THE SUCCESSFUL CHRISTIAN by Bill Jackson Hebrews 2:1--"Therefore we ought to give the more earnest heed to the things which we have heard, lest at any time we should let them slip." A study of the context, together with a basic understanding of the eternal nature of salvation and the reality of rewards, must bring us to the conclusion that, while as redeemed people, our position in Christ cannot be altered, there are goals in the Christian life that can be forfeited. If the desire to realize these goals were purely selfish it would be understandable but unforgivable. Working for Christ for the satisfaction of the rewards He has promised cannot fit into a Christian ethic of love. The fact of rewards is plain; the striving toward them for selfish reasons cannot be condoned. What is our reward? Basically, we can relate to them in conjunction with our Lord's statement to the rewarded servant, "Well done, thou good and faithful servant...Enter into the joy of thy Lord." This should be a prime motivation of our Christian lives. We have been once and for all delivered from a life where the only moral restraint was fear. We are now living a morality based on love, and our love for Him - if it is real - can only cause us to obey and desire to please Him. Having already responded to the gracious Gospel invitation, "Come unto Me", and rejoicing in the words of finality, "It is finished", we now look forward with eager anticipation to those last glorious words, "Well done." However, those of us who know the Lord Jesus Christ know He will not tell even a little white lie. If we have not been good and faithful servants He will not pretend that we were. He must tell the truth about us (Titus 1:5) and He wants to make it a pleasant truth. That is why He had so much written in the Word to chastise, encourage and help us to be what He wants us to be. Therefore we ought to give the more earnest heed - to what? To the things which we have heard. What things had they heard? It is clear from the context that they were things about our Blessed Saviour. These things were from the lips of those who were obedient to the Great Commission of our Lord. The Apostolic message was clothed in power, and was responsive to all that Jesus had said. We can safely conclude that, included in "the things we have heard" was not only the Gospel message of salvation, but the truths about Baptism, discipleship and obeying all the commands that Jesus Himself had given. One of the saddest commentaries on teaching ministries today is that so little time is spent expounding the blessed commands of our Lord. Ultra-dispensationalists have relegated these commands either to a past age or a future age, so that many of today's Christians have no reality of being taught all things He commanded. Yet, we must ask, who is the prime teacher of Christian truth if not the Lord Jesus Christ Himself? It is true that some of His teachings are hard to follow; some are given in parable form and speak clearly of a future age. But the basic commands are still valid and must be taught and obeyed. If not, how can we give earnest heed to the things we should be being taught? Some assume the epistles somehow supersede the commands of Jesus as the curriculum of Christians. It is true that as local churches are being established, concrete rules had to be laid down, rules which could not have been detailed by Jesus. Also, situations arose that had to be dealt with at the time, and a salvation now complete could be presented in a more analytical formula than would have been possible before the Cross. (Of course, Jesus did make general references to the scope and plan of this salvation, e.g., Mathew 20:28 and John 3:14, to name two instances.) Careful study shows us that the truths governing the moral behavior patterns and ministry thrusts of local churches found in the epistles are based solidly on the commands of Jesus. How could we seek a different foundation? In this brief study I will bring to your attention two of Christ's commands; the first two that are recorded as being given to believers. They are "Follow Me" in Mathew 4:19 and "Rejoice" in Mathew 5:12. Jesus said, "Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men." When we view present day fundamentalism in relation to this command, we find three unfortunate groupings into which Christians can be placed. First, we find those that want to follow Christ, abut whose theology is so hyper-Calvinistic that they cannot bring themselves to actively fish for men. They don't mind (in fact they are usually happy) if some fishes get caught, but they are afraid to use any bait in case the fish, swallowing the bait, should do a work to contribute to his being caught. If our Lord said He would make us fishers of men, there must be some fishing techniques that He would teach us. However, we really cannot blame the friends who eschew all techniques, as they are often repulsed by the second group of Christians. These are the expert fishers. They have mastered techniques. The statistics they give for their catches seem to make them very successful. Some of the gimmicks they employ leave much to be desired, but to them the bottom line is all important--GET RESULTS. Such are those who want to be fishers of men, but their motive is not to follow Christ but to go forth with one aim - get folks to make decisions. Often they have no conscious thought of real devotion to Christ; indeed, they are often willing to deliberately keep the message shallow so more will respond. However, we can even understand this position, as it is often adopted as a natural turning away from the third group of Christians. They are saved, satisfied and asleep. They can respond very well to popcorn testimonies and even have some scriptures stored in their heads to bring forth as a foundation for their claims of being ready to have a happy eternity. They are regulars Sunday morning, sparse Sunday evening and missing on Wednesday. They are the strange type of Christian who never leads a soul to Christ. They "love Jesus", but often didn't really know that He called His followers to follow Him. If they are well-to-do, they are generally fairly generous (but seldom sacrificial) in their missionary giving. They seem to imagine that if they help a missionary to be a "fisher of men" nothing else will be required of them. It never occurs to them that Jesus" commands were directed at them. The cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches have indeed choked their Christian influence and made them unfruitful. We must hope there is a fourth group--those that seriously consider that their Lord was talking to them. We come to His basic command, "Follow Me." Other men have been inspired by the Spirit to write commands for consecration. In Romans 12:1, Paul penned the immortal words, "I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice..." In Colossians 3:1 we are admonished to "seek those things which are above." But none of these commands can approach the simplicity and majesty of the beautiful words of Jesus, "Follow Me." In following anyone, going in the right direction is fundamental. If you are following a friend to his home and he turns right, you turn right. He may be going slowly, but you do not pass him. You do one of the simplest acts - you follow him. You may have had the experience of trying to follow a car that was going so fast you had to struggle to keep up. You were not always sure the way he was going to turn, and you tried to glue your attention upon something distinctive about the rear of his car so that you could follow. What a hazardous experience this can be, and how empty you feel when he loses you and you are lost. Or perhaps you have almost lost the friend you are following and have seen a car that looks like his - but it is dark so you aren't sure. So you follow, hoping you are following the right car! What a blessedness to know the faithfulness of our Lord. When He says, "Follow Me", He determines to make the path so clear that the only reason not to follow is because we want to go in a different direction, or we want to pass Him. He will never lead where we cannot follow, although He may lead where we do not wish to follow. We must realize that the success of our Christian lives will be determined not by how many results we get or how large our Sunday School is or how many people we preach to. Our success, as He counts success, is determined by how faithfully we follow Him. It is always helpful, when following someone, to know the general direction they will be taking. Therefore we will study two passages of scripture to see the clear direction the Lord is taking so that we cannot fail to follow if we want to. We will then know the realization of His second command, "Rejoice". A life of following Jesus must lead to a place of rejoicing. It will not be experienced necessarily on every bend of the road, but it is the only divinely appointed end. The passages we will look at are Matthew 4:19 to 5:12 and Philippians 2:5-11. In the Philippians passage, we have the co-relative of "Follow Me" in the words of verse 5, "Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus." Then we have very clearly spelled out the direction He is going. NOTE: (1) He knew His equality with God. (2) He made Himself of no reputation. This is a difficult step to understand, and harder to emulate. He was the world's Creator, Who fashioned things that are out of that which was not. By any standard of what is right, His entrance into the world should have been heralded by Divine proclamation to all His subjects. It is only right that all should know Who He is, when we really realize Who He is. But He made Himself of no reputation-unheralded, unsung, unannounced, unknown - so was His mind. The admonition is clearly, "Let this mind be in you", and it is so easy for us to mouth platitudes that indicate we are willing to be unknown. But it is not quite that simple, for as soon as we go unrecognized our human nature stands on its hind legs and demands recognition. It is so contrary to all that we are for us to be of no reputation that, when we allow this thought to search our hearts we must conclude that we are scarcely following Him. Yet this is only the beginning. (3) He took upon Him the form of a servant. To put any human being in the caste of servanthood is to do that which befits our fallen nature. He is sovereign Majesty, yet He took upon Him the form of a servant. It would do well to ask ourselves with as much honesty as our deceitful hearts will allow - do we ever willingly take the servant's part? Yet this is what He became. (4) He was made in the likeness of men - a step far down for Him Who made man in His image and then watched while that man fell to disgusting depravity. Yet this is the direction He has set His face, like a flint, on. (5) He humbled Himself. "Lord", you might cry, "not another step down. When I said I would follow You I was willing to go as you directed, but is it not time to take some upward steps? Must I continue to go down?" the fact is that if we would follow Him, we must take the same direction He took-down, down, down - even if there is no human expectation of ever reversing the downward trend and being exalted in this life. (6) Just when we think He must have reached bottom, He goes down - and the King of Life becomes obedient to death. "Lord, how can this be? You promised abundant life to those who followed You, and now the shadow of Calvary darkens my pathway. Certainly You mean us to go to the foot of the Cross and then to call upon God's legions for instant deliverance. No, Lord, You can't be nailed there - You can't die - I don't want to die." (7) ...even the death of the cross. "Lord, I guess I can put up with dying, but can't you make it instant and honorable, like a firing squad. As Kevin Barry said, "Shoot me like a soldier, don't hang me like a dog." A brave soldier goes into the enemy's camp, is captured, sentenced to death and amid the drum - roll of the military band, falls before his captor's bullets. That's bad enough, but not the Cross with all its shame and ignominy. Lord, do you really want me to be willing for all this?" That is what He said - FOLLOW ME. Then He showed which direction He was going. We see the "Rejoice" part of this passage in verses 9-11. For as the Head is exalted, the whole Body will rejoice, and this is the end He has determined for us. Our problem is that we want to get to "Rejoice" by going up instead of going down, and we will never get our destination if we go in the wrong direction. E. (Successful) /i / i / i A___________________B/___C i i i D. (Christ-like) I want to get from point A to point D. I am given plain directions. I travel to point B, then on to point C. Then comes the crucial decision. I must turn right to get to point D, but that is going down, and I don't want to go down. I want to go up. So I turn left and go up to point E. Realizing that I have lost my way, and remembering that point B was on my route, I travel down to point B. I don't particularly like this, as it is a down - ward move, but it is not too bad, and I do feel good when I tell myself I am going in the right direction. Arriving at point B, I turn left and proceed to point C. Again I am faced with a problem. Now, I have just finished taking a long trip down from point E to point B-certainly I am not required to go any lower. It is time to start going up. So I turn left and arrive back at point E, at which time I repent and go back to point B again, etc., etc., etc. -- I end up going around in circles, which is what most of you are experiencing in your Christian lives. You never really get where God wants you to be, because you never seriously follow, and continue to follow, Christ. We have to face the fact that there is a basic problem in fundamental Christianity. We recognize talent, ability and success. We often hear, "He is a great evangelist", "He is a great singer", "He is a great administrator." How seldom we hear of anyone, "He is so Christ-like." Which attribute would we rather be known for? All of us, instantly, would say we would rather be Christ-like than to be talented and famous, but how many of us are willing to take the only road - the road He took - the road down? Note carefully the steps we are admonished to take. First, Jesus knew Who He was. A great deal of emphasis is given today to realizing your "self-worth." I am glad I can say two things about my self-worth -- first of all, in myself dwelleth no good thing. There is nothing in my life that could either commend itself to God or be a blessing to my fellow man. But, second, I know that all the accumulated wealth of the world would not be sufficient to pay for the redeemed soul of Bill Jackson. I have been bought with an infinite price, I have been redeemed by His precious blood. I have been made a partaker of the divine nature, and there is not one of you who would have enough money to pay for me. I am a child of God. I know that, and Jesus knew exactly Who He was - the lily of the valley, the Bright and Morning Star, the Fairest among ten thousand. He made Himself of no reputation. Here I must pause and say that I am glad I don't have to be a perfect follower before I write these words. I know that the insidious self that always wants recognition and that would, if recognition were not given, be proud of its humility and seek recognition for that. The words, "He made Himself of no reputation" are words that must remain a challenge to any sincere follower of Christ who is aware of the reality of his sin nature and the deceitfulness of his heart. HE - MADE HIMSELF - OF NO REPUTATION. Reputation is one of the last things to be let go. A man may lose his wealth, but if he still has "his good name" he is not considered a pauper. This strikes deep and deadly into the core of our being, and it might be considered inappropriate for the Lord to even suggest that this could be our mind, yet we are clearly instructed to let this mind be in us as it was in Him. We can only ask God to make us very conscious of the many times when we seek to be otherwise, and be willing to make ourselves of no reputation. Can we really continue to allow someone else to get the credit for that which we did? While others are being acclaimed as being successful and talented can we be willing to be Christ-like even if no one recognizes us as such. And even if they did recognize, this is an attribute that would scarcely get us on the front page of a fundamentalist magazine. Can we hear of the fame of another without harboring a jealous spirit and allowing it to consume us so that we have to resort to some slander of that brother? Are we looking for the applause of men or are we really content to wait until He says "Well done"? If in this first step of having the mind of Christ the fundamentalist world has so dismally failed, can we ever complete the journey from "Follow Me" to "Rejoice"? The next step downward that our Lord took was to take upon Himself the form of a servant. This is another step that is direct opposition to all that is human. While it is true that there are those who are under an obligation to perform as a servant, it is never a state wherein the human spirit is content. Those in a position of servitude are always seeking for liberation and, if that is not possible, for whatever "rights" they can claim for themselves. The true servant completes his appointed tasks and expects no compensation, not even any thanks. (See Luke 17:7-10) Are there any left in the Church of Christ who would do the most menial task willingly and not be miffed if the pastor failed to make public recognition? Yet, said Jesus, the greatest among you must be servant of all. Is this mark of servanthood the general situation in which we find men of today? I was talking to a member of the church finance committee recently who remarked how disappointed he was that all the well - known evangelists that were invited to the church required all sorts of special treatment, or else they wouldn't come. Perhaps the reason we find it so hard to take the second step is that so few have undertaken to take the first step in following Him. It is no wonder we look for the superficial joys of success in this life, for we will never get to the true rejoicing that is the end for all who truly follow. The remainder of our Lord's steps - all down - leave us speechless and without excuse. He - God Himself - was made in the likeness of men, humbled himself and became obedient to death, even the death of the Cross. How shallow any following we have done appears when related to the steps He took. This is a following we can never fully know, so our cry must always be "that I might know Him, and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being made conformable to His death." The glorious finale to that series of journeyings down is the resurrection, just as the humiliations of Philippians 2 end with God giving unsurpassed glory to Christ and the command to follow in Matthew 4 is crowned with the rejoicing of Matthew 5:12. There is always a promised reward, but it comes at the end of the road. One problem is that we are impatient for our reward, and continually try to steal bits of glory. We really do believe in rewards in Heaven, but we don't act very much like it. The praises of men might seen like fit rewards for a job well done, but if we strive for these as our reward, even going out of our way to be sure we get them, we will have already had the only reward we shall ever get. May we jealousy guard our hearts from seeking lesser rewards and thereby canceling out any rewards He wants to give us. Will we, when looking at the tabulation of Heavenly rewards, see written boldly across the page, PAID IN FULL? Are we to be counted among those who love the praise of man more than the praise of God. It is impossible to seek for both - they are mutually exclusive as goals of our service. Can we trust Him to keep the books honestly and give all due rewards in that day? When we go back to the text in Matthew, we see that His first command, Follow Me, is succeeded by His next command, Rejoice. In between is a list generally called the Beatitudes, for they are proclamations of blessedness. However, when we look at them we realize that they are all steps down - steps that rely on a just Judge to render the fruits and compensations from pursuing these qualities of life. These are the steps that await us if we follow Him; He starts with being poor in spirit. "Theirs is the kingdom of heaven" is not the motive - the motive is to follow Him. We can certainly see the obvious link between this and being of no reputation in Philippians 2. "Poor in spirit" doesn't sound like a step to success - and it isn't, if we equate success with that of which we normally think. For success has one at the top of the ladder; being poor in spirit is the first step toward the bottom of the totem pole. Yet it is a step of following, for He went in one direction - down. Are the other "beatitudes" any more pleasant? Even the most innocent ones, being merciful and pure in heart, are steps not normal for we humans. Being merciful entails not requiting that which we feel we have a right to; others wrong us and we forgive. What thrill is there in that? Only to know that He did the same, but on a far grander scale, when we came as poor bankrupt sinners to His bestowal of Grace. Being pure in heart sounds good, but it does mean a lot of willingness to sacrifice, for even our motives must be pure, and we have a hard time with that . We say we don't seek reward, but lurking behind every good deed of man is a wish to be commended for it. Such was not the emptiness of our Lord Jesus Christ. Then we get to the others-mourning, being meek, being persecuted - how can the sum total ever be REJOICE. Just because God does not measure as we measure. For us, the path to success goes up; for God, the path goes down. We do not naturally desire, or attain, any of the attributes spoken of in Matthew 5. They come as He enables us, by His power, to truly follow Him. ********************* Several years ago, at a preachers' breakfast, the visiting speaker (whose name I forgot but to whom I am indebted) gave a very simple outline for having victory and success in the Christian life. His three points were total surrender, unconditional obedience and implicit faith. In thinking about these qualities against the backdrop of following Jesus, I realized that they are very basic to this concept. Even in the natural, when you are following someone, you must surrender your will to him. You do not tell him that you will gladly follow him half of the time; even if you were to follow 90% of the time, you wouldn't get to the destination. Neither do you attach conditions--I'll turn right if you are leading me down a pleasant, shady street. You unconditionally follow him; and it is utmost folly to follow a person who either does not know the way or a person whom you suspect might not know the way. I remember once when I was staying at a home after the Sunday evening service, the young son volunteered to ride with me and show me the way. At night every street looked the same to him, and we drove around in circles for some time before we found home. You always follow a person who knows how to get there, and you follow him unconditionally and completely. "All to Jesus I surrender" - how many times have you sung it, and how often you have meant it when you were in the glow of Christian fellowship. But how real is your surrender when it comes down to the practical? Can you say you have laid down all rights to yourself, to your aims and ambitions, to your tastes and desires, to your pleasures and cares? Should not we, as Christians, begin to realize that the word "all" is much bigger than the three letters that comprise it? It truly is one of the biggest words in our vocabulary. When you are asked by another Christian, "What are you doing these days?", is your first response to list the areas in which you have been successful, or is the primary joy of your life that you are following Him? Have you surrendered your rights? When our rights are surrendered, do we have any? Do we really yearn after and prize our recognition by man, and feel deprived when he does not recognize us? If your pastor were to list all the Christian workers or prayer warriors in your church and leave you out, would you be stung by the oversight? Can you stand to have others congratulated and yourself spurned? If He should lead others into bright avenues of public acclaim and lead you down a dark alley of loneliness, do you follow? Are you really surrendered to Him? Because we all have an old nature that is constantly trying to resurrect itself, we will always have temptations to react in the wrong way to others' success and our seeming failure. It is not sin to be tempted, but it is a denial of our surrender to bathe in self-pity and seek for acclaim. Real surrender will be tested, and by His Grace and Power we can prove the reality of our surrender. If others are promoted and you are not even mentioned, what is your reaction? If your advice is not followed, what is your reaction? If the good things you did are not noted, and the bad things you did are broadcast to all, what is your reaction? If you are severely wronged and God seems not to notice, what is your reaction? We might sum up these questions and others by asking -- ARE YOU TOTALLY SURRENDERED? While others are "Superman" and "Captain Marvel", are you willing to appear like "Ziggy" or "Charlie Brown"? Will you be anything - if that is what He wants you to be? Total surrender can likewise be measured by unconditional obedience. There may be many who would gladly follow as long as the road is going up to higher, more exciting ground, and that is their only condition. "Lord, I will gladly preach the Gospel, if you will make me a great preacher." "Lord, I will be a fisher of men, if you will give me a lot of souls." "Lord, I will do anything, just so long as I'm a success." Probably the best Biblical example of conditional, rather than unconditional, obedience is found in Genesis 28:20-22. There Jacob prefaces his faithfulness to God by four conditions, and displays he incomplete consecration that God refined during the very difficult process that finally ended when Jacob became Israel, a prince with God. Unconditional surrender is a very rare commodity these days, and perhaps the primary reason is that much of the public ministry on the subject calls for what is called "unconditional surrender" by promising some prize that this will merit. But the fact that our obedience is based on the hopes of a prize keeps it from being unconditional. It has been said, "You don't catch fish with a frying pan", which means that you don't show the fish the end of their being caught - you rather use alluring bait to catch them, and then you put them in the frying pan. The usual way to try to get men to be truly committed Christians is to lure them with the bait of reward, and then try to get them to conform themselves to the "frying pan" of true discipleship. Yet this is the exact opposite of Jesus' methods - He does catch fish with a frying pan! He said, "If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, take up his cross and follow me." You might say, "Lord that is not a very good way to fish for men-they will never come under those conditions." He does tell us that the glorious promise is that where He is, there His servant will be - but we must be willing to follow Him, and the direction He is taking is not that wonderful to our human nature. Our expectation is that we should work for God, really sacrifice (once in a while) and be ready for the pat on the back which we expect. He says that after we have done all these things, we should still say, "We are unprofitable servants; we have done that which was our duty to do." (Luke 17:10.) The truth is that if we have been this kind of servant, He Himself will come and serve us, but as soon as that marvelous reward becomes our motive for doing anything for Him, we have lost out on the privilege of unconditional obedience. Unconditional obedience is not a fruit of the flesh, or of the old nature. So often we come to the Word of God, see what He wants us to do, then read the promise and say that on the condition that He will give us the promise, we will do His Will. We should do His will even if what we will receive falls short of what we expect. We might bear the burden and heat of the day in sacrificial service to Him. Then, on pay day, we will grumble if we are not rewarded more than those who, we feel, have not merited nearly as much reward as we (Matthew 20:1-16) However, most of us who read that parable think those earlier laborers were justified in their complaint. They had worked harder. They had done more than the others. It seems so unfair - yet unfair is not a word that can be used when there is unconditional obedience. Unconditional - what a hard word! Certainly having done certain things I now have certain rights, but that is denying the obedience being unconditional. If I obey Him, am I not entitled to the headlines, the praise, the glory? Am I not entitled to see some success? Many of us are hard workers as long as success is on the horizon, but we faint in the way when we cannot see any reward for our sacrificial labor. It has been said that sacrifice for someone else is relatively easy when there is reciprocated love and gratitude, but God wants us to be willing to sacrifice for Him and others when there is no promise of immediate payment. We do what we are bidden to do. If he blesses and rewards, so be it. But if He does not bless, it is still our duty to unconditionally obey. All that is within us as human beings rebel against this; that is why a true disciple must die to himself to follow Christ. Implicit faith is not natural to our fallen nature, but it is an absolute requisite for following Him. How can we pretend to follow if we do not completely trust the One we are following? Implicit faith has two antagonists: (1) our desire to see where we are going and (2) our desire to have other options available just in case He fails. It is relatively easy to follow Him when the way is through well - lighted and pleasant scenes, when the wild beasts that would assail us are obviously chained, and when we have sufficient resources to feel we can make the goal. It is just human nature to feel better about a trip if the roads are well - marked and well - lighted, if the rocks have all been cleared off the road and if we have a spare tire and sufficient money to pay for gas enroute. It is a tragedy that we so often transfer these normal and justified human feelings to a walk that is now supposed to be on entirely different premises. We would not think of driving our car blindfolded, yet we often try to walk by faith with our eyes wide opened. As long as we can see the goal, we will follow - IF that goal is consistent with what others are doing. There are circumstances in which we would not find it hard to have faith and follow Him. We must learn to say, with the hymn-writer: "No matter if the way be sometimes dark No matter though the cost be offtimes great He knoweth best how I shall reach the mark." It is a fact of life that the extent of our arrival at the goal will equal the extent of our following, and if we do not implicity trust Him Whom we are following, how can we ever hope to arrive at the right destination? "We walk by faith, not by sight", and while this should not entice us to embark upon mad schemes that we could not possibly expect to complete, or do foolish things and excuse them by saying we are walking by faith. Trusting Him should have more scriptural foundations, and if we learn to truly trust Him in these, He will guide us in any leading that is unusual. The problem is that we often do not trust Him in areas in which He has clearly spoken, and in some of the affairs of life we have provided secondary means of achieving our goals just in case He should fail. He plainly said, "Lay not up for yourselves treasures on earth" and yet it is normal for a Christian to have a savings account, sometimes quite large, that he can call upon should his normal income fail. We do not "Consider the lilies of the field" and we often succumb to the brains of business men and have our churches so solvent that we are ridiculous even to think we are doing His work by faith. On the other hand, we often hear of needs, imagined or real, accrued by those "in the Lord's service" and since, we are told, these folks/projects are being carried on "by faith", we should respond to the stated need. One reads with wonder and nostalgia at the practices of those who were first used by God to found faith missions . One of their primary stands as faith missions was to tell their needs only to God and expect an answer from God. Now we tell our needs to our prayer partners and expect an answer from them. Christians (prayer partners) have told me they like to have it so, because they can then evaluate the needs that they can be used to meet. Therefore the missionaries who refuse to walk by faith not only disobey the Lord, they rob other Christians of the joy of being led by the Spirit in their giving and make them lazy Christians. The Christian giver should learn to walk by faith in his giving, even as the "givee" should learn to trust the Lord in his asking. I just received a very attractive "prayer folder" from a couple going overseas with a reputable mission. On the first page it said this mission is a faith mission, and on page 9 the needs were listed so that this couple's missionary project would be possible. Without reference to monthly support, the needs totalled over $7,000. Can you imagine the Apostle Paul, responding to the man of Macedonia and teling him that he will be in Macedonia as soon as the churches in Asia Minor provided him with a means of transportation, rent for a meeting room, audio-visual equipment, 15,000 tracts and pledges for his monthly support? What is the difference? Modern missionaries are following a prescribed plan (which has ALWAYS worked???) of how to be a missionary and what one needs to be a missionary. ("I couldn't possibly be a missionary without a car, Lord.") Then they are trained to solicit funds for these things from Christians who are too lazy to pray how their money should be used, too stingy to really sacrifice, and too business - like to invest "their money" in anything that does not guarantee results. We have sadly inherited a hundred years of degenerating missionaries thinking and have produced a brand of missions that neither exalts or follows Christ, and we have resigned to oblivion or nostalgia that missionay that has a heart for faith missions that once fired men of God of the past to venture on God alone. Hudson Taylor insisted on a pure "faith missions" concept for all in the old C.I.M. When speaking at a church, he would often refuse gifts lest they had been given purely out of an emotional feeling. He would instruct the giver to go home and pray and then send the money if the Lord told him to. (Was he crazy? How would he ever hope to get to the field like that?) In areas where taylor had every right to remind folks of financial obligations, he chose rather to let the Lord remind them and receive from His hand. C.T. Studd gave many thousands of pounds away (a tremendous fortune in those days) so that he would be able to live by faith - and he endured "as seeing Him who is invisible" (Hebrews 11:27). Rees Howells, called by God to go overseas but without the train fare to get to his port of embarkation, so implicity trusted God that he stood in line at the ticket window in the railway station because that is where he would have stood if he had the money, and he might as well have had it in his hand, for God had promised to send him overseas. And God did provide. Such wonderful, exciting stories are these. How we read them and ooze with a warmth that tells us God did such great exploits through these men. How we admire their faith! Then we are somehow content to slip back into the old paths of our present - day, highly mechanized, faithless "exploits" for God, trusting everything but the raw Hand of God to meet our need. There is nothing wrong with a missionary honestly answering questions directed to him about his financial needs. We don't want to produce a super - spiritual cult that has its head so in the clouds that our humanity is forfeited. But we certainly want to come apart from the face of modern faith missions and learn to trust Him. We also have to be careful that the needs we mention are not desires, but needs. Do we need a car to be a missionary, or do we desire a car. Paul minded to go afoot from Troas to Assos, but it would be too much to ask me to cover all those miles without a car. Maybe covering all those miles is not God's will - you might be in the center of His Will if you were to walk a mile rather than drive one hundred. This comes close to home, too. If a present - day pastor came out of his home in the morning to find his car destroyed, would he spend the day in prayer, study and witnessing to his neighbors; or would he frantically run around trying to compensate for his loss of wheels and imagine that he must keep to his busy schedule to be in the perfect Will of God? But can we heap blame on missionaries who are only doing what they have been told is the norm for missions. The lack of trusting God is not only present in full - time workers; it is in almost every believer and church. Today is a great day to have insurance of every kind. One could not fault the concept of life insurance, for that is a provision for dependents left behind, who would have otherwise been supported by our labor. It is not selfishly motivated, it is not the result of being unable to trust God to meet our needs, nor does it profit the owner of the insurance policy. One could as well speak against having a job to make an honest living. But what of other types of insurance? Can we scripturally justify these? Can we make a decision between health insurance and trusting God? Must we put ourselves in the position that whatever happens to ourselves or our property, we are covered? Does not this rob God of His position as being the One who safeguards His people and rob us of learning to trust Him? Is our life on this earth geared around the protection of the few paltry possessions we have accumulated, or is our life taken up with knowing, trusting and following Him? Is "a piece of the rock" better able to take care of me than the "Rock of Ages"? Do we maintain, for our cars, the minimum insurance required by law, or do we make sure that if our car is destroyed, stolen or wrecked we have an insurance company into whose good hands we place ourselves - and thereby never knowing the security of the Everlasting Arms? What of our old age? We may never have an old age and if we do, I trust by then we will have learned the lessons of faith that will keep us constantly in His care. As we apply these practical truths to every day living, should not this concept of total surrender, unconditional obedience and implicit faith govern all we do? How about the speed limit? "Well, Lord, I know the law says 55 and I know I should obey the law, but I have a lot I want to do for you today, so I will just go 60 - or 65 - or 70; anyway, I'll just keep up to the stream of traffic." Are we not thus saying, "I know I should obey, because obeying the law is obeying Jesus, but I probably won't get caught (Romans 13:5) and my time is so important." Is my time as important as I think? Is not obeying Him more important? Suppose some Bible characters had walked so little by faith? Paul, with the viper on his hand, would summon the doctor with whom he had insurance rather than shake the viper into the fire to demonstrate God's Power. Epaphroditus would be thankful for his hospitalization policy rather than God's mercy. Believers would take the spoiling of their goods joyfully because they had a good insurance policy. Yet we claim to be New Testament Christians! What frauds we are. ************************** When the Christian who was later martyred in Ecuador by the savage Auca Indians said, "He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose" he captured much of the genius of true Christian discipleship. Many Christian homes have this motto displayed prominently, but in how many of us does our life - style just as plainly say, "I don't believe it." You do not become a spiritual follower of Christ by displaying Jim Elliott's motto, or even by agreeing with it. You can only be a true follower by following Him, and living out that fact by proving by your actions and motives that things which are eternal are more important than anything temporal. This includes your possessions, your popularity, your family, your very life - and it is only when we get all these in heavenly perspective that we can really begin to understand what He meant when He said, "Follow Me." He then pointed the way we are to follow, which is down instead of up, and gave us His Word that, in His good time, the result would be glorious. "Rejoice, and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in Heaven." God does give earthly blessings, but these are never the goal of the truly spiritual person. God gives us things to enjoy, but the loss of these things which could not last anyway should not cause us any undue grief. I have a car that the Lord gave me, and which I appreciate. One day that car (if the Lord tarries) will end up in the junk yard and become scrap metal to make new cars. When that happens, if I need a car, it will be God's responsibility to provide. If it happens pre - maturely and I come out one day to find my car destroyed by fire or stolen - and I am convinced that it is absolutely essential for me to be 500 miles away that night, it is God's responsibility to work out some way for me to get there. He got Philip from the Ethiopian desert to Azotus without an automobile. So many times we have alternate achemes ready in case something terrible should happen, because we feel "successful" people are never the victim of circumstances, but always figure out some way to rise above circumstances. Such a thought indicates a "going up" syndrome and not being willing to follow Jesus because that doesn't seem successful. It is nice to be popular, but how many of us preachers would be quite willing to preach the message He gives us, leave the results entirely with Him, and then have to face a hundred glum faces as the folks who objected to our sermon left the church without even a handshake. We don't preach to be popular, but it sure helps sometimes. And it should - human encouragement is often used by God for our benefit. But we still must not feel defeated if only One Person in the Universe approves of our message. Even our families, as essential as it is for us to have them on a high scale of priority, must never stand between us and our walk with God. Gianovello, the great Waldensian leader, when faced with the venomous wrath of the Duke of Savoy, once faced a difficult decision. The Duke had captured his wife and children and threatened to burn them alive unless Gianovello capitulated. His reply was that, while he dearly love his family, he must commit them to the Lord. If the Duke caused them to go through the fire, it would but destroy their bodies, and their souls would be safe with God. His faith was rewarded, and they were released - but if not, said noble Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, be it known to you we will not surrender our faith to you. They loved not their lives. Because of the God - given inbuilt instinct of self-preservation, this is the ultimate. We all look forward to Heaven, but no one wants to go today. It is extraordinary faith that captures the reality of being with Christ as far better. We should desire to live as long as He gives us breath, but we must not be so in love with our life on earth that we go to any extreme to safeguard it and leave little energy for the work of the Kingdom. However, we must be willing to use whatever safeguards to our lives that God provides and not go to silly extremes like some cultists that refuse some valid medical means of healing that was provided by God. What do we read as the bottom line? We are human, human, HUMAN. Such living is beyond my scope as a person, and the very walk of faith is impossible. My flesh will always seek to impose conditions on Him, and total surrender is so final. As frail people (and He knoweth our frame) we always fall short. Yet that persistent but still Voice of our Beloved continually comes to our hearts. "Follow Me." Copyright to this article is held by Christians Evangelizing Catholics. You are allowed to reproduce this article only in its entirety and without any additions or deletions. This article originated on S.O.N.