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- The beer tasted good. I'd been stuck in traffic
- for over an hour, and even with the air conditioner,
- had built up quite a thirst. I still couldn't
- believe traffic had been so bad at noon on Saturday,
- even heading toward the beach on this hot day. I
- looked around the bar, and was surprised, though I
- shouldn't have been, by the fact there were no women
- in the bar. Ever since my girlfriend had been back
- visiting her family I had tried to build up the
- courage to fulfill my fantasy of being with a man.
- Now here I was.
- I began to feel a little uncomfortable, as the
- men were checking me out, trying to be nonchalant,
- knowing that they wanted my young looking body, to
- have their way with me. Yet, I had no desire to be
- with any of them. I was beginning to think this had
- been a mistake. I figured I'd just finish my beer
- and head home. It was then that he walked into the
- bar. It was strange. I'd fantasized about being
- with a man, a faceless man. No one I'd ever seen had
- brought sensations that would make me want to make
- love to them. He was different.
- He walked in quietly and sat down three stools
- over, and ordered a Heineken. As he poured the beer
- into his glass, I watched him out of the corner of my
- eye. He was close to six feet tall, nicely built,
- not muscular, about 40. His dark brown hair had been
- dried casually, still a little damp, laying about in
- soft curls. He either lived by the beach or came
- here ofthe tan demonstrated against the
- shorts,hite tank top he wore. I had never seen
- a man whom I thought was truly physically attractve
- to me. M
- white Reebocks, moved their way up his defined
- calves, to his strong thighs. His legs, like his
- arms, had only a thin, light, coat of straightar for his glass, I
- nd his chiseled arm, his chest through
- the arm hole of his shirt. I could see the nipple,
- dark brown, large, flat, with jd over at me and smiled. The light in
- the bar made his smooth face shine. I smiled
- sheepishly back, nervous, excited. For about ten
- minutes we sat there. I would try to see what was
- between his legs, not being able to tell, as his
- shorts bunched together from sitting down, if he was
- really that large, or if it was just material. His
- hand dwarfed the glass, his long manicured finger
- rubbing the rim. He would catch me looking at him,
- and smile, as though he understood exactly what I was
- feeling, thinking. As though he knew what I wanted,
- but did not want to emhen ld look
- straight ahead, I could see him out of the corner of
- my eye, watching me. Not hungrily, but somehow
- lovingly.
- I finally built uurage, He thanked me, and we started small talk. He
- suggested we move to a booth, which we did, across
- from the bar. As we talked I became so comfotable.
- Looking into his blue eyes, as he would laugh about
- something just said, reach over to touch my arm. I
- moved my bare leg to be in contact with his. We
- ordered another beer and continued talking. About
- what we did for a living, what books we had read. He
- said he had only come in here for a beer, and didn't
- particularly care for bars. But, was thirsty and
- wasn't ready to walk back home. I told him that I had
- never been in a gay bar before, and embarrasinly told
- him about never having been with a man either. He
- smiled knowingly.
- I told him the whole story about having
- fantasized all my life about being with a man. But
- never feeling quite right about it. It was like
- talking to a counselor. He told me that, like me, he
- had never been true to his feelings until he was 33.
- Having lead a straight life, with children, and now
- an ex-wife, he was ready for a loving, gay
- relationship. He had had a few male lovers, but the
- situations had left him empty. He offered to cook me
- dinner. I paid for the beers, as we left he put his
- hand behind my head and brushed the back of my hair.
- As we were driving my car up the hill towards
- his home, I reached out and put my hand over his. He
- grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently, looking into
- my eyes, smiling. We pulled into the driveway and
- walked up the sidewalk into his home. I sat down on
- the couch as he went to get us a couple of beers. He
- came back in and sat down right next to me, laying
- his arm across the back of the sofa. I reached down
- and put my hand on his thigh and looked over at him.
- His head moved towards mine, I moved my hand to his
- side pulling him close to me, as we kissed. Deeply,
- lovingly, not yet passionately. He stood up, and
- took my hand, walking towards the back of the house.
- He lead me into his bedroom.
- By the side of bed we embraced, as my hands
- gripped his back, and our toungues, probed each
- others mouthes. I could feel his strong hands,
- massaging my ass, working their way down the back of
- my thighs, as my hands slid under his shirt, rubbing
- his stomach, then his chest, lightly pinching his
- hardening nipples. I could feel his hardening cock,
- pressing against mine. I felt like I was on fire, I
- wanted all of this man. He broke the kiss, and
- started to unbutton my shirt, then leaned forward and
- started nibbling on my ear, as he continued with my
- shirt. I could feel his soft lips, moving down my
- neck, as his toungue left a trail of saliva, working
- toward my nipples. He pulled my nipple into his
- mouth, coating it with his toungue, as I continued to
- run my hands over his chest and back.
- I pulled his shirt over his head, as I dropped
- mine to the floor, embracing, feeling our strong
- bodies, against the other, hot, soft. I reached
- down, ondoing the button on his shorts, and pulling
- the zipper down. I slid my hand down, causing his
- shorts to drop to the floor. I found his cock in my
- hand, as I rolled his balls around in my other hand,
- now kissing passionately. He pulled my own shorts
- down. Then reached into my silk boxers and started
- pulling on my hardening dick. I moved my tongue down
- his neck, to his nipples, going back and forth
- between the two, then working a trail down his
- stomach, until my chin was resting on his seven inch,
- pink headed cock. I pulled back, and licked the
- precum oozing from his slit onto my tongue.
- With my mouth fool of saliva I slowly took his
- cock into my mouth, which was only about half way. I
- Continued to do this, making loving to his tool, as
- my hands rubbed his ass cheeks, and his hands ran
- through my hair. I wanted him so badly. I pulled
- away, resting the side of my face against his thigh,
- and whispered "please, make love to me." He went into
- the bathroom, and came back with some vaseline. He
- guided me to the bed, and I lay on my stomach. I
- could feel his toungue, starting at my shoulder,
- working down my back, circling my cheeks. Then
- working the crack of my ass, as he slatherd my
- asshole with saliva, probing it with his tongue, me
- pushing up into his face, as his hand massaged my
- cock and balls.
- I looked over my shoulder, to see him take a
- handfull of vaseline, smearing it over his swollen
- member, then take two coated fingers, and insert them
- gently in my ass. I lifted my hips up, keeping my
- head on the bed, as he guided his shining, slippery
- cock to enter my ass. I could feel his cockhead,
- pressing against my asshole, as I pressed back
- gently, his strong hands on my hips and ass, pulling
- me onto him, softly. As his head entered me, the pain
- was sharp, yet the loving way he held my hips, caused
- me to relax, as he continued to push gently, his cock
- into me.
- Slowly, he pulled me all the way onto him. I
- could feel his balls touching mine, as I reached
- behind under my legs to massage us both. He pulled
- out almost all the way, and then would gently push
- his cock all the way back in to the hilt, as I
- squeezed his cock with my ass cheeks. Then he pulled
- all the way out and moved me onto my back. Taking my
- cock, all the way in his mouth, sucking softly,
- wetly, until I was about to cum. He stopped, lifing
- my legs over his shoulders, and again I felt the head
- of his cock against my hole, begging entry. I
- relaxed as he slipped inside me, the pain much less
- this time. He pushed himself all the way in and lay
- on top of me, my dick pressed hard against his
- stomach, we kissed probing each others mouths, as he
- starts moving in small strokes, causing his stomach
- to stroke my slick cock. He pulls his mouth away
- from me, and moves it to my ear, whispering "you feel
- so good, I've never felt like this"...I respond
- "please, cum, I want to feel you fill me up...oh you
- feel so good...so hard....oh yes...please make love
- to me..drive it in...oh yeah....oh yeah...."
- I could feel his cock start to twitch and feel
- my own orgasm building inside of me, as his stomach
- pressed harder and harder against my cock and my
- balls. He lengthened his strokes, pumping harder.
- As my orgasm overcame me I bit into his shoulder,
- driving his cock into me, pulling his ass down. He
- yells out, slamming his dick all the way in, I could
- feel it pulsating, dumping his cum deep inside of me.
- I ran my hands all over his body, as we fell into our
- mutual orgasm, and kissed passionately.
- All this happened four months ago. We have been
- living and loving together for the past month. I
- never knew love could be like this.
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