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- Date: Mon, 25 Jan 1993 15:46:15 CST
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- Comments: Resent-From: Jim Sinclair <GOLEM@UKANVM>
- Comments: Originally-From: Derrick Smith <73547.310@compuserve.com>
- From: Jim Sinclair <GOLEM@UKANVM.BITNET>
- Subject: Re: Pain signals
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- Forwarding this from Derrick. Reply from myself to follow.
-
- ----------------------------Original message----------------------------
- Jim,
-
- >Derrick, which do you suppose is more damaging in instances like this:
- >the untreated or belatedly treated physical injury, or the disbelief and
- >inducement to doubt one's own perceptions?
-
- I believe that emotional abuse--which is a component of every other kind of
- abuse but also exists by itself--inflicts the deepest injuries in most cases.
- I've been physically injured lots of times, but my body carries few bothersome
- reminders from those experiences; an impressive number of scars, none of them
- particularly hideous or disfiguring. I was sexually abused for years, but
- again, I don't believe there are any visible signs of it today. The emotional
- damage, though, has wreaked havoc throughout my life and caused bitter pain.
-
- I never know when my own experiences have been so "non-autistic" that they
- become irrelevant to conversations in this thread. I include them this time to
- explain my conclusion that being caused to doubt your own senses is more
- damaging in the long run than the broken bone. I would guess that this would
- be a particularly grievous injury to inflict upon an autistic person. I would
- guess that the logical and perceptual faculties in autistic people would become
- far more important to them than would be the case among non-autistic people.
- They would have to lean upon them very heavily. It could not be an
- insignificant event to suffer jarring doubts about those very faculties. In
- fact, it would constitute a very grave example of emotional abuse, even though
- it was not intended to be.
-
- Although the immediate circumstances included a painful broken foot, I would
- suppose the assault against your ability to believe yourself, however
- unintended, would have had greater consequences in the long term.
-
- I wonder whether you would confirm or deny any of this speculation from your
- own experience?
-
- Derrick
-