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- I thought I was a freak. You see, I am a girl and I like wearing
- diapers. When I say diapers I mean diapers and rubber pants. I
- was glad to learn that other people, especially women, wore diapers
- too.
-
- It started when I was sixteen. I had a friend take me to get my
- drivers license. I was taking the written examination when I
- noticed the girl across the counter from me was dancing around.
- She was hopping from one foot to the other. I thought she was so
- nervous she would never pass the driving test even If she passed
- the written test. Just as I finished the written test I heard her
- sigh with relief and I thought she must have finished too. I soon
- found out what she had finished. She had just finished peeing.
- She had been dancing around trying to hold it in but had finally
- let go. It was not obvious that was what had happened. But, as
- she came up to turn in her test I heard a woman say "You wet your
- diaper, didn't you?" The girl said "Yes momma, I tried to hold it
- but could not wait any longer." I made It a point to look but
- could see no sign that she was wearing a diaper, let alone a wet
- one. Her mom must have noticed her dancing around and knew when
- the girl quit what had happened.
-
- I was told it would be about an hour before I could take my driving
- test so I decided to use the ladies room while I waited. As I came
- out of the stall in the ladies room I saw the same girl. She was
- laying on the floor with her skirt around her waist. She was
- wearing a wet diaper which her mother was removing. I washed my
- hands real slow as I watched in the mirror over the sink. When the
- diaper was off her, her mother washed her up, put another diaper
- under her and pinned it In place. She handed the girl a pair of
- rubber pants. The girl stood up, pulled the rubber pants up, let
- her skirt down and they left the room. By the time I got out of
- the ladies room they were calling my name to take my driving test.
-
- I do not remember taking the driving test but I passed It and got
- my license. All during the test all I thought about was seeing the
- girl get her diapers changed. On the way home I told my friend
- about It. I do not remember telling him about it either. He told
- me later that I had told him. I guess I was to preoccupied to know
- what was happening at the time.
-
- Jerry often walked me to school as he lived down the block from me.
- Shortly after I got my license he was walking me to school and
- asked If I had thought about what we talked about. I said I had no
- Idea what he was referring to. He said "About the diapers." I
- said "What diapers?" He then told me I had told him about seeing
- the girl wearing diapers and getting them changed and he had asked
- me If I wanted to wear diapers. I told him I did not recall any
- such conversation and I had no Intention of wearing diapers.
- "And," I said, "even If I did want to wear diapers I would not be
- about to tell you." Jerry said if I changed my mind, he would like
- to see me In them. I slapped him and walked faster.
-
- On the way home that afternoon Jerry caught up with me and said he
- was sorry, he did not mean to upset me. I told him I accepted his
- apology. He asked If I minded If we talked about what I had seen.
- I asked why. He said he diapered his sister at night and sometimes
- he diapered her during the day too. He was just wondering if other
- girls wore diapers. I said none that I knew of. He said that he
- was trying to be honest with me when he said if I wore diapers he
- would like to see me In them. In fact, he said, he would like to
- change them for me. I slapped him again and walked home alone.
-
- About a week later Jerry caught up with me as I was walking home
- from school. He said he had a surprise for me. He gave me a
- nicely wrapped package. Jerry said I was not to open it until I
- was alone. That night I opened the package In my room. It
- contained two diapers, pins, baby powder and rubber pants. I was
- mad and if he had been there I would have slapped him again. I do
- not know why, but I did not throw them out. I put the package in
- the back of my closet. Every few days I would get them out and
- look at them.
-
- Jerry was right, I did want to try on the diapers. I just did not
- want to admit it. Before long, I was not just looking at the
- diapers, I was taking them out and feeling them. Finally, I tried
- them on. They did not feel as good as I had Imagined. Later It
- dawned on me, I had not used the powder Jerry had given me. The
- next time I tried the diapers, I powdered myself first. The
- diapers felt better then, but they still did not feel right. I had
- no idea what was missing though.
-
- Just before school was out for the summer, I wore the diapers to
- school. As usual, Jerry caught up and walked with me. We were
- almost at school when he said I smelled good, like baby powder.
- Then he said "You are wearing the diapers aren't you?" I said I
- was not but he did not believe me. He asked If I was going to let
- him see them. I denied having them on and slapped him for asking.
- I made sure he missed me going home that afternoon.
-
- A couple of days after school was out Jerry and his sister came
- over. They were going to get an ice cream and wanted to know if I
- wanted to go with them. On the way back Jerry asked if I wanted to
- stop at his house and play Monopoly. When we got to his house I
- found out his mom was not home. I was not supposed to have boys
- visit unless my mom was home but was not sure if I could visit his
- house. Since his sister was there, I decided it would probably be
- okay.
-
- While we were playing Monopoly, in the living room, Jenny got up
- and wet towards the bathroom. I assumed she had to go until she
- came back carrying diapers, washcloth, and powder. Jerry said we
- would continue the game as soon as he changed Jenny. With that she
- pulled her skirt up around her waist and laid on the floor. Just
- like the girl I had seen before, she was wearing rubber pants over
- a wet diaper.
-
- Jerry pulled down her rubber pants, took off her wet diaper, and
- wiped her with the washcloth. Jerry pulled a dry diaper under her,
- powdered her, pinned the diaper in place and pulled her rubber
- pants back up. After she had been changed we continued our game.
-
- Jenny asked if I wore diapers too. I started to deny it but
- Instead admitted I did. She asked if Jerry changed me when I wet.
- I told her of course not and she wanted to know who did change me
- when I wet. I said I never wet the diapers and I put them on
- myself. She said that was no fun. Half the fun was wetting the
- diapers and the other half was getting them changed. She asked If
- I was wearing diapers then and I said no. Jenny said Jerry would
- probably diaper me if I wanted and she would loan me hers.
-
- Jerry said he would be glad to diaper me and Jenny could watch. I
- was reluctant and at the same time I wanted to say yes. Jenny ran
- Into the other room and came back with diapers, pins, and rubber
- pants. By then I had decided that as long as Jenny was in the room
- Jerry would not try to take advantage of me. I pulled my skirt up
- like she had done and laid on the floor. Jerry took my panties
- down, pulled a diaper under me, powdered me, and pinned the diaper
- In place. He tried putting the rubber pants on me but they were
- too small so I pulled my skirt down and we continued our game.
- Jenny was right about one thing, having Jerry diaper me was a lot
- better than diapering myself.
-
- Jenny said I was as hairy down there as Jerry. I asked if she had
- seen him getting his diapers changed. She called me silly saying
- boys did not wear diapers, only girls. I asked how she knew he was
- hairy down there and she said she had seen him in the shower. She
- said it as If I was asking silly questions. What I was hoping was
- that he wore diapers so I could diaper him like he had just
- diapered me.
-
- We had just finished the game when Jerry's mom came home. I had
- planned on leaving before she got there so we would not get in
- trouble. She did not seem to mind that I was there when no adults
- were present. Then I realized I was in a diaper and my panties
- were on the floor behind me where she might see them. She did too,
- she picked them up and asked If they were mine. What could I do?
- I said they were. She simply said that be naked under my skirt was
- not acceptable behavior. Jenny said I was not naked, Jerry had
- diapered me. I thought we were really in for it then. Jerry's mom
- said that was okay then, as long as I was not naked. She then
- asked if I wanted to stay for supper.
-
- After supper we played another game of Monopoly. When the game was
- over I had to go to the bathroom. Jenny had wet her diaper and
- Jerry had changed her while I watched again. When I said I had to
- go to the bathroom Jerry's mom said I should wet my diaper and
- after Jerry changed me I should be getting home before It got dark.
-
- I said I did not think wetting the diaper was a good Idea as I did
- not have any rubber pants and my skirt would get wet. She said if
- I pulled up the skirt It would not get wet.
-
- I did not want to wet while they watched but I seemed to be in a
- position where I had no choice so I did as she said. Even though
- she was in the room, she paid no attention as Jerry changed me. He
- took down my wet diaper, washed me, powdered me, put a dry diaper
- on me and I went home wearing the diaper. Again, Jenny was right,
- wetting the diaper and having Jerry change It was fun. I went home
- wearing the diaper. I never did see those panties again.
-
- I knew that my mom would not have the same attitude as Jerry's mom
- about my wearing diapers, let alone having Jerry put them on me and
- change them when I wet. I intended to wear them and wet them
- whenever Jerry wanted. Because of this, I spent as much of the
- summer as I could at Jerry's house. He did not diaper me all the
- time but I let him know I would let him diaper me whenever he
- wanted. His mom even bought rubber pants that fit me so I could
- wet my diapers without having to worry about getting my skirts wet.
-
- The first time Jerry changed me when his dad was in the room I was
- so nervous I started to pee again once he had my diaper down.
- Jerry calmly held another diaper over me while I wet. He then
- continued to diaper me as If nothing had happened. His dad was
- reading the paper and I do not think he even noticed that I was
- getting my wet diaper changed, let alone that I peed while my
- diaper was down.
-
- Jerry continued to diaper me for the next two years. After high
- school he went away to college. I went to a different college. I
- took diapers and rubber pants with me but It was just not the same.
-
- I have not seen Jerry since we went away to college. I have not
- met anyone who I would like to diaper me so I do not wear them
- often anymore. Maybe some day I will meet Jerry again, or at least
- someone who I would feel comfortable telling my secret to.
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