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- From: xxbc10@ucrmath.ucr.edu (joannie humphreys)
- Newsgroups: alt.native
- Subject: okay, mabey this time I can get an article posted
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- Date: 29 Jul 92 20:50:15 GMT
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- Hi each and every body out there :-)!
- I've been having troubles posting but I might jjust make it this
- time. I was having a good and nice time in liffe until I began to
- think, and an article in here started my thinking...it was about
- the art and such.
- The story...I am 15, I'm sitting in on a CS class so I got ann
- acount that way, and news with it, I have now at home a lengthy file
- of articles from this newsgroup...I am a frequent reader. But I post
- now with a question of deep cconcern to me...What is "indian" ?
- Don't take the question litteraly, I use the word as the common
- term for native american. Read it more philisophicly...not so much
- though :-)
- The reason I ask, is that I've considered myself indian for a good
- while now...I'm a wide mix actually, but I hold much pride in my
- native part (Hopi) and am proud to say I am Hopi. But blood wise I
- have't much left in me ffrom that line. (My great-great-grandmother was
- the last full blooded native of our ffamily)
- I did not learn this till my pre-teen years. Somehow my father got on
- the subject and it came up, this surprised me, as I was sure I knew all
- off my roots and had them in order (family & background are very
- important }ito me) I immediatly bbegan to research this (my father knew
- very little) and went full into "Hopi-mode" (as my father ccalled it) I
- learned the la}inguage, gathered up and took in the religgons, philosiphies,
- ~rcustoms and arts. I would vanish into the library for hours, then
- meander off to a bookstore, hear some tapes...anything! (As you have most
- likly discovered, I do not lead a normal life :-) my father says I'm a
- knowledge sponge (-: ) I took this into the ways of my life in every way
- as long as it didn't disturb those around me.
- Now the problem...though I know all this sttuff I can't...how should I
- say...apply it. I can speak the Hopi tounge with no one. I cannot do to
- he mesas or witness the kachina dances or anything (we definattly don'}i}i{_xD~
- have that type of money) I have no record of my specific clan, if I have no
- clan I could not even think of any sort of intiation, nothing...nada, in close
- relation to my people aside from my head of knowledge (which despit my worries
- is still growing :-) ) And that broughtt me to the question...do I have the
- right to call myself native american? What does it take to be "indian" ?
- I look for answers....
- I hope, then , that someone can help me see other sides in this issue.
- I hope for responces.....Joannie (Iisawhoya (-: )
-
- "Why is it a penny for your thoughts but you have to put your two cents
- in? Somebodys making a penny!"
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