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- The air was hot and muggy, and even though the sun had begun to set a while
- back the passing cars and concrete sidewalk kept everything unbearable.
- Even the customers sitting and eating dinner under the Cinzano umbrellas
- were continually mopping up sweat with little square cocktail napkins. The
- cold air from the kitchen was my only salvation and I would linger in the
- oasis until I could sense the customers beginning to question my
- whereabouts, appearing for a cursory refilling of glasses only to retreat
- again. The streetlights all clicked on at once with a buzzing sound,
- casting their amber-white light across the tables and cigarette smoke.
-
- As the night progressed the high school kids took their Camaros and
- Mustangs and headed off to the movies or the late-night softball games as
- the neighborhood slowly regained its composure. Older couples strolled the
- area, stopping off at one cafe or another and ordering their coffee,
- decaffinated, with half and half. The two that always took the table
- nearest the street wearily got up and ambled off towards their apartment,
- leaving the habitual full ashtray covering a healthy tip. The peacefulness
- was briefly interrupted as an ambulance blew by full-tilt, heading off into
- the distance sirens wailing.
-
- Eventually the sky lost all hints of sunlight and the sidewalk tables
- emptied one by one, allowing me to rest for a moment as my single remaining
- table full of Spaniards engaged itself in an animated conversation, arms
- flailing and gesticulating wildly, beer sitting sweating and getting warm.
- I looked across the street to the Cafe Italia, with the "I" in "Italia"
- blinking on and off as the neon tube went bad, when I caught a glimpse of a
- new waitress standing wearily behind the counter slowly counting her tips,
- the neon reflected in the display cases of the cafe.
-
- She would exit to the sidewalk every few minutes and check her customers,
- filling a cup of coffee or taking away a plate, only to stand in the
- doorway for a moment and look off down the street before disappearing back
- into the cafe. Her medium-length wavy bleached-blond hair moved strangely,
- witness to damage from repeated styling. Even her clothes looked rough,
- her knee-length jeans fighting her as she walked, her white t-shirt half
- untucked and hanging crooked, but all the elements brought her a certain
- exotic aire, made her look strong-willed and confident.
-
- The cooler night air began to appear, rustling through the trees as it
- wandered down the street and through the cafe. After the Spaniards went
- onward, we brought in the sidewalk furniture and turned off the exterior
- lights, closing shop for another day. I was still wide awake and the now
- refreshing air begged me to stay outdoors for a while more, to go over to
- the Italia and chat with the owner, sit at one of those black marble tables
- and drink a strong cappuchino. The waitress was clearing her last sidewalk
- table as I went inside, carefully balancing plates and glasses on a big
- gray Rubbermaid tray as she glanced at me out of the corner of her eye.
-
- After a brief exchange of dialog with "Grandi," as I called him, I sat down
- at the corner table of the now empty cafe, facing the window so I could
- watch the street as the new waitress put away the last dishes and wiped off
- the tables. She looked like someone who was in a losing battle with life
- after too many bad experiences, but willing to continue the fight. Grandi
- locked the door and shut down most of the lights, pointing to the new
- waitress and saying, "Hey, meet Ellen, she's a-starting tonight; she's a
- new in town" as he disappeared into the kitchen to help his wife finish up
- the cleaning. The expresso machine complained loudly as it dripped out the
- last cup of the night.
-
- Ellen came over to my table, setting down her coffee, cigarettes, and a
- couple of left-over pastries. For some reason I had expected her face to
- be different, soft in contrast to her harsh persona, but it also looked
- rebellious. She offered me one of the pastries and we chatted together as
- we ate; for some strange reason she attracted me greatly, she was gutsy and
- brash but at the same time coquettishly feminine. Grandi had finished up
- in the back and from habit I knew it was time to take off. The crisp air
- was a sharp contrast to that of the cafe as Ellen and I walked out to the
- now deserted sidewalk.
-
- When I found out that she lived in the old district about a mile East I
- offered to give her a ride home, realizing that she probably wouldn't take
- me up on it as I gestured towards my motorcycle, but she accepted anyway.
- I rocked the bike off its footpeg and started it up, listening to the motor
- complain after sitting for ten hours in the sun. Ellen got on and grabbed
- me around the waist with her left hand, holding her cigarette out of the
- wind the right and pressing up against my back as we raced away. The city
- streets were devoid of anything at this hour, only cardboard boxes and
- empty cups blowing around in strange little whirlpools of wind and empty
- buses wandering through their routes.
-
- Her apartment was old and small, up on the third floor, all the windows
- open and the breeze blowing through the broken screens. She went off to
- the kitchen for the beer she had promised me as I settled down into the
- couch, feeling the decades of life that the apartment had seen, the stains
- on the wall from previous occupants and the scars in the hardwood floor
- from long ago. Ellen turned on the TV and sat down next to me, a six-pack
- in hand, kicking off her shoes and leaning to my shoulder. Some old serial
- was playing on the tube, black and white images reflecting off the few
- things she had in the room, as her hair moved with the summer wind.
-
- I put an arm around her as she pushed up even closer to me, holding her
- tightly and feeling her body move with every breath. She was watching the
- television half-heartedly, her legs curled up under her like a small child.
- After a few minutes of silence she looked up at me and for the first time I
- noticed her intense blue eyes. She glanced down to her cigarette and after
- taking a long drag put it out and looked up at me, her pouty lips betraying
- her inner emotions. I reached down for her leg and felt her quiver with my
- touch, move even closer to me as we kissed, at first tentatively and
- quickly with force. I pushed her back and she grabbed me, running her
- hands up and down my back as we rubbed our bodies together.
-
- A quick motion and she removed my shirt, leaving my work-tired chest bare
- to the room, kissing me down my neck and then holding me tight. Her blond
- hair fell against the cushion behind her, spreading out broadly and
- contrasting with the darkness of the room. With her help we removed her
- shirt and tank-top bra, leaving two small round breasts for my attentions.
- She too had worked most of the afternoon and night, and our worn bodies
- ached for release, for an excuse to be tired and dirty. I alternately
- kissed her and ran my fingers across her stomach, teasing toward her
- breasts until finally catching them with my mouth, one by one, adoring and
- worshiping her with every motion.
-
- Our pants huddled together in one little mass at the foot of the sofa,
- liberating our bodies and letting the sexual tension build higher. She
- rolled me over onto my back and moved to the floor, deftly taking me into
- her mouth and edging me slowly on, the black and white images of the TV
- reflecting on the ceiling and across her smooth back. I wanted her, wanted
- her next to me, holding me, pushing me, being tough and charming. She was
- strong, in control of the situation and I was being controlled by her
- desires, her breasts heaving with her respiration and her legs slowly
- beginning to shake from excitement.
-
- We rolled off the couch onto the floor, pushing the makeshift coffee table
- out of the way and laughing as the beer cans rolled across the room,
- rocking our bodies together in unison, her breasts in my hands and her
- hands searching my back, my arms, my chest. A rumble of thunder sounded in
- the distance as the wind picked up, signs of an upcoming storm. I writhed
- with her, feeling the warmth of her clit as she rocked against my fingers,
- the tiredness of her face overcome with pleasure, a smile appearing on sad
- lips. Ellen grabbed me and pulled me close, insistent upon immediate
- satisfaction, begging me with her eyes and pushing her hips against mine.
-
- I could feel her warmth slide around me, at first uncertain of the long-
- awaited intrusion but then opening eagerly to my faster strokes. The sound
- of us, of our bodies, mixed with the rain now beginning to fall outside,
- the thunder every moment coming closer. I could feel her begin to lose
- control of her emotions, to open herself to pure pleasure, and my intensity
- increased as the same time, rocking harder and breathing deeply as she rode
- up and down me, tightening her inner muscles as I retracted and loosening
- as I re-entered each time. Finally the outside world became immaterial,
- the TV, the apartment, the rain, and we exploded together there on the
- living room floor, abruptly lessening the pace and returning to stillness.
-
- "Hold on a second, I gotta close the windows." she said.
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