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- Dear Lori,
-
- Well, babe, you said to write back quickly, so here it is.
- Wow, you don't mess around, do you? 16 pictures! (Actually, I
- hope you DO mess around. And I want to do it with you!) We could
- argue over who has the better body, but why waste the time? Lori,
- I'm going crazy over yours. Your tits are just the right size for
- me, and your nipples look delicious. Now I'm looking at your ass
- and wishing my lips were planting soft kisses all over your
- cheeks. Do you like to have your ass kissed? Your first photo
- hinted at the cuteness of your face, but it certainly didn't do
- you any justice. And I REALLY like the photos of you oiled up,
- too. You look so sexy that way. Wouldn't it be fun to get oiled
- up together and make beautiful love? Oh what I'd give to rub my
- body against yours!
- I know what you mean about typing with one finger. That's how
- I typed the first letter I sent you. I think I write sexier that
- way. Luckily, I have a computer, so I can go back and correct the
- mistakes. But don't worry about yours. The mistakes show me how
- excited you are. And I want you to be excited. Today I'm wearing
- my Joni's Butterfly, so I can use both hands. But I can tell
- already that I won't be able to make it through all of this
- without an orgasm break.
-
- Yesterday was such a bummer for me. I found your anxiously-
- awaited letter in my mailbox, but my husband and kids were around
- all day. I wanted so much to spend time poring over your letters
- and photos. And I had such a need to write to you. I was
- constantly aware of the wetness between my legs. Finally, when
- the kids were down for their nap, I told my husband I was going
- to take one, too. He winked and offered to help, but I begged off
- with fatigue. Then I locked myself in the bedroom and spent an
- hour and a half masturbating over you. Lori, you've really
- excited me! And don't worry about my husband. You primed me
- pretty well for some rousing fun with him last night.
-
- I wish I could have been a fly on the wall to watch you bring
- yourself to orgasm. It's nice to know someone else who admits she
- appreciates masturbation as much as I do. You know how secretive
- girls are about that. Even some of the bi girls I've known
- wouldn't admit they masturbated. I'll never figure that one out.
- You'd think that would be an easier taboo to overcome than
- bisexuality. My college roommate and I use to sit in chairs
- facing each other while we masturbated and talked dirty to each
- other. That was always exciting to me. I like to watch my lovers
- masturbate, and I was even fortunate enough to see a couple of
- girls do it when they didn't know I was watching. Anyway, we'll
- have to compare notes.
- I loved the story about you and Karen. It's fun to imagine it
- happening. And it's fun to picture what you must have looked like
- at 15. Probably because of my background, teenaged girls will
- always turn me on. But enough of that. You were curious about my
- first time.
-
- My first experience with sex of ANY kind was at fourteen. My
- sister was sixteen, and she'd just returned from her first date.
- (I think we started dating a lot later than you, Lori.) I'd been
- curious about cocks for a couple of years, and I'd certainly felt
- the empty, tingling feeling between my legs. But other than
- squeezing my thighs together, I did nothing and knew nothing. And
- I'd been envious of Kathy's big breasts for quite awhile, too.
- (Mine were just little buds.) But I can't say I had any sexual
- feelings for her or her breasts.
- At any rate, I'd lain awake waiting for her return because her
- first date was exciting for both of us. Under the covers and in
- the dark, she whispered all the little details. Unbeknownst to
- me, however, she was playing with her pussy while telling me her
- exciting story. All of a sudden, in the midst of the petting
- "struggle" at the park, she stopped and was lost in her first
- orgasm. I had no idea what was going on and was afraid that
- something terrible was happening to her. She kept me from getting
- Mom for help (Wouldn't that have been something!?), then told me
- all about what had happened, how good it felt and what caused it.
- I tried. It felt nice enough, but it certainly wasn't a big
- thing for me.
- Kathy came over to my bed to show me how. I still remember
- every single second of that night, Lori, and the emotions each
- one carried. The first touch of her fingers on my pussy was the
- most glorious moment of my life. I soared. I loved it. And I can
- feel those same feelings today as though it just happened. (I've
- since learned that a man's touch is very different from a
- woman's. I like the firm, strong touch of a man, but the soft,
- sensual touch of a woman is special.)
- She told me how exciting it was to have a boy squeeze your
- breasts (outside your clothes, of course!). As I became more and
- more excited, I fondled the spongy orbs I'd envied for so long.
- What a thrill: the softness, the fullness and the obvious
- pleasure it gave her. It seemed natural to kiss and suck them,
- and I did both while I humped against her hand. Her big, hard
- nipple was in my mouth when I moaned through my first orgasm.
- That was the beginning, and I could write two pages on the
- beautiful feelings of that first time.
- I really feel fortunate about all of this. Most of my friends
- took years to learn how to orgasm. But with Kathy's hand and
- words of encouragement and reassurance (I got scared when I
- started to lose control) I was able to learn right away. Today I
- orgasm easily and often. In college I became multi-orgasmic.
- We were two very horny young ladies, thrilled with discovery
- and the wonderful, delicious feelings of being naughty. Over the
- next few weeks we progressed to breast play, mutual masturbation
- and finally pussy licking. I flipped out over having my pussy
- licked. Kathy did it to me first, and I went through the ceiling.
- I could hardly wait to return the favor. What a wonderfully
- sensual feeling!
- Today I simply love to lie between a woman's thighs with the
- smooth wetness of her cunt around my tongue and lips as I gaze up
- between her breasts to watch her passion. At any rate, it was a
- heady time. We were at each other every chance we could safely do
- so. We thought up all kinds of games to play, and even
- experimented with fruits and veggies.
-
- (I knew I was going to get in trouble, Lori. My pussy is
- practically dripping with excitement. I've taken my shirt off to
- sit on so I don't stain the chair. The vibrations are up on my
- Butterfly, and I'm back to typing one-handed. My breasts and
- nipples wanted too much attention. I'm afraid I may have to take
- that orgasm break before long. This letter might take forever!)
-
- Our little brother was two years younger than I. (I guess he
- still is, isn't he?) His cock had been a fixation for me ever
- since I was twelve. I didn't know why. I just knew I was
- constantly curious about it. When we were wrestling, I could
- sometimes feel it--and sometimes feel it hard. I was forever
- trying to catch him in the act of dressing or undressing so I
- could see it. And I was always trying to spy on him when he was
- in the bathroom. But he was always so private that I couldn't see
- it--which, of course, made me want to see it all the more!
- As I began to develop, I began teasing him to see if I could
- make it hard. I'd sit so he could see my panties or stand in
- front of the light so he could almost see through my nightie.
- Sometimes I'd leave my door open when I changed clothes, then act
- surprised and mad when he saw me partially naked. Or I'd leave
- the bathroom door cracked when I took a shower in case he wanted
- to peek.
- It was exciting to watch his reactions. Part of the thrill was
- testing out my powers as a young woman. It seems he had a hard-on
- all the time, and I knew I frequently caused it. Sometimes I'd
- stand outside his bedroom door and listen to him jerk-off. Of
- course, I didn't know what he was doing, but it was something he
- wasn't suppose to do. And that made it more exciting.
- (That's it. I can't take this any longer. Time for a break!)
- (Well, it's another day. One orgasm wasn't enough yesterday.
- And after the second, I was too wiped out to continue. Today I
- thought I'd try one of my soft dildos while I type. There's no
- vibration, but I like the fullness. This is fun, getting naughty
- with you, Lori.)
- Well, back to the story. After about six months of playing
- around with each other, Kathy and I decided to get Scott. By then
- she'd touched her boyfriend's cock when they'd made out, and
- she'd told me all about it. I'd told her about Scott, too, so
- we'd both been teasing him. And she told me what he was doing in
- his room. One night Mom and Dad were gone, so we put our plan
- into action. We really teased him that night while we watched TV.
- We wrestled with him in our nighties so he could "accidentally"
- touch us, and we really sat "sloppily." Then, when he went to
- bed, we waited outside his door until we heard the bedsprings
- squeaking.
- At that, we rushed in and turned on the light. Sure enough, he
- was laying on his back, his hand wrapped around his little
- pecker. You should have seen his face, Lori! At first he was
- really mad at us, but Kathy got him calmed down and told him we'd
- take all our clothes off for him if he'd show us what he was
- doing. I was so hot from just seeing his cock that all I could do
- was stand there and shake. God, it was so exciting! After we
- watched him pump himself for awhile, Kathy said she'd let him
- touch her breasts if she could touch his prick. I could take that
- for only so long before I had to get into the act. Kathy showed
- me how to jerk him off, and I made him shoot all over the place.
- Now that I really loved! And at that age, of course, they never
- get soft, so we kept playing until we heard Mom and Dad drive in.
- As long as we lived at home, the three of us had each other
- for love, comfort and fun. Eventually we taught Scott how to play
- with us and eat us, and we learned to suck him off. That's where
- we drew the line, but we had hours and hours of loving fun. I
- like to think Kathy and I taught Scott how to be a superior
- lover, but I suppose I'll never know. Once each of us left home,
- the subject never came up again.
-
- The only feelings I've ever had about all of that are Good and
- Wonderful. I've read where incest is suppose to make people feel
- dirty and become anti-social. It's hard for me to relate to that
- because I did well in school, was popular and never felt dirty at
- all. No one will ever convince me that what we did was wrong-- it
- was too good to be bad. It brought us closer together, and
- there's always been lots of love. Although we agreed to stop at
- oral sex, I'll admit I wanted Scott in me very badly. I wanted
- him to take my virginity; I still think it would have been better
- and more loving if he had. But I'll admit I don't think about the
- social issues anymore. I've spent half my life worrying about my
- sexuality and the other half saying, "Who cares?"
- What I do in my bedroom is my business. I know I don't fit any
- of the "This Is A Woman" molds. By any standard I've ever seen,
- I'm definitely over-sexed. I have strong exhibitionist
- tendencies, which fits the mold. But I'm also very visually
- oriented, and have a strong voyeuristic streak, as well. That
- doesn't fit the mold. Sexual guilt is almost foreign to me, and
- I'm more drawn to adventure than security in sexual matters.
- So I don't know where I fit in, but I don't worry about it too
- much. I know that other than the emptiness and loneliness of life
- without a woman since I've been married, I've had a much richer,
- fuller and happier sex life than most women ever will.
-
- That first incident with Scott began my life-long obsession
- with cocks. I'm an inveterate crotch watcher, wondering what's
- behind the zipper, what it looks like, how it feels and things
- like that. Each size and shape has it's own special attraction,
- but I love them all. I love the way they look, the way they feel
- in me, on me and in my hand and mouth. I love their taste and
- their texture. And I love their warm cum in my mouth or on my
- face and breasts. One of my favorite fantasies is to be naked on
- my knees, surrounded by 5 or 6 naked sixteen or seventeen year-
- old boys. I could go around the circle, giving each a nice, long
- suck; then lie back and watch them jerk off until they splash hot
- cream all over my body. I know my chance of ever having that
- happen is gone, but oh, do I love the fantasy!
- As bitter as I sometimes get with my husband's closed-
- mindedness about bisexuality, I'm grateful for his understanding
- of my love of cocks. Every once in awhile he arranges a 3-some
- with another man. Have you ever done that, Lori? Those are such
- wonderful times for me. The "discovery" of a new cock. Two cocks
- to play with. And the devoted attentions of two men. I always
- feel so female and so special. And I love my husband all the more
- for it.
- Well, another book and still not enough questions asked of
- you. I can't believe how good it feels to be able to talk like
- this with someone. Maybe now that I've blurted all of this out we
- can move on to a better correspondence.
- Write soon, Lori.
-
- Horny for you,
- Carla
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