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- I take this slowly, at first; as I know that even if he's familiar
- with the idea, he isn't yet comfortable with it. I would have liked
- to break the ice with a few videos, but circumstances didn't permit.
- I settle for some Kahlua and hardcopy of some erotica I'd written
- (not actually with him in mind, but recent circumstances had
- encouraged a tend towards genericity...). The apartment is warm; not
- too hot, but as it's freezing outside, it's a welcome contrast.
- Cosy.
-
- I wouldn't have taken it this far, except that he'd confessed (to
- our mutual friend) that he'd wondered what it would be like, to have
- me up his ass (although, at the moment, that isn't what I have in
- mind...). I suspected that he was trying to impress her... I guess
- I'm about to find out.
-
- ...and, no matter how I look at this, strategically, there's going
- to be one point where I make a move that he's going to regard as `the
- turning point'. I may be regarding this too analytically... still,
- supposing that I'm right, I then decide to make that first move a
- bold one, as a sort of `I'm serious here!' gesture; I move close to
- him, practically sitting in his lap, and place my hands between his
- legs. Our eyes meet; we stare at each other, unblinking, for perhaps
- ten seconds; I sense that, maybe, he's going to withdraw, so I move
- my hand against his crotch, sort of cupping it around his balls
- (which I can feel through the material of his jeans) and put my arm
- around his shoulders. Well! He doesn't run screaming from the
- room... on the contrary, he closes his eyes and sinks back into the
- couch... and, yes, I believe he has the start of an erection. Which
- is a relief, as I don't think I could go any further if he didn't. I
- press myself against him, my head resting on the front of his
- shoulder; I move my hand again, the palm against his stomach, my
- fingers pressing into the bulge of his erection, moving it slowly
- from side to side.
-
- She enters, dressed in her usual jeans and pink floyd T-shirt. I
- pause to admire the way the psychedelic design curves around her
- breasts, aware that my companion is doing the same thing. She sits
- down on the couch next to him, puts her arms around his shoulders
- (over mine) and kisses him. He rises to the occasion (so to speak
- ), pressing his mouth eagerly to hers, and yet he doesn't appear to
- have forgotten me, as he moves his crotch forward, pressing against
- my hand. We sit there, the three of us, slowly shifting back and
- forth, until it proves too much for him and he tries to push her
- away. She makes that snarling sound which I've always translated as
- `Oh, no you don't - *I* make the rules around here!' and shoves him
- over sideways so that he's forced over the arm of the chair with her
- practically lying on top of him, mouths still joined in a kiss. I
- scoot around to his front and position myself between his legs,
- thinking that she's a tactical genius. He's still pushing back as I
- press harder against the front of his jeans... he moans quietly as
- the heel of my hand rubs the base of his penis, and suddenly he's
- trying to undo his jeans with his one free hand. I help him,
- unzipping the fly and tugging at his denims as he lifts his hips (as
- much as he can with her holding him down). His erection had almost
- escaped the narrow confines of his underpants, so I help it, tugging
- the waistband down ... I'm impressed! Either the head isn't
- noticeably wider than the shaft, or that it's unusually thick (well,
- noticeably larger than mine... :-\). I carefully take it in my hand,
- squeezing gently, feeling its warmth as it swells even larger. This
- is getting a tad intimidating... as she pushes him further back over
- the arm of the chair in what must be a rather uncomfortable position,
- his groin is thrust out towards me. I can't resist the temptation to
- touch the end of his penis with my tongue; holding it steady with one
- hand (my fingers barely wrap all the way around), I slowly,
- tentatively lick the underside of the head, my tongue travelling
- around the end, eventually arriving at the tip. I taste the faint
- salt tang of the droplet of clear fluid that my tongue encounters
- there; it sets off something inside me, and I have to restrain
- myself. I want to be close to him, closer than just hugging him; I
- want him inside me. Yes.
-
- This is something that I envy my female companion. She's
- experienced this; I'd seen her tease him for hours on end, bringing
- him close to the edge and then withholding herself from him, pushing
- him until he'd grown impatient with her games and had taken her,
- brutally, as I wished he'd been able to take me. I think of her,
- pressed underneath him, both her hands held above her in one of his,
- her head thrown back in sensuous ecstasy, his hips forcing her legs
- apart, his other hand darting below to stroke her, to fold her open.
- I couldn't help but feel jealous. Simultaneously, I'd wanted to be
- him, and I'd wanted to be her.
-
- I wanted to be below him, to feel his weight pressing me back into
- the bed... to tense my muscles against his, to feel his hot breath
- against my neck, but, yes, I wanted to be held down and fucked by
- him. I wanted to feel his cock slide into me, feel the head pressing
- apart lips I'd never possessed and had only vaguely dreamed of
- possessing. I wanted to wrap my legs around his waist and feel him
- fucking me, slamming into me, his hips against mine. Shaking my
- head, I return to the task at hand -
-
- I manage to suppress the fact that this is the first time I've even
- touched another guy's erection (thinking, if I'm going to be a
- cocksucker, I'll be a good one!) as my tongue makes a few more
- circuits, my lips touching him, my head making slight forward- and
- backward motions as I combine slow hand-massage and kissing. My lips
- settle around the end of the head, and I tease the underside again
- with my tongue. I gather from the sounds he's making, slightly
- muffled by our mutual friend's attentions, that he doesn't object to
- what I'm doing.
-
- I'd formed a vague sort of list of things to remember; try to keep
- my teeth out of the way, things that turned me on when she was doing
- this for me. It all vanished in the face of this, this object - his
- erection - it was getting bigger as I applied suction to the head. I
- closed my eyes and, for a moment, I submerged myself in the feeling
- of complete submission, a sense of being reduced to nothing except
- that which gives him pleasure.
-
- I had no idea as to what to do next; he solved this problem (or,
- perhaps, our mutual friend's attentions compelled him) by thrusting
- forward. The motion was slight, a matter of a few inches, but it
- forced the trunk of his erection past my lips, the head pushing my
- tongue flat against the bottom of my mouth. The section just behind
- the head is now -much- wider than before, and I'm glad I'd taken a
- deep breath just before he pushed. Coordination! I squeeze as hard
- as I can with my lips and slide back, trapping the head and sucking;
- with the fingers of my right hand encircling the base, I can feel the
- blood rushing into him as I suck. With thumb and forefinger, I
- tighten my grip gently and draw upwards as my lips move down again.
- Prepared, this time, I manage to comfortably encompass the first
- three inches (my best guess), my lips sealed tight around the middle,
- my tongue tracing the bulging, pulsing veins, flicking over the
- channel that runs along the underside, pressing the head against the
- roof of my mouth.
-
- After experimenting with a few different motions, I settle on a
- combination of squeezing the base, my hand moving slowly up and down,
- with my lips moving over the end, my saliva lubricating the head
- (which has grown to the size of a large egg), quickly sweeping down,
- taking in as much as I can before fastening my lips and slowly
- drawing back. From the sounds he's making, I can tell this is going
- to work.
-
- My other hand pushes his underpants back further and I reach down
- to hesitantly touch his scrotum. In the warmth of the room (and,
- most likely due to the ministrations of our mutual friend and, of
- course, my performance!) his balls move loosely within their skin.
- The tips of my fingers trace their outline, divide them, gently
- squeeze them; while my hand- and mouth-motions continue (increasing
- only slightly in pace), I ever-so-carefully encircle the scrotum with
- my other hand, his balls held firmly in my grip. I tug downward; he
- moans and bucks his hips with renewed enthusiasm. The edges of my
- mouth, straining around the wrist-sized circumference of his cock,
- twitch momentarily in a smile. Holding his balls in my left hand, I
- extend my index finger and press the tip into his perineum. This is
- where his penis joins his body; I can feel its base, and (this is
- quite a complicated manoeuvre, in retrospect) I'm sucking on the head,
- massaging the middle and rubbing the base, all just enough out of
- synchronisation so that he doesn't feel obliged to come.
-
- I can't tell what our mutual friend is doing, but she must have
- done something; he arches his back and lets out a muffled groan. I
- draw back with his motion, then I shove my head forward, my lips
- meeting my hand as I take (I'm guessing again, but at least) five
- inches of his cock in my mouth. I relinquish my grip on his scrotum,
- both hands joined around the base of his penis, pressing together and
- pushing; moving my head from side to side with a sinuous motion, I
- work my lips even further down, the head pushing towards the opening
- of my throat (my gag reflex was there, but not so insistent that I
- couldn't ignore it), the sides rubbing against my teeth despite my
- jaw being open as far as possible, my lips closing eagerly around the
- exposed section of the base above my hands. I close my eyes and
- suck, my tongue flattened along the underside, the insides of my
- cheeks pressing in against him, feeling him swell even larger than
- before; then, I move my thumbs underneath his balls and press them
- into his perineum as hard as I can. His cries are muffled, but his
- reaction is immediate; his hips buck involuntarily, his cock jerks
- within my mouth, and he comes. In a moment of serene detachment, I
- can feel the hot fluid coursing down the channel; carefully, I open
- my jaws just a bit wider, clamp down harder with my lips and,
- ignoring the rapidly growing collection of semen at the back of my
- mouth, slowly, sensuously, draw my head back, my lips caressing each
- contour, each raised ridge and vein along the way, the bulge behind
- the head squeezing its way out, the clearly-defined edges of the head
- trapped behind my lips. I can taste him now; slightly bitter, salty,
- and hot. My hands press into him and surprisingly, he jerks and
- comes again, a drawn-out, straining climax that floods my mouth with
- warmth. I drink it all down, my tongue massaging the head, darting
- out of my mouth to lick the underside again.
-
- I encircle the base of his penis with my right hand and slowly,
- carefully milk the last drops from him. He's slumped back in the
- chair after his second climax, our mutual friend kissing and licking
- sweat from his face. I glance up at her and she winks back at me.
- The end of his penis, still rigidly erect, slips from between my lips
- and I bury my nose in the wiry pubic hair, nuzzling him, relishing
- his scent, his warmth. I feel his erection pulse against my cheek,
- and I smile. I think he's probably ready for some more...
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