You've hurt
- me so that I shall lie awake all night choking with this
- cough. If you had it you'd know what it was; but you'll
- be comfortably asleep while I'm in agony, and nobody
- near me. I wonder how you would like to pass those
- fearful nights." And he began to wail aloud, for very
- pity of himself.
-
- "Since you are in the habit of passing dreadful
- nights," I said, "it won't be miss who spoils your ease;
- you'd be the same had she never come. However, she
- shall not disturb you again; and perhaps you'll get
- quieter when we leave you."
-
- "Must I go?" asked Catherine dolefully, bending
- over him. "Do you want me to go, Linton?"
-
- "You can't alter what you've done," he replied pet-
- tishly, shrinking from her, "unless you alter it for the
- worse by teasing me into a fever."
-
- "Well, then, I must go?" she repeated.
-
- "Let me alone, at least," said he. "I can't bear your
- talking."
-
- She lingered, and resisted my persuasions to depar-
- ture a tiresome while; but as he neither looked up nor
- spoke, she finally made a movement to the door, and I
- followed. We were recalled by a scream. Linton had slid
- from his seat on to the hearth-stone, and lay writhing in
- the mere perverseness of an indulged plague of a child,
- determined to be as grievous and harassing as it can. I
- thoroughly gauged his disposition from his behaviour,
- and saw at once it would be folly to attempt humouring
- him. Not so my companion. She ran back in terror,
- knelt down, and cried, and soothed, and entreated, till
- he grew quiet from lack of breath, by no means from
- compunction at distressing her.
-
- "I shall lift him on to the settle," I said, "and he may
- roll about as he pleases. We can't stop to watch him.
- I hope you are satisfled, Miss Cathy, that you are not
- the person to benefit him, and that his condition
- of health is not occasioned by attachment to you. Now,
- then, there he is! Come away. As soon as he knows
- there is nobody by to care for his nonsense, he'll be
- glad to lie still."
-
- She placed a cushion under his head, and offered him
- some water. He rejected the latter, and tossed uneasily
- on the former, as if it were a stone or a block of wood.
- She tried to put it more comfortably.
-
- "I can't do with that," he said; "it's not high
- enough."
-
- Catherine brought another to lay above it.
-
- "That's too high," murmured the provoking thing.
-
- "How must I arrange it, then?" she asked despair-
- ingly.
-
- He twined himself up to her, as she half knelt by the
- settle, and converted her shoulder into a support.
-
- "No, that won't do," I said. "You'll be content with
- the cushion, Master Heathcliff. Miss has wasted too
- much time on you already; we cannot remain five min-
- utes longer."
-
- "Yes, yes; we can!" replied Cathy. "He's good and
- patient now. He's beginning to think I shall have far
- greater misery than he will to-night if I believe he is the
- worse for my visit, and then I dare not come again.---
- Tell the truth about it, Linton; for I mustn't come if I
- have hurt you."
-
- "You must come, to cure me," he answered. "You
- ought to come, because you have hurt me; you know
- you have extremely. I was not as ill when you entered
- as I am at present---was I?"
-
- "But you've made yourself ill by crying and being
- in a passion."
-
- "I didn't do it all," said his cousin. "However, we'll
- be friends now. And you want me---you would wish to
- see me sometimes, really?"
-
- "I told you I did," he replied impatiently. "Sit on
- the settle and let me lean on your knee. That's as
- mamma used to do, whole afternoons together. Sit
- quite still and don't talk; but you may sing a song, if
- you can sing, or you may say a nice long interesting
- ballad---one of those you promised to teach me---or a
- story. I'd rather have a ballad, though. Begin."
-
- Catherine repeated the longest she could remember.
- The employment pleased both mightily. Linton would
- have another, and after that another, notwithstanding
- my strenuous objections; and so they went on until the
-
- clock struck twelve, and we heard Hareton in the
- court, returning for his dinner.
-
- "And to-morrow, Catherine---will you be here to-
- morrow?" asked young Heathcliff, holding her frock
- as she rose reluctantly.
-
- "No," I answered, "nor next day neither." She,
- however, gave a different response evidently, for his
- forehead cleared as she stooped and whispered in his
- ear.
-
- "You won't go to-morrow, recollect, miss," I com-
- menced, when we were out of the house. "You are not
- dreaming of it, are you?"
-
- She smiled.
-
- "Oh, I'll take good care," I continued. "I'll have that
- lock mended, and you can escape by no way else."
-
- "I can get over the wall," she said, laughing. "The
- Grange is not a prison, Ellen, and you are not my ga-
- oler. And besides, I'm almost seventeen; I'm a woman.
- And I'm certain Linton would recover quickly if he had
- me to look after him. I'm older than he is, you know,
- and wiser---less childish, am I not? And he'll soon do as
- I direct him, with some slight coaxing. He's a pretty
- little darling when he's good. I'd make such a pet of him
- if he were mine. We should never quarrel, should we,
- after we were used to each other? Don't you like him,
- Ellen?"
-
- "Like him!" I exclaimed. "The worst-tempered bit
- of a sickly slip that ever struggled into its teens. Hap-
- pily, as Mr. Heathcliff conjectured, he'll not win twenty.
- I doubt whether he'll see spring, indeed. And small
- loss to his family whenever he drops off. And lucky it is
- for us that his father took him: the kinder he was
- treated, the more tedious and selfish he'd be. I'm glad
- you have no chance of having him for a husband,
- Miss Catherine."
-
- My companion waxed serious at hearing this speech.
- To speak of his death so regardlessly wounded her feel-
- ings.
-
- "He's younger than I," she answered, after a pro-
- tracted pause of meditation, "and he ought to live the
- longest. He will---he must live as long as I do. He's as
- strong now as when he first came into the north; I'm
- positive of that. It's only a cold that ails him---the same
- as papa has. You say papa will get better, and why
- shouldn't he?"
-
- "Well, well," I cried, "after all we needn't trouble
- ourselves; for listen, miss---and mind I'll keep my
- word; if you attempt going to Wuthering Heights again,
- with or without me, I shall inform Mr. Linton; and un-
- less he allow it, the intimacy with your cousin must
- not be revived."
-
- "It has been revived," muttered Cathy sulkily.
-
- "Must not be continued, then," I said.
-
- "We'll see," was her reply; and she set off at a gallop,
- leaving me to toil in the rear.
-
- We both reached home before our dinner-time; my
- master supposed we had been wandering through the
- park, and therefore he demanded no explanation of our
- absence. As soon as I entered I hastened to change my
- soaked shoes and stockings, but sitting such a while at
- the Heights had done the mischief. On the succeeding
- morning I was laid up, and during three weeks I re-
- mained incapacitated for attending to my duties---a
- calamity never experienced prior to that period, and
- never, I am thankful to say, since.
-
- My little mistress behaved like an angel in coming
- to wait on me and cheer my solitude. The confinement
- brought me exceedingly low--it is wearisome to a stir-
- ring, active body; but few have slighter reasons for
- complaint than I had. The moment Catherine Ieft Mr.
- Linton's room she appeared at my bedside. Her day
- was divided between us; no amusement usurped a mi-
- nute. She neglected her meals, her studies, and her
- play, and she was the fondest nurse that ever watched.
- She must have had a warm heart, when she Ioved her
- father so, to give so much to me. I said her days were
- divided between us; but the master retired early, and I
- generally needed nothing after six o'clock; thus the
- evening was her own. Poor thing! I never considered
- what she did with herself after tea. And though fre-
- quently, when she looked in to bid me good-night, I
- remarked a fresh colour in her cheeks and a pinkness
- over her slender fingers, instead of fancying the hue
-
- borrowed from a cold ride across the moors, I laid it
- to the charge of a hot fire in the library.
- CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-
- At the close of three weeks I was able to quit my
- chamber and move about the house; and on the
- first occasion of my sitting up in the evening I asked
- Catherine to read to me, because my eyes were weak.
- We were in the library, the master having gone to bed.
- She consented, rather unwillingly, I fancied; and imag-
- ining my sort of books did not suit her, I bade her
- please herself in the choice of what she perused. She
- selected one of her own favourites, and got forward
- steadily about an hour; then came frequent questions.
-
- "Ellen, are not you tired? Hadn't you better lie down
- now? You'll be sick keeping up so long, Ellen."
-
- "No, no, dear; I'm not tired," I returned continually.
- Perceiving me immovable, she essayed another
- method of showing her disrelish for her occupation. It
- changed to yawning and stretching, and---
-
- "Ellen, I'm tired."
-
- "Give over, then, and talk," I answered.
-
- That was worse. She fretted and sighed, and looked at
- her watch till eight, and finally went to her room, com-
- pletely overdone with sleep, judging by her peevish,
- heavy look, and the constant rubbing she inflicted on
- her eyes. The following night she seemed more impa-
- tient still, and on the third from recovering my com-
- pany she complained of a headache and left me. I
-
- thought her conduct odd; and having remained alone
- a long while, I resolved on going and inquiring whether
- she were better, and asking her to come and lie on the
- sofa, instead of upstairs in the dark. No Catherine could
- I discover upstairs, and none below. The servants af-
- firmed they had not seen her. I listened at Mr. Edgar's
- door; all was silence. I returned to her apartment, ex-
- tinguished my candle, and seated myself in the window.
-
- The moon shone bright; a sprinkling of snow cov-
- ered the ground, and I reflected that she might possibly
- have taken it into her head to walk about the garden
- for refreshment. I did detect a figure creeping along
- the inner fence of the park, but it was not my young
- mistress. On its merging into the light I recognized one
- of the grooms. He stood a considerable period, viewing
- the carriage-road through the grounds, then started off
- at a brisk pace, as if he had detected something, and re-
- appeared presently leading miss's pony; and there she
- was, just dismounted, and walking by its side. The man
- took his charge stealthily across the grass towards the
- stable. Cathy entered by the casement window of the
- drawing-room, and glided noiselessly up to where I
- awaited her. She put the door gently to, slipped off her
- snowy shoes, untied her hat, and was proceeding, un-
- conscious of my espionage, to lay aside her mantle,
- when I suddenly rose and revealed myself. The surprise
- petrified her an instant; she uttered an inarticulate ex-
- clamation, and stood fixed.
-
- "My dear Miss Catherine," I began, too vividly im-
- pressed by her recent kindness to break into a scold,
-
- "where have you been riding out at this hour? And
- why should you try to deceive me by telling a tale?
- Where have you been? Speak!"
-
- "To the bottom of the park," she stammered. "I
- didn't tell a tale."
-
- "And nowhere else?" I demanded.
-
- "No," was the muttered reply.
-
- "O Catherine!" I cried sorrowfully. "You know
- you have been doing wrong, or you wouldn't be driven
- to uttering an untruth to me. That does grieve me. I'd
- rather be three months ill than hear you frame a delib-
- erate lie."
-
- She sprang forward, and bursting into tears, threw
- her arms round my neck.
-
- "Well, Ellen, I'm so afraid of you being angry," she
- said. "Promise not to be angry, and you shall know
- the very truth. I hate to hide it."
-
- We sat down in the window-seat. I assured her I
- would not scold, whatever her secret might be, and I
- guessed it, of course; so she commenced,---
-
- "I've been to Wuthering Heights, Ellen, and I've
- never missed going a day since you fell ill, except thrice
- before and twice after you left your room. I gave Mi-
- chael books and pictures to prepare Minny every eve-
-
- ning, and to put her back in the stable. You mustn't
- scold him either, mind. I was at the Heights by half-
- past six, and generally stayed till half-past eight, and
- then galloped home. It was not to amuse myself that I
- went; I was often wretched all the time. Now and then
- I was happy---once in a week perhaps. At first I ex-
- pected there would be sad work persuading you to let
- me keep my word to Linton, for I had engaged to call
- again next day when we quitted him; but as you stayed
- upstairs on the morrow, I escaped that trouble. While
- Michael was refastening the lock of the park door in the
- afternoon, I got possession of the key, and told him how
- my cousin wished me to visit him, because he was sick
- and couldn't come to the Grange, and how papa would
- object to my going; and then I negotiated with him
- about the pony. He is fond of reading, and he thinks of
- leaving soon to get married; so he offered, if I would
- lend him books out of the library, to do what I wished;
- but I preferred giving him my own, and that satisfied
- him better.
-
- "On my second visit Linton seemed in lively spirits,
- and Zillah (that is their housekeeper) made us a clean
- room and a good fire, and told us that, as Joseph was
- out at a prayer-meeting, and Hareton Earnshaw was
- off with his dogs---robbing our woods of pheasants, as I
- heard afterwards---we might do what we liked. She
- brought me some warm wine and gingerbread, and ap-
- peared exceedingly good-natured; and Linton sat in
- the arm-chair, and I in the little rocking-chair on the
- hearth-stone, and we laughed and talked so merrily,
- and found so much to say. We planned where we would
-
- go, and what we would do in summer. I needn't re-
- peat that, because you would call it silly.
-
- "One time, however, we were near quarrelling. He
- said the pleasantest manner of spending a hot July day
- was lying from morning till evening on a bank of heath
- in the middle of the moors, with the bees humming
- dreamily about among the bloom, and the larks singing
- high up overhead, and the blue sky and bright sun shin-
- ing steadily and cloudlessly. That was his most perfect
- idea of heaven's happiness. Mine was rocking in a
- rustling green tree, with a west wind blowing, and
- bright white clouds flitting rapidly above, and not only
- larks, but throstles, and blackbirds, and linnets, and
- cuckoos pouing ou.t music on every side, and the moors
- seen at a distance, broken into cool, dusky dells, but
- close by great swells of long grass undulating in waves
- to the breeze, and woods and sounding water, and the
- whole world awake and wild with joy. He wanted all to
- lie in an ecstasy of peace; I wanted all to sparkle and
- dance in a glorious jubilee. I said his heaven would be
- only half alive, and he said mine would be drunk; I said
- I should fall asleep in his, and he said he could not
- breathe in mine, and began to grow very snappish. At
- last we agreed to try both, as soon as the right weather
- came; and then we kissed each other and were friends.
-
- "After sitting still an hour, I looked at the great room
- with its smooth uncarpeted floor, and thought how nice
- it would be to play in if we removed the table; and I
- asked Linton to call Zillah in to help us, and we'd have
- a game at blind-man's buff. She should try to catch us;
-
- you used to, you know, Ellen. He wouldn't. There was
- no pleasure in it, he said. But he consented to play at
- ball with me. We found two in a cupboard, among a
- heap of old toys, tops, and hoops, and battledores, and
- shuttlecocks. One was marked C. and the other H. I
- wished to have the C., because that stood for Catherine,
- and the H. might be for Heathcliff, his name; but the
- bran came out of H., and Linton didn't like it. I beat
- him constantly, and he got cross again, and coughed,
- and returned to his chair. That night, though, he eas-
- ily recovered his good-humour. He was charmed with
- two or three pretty songs---your songs, Ellen; and when
- I was obliged to go he begged and entreated me to come
- the following evening, and I promised. Minny and I
- went flying home as light as air, and I dreamt of
- Wuthering Heights and my sweet darling cousin till
- morning.
-
- "On the morrow I was sad, partly because you were
- poorly, and partly that I wished my father knew and
- approved of my excursions; but it was beautiful moon-
- light after tea, and as I rode on the gloom cleared. I
- shall have another happy evening, I thought to myself;
- and, what delights me more, my pretty Linton will. I
- trotted up their garden, and was turning round to the
- back, when that fellow Earnshaw met me, took my
- bridle, and bade me go in by the front entrance. He
- patted Minny's neck, and said she was a bonny beast,
- and appeared as if he wanted me to speak to him. I
- only told him to leave my horse alone, or else it would
- kick him. He answered in his vulgar accent, 'It wouldn't
- do mitch hurt if it did,' and surveyed its legs with a
-
- smile. I was half inclined to make it try; however, he
- moved off to open the door, and as he raised the latch
- he looked up to the inscription above, and said, with a
- stupid mixture of awkwardness and elation,---
-
- " 'Miss Catherine, I can read yon now.'
-
- " 'Wonderful!' I exclaimed. 'Pray let us hear you;
- you are grown clever.'
-
- "He spelt, and drawled over by syllables, the name,
- 'Hareton Earnshaw.'
-
- " 'And the flgures?' I cried encouragingly, perceiv-
- ing that he came to a dead halt.
-
- " 'I cannot tell them yet,' he answered.
-
- " 'Oh, you dunce!' I said, laughing heartily at his
- failure.
-
- "The fool stared, with a grin hovering about his lips,
- and a scowl gathering over his eyes, as if uncertain
- whether he might not join in my mirth---whether it
- were not pleasant familiarity, or what it really was,
- contempt. I settled his doubts by suddenly retrieving
- my gravity and desiring him to walk away, for I came
- to see Linton, not him. He reddened---I saw that by
- the moonlight---dropped his hand from the latch, and
- skulked off, a picture of mortified vanity. He imagined
- himself to be as accomplished as Linton, I suppose, be-
-
- cause he could spell his own name, and was mar-
- vellously discomfited that I didn't think the same."
-
- "Stop, Miss Catherine dear!" I interrupted. "I shall
- not scold, but I don't like your conduct there. If you
- had remembered that Hareton was your cousin as
- much as Master Heathcliff, you would have felt how
- improper it was to behave in that way. At least, it was
- praiseworthy ambition for him to desire to be as ac-
- complished as Linton, and probably he did not learn
- merely to show off. You had made him ashamed of his
- ignorance before, I have no doubt, and he wished to
- remedy it and please you. To sneer at his imperfect at-
- tempt was very bad breeding. Had you been brought
- up in his circumstances, would you be less rude? He
- was as quick and as intelligent a child as ever you were,
- and I'm hurt that he should be despised now, because
- that base Heathcliff has treated him so unjustly."
-
- "Well, Ellen, you won't cry about it, will you?" she
- exclaimed, surprised at my earnestness. "But wait, and
- you shall hear if he conned his A B C to please me, and
- if it were worth while being civil to the brute. I entered.
- Linton was lying on the settle, and half got up to wel-
- come me.
-
- " 'I'm ill to-night, Catherine, love,' he said; 'and you
- must have all the talk, and let me listen. Come and sit
- by me. I was sure you wouldn't break your word, and
- I'll make you promise again before you go.'
-
- "I knew now that I mustn't tease him, as he was ill;
- and I spoke softly, and put no questions, and avoided
- irritating him in any way. I had brought some of my
- nicest books for him. He asked me to read a little of
- one, and I was about to comply, when Earnshaw burst
- the door open, having gathered venom with reflection.
- He advanced direct to us, seized Linton by the arm,
- and swung him off the seat.
-
- " 'Get to thy own room!' he said, in a voice almost
- inarticulate with passion; and his face looked swelled
- and furious. 'Take her there if she comes to see thee;
- thou shalln't keep me out of this. Begone wi' ye both!'
-
- "He swore at us, and left Linton no time to answer,
- nearly throwing him into the kitchen; and he clenched
- his fist as I followed, seemingly longing to knock me
- down. I was afraid for a moment, and I let one volume
- fall; he kicked it after me, and shut us out. I heard a
- malignant, crackly laugh by the fire, and turning, be-
- held that odious Joseph standing rubbing his bony
- hands, and quivering.
-
- " 'I wer sure he'd sarve ye out! He's a grand lad!
- He's getten t' raight sperrit in him! He knaws---ay, he
- knaws as weel as I do---who sud be t' maister yonder!
- Ech, ech, ech! He made ye skift properly! Ech, ech,
- ech!'
-
- " 'Where must we go?' I asked of my cousin, disre-
- garding the old wretch's mockery.
-
- "Linton was white and trembling. He was not pretty
- then, Ellen---oh no! He looked frightful, for his thin
- face and large eyes were wrought into an expression of
- frantic, powerless fury. He grasped the handle of the
- door, and shook it; it was fastened inside.
-
- " 'If you don't let me in I'll kill you! if you don't let
- me in I'll kill you!' he rather shrieked than said. 'Devil!
- devil! I'll kill you! I'll kill you!'
-
- "Joseph uttered his croaking laugh again.
-
- " 'Thear, that's t' father!' he cried. 'That's father!
- We've allas summut o' either side in us. Niver heed,
- Hareton, lad---dunnut be 'feared---he cannot get at
- thee!'
-
- "I took hold of Linton's hands and tried to pull him
- away, but he shrieked so shockingly that I dared not
- proceed. At last his cries were choked by a dreadful fit
- of coughing. Blood gushed from his mouth, and he
- fell on the ground. I ran into the yard, sick with terror,
- and called for Zillah as loud as I could. She soon heard
- me. She was milking the cows in a shed behind the barn,
- and hurrying from her work she inquired what there
- was to do. I hadn't breath to explain. Dragging her in,
- I looked about for Linton. Earnshaw had come out to
- examine the mischief he had caused, and he was then
- conveying the poor thing upstairs. Zillah and I ascended
- after him; but he stopped me at the top of the steps, and
- said I shouldn't go in---I must go home. I exclaimed
- that he had killed Linton, and I would enter. Joseph
-
- locked the door, and declared I should do 'no sich stuff,'
- and asked me whether I were 'bahn to be as mad as
- him.' I stood crying till the housekeeper reappeared.
- She affirmed he would be better in a bit, but he couldn't
- do with that shrieking and din; and she took me and
- nearly carried me into the house.
-
- "Ellen, I was ready to tear my hair off my head. I
- sobbed and wept so that my eyes were almost blind; and
- the ruffian you have such sympathy with stood opposite,
- presuming every now and then to bid me 'wisht,' and
- denying that it was his fault; and finally, frightened by
- my assertions that I would tell papa, and that he should
- be put in prison and hanged, he commenced blubbering
- himself, and hurried out to hide his cowardly agitation.
- Still I was not rid of him. When at length they com-
- pelled me to depart, and I had got some hundred
- yards off the premises, he suddenly issued from the
- shadow of the roadside, and checked Minny and took
- hold of me.
-
- " 'Miss Catherine, I'm ill grieved,' he began, 'but it's
- rayther too bad------'
-
- "I gave him a cut with my whip, thinking perhaps he
- would murder me. He let go, thundering one of his hor-
- rid curses, and I galloped home more than half out
- of my senses.
-
- "I didn't bid you good-night that evening, and I
- didn't go to Wuthering Heights the next. I wished to go
- exceedingly, but I was strangely excited, and dreaded
-
- to hear that Linton was dead, sometimes, and some-
- times shuddered at the thought of encountering Hare-
- ton. On the third day I took courage---at least I couldn't
- bear longer suspense, and stole off once more. I went at
- five o'clock, and walked, fancying I might manage to
- creep into the house and up to Linton's room unob-
- served. However, the dogs gave notice of my approach.
- Zillah received me, and saying 'the lad was mend-
- ing nicely,' showed me into a small, tidy, carpeted apart-
- ment, where, to my inexpressible joy, I beheld Linton
- laid on a little sofa, reading one of my books. But he
- would neither speak to me nor look at me through a
- whole hour, Ellen; he has such an unhappy temper.
- And what quite confounded me, when he did open his
- mouth it was to utter the falsehood that I had oc-
- casioned the uproar, and Hareton was not to blame!
- Unable to reply, except passionately, I got up and
- walked from the room. He sent after me a faint 'Cath-
- erine!' He did not reckon on being answered so. But I
- wouldn't turn back; and the morrow was the second
- day on which I stayed at home, nearly determined to
- visit him no more. But it was so miserable going to bed
- and getting up, and never hearing anything about him,
- that my resolution melted into air before it was prop-
- erly formed. It had appeared wrong to take the jour-
- ney once, now it seemed wrong to refrain. Michael
- came to ask if he must saddle Minny; I said 'Yes,' and
- considered myself doing a duty as she bore me over
- the hills. I was forced to pass the front windows to get
- to the court; it was no use trying to conceal my presence.
-
- " 'Young master is in the house,' said Zillah, as she
- saw me making for the parlour. I went in. Earnshaw
- was there also, but he quitted the room directly. Lin-
- ton sat in the great armchair half asleep. Walking up
- to the fire, I began in a serious tone, partly meaning it
- to be true,---
-
- " 'As you don't like me, Linton, and as you think I
- come on purpose to hurt you, and pretend that I do so
- every time, this is our last meeting. Let us say good-bye;
- and tell Mr. Heathcliff that you have no wish to see me,
- and that he mustn't invent any more falsehoods on the
- subject.'
-
- " 'Sit down and take your hat off, Catherine,' he an-
- swered. 'You are so much happier than I am, you ought
- to be better. Papa talks enough of my defects and shows
- enough scorn of me to make it natural I should doubt
- myself. I doubt whether I am not altogether as worth-
- less as he calls me frequently; and then I feel so cross
- and bitter, I hate everybody! I am worthless, and bad in
- temper, and bad in spirit, almost always, and if you
- choose you may say good-bye; you'll get rid of an an-
- noyance. Only, Catherine, do me this justice: believe
- that if I might be as sweet, and as kind, and as good as
- you are, I would be---as willingly, and more so, than
- as happy and as healthy. And believe that your kind-
- ness has made me love you deeper than if I deserved
- your love; and though I couldn't and cannot help show-
- ing my nature to you, I regret it and repent it, and shall
- regret and repent it till I die!'
-
- "I felt he spoke the truth, and I felt I must forgive
- him; and though he should quarrel the next moment,
- I must forgive him again. We were reconciled; but we
- cried, both of us, the whole time I stayed---not entirely
- for sorrow, yet I was sorry Linton had that distorted
- nature. He'll never let his friends be at ease, and he'll
- never be at ease himself. I have always gone to his
- little parlour since that night, because his father re-
- turned the day after.
-
- "About three times, I think, we have been merry and
- hopeful, as we were the first evening; the rest of my
- visits were dreary and troubled---now with his selfish-
- ness and spite, and now with his sufferings; but I've
- learned to endure the former with nearly as little resent-
- ment as the latter. Mr. Heathcliff purposely avoids me;
- I have hardly seen him at all. Last Sunday, indeed, com-
- ing earlier than usual, I heard him abusing poor Lin-
- ton cruelly for his conduct of the night before. I can't
- tell how he knew of it, unless he listened. Linton had
- certainly behaved provokingly. However, it was the
- business of nobody but me, and I interrupted Mr.
- Heathcliff's lecture by entering and telling him so. He
- burst into a laugh, and went away, saying he was glad
- I took that view of the matter. Since then I've told Lin-
- ton he must whisper his bitter things. Now, Ellen, you
- have heard all. I can't be prevented from going to
- Wuthering Heights except by inflicting misery on two
- people; whereas, if you'll only not tell papa, my going
- need disturb the tranquillity of none. You'll not tell,
- will you? It will be very heartless if you do."
-
- "I'll make up my mind on that point by to-morrow,
- Miss Catherine," I replied. "It requires some study;
- and so I'll leave you to your rest, and go think it over."
-
- I thought it over aloud, in my master's presence,
- walking straight from her room to his, and relating the
- whole story, with the exception of her conversations
- with her cousin, and any mention of Hareton. Mr. Lin-
- ton was alarmed and distressed, more than he would
- acknowledge to me. In the morning Catherine learned
- my betrayal of her confidence, and she learned also
- that her secret visits were to end. In vain she wept and
- writhed against the interdict, and implored her father to
- have pity on Linton. All she got to comfort her was a
- promise that he would write and give him leave to come
- to the Grange when he pleased, but explaining that he
- must no longer expect to see Catherine at Wuthering
- Heights. Perhaps, had he been aware of his nephew's
- disposition and state of health, he would have seen fit
- to withhold even that slight consolation.
- CHAPTER XXV.
-
-
- These things happened last winter, sir," said Mrs.
- Dean---"hardly more than a year ago. Last winter
- I did not think, at another twelve months' end, I should
- be amusing a stranger to the family with relating them!
- Yet who knows how long you'll be a stranger? You're
- too young to rest always contented, living by yourself,
- and I some way fancy no one could see Catherine Lin-
- ton and not love her. You smile; but why do you look
- so lively and interested when I talk about her? and why
- have you asked me to hang her picture over your fire-
- place? and why------"
-
- "Stop, my good friend!" I cried. "It may be very
- possible that I should love her, but would she love me?
- I doubt it too much to venture my tranquillity by run-
- ning into temptation. And then my home is not here.
- I'm of the busy world, and to its arms I must return.
- Go on. Was Catherine obedient to her father's com-
- mands?"
-
- "She was," continued the housekeeper. "Her affec-
- tion for him was still the chief sentiment in her heart;
- and he spoke without anger---he spoke in the deep ten-
- derness of one about to leave his treasure amid perils
- and foes, where his remembered words would be the
- only aid that he could bequeath to guide her. He said
- to me a few days afterwards,---
-
- " 'I wish my nephew would write, Ellen, or call.
- Tell me sincerely what you think of him. Is he changed
-
- for the better, or is there a prospect of improvement as
- he grows a man?'
-
- " 'He's very delicate, sir,' I replied, 'and scarcely
- likely to reach manhood; but this I can say, he does not
- resemble his father. And if Miss Catherine had the mis-
- fortune to marry him, he would not be beyond her con-
- trol, unless she were extremely and foolishly indulgent.
- However, master, you'll have plenty of time to get ac-
- quainted with him, and see whether he would suit her.
- It wants four years and more to his being of age.'
-
- Edgar sighed, and walking to the window, looked out
- towards Gimmerton Kirk. It was a misty afternoon,
- but the February sun shone dimly, and we could just
- distinguish the two fir-trees in the yard, and the sparely
- scattered gravestones.
-
- "I've prayed often," he half soliloquized, "for the
- approach of what is coming, and now I begin to shrink
- and fear it. I thought the memory of the hour I came
- down that glen a bridegroom would be less sweet than
- the anticipation that I was soon, in a few months, or
- possibly weeks, to be carried up and laid in its lonely
- hollow. Ellen, I've been very happy with my little
- Cathy; through winter nights and summer days she was
- a living hope at my side. But I've been as happy musing
- by myself among those stones, under that old church,
- lying through the long June evenings on the green
- mound of her mother's grave, and wishing, yearning
- for the time when I might lie beneath it. What can I
- do for Cathy? How must I quit her? I'd not care one
-
- moment for Linton being Heathcliff's son, nor for his
- taking her from me, if he could console her for my loss.
- I'd not care that Heathcliff gained his ends, and tri-
- umphed in robbing me of my last blessing. But should
- Linton be unworthy---only a feeble tool to his father---
- I cannot abandon her to him. And, hard though it be
- to crush her buoyant spirit, I must persevere in making
- her sad while I live, and leaving her solitary when I die.
- Darling! I'd rather resign her to God, and lay her in the
- earth before me."
-
- "Resign her to God as it is, sir," I answered; "and
- if we should lose you---which may He forbid---under
- His providence I'll stand her friend and counsellor to
- the last. Miss Catherine is a good girl; I don't fear that
- she will go wilfully wrong; and people who do their
- duty are always finally rewarded."
-
- Spring advanced, yet my master gathered no real
- strength, though he resumed his walks in the grounds
- with his daughter. To her inexperienced notions this
- itself was a sign of convalescence. And then his cheek
- was often flushed, and his eyes were bright; she felt
- sure of his recovery. On her seventeenth birthday he
- did not visit the churchyard. It was raining, and I ob-
- served,---
-
- "You'll surely not go out to-night, sir?"
- He answered,---
-
- "No, I'll defer it this year a little longer."
-
- He wrote again to Linton, expressing his great desire
- to see him; and had the invalid been presentable, I've
- no doubt his father would have permitted him to come.
- As it was, being instructed, he returned an answer, inti-
- mating that Mr. Heathcliff objected to his calling at
- the Grange; but his uncle's kind remembrance delighted
- him, and he hoped to meet him sometimes in his ram-
- bles, and personaliy to petition that his cousin and he
- might not remain long so utterly divided.
-
- That part of his letter was simple and probably his
- own. Heathcliff knew he could plead eloquently for
- Catherine's company, then.
-
- "I do not ask," he said, "that she may visit here, but
- am I never to see her because my father forbids me to
- go to her home, and you forbid her to come to mine?
- Do, now and then, ride with her towards the Heights,
- and let us exchange a few words in your presence. We
- have done nothing to deserve this separation; and you
- are not angry with me---you have no reason to dislike
- me, you allow, yourself. Dear uncle, send me a kind
- note to-morrow, and leave to join you anywhere you
- please, except at Thrushcross Grange. I believe an in-
- terview would convince you that my father's character
- is not mine. He affirms I am more your nephew than
- his son; and though I have faults which render me un-
- worthy of Catherine, she has excused them, and for her
- sake you should also. You inquire after my health. It
- is better; but while I remain cut off from all hope, and
- doomed to solitude or the society of those who never
-
- did and never will like me, how can I be cheerful and
- well?"
-
- Edgar, though he felt for the boy, could not consent
- to grant his request, because he could not accompany
- Catherine. He said in summer perhaps they might meet.
- Meantime he wished him to continue writing at inter-
- vals, and engaged to give him what advice and comfort
- he was able by letter, being well aware of his hard posi-
- tion in his family. Linton complied, and had he been
- unrestrained, would probably have spoiled all by filling
- his epistles with complaints and lamentations; but his
- father kept a sharp watch over him, and of course in-
- sisted on every line that my master sent being shown.
- So, instead of penning his peculiar personal sufferings
- and distresses, the themes constantly uppermost in his
- thoughts, he harped on the cruel obligation of being
- held asunder from his friend and love, and gently inti-
- mated that Mr. Linton must allow an interview soon,
- or he should fear he was purposely deceiving him with
- empty promises.
-
- Cathy was a powerful ally at home, and between
- them they at length persuaded my master to acquiesce
- in their having a ride or a walk together about once a
- week, under my guardianship, and on the moors nearest
- the Grange---for June found him still declining. Though
- he had set aside yearly a portion of his income for my
- young lady's fortune, he had a natural desire that she
- might retain---or at least return in a short time to---
- the house of her ancestors; and he considered her only
- prospect of doing that was by a union with his heir.
-
- He had no idea that the latter was failing almost as fast
- as himself, nor had any one, I believe. No doctor visited
- the Heights, and no one saw Master Heathcliff to make
- report of his condition among us. I, for my part, began
- to fancy my forebodings were false, and that he must
- be actually rallying, when he mentioned riding and
- walking on the moors, and seemed so earnest in pursu-
- ing his object. I could not picture a father treating a dy-
- ing child as tyrannically and wickedly as I afterwards
- learned Heathcliff had treated him, to compel this ap-
- parent eagerness, his efforts redoubling the more im-
- minently his avaricious and unfeeling plans were threat-
- ened with defeat by death.
- CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-
- Summer was already past its prime when Edgar
- reluctantly yielded his assent to their entreaties,
- and Catherine and I set out on our first ride to join her
- cousin. It was a close, sultry day, devoid of sunshine,
- but with a sky too dappled and hazy to threaten rain;
- and our place of meeting had been fixed at the guide-
- stone by the crossroads. On arriving there, however,
- a little herd-boy, dispatched as a messenger, told us
- that---
-
- "Maister Linton wer just o' this side th' Heights, and
- he'd be mitch obleeged to us to gang on a bit further."
-
- "Then Master Linton has forgot the first injunction
- of his uncle," I observed. "He bade us keep on the
- Grange land, and here we are off at once."
-
- "Well, we'll turn our horses' heads round when we
- reach him," answered my companion; "our excursion
- shall lie towards home."
-
- But when we reached him, and that was scarcely a
- quarter of a mile from his own door, we found he had
- no horse, and we were forced to dismount and leave
- ours to graze. He lay on the heath awaiting our ap-
- proach, and did not rise till we came within a few
- yards. Then he walked so feebly, and looked so pale,
- that I immediately exclaimed,---
-
- "Why, Master Heathcliff, you are not fit for enjoying
- a ramble this morning. How ill you do look!"
-
- Catherine surveyed him with grief and astonishment.
- She changed the ejaculation of joy on her lips to one of
- alarm, and the congratulation on their long-postponed
- meeting to an anxious inquiry whether he were worse
- than usual.
-
- "No; better---better!" he panted, trembling, and re-
- taining her hand as if he needed its support, while his
- large blue eyes wandered timidly over her, the hollow-
- ness round them transforming to haggard wildness the
- languid expression they once possessed.
-
- "But you have been worse," persisted his cousin---
-
- "worse than when I saw you last. You are thinner,
- and------"
-
- "I'm tired," he interrupted hurriedly. "It is too hot
- for walking; let us rest here. And in the morning I often
- feel sick. Papa says I grow so fast."
-
- Badly satisfied, Cathy sat down, and he reclined be-
- side her.
-
- "This is something like your paradise," said she,
- making an effort at cheerfulness. "You recollect the two
- days we agreed to spend in the place and way each
- thought pleasantest? This is nearly yours, only there
- are clouds; but then they are so soft and mellow, it is
-
- nicer than sunshine. Next week, if you can, we'll ride
- down to the Grange Park and try mine."
-
- Linton did not appear to remember what she talked
- of, and he had evidently great difficulty in sustaining
- any kind of conversation. His lack of interest in the sub-
- jects she started, and his equal incapacity to contribute
- to her entertainment, were so obvious that she could
- not conceal her disappointment. An indefinite altera-
- tion had come over his whole person and manner. The
- pettishness that might be caressed into fondness had
- yielded to a listless apathy; there was less of the peevish
- temper of a child which frets and teases on purpose to
- be soothed, and more of the self-absorbed moroseness
- of a confirmed invalid, repelling consolation, and ready
- to regard the good-humoured mirth of others as an in-
- sult. Catherine perceived, as well as I did, that he held
- it rather a punishment than a gratification to endure
- our company, and she made no scruple of proposing,
- presently, to depart. That proposal unexpectedly roused
- Linton from his lethargy, and threw him into a strange
- state of agitation. He glanced fearfully towards the
- Heights, begging she would remain another half-hour at
- least.
-
- "But I think," said Cathy, "you'd be more comfort-
- able at home than sitting here; and I cannot amuse you
- to-day, I see, by my tales, and songs, and chatter. You
- have grown wiser than I in these six months; you have
- little taste for my diversions now---or else, if I could
- amuse you, I'd willingly stay."
-
- "Stay to rest yourself," he replied. "And, Catherine,
- don't think or say that I'm very unwell. It is the heavy
- weather and heat that make me dull; and I walked
- about, before you came, a great deal for me. Tell uncle
- I'm in tolerable health, will you?"
-
- "I'll tell him that you say so, Linton. I couldn't af-
- firm that you are," observed my young lady, wondering
- at his pertinacious assertion of what was evidently an
- untruth.
-
- "And be here again next Thursday," continued he,
- shunning her puzzled gaze. "And give him my thanks
- for permitting you to come---my best thanks, Catherine.
- And---and if you did meet my father, and he asked you
- about me, don't lead him to suppose that I've been ex-
- tremely silent and stupid. Don't look sad and downcast,
- as you are doing; he'll be angry."
-
- "I care nothing for his anger," exclaimed Cathy,
- imagining she would be its object.
-
- "But I do," said her cousin, shuddering. "Don't pro-
- voke him against me, Catherine, for he is very hard."
-
- "Is he severe to you, Master Heathcliff?" I inquired.
-
- "Has he grown weary of indulgence, and passed from
- passive to active hatred?"
-
- Linton looked at me, but did not answer; and after
- keeping her seat by his side another ten minutes, during
-
- which his head fell drowsily on his breast, and he ut-
- tered nothing except suppressed moans of exhaustion
- or pain, Cathy began to seek solace in looking for bil-
- berries, and sharing the produce of her researches with
- me. She did not offer them to him, for she saw further
- notice would only weary and annoy.
-
- "Is it half an hour now, Ellen?" she whispered in my
- ear at last. "I can't tell why we should stay. He's asleep,
- and papa will be wanting us back."
-
- "Well, we must not leave him asleep," I answered.
-
- "Wait till he wakes, and be patient. You were mighty
- eager to set off, but your longing to see poor Linton has
- soon evaporated."
-
- "Why did he wish to see me?" returned Catherine.
-
- "In his crossest humours, formerly, I liked him better
- than I do in his present curious mood. It's just as if it
- were a task he was compelled to perform---this inter-
- view---for fear his father should scold him. But I'm
- hardly going to come to give Mr. Heathcliff pleasure,
- whatever reason he may have for ordering Linton to
- undergo this penance. And though I'm glad he's better
- in health, I'm sorry he's so much Iess pleasant, and so
- much less affectionate to me."
-
- "You think he is better in health, then?" I said.
-
- "Yes," she answered, "because he always made such
- a great deal of his sufferings, you know. He is not toler-
- ably well, as he told me to tell papa; but he's better, very
- likely."
-
- "There you differ with me, Miss Cathy," I remarked.
-
- "I should conjecture him to be far worse."
-
- Linton here started from his slumber in bewildered
- terror, and asked if any one had called his name.
-
- "No," said Catherine, "unless in dreams. I cannot
- conceive how you manage to doze out of doors, in the
- morning."
-
- "I thought I heard my father," he gasped, glancing
- up to the frowning nab above us. "You are sure no-
- body spoke?"
-
- "Quite sure," replied his cousin. "Only Ellen and I
- were disputing concerning your health. Are you truly
- stronger, Linton, than when we separated in winter?
- If you be, I'm certain one thing is not stronger---your
- regard for me. Speak! Are you?"
-
- The tears gushed from Linton's eyes as he answered,
-
- "Yes, yes, I am!" And still under the spell of the imag-
- inary voice, his gaze wandered up and down to detect
- its owner.
-
- Cathy rose. "For to-day we must part," she said.
-
- "And I won't conceal that I have been sadly disap-
- pointed with our meeting, though I'll mention it to no-
- body but you---not that I stand in awe of Mr. Heath-
- cliff."
-
- "Hush!" murmured Linton; "for God's sake, hush!
- He's coming." And he clung to Catherine's arm, striv-
- ing to detain her; but at that announcement she hastily
- disengaged herself and whistled to Minny, who obeyed
- her like a dog.
-
- "I'll be here next Thursday," she cried, springing to
- the saddle. "Good-bye.---Quick, Ellenl"
- And so we left him, scarcely conscious of our depar-
- ture, so absorbed was he in anticipating his father's
- approach.
-
- Before we reached home, Catherine's displeasure
- softened into a perplexed sensation of pity and regret,
- largely blended with vague, uneasy doubts about Lin-
- ton's actual circumstances, physical and social, in
- which I partook, though I counselled her not to say
- much, for a second journey would make us better
- judges. My master requested an account of our ongo-
- ings. His nephew's offering of thanks was duly deliv-
- ered, Miss Cathy gently touching on the rest. I also
- threw little light on his inquiries, for I hardly knew
- what to hide and what to reveal.
- CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-
- Seven days glided away, every one marking its
- course by the henceforth rapid alteration of Edgar
- Linton's state. The havoc that months had previously
- wrought was now emulated by the inroads of hours.
- Catherine we would fain have deluded yet, but her own
- quick spirit refused to delude her; it divined in secret,
- and brooded on the dreadful probability, gradually rip-
- ening into certainty. She had not the heart to mention
- her ride when Thursday came round. I mentioned it for
- her, and obtained permission to order her out of doors;
- for the library, where her father stopped a short time
- daily---the brief period he could bear to sit up---and
- his chamber, had become her whole world. She grudged
- each moment that did not find her bending over his
- pillow or seated by his side. Her countenance grew
- wan with watching and sorrow, and my master gladly
- dismissed her to what he flattered himself would be a
- happy change of scene and society, drawing comfort
- from the hope that she would not now be left entirely
- alone after his death.
-
- He had a fixed idea, I guessed by several observa-
- tions he let fall, that, as his nephew resembled him in
- person, he would resemble him in mind, for Linton's
- litters bore few or no indications of his defective char-
- acters. And I, through pardonable weakness, refrained
- from correcting the error, asking myself what good
- there would be in disturbing his last moments with in-
- formation that he had neither power nor opportunity
- to turn to account.
-
- We deferred our excursion till the afternoon---a
- golden afternoon of August, every breath from the hills
- so full of life that it seemed, whoever respired it, though
- dying, might revive. Catherine's face was just like the
- landscape---shadows and sunshine flitting over it in
- rapid succession; but the shadows rested longer, and
- the sunshine was more transient; and her poor little
- heart reproached itself for even that passing forgetful-
- ness of its cares.
-
- We discerned Linton watching at the same spot he
- had selected before. My young mistress alighted, and
- told me that, as she was resolved to stay a very little
- while, I had better hold the pony and remain on horse-
- back; but I dissented. I wouldn't risk losing sight of
- the charge committed to me a minute, so we climbed
- the slope of heath together. Master Heathcliff received
- us with greater animation on this occasion---not the
- animation of high spirits though, nor yet of joy; it
- looked more like fear.
-
- "It is late," he said, speaking short and with diffi-
- culty. "Is not your father very ill? I thought you
- wouldn't come."
-
- "Why won't you be candid?" cried Catherine, swal-
- lowing her greeting. "Why cannot you say at once you
- don't want me? It is strange, Linton, that for the second
- time you have brought me here on purpose, apparently,
- to distress us both, and for no reason besides."
-
- Linton shivered, and glanced at her, half supplicat-
- ing, half ashamed; but his cousin's patience was not
- sufficient to endure this enigmatical behaviour.
-
- "My father is very ill," she said; "and why am I
- called from his bedside? Why didn't you send to ab-
- solve me from my promise when you wished I wouldn't
- keep it? Come! I desire an explanation; playing and
- trifling are completely banished out of my mind, and I
- can't dance attendance on your affectations now!"
-
- "My affectations!" he murmured; "what are they?
- For Heaven's sake, Catherine, don't look so angryl
- Despise me as much as you please. I am a worthless,
- cowardly wretch---I can't be scorned enough; but I'm
- too mean for your anger. Hate my father, and spare me
- for contempt."
-
- "Nonsense!" cried Catherine in a passion. "Foolish,
- silly boy! And there! he trembles, as if I were really go-
- ing to touch him! You needn't bespeak contempt, Lin-
- ton; anybody will have it spontaneously at your service.
- Get off! I shall return home. It is folly dragging you
- from the hearthstone, and pretending---what do we
- pretend? Let go my frock! If I pitied you for crying
- and looking so very frightened, you should spurn such
- pity.---Ellen, tell him how disgraceful this conduct is.
- ---Rise, and don't degrade yourself into an abject rep-
- tile--don't!"
-
- With streaming face and an expression of agony Lin-
- ton had thrown his nerveless frame along the ground.
- He seemed convulsed with exquisite terror.
-
- "Oh!" he sobbed, "I cannot bear it! Catherine, Cath-
- erine, I'm a traitor too, and I dare not tell you! But leave
- me, and I shall be kiljed! Dear Catherine, my life is in
- your hands; and you have said you loved me, and if
- you did, it wouldn't harm you. You'll not go then, kind,
- sweet, good Catherine? And perhaps you will consent
- ---and he'll let me die with you!"
-
- My young lady, on witnessing his intense anguish,
- stooped to raise him. The old feeling of indulgent
- tenderness overcame her vexation, and she grew thor-
- oughly moved and alarmed.
-
- "Consent to what?" she asked. "To stay? Tell me
- the meaning of this strange talk, and I will. You con-
- tradict your own words and distract me. Be calm and
- frank, and confess at once all that weighs on your heart.
- You wouldn't injure me, Linton, would you? You
- wouldn't let any enemy hurt me, if you could prevent
- it? I'll believe you are a coward for yourself, but not a
- cowardly betrayer of your best friend."
-
- "But my father threatened me," gasped the boy,
- clasping his attenuated fingers, "and I dread him---I
- dread him! I dare not tell!"
-
- "Oh, well," said Catherine, with scornful compas-
- sion, "keep your secret. I'm no coward. Save yourself.
- I'm not afraid."
-
- Her magnanimity provoked his tears. He wept wildly,
- kissing her supporting hands, and yet could not sum-
- mon courage to speak out. I was cogitating what the
- mystery might be, and determined Catherine should
- never suffer to benefit him or any one else, by my good-
- will, when, hearing a rustle among the ling, I looked
- up and saw Mr. Heathcliff almost close upon us, de-
- scending the Heights. He didn't cast a glance towards
- my companions, though they were sufficiently near for
- Linton's sobs to be audible, but hailing me in the al-
- most hearty tone he assumed to none besides, and the
- sincerity of which I couldn't avoid doubtiing, he said,---
-
- "It is something to see you so near to my house, Nelly.
- How are you at the Grange? Let us hear. The rumour
- goes," he added in a lower tone, "that Edgar Linton
- is on his deathbed; perhaps they exaggerate his illness?"
-
- "No. My master is dying," I replied; "it is true
- enough. A sad thing it will be for us all, but a blessing
- for him."
-
- "How long will he last, do you think?" he asked.
-
- "I don't know," I said.
-
- "Because," he continued, looking at the two young
- people, who were fixed under his eye---Linton ap-
-
- peared as if he could not venture to stir or raise his
- head, and Catherine could not move on his account---
- "because that lad yonder seems determined to beat me,
- and I'd thank his uncle to be quick and go before him.
- Hullo! has the whelp been playing that game long? I
- did give him some lessons about snivelling. Is he pretty
- lively with Miss Linton generally?"
-
- "Lively? No; he has shown the greatest distress," I
- answered. "To see him, I should say that, instead of
- rambling with his sweetheart on the hills, he ought to
- be in bed, under the hands of a doctor."
-
- "He shall be in a day or two," muttered Heathcliff.
- "But first------ Get up, Linton! get up!" he shouted.
- "Don't grovel on the ground there. Up, this moment!"
-
- Linton had sunk prostrate again in another paroxysm
- of helpless fear, caused by his father's glance towards
- him, I suppose; there was nothing else to produce such
- humiliation. He made several efforts to obey, but his
- little strength was annihilated for the time, and he fell
- back again with a moan. Mr. Heathcliff advanced, and
- lifted him to lean against a ridge of turf.
-
- "Now," said he, with curbed ferocity, "I'm getting
- angry, and if you don't command that paltry spirit of
- yours------Damn you! get up directly!"
-
- "I will, father," he panted. "Only let me alone, or I
- shall faint. I've done as you wished, I'm sure. Cathernie
-
- will tell you that I---that I---have been cheerful---Ah!
- keep by me, Catherine. Give me your hand."
-
- "Take mine," said his father. "Stand on your feet.
- There now; she'll lend you her arm. That's right; look
- at her.---You would imagine I was the devil himself,
- Miss Linton, to excite such horror. Be so kind as to
- walk home with him, will you? He shudders if I touch
- him."
-
- "Linton dear!" whispered Catherine, "I can't go to
- Wuthering Heights; papa has forbidden me. He'll not
- harm you. Why are you so afraid?"
-
- "I can never re-enter that house," he answered. "I'm
- not to re-enter it without you."
-
- "Stop!" cried his father. "We'll respect Catherine's
- filial scruples---Nelly, take him in, and l'll follow your
- advice concerning the doctor without delay."
-
- "You'll do well," replied I. "But I must remain with
- my mistress; to mind your son is not my business."
-
- "You are very stiff," said Heathcliff---"I know that;
- but you'll force me to pinch the baby and make it
- scream before it moves your charity.---Come, then,
- my hero. Are you willing to return, escorted by me?"
-
- He approached once more, and made as if he would
- seize the fragile being; but, shrinking back, Linton
- clung to his cousin, and implored her to accompany
-
- him, with a frantic importunity that admitted no denial.
- However I disapproved, I couldn't hinder her. Indeed,
- how could she have refused him herself? What was fill-
- ing him with dread we had no means of discerning; but
- there he was, powerless under its gripe, and any addi-
- tion seemed capable of shocking him into idiocy. We
- reached the threshold. Catherine walked in, and I stood
- waiting till she had conducted the invalid to a chair,
- expecting her out immediately, when Mr. Heathcliff,
- pushing me forward, exclaimed,---
-
- "My house is not stricken with the plague, Nelly,
- and I have a mind to be hospitable to-day. Sit down, and
- allow me to shut the door."
-
- He shut and locked it also. I started.
-
- "You shall have tea before you go home," he added.
- "I am by myself. Hareton is gone with some cattle to
- the Lees, and Zillah and Joseph are off on a journey
- of pleasure; and though I'm used to being alone, I'd
- rather have some interesting company, if I can get it.
- ---Miss Linton, take your seat by him. I give you what
- I have; the present is hardly worth accepting, but I have
- nothing else to offer. It is Linton I mean. How she does
- stare! It's odd what a savage feeling I have to anything
- that seems afraid of me. Had I been born where laws
- are less strict and tastes less dainty, I should treat my-
- self to a slow vivisection of those two as an evening's
- amusement."
-
- He drew in his breath, struck the table, and swore to
- himself, "By hell, I hate them!"
-
- "I'm not afraid of you!" exclaimed Catherine, who
- could not hear the latter part of his speech. She stepped
- close up, her black eyes flashing with passion and reso-
- lution. "Give me that key. I will have it!" she said. "I
- wouldn't eat or drink here if I were starving."
-
- Heathcliff had the key in his hand that remained on
- the table. He looked up, seized with a sort of surprise
- at her boldness, or possibly reminded by her voice and
- glance of the person from whom she had inherited it.
- She snatched at the instrument, and half succeeded in
- getting it out of his loosened fingers; but her action
- recalled him to the present---he recovered it speedily.
-
- "Now, Catherine Linton," he said, "stand off, or I
- shall knock you down, and that will make Mrs. Dean
- mad."
-
- Regardless of this warning, she captured his closed
- hand and its contents again. "We will go!" she repeated,
- exerting her utmost efforts to cause the iron muscles
- to relax; and finding that her nails made no impression,
- she applied her teeth pretty sharply. Heathcliff glanced
- at me a glance that kept me from interfering a moment.
- Catherine was too intent on his fingers to notice his
- face. He opened them suddenly, and resigned the ob-
- ject of dispute; but ere she had well secured it, he seized
- her with the liberated hand, and pulling her on his knee,
- administered with the other a shower of terrific slaps
-
- on both sides of the head, each sufficient to have ful-
- filled his threat, had she been able to fall.
-
- At this diabolical violence I rushed on him furiously.
- "You villain!" I began to cry, "you villain!" A touch
- on the chest silenced me. I am stout, and soon put out
- of breath; and what with that and the rage, I staggered
- dizzily back, and felt ready to suffocate or to burst a
- blood-vessel. The scene was over in two minutes. Cath-
- erine, released, put her two hands to her temples, and
- looked just as if she were not sure whether her ears
- were off or on. She trembled like a reed, poor thing,
- and leant against the table perfectly bewildered.
-
- "I know how to chastise children, you see," said the
- scoundrel grimly, as he stooped to repossess himself of
- the key, which had dropped to the floor. "Go to Linton
- now, as I told you, and cry at your ease. I shall be your
- father to-morrow---all the father you'll have in a few
- days---and you shall have plenty of that. You can bear
- plenty; you're no weakling. You shall have a daily taste,
- if I catch such a devil of a temper in your eyes again!"
-
- Cathy ran to me instead of Linton, and knelt down
- and put her burning cheek on my lap, weeping aloud.
- Her cousin had shrunk into a corner of the settle, as
- quiet as a mouse, congratulating himself, I dare say,
- that the correction had lighted on another than him.
- Mr. Heathcliff, perceiving us all confounded, rose, and
- expeditiously made the tea himself. The cups and sau-
- cers were laid ready. He poured it out, and handed me
- a cup.
-
- "Wash away your spleen," he said. "And help your
- own naughty pet and mine. It is not poisoned, though
- I prepared it. I'm going out to seek your horses."
-
- Our first thought, on his departure, was to force an
- exit somewhere. We tried the kitchen door, but that
- was fastened outside. We looked at the windows; they
- were too narrow for even Cathy's little figure.
-
- "Master Linton," I cried, seeing we were regularly
- imprisoned, "you know what your diabolical father is
- after, and you shall tell us, or I'll box your ears, as he
- has done your cousin's."
-
- "Yes, Linton, you must tell," said Catherine. "It
- was for your sake I came, and it will be wickedly un-
- grateful if you refuse."
-
- "Give me some tea---I'm thirsty---and then I'll tell
- you," he answered.---"Mrs. Dean, go away. I don't
- like you standing over me---Now, Catherine, you are
- letting your tears fall into my cup. I won't drink that.
- Give me another."
-
- Catherine pushed another to him, and wiped her
- face. I felt disgusted at the little wretch's composure,
- since he was no longer in terror for himself. The anguish
- he had exhibited on the moor subsided as soon as ever
- he entered Wuthering Heights, so I guessed he had
- been menaced with an awful visitation of wrath if he
- failed in decoying us there; and that accomplished, he
- had no further immediate fears.
-
- "Papa wants us to be married," he continued, after
- sipping some of the liquid. "And he knows your papa
- wouldn't let us marry now, and he's afraid of my dying
- if we wait; so we are to be married in the morning, and
- you are to stay here all night; and if you do as he wishes,
- you shall return home next day, and take me with you."
-
- "Take you with her, pitiful changeling!" I exclaimed.
- "You marry! Why, the man is mad, or he thinks us
- fools every one. And do you imagine that beautiful
- young lady, that healthy, hearty girl, will tie herself to
- a little perishing monkey like you? Are you cherishing
- the notion that anybody, let alone Miss Catherine Lin-
- ton, would have you for a husband? You want whipping
- for bringing us in here at all, with your dastardly puling
- tricks; and---don't look so silly now! I've a very good
- mind to shake you severely for your contemptible
- treachery and your imbecile conceit."
-
- I did give him a slight shaking, but it brought on
- the cough, and he took to his ordinary resource of
- moaning and weeping, and Catherine rebuked me.
-
- "Stay all night? No," she said, looking slowly round.
- "Ellen, I'll burn that door down, but I'll get out."
-
- And she would have commenced the execution of
- her threat directly, but Linton was up in alarm for his
- dear self again. He clasped her in his two feeble arms,
- sobbing,---
-
- "Won't you have me, and save me?---not let me
- come to the Grange? O darling Catherine, you mustn't
- go and leave, after all! You must obey my father---
- you must!"
-
- "I must obey my own," she replied, "and relieve him
- from this cruel suspense. The whole night! What
- would he think? He'll be distressed already. I'll either
- break or burn a way out of the house. Be quiet! You're
- in no danger. But if you hinder me------Linton, I
- love papa better than you!"
-
- The mortal terror he felt of Mr. Heathcliff's anger
- restored to the boy his coward's eloquence. Catherine
- was near distraught; still she persisted that she must
- go home, and tried entreaty in her turn, persuading
- him to subdue his selfish agony. While they were thus
- occupied, our gaoler re-entered.
-
- "Your beasts have trotted off," he said, "and-----
- Now, Linton! snivelling again? What has she been
- doing to you? Come, come; have done, and get to bed.
- In a month or two, my lad, you'll be able to pay her
- back her present tyrannies with a vigorous hand. You're
- pining for pure love, are you not?---nothing else in the
- world; and she shall have you! There, to bed! Zillah
- won't be here to-night. You must undress yourself.
- Hush! hold your noise! Once in your own room, I'll not
- come near you. You needn't fear. By chance you've
- managed tolerably. I'll look to the rest."
-
- He spoke these words, holding the door open for his
- son to pass; and the latter achieved his exit exactly as a
- spaniel might which suspected the person who attended
- on it of designing a spiteful squeeze. The lock was re-
- secured. Heathcliff approached the fire, where my mis-
- tress and I stood silent. Catherine looked up, and in-
- stinctively raised her hand to her cheek. His neighbour-
- hood revived a painful sensation. Anybody else would
- have been incapable of regarding the childish act with
- sternness, but he scowled on her and muttered,---
-
- "Oh! you are not afraid of me? Your courage is well
- disguised; you seem damnably afraid!"
-
- "I am afraid now," she replied, "because, if I stay,
- papa will be miserable; and how can I endure making
- him miserable when he---when he------ Mr. Heathcliff,
- let me go home! I promise to marry Linton; papa would
- like me to, and I love him. Why should you wish to
- force me to do what I'll willingly do of myself?"
-
- "Let him dare to force you!" I cried. "There's law
- in the land---thank God there is!---though we be in an
- out-of-the-way place. I'd inform if he were my own son.
- And it's felony, without benefit of clergy."
-
- "Silence!" said the ruffian. "To the devil with your
- clamour! I don't want you to speak.---Miss Linton, I
- shall enjoy myself remarkably in thinking your father
- will be miserable; I shall not sleep for satisfaction. You
- could have hit on no surer way of fixing your residence
- under my roof for the next twenty-four hours than in-
-
- forming me that such an event would follow. As to your
- promise to marry Linton, I'll take care you shall keep
- it, for you shall not quit this place till it is fulfilled."
-
- "Send Ellen, then, to let papa know I'm safe!" ex-
- claimed Catherine, weeping bitterly; "or marry me now.
- Poor papa!---Ellen, he'll think we're lost. What shall
- we do?"
-
- "Not he! He'll think you are tired of waiting on him,
- and run off for a little amusement," answered Heath-
- cliff. "You cannot deny that you entered my house of
- your own accord, in contempt of his injunctions to the
- contrary. And it is quite natural that you should desire
- amusement at your age, and that you would weary of
- nursing a sick man, and that man only your father.
- Catherine, his happiest days were over when your days
- began. He cursed you, I dare say, for coming into the
- world (I did, at least), and it would just do if he cursed
- you as he went out of it. I'd join him. I don't love you.
- How should I? Weep away. As far as I can see, it will
- be your chief diversion hereafter, unless Linton make
- amends for other losses; and your provident parent
- appears to fancy he may. His letters of advice and con-
- solation entertained me vastly. In his last he recom-
- mended my jewel to be careful of his, and kind to her
- when he got her. Careful and kind---that's paternal.
- But Linton requires his whole stock of care and kind-
- ness for himself. Linton can play the little tyrant well.
- He'll undertake to torture any number of cats, if their
- teeth be drawn and their claws pared. You'll be able to
-
- tell his uncle fine tales of his kindness when you get
- home again, I assure you."
-
- "You're right there!" I said: "explain your son's
- character; show his resemblance to yourself; and then,
- I hope, Miss Cathy will think twice before she takes the
- cockatrice!"
-
- "I don't much mind speaking of his amiable qualities
- now," he answered, "because she must either accept
- him or remain a prisoner, and you along with her, till
- your master dies. I can detain you both, quite con-
- cealed, here. If you doubt, encourage her to retract her
- word, and you'll have an opportunity of judging."
-
- "I'll not retract my word," said Catherine. "I'll marry
- him within this hour, if I may go to Thrushcross Grange
- afterwards. Mr. Heathcliff, you're a cruel man, but
- you're not a fiend; and you won't, from mere malice,
- destroy irrevocably all my happiness. If papa thought
- I had left him on purpose, and if he died before I re-
- turned, could I bear to live? I've given over crying, but
- I'm going to kneel here at your knee; and I'll not get up,
- and I'll not take my eyes from your face till you look
- back at me! No, don't turn away---do look! You'll see
- nothing to provoke you. I don't hate you. I'm not
- angry that you struck me. Have you never loved any-
- body in all your life, uncle? never? Ah! you must look
- once. I'm so wretched, you can't help being sorry and
- pitying me."
-
- "Keep your eft's fingers off, and move, or I'll kick
- you!" cried Heathcliff, brutally repulsing her. "I'd
- rather be hugged by a snake. How the devil can you
- dream of fawning on me? I detest you!"
-
- He shrugged his shoulders, shook himself, indeed,
- as if his flesh crept with aversion, and thrust back his
- chair, while I got up and opened my mouth to com-
- mence a downright torrent of abuse. But I was ren-
- dered dumb in the middle of the first sentence by a
- threat that I should be shown into a room by myself the
- very next syllable I uttered. It was growing dark. We
- heard a sound of voices at the garden gate. Our host
- hurried out instantly. He had his wits about him; we
- had not. There was a talk of two or three minutes, and
- he returned alone.
-
- "I thought it had been your cousin Hareton," I ob-
- served to Catherine. "I wish he would arrive. Who
- knows but he might take our part?"
-
- "It was three servants sent to seek you from the
- Grange," said Heathcliff, overhearing me. "You should
- have opened a lattice and called out; but I could swear
- that chit is glad you didn't. She's glad to be obliged to
- stay, I'm certain."
-
- At learning the chance we had missed we both gave
- vent to our grief without control, and he allowed us to
- wail on till nine o'clock. Then he bade us go upstairs,
- through the kitchen, to Zillah's chamber; and I whis-
- pered my companion to obey. Perhaps we might con-
-
- trive to get through the window there, or into a garret,
- and out by its skylight. The window, however, was
- narrow, like those below, and the garret trap was safe
- from our attempts, for we were fastened in as before.
- We neither of us lay down. Catherine took her station
- by the lattice, and watched anxiously for morning, a
- deep sigh being the only answer I could obtain to my
- frequent entreaties that she would try to rest. I seated
- myself in a chair, and rocked to and fro, passing harsh
- judgment on my many derelictions of duty, from which,
- it struck me then, all the misfortunes of my employers
- sprang. It was not the case in reality, I am aware, but
- it was in my imagination that dismal night; and I
- thought Heathcliff himself less guilty than I.
-
- At seven o'clock he came and inquired if Miss Lin-
- ton had risen. She ran to the door immediately, and
- answered, "Yes." "Here, then," he said, opening it,
- and pulling her out. I rose to follow, but he turned the
- lock again. I demanded my release.
-
- "Be patient," he replied. "I'll send up your break-
- fast in a while."
-
- I thumped on the panels and rattled the latch angrily,
- and Catherine asked why I was still shut up? He an-
- swered, I must try to endure it another hour; and they
- went away. I endured it two or three hours. At length
- I heard a footstep---not Heathcliff's.
-
- "I've brought you something to eat," said a voice.
- "Oppen t' door!"
-
- Complying eagerly, I beheld Hareton, laden with
- food enough to last me all day.
-
- "Tak it," he added, thursting the tray into my hand.
-
- "Stay one minute," I began.
-
- "Nay," cried he, and retired, regardless of any pray-
- ers I could pour forth to detain him.
-
- And there I remained enclosed the whole day, and
- the whole of the next night, and another, and another.
- Five nights and four days I remained altogether, see-
- ing nobody but Hareton, once every morning; and he
- was a model of a gaoler---surly and dumb, and deaf to
- every attempt at moving his sense of justice or com-
- passion.
- CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-
- On the fifth morning, or rather afternoon, a differ-
- ent step approached, lighter and shorter, and
- this time the person entered the room. It was Zillah,
- donned in her scarlet shawl, with a black silk bonnet
- on her head, and a willow basket swung to her arm.
-
- "Eh, dear, Mrs. Dean!" she exclaimed. "Well, there
- is a talk about you at Gimmerton. I never thought but
- you were sunk in the Blackhorse marsh, and missy with
- you, till master told me you'd been found, and he'd
- lodged you here! What! and you must have got on an
- island, sure. And how long were you in the hole? Did
- master save you, Mrs. Dean? But you're not so thin---
- you've not been so poorly, have you?"
-
- "Your master is a true scoundrel!" I replied. "But
- he shall answer for it. He needn't have raised that tale.
- It shall all be laid bare."
-
- "What do you mean?" asked Zillah. "It's not his
- tale. They tell that in the village, about your being lost
- in the marsh; and I calls to Earnshaw, when I come in,
- 'Eh, they's queer things, Mr. Hareton, happened since
- I went off. It's a sad pity of that likely young lass, and
- cant Nelly Dean.' He stared. I thought he had not
- heard aught, so I told him the rumour. The master
- listened, and he just smiled to himself and said, 'If they
- have been in the marsh, they are out now, Zillah. Nelly
- Dean is lodged, at this minute, in your room. You can
- tell her to flit when you go up; here is the key. The bog-
-
- water got into her head, and she would have run home
- quite flighty, but I fixed her till she came round to her
- senses. You can bid her go to the Grange at once, if
- she be able, and carry a message from me that her
- young lady will follow in time to attend the squire's
- funeral.' "
-
- "Mr. Edgar is not dead?" I gasped. "O Zillah, Zil-
- lah!"
-
- "No, no. Sit you down, my good mistress," she re-
- plied; "you're right sickly yet. He's not dead. Dr. Ken-
- neth thinks he may last another day. I met him on the
- road and asked."
-
- Instead of sitting down, I snatched my outdoor things
- and hastened below, for the way was free. On entering
- the house I looked about for some one to give informa-
- tion of Catherine. The place was filled with sunshine,
- and the door stood wide open, but nobody seemed at
- hand. As I hesitated whether to go off at once or return
- and seek my mistress, a slight cough drew my atten-
- tion to the hearth. Linton lay on the settle, sole tenant,
- sucking a stick of sugar-candy, and pursuing my move-
- ments with apathetic eyes. "Where is Miss Catherine?"
- I demanded sternly, supposing I could frighten him
- into giving intelligence by catching him thus alone. He
- sucked on like an innocent,
-
- "Is she gone?" I said.
-
- "No," he replied; "she's upstairs. She's not to go;
- we won't let her."
-
- "You won't let her, little idiot!" I exclaimed. "Direct
- me to her room immediately, or I'll make you sing out
- sharply."
-
- "Papa would make you sing out if you attempted to
- get there," he answered. "He says I'm not to be soft
- with Catherine. She's my wife, and it's shameful that
- she should wish to leave me. He says she hates me and
- wants me to die, that she may have my money. But she
- shan't have it, and she shan't go home---she never
- shall! She may cry and be sick as much as she pleases!"
-
- He resumed his former occupation, closing his lids
- as if he meant to drop asleep.
-
- "Master Heathcliff," I resumed, "have you forgotten
- all Catherine's kindness to you last winter, when you
- affirmed you loved her, and when she brought you
- books and sang you songs, and came many a time
- through wind and snow to see you? She wept to miss
- one evening, because you would be disappointed;
- and you felt then that she was a hundred times too
- good to you, and now you believe the lies your father
- tells, though you know he detests you both. And you
- join him against her. That's fine gratitude, is it not?"
-
- The corner of Linton's mouth fell, and he took the
- sugar-candy from his lips.
-
- "Did she come to Wuthering Heights because she
- hated you?" I continued. "Think for yourself! As to
- your money, she does not even know that you will have
- any. And you say she's sick, and yet you leave her alone
- up there in a strange house--you who have felt what
- it is to be so neglected! You could pity your own suf-
- ferings, and she pitied them too, but you won't pity
- hers! I shed tears, Master Heathcliff, you see---an el-
- derly woman, and a servant merely; and you, after pre-
- tending such affection and having reason to worship
- her almost, store every tear you have for yourself, and
- lie there quite at ease. Ah! you're a heartless, selfish
- boy!"
-
- "I can't stay with her," he answered crossly. "I'll not
- stay by myself. She cries so I can't bear it. And she won't
- give over, though I say I'll call my father. I did call
- him once, and he threatened to strangle her if she was
- not quiet; but she began again the instant he left the
- room, moaning and grieving all night long, though I
- screamed for vexation that I couldn't sleep."
-
- "Is Mr. Heathcliff out?" I inquired, perceiving that
- the wretched creature had no power to sympathize
- with his cousin's mental tortures.
-
- "He's in the court," he replied, "talking to Dr. Ken-
- neth, who says uncle is dying, truly, at last. I'm glad,
- for I shall be master of the Grange after him. Catherine
- always spoke of it as her house. It isn't hers. It's mine.
- Papa says everything she has is mine. All her nice books
- are mine. She offered to give me them, and her pretty
-
- birds, and her pony Minny, if I would get the key of
- our room and let her out; but I told her she had nothing
- to give---they were all, all mine. And then she cried,
- and took a little picture from her neck, and said I
- should have that---two pictures in a gold case, on one
- side her mother, and on the other uncle, when they
- were young. That was yesterday. I said they were mine
- too, and tried to get them from her. The spiteful thing
- wouldn't let me; she pushed me off, and hurt me. I
- shrieked out; that frightens her. She heard papa com-
- ing, and she broke the hinges and divided the case,
- and gave me her mother's portrait. The other she at-
- tempted to hide; but papa asked what was the matter,
- and I explained it. He took the one I had away, and or-
- dered her to resign hers to me. She refused, and he---
- he struck her down, and wrenched it off the chain,
- and crushed it with his foot."
-
- "And were you pleased to see her struck?" I asked,
- having my designs in encouraging his talk.
-
- "I winked," he answered. "I wink to see my father
- strike a dog or a horse; he does it so hard. Yet I was glad
- at first. She deserved punishing for pushing me. But
- when papa was gone she made me come to the window,
- and showed me her cheek cut on the inside, against
- her teeth, and her mouth filling with blood; and then
- she gathered up the bits of the picture, and went and
- sat down with her face to the wall, and she has never
- spoken to me since, and I sometimes think she can't
- speak for pain. I don't like to think so; but she's a
-
- naughty thing for crying continually, and she looks so
- pale and wild, I'm afraid of her."
-
- "And you can get the key if you choose?" I said.
-
- "Yes, when I am upstairs," he answered. "But I
- can't walk upstairs now."
-
- "In what apartment is it?" I asked.
-
- "Oh," he cried, "I shan't tell you where it is! It is our
- secret. Nobody, neither Hareton nor Zillah, is to know.
- There! you've tired me; go away, go away!" And he
- turned his face on to his arm, and shut his eyes again.
-
- I considered it best to depart without seeing Mr.
- Heathcliff, and bring a rescue for my young lady
- from the Grange. On reaching it, the astonishment of
- my fellow-servants to see me, and their joy also, was
- intense; and when they heard that their little mistress
- was safe, two or three were about to hurry up and shout
- the news at Mr. Edgar's door; but I bespoke the an-
- nouncement of it myself. How changed I found him
- even in those few days! He lay an image of sadness and
- resignation waiting his death. Very young he looked;
- though his actual age was thirty-nine, one would have
- called him ten years younger, at least. He thought of
- Catherine, for he murmured her name. I touched his
- hand and spoke.
-
- "Catherine is coming, dear master," I whispered.
-
- "She is alive and well, and will be here, I hope, to-
- night."
-
- I trembled at the first effects of this intelligence. He
- half rose up, looked eagerly round the apartment, and
- then sank back in a swoon. As soon as he recovered I
- related our compulsory visit and detention at the
- Heights. I said Heathcliff forced me to go in, which
- was not quite true. I uttered as little as possible against
- Linton, nor did I describe all his father's brutal conduct,
- my intentions being to add no bitterness, if I could help
- it, to his already overflowing cup.
-
- He divined that one of his enemy's purposes was to
- secure the personal property, as well as the estate, to
- his son, or rather himself; yet why he did not wait till
- his decease was a puzzle to my master, because igno-
- rant how nearly he and his nephew would quit the
- world together. However, he felt that his will had better
- be altered. Instead of leaving Catherine's fortune at
- her own disposal, he determined to put it in the hands
- of trustees for her use during life, and for her children,
- if she had any, after her. By that means it could not
- fall to Mr. Heathcliff, should Linton die.
-
- Having received his orders, I dispatched a man to
- fetch the attorney, and four more, provided with serv-
- iceable weapons, to demand my young lady of her
- gaoler. Both parties were delayed very late. The single
- servant returned first. He said Mr. Green, the lawyer,
- was out when he arrived at his house, and he had to
- wait two hours for his re-entrance; and then Mr. Green
-
- told him he had a little business in the village that must
- be done, but he would be at Thrushcross Grange be-
- fore morning. The four men came back unaccompanied
- also. They brought word that Catherine was ill---too
- ill to quit her room---and Heathcliff would not sufler
- them to see her. I scolded the stupid fellows well for
- listening to that tale, which I would not carry to my
- master, resolving to take a whole bevy up to the Heights
- at daylight, and storm it literally, unless the prisoner
- were quietly surrendered to us. Her father shall see her,
- I vowed, and vowed again, if that devil be killed on
- his own door-stones in trying to prevent it!
-
- Happily I was spared the journey and the trouble.
- I had gone downstairs at three o'clock to fetch a jug of
- water, and was passing through the hall with it in my
- hand, when a sharp knock at the front door made me
- jump. "Oh! it is Green," I said, recollecting myself---
- "only Green"; and I went on, intending to send some-
- body else to open it; but the knock was repeated, not
- loud, and still importunately. I put the jug on the ban-
- ister and hastened to admit him myself. The harvest
- moon shone clear outside. It was not the attorney. My
- own sweet little mistress sprang on my neck, sobbing,---
-
- "Ellen! Ellen! is papa alive?"
-
- "Yes!" I cried---"yes, my angel, he is! God be
- thanked, you are safe with us again!"
-
- She wanted to run, breathless as she was, upstairs to
- Mr. Linton's room, but I compelled her to sit down on
-
- a chair, and made her drink, and washed her pale face,
- chafing it into a faint colour with my apron. Then I
- said I must go first and tell of her arrival, imploring her
- to say she should be happy with young Heathcliff. She
- stared, but soon comprehending why I counselled her
- to utter the falsehood, she assured me she would not
- complain.
-
- I couldn't abide to be present at their meeting. I
- stood outside the chamber door a quarter of an hour,
- and hardly ventured near the bed then. All was com-
- posed, however. Catherine's despair was as silent as
- her father's joy. She supported him calmly, in appear-
- ance, and he fixed on her features his raised eyes, that
- seemed dilating with ecstasy.
-
- He died blissfully, Mr. Lockwood; he died so. Kiss-
- ing her cheek, he murmured,---
-
- "I am going to her; and you, darling child, shall
- come to us," and never stirred or spoke again, but con-
- tinued that rapt, radiant gaze till his pulse impercepti-
- bly stopped and his soul departed. None could have
- noticed the exact minute of his death, it was so entirely
- without a struggle.
-
- Whether Catherine had spent her tears, or whether
- the grief were too weighty to let them flow, she sat there
- dry-eyed till the sun rose; she sat till noon, and would
- still have remained brooding over that deathbed, but I
- insisted on her coming away and taking some repose.
- It was well I succeeded in removing her, for at dinner-
-
- time appeared the lawyer, having called at Wuthering
- Heights to get his instructions how to behave. He had
- sold himself to Mr. Heathcliff; that was the cause of
- his delay in obeying my master's summons. Fortunately,
- no thought of worldly affairs crossed the latter's mind,
- to disturb him, after his daughter's arrival.
-
- Mr. Green took upon himself to order everything
- and everybody about the place. He gave all the servants
- but me notice to quit. He would have carried his dele-
- gated authority to the point of insisting that Edgar
- Linton should not be buried beside his wife, but in the
- chapel with his family. There was the will, however,
- to hinder that, and my loud protestations against any
- infringement of its directions. The funeral was hurried
- over. Catherine, Mrs. Linton Heathcliff now, was suf-
- fered to stay at the Grange till her father's corpse had
- quitted it.
-
- She told me that her anguish had at last spurred
- Linton to incur the risk of liberating her. She heard
- the men I sent disputing at the door, and she gathered
- the sense of Heathcliff's answer. It drove her desperate.
- Linton, who had been conveyed up to the little parlour
- soon after I left, was terrified into fetching the key be-
- fore his father reascended. He had the cunning to un-
- lock and relock the door, without shutting it; and when
- he should have gone to bed, he begged to sleep with
- Hareton, and his petition was granted for once. Cath-
- erine stole out before break of day. She dare not try
- the doors, lest the dogs should raise an alarm. She vis-
- ited the empty chambers and examined their windows,
-
- and luckily lighting on her mother's, she got easily out
- of its lattice, and on to the ground by means of the
- fir-tree close by. Her accomplice suffered for his share
- in the escape, notwithstanding his timid contrivances.
- CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-
- The evening after the funeral, my young lady and I
- were seated in the library, now musing mournfully,
- one of us despairingly, on our loss, now venturing con-
- jectures as to the gloomy future.
-
- We had just agreed the best destiny which could
- await Catherine would be a permission to continue resi-
- dent at the Grange---at least during Linton's life---he
- being allowed to join her there, and I to remain as
- housekeeper. That seemed rather too favourable an
- arrangement to be hoped for, and yet I did hope, and
- began to cheer up under the prospect of retaining my
- home and my employment, and, above all, my beloved
- young mistress, when a servant---one of the discarded
- ones, not yet departed---rushed hastily in, and said
-
- "that devil Heathcliff" was coming through the court;
- should he fasten the door in his face?
-
- If we had been mad enough to order that proceed-
- ing, we had not time. He made no ceremony of knock-
- ing or announcing his name. He was master, and availed
- himself of the master's privilege to walk straight in
- without saying a word. The sound of our informant's
- voice directed him to the library. He entered, and
- motioning him out, shut the door.
-
- It was the same room into which he had been ush-
- ered, as a guest, eighteen years before. The same moon
- shone through the window, and the same autumn
-
- landscape lay outside. We had not yet lighted a candle,
- but all the apartment was visible, even to the portraits
- on the wall---the splendid head of Mrs. Linton, and the
- graceful one of her husband. Heathcliff advanced to the
- hearth. Time had little altered his person either. There
- was the same man, his dark face rather sallower and
- more composed, his frame a stone or two heavier, per-
- haps, and no other difference. Catherine had risen,
- with an impulse to dash out, when she saw him.
-
- "Stop!" he said, arresting her by the arm. "No more
- runnings away! Where would you go? I'm come to
- fetch you home, and I hope you will be a dutiful daugh-
- ter, and not encourage my son to further disobedience.
- I was embarrassed how to punish him when I discov-
- ered his part in the business---be's such a cobweb, a
- pinch would annihilate him---but you'll see by his
- look that he has received his due. I brought him down
- one evening, the day before yesterday, and just set him
- in a chair, and never touched him afterwards. I sent
- Hareton out, and we had the room to ourselves. In two
- hours I called Joseph to carry him up again; and since
- then my presence is as potent on his nerves as a ghost,
- and I fancy he sees me often, though I am not near.
- Hareton says he wakes and shrieks in the night by the
- hour together, and calls you to protect him from me;
- and whether you like your precious mate or not, you
- must come. He's your concern now; I yield all my in-
- terest in him to you."
-
- "Why not let Catherine continue here," I pleaded,
- "and send Master Linton to her? As you hate them
- both, you'd not miss them. They can only be a daily
- plague to your unnatural heart."
-
- "I'm seeking a tenant for the Grange," he answered,
-
- "and I want my children about me, to be sure. Besides,
- that lass owes me her services for her bread. I'm not
- going to nurture her in luxury and idleness after Linton
- has gone. Make haste and get ready now, and don't
- oblige me to compel you."
-
- "I shall," said Catherine. "Linton is all I have to
- love in the world, and though you have done what you
- could to make him hateful to me, and me to him, you
- cannot make us hate each other. And I defy you to hurt
- him when I am by, and I defy you to frighten me."
-
- "You are a boastful champion," replied Heathcliff,
-
- "but I don't like you well enough to hurt him; you shall
- get the full benefit of the torment as long as it lasts. It
- is not I who will make him hateful to you; it is his own
- sweet spirit. He's as bitter as gall at your desertion and
- its consequences. Don't expect thanks for this noble
- devotion. I heard him draw a pleasant picture to Zillah
- of what he would do if he were as strong as I. The in-
- clination is there, and his very weakness will sharpen
- his wits to find a substitute for strength."
-
- "I know he has a bad nature," said Catherine; "he's
- your son. But I'm glad I've a better, to forgive it; and
- I know he loves me, and for that reason I love him.
- Mr. Heathcliff, you have nobody to love you; and
- however miserable you make us, we shall still have the
- revenge of thinking that your cruelty arises from your
- greater misery. You are miserable, are you not?---
- lonely, like the devil, and envious like him? Nobody
- loves you---nobody will cry for you when you die. I
- wouldn't be you."
-
- Catherine spoke with a kind of dreary triumph. She
- seemed to have made up her mind to enter into the
- spirit of her future family, and draw pleasure from the
- griefs of her enemies.
-
- "You shall be sorry to be yourself presently," said
- her father-in-law, "if you stand there another minute.
- Begone, witch, and get your thingsl"
-
- She scornfully withdrew. In her absence I began to
- beg for Zillah's place at the Heights, offering to resign
- mine to her; but he would suffer it on no account. He
- bade me be silent; and then, for the first time, allowed
- himself a glance round the room and a look at the
- pictures. Having studied Mrs. Linton's, he said,---
-
- "I shall have that home---not because I need it,
- but------" He turned abruptly to the fire, and contin-
- ued, with what, for lack of a better word, I must call
- a smile---"I'll tell you what I did yesterday. I got the
- sexton, who was digging Linton's grave, to remove the
-
- earth off her coffin-lid, and I opened it. I thought, once,
- I would have stayed there. When I saw her face again
- ---it is hers yet---he had hard work to stir me; but he
- said it would change if the air blew on it, and so I struck
- one side of the coffin loose, and covered it up--not
- Linton's side, damn him! I wish he'd been soldered in
- lead. And I bribed the sexton to pull it away when I'm
- laid there, and slide mine out too. I'll have it made so.
- And then, by the time Linton gets to us he'll not know
- which is which."
-
- "You are very wicked Mr. Heathcliff!" I exclaimed.
- "Were you not ashamed to disturb the dead?"
-
- "I disturbed nobody, Nelly," he replied, "and I gave
- some ease to myself. I shall be a great deal more com-
- fortable now, and you'll have a better chance of keep-
- ing me underground when I get there. Disturbed her!
- No! She has disturbed me, night and day, through
- eighteen years, incessantly, remorselessly, till yester-
- night; and yesternight I was tranquil. I dreamt I was
- sleeping the last sleep by that sleeper, with my heart
- stopped and my cheek frozen against hers."
-
- "And if she had been dissolved into earth, or worse,
- what would you have dreamt of then?" I said.
-
- "Of dissolving with her, and being more happy still,"
- he answered. "Do you suppose I dread any change of
- that sort? I expected such a transformation on raising
- the lid, but I'm better pleased that it should not com-
- mence till I share it. Besides, unless I had received a
-
- distinct impression of her passionless features, that
- strange feeling would hardly have been removed. It
- began oddly. You know I was wild after she died, and
- eternally, from dawn to dawn, praying her to return to
- me her spirit. I have a strong faith in ghosts; I have a
- conviction that they can and do exist among us. The
- day she was buried there came a fall of snow. In the
- evening I went to the churchyard. It blew bleak as
- winter; all round was solitary. I didn't fear that her
- fool of a husband would wander up the den so late, and
- no one else had business to bring them there. Being
- alone, and conscious two yards of loose earth was the
- sole barrier between us, I said to myself, 'I'll have her
- in my arms again! If she be cold, I'll think it is this
- north wind that chills me, and if she be motionless, it is
- sleep.' I got a spade from the toolhouse, and began to
- delve with all my might. It scraped the coffin. I fell to
- work with my hands. The wood commenced cracking
- about the screws. I was on the point of attaining my ob-
- ject, when it seemed that I heard a sigh from some one
- above, close at the edge of the grave, and bending down.
- 'If I can only get this off,' I muttered, 'I wish they may
- shovel in the earth over us both!' and I wrenched at it
- more desperately still. There was another sigh close at
- my ear. I appeared to feel the warm breath of it dis-
- placing the sleet-laden wind. I knew no living thing in
- flesh and blood was by; but as certainly as you perceive
- the approach to some substantial body in the dark,
- though it cannot be discerned, so certainly I felt that
- Cathy was there---not under me, but on the earth. A
- sudden sense of relief flowed from my heart through
- every limb. I relinquished my labour of agony, and
-
- turned consoled at once, unspeakably consoled. Her
- presence was with me; it remained while I refilled the
- grave, and led me home. You may laugh if you will,
- but I was sure I should see her there. I was sure she
- was with me, and I could not help talking to her. Having
- reached the Heights, I rushed eagerly to the door. It
- was fastened, and, I remember, that accursed Earnshaw
- and my wife opposed my entrance. I remember stop-
- ping to kick the breath out of him, and then hurrying
- upstairs to my room and hers. I looked round impa-
- tiently; I felt her by me; I could almost see her, and yet
- I could not! I ought to have sweat blood then, from
- the anguish of my yearning, from the fervour of my
- supplications to have but one glimpse. I had not one.
- She showed herself, as she often was in life, a devil to
- me! And since then, sometimes more and sometimes
- less, I've been the sport of that intolerable torture---
- infernal! keeping my nerves at such a stretch that, if
- they had not resembled catgut, they would long ago
- have relaxed to the feebleness of Linton's. When I sat
- in the house with Hareton it seemed that on going out
- I should meet her; when I walked on the moors I should
- meet her coming in; when I went from home I hastened
- to return. She must be somewhere at the Heights, I was
- certain. And when I slept in her chamber, I was beaten
- out of that. I couldn't lie there, for the moment I closed
- my eyes she was either outside the window, or sliding
- back the panels, or entering the room, or even resting
- her darling head on the same pillow as she did when a
- child, and I must open my lids to see. And so I opened
- and closed them a hundred times a night, to be always
- disappointed. It racked me. I've often groaned aloud,
-
- till that old rascal Joseph no doubt believed that my
- conscience was playing the fiend inside of me. Now,
- since I've seen her, I'm pacified---a little. It was a
- strange way of killing---not by inches, but by fractions
- of hairbreadths---to beguile me with the spectre of a
- hope through eighteen years!"
-
- Mr. Heathcliff paused and wiped his forehead. His
- hair clung to it, wet with perspiration; his eyes were
- fixed on the red embers of the fire, the brows not con-
- tracted, but raised next the temples, diminishing the
- grim aspect of his countenance, but imparting a pecul-
- iar look of trouble and a painful appearance of mental
- tensioo towards one absorbing subject. He only half
- addressed me, and I maintained silence. I didn't like
- to hear him talk. After a short period he resumed his
- meditation on the picture, took it down and leant it
- against the sofa to contemplate it at better advantage;
- and while so occupied Catherine entered, announcing
- that she was ready, when her pony should be saddled.
-
- "Send that over to-morrow," said Heathcliff to me;
- then turning to her, he added, "You may do without
- your pony. It is a fine evening, and you'll need no ponies
- at Wuthering Heights, for what journeys you take
- your own feet will serve you. Come along."
-
- "Good-bye, Ellen!" whispered my dear little mistress.
- As she kissed me, her lips felt like ice. "Come and see
- me, Ellen; don't forget."
-
- "Take care you do no such thing, Mrs. Dean!" said
- her new father. "When I wish to speak to you I'll come
- here. I want none of your prying at my house."
-
- He signed her to precede him, and casting back a
- look that cut my heart, she obeyed. I watched them
- from the window walk down the garden. Heathcliff
- fixed Catherine's arm under his, though she disputed
- the act at first evidently, and with rapid strides he hur-
- ried her into the alley, whose trees concealed them.
- CHAPTER XXX.
-
-
- I have paid a visit to the Heights, but I have not seen
- her since she left. Joseph held the door in his hand
- when I called to ask after her, and wouldn't let me pass.
- He said Mrs. Linton was "thrang," and the master was
- not in. Zillah has told me something of the way they
- go on, otherwise I should hardly know who was dead
- and who living. She thinks Catherine haughty, and does
- not like her, I can guess by her talk. My young lady
- asked some aid of her when she first came, but Mr.
- Heathcliff told her to follow her own business, and let
- his daughter-in-law look after herself; and Zillah will-
- ingly acquiesced, being a narrow-minded, selfish
- woman. Catherine evinced a child's annoyance at this
- neglect, repaid it with contempt, and thus enlisted my
- informant among her enemies as securely as if she had
- done her some great wrong. I had a long talk with Zil-
- lah about six weeks ago, a little before you came, one
- day when we forgathered on the moor; and this is
- what she told me.
-
- "The first thing Mrs. Linton did," she said, "on her
- arrival at the Heights, was to run upstairs, without even
- wishing good-evening to me and Joseph; she shut her-
- self into Linton's room, and remained till morning.
- Then, while the master and Earnshaw were at break-
- fast, she entered the house and asked all in a quiver if
- the doctor might be sent for; her cousin was very ill.
-
- " 'We know that,' answered Heathcliff; 'but his life
- is not worth a farthing, and I won't spend a farthing on
- him.'
-
- " 'But I cannot tell how to do,' she said; 'and if no-
- body will help me, he'll die.'
-
- " 'Walk out of the room,' cried the master, 'and let
- me never hear a word more about him. None here care
- what becomes of him. If you do, act the nurse; if you
- do not, lock him up and leave him.'
-
- "Then she began to bother me, and I said I'd had
- enough plague with the tiresome thing. We each had
- our tasks, and hers was to wait on Linton; Mr. Heath-
- cliff bade me leave that labour to her.
-
- "How they managed together I can't tell. I fancy he
- fretted a great deal, and moaned hisseln night and day;
- and she had precious little rest, one could guess by her
- white face and heavy eyes. She sometimes came into
- the kitchen all wildered like, and looked as if she
- would fain beg assistance. But I was not going to dis-
- obey the master---I never dare disobey him, Mrs.
- Dean; and though I thought it wrong that Kenneth
- should not be sent for, it was no concern of mine either
- to advise or complain, and I always refused to meddle.
- Once or twice, after we had gone to bed, I've happened
- to open my door again and seen her sitting crying on
- the stairs' top; and then I've shut myself in quick, for
- fear of being moved to interfere. I did pity her then,
- I'm sure; still I didn't wish to lose my place, you know.
-
- "At last, one night she came boldly into my cham-
- ber, and frightened me out of my wits by saying,---
-
- " 'Tell Mr. Heathcliff that his son is dying. I'm
- sure he is, this time. Get up instantly, and tell him.'
-
- "Having uttered this speech, she vanished again. I
- lay a quarter of an hour listening and trembling. Noth-
- ing stirred---the house was quiet.
-
- "She's mistaken, I said to myself. He's got over it. I
- needn't disturb them. And I began to doze. But my
- sleep was marred a second time by a sharp ringing of
- the bell---the only bell we have, put up on purpose for
- Linton; and the master called to me to see what was
- the matter, and inform them that he wouldn't have that
- noise repeated.
-
- "I delivered Catherine's message. He cursed to
- himself, and in a few minutes came out with a lighted
- candle, and proceeded to their room. I followed. Mrs.
- Heathcliff was seated by the bedside with her hands
- folded on her knees. Her father-in-law went up, held
- the light to Linton's face, looked at him, and touched
- him. Afterwards he turned to her.
-
- " 'Now, Catherine,' he said, 'how do you feel?'
-
- "She was dumb.
-
- " 'How do you feel, Catherine?' he repeated.
-
- " 'He's safe, and I'm free,' she answered. 'I should
- feel well, but,' she continued, with a bitterness she
- couldn't conceal, 'you have left me so long to struggle
- against death alone that I feel and see only death. I
- feel like death.'
-
- "And she looked like it too. I gave her a little wine.
- Hareton and Joseph, who had been wakened by the
- ringing and the sound of feet, and heard our talk from
- outside, now entered. Joseph was fain, I believe, of
- the lad's removal; Hareton seemed a thought bothered,
- though he was more taken up with staring at Cather-
- ine than thinking of Linton. But the master bade him
- get off to bed again; we didn't want his help. He after-
- wards made Joseph remove the body to his chamber,
- and told me to return to mine, and Mrs. Heathcliff re-
- mained by herself.
-
- "In the morning he sent me to tell her she must come
- down to breakfast. She had undressed, and appeared
- going to sleep, and said she was ill, at which I hardly
- wondered. I informed Mr. Heathcliff, and he re-
- plied,---
-
- " 'Well, let her be till after the funeral, and go up
- now and then to get her what is needful; and as soon
- as she seems better, tell me.' "
-
- Cathy stayed upstairs a fortnight, according to
- Zillah, who visited her twice a day, and would have
- been rather more friendly, but her attempts at increas-
- ing kindness were proudly and promptly repelled.
-
- Heathcliff went up once to show her Linton's will.
- He had bequeathed the whole of his and what had
- been her movable property to his father. The poor crea-
- ture was threatened or coaxed into that act during her
- week's absence when his uncle died. The lands, being a
- minor, he could not meddle with. However, Mr. Heath-
- cliff has claimed and kept them in his wife's right and
- his also--I suppose legally. At any rate, Catherine, des-
- titute of cash and friends, cannot disturb his posses-
- sion.
-
- "Nobody," said Zillah, "ever approached her door,
- except that once, but I; and nobody asked anything
- about her. The first occasion of her coming down into
- the house was on a Sunday afternoon. She had cried
- out, when I carried up her dinner, that she couldn't
- bear any longer being in the cold; and I told her the
- master was going to Thrushcross Grange, and Earn-
- shaw and I needn't hinder her from descending; so, as
- soon as she heard Heathcliff's horse trot off, she made
- her appearance, donned in black, and her yellow curls
- combed back behind her ears as plain as a Quaker. She
- couldn't comb them out.
-
- "Joseph and I generally go to chapel on Sundays."
- The kirk, you know, has no minister now, explained
- Mrs. Dean, and they call the Methodists' or Baptists'
- place (I can't say which it is) at Gimmerton a chapel.
-
- "Joseph has gone," she continued, "but I thought
- proper to bide at home. Young folks are always the
- better for an elder's overlooking; and Hareton, with
-
- all his bashfulness, isn't a model of nice behaviour. I
- let him know that his cousin would very likely sit
- with us, and she had been always used to see the Sab-
- bath respected, so he had as good leave his guns and
- bits of indoor work alone while she stayed. He coloured
- up at the news, and cast his eyes over his hands and
- clothes. The train-oil and gunpowder were shoved out
- of sight in a minute. I saw he meant to give her his
- company, and I guessed by his way he wanted to be
- presentable; so, laughing as I durst not laugh when the
- master is by, I offered to help him, if he would, and
- joked at his confusion. He grew sullen, and began to
- swear.
-
- "Now, Mrs. Dean," Zillah went on, seeing me not
- pleased by her manner, "you happen think your young
- lady too fine for Mr. Hareton, and happen you're right,
- but I own I should love well to bring her pride a peg
- lower. And what will all her learning and her daintiness
- do for her now? She's as poor as you or I---poorer, I'll
- be bound. You're saving, and I'm doing my little all
- that road."
-
- Hareton allowed Zillah to give him her aid, and she
- flattered him into a good humour. So, when Catherine
- came, half forgetting her former insults, he tried to
- make himself agreeable, by the housekeeper's account.
-
- "Missis walked in," she said, "as chill as an icicle,
- and as high as a princess. I got up and offered her my
- seat in the armchair. No, she turned up her nose at
- my civility. Earnshaw rose too and bade her come to
-
- the settle, and sit close by the fire; he was sure she
- was starved.
-
- " 'I've been starved a month and more,' she an-
- swered, resting on the word as scornful as she could.
-
- "And she got a chair for herself, and placed it at a
- distance from both of us. Having sat till she was warm,
- she began to look round, and discovered a number of
- books in the dresser. She was instantly upon her feet
- again, stretching to reach them; but they were too high
- up. Her cousin, after watching her endeavours a while,
- at last summoned courage to help her. She held her
- frock, and he filled it with the first that came to hand.
-
- "That was a great advance for the lad. She didn't
- thank him, still he felt gratifled that she had accepted
- his assistance, and ventured to stand behind as she
- examined them, and even to stoop and point out what
- struck his fancy in certain old pictures which they con-
- tained. Nor was he daunted by the saucy style in which
- she jerked the page from his finger. He contented him-
- self with going a bit farther back, and looking at her
- instead of the book. She continued reading, or seek-
- ing for something to read. His attention became, by
- degrees, quite centreed in the study of her thick, silky
- curls. Her face he couldn't see, and she couldn't see
- him. And, perhaps not quite awake to what he did, but
- attracted like a child to a candle, at last he proceeded
- from staring to touching. He put out his hand and
- stroked one curl, as gently as if it were a bird. He
-
- might have stuck a knife into her neck, she started
- round in such a taking.
-
- " 'Get away this moment! How dare you touch me!
- Why are you stopping there?' she cried in a tone of dis-
- gust. 'I can't endure you! I'll go upstairs again if you
- come near me.'
-
- "Mr. Hareton recoiled, looking as foolish as he could
- do. He sat down in the settle very quiet, and she con-
- tinued turning over her volumes another half-hour.
- Finally Earnshaw crossed over and whispered to me,---
-
- " 'Will you ask her to read to us, Zillah? I'm stalled
- of doing naught; and I do like---I could like to hear her.
- Dunnot say I wanted it, but ask of yourseln.'
-
- " 'Mr. Hareton wishes you would read to us, ma'am,'
- I said immediately. 'He'd take it very kind---he'd be
- much obliged.'
-
- "She frowned, and looking up, answered,---
-
- " 'Mr. Hareton and the whole set of you will be good
- enough to understand that I reject any pretence at
- kindness you have the hypocrisy to offer! I despise you,
- and will have nothing to say to any of you! When I
- would have given my life for one kind word, even to
- see one of your faces, you all kept off. But I won't com-
- plain to you. I'm driven down here by the cold, not
- either to amuse you or enjoy your society.'
-
- " 'What could I ha' done?' began Earnshaw. 'How
- was I to blame?'
-
- " 'Oh, you are an exception,' answered Mrs. Heath-
- cliff. 'I never missed such a concern as you.'
-
- " 'But I offered more than once, and asked,' he said,
- kindling up at her pertness---'I asked Mr. Heathcliff
- to let me wake for you------'
-
- " 'Be silent! I'll go out of doors, or anywhere, rather
- than have your disagreeable voice in my ear,' said my
- lady.
-
- "Hareton muttered she might go to hell, for him,
- and unslinging his gun, restrained himself from his
- Sunday occupations no longer. He talked now freely
- enough, and she presently saw fit to retreat to her soli-
- tude; but the frost had set in, and, in spite of her pride,
- she was forced to condescend to our company more and
- more. However, I took care there should be no further
- scorning at my good nature. Ever since I've been as
- stiff as herself, and she has no lover or liker among us;
- and she does not deserve one, for, let them say the least
- word to her, and she'll curl back without respect of any
- one. She'll snap at the master himself, and as good as
- dares him to thrash her; and the more hurt she gets,
- the more venomous she grows."
-
- At first, on hearing this account from Zillah, I de-
- termined to leave my situation, take a cottage, and
- get Catherine to come and live with me; but Mr. Heath-
-
- cliff would as soon permit that as he would set up Hare-
- ton in an independent house, and I can see no remedy
- at present, unless she could marry again, and that
- scheme it does not come within my province to ar-
- range.
-
- * * * * *
- Thus ended Mrs. Dean's story. Notwithstanding the
- doctor's prophecy, I am rapidly recovering strength;
- and though it be only the second week in January, I
- propose getting out on horseback in a day or two, and
- riding over to Wuthering Heights to inform my landlord
- that I shall spend the next six months in London; and,
- if he likes, he may look out for another tenant to take
- the place after October. I would not pass another win-
- ter here for much.
- CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-
- Yesterday was bright, calm, and frosty. I went
- to the Heights as I proposed. My housekeeper en-
- treated me to bear a little note from her to her young
- lady, and I did not refuse, for the worthy woman was
- not conscious of anything odd in her request. The front
- door stood open, but the jealous gate was fastened, as
- at my last visit. I knocked, and invoked Earnshaw from
- among the garden beds. He unchained it, and I en-
- tered. The fellow is as handsome a rustic as need be
- seen. I took particular notice of him this time; but then
- he does his best, apparently, to make the least of his
- advantages.
-
- I asked if Mr. Heathcliff were at home. He answered,
- No, but he would be in at dinner-time. It was eleven
- o'clock, and I announced my intention of going in and
- waiting for him, at which he immediately flung down
- his tools and accompanied me, in the office of watch-
- dog, not as a substitute for the host.
-
- We entered together. Catherine was there, making
- herself useful in preparing some vegetables for the
- approaching meal. She looked more sulky and less
- spirited than when I had seen her first. She hardly raised
- her eyes to notice me, and continued her employment
- with the same disregard to common forms of politeness
- as before, never returning my bow and good-morning
- by the slightest acknowledgment.
-
- "She does not seem so amiable," I thought, "as Mrs.
- Dean would persuade me to believe. She's a beauty, it
- is true, but not an angel."
-
- Earnshaw surlily bade her remove her things to the
- kitchen. "Remove them yourself," she said, pushing
- them from her as soon as she had done, and retiring to
- a stool by the window, where she began to carve figures
- of birds and beasts out of the turnip parings in her lap.
- I approached her, pretending to desire a view of the
- garden, and, as I fancied, adroitly dropped Mrs. Dean's
- note on to her knee, unnoticed by Hareton; but she
- asked aloud, "What is that?" and chucked it off.
-
- "A letter from your old acquaintance, the house-
- keeper at the Grange," I answered, annoyed at her ex-
- posing my kind deed, and fearful lest it should be im-
- agined a missive of my own. She would gladly have
- gathered it up at this information, but Hareton beat her.
- He seized and put it in his waistcoat, saying Mr. Heath-
- cliff should look at it first. Thereat Catherine silently
- turned her face from us, and very stealthily drew out
- her pocket-handkerchief and applied it to her eyes; and
- her cousin, after struggling a while to keep down his
- softer feelings, pulled out the letter and flung it on the
- floor beside her, as ungraciously as he could. Catherine
- caught and perused it eagerly; then she put a few ques-
- tions to me concerning the inmates, rational and ir-
- rational, of her former home, and gazing towards the
- hills, murmured in soliloquy,----
-
- "I should like to be riding Minny down there! I
- should like to be climbing up there! Oh! I'm tired---
- I'm stalled,Hareton!" And she leant her pretty head
- back against the sill, with half a yawn and half a sigh,
- and lapsed into an aspect of abstracted sadness, neither
- caring nor knowing whether we remarked her.
-
- "Mrs. Heathcliff," I said, after sitting some time
- mute, "you are not aware that I am an acquaintance of
- yours---so intimate that I think it strange you won't
- come and speak to me. My housekeeper never wearies
- of talking about and praising you, and she'll be greatly
- disappointed if I return with no news of or from you,
- except that you received her letter and said nothing."
-
- She appeared to wonder at this speech, and asked,---
-
- "Does Ellen like you?"
-
- "Yes, very well," I replied hesitatingly.
-
- "You must tell her," she continued, "that I would
- answer her letter, but I have no materials for writing---
- not even a book from which I might tear a leaf."
-
- "No books!" I exclaimed. "How do you contrive to
- live here without them? if I may take the liberty to in-
- quire. Though provided with a large library, I'm fre-
- quently very dull at the Grange. Take my books away,
- and I should be desperate."
-
- "I was always reading when I had them," said Cath-
- erine; "and Mr. Heathcliff never reads, so he took it
- into his head to destroy my books. I have not had
- a glimpse of one for weeks. Only once I searched
- through Joseph's store of theology, to his great ir-
- ritation.---And once, Hareton, I came upon a secret
- stock in your room---some Latin and Greek, and some
- tales and poetry, all old friends. I brought the last here,
- and you gathered them, as a magpie gathers silver
- spoons, for the mere love of stealing---they are of no
- use to you; or else you concealed them in the bad spirit
- that as you cannot enjoy them nobody else shall. Per-
- haps your envy counselled Mr. Heathcliff to rob me
- of my treasures? But I've most of them written on my
- brain and printed in my heart, and you cannot de-
- prive me of those."
-
- Earnshaw blushed crimson when his cousin made
- this revelation of his private literary accumulations,
- and stammered an indignant denial of her accusations.
-
- "Mr. Hareton is desirous of increasing his amount
- of knowledge," I said, coming to his rescue. "He is not
- envious but emulous of your attainments. He'll be a
- clever scholar in a few years."
-
- "And he wants me to sink into a dunce meantime,"
- answered Catherine. "Yes, I hear him trying to spell
- and read to himself, and pretty blunders he makes.----L---I
- wish you would repeat 'Chevy Chase' as you did yester-
- day; it was extremely funny. I heard you, and I heard
- you turning over the dictionary to seek out the hard
-
- words, and then cursing because you couldn't read
- their explanations."
-
- The young man evidently thought it too bad that he
- should be laughed at for his ignorance, and then
- laughed at for trying to remove it. I had a similar no-
- tion; and remembering Mrs. Dean's anecdote of his first
- attempt at enlightening the darkness in which he had
- been reared, I observed,---
-
- "But, Mrs. Heathcliff, we have each had a com-
- mencement, and each stumbled and tottered on the
- threshold. Had our teachers scorned instead of aiding
- us, we should stumble and totter yet."
-
- "Oh!" she replied, "I don't wish to limit his acquire-
- ments. Still, he has no right to appropriate what is mine,
- and make it ridiculous to me with his vile mistakes and
- mispronunciations. Those books, both prose and verse,
- are consecrated to me by other associations, and I hate
- to have them debased and profaned in his mouth. Be-
- sides, of all, he has selected my favourite pieces that
- I love the most to repeat, as if out of deliberate malice."
- Hareton's chest heaved in silence a minute. He la-
- boured under a severe sense of mortification and wrath,
- which it was no easy task to suppress. I rose, and, from
- a gentlemanly idea of relieving his embarrassment, took
- up my station in the doorway, surveying the external
- prospect as I stood. He followed my example, and left
- the room, but presently reappeared, bearing half a
- dozen volumes in his hands, which he threw into Cath-
- erine's lap, exclaiming,---
-
- "Take them! I never want to hear, or read, or think
- of them again!"
-
- "I won't have them now," she answered. "I shall
- connect them with you, and hate them."
-
- She opened one that had obviously been often turned
- over, and read a portion in the drawling tone of a be-
- ginner, then laughed and threw it from her. "And lis-
- ten," she continued provokingly, commencing a verse
- of an old ballad in the same fashion.
-
- But his self-love would endure no further torment.
- I heard, and not altogether disapprovingly, a manual
- check given to her saucy tongue. The little wretch
- had done her utmost to hurt her cousin's sensitive
- though uncultivated feelings, and a physical argument
- was the only mode he had of balancing the account and
- repaying its effects on the inflictor. He afterwards gath-
- ered the books and hurled them on the fire. I read in
- his countenance what anguish it was to offer that sac-
- rifice to spleen. I fancied that as they consumed he re-
- called the pleasure they had already imparted and the
- triumph and ever-increasing pleasure he had an-
- ticipated from them, and I fancied I guessed the in-
- citement to his secret studies also. He had been content
- with daily labour and rough animal enjoyments till
- Catherine crossed his path. Shame at her scorn, and
- hope of her approval, were his first prompters to higher
- pursuits; and, instead of guarding him from one and
- winning him to the other, his endeavours to raise him-
- self had produced just the contrary result.
-
- "Yes, that's all the good that such a brute as you
- can get from them!" cried Catherine, sucking her dam-
- aged lip, and watching the conflagration with indig-
- nant eyes.
-
- "You'd better hold your tongue now," he answered
- fiercely.
-
- And his agitation precluded further speech. He ad-
- vanced hastily to the entrance, where I made way for
- him to pass. But ere he had crossed the door-stones,
- Mr. Heathcliff, coming up the causeway, encountered
- him, and laying hold of his shoulder, asked,---
-
- "What's to do now, my lad?"
-
- "Naught, naught," he said, and broke away to en-
- joy his grief and anger in solitude.
-
- Heathcliff gazed after him and sighed.
-
- "It will be odd if I thwart myself," he muttered, un-
- conscious that I was behind him. "But when I look for
- his father in his face, I find her every day more. How
- the devil is he so like? I can hardly bear to see him."
-
- He bent his eyes to the ground, and walked moodily
- in. There was a restless, anxious expression in his
- countenance I had never remarked there before, and
- he looked sparer in person. His daughter-in-law, on
- perceiving him through the window, immediately es-
- caped to the kitchen, so that I remained alone.
-
- "I'm glad to see you out of doors again, Mr. Lock-
- wood," he said, in reply to my greeting, "from selfish
- motives partly. I don't think I could readily supply
- your loss in this desolation. I've wondered more than
- once what brought you here."
-
- "An idle whim, I fear, sir," was my answer, "or else
- an idle whim is going to spirit me away. I shall set out
- for London next week, and I must give you warning
- that I feel no disposition to retain Thrushcross Grange
- beyond the twelve months I agreed to rent it. I believe
- I shall not live there any more."
-
- "Oh, indeed; you're tired of being banished from
- the world, are you?" he said. "But if you be coming to
- plead off paying for a place you won't occupy, your
- journey is useless. I never relent in exacting my due
- from any one."
-
- "I'm coming to plead off nothing about it," I ex-
- claimed, considerably irritated. "Should you wish it,
- I'll settle with you now." And I drew my notebook
- from my pocket.
-
- "No, no," he replied coolly; "you'll leave sufficient
- behind to cover your debts if you fail to return. I'm not
- in such a hurry. Sit down and take your dinner with us.
- A guest that is safe from repeating his visit can gener-
- ally be made welcome.---Catherine, bring the things
- in. Where are you?"
-
- Catherine reappeared, bearing a tray of knives and
- forks.
-
- "You may get your dinner with Joseph," muttered
- Heathcliff aside, "and remain in the kitchen till he is
- gone."
-
- She obeyed his directions very punctually; perhaps
- she had no temptation to transgress. Living among
- clowns and misanthropists, she probably cannot appre-
- ciate a better class of people when she meets them.
-
- With Mr. Heathcliff, grim and saturnine, on the one
- hand, and Hareton, absolutely dumb, on the other, I
- made a somewhat cheerless meal, and bade adieu early.
- I would have departed by the back way, to get a last
- glimpse of Catherine and annoy old Joseph; but Hare-
- ton received orders to lead up my horse, and my host
- himself escorted me to the door, so I could not fulfil my
- wish.
-
- "How dreary life gets over in that house!" I reflected,
- while riding down the road. "What a realization of
- something more romantic than a fairy tale it would
- have been for Mrs. Linton Heathcliff had she and I
- struck up an attachment, as her good nurse desired,
- and migrated together into the stirring atmosphere of
- the town!"
- CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-
- l802.---This September I was invited to devastate the
- moors of a friend in the north, and on my journey to
- his abode I unexpectedly came within fifteen miles of
- Gimmerton. The ostler at a roadside public-house was
- holding a pail of water to refresh my horses, when a
- cart of very green oats, newly reaped, passed by, and
- he remarked,---
-
- "Yon's frough Gimmerton, nah! They're allas three
- wick after other folk wi' ther harvest."
-
- "Gimmerton!" I repeated. My residence in that
- locality had already grown dim and dreamy. "Ah! I
- know. How far is it from this?"
-
- "Happen fourteen mile o'er th' hills, and a rough
- road," he answered.
-
- A sudden impulse seized me to visit Thrushcross
- Grange. It was scarcely noon, and I conceived that I
- might as well pass the night under my own roof as in
- an inn. Besides, I could spare a day easily to arrange
- matters with my landlord, and thus save myself the
- trouble of invading the neighbourhood again. Having
- rested a while, I directed my servant to inquire the way
- to the village, and with great fatigue to our beasts we
- managed the distance in some three hours.
-
- I left him there, and proceeded down the valley alone.
- The gray church looked grayer, and the lonely church-
-
- yard lonelier. I distinguished a moor sheep cropping
- the short turf on the graves. It was sweet, warm weather
- ---too warm for travelling; but the heat did not hinder
- me from enjoying the delightful scenery above and
- below. Had I seen it nearer August I'm sure it would
- have tempted me to waste a month among its solitudes.
- In winter nothing more dreary, in summer nothing
- more divine, than those glens shut in by hills, and those
- bluff, bold swells of heath.
-
- I reached the Grange before sunset, and knocked for
- admittance; but the family had retreated into the back
- premises, I judged, by one thin, blue wreath curling
- from the kitchen chimney, and they did not hear. I
- rode into the court. Under the porch a girl of nine or
- ten sat knitting, and an old woman reclined on the
- house-steps, smoking a meditative pipe.
-
- "Is Mrs. Dean within?" I demanded of the dame.
-
- "Mistress Dean? Nay!" she answered, "shoo doesn't
- bide here; shoo's up at th' Heights."
-
- "Are you the housekeeper, then?" I continued.
-
- "Eea, aw keep th' hause," she replied.
-
- "Well, I'm Mr. Lockwood, the master. Are there any
- rooms to lodge me in, I wonder? I wish to stay
- all night."
-
- "T'maister!" she cried in astonishment. "Whet! who-
- iver knew yah wur coming? Yah sud ha' send word.
- They's nowt norther dry nor mensful abaht t' place,
- nowt there isn't."
-
- She threw down her pipe and bustled in; the girl fol-
- lowed, and I entered too. Soon perceiving that her re-
- port was true, and, moreover, that I had almost upset
- her wits by my unwelcome apparition, I bade her be
- composed. I would go out for a walk, and meantime
- she must try to prepare a corner of a sitting-room for
- me to sup in, and a bedroom to sleep in. No sweeping
- and dusting---only good fire and dry sheets were neces-
- sary. She seemed willing to do her best, though she
- thrust the hearth-brush into the grates in mistake for
- the poker; and malappropriated several other articles
- of her craft; but I retired, confiding in her energy for a
- resting-place against my return. Wuthering Heights
- was the goal of my proposed excursion. An after-
- thought brought me back when I had quitted the
- court.
-
- "All well at the Heights?" I inquired of the woman.
-
- "Eea, f'r owt ee knaw," she answered, skurrying
- away with a pan of hot cinders.
-
- I would have asked why Mrs. Dean had deserted the
- Grange, but it was impossible to delay her at such a
- crisis, so I turned away and made my exit, rambling
- leisurely along with the glow of a sinking sun behind,
- and the mild glory of a rising moon in front---one fad-
-
- ing and the other brightening---as I quitted the park
- and climbed the stony by-road branching off to Mr.
- Heathcliff's dwelling. Before I arrived in sight of it, all
- that remained of day was a beamless amber light along
- the west; but I could see every pebble on the path, and
- every blade of grass, by that splendid moon. I had
- neither to climb the gate nor to knock; it yielded to
- my hand. That is an improvement, I thought. And I no-
- ticed another by the aid of my nostrils---a fragrance of
- stocks and wallflowers wafted on the air from amongst
- the homely fruit-trees.
-
- Both doors and lattices were open; and yet, as is usu-
- ally the case in a coal district, a fine, red fire illumi-
- nated the chimney. The comfort which the eye derives
- from it renders the extra heat endurable. But the house
- of Wuthering Heights is so large that the inmates have
- plenty of space for withdrawing out of its influence,
- and accordingly what inmates there were had stationed
- themselves not far from one of the windows. I could
- both see them and hear them talk before I entered, and
- looked and listened in consequence, being moved
- thereto by a mingled sense of curiosity and envy that
- grew as I lingered.
-
- "Con-trary!" said a voice as sweet as a silver bell.
-
- "That for the third time, you dunce! I'm not going to
- tell you again. Recollect, or I'll pull your hair."
-
- "Contrary, then," answered another, in deep but
- softened tones. "And now, kiss me for minding so
- well."
-
- "No; read it over first correctly, without a single
- mistake."
-
- The male speaker began to read. He was a young
- man respectably dressed and seated at a table, having a
- book before him. His handsome features glowed with
- pleasure, and his eyes kept impatiently wandering from
- the page to a small white hand over his shoulder, which
- recalled him by a smart slap on the cheek whenever its
- owner detected such signs of inattention. Its owner
- stood behind, her light, shining ringlets blending at in-
- tervals with his brown locks, as she bent to superintend
- his studies; and her face---it was lucky he could not
- see her face, or he would never have been so steady. I
- could, and I bit my lip in spite at having thrown away
- the chance I might have had of doing something be-
- sides staring at its smiting beauty.
-
- The task was done---not free from further blunders;
- but the pupil claimed a reward, and received at least
- five kisses, which, however, he generously returned.
- Then they came to the door, and from their conver-
- sation I judged they were about to issue out and have a
- walk on the moors. I supposed I should be condemned
- in Hareton Earnshaw's heart, if not by his mouth, to
- the lowest pit in the infernal regions if I showed my un-
- fortunate person in his neighbourhood then; and feel-
- ing very mean and malignant, I skulked round to seek
-
- refuge in the kitchen. There was unobstructed admit-
- tance on that side also, and at the door sat my old
- friend Nelly Dean, sewing and singing a song, which
- was often interrupted from within by harsh words of
- scorn and intolerance, uttered in far from musical ac-
- cents.
-
- "I'd rayther, by th' haulf, hev 'em swearing i' my
- lugs froh morn to neeght nor hearken ye hahsiver!"
- said the tenant of the kitchen, in answer to an unheard
- speech of Nelly's. "It's a blazing shame that I cannot
- oppen t' blessed Book but yah set up them glories to
- Sattan, and all t' flaysome wickednesses that iver were
- born into th' warld! Oh! ye're a raight nowt, and shoo's
- another, and that poor lad'll be lost atween ye. Poor
- lad!" he added, with a groan; "he's witched, I'm sartin
- on't! O Lord, judge 'em, for there's norther law nor
- justice among wer rullers!"
-
- "No, or we should be sitting in flaming fagots, I sup-
- pose," retorted the singer. "But wisht, old man, and
- read your Bible like a Christian, and never mind me.
- This is 'Fairy Annie's Wedding'---a bonny tune; it goes
- to a dance."
-
- Mrs. Dean was about to recommence when I ad-
- vanced; and recognizing me directly, she jumped to her
- feet, crying,---
-
- "Why, bless you, Mr. Lockwood! How could you
- think of returning in this way? All's shut up at Thrush-
- cross Grange. You should have given us notice."
-
- "I've arranged to be accommodated there for as long
- as I shall stay," I answered. "I depart again tomor-
- row. And how are you transplanted here, Mrs. Dean?
- Tell me that."
-
- "Zillah left, and Mr. Heathcliff wished me to come,
- soon after you went to London, and stay till you re-
- turned. But step in, pray. Have you walked from Gim-
- merton this evening?"
-
- "From the Grange," I replied. "And while they
- make me lodging room there, I want to finish my busi-
- ness with your master, because I don't think of having
- another opportunity in a hurry."
-
- "What business, sir?" said Nelly, conducting me into
- the house. "He's gone out at present, and won't re-
- turn soon."
-
- "About the rent," I answered.
-
- "Oh! then it is with Mrs. Heathcliff you must settle,"
- she observed, "or rather with me. She has not learned
- to manage her affairs yet, and I act for her; there's no-
- body else."
-
- I looked surprised.
-
- "Ah! you have not heard of Heathcliff's death, I
- see," she continued.
-
- "Heathcliff dead!" I exclaimed, astonished. "How
- long ago?"
-
- "Three months since. But sit down, and let me take
- your hat, and I'll tell you all about it. Stop; you have
- had nothing to eat, have you?"
-
- "I want nothing; I have ordered supper at home.
- You sit down too. I never dreamt of his dying. Let me
- hear how it came to pass. You say you don't expect
- them back for some time---the young people?"
-
- "No. I have to scold them every evening for their
- late rambles, but they don't care for me. At least have a
- drink of our old ale; it will do you good; you seem
- weary."
-
- She hastened to fetch it before I could refuse, and I
- heard Joseph asking whether "it warn't a crying scandal
- that she should have followers at her time of life. And
- then, to get them jocks out o' t' maister's cellar! He
- fair shaamed to 'bide still and see it."
-
- She did not stay to retaliate, but re-entered in a min-
- ute, bearing a reaming silver pint, whose contents I
- lauded with becoming earnestness. And afterwards she
- furnished me with the sequel of Heathcliff's history. He
- had a "queer" end, as she expressed it.
-
- I was summoned to Wuthering Heights within a fort-
- night of your leaving us, she said, and I obeyed joyfully,
- for Catherine's sake. My first interview with her grieved
-
- and shocked me---she had altered so much since our
- separation. Mr. Heathcliff did not explain his reasons
- for taking a new mind about my coming here; he only
- told me he wanted me, and he was tired of seeing Cath-
- erine. I must make the little parlour my sitting-room,
- and keep her with me. It was enough if he were obliged
- to see her once or twice a day. She seemed pleased at
- this arrangement; and by degrees I smuggled over a
- great number of books and other articles that had
- formed her amusement at the Grange, and flattered my-
- self we should get on in tolerable comfort. The delusion
- did not last long. Catherine, contented at first, in a brief
- space grew irritable and restless. For one thing, she
- was forbidden to move out of the garden, and it fretted
- her sadly to be confined to its narrow bounds as spring
- drew on; for another, in following the house I was
- forced to quit her frequently, and she complained of
- loneliness. She preferred quarrelling with Joseph in
- the kitchen to sitting at peace in her solitude. I did not
- mind their skirmishes; but Hareton was often obliged
- to seek the kitchen also .when the master wanted to
- have the house to himself; and though in the beginning
- she either left it at his approach, or quietly joined in
- my occupations, and shunned remarking or addressing
- him, and though he was always as sullen and silent as
- possible, after a while she changed her behaviour and
- became incapable of letting him alone, talking at him,
- commenting on his stupidity and idleness, expressing
- her wonder how he could endure the life he lived, how
- he could sit a whole evening staring into the fire and
- dozing.
-
- "He's just like a dog, is he not, Ellen?" she once ob-
- served, "or a cart-horse? He does his work, eats his
- food, and sleeps eternally. What a blank, dreary mind
- he must have!---Do you ever dream, Hareton? And
- if you do, what is it about? But you can't speak to me!"
-
- Then she looked at him, but he would neither open
- his mouth nor look again.
-
- "He's perhaps dreaming now," she continued. "He
- twitched his shoulder as Juno twitches hers. Ask him,
- Ellen."
-
- "Mr. Hareton will ask the master to send you up-
- stairs, if you don't behave," I said. He had not only
- twitched his shoulder but clenched his fist, as if
- tempted to use it.
-
- "I know why Hareton never speaks when I am in
- the kitchen," she exclaimed on another occasion. "He
- is afraid I shall laugh at him. Ellen, what do you think?
- He began to teach himself to read once, and because I
- laughed he burned his books and dropped it. Was he
- not a fool?"
-
- "Were not you naughty?" I said. "Answer me that."
-
- "Perhaps I was," she went on, "but I did not expect
- him to be so silly---Hareton, if I gave you a
- book, would you take it now? I'll try."
-
- She placed one she had been perusing on his hand.
- He flung it off, and muttered, if she did not give over he
- would break her neck.
-
- "Well, I shall put it here," she said---"in the table
- drawer; and I'm going to bed."
-
- Then she whispered me to watch whether he touched
- it, and departed. But he would not come near it; and so
- I informed her in the morning, to her great disappoint-
- ment. I saw she was sorry for his persevering sulkiness
- and indolence. Her conscience reproved her for fright-
- ening him off improving himself. She had done it ef-
- fectually. But her ingenuity was at work to remedy the
- injury. While I ironed or pursued other such sta-
- tionary employments as I could not well do in the par-
- lour, she would bring some pleasant volume and read
- it aloud to me. When Hareton was there she generally
- paused in an interesting part and left the book lying
- about---that she did repeatedly; but he was as obstinate
- as a mule, and, instead of snatching at her bait, in wet
- weather he took to smoking with Joseph; and they sat
- like automatons, one on each side of the fire, the elder
- happily too deaf to understand her wicked nonsense, as
- he would have called it, the younger doing his best to
- seem to disregard it. On fine evenings the latter fol-
- lowed his shooting expeditions, and Catherine yawned
- and sighed, and teased me to talk to her, and ran off
- into the court or garden the moment I began, and as a
- last resource cried and said she was tired of living---her
- life was useless.
-
- Mr. Heathcliff, who grew more and more disinclined
- to society, had almost banished Earnshaw from his
- apartment. Owing to an accident at the commencement
- of March, he became for some days a fixture in the
- kitchen. His gun burst while out on the hills by him-
- self; a splinter cut his arm, and he lost a good deal
- of blood before he could reach home. The conse-
- quence was that, perforce, he was condemned to
- the fireside and tranquillity till he made it up again. It
- suited Catherine to have him there. At any rate, it made
- her hate her room upstairs more than ever; and she
- would compel me to find out business below, that she
- might accompany me.
-
- On Easter Monday Joseph went to Gimmerton fair
- with some cattle, and in the afternoon I was busy get-
- ting up linen in the kitchen. Earnshaw sat, morose as
- usual, at the chimney-corner, and my little mistress
- was beguiling an idle hour with drawing pictures on
- the window panes, varying her amusement by smoth-
- ered bursts of songs, and whispered ejaculations, and
- quick glances of annoyance and impatience in the
- direction of her cousin, who steadfastly smoked, and
- looked into the grate. At a notice that I could do with
- her no longer intercepting my light, she removed to the
- hearthstone. I bestowed little attention on her pro-
- ceedings, but presently I heard her begin,---
-
- "I've found out, Hareton, that I want---that I'm glad
- ---that I should like you to be my cousin now, if you
- had not grown so cross to me and so rough."
-
- Hareton returned no answer.
-
- "Hareton, Hareton, Hareton! do you hear?" she con-
- tinued.
-
- "Get off wi' ye!" he growled, with uncompromising
- gruffness.
-
- "Let me take that pipe," she said, cautiously ad-
- vancing her hand and abstracting it from his mouth.
- Before he could attempt to recover it, it was broken
- and behind the fire. He swore at her and seized another.
-
- "Stop," she cried; "you must listen to me first; and I
- can't speak while those clouds are floating in my face."
-
- "Will you go to the devi!" he exclaimed ferociously,
-
- "and let me be!"
-
- "No," she persisted, "I won't. I can't tell what to
- do to make you talk to me, and you are determined not
- to understand. When I call you stupid, I don't mean
- anything. I don't mean that I despise you. Come, you
- shall take notice of me, Hareton. You are my cousin,
- and you shall own me."
-
- "I shall have naught to do wi' you and your mucky
- pride, and your damned mocking tricks!" he answered.
-
- "I'll go to hell, body and soul, before I look sideways
- after you again. Side out o' t' gate now, this minute!"
-
- Catherine frowned and retreated to the window-seat
- chewing her lip, and endeavouring, by humming an
- eccentric tune, to conceal a growing tendency to sob.
-
- "You should be friends with your cousin, Mr. Hare-
- ton," I interrupted, "since she repents of her sauciness.
- It would do you a great deal of good; it would make
- you another man to have her for a companion."
-
- "A companion!" he cried, "when she hates me, and
- does not think me fit to wipe her shoon! Nay! if it
- made me a king, I'd not be scorned for seeking her
- good-will any more."
-
- "It is not I who hate you; it is you who hate me!"
- wept Cathy, no longer disguising her trouble. "You hate
- me as much as Mr. Heathcliff does, and more."
-
- "You're a damned liar," began Earnshaw. "Why
- have I made him angry by taking your part, then, a
- hundred times, and that when you sneered at and de-
- spised me, and----- Go on plaguing me, and I'll step in
- yonder and say you worried me out of the kitchen."
-
- "I didn't know you took my part," she answered,
- drying her eyes, "and I was miserable and bitter at
- everybody; but now I thank you, and beg you to forgive
- me. What can I do besides?"
-
- She returned to the hearth, and frankly extended her
- hand. He blackened and scowled like a thundercloud,
- and kept his fists resolutely clenched, and his gaze fixed
-
- on the ground. Catherine, by instinct, must have
- divined it was obdurate perversity, and not dislike, that
- prompted this dogged conduct, for, after remaining
- an instant undecided, she stooped and impressed on
- his cheek a gentle kiss. The little rogue thought I had
- not seen her, and drawing back, she took her former
- station by the window, quite demurely. I shook my
- head reprovingly, and then she blushed and whis-
- pered,---
-
- "Well, what should I have done, Ellen? He wouldn't
- shake hands, and he wouldn't look; I must show him
- some way that I like him---that I want to be friends."
-
- Whether the kiss convinced Hareton I cannot tell.
- He was very careful, for some minutes, that his face
- should not be seen; and when he did raise it, he was
- sadly puzzled where to turn his eyes.
-
- Catherine employed herself in wrapping a handsome
- book neatly in white paper, and having tied it with a
- bit of ribbon, and addressed it to "Mr. Hareton Earn-
- shaw," she desired me to be her ambassadress, and con-
- vey the present to its destined recipient.
-
- "And tell him if he'll take it I'll come and teach him
- to read it right," she said; "and if he refuse it I'll go up-
- stairs and never tease him again."
-
- I carried it, and repeated the message, anxiously
- watched by my employer. Hareton would not open his
- fingers, so I laid it on his knee. He did not strike it off
-
- either. I returned to my work. Catherine leaned her
- head and arms on the table, till she heard the slight
- rustle of the covering being removed; then she stole
- away and quietly seated herself beside her cousin. He
- trembled, and his face glowed; all his rudeness and
- all his surly harshness had deserted him. He could not
- summon courage at first to utter a syllable in reply to
- her questioning look and her murmured petition,---
-
- "Say you forgive me, Hareton, do. You can make me
- so happy by speaking that little word."
-
- He muttered something inaudible.
-
- "And you'll be my friend?" added Catherine inter-
- rogatively.
-
- "Nay, you'll be ashamed of me every day of your
- life," he answered, "and the more ashamed the more
- you know me; and I cannot bide it."
-
- "So you won't be my friend?" she said, smiling as
- sweet as honey, and creeping close up.
-
- I overheard no further distinguishable talk, but, on
- looking round again, I perceived two such radiant
- countenances bent over the page of the accepted book
- that I did not doubt the treaty had been ratified on
- both sides, and the enemies were thenceforth sworn
- allies.
-
- The work they studied was full of costly pictures, and
- those and their position had charm enough to keep
- them unmoved till Joseph came home. He, poor man,
- was perfectly aghast at the spectacle of Catherine seated
- on the same bench with Hareton Earnshaw, leaning her
- hand on his shoulder, and confounded at his favourite's
- endurance of her proximity; it affected him too deeply
- to allow an observation on the subject that night. His
- emotion was only revealed by the immense sighs he
- drew as he solemnly spread his large Bible on the table,
- and overlaid it with dirty bank-notes from his pocket-
- book, the produce of the day's transactions. At length
- he summoned Hareton from his seat.
-
- "Tak' these in to t' maister, lad," he said, "and bide
- there. I's gang up to my own rahm. This hoile's neither
- mensful nor seemly for us; we mun side out and
- seearch another."
-
- "Come, Catherine," I said, "we must 'side out' too.
- I've done my ironing. Are you ready to go?"
-
- "It is not eight o'clock," she answered, rising un-
- willingly---"Hareton, I'll leave this book upon the
- chimney-piece, and I'll bring some more to-morrow."
-
- "Ony books that yah leave I shall tak' into th'
- hahse," said Joseph, "and it'll be mitch if yah find 'em
- agean. Soa yah may plase yerseln."
-
- Cathy threatened that his library should pay for hers,
- and smiling as she passed Hareton, went singing up-
-
- stairs, lighter of heart, I venture to say, than ever she
- had been under that roof before, except, perhaps, dur-
- ing her earliest visits to Linton.
-
- The intimacy thus commenced grew rapidly, though
- it encountered temporary interruptions. Earnshaw
- was not to be civilized with a wish, and my young lady
- was no philosopher and no paragon of patience; but
- both their minds tending to the same point---one loving
- and desiring to esteem, and the other loving and de-
- siring to be esteemed---they contrived in the end to
- reach it.
-
- You see, Mr. Lockwood, it was easy enough to win
- Mrs. Heathcliff's heart.--- But now I'm glad you did not
- try. The crown of all my wishes will be the union of
- those two. I shall envy no one on their wedding-day.
- There won't be a happier woman than myself in Eng-
- land.
- CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-
- On the morrow of that Monday, Earnshaw being
- still unable to follow his ordinary employments,
- and therefore remaining about the house, I speedily
- found it would be impracticable to retain my charge
- beside me as heretofore. She got downstairs before me,
- and out into the garden, where she had seen her cousin
- performing some easy work; and when I went to bid
- them come to breakfast, I saw she had persuaded him to
- clear a large space of ground from currant and goose-
- berry bushes, and they were busy planning together an
- importation of plants from the Grange.
-
- I was terrified at the devastation which had been
- accomplished in a brief half-hour. The black currant
- trees were the apple of Joseph's eye, and she had just
- fixed her choice of a flower-bed in the midst of them.
-
- "There! That will be all shown to the master," I ex-
- claimed, "the minute it is discovered. And what excuse
- have you to offer for taking such liberties with the gar-
- den? We shall have a fine explosion on the head of it
- ---see if we don't.---Mr. Hareton, I wonder you should
- have no more wit than to go and make that mess at her
- bidding!"
-
- "I'd forgotten they were Joseph's," answered Earn-
- shaw, rather puzzled, "but I'll tell him I did it."
-
- We always ate our meals with Mr. Heathcliff. I held
- the mistress's post in making tea and carving, so I was
-
- indispensable at table. Catherine usually sat by me,
- but to-day she stole nearer to Hareton, and I presently
- saw she would have no more discretion in her friend-
- ship than she had in her hostility.
-
- "Now, mind you don't talk with and notice your
- cousin too much," were my whispered instructions as
- we entered the room. "It will certainly annoy
- Mr. Heathcliff, and he'll be mad at you both."
-
- "I'm not going to," she answered.
-
- The minute after, she had sidled to him, and was
- sticking primroses in his plate of porridge.
-
- He dared not speak to her there---he dared hardly
- look; and yet she went on teasing till he was twice on
- the point of being provoked to laugh. I frowned, and
- then she glanced toward the master, whose mind was
- occupied on other subjects than his company, as his
- countenance evinced; and she grew serious for an in-
- stant, scrutinizing him with deep gravity. Afterwards
- she turned and recommenced her nonsense. At last
- Hareton uttered a smothered laugh. Mr. Heathcliff
- started; his eye rapidly surveyed our faces. Catherine
- met it with her accustomed look of nervousness and yet
- defiance, which he abhorred.
-
- "It is well you are out of my reach," he exclaimed.
-
- "What fiend possesses you to stare back at me con-
- tinually with those infernal eyes? Down with them! and
-
- don't remind me of your existence again. I thought I
- had cured you of laughing."
-
- "It was me," muttered Hareton.
-
- "What do you say?" demanded the master.
-
- Hareton looked at his plate, and did not repeat the
- confession. Mr. Heathcliff looked at him a bit, and then
- silently resumed his breakfast and his interrupted mus-
- ing. We had nearly finished, and the two young people
- prudently shifted wider asunder, so I anticipated no
- further disturbance during that sitting, when Joseph
- appeared at the door, revealing by his quivering lip
- and furious eyes that the outrage committed on his
- precious shrubs was detected. He must have seen Cathy
- and her cousin about the spot before he examined it,
- for while his jaws worked like those of a cow chewing
- its cud, and rendered his speech difficult to under-
- stand, he began,---
-
- "I mun hev my wage, and I mun goa. I hed aimed to
- dee wheare I'd sarved fur sixty year, and I thowt I'd
- lug my books up into t' garret, and all my bits o' stuff,
- and they sud hev t' kitchen to theirseln, for t' sake o'
- quietness. It wur hard to gie up my awn hearthstun,
- but I thowt I could do that. But nah; shoo's taan my
- garden fro' me, and by th' heart, maister, I cannot
- stand it. Yah may bend to th' yoak, and ye will; I noan
- used to't, and an old man doesn't sooin get used to
- new barthens. I'd rayther arn my bite an' my sup wi'
- a hammer in th' road."
-
- "Now, now, idiot," interrupted Heathcliff, "cut it
- short! What's your grievance? I'll interfere in no quar-
- rels between you and Nelly. She may thrust you into
- the coal-hole for anything I care."
-
- "It's noan Nelly," answered Joseph. "I sudn't shift
- for Nelly, nasty ill nowt as shoo is. Thank God! shoo
- cannot stale t' sowl o' nob'dy! Shoo wer niver soa hand-
- some but what a body mud look at her 'bout winking.
- It's yon flaysome, graceless quean that's witched our
- lad wi' her bold een and her forrard ways, till------ Nay,
- it fair brusts my heart! He's forgotten all I've done for
- him, and made on him, and goan and riven up a whole
- row o' t' grandest currant trees i' t' garden!" And here
- he lamented outright, unmanned by a sense of his bit-
- ter injuries and Earnshaw's ingratitude and dangerous
- condition.
-
- "Is the fool drunk?" asked Mr. Heathcliff.---"Hare-
- ton, is it you he's finding fault with?"
-
- "I've pulled up two or three bushes," replied the
- young man, "but I'm going to set 'em again."
-
- "And why have you pulled them up?" said the mas-
- ter.
-
- Catherine wisely put in her tongue.
-
- "We wanted to plant some flowers there," she cried.
-
- "I'm the only person to blame, for I wished him to do
- it."
-
- "And who the devil gave you leave to touch a stick
- about the place?" demanded her father-in-law, much
- surprised---"And who ordered you to obey her?" he
- added, turning to Hareton.
-
- The latter was speechless. His cousin replied,---
-
- "You shouldn't grudge a few yards of earth for me
- to ornament, when you have taken all my land!"
-
- "Your land, insolent slut! You never had any," said
- Heathcliff.
-
- "And my money," she continued, returning his
- angry glare, and meantime biting a piece of crust, the
- remnant of her breakfast.
-
- "Silence!" he exclaimed. "Get done, and begone!"
-
- "And Hareton's land, and his money," pursued the
- reckless thing. "Hareton and I are friends now, and
- I shall tell him all about you."
-
- The master seemed confounded a moment. He grew
- pale and rose up, eyeing her all the while with an ex-
- pression of mortal hate.
-
- "If you strike me, Hareton will strike you," she said,
- "so you may as well sit down."
-
- "If Hareton does not turn you out of the room I'll
- strike him to hell," thundered Heathcliff. "Damnable
- witch! dare you pretend to rouse him against me?---Off
- with her! Do you hear? Fling her into the kitchen!---I'll
- kill her, Ellen Dean, if you let her come into my sight
- again!"
-
- Hareton tried, under his breath, to persuade her to
- go.
-
- "Drag her away!" he cried savagely. "Are you stay-
- ing to talk?" And he approached to execute his own
- command.
-
- "He'll not obey you, wicked man, any more," said
- Catherine, "and he'll soon detest you as much as I do."
-
- "Wisht! wisht!" muttered the young man reproach-
- fully. "I will not hear you speak so to him. Have
- done."
-
- "But you won't let him strike me?" she cried.
- "Come, then," he whispered earnestly.
-
- It was too late. Heathcliff had caught hold of her.
-
- "Now, you go!" he said to Earnshaw. "Accursed
- witch! this time she has provoked me when I could
- not bear it, and I'll make her repent it for ever!"
-
- He had his hand in her hair. Hareton attempted to
- release her locks, entreating him not to hurt her that
- once. Heathcliff's black eyes flashed---he seemed ready
- to tear Catherine in pieces; and I was just worked up
- to risk coming to the rescue, when of a sudden his fin-
- gers relaxed; he shifted his grasp from her head to her
- arm, and gazed intently in her face. Then he drew his
- hand over her eyes, stood a moment to collect himself
- apparently, and turning anew to Catherine, said with
- assumed calmness, "You must learn to avoid putting
- me in a passion, or I shall really murder you some time!
- Go with Mrs. Dean, and keep with her, and confine
- your insolence to her ears. As to Hareton Earnshaw, if I
- see him listen to you I'll send him seeking his bread
- where he can get it. Your love will make him an out-
- cast and a beggar.---Nelly, take her; and leave me, all
- of you!---leave me!"
-
- I led my young lady out. She was too glad of her es-
- cape to resist. The other followed, and Mr. Heathcliff
- had the room to himself till dinner. I had counselled
- Catherine to dine upstairs, but as soon as he perceived
- her vacant seat he sent me to call her. He spoke to none
- of us, ate very little, and went out directly afterwards,
- intimating that he should not return before evening.
-
- The two new friends established themselves in the
- house during his absence, when I heard Hareton sternly
-
- check his cousin on her offering a revelation of her
- father-in-law's conduct to his father. He said he
- wouldn't suffer a word to be uttered in his disparage-
- ment. lf he were the devil, it didn't signify---he would
- stand by him; and he'd rather she would abuse himself,
- as she used to, than begin on Mr. Heathcliff. Catherine
- was waxing cross at this, but he found means to make
- her hold her tongue by asking how she would like him
- to speak ill of her father. Then she comprehended
- that Earnshaw took the master's reputation home to
- himself, and was attached by ties stronger than reason
- could break---chains forged by habit, which it would
- be cruel to attempt to loosen. She showed a good heart,
- thenceforth, in avoiding both complaints and expres-
- sions of antipathy concerning Heathcliff, and confessed
- to me her sorrow that she had endeavoured to raise a
- bad spirit between him and Hareton. Indeed, I don't
- believe she has ever breathed a syllable, in the latter's
- hearing, against her oppressor since.
-
- When this slight disagreement was over, they were
- friends again, and as busy as possible in their several
- occupations of pupil and teacher. I came in to sit with
- them after I had done my work, and I felt so soothed
- and comforted to watch them that I did not notice how
- time got on. You know they both appeared in a meas-
- nre my children. I had long been proud of one, and now
- I was sure the other would be a source of equal satisfac-
- tion. His honest, warm, and intelligent nature shook off
- rapidly the clouds of ignorance and degradation in
- which it had been bred, and Catherine's sincere com-
- mendations acted as a spur to his industry. His bright-
-
- ening mind brightened his features, and added spirit
- and nobility to their aspect. I could hardly fancy it
- the same individual I had beheld on the day I discov-
- ered my little lady at Wuthering Heights, after her ex-
- pedition to the Crags. While I admired and they
- laboured, dusk drew on, and with it returned the mas-
- ter. He came upon us quite unexpectedly, entering by
- the front way, and had a full view of the whole three
- ere we could raise our heads to glance at him. Well, I
- reflected, there was never a pleasanter or more harm-
- less sight, and it will be a burning shame to scold them.
- The red firelight glowed on their two bonny heads, and
- revealed their faces animated with the eager interest of
- children; for though he was twenty-three and she
- eighteen, each had so much of novelty to feel and learn
- that neither experienced nor evinced the sentiments
- of sober, disenchanted maturity.
-
- They lifted their eyes together, to encounter Mr.
- Heathcliff. Perhaps you have never remarked that their
- eyes are precisely similar, and they are those of Cath-
- erine Earnshaw. The present Catherine has no other
- likeness to her, except a breadth of forehead and a cer-
- tain arch of the nostril that makes her appear rather
- haughty, whether she will or not. With Hareton the
- resemblance is carried further. It is singular at all times;
- then it was particularly striking, because his senses
- were alert, and his mental faculties wakened to un-
- wonted activity. I suppose this resemblance disarmed
- Mr. Heathcliff. He walked to the hearth in evident
- agitation, but it quickly subsided as he looked at the
- young man---or, I should say, altered its character, for
-
- it was there yet. He took the book from his hand and
- glanced at the open page, then returned it without any
- observation, merely signing Catherine away. Her
- companion lingered very little behind her; and I was
- about to depart also, but he bade me sit still.
-
- "It is a poor conclusion, is it not?" he observed, hav-
- ing brooded a while on the scene he had just witnessed
- ---"an absurd termination to my violent exertions? I
- get levers and mattocks to demolish the two houses, and
- train myself to be capable of working like Hercules,
- and when everything is ready and in my power I find
- the will to lift a slate of either roof has vanished! My
- old enemies have not beaten me. Now would be the
- precise time to revenge myself on their representatives.
- I could do it, and none could hinder me. But where is
- the use? I don't care for striking; I can't take the trouble
- to raise my hand. That sounds as if I had been labour-
- ing the whole time only to exhibit a fine trait of mag-
- nanimity. It is far from being the case. I have lost the
- faculty of enjoying their destruction, and I am too idle
- to destroy for nothing.
-
- "Nelly, there is a strange change approaching; I'm
- in its shadow at present. I take so little interest in my
- daily life that I hardly remember to eat and drink.
- Those two who have left the room are the only objects
- which retain a distinct material appearance to me,
- and that appearance causes me pain, amounting to
- agony. About her I won't speak, and I don't desire to
- think, but I earnestly wish she were invisible. Her pres-
- ence invokes only maddening sensations. He moves me
-
- differently; and yet if I could do it without seeming in-
- sane, I'd never see him again. You'll perhaps think
- me rather inclined to become so," he added, making an
- effort to smile, "if I try to describe the thousand forms
- of past associations and ideas he awakens or embodies.
- But you'll not talk of what I tell you; and my mind is
- so eternally secluded in itself, it is tempting at last to
- turn it out to another.
-
- "Five minutes ago Hareton seemed a personification
- of my youth, not a human being. I felt to him in such
- a variety of ways that it would have been impossible to
- have accosted him rationally. In the first place, his star-
- tling likeness to Catherine connected him fearfully with
- her. That, however, which you may suppose the most
- potent to arrest my imagination, is actually the least;
- for what is not connected with her to me? and what
- does not recall her? I cannot look down to this floor
- but her features are shaped in the flags. In every cloud,
- in every tree---filling the air at night, and caught by
- glimpses in every object by day--I am surrounded with
- her image. The most ordinary faces of men and women
- ---my own features---mock me with a resemblance.
- The entire world is a dreadful collection of memoranda
- that she did exist, and that I have lost her. Well, Hare-
- ton's aspect was the ghost of my immortal love, of my
- wild endeavours to hold my right, my degradation, my
- pride, my happiness, and my anguish------
-
- "But it is frenzy to repeat these thoughts to you; only
- it will let you know why, with a reluctance to be always
- alone, his society is no benefit, rather an aggravation of
-
- the constant torment I suffer; and it partly contributes
- to render me regardless how he and his cousin go on
- together. I can give them no attention any more."
-
- "But what do you mean by a change, Mr. Heath-
- cliff?" I said, alarmed at his manner, though he was
- neither in danger of losing his senses nor dying, accord-
- ing to my judgment. He was quite strong and healthy;
- and as to his reason, from childhood he had a delight
- in dwelling on dark things and entertaining odd fancies.
- He might have had a monomania on the subject of his
- departed idol, but on every other point his wits were as
- sound as mine.
-
- "I shall not know that till it comes," he said, "I'm
- only half conscious of it now."
-
- "You have no feeling of illness, have you?" I asked.
-
- "No, Nelly, I have not," he answered.
-
- "Then you are not afraid of death?" I pursued.
-
- "Afraid? No!" he replied. "I have neither a fear,
- nor a presentiment, nor a hope of death. Why should I?
- With my hard constitution, and temperate mode of
- living, and unperilous occupations, I ought to, and
- probably shall, remain above ground till there is
- scarcely a black hair on my head. And yet I cannot con-
- tinue in this condition. I have to remind myself to
- breathe, almost to remind my heart to beat. And it is
- like bending back a stiff spring; it is by compulsion that
-
- I do the slightest act not prompted by one thought, and
- by compulsion that I notice anything alive or dead
- which is not associated with one universal idea. I have a
- single wish, and my whole being and faculties are
- yearning to attain it. They have yearned towards it so
- long and so unwaveringly that I'm convinced it will be
- reached---and soon---because it has devoured my
- existence. I am swallowed up in the anticipation of its
- fulfilment. My confessions have not relieved me, but
- they may account for some otherwise unaccountable
- phases of humour which I show.---O God! it is a long
- fight, I wish it were over!"
-
- He began to pace the room, muttering terrible things
- to himself, till I was inclined to believe, as he said Jo-
- seph did, that conscience had turned his heart to an
- earthly hell. I wondered greatly how it would end.
- Though he seldom before had revealed his state of
- mind, even by looks, it was his habitual mood, I had
- no doubt. He asserted it himself; but not a soul, from his
- general bearing, would have conjectured the fact. You
- did not when you saw him, Mr. Lockwood; and at
- the period of which I speak he was just the same as
- then, only fonder of continued solitude, and perhaps
- still more laconic in company.
- CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-
- For some days after that evening Mr. Heathcliff
- shunned meeting us at meals, yet he would not
- consent formally to exclude Hareton and Cathy. He had
- an aversion to yielding so completely to his feelings,
- choosing rather to absent himself; and eating once in
- twenty-four hours seemed sufficient sustenance for him.
-
- One night, after the family were in bed, I heard him
- go downstairs and out at the front door. I did not hear
- him re-enter, and in the morning I found he was still
- away. We were in April then. The weather was sweet
- and warm, the grass as green as showers and sun could
- make it, and the two dwarf apple-trees near the south-
- ern wall in full bloom. After breakfast Catherine insis-
- ted on my bringing a chair and sitting with my work
- under the fir-trees at the end of the house; and she be-
- guiled Hareton, who had perfectly recovered from his
- accident, to dig and arrange her little garden, which was
- shifted to that corner by the influence of Joseph's com-
- plaint. I was comfortably revelling in the spring frag-
- rance around, and the beautiful soft blue overhead,
- when my young lady, who had run down near the gate
- to procure some primrose roots for a border, returned
- only half laden, and informed us that Mr. Heathcliff was
- coming in. "And he spoke to me," she added, with a
- perplexed countenance.
-
- "What did he say?" asked Hareton.
-
- "He told me to begone as fast as I could," she an-
- swered. "But he looked so different from his usual
- iook that I stopped a moment to stare at him."
-
- "How?" he inquired.
-
- "Why, almost bright and cheerful. No, almost noth-
- ing---very much excited, and wild and glad!" she re-
- plied.
-
- "Night-walking amuses him, then," I remarked,
- affecting a careless manner---in reality as surprised as
- she was, and anxious to ascertain the truth of her state-
- ment, for to see the master looking glad would not be
- an every-day spectacle. I framed an excuse to go in.
- Heathcliff stood at the open door. He was pale, and
- he trembled, yet certainly he had a strange, joyful glit-
- ter in his eyes that altered the aspect of his whole face.
-
- "Will you have some breakfast?" I said. "You must
- be hungry rambling about all night." I wanted to dis-
- cover where he had been, but I did not like to ask di-
- rectly.
-
- "No, I'm not hungry," he answered, averting his head
- and speaking rather contemptuously, as if he guessed
- I was trying to divine the occasion of his good-humour.
-
- I felt perplexed. I didn't know whether it were not a
- proper opportunity to offer a bit of admonition.
-
- "I don't think it right to wander out of doors," I ob-
- served, "instead of being in bed. It is not wise, at any
- rate, this moist season. I dare say you'll catch a bad cold
- or a fever. You have something the matter with you
- now."
-
- "Nothing but what I can bear," he replied, "and with
- the greatest pleasure, provided you'll leave me alone.
- Get in, and don't annoy me."
-
- I obeyed, and in passing I noticed he breathed as
- fast as a cat.
-
- "Yes," I reflected to myself, "we shall have a fit of
- illness. I cannot conceive what he has been doing."
-
- That noon he sat down to dinner with us, and re-
- ceived a heaped-up plate from my hands, as if he in-
- tended to make amends for previous fasting.
-
- "I've neither cold nor fever, Nelly," he remarked, in
- allusion to my morning's speech, "and I'm ready to do
- justice to the food you give me."
-
- He took his knife and fork, and was going to com-
- mence eating, when the inclination appeared to become
- suddenly extinct. He laid them on the table, looked
- eagerly towards the window, then rose and went out.
- We saw him walking to and fro in the garden while we
- concluded our meal, and Earnshaw said he'd go and ask
- why he would not dine; he thought we had grieved
- him some way.
-
- "Well, is he coming?" cried Catherine, when her
- cousin returned.
-
- "Nay," he answered; "but he's not angry. He seemed
- rarely pleased indeed; only I made him impatient by
- speaking to him twice, and then he bade me be off to
- you. He wondered how I could want the company of
- anybody else."
-
- I set his plate to keep warm on the fender, and after
- an hour or two he re-entered, when the room was clear,
- in no degree calmer---the same unnatural (it was un-
- natural) appearance of joy under his black brows; the
- same bloodless hue, and his teeth visible, now and
- then, in a kind of smile; his frame shivering---not as
- one shivers with chill or weakness, but as a tight-
- stretched cord vibrates---a strong thrilling rather than
- trembling.
-
- I will ask what is the matter, I thought; or who
- should? And I exclaimed,---
-
- "Have you heard any good news, Mr. Heathcliff?
- You look uncommonly animated."
-
- "Where should good news come from to me?" he
- said. "I'm animated with hunger, and seemingly I must
- not eat."
-
- "Your dinner is here," I returned; "why won't you
- get it?"
-
- "I don't want it now," he muttered hastily. "I'll wait
- till supper. And, Nelly, once for all, let me beg you to
- warn Hareton and the other away from me. I wish to
- be troubled by nobody. I wish to have this place to my-
- self."
-
- "Is there some new reason for this banishment?" I
- inquired. "Tell me why you are so queer, Mr. Heath-
- cliff. Where were you last night? I'm not putting the
- question through idle curiosity, but------"
-
- "You are putting the question through very idle
- curiosity," he interrupted, with a laugh. "Yes, I'll an-
- swer it. Last night I was on the threshold of hell. To-
- day I am within sight of my heaven. I have my eyes on
- it---hardly three feet to sever me. And now you'd better
- go. You'll neither see nor hear anything to frighten you
- if you refrain from prying."
-
- Having swept the hearth and wiped the table, I de-
- parted, more perplexed than ever.
-
- He did not quit the house again that afternoon, and
- no one intruded on his solitude, till, at eight o'clock, I
- deemed it proper, though unsummoned, to carry a
- candle and his supper to him. He was leaning against
- the ledge of an open lattice, but not looking out; his
- face was turned to the interior gloom. The fire
- had smouldered to ashes; the room was fllled with the
- damp, mild air of the cloudy evening, and so still that
- not only the murmur of the beck down Gimmerton was
- distinguishable, but its ripples and its gurgling over
-
- the pebbles, or through the large stones which it could
- not cover. I uttered an ejaculation of discontent at see-
- ing the dismal grate, and commenced shutting the
- casements, one after another, till I came to his.
-
- "Must I close this?" I asked, in order to rouse him,
- for he would not stir.
-
- The light flashed on his features as I spoke. O Mr.
- Lockwood, I cannot express what a terrible start I got
- by the momentary view---those deep black eyes, that
- smile and ghastly paleness! It appeared to me not Mr.
- Heathcliff, but a goblin; and in my terror I let the
- candle bend towards the wall, and it left me in dark-
- ness.
-
- "Yes, close it," he replied, in his familiar voice.
-
- "There, that is pure awkwardness! Why did you hold
- the candle horizontally? Be quick, and bring another."
-
- I hurried out in a foolish state of dread, and said to
- Joseph,---
-
- "The master wishes you to take him a light and re-
- kindle the fire." For I dare not go in myself again just
- then.
-
- Joseph rattled some fire into the shovel, and went;
- but he brought it back immediately with the supper-tray
- in his other hand, explaining that Mr. Heathcliff was
- going to bed, and he wanted nothing to eat till morning.
-
- We heard him mount the stairs directly. He did not pro-
- ceed to his ordinary chamber, but turned into that with
- the panelled bed. Its window, as I mentioned before, is
- wide enough for anybody to get through; and it struck
- me that he plotted another midnight excursion, of
- which he had rather we had no suspicion.
-
- "Is he a ghoul or a vampire?" I mused. I had read
- of such hideous incarnate demons. And then I set my-
- self to reflect how I had tended him in infancy, and
- watched him grow to youth, and followed him almost
- through his whole course, and what absurd nonsense it
- was to yield to that sense of horror. "But where did he
- come from, the little dark thing, harboured by a good
- man to his bane?" muttered Superstition, as I dozed
- into unconsciousness. And I began, half dreaming,
- to weary myself with imagining some fit parentage for
- him; and repeating my waking meditations, I tracked
- his existence over again, with grim variations, at last
- picturing his death and funeral, of which all I can re-
- member is being exceedingly vexed at having the task
- of dictating an inscription for his monument, and con-
- sulting the sexton about it; and as he had no surname,
- and we could not tell his age, we were obliged to con-
- tent ourselves with the single word, "Heathcliff."
- That came true; we were. If you enter the kirkyard
- you'll read on his headstone only that, and the date of
- his death.
-
- Dawn restored me to common-sense. I rose and went
- into the garden as soon as I could see, to ascertain if
- there were any footmarks under his window. There were
-
- none. "He has stayed at home," I thought, "and he'll
- be all right to-day." I prepared breakfast for the
- household, as was my usual custom, but told Hareton
- and Catherine to get theirs ere the master came down,
- for he lay late. They preferred taking it out of doors,
- under the trees, and I set a little table to accommodate
- them.
-
- On my re-entrance I found Mr. Heathcliff below. He
- and Joseph were conversing about some farming busi-
- ness. He gave clear, minute directions concerning the
- matter discussed, but he spoke rapidly, and turned his
- head continually aside, and had the same excited ex-
- pression, even more exaggerated. When Joseph quitted
- the room he took his seat in the place he generally chose,
- and I put a basin of coffee before him. He drew
- it nearer, and then rested his arms on the table and
- looked at the opposite wall, as I supposed, surveying
- one particular portion, up and down, with glittering,
- restless eyes, and with such eager interest that he
- stopped breathing during half a minute together.
-
- "Come now," I exclaimed, pushing some bread
- against his hand, "eat and drink that while it is hot; it
- has been waiting near an hour."
-
- He didn't notice me, and yet he smiled. I'd rather
- have seen him gnash his teeth than smile so.
-
- "Mr. Heathcliff! master!" I cried, "don't, for God's
- sake, stare as if you saw an unearthly vision."
-
- "Don't, for God's sake, shout so loud," he replied.
-
- "Turn round and tell me---are we by ourselves?"
-
- "Of course," was my answer---"of course we are."
-
- Still I involuntarily obeyed him, as if I was not
- quite sure. With a sweep of his hand he cleared a vacant
- space in front among the breakfast things, and leant
- forward to gaze more at his ease.
-
- Now I perceived he was not looking at the wall, for
- when I regarded him alone it seemed exactly that he
- gazed at something within two yards' distance. And
- whatever it was, it communicated apparently both
- pleasure and pain in exquisite extremes---at least the
- anguished yet raptured expression of his countenance
- suggested that idea. The fancied object was not fixed
- either; his eyes pursued it with unwearied diligence,
- and, even in speaking to me, were never weaned away.
- I vainly reminded him of his protracted abstinence
- from food. If he stirred to touch anything in compliance
- with my entreaties, if he stretched his hand out to get a
- piece of bread, his fingers clenched before they reached
- it, and remained on the table, forgetful of their aim.
- I sat, a model of patience, trying to attract his ab-
- sorbed attentlion from its engrossing speculation, till he
- grew irritable, and got up, asking why I would not al-
- low him to have his own time in taking his meals, and
- saying that on the next occasion I needn't wait---L
- might set the things down and go. Having uttered these
- words he left the house, slowly sauntered down the
-
- garden path, and disappeared through the gate.
- The hours crept anxiously by; another evening came.
- I did not retire to rest till late, and when I did I could
- not sleep. He returned after midnight, and instead of
- going to bed, shut himself into the room beneath. I
- listened and tossed about, and finally dressed and de-
- scended. It was too irksome to lie there harassing my
- brain with a hundred idle misgivings.
-
- I distinguished Mr. Heathcliff's step restlessly
- measuring the floor, and he frequently broke the si-
- lence by a deep inspiration resembling a groan. He
- muttered detached words also. The only one I couJd
- catch was the name of Catherine, coupled with some
- wild term of endearment or suffering, and spoken as
- one would speak to a person present---low and
- earnest, and wrung from the depth of his soul. I had
- not courage to walk straight into the apartment, but
- I desired to divert him from his reverie, and therefore
- fell foul of the kitchen fire, stirred it, and began
- to scrape the cinders. It drew him forth sooner than I
- expected. He opened the door immediately, and
- said,---
-
- "Nelly, come here. Is it morning? Come in with your
- light."
-
- "It is striking four," I answered. "You want a candle
- to take upstairs. You might have lit one at this fire."
-
- "No, I don't wish to go upstairs," he said. "Come in
- and kindle me a fire, and do anything there is to do
- about the room."
-
- "I must blow the coals red first before I can carry
- any," I replied, getting a chair and the bellows.
-
- He roamed to and fro, meantime, in a state ap-
- proaching distraction, his heavy sighs succeeding each
- other so thick as to leave no space for common breath-
- ing between.
-
- "When day breaks I'll send for Green," he said. "I
- wish to make some legal inquiries of him while I can
- bestow a thought on those matters, and while I can act
- calmly. I have not written my will yet, and how to leave
- my property I cannot determine. I wish I could anni-
- hilate it from the face of the earth."
-
- "I would not talk so, Mr. Heathcliff," I interposed.
- "Let your will be a while; you'll be spared to repent
- of your many injustices yet. I never expected that your
- nerves would be disordered. They are at present mar-
- vellously so, however, and almost entirely through your
- own fault. The way you've passed these three last days
- might knock up a Titan. Do take some food and some
- repose. You need only look at yourself in a glass to see
- how you require both. Your cheeks are hollow, and
- your eyes bloodshot, like a person starving with hunger
- and going blind with loss of sleep."
-
- "It is not my fault that I cannot eat or rest," he re-
- plied. "I assure you it is through no settled designs. I'll
- do both as soon as I possibly can. But you might as
- well bid a man struggling in the water rest within
- arm's length of the shore! I must reach it first, and then
- I'll rest. Well, never mind Mr. Green. As to repent-
- ing of my injustices, I've done no injustice, and I re-
- pent of nothing. I'm too happy; and yet I'm not happy
- enough. My soul's bliss kills my body, but does not
- satisfy itself."
-
- "Happy, master?" I cried. "Strange happiness! If
- you would hear me without being angry, I might offer
- some advice that would make you happier."
-
- "What is that?" he asked. "Give it."
-
- "You are aware, Mr. Heathcliff," I said, "that from
- the time you were thirteen years old you have lived a
- selfish, unchristian life, and probably hardly had a
- Bible in your hands during all that period. You must
- have forgotten the contents of the book, and you may
- not have space to search it now. Could it be hurtful to
- send for some one (some minister of any denomination
- ---it does not matter which) to explain it, and show
- you how very far you have erred from its precepts, and
- how unfit you will be for its heaven, unless a change
- takes place before you die?"
-
- "I'm rather obliged than angry, Nelly," he said, "for
- you remind me of the manner in which I desire to be
- buried. It is to be carried to the churchyard in the eve-
-
- ning. You and Hareton may, if you please, accompany
- me; and mind particularly to notice that the sexton
- obeys my directions concerning the two coffins. No
- minister need come, nor need anything be said over
- me. I tell you I have nearly attained my heaven, and
- that of others is altogether unvalued and uncoveted
- by me."
-
- "And supposing you persevered in your obstinate
- fast, and died by that means, and they refused to bury
- you in the precincts of the kirk?" I said, shocked at his
- godless indifference. "How would you like it?"
-
- "They won't do that," he replied. "If they did, you
- must have me removed secretly; and if you neglect it
- you shall prove, practically, that the dead are not an-
- nihilated."
-
- As soon as he heard the other members of the family
- stirring he retired to his den, and I breathed freer. But
- in the afternoon, while Joseph and Hareton were at
- their work, he came into the kitchen again, and with a
- wild look bade me come and sit in the house; he
- wanted somebody with him. I declined, telling him
- plainly that his strange talk and manner frightened
- me, and I had neither the nerve nor the will to be his
- companion alone.
-
- "I believe you think me a fiend," he said, with his
- dismal laugh---"something too horrible to live under a
- decent roof." Then turning to Catherine, who was
- there, and who drew behind me at his approach, he
-
- added, half sneeringly, "Will you come, chuck? I'll
- not hurt you. No! To you I've made myself worse than
- the devil. Well, there is one who won't shrink from my
- company. By God, she's relentless! Oh, damn it! It's
- unutterably too much for flesh and blood to bear---even
- mine."
-
- He solicited the society of no one more. At dusk he
- went into his chamber. Through the whole night, and
- far into the morning, we heard him groaning and mur-
- muring to himself. Hareton was anxious to enter, but
- I bade him fetch Mr. Kenneth, and he should go in
- and see him. When he came, and I requested admit-
- tance and tried to open the door, I found it locked,
- and Heathcliff bade us be damned. He was better, and
- would be left alone; so the doctor went away.
-
- The following evening was very wet---indeed it
- poured down till day-dawn; and as I took my morn-
- ing walk round the house I observed the master's win-
- dow swinging open, and the rain driving straight in. He
- cannot be in bed, I thought; those showers would
- drench him through. He must either be up or out. But
- I'll make no more ado; I'll go boldly and look."
-
- Having succeeded in obtaining entrance with another
- key, I ran to unclose the panels, for the chamber was
- vacant. Quickly pushing them aside, I peeped in. Mr.
- Heathcliff was there, laid on his back. His eyes met
- mine so keen and fierce, I started; and then he seemed
- to smile. I could not think him dead; but his face and
- throat were washed with rain, the bedclothes dripped,
-
- and he was perfectly still. The lattice, flapping to and
- fro, had grazed one hand that rested on the sill. No
- blood trickled from the broken skin, and when I put
- my fingers to it I could doubt no more---he was dead
- and stark!
-
- I hasped the window; I combed his black long hair
- from his forehead; I tried to close his eyes---to
- extinguish, if possible, that frightful, life-like gaze of
- exultation before any one else beheld it. They would
- not shut---they seemed to sneer at my attempts; and his
- parted lips and sharp white teeth sneered too. Taken
- with another fit of cowardice, I cried out for Joseph.
- Joseph shuffied up and made a noise, but resolutely
- refused to meddle with him.
-
- "Th' divil's harried off his soul," he cried, "and he
- may hev his carcass into t' bargain for aught I care!
- Ech! what a wicked un he looks girning at death!"
- and the old sinner grinned in mockery. I thought he in-
- tended to cut a caper round the bed; but suddenly com-
- posing himself, he fell on his knees, and raised his
- hands, and returned thanks that the lawful master and
- the ancient stock were restored to their rights.
- I felt stunned by the awful event, and my memory
- unavoidably recurred to former times with a sort of
- oppressive sadness. But poor Hareton, the most
- wronged, was the only one who really suffered much. He
- sat by the corpse all night, weeping in bitter earnest.
- He pressed its hand, and kissed the sarcastic, savage
- face that every one else shrank from contemplating, and
- bemoaned him with that strong grief which springs nat-
-
- urally from a generous heart, though it be tough as tem-
- pered steel.
-
- Mr. Kenneth was perplexed to pronounce of what
- disorder the master died. I concealed the fact of his
- having swallowed nothing for four days, fearing it
- might lead to trouble; and then I am persuaded he
- did not abstain on purpose---it was the consequence of
- his strange illness, not the cause.
-
- We buried him, to the scandal of the whole neigh-
- bourhood, as he wished. Earnshaw and I, the sexton,
- and six men to carry the coffin, comprehended the whole
- attendance. The six men departed when they had let it
- down into the grave. We stayed to see it covered. Hare-
- ton, with a streaming face, dug green sods and laid
- them over the brown mould himself. At present it is as
- smooth and verdant as its companion mounds, and
- I hope its tenant sleeps as soundly. But the country
- folks, if you ask them, would swear on the Bible that
- he walks. There are those who speak to having met
- him near the church, and on the moor, and even within
- this house. Idle tales, you'll say, and so say I. Yet
- that old man by the kitchen fire affirms he has seen
- two on 'em, looking out of his chamber window, on
- every rainy night since his death. And an odd thing
- happened to me about a month ago. I was going to the
- Grange one evening---a dark evening, threatening
- thunder; and just at the turn of the Heights I encoun-
- tered a little boy with a sheep and two lambs before
- him. He was crying terribly, and I supposed the lambs
- were skittish and would not be guided.
-
- "What is the matter, my little man?" I asked.
-
- "There's Heathcliff and a woman yonder, under
- t' nab," he blubbered, "un I darnut pass 'em."
-
- I saw nothing; but neither the sheep nor he would
- go on, so I bade him take the road lower down. He
- probably raised the phantoms from thinking, as he
- traversed the moors alone, on the nonsense he had heard
- his parents and companions repeat. Yet, still I don't
- like being out in the dark now, and I don't like being
- left by myself in this grim house. I cannot help it. I
- shall be glad when they leave it and shift to the Grange.
-
- "They are going to the Grange, then?" I said.
-
- "Yes," answered Mrs. Dean, "as soon as they are
- married, and that will be on New Year's day."
-
- "And who will live here then?"
-
- "Why, Joseph will take care of the house, and per-
- haps a lad to keep him company. They will live in the
- kitchen, and the rest will be shut up."
-
- "For the use of such ghosts as choose to inhabit it,"
- I observed.
-
- "No, Mr. Lockwood," said Nelly, shaking her head.
-
- "I believe the dead are at peace, but it is not right to
- speak of them with levity."
-
- At that moment the garden gate swung to; the ram-
- blers were returning.
-
- "They are afraid of nothing," I grumbled, watching
- their approach through the window. "Together they
- would brave Satan and all his legions."
-
- As they stepped on to the door-stones, and halted
- to take a last look at the moon---or, more correctly, at
- each other by her light ---I felt irresistibly impelled to
- escape them again; and pressing a remembrance into
- the hand of Mrs. Dean, and disregarding her expostu-
- lations at my rudeness, I vanished through the kitchen
- as they opened the house-door, and so should have
- confirmed Joseph in his opinion of his fellow-servant's
- gay indiscretions, had he not fortunately recognized
- me for a respectable character by the sweet ring of a
- sovereign at his feet.
-
- My walk home was lengthened by a diversion in the
- direction of the kirk. When beneath its walls I perceived
- decay had made progress, even in seven months. Many
- a window showed black gaps deprived of glass, and
- slates jutted off here and there beyond the right line
- of the roof, to be gradually worked off in coming
- autumn storms.
-
- I sought and soon discovered the three headstones
- on the slope next the moor---the middle one gray, and
- half buried in heath; Edgar Linton's only harmonized
- by the turf and moss creeping up its foot; Heathcliff's
- still bare.
-
- I lingered round them under that benign sky,
- watched the moths fluttering among the heath and
- harebells, listened to the soft wind breathing through
- the grass, and wondered how any one could ever im-
- agine unquiet slumbers for the sleepers in that quiet
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