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- [Moderator's Note: I've left this submission unrated for obvious
- reasons. It was a letter sent last spring to a lover, whose identity
- should now be obvious, and who subsequently insisted that I post this
- piece. -T.]
-
- Boy, it's frustrating. This morning, the unseasonably cold
- temperature and a filling bladder ganged up on my short sleep cycle to
- wake me at 6:30. And, after I get up, I can't get back to bed (not
- that I was particularly sleepy). So now I have to sit here and watch
- you not log in. Sigh.
-
- I'll pass the time somehow. Where was I? Kneeling in front of a tree
- in a park somewhere, I think. You standing before me, the breeze
- catching your hair and the airy fabric of your skirt. Concentrate on
- that for a moment -- it could almost lift you away, couldn't it?
- Perhaps if you held out those arms and breathed in, holding very
- still, the wind could just pick you up and steal you away with it.
-
- I'll have to hold you tighter, then; I certainly wouldn't want that to
- happen. You're feeling the breeze against your skin, tasting it
- through the stuff of your blouse and skirt, but you're also feeling my
- hands on your bared hips, rubbing them gently to keep you warm.
- (Which works better? The friction of my palms against your skin, or
- the delirious feeling you get just from knowing my hands are pressed
- against you?) And, most of all, you feel my eyes.
-
- I return to kissing your stomach, my lips barely moving but gliding
- across the silken surface of your stomach, painting it as if with
- camel's-hair. It is one of the most frightening, ecstatic things I
- can imagine right now. It is, in fact, the only thing to surpass the
- delight I feel at sliding my fingertips around the waistband of your
- underwear, inserting them slightly underneath in order to taste the
- wonderfully extra-special taboo of your delta and lower hips.
-
- The next move, I think, is yours. What moves you? I know how
- sensitive your skin is; that's why I keep my mouth so feathery against
- you, why I try to make my breath my primary tool, why I move my
- fingers so slow against the rise of your belly. When I look up again
- at you, my eyes find a match across the rise of your stomach and your
- breasts. Your look is not exactly pleading and not exactly demanding,
- but somewhere in between: Give Me What I Want. A simple statement of
- fact, one with which I am more than happy to agree.
-
- >From inside your skirt, my fingers sneak upwards and hook onto its
- waistline. Tugging only a few inches down, bringing it over your soft
- hips and ass, is enough to take it completely off your body. I remove
- my hands from underneath it and, its purchase lost, the fabric slips
- to the ground. I return my hands to your waist and, after
- contemplating a moment, gently pull your panties off as well. They
- slide down your legs to your feet, leaving you gloriously bare to the
- world.
-
- Think about that for a moment before I continue. What do you feel?
- The breeze, I think, which tickles your body even more insistently
- than before, drifting flaxen fingers around your thighs and pubis.
- Since you're also leaning up against a tree, I think you can feel the
- bark bite rather distinctly into your back, and smell the wood and the
- leaves heavy in the air. Perhaps it rained not long ago ... yes.
- That would enhance the odor, wouldn't it? Very much so. And vaguely,
- as if from far away (although they must be in one of the groves only a
- few feet away) you can hear the birds sing to you.
-
- Through all of this sensory input, you feel yourself returned to the
- here and now by the warmth of my face pressed against your belly. I
- have begun to lose the control I have held so very tenuously for the
- last few minutes, and cannot keep from shaking while I kiss you. My
- hands have inched around to the small of your back and knead your
- buttocks. I have to concentrate on self-control, or I might give you
- bruises.
-
- Watching, you see my head slip lower. Then you feel it as well: my
- mouth, soft but hungry, matching your vulva. My lips against yours --
- it seems almost comedic. Your scent is a better aphrodisiac than any
- wine or chemical perfume I have ever known, and I kiss you yet more
- urgently. My tongue inches out to feel your slit, and get a sense of
- its length. I can taste your sweat, and perhaps? just a little? the
- maddening taste of your excitement, your gently lubed cunt. I'm
- encouraged. I press harder with the tip of my tongue, and find
- passage inside to that wondrous, tangy enclave.
-
- I've been craning my neck during this operation, and must turn my head
- sideways to accomplish this last maneuver. You're aware, through the
- haze of your slightly labored breathing and the electricity you're
- beginning to feel in your groin, that perhaps the experience might be
- enhanced by a better position. You find yourself inching backwards,
- hoping to gain purchase up the roots of the tree. You can feel the
- bark scratching your neck as you urge yourself against the tree, but
- only dimly, as if in a dream -- later, at home, you will brush twigs
- and ground bark out of your hair and wonder how it got there.
-
- Feeling your muscles taut with excitement, and noticing you scrabbling
- for a better position, I slide my hands down to your inner thighs and
- push out and up, straightening my back as I do so. The result finds
- you lifted slightly off the ground and sitting, effectively, on my
- outstretched hands, that patient tree giving you (and me) enough
- support to make the attempt a successful one. I tilt my head back
- slightly and allow myself to revel in your taste, your scent, in you.
-
- It's almost too much for you to bear. With one hand pressed against
- the bough of the tree to maintain your balance, you bring the other
- down to the back of my head and wrap your fingers in my hair. Close
- your eyes and tilt your head back -- all you want to feel is my
- tongue, pressing and dancing and twirling about. It wants desperately
- to know you, and you want oh so much to return the favor. You push
- the back of my head gently into your crotch and begin to draw your
- legs together (a motion which, I'm led to understand, excites some
- women naturally). This action naturally brings your thighs from my
- hands up onto my shoulders, a position I find preferable anyway.
-
- I'm finding it a bit difficult to breathe with you surrounding my face
- and my mouth like this, but what I do breathe includes so much of you
- that I can hardly object. What were the instructions you mentioned
- before? Just let your lips and tongue move at random, isn't that
- about it? Perhaps I will take your advice.
-
- Oh, that's good. It seems to work -- you've let out a mild gasp and
- have begun rocking against my face. I can feel your ankles crossed
- behind my back but, like the bark on your skin, only at the edge of my
- consciousness. I am too involved in your cunt to worry about such
- details. My hands, around your waist, hold you tighter as my tongue
- moves more and more frantically. With each stroke you rock more
- vigorously against me, and above your thighs I hear rapid panting.
-
- If I continue for much longer, I'm afraid I might come on my own. Not
- to worry, however. It's only another minute or so before the quick
- back-and-forth of your hips becomes a vibrato, and your choppy gasps
- escalate almost into moans. The moment right before orgasm always
- gives me my second wind; my tongue, beginning to flag, redoubles its
- efforts and directly prods and flicks your clitoris. With a single,
- long shudder, your thighs grind against my cheekbones and you lean
- forward convulsively over my head. You're hoping to expose yourself
- to me even further, to hit a single perfect epiphany at the moment of
- orgasm. Although you and I both know it's hardly possible for me to
- be more intimate with you at this moment, it's the effort that makes
- the difference.
-
- After a very long, very fulfilling come, you relax back against the
- tree. Slowly I lower you to the ground, your skirt and panties in a
- disarray around your ass. You open your eyes and, smiling softly, we
- look at each other for a moment. I don't need to say it and you don't
- need to hear it: I love you.
-
- you know it,
- your T.
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