ocr: JON'S HISTORY ON was tall, slim, and blond, and full of: nervous energy that made him very extroverted yet inwardly anxious when forming new sexual relationships. "Iv want a girlfriend to love me so much, 33 he said. "Im dying to wake up in the morning with someone's arms around me, and to feel love for her and know that she cares about me as well. "For me, falling in love and building a relationship are based on sex. Ifthe sex part of the relationship isn't right, then I can't love someone. "The two women Ireally cared for dumped me, not vice versa. That means I'm feeling very uncertain of my ...