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- THE 28th Chapter of the JOE BATES saga.
-
- It seemed that Joe had just fallen asleep when the clock radio sounded
- the alarm. He gently unwound himself from Linda's arms. Another
- morning...another day.
-
- Looking at the glowing numbers on the radio, Joe saw they read 04:00.
- Four in the morning. God, it felt like he had just crawled in the sack. He had
- to get up immediately though, since he had promised a show time of six at the
- hanger.
-
- Without making his regular morning examination, Joe sat up and put his
- legs over the side of the bed. His bare legs poked from under the top of the
- new pajamas. The bottoms lay on the floor next to the bed. He grinned when
- he thought about the way Linda pulled them off of him last night. He had never
- had anyone actually pull his pants off before. Of course, things were a lot
- different now. Especially after what Linda told him last night. He still
- didn't know how to take that.
-
- Joe didn't turn the light on, but used the glow of the clock radio
- readout to walk into the bathroom. He closed the door before turning on the
- light in that room, sparing Linda the glare, in case she happened to be awake.
- But she gave no sign of that.
-
- As his eyes adjusted to the light, Joe looked at himself in the mirror.
- The new hair cut was all mussed up, the styling stuff causing it to stay the
- way it was rumpled by the pillow as he slept. Before, he used nothing on his
- hair, and while it was hardly ever really what could be called neat, it never
- looked like this in the morning. He took his hair brush and carefully
- straightened it, thankful that it practically fell back the way it was
- yesterday. Maybe having this "girl" hair wouldn't be as hard as he figured.
-
- As he raised his arms up to brush his hair, Joe could see pubic hair peek
- from under the pajama top. Still look like a girl, he thought to himself. Not
- a trace of his old genitals. With one hand, he felt there. The fine pubic
- hair was stiff with the dried secretions resulting from last night's
- excitement. He rubbed it briskly with his fingers making it soft again and as
- he went lower he touched wetness still there. Hmmm... don't remember feeling
- like this in the morning before, he thought.
-
- Joe had to pee so he sat on the toilet, relieved himself and when
- through, wiped and carefully examined the tissue. Everything looked normal.
- He worried that maybe his period had begun, but the toilet paper was clear
- with not a trace of red or brown. Must just be wetter than usual, he
- concluded. Some of this female stuff is gonna be nerve wracking.
-
- Joe got up and flushed, then unbuttoned the pajama top with its tiny rose
- blossom print. He removed it and lay it on the counter, then inspected his
- bare chest in the mirror. It seemed that the growing curves still forming
- there looked slightly fuller when he peered down on them than they appeared in
- the mirror. Could it be his boobs actually any bigger this morning? He
- looked carefully. Hard to tell...but certainly no smaller. He stood at an
- angle to the mirror in an attempt to get a profile view of his new shape. As
- he looked, it again dawned on him that last week he didn't look at all like
- this. Only last thursday night his chest was broad and hairy...not curvy and
- soft. It was so wierd...sometimes...these new breasts seemed like they were
- somehow something foreign, and yet these little mounds of fat or whatever they
- were...were part of him.
-
- Standing there looking at his reflection, Joe couldn't resist shaking his
- shoulders, causing all the new softness to bounce around provocatively. He
- still found it a source of amazement how flexible his chest had become in just
- a week. And his nipples...seven days ago less than a twenty-five cent piece in
- size, now they were now larger than half dollars and while they were usually
- soft pink cones, could harden to stiff points for almost any reason...and
- often did.
-
- Joe took a washcloth and wet it with warm water. He carefully cleansed
- the folds and creases his recessed genitals to remove the wet discharge.
- Although he hadn't really thought it uncomfortable before, he was quite
- surprized at how much better he felt afterward. He rinsed the washcloth in the
- sink.
-
- Standing naked, Joe carefully applied makeup. Not too much, since he was
- still quite inexperienced at it and he felt that none was better than too
- much He finished with a little perfume putting some of that at what he
- thought were stratigicly correct locations on his body. The smell reminded him
- of Linda, but he realized now was probably his scent too.
-
- Joe looked at the black underwear hanging on the shower door. He was
- temped to put it on again, but though he was hoping for the opportunity to
- show it to Jay, he had already worn it two days consecutively. Maybe he better
- try something else. He took the black bra and panties from the door and
- carried them into the bedroom.
-
- Joe retrieved his bag from the floor and placed it on the bed. He
- unzipped the side pouch that contained his underwear and placed the little
- black set in with the rest. He then went to his drawer and tried to decide
- which he wanted to wear today. It was so different than before. Then, he wore
- white Jockey shorts every day, he didn't have this assortment of colors,
- textures and styles.
-
- Joe chose the beige hi-leg brief. Nothing all that sexy really...just
- normal everyday underwear...normal now that he was like this anyway. Compared
- to the feeling of the thong panty, he couldn't even tell he had this one on.
- Peering down at his body, he rubbed the slick nylon between his legs. So
- soft...so smooth...
-
- For on top he picked one of his two beige seamless cup front hook bras.
- Although it was everyday wear too, the undecorated sheer cups looked almost
- transparent...enough to let the dark circles of his areola show through. Joe
- loved the way his boobs looked whenever wore it.
-
- Feeling quite sexy with the underwear on, Joe went to the closet to try
- to decide what to cover it with. Although they had gone shopping last night to
- buy clothes for him to wear today, and had left the mall loaded down with
- bags...they had completely forgot to buy a cool weather dress.
-
- Joe saw the olive green dress that Linda bought for him, the one he wore
- yesterday...that would be the best...he thought. Hardly anyone had seen him in
- it, it was reasonable for cool weather, and it wouyld probably be OK with his
- new coat. He took it off the hanger and lay it on the bed.
-
- He got a chemise from the drawer and the silver-grey half slip. Then he
- went back to the bathroom and retrieved the pantyhose he wore yesterday. He
- sat on the bed and went through the grunting and tugging process required to
- put them on. He hated to wear them, but he did love the way his legs looked
- once they were inside the Hanes Silk Reflections. He just hoped he wouldn't
- have to pee very soon.
-
- Finally, he put the dress on, then went to the mirror. His image pleased
- him. He went to the bathroom and used his hairbrush to organize his hair. Not
- bad...not bad, he thought.
-
- Linda had helped to pack most of the things into his bag. Joe wasn't
- even sure what all she had put in there. He was still using the same military
- issue looking bag as before...if I'm going to stay like this for a while,
- perhaps I'd better get some more feminine luggage, he decided.
-
- Getting his shaving kit and checking that the few cosmetics he used were
- in it, he then stuffed the kit into the bag too. He found his black pumps, and
- his Reboks. He started to put his Reboks into the bag, but changed his mind
- and stowed pumps, going to the drawer and getting the last pair of athletic
- socks to wear. He put them on over the pantihose. He decided to wear the
- Reboks to fly, having found it difficult to do that wearing the pumps.
- There'd be time to change when they arrived in Minneapolis.
-
- When he was all dressed and packed, Joe looked at the time. It was only
- four-fifteen. He still had forty five minutes till he had to be at the
- hanger. He wondered if he should eat something, or if he should get something
- along the way. The trip north would take three or four hours...he could
- fill the coffee pot on the plane, maybe he could pick up a few doughnuts.
- Yeah, that's what he'd do. He gathered up his flight bag, and remembered his
- hand bag. Taking both in hand, he started out of the room. Before he left,
- Linda spoke.
-
- "Aren't you going to say goodbye?" She asked.
-
- "I thought you were still asleep." Joe said. "I'll see you tomorrow
- night." He said, going to her.
-
- She put her arms out, and hugged him tightly. They kissed, the same way
- they had done so many times before. For Joe, it simply wasn't the same. He
- looked at Linda and smiled.
-
- Linda looked into his eyes.
-
- "I think you need to have your ears pierced." Linda said
- matter-of-factly.
-
- "Why do you say that?" Joe asked.
-
- "Oh, I don't know." Linda replied. "I just think it would look right on
- you, that's all."
-
- "Gee, I don't know..." Joe responded. "Would it hurt?"
-
- "Hardly." Linda said, laughing. "Hey, what's the matter? Are you afraid
- to try something that probably most thirteen year old girls do?"
-
- "I'm not afraid." Joe countered. "But remember...I was a guy...maybe I
- still think like a guy...sometimes anyway, but all the external things which
- made me a man have either disappeared, or I can tell they're going fast. I
- just know I don't have the pain tolerance I did before. Everything is just
- too darn sensitive now. I can't help it."
-
- "It don't hurt that much." Linda said. "I had mine pierced ten...no
- twelve years ago. I think I was seventeen."
-
- "We can talk about it when I get back." Joe said. He wasn't looking
- forward to it however.
-
- "I'll look for some earings for you this evening." Linda replied. It
- seemed she really liked to buy female things for Joe.
-
- "See you tomorrow." Joe said.
-
- "Call me when you get there." Linda said.
-
- "Ok. I will." Joe promised. One final hug and he gathered his things and
- went out the door.
-
- Joe drove the distance to the airport, stopping at a doughnut shop, and
- picking up dozen. Far too many for Jay and him, but there would probably be a
- couple of mechanics on duty at the hanger, and he knew they could inhale them.
-
- The sun was up in force when he drove into the lot at the airport. He
- didn't see Jay's car yet. Five-forty-five. Plenty of time. Jay was never late.
-
- Joe went in the gate. As he guessed, Bill and Rick, two Honeybone
- Aircraft mechanics, were already there, and were sitting in the break room.
- The 425 was already on the ramp. Joe knew they had already topped the fuel,
- and probably even had the coffee urn filled.
-
- Joe greeted them and they returned it pleasantly. They never commented on
- his new status, probably too embarrassed to even mention it. Joe had been
- friends with each of them before the change, and it was initially awkward to
- be seen by someone he previously knew looking the way he did now, even if he
- had already become fairly used to the idea himself.
-
- Joe put his bags on the table, and went to the coffee pot and filled a
- cup. He could feel the eyes of the two young mechanics on him as he walked to
- and from the pot. He didn't blame them...he knew he was a curiosity.
-
- He took his cup and sat with them at the table.
-
- "So...anything new with you guys?" Joe asked with a grin, trying to break
- the tension.
-
- Bill and Rick broke into laughter. Joe joined them. It was obvious that
- they had been uncomfortable, and his simple yet obvious attempt at humor over
- the situation was all that was needed to break the ice.
-
- "God Joe, I really can't believe its you." Rick said. "I heard something
- had happened to all you guys, but it sounded like a bunch of bullshit. I can
- see it's true."
-
- "Yeah, it's true all right." Joe said. "It's been a week now, and I'm
- starting to get used to it a little bit, but it is different."
-
- "You sure do look like a woman." Bill said. "Sound like one too. How far
- does it go?" He asked curiously.
-
- Joe grinned. "All the way, I guess. The doctors say even our genes have
- been altered."
-
- "You mean...even your...I can see you got...er.. breasts, but what
- about...ah well, you know..." Bill stammered.
-
- "Everything." Joe said. "Like I said, it'll take some getting used to.
- For all of us."
-
- "What's it feel like?" Rick asked. It seemed everybody wanted to know
- that.
-
- "Well," Joe said, trying to explain for the umteenth time. "It really
- isn't as different as you probably think. My muscle strength is still
- changing...stuff like that, but otherwise I guess I look more different than I
- feel. A few things that are a lot different, of course." Joe grinned.
-
- "I guess so." Rick said. "Are you going to have to stay like that?"
-
- "I don't really know." Joe said. "So far, they're trying to figure out
- just how it happened. When they can do that, then maybe they can find a way to
- change us back, if it's even possible."
-
- "Are Dave and Mike changed like that too?" Bill asked.
-
- "Yeah, they sure are. And Tim Werner, you know...the line boy at
- Thunderbird, it happened to him too. I guess it has something to do with the
- GPS tests. Tim was watching us calibrate the transmitter boxes." Joe
- explained.
-
- "What's the Company doing about it?" Rick asked. "Do you think it might
- affect us too?"
-
- "I don't know who else it might affect, but if you haven't noticed
- anything yet, it probably hasn't done anything to you." Joe answered. "So far,
- the Company has been pretty helpful. I gotta go see Peterson this morning."
-
- "You sure don't act like you're pissed off, or anything." Bill noted.
-
- "Well, at first I was I guess...all I could think about was to find a way
- to change back, but after a while...I don't know...that don't seem as
- important now. I guess it's chemical...the hormones, or something. I really
- don't know." Joe explained.
-
- "You mean you like to be like that...I mean you sure look great and
- everything for a woman...but...I mean...your a guy. Don't you want your own
- body back?" Rick asked.
-
- "Yeah, I know it seems funny. It does to me too." Joe said. "But you said
- I was a guy, and that's right...I WAS a guy. Now, I guess maybe I'm sorta
- somehow getting acustomed to the idea of being female. I can't help it...it
- just don't seem that bad anymore. This IS my body...it's a little different,
- sure...but its still mine. " He shrugged his shoulders.
-
- "So you'd like to stay like that?" Bill asked. "How do you feel about
- women?" He added.
-
- "I don't know, Bill. I don't really know." Joe said. "Women... Of course,
- my feelings ARE different... I still like em...but in a different way, for
- sure. As you can imagine, I have to relate differently with them now. I guess
- I'm starting to get that way with guys too." He added, grinning.
-
- "You're starting to like men?" Bill asked.
-
- "Well, I don't know about LIKING them...just...I guess I'm starting to
- see them in a different way. But don't worry, I won't start chasing you
- around or anything." Joe said, smiling.
-
- "Man, this is kinda wierd." Rick exclaimed. "You sure are...er...ah kinda
- pretty... Joe. I hope you don't take that the wrong way." He smiled as he said
- it.
-
- "Hey, I changed...but I didn't go blind." Joe said. "I know I look
- different. I can tell you...I feel different too. But it is still me here. I
- still remember everything...and I know everything I did last week...last
- month. I guess I just gotta get used to wearing different clothes." He
- grinned and pushed his chest out as he spoke the last sentence. Ricks eyes
- went to Joe's breasts.
-
- "Damn." Rick said. "Hard to believe those little yellow transmitter boxes
- could cause that." He said, ogling Joe's curves.
-
- Joe felt a little like he did in the pharmacy, with the young check-out
- boy undressing him with his eyes. Again, he found he sort of got a charge out
- of being the object of attention. Was it just another normal "female"
- response coming out, he wondered to himself? Was this what life around men
- was going to be like from now on? Constant subtle...sometimes not so subtle
- flirting?
-
- Joe sat up straight in the chair and subconcously touched his hair. He
- didn't say anything, but just smiled at the two guys. He was still trying to
- think of something clever to say when the door opened and Jay walked in.
- Joe's eyes brightened when he saw his pal.
-
- "Good morning everyone." Jay said. "Where's the coffee?"
-
- Joe pointed to the counter. Jay went to the pot and filled a styrofoam
- cup. Then he came to the table where the others were seated.
-
- "I feel like I just got to bed." Jay said. "I don't see how you guy's can
- get up this early every day."
-
- "You get used to it." Rick said.
-
- "When you finish the cup, call DUAT and check the weather." Joe said to
- Jay, suddenly going into flight instructor mode.
-
- "What airport At Minneapolis?" Jay asked.
-
- "St. Paul, actually." Joe answered. "Downtown Airport."
-
- Jay got up and went to the PC. After a few seconds trying to figure out
- how to use it, he go the terminal program to auto-dial the Direct User Access
- Terminal. He could use that to check the enroute and terminal weather. He
- figured out the airport identifier for St. Paul Downtown, Holman Field, STP.
-
- After typing in a few numbers, Jay sat back and waited. Soon the printer
- started churning out four pages of weather reports and NOTAMS. He took the
- paper to the table and handed them to Joe.
-
- Joe looked at the weather carefully. Jay stood behind him, looking over
- his shoulder.
-
- "I like your hair." Jay said.
-
- Joe looked back over his shoulder at Jay. He could tell he meant it.
-
- "Thanks...I guess." Joe said. "It's still a little short, don't you
- think?"
-
- "Looks OK to me." Jay said. He was obviously still in some kind of awe of
- his changed friend.
-
- "It looks like we can make it." Joe advised. Plan a route for best
- winds...not over...say...Flight Level 250."
-
- Jay went to his brief case and started to remove some charts.
-
- "Use the charts and flight manual in that Jepp case over there." Joe
- said,, pointing to the rack by the wall which held three large, well worn
- cases. He planned to help Jay only if he asked for it. The Turbo Prop Cessna
- was capable of better performance than Jay's Mooney, but the procedures were
- essentially the same.
-
- Jay had both the Victor and Jet Route charts spread out on the table by
- the time he had decided on a route. He presented it to Joe, who had been
- observing him carefully. Joe looked at it, and almost instantly accepted what
- he proposed. Joe had more flight experience than Jay, but actually he didn't
- make that many cross country trips either.
-
- "Go ahead and file it." Joe said. "Plan Takeoff for 1200 Z."
-
- Bill and Rick had been watching them plan the flight. Although they both
- were A&P mechanics, only Rick was a private pilot too. Bill, although it was
- possible to get him in a plane if you had to, didn't really like to fly at
- all. But he was a very good mechanic. When they heard the proposed takeoff
- time, the two mechanics went out to the plane leaving Joe and Jay alone.
-
- "Are we ready?" Joe asked.
-
- "I think so." Jay said. "I know I have everything I'd need for the
- Mooney."
-
- "I think we're ready too." Joe agreed. "I want to stop off at the
- restroom one last time."
-
- "Yeah, me too." Jay said, and followed Joe.
-
- Joe went into the ladies room. Jay entered the men's. Jay finished
- first and was waiting for Joe when he came out.
-
- "You reallly are looking good today Joe." He said to his pal.
-
- "Thanks." Joe returned. "You are too." He smiled.
-
- Jay took his bag, his flight bag, and Joe's B-4 bag. When Joe objected,
- Jay just pointed to the Jep case.
-
- "You carry that." Was all he said.
-
- Joe picked up his flight bag and the Jepp case. It was all he could carry
- to bring them. He had forgot that he wasn't as strong as before. He followed
- Jay to the plane, walking a few paces behind his friend. Jay looked so big and
- strong carrying the baggage. Joe couldn't remember thinking of Jay as
- particularly strong before. He had always been slightly smaller than Joe. Not
- anymore.
-
- The cabin door was open on the 425 and Rick was inside. The doughnuts
- were in the box on a seat and Joe saw that the coffee container was full. He
- hoped he wouldn't need to urinate on the flight. There was a potty under one
- of the aft seats, but he didn't want to go through the gymnastics required to
- get his skirt up, his pantyhose and underwear down, then squat on the little
- commode, just to pee. Three or four hours had been no problem before,
- now...Oh...for a zipper and cock, he thought, grinning silently to himself.
-
- Rick squeezed passed Joe in the cabin, and Joe felt his right breast
- brush against Rick's arm. Joe looked at Rick, and Rick returned the glance,
- slightly embarrassed. Joe smiled and winked at him, then felt the blood rush
- to his face...what was he doing? Flirting with one of his former buddies?
- Rick just smiled and went out.
-
- Joe placed his bags on the seat and went back out too. The mechanics
- always did a thorough job with preflight, but Joe always performed his own
- quick walk around. Jay followed him around the plane. He had place thier bags
- at the rear of the cabin. As they walked around the fair sized twin with its
- paint showing its age, Joe pointed out the things he was looking for and
- checking.
-
- Joe found it very difficult to inspect the wheel wells wearing the skirt,
- so he asked Jay to look for any signs of leaks or foreign objects. Jay checked
- under the wing as Joe stood at the leading edge.
-
- When they satisfied themselves that there were no problems with the
- airframe, Joe and Jay reboarded the aircraft. Company regulations required
- that Joe fly from the left side since he was the only company employee on the
- flight and was pilot in command for insurance purposes. Since the Cessna was
- usually used for avionics development it was configured a little different
- that a typical mid-seventies small turbo prop. On the left side there was now
- a single large CRT called an EFIS display. It was driven bu a black box in
- the nose and could display all the information usually found on the attitude
- director and horizontal situation indicator found in most 425's. On the right,
- an extremly capable, but conventional and reliable previous generation HSI and
- ADI was fitted. Jay would be well equipped to fly the aircraft cross country
- IFR, even from the right side.
-
- As they were also required to do, Rick positioned himself at the front of
- the aircraft, in clear view of the aircrew, so as to stand fire guard while
- Joe started the noisy Garrett turbines. Joe adjusted the headset to his head,
- trying not to muss his hair too much, Jay was on intercom too, but he just
- watched as Joe went through the starting engines checklist, reading off and
- performing each line item as he got to it. Joe flew by the book, and while
- flying wasn't his primary duty it was the one he enjoyed the most, and he was
- pretty good at it.
-
- When the engines were started, Rick waved bye and went inside, away from
- the incessant scream of turbines and props. The tower wouldn't open for
- another two hours so Joe looked around to confirm no other traffic around the
- aircraft, then began to taxi to the runway. When they were ready to go, Joe
- made the take off, then handed the plane over to Jay and made contact with
- Phoenix departure. For the rest of the flight Joe would handle the radios,
- while Jay flew and navigated. The two had flown together enough that they
- could anticipate what the other needed, and therefore worked pretty well as a
- team.
-
- When they reached cruising altitude, Joe switched on the autopilot.
-
- "How about a doughnut and some coffee?" He asked.
-
- "Sound good to me." Jay agreed.
-
- Joe reached around and filled two styrofoam cups, handed one to Jay, and
- placed the other in the cup holder beside his seat. He pulled the box of
- doughnuts off the seat and placed it between the crew seats.
-
- Jay selected a doughnut and watched as Joe did the same. He grinned.
-
- "I'm suprized that your eating those." He said.
-
- "What do you mean?" Joe asked.
-
- "From the way you talked on the phone, I thought you were going on a
- crash diet or something." Jay continued.
-
- "Oh, that. Yeah, maybe I should too. I swear my butt is starting to get
- bigger already. I guess it's probably inevitable if I'm going to be like this
- that I get wider hips and all that. But I don't want to be one of those women
- with big butts. God, I really don't." Joe lamented.
-
- "Like I said, your butt looks pretty nice to me." Jay said. "I think you
- have a long way to go before its too big."
-
- "But I'm telling you... Its only been a week, and I'm sure that I can
- tell it's getting bigger, and softer."
-
- Jay looked over at Joe as if trying to see his hips. He looked into
- Joe's eyes.
-
- "Damnit Joe, I really don't see anything wrong with you. It's probably
- just your imagination."
-
- "No its not." Joe objected. "I know its not my imagination. I'm sure I'm
- still changing. My boobs are still getting bigger, my arms and shoulders
- smaller, and my butt is getting bigger. I'm sure of it."
-
- Jay grinned and raised his eyebrows.
-
- "Boobs still getting bigger, eh?" He said. "I'd like to see that." He
- said teasingly.
-
- Joe looked at him and acted as if he was offended.
-
- "Cut it out Jay." He said, trying to sound hurt. He felt this strange new
- urge to flirt with guys beginning to affect how he acted. He still liked to
- joke around with Jay but he didn't know exactly how to do it and still
- maintain some level of decorum. When it came to feelings about sex, Joe
- figured he still pretty much thought like a guy even though his tastes were
- changing and now he really had no choice but to argue the female point of
- view. It was a strange position to be in, and he was still learning the rules.
-
- "I'm sorry." Jay said, trying to sound repentent. He really wasn't sure
- if Joe was teasing or not. Although his old friend acted and spoke pretty
- much like before the change, it was wierd to hear such words in the voice of
- the attractive woman he had become.
-
- Joe looked at Jay and smiled.
-
- "They're not that much bigger." He admitted. "But I'm pretty sure they
- are still growing."
-
- "You'll have to let me judge that." Jay said jokingly.
-
- "Well...maybe you'll get a chance." Joe said seductively. "But for now, I
- think we better keep our eyes on the sky."
-
- They flew on, sipping coffee and munching on doughnuts. In the course of
- three hours, Joe downed three of them. When he and Jay each took their third
- one, Jay looked at him.
-
- "If you're really worried about the size of your butt, maybe you better
- lay off those things." He said.
-
- "Yeah, I know." Joe said. "But I'm getting hungry. I just ain't used to
- eating like a bird. Do you really think it's getting bigger?"
-
- "It don't look any different to me...it looks fantastic. And don't see
- how you do it." Jay told his friend. "I think I'd go nuts if that happened to
- me, but you seem to be adjusting so well."
-
- "I don't know." Joe said. "The longer I stay this way, the easier it
- gets. At first, all I could think about was getting back. Now, I worry more
- about why I don't seem to care anymore. I really think its even affected the
- way I think and everything."
-
- "Well, I know its affected the way I think about you." Jay revealed.
- "You're practicaly all I can think about anymore. If I didn't know better, I
- think I'd have to say I'm crazy about you. You...my best buddy."
-
- Joe looked at his friend. He knew how Jay felt. He was starting to feel
- the same way, and he was finding it very difficult to think about a man...any
- man...the way he found himself thinking about Jay. They had been close friends
- for a long time. Ten years. They were probably closer than brothers, and
- they had always shared the same interests. Now, this new relationship that
- was beginning to develop was hard for both of them to accept.
-
- "Yeah, I know... Who would have imagined it would work out like this."
- Joe said. He just looked ahead, and smiled.
-
- "What should we do about it?" Jay asked.
-
- "Jay, I don't know." Joe answered. "But lets not rush into anything. Why
- don't we just let the chips fall where they will, and see what happens. All
- this is still too new to me. I don't even want to consider committments
- now...hell, I'm still living with Linda, for God's sake."
-
- "I know your right." Jay agreed. "But damnit Joe, I think you should know
- how you're making me feel."
-
- "Hey, I think I'm starting to feel the same way, and I gotta tell
- you...it's a strange feeling. Never in my life did I ever think I'd think the
- thoughts I think now...about a guy." Joe felt himself blush, and he grinned as
- he said the words into the headset microphone.
-
- When they were one hundred DME from the last enroute Vortac, Joe
- requested a lower altitude. The kept the power up, and let the Cessna speed
- increase as the descended. Before long, Minneapolis center handed them to
- approach control. The approach and landing were uneventful.
-
- WHen they taxied to parking, Joe shut the engines down and secured the
- gustlock. He got up from his seat, and retrieved his flight bag. He had placed
- his purse in it and he would need that to check his hair and makeup. But
- first, he had to pee. He was sure his bladder had been effected, become
- smaller, since it seemed he had to go at least every three hours now, and it
- had been almost four since they had left Phoenix. He hoped he could make the
- restroom before an accident.
-
- "Tell these guys they can move the plane if they need to." Joe said.
- "We'll be staying overnight, leaving sometime tomorrow. I just gotta go to the
- bathroom."
-
- "Well, get going then." Jay said jokingly. "I'll take care of things
- here."
-
- Joe took his flight bag left the aircraft and quickly walked across the
- ramp to the lounge. As he walked he could sense that the eyes of every male
- on the ramp were watching him. It was a strange, not totaly unpleasant
- feeling, but one that he never had before the change. Sometimes the planes he
- had flown and the equipment installed in them would attract some attention
- when he landed at an airport unfamilure with Honeybone test aircraft, but this
- was different. If he had just go out of Concord, most of the most of the male
- eyes would have still been on his butt as he walked across the ramp. If they
- knew that the reason for his brisk walk was because he was trying not to pee
- his pants...would they still watch? He wondered to himself.
-
- In the restroom, he quickly relieved himself, then went to the mirror to
- freshen up. Wearing the David Clark headset had pressed his hair down, but it
- fell right back into place with a quick brushing. It was not as difficult to
- keep his own hair organized as it had been with the much longer length hair of
- the wig. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad after all. Joe smiled at his reflection
- in the mirror, quite pleased with his appearance.
-
- Joe went back out into the lounge area. Jay was seated in one of the
- plush chairs, waiting for him. Joe returned the big grin Jay had and walked
- over to the young woman at the counter.
-
- "There should be a car reservation for us." Joe announced. "Joel
- Bates...Honeybone."
-
- "Yes, Ms. Bates." The woman said. "Its parked just around the side of
- this hanger." She went to the rack of keys behind her and selected one.
-
- "Here it is...Budget." She said, handing Joe the keys.
-
- Joe knew they had reservations at the Radisson Plaza Hotel downtown. He
- wondered if they should check in there first, or go straight to the Honeybone
- offices. It was not lunchtime yet, but if they did go directly to the office,
- they would get there about one half hour before everyone would be at lunch. If
- they went to the hotel, they could eat at one of the many restaurants at the
- downtown complex and then go to Honeybone. He walked ever to where Jay was
- seated.
-
- "Do you want to check in and eat before we go to Honeybone, or just go
- directly there?" Joe asked.
-
- "Hey, I'm following you." Jay replied. "I really don't care. What time
- is your appointment?"
-
- "Well, I really don't have an appointment." Joe answered. "I guess I
- could call..."
-
- "Yeah, Maybe you should." Jay agreed.
-
- Joe went back to the desk.
-
- "Is there a phone I can use for a local call?" He asked.
-
- "Right over there." The woman answered with a smile, pointing to the
- table next to the chair Jay was sitting in.
-
- "Thanks." Joe said, wearing a fooling grin.
-
- Joe back over to the table and sat in the other chair. He got his notepad
- from his flight bag and looked up a the phone number. He punched in the
- numbers and when the operator answered, he asked for Mr. Petersons secretary.
- In a moment, she came on the line.
-
- "Mr. Peterson's office."
-
- "Hi. This is Joel Bates. I work for Honeybone Commercial Avionics in
- Phoenix. I'm supposed to meet with Mr. Peterson today. I've arrived and I'm
- at the airport." Joe spoke into the phone.
-
- "Good morning Ms. Bates." The woman said. "Mr. Peterson is expecting you.
- Do you need transportation from the airport?"
-
- "No, I have a rental car." Joe answered.
-
- He wondered why she called him "Ms". She couldn't see him. Probably
- even sound like a woman on the phone too...
-
- "Ok then, we'll be expecting you. Will you be right over?" The woman
- asked.
-
- "That's what I was calling about." Joe said. "I really don't know when
- you're expecting me. I figured you had been told I would be there in the
- afternoon, and I wondered if I should check into the hotel first."
-
- "Well, I know that Mr. Peterson has two other people coming after lunch
- to meet with you, but I'm sure you're welcome anytime. I'm sure he's very
- anxious to meet you." The woman said.
-
- "Well...I'll be there as soon as I can." Joe said. "I brought a friend
- along. We may check into the hotel before we report in."
-
- "That will be fine." The secretary said. "I'll advise Mr. Peterson you'll
- be in at one."
-
- "See you then." Joe said. "Bye."
-
- "I'll be looking forward to meet you." The woman said. Joe heard the
- phone click off.
-
- "Let's go and check into the hotel and grab a bite before we go to see
- Peterson." Joe told Jay.
-
- "You're the boss, old buddy." Jay teased.
-
- Jay carried the big bags and Joe drug the lighter ones to the rental car.
- It was at the far end of the lot, and by the time they arrived, Joe was almost
- dragging his and Jay's flight bag. Jay had the much heavier clothes bags and
- was carrying them without problem or complait. Joe was embarrassed by the way
- he had to carry the bags just to make it to the car.
-
- "You don't have any idea what this does to your ego." Joe exclaimed when
- he saw Jay watch him struggle with the bags. "It was all I could do to get
- them here. My arms just don't have any strength anymore. And it's still
- getting worse."
-
- Jay grinned widely.
-
- "Yeah, but you're boobs are getting bigger." He teased.
-
- Joe could feel his face redden with embarrassement. Jay would never let
- him live that one down.
-
- They put the bags in the trunk and Joe drove the car to the hotel. He
- had been to the Honeybone offices once before, to a project meeting with Jim.
- They had stayed at the Raddison Plaza then too.
-
- The Raddison Plaza check in went smoothly. The girl at the desk asked
- Jay if they wanted adjoining rooms, and Jay answered "Sure". The girl smiled
- at Jay and he smiled back. When they had their bags in the room, Joe went
- back down and parked the car in the underground parking garage.
-
- When he got back to the room, Joe opened his bag and took out his shaving
- kit, placed it in the bathroom, and then hung up the clothes Linda had packed
- for him. He was suprized to see she had included one of her sexier chemise.
- It was soft ivory colored silk, with lace at the edges and around the low top.
- The straps were very thin...more like little ribbons than straps. Joe had not
- seen Linda wear it...indeed it really didn't look like it had ever been worn
- before. Why did she pack this, he wondered?
-
- He held it up to his body. It barely went to the widest part of his
- hips. It's a little short for me, he thought. Then he saw the matching silk
- bikini panties. He imagined how Linda would look wearing this. Then he
- realised...she packed this for him. It was for HIM to wear. Did she know
- about him and Jay? How could she?
-
- There was a knock at the door connecting Jay's room with his. Joe
- dropped the silk chemise on his bag and went over to open the door. He had
- figured Jay would be knocking before long.
-
- "Just thought I'd see how you were doing." Jay said with a big grin.
-
- "I'm just fine, thank you." Joe said primly.
-
- "Where's a good place to eat?" Jay asked.
-
- "There are a few restaurants here in the hotel, and we're connected to
- others by the skywalks you saw as we drove in. We can get all over down town
- without even leaving the building." Joe said.
-
- "Are you ready?" Jay asked, looking around.
-
- "Yeah." Joe answered. "I was just hanging up some of my stuff."
-
- Jay saw the white chemise laying on top of the B-4 bag.
-
- "Is THAT yours?" He asked, his eyes getting wide.
-
- "Quit snooping." Joe said, taking the dainty thing and stuffing it back
- in the pouch.
-
- "Seriously." Jay persisted. "Do you wear that?"
-
- "I can if I want to, can't I?" Joe answered, going on the defensive.
-
- "Sure, you can wear anything you want." Jay answered. "I just have
- trouble thinkig you'd want to wear something that...frilly...sexy...not that
- you wouldn't look great in it..." He stammered.
-
- "I just saw it for the first time myself...just now." Joe explained.
- Linda must have put it in my bag. I don't know why..."
-
- "Does she know what we did?" Jay wondered aloud, sounding like a little
- boy.
-
- "Man, how could she?" Joe answered quickly, sounding more sure of himself
- than he really was. Why did she put it in his bag?"
-
- "Can I see it on you?" Jay said.
-
- "Well...I don't know if I want you to." Joe said demurely. He had
- resigned himself to them getting together again on this trip...actually, he
- was looking forward to it...but the thought of parading his new body in front
- of his pal wearing white silk...and lace...well...a guy did have to have
- limits.
-
- "Why not?" Jay said. "What could I see that I haven's seen already?"
- Again, to Joe, Jay sounded like a little boy... this time begging for
- something he desparately wanted.
-
- "If you've seen it all, why do you need to see it again?" Joe teased. It
- was kind of fun watching a grown man beg.
-
- Jay looked at Joe, then he pulled him to him, taking him in his arms.
- With absolutely no embarrassment, he kissed Joe on the lips. Joe felt his
- knees getting weak as he decided to let Jay do as he wanted. He was suprized
- how pleasant it was to kiss Jay. He couldn't figure out what caused it...was
- it the feeling of strength he could sense as Jay held him tightly? Was it
- something about the changes in his upper body, with its smaller, weaker
- muscles...his sensitive breasts...which were now pressed firmly to Jay's
- strong chest? What caused his knees to want to buckle? He never felt like
- that before the change...with Linda, or any other woman. But now...both times Jay
- had kissed him it had happened...
-
- Jay kissed for what seemed like a couple of minutes, then let Joe stand
- erect.
-
- "Sorry...I just had to do that." He apoligized.
-
- "God Jay, If you only knew how that feels..." Joe said, trying to regain
- his composure.
-
- "It feels pretty good to me." Jay said.
-
- "Same here, but I'd rather you asked me first." Joe admonished.
-
- "Didn't you like it?" Jay asked.
-
- "Damn it Jay...Of course I did...it was great. My legs almost gave
- out...I can't explain how it feels...but even so... Please don't do it
- anymore...without asking. Joe walked into the bathroom while he spoke.
-
- "Well, I can hardly keep my hands off you." Jay said. "You remember how
- it is, don't you?"
-
- "Do you really think it's any different now?" Joe asked. "Other than
- that you're a guy, the urge is the same...maybe even stronger now. Women have
- the same desires...I guess anyway...I can't really speak for the way real
- women feel..." He explained.
-
- "Then why don't we let our feelings come out?" Jay asked. "We've always
- been pals...and now...I don't know how to explain it...you...your...damn it
- Joe, surely you realize you've changed into an extremely sensual woman...to me
- anyway...you're absolutely gorgous. And yet, you think like a guy...I can
- talk to you." Jay stammered uncharacteristicly.
-
- "Yeah, sure I know I've changed...believe it...I'm sure it's even more
- obvious to me than to you....but...like I've said before...it's still me
- here...I'm trying my damnest to adapt to looking like this...feeling like
- this. Like you said...I think I'm doing pretty good...most of the time
- anyway...but I just can't jump right into this. I have to work it out at my
- own pace. Don't try to rush me, ok?"
-
- Joe spoke as he brushed his hair, and straightened his dress. He could
- sense that the crotch of his panties were wet again. It was an uncomfortable
- feeling, but he was getting accustomed to it. It too seemed to be one of the
- many things that went with being female.
-
- Jay came to the open door of the bathroom.
-
- "Ok. I'll try to slow down." He apoligised. "Just chew me out when I
- get like that. I guess I just can't help it."
-
- Joe looked over at Jay. He smiled.
-
- "We'll work this out." He said. "But...I don't know about you, but I'm
- hungry."
-
- "Where do you want to eat?" Jay asked.
-
- "Just follow me." Joe said.
-
- He went into the main room, and found his purse on the bed. He got his
- new coat, and put it on. Even though the restaurant was indoors, they could
- probably go right from there to Honeybone, there would be no reason to go to
- the room, and it was definitely cool enough for the coat. Joe's more
- sensitive skin seemed feel the cold more easily now.
-
- They went down the elevator to the ground floor. There was a little
- french style restaurant only a short walk from the elevator. The matre-de
- seated them at a large picture window that looked out on an attractive
- shopping mall one floor below them.
-
- They ordered a light lunch and as they ate their salads, Joe decided to
- ask Jay a question that had been on his mind.
-
- "Jay, have you ever watched the TV show "Northern Exposure"?" He asked.
-
- "Northern Exposure? Yeah, I think I've seen it a few times...it comes on
- monday nights I think, don't it?" Jay responded.
-
- "I really don't know. I haven't seen it yet." Joe said.
-
- "What's the question?" Jay asked, his curosity was awakened. Joe didn't
- watch television much. Why would he ask such a question?
-
- "Well, Linda says I remind her of somebody on that show...a woman, I
- guess, someone named Maggie O'connell, I think it was."
-
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