The Conyers Apparitions

280 My Words Are Life (September 9, 1990)
The following message is typical of the conversations that Nancy has with Jesus. Some background concerning this conversation is that Nancy was receiving many messages but she was not writing them in her journal. Other messages in this book were extracted from similar conversations and categorized in this book as Jesus requested.

Jesus said to Nancy, "My words are life. If My words are life and you do not write them down and you throw them away, are you any better than the ones who murder the embryos and throw them away?"

George said, "You need to surrender yourself to Jesus."

Nancy asked Jesus, "Is that what you want?"

"Yes, total, complete surrender. Abandon everything to Me." Jesus re- peated, "Yes, total, complete surrender. Abandon everything to Me."

George said, "You don't appreciate Jesus."

Nancy said, "Yes I do."

"No, you don't. Don't focus on self. It's part of the growing process. To go to Me you die to self. The self no longer exists but you live for Me alone. You want to do what pleases Me."

Nancy said a tear came from Jesus' eye.

"Nancy, I am pouring My love out to you so that others will come to see and know how I love them equally. No human being is capable of loving everyone equally.

"Appreciation and love go hand in hand. When you appreciate someone you think more of the other person than you do yourself. You thank them.

Oh, Nancy, won't you love Me? Please don't love Me up to a point and then stop. Love Me completely. Look at My outstretched arms. Remember, I said I don't duck the punches. Please won't you do this for Me? Won't you love Me just a little? You say you love, but you keep stopping. You stumble and fall over obstacles. If you love Me then know I am greater than any obstacle. You won't see the obstacle if you really love Me."

Nancy said she saw tears come from His eyes and "The light is so bright it hurts my eyes."

"Look away."

Nancy said, "The pain in my eyes has gone away."

"But the pain has not gone away from My heart, as I am calling you to love Me. I am calling all mankind. Why can't you understand you are My chosen spokesperson? The one who hears My words should speak My words. You have responsibility first to listen, then to obediently speak My words and you have responsibility for multitudes of souls.

"Oh, what little faith My little one has. You, who see Me. You, who hear Me. You were right today to ask Me for more faith."

Nancy said, "How can you stand to look at me?"

"I love you unconditionally. As I love every soul."

Nancy said that Jesus was radiant and that, "I don't feel pain I felt earlier."

"It is because your eyes are upon Me.

"Remember Nancy, I said at church, 'If only My children would just be children. Then you would see a steady flow of tears from My eyes.'

"I am displeased with all the rejection you are receiving. Who do they think they are rejecting? How blind they are. How foolish they are. Who do they think they are piercing?" Nancy sees the suffering face of Jesus.

"They are not doing it to you. They are doing it to Me."

Nancy saw the suffering face of Jesus again. Nancy felt the burden gone.

"All the burden is off your shoulders. That's because you feel Me.

"Why are My children too busy to come to Me? Even when there is a birthday party they don't come." [Jesus was referring to the birthday party Nancy had for the Blessed Mother on her birthday, September 8th. Few people came.] "Oh, look how few came to My Mother's birthday party. My Mother's birthday was celebrated everywhere and look how few came to the celebration. I am speaking of man. I am speaking of the world. Too few people came under obligation and fewer came on their own. When they stand before Me, they will ask, 'when, Lord, did you call me?' and I will say, 'When did I ever stop?'"

Nancy said, "When I see Jesus' suffering face I feel drained."

"Think how I feel.

"You need to love Me more. If you love Me more, others will love Me more. I did not live for Myself and neither should anyone on earth live for themselves alone but live for one another.

"There is one human race. You are all relatives. There are not two human races but one. There are not two Gods, but one. Not two Creators, but one.

"Think of My Mystical Body and that way you will understand it best. Nancy, you are concerned that your mind is simple. Remember, Mine is not. That is why I keep telling you not to keep fearing who you go before.

"Let Me lead you and you have no one to fear."

Nancy said, "I'm going to have a lot of responsibility."

"Look at My shoulders and say that again."

Nancy said, "Jesus, I love you."

"Yes, I love you and want you to love Me more. Look at Me. Am I not important? If you look at Me, you look at love. Is anyone more important than I?

"Come follow Me and imitate Me.

"Why are you looking that way? You are thinking of more questions."

Nancy said, "I am thinking of how do I become a child?"

"Come in the palm of My hand. Think of the embryo. The embryo is completely dependent on its mother. Be completely dependent on Me. Be not independent, but be dependent. Dependence is greater freedom. With God, dependence is freedom. I will complete for you. Freedom is free from the evil one.

"The evil one stirs up independence. Be liberated. Be independent. Be a new man, be a new woman. Nothing is new in Satan. Everything is old and dark in Satan. You don't find freedom in Satan. You have bondage. Satan is master of one thing - deception.

"I have given you a drop of blood from My heart and it touched your heart. I suffer in love because no love can be returned as I give.

"Be thankful that I know you and, better still, that you are knowing Me. There are many souls who do not know Me. Oh, what awakening they have when they come before Me."

Tears were coming from His eyes.

George asked, "How can we get souls to love You?"

Jesus answered through Nancy, "How you do this best is by reflecting Me. You have no idea of the number of souls you affect when you do this for Me. When you think you are reaching one soul that soul will get to another and another and on and on.

"Oh precious one, you have a best seller here. If only My children would read it from their hearts.

"So often they hear My words and cast them aside. When a soul stands before Me, they will ask, 'When Lord did You speak to me ?' I will say when did I stop. I am telling you something about judgement day by revealing this to you.

"In My second coming, there will be a new Heaven and a new earth. Everything will be made new. The old will be gone."

Nancy saw the suffering face of Jesus.

"Mankind is missing the signs of the times. When they miss the signs, they will wander and become lost, they will not find Me.

"You have no time for yourself. You are called to live for others and this calling comes from Me, God.

"There is great deception occurring all over the world. My priests, My chosen elect will plunge into darkness for very few are seeing the signs."

Nancy then saw two visions. The first was of people plunging into a pitch black area and they were screeching. The second was of people walking into the light, a white light whiter than any light on earth and they were at peace.

Jesus ended the conversation by saying, "You have remained here physically. I brought your soul first to see the darkness and then to see light. Tell others what I have shown you."

281 Know And Believe I Love Them All Equally
(December 12, 1990)
Jesus said through Nancy, "Now, George, you see why she is My mercy. With all the help I am giving her, she still tries to go her own way. She is My child of mercy because, in spite of My graces, she still tries to do her own thing. How's that for modern lingo?"

George has indicated that he too tries to go his own way and is too independent and proud.

Jesus said to Nancy, "I pour forth My love and mercy to you more than anyone else. I want the world to understand in their limited capacity about the depth of My love and mercy. So many of My children think My love is shallow and My mercy nonexistent. Those who think this are gods unto themselves.

"I hear every conversation everywhere. When you look up and see that I am present during your conversations, you will be able to tell others. Have you forgotten that I have asked for a crucifix to be in every room? Have you done this? I use the crucifix to show you My light and My constant presence. George, Nancy is to bear witness to My living presence and she will show the world My love and mercy through the cross. I, the Risen Lord, appear most in the light of the cross as I am one with the Holy Trinity of God, the light and cross are one.

"Let Me identify Myself so you may know Who is speaking. I Am who Am. I Am the Second Person of the Blessed Trinity. I Am Jesus. I Am your Lord and Savior. Do you need more identification, Nancy?

"Believe and know I love you and help the world to know and believe I love them all equally.

"Remember to tell the world this light is Me."

282 My Appearances Here Are Linked Directly To Fatima
(January 15, 1991)
Our Loving Mother said, "I want the world to know that my appearances here are linked directly with Fatima. No other appearances are you linked more strongly with than Fatima. The world will come to know in time."

283 I Am Calling All My Children Here
(January 17, 1991)
Jesus said, "I am calling My priests here. I am calling My religious here. I am calling all My children here, I want Masses here.

"My children want My mercy, then I want them here. My children are not the ones who decide where I will come in a special way. The little insignificant hill will have people coming night and day. You want My graces, then come here."

Nancy said, "Everything you have said is so great I can't comprehend it."

"Let Me repeat words I once said to you. No man can comprehend the greatness of God; do not try."

284 Consider Persecutions Precious Rose Pedals Of Love From Heaven
(March 14, 1991)
Pat and Ann, the publishers of Our Lady Queen of Peace Letter in Alabama, were experiencing some persecutions and Nancy was crying about their persecutions.

Our Loving Mother said, "Nancy, Oh, my precious Nancy, please don't cry."

Nancy said, "Now she is crying."

"My son and I are with you. I am Blessed Virgin Mary, the Mother of God and I come as your loving mother. Please don't be troubled about the persecutions. Consider them precious rose pedals of love from Heaven."

Nancy said, "I'm so happy to see you. Please, Mother of God, help Pat and Anne. I'm sorry I'm crying."

"Those who support Conyers will be blessed abundantly from Heaven and those who don't will not be blessed abundantly."

Nancy said, "You gave [the sign of the scent of] roses to Edwin's family?"

"We were giving signs here to you but you were not receiving them. So we gave it to Edwin's family to help you."

Nancy said, "I smell roses again. I see the Mother of God. Please ask Jesus for forgiveness. I didn't write again today. I'm sorry."

"You are not eating properly. Please be careful of your diet. You need to buy more fruits and fresh vegetables."

Nancy said, "You have made me calm. I love you so much. I feel like I am floating. Thank you for coming and helping me."

A tear rolled down Our Loving Mother's right cheek.

Nancy said, "I am comforted greatly, Mother of God. Help me to eat properly. Help me to write.

"Oh, Mother, I hurt when my friends suffer but I remember the rose petals. You are crying too!"

"I cry when my children hurt.

"Dearest daughter, I must depart. Be at peace and love, love, love and love more. Love everyone who will come here, everyone.

"Please thank my Son and make the sign of the cross."

285 My Christian Community Is To Stay Together
(July 4, 1991)
Jesus said, "My Christian community is to stay together. Thank you for speaking My words."

286 I Have Great Plans For This Area
(January 31, 1992)
Jesus said, "I have great plans for this area. Conyers is part of My great master plan."

287 The World Does Not Understand My Gifts
(March 9, 1992)
Nancy was recovering from surgery that occurred two weeks earlier. A friend was visiting when Jesus said to her, "One more day of rest and, then, hop to it."

Jesus said to the friend through Nancy, "What am I going to do? I sent an angel and she is still not comforted."

Jesus then said to Nancy, "Look at you. I come and you are not comforted. You want to follow Me then walk in My footsteps.

"I give you a gift that no one has and you are still troubled by man's opinions.

"Look who I am.

"Nowhere else am I appearing like this and you don't believe Me. You are questioning My words. I am reading your heart. Talk to any other visionary in the world and they will not understand how I am appearing to you this way.

"Oh precious one, when will you come to know the gifts I have given you? When will the world come to know the gifts I have given them? You do not understand My gift and the world does not understand My gifts.

"If you receive a gift and you don't understand much about it, you should go to the gift giver and let Him help you."

Nancy then said, "Jesus showed me walking in His footsteps in the mud. Then I looked around to see if there was anything easier and the Blessed Mother and an angel are helping and showing patience. I am looking around with pains on my face. The Blessed Mother and the angel are patiently looking at me and helping, ignoring the scowls on my face."

Jesus then said, "Thank you for writing My words."


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