So when we told our children about the crossdressing, we asked that they keep it a family "secret." There was no reason for anyone else to know. We had discussed this issue with other couples prior to my telling our children and many of them also shared our beliefthat crossdressing should remain within the family. One other SO reminded me that once you tell someone, you can never take it back. So be careful whom you tell.
For years we thought our immediate family members were the only ones who knew. Recently I decided to ask my children (who are now young adults) how they felt about their father's crossdressing and do they wish they had been told earlier or not at all, etc.
My older daughter said she thought the worst part of learning about the crossdressing was having to keep it a secret. She told me for the first time that she had told her boyfriend, that it was impossible for her not to share that knowledge, and that was five years ago! He did not want us to know that he knew because he did not want to make my husband uncomfortable.
This was a shock although not a bad shock. I was just surprised to find that she had told him. She also told me that her sister had also told a couple of her friends. Both did not like not letting us know about their "secret," but they knew how I felt.
This brings up the issue of secrets and do we do more harm from trying to keep secrets or not. About two years ago, I revealed the "secret" to one of my closest friends. I knew her well; I knew she would be accepting, and she was! Some SO's who have revealed the "secret" have lost friends. Probably you could say they were not real friends, but that may be oversimplification some just have a real difficult time understanding gender issues.
So there are no right and wrong answers. It is up to each couple to decide for themselves to whom and when to tell the "secret" if they so choose. I think it is interesting that at least in the case of my older daughter keeping the "secret" was harder on her than the "secret" itself.
(This article originally appeared in the Devil Woman, the newsletter of the Diablo Valley Girls.)