Okay, I have a lot to say right now. First things first. Thanks to all of you for putting up with me. I know I haven't been the most wonderful sister/aunt/friend/whatever, and I'm sorry. I've decided right now that I can't deal with all of this. I have too much going on right now in my life and I don't want to involve any of you in it because I love you all so very much. So, I'm sorry. You've all been wonderful, but... *heavy sigh*
I think this is for the best.
*)Ne-chan- My dearest kakak, thank you for everything you have done for me and I am truely sorry for the way things have ended up between us. I would give anything to have things back to the way they were, as screwed up as they were.
YuGaTA- Bro, you have no clue how much you have done for me by just being around. Thank you for saving me as many times as you did. I'm not sure if I'm going to be going to UT or not. Lack of money and the fact that my grades just plain suck is a bit of a setback. Don't worry, I am trying though ^_^
Eisu- Abang that I never get to see anymore! Thanks so much for all your lil talks you've given me. You managed to get me to see that I did actually have good in me at one point. I owe you for that.
D'Angelo- It's been a long time since we've talked like we used to, my dearest abang. I miss it too. Thank you for all the great advice you've given me and believe it or not, I've actually taken it. *smiles* I still consider you my brother.
Joanna- I am so sorry adik. For everything. I hope you get a chance to read this to see that I actually am sorry about it.
Mi-chan- My goofy lil sis. Well, you're not that much younger, are ya? Thank you for all the uplifting talks you've given me. Hehe even though I seemed to hate them, I really didn't. It's been nice having someone to talk to about that sort of thing.
Hanako- My flute-playing sister who never seems to stop moving *grin* I swear, someday I'll figure out the right postage to send those darn cards! Thank you for being such a support. I really needed it, espically lately.
Serena©- My dear selfless adik. Thanks for putting up with all of my self-pity in your hard times and for also not taking sides when that whole thing happened with Joanna and Craig.
Ganym- My sister-cousin girl hehe. I don't know how you've managed to do it, but you're always there when I need to talk with someone. You mean more to me than you can imagine. I hope you have a wonderful choir trip and your solo in the musical blows people away, nahh I don't hope that. I know it will! *smile* So what I'm saying is, thanks for being who you are.
Chibi Venus and Serenity(T)- You both are together because there's no real reason that I need to repeat what I have to say and also you two are so much alike in my eyes. Thank you, you two for dealing with the problems I've caused and the fights we've gotten into. Heh, I think I've gotten into more fights with the two of you than I have with the rest of the family combined. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. And Chibi Venus, if I'm still invited, I'm still coming up there to visit this summer.
Lei- *smile* Did you think I forgot about you? I hope not because I certinaly didn't. Thank you for being such a sweet bro and for all the guy advice you've given me hehe.
Belldandy- I swear I did actually have you down! *smiles* Well gosh, I dunno why I'm saying this, everyone should know it by now, sis you are one of the sweetest people on this world. But.. sometimes you can be a bit too caring. Just be careful about that. *smiles* I'm sorry for being so difficult about things.
Briareos©- What the heck, I'll just do this here too. I'm sorry for the way I've been lately. I'm just having a difficult time with everything. I do have to thank you though, for being who you are, a wonderful friend.
Well, I think that's the majority of it. I just needed to get that out right now. My other family page is still up but I had to say this. I love you all dearly and thank you all so much for everything you've given me.