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- SORROW.
- The Aspiration to become a Master is rooted in the Trance of Sorrow.
- This trance is not simple and definite; indeed, it commonly begins in a
- limited selfish form.
- The imagination cannot pierce beyond terrestrial conditions, or the
- sense of self grasp more than the natural consciousness.
- One thinks at first no more than this: "there is nothing possible that
- is good enough for me." Only as one grows by Initiation dies one approach
- the asymptote "sabb(ace)e pi Dukkham" of the Buddha, when the relations of
- subject and object, both expanded to infinity, are seen to be no less in
- the bosom of the Great Curse than were their first avatars, the petty Ego
- and the perceptible Universe.
- So also for the transcending of this Trance of Sorrow. At first the
- victory often comes by trick of mind; extending subject or object, as the
- case may be, by an effort to escape reality, one seems for a moment to have
- defeated the Equation "~Everything is Sorrow"; but the clouds regather as
- the mind recovers its equilibrium. Thus, one invents some "Heaven,"
- defining it arbitrarily as free from sorrow: only to find, on exact
- examination, that its conditions are the same as those of "Earth."
- Nor is there any rational issue from this hell of thought. The
- transcending of the Trance of Sorrow is to be made by means of such other
- trances as the Higher Beatific Vision, the Trance of Wonder, and others,
- even the Trance call the Universal Joke, though this last is thereunto
- strangely akin!
- There is this further consideration; that every subject of contemplation
- asks only that the mind should become fixed upon it, in a degree far
- inferior to that of true concentration such as secures Samadhi, to become
- evidently an illusion.
- So much for a brief summary of the technical aspects of the matter. But
- all this is remote indeed from the simplicity of the affirmation of the
- Book of the Law:
- ~"Remember all ye that existence is pure joy: that all the sorrows are
- but as shadows; they pass & are done; but there is that which remains."
- Upon what can depend this perception, which claims to sweep away with
- the fire of scorn the formidable batteries of all serious philosophical
- thought? The solution must lie in the metaphysics of Thelema itself.
- And here we come upon what is apparently a paradox of the most
- disconcerting order. For «MDUL»The Book of the Law,«MDNM» anticipating the
- most subtle of recent mathematical conceptions, that of the greatest genius
- of this generation, makes the unit of existence consist in an Event, an Act
- of Marriage between Nuit and Hadit; that is, the fulfillment of a certain
- Point-of-View. And is not the procession of events the very conditions of
- Sorrow as opposed to the perfection of "Pure Existence?" That is the old
- philosophy, a tangle of false words: we see more clearly. Thus:
- Each Event is an Act of Love, and so generates Joy: all existence is
- composed solely of such Events. But how comes it then that there should be
- even an illusion of Sorrow?
- Simply enough; by taking a partial and imperfect Vision. An example: in
- the human body each cell is perfect, and the man is in good health; but
- should we choose to regard almost any portion of the machine which sustains
- him, there will appear various decompositions and the like, which might
- well be taken to imply the most tragic Events. And this would inevitably be
- the case had we never at any time seen the man as a whole, and understood
- the necessity of the divers processes of nature which combine to make life.
- ADDENDUM
- Furthermore, to the normal or dualistic consciousness it is precisely
- the shadows `which pass and are done' which constitute perceptibly: what
- ma~n "sees" is in fact just that which obstructs the rays of light. This is
- the justification for the Buddha saying: "Everything is Sorrow": in that
- word `Everything' he is most careful to include specifically all those
- things which men count joyous. And this is not really a paradox; for to him
- all reactions which produce consciousness are ultimately sorrowful, as
- being disturbances of the Perfection of Peace, or (if you prefer it) as
- obstructions to the free flow of Energy.
- Joy and Sorrow are thus to him relative terms; subdivisions of one great
- sorrow, which is manifestation. We need not trouble to contest this view;
- indeed, the `Shadows' of which our book speaks are those interferences with
- Light caused by the partiality of our apprehension.
- The Whole is Infinite Perfection, and so is each Unit thereof. To
- transcend the Trance of Sorrow it is thus sufficient to cancel the subject
- of the contemplation by marrying it to its equal and opposite in
- imagination. We may also pursue the analytical method, and resolve the
- complex which appears Sorrow into its atoms. Each event of it is a sublime
- and joyous act of Love; or the synthetical method, proceeding from the part
- to the Whole, with a similar result.
- And any one of the movements of the mind is (with assiduity and
- enthusiasm) capable of transforming the Trance of Sorrow itself into the
- cognate Trance attributed to Understanding, the Trance of Wonder.