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- "What Stars Could Not Contain"
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- A Star Trek: The Next Generation Story
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- by Melanie Miller
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- Captain's log, Stardate 42495.2. The Enterprise is in orbit around Arius IV,
- preparing to rendezvous with a Talari'ian delegation en route to the Chal/
- Sencor peace talks. The Talarii, often called the cultural opposites of the
- Vulcans, are numbered among the finest diplomats in the Federation because of
- their intensive study of emotion and expression. With this training, a
- Talari'ian diplomat is incapable of seeing only one side of a story, a
- debate - or a war. This legendary objectivity has made the Talarii invaluable
- in negotiations, especially sensitive ones such as the Chal/Sencor talks.
- Negotiating with either the Chaleds or the Sencorians, two of the most
- hostile races in the galaxy, would be a delicate undertaking in any case.
- Negotiating with both races, however, may be impossible even for a
- Talari'ian.
-
-
- It was 1400 hours, ship's time, and Data was off duty. The android, clad in
- the mustard and black uniform of a operations officer, was headed down to
- crew's quarters to meet Geordi LaForge, the chief engineer of the Enterprise.
- Now that Geordi had been promoted, the two friends had a hard time getting
- together during off-duty time, and going to the Centaurian Fiestus in
- Holodeck Three had required some major schedule juggling on both their parts.
- It was a feat of planning that Geordi had time to regret when Data began
- asking why people felt the need to hold parties.
-
- "Well, everyone needs to blow off steam occasionally, especially when they
- have to work in close quarters like a starship," Geordi had tried to explain,
- "so I guess you could say parties are kind of an escape valve. Basically,
- it's just a excuse to meet your friends and have a good time."
-
- "But I meet with my friends often, and I enjoy my duties," Data replied,
- observing how the blind engineer tried to stifle a sigh. For some reason,
- humans usually sighed while answering his questions. "Why should there be a
- special occasion for this sort of activity?"
-
- Resigned, Geordi laughed and shook his head. "I guess some of us just don't
- have your appetite for work, Data," he said, grinning at the android. "What's
- the big deal? You've never objected to going to a party before."
-
- "I do not object to attending the Fiestus - I am merely investigating the
- reasons behind celebrations of this sort," Data replied. "I find it to be a
- fascinating area of human experience. As you said," and he accessed Geordi's
- descriptions, his careful tone completely ruining the syntax, "they are a
- chance to cut loose, frolic, make merry, relax, blow off steam." He paused
- as his memory banks supplied an explanation for the last phrase. "Although I
- do not understand how escape valves or exploding gases could be associated
- with a party," he mused.
-
- Behind the VISOR, Geordi rolled his eyes. "You obviously haven't been to a
- Fiestus before," he said, grinning.
-
- Recalling this, Data arrived at Geordi's cabin. Before he could signal for
- entrance, the door opened and Geordi stepped out, followed by an attractive
- young woman wearing the teal blue of a medic, who was casually refastening
- the front seam of her uniform. Still talking to the woman, Geordi turned
- around, his expression shifting from an easy grin to surprise.
-
- "Uh, Data," he blurted, with a nervous glance at the medic. "You're here
- already."
-
- "You did ask me to be here at 1405 hours," Data reminded him.
-
- "Right," Geordi agreed sheepishly. Gently, the woman nudged him. "Um, Data,
- I'd like you to meet Christine Trippell," he added, introducing the medic.
- "She's going with us to the party."
-
- "It's very nice to meet you, Data," Christine said pleasantly. "Geordi's told
- me all about you. I hope you don't mind that I'm tagging along like this."
- She turned back to Geordi, her expression changing, becoming more playful. "I
- guess I just can't bear to leave this man alone."
-
- Data looked intrigued. "Inquiry - tagging along?" he asked.
-
- Geordi gave the android a slightly pained look. "Unexpectedly joining a
- party," he explained.
-
- "Ah, an idiom." Data began cross-referencing. "An uninvited guest, an
- unexpected visitor, two's company, three's a crowd -"
-
- "Data," Geordi muttered, "not now."
-
- "Oh. I am babbling again," Data replied, taking in the situation. Lieutenant
- Trippell was obviously a friend of Geordi's, perhaps a good one, judging from
- the playfully possessive way she took his arm. Geordi's expression seemed to
- indicate that he did not object to this type of possession, and was
- participating in it. The fact the the lieutenant was refastening her uniform
- as she left Geordi's cabin would suggest that some activity, possibly of a
- sexual nature, had occurred before he had arrived. Examining these
- hypotheses, Data compared them to human experience parameters, and found a
- matching situation.
-
- "May I ask another question?" he said.
-
- This time, Geordi didn't bother to smother the sigh. "Sure."
-
- "Are you two engaged in a romantic relationship?"
-
- Surprised, Lieutenant Trippell laughed. "That's a fairly blunt way of putting
- it," she admitted, patting her uniform as if looking for something. "And I
- think I left my satchel in your room, Geordi, so why don't you explain it to
- your friend while I'm gone?" Giving Data a faintly naughty look, she went
- back into the cabin.
-
- As soon as the door was firmly closed, Geordi said, "Listen, old buddy, Chris
- and I are just staring to see each other - romantically, I mean. I met her a
- week ago at the Holodeck, and it looks like it might be getting kind of
- serious." Self-consciously, he touched his VISOR. "She's really great -
- nothing bothers her, not even this. She likes me for who I am, and -" He
- broke off, searching for the right words. "Well, you just don't find that
- kind of acceptance very often."
-
- "I understand," Data said, nodding. "A relationship of this type is important
- to you. I am happy that you have found someone who is compatible."
-
- "She's compatible, all right," Geordi agreed. "And speaking of compatibility,
- there was something I wanted to ask you. About the party..." He trailed off,
- trying to frame his request to be as painless as possible. "Well, you really
- didn't want to go, did you?"
-
- "I did agree that I would go with you," Data protested. "I will find some way
- to entertain myself." He thought for a moment. "Perhaps with jokes..."
-
- "No, that's not what I meant," Geordi protested, holding his hands up. "What
- I meant was - would you mind if I went to the party with Chris?" He paused.
- "Just with Chris."
-
- Data processed the request. "Oh. You wish to be alone with her."
-
- "Riiight," Geordi sighed. "I mean, our schedules really clash, and I haven't
- gotten a chance to see her lately, and..." He shrugged, looking a little
- sheepish. "I just want to spend some time with her, one-on-one," he admitted.
- "So would you mind bowing out this time?"
-
- Data gazed at his friend solemnly. "If that is what you wish, I will find
- something else to do," he said.
-
- Geordi felt a quick stab of guilt. He had never done something like this to
- Data, and he didn't know if the android would understand - "Are you sure? I
- mean, I could always try rescheduling..."
-
- "I am sure. There are some spectroanalysis studies I have been meaning to
- perform, and this will provide the necessary time," Data said soberly. "And,
- as you said, there will always be a need for parties - I can attend one of
- those."
-
- What made it difficult was the honesty in Data's voice, Geordi thought - no
- sarcasm or guilt trips there. He really meant it. "I owe you one, buddy," the
- engineer said roughly, clapping him on the shoulder.
-
- "You owe me nothing," Data corrected him. "It is something that friends do
- for other friends. I hope that you and Christine enjoy the Fiestus."
-
- "Yeah, I think we will." And giving Data one last grin, he went back into the
- cabin.
-
- Alone in the hallway, the android considered the door for a moment, before
- turning back towards the bridge. As he reached the turbolift, a woman called
- out for him to wait. Recognizing the voice, he instructed the elevator to
- hold for the second passenger, Deanna Troi. The petite Betazoid was dressed
- in a form-fitting uniform of dusty lavender, one of the pastel colors that
- identified a Ship's Counselor. "Oh, hello, Data," she said, slightly out of
- breath. "Thanks for holding the lift. Are you going to the bridge?"
-
- "Correct," he agreed, voice-activating the turbolift. With a muted hum, the
- capsule shot upward towards the saucer. "There are some research projects I
- would like to transfer from the science station."
-
- "But aren't you off-duty? I thought by now you and Geordi would be at the
- Fiestus."
-
- "We would have been, but Geordi asked me not to go with him."
-
- Deanna looked surprised. "That doesn't sound like Geordi," she murmured. "You
- two seem to go everywhere together."
-
- "Tonight, he wished to go with Lieutenant Christine Trippell," Data replied.
- "Apparently, they are beginning a romantic relationship, and he wanted to be
- alone with her." He looked puzzled at the memory of Geordi's request.
- "Although I do not understand how they could be alone in a Holodeck full of
- people," he added.
-
- Deanna's eyes crinkled as she smothered a laugh. "When you're falling in
- love, the rest of the world doesn't seem to exist," she explained, the smile
- fading. It was almost impossible for her to sense what Data was `feeling' as
- she would with an organic being, but close association had trained her to
- read some of his stronger reactions. "I take it that you're not happy about
- Geordi finding a girlfriend."
-
- Data considered it for a moment. "I am happy that he has found someone who
- cares about him," he said carefully. "I know that the idea of a romantic
- partner is very significant to Geordi."
-
- "But now that he's found one, you're feeling left out," she prompted.
-
- "It would seem so. I do not understand his need for love, but I recognize the
- importance he places on it. Perhaps it is important enough to utilize all of
- his free time."
-
- "Data, being in love doesn't mean that you have to cut off all other
- relationships," Deanna tried to explain. "Admittedly, it can be very
- absorbing, and Geordi will be spending a good deal of time with Christine,
- but I'm sure he'll still want to spend time with you."
-
- "But you cannot guarantee that."
-
- "No, I cannot," she admitted. "But I do know Geordi. Believe me, he isn't
- going to forget you. Just give him time."
-
- Data nodded. "I suppose this is another aspect of friendship," he said
- hesitantly, "that I am upset when he wants to spend more time with someone
- else." He evaluated the disturbing sensation, trying to find the proper
- descriptive symbol. "Would this be considered jealousy?"
-
- "Yes, it would be," said Deanna. "And if it makes you feel any better, it's a
- very normal reaction for this type of situation."
-
- He nodded again. "Interesting. It is an unpleasant experience."
-
- "That's very true," she said, as the turbolift slowed. Any further advice was
- cut off as the turbolift doors opened, admitting them to the bridge and
- Captain Jean-Luc Picard, who was obviously waiting for Deanna. "Counselor, I
- thought you were supposed to meet me on the bridge three minutes ago," he
- said crisply.
-
- Deanna glanced at a wall chronometer, flushing slightly. "I'm sorry,
- Captain," she tried to explain. "I didn't realize the time..."
-
- "It is my fault she was late, Captain," Data interjected. "Counselor Troi met
- me on the way here, and I delayed her with a personal problem. However, it
- can wait until appointment hours."
-
- Deanna flashed Data a thank-you glance. "And as you've noted, we are late..."
- she said diplomatically.
-
- "Yes, and we're supposed to meet the Talari'ian party as soon as they beam
- aboard," Picard said, entering the lift with Deanna in tow. "The latest
- reports from Starfleet say that the cease-fire on Voltua is breaking down,
- and we're to transport the ambassador and her party there as soon as
- possible."
-
- Quickly, Data stepped up to the door of the turbolift. "Captain, may I
- accompany you?" he asked. "I have long had a great admiration for Talari'ian
- diplomatic techniques, and it would be an honor to meet the High Ambassador,"
- he added as an explanation.
-
- "Hmm. All right," the captain agreed, ordering the lift to the Transporter
- Room. "Admittedly, I'm rather curious about them myself. I've only met the
- Ambassador once before, although I'm well aware of her negotiating expertise
- - her preliminary discussions with the Romulans have been remarkable. It's
- surprising that such an emotionally volatile race has provided such excellent
- diplomats."
-
- "When you understand their background," Deanna said thoughtfully, "it begins
- to make sense." The Talarii had been a famous case history with the Ben'harr
- Institute on Betazed - after decades of reckless genocide, with their race on
- the edge of extinction, the High Council of Talar had finally submitted to a
- sociopsychological profile in an attempt to understand the Talarii's need for
- bloodshed. Betazoid counselors discovered that a Talari'ian's psychological
- makeup contained an unusually broad spectrum of emotions; unchecked, this
- abnormal range eventually produced a conflict within the psyche that had been
- externalized as constant civil war. "The fact that, with proper training and
- study, the Talarii could learn to channel and study their emotions in such a
- productive way was an incredible discovery," she concluded.
-
- "One that led to the first peaceful culture in their history, as well as the
- Tsana Soii, their central creed," Data added. His voice took on a sing-song
- tone as he recited the first verse... "Ca'than, mi ca'tsai. A ca'tsaithe, Eo
- ksaatha tuii ca'than."
-
- "`To feel, is to be,'" Picard translated. "`But to truly be, one must
- comprehend the boundaries of feeling'" He smiled slightly at Deanna's look of
- surprise. "One of my philosophy classes at the Academy dealt with the
- comparison of Vulcan and Talari'ian cultural responses to emotion," he said.
- "Interesting, how both races were faced with the same problem, yet took such
- wildly divergent paths - the Vulcans choosing to eliminate emotion, and the
- Talari'ians devoting their lives to it."
-
- The hum of the turbolift dimmed, discharging them onto Level 10. As the three
- officers entered the Transporter Room, Picard nodded to the yeoman standing
- at the controls. Bioelectronic contacts were made with the planet below, and
- fragmented beams of light began to glow on the Transporter, solidifying into
- five figures. The Talarii were humanoids, ranging between 1.73 and 1.78
- meters in height, with pale, iridescent skin, lilac eyes, and dark violet
- hair formally braided into thick, waist-length strands, a style adopted by
- both males and females. Their uniform travel cloaks were deep grey, with
- silver clan totems worked along the borders, and served to remind the
- observer of the race's traditional neutrality. Moving gracefully, the group
- walked off the Transporter floor and fanned out behind their leader, an
- elderly woman carrying the jeweled staff of a Talarii high ambassador.
-
- "Greetings, noble ambassador," Picard intoned formally, stepping forward and
- nodding. "I am Captain Jean-Luc Picard, and these are my officers, Counselor
- Deanna Troi and Lieutenant Commander Data." As he introduced them, each
- stepped forward. "We welcome you to the Enterprise."
-
- The ambassador looked up at him, violet eyes twinkling from a fine network of
- wrinkles. "A most beautiful welcome, Captain," she said, her voice light with
- the melodic intonation of the Talarii. "We graciously thank you for your
- hospitality. I am Althea Xsa Cha'asalii, High Ambassador to Talar, and
- these," she waved at the four behind her, "are members of my personal staff.
- Chui and Ca'than Tsoi, my personal assistants." Two slim, muscled men bowed
- formally. "And my grand-niece, Cathara Cha Cha'asalii, my heir and attach."
- An attractive young woman, purple braids gathered down her back in a metallic
- mesh net, stepped forward with her palms touching in the Talar gesture of
- respect.
-
- "It is an honor for us to be aboard your ship, Captain Picard," she said
- brightly. "I may hope that I would see more of it during our journey."
-
- Picard smiled slightly. "If you wish, a tour could be arranged..."
-
- "Perhaps after we have completed our planning for the talks," Althea
- interrupted smoothly. "In the eagerness of her youth, my attach sometimes
- forgets the purpose of our mission."
-
- A faint flush crept up the younger woman's cheeks. "I accede to the
- ambassador's wishes," she said, bowing her head. "I apologize for my
- thoughtlessness. The mission is of the greatest importance, of course."
-
- "Do not be ashamed of your exuberance, child," the ambassador said gently.
- "You will learn restraint as you grow." With a reassuring nod at her grand-
- niece, Althea turned back to the captain. "However, Captain, perhaps a tour
- could be arranged for my secretary," she continued, gesturing for the fourth
- member of the party to come forward. "We will not need her services until we
- reach Voltua, and I would prefer to have her spare time used in learning."
-
- The secretary was another woman, dressed in a plain grey cloak. The solemnity
- of her uniform, its single decoration being a silver pendant, was reflected
- in a face of pale beauty marred (curiously for Talari'ians, Deanna noted) by
- a bland expression. "If the ambassador wishes me to learn about the
- Enterprise, then I will learn more about it," she said, her voice quiet and
- flat. "To serve is to understand."
-
- "Indeed," the ambassador replied, not looking at her secretary. "Captain?"
-
- "Of course. We would be delighted to arrange a tour for..." Picard hesitated,
- not knowing the young woman's name.
-
- For a moment, an undefinable expression flashed in Althea's eyes. "Khessa Xsa
- Cha'asalii," she said colorlessly. "My granddaughter."
-
- The captain noticed Deanna's eyebrows quirking at the revelation. "...a tour
- for Ms. Cha'asalii," he concluded. "Counselor?"
-
- Deanna nodded and glanced at Data, suddenly smiling to herself as she
- realized how she could fulfill two requests with one suggestion. "Captain, I
- believe Commander Data is currently off duty," she said innocently, gesturing
- to the other officer. "With his wide knowledge of the Enterprise, he would
- make an excellent guide."
-
- "Technically, this is true, Captain," Data replied. "Of course, that is
- because I am capable of retaining far more information on the technical,
- structural and historical details of the ship..."
-
- "Data."
-
- "...which are too numerous to discuss at the moment," he said innocently. "As
- for the counselor's suggestion, I would be happy to serve as guide for the
- ambassador's secretary."
-
- Khessa glanced at the ambassador, then at Data. "A tour would be very
- interesting," she said, quietly. "Thank you for your offer, Commander."
-
- Picard nodded, satisfied. "Then if everything's settled here, I'll have you
- escorted to your quarters, ambassador," he said, ignoring his curiosity about
- the tension between the two Talarii women. "There are a number of documents
- from the Federation awaiting your approval."
-
- "Yes, we have a great deal of work to do. Thank you, Captain." Turning to her
- secretary, Althea's face smoothed into marble. "Make good use of your time
- aboard the Enterprise, Cha'asalii," she said peremptorily. "We will summon
- you when we have need of you."
-
- Khessa bowed, her face echoing her grandmother's mask. "As you wish,
- Ambassador."
-
- As Picard and the Talari'ians left, Deanna noticed that Khessa watched the
- ambassadorial group for precisely the correct amount of time it would take to
- show respect. When the group had turned the corner, though, she visibly
- relaxed, the bland mask dissolving into a normal Talari'ian expression. For
- the first time since the ambassadorial party had come aboard, Deanna felt
- Khessa express an emotion - deep longing, combined with a raging anger.
- Somewhat concerned, Deanna decided to probe the exterior level of the other
- woman's emotions.
-
- FLARE
-
- Deanna almost recoiled from the first touch of Khessa's psyche, a roiling
- burst of wild sensation - old hates, fears, loves, the passions of a lifetime
- - overlaid by a set of mental restraints that seemed too fragile to restrain
- that raw emotion. The restraints were the Tsana Xoa, Deanna noted shakily,
- the codified mind/body discipline begun at birth to control the free passions
- of the Talarii. And - yes, there - a resonance, a feathery touch of a
- reaching mind, almost too slight to be noticed. Shocked, Deanna realized the
- Talari'ian was also an empath - and a suppressed one. Gingerly maintaining
- her probe, she called up her first impression of Khessa. It would have been
- impossible for anyone but a Betazoid to determine the Talari'ian's mental
- state, and even Deanna had read a blank until Khessa allowed herself to
- relax. But now, the full emotional range at Khessa's command made that eerie
- blankness seem an impossibility. Fleetingly, Deanna admired the precise
- control Khessa must have over her subconscious body mannerisms - but what
- could have caused it to develop? The Talari'ians were experts on emotional
- restraint and control, but they were not Vulcans. Free rein of feelings were
- allowed on Talar as long as they did not interfere with another Talari'ian's
- well-being - so why should Khessa deny herself emotional release, even to the
- point of stunting her telepathic skills?
-
- Unexpectedly, Khessa lifted her head to smile at Deanna. "I assume you're
- finished with your probe, Counselor Troi," she said, a dry, not unpleasant
- humor in her words. "I hope you're not startled. The Talari'ian psyche can be
- somewhat overwhelming to an empath."
-
- If Deanna hadn't been on duty, she would've blushed. "Yes, that is true," she
- replied evenly. "If you're offended, I apologize."
-
- "I'm not offended," the woman said, gesturing slightly. "It's a talent I...
- understand. Better than I wish to."
-
- Fascinated, Data asked, "Then you are an empath as well?"
-
- Khessa shrugged. "Not as well-developed as Betazoids or," she paused to
- regard Deanna, "half-Betazoids, if I'm not mistaken?"
-
- Deanna nodded, impressed.
-
- "Hmm. Well, most Talari'ians have a small amount of empathic or telepathic
- traits," Khessa continued. "Unlike Betazoids, it's not something we're proud
- of. It has unsavory connections, since being able to read another person's
- emotions sparked a great deal of wars on Talar."
-
- "In fact, trace empathic traits have provoked over fifteen conflicts on
- Talar," Data said. "The first, in 3/802, was the Mara Xia Confrontation,
- begun over a thought on a new uniform design..."
-
- "I'm sure the ambassador's granddaughter is well aware of her planet's
- history, Data," Deanna interjected gently.
-
- Khessa suddenly looked uncomfortable. "Please, if you must refer to me as
- anything, it's best if you call me the ambassador's secretary," she said,
- unconsciously placing a hand over the pendant at her throat. "Ambassador
- Cha'asalii doesn't like family terms to be used during a mission."
-
- "Of course," Deanna replied, although she was suddenly sure that the
- Talari'ian was lying. Procedure wasn't the real reason why Khessa didn't want
- the relationship acknowledged - otherwise, why would Althea have introduced
- her attach as her grand-niece?
-
- It was a puzzle that would have to wait. "If you'll excuse me, I have to
- report to the bridge," Deanna said. "If you are ready, perhaps you and Data
- could begin your tour."
-
- The Talari'ian glanced at Data, giving him a small, sober smile. "Excellent
- idea. Commander?"
-
- Data nodded. "I believe an interesting place to begin would be the
- Holodecks," he said, pausing as he considered what he knew of Talari'ian
- background. "Unless you would prefer to start somewhere else," he said.
-
- Khessa gave another small smile. "To serve is to understand," she said again.
- However, the words carried no hidden meaning this time. "I'm putting myself
- in your capable hands, Mr. Data. Lead on."
-
- On the bridge, Deanna reached her station, and sat down with obvious relief.
- Across from her, Commander William Riker was observing the viewscreen as the
- ship left orbit. "You look a little tired," he said in greeting, his eyes
- gleaming. "How did the reception go?"
-
- "Very odd," was her reply. "There's something unusual going on with the
- ambassador and her granddaughter."
-
- Before she could describe the meeting, they both heard the turbolift doors
- hiss. Captain Picard came on the bridge, moving briskly to his seat. "Ah,
- Counselor," he said, nodding. "You're here - good. I wanted to ask you
- something about our guests."
-
- "About the ambassador," she said impulsively.
-
- Picard's eyes narrowed, but he nodded. "You seemed to be very surprised when
- the ambassador said that her granddaughter was her secretary," he said,
- perceptively gauging her reaction. "Why?"
-
- "Initially, because it was something I'd never seen among Talari'ians
- before," Deanna replied. "A non-hereditary transfer of power in their society
- is incredibly rare."
-
- Picard frowned. "Explain."
-
- "The current governmental system of Talar and the cultural study of emotions
- share a spur point - the Cho'selii Wars," she said, referring to the greatest
- world war in Talari'ian history. "You have to understand, Captain, that the
- Cho'selii Wars almost wiped out their race. Even after all this time, the
- Talari'ians are still decimated, due to their slow growth and maturation
- rates."
-
- "Because the Talari'ians are still within danger of extinction, they hold
- family and procreation to be a very important part of their culture," she
- continued. "Every important position on Talar, including the high
- ambassadorship, is a hereditary one, so the ambassador's granddaughter,
- Khessa, should be her heir." The counselor frowned. "And yet, the title of
- ambassadrine went to the ambassador's grand-niece, Cathara, which puzzles me.
- I briefly probed Khessa, and among others, the feelings I most strongly
- sensed were those of frustration." She folded her hands in her lap, shaking
- her head slightly. "I believe she was trained to be the next ambassador, and
- somehow - very recently - the position was taken from her."
-
- Picard nodded thoughtfully. "I can see where that would be a problem," he
- commented. "However, our job is to deliver the ambassador's party to Voltua,
- not to interfere in a familial conflict."
-
- "I know," Deanna responded. But she was still bothered by the restrained fury
- she had sensed from the Talari'ian. Such emotion, repressed as it was, could
- turn into a time bomb. "And there was something else," she added. "Khessa,
- very reluctantly I must say, admitted that she was an empath."
-
- "Hmm. I've heard a little about that at the academy," Riker said. "Their
- culture doesn't approve of extrasensory skills because of the wars they've
- caused, right?" Deanna nodded.
-
- "Perhaps that's why she isn't the ambassadrine," Picard commented.
-
- "It has something to do with it, I'm sure, but they wouldn't keep her from
- becoming a high ambassador simply because she was an empath," Deanna said
- decisively. "That much I know about Talari'ians - they can't afford to give
- up any viable members simply because of 'distasteful' talents."
-
- "Whatever problems the ambassaor has with her family is her own affair, and
- none of ours," the captain reminded her. "Unless the ambassador's
- granddaughter decides to seek counseling with you, we can't do anything more
- than get them to the conference on time."
-
- Chastened, Deanna nodded. But she couldn't help remembering that dying touch
- of emotion from the Talari'ian's mind, the stunted growth of a talent she
- herself took for granted. And an Old Earth phrase drifted through her mind -
- there but for the grace of God go I.
-
- And she shuddered.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
- Android and Talari'ian strolled through a windswept Normandy field, observing
- the programmed interaction of birds - seagulls, as Data identified them -
- stroking across the stormy sky.
-
- "I knew that Starfleet ships were technologically advanced, but the Holodeck
- is absolutely amazing," said Khessa, allowing her hand to brush against the
- tops of the waist-high grasses. "I would never be able to tell that we were
- still on board the Enterprise."
-
- "That is simple to prove," said Data. "Computer - exit."
-
- Instantly, an airlock appeared in the middle of the field. Khessa raised her
- eyebrows, impressed. "I see what you mean," she commented. "It does tend to
- spoil the illusion, though."
-
- "It does," Data agreed. "Computer - cancel."
-
- Just as instantly, the lock disappeared, repairing the image of the field.
-
- "The Holodeck is a useful tool for leisure activities, athletic training, and
- simulation exercises," he continued. "Members of the crew can also use it as
- a place of study, or for social interaction of various kinds."
-
- "Understandable," she said, stretching lazily, then wandering off through the
- field. "And this is an Old Earth setting..." Absently, Khessa came to a
- standstill, closing her eyes and lifting her chin into the breeze. "It almost
- feels like the Testing Fields," she murmured.
-
- "The Testing Fields?"
-
- Khessa turned, then smiled at Data, who had been watching her actions with
- curiosity. "It's where young Talari'ians are introduced to the Tsana Soii,"
- she explained. Her eyes grew faraway, filling with memories. "It's one of the
- most wonderful places on Talar - a beautiful school in the woods where we
- learn about our heritage, and how to use the Soii." She smiled again, sadly,
- and turned away. "It was also the happiest time of my life," she murmured.
-
- "And you are no longer happy?"
-
- Glancing over her shoulder, Khessa frowned. "Does it seem that way?"
-
- "From the way you were acting in the Transporter Room, that is what I would
- assume," he replied. "Of course, I am not an expert in humanoid emotions.
- Perhaps that was your way of expressing another feeling, such as anger or
- resignation. But I would see it as unhappiness."
-
- "For a man who claims he isn't an expert in human emotions, you're very
- perceptive."
-
- "Thank you, but I am not a man," he explained. "I am an android."
-
- "Oh." She was bemused for a minute. "Then... may I ask you a personal
- question?" she said suddenly.
-
- "If you wish."
-
- "What kind of feelings do you have?" Flushing, Khessa laughed at the
- bluntness of the question. "Perhaps it's best that I'm not an ambassador."
- she murmured. "What I meant was - as an artificial lifeform, what kind of
- experiences have you had with emotion?"
-
- Data thought about her request for a moment. He had become used to questions
- - and occasional doubts - about his emotions, but Khessa's question carried
- no disbelief about his feelings, only friendly curiosity. By her own
- statement, she apparently considered him to be a person. In an odd way, that
- pleased him.
-
- "I believe my perception of emotions is much the same as yours," he said
- thoughtfully, "although I rarely experience the intensity and range of human
- response. In fact, I have been told that some of my programming is similar to
- the behavior patterns of a Vulcan."
-
- Khessa made a face. "I hope not," she said.
-
- "You do not like Vulcans?" he asked, curious.
-
- She shrugged, continuing her walk through the field. "I have nothing against
- them," she assured him. "It's just that their lifestyle is so restrictive."
- She shrugged again. "I've always had a difficult time understanding Vulcans,"
- she admitted.
-
- "Perhaps a Vulcan would also have a difficult time understanding you," Data
- replied.
-
- To his surprise, she laughed, a brittle, unexpected sound in the air. "Oh,
- Data, you're wonderful," she said, with that same sharp merriness. "And
- you're probably right. Who would expect a Vulcan to understand a wild,
- emotional thing like a Talari'ian?" She laughed again.
-
- "I do not understand - was that humorous?"
-
- "Of course it was." She paused, noticing his confusion. "You mean, you didn't
- know?"
-
- "No."
-
- "Oh." Head cocked, she considered the golden-skinned android intently. "What
- do you know about humor?" she asked.
-
- Data sighed. "Not much. I would like to understand why something is
- considered to be amusing, but no one I have ever asked seems to understand
- humor very well," he said regretfully. "Since humor is related to emotion,
- perhaps you could explain it to me."
-
- Khessa nibbled her lip thoughtfully. "I can try, but it's a very complex
- subject," she said. Pushing aside a clump of grass, she sat down, and
- gestured for Data to do the same. "For all it's universal appeal, humor is
- such an integral part of each planet - each culture - that to explain each
- type thoroughly can be very difficult," she began. "In fact, a great Earth
- humorist once said, `Trying to explain humor is like dissecting a frog - it
- can be done, but the frog tends to die in the process.'" She frowned. "I
- understand the general idea of the phrase, but I suppose I would find it more
- amusing if I knew what a frog was."
-
- "A frog is a small, amphibious creature native to the temperate and tropical
- regions of Earth," Data informed her. "It was often used as a dissection
- subject in anatomy classes."
-
- "Oh," said Khessa. She thought about it, then laughed.
-
- "Why are you laughing?" Data said, puzzled.
-
- "Because you've explained it to me," Khessa said, pleased. "That is funny."
-
- "I still do not understand," Data said, looking pained.
-
- Biting her lower lip in a smile, Khessa considered him for a minute, then
- looked around at the 'field'. "Perhaps this place resembles the Fields in
- more than one way," she murmured. As if settling something in her mind, she
- turned back to Data. "How much time do you have before you have to go back on
- duty?"
-
- "Eleven hours, fifteen minutes, and forty-six seconds," he said promptly.
-
- Surpressing a quick grin, Khessa nodded. "Five hours, three minutes and one-
- half seconds should do, for a start," she said, deadpan. "Now, humanoid humor
- is usually based on cultural stereotypes..."
-
-
- Captain's Log - We are 28 hours away from Voltua, proceeding at warp seven.
- The cease-fire is still in effect, although Starfleet reports that it is
- becoming harder to maintain. The wolves are howling at the door, so to speak.
- The ambassador seems confident that she will be able to negotiate a permanent
- peace treaty between the two factions, and is in the midst of preparations
- for the talks. The situation between her and her granddaughter still appears
- to be strained, and Counselor Troi has reported no sign of future
- improvement. We can only hope that this matter has no bearing on the talks.
-
-
- "Hey, Data!" Handing a datapadd to a yeoman, Geordi jogged out of Engineering
- and caught up with the passing officer. "How about we play some gravball
- tonight? You wiped me all over the court last time, buddy - I want a chance
- to win back some of those points."
-
- "I'm sorry, Geordi, but I promised Khessa that I would meet her tonight,"
- Data said pleasantly. "I would like to spend as much time with her as
- possible before her departure."
-
- For a moment, a hurt look flashed across the engineer's expressive face.
- "You know, you've been spending a lot of time with her the last three days,"
- he said, trying not to sound reproachful. "You never told me you had
- something going with her, Data. If I'd known..."
-
- "Something going?" Then Data identified the term. "Ah, you mean a romantic
- relationship. No, we are becoming friends. She is teaching me about the use
- of emotion and humor in social situations." Remembering one of her lessons,
- the android took a pose that neatly blocked Geordi's retreat. "For instance,
- I learned a joke..."
-
- "Oh, please," Geordi said, starting to raise his hands.
-
- Data ignored the objection. "Why did the chicken go halfway across the road?"
-
- Defeated, Geordi threw up his hands. There would be no escape. "I don't
- know," he sighed. "Why?"
-
- "Because she wanted to lay it on the line."
-
- Geordi paused for a beat, then actually laughed. "Hey, that's not bad," he
- exclaimed. "It's not good, but it's better than usual."
-
- Before Data could respond, his communicator chittered. "Bridge to Commander
- Data," said the captain's voice.
-
- Immediately, the android turned serious, tapping the com insignia. "Data
- here."
-
- "Please locate the ambassador's secretary and bring her to the bridge. The
- ambassador needs to speak to her."
-
- Data's eyes widened slightly. "On my way," he replied.
-
- The lift settled to a halt, and Data and Khessa exited onto the bridge.
- Picard was in his customary place, flanked by Deanna and, to the Talari'ian's
- surprise, Ambassador Cha'asalii. Data went directly to the command center,
- followed by a hesitant Khessa.
-
- "Ah, you're here," the captain said. "Good." He gestured slightly at the
- viewscreen, which featured the nightside of a Class M planet. "Ten minutes
- ago, we received a distress signal from Laurite II," he stated, studying the
- signals being relayed to his controlboard. "Sensors indicate that a Karan
- convoy ship has crash-landed on the planet, and they're calling for help."
-
- "The Karans are calling for help?" Khessa exclaimed, shocked. As the officers
- and the ambassador turned to look at her, she flushed a deep violet. "They're
- - they're an incredibly proud people," she stammered under her grandmother's
- gaze. "For them to ask someone else for help would take a major disaster."
-
- "As the ambassador has informed us," Picard noted.
-
- "And dealing with them in a charitable case can be extremely difficult,"
- Althea agreed. She turned to Picard. "I assume we will be stopping to help
- them."
-
- "Starfleet regulations require it, ambassador. However, even with the delay,
- we should still arrive at Voltua on time."
-
- "In that case, may I offer a suggestion?" In a regal manner, Althea gestured
- with her staff at her granddaughter. "My secretary has been trained in the
- intricacies of Karan diplomacy. It might be best if she accompanied your Away
- Team - she would be able to expedite matters."
-
- Picard briefly glanced at the younger Talari'ian, then turned to Riker.
- "Number One?"
-
- The first officer sized up Khessa. "I know something about the Karans,
- Captain," he said. "And the ambassador is right - we'll probably need her
- help if we want to contact them."
-
- "I'd be happy to help in any way I can, Captain," Khessa offered. She glanced
- at her grandmother, and Deanna sensed a brief thought - at least somebody
- needs me.
-
- Briefly, Picard considered the situation. He didn't like the idea of a
- civilian joining an Away Team, but reports of the ceasefire had been growing
- increasingly bleak. "All right," he finally said. "Get a medical team
- together and beam down to the planet."
-
- Riker nodded. "Data?" The officer followed Riker and Khessa to the turbolift.
- "Dr. Crusher, Lieutenant La Forge, please meet the Away Team at the
- Transporter Room with a full medical crew," he said, as the doors closed.
-
- Laurite II was a chill, rugged planet, liberally scattered with crystalline
- mountain ranges. On the borderline between a line of foothills and the arctic
- tundra, seven swirls of light materialized in a rocky depression.
- Immediately, Geordi, Beverly and her assistants started setting up a triage
- station, while Data, Riker, and Khessa set off in the direction of the
- cruiser's beacon.
-
- "As soon as we find the ship, let me handle the first overtures. Don't try to
- contact them yourselves," Khessa said seriously, as they made their way
- through a mazework of broken agate boulders. "Karans tend to get hostile when
- offered help."
-
- "I know. I've read about some of their `rescue mission' battles," Riker
- replied drily, pausing to scan the dark horizon for some sign of a damaged
- cruiser. "They can get pretty violent if they think you're insulting them."
-
- "That trait isn't restricted to the Karans, Commander," Data commented. "Much
- of your early Earth history is proof of that."
-
- "True, but the Karans do go to extremes." Abruptly, Riker stopped, checking
- his tricorder. "I don't understand it," he said, looking around the rocky
- surface. "We should be right on top of the cruiser..."
-
- A phaser bolt screamed through the air, slamming into a nearby rock wall.
- Instinctively, Riker and Data moved to flank Khessa between two boulders,
- drawing their phasers in the same motion. As another shot whined off the
- boulder, they fired in the direction of the first shot, then crouched down
- beside Khessa, the first officer hitting his communicator. "Enterprise, this
- is Riker," he barked. "We are under attack - repeat, we are under attack."
-
- "Regroup your team and prepare to beam up."
-
- "On our way." Quickly, with Data guarding their rear, they started running
- back to the landing site. "Is this normal for Karan behavior?" Riker huffed,
- trying to dodge smaller rocks.
-
- "No," replied Khessa, breathing heavily as they struggled through the maze-
- like rock formations. "Usually, they don't shoot until you've actually
- offered to help."
-
- "Wonderful," he muttered. "Then we're not dealing with Karans."
-
- "I was wondering when you'd notice that, Commander." She scrambled up to a
- crack in the crystalline rocks edging one side of their landing spot, and was
- about to squeeze through when another phaser bolt fired past, within a foot
- of her head. Cursing under his breath, Riker caught up to her and roughly
- pushed her through into the pit, then jumped after her, Data following
- behind.
-
- Geordi was standing guard on the other side of the opening, phaser drawn. "I
- heard you call the Enterprise," he said. "What's going on?"
-
- "We've been ambushed - prepare to beam up," Riker ordered.
-
- Before they could gather at the center of the clearing, however, four large
- humanoids rushed through the openings at the opposite side of the depression.
- Hooting, two of the tall, furred creatures leaped at the interns and started
- exchanging blows.
-
- "Chaleds," Khessa breathed, recognizing their attackers. "They're breaking
- treaty!"
-
- Immediately, Data jumped in front of Khessa, firing at the creatures moving
- towards them. Separated from the others, Dr. Crusher yanked her phaser from
- her belt and fired. Two bursts took the Chaleds attacking her med team by
- surprise, flinging them aside, but more were coming through the gaps.
- Unnoticed, a black-furred body crept out to an overhang, waiting for Data to
- back underneath. Grinning evilly, the Chaled leaped at the android, knocking
- him to his knees. As it reached around, brutally clawing at the android's
- chest, Data seemed to fold up on himself. Then, with a rapid jackknifing
- motion, he grasped the Chaled's arms to his chest and flipped it neatly over
- his shoulder. The Chaled crashed heavily to the ground. Khessa was about to
- move when she saw a Chaled posted on the far scree wall, a phaser rifle aimed
- at the kneeling android. Without thinking, she launched herself at Data.
- Talari'ian and energy bolt arrived almost instantaneously, with the advantage
- to Khessa. There was a slight odor of burning fabric as she tackled Data,
- knocking him completely to the ground.
-
- "Sniper," she breathed heavily, leaning over him. "Behind you." Relaxing one
- arm, she rolled onto her back, crushing the last of the cinders from the
- phaser bolt that had passed through her cloak, and tried to sit up.
-
- The lead Chaled, clad in greenish body armour, grinned savagely and hooted.
- "Get the ambassadrine," he ordered, waving at Khessa. "We want her alive!"
-
- Riker swore softly at the trap, now obvious. "They're after her, not us," he
- shouted to the others, firing at the advancing Chaleds. "Data, get her out of
- here!"
-
- Obediently, the android grasped the woman, pulling her into a standing
- position. Gazing around, he analyzed the layout of the depression. A small,
- jagged hole in the scree wall, almost directly behind the fight, appeared to
- be a cave of some sort. Within milliseconds, he determined that the narrow
- tunnel of a cave opening would provide a protected stance with rock at their
- backs, the best area to defend in the current situation. Quickly, he dragged
- Khessa to the opening.
-
- The Chaled leader, noticing this, started firing at the pair. As Data cleared
- the cave opening, the first bolt slammed into the rock surface above the
- cave, smashing into a large formation of neolithic agate. As the energy from
- the phaser blast burst through the stress patterns of the huge crystal, it
- began to crumble away from the cliff face.
-
- Riker, hearing the ominous rumble, turned to see the shattered formation
- cascade down, striking the ground with a resounding thunder.
-
- And effectively sealing off the cave entrance.
-
- Inside the cave, Data helped Khessa move deeper into the mountainside.
- Because of the semi-transparent properties of the crystal strata above them,
- enough sunlight filtered in to fill the cavern with an odd, wintery
- luminescence. He noticed she was biting her lip as they ran, but decided to
- ask her about it later, when she broke away from him and sagged against a
- wall. "I can't go any farther," she gasped, sliding to the floor.
-
- "I am not certain about the stability of this cave formation," Data replied,
- kneeling next to her. "Perhaps it would be best if we moved in farther..."
- She winced, and he noticed she was holding her side tightly. "Are you all
- right," he asked, concerned.
-
- A wry smile worked its way through the expression of pain. Slowly, she moved
- her hand from her side, just enough to reveal a burnt hole in her uniform.
- The edges of the hole were wet with blood. "I'm afraid I didn't move fast
- enough for that Chaled," she said, wincing again.
-
- "I will have us beamed aboard," Data said reassuringly, going to activate his
- communicator. Instead of warm metal, his hand found torn fabric. He gazed
- down at his chest, where the communicator should have been attached, then
- back in the direction from which they came. Dismay, in a heroic projection of
- emotion, was evident on his face.
-
- "You don't have your communicator, do you?" Khessa said quietly.
-
- Data shook his head. "It must have been torn off in the fight," he said,
- remembering how the Chaled had clawed at his chest. He stood up. "Stay here.
- I will examine the entrance to the cave."
-
- Retracing his steps to the cave opening, Data saw that the cave-in had filled
- the entrance with a huge mound of sharp-edged crystal. Experimentally, he
- found a flat plane on one and pushed. The crystal moved slightly, but a
- shower of smaller jagged rocks began to slide from the top of the pile. Data
- jumped back, wary of another cave-in, until the pebble slide diminished to a
- trickle.
-
- Carefully, he picked his way back to where Khessa was laying.
-
- "No luck?" she said, looking up from her prone position.
-
- "No. I am afraid that the boulders have fallen in such a way, that to move
- one would cause the entire pile to collapse," he admitted, sitting down next
- to her. "However, Commander Riker knew where we were going. It is not as if
- we were lost."
-
- "So all we have to do is wait for Starfleet to come and get us," Khessa said,
- smiling slightly. "As soon as they get rid of our friends out there." She
- closed her eyes, reviewing the attack in her mind. "Strategically, it was a
- brilliant plan," she said conversationally. "The Chaleds - I would assume a
- splinter group of some sort - must have believed that if they could take the
- Talari'ian ambassadrine hostage, it would keep the ambassador from reaching
- the peace talks on time."
-
- "Resulting in the outbreak of open warfare between the Chaleds and the
- Sencorians again," Data said, following her train of logic.
-
- "Yes. Unfortunately for them, their information was wrong," she said. "Which
- doesn't surprise me. Chaleds make magnificent warriors, but they're terrible
- at spying."
-
- "Ah." He remembered what the Chaled leader had shouted. "They thought that
- you were the ambassadrine."
-
- She nodded. "Logical, on the surface, if you know anything about Talari'ian
- government." Here, a slightly bitter smile crossed her face. "And my early
- training would've been easy to research, which is probably why they picked
- the Karan beacon as bait for their trap. If they had checked more closely
- into my background, their plan might have worked."
-
- Data noticed an unusual tone in her voice. "Why do you believe that their
- plan will not work now?" he asked curiously.
-
- "Because the ambassador will insist on reaching the talks on time," she
- explained, as if to a sweet but slightly naieve child. "Laurite II is only a
- few parsecs from Starbase 12. A Starfleet vessel can be summoned to rescue
- us, while the Enterprise continues on to Voltua. In her reasoning, a rescue
- ship would only take two days or so, and we could certainly survive that long
- without food or water." Briefly, Khessa touched her side, wincing slightly
- from the pain. "She couldn't have known about this," she whispered.
-
- "I do not believe that Captain Picard would allow us to be left here, even if
- there was another ship on the way," Data stated.
-
- "What if the fate of a planetary system depended on it?" she asked. "I don't
- know what your captain would do, but I know how the ambassador would react to
- this situation. She would never allow the life of one Talari'ian to endanger
- the lives of a million other beings - and I'm sure she could get Starfleet to
- back her up."
-
- Data considered what she had said. "If this is true, then somehow I must get
- both of us out of this cave," he said decisively, turning to examine the
- cavern walls. "A prolonged stay on the planet would not harm me in any way,
- but you must receive immediate medical attention."
-
- Sitting up slightly, Khessa examined the phaser burn on her lower abdomen. "I
- don't think it's a serious as it looks," she said, delicately probing the
- wound. "There's some internal bleeding, but I believe I can stop it."
-
- "How?"
-
- "Biocontrol," she answered absently, picking away her uniform from the drying
- blood. "Auto-induced hypnosis should speed up my metabolism sufficiently to
- repair the damage."
-
- "I have heard of the technique," Data said, simultaneously examining the
- structure of the agate walls while listening to her explanation, "as a fringe
- benefit of your emotional control training. I have found it to be a
- fascinating aspect of your biological makeup," As he said this, concern won
- out over curiosity. "But does that not take a great deal of your body's
- energy reserves?"
-
- "It is a drain," she admitted, "but I don't think I have much of a choice.
- Besides, while I'm in trance, you can find a way to get a message to the
- ship. I'm trusting you to get us out of here."
-
- Data glanced away from the crystalline structure. "I will do my best not to
- betray your trust," he said quietly.
-
- She smiled faintly, then closed her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest.
- Standing up, the android watched as her breathing grew shallow, then seemed
- to stop. Without his enhanced sensory systems that assured him of continued
- life, he would have assumed that she had just died. He turned back to the
- glimmering cave walls, and began to search for a way out.
-
- In the depression, the battle continued. Riker and Geordi had managed to get
- Dr. Crusher and the two interns safely behind a sodalite outcropping and were
- trying to figure out how to take the encamped Chaled snipers, when five
- shimmering forms appeared behind the aliens. Within seconds, the materialized
- forms of Worf and four security officers had evaluated the scene. With a
- roar, the Security Chief charged directly into the fray, taking the Chaled
- leader by surprise by ripping a phaserifle out of the furry creature's hands,
- neatly swinging him into a rock wall. Seeing their commander down, the
- remaining aliens roared in infuriated blood lust, the rage robbing them of
- any coordination in their fighting. It was fairly simple for the Security
- team to outmaneuver and surround the Chaleds, finally disarming the last
- fighter.
-
- Once the Chaleds had been secured, the first officer tapped his com insignia,
- still disgusted at himself for falling into a trap. "Riker to Enterprise," he
- snapped.
-
- "Enterprise here," said Picard. "Report."
-
- "We were ambushed by Chaleds," Riker said, scanning the translucent cliff
- wall where the cave-in had happened. "We were able to capture them, but not
- before Data and the ambassador's granddaughter were driven into one of the
- local cave systems. I think they've been trapped by a cave-in."
-
- "Damn," Picard swore softly, glancing over at the ambassador. Her face was
- expressionless as always. "All right, Number One. We'll locate their position
- from up here. Get over to the cave, see if there's any other way in."
-
- "I'm afraid you may have a problem locating them, Enterprise," Riker said,
- his eye caught by a bit of gold on the ground. With a feeling of
- apprehension, he bent over and picked up the piece of metal, his suspicions
- confirmed. It was a communicator.
-
- Data had examined the cave walls as well as he could without the proper
- equipment, his positronic senses working to make up for that lack. Apart from
- their original entrance, the walls appeared to be made of a heavily stress
- fractured agate. It was possible that he could blast an opening through the
- cave wall with a phaser, but after studying the stress lines in the crystal,
- Data realized that he'd pull the entire cliff down on them as well.
- Disheartened, he went back to the motionless Talari'ian, and was surprised to
- see her eyes open.
-
- "I thought you were in a trance," he said, sitting down beside her.
-
- "It isn't working," Khessa said, her voice making soft echoes. "The damage
- went deeper than I thought." Careful not to move too quickly, she placed both
- hands over the wound in her side, applying gentle pressure. "I'm afraid I'm
- going to need a healer."
-
- "We will have to get back to the ship first."
-
- "Which doesn't look like it's going to happen soon." She sighed, staring
- blankly at the ceiling. "Have you figured a way out of here?"
-
- "Not yet," Data admitted. "If I tried to burn through the walls..."
-
- "The shock would shatter the entire hill..." she continued. "I was afraid of
- that. Oh, well," and her smile was almost serene, "it doesn't matter. One
- more death won't even make the history books."
-
- The bleak statement shocked even Data. "You should not say that," he
- remonstrated. "I am sure the Enterprise will reach us in time..."
-
- "They won't," Khessa interrupted. "And why shouldn't I say what's true? It
- doesn't really matter if I die."
-
- "It would matter to me," he said, remembering what she had taught him about
- emotional responses to put some feeling into his tone. "I do not want to see
- you die."
-
- "That's very kind of you, Data," she said colorlessly. "But you're probably
- the only one who feels that way." She fell silent.
-
- "The ambassador..." he started to say.
-
- "The ambassador does not care," Khessa said tonelessly. "I have failed her, I
- have failed my family, and that is all that matters." Her voice was soft, but
- the words were enunciated and cold as she glanced at Data. "You're not
- Talari'ian - you can't understand," she said. "I am Althea Cha'asalii's
- granddaughter, and until last year, I was her heir and her attache. I was
- trained in every skill a future ambassador would need, every kind of
- emotional control that could be taught. I learned intricacies of diplomacy,
- levels of argument and finesse that would make a Vulcan scream in
- frustration. And then, last year, it was taken away from me." She turned her
- head, unable to face him or the next part, her shame was still so great. "I
- had my mid-year physical examination," she finally murmured. "I still
- remember the day, the way the sun seemed to freeze when the healer came into
- my room. The look on his face when he said I carried choala."
-
- "Choala?"
-
- "A remnant from our past," she said. "From biological warfare. Only one in
- three hundred thousand children carry the gene," she tried to take a deep
- breath, coughing a bit from her injury, "a gene that effectively increases
- their latent empathic talents to full strength. And renders them infertile."
-
- Infertile, in a society so decimated that reproduction of the species was of
- the highest importance. Suddenly, Data understood. "You cannot carry on your
- line," he exclaimed softly.
-
- Khessa nodded. "And so I was stripped of my title, my position, and my
- future," she breathed. "Everything was given to my cousin," and here, her
- voice turned bitter, "a pleasant girl who wouldn't know how to handle a
- crisis situation if the Four Suns depended on it. And I became the
- ambassador's secretary, forced to watch Cathara take over what had been my
- life." Her face became bleak - not the emotionless mask she affected around
- the ambassador, but a painful expression of hopelessness. "Are you so
- surprised, then, that I would welcome death? It is the only freedom I will
- ever have."
-
- "I am sorry," Data said softly, not knowing what to do.
-
- Wearily, Khessa closed her eyes, withdrawn. "No, I'm the one who should be
- sorry," she said. "You didn't need to hear that. My malfunctioning body isn't
- your fault."
-
- For the first time in his existence, Data sensed that the next words he spoke
- could literally cause a life-or-death situation. "It seems to me," he said
- with care, considering her reaction to his words, "that you have been
- excluded from your society unfairly. You are a worthwhile person, and this
- death wish on your part is illogical." With some hesitation, he laid a hand
- over hers. "Perhaps you feel now that you have no place in your family or
- your society," he continued, seriously. "I know what that is like - not to
- belong."
-
- "How?" she murmured, not looking at him. "How could you know something like
- that? You said yourself that you don't have a strong emotional response."
-
- "Not belonging does not require a strong emotional response. It simply
- requires observation," he explained. "I, for example, am an android, a
- mechanic lifeform among organics. When I first entered Starfleet Academy,
- there was a question of whether I should even be allowed to attend, because
- of my artificial components." The arguments of Starfleet officers played
- through his memory banks, their words still sharp. "I understood, then, what
- it was like not to fit in," he said, momentarily lost in old memories, "and
- that discomfort has always remained."
-
- Almost against her will, Khessa began to show some interest. "How did you
- stand it?" she murmured.
-
- "It was very difficult for me at first," he said. "But I was fortunate in
- that I was discovered by a Starfleet captain who believed in my sentience, as
- well as my sapience. Captain Gorden never treated me as anything but a living
- creature. Because of that, I eventually discovered that other officers in
- Starfleet felt the same way, including Captain Picard and Commander Riker.
- Slowly, I found people with whom I belonged."
-
- "Yes, but you have an entire galaxy to choose from," Khessa argued, her
- voice slowly weakening. "I have only one planet, and every Talari'ian can
- tell what I am." She touched the simple spade-shaped pendant at the base of
- her throat. Data noticed that it was different from the pendants of the other
- Talari'ians, with no external decoration. "They all know that I'm tainted.
- Not a single Talari'ian would want me to belong."
-
- "Have you considered leaving Talar?"
-
- "Never." But there had been a catch in her voice, an uncertainty. "Even if I
- leave, what is there for me out in the galaxy? A dishonored ambassadrine,
- even one with a touch of empathic talent, couldn't be in high demand."
-
- "You could enlist in Starfleet's diplomatic corps."
-
- That drew a slight giggle. "Granddam would have a fit," Khessa said sleepily.
- As Data watched in alarm, her eyelids began to flutter shut. "She might even
- have to work with me, someday..."
-
- "Khessa?" She had fallen unconscious.
-
- In the bridge's ready room, Picard and the ambassador faced the Chaled
- leader, with Riker, Deanna, the ambassador's attach and a complement of
- Security officers in attendance. "What was your intention in attacking the
- ambassador's secretary?" the captain asked, his tone calculated to carry a
- quiet menace.
-
- The Chaled's eye membranes widened. "Her secretary?" he gurgled harshly. "We
- thought she was the ambassadrine." As he spoke, however, a crude soft of
- satisfaction entered his voice. "It no longer matters," he rumbled,
- scratching at his side. "The wench and your errand boy are trapped down
- there, and you can't leave without them." The Chaled jerked his head in the
- direction of the ambassador. "And that means that you will not make the
- talks, my dear ambassador," he said smugly. "You and your Federation
- mercenaries won't be able to control my people any more."
-
- The delicate woman drew her steepled hands together underneath her chin. "So
- that was your plan," she said softly, her entire attitude radiating disdain.
- "Somewhat slapdash, but effective. It might actually have worked, if we were
- to wait for the crew members to be rescued. But unfortunately for you, we
- will continue on to Voltua."
-
- Deanna was startled by this display of callousness on the ambassador's part,
- and sensed a rising anger from the captain. He was perfectly controlled,
- however, as he said, "I haven't given that order, Ambassador, and I won't
- give it until I am sure that all of my crew members are safe."
-
- The ambassador shook her head calmly. "Your own sensors tell you that they
- are alive," she argued. "Starbase 12 is within hailing distance, and another
- ship can easily be sent to rescue them. I know my secretary can survive for
- that short period of time, and I am sure that a Starfleet-trained officer can
- do the same."
-
- Picard was reluctant to argue with a Federation ambassador in front of a
- hostile party, but her subtle arrogance was beginning to wear on him. "Even
- so, the safety and well-being of my officer is my responsibility," he
- responded, keeping his voice low. "As the safety and well-being of your
- granddaughter is yours."
-
- "Please." Althea raised a single, silencing hand. "You needn't mention our
- relationship. That sad consanguinity is never far from my mind."
-
- "You must have no concern for your granddaughter," Deanna burst out.
- "According to Dr. Crusher, traces of blood were found near the site of the
- cave-in, and you've been alerted to this fact. There is a strong possibility
- that she may be injured. Doesn't that matter to you at all?"
-
- A barely perceptible shudder passed through the Talari'ian, before she lifted
- icy violet eyes to stare at the Counselor. "I am a high ambassador," she said
- slowly. "My responsibility at this moment is to negotiate a peace treaty
- between two worlds that have waged a bloody, system-wide battle for years.
- Countless lives have been sacrificed to bring me to this point, and I refuse
- to turn away from my duty simply because my secretary may have accidentally
- injured herself. As to your comment about my concern as a granddam, I find
- that I must separate myself from personal concerns in this sort of
- situation." Ceremoniously, she rose from the table. "Captain Picard, I must
- demand that we leave at once for Voltua," she said, still perfectly calm. "If
- we are not underway in one hour, I will be forced to bring formal charges
- against you for obstructing me in a Federation-sponsored diplomatic mission."
- And with that, she departed, followed by her attach and the guarded Chaled.
-
- "Damnable woman," Picard said to himself, before directing his attention to
- Deanna. "You said that there were traces of blood at the cave-in site?"
-
- "Correct, and I'm picking up a very weak sense of distress from the planet,"
- Deanna confirmed. "As Data uses a chemical nutrient system, we have to assume
- that it was Khessa who was injured in the fight. How seriously, I don't
- know."
-
- "Even if she was in perfect health, I wouldn't like the idea of leaving
- anyone trapped in a cave for two days," Picard said dryly. "On the other
- hand, the ambassador does have a point. The cease-fire shows signs of
- weakening, and I've been receiving directives from Starfleet Command to get
- her there immediately, leaving me between the proverbial rock and the hard
- place."
-
- "So what do we do now?" Deanna wondered.
-
- "The ambassador gave us one hour," Picard said, punching up planet
- coordinates on the tabletop computer. "Let's see if we can't come up with a
- way to see through solid rock."
-
- While the captain consulted with his officers, Geordi huddled with an ensign
- at the science station, examining a sensor map of the planet's surface. "The
- way those caves are honeycombed, they could be anywhere," Geordi said in
- frustration. "I don't know what's in that strata, but it's playing havoc with
- the bioreadout sensors. There's no way we can pinpoint their exact location
- without Data's communicator."
-
- Ensign Christie Tau concentrated on computer graphics of the planetary
- seismographic activity. "What we need is a nonorganic focusing point,
- something either the commander or Khessa would have on them that isn't
- indigenous to the planet," she mused.
-
- "Non-metallic minerals are out," Geordi said. "The whole surface is studded
- with every crystalline element you can think of. And Data doesn't have enough
- solid metal in him to act as a homing point."
-
- "What about Khessa? Was she wearing any jewelery?" Tau asked.
-
- Geordi frowned. "Data never really introduced me to the lady," he said. "But
- I seem to remember her wearing some kind of necklace, with a pendant..."
-
- "It's a rank icon," said a voice behind them. They turned to see Cathara,
- hovering shyly near the deck railing. She came closer, fascinated with the
- computerized graphics map. "They're made from silver and collonium," she
- added. "I think collonium is mined only in our quadrant."
-
- "Let's try it," Geordi muttered, requesting metallics information. The answer
- flashed onto the screen. "Bingo! Collonium isn't indigenous to Laurite."
-
- "Which means that all we have to do is get a analysis of a pendant, then
- search for a match in the cave area," Tau said. "We should be able to track
- Data and Khessa just like we tracked the colonists on Angel One."
-
- "Let's get to work," Geordi said. Cathara unhooked the heavy pendant hanging
- around her own throat and handed it over to the Chief Engineer for spectrum
- analysis.
-
- * * * * *
-
-
- Data kept watch over the still form, carefully listening for every breath. He
- remembered Tasha's death, the sense of helplessness he experienced after her
- memorial. And if those breaths stopped, he asked himself, what then? The same
- feeling - for it was a feeling, one of the few quasi-emotional experiences he
- had ever experienced - would come again. I do not want to see another person
- die, he realized. There was a small amount of medical information in his
- memory banks, enough to help a mildly injured colleague through an
- emergency, but Khessa's phaser burn was beyond his abilities to treat. It was
- a long five minutes before she struggled back to consciousness again.
-
- "I must've fainted," she said, lifting heavy eyelids. "Blood loss. It won't
- be long, now."
-
- "You should not say that," Data insisted.
-
- "Why not? It's true. But I'm sorry that you have to watch this, Data," she
- said, her voice soft with dreamy regret. "You've been very kind to me the
- last few days. I'd prefer to leave you with a happy memory, if I could."
-
- "I would prefer you not to leave at all," he replied. He trusted Geordi, knew
- the Enterprise's sensors would eventually be able to locate them. But they
- might not be able to reach us in time, he thought, and Khessa was almost
- gone. "There are still many things for you to see, Khessa, many experiences
- to have."
-
- "Starfleet Academy," she said with a wan smile. "The rest of the galaxy, and
- a place where I could belong."
-
- "Yes," he said, insistent. "All those things, and more. You must hold on
- until we are rescued."
-
- "Why?" Khessa muttered dully. "I still wouldn't belong - not where it
- mattered. She wouldn't care."
-
- "The ambassador?" He wished that he understood her pain, in order to better
- reply. "No matter how she may act towards you now, you are still a member of
- her family. And she does care - she must."
-
- Data was about to say more when her pendant begin to shimmer, the glow
- spreading to encase both of them. Finally, he thought, mildly surprised at
- his own impatience. The shimmering intensified, until the cave faded from
- view, and the Transporter Room solidified around them. The medical team,
- headed by a businesslike Dr. Crusher, closed in, pushing him gently to one
- side while they focused on Khessa.
-
- Over Crusher's shoulder, Data spotted the captain and Ambassador Cha'asalii,
- looking on. Somehow, Khessa managed to struggle to her elbows. "I'm sorry,
- ambassador," she cried in a choked voice. "I'm sure this comes as much as a
- shock to you as it does to me. Freedom didn't come soon enough for either of
- us." As she sagged back to the transporter grid, already unconscious, Data
- watched the ambassador's face lose its marble aspect, becoming all too
- lifelike from grief.
-
- The nacelles flared briefly and the Enterprise left orbit, its course laid in
- towards Voltua. Once they were underway, Picard headed down to Sickbay.
- Crusher's report made it clear that the Talari'ian woman would survive, but
- he thought it would be a good idea to visit the ambassador, who was keeping
- an unexpected vigil at her granddaughter's side. As he entered Sickbay, he
- was struck again by the pale regality of the ambassador, all arrogance lost
- in sorrow. Even those who must keep themselves separate can mourn, he
- thought.
-
- She heard his step at the door, turning her head slightly to acknowledge him.
- "You come at an ideal time, Captain," she said, the music in her voice now a
- dirge. "Perhaps you can distract me from my guilt."
-
- He took a seat next to her, feeling slightly uncomfortable. "How is your
- secretary?" he asked.
-
- The ambassador straightened, looking him squarely in the eye for the first
- time since he'd entered the room. "My granddaughter," she said, a trace of
- pride in her voice, "is out of danger. Your healer has taken excellent care
- of her. I am forever in your debt." She paused. "And in the debt of your Mr.
- Data," she added, in a lower tone.
-
- "How so?" Picard asked, although he had already been briefed by the android.
-
- "He told me what Khessa had said in the cave, how she has felt spurned by me
- in favor of Cathara." The old woman sighed, shaking her head. "For the last
- year, I admit, I have concentrated on my own frustration and anger at having
- such potential ripped from my family," she said, an ageless pain settling
- over her. "I couldn't bring myself to consider what it did to her. When the
- healers told me that Khessa carried choala, my mind almost consumed itself in
- its fury. How could my granddaughter, the strength of my old age, of my
- entire family..." She faltered, not wanting to speak the words, "...be
- sterile? Unable to bear heirs, never to carry on the family name, a pariah
- forever on Talar."
-
- "So you removed her from her position," Picard said, the last piece of the
- puzzle slipping into place.
-
- "I did more than that," she flared. "I stripped her of her title, of her
- rank, everything that reminded me of the future that could have been. I was
- furious at her for betraying me this way, Captain, a fury that I hope you'll
- never know, because it isolates you from the things you love." Trembling from
- emotion, Althea bowed her head. "I have been a proud, foolish woman," she
- murmured bitterly, "and now, because of that pride, I may never be able to
- hold my granddaughter's love close to me again."
-
- This sort of counselling was a task best left to Deanna, Picard thought,
- weighing his next words. "Perhaps, if you tell her this, she'll understand,"
- he suggested.
-
- "Why?" she whispered. "Would she care?"
-
- "Odd. That is exactly what she said about you."
-
- Both of them turned to see Data standing in the doorway. "Excuse me for
- intruding, but I believe that I have information that you would find
- valuable. I may be incorrect, but it seems that your current relationship
- with your granddaughter is largely due to a lack of communication on both
- your parts," he continued, taking a seat next to the ambassador. "It is
- difficult for me to recognize love, even in the best of circumstances, but I
- do believe that your granddaughter loves you. She simply assumes that you do
- not love her back." As Data spoke, his golden eyes caught the light. "I am
- sure that you can correct this assumption, if you wish to."
-
- Althea stared mutely at him for a moment. "From the mouths of babes," she
- said, finally.
-
- Dr. Crusher poked her auburn head into the waiting room. "Ambassador,
- Khessa's awake now," she reported. "I told her you were out here, waiting.
- She said she'd like to speak with you, if you have the time."
-
- Picard nodded. "Go to her," he urged.
-
- She nodded, and stood up, still hesitant. It would be difficult to heal the
- breach made in the last year, but it was up to her to make the first attempt.
- "If you gentlemen will excuse me," she said, "I believe I have to have a long
- talk with my granddaughter."
-
- Two days later, the Enterprise was in orbit around Voltua, and the
- ambassadorial party was preparing to disembark. Following behind the captain
- and Data, Deanna was happy to see Khessa, now on her feet, close to the side
- of the ambassador. While she could never reattain her former position, Deanna
- sensed, Khessa was secure in the knowledge that she would always have a place
- in her grandmother's heart. In the family-oriented society of Talar, that
- meant the world.
-
- "Traveling with your ship has been quite an experience, Captain Picard,"
- Althea said, her face crinkling into a regal smile. "I may never be able to
- thank you enough for what you have done."
-
- "A workable peace treaty would be thanks enough, Ambassador," Picard said
- gruffly, hiding his pleasure at Althea's comment.
-
- "That will be my pleasure, as well as my duty," she commented firmly.
-
- As the ambassador and Picard exchanged goodbyes, Khessa fell behind,
- signalling Data to follow her to an alcove down the hall. Curious, he
- complied.
-
- Once they were alone, she said, "I simply didn't want to do this in front of
- everyone," in response to his interested look. With a brief movement, she
- touched the silver bracelet encircling her wrist, snapping off the central
- ornament, a star surrounded by four suns. After a moment of thought, she
- offered it to Data. "I would like you to have this," she said, almost shyly.
-
- Data recognized the artifact. "This is your betrothal charm," he said, at a
- loss for words. "But..."
-
- "No! I mean, I'm not asking that," she interrupted, blushing slowly. "I will
- never be allowed to marry because of the choala. However, in my case, I would
- be allowed to give it as a gesture of friendship. I want you to have it..."
- she gazed down for a moment, quiet, then looked back to him... "as a reminder
- of me, of what you taught me about belonging. And for being my friend."
-
- Data looked at the silver charm, then at the Talari'ian. "I am honored," he
- said simply.
-
- She nodded, and took his left hand opening it. The charm dangled in the air
- for a second, then was placed in his palm as she intoned, "Kha chai, kha
- alii."
-
- "'For now, for always,'" he said, automatically translating the ancient
- Talar friendship vow.
-
- "Khessa," called the ambassador. "We're waiting."
-
- "Coming, Granddam," she called. Quickly, she closed Data's hand over the
- charm, hiding it from view. "I won't say goodbye to you, Data - only
- farewell," she murmured, giving his hand a quick squeeze and staring back
- down the hall.
-
- "Khessa?"
-
- She turned back. "Yes?"
-
- "From my observation of social interaction in humans, I have noticed that
- there is another way for two beings who are friends to say farewell," Data
- said.
-
- Khessa expectantly stepped closer. Mimicking the way he had seen it done
- before, Data leaned over and kissed her.
-
- He pulled back, seeing her look of utter surprise. "Was that correct?"
-
- The surprised struggled with another emotion on her face. Perhaps, he
- thought, the beginning of trust. "Data, that was wonderful," she said softly.
- "Goodness. You learned something."
-
- "Khessa!" The ambassador's voice carried good-humored impatience.
-
- She glanced at Data one last time, then laughed, the first truly happy sound
- he had heard her make since she boarded, and ran back down the hall.
-
- Two hours later, the Enterprise was underway. Before he got to the bridge,
- Data had been cornered by Geordi in the turboshaft. "So, what's this I hear
- about your Talari'ian?" he demanded. "One of the transporter engineers told
- me that she informed the ambassador she was applying to Starfleet Academy's
- Diplomatic Division - right on the transporter grid."
-
- "Really," Data said, interested. "How did Ambassador Cha'asalii take the
- news?"
-
- "Like she'd just bitten into a lemon. Complete and utter shock. I don't know
- what happened between you two, but it must have made one heck of an
- impression."
-
- "As I told you before, nothing happened," Data said innocently. The hidden
- weight in his uniform pocket seemed to burn, a warm and bright feeling. "We
- are simply friends."
-
- "Friends. Yeah, right."
-
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