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- Chapter 10
- Answers
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- Joe Bates drove into the drive at the home of his flying buddy, and fellow
- engineer, Dave Skinner. When he got out of his sports car he smoothed his
- clothes, the loose fitting jumpsuit that hid his new curves. He slowly walked
- up to the front door, and rang the bell. Cindy Skinner, Dave's wife, opened
- the door, and peered out. She smiled when she recognized Joe, and opened the
- door. Joe went inside, feeling a bit self conscious as Dave's wife watched
- him walk in. He couldn't conceal the look of surprize when he saw Dave.
-
- The last time Joe saw Dave, he was about six feet tall and weighed two
- hundred pounds. Dave was thirty two years old, and was not in as good shape
- as Joe, and, a decade of married life had endowed him a small pot-gut which he
- couldn't get rid of, no matter how hard he tried.
-
- The Dave Skinner who came out of the family room didn't look anything like
- that. This one nervously entered the room was wearing a woman's white
- blouse, with loose baggy shorts, also obviously a woman's. Since he wore
- nothing under the blouse, the dark outline of his now large areola could be
- seen through the thin fabric. He walked uncomfortably, not yet familiar with
- much wider hips, and a shorter gait. Were it not for his short haircut, he
- could easily be mistaken for a typical, almost middle aged, somewhat plain,
- sloppily dressed, housewife. Dave always had the beginnings of a six o'clock
- shadow, even in the morning, but now his face was as smooth as a young boy's.
- Joe saw that Dave's legs were hairy, maybe not as heavy or thick as before,
- but still covered with soft black down. It looked unusual to see someone who
- looked so female, have such hairy legs. Joe couldn't help but look at Dave's
- chest. Through the thin fabric of the blouse, he could see that the heavy
- chest hair Dave had was gone, replaced by a voluptuousness that was a source
- of embarrassment for its owner.
-
- "Hi Joe, what's new with you?" Dave asked, somewhat sarcastically.
-
- "Not much, Dave, Just thought I'd stop by , and see if you want to go bar
- hopping this evening" Joe teased.
-
- "Nope, I don't think I'm up to it, old buddy." Dave answered. He had
- trouble returning the humor that his pal was using to break the tension.
-
- "I talked to Mike while ago, and he's got trouble too, but it sounds like
- he's a little different from me, or you." Joe said.
-
- "What do you mean? Is he still a guy, or what?" Dave asked, the sarcasm
- creeping back into his voice.
-
- "I can't really tell from how he described his symptoms, but if he has
- changed, he isn't as far along as we are." Joe said, not taking his eyes from
- his buddies chest.
-
- It was strange seeing a matronly body below the almost familiar face.
- Dave's face was little changed, but maybe ten years younger looking. He
- wondered what Dave was thinking about him.
-
- "Good for him. He would REALLY make an ugly woman." Dave said, smiling
- for the first time.
-
- "I think I talked him into coming over here. He should be here soon." Joe
- said.
-
- "Well, you sure look good, Joe." Dave returned, eyeing his buddy, trying
- to imagine what he looked like under the loose clothes.
-
- "Linda has been helping me try to make the best of this." Joe said.
-
- "It looks like you even have lipstick on. Do you?" Dave asked, moving
- closer.
-
- Joe grinned. He said. "Well, yea, I do. I even had a make-over at the
- Mall the other day. With Linda's help, I've been able to make the best of it.
- Some of the things I've done have actually kind of interesting.
-
- "Well, I haven't done much that's interesting." Dave said, with not a
- little disgust showing through.
-
- "We both might as well treat this as an experience, Dave." Joe recommended.
- "As I see it, were stuck like this, at least until we can find out what's
- causing it. Hopefully, it's not permanent." He tried to sound more confident
- than he actually was.
-
- "It's easy for you, old buddy. You're not married, with a family... A
- wife... and kids... Hell, Joe look at you, You're practically beautiful."
- Dave lamented.
-
- Cindy went to him, but Dave pushed her away. She looked at Joe. Joe
- didn't know what to do, or say. Dave walked back into the family room. Joe
- followed him to the family room, and he saw Dave sit down on the couch, with
- his four year old son, David.
-
- "Joe Joe, are you a mommy now too? David asked innocently.
-
- "Hi David." Joe replied. "No, I'm not a mommy. I just sort of look like
- one, I guess. Your dad and I have a problem with how we look. We don't know
- what's wrong with us yet."
-
- "You're pretty" David said.
-
- "Thanks David. I guess." Joe replied, looking at Dave.
-
- There was a ring of the door bell. Joe quickly got up, and went to the
- front door. Cindy opened the door. The familiar hulk of Mike Osborn loomed
- in the doorway. Mike's eyes widened when he saw the new Joe.
-
- "Holy cow, Joe, You ARE a woman, ain't you?" Mike almost shouted, his loud
- voice seeming to be almost unchanged.
-
- "I suspect so, Mike." Joe replied. "Come on in."
-
- Mike walked in, and followed Joe back to the family room. He walked right
- over to the couch, to look at Dave.
-
- "Damn, Dave, You seem to have the same problem as Joe." He said.
-
- "Clever observation, Mike." Dave said. "It looks like you escaped
- whatever happened to us."
-
- "Well, not exactly Dave." Mike said, not wanting to talk with young David
- listening intently to the unusual conversation.
-
- "It seems you haven't changed at all." Joe said.
-
- "Can we go somewhere private." Mike asked.
-
- "I suggest you all go to our bedroom." Cindy said.
-
- Dave got up, and awkwardly went into the bedroom, his substantial butt
- jiggled and swayed as he walked. Mike and Joe followed. Dave closed the door
- after them, stopping David, who wanted in. Cindy led him away from the door.
-
- "You think I haven't changed?" Mike asked, pulling his sweatpants down.
-
- Mike pulled his royal blue Calvin Klien men's undershorts down. He looked
- down at his pubic area, and pushed the hair away from around his penis, which
- was now very small. It could have been no more than an inch or so long.
- There were n o testical's evident, and his scrotum was split down the
- middle, looking somewhat like a vagina.
-
- "See, I got problems too." Mike said, displaying his little penis.
-
- "When I pee, it comes out from under here." Mike said, as he lifted his
- penis up, he then spread his split scrotum, and pointed to an area close to
- the base of his tiny organ. Joe looked carefully, but could see no evidence
- of an opening at the tip of his penis.
-
- "Looks like you've gone only part way to what's happened to me." Joe said,
- looking with interest at his friend.
-
- "What do you look like, Joe?" Mike asked. "You sure look like a girl on
- the outside."
-
- "Yea, and I guess that's what I am, on the outside." Joe admitted.
-
- "Could I see?" Mike asked. "If I'm gonna be...... I might still be
- changing, and I'm wondering what I can expect."
-
- "Well, I don't know...." Joe was reluctant to show his buddies his new
- body, and his closely trimmed bush. Not that he was ashamed of his body and
- the way it looked, he just felt strange putting it on display. He knew that
- he was the mo st feminized of the three of them. Hell, Mike could hardly pass
- as a woman if he tried. Dave was probably as changed as he was, but his large
- hips and buttocks didn't look good on him at all. Dave didn't carry his new
- shape well either.
-
- "Aw, show us Joe, Mike showed us what he looked like, and he's embarrassed
- too." Dave said. "We're all in the same boat."
-
- "Ok, then, I'll show you." Joe said slowly.
-
- Joe unzipped his jumpsuit, and pulled it from his shoulders. He pulled his
- arms from the sleeves, and let the suit drop down his hips, and settle around
- his knees. Joe looked at his friends while he stood there, in his underwear,
- his face red with embarrassment. Mike didn't even pull his pants up, but
- stood staring, mesmerized by the shapely body of his friend. As Joe carefully
- lowered his panties, Dave and Mike's eyes widened when they saw his carefully
- trimmed hair.
-
- "Damn Joe. You really are a girl, ain't you." Mike exclaimed.
-
- "I guess I am Mike, and I would bet that you are too." Joe said.
-
- "Well, I sure don't look like that." Mike said, pointing to Joe's pubic
- area. "And I feel like a man, no matter how small my cock is. At least I
- still have one."
-
- "Don't be so sure." Joe said.
-
- Joe reached down and separated the folds of his genital opening. A
- glistening little nub peeked out as he did so. He put his finger next to it,
- and pointed it out to Mike.
-
- "This is what my penis looks like now, Mike. But it still feels like my
- cock to me, too. But it's not a penis, not anymore. I think my penis has
- become a clitoris. And I think yours has too. It's just a little bigger for
- some reason." Joe carefully voiced what he thought to be fact.
-
- "I don't know, I sure don't feel like a woman. I feel exactly like a man."
- Mike said, as he watched Joe pull his panties back up. "In fact, look at
- this."
-
- Mike pointed to his penis, which could now be seen protruding through his
- thick hair. It was erect, and it stood out, ready for action. It was about
- the diameter of a pencil, and maybe an inch and a half long.
-
- "Pull your pants up big guy. I can still get hard on too." Joe said. "Tell
- me, do you get wet down there when you get a boner?"
-
- "Yea, I do." Mike said. "I don't know what causes it though."
-
- "I think it's what happens when a woman gets excited." Joe answered. "And
- that's probably what you are now, just like Dave and me."
-
- "Joe, I know something is wrong with me, but look at me, I just can't be
- female. Not with a body like this." Mike's words were more of a question
- than a statement of fact.
-
- "I don't know, Mike. I just don't know. But I want both of you to come
- with me to the hospital. My attorney friend Jay Logan put me on to a guy
- named Dan McQuire. He is a lab technician or something, in Forensic Medicine.
- He does things like trace identification from hair, or blood samples, in
- homicide cases. He is working on proving my identification, but some doctors
- there want to see me, and run some other tests, maybe they will be able to
- help. I told them I had two friends who also had similar problems, and they
- would like to examine you guys too. We should go over there this afternoon,
- if you guy's are free." Joe said, and grinned.
-
- "If it'll help get me back to normal, I'll do almost anything." Mike said,
- as he pulled his sweatpants back up.
-
- Throughout the whole discussion, Dave said little, but watched his friends
- as they showed their changed bodies, and discussed what to do about them. He
- finally spoke.
-
- "What can doctors do, Joe? Look at me, I know what I am, I'm a fat, dumpy
- guy with a woman's body. A fat WOMAN'S body. But I've got a wife and two
- kids. What can the doctors do about that?" Dave looked like he might start
- to cry.
-
- "Dave, I don't know what they might be able to do. I do think we should
- give them a chance to look at our problem though. If we are stuck like this,
- the sooner we know it, the better. If there is a way out, then as far as I
- can see, th y will be the people who can help us find it. We can wallow in
- self pity, but that won't get us back for sure. Joe tried to sound confident
- for his depressed pal.
-
- "When do you guys want to go over to see Dan?" Joe asked.
-
- "Whenever you want, Joe. I'm ready. Mike said.
-
- "Well, let's get ready then. Dave can you find something a little better
- to wear? At least put a T-shirt on under that blouse, or something. Maybe
- Cindy can help." Joe tried to get his pal to dress with a little more pride.
-
- "What's the difference?" Dave said, "I'm just too fat. I'm a fat, ugly,
- woman."
-
- "I don't care what sex you're body is, it's still YOUR body. Show a
- little pride, Dave." Joe insisted.
-
- Joe opened the bedroom door, and walked out. Cindy was in the kitchen, and
- young David was at the table.
-
- "Cindy, would you help Dave find something to wear? I want him to come
- along with Mike and Me to Hillcrest Hospital, to see if they can do anything
- for us." Joe asked.
-
- "Joe, I've been trying to get him to wear something more appropriate, but
- he will only wear what he has on, or one of his old T-shirts. His pants don't
- fit at all. I had those old shorts from when I had Suzie. He won't even try
- anything else." Cindy said.
-
- "Come with me." Joe ordered, and walked back down the hallway, where Mike
- and Dave were coming back from the bedroom.
-
- Joe took Dave's arm, and led him back to the bedroom. When Cindy came in
- the room, Joe closed the door.
-
- "Dave take that shirt off, and pull those shorts down." Joe insisted.
-
- Dave unbuttoned the blouse, and took it off. He pulled the shorts over his
- big hips and buttocks, and stood there, with nothing on, but men's boxer
- shorts. He was quite a sight, and Joe fought to suppress a grin.
-
- "Cindy, do you have any underwear that will fit this guy?" Joe asked.
-
- Cindy, who was attractive looking, but perhaps a little overweight herself,
- went to her dresser. She rummaged through her drawer until she took a pair
- of white cotton panties, and put them on the bed. She opened another drawer,
- and from the back of the drawer selected a white cotton bra. It looked too
- big to fit her, but looked like it might fit her husband. She held the up
- the bra by the back strap.
-
- "This is from before I went on the diet, after Suzie." She explained. "It
- might fit you though." She said to her husband, who just stared at it.
-
- "Go ahead Dave, try it on, you'll probably appreciate how it feels, if you
- try it." Joe insisted.
-
- "Joe, I don't think I can wear something like that." Dave complained, his
- higher voice sounding slightly whiny.
-
- "Why not? Are you afraid you'll look like a woman? No problem, old buddy,
- you already do, so you might as well get used to it." Joe tried to speak with
- authority.
-
- Dave took the bra from his wife, and pulled it around his chest. Cindy
- helped her embarrassed husband put it on, and adjusted the straps to fit his
- slightly larger shoulders. The support made D ave's breasts look much less
- saggy. He shook his chest, feeling the support and comfort the bra provided.
- Dave went to the dresser mirror, and looked at himself.
-
- "See, it's improvement already." Joe said encouragingly.
-
- Joe went to the bed, and picked up the white underpants. He held them out
- to Dave.
-
- "Ok pal, now, take off those baggy shorts, and try these." He said.
-
- Dave took the underpants, and held them up by the waist band. To Joe, they
- looked twice as big as the ones he was wearing. Dave shrugged his shoulders
- in resignation, and put them back on the bed. He then pulled the boxers down
- and stepped out of them. Dave had never seen a large naked woman before,
- and was amazed at the size of Dave's large, soft buttocks. Dave took the
- panties from the bed, and stepped into them. He pulled them up and over his
- large butt. When he had them on, he went the mirror, and looked at himself.
- Dave watched, as his friend saw himself in women's underwear for the first
- time. He knew what Dave was going through. Dave just stood there and stared
- at himself. He reached down, and touched the flat area where his male organ
- used to be. Joe remembered how he felt, the first time he saw himself the
- same way. It seemed so much different with the snug fitting panties on, than
- even when you were naked, when your pubic hair somewhat hid y our new
- contours.
-
- "Cindy, do you think you'd have something to fit this guy?" Joe asked,
- breaking the silence, as Dave looked at himself in the mirror.
-
- "I'll see. I might have something from before the diet. What do you
- want, Dave, shorts, or a dress?" Cindy asked.
-
- Dave stood there. Cindy repeated her question, and only then did Dave look
- at her.
-
- "Ah.. I don't know, do you have something like Joe's wearing? " Dave asked.
-
- "I don't think so, but I'll see what I have." Cindy replied.
-
- She went to the closet, and soon returned with some pink pants, and a loose
- fitting pull over top.
-
- "Pink? Does it have to be pink?" Dave asked.
-
- "Sorry, it's what I have, and of what I have, I think it's the best thing
- for you." Cindy said. "Try it on."
-
- Dave took the pink pants and pulled them on. They fit fairly good, only a
- little tight across the butt. He pulled the top over his head, and
- straightened it across his chest. It also fit better than expected. With
- Cindy's old clothes o n, Dave looked like a young, plump, woman, with a butch
- haircut.
-
- "Not too bad, old pal. Maybe we need to go to spend some time at the
- health club, though." Joe said, putting his hand on his friends back as he
- inspected himself in the mirror.
-
- Dave went to the bedroom door, opened it, and went back out to Mike, who
- was sitting on the couch, playing with David. Mike looked up when Joe came in
- and saw Dave in his new clothes.
-
- "Big improvement, Dave." Mike said. "You kinda looked like a slob
- before." he said. Mike wasn't known for his tact.
-
- "Well, I think we ought to go see Dan Mcquire." Joe said. "Can I use your
- phone, Dave?"
-
- "Sure." Dave answered.
-
- Joe got Dan's phone number from the pocket of his jumpsuit, and punched it
- into the phone. Almost immediately, the phone was answered. It was Dan.
-
- "Forensic." the voice on the other end said.
-
- "Dan? Joe here. Joe Bates."
-
- "Hi Joe. What Can I do for you?" Dan asked.
-
- "Dan, I'm at my friends house. I'm with the other two guy's who are having
- the same problem I am. Can we come over and see you?" Joe asked.
-
- "Absolutely. There are some people here who can't wait to examine you
- guy's. I'll call the doctors now. When can you get here."
-
- "We're getting ready to go right now." Joe replied. "About thirty to
- forty minutes should do it."
-
- "See you soon then." Dan said, and hung up.
-
- "How do we want to go?" Joe asked. "Do you guy's want to each drive over
- separately, or does anybody want to ride with me?"
-
- "I don't want to drive looking like this." Dave insisted. "I'll ride with
- you."
-
- They all went out to the driveway. Mike's big 4WD pickup was parked behind
- Joe's car. Mike got in and started his engine while Dave and Joe got belted
- in. They backed out, and Mike followed Joe to the hospital.
-
- When they arrived, Joe led his strange crew directly to Dan's office. Dan
- was there waiting. He introduced himself and Joe presented his two shy
- buddies.
-
- "Well, I guess we might as well go upstairs and meet the Dr. Krell, and Dr.
- Loe. They're sure anxious to meet the three of you." Dan said, after shaking
- hands with Dave and Mike.
-
- They followed Dan to the elevator, and rode it to the forth floor. There
- Dan took them down a long hall, and into some offices. They sat down in some
- chairs, as Dan talked to the receptionist or secretary behind a desk. In
- minutes, they w ere all asked to come to the next room. There, they met a
- small man, with thick glasses. Dan introduced him as Dr. Krell, and described
- his as a specialist in gender and genetic research.
-
- "I'm pleased to meet you Dave, Joe, and ah Mike, is it?" Dr. Krell said,
- smiling. "Don't worry about a thing, I'm not sure what is going on here, but
- we are learning new things concerning genetics every day, and I'm certain we
- can come up with some answers in your case."
-
- Joe could see Dr. Krell looking each of them over very carefully. He sort
- of felt like a lab specimen, as the little man inspected him and his friends.
-
- "I have been looking at the records of Joe Bates." Dr. Krell went on. "I
- don't have anything on you two." he said, looking at Mike and Dave.
-
- "I just found out about them this morning." Dan said. "I'll take them,
- and get their records, as soon as you're done with them."
-
- "I would like to work with er... Mr. Bates here. You may take the others,
- and get them to fill out the paperwork to get their records." Dr. Krell
- said. "I'll see each of you in a little while."
-
- Dan got up, and Mike, and a nervous Dave Skinner, followed him back to his
- office.
-
- Dr. Krell looked at carefully at Joe. He made Joe a little nervous. Dr.
- Krell saw Joe's concern, and attempted to reassure him.
-
- "Relax, Joe. I won't harm you, and we just might be able to help." the
- little man said.
-
- "I'm Ok." Joe said. "I just wish I knew what was going on here."
-
- "You are an engineer, is that right?" Dr. Krell asked him.
-
- "Yes, I'm an electrical design engineer, and I work for Honeybone
- Avionics." Joe volunteered.
-
- "Well then, you might understand that there are methods that we must use,
- or follow, which are necessary to eliminate as many variables as possible."
- Dr. Krell went on. "I think you realize that we don't really know what has
- caused your condition, but if we can figure that out, it might be possible to
- reverse it. The 'state of the art' in genetic engineering is probably the
- fastest advancing area of biological science these days. I hope we can help
- you, but I'm sure YOU can help us."
-
- "Will I ever get back to normal, Doc? Joe asked. "What are the odds?"
-
- "It is far too early to tell, Joe, we want to give you a complete
- examination, to find out the extent of the changes." Dr. Krell explained.
-
- "I'm ready for whatever you need to do." Joe said.
-
- "Good. That's good." The Dr. went on. "Did Mr. Mcquire tell you the
- results of your blood group?"
-
- "No, I don't think so, he said the results would be in soon." Joe replied.
-
- "Well, they're in, and they are VERY interesting. Mr. Bates, the DNA
- tests show your chromosomes to be female. You have the normal XX cell
- structure of a normal genetic female. However, your blood shows an extremely
- high levels of testosterone for a female. If it has always been at these
- levels, I would expect you to exhibit masculine secondary characteristics."
-
- Joe looked at Dr. Krell in confusion. "Exhibit masculine secondary
- characteristics? Doctor Krell, five days ago, I was a MAN. That's about as
- PRIMARY as it gets. I think you'll find, if you'll read my records, that I
- fathered a child when I was seventeen." I'm not a girl who's changing into a
- man. I'm a guy, who woke up Friday morning with female body." Joe was
- irritated, and it was starting to show.
-
- "Joe, calm down, calm down." Dr. Krell said. "I have read your records,
- and I know your history. I'm just stating the facts as they appear. No
- matter what you have been, if your body and blood chemistry stay as they are,
- you will surely begin to develop, or redevelope the secondary sexual
- characteristics of a male. That is, increased facial and body hair, upper body
- muscular development, and other changes. Perhaps you have already experienced
- one or more of them. That's why we need to conduct a complete physical
- examination. To find out what's going on."
-
- Joe sat back in his chair, and tried to relax. He was worried that the
- specialists wouldn't understand his problem, and was probably a little
- "spring-loaded" for confrontation.
-
-
-
- "I'm sorry, Dr. Krell, I'm ready for whatever you've got." Joe said, with
- resignation.
-
- "I'll call Dr. Hopkins, he's expecting you, so I don't think you will have
- to wait long. He will be conducting the physical examination. Are you ready
- for it?" Dr. Krell looked at Joe, as if to see his reaction.
-
- "I guess so" Joe said. "I just had a class two flight last month."
-
- "I doubt you've ever had one like this, Joe." Dr. Krell said, smiling.
- "Dr. Hopkins is a gynecologist. He's anxious to do a full pelvic examination
- on you."
-
- The muscles in Joe's crotch tensed as he heard the little doctor say those
- words. He had almost forgotten that he was different now, much different in
- some places, and a physical for a woman included an internal examination. He
- hadn't thought about that, until now. He wondered what it would feel
- like.... If it would hurt....
-
- "Don't worry, Joe, Dr. Hopkins is very skillful, and he won't harm you in
- any way. And, we might even find out what is causing your symptoms." Dr.
- Krell saw Joe's apprehension, and was trying to arrest his fears.
-
- Dr. Krell picked up a phone on the desk, and punched a three digit number.
- He spoke into the phone.
-
- "Our patient is ready, Karen." He said. "Ok, we'll be down in ten
- minutes." He put the phone back on the desk.
-
- "They'll be ready for you in ten minutes." Dr. Krell repeated.
-
- "Ok, then." Joe said.
-
- "Tell me, Joe, Did you put the make-up on, or did someone help you" Dr.
- Krell asked, as if to make small talk.
-
- "Linda, my er....fiance, was my fiance, is helping me to cope with the
- situation." Joe explained.
-
- "Well, you are certainly attractive, if you don't mind me voicing a
- personal opinion. You seem to handle the change extremely well." Dr. Krell
- added.
-
- "I'm getting used to it, a little, I guess." Joe said. "It's almost
- possible to forget it happened, sometimes, but only for a few minutes.
- looking at myself in the mirror is even a strange sensation, I don't know If I
- could ever get used to looking like this." Joe cupped one of his breasts with
- his hand.
-
- "It must be quite a change." the doctor agreed. "I don't know how I would
- handle something like that if it happened to me. Are you experiencing any
- health problems?" He asked.
-
- "No, I don't think so." Joe said. "I haven't gotten used to being wet
- practically all the time, and ...I guess.... well, horny..er.. I just get
- turned on from almost anything anymore. I don't have much to see, but I have
- had more erections , that's what they feel like, than I ever had before, even
- when I was seventeen.
-
- "Interesting." Dr. Krell said. "It's possible the high levels of
- testosterone in your system has played havoc with your metabolism. That
- could account for the increased libido. Of course, the wetness is the result
- of sexual excitement. It would follow that if you had an "erection" as you
- call it, you might now also experience vaginal lubrication. It's a natural
- female reaction to sexual stimulation."
-
- "I know what you mean." Joe agreed. "I guess I didn't realize women went
- around with wet underpants, or worse, when they get excited." Joe said, and
- grinned at the little doctor.
-
- "With the levels of male hormone in your system, it's understandable that
- you might excite easily. Tell me, what causes the excitement? Is it women?
- Men? How do you feel about your fiance, since the change? Forgive the
- personal questions, Joe, but I have never experienced a subject who made the
- transition from male to female, completely, and apparently fully functioning,
- in one day. I've worked with a few male to female transexual patients, but
- for them, the transition literally takes years, and the result, while
- sometimes amazing, is nothing like your situation. Even your DNA indicates
- that you are female." Dr, Krell could scarcely contain his interest in Joe's
- malady.
-
- "Well, doctor, the first thing you have to remember, is that this is
- Monday." Joe said. "Last Thursday, I was a thirty year old MAN. I went to
- work, flew an airplane for about two hours, went to the health club, played
- racketball with a buddy of mine, and then picked up my girl-friend, and spent
- the evening discussing getting married. That was four days ago, and I still
- totally remember what it was like. I still appreciate a good looking woman,
- and now it's awful easy to see m ore of them than ever before. You wouldn't
- believe it, well maybe you would, you're a doctor." Joe grinned at Dr. Krell
- as he spoke.
-
- "How about men? Have your feelings toward men changed in any way?" the Dr.
- asked.
-
- "I'd like to say no, absolutely not, but actually, I'm not really sure. My
- senses seem sharper now. I feel things differently. I smell things I never
- did before. My own sweaty T-shirt, from before the change, gave me the
- strangest feeling. I don't know if it was sexual, but it could have been."
- Joe admitted to the doctor, things he didn't want to admit to himself.
-
- "Interesting." Was all Dr. Krell said to that revelation.
-
- "When you look like this, it's impossible to relate to men the same way as
- before. I've tried, but it just don't work." Joe said, thinking of his
- experience with his best friend, Jay. "I think we can go down now." Dr.
- Krell said, an d got up from behind his desk. "If you don't mind, I'd like
- to observe the examination.
-
- "No, I guess not, sure come on." Joe said, nervously. He was actually
- somewhat glad Dr. Krell would be there. He kind of liked the little man, and
- felt he could trust him. He didn't know what was going to happen next, and
- felt he knew him, even though they had just met. He followed Dr. Krell out
- the door. Even with his smaller body, he was maybe six inches taller than the
- doctor. They got on the elevator and rode down one floor.
-
- The door opened, and Dr. Krell went out and Joe almost had to run to keep
- up with him. They entered some doors, which were painted with the words
- OBSTETRICS AND GYNECOLOGY. As a single male, Joe had never been in a place
- like this before . He could feel his heart pound as he stood at the desk
- behind Dr. Krell. The Dr. said something to an attractive nurse behind the
- desk, and she immediately got up and motioned for them both to follow. She
- lead them to an examining room. It had a chair, a stool, a table, the type
- with stirrups, and a cabinet full of paraphanalia. There was a paper cover
- on the table, and on the end, the paper was stained with a few drops of what
- looked like blood. The nurse spotted the soiled paper, an d pulled it down,
- and ripped it off, creating a clean cover. The nurse the went to a drawer,
- and removed a hospital type smock, the kind that is open in the back. She
- gave it to Joe, and told him to undress, pointing to a small clothes tree in t
- he corner, which had three hangers on it. Then, she and Dr. Krell left the
- room.
-
- Joe unzipped his jumpsuit, and sat on the stool at the end of the table.
- He removed his Reboks, and socks. He quickly slipped out of the jumpsuit, and
- felt very cold standing in his underwear. He looked at the little smock, and
- had to suppress a laugh. Even with his smaller size, it was far to small to
- cover much of his bottom half, and his rear end would be completely uncovered.
- Right, he thought. He removed his bra, and slipped out of his panties. He
- put the little smock on, and wondered what to do next. He decided to sit on
- the edge of the table. He hoisted his butt up, and was looking at the
- stirrups, when he heard a quick knock on the door. Before he could even
- acknowledge, a handsome man of about forty years, entered the little room,
- followed by the tall, dark-blond-haired, nurse, and Dr. Krell.
-
- Joe sat there, extremely self conscious. Dr. Krell spoke.
-
- "Joe Bates, this is Doctor Joe Hopkins. Joe, meet Joe." Dr. Krell smiled
- broadly at his little attempt at humor.
-
- "Hi, Doctor Hopkins." Joe said. Try as he might, he couldn't forget he
- was sitting in a room, with two men, and a woman, almost naked, his butt
- hanging out from the little smock.
-
- "Hello, Joe. I hear you have had a very interesting weekend." Dr.
- Hopkins said, with a rather deep voice.
-
- "Yea, it's been a grin a minute." Joe snapped back.
-
- "How about standing right here, Joe." Dr. Hopkins said. "Maybe we can
- figure out what's going on with you."
-
- Joe stood before the big man. Dr. Hopkins took each of Joe's arms and
- looked at them, one at a time. He looked at his hands, his elbows, and took a
- small light, and looked into his eyes, and ears. He turned him facing away
- from him, and thumped, and pressed on his back in various places. So far, it
- was familiar to Joe.
-
- "Please remove the smock." Dr. Bates said.
-
- Joe untied the little tie behind his neck, and pulled the cloth off of him.
- He stood there, naked, and could feel the warmth as he blushed from showing
- his body to these strangers. He moved his leg to cover his genitalia,
- embarrassed by Linda's trim job on his pubic hair. No one in the room seemed
- to notice, however.
-
- Dr. Hopkins firmly pressed Joe's breasts between his fingers. He used
- enough force that the slight pain it caused made Joe wince.
-
- "Does that hurt?" Dr. Hopkins asked.
-
- "A little." Joe replied. "They seem a little sensitive to me."
-
- "More than normal?" The Dr. asked, and then grinned when he realized what
- he said.
-
- "They've felt the same ever since I've been like this." Joe said.
-
- Dr. Hopkins looked carefully at Joe's nipples, and felt each of his
- breasts, apparently feeling for lumps. It felt strange to Joe, to have such
- big, strong, hands feeling the soft, sensitive areas of his body.
-
- "Please sit on the end of the table please." Dr. Hopkins said.
-
- The nurse went to a small cabinet, and took out some metal tools. She
- layed them on a towel placed on a small rolling table. Joe looked at the
- things on the table, but didn't recognize the stainless steel, and white
- plastic tools on the table. Dr. Hopkins went to the table, and took some
- surgical latex gloves from a box on the table. He carefully put them on.
- When he had them on the way he wanted, he picked up a shiny metal tool which
- looked sort of like a huge cork remover with elongated spoons on the end. He
- held it up for Joe to examine. Joe noticed that there were two of them, and
- he picked up the larger of the two.
-
- "Joe, this is called a speculum." Dr. Hopkins said. "I use this to do the
- internal examination." He moved the control on the end, and the "spoons" on
- the end, spread apart. Joe cringed as he thought about where that thing was
- going. I t seemed far too big to fit inside him.
-
- The nurse adjusted the table so that there was a slight tilt upward to the
- head end. Then she pulled Joe back so that he was laying back on the table,
- tilted. She covered his body with a small green sheet. The warmth felt
- comforting to Joe, but he just knew everyone in the room must be able to hear
- his heart pounding. The nurse pulled out and adjusted the metal stirrups and
- then placed Joe's feet in them. It was not uncomfortable, but it did seem
- strange. Suddenly, Joe felt the end of the table, the part under his upper
- legs, go down, as Dr. Hopkins folded it down. Joe's butt was now at the very
- edge of the table, but the weight of his legs was taken up by the stirrups.
- Next, Joe felt cool air on his bottom as Dr. Hopkins, and the nurse adjusted
- the sheet so that his bottom half was exposed. Joe couldn't see much, since
- the sheet concealed what was happening from his view.
-
- Joe felt a hand touch his crotch. He felt smooth fingers touching his
- genital area, as Dr. Hopkins examined it with firm but gentle touches. He
- could feel his labia being spread wider than he had ever done, and he felt
- his penis, or clitoris now, being examined. Suddenly the touching stopped,
- and Joe thought, and hoped, it was over. Then, from over the sheet, Joe could
- see Dr. Hopkins take a speculum, the smaller one this time, and put some K-Y
- jelly from a large tube, on the spoons. He held the spoons in his hand
- momentarily, perhaps to warm them. Then, Joe could feel the speculum as Dr.
- Hopkins placed it at the entrance to his vaginal opening. Dr. Hopkins
- swiftly, but gently, maneuvered the metal device, until Joe could more sense
- rather than feel, that it was deep inside him. Suddenly there was a very
- noticeable pain, as the speculum was spread. Joe never felt more vulnerable
- in his life.
-
- As he lay there, covered with a sheet, Joe was unable to see what was being
- done to him, but was feeling a slight pain, as the metal object in his crotch
- was moved around. Joe began to think about something he had read somewhere,
- that some women tended to develop special feelings for their doctors. Now, Joe
- could understand why. These guys saw things, and knew things about your
- body, that you couldn't even see yourself. It was almost like you were
- dependent on them to tell you that you were normal. He never felt that way
- about his male body. This one was far more complicated, it seemed, You even
- needed a specialist, just to check it out.
-
- Suddenly, Joe felt the speculum collapse, and withdraw from his bottom.
- The stretching it had done made him feel strange in that area, even with the
- tool removed. Before Joe was recovered from the quick removal of the
- speculum, he felt a finger in his genital opening. What the heck is going on
- now, he thought? Dr. Hopkins felt around inside Joe, pressing on his abdomen
- with his other hand as he did so. Joe could feel him pressing on his bladder,
- and for a moment had a strong urge to urinate. Then the hand on his abdomen
- went to his bottom, and he felt Dr. Hopkins insert a finger in his other
- opening. He probed and felt around, and Joe found it very uncomfortable. Then
- the hands and fingers were gone, and Joe could see Dr. Hopkins remove the
- surgical gloves and toss them into a covered waste can.
-
- "You can dress now, Joe." Dr. Hopkins said, as he took a clipboard, and
- started writing on it.
-
- The tall nurse helped Joe up, and held the sheet as he turned and stepped
- off the table. She gave Joe a box of large, soft tissues.
-
- "You can use these if you need them." She said, and she followed Dr.'s
- Hopkins and Krell out of the examining room.
-
- Joe sat there, wrapped in the small green sheet, his crotch feeling like it
- had been ripped apart. He pulled the sheet away, and looked at the tender
- area. His genitalia and pubic hair was smeared with the lubricating jelly
- that Dr. Hopkin s used. Joe looked at the table, where he had been sitting
- and saw a spot of blood on the paper. No wonder, Joe thought. He took a
- tissue, and began cleaning himself up, wiping the jelly from his pubic area,
- and found a slight trace of blood around his sore, and abused, genital
- opening.
-
- Joe went to the clothes tree, and took his underwear from the hook. He
- pulled his panties on, and felt a slight twinge of pain as he moved his legs
- with the snug fitting panty on, but he felt better, more secure, or, less
- exposed. He put the bra on, and slipped into his jumpsuit. He wondered if he
- should leave the room, and decided to wait where he was for further
- instructions. Joe sat in the chair, and squirmed around to find a position
- that didn't hurt his ailing bottom. He h ad just found a comfortable
- position, when the nurse knocked, and immediately entered.
-
- "If you're dressed, Dr. Hopkins would like you to come to his office." She
- said, smiling. "Did you have everything you need to clean up? There's a
- bathroom right inside that door." She continued, pointing at a door as Joe
- followed her d own the short hall.
-
- "I think I'm ok." Joe said. "Kinda sore though." He added.
-
- "Yea, It's a little painful, the first time." The nurse said.
-
- Joe followed her back to her desk, and then into an office on the side of
- what must have been a reception and waiting area for a number of doctors.
- Now, five or six women sat in the couches that lined the walls, apparently
- waiting their turn for what Joe just received.
-
- Dr. Hopkins was at his desk when Joe entered. Dr. Krell was sitting in one
- of the chairs in front of the desk, and they were engaged in discussion. Dr.
- Hopkins motioned for Joe to sit down in the other empty seat. He did, but
- wiggled around, trying to get comfortable. His underwear seemed to ride up,
- or something, and amplified his minor discomfort.
-
- "Is there a problem Joe?" Dr. Hopkins asked.
-
- "Well, Doc, I guess I'm a little sore, from your inspection." Joe said,
- with a slight grin.
-
- "I'm sorry, but I was as careful as I could be." Dr. Hopkins said.
-
- "Any news?" Joe asked. He wondered what the results might be.
-
- "Well, Joe. I don't know how you feel about this, but my examination
- reveals that you seem to be a normal, healthy, mature female. I see from your
- records, that your are thirty years old. I must say, you certainly don't look
- that old, externally, or internally. Your pelvic examination is somewhat
- unusual. Internally, your condition is more like 15 to 18 years old, rather
- than thirty. Your uterus is perfect, and pink, like a young girl just out of
- adolescence. Your breast development is normal female, with some slight
- stretching of the epidermis. I suppose that is because of the extremely rapid
- growth. Overnight, I understand?" Dr. Hopkins said.
-
- "I didn't notice anything when I went to bed, and I looked like this when I
- woke up." Joe said. "Can you do anything for me?" He asked hopefully.
-
- "What do you like us to do?" Dr. Hopkins asked, watching Joe's reaction.
-
- "I don't know. I feel like I'm still a man, but I sure can't resume my
- normal activities, looking like this. Do I have to remain female?" Joe asked
- the ultimate question.
-
- "Well Joe, You have probably heard of surgical procedures to change the
- bodies physical appearance to that of the other sex. After hormone therapy,
- usually lasting a year or more, it is possible to alter the appearance of the
- genitalia, so that it has the appearance of the desired sex. For a biological
- male who has the need and desire to have a female appearing body, the results
- are often amazing. It can sometimes even fool a doctor. However, for a
- biological female who wishes to be male, the surgical procedure is far from
- perfect. Any penis created is basically non-functional, with little or no
- sensation. There is no natural erectile functioning, and it's difficult to
- make it function even for urination, since it is often prone to infection.
- Many patients don't even elect genital surgery, but settle for hysterectomy,
- and mastectomy. Hormone therapy will often give a satisfactory outward male
- appearance, however. For you, who actually have experienced a complete,
- functioning male body, I think you would be very disappointed with any result,
- no matter how it would turn out." Dr. Krell said.
-
- "So I'm stuck being female, unless I want to become a hermaphrodite?" Joe
- asked, wondering if he really understood what Dr. Krell had just said.
-
- "Well Joe, I wouldn't word it like that, but I guess that's one way of
- describing it. I don't think you would be happy with the result." Dr. Krell
- went on. "I know it isn't easy, but you seem to be adapting to what has
- happened to you very well. I don't think it would be any easier for you, if
- you would elect gender reassignment."
-
- "So you guy's think I should stay like this, huh?" Joe asked, a strange
- feeling coming over him. His face tingled as he considered his options.
-
- Female.... He had lived four days like this so far. Sometimes, it wasn't
- so bad. But, to stay like this... Could he handle it? On the other hand, to
- look like a guy, but not have a penis, or at least a functioning penis....
- Hell, he might still have to sit down to pee... He thought of the
- feelings... the sensations.... of being with Linda.... But then, he still had
- that, it was different, for sure, but in many ways, even better. He didn't
- know.
-
- "Can I get pregnant?" Joe asked.
-
- "I haven't done any testing for fertility, but I suspect you very likely
- could." Dr. Hopkins said. "I believe you are now a mature and functioning
- female, and as such, you'd better use adequate contraception if you should
- choose to become sexually active. By the way, your hymen is intact. I had to
- stretch it a bit during the examination, but I believe it remained intact."
- Dr. Hopkins said, looking at Joe, and grinning.
-
- "You mean I'm a virgin?" Joe asked, He never thought about that.
-
- "Well, I don't know about that. Dr Hopkins answered, chuckling. "But your
- pelvic exam showed an intact hymen. That's not too common for a woman of your
- age. I have a question for you too."
-
- "Sure, what?" Joe asked.
-
- "Was your penis circumcised?" Dr. Hopkins asked.
-
- "Well... Yea, Why do you ask?" Joe was curious why he wanted to know.
-
- "Well I observed some unusual scar tissue around your clitoral area. I had
- never seen that before, but we decided that it might be carry-over from penile
- circumcision. I don't think anyone on record has ever experienced
- what you have. Dr . Hopkins said.
-
- "Will it cause problems for me?" Joe asked.
-
- "If it doesn't hurt, or cause irritation, I doubt it. Physically, your
- clitoris is missing the little hood, called the prepuce, that it normally
- would retract into, or under. The extra exposure may cause discomfort during
- intercourse, or when wearing tight clothes. I don't know. Since you've
- always been like this, since the change, you may not notice anything at all.
- Cosmeticly, I doubt anyone but a gynecologist, maybe a sharp general
- practitioner, would even notice. I wouldn't 't worry about it." Dr Hopkins
- said.
-
- Joe thought about what he looked like in the hand mirror. The little
- sensitive bundle of flesh at the top of his opening.. Yea, Linda didn't look
- like that. But, he decided, it was probably the least of his problems.
-
- "What about my life, my job....Hell, I'm a thirty year old man, an
- engineer, a pilot....all my records, my identification, show me to be male.
- What can I do about that." Joe asked. He didn't know what he wanted to do,
- but he knew he needed more information.
-
- "Don't worry about that, Joe." Dr. Krell assured him. "What ever you
- choose to do, it will be possible to change you records, even your birth
- certificate, if you need it. I'm not sure about your military records,
- however."
-
- "So what do I do next?" Joe asked. He hadn't known what to expect, but he
- had more questions now, than answers.
-
- "Well, I think we need to find out what has caused these symptoms in you,
- and your two friends." Dr. Krell said. "We'd like to run more tests on you,
- perhaps we could get you to come to San Diago, where there are more facilities
- to research your condition."
-
- "What can you do there, that you can't do here?" Joe asked.
-
- "I don't really know if there is anything, anyone can do for you, Joe, but
- we need to find out just what has happened, and, just what caused it. Then we
- might, and it would be a big might, we might be able to somehow reverse your
- condition. If we were to alter your appearance with surgery, I don't think
- you would be pleased with the result, and it would surely leave you
- disfigured, if we did find a way reverse whatever happened to you. If you
- possibly can, I advise that you try to live with what you now have, at least
- for a while. I realize it isn't easy, but none of your other options are
- either. I would recommend that you consult a therapist, if you're having any
- difficulty coping with the changes. I might add, you seem to be doing quite
- well, so far." Dr. Krell advised.
-
- "If I decide to stay this way, at least for now, what will I have to do to
- get my records changed?" Joe asked.
-
- "If you will come to my office in San Diego, I have all the information you
- need, and there is a group of people to help, who are familiar with the legal
- requirements for Arizona." Dr. Krell replied.
-
- "How did they get familiar with my requirements already?" Joe asked, as far
- as he knew, he was the first person he ever heard of with his problem.
-
- "You might be surprised at the number of gender disphoric persons who elect
- gender reasssignment." Dr. Krell answered. "Only, they take years to get
- where you are now. But then they face the same obstacles, after the
- reassignment surgery. We see well over a hundred every year."
-
- It had never really occurred to Joe there were people on the street, maybe
- people he knew, who had once been a different sex. He didn't think he had
- ever seen anyone like that. He felt sorry for anyone who felt they had such a
- problem, since he now knew what it was like to have the wrong body.
-
- "I didn't realize there were that many people who changed their sex." Joe
- said. "I wonder why I've never seen any of them."
-
- "How do you know you haven't?" Dr. Krell said. "I know of at least one
- that you've seen."
-
- "Really, I sure don't remember seeing anyone like that." Joe said,
- slightly amazed.
-
- "I wouldn't say anything, but I know she won't mind. I know you've met
- Dr. Hopkins nurse, Karen Simpson. Dr. Krell said with a grin. "When I first
- met her, her name was Kieth. That was just four years ago."
-
- Dave was shocked, and impressed. He had never even considered that the
- tall, friendly, and very attractive nurse could have been anything but a
- natural woman. She looked, walked, and even sounded, like any other good
- looking female. So she was once a guy too....
-
- "YOU made him..er..her, look like THAT?" Joe asked incestuously.
-
- "Well, I helped HER get her body in line with what she considers to be HER
- normal gender. Hormones did most of the work, and a morning on the operating
- table did the rest. I didn't make her a woman, I just helped her to get a
- woman's bod y." Dr. Krell said proudly. He was obviously proud of his work.
-
- "But you can't do anything like that for me, huh?" Joe asked.
-
- "Joe, I think I could make you pass as a man, in public, but I am sure that
- you would not be pleased with the cosmetic, and function, of the phaloplasty.
- It is just a lot harder to create working male parts. And you had a real
- penis, so you would be expecting something like that. And that I absolutely
- cannot give you. Again, I recommend that you try to live with what you've
- got. If it becomes intolerable, then let's talk about alternatives." Dr.
- Krell smiled as he spoke.
-
- "Well, maybe that's what I have to do." Joe said. I'll give it a shot."
-
- "Good choice." Dr. Krell said. "Now, I think we need to call your
- employer, what is it... Honeybone Electronics?"
-
- "That's Honeybone Avionics. We design, and manufacture aviation
- electronics of all types. Navigation radios, computers, flight management
- systems, and a lot of other stuff. For Civil and Military aviation." Joe
- explained. He was trying t o figure out who to call.
-
- "If you will give me the number, I'll call them, and explain what we need
- from them." Dr. Krell said.
-
- Joe gave him the switchboard number, and told Dr. Krell to ask for Jim
- Matheney, his supervisor. Dr. Krell dialed the number, and in a few moments,
- he was talking to Jim Matheney.
-
- "Good morning, Mr, Matheney, My name is Dr. Benjamin Krell." He said. "I
- have three of your employees here at the hospital, and we have uncovered some
- unusual symptoms in them, and I feel that the problems may be job related. I
- hope you can help us figure out what is wrong with them."
-
- That really is understating the problem, Joe thought. But maybe that's the
- best way to start.
-
- "Yes sir, that's who it is, and I would prefer not to explain their
- symptoms over the phone. Yes sir, it would be good if you could come here, to
- Hillcrest. Yes, Dr. Krell, forth floor. Two o'clock this afternoon would be
- fine. See you after lunch then. Bye." Dr. Krell had quickly started the ball
- rolling.
-
- Just as Dr. Krell hung up the phone, there was a knock on his office door.
-
- "Come in." Dr. Krell said.
-
- The door opened, and nurse Karen Simpson looked in.
-
- "Dr. Krell, the other two patients are here from down stairs." She said,
- smiling. Joe looked carefully at her, and was trying to imagine her as a man.
- He couldn't. Dr. Krell saw him staring at the nurse.
-
- "Please have them wait outside for a moment." Dr. Krell told her. Joe
- continued to watch her, and it was slightly obvious he was curious.
-
- "Karen, do you have plans for lunch?" Dr. Krell asked the nurse.
-
- "Not really, I thought I'd just go out, maybe over to Wendy's, for a salad.
- It seems I really have to watch my calories." She said, with a quick grin.
-
- "Well, Joe here is free for a couple of hours, and I think he wouldn't mind
- buying you lunch. I've told him a little about you, and I think you two might
- have something in common." Dr. Krell said. It was plain that he and Karen
- had a mutual admiration for each other.
-
- "Sure Joe, let's go, if you're ready." She said, holding out her hand in a
- greeting. "My name is Karen Simpson. I've read your records, so I know you're
- Joe Bates."
-
- Karen and Joe shook hands like two guy's meeting for the first time. Joe
- liked the pretty nurse the first time he saw her, a now that he knew her
- unusual past, he wanted to get to know her. As he stood next to her, he saw
- that she was even a little taller than he was.
-
- "Nice to meet you Karen, let's get something to eat." Joe said, as they
- walked out the door.
-
- "Be sure to be back by one thirty, Joe." Dr. Krell ordered as they went out
- the door.
-
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