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- One of the first discoveries I made after moving to New York City
- was a unique little boutique on the East Side catering to the erotic
- needs of women. A Garden of Sexual delights, the shop was filled with
- literature on female sensuality, erotic art work, an unbelievable
- array of vibrators and sex toy "goodies" selected with the pleasure of
- the female body in mind. The atmosphere was warm and comfortable, not
- the self-consciousness felt at venturing into some porno bookstores.
- Here there was a calm acknowledgement that women do indeed want to
- explore their sexual drives and urging with all the accoutrements
- usually reserved for males.
- A showcase held several items with which I was happily familiar:
- phallic-shaped vibrators in different sizes, vibrating "eggs" and
- gold-plated ben-wa balls ornately offered on velvet cushions. What
- riveted my attention was a device I'd never seen before: a soft
- plastic cup slightly smaller than my palm, with a soft nub lined with
- shallow grooves on the concave side. A pair of elastic straps were
- attached to the edges, and an insulated wire led to a black plastic
- battery case, a little larger than a cigarette lighter. With the
- casualness of a salesgirl at Sacks Fifth Avenue, the young woman
- behind the counter showed me the intriguing device.
- "It's called Joni's Butterfly, " she said, explaining how the
- straps went around a woman's hips and held the vibrating nub snug
- against the outer folds of the vagina. It didn't penetrate at all; it
- wasn't designed to. "That's why the woman who invented it called it a
- Butterfly. The sensation is like a butterfly lightly brushing its
- wings against you. The straps hold it in place, leaving your hands
- totally free. " She went on to describe how the device could be worn
- undetected beneath ordinary clothing.
- My mind was racing with the possibilities. A gentle, feminine
- vibrator that could continually arouse me even when I was out in
- public, and so discreetly designed that no one could tell I was
- wearing it. The stirring of lust between my legs flashed a quick
- message to my brain--Gimme!
- When I got home with my erotic purchase I stripped myself naked
- before unwrapping the device. The flat elastic straps went round my
- waist just over the hip bones, suspending the cup between my legs.
- After a few adjustments to tighten and position the harness, the
- grooved nub pressed delicately against the outer folds of my labia. It
- fit the contours of my body perfectly, making me grateful to the
- innovative woman who'd concocted such a delightful device. Inspecting
- myself in the full-length mirror, I was amazed to see how well it
- adhered to my shape. It might have been custom-designed just to fit
- me, to be a part of me.
- The big moment came when I took the slender control case in my
- hand and, tensing a little in anticipation, switched it on. The hum
- was almost inaudible, and the sensation wickedly sensual. The soft,
- grooved nub warmed to my body and began delicate, feather-like caress
- of my sex; massaging, urging, playing with my most intimate spot.
- Holding my breath and moaning slightly as the marvelous feeling
- drove against me, I felt pleasure stirring deeply within me. This was
- different from anything I'd experienced before. Unlike the phallic
- vibrator which you had to hold against yourself, or push into the
- furrow of your sex and then "take it," this gentle little machine gave
- the sensation of an unhurried, loving caress. It was a lover's warm
- hand that cupped me between the legs. Instead of entering me, it
- simply massaged and played with the outer fringes, making me hot and
- wet by gentle touches, never forcing, never in a hurry.
- Contracting my vaginal muscles in response, I felt sweet wetness
- begin to lubricate my furrow. As I contracted and relaxed the muscles
- of my vaginal walls and felt the slickness of my juices flow, I thrust
- my pelvis back and forth, grinding my hips in slow, deliberate cir-
- cles. The little device nestled tight against my sex all the way,
- staying with me, never skipping a pulse
- In the mirror I watched the device follow every move. When I
- reached down, I felt how hot I'd become. Glistening wetness made a
- damp nest for the little nub, bathing it in my erotic odor. I could
- adjust and realign the straps to hold the nub against the lower folds
- of my labia, or higher up to vibrate directly over my clitoris.
- I could position it over my clit when using the device at home,
- when I could be free to moisten it with my wetness, but under clothes
- I figured such a constant nudging there might make me sore. I finally
- decided to strap the vibrating nub directly over the center of my sex,
- with my clitoris just above the nub. It wouldn't get the direct
- vibrations when I stood, but by sitting down and shifting my legs just
- so, I could shift the position slightly enough to knock against my
- sensuous trigger. It was perfect.
- With the constant, light pulsation, my head lolled back and my
- breaths grew deeper. Fingertips grazed my belly in a sensuous caress.
- In the mirror, I could see my nipples standing out hard and erect, the
- areolae reddened and needing my touch. I stumbled across the room and
- collapsed on the bed. One hand rubbed my breasts while the other ran
- over my thighs, my hips and belly. The Butterfly nudged me insistently
- toward erotic delight.
- My sex was aching for release, moist with the slickness of my
- juices, my scent reaching my nostrils and turning me on more. I gasped
- and writhed on the bed, hands roaming urgently over my body while the
- vibrating nub worked its magic. Rolling onto my side, I caressed hips
- and buttocks, down the crease between the cheeks, fingering and
- rubbing the skin between anus and sex.
- Once more supine, I spread my legs and ran my palms along the
- quivering inside of my thighs, then up over the device, caressing my
- belly, my navel, up my chest to my breasts, happy that I could fondle
- my body so freely and still, with every move I made. feel the heady
- stimulation against my most private part.
- I wanted to come without touching myself between the legs, with
- just the vibrating nub grinding gently against me there pushing me to
- climax. Hands rubbing my breasts, fingertips patting and feathering
- the reddened nipples, the waves of orgasm came quickly, wonderfully
- and uncontrollably. I reached down and clutched the device tightly to
- my sex, smothering it in my ecstasy. Closing my legs around my hand
- tightly and rolling over on my side, I shivered in blissful fulfill-
- ment as the climax shook through my body.
- I let out a long. exhausted breath and stayed balled up like that
- for several minutes, delirious dreamy with contentment. My orgasm had
- been so natural--so peaceful--and I hadn't put my fingers inside or
- played with my clitoris as I usually do. That marvelous little nub had
- rocked me to pleasure, and my hands had been free to arouse, caress
- and excite the other parts of my body that I loved so much.
- The real test would come with clothes on, in public. Could the
- marvelous little device actually be concealed under my clothes ? I
- hoped so as I slipped my undies and pantyhose up over it. in the
- mirror it looked like I had a slightly more prominent mound, but with
- tight jeans on? Perfection! No one would see a thing. There wouldn't
- be the slightest suspicion that under my skin-hugging denims my body
- was availing itself of the most exquisite erotic stimulation.
- I slipped the slender battery case into the waistband at the
- side. It made a small bulge, but with a jacket on nobody would be able
- to tell it was there.
- With my "little friend" settled snug inside my panties. I knew a
- whole new realm of delight was opening up for me. Many times I've been
- turned on by everyday occurrences: eyeing attractive men; in a theater
- watching some provocative love affair on the screen, or daydreaming of
- a sensuous lover holding and caressing me. Tomes when I'd wanted to
- touch myself but been unable to do so because others were around me.
- Now I had something between my legs that would never let go and would
- come alive with stimulating vibrations anytime I wanted. I was abso-
- lutely thrilled by this liberating realization.
- The first test came in a crosstown taxicab. Perched in the back
- seat, I reached inside my jacket to the waistband of my jeans and
- switched on the batteries. I'd always worn my jeans fairly tight. with
- the crotch seam sometimes mildly arousing me when I had lusty
- thoughts. Now, with their snugness pressing the soft cup against my
- sex, the sensation was incredible. The pulsations flowed between my
- legs, urging me gently to lubricate, warming my pleasure, but humming
- so silently I couldn't even hear the motor.
- In a few moments my legs were slightly apart and my mouth opened
- as I breathed quickly in little gasps at the pleasure on my most
- vulnerable spot. It was heavenly! The vibrator pulsed and I tensed my
- vaginal muscles as the cab crept slowly along through the jammed
- midtown traffic. Pedestrians swarmed past me, unaware that a young
- lady in their midst was unabashedly pleasuring herself in tho most
- intimate manner. I fell wickedly, totally sensual.
- Crossing my arms, I slipped my right hand inside my jacket and
- cupped my left breast. The nipple was hard and standing out under my
- sweater. With thumb and forefinger I teased it gently, twirling its
- firmness, squirming on the seat as the nub gently churned against my
- sex. Dampness coated the grooves and I clenched my teeth, breathing
- through parted lips, inhaling more deeply and quickly, my breasts
- rising and falling to the tempo.
- My legs pressed tightly together while under my jacket I caressed
- my breast. My breathing got quicker, unsteady, deepening as orgasm
- came closer and closer. Then I shifted on the seat and felt the deli-
- cious stab of pleasure that could only come from my clitoris, aroused
- and straining, pressed against the tightness of my crotch.
- The device shifted slightly when I crossed my legs, and pressed
- even tighter against me. Dropping all barriers to pleasure, I reveled
- in sweet orgasm, creaming in ecstatic delight. Every pothole and bump
- the cab jerked over just added to my moment of pleasure, jostling me
- on the seat, bouncing me merrily as I swayed with the momentum,
- breathless in my secret world of pleasure.
- By the time the cab reached my destination I was limp, my eyelids
- heavy in delight, my mouth open slightly as I inhaled slowly and
- calmly. I'd switched the vibrating nub off after the initial throes of
- my orgasm had subsided, and had sat like a zombie in the back of the
- taxi for the last few blocks, amazed and absolutely enthralled by the
- experience, numb with the pleasure of erotic fulfillment.
- Since that first day, my little friend and l have treated our-
- selves to scintillating pleasures in the most unlikely places: eleva-
- tors, behind my desk at work, in theaters, at the hairdresser's--
- dozens of places. I've learned how to control my facial expressions
- and squirming, not letting myself go completely unless I'm sure nobody
- is watching. Just by activating the device and thinking hot, sexy
- thoughts, I can go right to the edge of orgasm, experiencing it if I
- wish, or just deliriously enjoying that happy, turned-on state.
- Finally I have found a way to translate my inner lust into
- something discreetly physical while in public. I can experience
- beautiful sensual pleasure whenever I desire, loving it, firing all my
- erotic energies and never being frustrated when those urges stir.
- Now, instead of confining sensuality to the privacy of my bed,
- I'm free to indulge myself anywhere. Even when I'm not wearing my
- hidden erotic toy I'm still in a much more sensual, provocative state
- of mind. I feel free, and the whole world is much more stimulating to
- me now. My new feeling of sensual pleasure and erotic freedom carries
- my sensuality into every part of my life.
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