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- Chapter 1
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- Adam sat in silence on the park bench, idly watching the ducks
- swim aimlessly around in circles on the surface of the muddy boating
- lake. It was quite warm for February, and the sun was shining with
- such intensity that he was forced to screw up his eyes against the
- glare which was reflected off the water.
-
- What was he going to do? How could he possibly not know who he was
- or where he came from? If he knew what amnesia was (and he recognised
- the word as soon as the doctor used it) how could he not know anything
- about himself? It seemed so strange... to know things you were taught
- in school, mathematical formulae and historical facts and figures,
- that Paris was the capital of France and that Margaret Thatcher was
- the Prime Minister, and yet not know your own name or even if your
- parents were alive or dead!
-
- "I'm sorry I can't say something which sounds more hopeful," the
- doctor had said, less than an hour ago as Adam had been discharged
- from the Infirmary. "I can understand how lost you must feel, but rest
- assured that most amnesics do recover some of their memory if not all
- of it."
-
- Adam smiled wryly. "And some never get their memory back at all,
- correct?"
-
- The doctor nodded. "I'm afraid so, but the percentage is very
- small. Usually their relatives identify them from the newspapers or
- through the police, and once the patient is back in their home envi-
- ronment little day to day things keep jogging their memory."
-
- Adam wasn't encouraged. He'd been in the hospital for over a
- month, ever since the police had found him, dazed and bloody from a
- head wound, wandering through the streets late one night. The media
- had latched onto his case, and for several consecutive days his face
- had been on more newspaper covers than Princess Diana's.
-
- But nothing had come of it. No-one came forward to claim him, the
- police drew a complete blank, and, mysteriously, he had no form of
- identification on him.
-
- After a couple of weeks the media got another more interesting
- story to keep their readers happy, and Adam's fate was quickly forgot-
- ten. Depression set in. Deep, black depression. Luckily he had made at
- least one new friend in hospital, a young male nurse called Stan who
- always had a cheery word to brighten him up.
-
- "Come on, sunshine," Stan had said one day as he dispensed his
- drugs. "Things could be a lot worse."
-
- Adam scowled at him. "Really? How?"
-
- "Well, just look at yourself. You're a good-looking young guy, and
- at the risk of making you big-headed I'd even say handsome. You've got
- a good body, even if you have a cracked skull, and I'll bet you won't
- be on your own for very long even if no-body turns up from your past."
-
- The flattery had made Adam feel a bit better, but not much. He
- dreaded the day when, inevitably, he would have to leave the hospital
- and begin to rebuild his life, but where would he start? He had spent
- many sleepless nights, just lying in his bed and listening to the
- other patients snoring, wondering about his predicament. He had very
- little money on him when he was brought in, just a couple of °5 notes
- and a bit of change, no idea where he came from and no idea what his
- profession was. His accent was also bland and unplaceable. At least if
- he'd had a Brummie accent he would have known he came from Birmingham
- or the midlands.
-
- It had been Stan who had christened him 'Adam'. After long days in
- his bed he had felt stale and unclean, and would have killed for a
- bath. When the doctor arrived to do his rounds Adam asked him if he
- could have a shower, not a poxy bed bath, something to lift his spir-
- its and make him feel human again. To his surprise the doctor had
- agreed, as long as there was a nurse on hand in case he needed help.
- Stan had been the nurse.
-
- There were a couple of small private shower units just off the
- ward bathroom and Stan followed as Adam made his way to one and
- stepped inside. Adam would have closed the door and left Stan to wait
- outside, but Stan held the door open and followed him in.
-
- "Don't I get any privacy?" Adam asked, as he undid his robe and
- slipped it off.
-
- "Sorry," Stan shrugged. "Doctor's orders. Anyway you haven't got
- anything I haven't already seen."
-
- Adam hung his bathrobe on a hook and removed his pyjama jacket,
- hanging that on top of the robe. Feeling more than a little self-con-
- scious, Adam untied his pyjama pants and let them fall to the floor so
- that he was naked. He was aware of Stan's eyes on him as he bent to
- pick up his pyjama pants, and after the initial flush of embarrassment
- he was surprised to find being naked while someone watched was
- strangely exciting.
-
- He was quite proud of his body. He had no idea if he'd ever done
- anything to get in such good shape (that part of the past was miss-
- ing), but he certainly liked the way he looked. Long legs, thick and
- muscular at the thighs, with pert tight buttocks, tapering to a slim
- waist and flat hard stomach; broad back and powerful shoulders. Maybe
- he'd at some time played sport professionally? He didn't know.
-
- He felt Stan's eyes burning into him as he turned on the shower
- and stepped under the hot steaming jet. It felt so good, the water
- running over his smooth flawless skin, forming rivers which ran into
- the curves and hollows of his body and seemed to wash away his prob-
- lems. He felt hot water trickle into the deep cleavage of his but-
- tocks, swilling over his anus and then down the inside of his legs.
-
- He reached for the soap and began to work up a lather. Still aware
- of Stan watching him, Adam began to rub lather across his chest, ca-
- ressing the hard round pectoral muscles and tweaking his nipples gen-
- tly. God that felt good! His hands slid down over his belly, to the
- dark curly bush of pubic hair in his crotch and he buried his fingers
- in the wiry hair, sliding his right thumb around the shaft of his
- large uncut cock and cupping his balls in his palm.
-
- As he smoothed soap along the length of his flaccid cock, his left
- hand moved around to his behind, parting his hard buttocks, a finger
- probing for the lips of his anus. Stan shuffled his feet nervously as
- he watched Adam, but Adam was oblivious to him now. His prick was re-
- acting instinctively, swelling up to its full seven inches, the fore-
- skin peeling back to reveal the throbbing silky purple head.
-
- Stan cleared his throat. "I'll just nip outside for a smoke," he
- said, as he disappeared through the door. "Be back in a minute."
-
- Adam hardly heard. His finger had now located his anus and was in-
- serted up to the knuckle, gently moving in and out in time to the
- rhythmic wanking of his right hand. It felt so good, so alive. He
- couldn't remember ever having wanked himself before. Surely he must
- have? It seemed so new and exciting that he was shocked by the feroc-
- ity of his sudden climax. His knees buckled and he arched his back
- forward as he came, thick milky cum shooting in powerful spurts from
- his cock, splattering on the tiles of the shower floor and being
- washed away by the cascading water.
-
- By the time Stan reappeared Adam had finished his shower and was
- standing in the cubicle towelling off, his body red from the hot water
- and the rubbing.
-
- "So how do I look?" he asked, tossing his thick blonde hair back
- from his forehead, his blue eyes sparkling.
-
- "Like Adam in the Garden of Eden," Stan grinned, admiring the
- young man's naked form.
-
- And that was how he got his new name. Everyone, doctors and nurses
- alike, thought it seemed somehow appropriate, as though no other name
- would have fitted the good-looking mystery man quite as well. Even
- Adam himself took to it, but, after all, he had nothing better.
-
- Eventually the day he'd been dreading arrived, and he was uncere-
- moniously discharged from hospital, thrown out into the real world to
- stand or fall on his own merits. He'd drifted around the town aim-
- lessly for a while, heading no-where in particular, until he had found
- himself in the park, sitting here on the hard bench watching the
- ducks.
-
- "I thought it was you," a familiar voice said. He glanced to his
- left to find himself gazing at Stan's smiling face. "What are you do-
- ing here? Taken a fancy to ducks, have you?"
-
- "Where else have I to go?" Adam asked, without self-pity.
-
- "Still no lodgings, huh?" Stan sighed, seating himself next to
- Adam on the bench. "What about that church hostel thing the hospital
- social worker told you about?"
-
- Adam shrugged. "I don't know," he said. "I'd just rather not go
- there."
-
- Stan stood up. "Then there's only one other alternative. You'll
- have to kip on my couch for a few nights until you get fixed up."
-
- "Won't your family mind?"
-
- Stan shook his head. "I live alone. I have a small flat, nothing
- fancy, but big enough for me." He smiled again, and Adam realised for
- the first time what a pleasing smile Stan had. "You're quite welcome
- to the couch, if you want it."
-
- Adam smiled back. "Thanks."
-
- Stan's flat was nicer than he'd let on. The lounge carpet was
- thick and soft, and the decor was more tasteful than Adam would have
- expected from his new friend. The couch was a large 3-seater job, eas-
- ily long enough to accommodate Adam's six foot frame.
-
- Stan spent the rest of the afternoon settling his guest in, fuss-
- ing over the young guy like a mother hen. His next shift at the hospi-
- tal wasn't until six the next morning, so they had plenty of opportu-
- nity to talk, something they had never really been able to do on the
- ward. Stan was warm and friendly, and, Adam noticed, quite attractive
- in a bland, unexciting kind of way. He had dark curly hair and equally
- dark eyes, and his complexion was duskily smooth.
-
- The day passed quickly. In the evening Stan phoned for a pizza,
- which they put away along with a bottle and a half of sweet white
- wine. Adam couldn't ever remember having had wine before, but he took
- an instant liking to it and downed so much of the stuff that he became
- a bit merry.
-
- "Come on, mate," Stan muttered at just after midnight. "I think
- it's time we both turned in. You've only just got out of hospital, and
- I have to be up at the crack of dawn."
-
- He brought a large bundle of sheets and a couple of pillows from
- the bedroom and expertly made up Adam's bed on the couch. "There you
- go," he said. "I've a spare toothbrush in the bathroom, the red one's
- mine, so help yourself." Adam nodded unsteadily. The wine had really
- gone to his head. "I'll say goodnight then," Stan said. "If you need
- anything, just shout, okay?"
-
- "Okay," Adam replied, "'night!"
-
- Stan headed for the bedroom, glancing back just once to catch
- sight of Adam wrestling with one of his socks. Then he closed the
- door, undressed quickly, and slipped naked into his bed. It was late
- and it had been a long day, and to say Stan was tired was an under-
- statement. He fell asleep almost the instant his head touched the pil-
- low.
-
- He awoke again with a start after what seemed just seconds. The
- luminous clock on the bedside cabinet read 3.35 am. Something had bro-
- ken his sleep, some kind of noise loud enough to disturb him. Stan
- threw back the covers and clambered out of bed, creeping across the
- room and gingerly opening the door.
-
- The lounge was in darkness save for the shaft of moonlight which
- was shining in through the large window. Standing in front of the win-
- dow, one hand resting on the pane and his head leaned on the back of
- his hand, was Adam. He was naked, the moonlight causing his skin to
- glow an eerie silver, the deep black of the shadows accentuating every
- curve and hollow of his muscular torso. He looked the epitome of sor-
- row.
-
- Stan opened the door wider and quietly crossed the lounge to where
- his friend was standing. He placed his right hand on Adam's shoulder.
- "What's wrong?" he asked tenderly.
-
- Without looking up Adam spoke. "I just feel so lonely," he said.
-
- Stan squeezed his shoulder in a gesture of affection. "You don't
- have to be lonely," he said. "I'm here."
-
- Adam looked up, and in the moonlight Stan thought he saw the glint
- of an odd tear. "Hold me," Adam said, turning towards Stan and slip-
- ping his strong arms around Stan's waist.
-
- It was at that moment that Stan became aware of his own nudity.
- Their bodies touched, Adam's large muscular thigh brushing against
- Stan's leg. Like a child, Adam laid his head on Stan's shoulder, nuz-
- zling his face against the nurse's neck. His breath was warm and
- moist.
-
- Stan pulled him closer, until their stomachs lay flat together. He
- could feel Adam's hard nipples against his chest, and lower, much
- lower, he could feel the hot softness of Adam's large and magnificent
- cock pressing into his own pubic bush. As he held the guy, he wondered
- if Adam even knew or cared that he was getting an erection, his prick
- throbbing and pushing against the soft fluttery skin of Adam's belly.
-
- Stan let his hand slide slowly down Adam's back, his fingers glid-
- ing over the smooth flesh. His first finger traced a line along the
- furrow caused by Adam's spine, and Adam flinched just a shade, his
- hips jutting forward so that their cocks rubbed together. Stan allowed
- his hand to continue on its downward path until it came to rest
- lightly on Adam's tight hard buttocks.
-
- Pressed together, Stan could feel that Adam was beginning to re-
- spond. The huge prick was growing bigger, swelling to its full size,
- throbbing against Stan's thigh. Encouraged, Stan slid his hand into
- the cleavage of Adam's buttocks, his fingers exploring, searching,
- then finding the rough tight lips of Adam's anus, which he stroked
- lovingly. For Adam it was an experience he had never known the like
- of. The warmth of another human body next to his, the pure pleasure of
- being touched as intimately as Stan was touching him at that moment.
- Somewhere, deep in his mind, he was vaguely aware that what they were
- doing was "not right" to the majority of people, but frankly he did
- not give a fuck.
-
- Stan was caressing his buttocks, taking care to rub his anus gen-
- tly. Adam's prick was now fully erect, as was his lover's, two thick
- hard rods rubbing against each other. Adam felt Stan let go of his em-
- brace slightly, then felt the warm wetness of Stan's mouth on his
- smooth, hairless chest, licking the nipples, nipping them lightly with
- his teeth. Stan's tongue traced a silvery line of saliva down Adam's
- body, taking a slight pause while he licked at the hollow of his
- navel, then continuing on it's path towards the most sensitive of re-
- gions. Adam gasped as Stan kissed the tip of his dick, then closed his
- eyes and allowed the sensations to flow over him as Stan took his full
- seven inches into his mouth.
-
- He was a master of cock-sucking, his tongue working marvels which
- drove Adam into fits of ecstasy. Stan ran his hot tongue around the
- swollen silky glans, curling it behind the fleshed back rim of Adam's
- foreskin, exploring the dark little piss-hole which was already drool-
- ing salty pre-cum which mingled with Stan's saliva. Stan took the hard
- cock deep into his throat, pulling on Adam's buttocks and pushing his
- face deep into the boy's pubic hair. The wrinkled sac of Adam's scro-
- tum nestled in the cleft of Stan's chin, and he became aware of a
- change in it's form, a tightening, the flesh drawing in to enclose the
- large heavy balls, and he knew Adam's climax was near.
-
- Stan worked harder, drawing the long shaft of his lover's prick
- almost out of his mouth completely, then closing down on it quickly,
- tickling the thick veined underside with his tongue. The boy was now
- breathing heavily, almost gasping, until, with a groan that the whole
- town must have heard, Adam came. Spunk, thick and warm and salty, be-
- gan to spurt from the head of his dick, filling Stan's mouth and slid-
- ing down the back of his throat in a river of cum. Adam grabbed Stan's
- hair and rammed his cock into his mouth with force, almost causing
- Stan to gag and choke. And then the climax was over. Adam dropped to
- his knees in front of Stan, exhausted, shattered by what had taken
- place. He sagged forward, into Stan's arms. Stan's erection stood up
- almost vertically from the forest of curls at his crotch.
-
- "Why did you do that?" Adam gasped, genuinely shocked by the fe-
- rocity of their passion.
-
- Stan smiled. "Because I wanted to. I've wanted to make love to you
- ever since that day in the shower." Stan leaned forward and kissed
- Adam on the lips. He was pleased to feel the pressure as Adam kissed
- back. "Stay here with me," Stan said. "Let me take care of you, at
- least for a while."
-
- Adam smiled. "At least for tonight," he said, slipping his hand
- between Stan's hairy thighs and caressing his erect prick. "What you
- just did was incredible... I don't think anyone's ever done that to me
- before. I can't remember, anyway, so I guess it's the same thing."
-
- He began to pull slowly on Stan's cock, teasing the foreskin back
- over the wet head then allowing it to retract again. "Don't be angry,
- but I don't know if I could do the same to you... not yet, at least,
- but maybe soon..."
-
- Stan smiled. "That's okay," he said, closing his eyes and enjoying
- the feel of Adam's strong grip as he wanked him slowly. "Just keep do-
- ing what you're doing and I'll be happy enough."
-
- Stan didn't take long to come. Like Adam he was highly excited,
- and it was mere moments before his cock exploded in a fountain of
- spunk, covering Adam's hand and dripping in thick goblets onto the
- carpet. Then they lay together, in each other's arms on the couch in
- the moonlight.
-
- "Stay with me," Stan repeated. "Stay here forever. Put the past
- behind you. We can be happy, I know it."
-
- Adam sighed. "I'll stay for a while, but I have to know who I am,
- where I come from." He kissed Stan tenderly. "I'll stay until I can
- please you just like you've pleased me, but then I have to go."
-
- Stan remained silent. Eventually they slept, and before long morn-
- ing had come with a vengeance. Stan left Adam asleep on the couch as
- he washed, dressed and got his things together ready for his shift at
- the hospital. Taking one last lingering look at the blonde Adonis on
- the couch, he let himself out of the flat and went to work.
-
- Two hours later Adam sat at the kitchen table, a blanket wrapped
- round him, and studied the contents of the battered leather wallet
- which belonged to him. Eleven pounds and seventy-three pence, a dog-
- eared bus ticket, and a crumpled piece of paper on which was written a
- number... a phone number! Adam's heart leaped.
-
- Why hadn't the police or hospital staff noticed this? It seemed so
- obvious. He picked up the paper and walked across to Stan's phone,
- lifted the receiver and dialled the number. Nothing. Only the constant
- tone that told him the number was unobtainable.
-
- Replacing the receiver, he picked up the telephone directory,
- turned to the front and started searching. After a few seconds he
- found it... 091, the area code for Newcastle-Upon-Tyne. At last he had
- a starting point. It was not much to work from, but it was a start!
-
- He sat for a long time, staring at the phone number, wondering and
- fantasizing about it. He did some serious thinking that day, and he
- made up his mind. He would stay with Stan for as long as he had agreed
- to, but no longer. He had to find out the truth about himself, he had
- to. He really had no alternative.
-
-
- Adam's adventures will be continued
- in Part 2 ... coming soon!
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