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- There wasn't anything different about this
- particular night. I was babysitting my kid brother,
- Tommy, again. He was ten, I'd just turned fourteen,
- and ever since mom and dad split up it seemed like
- I'd spent more time with him than I did with my
- friends.
-
- It was a school night and at nine o'clock I
- turned off the tv and told Tommy it was time for bed.
- He was a good kid, he hardly ever gave me any lip or
- made me yell at him, but this night he balked.
-
- "I'm not sleepy," he said.
-
- I argued with him, half-heartedly (mom wasn't
- due back until midnight), but there really wasn't any
- reason to fight about it. I told him he had to come
- up at 9:30 and retreated to my room, to study. I
- heard the tv go back on as I closed my door.
-
- I changed from jeans and t-shirt into a flan-
- nel nightgown. The books were piled high on my desk,
- but I wasn't really interested in them. In fact, all
- I could think of lately was the vibrator I'd found in
- my mom's room a few weeks before. I was awakening,
- sexually, and this toy was absolutely the greatest. I
- worried that thinking about sex all the time was
- going to ruin me, but it felt so good I didn't really
- care.
-
- I lay down on my bed and stared at the ceil-
- ing. My friend Jeannie had already had sex with a
- boy. I imagined his fingers as mine slid under the
- elastic waistband of my panties and explored my pubic
- hair. As I stroked myself I grew warm, my legs and
- shoulders relaxed and my eyelids grew heavy. I rubbed
- my nipples with one hand and pressed my button with
- the other. It felt glorious. But lying there, rocking
- my hips up and down, trying to imagine an unseen boy
- in the Poconos sliding his penis inside me, I kept
- thinking of the vibrator. Finally, I sat up and
- sighed.
-
- "This is going to wreck me," I thought, slid
- off the bed and bounded out of my room. The tv was
- still going downstairs as I crept into my mother's
- dark room. I was getting good at this, I thought, as
- I slid open her bottom drawer. Beneath some sweaters
- it lay, a square white plastic handle with a dull red
- ball on the end of a metal rod. The cord was coiled
- carelessly and I noted its position and attitude as I
- lifted the joygiving device from it's resting place.
- I scurried back to my room and shivered. I couldn't
- wait.
-
- It was a hot day. The sun beat down hard, the
- heat was enveloping, oppressive. A bead of sweat
- trickled down my neck as I climbed onto White Rock. I
- cherished the sun's power, felt it surge through me,
- felt as if I could never escape it, then dove toward
- it, into the air, attacked the heat, challenged it
- head on before slicing into the clear fresh water. My
- body tingled, the chill snapped my pores shut. The
- ripples massaged my shoulders, brushed lightly my
- breasts and belly before kissing my inner thighs
- goodbye. I climbed up onto the raft.
-
- The ashen wood was sharp with heat. I stepped
- gingerly, then plopped down in the puddle I'd made.
- Already the wet was evaporating from my skin, the sun
- once again taking hold. The lake was nearly deserted,
- except for the distant drone of a power boat. I un-
- fastened the back clasp of my bikini top and let the
- sides fall to the wood. Small white patches of my
- breasts peeked from beneath my armpits. I rested my
- head on my folded arms and closed my eyes. The puls-
- ing heat and faraway drone filled my thoughts with
- glorious nothingness.
-
- I heard him before I saw him. The raft rocked
- and a sluice of water fell beside me. He was older,
- maybe 16, and taut and dark. His body shimmered as he
- pulled himself up and rolled onto the raft. His soft
- smile reassured me. I reached back, to refasten my
- top, but he took the string from my hand and I
- demurred. Wordlessly he climbed astride my back, his
- cool skin covering mine, and licked along my spine. I
- shivered and buried my face deep into my arms.
-
- His fingers landed behind my ears and pushed
- forward, brushing my ear, slipping across my cheeks.
- I took his index finger in my mouth and sucked. His
- tongue was an ice cube on my scalded skin.
-
- Next his tongue traced the curve of my armpit,
- flicking wildly into soft down there. Amazingly I
- wasn't tickled, I was charged fully, aglow and alive.
- I licked between his fingers and pressed my bottom
- up, into his groin. His tongue rolled along the side
- of my breast... It's incredible, I thought and turned
- toward him. My hard nipple plunged into his mouth. I
- raked my nails across his back and ground my groin
- into his hip. I was on fire. Could this really be it?
-
- Then he kissed my lips. His soft caress, his
- firm warm lips, his tongue flicking deftly against
- mine. I wanted to swallow his tongue, wanted to feel
- everything inside me, but he held back, made me wait,
- then engulfed my tongue as his strong hands slid in-
- side my bathing suit and cupped my bottom. I was
- shaking, now, uncontrollable. I felt his penis, rock
- hard, straining against his suit. My hand, in-
- experienced and awkward, felt its length, felt its
- power. It twitched gamely, and I rubbed...
-
- "Heather!"
-
- It was my mom! Twenty yards away, on shore,
- watching me be ravished by .....? I tensed, for a
- second, then his mouth took my other breast and I
- surrendered. His finger slid along the lips of my
- vagina. I was soaking down there, I pushed toward him
- and his finger slipped in.
-
- "Heather! What are you doing?!"
-
- "Go away, mother," I wanted to shout but in-
- stead I sucked his ear lobe and cherished the feeling
- as he pulled my bikini bottom down past my knees. Now
- the hot air was cooling, as it wafted in my deepest
- recesses. His hand pressed my clitoris and I pressed
- back, pushing that hard small point down into my cen-
- ter, forcing out the pleasure I'd never before...
-
- "Heather? What are you doing?"
-
- It was Tommy. I opened my eyes and flipped the
- vibrator off. He was staring, amazed. I pulled my
- nightgown down.
-
- "Get out of here!" I yelled at him, but he
- didn't move.
-
- "What is that thing?"
-
- "Tommy! Get our of here!" I yelled and turned
- away, but he stepped up to the side of the bed and
- sat down.
-
- "That feels good, doesn't it?" he asked and
- took it from my hand. The machine flicked on and I
- felt Tommy's hand on my thigh. He started to raise my
- nightgown but I rolled off the bed and glared at him.
- He looked hurt.
-
- "Do it yourself," I said, angrily, and walked
- out into the hall. I was embarrassed, sure,
- humiliated. And confused. In my room was my little
- brother, jerking off with a vibrator, on my bed. I
- paced up the hall, not sure what to do... Then I
- walked back into my room.
- His penis was tiny but hard. He gently rubbed
- the vibrating red ball over the tip and I saw his
- thighs tense with pleasure. His eyes were shut and
- his other hand held the base of his penis tightly,
- lifting it toward the mean machine. I had to smile.
-
- It seemed like there was something good going
- on here. I'd felt ashamed and embarrassed, but now I
- felt closer to Tommy than I ever had before. He knew
- my darkest secret and he didn't make fun of me. He
- didn't hurt me, he made me feel better for his know-
- ing. I sat down on the bed. He looked at me and
- smiled excitedly.
-
- "This is great," he whispered.
-
- I shook as I reached out to him. I hesitated,
- but then I took the vibrator from him and turned it
- off and I felt stronger. I took his penis in my hand
- and pulled on it awkwardly. I suppose I wasn't at all
- sure, really, what to do. "Oh, Heather," Tommy
- moaned, and I knew I was doing the right thing. The
- bone in his penis felt funny, odd, but the skin was
- tight and as the blood coursed through I felt a fa-
- miliar twitch between my legs.
-
- I rolled toward him, swinging my legs up
- towards his head. My nightgown rode up above my
- knees. I gripped his tiny penis in my right hand,
- then slid my lips over the top. It was salty, but not
- bad tasting, and now it jerked and quivered in my
- mouth. I heard Tommy moan and he grabbed my leg and
- pulled it close to him. Running my tongue the length
- of his shaft, rubbing the firm white cheeks of his
- buttocks, I felt him push toward me. He wanted me. I
- felt him lift the hem of my nightgown over my waist.
- I felt his fingers brush along my thighs, tentative-
- ly, then press forward into my light blonde bush. I
- felt my breathing quicken and as he slid two fingers
- inside me I lifted my leg and straddled his head. I
- worked his penis between my lips, rolling one way and
- then the other, wrapping it in my tongue and then
- sliding it in and out.
-
- He lifted his face to my vagina and licked and
- I started to come. I pushed my knees back and felt my
- lips open and swallow his tongue. He flicked it in
- and out of me surely. My breathing was heavy. I
- grinded my button on his chin. My entire body felt
- like a race about to be run, the pleasure sprinting
- from muscle to muscle. My nipples were like steel and
- rolled across Tommy's belly as if they could leave
- marks.
- I bobbed my head, faster and faster, slurping
- up the saliva with which I coated his cock. In and
- out, in and out, tighter and tighter I squeezed my
- lips. More friction, in and out, more wet softness
- surrounding his tiny penis, which I loved almost as
- much as I loved him, and then it happened. He
- screamed, a shout I felt move up me from the inside
- out, and then he started to quake. A thin cream
- landed on my tongue but I kept on licking and suck-
- ing.
-
- "Oh! Oh! Oh!" he shouted, in time to my
- rhythm. In and out, gliding over my soft lips, in and
- out. I lifted my pussy from his face, but he clung to
- my thigh, tightly. Again he erupted, a second serving
- of that salty cream. I wanted to continue, I never
- wanted to stop, but I heard him crying. I swallowed
- his come, licked his penis clean, then ran my tongue
- over the inside of this thigh. He clutched my leg,
- lifted his face again to my vagina, but now the vi-
- brations came from his sobbing. I disentangled myself
- from his arms, turned around and hugged him. His
- tears rained down on my neck, his right hand cupped
- my breast.
-
- "What's the matter," I asked.
-
- He never did tell me. Later, he got hard again
- and we fucked for real. It was hard to send him off
- to his own bed that night, but we both knew we'd have
- other chances. Tommy's been the best lover I've ever
- had, but then, of course, he's my brother.
-
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