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- Watching him sleep was such a wonderful thing. In rest there were
- no frowns, no worries, just peace. He is beautiful when he sleeps. His
- dark hair falls across his forehead and I gently brush it off. The long
- lashes on lids closed over those incredible hazel eyes. He takes my
- breath away sometimes without ever knowing that he's doing it and never
- understanding why. He was good that night. He was everything that my
- heart desired. Loving, tender, passionate, attentive. Yet, there was a
- part of me that he didn't reach and that part of me yearned to be
- caressed. I thought of you as J and I made love. I wondered what it
- would feel like to have your body pressed against mine as his had been.
- I wondered what it would be like to have your lips touch that place that
- yearned. I wanted you. More than that, I desired you. I wanted to feel
- the curve of your breasts and taste the sweetness of your skin. And yes,
- I wanted you in my head as well as in my bed. Try as he may, J will
- never be able to touch that part of my being just because.
-
- When I saw you alone for those last precious minutes, and was
- finally able to touch the body of the woman I loved, I felt that this is
- what I've missed for so very long. This was right. This was the way
- it's supposed to be. I felt the warmth and the love. The connection was
- there for me. All of these feelings enveloped me as I watched him
- sleeping peacefully that night as my body yearned. I thought about
- holding you in my arms and nuzzling your breasts as I caressed my own.
- In the darkness of the room, with the only light that of the reflection
- from the pool outside, I closed my eyes and pretended that the fingers
- encircling my nipples were yours. That the hot breath on my neck from
- him was you blowing softly on that special spot just behind my ear. As
- my nipples came to attention I imagined your tongue flicking over them
- fast and furiously causing me to moan in delectable pleasure. Yes, I
- wanted you. I wanted you with me in that bed. I wanted you to touch me
- and to be able to touch you in every conceivable way. The more I wanted
- you, the more that special place cried out. It was your touch that it
- wanted. I'd grown large and hot. From experience I knew that I was a
- deep pink--almost purple. I wanted to explode, but I wanted the feeling
- to last for that was the only way that I could have you with me.
-
- Very slowly I moved one hand down my stomach barely touching the
- skin. The other continued to play with my nipples. Pinching, twisting,
- kneading them with my fingers. My body was on fire and I hate to think
- of the noises that probably awakened the guests in the next room. I
- thought about what you'd do to me if you were there. I decided that
- you'd tease me mercilessly by making small circles with your finger just
- above my pubic bone. My hips thrust against J's thigh involuntarily
- while he slept on oblivious to my movements. The moans and whimpers
- escaping my lips because I was powerless to control the fuck lust. I bit
- my lower lip so hard that I tasted teeny tiny droplets of blood. I
- wanted you and only you at that moment. My hands moved to gently caress
- my inner thighs slick with the juices that J left behind. I closed my
- eyes more tightly and breathed more deeply. All the while my hips
- occasionally thrusting against his thigh. I wanted to cum so badly. My
- head a swirl of sexual energy. My hands moved inward toward my clit--
- that special place that held the key to my release. So hot, so wet, so
- engorged. I whimpered and fought hard to stay in control. I was
- determined to hold on as long as I could so that I could feel you with
- me. I slowly ran a finger along my slit feeling the lips swollen to
- almost twice their normal aroused size. My body screamed at me for
- release. I inserted a finger into my hole, pretending that it was yours.
- I used the thumb of the same hand to circle around the shaft just below
- the head. I knew that if I touched the head the moment would be over,
- never to be recaptured in the same way again. I wanted that moment to
- last as long as it possibly could. The finger pushed in a little deeper
- and I began to work it in and out slowly, slowly. I inserted another
- finger and felt the muscles tighten around them as the furnace was
- stoked. My juices flowed like a river intermixed with the remnants of
- J's. Finally, I could take no more and my body thrust against him
- involuntarily as I fucked myself with my hand. I brushed the thumb
- against the head of my clit a couple of times and wailed your name as I
- came and came and came. I quivered as the muscles contracted. The room
- spun and I lost all sense of time and place. The fuck lust had taken
- control and I didn't hold back. I don't know how long I orgasmed, but it
- felt like forever. In a word, it was "delicious." I took my fingers out
- of my body and held them under my nose. Ah yes, the pungent smell of
- release. It was inviting so I had to taste. First one finger, and then
- the other, found its way into my mouth where I licked and sucked them
- clean.
-
- I looked over at J softly snoring the night away. Never moving.
- Never knowing that he'd aided in bringing me closer to you. As much as I
- adore him, neither he, nor any other man, will ever be able to touch that
- part of me. You and J are my two loves. Each of you holding a portion
- of me inside of you. Each of you giving a portion of yourselves to me.
- One day woman-love. One day...
-
-
-
- Sartre
-
- ^L
- P.S.: J, thank you for your precious gift.
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