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- When I was 15 I used to have sleep over parties.
-
- I would invite my two best friends Mindy and Lisa and we'd stay up all
- night telling ghost stories, doing each other's hair, listening to the
- radio and reading Cosmopolitan for juicy sex stories. Most of them we
- didn't understand but the ones we did made us very curious. Mindy told
- us about the experiences she'd had with boys in our grade but Lisa and I
- didn't believe her. Sure she'd been out on dates but we knew her mother
- had to drive so what really could have happened?
-
- One night we decided (by group consensus) it was time to put away childish
- things and "become women." We waited until Mindy's parents went to sleep
- and then got dressed up in some of her older sister's clothes. I put on
- lots of makeup, a tight miniskirt with black stockings, her mother's pearls
- and a jean jacket. Mindy found a black sundress that required about a
- pound of Kleenex be stuffed into her bra. Lisa actually put on her new
- cheerleader outfit and after being dared by me, took off her underwear.
-
- So now we were ready. Our destination was clear. We were going to the
- McDonalds where (we assumed) all the older kids hung out. Before we
- went Mindy made us promise that no matter what happened that night we
- would never tell anyone. Lisa and I agreed but Mindy wanted assurance.
- She said she wanted to swear some sort of oath so that we would know the
- importance of secrecy. She must have had a clear idea of what she wanted
- to do that night because she came back from the kitchen with the pot
- my mom used for soup. She squatted on top of it and proceeded to defecate
- into it RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. I was frozen with the weirdest combination
- of horror and fascination I've ever felt. Lisa couldn't stop laughing.
- When Mindy finished she pulled down her sundress and DEMANDED that each
- of us "add to the pot," which we reluctantly did. After it was over Mindy
- pulled out a big wooden spoon and stirred the contents of the pot as if it
- were my mom's mushroom barley soup. Then she reached in, scooped some out
- with her finger and wiped it on her gums. I took a step back because I
- knew what would happen next but Lisa apparently did not. Mindy ran forward,
- tackled Lisa and shoved her hand into the pot forcing her to wipe the feces
- into her own mouth. Lisa gagged a lot and eventually puked but she did it,
- it was over. Mindy got up, brushed herself off and looked straight into my
- eyes. Would it be a struggle or would I simply go along with the idea?
-
- It's not worth going into the complexities of my relationship with Mindy
- or the years I've spent in therapy becuse of them, so let it suffice to
- say that going through with it was the lesser of two evils. I walked toward
- the pot, bent over and scooped out a huge chunk, never for a second taking
- my eyes off Mindy's. I opened my mouth and shoved the huge load in gagging
- immediately and spitting it out, tears streaming from my eyes. Mindy was
- visibly impressed so I picked up what I'd dropped, still never unlocking
- our gaze, and wiped a lesser amount on the inside of my lips.
-
- It was done.
-
- The almost mystical mood set by Mindy was broken as we thouroughly rinsed
- with mouthwash after mouthwash: Listerine to kill the bacteria and worms
- that we were sure took up residence in gums and Scope for that "fresh
- minty taste." Looking back I realize that getting the taste out of our
- mouths was the easy part. Getting it out of our brains would take quite
- a bit longer...
-
- At the McDonalds there was the usual assortment of high school guys: smoking,
- talking, laughing and acting real cool. We bought Cokes and sat at a table
- by a window pretending not to notice the ones who were definitely staring.
- A couple of guys sat at our table for awhile and even invited us to a college
- party. Lisa and I said yes but Mindy vetoed the idea with the slightest turn
- of her head. She said something to the effect that "it wasn't what she had
- in mind." We stayed in the booth for a couple more hours 'til it seemed the
- night would be a total waste. A few times guys tried to pick us up but each
- time Mindy shot them down quicker than the last. I got up and started talking
- to one of the guys that invited us to the party. I promised him that if
- my friend didn't make up her mind soon about what she wanted to do I would
- definitely go with him.
-
- Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mindy slide out of the booth and strut over
- to where two guys were sitting. They looked more like truck drivers in their
- thirties than college guys but they were polite and invited Mindy to sit
- with them. There was no way from this distance I could hear what they were
- saying, especially with this guy talking in my face, but I could see them
- laughing and becoming REAL touchy, as in touchy-feely. Mindy was running
- some game on them and they were eating it up. I excused myself to rejoin
- Lisa at the booth so we could discuss what we thought Mindy was up to but no
- sooner had I gotten there than Mindy AND the two guys joined us. Their
- names were Dave and Steve and they were very polite. Steve was much sexier
- in both appearance and attitude but Dave had the better body--- not that I
- think about those things... After about another hour and another round
- of Cokes we decided to go back to Steve's place. It wasn't even a decision
- we made so much as what seemed to be "the natural order of things."
-
- It was about midnight when we got to Steve's apartment. There was a party
- going on a few floors above him and we all thought it would be fun to crash
- it after awhile. He opened the door for Lisa and we all went in single file.
- No sooner had the door shut than Dave wheeled around and kicked Lisa in the
- stomach sending her reeling to the floor. I froze until I felt two powerful
- arms from behind pick me up and throw me onto the couch. My face hit the
- wooden arm of the couch causing me to bite my tongue which bled profusely.
- Mindy, meanwhile, had run to the door not to escape, but to lock it and
- stay in! That's when I knew...
-
- Dave jumped into the corner where Lisa had fallen, grabbed a handful
- of her hair and used it to bash her head into the wall. Instead of
- screaming for help Lisa kept screaming "HARDER!, HARDER!" Dave stopped
- long enough to pull out a small razor and cut Lisa lengthwise down the arm
- about three inches from the shoulder. Then he stuck out his tongue
- and licked the blood away in long vertical swipes. That was all I could see
- of Lisa because Steve had climbed on top of me and unzipped his fly forcing
- himself into my mouth. The thrusting motions pushed the blood farther into
- my throat until I could no longer breathe, but every time I thought I'd pass
- out he'd pull back and allow me a gulp of air; not enough to feel comfortable,
- but enough to restore consciousness. This went on and on for what seemed
- like an eternity until I managed enough strength to push him onto the floor.
- I stood up, pulled up my skirt slowly, peeled down my undies and got on top
- of him. All he kept saying was "lovely, lovely..." which freaked me out 5
- years later when I finally rented "Frenzy."
-
- On the other side of the room Mindy and Dave were taking turns cutting
- Lisa with the razor and wiping the blood on their faces while kissing. Lisa
- was too out of it to notice but Dave had his fist and most of his arm
- up inside her. When Mindy tried to pull his arm out Dave punched her in
- the face throwing her backward about ten feet. Still, Mindy hobbled
- back toward him pleading with him to do it again which he promptly did. Her
- face was all smeared with blood, both her own and Lisa's and her features
- were severely distorted yet she kept begging him to hit her over and over
- again. When she finally couldn't muster the strength to crawl toward him,
- he crawled toward her, got on top of her, lifted her sundress and pounded
- himself into her so hard that I could see blood ooze from where their
- wastes were locked. Mindy was half conscious but she was definitely loving
- it.
-
- Lisa meanwhile had vomited while lying on her back and was choking up
- little bubbles. I got off Steve long enough to turn Lisa over so she
- could breathe but ran back to him fast enough to resume our activity.
- Apparently he was upset at the interruption and pulled on the back of
- my hair snapping my head back forcefully. He took out a razor of his own
- and made a small nick VERY close to my jugular vein. Not close enough
- to do damage but close enough to excite me like nothing ever has since.
- After that I did anything he wanted and even suggested a few things he'd
- never thought of. I didn't speak (not words anyway) but simply motioned
- what I'd like him to do to me. If he disagreed he'd simply slap me
- across the face or punch me hard in the kidneys. If he liked my suggestion
- (like the one with the soldering iron) he'd do it instantly, wordlessly.
-
- There was blood everywhere: running down my neck, out my legs, from my behind,
- my mouth, everywhere. Lisa was still trying to turn over in her own pile
- of vomit and blood and Mindy was as beaten and bruised as a person could
- possibly be without dying, yet was moaning in ecstasy.
-
- The last thing I remember was Steve's fist coming straight at my face
- with a fierce velocity. After that it was blackness.
-
- More blackness followed by a smattering of light as my swollen eyes tried
- to open. I was in some very small room with wet things all around me. I
- crawled out to discover that the three of us had ben placed in a dumpster
- behind the Drive-in theater. My skirt was missing and I only had ripped
- underwear and a t-shirt on. Lisa had only the top of her cheerleader
- outfit and Mindy was completely nude. I gathered the three of us together (it
- must have been about 4 in the morning) and we hobbled home confident that we'd
- had the greatest night of our lives.
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