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- CHAPTER 4
-
- I'd been at Sylvia's about a year and Mrs. Hudson was getting ready to
- retire. From my conversations with her I had learned that I wasn't the only
- man being feminized in the valley; it seemed to have caught on as a fad with
- some of the wealthy women here. She had informed me that Mrs. Humber's
- daughter Florence wasn't really a girl at all, rather she was the old lady's
- son who was being raised as a girl. Florence and her mother were frequent
- guests at Sylvia's and the next time they came to tea I scrutinized Florence
- as surreptitiously as I could. There was no way that this sweet thing could
- be a boy.
-
- I took her coat as she entered. She was young; I figured about twelve or
- thirteen, short; about 4'10", pale, and delicate. Florence was very pretty
- even though she wore no makeup. She had tiny pearl studs in her ears and her
- long straight brown hair, gathered in a yellow ribbon, fell down her back
- past her waist where the sash of her dress was tied in a big bow. The dress
- she wore was floral print in cotton with long flowing skirts and under it's
- bodice I could see the swelling of budding breasts. She was the perfect
- daughter as she took tea with her mother and Sylvia, chatting amiably with
- both of them. I returned to the kitchen.
-
- "I thought you told me that Florence Humber was a boy," I accused
- Mrs. Hudson.
-
- The old lady looked at me with sad eyes. "Maybe I said too much."
-
- "Well I'd like to know just what is going on here."
-
- Mrs. Hudson spoke in hushed tones. "It seems that Mrs. Humber had four
- boys and really wanted a girl before she couldn't have any more children.
- She was thwarted however when the last child, Walter, turned out to be a boy.
- Mrs. Humber is a very strong-willed woman and would not be denied; she decided
- to raise Walter as a girl."
-
- "What about his father," I asked, "didn't he say anything?"
-
- "I assume he would have, but he was already suffering from the cancer
- that killed him before Walter was a year old. Mrs. Humber consulted all kinds
- of specialists and used all sorts of drugs to stop Walter's development and
- stunt his growth."
-
- "It sure seems to have worked, he makes a very pretty girl."
-
- "Oh no," said Mrs. Hudson, "she is a girl."
-
- "What do you mean?"
-
- "Mrs. Humber had an something done to Walter that changed him into a
- girl."
-
- "You mean a sex change?" I asked, incredulous that a mother could do
- that to her son. What kind of madwomen live here in Carmel Valley?
-
- "I guess that's what it was."
-
- "Where could she find a doctor that would do such a thing to a boy?"
- I mused.
-
- Mrs. Hudson told me. "Mrs. Humber never let Walter out of her sight and
- he never knew anything other than girlhood. When he turned eighteen she got
- him to agree to her plans and before anyone knew of it, he was a girl.
- Permanently."
-
- "Whoa! You mean to tell me that Florence or Walter or whatever is
- eighteen years old?"
-
- "Lord no!" Said Mrs. Hudson. "That was some time ago. Let's see now,
- Florence should be about ... twenty-eight."
-
- "Holy shit! You mean to tell me that Florence Humber is a twenty-eight
- year old man."
-
- "Why yes, ... or, ... she was."
-
- The more I thought about Walter Humber the less extreme my predicament
- seemed; he had been forced to live as a prepubescent girl for over fifteen
- years and I only had to do five, unless I could escape sooner. Not only that,
- but I could go back to being a man when I got out of here, whereas Walter
- would be a girl forever.
-
- ******
-
- Eventually Mrs. Hudson also told me about Mrs. Altieri and her husband
- Vincent. It seems that Carole Altieri was a very homely (let's not mince
- words; she's a dog) and overweight young lady when her father, the
- multi-millionaire Charles Alexander, died and left her swimming in money.
- This young gigolo from San Francisco decided to romance her for a crack at
- some of the cash. Carole found out what his intentions were, but went ahead
- and married him anyway, with an unbreakable pre-marital agreement that he
- either never read or couldn't understand. Boy, when he found out that he was
- cut out of any money, no matter the circumstances, was he ever pissed. She
- counted on that though and the first time he beat her up she had him where
- she wanted him; in front of the Citizen's Justice Committee. The end result
- was that Vincent Altieri is now Carole's servant Consuela.
-
- In a way, I guess you could say that it was Vincent whose plight
- influenced me to commit to the desperate act that sealed my own fate.
- The Carmel Valley Club (whose membership, by the way, is the same as the
- Citizen's Justice Committee) was having it's annual social and Sylvia was
- this years hostess. All the help was pooled and it was while working there
- that I met Vince, or rather Consuela, as his wife referred to him. It was to
- be an international buffet and of course Vince was assigned to serve Mexican
- food. I gave him the once over while we setting up and he sure looked like a
- senorita; long curly black hair tumbled down his back. His face was heavily
- made up and huge silver hoop earrings dangled from his ears. He wore an ivory
- colored off-the-shoulder peasant blouse, which displayed an immense cleavage
- that had to be real, tucked into the waistband of a long full skirt in a
- floral design which flowed over wide womanly hips.
-
- I was serving as a cocktail waitress that evening and, as this was to be
- Sylvia's first exhibition of me to the entire Committee since they had placed
- me in her custody, no effort was spared in my preparation. After serving
- lunch I had been taken to the beauty salon in Carmel owned by that faggot
- George. His last name was Llewellyn and I'd found out that he was a member
- of the committee also. I was turned over to him while Sylvia and Julie went
- shopping.
-
- George handed me a short pink robe. "Go on in the cubicle there and
- strip naked, then put this on and lie face down on the table."
-
- The air conditioner was going full blast. My over-developed nipples
- stiffened up in the cold, their state not concealed by the thin nylon of the
- robe. I was very embarrassed as I walked out with my hands crossed over my
- crotch. At Sylvia's instruction I had not worn the crotch strap and my cock
- and balls hung down, barely covered by the skimpy robe. I laid down on my
- stomach as George swished back into the room.
-
- That queer acted more effeminate than me, if that were possible. At least
- when I behaved in a girlish manner it looked natural.
-
- George started waxing my legs. "Well dearie, it seems that those hormones
- you're taking are going to put me out of a job."
-
- I couldn't dispute him. My body hair was coming in finer and lighter
- after every time I shaved, and the intervals between shaving were getting
- longer. I wondered if it would grow back o.k. after I was released from here
- and was no longer force fed hormones.
-
- When the backs of my legs were done, I rolled over and George went to work
- on the front of me, including my belly so that I'd be left with a only a tiny
- feminine patch of pubic hair. He grabbed my shriveled penis and tugged on it
- playfully. "You know we could have a little fun, you and I, while we're
- here alone."
-
- "Mr. Llewellyn!" I blurted out. "I'll have you know that, regardless of
- my appearance, I'm not queer and I don't like men."
-
- George let go and sniffed like he was insulted. "Well I'm sure that
- Sylvia can repair that deficiency."
-
- I was too, and I worried about his last remark while he stuck to business
- andI received the royal treatment. My now long hair was washed, styled, and
- permed. As I sat under the dryer a manicurist went to work on my long nails
- and shortly they were polished to perfection in deep red. No matter how often
- I do them at home they never look that good. I was given a make over, my hair
- was brushed out, and then George swung me around to face the mirror.
-
- I could not believe that in just over a year I had been turned into the
- sweet looking young girl in the mirror. What would I look like after four more?
-
- ******
-
- My attire that night was a replica of the old Playboy bunny uniform. I
- hid my cock and balls under a what looked like tight rubber jock strap, Sylvia
- called it a compactor, and pulled on black pantyhose. Then I stepped into and
- pulled up what looked like a strapless swimsuit, but which was actually my
- uniform. It was pink spandex and clung to me like a second skin. I was given
- a pair of black patent pumps with five inch heels. A little badge that said
- Billie, rabbit ears, and I was ready to go to work.
-
- I found it difficult to get around in those shoes. I had to be careful
- and walk very slow and deliberately. I know that my ass wiggled when I did,
- but what could I do? Without a bra my breasts bounced around with each step
- so I had to move slowly on that account anyway. I went on down to help set up
- for the party.
-
- I saw Vince there. I arranged to work near him and when I got a chnace
- introduced myself. "Hi, I'm Bill Adams."
-
- He just stared at me for a minute. Then after looking around like a
- scared animal he whispered in a girlish voice. "Get out of here. Do it now.
- Before it's too late!"
-
- He turned away and went back to work. I wanted to talk more, but Sylvia
- came out and was observing us closely.
-
- ******
-
- As I served drinks I noticed all the men staring at my chest. It was
- really embarrassing. My nipples were clearly outlined as they strained against
- the stretchy fabric. I hadn't been aware that they were that prominent.
-
- The party lasted well into the night and when it was over the help stayed
- behind to clean up. Carole Altieri had left Vince with us. He would sleep
- overnight and help me finish cleaning up in the morning. He was in Mrs.
- Hudson's old room and we had to share the bath in the hall. I heard him go on
- in and shower. I decided totalk to him. I snuck down the hall and knocked on
- the bathroom door.
-
- "Come in."
-
- I did and saw Vince's back as he dried his long hair. I gasped aloud when
- he turned around. As I had guessed his abundant breasts were indeed real and I
- now saw them revealed in all their glory. It wasn't the size of his chest that
- caused my shock, but rather his womanly hips. They were too womanly, for
- below them, between his thighs, hung ... nothing!
-
- Below the triangle of pubic hair, where should have dangled the cock and
- balls of a proud stud, there was only the sex of a woman.
-
- He saw me looking at his crotch and said, "See what I meant about getting
- out of here while you still can?"
- "Your wife did that to you?"
-
- "No. I did it to myself."
-
- "Why?"
-
- "I'm not sure. It's kind of a long story."
-
- He went on to tell me about how after he had beaten up Carole, he was
- arrested and turned over to the Committee, who sentenced him to remain under
- Carole's control and supervision. Carole was pregnant and, with no further
- use for Vince, decided to feminize him. He fought her tooth and nail, but
- Carole was indefatigable and after several years of hormones and cosmetic
- surgery, including breast implants, Vince had been forced to take on the
- appearance of a beautiful woman. Carole, who by now totally dominated Vince,
- was somehow able to persuade him that he wanted to be a complete woman.
-
- Vince wasn't sure how Carole had been able to get him to do it, he
- suspected hypnosis, but whatever he finally agreed, consenting to sex
- reassignment, only to return from the hospital to find out that Carole had
- divorced him. Judge Martin had granted her the divorce. Along with the divorce,
- Carole had filed a petition for change of name which was also been granted by
- Judge Martin; Vince's legal name was now Consuela Hernandez.
-
- "I owed child-support." He said. "Where could I go? What could I do ... as
- a woman? So now I work for her as a domestic at minimum wage. After taxes and
- Social Security I take home just over four hundred dollars a month, out of
- that three hundred goes for child-support and the balance goes to pay off my
- doctors bills and legal fees."
-
- As I stared at the man who was now irreversibly a woman, I resolved then
- and there that I was going to escape before Sylvia got the notion to carry my
- feminization to that extreme.
-
- CHAPTER 5
-
- I reasoned that the worst thing I could do would be to make a panicked
- escape which Sylvia was probably ready for, and wouldn't get me very far
- anyway. No, I would plan it out and bide my time until the right opportunity
- presented itself. Toward that end I behaved myself, cooperating fully with
- Sylvia, in order that any suspicions she might harbor would be allayed, and
- some day she would let her guard down just far enough for me to make my move.
-
- Mrs. Hudson finally left and I took over as cook and housekeeper. In the
- interim, the hormones had taken their toll; I had all the curves of a girl,
- my skin was soft, and I was no longer shaving. With the compactor on I could
- pass anywhere as a girl, even in a bikini. At this point the hormones were
- reduced to a maintenance dosage. I gradually noticed an increasing sensitivity
- in my cock and after awhile it even got hard again, for which I was grateful.
-
- ******
-
- I worked hard, watched, waited, and plotted for my escape. My prayers
- were answered, and I got the break I had been waiting for on New Year's Eve.
- Sylvia and Julie went out to a party and I was left home alone. About three
- in the morning I was awakened by loud talking and laughter. Having seen this
- before, and thinking that they would probably want me to prepare some food or
- help them undress, I got out of bed, pulled a robe over my nightgown, put on
- some slippers, and went to see what the situation was.
-
- I entered Sylvia's room and as I took in the scene I knew that this was
- an opportunity which might never again repeat itself. As I suspected, the
- girls were drunk as lords, but this time they had gone even further. The two
- of them were passed out on the bed in each others arms. It wasn't hard for me
- to reconstruct what had happened.
-
- They must have come in and tried to get ready for bed. Sylvia had opened
- the safe to put their jewelry in. After putting hers in, Sylvia went to get
- Julie's. Julie always was a playful little thing and had probably pulled
- Sylvia down for a kiss. The liquor had overcome them and there they were; on
- the bed, still dressed and unconscious.
-
- I went and looked in the safe. I could have screamed with joy. My escape
- was a certainty. In there were bundles of cash, many pieces of expensive
- jewelry, papers, and in the back, that same little pistol that had been
- planted on me so long ago. I took the gun, checked to see that it was loaded,
- then put it in the pocket of my robe. Grabbing a suitcase, I emptied the safe
- into it.
-
- What next? I stopped to consider. I needed some clothing. Thanks to
- Sylvia, I couldn't pass as a man, and all the women's clothing I had were sexy
- and revealing. Guaranteed not to provide the anonymity I needed to pull this
- off successfully.
-
- I ran to my room, grabbed panties and a bra, and put them on. Back in
- Sylvia's room I went through her drawers and found what must have been her
- only pair of jeans. They were of course designer and fit very tight, but
- they'd last until I could buy something. I pulled on a cotton shirt and found
- a leather jacket. That and some shoes were all I'd need. I found a pair of
- running shoes and put them on, after over a year of wearing nothing but
- high-heels they felt good on my feet.
-
- I decided to take my revenge before I left. I laughed as tied the two
- unconscious girls spread-eagle on the bed. I got a glass of water and threw
- it in Sylvia's face.
-
- "Wake up bitch!"
-
- She puttered and came to. "What the fuck?"
-
- "Shut up!" I yelled. I'm on my way out of here and want to finish what I
- was doing when you so rudely interrupted me last time."
-
- I pulled down the jeans and panties, pulled out my cock, and started
- playing with it to make it hard.
-
- "I want you to watch while I fuck your little girlfriend here."
-
- She did, as I did. It felt great, even if Julie slept through it. Sylvia
- glared at me. I knew what I wanted to do. I went in the bathroom and pulled
- out that horrid butt-plug. I was so used to it that I'd almost forgot it was
- there. I rinsed it out. Returning to the bedroom I crammed it in Sylvia's
- mouth and tied it there with a pair of panty-hose.
-
- "I've had Enough of your shit bitch. Maybe that will keep it in. Now is
- when it starts getting better for a change."
-
- ******
-
- I laughed to myself, enjoying my revenge on those two cunts, as I headed
- north on Highway 1 in Sylvia's car.
-
- CHAPTER 6
-
- I knew that Sylvia would spare neither effort nor expense in searching
- for me, so I did what I could to throw the hounds off of my scent. The first
- problem was my appearance; that of a beautiful blonde. I knew from past
- experience that, no matter what I wore, men would stare at and remember me.
-
- I took stock of my situation. In the case was well over 150 thousand
- dollars. I figured that the money would be fair recompense for what Sylvia
- had done to me and my body. I also knew that making myself presentable as a
- man again would eat up a big chunk of it. The rest would help make myself
- disappear. I had an idea. I crossed over to, and headed north on, 101 towards
- San Jose.
-
- I left Sylvia's car in the long term parking lot at San Francisco
- International Airport and started wandering through the terminals. It wasn't
- long before I spotted what I needed; a good looking blonde about my height.
- I went over and talked to her.
-
- "Excuse me, but could I ask where you're headed?"
-
- She was a cute girl, but then again that's what I appeared to be. She
- wasn't suspicious of my motives and talked to me.
-
- "New York. Why do you ask?"
-
- "It's a long story, but I'd be willing to pay your way if you can help me
- out."
-
- "Go on."
-
- "It's my boyfriend. I've had enough of his abuse and I'm leaving him.
- He's got lots of money and I don't want him to be able to track me down.
- So here's the deal. I get in line, buy you a ticket under a my name so you
- aren't involved, the agent remembers me, and you fly to New York on the ticket
- while I head elsewhere."
-
- "Sounds good to me, and I could sure use the money it would save me, and
- I know what pigs some men can be. Sure I'll be glad to do it, and good luck to
- you."
- We never exchanged names and after I saw her off I caught a cab to the
- city. There I got on BART to Oakland where I caught another cab to Oakland
- International Airport and bought a seat to LA under a made up name.
-
- ******
-
- It was mid-morning when I deplaned in Los Angeles. I bought newspapers
- and went into an airport coffee shop and ate breakfast while looking for a
- place to live. There were several reasons why I'd picked LA; I'd grown up
- there, it's easy to drop out of sight there, and damn hard to find someone
- there who doesn't want to be found. If you have money there's nothing you
- can't buy and, most importantly, LA has a large transsexual community.
- Strange as it sounds, that would be my cover while I returned to masculinity.
- Hide in plain sight as it were.
-
- Los Angeles was the perfect place to lose myself; if you can't do it
- there, you can't do it anywhere. I decided to call myself Jennifer Smith.
- With the money I had it wouldn't be hard to settle in, find my way around,
- and buy some ID. Once that was taken care of, I could figure out a way to
- become a man again.
-
- As I went through the classified ads, I circled those with potential and
- started calling when I was done eating. I hit pay dirt on my third attempt. A
- furnished studio apartment in Hollywood for rent by the month. The landlord
- was sort of a bum, but he wasn't curious, and took my deposit and first months
- rent in cash.
-
- He probably thought that I was just another of the thousand or so young
- girls who flock there each year hoping to make it in show business, and I did
- everything possible to reinforce that impression.
-
- I sat in my tiny new home and took stock of my situation. I had nothing
- except the clothes on my back and a suitcase full of cash. The first order of
- business was food. I grabbed a handful of bills and then stashed the suitcase
- in a closet. On my trip to the supermarket I discovered what would be my
- number one problem in LA; a good looking girl alone just can't go about her
- business incognito. Especially walking in a city where everyone drives. I
- was no sooner on the street than I heard my first, "Hey baby. Need a ride?"
-
- While walking through the grocery store, I stopped for a minute in front
- of the panty-hose display. "Never again," I thought to myself, savoring my
- escape from Sylvia and liberation from forced femininity. I returned to my new
- apartment with the basics: milk, bread, cereal, cold cuts, chips, and beer. I
- made myself a sandwich, popped a cool one, and considered my next move. I would
- need some clothes, but the question was where to shop and what to buy.
-
- While I had hoped to return to men's clothing as soon as possible, there
- was no denying that with my body, at least for the present, I would be more
- likely to find appropriate clothing at Frederick's of Hollywood than
- Brook's Brothers.
-
- I went shopping and bought a bunch of jeans and sweat-shirts. Just enough
- to keep me going until I could get back to real men's clothing. I also bought
- some cotton briefs, they were women's, but the only ones I could find that fit.
- They'd do for now.
-
- I also found out that there was something else I was going to have to work
- on. I found out the hard way that living with that butt plug inside me had
- caused me to lose the ability to control sphincter. I won't go in to any
- details, except to say that whenever I felt the need to go, I now had about
- three minutes to find a toilet. I debated getting another one, but decided
- that I'd rather regain control and have dirty panties than keep another butt
- plug in me.
-
- I settled in and laid low for awhile. Then one night I put my plan into
- action. I knew that there was an area of the strip where TS hookers and their
- customers congregated. So one night I wandered on down there and started
- hanging around. I struck up a conversation with a couple of them. I found one
- that hadn't been hardened by life on the streets yet. He called himself Lana
- and had come out from Utah or somewhere to hustle money and change his sex.
-
- I invited Lani home to sleep on my couch one morning after a night on the
- streets. We talked for awhile and I pumped him for information on the best
- doctors to see. I woke up the next afternoon to find the little bitch gone
- along with some of the jewelry I had taken from Sylvia's. I'd stashed it under
- the sink in a coffee can. Lana had obviously torn apart the house looking for
- anything of value. It was a good thing I'd put the money in a safe deposit box.
- I'd been able to rent one with the false ID I had been able to buy. It wasn't
- the best, but it worked. The guy who sold it to me thought I wanted it to be
- able to pass for 21 and buy liquor.
-
- ******
-
- I went to one of the clinics on the list I had made talking to Lana. The
- receptionist told me that they did do sex reassignment there, but that I'd
- need to be referred by a psychologist first. She gave me the name of one and
- I went to see him. It wasn't hard to convince him that I was what I appeared
- to be; a pre-operative transsexual passing successfully as a woman. That's why
- I went to LA, it's almost an everyday thing there. It was time to put my plan
- into action.
-
- "So you've lived as a woman for a year and you're ready for surgery?"
- The shrink asked me.
-
- "I'm not sure Doctor. I just want to get this over with."
-
- "I really can't let you go through with this if you're not one hundred
- per cent sure of what you're doing."
-
- "What else can I do Doctor? The hormones I've been taking have completely
- changed my body shape.., and just look at these." I pulled up my sweatshirt
- and showed him the massive breasts hidden under it. "What can I do about them?"
-
- ******
-
- I laughed all the way home. In my purse was a years supply of the
- strongest male hormone available. The doctor had even been so kind to arrange
- for what he called a radical mastectomy. I didn't care what he called it.
- They were gonna cut those damn tits off.
-
- On the appointed day I showed up at the clinic where they were going to
- do the job. I was given a room where I undressed and put on the hospital gown.
- As I tried to go to sleep I was so relieved. At last I was on my way back to
- masculinity. No more bras for me. I'd get these tits off in the morning and
- never wear girls clothing again.
-
- The next morning a nurse came in and gave me a shot in my ass. I started
- to drift as the shot took effect. Another nurse in surgical greens wearing a
- mask came in and I became aware that she was strapping my arms and torso to
- the table.
-
- "Why are you doing that?" I asked her.
-
- "It's for your own protection dear."
-
- That voice! I knew it. Just then she slipped her mask down: it was Sylvia.
-
- "So! You thought you could get away from me. I must admit you led me on a
- merry chase until some of my jewelry started showing up in pawnshops, but here
- I am and now you must pay. Remember Billie; it always gets worse."
-
-