Thanathos (if I can't be yours)

Now it's time, I feel to tell
I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I feel unlike, I've ever felt
And it's making' me scared
That I may not be what I (think I am)
What of us, what do I say
Are we both from a different world
Because every breath that I take, I breath its for you
I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm so afraid
There's nothing to comfort us
What am I, if I can't be yours
I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain
Can't shed a tear now I realise
We're not the same
And it's making' me sad because we can't fulfil our dream
(in life)
So I must, let us break free I can never be what you need
If there was a way, through the hurt
Then I would find it I'd take the blows
Yes I would fight it

"The end of evangelion" movie soundtrack

But this is the one, impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can't be yours

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